Inthisworthyemployment,however,Ihadnearlylostmylife。
Returningfromcarryingcorn,thewindrose,anddrovetheboattosea。Inotunderstandingthemanagementofthehelm,andtheservantsawkwardlyhandlingthesails,theboatintackingwasoverset。Thebenefitoflearningtoswim,Iagainexperienced,andmyfaithfulservant,whohadgainedtherock,aidedmewhenalmostspent。Thegoodpeoplewhohadseentheshallopoverset,cameoffintheirboatstomyassistance。AnhonestCalmuc,whomIhadbroughtfromRussia,andanotherofmyservantsperished。IsawthefirstsinkafterIhadreachedtheshore。
ThekindSwedesbroughtmeonboard,andalsorightedandreturnedwiththeshallop。ForsomedaysIwassea—sick。Weweighedanchor,andsailedfortheTexel,themouthofwhichwesaw,andthepilotscomingoff,whenanotherstormarose,anddroveustotheportofBahus,inNorway,intowhichweran,withoutfartherdamage。Insomefewdaysweagainsetsail,withafairwind,andatlengthreachedAmsterdam。
HereImadenolongstay;forthedayaftermyarrival,anextraordinaryadventurehappened,inwhichIwasengagedchieflybymyownrashness。
Iwasaspectatorwhiletheharpoonersbelongingtothewhalefisherywereexercisingthemselvesindartingtheirharpoons,mostofwhomweredrunk。Oneofthem,HermanRogaarbyname,aheroamongthesepeople,forhisdexteritywithhissnickasnee,cameup,andpassedsomeofhiscoarsejestsuponmyTurkishsabre,andofferedtofillipmeonthenose。Ipushedhimfromme,andthefellowthrewdownhiscap,drewhissnickasnee,challengedme,calledmemonkey—tail,andaskedwhetherIchoseastraight,acircular,oracrosscut。
ThusherewasI,inthisexcellentcompany,withnochoicebutthatofeitherfightingorrunningaway。Therobust,Herculeanfellowgrewmoreinsolent,andI,turningroundtothebystanders,askedthemtolendmeasnickasnee。\"No,no,\"saidthechallenger,\"drawyourgreatknifefromyourside,and,longasitis,Iwilllayyouadozenducatsyougetagashinthecheek。\"Idrew;heconfidentlyadvancedwithhissnickasnee,and,atthefirststrokeofmysabre,that,andthehandthatheldit,bothdroppedtotheground,andthebloodspoutedinmyface。
Inowexpectedthepeoplewould,indubitably,tearmetopieces;butmyfearwaschangedintoastonishmentathearingauniversalshoutapplaudingthevanquisheroftheredoubtedHermanRogaarwho,solatelyfearedforhisstrengthanddexterity,becametheobjectoftheirridicule。AJewspectatorconductedmeoutofthecrowd,andthepeopleclamorouslyfollowedmetomyinn。Thiskindofduel,bywhichIgainedhonour,wouldanywhereelsehavebroughtmetothehighestdisgrace。Amanwhoknewtheuseofthesabre,inasingleday,mightcertainlyhavedisabledahundredHermanRogaars。Thisstorymayinstructandwarnothers。Hethatisquarrelsomeshallneverwantanenemy。Mytemerityoftenengagedmeindisputeswhich,bytimelycomplianceandcalmness,mighteasilyhavebeenavoided;butmyevilgeniusalwaysimpelledmeintothepathsofperplexity,andIseldomsawdangertillitwasinevitableIleftAmsterdamfortheHague,whereIhadbeenrecommendedtoLordHolderness,theEnglishambassador,byLordHyndford;toBaronReisbach,byBernes;totheGrandPensionaryFagel,bySchwart;andfromthechancellorIhadalettertothePrinceofOrangehimselfI
couldnot,therefore,butbeeverywherereceivedwithallpossibledistinction。Withintheserecommendations,andtheknowledgeI
possessed,hadIhadthegoodfortunetohaveavoidedVienna,andgonetoIndia,wheremytalentswouldhaveinsuredmewealth,howmanytearsofafflictionhadIbeenspared!Myillfortune,however,hadbroughtmelettersfromCountBernes,assuringmethatheavenwasatVienna,andincludingacitationfromthehighcourt,requiringmetogiveinmyclaimofinheritance。BernesfurtherinformedmetheAustriancourthadassuredhimIshouldmeetwithalljusticeandprotection,andadvisedmetohastenmyjourney,astheexecutorshipoftheestatesofTrenckwasconductedbutlittletomyadvantage。
ThisadviceItook,proceededtoVienna,andfromthatmomentallmyhappinesshadanend。Ibecamebewilderedinlawsuits,andtheartsofwickedmen,andallpossiblecalamitiesassaultedmeatonce,therecitalofwhichwoulditselfaffordsubjectmatterforahistory。
Theybeganbythefollowingincidents:—
OneM。SchencksoughtmyacquaintanceattheHague。Imetwithhimatmyhotel,whereheintreatedIwouldtakehimtoNuremberg,whencehewastoproceedtoSaxony。Icomplied,andborehisexpenses;butatHanau,wakinginthemorning,Ifoundmywatch,setwithdiamonds,aringworthtwothousandroubles,adiamondsnuff—
box,withmymistress’spicture,andmypurse,containingabouteightyducats,stolenfrommybed—side,andSchenckbecomeinvisible。Littleaffectedbythelossofmoney,atanytime,Iyetwasgrievedformysnuff—box。Therascal,however,hadescaped,anditwasfortunatethattheremainderofmyreadymoney,withmybillsofexchange,weresafelylockedup。
Inowpursuedmyjourneywithoutcompany,andarrivedinVienna。I
cannotexactlyrecollectinwhatmonth,butIhadbeenabsentabouttwoyears;andthereaderwillallowthatitwasbarelypossibleforanyman,insoshortatime,tohaveexperiencedmorevariouschangesoffate,thoughmanysmallerincidentshavebeensuppressed。
Theplaces,wheremypledgedfidelityrequireddiscretionwillbeeasilysupposed,aslikewisewilltheconcealmentofcourtintrigues,andartifices,thepublicationofwhichmightevenyetsubjectmetomorepersecutions。Allwritersarenotpermittedtospeaktruthofmonarchsandministers。Iamthefatherofeightchildren,andparentalloveanddutyvanquishtheinclinationoftheauthor;andthisduty,thisaffection,havemademeparticularlycautiousinrelatingwhathappenedtomeatVienna,thatImight,thereby,servethemmoreeffectuallythanbyindulgingtheprideofthewriter,orthevengeanceoftheman。
CHAPTERXIII。
Sinceaccountssovarious,contradictory,anddishonourabletothenameofTrenck,havebeencirculatedinVienna,concerningfactswhichhappenedthirty—sevenyearsago,Iwillheregiveashortabstractofthem,andsuchasmayheverifiedbytherecordsofthecourt。Ipledgemyhonourtothetruthofthestatement,andwereI
soallowed,wouldproveit,totheconvictionofanyunprejudicedcourtofjustice:butthisIcannothope,asprincesaremuchmoredisposedtobestowunmeritedfavoursthantomakeretributiontothosewhomtheyhaveunjustlypunished。
FrancisBaronTrenckdiedintheSpielberg,October4th,1749。IthasbeenerroneouslybelievedinViennathathisestateswereconfiscatedbythesentencewhichcondemnedhimtotheSpielberg。
Hehadcommittednooffenceagainstthestate,wasaccusedofnone,muchlessconvicted。ThecourtsentencewasthattheadministrationofhisestateshouldbecommittedtoCounsellorKempfandBaronPeyaczewitz,whowereselectedbyhimself,andtheaccountsofhisstewardsandfarmersweretobesenthimyearly。Hecontinued,tillhisdeath,tohavethefreeandentiredisposalofhisproperty。
Although,beforehisdeath,hesentforhisadvocate,DoctorBerger,andbyhimpetitionedtheEmpressshewouldissuethenecessaryorderstotheGovernoroftheSpielberg,topermittheentranceofwitnesses,andallthingsnecessarytomakealegalwill,itbynomeansfollowsthathepetitionedherforpermissiontomakethiswill。Thecaseistoocleartoadmitofdoubt。Theroyalcommandsweregiven,thatheshouldenjoyallfreedomofmakinghiswill。
Permissionwasalsogiventhat,duringhissickness,hemightberemovedtothecapuchinconvent,whichwasequaltoliberty,butthisherefusedtoaccept。
Neitherwashisabilitytomakeawillquestioned。TheadvocatewasonlytorequesttheQueen’spermissiontosupplysomeformalities,whichhadbeenneglected,whenhepurchasedthelordshipsofVelikaandNustar,whichpetitionwaslikewisegranted。Theroyalmandatestillexists,whichcommissionedthepersonsthereinnamedastrusteestotheestateandeffectsofTrenck,andthismandaterunsthus:\"LetthelastwillofTrenckbedulyexecuted:letdispatchbeused,andtheheirprotectedinallhisrights。\"Confiscation,therefore,hadneverbeenthoughtof,norhispowertomakeawillquestioned。
IwillnowshowhowIhavebeendeprivedofthisvaluableinheritance,whileIhavebeenobligedtopayabovesixtythousandflorins,todefraylegacieshehadleft;andwhenthisnarrativeisread,itwillnolongerbeaffirmedatVienna,thatbythefavoursofthecourtIinheritedseventy—sixthousandflorins,orthelordshipofZwerbachfromTrenck,Ishallproceedtomyproofs。
ThefatherofBaronTrenck,whodiedintheyear1743,governorofLeitschau,inHungary,namedmeinhiswillthesuccessorofhisson,shouldhediewithoutheirsmale。
Thiswillwassenttobeproved,accordingtoform,atVienna,afterhavingbeenauthenticatedinthemostlegalmannerinHungary。ThecourtcalledHofkriegsrath,atVienna,neglectedtoprovideacuratorforthesecurityofthenextheir;yetthiscouldnotannulmyrightofsuccession。WhenTrencksucceededhisfather,heenterednoprotesttothis,hisfather’swill;therefore,dyingwithoutchildren,intheyear1749,myclaimwasindisputable。I
washeirhadhemadenowill:andevenincaseofconfiscation,mytitletohisfather’sestatesstillremainedvalid。
Trenckknewthisbuttoowell:he,asIhavebeforerelated,wasmyworstenemy,andevenattemptedmylife。Iwillthereforeproceedtoshowtherealintentofthishiscraftytestament。
Determinednolongertoliveinconfinement,ortoaskforgiveness,bywhich,itiswellknown,hemighthaveobtainedhisfreedom,havinglostallhopesofreimbursinghislosses,hisavaricewasreducedtodespair。Hisdesireoffamewasunbounded,andthiscouldnowaybegratifiedbutbyhavinghimselfcanonizedforasaint,afterspendinghislifeincommittingalltheravagesofapandour。Henceoriginatedthefollowingfacts:—
HeknewIwasthelegalclaimanttohisfather’sestates。Hisfatherhadboughtwiththefamilymoney,remittedfromPrussia,thelordshipsofPrestowaczandPleternitz,inSclavonia,andhehimself,duringhisfather’slife,andwithhisfather’smoney,hadpurchasedthelordshipofPakratz,forfortythousandflorins:thismustthereforedescendalsotome,hehavingnomorepowertowillthisfromme,thanhehadtheremainderofhispaternalinheritance。
Thepropertyhehimselfhadgainedwasconsignedtoadministrators,butahundredthousandflorinshadbeenexpendedinlawsuits,andsixty—threesuitscontinuedactuallypendingagainsthimincourt;
thelegacieshebequeathedamountedtoeightythousandflorins。
These,hesaw,couldnotbepaid,shouldIclaimnothingmorethanthepaternalinheritance;he,therefore,torendermeunfortunateafterhisdeath,craftilynamedmehisuniversalheir,withoutmentioninghisfather’swill,butendeavoured,byhismysteriousdeath,andthefollowingconditions,toenforcetheexecutionofhisownwill。
First,——IwastobecomeaCatholic。
Secondly,——IwastoserveonlythehouseofAustria;and,Lastly,——Hemadehiswholeestate,withoutexceptingthepaternalinheritance,aFideicommissum。
Hencearoseallmymisfortunes,asindeedwashisintention;for,butashorttimebeforehisdeath,hesaidtotheGovernor,BaronKottulinsky,\"Ishallnowdiecontented,sinceIhavebeenabletotrickmycousin,andrenderhimwretched。\"
Hisdeath,believedinViennatobemiraculous,happenedafterthefollowingmanner;andbythishehadinducedmanyweakpeople,whoreallybelievedhimasaint,tofurtherhisviews。
Threedaysbeforehisdeath,whileinperfecthealth,hedesiredthegovernoroftheSpielbergwouldsendforhisconfessor,forthatSt。
Francishadrevealedtohimheshouldberemovedintolifeeverlastingonhisbirth—dayattwelveo’clock。Thecapuchinwassentfor,butthepredictionlaughedat。
Theday,however,afterthedepartureofhisconfessor,hesaid,\"PraisebetoGod,myendapproaches;myconfessorisdead,andhasappearedtome。\"Strangeasitmayseem;itwasactuallyfoundtobetruethatthepriestwasdead。HenowhadalltheofficersofthegarrisonofBrunnassembled,tonsuredhisheadlikeacapuchin,tookthehabitoftheorder,publiclyconfessedhimselfinasermonofanhour’slength,exhortedthemalltoholiness,actedthepartofamostexemplarypenitent,embracedallpresent,spokewithasmileoftheinsignificanceofallearthlypossessions,tookhisleave,kneltdowntoprayers,sleptcalmly,rose,prayedagain,andaboutelevenintheforenoon,October4th,takinghiswatchinhishand,said,\"ThanksbetomyGod,mylasthourapproaches。\"Alllaughedatsuchafarcefromamanofsuchacharacter;yettheyremarkedthattheleftsideofhisfacegrewpale。Hethenleanedhisarmonthetable,prayed,andremainedmotionless,withhiseyesclosed。Theclockstrucktwelve——nosignsoflifeormotioncouldbediscovered;theyspoketohim,andfoundhewasreallydead。
Thewordmiraclewasechoedthroughthewholecountry,andthetransmigrationofthePandourTrenck,fromearthtoheaven,bySt。
Francis,proclaimed。Thecluetothislabyrinthofmiracles,knownonlytome,istrulyasfollows:—Hepossessedthesecretofwhatiscalledtheaquatofana,andhaddeterminedondeath。Hisconfessorhadbeenentrustedwithallhissecrets,andwithpromissorynotes,whichhewishedtoinvalidate。Iamperfectlycertainthathehadreturnedapromissorynoteofagreatprince,givenfortwohundredthousandflorins,whichhasneverbeenbroughttoaccount。Theconfessor,therefore,wastobeprovidedfor,thatTrenckmightnotbebetrayed,andadoseofpoisonwasgivenhimbeforehesetoffforVienna:hisdeathwastheconsequence。Hetooksimilarmeanswithhimself,andthusknewthehourofhisexit;findinghecouldnotbecomethefirstonearth,hewishedtobeadoredasasaintinheaven。Heknewheshouldworkmiracleswhendead,becauseheorderedachapeltobebuilt,willedaperpetualmass,andbequeathedthecapuchinssixtythousandflorins。
Thusdiedthismostextraordinaryman,inthethirty—fourthyearofhisage,towhomnaturehaddeniednoneofhergifts;whohadbeenthescourgeofBavaria;theterrorofFrance;andwhohad,withhissupposedcontemptiblepandours,takenabovesixthousandPrussianprisoners。Helivedatyrantandenemyofmen,anddiedasanctifiedimpostor。
Suchwasthestateofaffairs,aswilledbyTrenck,whenIcametoVienna,in1759,whereIarrivedwithmoneyandjewelstotheamountoftwentythousandflorins。
InsteadofprofitingbythewealthTrenckhadacquired,Iexpendedahundredandtwentythousandflorinsofmyownmoney,includingwhatdevolvedtomefrommyuncle,hisfather,intheprosecutionofhissuits。TrenckhadpaidtwohundredducatstothetribunalofVienna,intheyear1743,toprocureitsveryreprehensiblesilenceconcerningacurator,towhichIwassacrificed,asthenewjudgesofthiscourtrefusedtocorrecttheerroroftheirpredecessors。
SucharetheproceedingsofcourtsofjusticeinVienna!
Onmyfirstaudience,noonecouldbereceivedmorekindlythanI
was,bytheEmpressQueen。Shespokeofmydeceasedcousinwithmuchemotionandesteem,promisedmeallgraceandfavour,andinformedmeoftheparticularrecommendationsshehadreceived,onmybehalf,fromCountBernes。Findingsixty—threecaseshangovermyhead,inconsequenceoftheinheritanceofTrenck,toobtainjusticeinanyoneofwhichinVienna,wouldhaveemployedthewholelifeofanhonestman,Ideterminedtorenouncethisinheritance,andclaimonlyunderthewillandastheheirofmyuncle。
WiththisviewIappliedforandobtainedacopyofthatwill,withwhichIpersonallyappeared,anddeclaredtothecourtthatI
renouncedtheinheritanceofFrancisTrenck,wouldundertakenoneofhissuits,norberesponsibleforhislegacies,andrequiredonlyhisfather’sestates,accordingtothelegalwill,whichIproduced;
thatistosay,thethreelordshipsofPakratz,Prestowacz,andPleneritz,withoutchattelsorpersonaleffects。Nothingcouldbemorejustorincontrovertiblethanthisclaim。Whatwasmyastonishment,tobetold,inopencourt,thatHerMajestyhaddeclaredImusteitherwhollyperformthearticlesofthewillofTrenck,orbeexcludedtheentireinheritance,andhavenothingfurthertohope。Whatcouldbedone?Iventuredtoremonstrate,butthewillofthecourtwasdeterminedandabsolute:ImustbecomeaRomanCatholic。
InthisextremityIbribedapriest,whogavemeasignedattestation,\"ThatIhadabjuredtheaccursedheresyofLutheranism。\"Myreligion,however,remainedwhatithadeverbeen。
GeneralBernesaboutthistimereturnedfromhisembassy,andI
relatedtohimthelamentablestateinwhichIfoundmyaffairs。HespoketotheEmpressinmybehalf,andshepromisedeverything。Headvisedmetohavepatience,toperformallthatwasrequiredofme,andtomakemyselfresponsibleforthedependingsuits。Somefamilyconcernsobligedhim,asheinformedme,tomakeajourneytoTurin,buthisreturnwouldbespeedy:hewouldthentakethemanagementofmyaffairsuponhimself,andinsuremygoodfortuneinAustria。
Berneslovedmeashisson,andIhadreasontohope,fromhisassurance,Ishouldbelargelyrememberedinhiswill,whichwasthemoreprobable,ashehadneitherchildnorrelations。Hepartedfromme,likeafather,withtearsinhiseyes;buthehadscarcelybeenabsentsixweeksbeforethenewsarrivedofhisdeath,which,ifreportmaybecredited,waseffectedbypoison,administeredbyA
FRIEND。Everthesportoffortune,thusweremysupporterssnatchedfrommeattheverymomenttheybecamemostnecessary。
ThesameyearwasI,likewise,deprivedbydeathofmyfriendandprotector,Field—marshalKonigseck,GovernorofVienna,whenhehaddeterminedtointeresthimselfinmybehalf。IhavebeenbelovedbythegreatestmenAustriaeverproduced,butunfortunatelyhavebeenpersecutedbythechicaneryofpettifoggers,fools,fanatics,andpriests,whohavedeprivedmeofthefavourofmyEmpress,guiltlessasIwasofcrimeordeceit,andleftmyoldageinpoverty。
Myillswereincreasedbyanewaccident。SoonafterthedepartureofBernes,thePrussianminister,takingmeaside,inthehouseofthePalatineenvoy,M。Becker,proposedmyreturntoBerlin,assuredmetheKinghadforgottenallthatwaspast,wasconvincedofmyinnocence,thatmygoodfortunewouldtherebecertain,andbepledgedhishonourtorecovertheinheritanceofTrenck。I
answered,thefavourcametoolate;Ihadsufferedinjusticetooflagrant,inmyowncountry,andthatIwouldtrustnoprinceonearthwhosewillmightannihilatealltherightsofmen。MygoodfaithtotheKinghadbeentooillrepaid;mytalentsmightgainmebreadinanypartoftheworld,andIwouldnotagainsubjectmyselftothedangerofunmeritedimprisonment。
Hispersuasionswerestrong,butineffectual。\"MydearTrenck,\"
saidhe,\"Godismyjudgethatmyintentionsarehonest;Iwillpledgemyself,thatmysovereignwillinsureyourfortune:youdonotknowVienna;youwillloseallbythesuitsinwhichyouareinvolved,andwillbepersecutedbecauseyoudonotcarryarosary。\"
HowoftenhaveIrepentedIdidnotthenreturntoBerlin!Ishouldhaveescapedtenyears’imprisonment;shouldhaverecoveredtheestatesofTrenck:shouldnothavewastedtheprimeoflifeinthelitigationofsuits,andthewritingofmemorials;andshouldhavecertainlybeenrankedamongthefirstmeninmynativecountry。
Viennawasnoplaceforamanwhocouldnotfawnandflatter:yetherewasIdestinedtoremainsix—and—thirtyyears,unrewarded,unemployed;andthroughyouthandage,tocontinueonthelistofinvalidmajors。
HavingrejectedthepropositionofthePrussianenvoy,allmyhopesinViennawereruined;forFrederic,byhisresidentsandemissaries,knewhowtoeffectwhateverhepleasedinforeigncourts,anddeterminedthattheTrenckwhowouldnolongerserveorconfideinhimshouldatleastfindnoopportunityofservingagainsthim:IsoonbecamepaintedtotheEmpressasanarchhereticwhoneverwouldbefaithfultothehouseofAustria,andonlyendeavouredtoobtaintheinheritanceofTrenckthathemightdevotehimselftoPrussia。ThisIshallhereafterprove;anddisplayascenethatshallbethedisgraceofmany,bywhomtheEmpresswasinducedtoharbourunjustsuspicionsofanableandhonestman。Iherestanderectandconfidentbeforetheworld;
publishthetruth,andtakeeverlastingshametomyself,ifanymanonearthcanprovemeguiltyofonetreacherousthought。Iowenothanks;butsofarfromhavingreceivedfavours,Ihavesixandthirtyyearsremainedunabletoobtainjustice,thoughIhaveallthewhilebeendesirousofsheddingmybloodindefenceofthemonarchywhereIhavethusbeentreated。Tilltheyear1746,IwasequallyzealousandfaithfultoPrussia;yetmyestatesthere,thoughconfiscated,wereliabletorecovery:inHungary,onthecontrary,thesentenceofconfiscationisirrevocable。Thisisaremarkableproofinfavourofmyhonour,andmychildren’sclaims。
Surelynoreaderwillbeoffendedatthesedigressions;mymindisagitated,myfeelingsroused,rememberingthatmyageandgreyhairsdeprivemeofthesweethopeofatlengthvanquishingopposition,eitherbypatience,orforcingjustice,byeminentservices,ornobleefforts。
Thismyhistorywillneverreachamonarch’seye,consequentlynomonarch,byperceiving,willbeinducedtoprotecttruth。Itmay,indeed,becriticisedbyliterati;itwillcertainlybedecriedbymypersecutors,who,throughlife,havebeenmyfalseaccusers,andwillprobably,therefore,beprohibitedbythepriests。AllGermany,however,willread,andposterityperhapsmaypity,shouldmybookescapethemisfortuneofbeingclassedamongimprobableromances;towhichitisthemoreliable,becausethatthebiographersofFredericandMariaTheresa,formanifestreasons,haveneversomuchasmentionedthenameofTrenck。
Oncemoretomystory:Iwasnowobligedtodeclaremyselfheir,butalwayscumreservationejurismei,notassimplyclaimingunderthewillofFrancisTrenckIwasobligedtotakeuponmyselfthemanagementofthesixty—threesuits,andtheexpensesattendinganyoneofthesearewellknowninVienna。Mysituationmaybeimagined,whenIinformthereaderIonlyreceived,fromthewholeestateofTrenck,3,600florinsinthreeyears,whichwerescarcelysufficienttodefraytheexpensesofnewyear’sgiftstothesolicitorsandmastersinchancery。HowdidIlabourinstatingandtranscribingproofsforthecourt!ThemoneyIpossessedsoonvanished。MyPrussianrelationssupportedme,andtheCountessBestuchefsentmethefourthousandroublesIhadrefusedatPetersburg。IhadalsoremittancesfrommyfaithfulmistressinPrussia;and,inaddition,wasobligedtoborrowmoneyattheusuriousrateofsixtypercent。BewilderedasIwasamonglawyersandknaves,myambitionstillpromptedmetoproceed,andallthingsarepossibletolabourandperseverance;butmypropertywasexpended:and,atlength,IcouldonlyobtainthatthecontestedestatesshouldbemadeaFideicommissum,orputundertrust;
whereby,thoughtheywereprotectedfrombeingthefurtherpreyofothers,Ididnotinheritthemasmine。Inthispursuitwasmyprimeoflifewasted,whichmighthavebeenprofitablyandhonourablyspent。
Inthreeyears,however,Ibroughtmysixty—threesuitstoakindofconclusion;theprobabilitieswerethiscouldnothavebeeneffectedinfifty。Exclusiveofmyassiduity,themeansItookmustnotbetold;itissufficientthatIherelearntwhatjudgeswere,andthusamenabledtodescribethemtoothers。
Forafewducats,thepresident’sservantusedtoadmitmeintoaclosetwhereIcouldseeeverythingasperfectlyasifIhadmyselfbeenoneofthecouncil。Thisoftenwasuseful,andtaughtmetopreventevil;andoftenwasIscarcelyabletorefrainburstinginuponthiscourt。
Theirappointedhourofmeetingwasnineinthemorning,buttheyseldomassembledbeforeeleven。Thepresidentthentoldhisbeads,andmutteredhisprayers。Someonegotupandharangued,whiletheremainder,inpairs,amusedthemselveswithtalkinginsteadoflistening,afterwhichthenewsofthedaybecamethecommontopicofconversation,andthecouncilbrokeup,thecourtbeingfirstadjournedsomethreeweeks,withoutcomingtoanydetermination。
ThiswascalledjudiciumdelegatumincausisTrenkiansis;andwhenatlasttheycametoaconclusion,thesentencewassuchasIshallevershudderatandabhor。