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  Slowly,outoftheawfulshadows,theGhostsofMemoryroseaboutme。Thedeadpopulationofavanishedworldcamebacktoliferoundme,alivingman。Menandwomenwhoseearthlypilgrimagehadendedlongsince,returneduponmefromtheunknownspheres,andfond,familiarvoicesbursttheirwaybacktomyearsthroughtheheavysilenceofthegrave。Movingbymeinthenamelessinnerlight,whichnoeyesawbutmine,thedeadprocessionofimmaterialscenesandbeingsunrolleditssilentlength。Isawoncemorethepleadingfaceofafriendofearlydays,withthehauntingvisionthathadtorturedhimthroughlifebyhissideagain——withthelong—forgottendespairinhiseyeswhichhadoncetouchedmyheart,andboundmetohim,tillIhadtrackedhisdestinythroughitsdarkestwindingstotheend。Isawthefigureofaninnocentwomanpassingtoandfroinanancientcountryhouse,withtheshadowofastrangesuspicionstealingafterherwherevershewent。Isawamanwornbyhardshipandoldage,stretcheddreamingonthestrawofastable,andmutteringinhisdreamtheterriblesecretofhislife。

  Otherscenesandpersonsfollowedthese,lessvividintheirrevival,butstillalwaysrecognizableanddistinct;ayounggirlalonebynight,andinperilofherlife,inacottageonadrearymoor——anupperchamberofaninn,withtwobedsinit;thecurtainsofonebedclosed,andamanstandingbythem,waiting,yetdreadingtodrawthemback——ahusbandsecretlyfollowingthefirsttracesofamysterywhichhiswife’sanxiouslovehadfatallyhiddenfromhimsincethedaywhentheyfirstmet;these,andothervisionslikethem,shadowyreflectionsofthelivingbeingsandtherealeventsthathadbeenonce,peopledthesolitudeandtheemptinessaroundme。TheyhauntedmestillwhenItriedtobreakthechainofthoughtwhichmyowneffortshadwoundaboutmymind;theyfollowedmetoandfrointheroom;andtheycameoutwithmewhenIleftit。IhadliftedtheveilfromthePastformyself,andIwasnowtorestnomoretillIhadlifteditforothers。

  Iwentatoncetomyeldestbrotherandshowedhimmyson’sletter,andtoldhimallthatIhavewrittenhere。Hiskindheartwastouchedasminehadbeen。Hefeltformysuspense;hesharedmyanxiety;helaidasidehisownoccupationonthespot。

  \"Onlytellme,\"hesaid,\"howIcanhelp,andIwillgiveeveryhourinthedaytoyouandtoGeorge。\"

  Ihadcometohimwithmymindalmostasfullofhispastlifeasofmyown;IrecalledtohismemoryeventsinhisexperienceasaworkingclergymaninLondon;Isethimlookingamongpaperswhichhehadpreservedforhalfhislifetime,andtheveryexistenceofwhichhehadforgottenlongsince;Irecalledtohimthenamesofpersonstowhosenecessitieshehadministeredinhissacredoffice,andwhosestorieshehadheardfromtheirownlipsorreceivedundertheirownhandwriting。Whenwepartedhewascertainofwhathewaswantedtodo,andwasresoluteonthatverydaytobeginthework。

  IwenttoMorgannext,andappealedtohimasIhadalreadyappealedtoOwen。Itwasonlypartofhisoddcharactertostartallsortsofeccentricobjectionsinreply;toaffectacynicalindifference,whichhewasfarfromreallyandtrulyfeeling;andtoindulgeinplentyofquaintsarcasmonthesubjectofJessieandhisnephewGeorge。Iwaitedtilltheselittlesurface—ebullitionshadallexpendedthemselves,andthenpressedmypointagainwiththeearnestnessandanxietythatIreallyfelt。

  Evidentlytouchedbythemannerofmyappealtohimevenmorethanbythelanguageinwhichitwasexpressed,Morgantookrefugeinhiscustomaryabruptness,spreadouthispaperviolentlyonthetable,seizedhispenandink,andtoldmequitefiercelytogivehimhisworkandlethimtackleitatonce。

  Isetmyselftorecalltohismemorysomeveryremarkableexperiencesofhisowninhisprofessionaldays,buthestoppedmebeforeIhadhalfdone。

  \"Iunderstand,\"hesaid,takingasavagedipattheink,\"I’mtomakeherfleshcreep,andtofrightenheroutofherwits。I’lldoitwithavengeance!\"

  ReservingtomyselfprivatelyaneditorialrightofsupervisionoverMorgan’scontributions,Ireturnedtomyownroomtobeginmyshare——byfarthelargestone——ofthetaskbeforeus。Thestimulusappliedtomymindbymyson’slettermusthavebeenastrongoneindeed,forIhadhardlybeenmorethananhouratmydeskbeforeIfoundtheoldliteraryfacilityofmyyouthfuldays,whenIwasawriterforthemagazines,returningtomeasifbymagic。Iworkedonunremittinglytilldinner—time,andthenresumedthepenafterwehadallseparatedforthenight。Attwoo’clockthenextmorningIfoundmyself——Godhelpme!——masquerading,asitwere,inmyownlong—lostcharacterofahard—writingyoungman,withtheoldfamiliarcupofstrongteabymyside,andtheoldfamiliarwettoweltiedroundmyhead。

  MyreviewoftheprogressIhadmade,whenIlookedbackatmypagesofmanuscript,yieldedalltheencouragementIwantedtodrivemeon。Itisonlyjust,however,toaddtotherecordofthisfirstday’sattempt,thattheliterarylaborwhichitinvolvedwasbynomeansofthemosttryingkind。Thegreatstrainontheintellect——thestrainofinvention——wassparedmebymyhavingrealcharactersandeventsreadytomyhand。IfI

  hadbeencalledontocreate,Ishould,inallprobability,havesufferedseverelybycontrastwiththeveryworstofthoseunfortunatenovelistswhomJessiehadsorashlyandsothoughtlesslycondemned。Itisnotwonderfulthatthepublicshouldrarelyknowhowtoestimatethevastservicewhichisdonetothembytheproductionofagoodbook,seeingthattheyare,forthemostpart,utterlyignorantoftheimmensedifficultyofwritingevenabadone。

  Thenextdaywasfine,tomygreatrelief;andourvisitor,whilewewereatwork,enjoyedhercustomaryscamperonthepony,andhercustomaryramblesafterwardintheneighborhoodofthehouse。

  AlthoughIhadinterruptionstocontendwithonthepartofOwenandMorgan,neitherofwhompossessedmyexperienceintheproductionofwhatheavypeoplecall\"lightliterature,\"andbothofwhomconsequentlywantedassistance,stillImadegreatprogress,andearnedmyhoursofreposeontheeveningofthesecondday。

  OnthateveningIriskedtheworst,andopenedmynegotiationsforthefuturewith\"TheQueenofHearts。\"

  Aboutanhouraftertheteahadbeenremoved,andwhenIhappenedtobeleftaloneintheroomwithher,Inoticedthatsherosesuddenlyandwenttothewriting—table。Mysuspicionswerearouseddirectly,andIenteredonthedangeroussubjectbyinquiringifsheintendedtowritetoheraunt。

  \"Yes,\"shesaid。\"Ipromisedtowritewhenthelastweekcame。Ifyouhadpaidmethecomplimentofaskingmetostayalittlelonger,IshouldhavereturneditbytellingyouIwassorrytogo。Asitis,Imeantobesulkyandsaynothing。\"

  Withthosewordsshetookupherpentobegintheletter。

  \"Waitaminute,\"Iremonstrated。\"IwasjustonthepointofbeggingyoutostaywhenIspoke。\"

  \"Wereyou,indeed?\"shereturned。\"Ineverbelievedincoincidencesofthatsortbefore,butnow,ofcourse,Iputthemostunlimitedfaithinthem!\"

  \"Willyoubelieveinplainproofs?\"Iasked,adoptingherhumor。

  \"HowdoyouthinkIandmybrothershavebeenemployingourselvesalldayto—dayandalldayyesterday?Guesswhatwehavebeenabout。\"

  \"Congratulatingyourselvesinsecretonmyapproachingdeparture,\"sheanswered,tappingherchinsaucilywiththefeather—endofherpen。

  Iseizedtheopportunityofastonishingher,andforthwithtoldherthetruth。Shestartedupfromthetable,andapproachedmewiththeeagernessofachild,hereyessparkling,andhercheeksflushed。

  \"Doyoureallymeanit?\"shesaid。

  IassuredherthatIwasinearnest。Shethereuponnotonlyexpressedaninterestinourundertaking,whichwasevidentlysincere,but,withcharacteristicimpatience,wantedtobeginthefirstevening’sreadingonthatverynight。Idisappointedhersadlybyexplainingthatwerequiredtimetoprepareourselves,andbyassuringherthatweshouldnotbereadyforthenextfivedays。Onthesixthday,Iadded,weshouldbeabletobegin,andtogoon,withoutmissinganevening,forprobablytendaysmore。

  \"Thenextfivedays?\"shereplied。\"Why,thatwilljustbringustotheendofmysixweeks’visit。Isupposeyouarenotsettingatraptocatchme?Thisisnotatrickofyouthreecunningoldgentlementomakemestayon,isit?\"

  Iquailedinwardlyasthatdangerouslycloseguessatthetruthpassedherlips。

  \"Youforget,\"Isaid,\"thattheideaonlyoccurredtomeafterwhatyousaidyesterday。Ifithadstruckmeearlier,weshouldhavebeenreadyearlier,andthenwherewouldyoursuspicionshavebeen?\"

  \"Iamashamedofhavingfeltthem,\"shesaid,inherfrank,heartyway。\"Iretracttheword’trap,’andIbegpardonforcallingyou’threecunningoldgentlemen。’ButwhatamItosaytomyaunt?\"

  Shemovedbacktothewriting—tableasshespoke。

  \"Saynothing,\"Ireplied,\"tillyouhaveheardthefirststory。

  Shutupthepaper—casetillthattime,andthendecidewhenyouwillopenitagaintowritetoyouraunt。\"

  Shehesitatedandsmiled。Thatterriblycloseguessofherswasnotoutofhermindyet。

  \"Iratherfancy,\"shesaid,slyly,\"thatthestorywillturnouttobethebestofthewholeseries。\"

  \"Wrongagain,\"Iretorted。\"Ihaveaplanforlettingchancedecidewhichofthestoriesthefirstoneshallbe。Theyshallbeallnumberedastheyaredone;correspondingnumbersshallbewritteninsidefoldedpiecesofcardandwellmixedtogether;youshallpickoutanyonecardyoulike;youshalldeclarethenumberwrittenwithin;and,goodorbad,thestorythatanswerstothatnumbershallbethestorythatisread。Isthatfair?\"

  \"Fair!\"sheexclaimed;\"it’sbetterthanfair;itmakes_me_ofsomeimportance;andImustbemoreorlessthanwomannottoappreciatethat。\"

  \"Thenyouconsenttowaitpatientlyforthenextfivedays?\"

  \"AspatientlyasIcan。\"

  \"Andyouengagetodecidenothingaboutwritingtoyourauntuntilyouhaveheardthefirststory?\"

  \"Ido,\"shesaid,returningtothewriting—table。\"Beholdtheproofofit。\"Sheraisedherhandwiththeatricalsolemnity,andclosedthepaper—casewithanimpressivebang。

  Ileanedbackinmychairwithmymindateaseforthefirsttimesincethereceiptofmyson’sletter。

  \"OnlyletGeorgereturnbythefirstofNovember,\"Ithoughttomyself,\"andalltheauntsinChristendomshallnotpreventJessieYelvertonfrombeingheretomeethim。\"

  THETENDAYS。

  THEFIRSTDAY。

  SHOWERYandunsettled。Inspiteoftheweather,JessieputonmyMackintoshcloakandrodeoffoverthehillstooneofOwen’soutlyingfarms。Shewasalreadytooimpatienttowaitquietlyfortheevening’sreadinginthehouse,ortoenjoyanyamusementlessexhilaratingthanagallopintheopenair。

  Iwas,onmyside,asanxiousandasuneasyasourguest。Nowthatthesixweeksofherstayhadexpired——nowthatthedayhadreallyarrived,ontheeveningofwhichthefirststorywastoberead,Ibegantocalculatethechancesoffailureaswellasthechancesofsuccess。Whatifmyownestimateoftheinterestofthestoriesturnedouttobeafalseone?Whatifsomeunforeseenaccidentoccurredtodelaymyson’sreturnbeyondtendays?

  Thearrivalofthenewspaperhadalreadybecomeaneventofthedeepestimportancetome。UnreasonableasitwastoexpectanytidingsofGeorgeatsoearlyadate,Ibegan,nevertheless,onthisfirstofourdaysofsuspense,tolookforthenameofhisshipinthecolumnsoftelegraphicnews。Themeremechanicalactoflookingwassomerelieftomyoverstrainedfeelings,althoughImighthaveknown,anddidknow,thatthesearch,forthepresent,couldleadtonosatisfactoryresult。

  TowardnoonIshutmyselfupwithmycollectionofmanuscriptstorevisethemforthelasttime。Ourexertionshadthusfarproducedbutsixofthenecessarytenstories。Astheywereonly,however,toberead,onebyone,onsixsuccessiveevenings,andaswecouldthereforecountonplentyofleisureinthedaytime,Iwasinnofearofourfailingtofinishthelittleseries。

  OfthesixcompletedstoriesIhadwrittentwo,andhadfoundathirdintheformofacollectionoflettersamongmypapers。

  Morganhadonlywrittenone,andthissolitarycontributionofhishadgivenmemoretroublethanbothmyownputtogether,inconsequenceoftheperpetualintrusionofmybrother’seccentricitiesineverypartofhisnarrative。TheprocessofremovingthesequaintturnsandfrisksofMorgan’shumor——which,howeveramusingtheymighthavebeeninanessay,wereutterlyoutofplaceinastoryappealingtosuspendedinterestforitseffect——certainlytriedmypatienceandmycriticalfaculty(suchasitis)moreseverelythananyotherpartofourliteraryenterprisewhichhadfallenmyshare。

  Owen’sinvestigationsamonghispapershadsupplieduswiththetworemainingnarratives。Onewascontainedinaletter,andtheotherintheformofadiary,andbothhadbeenreceivedbyhimdirectlyfromthewriters。Besidesthesecontributions,hehadundertakentohelpusbysomeworkofhisown,andhadbeenengagedforthelastfourdaysinmoldingcertaineventswhichhadhappenedwithinhispersonalknowledgeintotheformofastory。Hisextremefastidiousnessasawriterinterfered,however,soseriouslywithhisprogressthathewasstillsadlybehindhand,andwaslikely,thoughlessheavilyburdenedthanMorganormyself,tobethelasttocompletehisallottedtask。

  Suchwasourposition,andsuchtheresourcesatourcommand,whenthefirstoftheTenDaysdawneduponus。ShortlyafterfourintheafternoonIcompletedmyworkofrevision,numberedthemanuscriptsfromonetosixexactlyastheyhappenedtolieundermyhand,andinclosedthemallinaportfolio,coveredwithpurplemorocco,whichbecameknownfromthattimebytheimposingtitleofThePurpleVolume。

  MissJessiereturnedfromherexpeditionjustasIwastyingthestringsoftheportfolio,and,womanlike,instantlyaskedleavetopeepinside,whichfavorI,manlike,positivelydeclinedtogrant。

  Assoonasdinnerwasoverourguestretiredtoarrayherselfinmagnificenteveningcostume。Ithadbeenarrangedthatthereadingsweretotakeplaceinherownsitting—room;andshewassoenthusiasticallydesiroustodohonortotheoccasion,thatsheregrettednothavingbroughtwithherfromLondonthedressinwhichshehadbeenpresentedatcourttheyearbefore,andnothavingborrowedcertainmaterialsforadditionalsplendorwhichshebrieflydescribedas\"aunt’sdiamonds。\"

  Towardeighto’clockweassembledinthesitting—room,andastrangelyassortedcompanywewere。Attheheadofthetable,radiantinsilkandjewelry,flowersandfurbelows,satTheQueenofHearts,lookingsohandsomeandsohappythatIsecretlycongratulatedmyabsentsonontheexcellenttastehehadshowninfallinginlovewithher。Roundthisbrightyoungcreature(Owen,atthefootofthetable,andMorganandIoneitherside)

  satherthreewrinkled,gray—headed,dingily—attiredhosts,andjustbehindher,instillmoreinappropriatecompanionship,toweredthespectralfigureofthemaninarmor,whichhadsounaccountablyattractedheronherarrival。Thisstrangescenewaslightedupbycandlesinhighandheavybrasssconces。BeforeJessiestoodamightychinapunch—bowloftheoldentime,containingthefoldedpiecesofcard,insidewhichwerewrittenthenumberstobedrawn,andbeforeOwenreposedthePurpleVolumefromwhichoneofuswastoread。Thewallsoftheroomwerehungallroundwithfadedtapestry;theclumsyfurniturewasblackwithage;and,inspiteofthelightfromthesconces,theloftyceilingwasalmostlostingloom。IfRembrandtcouldhavepaintedourbackground,Reynoldsourguest,andHogarthourselves,thepictureofthescenewouldhavebeencomplete。

  Whentheoldclockoverthetowergatewayhadchimedeight,I

  rosetoinauguratetheproceedingsbyrequestingJessietotakeoneofthepiecesofcardoutofthepunch—bowl,andtodeclarethenumber。

  Shelaughed;thensuddenlybecamefrightenedandserious;thenlookedatme,andsaid,\"Itwasdreadfullylikebusiness;\"andthenentreatedMorgannottostareather,or,inthepresentstateofhernerves,sheshouldupsetthepunch—bowl。Atlastshesummonedresolutionenoughtotakeoutoneofthepiecesofcardandtounfoldit。

  \"Declarethenumber,mydear,\"saidOwen。

  \"NumberFour,\"answeredJessie,makingamagnificentcourtesy,andbeginningtolooklikeherselfagain。

  OwenopenedthePurpleVolume,searchedthroughthemanuscripts,andsuddenlychangedcolor。Thecauseofhisdiscomposurewassoonexplained。Maliciousfatehadassignedtothemostdiffidentindividualinthecompanythetryingresponsibilityofleadingtheway。NumberFourwasoneofthetwonarrativeswhichOwenhadfoundamonghisownpapers。

  \"Iamalmostsorry,\"beganmyeldestbrother,confusedly,\"thatithasfallentomyturntoreadfirst。IhardlyknowwhichI

  distrustmost,myselformystory。\"

  \"Tryandfancyyouareinthepulpitagain,\"saidMorgan,sarcastically。\"Gentlemenofyourcloth,Owen,seldomseemtodistrustthemselvesortheirmanuscriptswhentheygetintothatposition。\"

  \"Thefactis,\"continuedOwen,mildlyimpenetrabletohisbrother’scynicalremark,\"thatthelittlethingIamgoingtotryandreadishardlyastoryatall。Iamafraiditisonlyananecdote。Ibecamepossessedoftheletterwhichcontainsmynarrativeunderthesecircumstances。AtthetimewhenIwasaclergymaninLondon,mychurchwasattendedforsomemonthsbyaladywhowasthewifeofalargefarmerinthecountry。Shehadbeenobligedtocometotown,andtoremainthereforthesakeofoneofherchildren,alittleboy,whorequiredthebestmedicaladvice。\"

  Atthewords\"medicaladvice\"Morganshookhisheadandgrowledtohimselfcontemptuously。Owenwenton:

  \"Whileshewasattendinginthiswaytoonechild,hisshareinherlovewasunexpectedlydisputedbyanother,whocameintotheworldratherbeforehistime。Ibaptizedthebaby,andwasaskedtothelittlechristeningpartyafterward。Thiswasmyfirstintroductiontothelady,andIwasveryfavorablyimpressedbyher;notsomuchonaccountofherpersonalappearance,forshewasbutalittlewomanandhadnopretensionstobeauty,asonaccountofacertainsimplicity,andhearty,downrightkindnessinhermanner,aswellasofanexcellentfranknessandgoodsenseinherconversation。Oneoftheguestspresent,whosawhowshehadinterestedme,andwhospokeofherinthehighestterms,surprisedmebyinquiringifIshouldeverhavesupposedthatquiet,good—humoredlittlewomantobecapableofperforminganactofcouragewhichwouldhavetriedthenervesoftheboldestmaninEngland?Inaturallyenoughbeggedforanexplanation;butmyneighboratthetableonlysmiledandsaid,’Ifyoucanfindanopportunity,askherwhathappenedatTheBlackCottage,andyouwillhearsomethingthatwillastonishyou。’IactedonthehintassoonasIhadanopportunityofspeakingtoherprivately。Theladyansweredthatitwastoolongastorytotellthen,andexplained,onmysuggestingthatsheshouldrelateitonsomefutureday,thatshewasabouttostartforhercountryhomethenextmorning。’But,’shewasgoodenoughtoadd,’asI

  havebeenundergreatobligationstoyouformanySundayspast,andasyouseeminterestedinthismatter,Iwillemploymyfirstleisuretimeaftermyreturnintellingyoubywriting,insteadofbywordofmouth,whatreallyhappenedtomeononememorablenightofmylifeinTheBlackCottage。’

  \"Shefaithfullyperformedherpromise。InafortnightafterwardI

  receivedfromherthenarrativewhichIamnowabouttoread。\"

  BROTHEROWEN’SSTORY

  OF

  THESIEGEOFTHEBLACKCOTTAGE。

  Tobeginatthebeginning,Imusttakeyoubacktothetimeaftermymother’sdeath,whenmyonlybrotherhadgonetosea,whenmysisterwasoutatservice,andwhenIlivedalonewithmyfatherinthemidstofamoorinthewestofEngland。

  Themoorwascoveredwithgreatlimestonerocks,andintersectedhereandtherebystreamlets。Thenearesthabitationtoourswassituatedaboutamileandahalfoff,whereastripofthefertilelandstretchedoutintothewastelikeatongue。HeretheoutbuildingsofthegreatMoorFarm,theninthepossessionofmyhusband’sfather,began。Thefarm—landsstretcheddowngentlyintoabeautifulrichvalley,lyingnicelyshelteredbythehighplatformofthemoor。Whenthegroundbegantoriseagain,milesandmilesaway,itleduptoacountryhousecalledHolmeManor,belongingtoagentlemannamedKnifton。Mr。Kniftonhadlatelymarriedayoungladywhommymotherhadnursed,andwhosekindnessandfriendshipforme,herfoster—sister,Ishallremembergratefullytothelastdayofmylife。TheseandotherslightparticularsitisnecessarytomystorythatIshouldtellyou,anditisalsonecessarythatyoushouldbeespeciallycarefultobearthemwellinmind。

  Myfatherwasbytradeastone—mason。Hiscottagestoodamileandahalffromthenearesthabitation。Inallotherdirectionswewerefourorfivetimesthatdistancefromneighbors。Beingverypoorpeople,thislonelysituationhadonegreatattractionforus——welivedrentfreeonit。Inadditiontothatadvantage,thestones,byshapingwhichmyfathergainedhislivelihood,layallabouthimathisverydoor,sothathethoughthisposition,solitaryasitwas,quiteanenviableone。IcanhardlysaythatIagreedwithhim,thoughInevercomplained。Iwasveryfondofmyfather,andmanagedtomakethebestofmylonelinesswiththethoughtofbeingusefultohim。Mrs。Kniftonwishedtotakemeintoherservicewhenshemarried,butIdeclined,unwillinglyenough,formyfather’ssake。IfIhadgoneaway,hewouldhavehadnobodytolivewithhim;andmymothermademepromiseonherdeath—bedthatheshouldneverbelefttopineawayaloneinthemidstofthebleakmoor。

  Ourcottage,smallasitwas,wasstoutlyandsnuglybuilt,withstonefromthemoorasamatterofcourse。Thewallswerelinedinsideandfencedoutsidewithwood,thegiftofMr。Knifton’sfathertomyfather。Thisdoublecoveringofcracksandcrevices,whichwouldhavebeensuperfluousinashelteredposition,wasabsolutelynecessary,inourexposedsituation,tokeepoutthecoldwindswhich,exceptingjustthesummermonths,sweptoveruscontinuallyalltheyearround。Theoutsideboards,coveringourroughly—builtstonewalls,myfatherprotectedagainstthewetwithpitchandtar。Thisgavetoourlittleabodeacuriouslydark,dingylook,especiallywhenitwasseenfromadistance;

  andsoithadcometobecalledintheneighborhood,evenbeforeIwasborn,TheBlackCottage。

  Ihavenowrelatedthepreliminaryparticularswhichitisdesirablethatyoushouldknow,andmayproceedatoncetothepleasantertaskoftellingyoumystory。

  Onecloudyautumnday,whenIwasrathermorethaneighteenyearsold,aherdsmanwalkedoverfromMoorFarmwithaletterwhichhadbeenleftthereformyfather。Itcamefromabuilderlivingatourcountytown,halfaday’sjourneyoff,anditinvitedmyfathertocometohimandgivehisjudgmentaboutanestimateforsomestoneworkonaverylargescale。Myfather’sexpensesforlossoftimeweretobepaid,andhewastohavehisshareofemploymentafterwardsinpreparingthestone。Hewasonlytooglad,therefore,toobeythedirectionswhichthelettercontained,andtoprepareatonceforhislongwalktothecountytown。

  Consideringthetimeatwhichhereceivedtheletter,andthenecessityofrestingbeforeheattemptedtoreturn,itwasimpossibleforhimtoavoidbeingawayfromhomeforonenight,atleast。Heproposedtome,incaseIdislikedbeingleftaloneintheBlackCottage,tolockthedoorandtotakemetoMoorFarmtosleepwithanyoneofthemilkmaidswhowouldgivemeashareofherbed。IbynomeanslikedthenotionofsleepingwithagirlwhomIdidnotknow,andIsawnoreasontofeelafraidofbeingleftaloneforonlyonenight;soIdeclined。Nothieveshadevercomenearus;ourpovertywassufficientprotectionagainstthem;andofotherdangerstherewerenonethateventhemosttimidpersoncouldapprehend。Accordingly,Igotmyfather’sdinner,laughingatthenotionofmytakingrefugeundertheprotectionofamilkmaidatMoorFarm。Hestartedforhiswalkassoonashehaddone,sayingheshouldtryandbebackbydinner—timethenextday,andleavingmeandmycatPollytotakecareofthehouse。

  Ihadclearedthetableandbrightenedupthefire,andhadsatdowntomyworkwiththecatdozingatmyfeet,whenIheardthetramplingofhorses,and,runningtothedoor,sawMr。andMrs。

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