第26章
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  Lingard,leaningback,claspedhishandsroundhisknees。Heseemednottobelisteningandd’Alcacer,pullingacigarettecaseoutofhispocket,lookedforalongtimeatthethreecigarettesitcontained。Itwasthelastoftheprovisionhehadonhimwhencaptured。D’Alcacerhadputhimselfonthestrictestallowance。Acigarettewasonlytobelightedonspecialoccasions;andnowtherewereonlythreeleftandtheyhadtobemadetolasttilltheendoflife。Theycalmed,theysoothed,theygaveanattitude。Andonlythreeleft!Onehadtobekeptforthemorning,tobelightedbeforegoingthroughthegateofdoom——thegateofBelarab’sstockade。Acigarettesoothed,itgaveanattitude。Wasthisthefittingoccasionforoneoftheremainingtwo?D’Alcacer,atrueLatin,wasnotafraidofalittleintrospection。Inthepausehedescendedintotheinnermostdepthsofhisbeing,thenglancedupatthenightsky。

  Sportsman,traveller,hehadoftenlookedupatthestarsbeforetoseehowtimewent。Itwasgoingveryslowly。Hetookoutacigarette,snapped—tothecase,bentdowntotheembers。Thenhesatupandblewoutathincloudofsmoke。Themanbyhissidelookedwithhisbowedheadandclaspedkneelikeamasculinerenderingofmournfulmeditation。Suchattitudesaremetwithsometimesonthesculpturesofancienttombs。D’Alcacerbegantospeak:

  \"Sheisarepresentativewomanandyetoneofthoseofwhomtherearebutveryfewatanytimeintheworld。Notthattheyareveryrarebutthatthereisbutlittleroomontop。Theyaretheiridescentgleamsonahardanddarksurface。Fortheworldishard,CaptainLingard,itishard,bothinwhatitwillrememberandinwhatitwillforget。Itisforsuchwomenthatpeopletoilonthegroundandundergroundandartistsofallsortsinvoketheirinspiration。\"

  Lingardseemednottohaveheardaword。Hischinrestedonhisbreast。D’Alcacerappraisedtheremaininglengthofhiscigaretteandwentoninanequabletonethroughwhichpiercedacertainsadness:

  \"No,therearenotmanyofthem。Andyettheyareall。Theydecorateourlifeforus。Theyarethegraciousfiguresonthedrabwallwhichliesonthissideofourcommongrave。Theyleadasortofritualdance,thatmostofushaveagreedtotakeseriously。Itisaverybindingagreementwithwhichsincerityandgoodfaithandhonourhavenothingtodo。Verybinding。Woetohimorherwhobreaksit。Directlytheyleavethepageanttheygetlost。\"

  Lingardturnedhisheadsharplyanddiscoveredd’Alcacerlookingathimwithprofoundattention。

  \"Theygetlostinamaze,\"continuedd’Alcacer,quietly。\"Theywanderinitlamentingoverthemselves。IwouldshudderatthatfateforanythingIloved。Doyouknow,CaptainLingard,howpeoplelostinamazeend?\"hewentonholdingLingardbyasteadfaststare。\"No?……Iwilltellyouthen。Theyendbyhatingtheirveryselves,andtheydieindisillusionanddespair。\"

  Asifafraidoftheforceofhiswordsd’AlcacerlaidasoothinghandlightlyonLingard’sshoulder。ButLingardcontinuedtolookintotheembersathisfeetandremainedinsensibletothefriendlytouch。Yetd’Alcacercouldnotimaginethathehadnotbeenheard。Hefoldedhisarmsonhisbreast。

  \"Idon’tknowwhyIhavebeentellingyouallthis,\"hesaid,apologetically。\"IhopeIhavenotbeenintrudingonyourthoughts。\"

  \"Icanthinkofnothing,\"Lingarddeclared,unexpectedly。\"Ionlyknowthatyourvoicewasfriendly;andfortherest——\"

  \"Onemustgetthroughanightlikethissomehow,\"saidd’Alcacer。

  \"Theverystarsseemtolagontheirway。It’sacommonbeliefthatadrowningmanisirresistiblycompelledtoreviewhispastexperience。JustnowIfeelquiteoutofmydepth,andwhateverI

  havesaidhascomefrommyexperience。Iamsureyouwillforgiveme。Allthatitamountstoisthis:thatitisnaturalforustocryforthemoonbutitwouldbeveryfataltohaveourcriesheard。Forwhatcouldanyoneofusdowiththemoonifitweregiventohim?Iamspeakingnowofus——commonmortals。\"

  Itwasnotimmediatelyafterd’AlcacerhadceasedspeakingbutonlyafteramomentthatLingardunclaspedhisfingers,gotup,andwalkedaway。D’Alcacerfollowedwithaglanceofquietinterestthebig,shadowyformtillitvanishedinthedirectionofanenormousforesttreeleftinthemiddleofthestockade。

  ThedeepestshadeofthenightwasspreadoverthegroundofBelarab’sfortifiedcourtyard。Theveryembersofthefireshadturnedblack,showingonlyhereandthereamerespark;andtheformsofthepronesleeperscouldhardlybedistinguishedfromthehardgroundonwhichtheyrested,withtheirarmslyingbesidethemonthemats。PresentlyMrs。Traversappearedquiteclosetod’Alcacer,whoroseinstantly。

  \"Martinisasleep,\"saidMrs。Traversinatonethatseemedtohaveborrowedsomethingofthemysteryandquietnessofthenight。

  \"Alltheworld’sasleep,\"observedd’Alcacer,solowthatMrs。

  Traversbarelycaughtthewords,\"Exceptyouandme,andoneotherwhohasleftmetowanderaboutinthenight。\"

  \"Washewithyou?Wherehashegone?\"

  \"Whereit’sdarkestIshouldthink,\"answeredd’Alcacer,secretly。\"It’snousegoingtolookforhim;butifyoukeepperfectlystillandholdyourbreathyoumaypresentlyhearhisfootsteps。\"

  \"Whatdidhetellyou?\"breathedoutMrs。Travers。

  \"Ididn’taskhimanything。Ionlyknowthatsomethinghashappenedwhichhasrobbedhimofhispowerofthinking……

  Hadn’tIbettergotothehut?DonMartinoughttohavesomeonewithhimwhenhewakesup。\"Mrs。Traversremainedperfectlystillandevennowandthenheldherbreathwithavaguefearofhearingthosefootstepswanderinginthedark。D’Alcacerhaddisappeared。AgainMrs。Traversheldherbreath。No。Nothing。Notasound。Onlythenighttohereyesseemedtohavegrowndarker。

  Wasthatafootstep?\"WherecouldIhidemyself?\"shethought。

  Butshedidn’tmove。

  Afterleavingd’Alcacer,Lingardthreadinghiswaybetweenthefiresfoundhimselfunderthebigtree,thesametreeagainstwhichDamanhadbeenleaningonthedayofthegreattalkwhenthewhiteprisonershadbeensurrenderedtoLingard’skeepingondefiniteconditions。LingardpassedthroughthedeepobscuritymadebytheoutspreadboughsoftheonlywitnessleftthereofapastthatforendlessageshadseennomankindonthisshoredefendedbytheShallows,aroundthislagoonovershadowedbythejungle。Inthecalmnighttheoldgiant,withoutshuddersormurmursinitsenormouslimbs,sawtherestlessmandriftthroughtheblackshadeintothestarlight。

  Inthatdistantpartofthecourtyardtherewereonlyafewsentrieswho,themselvesinvisible,sawLingard’swhitefigurepacetoandfroendlessly。Theyknewwellwhothatwas。Itwasthegreatwhiteman。Averygreatman。Averyrichman。A

  possessoroffire—arms,whocoulddispensevaluablegiftsanddealdeadlyblows,thefriendoftheirRuler,theenemyofhisenemies,knowntothemforyearsandalwaysmysterious。Attheirposts,flattenedagainstthestakesnearconvenientloopholes,theycastbackwardglancesandexchangedfaintwhispersfromtimetotime。

  Lingardmighthavethoughthimselfalone。Hehadlosttouchwiththeworld。Whathehadsaidtod’Alcacerwasperfectlytrue。Hehadnothought。Hewasinthestateofamanwho,havingcasthiseyesthroughtheopengatesofParadise,isrenderedinsensiblebythatmoment’svisiontoalltheformsandmattersoftheearth;andintheextremityofhisemotionceaseseventolookuponhimselfbutasthesubjectofasublimeexperiencewhichexaltsorunfits,sanctifiesordamns——hedidn’tknowwhich。

  Everyshadowythought,everypassingsensationwaslikeabaseintrusiononthatsupremememory。Hecouldn’tbearit。

  WhenhehadtriedtoresumehisconversationwithBelarabafterMrs。Travers’arrivalhehaddiscoveredhimselfunabletogoon。

  Hehadjustenoughself—controltobreakofftheinterviewinmeasuredterms。Hepointedoutthelatenessofthehour,amostastonishingexcusetopeopletowhomtimeisnothingandwhoselifeandactivitiesarenotruledbytheclock。IndeedLingardhardlyknewwhathewassayingordoingwhenhewentoutagainleavingeverybodydumbwithastonishmentatthechangeinhisaspectandinhisbehaviour。AsuspicioussilencereignedforalongtimeinBelarab’sgreataudienceroomtilltheChiefdismissedeverybodybytwoquietwordsandaslightgesture。

  Withherchininherhandintheposeofasybiltryingtoreadthefutureintheglowofdyingembers,Mrs。Travers,withoutholdingherbreath,heardquiteclosetoherthefootstepswhichshehadbeenlisteningforwithmingledalarm,remorse,andhope。

  Shedidn’tchangeherattitude。Thedeepredglowlightedherupdimly,herface,thewhitehandhangingbyherside,herfeetintheirsandals。Thedisturbingfootstepsstoppedclosetoher。

  \"Wherehaveyoubeenallthistime?\"sheasked,withoutlookinground。

  \"Idon’tknow,\"answeredLingard。Hewasspeakingtheexacttruth。Hedidn’tknow。Eversincehehadreleasedthatwomanfromhisarmseverythingbutthevaguestnotionshaddepartedfromhim。Events,necessities,things——hehadlosthisgriponthemall。Andhedidn’tcare。Theywerefutileandimpotent;hehadnopatiencewiththem。TheoffendedandastonishedBelarab,d’Alcacerwithhiskindlytouchandfriendlyvoice,thesleepingmen,themenawake,theSettlementfullofunrestfullifeandtherestlessShallowsofthecoast,wereremovedfromhimintoanimmensityofpityingcontempt。Perhapstheyexisted。Perhapsallthiswaitedforhim。Well,letallthiswait;leteverythingwait,tillto—morrowortotheendoftime,whichcouldnowcomeatanymomentforallhecared——butcertainlytillto—morrow。

  \"Ionlyknow,\"hewentonwithanemphasisthatmadeMrs。Traversraiseherhead,\"thatwhereverIgoIshallcarryyouwithme——againstmybreast。\"

  Mrs。Travers’fineearcaughtthemingledtonesofsuppressedexultationanddawningfear,theardourandthefalteringofthosewords。Shewasfeelingstillthephysicaltruthattherootofthemsostronglythatshecouldn’thelpsayinginadreamywhisper:

  \"Didyoumeantocrushthelifeoutofme?\"

  Heansweredinthesametone:

  \"Icouldnothavedoneit。Youaretoostrong。WasIrough?I

  didn’tmeantobe。IhavebeenoftentoldIdidn’tknowmyownstrength。YoudidnotseemabletogetthroughthatopeningandsoIcaughtholdofyou。Youcameawayinmyhandsquiteeasily。

  SuddenlyIthoughttomyself,’nowIwillmakesure。’\"

  Hepausedasifhisbreathhadfailedhim。Mrs。Traversdarednotmaketheslightestmovement。Stillintheposeofoneinquestofhiddentruthshemurmured,\"Makesure?\"

  \"Yes。AndnowIamsure。Youarehere——here!BeforeIcouldn’ttell。\"

  \"Oh,youcouldn’ttellbefore,\"shesaid。

  \"No。\"

  \"Soitwasrealitythatyouwereseeking。\"

  Herepeatedasifspeakingtohimself:\"AndnowIamsure。\"

  Hersandalledfoot,allrosyintheglow,feltthewarmthoftheembers。Thetepidnighthadenvelopedherbody;andstillundertheimpressionofhisstrengthshegaveherselfuptoamomentaryfeelingofquietudethatcameaboutherheartassoftasthenightairpenetratedbythefeebleclearnessofthestars。\"Thisisalimpidsoul,\"shethought。

  \"YouknowIalwaysbelievedinyou,\"hebeganagain。\"YouknowI

  did。Well。IneverbelievedinyousomuchasIdonow,asyousitthere,justasyouare,andwithhardlyenoughlighttomakeyououtby。\"

  Itoccurredtoherthatshehadneverheardavoiceshelikedsowell——exceptone。Butthathadbeenagreatactor’svoice;

  whereasthismanwasnothingintheworldbuthisveryownself。

  Hepersuaded,hemoved,hedisturbed,hesoothedbyhisinherenttruth。Hehadwantedtomakesureandhehadmadesureapparently;andtoowearytoresistthewaywardnessofherthoughtsMrs。Traversreflectedwithasortofamusementthatapparentlyhehadnotbeendisappointed。Shethought,\"Hebelievesinme。Whatamazingwords。OfallthepeoplethatmighthavebelievedinmeIhadtofindthisonehere。Hebelievesinmemorethaninhimself。\"Agustofsuddenremorsetoreheroutfromherquietness,madehercryouttohim:

  \"CaptainLingard,weforgethowwehavemet,weforgetwhatisgoingon。Wemustn’t。Iwon’tsaythatyouplacedyourbeliefwronglybutIhavetoconfesssomethingtoyou。ImusttellyouhowIcamehereto—night。Jorgenson……\"

  Heinterruptedherforciblybutwithoutraisinghisvoice。

  \"Jorgenson。Who’sJorgenson?Youcametomebecauseyoucouldn’thelpyourself。\"

  Thistookherbreathaway。\"ButImusttellyou。Thereissomethinginmycomingwhichisnotcleartome。\"

  \"YoucantellmenothingthatIdon’tknowalready,\"hesaidinapleadingtone。\"Saynothing。Sitstill。Timeenoughto—morrow。

  To—morrow!ThenightisdrawingtoanendandIcarefornothingintheworldbutyou。Letmebe。Givemetherestthatisinyou。\"

  Shehadneverheardsuchaccentsonhislipsandshefeltforhimagreatandtenderpity。Whynothumourthismoodinwhichhewantedtopreservethemomentsthatwouldnevercometohimagainonthisearth?Shehesitatedinsilence。Shesawhimstirinthedarknessasifhecouldnotmakeuphismindtositdownonthebench。Butsuddenlyhescatteredtheemberswithhisfootandsankonthegroundagainstherfeet,andshewasnotstartledintheleasttofeeltheweightofhisheadonherknee。Mrs。

  Traverswasnotstartledbutshefeltprofoundlymoved。Whyshouldshetormenthimwithallthosequestionsoffreedomandcaptivity,ofviolenceandintrigue,oflifeanddeath?Hewasnotinastatetobetoldanythinganditseemedtoherthatshedidnotwanttospeak,thatinthegreatnessofhercompassionshesimplycouldnotspeak。Allshecoulddoforhimwastorestherhandlightlyonhisheadandrespondsilentlytotheslightmovementshefelt,sighorsob,butamovementwhichsuddenlyimmobilizedherinananxiousemotion。

  AboutthesametimeontheothersideofthelagoonJorgenson,raisinghiseyes,notedthestarsandsaidtohimselfthatthenightwouldnotlastlongnow。Hewishedfordaylight。HehopedthatLingardhadalreadydonesomething。TheblazeinTengga’scompoundhadbeenre—lighted。Tom’spowerwasunbounded,practicallyunbounded。Andhewasinvulnerable。

  Jorgensonlethisoldeyeswanderamongstthegleamsandshadowsofthegreatsheetofwaterbetweenhimandthathostileshoreandfanciedhecoulddetectafloatingshadowhavingthecharacteristicshapeofamaninasmallcanoe。

  \"O!Ya!Man!\"hehailed。\"Whatdoyouwant?\"Othereyes,too,haddetectedthatshadow。LowmurmursaroseonthedeckoftheEmma。

  \"Ifyoudon’tspeakatonceIshallfire,\"shoutedJorgenson,fiercely。

  \"No,whiteman,\"returnedthefloatingshapeinasolemndrawl。

  \"Iamthebeareroffriendlywords。Achief’swords。IcomefromTengga。\"

  \"Therewasabulletthatcameonboardnotalongtimeago——alsofromTengga,\"saidJorgenson。

  \"Thatwasanaccident,\"protestedthevoicefromthelagoon。

  \"Whatelsecoulditbe?IstherewarbetweenyouandTengga?No,no,Owhiteman!AllTenggadesiresisalongtalk。Hehassentmetoaskyoutocomeashore。\"

  AtthesewordsJorgenson’sheartsankalittle。ThisinvitationmeantthatLingardhadmadenomove。WasTomasleeporaltogethermad?

  \"Thetalkwouldbeofpeace,\"declaredimpressivelytheshadowwhichhaddriftedmuchclosertothehulknow。

  \"Itisn’tformetotalkwithgreatchiefs,\"Jorgensonreturned,cautiously。

  \"ButTenggaisafriend,\"arguedthenocturnalmessenger。\"Andbythatfirethereareotherfriends——yourfriends,theRajahHassimandtheladyImmada,whosendyoutheirgreetingsandwhoexpecttheireyestorestonyoubeforesunrise。\"

  \"That’salie,\"remarkedJorgenson,perfunctorily,andfellintothought,whiletheshadowybearerofwordspreservedascandalizedsilence,though,ofcourse,hehadnotexpectedtobebelievedforamoment。Butonecouldnevertellwhatawhitemanwouldbelieve。HehadwantedtoproducetheimpressionthatHassimandImmadawerethehonouredguestsofTengga。ItoccurredtohimsuddenlythatperhapsJorgensondidn’tknowanythingofthecapture。Andhepersisted。

  \"Mywordsarealltrue,Tuan。TheRajahofWajoandhissisterarewithmymaster。IleftthemsittingbythefireonTengga’srighthand。Willyoucomeashoretobewelcomedamongstfriends?\"

  Jorgensonhadbeenreflectingprofoundly。HisobjectwastogainasmuchtimeaspossibleforLingard’sinterferencewhichindeedcouldnotfailtobeeffective。ButhehadnottheslightestwishtoentrusthimselftoTengga’sfriendliness。Notthathemindedtherisk;buthedidnotseetheuseoftakingit。

  \"No!\"hesaid,\"Ican’tgoashore。WewhitemenhavewaysofourownandIamchiefofthishulk。AndmychiefistheRajahLaut,awhitemanlikemyself。

  AllthewordsthatmatterareinhimandifTenggaissuchagreatchieflethimasktheRajahLautforatalk。Yes,that’stheproperthingforTenggatodoifheissuchagreatchiefashesays。\"

  \"TheRajahLauthasmadehischoice。HedwellswithBelarab,andwiththewhitepeoplewhoarehuddledtogetherliketrappeddeerinBelarab’sstockade。Whyshouldn’tyoumeantimegooverwhereeverythingislightedupandopenandtalkinfriendshipwithTengga’sfriends,whoseheartshavebeenmadesickbymanydoubts;RajahHassimandtheladyImmadaandDaman,thechiefofthemenofthesea,whodonotknownowwhomtheycantrustunlessitbeyou,Tuan,thekeeperofmuchwealth?\"

  Thediplomatistinthesmalldugoutpausedforamomenttogivespecialweighttothefinalargument:

  \"Whichyouhavenomeanstodefend。Weknowhowmanyarmedmentherearewithyou。\"

  \"Theyaregreatfighters,\"Jorgensonobserved,unconcernedly,spreadinghiselbowsontherailandlookingoveratthefloatingblackpatchofcharacteristicshapewhenceproceededthevoiceofthewilyenvoyofTengga。\"EachmanofthemisworthtenofsuchasyoucanfindintheSettlement。\"

  \"Yes,byAllah。Evenworthtwentyofthesecommonpeople。Indeed,youhaveenoughwithyoutomakeagreatfightbutnotenoughforvictory。\"

  \"Godalonegivesvictory,\"saidsuddenlythevoiceofJaffir,who,verystillatJorgenson’selbow,hadbeenlisteningtotheconversation。

  \"Verytrue,\"wastheanswerinanextremelyconventionaltone。

  \"Willyoucomeashore,Owhiteman;andbetheleaderofchiefs?\"

  \"Ihavebeenthatbefore,\"saidJorgenson,withgreatdignity,\"andnowallIwantispeace。ButIwon’tcomeashoreamongstpeoplewhosemindsaresomuchtroubled,tillRajahHassimandhissisterreturnonboardthisshipandtellmethetaleoftheirnewfriendshipwithTengga。\"

  Hisheartwassinkingwitheveryminute,theveryairwasgrowingheavierwiththesenseofoncomingdisaster,onthatnightthatwasneitherwarnorpeaceandwhoseonlyvoicewasthevoiceofTengga’senvoy,insinuatingintonethoughmenacinginwords。

  \"No,thatcannotbe,\"saidthatvoice。\"But,Tuan,verilyTenggahimselfisreadytocomeonboardheretotalkwithyou。Heisveryreadytocomeandindeed,Tuan,hemeanstocomeonboardherebeforeverylong。\"

  \"Yes,withfiftywar—canoesfilledwiththeferociousrabbleoftheShoreofRefuge,\"Jaffirwasheardcommenting,sarcastically,overtherail;andasinistermuttered\"Itmaybeso,\"ascendedalongsidefromtheblackwater。

  Jorgensonkeptsilentasifwaitingforasupremeinspirationandsuddenlyhespokeinhisother—worldvoice:\"TellTenggafrommethataslongashebringswithhimRajahHassimandtheRajah’ssister,heandhischiefmenwillbewelcomeondeckhere,nomatterhowmanyboatscomealongwiththem。ForthatIdonotcare。Youmaygonow。\"

  Aprofoundsilencesucceeded。Itwasclearthattheenvoywasgone,keepingintheshadowoftheshore。JorgensonturnedtoJaffir。

  \"Deathamongstfriendsisbutafestival,\"hequoted,mumblinginhismoustache。

  \"Itis,byAllah,\"assentedJaffirwithsombrefervour。

  VI

  Thirty—sixhourslaterCarter,alonewithLingardinthecabinofthebrig,couldalmostfeelduringapauseinhistalktheoppressive,thebreathlesspeaceoftheShallowsawaitinganothersunset。

  \"Ineverexpectedtoseeanyofyoualive,\"Carterbeganinhiseasytone,butwithmuchlesscarelessnessinhisbearingasthoughhisdaysofresponsibilityamongsttheShoalsoftheShoreofRefugehadmaturedhisviewoftheexternalworldandofhisownplacetherein。

  \"Ofcoursenot,\"mutteredLingard。

  ThelistlessnessofthatmanwhomhehadalwaysseenactingunderthestressofasecretpassionseemedperfectlyappallingtoCarter’syouthfulanddeliberateenergy。EversincehehadfoundhimselfagainfacetofacewithLingardhehadtriedtoconcealtheshockingimpressionwithadelicacywhichowednothingtotrainingbutwasasintuitiveasachild’s。

  WhilejustifyingtoLingardhismannerofdealingwiththesituationontheShoreofRefuge,hecouldnotforthelifeofhimhelpaskinghimselfwhatwasthisnewmystery。Hewasalsoyoungenoughtolongforawordofcommendation。

  \"Come,Captain,\"heargued;\"howwouldyouhavelikedtocomeoutandfindnothingbuttwohalf—burntwrecksstuckonthesands——perhaps?\"

  Hewaitedforamoment,theninsheercompassionturnedawayhiseyesfromthatfixedgaze,fromthatharassedfacewithsunkcheeks,fromthatfigureofindomitablestrengthrobbedofitsfire。Hesaidtohimself:\"Hedoesn’thearme,\"andraisedhisvoicewithoutalteringitsself—containedtone:

  \"Iwasbelowyesterdaymorningwhenwefelttheshock,butthenoisecametousonlyasadeeprumble。ImadeonejumpforthecompanionbutthatpreciousShawwasbeforemeyelling,’Earthquake!Earthquake!’andIamhangedifhedidn’tmisshisfootingandlanddownonhisheadatthebottomofthestairs。I

  hadtostoptopickhimupbutIgotondeckintimetoseeamightyblackcloudthatseemedalmostsolidpopupfrombehindtheforestlikeaballoon。Itstayedthereforquitealongtime。

  SomeofourCalashesondecksworetomethattheyhadseenaredflashabovethetree—tops。Butthat’shardtobelieve。Iguessedatoncethatsomethinghadblownuponshore。MyfirstthoughtwasthatIwouldneverseeyouanymoreandImadeupmymindatoncetofindoutallthetruthyouhavebeenkeepingawayfromme。No,sir!Don’tyoumakeamistake!Iwasn’tgoingtogiveyouup,deadoralive。\"

  HelookedhardatLingardwhilesayingthesewordsandsawthefirstsignofanimationpassoverthatravagedface。Hesawevenitslipsmoveslightly;buttherewasnosound,andCarterlookedawayagain。

  \"Perhapsyouwouldhavedonebetterbytellingmeeverything;butyouleftmebehindonmyowntobeyourmanhere。IputmyhandtotheworkIcouldseebeforeme。Iamasailor。Thereweretwoshipstolookafter。Andheretheyarebothforyou,fittogoortostay,tofightortorun,asyouchoose。\"HewatchedwithbatedbreaththeeffortLingardhadtomaketoutterthetwowordsofthedesiredcommendation:

  \"Welldone!\"

  \"AndIamyourmanstill,\"Carteradded,impulsively,andhastenedtolookawayfromLingard,whohadtriedtosmileathimandhadfailed。Carterdidn’tknowwhattodonext,remaininthecabinorleavethatunsupportedstrongmantohimself。Withashynesscompletelyforeigntohischaracterandwhichhecouldnotunderstandhimself,hesuggestedinanengagingmurmurandwithanembarrassedassumptionofhisrighttogiveadvice:

  \"Whynotliedownforabit,sir?Icanattendtoanythingthatmayturnup。Youseemdoneup,sir。\"

  HewasfacingLingard,whostoodontheothersideofthetableinaleaningforwardattitudeproppeduponrigidarmsandstaredfixedlyathim——perhaps?Carterfeltonthevergeofdespair。

  Thiscouldn’tlast。HewasrelievedtoseeLingardshakehisheadslightly。

  \"No,Mr。Carter。IthinkIwillgoondeck,\"saidtheCaptainofthefamousbrigLightning,whilehiseyesroamedalloverthecabin。Carterstoodasideatonce,butitwassomelittletimebeforeLingardmadeamove。

  Thesunhadsunkalready,leavingthateveningnotraceofitsgloryonaskyclearascrystalandonthewaterswithoutaripple。Allcolourseemedtohavegoneoutoftheworld。Theoncomingshadowroseassubtleasaperfumefromtheblackcoastlyingathwarttheeasternsemicircle;andsuchwasthesilencewithinthehorizonthatonemighthavefanciedoneselfcometotheendoftime。Blackandtoylikeinthecleardepthsandthefinalstillnessoftheeveningthebrigandtheschoonerlayanchoredinthemiddleofthemainchannelwiththeirheadsswungthesameway。Lingard,withhischinonhisbreastandhisarmsfolded,movedslowlyhereandthereaboutthepoop。Closeandmutelikehisshadow,Carter,athiselbow,followedhismovements。Hefeltananxioussolicitude

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