Findingmyselfdefrauded,IhastenedtoSirJohnFielding。HetoldmeheknewIhadbeenswindled,andthathisfriendshipwouldmakehimactiveinmybehalf;thathealsoknewthehouseswheremywinewasdeposited,andthatapartyofhisrunnersshouldgowithme,sufficientlystrongforitsrecovery。Iwaslittleawarethathehad,atthattime,twohundredbottlesofmybestTokayinhiscellar。Hispretendedkindnesswasasnare;hewasinpartnershipwithrobbers,onlythestupidamongwhomhehanged,andpreservedthemostadroitforthepromotionoftrade。
Hesentaconstableandsixofhisrunnerswithme,commandingthemtoactundermyorders。BygoodfortuneIhadaviolentheadache,andsentmybrother—in—law,whospokebetterEnglishthanI。HimtheybroughttothehouseofaJew,andtoldhim,\"Yourwine,sir,ishereconcealed。\"Thoughitwasbroadday,thedoorwaslocked,thathemightbeinducedtoactillegally。Theconstabledesiredhimtobreakthedooropen,whichhedid;theJewscamerunning,andasked——\"Whatdoyouwant,gentlemen?\"——\"Iwantmywine,\"answeredmybrother。——\"Takewhatisyourown,\"repliedaJew;\"butbewareoftouchingmyproperty。Ihaveboughtthewine。\"
Mybrotherattendedtheconstableandrunnersintoacellar,andfoundagreatpartofmywine。HewrotetoSirJohnFieldingthathehadfoundthewine,anddesiredtoknowhowtoact。Fieldinganswered:\"Itmustbetakenbytheowner。\"Mybrotheraccordinglysentmethewine。
Nextdaycameaconstablewithawarrant,saying,\"Hewantedtospeakwithmybrother,andthathewastogotoSirJohnFielding。\"
Whenhewasinthestreet,hetoldhim——\"Sir,youaremyprisoner。\"
IwenttoSirJohnFielding,andaskedhimwhatitmeant。Thisjusticeansweredthatmybrotherhadbeenaccusedoffelony。TheJewsandswindlershadswornthewinewasalegalpurchase。IfI
hadnotbeenpaid,orwasignorantoftheEnglishlaws,thatwasmyfault。Sixswindlershadswornthewinewaspaidfor,whichcircumstancehehadnotknown,orheshouldnothavegrantedmeawarrant。Mybrotherhadalsobrokenopenthedoors,andforciblytakenawaywinewhichwasnothisown。Theymadeoathofthis,andhewaschargedwithburglaryandrobbery。
HedesiredmetogivebailinathousandguineasformybrotherforhisappearanceintheCourtofKing’sBench;otherwisehistrialwouldimmediatelycomeon,andinafewdayshewouldbehanged。
Ihastenedtoalawyer,whoconfirmedwhathadbeentoldme,advisedmetogivebail,andhewouldthendefendmycause。IappliedtoLordMansfield,andreceivedthesameanswer。Itoldmystorytoallmyfriends,wholaughedatmeforattemptingtotradeinLondonwithoutunderstandingthelaws。MyfriendLordGrosvenorsaid,\"SendmorewinetoLondon,andwewillpayyousowellthatyouwillsoonrecoveryourloss。\"
Iwenttomywine—merchants,whohadastockofmineworthupwardsofathousandguineas。Theygavebailformybrother,andhewasreleased。
Fielding,intheinterim,senthisrunnerstomyhouse,tookbackthewine,andrestoredittotheJews。Theythreatenedtoprosecutemeasareceiverofstolengoods。IfledfromLondontoParis,whereIsoldoffmystockathalf—price,honouredmybills,andsoendedmymerchandise。
MybrotherreturnedtoLondoninNovember,todefendhiscauseintheCourtofKing’sBench;buttheswindlershaddisappeared,andthelawyerrequiredahundredpoundstoproceed。Theconclusionwasthatmybrotherreturnedwithseventypoundslessinhispocket,spentastravellingexpenses,andthestockinthehandsofmywine—
merchantswasdetainedonpretenceofpayingthebail。Theybroughtmeanapothecary’sbill,andallwaslost。
TheSwedishGeneralSprengportencametoAix—la—Chapellein1776。
HehadplannedandcarriedintoexecutiontherevolutionsofavourabletotheKing,buthadleftSwedenindiscontent,andcametotakethewaterswitharootedhypochondria。
HewasthemostdangerousmaninSweden,andhadtoldtheKinghimself,aftertherevolution,inthepresenceofhisguards,\"WhileSprengportencanholdasword,theKinghasnothingtocommand。\"
ItwasfearedhewouldgotoRussia,andPrinceCharleswrotetomeinthenameofthemonarch,desiringIwouldexertmyselftopersuadehimtoreturntoSweden。Hewasamanofpride,whichrenderedhimeitherafooloramadman。HedespisedeverythingthatwasnotSwedish。
ThePrussianMinister,CountHertzberg,thesameyearcametoAix—
la—Chapelle。Ienjoyedhissocietyforthreemonths,andaccompaniedthisgreatman。TohisliberalityamIindebtedthatI
canreturntomycountrywithhonour。
ThetimeIhadtosparewasnotspentinidleness;Iattacked,inmyweeklywritings,thosesharperswhoattendatAix—la—ChapelleandSpatoplunderbothinhabitantsandvisitants,undertheconnivanceofthemagistracy;noraretherewantingforeignnoblemenwhobecometheassociatesofthesepestsofsociety。Thepublicationofsuchtruthsendangeredmylifefromthedesperadoes,who,whendetected,hadnothingmoretolose。Howpowerfulisaninnocentlife,nothingcanmorefullyprovethanthatIstillexist,indespiteofalltheattemptsofwickedmonksanddespicablesharpers。
Thoughmylifewasmuchdisturbed,yetIdonotrepentofmymannerofacting;manyayouth,manyabraveman,haveIdetainedfromthegaming—table,andpointedouttothemthemostnotorioussharpers。
ThiswassoinjurioustoSpa,thattheBishopofLiegehimself,whoenjoysataxonalltheirwinnings,andthereforeprotectssuchvillains,offeredmeanannualpensionoffivehundredguineasifI
wouldnotcometoSpa;orthreepercent。onthewinnings,wouldI
butassociatemyselfwithColonelN—t,andraiserecruitsforthegaming—table。Myanswermayeasilybeimagined;yetforthiswasI
threatenedtobeexcommunicatedbytheHolyCatholicChurch!
IandmyfamilypassedsixteensummersinSpa。Myhousebecametherendezvousofthemostrespectablepartofthecompany,andIwasknowntosomeofthemostrespectablecharactersinEurope。
AcontestarosebetweenthetownofAix—la—ChapelleandBaronBlankart,themasterofthehoundstotheElectorPalatine:itoriginatedinadisputeconcerningprecedencebetweenthebefore—
mentionedwifeoftheRecorderGeyerandthesisteroftheBurgomasterofAix—la—Chapelle,Kahr,whogovernedthattownwithdespotism。
ThisquarrelwasdetrimentaltothetownandtotheElectorPalatine,butprofitabletoKahr,whoseofficeitwastoprotecttherightsofthetown,andthosepersonswhodefendedtheclaimsoftheElector;thelatterkeptafarobank,theplunderofwhichhadenrichedthetown;andtheformerKahr,underpretenceofdefendingtheircause,embezzledthemoneyofthepeople;sothatbothpartiesendeavouredwithalltheirpowertoprolongthelitigation。
Itvexedmetoseetheirproceedings。Thosewhosufferedoneachsideweredeceived;andIconceivedtheprojectofexposingthetruth。ForthispurposeIjourneyedtothecourtatMannheim,relatedthefactstotheElector,producedaplanofaccommodation,whichheapproved,andobtainedpowertoactasarbitrator。TheMinisteroftheElector,Bekkers,pretendedtoapprovemyzeal,conductedmetoanauberge,mademedineathishouse,andsaidacommissionwasmadeoutformyson,andforwardedtoAix—la—
Chapelle——whichwasfalse;themomenthequittedmehesenttoAix—
la—Chapelletofrustratetheattempthepretendedtoapplaud。Hewashimselfinleaguewiththeparties。Infine,thissillyinterferencebroughtmeonlytrouble,expense,andchagrin。ImadefivejourneystoMannheim,tillIbecamesodissatisfiedthatI
determinedtoquitAix—la—Chapelle,andpurchaseanestateinAustria。
TheBavariancontestwasatthistimeinagitation;myownaffairsbroughtmetoParis,andhereIlearnedintelligenceofgreatconsequence;thisIcommunicatedtotheGrandDukeofFlorence,onmyreturntoVienna。TheDukedepartedtojointhearmyinBohemia,andIagainwrotetohim,andthoughtitmydutytosendacourier。
TheDukeshowedmylettertotheEmperor;butIremainedunnoticed。
Ididnotthinkmyselfsafeinforeigncountriesduringthistimeofwar,andpurchasedthelordshipofZwerbach,withappurtenances,which,withtheexpenses,costmesixtythousandflorins。
Toconcludethispurchase,Iwasobligedtosolicitthereferendary,Zetto,andhisfriendwhomhehadappointedasmycurator,formynewestatewaslikewisemadeafideicommissum,asmyreferendariesandcuratorswouldnotletmeescapecontribution。Thesixthousandflorinsofwhichtheyemptiedmypursewouldhavedonemyfamilymuchservice。
InMay,1780,IwenttoAix—la—Chapelle,wheremywife’smotherdiedinJuly;andinSeptembermywife,myself,andfamily,allcametoVienna。
Mywifesolicitedthemistressoftheceremoniestoobtainanaudience。Herrequestwasgranted,andshegainedthefavouroftheEmpress。Herkindnesswasbeyondexpression:sheintroducedmywifetotheArchduchess,andcommandedhermistressoftheceremoniestopresenthereverywhere。\"Youwereunwilling,\"saidshe,\"toaccompanyyourhusbandintomycountry,butIhopetoconvinceyouthatyoumaylivehappierinAustriathanatAix—la—
Chapelle。\"
Shenextdaysentmeherdecree,assuringmeofapensionoffourhundredflorins。
MywifepetitionedtheEmpresstograntmeanaudience:herrequestwascompliedwith:andtheEmpresssaidtome:\"ThisisthethirdtimeinwhichIwouldhavemadeyourfortune,hadyoubeensodisposed。\"Shedesiredtoseemychildren,andspokeofmywritings。\"Howmuchgoodmightyoudo,\"saidshe,\"wouldyoubutwriteinthecauseofreligion!\"
WedepartedforZwerbach,wherewelivedcontentedly,butwhenwewerepreparingtoreturntoVienna,andsolicitedtherestitutionofpartofmylostfortune,duringthisfavourofthecourt,Theresadied,andallmyhopeswereovercast。
IforgottorelatethattheArchduchess,MariaAnna,desiredmetotranslateareligiouswork,writteninFrenchbytheAbbeBaudrand,intoGerman。IrepliedIwouldobeyHerMajesty’scommands。I
beganmywork,tookpassagesfromBaudrand,butinsertedmoreofmyown。Thefirstvolumewasfinishedinsixweeks;theEmpressthoughtitadmirable。Thesecondsoonfollowed,andIpresentedthismyself。
Sheaskedmeifitequalledthefirst;Ianswered,Ihopeditwouldbefoundmoreexcellent。\"No,\"saidshe;\"Ineverinmylifereadabetterbook:\"andadded,\"shewonderedhowIcouldwritesowellandsoquickly。\"Ipromisedanothervolumewithinamonth。Beforethethirdwasready,Theresadied。Shegaveordersonherdeath—bedtohavethewritingsofBaronTrenckreadtoher;andthoughherconfessorwellknewtheinjusticethathadbeendoneme,yetinherlastmomentshekeptsilence,thoughhehadgivenmehissacredpromisetospeakinmybehalf。
AfterherdeaththecensorcommandedthatIshouldprintwhatIhavestatedintheprefacetothatthirdvolume,andthiswasmyonlysatisfaction。
Forone—and—thirtyyearshadIbeensolicitingmyrights,whichI
nevercouldobtain,becausetheEmpresswasdeceivedbywickedmen,andbelievedmeaheretic。Inthethirty—second,mywifehadthegoodfortunetoconvinceherthiswasfalse;shehaddeterminedtomakemerestitution;justatthismomentshedied。
ThepensiongrantedmywifebytheEmpressinconsequenceofmymisfortunesandournumerousfamily,weonlyenjoyedninemonths。
Ofthisshewasdeprivedbythenewmonarch。Heperhapsknewnothingoftheaffair,asIneversolicited。Yetmuchhasitgrievedme。PerhapsImayfindreliefwhenthesighswrungfrommeshallreachtheheartofthefatherofhispeopleinthismylastwriting。Atpresent,nothingformeremainsbuttoliveunknowninZwerbach。
TheEmperorthoughtpropertocollectthemoneysbestowedonhospitalsintoonefund。Thesystemwasawiseone。MycousinTrenckhadbequeathedthirty—sixthousandflorinstoahospitalforthepoorofBavaria。Thisacthehadnorighttodo,havingdeductedthesumfromthefamilyestate。IpetitionedtheEmperorthatthesethirty—sixthousandflorinsmightberestoredtomeandmychildren,whowerethepeoplewhomTrenckhadindeedmadepoor,nothingofthepropertyofhisacquiringhavingbeenlefttopaythislegacy,but,onthecontrary,themoneyhavingbeenexactedfrommine。
InafewdaysitwasdeterminedIshouldbeansweredinthesametoneinwhich,forsix—and—thirtyyearspast,allmypetitionshadbeenanswered:—
\"THEREQUESTOFTHEPETITIONERCANNOTBEGRANTED。\"
Fortunepersecutedmeinmyretreat。Withinsixyearstwohailstormssweptawaymycrops;oneyearwasamisgrowth;thereweresevenfloods;arotamongmysheep:allpossiblecalamitiesbefellmeandmymanor。
Theestatehadbeenruined,thepondsweretodrain,threefarmsweretobeputintopropercondition,andthewholenewlystocked。
Thisrenderedmepoor,especiallyasmywife’sfortunehadbeensunkinlawsuitsatAix—la—ChapelleandCologne。
Themiserablepeasantshadnothing,thereforecouldnotpay:Iwasobligedtoadvancethemmoney。Mysonsassistedme,andwelabouredwithourownhands:mywifetookcareofeightchildren,withoutsomuchasthehelpofamaid。Welivedinpoverty,obligedtoearnourdailybread。
Thegreatestofmymisfortuneswasmytreatmentinthemilitarycourt,whenZettoandKrugelweremyreferendaries。Zettohadcloggedmewithacuratorandwhenthecowhadnomoremilktogive,theybegantotorturemewithdeputations,sequestrations,administrations,andexecutions。NineteentimeswasIobligedtoattendinViennawithintwoyears,atmyownexpense。EverysixyearsmustIpayanattorneytodisputeandquarrelwiththecurator。I,inconclusion,wasobligedtopay。Ifanyaffairwastobeexpedited,I,byathirdhand,wasobligedtosendthereferendarysomeducats。Didhegivejudgment,stillthatjudgmentlayfourteenmonthsinefficient,and,whenitthenappeared,thecopywasfalse,andsowassenttotheuppercourts,thehighreferendaryofwhichsaidI\"mustbedislodgedfromZwerbach。\"
Theyobligedmeatlasttopurchasemynaturalisation。IsenttoPrussiaformypedigree;theattestationofthiswassentmebyCountHertzberg。AlthoughthefamilyofTrenckhadahundredyearsbeenlandholdersinHungary,yetwasmyattorneyobligedtosolicittheinstrumentcalledritter—diploma,forwhich,underpainofexecution,Imustpaytwothousandflorins。
BydecreeaPrussiannoblemanisnotnobleinAustria,whereeverylackeycanpurchaseadiploma,makinghimaknightoftheEmpire,fortwelvehundredwretchedflorins!——wheresuchmenasP—andGrassalkowitzhavepurchasedthedignityofaprince!
Torturedbythecourts,terrifiedbyhailstorms,Ideterminedtopublishmyworks,ineightvolumes,andthishistoryofmylife。
Fourteenmonthsaccomplishedthispurpose。MylaboursfoundafavourablereceptionthroughallGermany,procuredmemoney,esteem,andhonour。BymywritingsonlywillIseekthemeansofexistence,andbytryingtoobtaintheapprobationandtheloveofmen。
CHAPTERIX。
Onthe22ndofAugust,1786,thenewsarrivedthatFrederictheGreathadleftthisworld***
Thepresentmonarch,thewitnessofmysufferingsinmynativecountry,sentmearoyalpassporttoBerlin。Theconfiscationofmyestateswasannulled,andmydeceasedbrother,inPrussia,hadleftmychildrenhisheirs。
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Ijourney,withintheImperialpermission,backtomycountry,fromwhichIhavebeentwo—and—fortyyearsexpelled!Ijourney——notasapardonedmalefactor,butasamanwhoseinnocencehasbeenestablishedbyhisactions,hasbeenprovedinhiswritings,andwhoisjourneyingtoreceivehisreward。
HereIshalloncemoreencountermyoldfriendsmyrelations,andthosewhohaveknownmeinthedaysofmyaffliction。HereshallI
appear,notasmycountry’sTraitor,butasmycountry’sMartyr!
Possible,thoughlittleprobable,arestillfuturestorms。ForthesealsoIamprepared。LonghadIreasondailytocursetherisingsun,and,setting,tobeholditwithhorror。Deathtomeappearsagreatbenefit:acertainpassagefromagitationtopeace,frommotiontorest。Asformychildren,they,jocundinyouth,delightinpresentexistence。WhenIhavefulfilledthedutiesofafather,toliveordiewillthenbeasIshallplease。
Thou,OGod!myrighteousJudge,didstordainthatIshouldbeanexampleofsufferingtotheworld;ThoumadestmewhatIam,gavestmethesestrongpassions,thesequicknerves,thisthrillingoftheblood,whenIbeholdinjustice。Strongwasmymind,thatdeeplyitmightmeditateondeepsubjects;strongmymemory,thatthesemeditationsImightretain;strongmybody,thatproudlyitmightsupportallithaspleasedTheetoinflict。
ShouldIcontinuetoexist,shouldidentitygowithme,andshouldI
knowwhatIwasthen,whenIwascalledTrenck;whenthatcombinationofparticleswhichNaturecommandedshouldcomposethisbodyshallbedecomposed,scattered,orinotherbodiesunited;whenIhavenomusclestoact,nobraintothink,noretinaonwhichpicturescanmechanicallybepainted,myeyeswasted,andnotongueremainingtopronouncetheCreator’sname,shouldIstillbeholdaCreator——then,ohthen,willmyspiritmount,andindubitablyassociatewithspiritsofthejustwhoexpectantwaitfortheirgoldenharpsandgloriouscrownsfromtheMostHighGod。Forhumanweaknesses,humanfailings,arisingfromournature,springingfromourtemperament,whichtheCreatorhasordained,shallbeeventhus,andnototherwise;forthesehaveIsufferedenoughonearth。
Suchismyconfessionoffaith;inthishaveIlived,inthiswillI
die。ThedutiesofamanandofaChristianIhavefulfilled;nay,oftenhaveexceeded,oftenhavebeentoobenevolent,toogenerous;
perhapsalsotooproud,toovain。Icouldnotbend,althoughliabletobebroken。
ThatIhavenotservedtheworld,inactsandemploymentswherebestImight,isperhapsmyownfault:thefaultofmymanner,whichisnowtooradicaltobecorrectedinthis,mysixtiethyear。Yes,I
acknowledgemyfailing,acknowledgeitunblushingly;nay,gloryintheprideofanoblenature。
Formyself,Iasknothingofthosewhohavereadmyhistory;tothemdoIcommitmywifeandchildren。MyeldestsonisalieutenantintheTuscanregimentofcavalry,underGeneralLasey,anddoeshonourtohisfather’sprinciples。ThesecondserveshispresentPrussianMajesty,asensigninthePosadowskydragoons,withequalpromise。
Thethirdisstillachild。Mydaughterswillmakeworthymenhappy,fortheyhaveimbibedvirtueandgentlenesswiththeirmother’smilk。MonarchsmayhereafterrememberwhatIhavesuffered,whatIhavelost,andwhatisduetomyashes。
HeredoIdeclare——Iwillseeknootherrevengeagainstmyenemiesthanthatofdespisingtheirevildeeds。Itismywish,andshallbemyendeavour,toforgetthepast;andhavingcommittednooffence,neitherwillIsolicitmonarchsforpostsofhonour;asI
haveeverlivedafreeman,afreemanwillIdie。
IconcludethispartofmyhistoryontheeveningprecedingmyjourneytoBerlin。GodgrantImayencounternonewafflictions,tobeinsertedintheremainderofthishistory。
ThisjourneyIpreparedtoundertake,butmyever—enviousfatethrewmeonthebedofsickness,insomuchthatsmallhoperemainedthatI
evershouldagainbeholdthecountryofmyforefathers。IseemedfollowingtheGreatFrederictothemansionsofthedead;thenshouldIneverhaveconcludedthehistoryofmylife,orobtainedthevictorybywhichIamnowcrowned。
Avarietyofobstaclesbeingovercome,IfounditnecessarytomakeajourneyintoHungary,whichwasoneofthemostpleasantofmywholelife。
IhavenowordstoexpressmyardentwishesforthewelfareofanationwhereImetwithsomanyproofsoffriendship。WhereverI
appearedIwaswelcomedwiththatloveandenthusiasmwhichonlyawaitthefathersoftheircountry。ThevalourofmycousinTrenck,whodiedingloriouslyintheSpielberg,thelossofmygreatHungarianestates,thefameofmywritings,andthecrueltyofmysufferings,hadgonebeforeme。Theofficersofthearmy,thenoblesoftheland,aliketestifiedthewarmthoftheiresteem。
Suchistherewardoftheupright;suchtooaretheproofsthatthisnationknowsthejustvalueoffortitudeandvirtue。HaveInotreasontopublishmygratitude,andtorecommendmychildrentothosewho,whenIamnomore,shalldareuprightlytodetermineconcerningtherightswhichhaveunjustlybeensnatchedfrommeinHungary?
NotamaninHungarybutwillproclaimIhavebeenunjustlydealtby;yetIhavegoodreasontosuspectInevershallfindredress。
Sentencehadbeenalreadygiven;judges,morehonest,cannot,withoutdifficulty,reverseolddecrees;andthepresentpossessorsofmyestatesaretoopowerful,toointimatewiththegovernorsoftheearth,formetohopeIshallhereafterbemorehappy。Godknowsmyheart;IwishthepresentpossessorsmayrenderservicestothestateequaltothoserenderedbythefamilyoftheTrencks。
ThereislittleprobabilityIshalleverbeholdmynoblefriendsinHungarymore。HereIbidthemadieu,promisingthemtopasstheremainderofanylifesoasstilltomerittheapprobationofapeoplewithwhoseashesIwouldmostwillinglyhavemingledmyown。
MaytheGodofheavenpreserveeveryHungarianfromafatesimilartomine!
TheCroatshaveeverbeenreckoneduncultivated;yet,amongthisuncultivatedpeopleIfoundmoresubscriberstomywritingsthanamongallthelearnedmenofVienna;andinHungary,morethaninalltheAustriandominions。
TheHungarians,theunletteredCroats,seekinformation。ThepeopleofViennaasktheirconfessors’permissiontoreadinstructivebooks。Varioussubscribers,havingreadthefirstvolumeofmywork,broughtitback,andre—demandedtheirmoney,becausesomemonkhadtoldthemitwasabookdangeroustoberead。Thejudgesoftheircourtshavere—soldthemtothebooksellersforafewpenceorgiventhemtothosewhohadthecareoftheirconsciencestoburn。
InViennaalonewasmylifedescribedasaromance;inHungaryI
foundthecompassionofmen,theirfriendship,andeffectualaid。
HadmybookbeentheproductionofanEnglishman,goodwisheswouldnothavebeenhisonlyreward。
WeGermanwritershaveinterestedcriticstoencounterifwewouldunmaskinjustice;andifabookfindsarapidsale,dishonestprintersissuespuriouseditions,defraudingtheauthorofhislabours。
Theencouragementofthelearnedproducesableteachers,andfromtheirseminariesmenofgeniusoccasionallycomeforth。Theworldisinundatedwithbooksandpamphlets;theundiscerningreaderknowsnotwhichtoselect;themoreintelligentaredisgusted,ordonotreadatall,andthusaworkofmeritbecomesaslittleprofitabletotheauthorastothestate。
IleftViennaonthe5thofJanuary,andcametoPrague。HereI
foundnearlythesamereceptionasinHungary;mywritingswereread。Citizens,noblemen,andladiestreatedmewithlikefavour。
Maythemonarchknowhowtovaluemenofgenerousfeelingsandenlargedunderstandings!
IbadeadieutoPrague,andcontinuedmyjourneytoBerlin。InBohemia,Itookleaveofmyson,whosawhisfatherandhistwobrothers,destinedforthePrussianservice,depart。Hefelttheweightofthisseparation;Iremindedhimofhisdutytothestateheserved;IspokeofthefearfulfateofhisuncleandfatherinAustria,andofthepossessorsofourvastestatesinHungary。Heshrankback——alookfromhisfatherpiercedhimtothesoul——tearsstoodinhiseyes——hisyouthfulbloodflowedquick,andthefollowingexpressionburstsuddenlyfromhislips:—\"IcallGodtowitnessthatIwillprovemyselfworthyofmyfather’sname;andthat,whileIlive,hisenemiesshallbemine!\"
AtPeterswald,ontheroadtoDresden,mycarriagebrokedown:mylifewasendangered;andmysonreceivedacontusioninthearm。
TheerysipelasbrokeoutonhimatBerlin,andIcouldnotpresenthimtotheKingforamonthafter。
IhadbeenbutashorttimeatBerlinbeforethewell—knownminister,CountHertzberg,receivedmewithkindness。Everymantowhomhisprivateworthisknownwillcongratulatethestatethathasthewisdomtobestowonhimsohighanoffice。Hisscholasticandpracticallearning,hisknowledgeoflanguages,hisacquaintancewithsciences,areindeedwonderful。Hiszealforhiscountryisardent,hisloveofhiskingunprejudiced,hisindustryadmirable,hisfirmnessthatofaman。HeisthemostexperiencedmaninthePrussianstates。Theenemiesofhiscountrymayrelyonhisword。