Ageneralsmilefollowed,inwhichWolfLarsenjoined,andthedinnerwentonsmoothly,thankstome,forhetreatedmeabominablytherestofthemeal,sneeringatmeandpatronizingmetillIwasalla—tremblewithsuppressedrage。YetIknewImustcontrolmyselfforMaudBrewster’ssake,andIreceivedmyrewardwhenhereyescaughtmineforafleetingsecond,andtheysaid,asdistinctlyasifshespoke,\"Bebrave,bebrave。\"
Weleftthetabletogoondeck,forasteamerwasawelcomebreakinthemonotonyoftheseaonwhichwefloated,whiletheconvictionthatitwasDeathLarsenandtheMacedoniaaddedtotheexcitement。Thestiffbreezeandheavyseawhichhadsprungupthepreviousafternoonhadbeenmoderatingallmorning,sothatitwasnowpossibletolowertheboatsforanafternoon’shunt。Thehuntingpromisedtobeprofitable。Wehadsailedsincedaylightacrossaseabarrenofseals,andwerenowrunningintotheherd。
Thesmokewasstillmilesastern,butoverhaulingusrapidly,whenweloweredourboats。Theyspreadoutandstruckanortherlycourseacrosstheocean。Nowandagainwesawasaillower,heardthereportsoftheshotguns,andsawthesailgoupagain。Thesealswerethick,thewindwasdyingaway;everythingfavoredabigcatch。Asweranofftogetourleewardpositionofthelastleeboat,wefoundtheoceanfairlycarpetedwithsleepingseals。Theywereallaboutus,thickerthanIhadeverseenthembefore,intwosandthreesandbunches,stretchedfulllengthonthesurfaceandsleepingforalltheworldlikesomanylazyyoungdogs。
Undertheapproachingsmokethehullandupperworksofasteamerweregrowinglarger。ItwastheMacedonia。Ireadhernamethroughtheglassesasshepassedbyscarcelyamiletostarboard。WolfLarsenlookedsavagelyatthevessel,whileMaudBrewsterwascurious。
\"Whereisthetroubleyouweresosurewasbreezingup,CaptainLarsen?\"
sheaskedgayly。
Heglancedather,amoment’samusementsofteninghisfeatures。
\"Whatdidyouexpect?Thatthey’dcomeaboardandcutourthroats?\"
\"Somethinglikethat,\"sheconfessed。\"Youunderstand,seal—huntersaresonewandstrangetomethatIamquitereadytoexpectanything。\"
Henoddedhishead。\"Quiteright,quiteright。Yourerroristhatyoufailedtoexpecttheworst。\"
\"Why,whatcanbeworsethancuttingourthroats?\"sheasked,withprettyna寁esurprise。
\"Cuttingourpurses,\"heanswered。\"Manissomadethesedaysthathiscapacityforlivingisdeterminedbythemoneyhepossesses。\"
\"`Whostealsmypursestealstrash,’\"shequoted。
\"Whostealsmypursestealsmyrighttolive,\"wasthereply,\"oldsawstothecontrary。Forhestealsmybreadandmeatandbed,andinsodoingimperilsmylife。Therearenotenoughsoup—kitchensandbread—linestogoaround,youknow,andwhenmenhavenothingintheirpursestheyusuallydie,anddiemiserably——unlesstheyareabletofilltheirpursesprettyspeedily。\"
\"ButIfailtoseethatthissteamerhasanydesignsonyourpurse。\"
\"Waitandyouwillsee,\"heansweredgrimly。
Wedidnothavelongtowait。Havingpassedseveralmilesbeyondourlineofboats,theMacedoniaproceededtolowerherown。Weknewshecarriedfourteenboatstoourfive,(wewereoneshortthroughthedesertionofWainwright),andshebegandroppingthemfartoleewardofourlastboat,continueddroppingthemathwartourcourse,andfinisheddroppingthemfartowindwardofourfirstweatherboat。Thehunting,forus,wasspoiled。Therewerenosealsbehindus,andaheadofusthelineoffourteenboats,likeahugebroom,swepttheherdbeforeit。
OurboatshuntedacrossthetwoorthreemilesofwaterbetweenthemandthepointwheretheMacedonia’shadbeendropped,andthenheadedforhome。Thewindhadfallentoawhisper,theoceanwasgrowingcalmerandcalmer,andthis,coupledwiththepresenceofthegreatherd,madeaperfecthuntingday——oneofthetwoorthreedaystobeencounteredinthewholeofaluckyseason。Anangrylotofmen,boat—pullersandsteerersaswellashunters,swarmedoverourside。Eachmanfeltthathehadbeenrobbed;andtheboatswerehoistedinamidcurses,which,ifcurseshadpower,wouldhavesettledDeathLarsenforalleternity——\"Deadanddamnedforadozeniveternities,\"commentedLouis,hiseyestwinklingupatmeasherestedfromhaulingtautthelashingsofhisboat。
\"Listentothem,andfindifitishardtodiscoverthemostvitalthingintheirsouls,\"saidWolfLarsen。\"Faith?andlove?andhighideals?Thegood?thebeautiful?thetrue?\"
\"Theirinnatesenseofrighthasbeenviolated,\"MaudBrewstersaid,joiningtheconversation。
Shewasstandingadozenfeetaway,onehandrestingonthemainshroudsandherbodyswayinggentlytotheslightrolloftheship。Shehadnotraisedhervoice,andyetIwasstruckbyitsclearandbell—liketone。
Ah,itwassweetinmyears!Iscarcelydaredlookatherjustthen,forthefearofbetrayingmyself。Aboy’scapwasperchedonherhead,andherhair,lightbrownandarrangedinalooseandfluffyorderthatcaughtthesun,seemedanaureoleaboutthedelicateovalofherface。Shewaspositivelybewitching,and,withal,sweetlyspirituelle,ifnotsaintly。
Allmyold—timemarvelatlifereturnedtomeatsightofthissplendidincarnationofit,andWolfLarsen’scoldexplanationoflifeanditsmeaningwastrulyridiculousandlaughable。
\"Asentimentalist,\"hesneered,\"likeMr。VanWeyden。Thosemenarecursingbecausetheirdesireshavebeenoutraged。Thatisall。Whatdesires?
Thedesiresforthegoodgrubandsoftbedsashorewhichahandsomepay—daybringsthem——thewomenandthedrink,thegorgingandthebeast—linesswhichsotrulyexpressesthem,thebestthatisinthem,theirhighestaspirations,theirideals,ifyouplease。Theexhibitiontheymakeoftheirfeelingsisnotatouchingsight,yetitshowshowdeeplytheyhavebeentouched,howdeeplytheirpurseshavebeentouched;fortolayhandsontheirpursesistolayhandsontheirsouls。\"
\"Youhardlybehaveasifyourpursehadbeentouched,\"shesaid,smilingly。
\"ThenitsohappensthatIambehavingdifferently,formypurseandmysoulhavebothbeentouched。AtthecurrentpriceofskinsintheLondonmarket,andbasedonafairestimateofwhattheafternoon’scatchwouldhavebeenhadnottheMacedoniahoggedit,theGhosthaslostaboutfifteenhundreddollars’worthofskins。\"
\"Youspeaksocalmly——\"shebegan。
\"ButIdonotfeelcalm;Icouldkillthemanwhorobbedme,\"heinterrupted。
\"Yes,yes,Iknow,andthatmanmybrother——moresentiment!Bah!\"
Hisfaceunderwentasuddenchange。Hisvoicewaslessharshandwhollysincereashesaid:
\"Youmustbehappy,yousentimentalists,reallyandtrulyhappyatdreamingandfindingthingsgood,and,becauseyoufindsomeofthemgood,feelinggoodyourself。Now,tellme,youtwo,doyoufindmegood?\"
\"Youaregoodtolookupon——inaway,\"Iqualified。
\"Thereareinyouallpowersforgood,\"wasMaudBrewster’sanswer。
\"Thereyouare!\"hecriedather,halfangrily。\"Yourwordsareemptytome。Thereisnothingclearandsharpanddefiniteaboutthethoughtyouhaveexpressed。Youcannotpickitupinyourtwohandsandlookatit。Inpointoffact,itisnotathought。Itisafeeling,asentiment,asomethingbaseduponillusionandnotaproductoftheintellectatall。\"
Ashewentonhisvoiceagaingrewsoft,andaconfidingnotecameintoit。\"Doyouknow,IsometimescatchmyselfwishingthatI,too,wereblindtothefactsoflifeandonlyknewitsfanciesandillusions。They’rewrong,allwrong,ofcourse,andcontrarytoreason;butinthefaceofthemmyreasontellsme,wrongandmostwrong,thattodreamandliveillusionsgivesgreaterdelight。Andafterall,delightisthewageforliving。Withoutdelight,livingisaworthlessact。Tolaboratlivingandbeunpaidisworsethantobedead。Hewhodelightsthemostlivesthemost,andyourdreamsandunrealitiesarelessdisturbingtoyouandmoregratifyingthanaremyfactstome。\"
Heshookhisheadslowly,pondering。
\"Ioftendoubt,Ioftendoubt,theworthwhilenessofreason。Dreamsmustbemoresubstantialandsatisfying。Emotionaldelightismorefillingandlastingthanintellectualdelight;and,besides,youpayforyourmomentsofintellectualdelightbyhavingtheblues。Emotionaldelightisfollowedbynomorethanjadedsenseswhichspeedilyrecuperate。Ienvyyou,Ienvyyou。\"
Hestoppedabruptly,andthenonhislipsformedoneofhisstrangequizzicalsmiles,asheadded:
\"It’sfrommybrainIenvyyou,takenotice,andnotfrommyheart。
Myreasondictatesit。Theenvyisanintellectualproduct。amlikeasobermanlookingupondrunkenmen,and,greatlyweary,wishinghe,too,weredrunk。\"
\"Orlikeawisemanlookinguponfoolsandwishinghe,too,wereafool,\"
Ilaughed。
\"Quiteso,\"hesaid。\"Youareablessed,bankruptpairoffools。Youhavenofactsinyourpocketbook。\"
\"Yetwespendasfreelyasyou,\"wasMaudBrewster’scontribution。
\"Morefreely,becauseitcostsyounothing。\"
\"Andbecausewedrawuponeternity,\"sheretorted。
\"Whetheryoudoorthinkyoudo,it’sthesamething。Youspendwhatyouhaven’tgot,andinreturnyougetgreatervaluefromspendingwhatyouhaven’tgotthanIgetfromspendingwhatIhavegot,andwhatIhavesweatedtoget。\"
\"Whydon’tyouchangethebasisofyourcoinage,then?\"shequeriedteasingly。
Helookedatherquickly,half—hopefully,andthensaid,allregretfully:
\"Toolate。I’dliketo,perhaps,butIcan’t。Mypocketbookisstuffedwiththeoldcoinage,andit’sastubbornthing。Icanneverbringmyselftorecognizeanythingelseasvalid。\"
Heceasedspeaking,andhisgazewanderedabsentlypastherandbecamelostintheplacidsea。Theoldprimalmelancholywasstronguponhim。
Hewasquiveringtoit。Hehadreasonedhimselfintoaspelloftheblues,andwithinfewhoursonecouldlookforthedevilwithinhimtobeupandstirring。IrememberedCharleyFuruseth,andknewthisman’ssadnessasthepenaltywhichthematerialisteverpaysforhismaterialism。TheSeaWolf:Chapter25CHAPTER25
\"You’vebeenondeck,Mr。VanWeyden,\"WolfLarsensaid,thefollowingmorningatthebreakfasttable。\"Howdothingslook?\"
\"Clearenough,\"Ianswered,glancingatthesunshinewhichstreameddowntheopencompanionway。\"Fairwesterlybreeze,withapromiseofstiffening,ifLouispredictscorrectly。\"
Henoddedhisheadinapleasedway。\"Anysignsoffog?\"
\"Thickbanksinthenorthandnorthwest。\"
Henoddedhisheadagain,evincingevengreatersatisfactionthanbefore。
\"WhatoftheMacedonia?\"
\"Notsighted,\"Ianswered。
Icouldhaveswornhisfacefellattheintelligence,butwhyheshouldbedisappointedIcouldnotconceive。
Iwassoontolearn。\"Smokeho!\"camethehailfromondeck,andhisfacebrightened。
\"Good!\"heexclaimed,andleftthetableatoncetogoondeckandintothesteerage,wherethehuntersweretakingthefirstbreakfastoftheirexile。
MaudBrewsterandIscarcelytouchedthefoodbeforeus,gazing,instead,insilentanxietyateachother,andlisteningtoWolfLarsen’svoice,whicheasilypenetratedthecabinthroughtheinterveningbulkhead。Hespokeatlength,andhisconclusionwasgreetedwithawildroarofcheers。
Thebulkheadwastoothickforustohearwhathesaid;butwhateveritwasitaffectedthehuntersstrongly,forthecheeringwasfollowedbyloudexclamationsandshoutsofjoy。
FromthesoundsondeckIknewthatthesailorshadbeenroutedoutandwerepreparingtolowertheboats。MaudBrewsteraccompaniedmeondeck,butIleftheratthebreakofthepoop,whereshemightwatchthesceneandnotbeinit。Thesailorsmusthavelearnedwhateverprojectwasonhand,andthevimandsnaptheyputintotheirworkattestedtheirenthusiasm。Thehunterscametroopingondeckwithshotgunsandammunition—boxes,and,mostunusual,theirrifles。Thelatterwererarelytakenintheboats,foraseal,shotatlongrangewitharifle,invariablysankbeforeaboatcouldreachit。Buteachhunterthisdayhadhisrifleandalargesupplyofcartridges。noticedtheygrinnedwithsatisfactionwhenevertheylookedattheMacedonia’ssmoke,whichwasrisinghigherandhigherassheapproachedfromthewest。
Thefiveboatswentoverthesidewitharush,spreadoutliketheribsofafan,andsetanortherlycourse,asontheprecedingafternoon,forustofollow。Iwatchedforsometime,curiously,butthereseemednothingextraordinaryabouttheirbehavior。Theyloweredsails,shotseals,andhoistedsailsagain,andcontinuedontheirwayasIhadalwaysseenthemdo。TheMacedoniarepeatedherperformanceofyesterday,\"hogging\"
theseabydroppingherlineofboatsinadvanceofoursandacrossourcourse。Fourteenboatsrequireaconsiderablespreadofoceanforcomfortablehunting,andwhenshehadcompletelylappedourlineshecontinuedsteamingintothenortheast,droppingmoreboatsasshewent。
\"What’sup?\"IaskedWolfLarsen,unablelongertokeepmycuriosityincheck。
\"Nevermindwhat’sup,\"heansweredgruffly。\"Youwon’tbeathousandyearsinfindingout,andinthemeantimejustprayforplentyofwind。\"
\"Oh,well,Idon’tmindtellingyou,\"hesaidthenextmoment。\"I’mgoingtogivethatbrotherofmineatasteofhisownmedicine。Inshort,I’mgoingtoplaythehogmyself,andnotforoneday,butfortherestoftheseason,——ifwe’reinluck。\"
\"Andifwe’renot?\"Iqueried。
\"Nottobeconsidered,\"helaughed。\"Wesimplymustbeinluck,orit’sallupwithus。\"
Hehadthewheelatthetime,andIwentforwardtomyhospitalintheforecastle,wherelaythetwocrippledmen,NilsonandThomasMugridge。
Nilsonwasascheerfulascouldbeexpected,forhisbrokenlegwasknittingnicely;buttheCockneywasdesperatelymelancholy,andIwasawareofagreatsympathyfortheunfortunatecreature。Andthemarvelofitwasthatstillhelivedandclungtolife。Thebrutalyearshadreducedhismeagrebodytosplinteredwreckage,andyetthesparkoflifewithinburnedbrightlyasever。
\"Withanartificialfoot,——andtheymakeexcellentones,——youwillbestumpingships’galleystotheendoftime,\"Iassuredhimjovially。
Buthisanswerwasserious,nay,solemn。\"Idon’tknowaboutwotyous’y,Mr。VanW’yden,butIdoknowI’llneverrest’appytillseethat’ell—’oundbloodywelldead。’Ecawn’tliveaslongasme。’E’sgotnorighttolive,an’astheGoodWordputsit,`’Eshallshorelydie,’an’
Is’y,`Amen,an’damnsoonatthat。’\"
WhenIreturnedondeckIfoundWolfLarsensteeringmainlywithonehand,whilewiththeotherhandheheldthemarineglassesandstudiedthesituationoftheboats,payingparticularattentiontothepositionoftheMacedonia。Theonlychangenoticeableinourboatswasthattheyhadhauledcloseonthewindandwereheadingseveralpointswestofnorth。Still,Icouldnotseetheexpediencyoftheman渦vre,forthefreeseawasstillinterceptedbytheMacedonia’sfiveweatherboats,which,inturn,hadhauledcloseonthewind。Thustheyslowlydivergedtowardthewest,drawingfartherawayfromtheremainderoftheboatsintheirline。Ourboatswererowingaswellassailing。Eventhehunterswerepulling,andwiththreepairsofoarsinthewatertheyrapidlyoverhauledwhatImayappropriatelytermtheenemy。
ThesmokeoftheMacedoniahaddwindledtoadimblotonthenortheasternhorizon。Ofthesteamerherselfnothingwastobeseen。Wehadbeenloafingalong,tillnow,oursailsshakinghalfthetimeandspillingthewind;andtwice,forshortperiods,wehadbeenhoveto。Buttherewasnomoreloafing。Sheetsweretrimmed,andWolfLarsenproceededtoputtheGhostthroughherpaces。Weranpastourlineofboatsandboredownuponthefirstweatherboatoftheotherline。
\"Downthatflyingjib,Mr。VanWeyden,\"WolfLarsencommanded。\"Andstandbytobackoverthejibs。\"
Iranforwardandhadthedownhauloftheflyingjiballinandfastasweslippedbytheboatahundredfeettoleeward。Thethreemeninitgazedatussuspiciously。Theyhadbeenhoggingthesea,andtheyknewWolfLarsen,byreputationatanyrate。Inotedthatthehunter,ahugeScandinaviansittinginthebow,heldhisrifle,readytohand,acrosshisknees。Itshouldhavebeeninitsproperplaceintherack。Whentheycameoppositeourstern,WolfLarsengreetedthemwithawaveofthehand,andcried:
\"Comeonboardandhavea`gam’!\"
\"Togam,\"amongthesealingschooners,isasubstitutefortheverbs\"tovisit,\"\"togossip。\"Itexpressesthegarrulityoftheseaandisapleasantbreakinthemonotonyofthelife。
TheGhostswungaroundintothewind,andIfinishedmyworkforwardintimetorunaftandlendahandwiththemainsheet。
\"Youwillpleasestayondeck,MissBrewster,\"WolfLarsensaid,ashestartedforwardtomeethisguest。\"Andyou,too,Mr。VanWeyden。\"
Theboathadlowereditssailandrunalongside。Thehunter,golden—beardedlikeasea—king,cameovertherailanddroppedondeck。Buthishugenesscouldnotquiteovercomehisapprehensiveness。Doubtanddistrustshowedstronglyinhisface。Itwasatransparentface,forallofitshairyshield,andadvertisedinstantreliefwhenheglancedfromWolfLarsentome,notedthattherewasonlythepairofus,andthenglancedoverhisowntwomenwhohadjoinedhim。Surelyhehadlittlereasontobeafraid。HetoweredlikeaGoliathaboveWolfLarsen。Hemusthavemeasuredsixfeeteightornineinchesinstature,andIsubsequentlylearnedhisweight——240
pounds。Andtherewasnofatabouthim。Itwasallboneandmuscle。
Areturnofapprehensionwasapparent,when,atthetopofthecompanionway,WolfLarseninvitedhimbelow。Buthereassuredhimselfwithaglancedownathishost——abigmanhimselfbutdwarfedbythepropinquityofthegiant。Soallhesitancyvanished,andthepairdescendedintothecabin。
Inthemeantime,histwomen,aswasthewontofvisitingsailors,hadgoneforwardintotheforecastletodosomevisitingthemselves。
Suddenly,fromthecabincameagreat,chokingbellow,followedbyallthesoundsofafuriousstruggle。Itwastheleopardandthelion,andthelionmadeallthenoise。WolfLarsenwastheleopard。
\"Youseethesacrednessofourhospitality,\"Isaidbitterly,toMaudBrewster。
Shenoddedherheadthatsheheard,andInotedinherfacethesignsofthesamesicknessatsightorsoundofviolentstrugglefromwhichI
hadsufferedsoseverelyduringmyfirstweeksontheGhost。
\"Wouldn’titbebetterifyouwentforward,saybythesteeragecompanionway,untilitisover?\"Isuggested。
Sheshookherheadandgazedatmepitifully。Shewasnotfrightened,butappalled,rather,atthehumananimalityofit。
\"Youwillunderstand,\"Itookadvantageoftheopportunitytosay,\"whateverpartItakeinwhatisgoingonandwhatistocome,thatIamcompelledtotakeit——ifyouandIareevertogetoutofthisscrapewithourlives。\"
\"Itisnotnice——forme,\"Iadded。
\"Iunderstand,\"shesaid,inaweak,far—awayvoice,andhereyesshowedmethatshedidunderstand。
Thesoundsfrombelowsoondiedaway。ThenWolfLarsencamealoneondeck。Therewasaslightflushunderhisbronze,butotherwiseheborenosignsofthebattle。
\"Sendthosetwomenaft,Mr。VanWeyden,\"hesaid。
Iobeyed,andaminuteortwolatertheystoodbeforehim。
\"Hoistinyourboat,\"hesaidtothem。\"Yourhunter’sdecidedtostayaboardawhileanddoesn’twantitpoundingalongside。\"
\"Hoistinyourboat,Isaid,\"herepeated,thistimeinsharpertonesastheyhesitatedtodohisbidding。
\"Whoknows?youmayhavetosailwithmeforatime,\"hesaid,quitesoftly,withasilkenthreatthatbeliedthesoftness,astheymovedslowlytocomply,\"andwemightaswellstartwithafriendlyunderstanding。Livelynow!DeathLarsenmakesyoujumpbetterthanthat,andyouknowit!\"
Theirmovementsperceptiblyquickenedunderhiscoaching,andastheboatswunginboardIwassentforwardtoletgothejibs。WolfLarsen,atthewheel,directedtheGhostaftertheMacedonia’ssecondweatherboat。
Underway,andwithnothingforthetimebeingtodo,Iturnedmyattentiontothesituationoftheboats。TheMacedonia’sthirdweatherboatwasbeingattackedbytwoofours,thefourthbyourremainingthree;andthefifth,turnabout,wastakingahandinthedefenceofitsnearestmate。Thefighthadopenedatlongdistance,andtherifleswerecrackingsteadily。Aquick,snappyseawasbeingkickedupbythewind,aconditionwhichpreventedfineshooting;andnowandagain,aswedrewcloser,wecouldseethebulletszip—zippingfromwavetowave。
Theboatwewerepursuinghadsquaredawayandwasrunningbeforethewindtoescapeus,and,inthecourseofitsflight,totakepartinrepulsingourgeneralboatattack。
Attendingtosheetsandtacksnowleftmelittletimetoseewhatwastakingplace,butIhappenedtobeonthepoopwhenWolfLarsenorderedthetwostrangesailorsforwardandintotheforecastle。Theywentsullenly,buttheywent。HenextorderedMissBrewsterbelow,andsmiledattheinstanthorrorthatleaptintohereyes。
\"You’llfindnothinggrewsomedownthere,\"hesaid,\"onlyanunhurtmansecurelymadefasttothering—bolts。Bulletsareliabletocomeaboard,andIdon’twantyoukilled,youknow。\"
Evenashespoke,abulletwasdeflectedbyabrass—cappedspokeofthewheelbetweenhishandsandscreechedoffthroughtheairtowindward。
\"Yousee,\"hesaidtoher;andthentome,\"Mr。VanWeyden,willyoutakethewheel?\"
MaudBrewsterhadsteppedinsidethecompanionwaysothatonlyherheadwasexposed。WolfLarsenhadprocuredarifleandwasthrowingacartridgeintothebarrel。Ibeggedherwithmyeyestogobelow,butshesmiledandsaid:
\"Wemaybefeebleland—creatureswithoutlegs,butwecanshowCaptainLarsenthatweareatleastasbraveashe。\"
Hegaveheraquicklookofadmiration。
\"Ilikeyouahundredpercentbetterforthat,\"hesaid。\"Books,andbrains,andbravery。Youarewell—rounded,ablue—stockingfittobethewifeofapiratechief。Ahem,we’lldiscussthatlater,\"hesmiled,asabulletstrucksolidlyintothecabinwall。
Isawhiseyesflashgoldenashespoke,andIsawtheterrormountinherown。
\"Wearebraver,\"Ihastenedtosay。\"Atleast,speakingformyself,IknowIambraverthanCaptainLarsen。\"
ItwasIwhowasnowfavoredbyaquicklook。HewaswonderingifI
weremakingfunofhim。IputthreeorfourspokesovertocounteractasheertowardthewindonthepartoftheGhost,andthensteadiedher。WolfLarsenwasstillwaitinganexplanation,andpointeddowntomyknees。
\"Youwillobservethere,\"Isaid,\"aslighttrembling。ItisbecauseIamafraid,thefleshisafraid;andIamafraidinmymindbecauseI
donotwishtodie。Butmyspiritmastersthetremblingfleshandthequalmsofthemind。Iammorethanbrave。Iamcourageous。Yourfleshisnotafraid。
Youarenotafraid。Ontheonehand,itcostsyounothingtoencounterdanger;ontheotherhand,itevengivesyoudelight。Youenjoyit。Youmaybeunafraid,Mr。Larsen,butyoumustgrantthatthebraveryismine。\"
\"You’reright,\"heacknowledgedatonce。\"Ineverthoughtofitinthatwaybefore。Butistheoppositetrue?IfyouarebraverthanI,amImorecowardlythanyou?\"
Webothlaughedattheabsurdity,andhedroppeddowntothedeckandrestedhisrifleacrosstherail。Thebulletswehadreceivedhadtravellednearlyamile,butbynowwehadcutthatdistanceinhalf。Hefiredthreecarefulshots。Thefirststruckfiftyfeettowindwardoftheboat,thesecondalongside,andatthethirdtheboat—steererletloosehissteering—oarandcrumpledupinthebottomoftheboat。
\"Iguessthat’llfixthem,\"WolfLarsensaid,risingtohisfeet。\"I
couldn’taffordtoletthehunterhaveit,andthereisachancetheboat—pullerdoesn’tknowhowtosteer。Inwhichcase,thehuntercannotsteerandshootatthesametime。\"
Hisreasoningwasjustified,fortheboatrushedatonceintothewindandthehuntersprangafttotaketheboat—steerer’splace。Therewasnomoreshooting,thoughtherifleswerestillcrackingmerrilyfromtheotherboats。
Thehunterhadmanagedtogettheboatbeforethewindagain,butwerandownuponit,goingatleasttwofeettoitsone。Ahundredyardsaway,Isawtheboat—pullerpassarifletothehunter。WolfLarsenwentamidshipsandtookthecoilofthethroat—halyardsfromitspin。Thenhepeeredovertherailwithlevelledrifle。TwiceIsawthehunterletgothesteering—oarwithonehand,reachforhisrifle,andhesitate。Wewerenowalongsideandfoamingpast。
\"Here,you!\"WolfLarsencriedsuddenlytotheboat—puller。\"Takeaturn!\"
Atthesametimeheflungthecoilofrope。Itstruckfairly,nearlyknockingthemanover,buthedidnotobey。Instead,helookedtohishunterfororders。Thehunter,inturn,wasinaquandary。Hisriflewasbetweenhisknees,butifheletgothesteering—oarinordertoshoot,theboatwouldsweeparoundandcollidewiththeschooner。AlsohesawWolfLarsen’sriflebearinguponhimandknewhewouldbeshoterehecouldgethisrifleintoplay。
\"Takeaturn,\"hesaidquietlytotheman。