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  \"Icouldneverhaveexpectedtohearsuchaspeechfromyou。AstowhatIdidexpect!……Imusthavebeenverystupid。\"

  \"No,youareanythingbutthat,\"declaredMr。Travers,conscientiously。\"Itisn’tstupidity。\"Hehesitatedforamoment。

  \"It’sakindofwilfulness,Ithink。Ipreferrednottothinkaboutthisgrievousdifferenceinourpointsofview,which,youwilladmit,Icouldnothavepossiblyforeseenbeforewe……\"

  AsortofsolemnembarrassmenthadcomeoverMr。Travers。Mrs。

  Travers,leaningherchinonthepalmofherhand,staredatthebarematchboardsideofthehut。

  \"Doyouchargemewithprofoundgirlishduplicity?\"sheasked,verysoftly。

  TheinsideofthedeckhousewasfullofstagnantheatperfumedbyaslightscentwhichseemedtoemanatefromtheloosemassofMrs。Travers’hair。Mr。Traversevadedthedirectquestionwhichstruckhimaslackingfinenesseventothepointofimpropriety。

  \"ImustsupposethatIwasnotinthecalmpossessionofmyinsightandjudgmentinthosedays,\"hesaid。\"I——Iwasnotinacriticalstateofmindatthetime,\"headmittedfurther;butevenaftergoingsofarhedidnotlookupathiswifeandthereforemissedsomethingliketheghostofasmileonMrs。

  Travers’lips。Thatsmilewastingedwithscepticismwhichwastoodeep—seatedforanythingbutthefaintestexpression。

  Thereforeshesaidnothing,andMr。Traverswentonasifthinkingaloud:

  \"Yourconductwas,ofcourse,abovereproach;butyoumadeforyourselfadetestablereputationofmentalsuperiority,expressedironically。Youinspiredmistrustinthebestpeople。Youwereneverpopular。\"

  \"Iwasbored,\"murmuredMrs。Traversinareminiscenttoneandwithherchinrestinginthehollowofherhand。

  Mr。Traversgotupfromtheseaman’schestasunexpectedlyasifhehadbeenstungbyawasp,but,ofcourse,withamuchslowerandmoresolemnmotion。

  \"Thematterwithyou,Edith,isthatatheartyouareperfectlyprimitive。\"Mrs。Traversstoodup,too,withasupple,leisurelymovement,andraisingherhandstoherhairturnedhalfawaywithapensiveremark:

  \"Imperfectlycivilized。\"

  \"Imperfectlydisciplined,\"correctedMr。Traversafteramomentofdrearymeditation。

  Sheletherarmsfallandturnedherhead。

  \"No,don’tsaythat,\"sheprotestedwithstrangeearnestness。\"I

  amthemostseverelydisciplinedpersonintheworld。Iamtemptedtosaythatmydisciplinehasstoppedatnothingshortofkillingmyself。IsupposeyoucanhardlyunderstandwhatImean。\"

  Mr。Traversmadeaslightgrimaceatthefloor。

  \"Ishallnottry,\"hesaid。\"Itsoundslikesomethingthatabarbarian,hatingthedelicatecomplexitiesandtherestraintsofanoblerlife,mighthavesaid。Fromyouitstrikesmeaswilfulbadtaste……Ihaveoftenwonderedatyourtastes。Youhavealwayslikedextremeopinions,exoticcostumes,lawlesscharacters,romanticpersonalities——liked’Alcacer……\"

  \"PoorMr。d’Alcacer,\"murmuredMrs。Travers。

  \"Amanwithoutanyideasofdutyorusefulness,\"saidMr。

  Travers,acidly。\"Whatareyoupityinghimfor?\"

  \"Why!Forfindinghimselfinthispositionoutofmeregood—nature。Hehadnothingtoexpectfromjoiningourvoyage,noadvantageforhispoliticalambitionsoranythingofthekind。I

  supposeyouaskedhimonboardtobreakourtete—a—tetewhichmusthavegrownwearisometoyou。\"

  \"Iamneverbored,\"declaredMr。Travers。\"D’Alcacerseemedgladtocome。And,beingaSpaniard,thehorriblewasteoftimecannotmattertohimintheleast。\"

  \"Wasteoftime!\"repeatedMrs。Travers,indignantly。

  \"Hemayyethavetopayforhisgoodnaturewithhislife。\"

  Mr。Traverscouldnotconcealamovementofanger。

  \"Ah!Iforgotthoseassumptions,\"hesaidbetweenhisclenchedteeth。\"HeisamereSpaniard。Hetakesthisfarcicalconspiracywithperfectnonchalance。Decayedraceshavetheirownphilosophy。\"

  \"Hetakesitwithadignityofhisown。\"

  \"Idon’tknowwhatyoucallhisdignity。Ishouldcallitlackofself—respect。\"

  \"Why?Becauseheisquietandcourteous,andreserveshisjudgment。Andallowmetotellyou,Martin,thatyouarenottakingourtroublesverywell。\"

  \"Youcan’texpectfrommeallthoseforeignaffectations。Iamnotinthehabitofcompromisingwithmyfeelings。\"

  Mrs。Traversturnedcompletelyroundandfacedherhusband。\"Yousulk,\"shesaid……Mr。Traversjerkedhisheadbackalittleasiftoletthewordgopast。——\"Iamoutraged,\"hedeclared。

  Mrs。Traversrecognizedtheresomethinglikerealsuffering。——\"I

  assureyou,\"shesaid,seriously(forshewasaccessibletopity),\"IassureyouthatthisstrangeLingardhasnoideaofyourimportance。Hedoesn’tknowanythingofyoursocialandpoliticalpositionandstilllessofyourgreatambitions。\"Mr。

  Traverslistenedwithsomeattention。——\"Couldn’tyouhaveenlightenedhim?\"heasked。——\"Itwouldhavebeennouse;hismindisfixeduponhisownpositionanduponhisownsenseofpower。

  Heisamanofthelowerclasses……\"——\"Heisabrute,\"saidMr。Travers,obstinately,andforamomentthosetwolookedstraightintoeachother’seyes。——\"Oh,\"saidMrs。Travers,slowly,\"youaredeterminednottocompromisewithyourfeelings!\"Anundertoneofscorncreptintohervoice。\"ButshallItellyouwhatIthink?Ithink,\"andsheadvancedherheadslightlytowardthepale,unshavenfacethatconfrontedherdarkeyes,\"Ithinkthatforallyourblindscornyoujudgethemanwellenoughtofeelthatyoucanindulgeyourindignationwithperfectsafety。Doyouhear?Withperfectsafety!\"Directlyshehadspokensheregrettedthesewords。ReallyitwasunreasonabletotakeMr。Travers’tricksofcharactermorepassionatelyonthisspotoftheEasternArchipelagofullofobscureplotsandwarringmotivesthaninthemoreartificialatmosphereofthetown。Afterallwhatshewantedwassimplytosavehislife,nottomakehimunderstandanything。Mr。Traversopenedhismouthandwithoututteringawordshutitagain。Hiswifeturnedtowardthelooking—glassnailedtothewall。Sheheardhisvoicebehindher。

  \"Edith,where’sthetruthinallthis?\"

  Shedetectedtheanguishofaslowmindwithaninstinctivedreadofobscureplaceswhereinnewdiscoveriescanbemade。Shelookedoverhershouldertosay:

  \"It’sonthesurface,Iassureyou。Altogetheronthesurface。\"

  Sheturnedagaintothelooking—glasswhereherownfacemetherwithdarkeyesandafairmistofhairabovethesmoothforehead;

  butherwordshadproducednosoothingeffect。

  \"Butwhatdoesitmean?\"criedMr。Travers。\"Whydoesn’tthefellowapologize?Whyarewekepthere?Arewebeingkepthere?

  Whydon’twegetaway?Whydoesn’thetakemebackonboardmyyacht?Whatdoeshewantfromme?Howdidheprocureourreleasefromthesepeopleonshorewhohesaysintendedtocutourthroats?Whydidtheygiveusuptohiminstead?\"

  Mrs。Traversbegantotwistherhaironherhead。

  \"Mattersofhighpolicyandoflocalpolitics。Conflictofpersonalinterests,mistrustbetweentheparties,intriguesofindividuals——yououghttoknowhowthatsortofthingworks。Hisdiplomacymadeuseofallthat。Thefirstthingtodowasnottoliberateyoubuttogetyouintohiskeeping。Heisaverygreatmanhereandletmetellyouthatyoursafetydependsonhisdexterityintheuseofhisprestigeratherthanonhispowerwhichhecannotuse。IfyouwouldlethimtalktoyouIamsurehewouldtellyouasmuchasitispossibleforhimtodisclose。\"

  \"Idon’twanttobetoldaboutanyofhisrascalities。Buthaven’tyoubeentakenintohisconfidence?\"

  \"Completely,\"admittedMrs。Travers,peeringintothesmalllooking—glass。

  \"Whatistheinfluenceyoubroughttobearuponthisman?Itlookstomeasifourfatewereinyourhands。\"

  \"Yourfateisnotinmyhands。Itisnoteveninhishands。Thereisamoralsituationherewhichmustbesolved。\"

  \"Ethicsofblackmail,\"commentedMr。Traverswithunexpectedsarcasm。Itflashedthroughhiswife’smindthatperhapsshedidn’tknowhimsowellasshehadsupposed。Itwasasifthepolishedandsolemncrustofhardproprietieshadcrackedslightly,hereandthere,underthestrain,disclosingthemerewrongheadednessofacommonmortal。Butitwasonlymannerthathadcrackedalittle;themarvellousstupidityofhisconceitremainedthesame。Shethoughtthatthisdiscussionwasperfectlyuseless,andasshefinishedputtingupherhairshesaid:\"I

  thinkwehadbettergoondecknow。\"

  \"Youproposetogooutondecklikethis?\"mutteredMr。Traverswithdowncasteyes。

  \"Likethis?Certainly。It’snolongeranovelty。Whoisgoingtobeshocked?\"

  Mr。Traversmadenoreply。Whatshehadsaidofhisattitudewasverytrue。Hesulkedattheenormousoffensivenessofmen,things,andevents;ofwordsandevenofglanceswhichheseemedtofeelphysicallyrestingonhisskinlikeapain,likeadegradingcontact。Hemanagednottowince。Buthesulked。Hiswifecontinued,\"Andletmetellyouthatthoseclothesarefitforaprincess——Imeantheyareofthequality,materialandstylecustomprescribesforthehighestintheland,afar—distantlandwhereIaminformedwomenruleasmuchasthemen。Infacttheyweremeanttobepresentedtoanactualprincessinduecourse。TheywereselectedwiththegreatestcareforthatchildImmada。CaptainLingard……\"

  Mr。Traversmadeaninarticulatenoisepartakingofagroanandagrunt。

  \"Well,ImustcallhimbysomenameandthisIthoughtwouldbetheleastoffensiveforyoutohear。Afterall,themanexists。

  Butheisknownalsoonacertainportionoftheearth’ssurfaceasKingTom。D’Alcacerisgreatlytakenbythatname。Itseemstohimwonderfullywelladaptedtotheman,initsfamiliarityanddeference。Andifyouprefer……\"

  \"Iwouldprefertohearnothing,\"saidMr。Travers,distinctly。

  \"Notasingleword。Notevenfromyou,tillIamafreeagentagain。Butwordsdon’ttouchme。Nothingcantouchme;neitheryoursinisterwarningsnorthemoodsoflevitywhichyouthinkpropertodisplaybeforeamanwhoselife,accordingtoyou,hangsonathread。\"

  \"Ineverforgetitforamoment,\"saidMrs。Travers。\"AndInotonlyknowthatitdoesbutIalsoknowthestrengthofthethread。Itisawonderfulthread。Youmaysayifyoulikeithasbeenspunbythesamefatewhichmadeyouwhatyouare。\"

  Mr。Traversfeltawfullyoffended。Hehadneverheardanybody,letalonehisownself,addressedinsuchterms。Thetoneseemedtoquestionhisveryquality。Hereflectedwithshockedamazementthathehadlivedwiththatwomanforeightyears!Andhesaidtohergloomily:

  \"Youtalklikeapagan。\"

  ItwasaverystrongcondemnationwhichapparentlyMrs。Travershadfailedtohearforshepursuedwithanimation:

  \"Butreally,youcan’texpectmetomeditateonitallthetimeorshutmyselfuphereandmournthecircumstancesfrommorningtonight。Itwouldbemorbid。Letusgoondeck。\"

  \"Andyoulooksimplyheathenishinthiscostume,\"Mr。Traverswentonasthoughhehadnotbeeninterrupted,andwithanaccentofdeliberatedisgust。

  Herheartwasheavybuteverythinghesaidseemedtoforcethetoneoflevityontoherlips。\"AslongasIdon’tlooklikeaguy,\"sheremarked,negligently,andthencaughtthedirectionofhisluridstarewhichasamatteroffactwasfastenedonherbarefeet。Shecheckedherself,\"Oh,yes,ifyoupreferitIwillputonmystockings。ButyouknowImustbeverycarefulofthem。

  It’stheonlypairIhavehere。Ihavewashedthemthismorninginthatbathroomwhichisbuiltoverthestern。Theyarenowdryingovertherailjustoutside。Perhapsyouwillbegoodenoughtopassthemtomewhenyougoondeck。\"

  Mr。Traversspunroundandwentondeckwithoutaword。AssoonasshewasaloneMrs。Traverspressedherhandstohertemples,agestureofdistresswhichrelievedherbyitssincerity。Themeasuredfootstepsoftwomencametoherplainlyfromthedeck,rhythmicanddoublewithasuggestionoftranquilandfriendlyintercourse。Shedistinguishedparticularlythefootfallsofthemanwhoselife’sorbitwasmostremotefromherown。Andyettheorbitshadcut!Afewdaysagoshecouldnothaveevenconceivedofhisexistence,andnowhewasthemanwhosefootsteps,itseemedtoher,herearscouldsingleunerringlyinthetrampofacrowd。Itwas,indeed,afabulousthing。Inthehalflightofherover—heatedsheltersheletanirresolute,frightenedsmilepassoffherlipsbeforeshe,too,wentondeck。

  II

  AningeniouslyconstructedframeworkoflightpostsandthinlathsoccupiedthegreaterpartofthedeckamidshipsoftheEmma。Thefourwallsofthatairystructureweremadeofmuslin。

  Itwascomparativelylofty。Adoor—likearrangementoflightbattensfilledwithcalicowasfurtherprotectedbyasystemofcurtainscalculatedtobafflethepursuitofmosquitoesthathauntedtheshoresofthelagooningreatsingingcloudsfromsunsettillsunrise。AlotoffinematscoveredthedeckspacewithinthetransparentshelterdevisedbyLingardandJorgensontomakeMrs。Travers’existencepossibleduringthetimewhenthefateofthetwomen,andindeedprobablyofeverybodyelseonboardtheEmma,hadtohanginthebalance。VerysoonLingard’sunbiddenandfatalguestshadlearnedthetrickofsteppinginandoutoftheplacequickly。Mr。d’Alcacerperformedthefeatwithoutapparenthaste,almostnonchalantly,yetaswellasanybody。Itwasgenerallyconcededthathehadneverletamosquitointogetherwithhimself。Mr。Traversdodgedinandoutwithoutgraceandwasobviouslymuchirritatedatthenecessity。

  Mrs。Traversdiditinamannerallherown,withmarkedclevernessandanunconsciousair。TherewasanimprovisedtableinthereandsomewickerarmchairswhichJorgensonhadproducedfromsomewhereinthedepthsoftheship。ItwashardtosaywhattheinsideoftheEmmadidnotcontain。Itwascrammedwithallsortsofgoodslikeageneralstore。Thatoldhulkwasthearsenalandthewar—chestofLingard’spoliticalaction;shewasstockedwithmusketsandgunpowder,withbalesoflongcloth,ofcottonprints,ofsilks;withbagsofriceandcurrencybrassguns。Shecontainedeverythingnecessaryfordealingdeathanddistributingbribes,toactonthecupidityanduponthefearsofmen,tomarchandtoorganize,tofeedthefriendsandtocombattheenemiesofthecause。Sheheldwealthandpowerinherflanks,thatgroundedshipthatwouldswimnomore,withoutmastsandwiththebestpartofherdeckcumberedbythetwostructuresofthinboardsandoftransparentmuslin。

  WithinthelatterlivedtheEuropeans,visibleinthedaytimetothefewMalaysonboardasifthroughawhitehaze。Intheeveningthelightingofthehurricanelampsinsideturnedthemintodarkphantomssurroundedbyashiningmist,againstwhichtheinsectworldrushinginitsmillionsoutoftheforestonthebankwasbaffledmysteriouslyinitsassault。Rigidlyenclosedbytransparentwalls,likecaptivesofanenchantedcobweb,theymovedabout,sat,gesticulated,conversedpubliclyduringtheday;andatnightwhenallthelanternsbutonewereextinguished,theirslumberingshapescoveredalloverbywhitecottonsheetsonthecampbedsteads,whichwerebroughtineveryevening,conveyedthegruesomesuggestionofdeadbodiesreposingonstretchers。Thefood,suchasitwas,wasservedwithinthatglorifiedmosquitonetwhicheverybodycalledthe\"Cage\"withoutanyhumorousintention。AtmealtimesthepartyfromtheyachthadthecompanyofLingardwhoattachedtothisordealasenseofdutyperformedatthealtarofcivilityandconciliation。HecouldhavenoconceptionhowmuchhispresenceaddedtotheexasperationofMr。TraversbecauseMr。Travers’mannerwastoointenselyconsistenttopresentanyshades。Itwasdeterminedbyanineradicableconvictionthathewasavictimheldtoransomonsomeincomprehensibletermsbyanextraordinaryandoutrageousbandit。Thisconviction,strungtothehighestpitch,neverlefthimforamoment,beingtheobjectofindignantmeditationtohismind,andevenclinging,asitwere,tohisverybody。Itlurkedinhiseyes,inhisgestures,inhisungraciousmutters,andinhissinistersilences。TheshocktohismoralbeinghadendedbyaffectingMr。Travers’physicalmachine。Hewasawareofhepaticpains,sufferedfromaccessesofsomnolenceandsuppressedgustsoffurywhichfrightenedhimsecretly。Hiscomplexionhadacquiredayellowtinge,whilehisheavyeyeshadbecomebloodshotbecauseofthesmokeoftheopenwoodfiresduringhisthreedays’detentioninsideBelarab’sstockade。Hiseyeshadbeenalwaysverysensitivetooutwardconditions。D’Alcacer’sfineblackeyesweremoreenduringandhisappearancedidnotdifferverymuchfromhisordinaryappearanceonboardtheyacht。

  HehadacceptedwithsmilingthankstheofferofathinblueflanneltunicfromJorgenson。Thosetwomenweremuchofthesamebuild,thoughofcoursed’Alcacer,quietlyaliveandspirituallywatchful,didnotresembleJorgenson,who,withoutbeingexactlymacabre,behavedmorelikeanindifferentbutrestlesscorpse。

  Thosetwocouldnotbesaidtohaveeverconversedtogether。

  ConversationwithJorgensonwasanimpossiblething。EvenLingardneverattemptedthefeat。HepropoundedquestionstoJorgensonmuchasamagicianwouldinterrogateanevokedshade,orgavehimcurtdirectionsasonewouldmakeuseofsomemarvellousautomaton。AndthatwasapparentlythewayinwhichJorgensonpreferredtobetreated。Lingard’srealcompanyonboardtheEmmawasd’Alcacer。D’AlcacerhadmetLingardontheeasytermsofamanaccustomedallhislifetogoodsocietyinwhichtheveryaffectationsmustbecarriedonwithouteffort。Whetheraffectation,ornature,orinspireddiscretion,d’Alcacerneverlettheslightestcuriositypiercethesmoothnessofhislevel,gravecourtesylightenedfrequentlybyslightsmileswhichoftenhadnotmuchconnectionwiththewordsheuttered,exceptthatsomehowtheymadethemsoundkindlyandasitweretactful。Intheircharacter,however,thosewordswerestrictlyneutral。

  TheonlytimewhenLingardhaddetectedsomethingofadeepercomprehensionind’AlcacerwasthedayafterthelongnegotiationsinsideBelarab’sstockadeforthetemporarysurrenderoftheprisoners。Thatmovehadbeensuggestedtohim,exactlyasMrs。Travershadtoldherhusband,bytherivalriesofthepartiesandthestateofpublicopinionintheSettlementdeprivedofthepresenceofthemanwho,theoreticallyatleast,wasthegreatestpowerandthevisibleruleroftheShoreofRefuge。Belarabstilllingeredathisfather’stomb。Whetherthatmanoftheembitteredandpacifichearthadwithdrawntheretomeditateupontheunrulinessofmankindandthethanklessnatureofhistask;orwhetherhehadgonetheresimplytobatheinaparticularlyclearpoolwhichwasafeatureoftheplace,givehimselfuptotheenjoymentofacertainfruitwhichgrewinprofusionthereandindulgeforatimeinascrupulousperformanceofreligiousexercises,hisabsencefromtheSettlementwasafactoftheutmostgravity。Itistruethattheprestigeofalong—unquestionedrulershipandthelong—settledmentalhabitsofthepeoplehadcausedthecaptivestobetakenstraighttoBelarab’sstockadeasamatterofcourse。Belarab,atadistance,couldstilloutweighthepoweronthespotofTengga,whosesecretpurposeswerenobetterknown,whowasjovial,talkative,outspokenandpugnacious;butwhowasnotaprofessedservantofGodfamedformanycharitiesandascrupulousperformanceofpiouspractices,andwhoalsohadnofatherwhohadachievedalocalsaintship。ButBelarab,withhisglamourofasceticismandmelancholytogetherwithareputationforseverity(foramansopiouswouldbenaturallyruthless),wasnotonthespot。Theonlyfavourablepointinhisabsencewasthefactthathehadtakenwithhimhislatestwife,thesameladywhomJorgensonhadmentionedinhislettertoLingardasanxioustobringaboutbattle,murder,andthelootingoftheyacht,notbecauseofinbornwickednessofheartbutfromasimpledesireforsilks,jewelsandotherobjectsofpersonaladornment,quitenaturalinagirlsoyoungandelevatedtosuchahighposition。

  BelarabhadselectedhertobethecompanionofhisretirementandLingardwasgladofit。HewasnotafraidofherinfluenceoverBelarab。Heknewhisman。Nowords,noblandishments,nosulks,scoldings,orwhisperingsofafavouritecouldaffecteithertheresolvesortheirresolutionsofthatArabwhoseactioneverseemedtohanginmysticsuspensebetweenthecontradictoryspeculationsandjudgmentsdisputingthepossessionofhiswill。ItwasnotwhatBelarabwouldeithersuddenlydoorleisurelydetermineuponthatLingardwasafraidof。Thedangerwasthatinhistaciturnhesitation,whichhadsomethinghopelesslygodlikeinitsremotecalmness,themanwoulddonothingandleavehiswhitefriendfacetofacewithunrulyimpulsesagainstwhichLingardhadnomeansofactionbutforcewhichhedarednotusesinceitwouldmeanthedestructionofhisplansandthedownfallofhishopes;andworsestillwouldwearanaspectoftreacherytoHassimandImmada,thosefugitiveswhomhehadsnatchedawayfromthejawsofdeathonanightofstormandhadpromisedtoleadbackintriumphtotheirowncountryhehadseenbutonce,sleepingunmovedunderthewrathandfireofheaven。

  OntheafternoonoftheverydayhehadarrivedwithheronboardtheEmma——totheinfinitedisgustofJorgenson——LingardheldwithMrs。Travers(aftershehadhadacoupleofhours’rest)along,fiery,andperplexedconversation。Fromthenatureoftheproblemitcouldnotbeexhaustive;buttowardtheendofittheywerebothfeelingthoroughlyexhausted。Mrs。Travershadnolongertobeinstructedastofactsandpossibilities。Shewasawareofthemonlytoowellanditwasnotherparttoadviseorargue。Shewasnotcalledupontodecideortoplead。Thesituationwasfarbeyondthat。Butshewaswornoutwithwatchingthepassionateconflictwithinthemanwhowasbothsodesperatelyrecklessandsorigidlyrestrainedintheveryardourofhisheartandthegreatnessofhissoul。Itwasaspectaclethatmadeherforgettheactualquestionsatissue。Thiswasnostageplay;andyetshehadcaughtherselflookingathimwithbatedbreathasatagreatactoronadarkenedstageinsomesimpleandtremendousdrama。Heextortedfromheraresponsetotheforcesthatseemedtotearathissingle—mindedbrain,athisguilelessbreast。Heshookherwithhisownstruggles,hepossessedherwithhisemotionsandimposedhispersonalityasifitstragedyweretheonlythingworthconsideringinthismatter。

  Andyetwhathadshetodowithallthoseobscureandbarbarousthings?Obviouslynothing。Unluckilyshehadbeentakenintotheconfidenceofthatman’spassionateperplexity,aconfidenceprovokedapparentlybynothingbutthepowerofherpersonality。

  Shewasflattered,andevenmore,shewastouchedbyit;shewasawareofsomethingthatresembledgratitudeandprovokedasortofemotionalreturnasbetweenequalswhohadsecretlyrecognizedeachother’svalue。Yetatthesametimesheregrettednothavingbeenleftinthedark;asmuchinthedarkasMr。Travershimselford’Alcacer,thoughastothelatteritwasimpossibletosayhowmuchprecise,unaccountable,intuitiveknowledgewasburiedunderhisunruffledmanner。

  D’Alcacerwasthesortofmanwhomitwouldbemucheasiertosuspectofanythingintheworldthanignorance——orstupidity。

  Naturallyhecouldn’tknowanythingdefiniteorevenguessatthebareoutlineofthefactsbutsomehowhemusthavescentedthesituationinthosefewdaysofcontactwithLingard。HewasanacuteandsympatheticobserverinallhissecretaloofnessfromthelifeofmenwhichwassoverydifferentfromJorgenson’ssecretdivorcefromthepassionsofthisearth。Mrs。Traverswouldhavelikedtosharewithd’Alcacertheburden(foritwasaburden)ofLingard’sstory。Afterall,shehadnotprovokedthoseconfidences,neitherhadthatunexpectedadventurerfromthesealaidonheranobligationofsecrecy。No,notevenbyimplication。HehadneversaidtoherthatshewastheONLY

  personwhomhewishedtoknowthatstory。

  No。WhathehadsaidwasthatshewastheonlypersontowhomheCOULDtellthetalehimself,asifnooneelseonearthhadthepowertodrawitfromhim。Thatwasthesenseandnothingmore。

  Yes,itwouldhavebeenarelieftotelld’Alcacer。ItwouldhavebeenarelieftoherfeelingofbeingshutofffromtheworldalonewithLingardasifwithinthefourwallsofaromanticpalaceandinanexoticatmosphere。Yes,thatreliefandalsoanother:thatofsharingtheresponsibilitywithsomebodyfittounderstand。Yetsheshrankfromit,withunaccountablereserve,asifbytalkingofLingardwithd’Alcacershewasboundtogivehimaninsightintoherself。Itwasavagueuneasinessandyetsopersistentthatshefeltit,too,whenshehadtoapproachandtalktoLingardunderd’Alcacer’seyes。NotthatMr。d’Alcacerwouldeverdreamofstaringorevencastingglances。Butwasheavertinghiseyesonpurpose?Thatwouldbeevenmoreoffensive。

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