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  Artfulasshewas,Mrs。Tenbruggenfailedtoconcealamomentaryexpressionofreliefwhichbetrayeditself,partlyinhermanner,partlyinherface。Shehadascertained,toherowncompletesatisfaction,thatmyspeedydeparturewasaneventwhichmightbereliedon。

  \"ButIhavenotyetansweredyou,\"sheresumed。\"Totellthetruth,Iameagertotrymyhandsonyou。Massage,asIpracticeit,wouldlightenyourweight,andrestoreyourfigure;Imayevensaywouldlengthenyourlife。Youwillthinkofme,oneofthesedays,won’tyou?Inthemeanwhile——yes!Iamhereinmyprofessionalcapacity。Severalinterestingcases;andoneveryremarkableperson,broughttodeath’sdoorbythedoctors;arichmanwhoisliberalinpayinghisfees。ThereismyquarrelwithLondonandLondoners。Someoftheirpapers,medicalnewspapers,ofcourse,declarethatmyfeesareexorbitant;andthereisatendencyamongthepatients——Imeanthepatientswhoarerollinginriches——tofollowtheleadofthenewspapers。Iamnowormtobetroddenon,inthatway。TheLondonpeopleshallwaitforme,untiltheymissme——and,whenIdogoback,theywillfindthefeesincreased。_My_fingersandthumbs,Mr。Governor,arenottobeinsultedwithimpunity。\"

  MissJillgallnoddedherheadatme。Itwasaneloquentnod。

  \"Admiremyspiritedfriend,\"wastheinterpretationIputonit。

  Atthesametime,myprivatesentimentssuggestedthatMrs。

  Tenbruggen’sreplywastooperfectlysatisfactory,viewedasanexplanation。Mysuspicionswerebynomeanssetatrest;andI

  wasresolvednottoletthesubjectdropyet。\"SpeakingofMr。

  Gracedieu,andofthechancesofhispartialrecovery,\"Isaid,\"doyouthinktheMinisterwouldbenefitbyMassage?\"

  \"Ihaven’tadoubtofit,ifyoucangetridofthedoctor。\"

  \"Youthinkhewouldbeanobstacleintheway?\"

  \"Therearesomemedicalmenwhoarehonorableexceptionstothegeneralrule;andhemaybeoneofthem,\"Mrs。Tenbruggenadmitted。\"Don’tbetoohopeful。Asadoctor,hebelongstothemosttyrannicaltrades—unioninexistence。MayImakeapersonalremark?\"

  \"Certainly。\"

  \"Ifindsomethinginyourmanner——praydon’tsupposethatIamangry——whichlookslikedistrust;Imean,distrustofMe。\"

  MissJillgall’severreadykindnessinterferedinmydefense:

  \"Oh,no,Elizabeth!Youarenotoftenmistaken;butindeedyouarewrongnow。Lookatmydistinguishedfriend。Iremembermycopybook,whenIwasasmallcreaturelearningtowrite,inEngland。Therewerefirstlinesthatwecopied,inbigletters,andoneofthemsaid,’DistrustIsMean。’Iknowayoungperson,whosenamebeginswithH,whoisonemassofmeanness。

  But\"——excellentSelinapaused,andpointedtomewithagestureoftriumph——\"nomeannessthere!\"

  Mrs。TenbruggenwaitedtohearwhatIhadtosay,scornfullyinsensibletoMissJillgall’swell—meantinterruption。

  \"Youarenotaltogethermistaken,\"Itoldher。\"Ican’tsaythatmymindisinastateofdistrust,butIownthatyoupuzzleme。\"

  \"How,ifyouplease?\"

  \"MayIpresumethatyouremembertheoccasionwhenwemetatMr。

  Gracedieu’shouse—door?YousawthatIfailedtorecognizeyou,andyourefusedtogiveyournamewhentheservantaskedforit。

  Afewdaysafterward,Iheardyou(quiteaccidentally)forbidMissJillgalltomentionyournameinmyhearing。Iamatalosstounderstandit。\"

  Beforeshecouldanswerme,thechaisedrewupatthegateofthefarmhouse。Mrs。Tenbruggencarefullypromisedtoexplainwhathadpuzzledme,atthefirstopportunity。\"Ifitescapesmymemory,\"

  shesaid,\"prayremindmeofit。\"

  Ideterminedtoremindherofit。WhetherIcoulddependonhertotellmethetruth,mightbequiteanotherthing。

  CHAPTERXLVIII

  THEDECISIONOFEUNICE。

  EUNICEranouttomeetus,andopenedthegate。ShewasinstantlyfoldedinMissJillgall’sarms。Onherrelease,shecametome,eagerfornewsofherfather’shealth。WhenIhadcommunicatedallthatIthoughtitrighttotellherofthedoctor’slastreport,shenoticedMrs。Tenbruggen。Theappearanceofastrangerseemedtoembarrassher。IleftMissJillgalltointroducethemtoeachother。

  \"DarlingEuneece,yourememberMrs。Tenbruggen’sname,Iamsure?

  Elizabeth,thisismysweetgirl;Imentionedherinmyletterstoyou。\"

  \"Ihopeshewillbe_my_sweetgirl,whenweknoweachotheralittlebetter。MayIkissyou,dear?Youhavelovelyeyes;butI

  amsorrytoseethattheydon’tlooklikehappyeyes。YouwantMammaTenbruggentocheeryou。Whatacharmingoldhouse!\"

  SheputherarmroundEunice’swaistandledhertothehousedoor。Herenjoymentofthecreepersthattwinedtheirwayupthepillarsoftheporchwassimplyperfectionasapieceofacting。

  Whenthefarmer’swifepresentedherself,Mrs。Tenbruggenwassoirresistiblyamiable,andtooksuchflatteringnoticeofthechildren,thattheharmlessBritishmatronactuallyblushedwithpleasure。\"I’msure,ma’am,youmusthavechildrenofyourown,\"

  shesaid。Mrs。Tenbruggencasthereyesonthefloor,andsighedwithpatheticresignation。Asweetlittlefamily,andallcruellysweptawaybydeath。Iftheperformancemeantanything,itdidmostassuredlymeanthat。

  \"Whatwonderfulself—possession!\"somebodywhisperedinmyear。

  Thechildrenintheroomwerehealthy,well—behavedlittlecreatures——butthenameoftheinnocentoneamongthemwasSelina。

  Beforedinnerwewereshownoverthefarm。

  Thegoodwomanofthehouseledtheway,andMissJillgallandI

  accompaniedher。Thechildrenranoninfrontofus。StillkeepingpossessionofEunice,Mrs。Tenbruggenfollowedatsomedistancebehind。Ilookedback,afternoverylonginterval,andsawthataseparationhadtakenplace。Mrs。Tenbruggenpassedme,notlookingsopleasantlyasusual,joinedthechildren,andwalkedwithtwoofthem,handinhand,apatternofmaternalamiability。Idroppedbackalittle,andgaveEuniceanopportunityofjoiningme;havingpurposelylefthertoformherownopinion,withoutanyadverseinfluenceexercisedonmypart。

  \"Isthatladyafriendofyours?\"sheasked。\"No;onlyanacquaintance。Whatdoyouthinkofher?\"

  \"IthoughtIshouldlikeheratfirst;shewassokind,andseemedtotakesuchaninterestinme。Butshesaidsuchstrangethings——askedifIwasreckonedlikemymother,andwhichofuswastheeldest,mysisterormyself,andwhetherweweremyfather’sonlytwochildren,andifoneofuswasmorehisfavoritethantheother。WhatIcouldtellher,Ididtell。ButwhenIsaidIdidn’tknowwhichofuswastheoldest,shegavemeanimpudenttaponthecheek,andsaid,’Idon’tbelieveyou,child,’andleftme。HowcanSelinabesofondofher?Don’tmentionittoanyoneelse;IhopeIshallneverseeheragain。\"

  \"Iwillkeepyoursecret,Eunice;andyoumustkeepmine。I

  entirelyagreewithyou。\"

  \"Youagreewithmeindislikingher?\"

  \"Heartily。\"

  Wecouldsaynomoreatthattime。Ourfriendsinadvancewerewaitingforus。Wejoinedthematonce。

  IfIhadfeltanydoubtofthepurposewhichhadreallyinducedMrs。TenbruggentoleaveLondon,allfurtheruncertaintyonmypartwasatanend。ShehadsomevileinterestofherowntoservebyidentifyingMr。Gracedieu’sadoptedchild——butwhatthenatureofthatinterestmightbe,itwasimpossibletoguess。Thefuture,whenIthoughtofitnow,filledmewithdismay。Amoreutterlyhelplesspositionthanmineitwasnoteasytoconceive。

  TowarntheMinister,inhispresentcriticalstateofhealth,wassimplyimpossible。MyrelationswithHelenaforbademeeventoapproachher。And,asforSelina,shewaslittlelessthanameretoolinthehandsofherwell—belovedfriend。What,inGod’sname,wasItodo?

  Atdinner—timewefoundthemasterofthehousewaitingtobiduswelcome。

  Personallyspeaking,hepresentedaremarkablecontrasttothetypicalBritishfarmer。Hewasneitherbignorburly;hespokeEnglishaswellasIdid;andtherewasnothinginhisdresswhichwouldhavemadehimafitsubjectforapictureofrusticlife。Whenhespoke,hewasabletotalkonsubjectsunconnectedwithagriculturalpursuits;nordidIhearhimgrumbleabouttheweatherandthecrops。Itwaspleasanttoseethathiswifewasproudofhim,andthathewas,whatallfathersoughttobe,hischildren’sbestanddearestfriend。WhydoIdwellonthesedetails,relatingtoamanwhomIwasnotdestinedtoseeagain?

  OnlybecauseIhadreasontofeelgratefultohim。Whenmyspiritsweredepressedbyanxiety,hemademymindeasyaboutEunice,aslongassheremainedinhishouse。

  Thesocialarrangements,whenourmealwasover,fellofthemselvesintotherighttrain。

  MissJillgallwentupstairs,withthemotherandthechildren,toseethenurseryandthebedrooms。Mrs。Tenbruggendiscoveredabondofunionbetweenthefarmerandherself;theywerebothskilledplayersatbackgammon,andtheysatdowntotryconclusionsattheirfavoritegame。Withoutanywearisomenecessityforexcusesorstratagems,Eunicetookmyarmandledmetothewelcomeretirementofherownsitting—room。

  Icouldhonestlycongratulateher,whenIheardthatshewasestablishedatthefarmasamemberofthefamily。Whileshewasgovernesstothechildren,shewassafefromdangersthatmighthavethreatenedher,ifshehadbeencompelledbycircumstancestoreturntotheMinister’shouse。

  TheentryinherJournal,whichshewasanxiousthatIshouldread,wasplacedbeforemenext。

  Ifollowedthepoorchild’saccountofthefearfulnightthatshehadpassed,withaninterestthatheldmebreathlesstotheend。

  Aterribledream,whichhadimpressedasenseofitsrealityonthesleeperbyreachingitsclimaxinsomnambulism——thiswastheobviousexplanation,nodoubt;andarationalmindwouldnothesitatetoacceptit。Butarationalmindisnotauniversalgift,eveninacountrywhichpridesitselfontheidol—worshipofFact。Thosegoodfriendswhoarealwaysbetteracquaintedwithourfaults,failings,andweaknessesthanwecanpretendtobeourselves,hadlongsincediscoveredthatmynaturewassuperstitious,andmyimaginationlikelytomisleadmeinthepresenceofeventswhichencouragedit。Well!IwasweakenoughtorecoilfromthepurelyrationalviewofallthatEunicehadsuffered,andheard,andseen,onthefatefulnightrecordedinherJournal。GoodandEvilwalkthewaysofthisunintelligibleworld,onthesamefreeconditions。Ifwecling,asmanyofusdo,tothecomfortingbeliefthatdepartedspiritscanministertoearthlycreaturesforgood——canbefeltmovinginus,inatrainofthought,andseenasvisiblemanifestations,inadream——withwhatpretenseofreasoncanwedenythatthesamefreedomofsupernaturalinfluencewhichisconcededtothedepartedspirit,workingforgood,isalsopermittedtothedepartedspirit,workingforevil?Ifthegravecannotwhollypartmotherandchild,whenthemother’slifehasbeengood,doeseternalannihilationseparatethem,whenthemother’slifehasbeenwicked?No!Ifthedepartedspiritcanbringwithitablessing,thedepartedspiritcanbringwithitacurse。IdarednotconfesstoEunicethattheinfluenceofhermurderess—mothermight,asIthoughtpossible,havebeensupernaturallypresentwhensheheardtemptationwhisperinginherear;butIdarednotdenyittomyself。AllthatIcouldsaytosatisfyandsustainher,Ididsay。AndwhenIdeclared——withmywholeheartdeclared——thatthenoblepassionwhichhadelevatedherwholebeing,andhadtriumphedoverthesoresttrialsthatdesertioncouldinflict,wouldstilltriumphtotheend,Isawhope,inthatbraveandtrueheart,showingitsbrightpromiseforthefutureinEunice’seyes。

  SheclosedandlockedherJournal。Bycommonconsentwesoughtthereliefofchangingthesubject。EuniceaskedmeifitwasreallynecessarythatIshouldreturntoLondon。

  IshrankfromtellingherthatIcouldbeofnofurtherusetoherfather,whileheregardedmewithanenmitywhichIhadnotdeserved。ButIsawnoreasonforconcealingthatitwasmypurposetoseePhilipDunboyne。

  \"Youtoldmeyesterday,\"Iremindedher,\"thatIwastosayyouhadforgivenhim。Doyoustillwishmetodothat?\"

  \"IndeedIdo!\"

  \"Haveyouthoughtofitseriously?Areyousureofnothavingbeenhurriedbyagenerousimpulseintosayingmorethanyoumean?\"

  \"Ihavebeenthinkingofit,\"shesaid,\"throughthewakefulhoursoflastnight——andmanythingsareplaintome,whichIwasnotsureofinthetimewhenIwassohappy。Hehascausedmethebitterestsorrowofmylife,buthecan’tundothegoodthatI

  owetohim。Hehasmadeabettergirlofme,inthetimewhenhislovewasmine。Idon’tforgetthat。Miserablyasithasended,I

  don’tforgetthat。\"

  Hervoicetrembled;thetearsroseinhereyes。ItwasimpossibleformetoconcealthedistressthatIfelt。Thenoblecreaturesawit。\"No,\"shesaidfaintly;\"Iamnotgoingtocry。Don’tlooksosorryforme。\"Herhandpressedmyhandgently——_she_

  pitied_me。_WhenIsawhowshestruggledtocontrolherself,anddidcontrolherself,IdeclaretoGodIcouldhavegonedownonmykneesbeforeher。

  SheaskedtobeallowedtospeakofPhilipagain,andforthelasttime。

  \"WhenyoumeetwithhiminLondon,hemayperhapsaskifyouhaveseenEunice。\"

  \"Mychild!heissuretoask。\"

  \"Breakittohimgently——butdon’tlethimdeceivehimself。Inthisworld,hemustneverhopetoseemeagain。\"

  Itried——verygently——toremonstrate。\"Atyourage,andathisage,\"Isaid,\"surelythereishope?\"

  \"Thereisnohope。\"Shepressedherhandonherheart。\"Iknowit,Ifeelit,here。\"

  \"Oh,Eunice,it’shardformetosaythat!\"

  \"Iwilltrytomakeiteasierforyou。SaythatIhaveforgivenhim——andsaynomore。\"

  CHAPTERXLIX。

  THEGOVERNORONHISGUARD。

  AFTERleavingEunice,myonedesirewastobealone。Ihadmuchtothinkof,andIwantedanopportunityofrecoveringmyself。Onmywayoutofthehouse,insearchofthefirstsolitaryplacethatIcoulddiscover,Ipassedtheroominwhichwehaddined。

  Thedoorwasajar。BeforeIcouldgetbyit,Mrs。Tenbruggensteppedoutandstoppedme。

  \"Willyoucomeinhereforamoment?\"shesaid。\"Thefarmerhasbeencalledaway,andIwanttospeaktoyou。\"

  Veryunwillingly——buthowcouldIhaverefusedwithoutgivingoffense?——Ienteredtheroom。

  \"Whenyounoticedmykeepingmynamefromyou,\"Mrs。Tenbruggenbegan,\"whileSelinawaswithus,youplacedmeinanawkwardposition。Ourlittlefriendisanexcellentcreature,buthertonguerunsawaywithhersometimes;Iamobligedtobecarefuloftakinghertooreadilyintomyconfidence。Forinstance,I

  havenevertoldherwhatmynamewasbeforeImarried。Won’tyousitdown?\"

  Ihadpurposelyremainedstandingasahinttohernottoprolongtheinterview。Thehintwasthrownaway;Itookachair。

  \"Selina’slettershadinformedme,\"sheresumed,\"thatMr。

  Gracedieuwasanervousinvalid。WhenIcametoEngland,IhadhopedtotrywhatMassagemightdotorelievehim。ThecureoftheirpopularpreachermighthaveadvertisedmethroughthewholeoftheCongregationalsect。ItwasessentialtomysuccessthatI

  shouldpresentmyselfasastranger。Icouldtrusttimeandchange,andmymarriedname(certainlynotknowntoMr。

  Gracedieu)tokeepupmyincognito。HewouldhaverefusedtoseemeifhehadknownthatIwasonceMissChance。\"

  Ibegantobeinterested。

  Herewasanopportunity,perhaps,ofdiscoveringwhattheMinisterhadfailedtorememberwhenhehadbeenspeakingofthiswoman,andwhenIhadaskedifhehadeveroffendedher。Iwasespeciallycarefulinmakingmyinquiries。

  \"IrememberhowyouspoketoMr。Gracedieu,\"Isaid,\"whenyouandhemet,longago,inmyrooms。Butsurelyyoudon’tthinkhimcapableofvindictivelyrememberingsomethoughtlesswords,whichescapedyousixteenorseventeenyearssince?\"

  \"Iamnotquitesuchafoolasthat,Mr。Governor。WhatIwasthinkingofwasanunpleasantcorrespondencebetweentheMinisterandmyself。BeforeIwassounfortunateastomeetwithMr。

  Tenbruggen,IobtainedachanceofemploymentinapublicInstitution,onconditionthatIincludedaclergymanamongmyreferences。KnowingnobodyelsewhomIcouldapplyto,IrashlywrotetoMr。Gracedieu,andreceivedoneofthosecoldandcruelrefusalswhichonlythestrictestreligiousprinciplecanproduce。Iwasmortallyoffendedatthetime;andifyourfriendtheMinisterhadbeenwithinmyreach——\"Shepaused,andfinishedthesentencebyasignificantgesture。

  \"Well,\"Isaid,\"heiswithinyourreachnow。\"

  \"Andoutofhismind,\"sheadded。\"Besides,one’ssenseofinjurydoesn’tlast(exceptinnovelsandplays)throughaseriesofyears。Idon’tpityhim——andifanopportunityofshakinghishighpositionamonghisadmiringcongregationpresenteditself,I

  daresayImightmakeamischievousreturnforhislettertome。

  Inthemeanwhile,wemaydropthesubject。Isupposeyouunderstand,now,whyIconcealedmynamefromyou,andwhyIkeptoutofthehousewhileyouwereinit。\"

  Itwasplainenough,ofcourse。IfIhadknownheragain,orhadheardhername,ImighthavetoldtheMinisterthatMrs。

  TenbruggenandMissChancewereoneandthesame。AndifIhadseenherandtalkedwithherinthehouse,mymemorymighthaveshownitselfcapableofimprovement。Havingpolitelypresentedtheexpressionofmythanks,Irosetogo。

  Shestoppedmeatthedoor。

  \"Onewordmore,\"shesaid,\"whileSelinaisoutoftheway。I

  needhardlytellyouthatIhavenottrustedherwiththeMinister’ssecret。YouandIare,asItakeit,theonlypeoplenowlivingwhoknowthetruthaboutthesetwogirls。Andwekeepouradvantage。\"

  \"Whatadvantage?\"Iasked。

  \"Don’tyouknow?\"

  \"Idon’tindeed。\"

  \"NomoredoI。Femalefolly,andaslipofthetongue;Iamoldandugly,butIamstillawoman。AboutMissEunice。Somebodyhastoldtheprettylittlefoolnevertotruststrangers。Youwouldhavebeenamused,ifyouhadheardthatslyyoungpersonprevaricatingwithme。Inonerespect,herappearancestrikesme。

  Sheisnotlikeeitherthewretchwhowashanged,orthepoorvictimwhowasmurdered。Canshebetheadoptedchild?Orisittheothersister,whomIhavenotseenyet?Oh,come!come!Don’ttrytolookasifyoudidn’tknow。Thatisreallytooridiculous。\"

  \"Youalludedjustnow,\"Ianswered,\"toour’advantage’inbeingtheonlypersonswhoknowthetruthaboutthetwogirls。Well,Mrs。Tenbruggen,Ikeep_my_advantage。\"

  \"Inotherwords,\"sherejoined,\"youleavemetomakethediscoverymyself。Well,myfriend,Imeantodoit!\"

  Intheevening,myhotelofferedtometherefugeofwhichI

  stoodinneed。Icouldthink,forthefirsttimethatday,withoutinterruption。

  BeingresolvedtoseePhilip,Ipreparedmyselffortheinterviewbyconsultingmyextractsoncemore。Theletter,inwhichMrs。

  Tenbruggenfigures,inspiredmewiththehopeofprotectionforMr。Gracedieu,attainablethroughnolessapersonthanHelenaherself。

  Tobeginwith,shewouldcertainlysharePhilip’saversiontotheMasseuse,andherdislikeofMissJillgallwould,justaspossibly,extendtoMissJillgall’sfriend。ThehostilefeelingthussetupmightbetrustedtokeepwatchonMrs。Tenbruggen’sproceedings,withavigilancenotattainablebythecoarserobservationofaman。Intheevent,ofanimprovementintheMinister’shealth,IshouldhearofitbothfromthedoctorandfromMissJillgall,andinthatcaseIshouldinstantlyreturntomyunhappyfriendandputhimonhisguard。

  IstartedforLondonbytheearlytraininthemorning。

  MywayhomefromtheterminustookmepastthehotelatwhichtheelderMr。Dunboynewasstaying。Icalledonhim。Hewasreportedtobeengaged;thatistosay,immersedinhisbooks。TheaddressononeofPhilip’slettershadinformedmethathewasstayingatanotherhotel。Pursuingmyinquiriesinthisdirection,Imetwithaseveredisappointment。Mr。PhilipDunboynehadleftthehotelthatmorning;forwhatdestinationneitherthelandlordnorthewaitercouldtellme。

  Thenextday’spostbroughtwithittheinformationwhichIhadfailedtoobtain。MissJillgallwrote,informingmeinherstrongestlanguagethatPhilipDunboynehadreturnedtoHelena。

  IndignantSelinaadded:\"Helenameanstomakehimmarryher;andIpromiseyousheshallfail,ifIcanstopit。\"

  IntakingleaveofEunice,Ihadgivenhermyaddress;hadwarnedhertobecareful,ifsheandMrs。Tenbruggenhappenedtomeetagain,andhadbeggedhertowritetome,ortocometome,ifanythinghappenedtoalarmherinmyabsence。

  Intwodaysmore,IreceivedalinefromEunice,writtenevidentlyinthegreatestagitation。

  \"Philiphasdiscoveredme。Hehasbeenhere,andhasinsistedonseeingme。Ihaverefused。Thegoodfarmerhassokindlytakenmypart。Icanwritenomore。\"

  CHAPTERL。

  THENEWSFROMTHEFARM。

  WHENInextheardfromMissJillgall,theintroductorypartofherlettermerelyremindedmethatPhilipDunboynewasestablishedinthetown,andthatHelenawasindailycommunicationwithhim。IshalldoSelinanoinjusticeifmyextractbeginswithhersecondpage。

  \"Youwillsympathize,Iamsure\"(shewrites),\"withtheindignationwhichurgedmetocallonPhilip,andtellhimthewaytothefarmhouse。ThinkofHelenabeingdeterminedtomarryhim,whetherhewantstoornot!Iamafraidthisisbadgrammar。

  Butthereareoccasionswhenevenacultivatedladyfailsinhergrammar,andalmostenviesthementheirprivilegeofswearingwhentheyareinarage。Mystateofmindistrulyindescribable。

  Griefmingleswithanger,whenItellyouthatmysweetEuneecehasdisappointedme,forthefirsttimesinceIhadthehappinessofknowingandadmiringher。Whatcanhavebeenthemotiveofherrefusaltoreceiveherpenitentlover?Isitpride?WearetoldthatSatanfellthroughpride。Euneecesatanic?Impossible!I

  feelinclinedtogoandaskherwhathashardenedherheartagainstapooryoungmanwhobitterlyregretshisownfolly。Doyouthinkitwasbadadvicefromthefarmerorhiswife?Inthatcase,Ishallexertmyinfluence,andtakeheraway。Youwoulddothesame,wouldn’tyou?

  \"IamashamedtomentionthepoordearMinisterinapostscript。

  Thetruthis,Idon’tverywellknowwhatIamabout。Mr。

  Gracedieuisquiet,sleepsbetterthanhedid,eatswithakeenerappetite,givesnotrouble。But,alas,thatgloriousintellectisinastateofeclipse!Donotsuppose,becauseIwritefiguratively,thatIamnotsorryforhim。Heunderstandsnothing;heremembersnothing;hehasmyprayers。

  \"Youmightcometousagain,ifyouwouldonlybesokind。Itwouldmakenodifferencenow;thepoormanissosadlyaltered。I

  mustadd,mostreluctantly,thatthedoctorrecommendsyourstayingathome。Betweenourselves,heislittlebetterthanacoward。Fancyhissaying;’No;wemustnotrunthatriskyet。’I

  ambarelyciviltohim,andnomore。

  \"Inanyotheraffair(excusemefortroublingyouwithasecondpostscript),mysympathywithEuneecewouldhavepenetratedhermotives;Ishouldhavefeltwithherfeelings。ButIhaveneverbeeninlove;nogentlemangavemetheopportunitywhenIwasyoung。NowIammiddle—aged,neglecthasdoneitsdrearywork——myheartisanextinctcrater。Figurativeagain!Ihadbetterputmypenaway,andsayfarewellforthepresent。\"

  MissJillgallmaynowgiveplacetoEunice。Thesameday’spostbroughtmebothletters。

  Ishouldbeunworthyindeedofthetrustwhichthisaffectionategirlhasplacedinme,ifIfailedtoreceiveherexplanationofherconducttowardPhilipDunboyne,asasacredsecretconfidedtomyfatherlyregard。Inthoselaterportionsofherletter,whicharenotaddressedtomeconfidentially,Eunicewritesasfollows:

  \"Igetnews——andwhatheartbreakingnews!——ofmyfather,bysendingamessengertoSelina。ItismorethaneverimpossiblethatIcanputmyselfinthewayofseeingHelenaagain。ShehaswrittentomeaboutPhilip,inatonesoshockinglyinsolentandcruel,thatIhavedestroyedherletter。Philip’svisittothefarm,discoveredIdon’tknowhow,seemstohaveinfuriatedher。

  Sheaccusesmeofdoingallthatshemightherselfhavedoneinmyplace,andthreatensme——No!IamafraidofthewickedwhisperingsofthatsecondselfofmineifIthinkofit。TheywereneartotemptingmewhenIreadHelena’sletter。ButI

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