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  \"Don’tlooklikeIwasmuchatthisgame,doesit?\"saidhe。\"I

  wouldn’tpulldownmanypersimmonsoutofthattree。Yourconfoundedman’stoolively;Icouldn’thithimwithashotgun。\"

  Ordehadstoodlikearock,hisfeetplantedtothefloor,whileMurphyhadcircledaroundhimhittingatwill。Ordehitback,butwithoutlanding。NeverthelessMurphy,whenquestionedapart,didnotseemsatisfied。

  \"Theman’spig—iron,\"saidhe。\"Ipunchedhimplentyhardenough,anditdidn’tseemtojarhdyougetyourtraining,sir?\"askedthehandler。

  \"Mytraining?\"repeatedOrde,puzzled。\"Oh,Isee!Iwasalwaysprettyheavy,andIsupposetheworkontheriverkeepsamaninprettygoodshape。\"

  Gerald’slanguorhadvanished,andaglinthadappearedinhiseyethatwouldhaveremindedOrdeofMissBishop’smostmischievousmoodcouldhehaveseenit。

  \"PutonthegloveswithMurphy,\"hesuggested,\"willyou?I’dliketoseeyoutwoatit。\"

  \"Surely,\"agreedOrdegood—naturedly。\"I’mnotmuchgoodatit,butI’djustassoontry。\"Hewasevidentlynotintheleastafraidtomeetthehandler,thoughasevidentlywithoutmuchconfidenceinhisownskill。

  \"Allright;I’llbewithyouinasecond,\"saidGerald,disappearing。Intheanteroomherungabell,andtotheboywholeisurelyanswereditssummonshesaidrapidly:

  \"RunovertotheclubandfindMr。Winslow,Mr。Clark,andwhoeverelseisinthesmokingroom,andtellthemfrommetoconeovertothegymnasium。Tellthemthere’ssomefunon。\"

  Thenhereturnedtothegymnasiumfloor,whereMurphywasansweringOrde’squestionsastotheapparatus。Whilethetwomenwerepullingonthegloves,Geraldmanagedawordapartwiththetrainer。

  \"Canyoudohim,Murph?\"hewhispered。

  \"Sure!\"saidthehandler。\"Themkind’salwaysasslowasdray—

  horses。Theygetsmuscle—bound。\"

  \"Giveittohim,\"saidGerald,\"butdon’tkilim。\"

  Thegalleryatoneendtherunningtrackhadbyflowhalffilledwithinterestedspectators。

  \"Time!\"calledGeraldforroundtwo。

  ThistimeMurphywentinmoreviciously,aimingandmeasuringhisblowsaccurately。Ordestoodasbefore,ahumouroussmileofself—

  depreciationonhisface,hittingbackattheelusiveMurphy,butwithoutmucheffect,hisfeetneverstirringintheirtracks。Thehandlerusedhisbesttacticsandlandedalmostatwill,butwithoutapparentdamage。Hegrewugly——finallylosthishead。

  \"Well,ifyewillhaveit!\"hemuttered,andaimedwhatwasintendedasaknockoutblow。

  GeraldutteredahalfcryofwarningashispractisedeyecaughtMurphy’sintention。Theblowlanded。Orde’sheadsnappedback,buttothesurpriseofeveryonethepunchhadnoothereffect,andaquickexchangeofinfightingsentMurphystaggeringbackfromtheencounter。ThesmilehaddisappearedfromOrde’sface,andhiseyehadcalmed。

  \"Lookhere,\"hecalledtoGerald,\"Idon’tunderstandthisgameverywell。Atschoolweused’taps。’Isamansupposedtohithard?\"

  Geraldhesitated,thenlookedbeyondOrdetothegallery。Toamanitmadefranticandsilentdemonstration。

  \"Ofcourseyouhit,\"hereplied。\"Youcan’thurtanyonewiththosebiggloves。\"

  Ordeturnedbacktohisantagonist。Thelatteradvancedoncemore,hisbulletheadsunkbetweenhisshoulders,hislittleeyestwinkling。EvidentlyMr。Bishop’sfriendwouldnowtaketheaggressive,andforwardmovementwoulddeliveranextraforcetotheprofessional’sblows。

  OrdedidnotwaitforMurphy,however。Likeatigerhesprangforward,hittingoutfiercely,firstwithonehandthenwiththeother。Murphygaveground,blocked,ducked,exertedallaringgeneral’sskilleithertostoporavoidtherush。Ordefollowedhiminsistent。Severaltimeshelanded,butalwayswhenMurphywasontheretreat,sotheblowshadnotmuchweight。SeveraltimesMurphyduckedinandplantedanumberofshort—armjabsatcloserange。

  Theroundendedalmostimmediatelytoastormofapplausefromthegalleries。

  \"Whatdoyouthinkofhisbeingmuscle—bound?\"GeraldaskedMurphy,asthelatterflunghimselfpantingonthewrestlingmatforhisrest。

  \"He’squickaschainedlightning,\"acknowledgedtheothergrudgingly。\"ButI’llgethim。Hecan’tkeepthatup;he’llbewindedinhalfaminute。\"

  Ordesatdownonarollofmat。Hissmilehadquitevanished,andheseemedtobeawaitingeagerlythebeginningofthenextround。

  \"Time!\"calledGeraldforthethird。

  Ordeimmediatelysprangathisadversary,repeatingtheheadlongrushwithwhichthepreviousroundhadended。Murphyblocked,ducked,andkeptaway,occasionallydeliveringajoltasopportunityoffered,awaitingthetimewhenOrde’swearinesswouldleavehimattheother’smercy。Thatmomentdidnotcome。Theyoungmanhammeredawaytirelessly,insistently,deliveringahurricaneofhistwo—handedblows,pressingrelentlesslyinasMurphyshiftedandgaveground,hisheadup,hiseyessteady,oblivioustothereturnhammeringthenowdesperatehandleropposedtohim。Twominutespassedwithoutperceptibleslackeninginthisterrificpace。Thegallerywasinanuproar,andsomeofthememberswerepilingdownthestairstothefloor。PerspirationstoodoutalloverMurphy’sbody。Hisblowsfailedoftheireffect,andsomeofOrde’swerelanding。Atlength,bewilderedmorebythecontinuancethantheviolenceoftheattack,hedroppedhisringtacticsandclosedintostraightslugging,blowagainstblow,standup,giveandtake。

  Ashesawhisopponentstand,Ordeutteredasoundofsatisfaction。

  Hedroppedslightlyhisrightshoulderbehindhisnextblow。Theglovecrashedstraightasapile—driverthroughMurphy’supraisedhandstohisface,whichitmetwithasmack。Thetrainer,liftedbodilyfromtheground,washurledthroughtheair,tolanddoubledupagainstthesupportsofaparallelbars。Therehelayquitestill,hispalmsup,hisheadsunkforward。

  Ordestaredathimamomentinastonishment,asthoughexpectinghimtoarise。When,however,heperceivedthatMurphywasinrealityunconscious,hetoreofftheglovesandranforwardtokneelbytheprofessional’sside。

  \"Ididn’tsupposeonepunchlikethatwouldhurthim,\"hemutteredtothemencrowdingaround。\"Especiallywiththegloves。Doyousupposehe’skilled?\"

  ButalreadyMurphy’sarmsweremakingaimlessmotions,andadeepbreathraisedhischest。

  \"He’sjustknockedout,\"reassuredoneofthemen,examiningtheprostratehandlerwithaprofessionalattention。\"He’llbeasgoodaseverinfiveminutes。Here,\"hecommandedoneofthegymnasiumrubberswhohadappeared,\"lendahandherewithsomewater。\"

  Theclubmencrowdedabout,alltalkingatonce。

  \"You’reawonder,myfriend,\"saidone。

  \"ByJove,he’shardlybreathingfastafterallthatrushing,\"saidasecond。

  \"Soyoudidn’tthinkonepunchlikethatwouldhurthim,\"quotedanotherwithgood—naturedsarcasm。

  \"No,\"saidOrde,simply。\"I’vehitmenthathardbeforewithmybarefist。\"

  \"Didtheysurvive?\"

  \"Surely。\"

  \"Whatkindofarmour—plateswerethey,inheaven’sname?\"

  Ordehadrecoveredhisbalanceandhumour。

  \"Justplainordinaryrivermen,\"saidhewithalaugh。

  \"Gentlemen,\"struckinGerald,\"Iwanttointroduceyoutomyfriend。\"Heperformedtheintroductions。ItwasnecessaryforhimtoexplainapartthatOrdewasinrealityhisfriend,anamateur,achancevisitorinthecity。Allinall,theaffairmadequitealittlestir,andwentfartogiveOrdeastandingwiththesesport—

  lovingyouths。

  FinallyGeraldandOrdewerepermittedtofinishtheirgymnasiumpractice。Murphyhadrecovered,andcameforward。

  \"Youhaveastrongpunch,sir,andyou’reabornnaturalfighter,sir,\"saidhe。\"Ifyouhadafewlessonsinboxing,sir,I’dputyouagainstthebest。\"

  Butlater,whentheyoungmenwereresting,eachunderhissheetafterarub—down,thetruesignificanceoftheaffairforOrdecameout。Sincethefight,Gerald’scustomarylassitudeofmannerseemedquitetohavelefthim。Hiseyewasbright,acolourmountedbeneaththepaleoliveofhisskin,thealmosteffeminatebeautyofhiscountenancehadanimated。HelookedacrossatOrdeseveraltimes,hesitated,andatlastdecidedtospeak。

  \"Lookhere,Orde,\"saidhe,\"Iwanttoconfesssomethingtoyou。

  Whenyoufirstcameherethreedaysago,Ihadlotsoffunwithmyselfaboutyou。Youknowyourclothesaren’tquitethething,andIthoughtyourmannerwasqueer,andallthat。Iwasacad。Iwanttoapologise。You’reaman,andIlikeyoubetterthananyfellowI’vemetforalongtime。Andifthere’sanytrouble——inthefuture——thatis——oh,hangit,I’monyourside——youknowwhatI

  mean!\"

  Ordesmiledslowly。

  \"Bishop,\"washisunexpectedreply,\"you’renotnearsomuchofadandyasyouthinkyouare。\"

  XVIII

  Affairswentthusforaweek。OrdewasmuchattheBishopresidence,wherehewascordiallyreceivedbythegeneral,wherehegainedanoccasionalhalf—hourwithCarroll,andwherehewasalmostignoredbyMrs。Bishopinhercompleteself—absorption。Indeed,itistobedoubtedwhetherheattainedanyrealindividualitytothatlady,wholookedonalltheworldoutsideherfamilyasusefuloruselesstothechurch。

  InthecourseofthehappymomentshehadalonewithCarroll,hearrivedatamoreintimateplaneofconversationwithher。HecametoanunderstandingofherunquestioningacceptanceofMrs。Bishop’sattitude。Carrolltrulybelievedthatnonebutherselfcouldperformforhermotherthevariouspettyofficesthatladydemandedfromhernextofkin,andthatherpracticalslaverywasduebyeveryconsiderationoffilialaffection。ToOrde’soccasionaltentativesuggestionthattheservicewasofasortbettersuitedtoapaidcompanionorevenahousemaid,sheansweredquiteseriouslythatitmademothernervoustohaveothersabouther,andthatitwasbettertodothesethingsthantothrowherintoa\"spell。\"

  Ordechafedatfirstoverseeinghispreciousopportunitiesthusfilchedfromhim;laterhefrettedbecauseheperceivedthatCarrollwasforced,howeverwillingly,tolaboursbeyondherstrength,toirksomeconfinement,andtothatintimateandwearingcloseassociationwiththeabnormalwhichinthelongrunisboundtodeadenthespirit。Helostsightofhisowngrievanceinthematter。Withperhapssomewhatofexaggerationhecamemightilytodesireforhermoreoftheopenair,bothofbodyandspirit。Oftenwhentrampingbacktohishotelhecommunedsavagelywithhimself,turningtheproblemoverandoverinhisminduntil,likeasnowball,ithadgatheredtoitselfcolossalproportions。

  Andinhishotelroomhebroodedoverthestateofaffairsuntilhisthoughtstookaverygloomytingeindeed。Tobeginwith,inspiteofhismother’sassurance,hehadnofaithinhisowncause。HisacquaintancewithCarrollwasbutanaffairofmonths,andtheiractualmeetingscomprisedincrediblyfewdays。Ordewasnaturallyhumble—minded。Itdidnotseemconceivabletohimthathecouldwinherwithoutalongcourtship。AndsuperaddedwasthealmostintolerableweightofCarroll’sideasastoherdomesticduties。

  AlthoughOrdeheldMrs。Bishop’sexactionsinveryslightesteem,andwasmostscepticalinregardtothedisastersthatwouldfollowtheirthwarting,neverthelesshehadtoconfesstohimselfthatallCarroll’straining,life,theverypurityandsweetnessofherdispositionlentthesituationanironrealityforher。Hebecamemuchdiscouraged。

  Nevertheless,attheverymomentwhenhehadmadeuphismindthatitwouldbeutterlyuselesseventoindulgeinhopeforsomeyearstocome,hespoke。Itcameaboutsuddenly,andentirelywithoutpremeditation。

  Thetwohadescapedforabreathofairlateintheevening。

  Followingtheconventions,theymerelystrolledtotheendoftheblockandback,alwayswithinsightofthehouse。FifthAvenuewasgaywithilluminationandtheprancingofhorsesreturninguptownordowntotheWashingtonSquaredistrict。Incontrastthesidestreet,withitsaustererowsofbrownstonehouses,eachwithitsareaandflightofsteps,itsspacedgaslamps,itsdesertedroadway,seemedverystillandquiet。Carrollwasinatiredandpensivemood。Sheheldherheadback,breathingdeeply。

  It’sonlyalittlestrip,butit’sthestars,\"saidshe,lookinguptotheskybetweenthehouses。\"They’resoquietandcalmandbig。\"

  SheseemedtoOrdeforthefirsttimelikealittlegirl。Thematurercomplexitieswhichweputonwithyears,withexperience,andwiththeknowledgeoflifehadforthemomentfallenfromher,leavingmerelythesimplesoulofchildhoodgazinginitseternalwonderatthestars。AwaveoftendernessliftedOrdefromhisfeet。Heleanedover,hisbreathcomingquickly。

  \"Carroll!\"hesaid。

  Shelookedupathim,andshrankback。

  \"No,no!Youmustn’t,\"shecried。Shedidnotpretendtomisunderstand。Thepreliminariesseemedinsomemysteriousfashiontohavebeensaidlongago。

  \"It’slifeordeathwithme,\"hesaid。

  \"Imustnot,\"shecried,flutteringlikeabird。\"IpromisedmyselflongagothatImustalways,ALWAYStakecareofmother。\"

  \"Please,please,dear,\"pleadedOrde。Hehadnothingmoretosaythanthis,justthesimpleincoherentsymbolsofpleading;butinsuchcrisesitisratherthesoulthanthetonguethatspeaks。Hishandmethersandclosedaboutit。Itdidnotrespondtohisgrasp,nordiditdrawaway,butlaylimpandwarmandhelplessinhisown。

  Sheshookherheadslowly。

  \"Don’tyoucareforme,dear?\"askedOrdeverygently。

  \"Ihavenorighttotellyouthat,\"answeredshe。\"Ihavetried,oh,sohard,tokeepyoufromsayingthis,forIknewIhadnorighttohearyou。\"

  Orde’sheartleapedwithawildexultation。

  \"Youdocareforme!\"hecried。

  Theyhadmountedthestepsandstoodjustwithinthevestibule。

  Ordedrewhertowardhim,butsherepulsedhimgently。

  \"No,\"sheshookherhead。\"Pleasebeverygoodtome。I’mveryweak。\"

  \"Carroll!\"criedOrde。\"Tellmethatyouloveme!Tellmethatyou’llmarryme!\"

  \"ItwouldkillmotherifIshouldleaveher,\"shesaidsadly。

  \"Butyoumustmarryme,pleadedOrde。\"Wearemadeforeachother。

  Godmeantusforeachother。\"

  \"Itwouldhavetobeafteragreatmanyyears,\"shesaiddoubtfully。

  Shepulledthebell,whichjangledfaintlyinthedepthsofthehouse。

  \"Good—night,\"shesaid。\"Cometometo—morrow。No,youmustnotcomein。\"ShecutshortOrde’sinsistenceandtheeloquencethathadjustfounditslifebyslippinginsidethehalf—opendoorandclosingitafterher。

  Ordestoodforamomentuncertain;thenturnedawayandwalkedupthestreet,hiseyessoblindedbythegreaterglorythatheallbutrandownaninoffensivepasser—by。

  Atthehotelhewrotealonglettertohismother。Thefirstpartwasfulloftheexultationofhisdiscovery。Hetoldofhisgoodfortunequiteassomethingjustborn,utterlyforgettinghismother’spredictionsbeforehecameEast。Thenasthefirsteffervescencedied,amoregloomyviewofthesituationcameuppermost。Tohisheatedimaginationthedeadlockseemedcomplete。

  Carroll’sdevotiontowhatsheconsideredherdutyappearedunbreakable。InthereactionOrdedoubtedwhetherhewouldhaveitotherwise。Andthenhisfightingbloodsurgedbacktohisheart。

  Alltheeloquence,thearguments,thepleadingsheshouldhavecommandedearlierintheeveninghurriedbelatedtotheirposts。

  Afterthemanneroftheyoungandimaginativewheninthewhitefireofemotion,hebegandramatisingscenesbetweenCarrollandhimself。

  Hesawthemplainly。Heheardthesoundofhisownvoiceasherehearsedtheargumentswhichshouldbreakherresolution。A

  woman’sdutytoherownsoul;herobligationtowardthemanshecouldmakeormarbyherlove;herself—respect;thenecessityofabreaksometime;theadvantageofhavingthecrisisoverwithnowratherthanlater;abeliefintheultimategoodeventoMrs。Bishopofthrowingthatladymoreonherownresources;andsoforthandsoondownalistofargumentsobviousenoughortrivialenough,butallinspiredbythesouloffervour,allennobledbythespiritoftruththatliesbackofthemajorpremisethatawomanshouldcleavetoaman,forsakingallothers。Ordesatbackinhischair,hiseyesvacant,hispenallbutfallingfromhishand。Hedidnotfinishthelettertohismother。Afterawhilehewentupstairstohisownroom。

  Thefeveroftheargumentcoursedthroughhisveinsallthatlongnight。Overandoveragainherehearseditinwearisomerepetitionuntilithadassumedacertainandalmostinvariableform。Andwhenhehadreachedtheendofhispleadinghebeganitoveragain,untilthedaylightfoundhimwearyandfevered。Hearoseanddressedhimself。Hecouldeatnobreakfast。ByatremendouseffortofthewillherestrainedhimselffromgoingovertoNinthStreetuntilthemiddleofthemorning。

  Heenteredthedrawing—roomtofindherseatedatthepiano。Hisheartbounded,andforaninstanthestoodstill,summoninghisforcestothestruggleforwhichhehadsopainfullygatheredhisammunition。Shedidnotlookupasheapproacheduntilhestoodalmostathershoulder。Thensheturnedtohimandheldoutbothherhands。

  \"Itisnouse,Jack,\"shesaid。\"Icareforyoutoomuch。Iwillmarryyouwheneveryousay。\"

  XIX

  Ordeleftthateveningearly。ThiswasatCarroll’srequest。Shepreferredherselftoinformherfamilyofthenews。

  \"Idon’tknowyethowmotherisgoingtogetalong,\"saidshe。

  \"Comebackto—morrowafternoonandseethemall。\"

  ThenextmorningOrde,havingatlastfinishedanddespatchedthelettertohismother,drifteduptheavenueandintotheclub。AshepassedthesmokingroomhecaughtsightofGeraldseatedinanarmchairbythewindow。Heenteredtheroomandtookaseatoppositetheyoungfellow。

  Geraldheldouthishandsilently,whichtheothertook。

  \"I’mgladtohearit,\"saidGeraldatlast。\"Veryglad。ItoldyouIwasonyourside。\"Hehesitated,thenwentongravely:\"PoorCarrollishavingahardtime,though。Ithinkit’sworsethansheexpected。It’snoworsethanIexpected。Youaretobeoneofthefamily,soIamgoingtogiveyouapieceofadvice。It’ssomething,naturally,Iwouldn’tspeakofotherwise。ButCarrollismyonlysister,andIwanthertobehappy。Ithinkyouarethemantomakeherso,butIwantyoutoavoidonemistake。Fightitoutrightnow,andnevergivebackthegroundyouwin。\"

  \"Ifeelthat,\"repliedOrdequietly。

  \"Mothermadefatherresignfromthearmy;andwhilehe’sadearoldboy,he’sneverdoneanythingsince。Sheholdsme——althoughIseethroughher——possiblybecauseI’mweakorindifferent,possiblybecauseIhaveasillyideaIcanmakeabadsituationbetterbyhangingaround。SheisrapidlyturningKendrickintoasullenlittleprig,becausehebelievesimplicitlyallthegrievancesagainsttheworldandtheindividualshepoursouttohim。Yousee,Ihavenoillusionsconcerningmyfamily。OnlyCarrollhasheldtoherfreedomofsoul,becausethat’sthejoyous,free,sweetnatureofher,blessher!Forthefirsttimeshe’spittedherwillagainstmother’s,andit’sabadclash。\"

  \"Yourmotherobjected?\"askedOrde。

  Geraldlaughedalittlebitterly。\"Itwasverybad,\"saidhe。

  \"You’vegrownhorns,hoofs,andatailovernight。There’snothingtoocriminaltohaveescapedyournotice。Ihavebeenforbiddentoconsortwithyou。Sohasthegeneral。Thebattleoflastnighthadtodowithyourcomingtothehouseatall。AsitisnotCarroll’shouse,naturallyshehasnorighttoinsist。\"

  \"Ishallnotbepermittedtoseeher?\"criedOrde。

  \"Ididnotsaythat。Carrollannouncedthenquiteopenlythatshewouldseeyououtside。Ifancythatwasthecruxofthematter。

  Don’tyousee?Thewholeaffairshiftedground。Carrollhasoffereddirectdisobedience。Oh,she’sabullylittlefighter!\"hefinishedinadmiringaccents。\"Youcan’tquiterealisewhatshe’sdoingforyoursake;she’snotonlyfightingmother,butherownheart。\"

  Ordefoundanoteatthehotel,askinghimtobeinWashingtonSquareathalf—pasttwo。

  Carrollmethimwithabrightsmile。

  \"Thingsaren’tquiterightathome,\"shesaid。\"Itisagreatshocktopoormotheratfirst,andshefeelsverystrongly。Oh,itisn’tyou,dear;it’sthenotionthatIcancareforanybodybuther。Yousee,she’sbeenusedtotheotherideasolongthatIsupposeitseemedapartoftheuniversetoher。She’llgetusedtoitafteralittle,butittakestime。\"

  Ordeexaminedherfaceanxiously。Twobrightredspotsburnedonhercheeks;hereyesflashedwithanervousanimation,andafaintshadehadsketcheditselfbeneaththem。

  \"Youhadahardtime,\"hemurmured,\"youpoordear!\"

  Shesmiledupathim。

  \"Wehavetopayforthegoodthingsinlife,don’twe,dear?Andtheyareworthit。Thingswillcomerightafteralittle。Wemustnotbetooimpatient。Now,let’senjoytheday。Theparkisn’tsobad,isit?\"

  Atfiveo’clockOrdetookherbacktoherdoorstep,wherehelefther。

  Thiswentonforseveraldays。

  AttheendofthattimeOrdecouldnotconcealfromhimselfthatthestrainwasbeginningtotell。Carroll’sworriedexpressiongrewfromdaytoday,whiletheanimationthatcharacterisedhermannerwhenfreedfromtherestraintbecamemoreandmoreforced。Shewasasthoughdominatedbysomeinnertensity,whichshedarednotrelaxevenforamoment。ToOrde’squestioningssherepliedasevasivelyasshecould,assuringhimalwaysthatmattersweregoingaswellasshehadexpected;thatmotherwasverydifficult;thatOrdemusthavepatience,forthingswouldsurelycomeallright。Shebeggedhimtoremainquiescentuntilshegavehimtheword;andsheimploreditsoearnestlythatOrde,thoughhechafed,wasforcedtoawaittheturnofevents。Everyafternoonshemethim,fromtwotofive。Thesituationgavelittleopportunityforlovers’

  demonstrations。Sheseemedentirelyabsorbedbytheinnerstressofthestruggleshewasgoingthrough,sothathardlydidsheseemabletofollowcoherentlyevenplansforthefuture。Sheappeared,however,togainamysteriousrefreshmentfromOrde’smereproximity;sograduallyhe,withthatstreakofalmostfeminineintuitionwhichistheespecialgifttolovers,cametothepointofsittingquitesilentwithher,claspingherhandoutofsightofthechancepasser—by。Whenthetimecametoreturn,theyaroseandwalkedbacktoNinthStreet,stillinsilence。Atthedoortheysaidgood—bye。Hekissedherquitesoberly。

  \"IwishIcouldhelp,sweetheart,\"saidhe。

  Sheshookherheadathim。

  \"Youdohelp,\"shereplied。

  FromGeraldattheclub,Ordesoughtmoreintimatenewsofwhatwasgoingon。Forseveraldays,however,theyoungmanabsentedhimselffromhisusualhaunts。ItwasonlyattheendoftheweekthatOrdesucceededinfindinghim。

  \"No,\"Geraldansweredhisgreeting,\"Ihaven’tbeenaroundmuch。

  I’vebeenstickingprettyclosehome。\"

  Littlebylittle,Orde’seagerquestionsdrewoutthetruthofthesituation。Mrs。Bishophadshutherselfupinablindandincredibleobstinacy,whenceshesalliedwithfloodsofcomplaints,tears,accusations,despairs,reproaches,vows,hysterics——allthebatteryofthewomanmisunderstood,butinwhichsherefusedtolistentoaconsecutiveconversation。IfCarrollundertooktosayanything,thethirdwordwouldstarthermotheroffintooneofherlongandhystericaltirades。Itwasverywearing,andthereseemedtobenothinggainedfromdaytoday。Herchildhaddisobeyedher。

  Andasaclimax,shehadassumedtheimpregnablepositionofacompleteprostration,whereinshedemandedtheminutecareofaninvalidinthecrisisofadisorder。Shecouldbearnofaintestrayofillumination,nolightestfootfall。Inahushedtwilightshelay,hereyesswathed,moaningfeeblythatherearlydissolutionatthehandsofingratitudewasimminent。Thussheestablishedadeadlockwhichwaslikelytocontinueindefinitely。ThemerementionofthesubjectnearestCarroll’sheartbroughtthefeeblecomplaint:

  \"Doyouwanttokillme?\"

  TheonlyscrapofvictorytobesnatchedfromthisstrickenfieldwasthefactthatCarrollinsistedongoingtomeetherlovereveryafternoon。Theinvaliddemandedeverymomentofhertime,eitherforpersonalattendanceorinfulfilmentofnumerousandexactingchurchduties。Anattempt,however,toencroachthusontheafternoonhoursmetastonewallofresolutiononCarroll’spart。

  ThiswasthesituationOrdegatheredfromhistalkwithGerald。

  Thoughhefrettedunderthetyrannyexacted,hecouldseenothingwhichcouldrelievethesituationsavehisownwithdrawal。Hehadalreadylongover—stayedhisvisit;importantaffairsconnectedwithhisworkdemandedhisattention,hehadthecomfortofCarroll’sloveassured;andthelapseoftimealonecouldbedependedontochangeMrs。Bishop’sattitude,aconsummationonwhichCarrollseemedset。AlthoughOrdefeltallthelivelydissatisfactionnaturaltoanewlyacceptedloverwhohadgainedslightopportunityforfavours,forconfidences,evenforthemakingofplans,neverthelesshecouldseeforthepresentnothingelsetodo。

  ThemorningafterhehadreachedthisconclusionheagainmetGeraldatthegymnasium。Thatyoungman,whileasimperturbableandlanguidinmovementasever,concealedanexcitement。Heexplainednothinguntilthetwo,afterashowerandrub—down,wereclothingthemselvesleisurelyintheemptycouch—room。

  \"Orde,\"saidGeraldsuddenly,\"I’mworriedaboutCarroll。\"

  OrdestraightenedhisbackandlookedsteadilyatGerald,butsaidnothing。

  \"Motherhascommencedbotheringheragain。Itwasn’tsobadaslongasshestucktodaytime,butnowshe’stakentoprowlinginadozentimesanight。Iheartheirvoicesforanhourorsoatatime。

  I’mafraidit’sbeginningtowearonCarrollmorethanyourealise。\"

  \"Thankyou,\"saidOrdebriefly。

  ThatafternoonwithCarrollhetooktheaffairfirmlyinhand。

  \"Thisthinghascometothepointwhereitmuststop,\"saidhe,\"andI’mgoingtostopit。IhavesomerightsinthematterofthehealthandcomfortofthegirlIlove。\"

  \"Whatdoyouintendtodo?\"askedCarroll,frightened。

  \"Ishallhaveitoutwithyourmother,\"repliedOrde。

  \"Youmustn’tdothat,\"imploredCarroll。\"Itwoulddoabsolutelynogood,andwouldjustresultinaquarrelthatcouldneverbepatchedup。\"

  \"Idon’tknowasIcareparticularly,\"saidOrde。

  \"ButIdo。Think——sheismymother。\"

  Ordestirreduneasilywithamentalreservationastoselfishness,butsaidnothing。

  \"Andthinkwhatitmeanstoagirltobemarriedandgoawayfromhomefinallywithoutherparent’sconsent。It’sthemostbeautifulandsacredthinginherlife,andshewantsittobeperfect。It’sworthwaitingandfightingalittlefor。Afterall,wearebothyoung,andwehaveknowneachothersuchaveryshorttime。\"

  Soshepleadedwithhim,bringingforwardalltheunanswerableargumentsbuiltbythelongaverageexperienceoftheworld——

  argumentswhichOrdecouldnotrefute,butwhosefalsitytothesituationhefeltmostkeenly。HecouldnotspecifywithoutbetrayingGerald’sconfidence。Raginginwardly,heconsentedtoafurtherarmistice。

  Athishotelhefoundatelegram。Hedidnotopenituntilhehadreachedhisownroom。Itwasfromhome,urginghisimmediatereturnfortheacceptanceofsomecontractedwork。

  \"Tohellwiththecontractedwork!\"hemutteredsavagely,andcallingabell—boy,sentananswerverymuchtothateffect。Thenheplungedhishandsintohispockets,stretchedouthislegs,andfellintoadeepandgloomymeditation。

  Hewasinterruptedbyaknockonthedoor。

  \"Comein!\"hecalled,withoutturninghishead。

  Heheardthedooropenandshut。Afteramomenthelookedaround。

  KendrickBishopstoodwatchinghim。

  Ordelitthegas。

  \"Hello,Kendrick!\"saidhe。\"Sitdown。\"Theboymadenoreply。

  Ordelookedathimcuriously,andsawthathewassufferingfromanintenseexcitement。Hisframetrembledconvulsively,hislipswerewhite,hisfacewentredandpalebyturns。Evidentlyhehadsomethingtosay,butcouldnotyettrusthisvoice。Ordesatdownandwaited。

  \"You’vegottoletmymotheralone,\"hemanagedtosayfinally。

  \"Ihavedonenothingtoyourmother,Kendrick,\"saidOrdekindly。

  \"You’vebroughthertothepointofdeath,\"assertedKeudrickviolently。\"You’rehoundinghertohergrave。You’returningthoseshelovesbestagainsther。\"

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