saidtoher:\"Elizabeth,youappeartohavechangedyouropinionofthetwogirls,sinceIsawyou。\"Sheanswered,withadelightfulcandorwhichremindedmeofoldtimes:\"Completely!\"I
said:\"Awomanofyourintellectualcaliber,dear,doesn’tchangehermindwithoutagoodreasonforit。\"Elizabethcordiallyagreedwithme。I
venturedtobealittlemoreexplicit:\"Youhavenodoubtmadesomeinterestingdiscovery。\"Elizabethagreedagain;andI
venturedagain:\"IsupposeImaynotaskwhatthediscoveryis?\"
\"No,Selina,youmaynotask。\"
Thisiscurious;butitisnothingtowhatIhavegottotellyounext。JustasIwaslongingtotakehertomybosomagainasmyfriendandconfidante,Elizabethhasdisappeared。And,alas!
alas!thereisareasonforitwhichnosympatheticpersoncandispute。
Ihavejustreceivedsomeoverwhelmingnews,intheformofaneatparcel,addressedtomyself。
Therehasbeenascandalatthehotel。Thatmonsterinhumanform,Elizabeth’shusband,isawareofhiswife’sprofessionalfame,hasheardofthelargesumsofmoneywhichsheearnsasthegreatestlivingprofessorofmassage,hasbeenlongonthelookoutforher,andhasdiscoveredheratlast。Hehasnotonlyforcedhiswayintohersitting—roomatthehotel;heinsistsonherlivingwithhimagain;hermoneybeingtheattraction,itisneedlesstosay。Ifsherefuses,hethreatensherwiththelaw,thebarbarouslaw,which,tousehisowncoarseexpression,will\"restorehisconjugalrights。\"
AllthisIgatherfromthenarrativeofmyunhappyfriend,whichformsoneofthetwoinclosuresinherparcel。Shehasalreadymadeherescape。Ha!themandoesn’tlivewhocancircumventElizabeth。TheEnglishCourtofLawisn’tbuiltwhichcancatchherwhensheroamsthefreeandgloriousContinent。
Thevastnessofthisamazingwoman’smindiswhatImustpausetoadmire。Inthefrightfulcatastrophethathasbefallenher,shecanstillthinkofPhilipandEuneece。Sheiseagertohearoftheirmarriage,andrenouncesHelenawithherwholeheart。\"ItoowasdeceivedbythatcunningyoungWoman,\"shewrites。\"Bewareofher,Selina。UnlessIammuchmistaken,sheisgoingtoendbadly。TakecareofPhilip,takecareofEuneece。Ifyouwanthelp,applyatoncetomyfavoriteheroinreallife,TheGovernor。\"Idon’tpresumetocorrectElizabeth’slanguage。I
shouldhavecalledyouTheidoloftheWomen。
Thesecondinclosurecontains,asIsuppose,aweddingpresent。
Itiscarefullysealed——itfeelsnobiggerthananordinaryletter——anditcontainsaninscriptionwhichyourhighly—cultivatedintelligencemaybeabletoexplain。Icopyitasfollows:
\"Tobeinclosedinanotherenvelope,addressedtoMr。Dunboynetheelder,atPercy’sPrivateHotel,London,anddeliveredbyatrustworthymessenger,onthedaywhenMr。PhilipDunboyneismarriedtoMissEuniceGracedieu。PlacedmeanwhileunderthecareofMissSelinaJillgall。\"
WhyisthismysteriouslettertobesenttoPhilip’sfather?I
wonderwhetherthatcircumstancewillpuzzleyouasithaspuzzledme。
Ihavekeptmyreportback,soastosendyouthelastnewsrelatingtoPhilip’sstateofhealth。Tomygreatregret,hisillnessseemstohavemadeaseriousadvancesinceyesterday。
WhenIaskifheisinpain,hesays:\"Itisn’texactlypain;I
feelasifIwassinking。SometimesIamgiddy;andsometimesI
findmyselffeelingthirstyandsick。\"IhavenoopportunityoflookingafterhimasIcouldwish;forHelenainsistsonnursinghim,assistedbythehousemaid。Mariaisaverygoodgirlinherway,buttoostupidtobeofmuchuse。Ifheisnotbetterto—morrow,Ishallinsistonsendingforthedoctor。
Heisnobetter;andhewishestohavemedicalhelp。Helenadoesn’tseemtounderstandhisillness。ItwasnotuntilPhiliphadinsistedonseeinghimthatsheconsentedtosendforthedoctor。
Youhadsometalkwiththisexperiencedphysicianwhenyouwerehere,andyouknowwhataclevermanheis。WhenItellyouthathehesitatestosaywhatisthematterwithPhilip,youwillfeelasmuchalarmedasIdo。IwillwaittosendthistothepostuntilIcanwriteinamoredefiniteway。
Twodaysmorehavepassed。Thedoctorhasputtwoverystrangequestionstome。
Heasked,first,iftherewasanybodystayingwithusbesidestheregularmembersofthehousehold。Isaidwehadnovisitor。Hewantedtoknow,next,ifMr。PhilipDunboynehadmadeanyenemiessincehehasbeenlivinginourtown。IsaidnonethatIknewof——andItookthelibertyofaskingwhathemeant。Heansweredtothis,thathehasafewmoreinquiriestomake,andthathewilltellmewhathemeansto—morrow。
ForGod’ssakecomehereassoonasyoupossiblycan。Thewholeburdenisthrownonme——andIamquiteunequaltoit。
Ireceivedthedoctorto—dayinthedrawing—room。Tomyamazement,hebeggedleavetospeakwithmeinthegarden。WhenI
askedwhy,heanswered:\"Idon’twanttohavealisteneratthedoor。Comeoutonthelawn,wherewecanbesurethatwearealone。\"
Whenwewereinthegarden,henoticedthatIwastrembling。
\"Rouseyourcourage,MissJillgall,\"hesaid。\"IntheMinister’shelplessstatethereisnobodywhomIcanspeaktobutyourself。\"
IventuredtoremindhimthathemightspeaktoHelenaaswellastomyself。
HelookedasblackasthunderwhenImentionedhername。Allhesaidwas,\"No!\"But,oh,ifyouhadheardhisvoice——andhesogentleandsweet—temperedatothertimes——youwouldhavefelt,asIdid,thathehadHelenainhismind!
\"Now,listentothis,\"hewenton。\"EverythingthatmyartcandoforMr。PhilipDunboyne,whileIamathisbedside,isundonewhileIamawaybysomeotherperson。Heisworseto—daythanI
haveseenhimyet。\"
\"Oh,sir,doyouthinkhewilldie?\"
\"Hewillcertainlydieunlesstherightmeansaretakentosavehim,andtakenatonce。Itismydutynottoflinchfromtellingyouthetruth。IhavemadeadiscoverysinceyesterdaywhichsatisfiesmethatIamright。SomebodyistryingtopoisonMr。
Dunboyne;andsomebodywillsucceedunlessheisremovedfromthishouse。\"
Iamapoorfeeblecreature。Thedoctorcaughtme,orIshouldhavedroppedonthegrass。Itwasnotafainting—fit。IonlyshookandshiveredsothatIwastooweaktostandup。Encouragedbythedoctor,IrecoveredsufficientlytobeabletoaskhimwherePhilipwastobetakento。Hesaid:\"Tothehospital。Nopoisonercanfollowmypatientthere。Persuadehimtoletmetakehimaway,whenIcallagaininanhour’stime。\"
AssoonasIcouldholdapen,Isentatelegramtoyou。Pray,praycomebytheearliesttrain。IalsotelegraphedtooldMr。
Dunboyne,atthehotelinLondon。
ItwasimpossibleformetofaceHelena;IownIwasafraid。ThecookkindlywentupstairstoseewhowasinPhilip’sroom。Itwasthehousemaid’sturntolookafterhimforawhile。Iwentinstantlytohisbedside。
Therewasnopersuadinghimtoallowhimselftobetakentothehospital。\"Iamdying,\"hesaid。\"Ifyouhaveanypityforme,sendforEuneece。Letmeseeheroncemore,letmehearhersaythatsheforgivesme,beforeIdie。\"
Ihesitated。ItwastooterribletothinkofEuneeceinthesamehousewithhersister。Herlifemightbeindanger!Philipgavemealook,adreadfulghastlylook。\"Ifyourefuse,\"hesaidwildly,\"thegravewon’tholdme。I’llhauntyoufortherestofyourlife。\"
\"Sheshallhearthatyouareill,\"Ianswered——andranoutoftheroombeforehecouldspeakagain。
WhatIhadpromisedtowrite,Ididwrite。But,placedbetweenEuneece’sdangerandPhilip’sdanger,myheartwasallforEuneece。WouldHelenaspareher,ifshecametoPhilip’sbedside?
InsuchterrorasIneverfeltbeforeinmylife,Iaddedawordmore,entreatinghernottoleavethefarm。IpromisedtokeepherregularlyinformedonthesubjectofPhilip’sillness;andI
mentionedthatIexpectedtheGovernortoreturntousimmediately。\"Donothing,\"Iwrote,\"withouthisadvice。\"Myletterhavingbeencompleted,Isentthecookawaywithit,inachaise。Shebelongedtotheneighborhood,andsheknewthefarmhousewell。
Nearlytwohoursafterward,Iheardthechaisestopatthedoor,andranout,impatienttohearhowmysweetgirlhadreceivedmyletter。Godhelpusall!WhenIopenedthedoor,thefirstpersonwhomIsawwasEuneeceherself。
CHAPTERLIX。
DEFENSE。
ONEsurprisefollowedanother,afterIhadencounteredEuneeceatthedoor。
Whenmyfondnesshadexcusedherforsettingthewell—meantadviceinmyletteratdefiance,Iwasconsciousofexpectingtoseeherintears;eager,distressinglyeager,tohearwhathopetheremightbeofPhilip’srecovery。Isawnotears,Iheardnoinquiries。Shewaspale,andquiet,andsilent。Notawordfellfromherwhenwemet,notawordwhenshekissedme,notawordwhensheledthewayintothenearestroom——thedining—room。Itwasonlywhenwewereshutintogetherthatshespoke。
\"WhichisPhilip’sroom?\"sheasked。
Insteadofwantingtoknowhowhewas,shedesiredtoknowwherehewas!Ipointedtowardthebackdining—room,whichhadbeenmadeintoabedroomforPhilip。Hehadchosenithimself,whenhefirstcametostaywithus,becausethewindowopenedintothegarden。andhecouldslipoutandsmokeatanyhourofthedayornight,whenhepleased。
\"Whoiswithhimnow?\"wasthenextstrangethingthissadly—changedgirlsaidtome。
\"Mariaistakingherturn,\"Ianswered;\"sheassistsinnursingPhilip。\"
\"Whereis——?\"Euneecegotnofurtherthanthat。Herbreathquickened,hercolorfadedaway。Ihadseenpeoplelookasshewaslookingnow,whentheysufferedundersomesuddenpain。
BeforeIcouldoffertohelpher,sherallied,andwenton:
\"Where,\"shebeganagain,\"istheothernurse?\"
\"YoumeanHelena?\"Isaid。
\"ImeanthePoisoner。\"
WhenIremindyou,dearMr。Governor,thatmyletterhadcarefullyconcealedfromherthehorriblediscoverymadebythedoctor,yourimaginationwillpicturemystateofmind。ShesawthatIwasoverpowered。Hersweetnature,sostrangelyfrozenupthusfar,meltedatlast。\"Youdon’tknowwhatIhaveheard,\"shesaid,\"youdon’tknowwhatthoughtshavebeenrousedinme。\"Sheleftherchair,andsatonmykneewiththefamiliarityofthedearoldtimes,andtooktheletterthatIhadwrittentoherfromherpocket。
\"Lookatityourself,\"shesaid,\"andtellmeifanybodycouldreadit,andnotseethatyouwereconcealingsomething。Mydear,Ihavedrivenroundbythedoctor’shouse——Ihaveseenhim——I
havepersuadedhim,orperhapsIoughttosaysurprisedhim,intotellingmethetruth。Butthekindoldmanisobstinate。Hewouldn’tbelievemewhenItoldhimIwasonmywayheretosavePhilip’slife。Hesaid:’Mychild,youwillonlyputyourownlifeinjeopardy。IfIhadnotseenthatdanger,Ishouldneverhavetoldyouofthedreadfulstateofthingsathome。Gobacktothegoodpeopleatthefarm,andleavethesavingofPhiliptome。’\"
\"Hewasright,Euneece,entirelyright。\"
\"No,dear,hewaswrong。Ibeggedhimtocomehere,andjudgeforhimself;andIaskyoutodothesame。\"
Iwasobstinate。\"Goback!\"Ipersisted。\"Gobacktothefarm!\"
\"CanIseePhilip?\"sheasked。
Ihaveheardsomeinsolentmensaythatwomenarelikecats。Iftheymeanthatwedo,figurativelyspeaking,scratchattimes,I
amafraidtheyarenotaltogetherwrong。AnirresistibleimpulsemademesaytopoorEuneece:\"Thisisachangeindeed,sinceyourefusedtoreceivePhilip。\"
\"Istherenochangeinthecircumstances?\"sheaskedsadly。
\"Isn’theillandindanger?\"
Ibeggedhertoforgiveme;IsaidImeantnoharm。
\"Igavehimuptomysister,\"shecontinued,\"whenIbelievedthathishappinessdepended,notonme,butonher。Itakehimbacktomyself,whenheisatthemercyofademonwhothreatenshislife。Come,Selina,letusgotoPhilip。\"
Sheputherarmroundme,andmademegetupfrommychair。Iwassoeasilypersuadedbyher,thatthefearofwhatHelena’sjealousyandHelena’sangermightdowasscarcelypresentinmythoughts。Thedoorofcommunicationwaslockedonthesideofthebedchamber。Iwentintothehall,toenterPhilip’sroombytheotherdoor。Shefollowed,waitingbehindme。IheardwhatpassedbetweenthemwhenMariawentouttoher。
\"WhereisMissGracedieu?\"
\"Restingupstairs,miss,inherroom。\"
\"Lookattheclock,andtellmewhenyouexpecthertocomedownhere。\"
\"Iamtocallher,miss,intenminutesmore。\"
\"Waitinthedining—room,Maria,tillIcomebacktoyou。\"
Shejoinedme。IheldthedooropenforhertogointoPhilip’sroom。Itwasnotoutofcuriosity;thefeelingthaturgedmewassympathy,whenIwaitedamomenttoseetheirfirstmeeting。Shebentoverthepoor,pallid,trembling,sufferingman,andraisedhiminherarms,andlaidhisheadonherbosom。\"MyPhilip!\"Shemurmuredthosewordsinakiss。Iclosedthedoor,Ihadagoodcry;and,oh,howitcomfortedme!
Therewasonlyaminutetosparewhenshecameoutoftheroom。
Mariawaswaitingforher。Euneecesaid,asquietlyasever:\"GoandcallMissGracedieu。\"
Thegirllookedather,andsaw——Idon’tknowwhat。Mariabecamealarmed。Butshewentupthestairs,andreturnedinhastetotellusthatheryoungmistresswascomingdown。
ThefaintrustlingofHelena’sdressassheleftherroomreachedusinthesilence。Iremainedattheopendoorofthedining—room,andMariaapproachedandstoodnearme。Wewerebothfrightened。Euneecesteppedforward,andstoodonthematatthefootofthestairs,waiting。Herbackwastowardme;Icouldonlyseethatshewasasstillasastatue。Therustlingofthedresscamenearer。Oh,heavens!whatwasgoingtohappen?Myteethchatteredinmyhead;IheldbyMaria’sshoulder。Dropsofperspirationshowedthemselvesonthegirl’sforehead;shestaredinvacantterrorattheslimlittlefigure,postedfirmandstillonthemat。
Helenaturnedthecornerofthestairs,andwaitedamomentonthelastlanding,andsawhersister。
\"Youhere?\"shesaid。\"Whatdoyouwant?\"
Therewasnoreply。Helenadescended,untilshereachedthelaststairbutone。There,shestopped。Herstaringeyesgrewlargeandwild;herhandshookasshestretcheditout,feelingforthebanister;shestaggeredasshecaughtatit,andheldherselfup。
Thesilencewasstillunbroken。Somethinginme,strongerthanmyself,drewmystepsalongthehallnearerandnearertothestair,tillIcouldseethefacewhichhadstruckthatmurderouswretchwithterror。
Ilooked。
No!itwasnotmysweetgirl;itwasahorridtransformationofher。Isawafearfulcreature,withglitteringeyesthatthreatenedsomeunimaginablevengeance。Herlipsweredrawnback;
theyshowedherclinchedteeth。Aburningredflushdyedherface。Thehairofherheadrose,littlebylittle,slowly。And,mostdreadfulsightofall,sheseemed,inthestillnessofthehouse,tobe_listeningtosomething。_IfIcouldhavemoved,I
shouldhavefledtothefirstplaceofrefugeIcouldfind。IfI
couldhaveraisedmyvoice,Ishouldhavecriedforhelp。Icoulddoneithertheonenortheother。Icouldonlylook,look,look;
heldbythehorrorofitwithahandofiron。
Helenamusthaverousedhercourage,andresistedherterror。I
heardherspeak:
\"Letmeby!\"
\"No。\"
Slowly,steadily,inawhisper,Euneecemadethatreply。
Helenatriedoncemore——stillfightingagainstherownterror:I
knewitbythetremblingofhervoice。
\"Letmeby,\"sherepeated;\"IamonmywaytoPhilip’sroom。\"
\"YouwillneverenterPhilip’sroomagain。\"
\"Whowillstopme?\"
\"Iwill。\"
Shehadspokeninthesamesteadywhisperthroughout——butnowshemoved。Isawhersetherfootonthefirststair。IsawthehorridglitterinhereyesflashcloseintoHelena’sface。I
heardhersay:
\"Poisoner,gobacktoyourroom。\"
Silentandshuddering,Helenashrankawayfromher——dauntedbyherglitteringeyes;masteredbyherliftedhandpointingupthestairs。
Helenaslowlyascendedtillshereachedthelanding。Sheturnedandlookeddown;shetriedtospeak。Thepointinghandstruckherdumb,anddroveherupthenextflightofstairs。Shewaslosttoview。Onlythesmallrustlingsoundofthedresswastobeheard,growingfainterandfainter;thenanintervalofstillness;thenthenoiseofadooropenedandclosedagain;thennosoundmore——butachangetobeseen:thetransformedcreaturewascrouchingonherknees,stillandsilent,herfacecoveredbyherhands。Iwasafraidtoapproachher;Iwasafraidtospeaktoher。Afteratime,sherose。Suddenly,swiftly,withherheadturnedawayfromme,sheopenedthedoorofPhilip’sroom——andwasgone。
Ilookedround。TherewasonlyMariainthelonelyhall。ShallI
trytotellyouwhatmysensationswere?Itmaysoundstrangely,butitistrue——Ifeltlikeasleeper,whohashalf—awakenedfromadream。
CHAPTERLX。
DISCOVERY。
ALITTLElater,onthateventfulday,whenIwasmostinneedofallthatyourwisdomandkindnesscoulddotoguideme,camethetelegramwhichannouncedthatyouwerehelplessunderanattackofgout。AssoonasIhadinsomedegreegotovermydisappointment,IrememberedhavingtoldEuneeceinmyletterthatIexpectedherkindoldfriendtocometous。WiththetelegraminmyhandIknockedsoftlyatPhilip’sdoor。
ThevoicethatbademecomeinwasthegentlevoicethatIknewsowell。Philipwassleeping。There,byhisbedside,withhishandrestinginherhand,wasEuneece,socompletelyrestoredtoherownsweetselfthatIcouldhardlybelievewhatIhadseen,notanhoursince。Shetalkedofyou,whenIshowedheryourmessage,withaffectionateinterestandregret。Lookback,myadmirablefriend,atwhatIhavewrittenonthetwoorthreepageswhichprecedethis,andexplaintheastoundingcontrastifyoucan。
IwasleftalonetowatchbyPhilip,whileEuneecewentawaytoseeherfather。Soonafterward,Mariatookmyplace;Ihadbeensentfortothenextroomtoreceivethedoctor。
Helookedcare—wornandgrieved。IsaidIwasafraidhehadbroughtbadnewswithhim。
\"Theworstpossiblenews,\"heanswered。\"Aterribleexposurethreatensthisfamily,andIampowerlesstopreventit,\"
HethenaskedmetorememberthedaywhenIhadbeensurprisedbythesingularquestionswhichhehadputtome,andwhenhehadengagedtoexplainhimselfafterhehadmadesomeinquiries。Why,andhow,hehadsetthoseinquiriesonfootwaswhathehadnowtotell。Iwillrepeatwhathesaid,inhisownwords,asnearlyasIcanrememberthem。WhilehewasinattendanceonPhilip,hehadobservedsymptomswhichmadehimsuspectthatDigitalishadbeengiventotheyoungman,indosesoftenrepeated。Casesofattemptedpoisoningbythismedicineweresorare,thathefeltboundtoputhissuspicionstothetestbygoingroundamongthechemists’sshops——exceptingofcoursetheshopatwhichhisownprescriptionsweremadeup——andaskingiftheyhadlatelydispensedanypreparationofDigitalis,orderedperhapsinalargerquantitythanusual。Atthesecondshophevisited,thechemistlaughed。\"Why,doctor,\"hesaid,\"haveyouforgottenyourownprescription?\"Afterthis,theprescriptionwasaskedfor,andproduced。Itwasonthepaperusedbythedoctor——paperwhichhadhisaddressprintedatthetop,andanoticeadded,tellingpatientswhocametoconsulthimforthesecondtimetobringtheirprescriptionswiththem。Then,therefollowedinwriting:
\"TinctureofDigitalis,oneounce\"——withhissignatureattheend,notbadlyimitated,butaforgerynevertheless。Thechemistnoticedtheeffectwhichthisdiscoveryhadproducedonthedoctor,andaskedifthatwashissignature。Hecouldhardly,asanhonestman,haveassertedthataforgerywasasignatureofhisownwriting。Sohemadethetruereply,andaskedwhohadpresentedtheprescription。Thechemistcalledtohisassistanttocomeforward。\"Didyoutellmethatyouknew,bysight,theyoungladywhobroughtthisprescription?\"Theassistantadmittedit。\"DidyoutellmeshewasMissHelenaGracedieu?\"\"Idid。\"
\"Areyousureofnothavingmadeanymistake?\"\"Quitesure。\"Thechemistthensaid:\"ImyselfsuppliedtheTinctureofDigitalis,andtheyoungladypaidforit,andtookitawaywithher。YouhavehadalltheinformationthatIcangiveyou,sir;andImaynowask,ifyoucanthrowanylightonthematter。\"OurgoodfriendthoughtofthepoorMinister,sosorelyafflicted,andofthefamousnamesosincerelyrespectedinthetownandinthecountryround,andsaidhecouldnotundertaketogiveanimmediateanswer。Thechemistwasexcessivelyangry。\"YouknowaswellasIdo,\"hesaid,\"thatDigitalis,givenincertaindoses,isapoison,andyoucannotdenythatIhonestlybelievedmyselftobedispensingyourprescription。Whileyouarehesitatingtogivemeananswer,mycharactermaysuffer;Imaybesuspectedmyself。\"Heendedindeclaringheshouldconsulthislawyer。Thedoctorwenthome,andquestionedhisservant。ThemanrememberedthedayofMissHelena’svisitintheafternoon,andtheintentionthatsheexpressedofwaitingforhismaster’sreturn。
Hehadshownherintotheparlorwhichopenedintotheconsulting—room。Noothervisitorwasinthehouseatthattime,orhadarrivedduringtherestoftheday。Thedoctor’sownexperience,whenhegothome,ledhimtoconcludethatHelenahadgoneintotheconsulting—room。Hehadenteredthatroom,forthepurposeofwritingsomeprescriptions,andhadfoundtheleavesofpaperthatheuseddiminishedinnumber。Afterwhathehadheard,andwhathehaddiscovered(tosaynothingofwhathesuspected),itoccurredtohimtolookalongtheshelvesofhismedicallibrary。Hefoundavolume(treatingofPoisons)withaslipofpaperleftbetweentheleaves;thepoisondescribedattheplacesomarkedbeingDigitalis,andthepaperusedbeingoneofhisownprescription—papers。\"If,asIfear,alegalinvestigationintoHelena’sconductisapossibleevent,\"thedoctorconcluded,\"thereistheevidencethatIshallbeobligedtogive,whenIamcalledasawitness。\"
ItismybeliefthatIcouldhavefeltnogreaterdismay,ifthelongarmoftheLawhadlaiditsholdonmewhilehewasspeaking。Iaskedwhatwastobedone。
\"Ifsheleavesthehouseatonce,\"thedoctorreplied,\"shemayescapetheinfamyofbeingchargedwithanattemptatmurderbypoison;and,inherabsence,IcananswerforPhilip’slife。I
don’turgeyoutowarnher,becausethatmightbeadangerousthingtodo。Itisforyoutodecide,asamemberofthefamily,whetheryouwillruntherisk。\"
ItriedtospeaktohimofEuneece,andtotellhimwhatIhadalreadyrelatedtoyourself。Hewasinnohumortolistentome。
\"Keepitforafittertime,\"heanswered;\"andthinkofwhatI
havejustsaidtoyou。\"Withthat,heleftme,onhiswaytoPhilip’sroom。
Mentalexertionwascompletelybeyondme。Canyouunderstandapoormiddle—agedspinsterbeingfrightenedintodoingadangerousthing?Thatmayseemtobenonsense。ButifyouaskwhyItookamorselofpaper,andwrotethewarningwhichIwasafraidtocommunicatebywordofmouth——whyIwentupstairswithmykneesknockingtogether,andopenedthedoorofHelena’sroomjustwideenoughtoletmyhandpassthrough——whyIthrewthepaperin,andbangedthedoortoagain,andrandownstairsasIhaveneverrunsinceIwasalittlegirl——Icanonlysay,inthewayofexplanation,whatIhavesaidalready:Iwasfrightenedintodoingit。
WhatIhavewritten,thusfar,Ishallsendtoyoubyto—night’spost。
Thedoctorcamebacktome,afterhehadseenPhilip,andspokenwithEuneece。Hewasveryangry;and,Imustown,notwithoutreason。Philiphadflatlyrefusedtolethimselfberemovedtothehospital;andEuneece——\"ameregirl\"——haddeclaredthatshewouldbeanswerableforconsequences!Thedoctorwarnedmethathemeanttowithdrawfromthecase,andtomakehisdeclarationbeforethemagistrates。Atmyentreatiesheconsentedtoreturnintheevening,andtojudgebyresultsbeforetakingtheterriblestepthathehadthreatened。
WhileIremainedathomeonthewatch,keepingthedoorsofbothroomslocked,EunicewentouttogetPhilip’smedicine。Shecameback,followedbyaboycarryingaportableapparatusforcooking。\"AllthatPhilipwants,andallthatwewant,\"sheexplained,\"wecanprovideforourselves。Givemeamorselofpapertowriteon。\"
Unhookingthelittlepencilattachedtoherwatch—chain,shepausedandlookedtowardthedoor。\"Somebodylistening,\"shewhispered。\"Letthemlisten。\"Shewrotealistofnecessaries,inthewayofthingstoeatandthingstodrink,andaskedmetogooutandgetthemmyself。\"Idon’tdoubttheservants,\"shesaid,speakingdistinctlyenoughtobeheardoutside;\"butIamafraidofwhataPoisoner’scunningandaPoisoner’sdesperationmaydo,inakitchenwhichisopentoher。\"Iwentawayonmyerrand——discoveringnolisteneroutside,Ineedhardlysay。Onmyreturn,IfoundthedoorofcommunicationwithPhilip’sroomclosed,butnolongerlocked。\"Wecannowattendonhiminturn,\"
shesaid,\"withoutopeningeitherofthedoorswhichleadintothehall。Atnightwecanrelieveeachother,andeachofuscangetsleepaswewantitinthelargearmchairinthedining—room。
Philipmustbesafeunderourcharge,orthedoctorwillinsistontakinghimtothehospital。WhenwewantMaria’shelp,fromtimetotime,wecanemployherunderourownsuperintendence。
Haveyouanythingelse,Selina,tosuggest?\"