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  Iain’tgoingtoblameanybody,butIhain’tgotverymuchconfidenceinRogers。AndItoldhimsolastnight。\"

  \"Oh,don’ttalktomeaboutRogers!\"hiswifebrokein。

  \"There’ssomethingagooddealmoreimportantthanRogersintheworld,andmoreimportantthanyourbusiness。

  Itseemsasifyoucouldn’tthinkofanythingelse——thatandthenewhouse。DidyousupposeIwantedtoridesoastotalkRogerswithyou?\"shedemanded,yieldingtothenecessityawifefeelsofmakingherhusbandpayforhersuffering,evenifhehasnotinflictedit。

  \"Ideclare————\"

  \"Well,holdon,now!\"saidLapham。\"WhatDOyouwanttotalkabout?I’mlistening。\"

  Hiswifebegan,\"Why,it’sjustthis,SilasLapham!\"

  andthenshebrokeofftosay,\"Well,youmaywait,now——startingmewrong,whenit’shardenoughanyway。\"

  Laphamsilentlyturnedhiswhipoverandoverinhishandandwaited。

  \"Didyousuppose,\"sheaskedatlast,\"thatthatyoungCoreyhadbeencomingtoseeIrene?\"

  \"Idon’tknowwhatIsupposed,\"repliedLaphamsullenly。

  \"Youalwayssaidso。\"Helookedsharplyatherunderhisloweringbrows。

  \"Well,hehasn’t,\"saidMrs。Lapham;andsherepliedtothefrownthatblackenedonherhusband’sface。

  \"AndIcantellyouwhat,ifyoutakeitinthatwayI

  shan’tspeakanotherword。\"

  \"Who’stakin’itwhatway?\"retortedLaphamsavagely。

  \"Whatareyoudrivin’at?\"

  \"Iwantyoushouldpromisethatyou’llhearmeoutquietly。\"

  \"I’llhearyououtifyou’llgivemeachance。Ihaven’tsaidawordyet。\"

  \"Well,I’mnotgoingtohaveyouflyingintofortyfuries,andlookinglikeaperfectthunder—cloudattheverystart。

  I’vehadtobearit,andyou’vegottobearittoo。\"

  \"Well,letmehaveachanceatit,then。\"

  \"It’snothingtoblameanybodyabout,asIcansee,andtheonlyquestionis,what’sthebestthingtodoaboutit。There’sonlyonethingwecando;forifhedon’tcareforthechild,nobodywantstomakehim。

  Ifhehasn’tbeencomingtoseeher,hehasn’t,andthat’sallthereistoit。\"

  \"No,itain’t!\"exclaimedLapham。

  \"There!\"protestedhiswife。

  \"Ifhehasn’tbeencomingtoseeher,whatHAShebeencomingfor?\"

  \"He’sbeencomingtoseePen!\"criedthewife。\"NOW

  areyousatisfied?\"Hertoneimpliedthathehadbroughtitalluponthem;butatthesightoftheswiftpassionsworkinginhisfacetoaperfectcomprehensionofthewholetrouble,shefelltotrembling,andherbrokenvoicelostallthespuriousindignationshehadputintoit。

  \"OSilas!whatarewegoingtodoaboutit?I’mafraidit’llkillIrene。\"

  Laphampulledofftheloosedriving—glovefromhisrighthandwiththefingersofhisleft,inwhichthereinslay。

  Hepasseditoverhisforehead,andthenflickedfromitthemoistureithadgatheredthere。Hecaughthisbreathonceortwice,likeamanwhomeditatesastrugglewithsuperiorforceandthenremainspassiveinitsgrasp。

  Hiswifefelttheneedofcomfortinghim,asshehadfelttheneedofafflictinghim。\"Idon’tsaybutwhatitcanbemadetocomeoutallrightintheend。AllIsayis,Idon’tseemywayclearyet。\"

  \"WhatmakesyouthinkhelikesPen?\"heaskedquietly。

  \"Hetoldhersolastnight,andshetoldmethismorning。

  Washeattheofficeto—day?\"

  \"Yes,hewasthere。Ihaven’tbeentheremuchmyself。

  Hedidn’tsayanythingtome。DoesIreneknow?\"

  \"No;Ilefthergettingreadytogooutshopping。

  ShewantstogetapinliketheoneNannyCoreyhadon。\"

  \"OmyLord!\"groanedLapham。

  \"It’sbeenPenfromthestart,Iguess,oralmostfromthestart。Idon’tsaybutwhathewasattractedsomebyIreneattheveryfirst;butIguessit’sbeenPeneversincehesawher;andwe’vetakenupwithanotion,andblindedourselveswithit。TimeandagainI’vehadmydoubtswhetherhecaredforIreneany;butIdeclaretogoodness,whenhekeptcoming,IneverhardlythoughtofPen,andIcouldn’thelpbelievingatlastheDIDcareforIrene。DiditeverstrikeyouhemightbeafterPen?\"

  \"No。Itookwhatyousaid。Isupposedyouknew。\"

  \"Doyoublameme,Silas?\"sheaskedtimidly。

  \"No。What’stheuseofblaming?Wedon’teitherofuswantanythingbutthechildren’sgood。What’sitallofitfor,ifitain’tforthat?That’swhatwe’vebothslavedforallourlives。\"

  \"Yes,Iknow。PlentyofpeopleLOSEtheirchildren,\"

  shesuggested。

  \"Yes,butthatdon’tcomfortmeany。Ineverwasonetofeelgoodbecauseanothermanfeltbad。Howwouldyouhavelikeditifsomeonehadtakencomfortbecausehisboylivedwhenoursdied?No,Ican’tdoit。Andthisisworsethandeath,someways。Thatcomesanditgoes;butthislooksasifitwasoneofthosethingsthathadcometostay。

  ThewayIlookatit,thereain’tanyhopeforanybody。

  Supposewedon’twantPentohavehim;willthathelpIreneany,ifhedon’twanther?Supposewedon’twanttolethimhaveeither;doesthathelpeither!\"

  \"Youtalk,\"exclaimedMrs。Lapham,\"asifoursaywasgoingtosettleit。DoyousupposethatPenelopeLaphamisagirltotakeupwithafellowthathersisterisinlovewith,andthatshealwaysthoughtwasinlovewithhersister,andgooffandbehappywithhim?

  Don’tyoubelievebutwhatitwouldcomebacktoher,aslongasshebreathedthebreathoflife,howshe’dteasedherabouthim,asI’veheardPenteaseIrene,andhelpedtomakeherthinkhewasinlovewithher,byshowingthatshethoughtsoherself?It’sridiculous!\"

  Laphamseemedquitebeatendownbythisargument。

  Hishugeheadhungforwardoverhisbreast;thereinslaylooseinhismovelesshand;themaretookherownway。

  Atlastheliftedhisfaceandshuthisheavyjaws。

  \"Well?\"quaveredhiswife。

  \"Well,\"heanswered,\"ifhewantsher,andshewantshim,Idon’tseewhatthat’sgottodowithit。\"Helookedstraightforward,andnotathiswife。

  Shelaidherhandsonthereins。\"Now,youstoprighthere,SilasLapham!IfIthoughtthat——ifIreallybelievedyoucouldbewillingtobreakthatpoorchild’sheart,andletPendisgraceherselfbymarryingamanthathadasgoodaskilledhersister,justbecauseyouwantedBromfieldCorey’ssonforason—in—law————\"

  Laphamturnedhisfacenow,andgaveheralook。

  \"YouhadbetterNOTbelievethat,Persis!Getup!\"

  hecalledtothemare,withoutglancingather,andshesprangforward。\"Iseeyou’vegotpastbeinganyusetoyourselfonthissubject。\"

  \"Hello!\"shoutedavoiceinfrontofhim。\"Wherethedevilyougoin’to?\"

  \"DoyouwanttoKILLsomebody!\"shriekedhiswife。

  Therewasalightcrash,andthemarerecoiledherlength,andseparatedtheirwheelsfromthoseoftheopenbuggyinfrontwhichLaphamhaddriveninto。Hemadehisexcusestotheoccupant;andtheaccidentrelievedthetensionoftheirfeelings,andleftthemfarfromthepointofmutualinjurywhichtheyhadreachedintheircommontroubleandtheirunselfishwillfortheirchildren’sgood。

  ItwasLaphamwhoresumedthetalk。\"I’mafraidwecan’teitherofusseethisthingintherightlight。

  We’retooneartoit。IwishtotheLordtherewassomebodytotalktoaboutit。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidhiswife;\"butthereain’tanybody。\"

  \"Well,Idunno,\"suggestedLapham,afteramoment;

  \"whynottalktotheministerofyourchurch?Maybehecouldseesomewayoutofit。\"

  Mrs。Laphamshookherheadhopelessly。\"Itwouldn’tdo。

  I’venevertakenupmyconnectionwiththechurch,andI

  don’tfeelasifI’dgotanyclaimonhim。\"

  \"Ifhe’sanythingofaman,oranythingofapreacher,youHAVEgotaclaimonhim,\"urgedLapham;andhespoiledhisargumentbyadding,\"I’vecontributedenoughMONEY

  tohischurch。\"

  \"Oh,that’snothing,\"saidMrs。Lapham。\"Iain’twellenoughacquaintedwithDr。Langworthy,orelseI’mTOOwell。No;ifIwastoaskanyone,Ishouldwanttoaskatotalstranger。Butwhat’stheuse,Si?Nobodycouldmakeusseeitanydifferentfromwhatitis,andIdon’tknowasIshouldwanttheyshould。\"

  Itblottedoutthetenderbeautyoftheday,andweigheddowntheirheartsevermoreheavilywithinthem。

  Theyceasedtotalkofitahundredtimes,andstillcamebacktoit。Theydroveonandon。Itbegantobelate。

  \"Iguesswebettergoback,Si,\"saidhiswife;

  andasheturnedwithoutspeaking,shepulledherveildownandbegantocrysoftlybehindit,withlowlittlebrokensobs。

  Laphamstartedthemareupanddroveswiftlyhomeward。

  Atlasthiswifestoppedcryingandbegantryingtofindherpocket。\"Here,takemine,Persis,\"hesaidkindly,offeringherhishandkerchief,andshetookitanddriedhereyeswithit。\"Therewasoneofthosefellowstheretheothernight,\"hespokeagain,whenhiswifeleanedbackagainstthecushionsinpeacefuldespair,\"thatI

  likedthelooksofaboutaswellasanymanIeversaw。

  Iguesshewasaprettygoodman。ItwasthatMr。Sewell。\"

  Helookedathiswife,butshedidnotsayanything。

  \"Persis,\"heresumed,\"Ican’tbeartogobackwithnothingsettledinourminds。Ican’tbeartoletyou。\"

  \"Wemust,Si,\"returnedhiswife,withgentlegratitude。

  Laphamgroaned。\"Wheredoeshelive?\"sheasked。

  \"OnBolingbrokeStreet。Hegavemehisnumber。\"

  \"Well,itwouldn’tdoanygood。Whatcouldhesaytous?\"

  \"Oh,Idon’tknowashecouldsayanything,\"saidLaphamhopelessly;

  andneitherofthemsaidanythingmoretilltheycrossedtheMilldamandfoundthemselvesbetweentherowsofcityhouses。\"

  \"Don’tdrivepastthenewhouse,Si,\"pleadedhiswife。

  \"Icouldn’tbeartoseeit。Drive——driveupBolingbrokeStreet。

  WemightaswellseewhereheDOESlive。\"

  \"Well,\"saidLapham。Hedrovealongslowly。

  \"That’stheplace,\"hesaidfinally,stoppingthemareandpointingwithhiswhip。

  \"Itwouldn’tdoanygood,\"saidhiswife,inatonewhichheunderstoodaswellasheunderstoodherwords。

  Heturnedthemareuptothecurbstone。

  \"Youtakethereinsaminute,\"hesaid,handingthemtohiswife。

  Hegotdownandrangthebell,andwaitedtillthedooropened;

  thenhecamebackandliftedhiswifeout。\"He’sin,\"

  hesaid。

  Hegotthehitching—weightfromunderthebuggy—seatandmadeitfasttothemare’sbit。

  \"Doyouthinkshe’llstandwiththat?\"askedMrs。Lapham。

  \"Iguessso。Ifshedon’t,nomatter。\"

  \"Ain’tyouafraidshe’lltakecold,\"shepersisted,tryingtomakedelay。

  \"Lether!\"saidLapham。Hetookhiswife’stremblinghandunderhisarm,anddrewhertothedoor。

  \"He’llthinkwe’recrazy,\"shemurmuredinherbrokenpride。

  \"Well,weARE,\"saidLapham。\"Tellhimwe’dliketoseehimaloneawhile,\"hesaidtothegirlwhowasholdingthedoorajarforhim,andsheshowedhimintothereception—room,whichhadbeentheProtestantconfessionalformanyburdenedsoulsbeforetheirtime,coming,astheydid,withthebeliefthattheywereboweddownwiththeonlymiseryliketheirsintheuniverse;foreachoneofusmustsufferlongtohimselfbeforehecanlearnthatheisbutoneinagreatcommunityofwretchednesswhichhasbeenpitilesslyrepeatingitselffromthefoundationoftheworld。

  Theywereasloathtotouchtheirtroublewhentheministercameinasifitweretheirdisgrace;butLaphamdidsoatlast,and,withasimpledignitywhichhehadwantedinhisbunglingandapologeticapproaches,helaidtheaffairclearlybeforetheminister’scompassionateandreverenteye。

  HesparedCorey’sname,buthedidnotpretendthatitwasnothimselfandhiswifeandtheirdaughterswhowereconcerned。

  \"Idon’tknowasI’vegotanyrighttotroubleyouwiththisthing,\"hesaid,inthemomentwhileSewellsatponderingthecase,\"andIdon’tknowasI’vegotanywarrantfordoingit。But,asItoldmywifehere,therewassomethingaboutyou——Idon’tknowwhetheritwasanythingyouSAIDexactly——thatmademefeelasifyoucouldhelpus。IguessIdidn’tsaysomuchasthattoher;

  butthat’sthewayIfelt。Andhereweare。Andifitain’tallright\"

  \"Surely,\"saidSewell,\"it’sallright。Ithankyouforcoming——fortrustingyourtroubletome。Atimecomestoeveryoneofuswhenwecan’thelpourselves,andthenwemustgetotherstohelpus。Ifpeopleturntomeatsuchatime,IfeelsurethatIwasputintotheworldforsomething——ifnothingmorethantogivemypity,mysympathy。\"

  Thebrotherlywords,soplain,sosincere,hadawelcomeinthemthatthesepooroutcastsofsorrowcouldnotdoubt。

  \"Yes,\"saidLaphamhuskily,andhiswifebegantowipethetearsagainunderherveil。

  Sewellremainedsilent,andtheywaitedtillheshouldspeak。

  \"Wecanbeofusetooneanotherhere,becausewecanalwaysbewiserforsomeoneelsethanwecanforourselves。

  Wecanseeanother’ssinsanderrorsinamoremercifullight——andthatisalwaysafairerlight——thanwecanourown;

  andwecanlookmoresanelyatothers’afflictions。\"

  HehadaddressedthesewordstoLapham;nowheturnedtohiswife。\"Ifsomeonehadcometoyou,Mrs。Lapham,injustthisperplexity,whatwouldyouhavethought?\"

  \"Idon’tknowasIunderstandyou,\"falteredMrs。Lapham。

  Sewellrepeatedhiswords,andadded,\"Imean,whatdoyouthinksomeoneelseoughttodoinyourplace?\"

  \"Wasthereeveranypoorcreaturesinsuchastraitbefore?\"

  sheasked,withpatheticincredulity。

  \"There’snonewtroubleunderthesun,\"saidtheminister。

  \"Oh,ifitwasanyoneelse,Ishouldsay——Ishouldsay——Why,ofcourse!Ishouldsaythattheirdutywastolet————\"

  Shepaused。

  \"Onesufferinsteadofthree,ifnoneistoblame?\"

  suggestedSewell。\"That’ssense,andthat’sjustice。

  It’stheeconomyofpainwhichnaturallysuggestsitself,andwhichwouldinsistuponitself,ifwewerenotallpervertedbytraditionswhicharethefigmentoftheshallowestsentimentality。Tellme,Mrs。Lapham,didn’tthiscomeintoyourmindwhenyoufirstlearnedhowmattersstood?\"

  \"Why,yes,itflashedacrossme。ButIdidn’tthinkitcouldberight。\"

  \"Andhowwasitwithyou,Mr。Lapham?\"

  \"Why,that’swhatIthought,ofcourse。ButIdidn’tseemyway————\"

  \"No,\"criedtheminister,\"weareallblinded,weareallweakenedbyafalseidealofself—sacrifice。Itwrapsusroundwithitsmeshes,andwecan’tfightourwayoutofit。

  Mrs。Lapham,whatmadeyoufeelthatitmightbebetterforthreetosufferthanone?\"

  \"Why,shedidherself。Iknowshewoulddiesoonerthantakehimawayfromher。\"

  \"Isupposedso!\"criedtheministerbitterly。\"Andyetsheisasensiblegirl,yourdaughter?\"

  \"Shehasmorecommon—sense————\"

  \"Ofcourse!Butinsuchacasewesomehowthinkitmustbewrongtouseourcommon—sense。Idon’tknowwherethisfalseidealcomesfrom,unlessitcomesfromthenovelsthatbefoolanddebauchalmosteveryintelligenceinsomedegree。Itcertainlydoesn’tcomefromChristianity,whichinstantlyrepudiatesitwhenconfrontedwithit。

  Yourdaughterbelieves,inspiteofhercommon—sense,thatsheoughttomakeherselfandthemanwholovesherunhappy,inordertoassurethelife—longwretchednessofhersister,whomhedoesn’tlove,simplybecausehersistersawhimandfanciedhimfirst!AndI’msorrytosaythatninety—nineyoungpeopleoutofahundred——oh,ninehundredandninety—nineoutofathousand!——wouldconsiderthatnobleandbeautifulandheroic;whereasyouknowatthebottomofyourheartsthatitwouldbefoolishandcruelandrevolting。Youknowwhatmarriageis!Andwhatitmustbewithoutloveonbothsides。\"

  Theministerhadgrownquiteheatedandredintheface。

  \"Iloseallpatience!\"hewentonvehemently。\"Thispoorchildofyourshassomehowbeenbroughttobelievethatitwillkillhersisterifhersisterdoesnothavewhatdoesnotbelongtoher,andwhatitisnotinthepowerofalltheworld,oranysoulintheworld,togiveher。

  Hersisterwillsuffer——yes,keenly!——inheartandinpride;butshewillnotdie。Youwillsuffertoo,inyourtendernessforher;butyoumustdoyourduty。

  Youmusthelphertogiveup。Youwouldbeguiltyifyoudidless。Keepclearlyinmindthatyouaredoingright,andtheonlypossiblegood。AndGodbewithyou!\"

  XIX。

  HEtalkedsense,Persis,\"saidLaphamgently,ashemountedtohiswife’ssideinthebuggyanddroveslowlyhomewardthroughthedusk。

  \"Yes,hetalkedsense,\"sheadmitted。Butsheaddedbitterly,\"Iguess,ifhehadittoDO!Oh,he’sright,andit’sgottobedone。Thereain’tanyotherwayforit。

  It’ssense;and,yes,it’sjustice。\"Theywalkedtotheirdooraftertheyleftthehorseattheliverystablearoundthecorner,whereLaphamkeptit。\"IwantyoushouldsendIreneuptoourroomassoonaswegetin,Silas。\"

  \"Why,ain’tyougoingtohaveanysupperfirst?\"

  falteredLaphamwithhislatch—keyinthelock。

  \"No。Ican’tloseaminute。IfIdo,Ishan’tdoitatall。\"

  \"Lookhere,Persis,\"saidherhusbandtenderly,\"letmedothisthing。\"

  \"Oh,YOU!\"saidhiswife,withawoman’scompassionatescornforaman’shelplessnessinsuchacase。\"Sendherrightup。AndIshallfeel————\"Shestoppedtosparehim。

  Thensheopenedthedoor,andranuptoherroomwithoutwaitingtospeaktoIrene,whohadcomeintothehallatthesoundofherfather’skeyinthedoor。

  \"Iguessyourmotherwantstoseeyouupstairs,\"

  saidLapham,lookingaway。

  Hermotherturnedroundandfacedthegirl’swonderinglookasIreneenteredthechamber,socloseuponherthatshehadnotyethadtimetolayoffherbonnet;

  shestoodwithherwrapsstillonherarm。

  \"Irene!\"shesaidharshly,\"thereissomethingyouhavegottobear。It’samistakewe’veallmade。

  Hedon’tcareanythingforyou。Heneverdid。HetoldPensolastnight。Hecaresforher。\"

  Thesentenceshadfallenlikeblows。Butthegirlhadtakenthemwithoutflinching。Shestoodupimmovable,butthedelicaterose—lightofhercomplexionwentoutandlefthercolourless。Shedidnotoffertospeak。

  \"Whydon’tyousaysomething?\"criedhermother。

  \"Doyouwanttokillme,Irene?\"

  \"WhyshouldIwanttohurtyou,mamma?\"thegirlrepliedsteadily,butinanalienvoice。\"There’snothingtosay。

  IwanttoseePenaminute。\"

  Sheturnedandlefttheroom。Asshemountedthestairsthatledtoherownandhersister’sroomsonthefloorabove,hermotherhelplesslyfollowed。Irenewentfirsttoherownroomatthefrontofthehouse,andthencameoutleavingthedooropenandthegasflaringbehindher。

  Themothercouldseethatshehadtumbledmanythingsoutofthedrawersofherbureauuponthemarbletop。

  Shepassedhermother,whereshestoodintheentry。

  \"Youcancometoo,ifyouwantto,mamma,\"shesaid。

  SheopenedPenelope’sdoorwithoutknocking,andwentin。

  Penelopesatatthewindow,asinthemorning。

  Irenedidnotgotoher;butshewentandlaidagoldhair—pinonherbureau,andsaid,withoutlookingather,\"There’sapinthatIgotto—day,becauseitwaslikehissister’s。Itwon’tbecomeadarkpersonsowell,butyoucanhaveit。\"

  ShestuckascrapofpaperinthesideofPenelope’smirror。

  \"There’sthataccountofMr。Stanton’sranch。You’llwanttoreadit,Ipresume。\"

  Shelaidawitheredboutonniereonthebureaubesidethepin。

  \"There’shisbutton—holebouquet。Heleftitbyhisplate,andIstoleit。\"

  Shehadapine—shavingfantasticallytiedupwithaknotofribbon,inherhand。Shehelditamoment;then,lookingdeliberatelyatPenelope,shewentuptoher,anddroppeditinherlapwithoutaword。Sheturned,and,advancingafewsteps,totteredandseemedabouttofall。

  Hermothersprangforwardwithanimploringcry,\"O’Rene,’Rene,’Rene!\"

  Irenerecoveredherselfbeforehermothercouldreachher。

  \"Don’ttouchme,\"shesaidicily。\"Mamma,I’mgoingtoputonmythings。Iwantpapatowalkwithme。

  I’mchokinghere。\"

  \"I——Ican’tletyougoout,Irene,child,\"beganhermother。

  \"You’vegotto,\"repliedthegirl。\"Tellpapatahurryhissupper。\"

  \"Opoorsoul!Hedoesn’twantanysupper。HEknowsittoo。\"

  \"Idon’twanttotalkaboutthat。Tellhimtogetready。\"

  Sheleftthemoncemore。

  Mrs。LaphamturnedahaplessglanceuponPenelope。

  \"Goandtellhim,mother,\"saidthegirl。\"Iwould,ifIcould。Ifshecanwalk,lether。It’stheonlythingforher。\"Shesatstill;shedidnotevenbrushtothefloorthefantasticthingthatlayinherlap,andthatsentupfaintlytheodourofthesachetpowderwithwhichIrenelikedtoperfumeherboxes。

  Laphamwentoutwiththeunhappychild,andbegantotalkwithher,crazily,incoherently,enough。

  Shemercifullystoppedhim。\"Don’ttalk,papa。Idon’twantanyoneshouldtalkwithme。\"

  Heobeyed,andtheywalkedsilentlyonandon。IntheiraimlesscoursetheyreachedthenewhouseonthewatersideofBeacon,andshemadehimstop,andstoodlookingupatit。Thescaffoldingwhichhadsolongdefacedthefrontwasgone,andinthelightofthegas—lampbeforeitallthearchitecturalbeautyofthefacadewassuggested,andmuchofthefinelyfeltdetailwasrevealed。Seymourhadprettynearlysatisfiedhimselfinthatrichfacade;

  certainlyLaphamhadnotstintedhimofthemeans。

  \"Well,\"saidthegirl,\"Ishallneverliveinit,\"

  andshebegantowalkon。

  Lapham’ssoreheartwentdown,ashelumberedheavilyafterher。\"Ohyes,youwill,Irene。You’llhavelotsofgoodtimesthereyet。\"

  \"No,\"sheanswered,andsaidnothingmoreaboutit。

  Theyhadnottalkedoftheirtroubleatall,andtheydidnotspeakofitnow。Laphamunderstoodthatshewastryingtowalkherselfweary,andhewasgladtoholdhispeaceandletherhaveherway。Shehaltedhimoncemorebeforetheredandyellowlightsofanapothecary’swindow。

  \"Isn’ttheresomethingtheygiveyoutomakeyousleep?\"

  sheaskedvaguely。\"I’vegottosleepto—night!\"

  Laphamtrembled。\"Iguessyoudon’twantanything,Irene。\"

  \"Yes,Ido!Getmesomething!\"sheretortedwilfully。

  \"Ifyoudon’t,Ishalldie。IMUSTsleep。\"

  Theywentin,andLaphamaskedforsomethingtomakeanervouspersonsleep。Irenestoodporingovertheshow—casefullofbrushesandtrinkets,whiletheapothecaryputupthebromide,whichheguessedwouldbeaboutthebestthing。

  Shedidnotshowanyemotion;herfacewaslikeastone,whileherfather’sexpressedtheanguishofhissympathy。

  Helookedasifhehadnotsleptforaweek;hisfateyelidsdroopedoverhisglassyeyes,andhischeeksandthroathungflaccid。Hestartedastheapothecary’scatstolesmoothlyupandrubbeditselfagainsthisleg;

  anditwastohimthatthemansaid,\"Youwanttotakeatable—spoonfulofthat,aslongasyou’reawake。

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