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  wasstillpuzzlingmybrains,andmakingmyheadswimtonopurpose,whenIheardthemendraggingsomethingoutoftheshed。

  Atthesameinstantthatthenoisecaughtmyear,theremembranceflashedacrossmelikelightningofsomebeamsofwoodwhichhadlainintheshedforyearspast。IhadhardlytimetofeelcertainthattheywereremovingoneofthesebeamsbeforeIheardShiftyDicksaytoJerry。

  \"Whichdoor?\"

  \"Thefront,\"wastheanswer。\"We’vecrackeditalready;we’llhaveitdownnowinnotime。\"

  Senseslesssharpenedbydangerthanminewouldhaveunderstoodbuttooeasily,fromthesewords,thattheywereabouttousethebeamasabattering—ramagainstthedoor。Whenthatconvictionovercameme,Ilostcourageatlast。Ifeltthatthedoormustcomedown。NosuchbarricadeasIhadconstructedcouldsupportitformorethanafewminutesagainstsuchshocksasitwasnowtoreceive。

  \"Icandonomoretokeepthehouseagainstthem,\"Isaidtomyself,withmykneesknockingtogether,andthetearsatlastbeginningtowetmycheeks。\"Imusttrusttothenightandthethickdarkness,andsavemylifebyrunningforitwhilethereisyettime。\"

  Ihuddledonmycloakandhood,andhadmyhandonthebarofthebackdoor,whenapiteousmewfromthebedroomremindedmeoftheexistenceofpoorPussy。Iranin,andhuddledthecreatureupinmyapron。BeforeIwasoutinthepassageagain,thefirstshockfromthebeamfellonthedoor。

  Theupperhingegaveway。Thechairsandcoal—scuttle,formingthetopofmybarricade,werehurled,rattling,ontothefloor,butthelowerhingeofthedoor,andthechestofdrawersandthetool—cheststillkepttheirplaces。

  \"Onemore!\"Iheardthevillainscry——\"onemorerunwiththebeam,anddownitcomes!\"

  Justastheymusthavebeenstartingforthat\"onemorerun,\"I

  openedthebackdoorandfledintothenight,withthebookfulofbanknotesinmybosom,thesilverspoonsinmypocket,andthecatinmyarms。Ithreadedmywayeasilyenoughthroughthefamiliarobstaclesinthebackyard,andwasoutinthepitchdarknessofthemoorbeforeIheardthesecondshock,andthecrashwhichtoldmethatthewholedoorhadgivenway。

  Inafewminutestheymusthavediscoveredthefactofmyflightwiththepocketbook,forIheardshoutsinthedistanceasiftheywererunningouttopursueme。Ikeptonatthetopofmyspeed,andthenoisesoondiedaway。Itwassodarkthattwentythievesinsteadoftwowouldhavefoundituselesstofollowme。

  HowlongitwasbeforeIreachedthefarmhouse——thenearestplacetowhichIcouldflyforrefuge——Icannottellyou。IrememberthatIhadjustsenseenoughtokeepthewindatmyback(havingobservedinthebeginningoftheeveningthatitblewtowardMoorFarm),andtogoonresolutelythroughthedarkness。InallotherrespectsIwasbythistimehalfcrazedbywhatIhadgonethrough。IfithadsohappenedthatthewindhadchangedafterI

  hadobserveditsdirectionearlyintheevening,Ishouldhavegoneastray,andhaveprobablyperishedoffatigueandexposureonthemoor。Providentially,itstillblewsteadilyasithadblownforhourspast,andIreachedthefarmhousewithmyclotheswetthrough,andmybraininahighfever。WhenImademyalarmatthedoor,theyhadallgonetobedbutthefarmer’seldestson,whowassittinguplateoverhispipeandnewspaper。Ijustmusteredstrengthenoughtogaspoutafewwords,tellinghimwhatwasthematter,andthenfelldownathisfeet,forthefirsttimeinmylifeinadeadswoon。

  Thatswoonwasfollowedbyasevereillness。WhenIgotstrongenoughtolookaboutmeagain,Ifoundmyselfinoneofthefarmhousebeds——myfather,Mrs。Knifton,andthedoctorwereallintheroom——mycatwasasleepatmyfeet,andthepocketbookthatIhadsavedlayonthetablebymyside。

  TherewasplentyofnewsformetohearassoonasIwasfittolistentoit。ShiftyDickandtheotherrascalhadbeencaught,andwereinprison,waitingtheirtrialatthenextassizes。Mr。

  andMrs。KniftonhadbeensoshockedatthedangerIhadrun——forwhichtheyblamedtheirownwantofthoughtfulnessinleavingthepocketbookinmycare——thattheyhadinsistedonmyfather’sremovingfromourlonelyhometoacottageontheirland,whichweweretoinhabitrentfree。Thebank—notesthatIhadsavedweregiventometobuyfurniturewith,inplaceofthethingsthatthethieveshadbroken。Thesepleasanttidingsassistedsogreatlyinpromotingmyrecovery,thatIwassoonabletorelatetomyfriendsatthefarmhousetheparticularsthatIhavewrittenhere。Theywereallsurprisedandinterested,butnoone,asIthought,listenedtomewithsuchbreathlessattentionasthefarmer’seldestson。Mrs。Kniftonnoticedthistoo,andbegantomakejokesaboutit,inherlight—heartedway,assoonaswewerealone。Ithoughtlittleofherjestingatthetime;butwhenIgotwell,andwewenttoliveatournewhome,\"theyoungfarmer,\"ashewascalledinourparts,constantlycametoseeus,andconstantlymanagedtomeetmeoutofdoors。Ihadmyshareofvanity,likeotheryoungwomen,andIbegantothinkofMrs。Knifton’sjokeswithsomeattention。Tobebrief,theyoungfarmermanagedoneSunday——Inevercouldtellhow——tolosehiswaywithmeinreturningfromchurch,andbeforewefoundouttherightroadhomeagainhehadaskedmetobehiswife。

  Hisrelationsdidalltheycouldtokeepusasunderandbreakoffthematch,thinkingapoorstonemason’sdaughternofitwifeforaprosperousyeoman。Butthefarmerwastooobstinateforthem。

  Hehadoneformofanswertoalltheirobjections。\"Aman,ifheisworththename,marriesaccordingtohisownnotions,andtopleasehimself,\"heusedtosay。\"Mynotionis,thatwhenItakeawifeIamplacingmycharacterandmyhappiness——themostpreciousthingsIhavetotrust——inonewoman’scare。ThewomanI

  meantomarryhadasmallchargeconfidedtohercare,andshowedherselfworthyofitattheriskofherlife。ThatisproofenoughformethatsheisworthyofthegreatestchargeIcanputintoherhands。Rankandrichesarefinethings,butthecertaintyofgettingagoodwifeissomethingbetterstill。I’mofage,Iknowmyownmind,andImeantomarrythestone—mason’sdaughter。\"

  Andhedidmarryme。WhetherIprovedmyselfworthyornotofhisgoodopinionisaquestionwhichImustleaveyoutoaskmyhusband。AllthatIhadtorelateaboutmyselfandmydoingsisnowtold。Whateverinterestmyperilousadventuremayexcite,ends,Iamwellaware,withmyescapetothefarmhouse。Ihaveonlyventuredonwritingthesefewadditionalsentencesbecausemymarriageisthemoralofmystory。Ithasbroughtmethechoicestblessingsofhappinessandprosperity,andIowethemalltomynight—adventurein_TheBlackCottage_。

  THESECONDDAY。

  ACLEAR,cloudless,bracingautumnmorning。Irosegayly,withthepleasantconvictiononmymindthatourexperimenthadthusfarbeensuccessfulbeyondourhopes。

  Shortandslightasthefirststoryhadbeen,theresultofitonJessie’smindhadprovedconclusive。BeforeIcouldputthequestiontoher,shedeclaredofherownaccord,andwithhercustomaryexaggeration,thatshehaddefinitelyabandonedallideaofwritingtoherauntuntilourcollectionofnarrativeswasexhausted。

  \"Iaminafeverofcuriosityaboutwhatistocome,\"shesaid,whenweallpartedforthenight;\"and,evenifIwantedtoleaveyou,Icouldnotpossiblygoawaynow,withouthearingthestoriestotheend。\"

  Sofar,sogood。AllmyanxietiesfromthistimewereforGeorge’sreturn。Againto—dayIsearchedthenewspapers,andagaintherewerenotidingsoftheship。

  MissJessieoccupiedtheseconddaybyadrivetoourcountytowntomakesomelittlepurchases。Owen,andMorgan,andIwereallhardatwork,duringherabsence,onthestoriesthatstillremainedtobecompleted。Owendespondedaboutevergettingdone;

  Morgangrumbledatwhathecalledtheabsurddifficultyofwritingnonsense。Iworkedonsmoothlyandcontentedly,stimulatedbythesuccessofthefirstnight。

  Weassembledasbeforeinourguest’ssitting—room。Astheclockstruckeightshedrewoutthesecondcard。ItwasNumberTwo。Thelothadfallenonmetoreadnext。

  \"Althoughmystoryistoldinthefirstperson,\"Isaid,addressingJessie,\"youmustnotsupposethattheeventsrelatedinthisparticularcasehappenedtome。Theyhappenedtoafriendofmine,whonaturallydescribedthemtomefromhisownpersonalpointofview。Inproducingmynarrativefromtherecollectionofwhathetoldmesomeyearssince,Ihavesupposedmyselftobelisteningtohimagain,andhavethereforewritteninhischaracter,and,whenevermymemorywouldhelpme,asnearlyaspossibleinhislanguagealso。BythismeansIhopeIhavesucceededingivinganairofrealitytoastorywhichhastruth,atanyrate,torecommendit。ImustaskyoutoexcusemeifI

  enterintonodetailsinofferingthisshortexplanation。

  Althoughthepersonsconcernedinmynarrativehaveceasedtoexist,itisnecessarytoobserveallduedelicacytowardtheirmemories。Whotheywere,andhowIbecameacquaintedwiththem,aremattersofnomoment。Theinterestofthestory,suchasitis,standsinnoneed,inthisinstance,ofanyassistancefrompersonalexplanations。\"

  WiththosewordsIaddressedmyselftomytask,andreadasfollows:

  BROTHERGRIFFITH’SSTORY

  ofTHEFAMILYSECRET。

  CHAPTERI。

  WASitanEnglishmanoraFrenchmanwhofirstremarkedthateveryfamilyhadaskeletoninitscupboard?Iamnotlearnedenoughtoknow,butIreverencetheobservation,whoevermadeit。Itspeaksastartlingtruththroughanappropriatelygrimmetaphor——atruthwhichIhavediscoveredbypracticalexperience。Ourfamilyhadaskeletoninthecupboard,andthenameofitwasUncleGeorge。

  Iarrivedattheknowledgethatthisskeletonexisted,andI

  tracedittotheparticularcupboardinwhichitwashidden,byslowdegrees。IwasachildwhenIfirstbegantosuspectthattherewassuchathing,andagrownmanwhenIatlastdiscoveredthatmysuspicionsweretrue。

  Myfatherwasadoctor,havinganexcellentpracticeinalargecountrytown。Ihaveheardthathemarriedagainstthewishesofhisfamily。Theycouldnotobjecttomymotheronthescoreofbirth,breeding,orcharacter——theyonlydislikedherheartily。

  Mygrandfather,grandmother,uncles,andauntsalldeclaredthatshewasaheartless,deceitfulwoman;alldislikedhermanners,heropinions,andeventheexpressionofherface——all,withtheexceptionofmyfather’syoungestbrother,George。

  Georgewastheunluckymemberofourfamily。Therestwereallclever;hewasslowincapacity。Therestwereallremarkablyhandsome;hewasthesortofmanthatnowomaneverlooksattwice。Therestsucceededinlife;hefailed。Hisprofessionwasthesameasmyfather’s,buthenevergotonwhenhestartedinpracticeforhimself。Thesickpoor,whocouldnotchoose,employedhim,andlikedhim。Thesickrich,whocould——especiallytheladies——declinedtocallhiminwhentheycouldgetanybodyelse。Inexperiencehegainedgreatlybyhisprofession;inmoneyandreputationhegainednothing。

  Thereareveryfewofus,howeverdullandunattractivewemaybetooutwardappearance,whohavenotsomestrongpassion,somegermofwhatiscalledromance,hiddenmoreorlessdeeplyinournatures。AllthepassionandromanceinthenatureofmyUncleGeorgelayinhisloveandadmirationformyfather。

  Hesincerelyworshippedhiseldestbrotherasoneofthenoblestofhumanbeings。Whenmyfatherwasengagedtobemarried,andwhentherestofthefamily,asIhavealreadymentioned,didnothesitatetoexpresstheirunfavorableopinionofthedispositionofhischosenwife,UncleGeorge,whohadneverventuredondifferingwithanyonebefore,totheamazementofeverybody,undertookthedefenseofhisfuturesister—in—lawinthemostvehementandpositivemanner。Inhisestimation,hisbrother’schoicewassomethingsacredandindisputable。Theladymight,anddid,treathimwithunconcealedcontempt,laughathisawkwardness,growimpatientathisstammering——itmadenodifferencetoUncleGeorge。Shewastobehisbrother’swife,and,invirtueofthatonegreatfact,shebecame,intheestimationofthepoorsurgeon,averyqueen,who,bythelawsofthedomesticconstitution,coulddonowrong。

  Whenmyfatherhadbeenmarriedalittlewhile,hetookhisyoungestbrothertolivewithhimashisassistant。

  IfUncleGeorgehadbeenmadepresidentoftheCollegeofSurgeons,hecouldnothavebeenprouderandhappierthanhewasinhisnewposition。Iamafraidmyfatherneverunderstoodthedepthofhisbrother’saffectionforhim。AllthehardworkfelltoGeorge’sshare:thelongjourneysatnight,thephysickingofwearisomepoorpeople,thedrunkencases,therevoltingcases——allthedrudging,dirtybusinessofthesurgery,inshort,wasturnedovertohim;anddayafterday,monthaftermonth,hestruggledthroughitwithoutamurmur。Whenhisbrotherandhissister—in—lawwentouttodinewiththecountygentry,itneverenteredhisheadtofeeldisappointedatbeingleftunnoticedathome。Whenthereturndinnersweregiven,andhewasaskedtocomeinattea—time,andlefttositunregardedinacorner,itneveroccurredtohimtoimaginethathewastreatedwithanywantofconsiderationorrespect。Hewaspartofthefurnitureofthehouse,anditwasthebusinessaswellasthepleasureofhislifetoturnhimselftoanyusetowhichhisbrothermightpleasetoputhim。

  SomuchforwhatIhaveheardfromothersonthesubjectofmyUncleGeorge。MyownpersonalexperienceofhimislimitedtowhatIrememberasamerechild。Letmesaysomething,however,firstaboutmyparents,mysisterandmyself。

  Mysisterwastheeldestbornandthebestloved。Ididnotcomeintotheworldtillfouryearsafterherbirth,andnootherchildfollowedme。Caroline,fromherearliestdays,wastheperfectionofbeautyandhealth。Iwassmall,weakly,and,ifthetruthmustbetold,almostasplain—featuredasUncleGeorgehimself。Itwouldbeungraciousandundutifulinmetopresumetodecidewhethertherewasanyfoundationornotforthedislikethatmyfather’sfamilyalwaysfeltformymother。AllIcanventuretosayis,thatherchildrenneverhadanycausetocomplainofher。

  Herpassionateaffectionformysister,herprideinthechild’sbeauty,Irememberwell,asalsoheruniformkindnessandindulgencetowardme。Mypersonaldefectsmusthavebeenasoretrialtoherinsecret,butneithershenormyfatherevershowedmethattheyperceivedanydifferencebetweenCarolineandmyself。Whenpresentsweremadetomysister,presentsweremadetome。Whenmyfatherandmothercaughtmysisterupintheirarmsandkissedhertheyscrupulouslygavememyturnafterward。

  Mychildishinstincttoldmethattherewasadifferenceintheirsmileswhentheylookedatmeandlookedather;thatthekissesgiventoCarolinewerewarmerthanthekissesgiventome;thatthehandswhichdriedhertearsinourchildishgriefs,touchedhermoregentlythanthehandswhichdriedmine。Butthese,andothersmallsignsofpreferencelikethem,weresuchasnoparentscouldbeexpectedtocontrol。Inoticedthematthetimeratherwithwonderthanwithrepining。Irecallthemnowwithoutaharshthoughteithertowardmyfatherormymother。Bothlovedme,andbothdidtheirdutybyme。IfIseemtospeakconstrainedlyofthemhere,itisnotonmyownaccount。Icanhonestlysaythat,withallmyheartandsoul。

  EvenUncleGeorge,fondashewasofme,wasfonderofmybeautifulchild—sister。

  WhenIusedmischievouslytopullathislank,scantyhair,hewouldgentlyandlaughinglytakeitoutofmyhands,buthewouldletCarolinetugatittillhisdim,wanderinggrayeyeswinkedandwateredagainwithpain。Heusedtoplungeperilouslyaboutthegarden,inawkwardimitationofthecanteringofahorse,whileIsatonhisshoulders;buthewouldneverproceedatanypacebeyondaslowandsafewalkwhenCarolinehadarideinherturn。Whenhetookusoutwalking,Carolinewasalwaysonthesidenextthewall。Whenweinterruptedhimoverhisdirtyworkinthesurgery,heusedtotellmetogoandplayuntilhewasreadyforme;buthewouldputdownhisbottles,andcleanhisclumsyfingersonhiscoarseapron,andleadCarolineoutagain,asifshehadbeenthegreatestladyintheland。Ah!howhelovedher!and,letmebehonestandgrateful,andadd,howhelovedme,too!

  WhenIwaseightyearsoldandCarolinewastwelve,Iwasseparatedfromhomeforsometime。Ihadbeenailingformanymonthspreviously;hadgotbenefitfrombeingtakentothesea—side,andhadshownsymptomsofrelapsingonbeingbroughthomeagaintothemidlandcountyinwhichweresided。Aftermuchconsultation,itwasatlastresolvedthatIshouldbesenttolive,untilmyconstitutiongotstronger,withamaidensisterofmymother’s,whohadahouseatawatering—placeonthesouthcoast。

  Ilefthome,Iremember,loadedwithpresents,rejoicingovertheprospectoflookingattheseaagain,ascarelessofthefutureandashappyinthepresentasanyboycouldbe。UncleGeorgepetitionedforaholidaytotakemetotheseaside,buthecouldnotbesparedfromthesurgery。Heconsoledhimselfandmebypromisingtomakemeamagnificentmodelofaship。

  IhavethatmodelbeforemyeyesnowwhileIwrite。Itisdustywithage;thepaintonitiscracked;theropesaretangled;thesailsaremoth—eatenandyellow。Thehullisalloutofproportion,andtherighasbeensmiledatbyeverynauticalfriendofminewhohaseverlookedatit。Yet,worn—outandfaultyasitis——inferiortothecheapestminiaturevesselnowadaysinanytoy—shopwindow——IhardlyknowapossessionofmineinthisworldthatIwouldnotsoonerpartwiththanUncleGeorge’sship。

  Mylifeatthesea—sidewasaveryhappyone。Iremainedwithmyauntmorethanayear。MymotheroftencametoseehowIwasgoingon,andatfirstalwaysbroughtmysisterwithher;butduringthelasteightmonthsofmystayCarolineneveronceappeared。Inoticedalso,atthesameperiod,achangeinmymother’smanner。Shelookedpalerandmoreanxiousateachsucceedingvisit,andalwayshadlongconferencesinprivatewithmyaunt。Atlastsheceasedtocomeandseeusaltogether,andonlywrotetoknowhowmyhealthwasgettingon。Myfather,too,whohadattheearlierperiodsofmyabsencefromhometraveledtothesea—sidetowatchtheprogressofmyrecoveryasoftenashisprofessionalengagementswouldpermit,nowkeptawaylikemymother。EvenUncleGeorge,whohadneverbeenallowedaholidaytocomeandseeme,butwhohadhithertooftenwrittenandbeggedmetowritetohim,brokeoffourcorrespondence。

  Iwasnaturallyperplexedandamazedbythesechanges,andpersecutedmyaunttotellmethereasonofthem。Atfirstshetriedtoputmeoffwithexcuses;thensheadmittedthattherewastroubleinourhouse;andfinallysheconfessedthatthetroublewascausedbytheillnessofmysister。WhenIinquiredwhatthatillnesswas,myauntsaiditwasuselesstoattempttoexplainittome。Inextappliedtotheservants。Oneofthemwaslesscautiousthanmyaunt,andansweredmyquestion,butintermsthatIcouldnotcomprehend。Aftermuchexplanation,Iwasmadetounderstandthat\"somethingwasgrowingonmysister’sneckthatwouldspoilherbeautyforever,andperhapskillher,ifitcouldnotbegotridof。\"HowwellIremembertheshudderofhorrorthatranthroughmeatthevagueideaofthisdeadly\"something\"!Afearful,awe—struckcuriositytoseewhatCaroline’sillnesswaswithmyowneyestroubledmyinmostheart,andIbeggedtobeallowedtogohomeandhelptonurseher。Therequestwas,itisalmostneedlesstosay,refused。

  Weekspassedaway,andstillIheardnothing,exceptthatmysistercontinuedtobeill。OnedayIprivatelywrotealettertoUncleGeorge,askinghim,inmychildishway,tocomeandtellmeaboutCaroline’sillness。

  Iknewwherethepost—officewas,andslippedoutinthemorningunobservedanddroppedmyletterinthebox。Istolehomeagainbythegarden,andclimbedinatthewindowofabackparloronthegroundfloor。Theroomabovewasmyaunt’sbedchamber,andthemomentIwasinsidethehouseIheardmoansandloudconvulsivesobsproceedingfromit。Myauntwasasingularlyquiet,composedwoman。Icouldnotimaginethattheloudsobbingandmoaningcamefromher,andIrandownterrifiedintothekitchentoasktheservantswhowascryingsoviolentlyinmyaunt’sroom。

  Ifoundthehousemaidandthecooktalkingtogetherinwhisperswithseriousfaces。TheystartedwhentheysawmeasifIhadbeenagrown—upmasterwhohadcaughtthemneglectingtheirwork。

  \"He’stooyoungtofeelitmuch,\"Iheardonesaytotheother。

  \"Sofarasheisconcerned,itseemslikeamercythatithappenednolater。\"

  Inafewminutestheyhadtoldmetheworst。Itwasindeedmyauntwhohadbeencryinginthebedroom。Carolinewasdead。

  Ifelttheblowmoreseverelythantheservantsoranyoneelseaboutmesupposed。StillIwasachildinyears,andIhadtheblessedelasticityofachild’snature。IfIhadbeenolderI

  mighthavebeentoomuchabsorbedingrieftoobservemyauntsocloselyasIdid,whenshewascomposedenoughtoseemelaterintheday。

  Iwasnotsurprisedbytheswollenstateofhereyes,thepalenessofhercheeks,orthefreshburstoftearsthatcamefromherwhenshetookmeinherarmsatmeeting。ButIwasbothamazedandperplexedbythelookofterrorthatIdetectedinherface。Itwasnaturalenoughthatsheshouldgrieveandweepovermysister’sdeath,butwhyshouldshehavethatfrightenedlookasifsomeothercatastrophehadhappened?

  IaskediftherewasanymoredreadfulnewsfromhomebesidesthenewsofCaroline’sdeath。

  Myaunt,saidNoinastrange,stifledvoice,andsuddenlyturnedherfacefromme。Wasmyfatherdead?No。Mymother?No。UncleGeorge?MyaunttrembledalloverasshesaidNotothatalso,andbademeceaseaskinganymorequestions。Shewasnotfittobearthemyetshesaid,andsignedtotheservanttoleadmeoutoftheroom。

  ThenextdayIwastoldthatIwastogohomeafterthefuneral,andwastakenouttowardeveningbythehousemaid,partlyforawalk,partlytobemeasuredformymourningclothes。Afterwehadleftthetailor’s,Ipersuadedthegirltoextendourwalkforsomedistancealongthesea—beach,tellingher,aswewent,everylittleanecdoteconnectedwithmylostsisterthatcametenderlybacktomymemoryinthosefirstdaysofsorrow。ShewassointerestedinhearingandIinspeakingthatweletthesungodownbeforewethoughtofturningback。

  Theeveningwascloudy,anditgotonfromdusktodarkbythetimeweapproachedthetownagain。Thehousemaidwasrathernervousatfindingherselfalonewithmeonthebeach,andonceortwicelookedbehindherdistrustfullyaswewenton。Suddenlyshesqueezedmyhandhard,andsaid:

  \"Let’sgetuponthecliffasfastaswecan。\"

  ThewordswerehardlyoutofhermouthbeforeIheardfootstepsbehindme——amancameroundquicklytomyside,snatchedmeawayfromthegirl,and,catchingmeupinhisarmswithoutaword,coveredmyfacewithkisses。Iknewhewascrying,becausemycheekswereinstantlywetwithhistears;butitwastoodarkformetoseewhohewas,orevenhowhewasdressed。Hedidnot,I

  shouldthink,holdmehalfaminuteinhisarms。Thehousemaidscreamedforhelp。Iwasputdowngentlyonthesand,andthestrangemaninstantlydisappearedinthedarkness。

  Whenthisextraordinaryadventurewasrelatedtomyaunt,sheseemedatfirstmerelybewilderedathearingofit;butinamomentmoretherecameachangeoverherface,asifshehadsuddenlyrecollectedorthoughtofsomething。Sheturneddeadlypale,andsaid,inahurriedway,veryunusualwithher:

  \"Nevermind;don’ttalkaboutitanymore。Itwasonlyamischievoustricktofrightenyou,Idaresay。Forgetallaboutit,mydear——forgetallaboutit。\"

  Itwaseasiertogivethisadvicethantomakemefollowit。Formanynightsafter,Ithoughtofnothingbutthestrangemanwhohadkissedmeandcriedoverme。

  Whocouldhebe?Somebodywholovedmeverymuch,andwhowasverysorry。Mychildishlogiccarriedmetothatlength。ButwhenItriedtothinkoverallthegrown—upgentlemenwholovedmeverymuch,Icouldnevergeton,tomyownsatisfaction,beyondmyfatherandmyUncleGeorge。

  CHAPTERII。

  Iwastakenhomeontheappointeddaytosufferthetrial——ahardoneevenatmytenderyears——ofwitnessingmymother’spassionategriefandmyfather’smutedespair。IrememberthatthesceneofourfirstmeetingafterCaroline’sdeathwaswiselyandconsideratelyshortenedbymyaunt,whotookmeoutoftheroom。

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