\"Don’tlooklikeIwasmuchatthisgame,doesit?\"saidhe。\"I
wouldn’tpulldownmanypersimmonsoutofthattree。Yourconfoundedman’stoolively;Icouldn’thithimwithashotgun。\"
Ordehadstoodlikearock,hisfeetplantedtothefloor,whileMurphyhadcircledaroundhimhittingatwill。Ordehitback,butwithoutlanding。NeverthelessMurphy,whenquestionedapart,didnotseemsatisfied。
\"Theman’spig—iron,\"saidhe。\"Ipunchedhimplentyhardenough,anditdidn’tseemtojarhdyougetyourtraining,sir?\"askedthehandler。
\"Mytraining?\"repeatedOrde,puzzled。\"Oh,Isee!Iwasalwaysprettyheavy,andIsupposetheworkontheriverkeepsamaninprettygoodshape。\"
Gerald’slanguorhadvanished,andaglinthadappearedinhiseyethatwouldhaveremindedOrdeofMissBishop’smostmischievousmoodcouldhehaveseenit。
\"PutonthegloveswithMurphy,\"hesuggested,\"willyou?I’dliketoseeyoutwoatit。\"
\"Surely,\"agreedOrdegood—naturedly。\"I’mnotmuchgoodatit,butI’djustassoontry。\"Hewasevidentlynotintheleastafraidtomeetthehandler,thoughasevidentlywithoutmuchconfidenceinhisownskill。
\"Allright;I’llbewithyouinasecond,\"saidGerald,disappearing。Intheanteroomherungabell,andtotheboywholeisurelyanswereditssummonshesaidrapidly:
\"RunovertotheclubandfindMr。Winslow,Mr。Clark,andwhoeverelseisinthesmokingroom,andtellthemfrommetoconeovertothegymnasium。Tellthemthere’ssomefunon。\"
Thenhereturnedtothegymnasiumfloor,whereMurphywasansweringOrde’squestionsastotheapparatus。Whilethetwomenwerepullingonthegloves,Geraldmanagedawordapartwiththetrainer。
\"Canyoudohim,Murph?\"hewhispered。
\"Sure!\"saidthehandler。\"Themkind’salwaysasslowasdray—
horses。Theygetsmuscle—bound。\"
\"Giveittohim,\"saidGerald,\"butdon’tkilim。\"
Thegalleryatoneendtherunningtrackhadbyflowhalffilledwithinterestedspectators。
\"Time!\"calledGeraldforroundtwo。
ThistimeMurphywentinmoreviciously,aimingandmeasuringhisblowsaccurately。Ordestoodasbefore,ahumouroussmileofself—
depreciationonhisface,hittingbackattheelusiveMurphy,butwithoutmucheffect,hisfeetneverstirringintheirtracks。Thehandlerusedhisbesttacticsandlandedalmostatwill,butwithoutapparentdamage。Hegrewugly——finallylosthishead。
\"Well,ifyewillhaveit!\"hemuttered,andaimedwhatwasintendedasaknockoutblow。
GeraldutteredahalfcryofwarningashispractisedeyecaughtMurphy’sintention。Theblowlanded。Orde’sheadsnappedback,buttothesurpriseofeveryonethepunchhadnoothereffect,andaquickexchangeofinfightingsentMurphystaggeringbackfromtheencounter。ThesmilehaddisappearedfromOrde’sface,andhiseyehadcalmed。
\"Lookhere,\"hecalledtoGerald,\"Idon’tunderstandthisgameverywell。Atschoolweused’taps。’Isamansupposedtohithard?\"
Geraldhesitated,thenlookedbeyondOrdetothegallery。Toamanitmadefranticandsilentdemonstration。
\"Ofcourseyouhit,\"hereplied。\"Youcan’thurtanyonewiththosebiggloves。\"
Ordeturnedbacktohisantagonist。Thelatteradvancedoncemore,hisbulletheadsunkbetweenhisshoulders,hislittleeyestwinkling。EvidentlyMr。Bishop’sfriendwouldnowtaketheaggressive,andforwardmovementwoulddeliveranextraforcetotheprofessional’sblows。
OrdedidnotwaitforMurphy,however。Likeatigerhesprangforward,hittingoutfiercely,firstwithonehandthenwiththeother。Murphygaveground,blocked,ducked,exertedallaringgeneral’sskilleithertostoporavoidtherush。Ordefollowedhiminsistent。Severaltimeshelanded,butalwayswhenMurphywasontheretreat,sotheblowshadnotmuchweight。SeveraltimesMurphyduckedinandplantedanumberofshort—armjabsatcloserange。
Theroundendedalmostimmediatelytoastormofapplausefromthegalleries。
\"Whatdoyouthinkofhisbeingmuscle—bound?\"GeraldaskedMurphy,asthelatterflunghimselfpantingonthewrestlingmatforhisrest。
\"He’squickaschainedlightning,\"acknowledgedtheothergrudgingly。\"ButI’llgethim。Hecan’tkeepthatup;he’llbewindedinhalfaminute。\"
Ordesatdownonarollofmat。Hissmilehadquitevanished,andheseemedtobeawaitingeagerlythebeginningofthenextround。
\"Time!\"calledGeraldforthethird。
Ordeimmediatelysprangathisadversary,repeatingtheheadlongrushwithwhichthepreviousroundhadended。Murphyblocked,ducked,andkeptaway,occasionallydeliveringajoltasopportunityoffered,awaitingthetimewhenOrde’swearinesswouldleavehimattheother’smercy。Thatmomentdidnotcome。Theyoungmanhammeredawaytirelessly,insistently,deliveringahurricaneofhistwo—handedblows,pressingrelentlesslyinasMurphyshiftedandgaveground,hisheadup,hiseyessteady,oblivioustothereturnhammeringthenowdesperatehandleropposedtohim。Twominutespassedwithoutperceptibleslackeninginthisterrificpace。Thegallerywasinanuproar,andsomeofthememberswerepilingdownthestairstothefloor。PerspirationstoodoutalloverMurphy’sbody。Hisblowsfailedoftheireffect,andsomeofOrde’swerelanding。Atlength,bewilderedmorebythecontinuancethantheviolenceoftheattack,hedroppedhisringtacticsandclosedintostraightslugging,blowagainstblow,standup,giveandtake。
Ashesawhisopponentstand,Ordeutteredasoundofsatisfaction。
Hedroppedslightlyhisrightshoulderbehindhisnextblow。Theglovecrashedstraightasapile—driverthroughMurphy’supraisedhandstohisface,whichitmetwithasmack。Thetrainer,liftedbodilyfromtheground,washurledthroughtheair,tolanddoubledupagainstthesupportsofaparallelbars。Therehelayquitestill,hispalmsup,hisheadsunkforward。
Ordestaredathimamomentinastonishment,asthoughexpectinghimtoarise。When,however,heperceivedthatMurphywasinrealityunconscious,hetoreofftheglovesandranforwardtokneelbytheprofessional’sside。
\"Ididn’tsupposeonepunchlikethatwouldhurthim,\"hemutteredtothemencrowdingaround。\"Especiallywiththegloves。Doyousupposehe’skilled?\"
ButalreadyMurphy’sarmsweremakingaimlessmotions,andadeepbreathraisedhischest。
\"He’sjustknockedout,\"reassuredoneofthemen,examiningtheprostratehandlerwithaprofessionalattention。\"He’llbeasgoodaseverinfiveminutes。Here,\"hecommandedoneofthegymnasiumrubberswhohadappeared,\"lendahandherewithsomewater。\"
Theclubmencrowdedabout,alltalkingatonce。
\"You’reawonder,myfriend,\"saidone。
\"ByJove,he’shardlybreathingfastafterallthatrushing,\"saidasecond。
\"Soyoudidn’tthinkonepunchlikethatwouldhurthim,\"quotedanotherwithgood—naturedsarcasm。
\"No,\"saidOrde,simply。\"I’vehitmenthathardbeforewithmybarefist。\"
\"Didtheysurvive?\"
\"Surely。\"
\"Whatkindofarmour—plateswerethey,inheaven’sname?\"
Ordehadrecoveredhisbalanceandhumour。
\"Justplainordinaryrivermen,\"saidhewithalaugh。
\"Gentlemen,\"struckinGerald,\"Iwanttointroduceyoutomyfriend。\"Heperformedtheintroductions。ItwasnecessaryforhimtoexplainapartthatOrdewasinrealityhisfriend,anamateur,achancevisitorinthecity。Allinall,theaffairmadequitealittlestir,andwentfartogiveOrdeastandingwiththesesport—
lovingyouths。
FinallyGeraldandOrdewerepermittedtofinishtheirgymnasiumpractice。Murphyhadrecovered,andcameforward。
\"Youhaveastrongpunch,sir,andyou’reabornnaturalfighter,sir,\"saidhe。\"Ifyouhadafewlessonsinboxing,sir,I’dputyouagainstthebest。\"
Butlater,whentheyoungmenwereresting,eachunderhissheetafterarub—down,thetruesignificanceoftheaffairforOrdecameout。Sincethefight,Gerald’scustomarylassitudeofmannerseemedquitetohavelefthim。Hiseyewasbright,acolourmountedbeneaththepaleoliveofhisskin,thealmosteffeminatebeautyofhiscountenancehadanimated。HelookedacrossatOrdeseveraltimes,hesitated,andatlastdecidedtospeak。
\"Lookhere,Orde,\"saidhe,\"Iwanttoconfesssomethingtoyou。
Whenyoufirstcameherethreedaysago,Ihadlotsoffunwithmyselfaboutyou。Youknowyourclothesaren’tquitethething,andIthoughtyourmannerwasqueer,andallthat。Iwasacad。Iwanttoapologise。You’reaman,andIlikeyoubetterthananyfellowI’vemetforalongtime。Andifthere’sanytrouble——inthefuture——thatis——oh,hangit,I’monyourside——youknowwhatI
mean!\"
Ordesmiledslowly。
\"Bishop,\"washisunexpectedreply,\"you’renotnearsomuchofadandyasyouthinkyouare。\"
XVIII
Affairswentthusforaweek。OrdewasmuchattheBishopresidence,wherehewascordiallyreceivedbythegeneral,wherehegainedanoccasionalhalf—hourwithCarroll,andwherehewasalmostignoredbyMrs。Bishopinhercompleteself—absorption。Indeed,itistobedoubtedwhetherheattainedanyrealindividualitytothatlady,wholookedonalltheworldoutsideherfamilyasusefuloruselesstothechurch。
InthecourseofthehappymomentshehadalonewithCarroll,hearrivedatamoreintimateplaneofconversationwithher。HecametoanunderstandingofherunquestioningacceptanceofMrs。Bishop’sattitude。Carrolltrulybelievedthatnonebutherselfcouldperformforhermotherthevariouspettyofficesthatladydemandedfromhernextofkin,andthatherpracticalslaverywasduebyeveryconsiderationoffilialaffection。ToOrde’soccasionaltentativesuggestionthattheservicewasofasortbettersuitedtoapaidcompanionorevenahousemaid,sheansweredquiteseriouslythatitmademothernervoustohaveothersabouther,andthatitwasbettertodothesethingsthantothrowherintoa\"spell。\"
Ordechafedatfirstoverseeinghispreciousopportunitiesthusfilchedfromhim;laterhefrettedbecauseheperceivedthatCarrollwasforced,howeverwillingly,tolaboursbeyondherstrength,toirksomeconfinement,andtothatintimateandwearingcloseassociationwiththeabnormalwhichinthelongrunisboundtodeadenthespirit。Helostsightofhisowngrievanceinthematter。Withperhapssomewhatofexaggerationhecamemightilytodesireforhermoreoftheopenair,bothofbodyandspirit。Oftenwhentrampingbacktohishotelhecommunedsavagelywithhimself,turningtheproblemoverandoverinhisminduntil,likeasnowball,ithadgatheredtoitselfcolossalproportions。
Andinhishotelroomhebroodedoverthestateofaffairsuntilhisthoughtstookaverygloomytingeindeed。Tobeginwith,inspiteofhismother’sassurance,hehadnofaithinhisowncause。HisacquaintancewithCarrollwasbutanaffairofmonths,andtheiractualmeetingscomprisedincrediblyfewdays。Ordewasnaturallyhumble—minded。Itdidnotseemconceivabletohimthathecouldwinherwithoutalongcourtship。AndsuperaddedwasthealmostintolerableweightofCarroll’sideasastoherdomesticduties。
AlthoughOrdeheldMrs。Bishop’sexactionsinveryslightesteem,andwasmostscepticalinregardtothedisastersthatwouldfollowtheirthwarting,neverthelesshehadtoconfesstohimselfthatallCarroll’straining,life,theverypurityandsweetnessofherdispositionlentthesituationanironrealityforher。Hebecamemuchdiscouraged。
Nevertheless,attheverymomentwhenhehadmadeuphismindthatitwouldbeutterlyuselesseventoindulgeinhopeforsomeyearstocome,hespoke。Itcameaboutsuddenly,andentirelywithoutpremeditation。
Thetwohadescapedforabreathofairlateintheevening。
Followingtheconventions,theymerelystrolledtotheendoftheblockandback,alwayswithinsightofthehouse。FifthAvenuewasgaywithilluminationandtheprancingofhorsesreturninguptownordowntotheWashingtonSquaredistrict。Incontrastthesidestreet,withitsaustererowsofbrownstonehouses,eachwithitsareaandflightofsteps,itsspacedgaslamps,itsdesertedroadway,seemedverystillandquiet。Carrollwasinatiredandpensivemood。Sheheldherheadback,breathingdeeply。
It’sonlyalittlestrip,butit’sthestars,\"saidshe,lookinguptotheskybetweenthehouses。\"They’resoquietandcalmandbig。\"
SheseemedtoOrdeforthefirsttimelikealittlegirl。Thematurercomplexitieswhichweputonwithyears,withexperience,andwiththeknowledgeoflifehadforthemomentfallenfromher,leavingmerelythesimplesoulofchildhoodgazinginitseternalwonderatthestars。AwaveoftendernessliftedOrdefromhisfeet。Heleanedover,hisbreathcomingquickly。
\"Carroll!\"hesaid。
Shelookedupathim,andshrankback。
\"No,no!Youmustn’t,\"shecried。Shedidnotpretendtomisunderstand。Thepreliminariesseemedinsomemysteriousfashiontohavebeensaidlongago。
\"It’slifeordeathwithme,\"hesaid。
\"Imustnot,\"shecried,flutteringlikeabird。\"IpromisedmyselflongagothatImustalways,ALWAYStakecareofmother。\"
\"Please,please,dear,\"pleadedOrde。Hehadnothingmoretosaythanthis,justthesimpleincoherentsymbolsofpleading;butinsuchcrisesitisratherthesoulthanthetonguethatspeaks。Hishandmethersandclosedaboutit。Itdidnotrespondtohisgrasp,nordiditdrawaway,butlaylimpandwarmandhelplessinhisown。
Sheshookherheadslowly。
\"Don’tyoucareforme,dear?\"askedOrdeverygently。
\"Ihavenorighttotellyouthat,\"answeredshe。\"Ihavetried,oh,sohard,tokeepyoufromsayingthis,forIknewIhadnorighttohearyou。\"
Orde’sheartleapedwithawildexultation。
\"Youdocareforme!\"hecried。
Theyhadmountedthestepsandstoodjustwithinthevestibule。
Ordedrewhertowardhim,butsherepulsedhimgently。
\"No,\"sheshookherhead。\"Pleasebeverygoodtome。I’mveryweak。\"
\"Carroll!\"criedOrde。\"Tellmethatyouloveme!Tellmethatyou’llmarryme!\"
\"ItwouldkillmotherifIshouldleaveher,\"shesaidsadly。
\"Butyoumustmarryme,pleadedOrde。\"Wearemadeforeachother。
Godmeantusforeachother。\"
\"Itwouldhavetobeafteragreatmanyyears,\"shesaiddoubtfully。
Shepulledthebell,whichjangledfaintlyinthedepthsofthehouse。
\"Good—night,\"shesaid。\"Cometometo—morrow。No,youmustnotcomein。\"ShecutshortOrde’sinsistenceandtheeloquencethathadjustfounditslifebyslippinginsidethehalf—opendoorandclosingitafterher。
Ordestoodforamomentuncertain;thenturnedawayandwalkedupthestreet,hiseyessoblindedbythegreaterglorythatheallbutrandownaninoffensivepasser—by。
Atthehotelhewrotealonglettertohismother。Thefirstpartwasfulloftheexultationofhisdiscovery。Hetoldofhisgoodfortunequiteassomethingjustborn,utterlyforgettinghismother’spredictionsbeforehecameEast。Thenasthefirsteffervescencedied,amoregloomyviewofthesituationcameuppermost。Tohisheatedimaginationthedeadlockseemedcomplete。
Carroll’sdevotiontowhatsheconsideredherdutyappearedunbreakable。InthereactionOrdedoubtedwhetherhewouldhaveitotherwise。Andthenhisfightingbloodsurgedbacktohisheart。
Alltheeloquence,thearguments,thepleadingsheshouldhavecommandedearlierintheeveninghurriedbelatedtotheirposts。
Afterthemanneroftheyoungandimaginativewheninthewhitefireofemotion,hebegandramatisingscenesbetweenCarrollandhimself。
Hesawthemplainly。Heheardthesoundofhisownvoiceasherehearsedtheargumentswhichshouldbreakherresolution。A
woman’sdutytoherownsoul;herobligationtowardthemanshecouldmakeormarbyherlove;herself—respect;thenecessityofabreaksometime;theadvantageofhavingthecrisisoverwithnowratherthanlater;abeliefintheultimategoodeventoMrs。Bishopofthrowingthatladymoreonherownresources;andsoforthandsoondownalistofargumentsobviousenoughortrivialenough,butallinspiredbythesouloffervour,allennobledbythespiritoftruththatliesbackofthemajorpremisethatawomanshouldcleavetoaman,forsakingallothers。Ordesatbackinhischair,hiseyesvacant,hispenallbutfallingfromhishand。Hedidnotfinishthelettertohismother。Afterawhilehewentupstairstohisownroom。
Thefeveroftheargumentcoursedthroughhisveinsallthatlongnight。Overandoveragainherehearseditinwearisomerepetitionuntilithadassumedacertainandalmostinvariableform。Andwhenhehadreachedtheendofhispleadinghebeganitoveragain,untilthedaylightfoundhimwearyandfevered。Hearoseanddressedhimself。Hecouldeatnobreakfast。ByatremendouseffortofthewillherestrainedhimselffromgoingovertoNinthStreetuntilthemiddleofthemorning。
Heenteredthedrawing—roomtofindherseatedatthepiano。Hisheartbounded,andforaninstanthestoodstill,summoninghisforcestothestruggleforwhichhehadsopainfullygatheredhisammunition。Shedidnotlookupasheapproacheduntilhestoodalmostathershoulder。Thensheturnedtohimandheldoutbothherhands。
\"Itisnouse,Jack,\"shesaid。\"Icareforyoutoomuch。Iwillmarryyouwheneveryousay。\"
XIX
Ordeleftthateveningearly。ThiswasatCarroll’srequest。Shepreferredherselftoinformherfamilyofthenews。
\"Idon’tknowyethowmotherisgoingtogetalong,\"saidshe。
\"Comebackto—morrowafternoonandseethemall。\"
ThenextmorningOrde,havingatlastfinishedanddespatchedthelettertohismother,drifteduptheavenueandintotheclub。AshepassedthesmokingroomhecaughtsightofGeraldseatedinanarmchairbythewindow。Heenteredtheroomandtookaseatoppositetheyoungfellow。
Geraldheldouthishandsilently,whichtheothertook。
\"I’mgladtohearit,\"saidGeraldatlast。\"Veryglad。ItoldyouIwasonyourside。\"Hehesitated,thenwentongravely:\"PoorCarrollishavingahardtime,though。Ithinkit’sworsethansheexpected。It’snoworsethanIexpected。Youaretobeoneofthefamily,soIamgoingtogiveyouapieceofadvice。It’ssomething,naturally,Iwouldn’tspeakofotherwise。ButCarrollismyonlysister,andIwanthertobehappy。Ithinkyouarethemantomakeherso,butIwantyoutoavoidonemistake。Fightitoutrightnow,andnevergivebackthegroundyouwin。\"
\"Ifeelthat,\"repliedOrdequietly。
\"Mothermadefatherresignfromthearmy;andwhilehe’sadearoldboy,he’sneverdoneanythingsince。Sheholdsme——althoughIseethroughher——possiblybecauseI’mweakorindifferent,possiblybecauseIhaveasillyideaIcanmakeabadsituationbetterbyhangingaround。SheisrapidlyturningKendrickintoasullenlittleprig,becausehebelievesimplicitlyallthegrievancesagainsttheworldandtheindividualshepoursouttohim。Yousee,Ihavenoillusionsconcerningmyfamily。OnlyCarrollhasheldtoherfreedomofsoul,becausethat’sthejoyous,free,sweetnatureofher,blessher!Forthefirsttimeshe’spittedherwillagainstmother’s,andit’sabadclash。\"
\"Yourmotherobjected?\"askedOrde。
Geraldlaughedalittlebitterly。\"Itwasverybad,\"saidhe。
\"You’vegrownhorns,hoofs,andatailovernight。There’snothingtoocriminaltohaveescapedyournotice。Ihavebeenforbiddentoconsortwithyou。Sohasthegeneral。Thebattleoflastnighthadtodowithyourcomingtothehouseatall。AsitisnotCarroll’shouse,naturallyshehasnorighttoinsist。\"
\"Ishallnotbepermittedtoseeher?\"criedOrde。
\"Ididnotsaythat。Carrollannouncedthenquiteopenlythatshewouldseeyououtside。Ifancythatwasthecruxofthematter。
Don’tyousee?Thewholeaffairshiftedground。Carrollhasoffereddirectdisobedience。Oh,she’sabullylittlefighter!\"hefinishedinadmiringaccents。\"Youcan’tquiterealisewhatshe’sdoingforyoursake;she’snotonlyfightingmother,butherownheart。\"
Ordefoundanoteatthehotel,askinghimtobeinWashingtonSquareathalf—pasttwo。
Carrollmethimwithabrightsmile。
\"Thingsaren’tquiterightathome,\"shesaid。\"Itisagreatshocktopoormotheratfirst,andshefeelsverystrongly。Oh,itisn’tyou,dear;it’sthenotionthatIcancareforanybodybuther。Yousee,she’sbeenusedtotheotherideasolongthatIsupposeitseemedapartoftheuniversetoher。She’llgetusedtoitafteralittle,butittakestime。\"
Ordeexaminedherfaceanxiously。Twobrightredspotsburnedonhercheeks;hereyesflashedwithanervousanimation,andafaintshadehadsketcheditselfbeneaththem。
\"Youhadahardtime,\"hemurmured,\"youpoordear!\"
Shesmiledupathim。
\"Wehavetopayforthegoodthingsinlife,don’twe,dear?Andtheyareworthit。Thingswillcomerightafteralittle。Wemustnotbetooimpatient。Now,let’senjoytheday。Theparkisn’tsobad,isit?\"
Atfiveo’clockOrdetookherbacktoherdoorstep,wherehelefther。
Thiswentonforseveraldays。
AttheendofthattimeOrdecouldnotconcealfromhimselfthatthestrainwasbeginningtotell。Carroll’sworriedexpressiongrewfromdaytoday,whiletheanimationthatcharacterisedhermannerwhenfreedfromtherestraintbecamemoreandmoreforced。Shewasasthoughdominatedbysomeinnertensity,whichshedarednotrelaxevenforamoment。ToOrde’squestioningssherepliedasevasivelyasshecould,assuringhimalwaysthatmattersweregoingaswellasshehadexpected;thatmotherwasverydifficult;thatOrdemusthavepatience,forthingswouldsurelycomeallright。Shebeggedhimtoremainquiescentuntilshegavehimtheword;andsheimploreditsoearnestlythatOrde,thoughhechafed,wasforcedtoawaittheturnofevents。Everyafternoonshemethim,fromtwotofive。Thesituationgavelittleopportunityforlovers’
demonstrations。Sheseemedentirelyabsorbedbytheinnerstressofthestruggleshewasgoingthrough,sothathardlydidsheseemabletofollowcoherentlyevenplansforthefuture。Sheappeared,however,togainamysteriousrefreshmentfromOrde’smereproximity;sograduallyhe,withthatstreakofalmostfeminineintuitionwhichistheespecialgifttolovers,cametothepointofsittingquitesilentwithher,claspingherhandoutofsightofthechancepasser—by。Whenthetimecametoreturn,theyaroseandwalkedbacktoNinthStreet,stillinsilence。Atthedoortheysaidgood—bye。Hekissedherquitesoberly。
\"IwishIcouldhelp,sweetheart,\"saidhe。
Sheshookherheadathim。
\"Youdohelp,\"shereplied。
FromGeraldattheclub,Ordesoughtmoreintimatenewsofwhatwasgoingon。Forseveraldays,however,theyoungmanabsentedhimselffromhisusualhaunts。ItwasonlyattheendoftheweekthatOrdesucceededinfindinghim。
\"No,\"Geraldansweredhisgreeting,\"Ihaven’tbeenaroundmuch。
I’vebeenstickingprettyclosehome。\"
Littlebylittle,Orde’seagerquestionsdrewoutthetruthofthesituation。Mrs。Bishophadshutherselfupinablindandincredibleobstinacy,whenceshesalliedwithfloodsofcomplaints,tears,accusations,despairs,reproaches,vows,hysterics——allthebatteryofthewomanmisunderstood,butinwhichsherefusedtolistentoaconsecutiveconversation。IfCarrollundertooktosayanything,thethirdwordwouldstarthermotheroffintooneofherlongandhystericaltirades。Itwasverywearing,andthereseemedtobenothinggainedfromdaytoday。Herchildhaddisobeyedher。
Andasaclimax,shehadassumedtheimpregnablepositionofacompleteprostration,whereinshedemandedtheminutecareofaninvalidinthecrisisofadisorder。Shecouldbearnofaintestrayofillumination,nolightestfootfall。Inahushedtwilightshelay,hereyesswathed,moaningfeeblythatherearlydissolutionatthehandsofingratitudewasimminent。Thussheestablishedadeadlockwhichwaslikelytocontinueindefinitely。ThemerementionofthesubjectnearestCarroll’sheartbroughtthefeeblecomplaint:
\"Doyouwanttokillme?\"
TheonlyscrapofvictorytobesnatchedfromthisstrickenfieldwasthefactthatCarrollinsistedongoingtomeetherlovereveryafternoon。Theinvaliddemandedeverymomentofhertime,eitherforpersonalattendanceorinfulfilmentofnumerousandexactingchurchduties。Anattempt,however,toencroachthusontheafternoonhoursmetastonewallofresolutiononCarroll’spart。
ThiswasthesituationOrdegatheredfromhistalkwithGerald。
Thoughhefrettedunderthetyrannyexacted,hecouldseenothingwhichcouldrelievethesituationsavehisownwithdrawal。Hehadalreadylongover—stayedhisvisit;importantaffairsconnectedwithhisworkdemandedhisattention,hehadthecomfortofCarroll’sloveassured;andthelapseoftimealonecouldbedependedontochangeMrs。Bishop’sattitude,aconsummationonwhichCarrollseemedset。AlthoughOrdefeltallthelivelydissatisfactionnaturaltoanewlyacceptedloverwhohadgainedslightopportunityforfavours,forconfidences,evenforthemakingofplans,neverthelesshecouldseeforthepresentnothingelsetodo。
ThemorningafterhehadreachedthisconclusionheagainmetGeraldatthegymnasium。Thatyoungman,whileasimperturbableandlanguidinmovementasever,concealedanexcitement。Heexplainednothinguntilthetwo,afterashowerandrub—down,wereclothingthemselvesleisurelyintheemptycouch—room。
\"Orde,\"saidGeraldsuddenly,\"I’mworriedaboutCarroll。\"
OrdestraightenedhisbackandlookedsteadilyatGerald,butsaidnothing。
\"Motherhascommencedbotheringheragain。Itwasn’tsobadaslongasshestucktodaytime,butnowshe’stakentoprowlinginadozentimesanight。Iheartheirvoicesforanhourorsoatatime。
I’mafraidit’sbeginningtowearonCarrollmorethanyourealise。\"
\"Thankyou,\"saidOrdebriefly。
ThatafternoonwithCarrollhetooktheaffairfirmlyinhand。
\"Thisthinghascometothepointwhereitmuststop,\"saidhe,\"andI’mgoingtostopit。IhavesomerightsinthematterofthehealthandcomfortofthegirlIlove。\"
\"Whatdoyouintendtodo?\"askedCarroll,frightened。
\"Ishallhaveitoutwithyourmother,\"repliedOrde。
\"Youmustn’tdothat,\"imploredCarroll。\"Itwoulddoabsolutelynogood,andwouldjustresultinaquarrelthatcouldneverbepatchedup。\"
\"Idon’tknowasIcareparticularly,\"saidOrde。
\"ButIdo。Think——sheismymother。\"
Ordestirreduneasilywithamentalreservationastoselfishness,butsaidnothing。
\"Andthinkwhatitmeanstoagirltobemarriedandgoawayfromhomefinallywithoutherparent’sconsent。It’sthemostbeautifulandsacredthinginherlife,andshewantsittobeperfect。It’sworthwaitingandfightingalittlefor。Afterall,wearebothyoung,andwehaveknowneachothersuchaveryshorttime。\"
Soshepleadedwithhim,bringingforwardalltheunanswerableargumentsbuiltbythelongaverageexperienceoftheworld——
argumentswhichOrdecouldnotrefute,butwhosefalsitytothesituationhefeltmostkeenly。HecouldnotspecifywithoutbetrayingGerald’sconfidence。Raginginwardly,heconsentedtoafurtherarmistice。
Athishotelhefoundatelegram。Hedidnotopenituntilhehadreachedhisownroom。Itwasfromhome,urginghisimmediatereturnfortheacceptanceofsomecontractedwork。
\"Tohellwiththecontractedwork!\"hemutteredsavagely,andcallingabell—boy,sentananswerverymuchtothateffect。Thenheplungedhishandsintohispockets,stretchedouthislegs,andfellintoadeepandgloomymeditation。
Hewasinterruptedbyaknockonthedoor。
\"Comein!\"hecalled,withoutturninghishead。
Heheardthedooropenandshut。Afteramomenthelookedaround。
KendrickBishopstoodwatchinghim。
Ordelitthegas。
\"Hello,Kendrick!\"saidhe。\"Sitdown。\"Theboymadenoreply。
Ordelookedathimcuriously,andsawthathewassufferingfromanintenseexcitement。Hisframetrembledconvulsively,hislipswerewhite,hisfacewentredandpalebyturns。Evidentlyhehadsomethingtosay,butcouldnotyettrusthisvoice。Ordesatdownandwaited。
\"You’vegottoletmymotheralone,\"hemanagedtosayfinally。
\"Ihavedonenothingtoyourmother,Kendrick,\"saidOrdekindly。
\"You’vebroughthertothepointofdeath,\"assertedKeudrickviolently。\"You’rehoundinghertohergrave。You’returningthoseshelovesbestagainsther。\"