Buthestoodmotionlessandstaringasbefore。AndasIfacedhim,withlevelledgunshakinginmyhands,Ihadtimetonotethewornandhaggardappearanceofhisface。Itwasasifsomestronganxietyhadwastedit。
Thecheeksweresunken,andtherewasawearied,puckeredexpressiononthebrow。Anditseemedtomethathiseyeswerestrange,notonlytheexpression,butthephysicalseeming,asthoughtheopticnervesandsupportingmuscleshadsufferedstrainandslightlytwistedtheeyeballs。
AllthisIsaw,andmybrainnowworkingrapidly,Ithoughtathousandthoughts;andyetIcouldnotpullthetriggers。Iloweredthegunandsteppedtothecornerofthecabin,primarilytorelievethetensiononmynervesandtomakeanewstart,andincidentallytobecloser。AgainIraisedthegun。Hewasalmostatarm’slength。Therewasnohopeforhim。Iwasresolved。Therewasnopossiblechanceofmissinghim,nomatterhowpoormymarksmanship。AndyetIwrestledwithmyselfandcouldnotpullthetriggers。
\"Well?\"hedemandedimpatiently。
Istrovevainlytoforcemyfingersdownonthetriggers,andvainlyIstrovetosaysomething。
\"Whydon’tyoushoot?\"heasked。
Iclearedmythroatofahuskinesswhichpreventedspeech。
\"Hump,\"hesaidslowly,\"youcan’tdoit。Youarenotexactlyafraid。
Youareimpotent。Yourconventionalmoralityisstrongerthanyou。Youaretheslavetotheopinionswhichhavecredenceamongthepeopleyouhaveknownandhavereadabout。Theircodehasbeendrummedintoyourheadfromthetimeyoulisped,andinspiteofyourphilosophy,andofwhatIhavetaughtyou,itwon’tletyoukillanunarmed,unresistingman。\"
\"Iknowit,\"Isaidhoarsely。
\"AndyouknowthatIwouldkillanunarmedmanasreadilyaswouldsmokeacigar,\"hewenton。\"YouknowmeforwhatIam,——myworthintheworldbyyourstandard。Youhavecalledmesnake,tiger,shark,monster,andCaliban。Andyet,youlittleragpuppet,youlittleechoingmechanism,youareunabletokillmeasyouwouldasnakeorashark,becauseIhavehands,feet,andabodyshapedsomewhatlikeyours。Bah!Ihadhopedbetterthingsofyou,Hump。\"
Hesteppedoutofthecompanionwayandcameuptome。
\"Putdownthatgun。Iwanttoaskyousomequestions。haven’thadachancetolookaroundyet。Whatplaceisthis?HowistheGhostlying?Howdidyougetwet?Where’sMaud?——Ibegyourpardon,MissBrewster——orshouldIsay,`Mrs。VanWeyden’?\"
Ihadbackedawayfromhim,almostweepingatmyinabilitytoshoothim,butnotfoolenoughtoputdownthegun。Ihoped,desperately,thathemightcommitsomehostileact,attempttostrikemeorchokeme;forinsuchwayonlyIknewIcouldbestirredtoshoot。
\"ThisisEndeavorIsland,\"Isaid。
\"Neverheardofit,\"hebrokein。
\"Atleast,that’sournameforit,\"Iamended。
\"Our?\"hequeried。\"Who’sour?\"
\"MissBrewsterandmyself。AndtheGhostislying,asyoucanseeforyourself,bowontothebeach。\"
\"Therearesealshere,\"hesaid。\"Theywokemeupwiththeirbarking,orI’dbesleepingyet。IheardthemwhenIdroveinlastnight。TheywerethefirstwarningthatIwasonaleeshore。It’sarookery,thekindofathingI’vehuntedforyears。ThankstomybrotherDeath,I’velightedonafortune。It’samint。What’sitsbearings?\"
\"Haven’ttheleastidea,\"Isaid。\"Butyououghttoknowquiteclosely。
Whatwereyourlastobservations?\"
Hesmiledinscrutably,butdidnotanswer。
\"Well,where’sallhands?\"Iasked。\"Howdoesitcomethatyouarealone?\"
Iwaspreparedforhimagaintosetasidemyquestion,andwassurprisedatthereadinessofhisreply。
\"Mybrothergotmeinsideforty—eighthours,andthroughnofaultofmine。Boardedmeinthenightwithonlythewatchondeck。Hunterswentbackonme。Hegavethemabiggerlay。Heardhimofferingit。Diditrightbeforeme。Ofcoursethecrewgavemethego—by。Thatwastobeexpected。
Allhandswentovertheside,andthereIwas,maroonedonmyownvessel。
ItwasDeath’sturn,andit’sallinthefamilyanyway。\"
\"Buthowdidyoulosethemasts?\"Iasked。
\"Walkoverandexaminethoselanyards,\"hesaid,pointingtowherethemizzenriggingshouldhavebeen。
\"Theyhavebeencutwithaknife!\"Iexclaimed。
\"Notquite,\"helaughed。\"Itwasaneaterjob。Lookagain。\"
Ilooked。Thelanyardshadbeenalmostsevered,withjustenoughlefttoholdtheshroudstillsomeseverestrainshouldbeputuponthem。
\"Cookydidthat,\"helaughedagain。\"Iknow,thoughIdidn’tspothimatit。Kindofevenedupthescoreabit。\"
\"GoodforMugridge!\"Icried。
\"Yes,that’swhatIthoughtwheneverythingwentovertheside。OnlyIsaiditontheothersideofmymouth。\"
\"Butwhatwereyoudoingwhileallthiswasgoingon?\"Iasked。
\"Mybest,youmaybesure,whichwasn’tmuchunderthecircumstances。\"
IturnedtorexamineThomasMugridge’swork。
\"IguessI’llsitdownandtakethesunshine,\"IheardWolfLarsensaying。
Therewasahint,justaslighthint,ofphysicalfeeblenessinhisvoice,anditwassostrangethatIlookedquicklyathim。Hishandwassweepingnervouslyacrosshisface,asthoughhewerebrushingawaycobwebs。
Iwaspuzzled。ThewholethingwassounliketheWolfLarsenIhadknown。
\"Howareyourheadaches?\"Iasked。
\"Theystilltroubleme,\"washisanswer。\"IthinkIhaveonecomingonnow。\"
Heslippeddownfromhissittingposturetillhelayonthedeck。Thenherolledoveronhisside,hisheadrestingonthebicepsoftheunderarm,theforearmshieldinghiseyesfromthesun。Istoodregardinghimwonderingly。
\"Now’syourchance,Hump,\"hesaid。
\"Idon’tunderstand,\"Ilied,forIthoroughlyunderstood。
\"Oh,nothing,\"headdedsoftly,asifheweredrowsing;\"onlyyou’vegotmewhereyouwantme。\"
\"No,Ihaven’t,\"Iretorted;\"forIwantyouafewthousandmilesawayfromhere。\"
Hechuckled,andthereafterspokenomore。HedidnotstirasIpassedbyhimandwentdownintothecabin。Iliftedthetrapinthefloor,butforsomemomentsgazeddubiouslyintothedarknessofthelazarettebeneath。
Ihesitatedtodescend。Whatifhislyingdownwerearuse?Pretty,indeed,tobecaughttherelikearat。Icreptsoftlyupthecompanionwayandpeepedathim。HewaslyingasIhadlefthim。AgainIwentbelow;butbeforeIdroppedintothelazaretteItooktheprecautionofcastingdownthedoorinadvance。Atleasttherewouldbenolidtothetrap。Butitwasallneedless。Iregainedthecabinwithastoreofjams,sea—biscuits,cannedmeats,andsuchthings,——allcouldcarry,——andreplacedthetrap—door。
ApeepatWolfLarsenshowedmethathehadnotmoved。Abrightthoughtstruckme。Istoleintohisstate—roomandpossessedmyselfofhisrevolvers。
Therewerenootherweapons,thoughthoroughlyransackedthethreeremainingstate—rooms。Tomakesure,returnedandwentthroughthesteerageandforecastle,andinthegalleygatheredupallthesharpmeatandvegetableknives。
ThenIbethoughtmeofthegreatyachtsman’sknifehealwayscarried,andIcametohimandspoketohim,firstsoftly,thenloudly。Hedidnotmove。
Ibentoverandtookitfromhispocket。Ibreathedmorefreely。Hehadnoarmswithwhichtoattackmefromadistance;whileI,armed,couldalwaysforestallhimshouldheattempttograpplemewithhisterriblegorillaarms。
Fillingacoffee—potandfrying—panwithpartofmyplunder,andtakingsomechinawarefromthecabinpantry,IleftWolfLarsenlyinginthesunandwentashore。
Maudwasstillasleep。Iblewuptheembers,(wehadnotyetarrangedawinterkitchen),andquitefeverishlycookedthebreakfast。Towardtheend,Iheardhermovingaboutwithinthehut,makinghertoilet。Justasallwasreadyandthecoffeepoured,thedooropenedandshecameforth。
\"It’snotfairofyou,\"washergreeting。\"Youareusurpingoneofmyprerogatives。Youknowyouagreedthatthecookingshouldbemine,and——\"
\"Butjustthisonce,\"Ipleaded。
\"Ifyoupromisenottodoitagain,\"shesmiled。\"Unless,ofcourse,youhavegrowntiredofmypoorefforts。\"
Tomydelightsheneveroncelookedtowardthebeach,andmaintainedthebanterwithsuchsuccessthatallunconsciouslyshesippedcoffeefromthechinacup,atefriedevaporatedpotatoes,andspreadmarmaladeonherbiscuit。Butitcouldnotlast。Isawthesurprisethatcameoverher。
Shehaddiscoveredthechinaplatefromwhichshewaseating。Shelookedoverthebreakfast,notingdetailafterdetail。Thenshelookedatme,andherfaceturnedslowlytowardthebeach。
\"Humphrey!\"shesaid。
Theoldunnamableterrormountedintohereyes。
\"Is——he——?\"shequavered。
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WewaitedalldayforWolfLarsentocomeashore。Itwasanintolerableperiodofanxiety。EachmomentoneortheotherofuscastexpectantglancestowardtheGhost。Buthedidnotcome。Hedidnotevenappearondeck。
\"Perhapsitishisheadache,\"Isaid。\"Ilefthimlyingonthepoop。
Hemayliethereallnight。IthinkI’llgoandsee。\"
Maudlookedentreatyatme。
\"Itisallright,\"Iassuredher。\"Ishalltaketherevolvers。YouknowIcollectedeveryweapononboard。\"
\"Buttherearehisarms,hishands,histerrible,terriblehands!\"sheobjected。Andthenshecried,\"Oh,Humphrey,Iamafraidofhim!Don’tgo——pleasedon’tgo!\"
Sherestedherhandappealinglyonmine,andsentmypulsefluttering。
Myheartwassurelyinmyeyesforamoment。Thedearandlovelywoman!
Andshewassomuchthewoman,clingingandappealing,sunshineanddewtomymanhood,rootingitdeeperandsendingthroughitthesapofanewstrength。Iwasforputtingmyarmaroundher,aswheninthemidstofthesealherd;butIconsidered,andrefrained。
\"Ishallnottakeanyrisks,\"Isaid。\"I’llmerelypeepoverthebowandsee。\"
Shepressedmyhandearnestlyandletmego。ButthespaceondeckwhereIhadlefthimlyingwasvacant。Hehadevidentlygonebelow。Thatnightwestoodalternatewatches,oneofussleepingatatime;fortherewasnotellingwhatWolfLarsenmightdo。Hewascertainlycapableofanything。
Thenextdaywewaited,andthenext,andstillhemadenosign。
\"Theseheadachesofhis,theseattacks,\"Maudsaid,ontheafternoonofthefourthday;\"perhapsheisill,veryill。Hemaybedead。\"
\"Ordying,\"washerafterthought,whenshehadwaitedsometimeformetospeak。
\"Betterso,\"Ianswered。
\"Butthink,Humphrey,afellow—creatureinhislastlonelyhour。\"
\"Perhaps,\"Isuggested。
\"Yes,evenperhaps,\"sheacknowledged。\"Butwedonotknow。Itwouldbeterribleifhewere。Icouldneverforgivemyself。Wemustdosomething。\"
\"Perhaps,\"Isuggestedagain。
Iwaited,smilinginwardlyatthewomanofherwhichcompelledasolicitudeforWolfLarsen,ofallcreatures。Wherewashersolicitudeforme,Ithought,——formewhomshehadbeenafraidtohavemerelypeepaboard?
Shewastoosubtlenottofollowthetrendofmysilence。Andshewasasdirectasshewassubtle。
\"Youmustgoaboard,Humphrey,andfindout,\"shesaid。\"Andifyouwanttolaughatme,youhavemyconsentandforgiveness。\"
Iaroseobedientlyandwentdownthebeach。
\"Dobecareful,\"shecalledafterme。
Iwavedmyarmfromtheforecastleheadanddroppeddowntothedeck。
AftIwalkedtothecabincompanion,whereIcontentedmyselfwithhailingbelow。WolfLarsenanswered,andashestartedtoascendthestairsIcockedmyrevolver。Idisplayeditopenlyduringourconversation,buthetooknonoticeofit。Heappearedthesame,physically,aswhenlastIsawhim,buthewasgloomyandsilent。Infact,thefewwordswespokecouldhardlybecalledaconversation。didnotinquirewhyhehadnotbeenashore,nordidheaskwhyIhadnotcomeaboard。Hisheadwasallrightagain,hesaid,andso,withoutfurtherparley,Ilefthim。
Maudreceivedmyreportwithobviousrelief,andthesightofsmokewhichlaterroseinthegalleyputherinamorecheerfulmood。Thenextday,andthenext,wesawthegalleysmokerising,andsometimeswecaughtglimpsesofhimonthepoop。Butthatwasall。Hemadenoattempttocomeashore。Thisweknew,forwestillmaintainedournight—watches。Wewerewaitingforhimtodosomething,toshowhishand,sotosay,andhisinactionpuzzledandworriedus。
Aweekofthispassedby。WehadnootherinterestthanWolfLarsen,andhispresenceweighedusdownwithanapprehensionwhichpreventedusfromdoinganyofthelittlethingswehadplanned。
Butattheendoftheweekthesmokeceasedrisingfromthegalley,andhenolongershowedhimselfonthepoop。IcouldseeMaud’ssolicitudeagaingrowing,thoughshetimidly,——andevenproudly,think,——foreborearepetitionofherrequest。Afterall,whatcensurecouldbeputuponher?Shewasdivinelyaltruistic,andshewasawoman。Besides,IwasmyselfawareofhurtatthoughtofthismanwhomIhadtriedtokill,dyingalonewithhisfellow—creaturessonear。Hewasright。ThecodeofmygroupwasstrongerthanI。Thefactthathehadhands,feet,andabodyshapedsomewhatlikemine,constitutedaclaimwhichIcouldnotignore。
SoIdidnotwaitasecondtimeforMaudtosendme。discoveredthatwestoodinneedofcondensedmilkandmarmalade,andannouncedthatI
wasgoingaboard。Icouldseethatshewavered。Sheevenwentsofarastomurmurthattheywerenon—essentialsandthatmytripafterthemmightbeinexpedient。Andasshehadfollowedthetrendofmysilence,shenowfollowedthetrendofmyspeech,andsheknewthatIwasgoingaboard,notbecauseofcondensedmilkandmarmalade,butbecauseofherandofheranxiety,whichsheknewshehadfailedtohide。
ItookoffmyshoeswhenIgainedtheforecastlehead,andwentnoiselesslyaftinmystockingfeet。NordidIcallthistimefromthetopofthecompanionway。
Cautiouslydescending,Ifoundthecabindeserted。Thedoortohisstate—roomwasclosed。AtfirstIthoughtofknocking,thenIrememberedmyostensibleerrandandresolvedtocarryitout。Carefullyavoidingnoise,Iliftedthetrap—doorinthefloorandsetittooneside。Theslop—chest,aswellastheprovisions,wasstoredinthelazarette,andItookadvantageoftheopportunitytolayinastockofunderclothing。
AsIemergedfromthelazaretteIheardsoundsinWolfLarsen’sstate—room。
Icrouchedandlistened。Thedoor—knobrattled。Furtively,instinctively,Islunkbackbehindthetableanddrewandcockedmyrevolver。Thedoorswungopenandhecameforth。NeverhadseensoprofoundadespairasthatwhichIsawonhisface,——thefaceofWolfLarsenthefighter,thestrongman,theindomitableone。Foralltheworldlikeawomanwringingherhands,heraisedhisclenchedfistsandgroaned。Onefistunclosed,andtheopenpalmsweptacrosshiseyesasthoughbrushingawaycobwebs。
\"God!God!\"hegroaned,andtheclenchedfistswereraisedagaintotheinfinitedespairwithwhichhisthroatvibrated。
Itwashorrible。Iwastremblingallover,andIcouldfeeltheshiversrunningupanddownmyspineandthesweatstandingoutonmyforehead。
Surelytherecanbelittleinthisworldmoreawfulthanthespectacleofastrongmaninthemomentwhenheisutterlyweakandbroken。
ButWolfLarsenregainedcontrolofhimselfbyanexertionofhisremarkablewill。Anditwasexertion。Hiswholeframeshookwiththestruggle。Heresembledamanonthevergeofafit。Hisfacestrovetocomposeitself,writhingandtwistingintheefforttillhebrokedownagain。Oncemoretheclenchedfistswentupwardandhegroaned。Hecaughthisbreathonceortwiceandsobbed。Thenhewassuccessful。IcouldhavethoughthimtheoldWolfLarsen,andyettherewasinhismovementsavaguesuggestionofweaknessandindecision。Hestartedforthecompanionway,andsteppedforwardquiteasIhadbeenaccustomedtoseehimdo;andyetagain,inhisverywalk,thereseemedthatsuggestionofweaknessandindecision。
Iwasnowconcernedwithfearformyself。Theopentraplaydirectlyinhispath,andhisdiscoveryofitwouldleadinstantlytohisdiscoveryofme。Iwasangrywithmyselfforbeingcaughtinsocowardlyaposition,crouchingonthefloor。Therewasyettime。roseswiftlytomyfeet,and,Iknow,quiteunconsciouslyassumedadefiantattitude。Hetooknonoticeofme。Nordidhenoticetheopentrap。BeforeIcouldgraspthesituation,oract,hehadwalkedrightintothetrap。Onefootwasdescendingintotheopening,whiletheotherfootwasjustonthevergeofbeginningtheuplift。Butwhenthedescendingfootmissedthesolidflooringandfeltvacancybeneath,itwastheoldWolfLarsenandthetigermusclesthatmadethefallingbodyspringacrosstheopening,evenasitfell,sothathestruckonhischestandstomach,witharmsoutstretched,ontheflooroftheoppositeside。Thenextinstanthehaddrawnuphislegsandrolledclear。Butherolledintomymarmaladeandunderclothesandagainstthetrap—door。
Theexpressiononhisfacewasoneofcompletecomprehension。ButbeforeIcouldguesswhathehadcomprehended,hehaddroppedthetrap—doorintoplace,closingthelazarette。ThenIunderstood。Hethoughthehadmeinside。
Also,hewasblind,blindasabat。watchedhim,breathingcarefullysothatheshouldnothearme。Hesteppedquicklytohisstate—room。Isawhishandmissthedoor—knobbyaninch,quicklyfumbleforit,andfindit。Thiswasmychance。tiptoedacrossthecabinandtothetopofthestairs。Hecameback,draggingaheavysea—chest,whichhedepositedontopofthetrap。Notcontentwiththis,hefetchedasecondchestandplaceditontopofthefirst。Thenhegatheredupthemarmaladeandunderclothesandputthemonthetable。Whenhestartedupthecompanionway,Iretreated,silentlyrollingoverontopofthecabin。
Heshovedtheslidepartwaybackandrestedhisarmsonit,hisbodystillinthecompanionway。Hisattitudewasofonelookingforwardthelengthoftheschooner,orstaring,rather,forhiseyeswerefixedandunblinking。Iwasonlyfivefeetawayanddirectlyinwhatshouldhavebeenhislineofvision。Itwasuncanny。Ifeltmyselfaghost,whatofmyinvisibility。Iwavedmyhandbackandforth,ofcoursewithouteffect;
butwhenthemovingshadowfellacrosshisfaceIsawatoncethathewassusceptibletotheimpression。Hisfacebecamemoreexpectantandtenseashetriedtoanalyzeandidentifytheimpression。Heknewthathehadrespondedtosomethingfromwithout,thathissensibilityhadbeentouchedbyachangingsomethinginhisenvironment;butwhatitwashecouldnotdiscover。Iceasedwavingmyhand,sothattheshadowremainedstationary。
Heslowlymovedhisheadbackandforthunderitandturnedfromsidetoside,nowinthesunshine,nowintheshade,feelingtheshadow,asitwere,testingitbysensation。
I,too,wasbusy,tryingtoreasonouthowhewasawareoftheexistenceofsointangibleathingasashadow。Ifitwerehiseyeballsonlythatwereaffected,orifhisopticnervewerenotwhollydestroyed,theexplanationwassimple。Ifotherwise,thentheonlyconclusionIcouldreachwasthatthesensitiveskinrecognizedthedifferenceoftemperaturebetweenshadeandsunshine。Or,perhaps,——whocantell?——itwasthatfabledsixthsensewhichconveyedtohimtheloomandfeelofanobjectcloseathand。
Givingoverhisattempttodeterminetheshadow,hesteppedondeckandstartedforward,walkingwithaswiftnessandconfidencewhichsurprisedme。Andstilltherewasthathintofthefeeblenessoftheblindinhiswalk。Iknewitnowforwhatitwas。
Tomyamusedchagrin,hediscoveredmyshoesontheforecastleheadandbroughtthembackwithhimintothegalley。Iwatchedhimbuildthefireandsetaboutcookingfoodforhimself;thenIstoleintothecabinformymarmaladeandunderclothes,slippedbackpastthegalley,andclimbeddowntothebeachtodelivermybarefootreport。TheSeaWolf:Chapter34CHAPTER34
\"It’stoobadtheGhosthaslosthermasts。Why,wecouldsailawayinher。Don’tyouthinkwecould,Humphrey?\"
Isprangexcitedlytomyfeet。
\"Iwonder,Iwonder,\"Irepeated,pacingupanddown。
Maud’seyeswereshiningwithanticipationastheyfollowedme。Shehadsuchfaithinme!Andthethoughtofitwassomuchaddedpower。I
rememberedMichelet’s\"Toman,womanisastheearthwastoherlegendaryson;hehasbuttofalldownandkissherbreastandheisstrongagain。\"
ForthefirsttimeIknewthewonderfultruthofhiswords。Why,Iwaslivingthem。Maudwasallthistome,anunfailingsourceofstrengthandcourage。Ihadbuttolookather,orthinkofher,andbestrongagain。
\"Itcanbedone,itcanbedone,\"Iwasthinkingandassertingaloud。
\"Whatmenhavedone,Icando;andiftheyhaveneverdonethisbefore,stillIcandoit。\"
\"What?forgoodnesssake,\"Mauddemanded。\"Dobemerciful。Whatisityoucando?\"
\"Wecandoit,\"Iamended。\"Why,nothingelsethanputthemastsbackintotheGhostandsailaway。\"
\"Humphrey!\"sheexclaimed。
AndIfeltasproudofmyconceptionasifitwerealreadyafactaccomplished。
\"Buthowisitpossibletobedone?\"sheasked。
\"Idon’tknow,\"wasmyanswer。\"IknowonlythatIamcapableofdoinganythingthesedays。\"
Ismiledproudlyather——tooproudly,forshedroppedhereyesandwasforthemomentsilent。
\"ButthereisCaptainLarsen,\"sheobjected。
\"Blindandhelpless,\"Iansweredpromptly,wavinghimasideasastraw。
\"Butthoseterriblehandsofhis!Youknowhowheleapedacrosstheopeningofthelazarette。\"
\"AndyouknowalsohowIcreptaboutandavoidedhim,\"contendedgayly。
\"Andlostyourshoes。\"
\"You’dhardlyexpectthemtoavoidWolfLarsenwithoutmyfeetinsideofthem。\"
Webothlaughed,andthenwentseriouslytoworkconstructingtheplanwherebyweweretostepthemastsoftheGhostandreturntotheworld。Irememberedhazilythephysicsofmyschooldays,whilethelastfewmonthshadgivenmepracticalexperiencewithmechanicalpurchases。
Imustsay,though,whenwewalkeddowntotheGhosttoinspectmorecloselythetaskbeforeus,thatthesightofthegreatmastslyinginthewateralmostdisheartenedme。Wherewerewetobegin?Iftherehadbeenonemaststanding,somethinghighuptowhichtofastenblocksandtackles!Buttherewasnothing。Itremindedmeoftheproblemofliftingoneselfbyone’sboot—straps。Iunderstoodthemechanicsoflevers;butwherewasItogetafulcrum?
Therewasthemainmast,fifteeninchesindiameteratwhatwasnowthebutt,stillsixty—fivefeetinlength,andweighing,Iroughlycalculated,atleastthreethousandpounds。Andthencametheforemast,largerindiameterandweighingsurelythirty—fivehundredpounds。WherewasItobegin?Maudstoodsilentlybymyside,whileIevolvedinmymindthecontrivanceknownamongsailorsas\"shears。\"But,thoughknowntosailors,IinventeditthereonEndeavorIsland。Bycrossingandlashingtheendsoftwospars,andthenelevatingthemintheairlikeaninverted\"V,\"Icouldgetapointabovethedecktowhichtomakefastmyhoistingtackle。TothishoistingtackleIcould,ifnecessary,attachasecondhoistingtackle。
Andthentherewasthewindlass!
MaudsawthatIhadachievedasolution,andhereyeswarmedsympathetically。
\"Whatareyougoingtodo?\"sheasked。
\"Clearthatraffle,\"Ianswered,pointingtothetangledwreckageoverside。
Ah,thedecisiveness,theverysoundofthewords,wasgoodinmyears。
\"Clearthatraffle!\"ImaginesosaltyaphraseonthelipsoftheHumphreyVanWeydenofafewmonthsgone!
Theremusthavebeenatouchofthemelodramaticinmyposeandvoice,forMaudsmiled。Herappreciationoftheridiculouswaskeen,andinallthingssheunerringlysawandfelt,whereitexisted,thetouchofsham,theovershading,theovertone。Itwasthiswhichhadgivenpoiseandpenetrationtoherownworkandmadeherofworthtotheworld。Theseriouscritic,withthesenseofhumorandthepowerofexpression,mustinevitablycommandtheworld’sear。Andsoitwasthatshehadcommanded。Hersenseofhumorwasreallytheartist’sinstinctforproportion。
\"I’msureI’vehearditbefore,somewhere,inbooks,\"shemurmuredgleefully。
Ihadaninstinctforproportionmyself,andIcollapsedforthwith,descendingfromthedominantposeofamasterofmattertoastateofhumbleconfusionwhichwas,tosaytheleast,verymiserable。
Herhandleaptoutatoncetomine。
\"I’msosorry,\"shesaid。
\"Noneedtobe,\"Igulped。\"Itdoesmegood。There’stoomuchoftheschoolboyinme。Allofwhichisneitherherenorthere。Whatwe’vegottodoisactuallyandliterallytoclearthatraffle。Ifyou’llcomewithmeintheboat,we’llgettoworkandstraightenthingsout。\"
\"`Whenthetopmencleartherafflewiththeirclasp—knivesintheirteeth,’\"shequotedatme;andfortherestoftheafternoonwemademerryoverourlabor。
HertaskwastoholdtheboatinpositionwhileIworkedatthetangle。
Andsuchatangle——halyards,sheets,guys,downhauls,shrouds,stays,allwashedaboutandbackandforthandthrough,andtwinedandknottedbythesea。Icutnomorethanwasnecessary,andwhatwithpassingthelongropesunderandaroundtheboomsandmasts,ofunreevingthehalyardsandsheets,ofcoilingdownintheboatanduncoilinginordertopassthroughanotherknotinthebight,Iwassoonwettotheskin。
Thesailsdidrequiresomecutting,andthecanvas,heavywithwater,triedmystrengthseverely;butIsucceededbeforenightfallingettingitallspreadoutonthebeachtodry。Wewerebothverytiredwhenweknockedoffforsupper,andwehaddonegoodwork,too,thoughtotheeyeitappearedinsignificant。
Nextmorning,withMaudasableassistant,IwentintotheholdoftheGhosttoclearthestepsofthemast—butts。WehadnomorethanbegunworkwhenthesoundofmyknockingandhammeringbroughtWolfLarsen。
\"Hellobelow!\"hecrieddowntheopenhatch。
ThesoundofhisvoicemadeMaudquicklydrawclosetome,asforprotection,andsherestedonehandonmyarmwhileweparleyed。
\"Helloondeck,\"Ireplied。\"Goodmorningtoyou。\"
\"Whatareyoudoingdownthere?\"hedemanded。\"Tryingtoscuttlemyshipforme?\"
\"Quitetheopposite;I’mrepairingher,\"wasmyanswer。
\"Butwhatinthunderareyourepairing?\"Therewaspuzzlementinhisvoice。
\"Why,I’mgettingeverythingreadyforresteppingthemasts,\"repliedeasily,asthoughitwerethesimplestprojectimaginable。
\"Itseemsasthoughyou’restandingonyourownlegsatlast,Hump,\"
weheardhimsay;andthenforsometimehewassilent。
\"ButIsay,Hump,\"hecalleddown,\"youcan’tdoit。\"
\"Oh,yes,Ican,\"Iretorted。\"I’mdoingitnow。\"
\"Butthisismyvessel,myparticularproperty。Whatifforbidyou?\"
\"Youforget,\"Ireplied。\"Youarenolongerthebiggestbitoftheferment。
Youwere,once,andabletoeatme,asyouwerepleasedtophraseit;buttherehasbeenadiminishing,andIamnowabletoeatyou。Theyeasthasgrownstale。\"
Hegaveashort,disagreeablelaugh。\"Iseeyou’reworkingmyphilosophybackonmeforallitisworth。Butdon’tmakethemistakeofunderestimatingme。ForyourowngoodIwarnyou。\"
\"Sincewhenhaveyoubecomeaphilanthropist?\"Iqueried。\"Confess,now,inwarningmeformyowngood,thatyouareveryinconsistent。\"
Heignoredmysarcasm,saying,\"SupposeIclapthehatchon,now?Youwon’tfoolmeasyoudidinthelazarette。\"
\"WolfLarsen,\"Isaidsternly,forthefirsttimeaddressinghimbythishismostfamiliarname,\"Iamunabletoshootahelpless,unresistingman。Youhaveprovedthattomysatisfactionaswellasyours。ButIwarnyounow,andnotsomuchforyourowngoodasformine,thatIshallshootyouthemomentyouattemptahostileact。Icanshootyounow,asIstandhere;andifyouaresominded,justgoaheadandtrytoclaponthehatch。\"
\"Nevertheless,Iforbidyou,Idistinctlyforbidyourtamperingwithmyship。\"
\"But,man!\"Iexpostulated,\"youadvancethefactthatitisyourshipasthoughitwereamoralright。Youhaveneverconsideredmoralrightsinyourdealingswithothers。YousurelydonotdreamthatI’llconsiderthemindealingwithyou?\"
IhadsteppedunderneaththeopenhatchwaysothatIcouldseehim。
Thelackofexpressiononhisface,sodifferentfromwhenIhadwatchedhimunseen,wasenhancedbytheunblinking,staringeyes。Itwasnotapleasantfacetolookupon。