CHAPTERXLIII。
ATLAST!
MYletterfromMr。Playmore,inclosingtheagent’sextraordinarytelegram,wasnotinspiredbythesanguineviewofourprospectswhichhehadexpressedtomewhenwemetatBenjamin’shouse。
\"Ifthetelegrammeananything,\"hewrote,\"itmeansthatthefragmentsofthetornletterhavebeencastintothehousemaid’sbucket(alongwiththedust,theashes,andtherestofthelitterintheroom),andhavebeenemptiedonthedust—heapatGleninch。Sincethiswasdone,theaccumulatedrefusecollectedfromtheperiodicalcleansingsofthehouse,duringatermofnearlythreeyears——including,ofcourse,theashesfromthefireskeptburning,forthegreaterpartoftheyear,inthelibraryandthepicture—gallery——havebeenpouredupontheheap,andhaveburiedthepreciousmorselsofpaperdeeperanddeeper,daybyday。Evenifwehaveafairchanceoffindingthesefragments,whathopecanwefeel,atthisdistanceoftime,ofrecoveringthemwiththewritinginastateofpreservation?I
shallbegladtohear,byreturnofpostifpossible,howthematterstrikesyou。IfyoucouldmakeitconvenienttoconsultwithmepersonallyinEdinburgh,weshouldsavetime,whentimemaybeofseriousimportancetous。WhileyouareatDoctorStarkweather’syouarewithineasyreachofthisplace。Pleasethinkofit。\"
Ithoughtofitseriouslyenough。TheforemostquestionwhichI
hadtoconsiderwasthequestionofmyhusband。
ThedepartureofthemotherandsonfromSpainhadbeensolongdelayed,bythesurgeon’sorders,thatthetravelershadonlyadvancedontheirhomewardjourneyasfarasBordeaux,whenIhadlastheardfromMrs。Macallanthreeorfourdayssince。AllowingforanintervalofreposeatBordeaux,andfortheslowrateatwhichtheywouldbecompelledtomoveafterward,ImightstillexpectthemtoarriveinEnglandsometimebeforealetterfromtheagentinAmericacouldreachMr。Playmore。How,inthispositionofaffairs,IcouldcontrivetojointhelawyerinEdinburgh,aftermeetingmyhusbandinLondon,itwasnoteasytosee。Thewiseandtherightway,asIthought,wastotellMr。
PlaymorefranklythatIwasnotmistressofmyOwnmovements,andthathehadbetteraddresshisnextlettertomeatBenjamin’shouse。
Writingtomylegaladviserinthissense,Ihadawordofmyowntoaddonthesubjectofthetornletter。
Inthelastyearsofmyfather’slifeIhadtraveledwithhiminItaly,andIhadseenintheMuseumatNaplesthewonderfulrelicsofabygonetimediscoveredamongtheruinsofPompeii。BywayofencouragingMr。Playmore,Inowremindedhimthattheeruptionwhichhadoverwhelmedthetownhadpreserved,formorethansixteenhundredyears,suchperishablethingsasthestrawinwhichpotteryhadbeenpacked;thepaintingsonhousewalls;
thedresseswornbytheinhabitants;and(mostnoticeableofall,inourcase)apieceofancientpaper,stillattachedtothevolcanicasheswhichhadfallenoverit。Ifthesediscoverieshadbeenmadeafteralapseofsixteencenturies,underalayerofdustandashesonalargescale,surelywemighthopetomeetwithsimilarcasesofpreservation,afteralapseofthreeorfouryearsonly,underalayerofdustandashesonasmallscale。Takingforgranted(whatwasperhapsdoubtfulenough)thatthefragmentsofthelettercouldberecovered,myownconvictionwasthatthewritingonthem,thoughitmightbefaded,wouldcertainlystillbelegible。TheveryaccumulationswhichMr。
Playmoredeploredwouldbethemeansofpreservingthemfromtherainandthedamp。WiththesemodesthintsIclosedmyletter;
andthusforonce,thankstomyContinentalexperience,Iwasabletoinstructmylawyer!
Anotherdaypassed;andIheardnothingofthetravelers。
Ibegantofeelanxious。Imademypreparationsformyjourneysouthwardovernight;andIresolvedtostartforLondonthenextday——unlessIheardofsomechangeinMrs。Macallan’stravelingarrangementsintheinterval。
Thepostofthenextmorningdecidedmycourseofaction。Itbroughtmealetterfrommymother—in—law,whichaddedonemoretothememorabledatesinmydomesticcalendar。
EustaceandhismotherhadadvancedasfarasParisontheirhomewardjourney,whenacrueldisasterhadbefallenthem。Thefatiguesoftraveling,andtheexcitementofhisanticipatedmeetingwithme,hadprovedtogethertobetoomuchformyhusband。HehadheldoutasfarasPariswiththegreatestdifficulty;andhewasnowconfinedtohisbedagain,struckdownbyarelapse。Thedoctors,thistime,hadnofearforhislife,providedthathispatiencewouldsupporthimthroughalengthenedperiodofthemostabsoluterepose。
\"Itnowrestswithyou,Valeria,\"Mrs。Macallanwrote,\"tofortifyandcomfortEustaceunderthisnewcalamity。DonotsupposethathehaseverblamedorthoughtofblamingyouforleavinghimwithmeinSpain,assoonashewasdeclaredtobeoutofdanger。’Itwas_I_wholeft_her,_’hesaidtome,whenwefirsttalkedaboutit;’anditismywife’srighttoexpectthatIshouldgobacktoher。’Thosewerehiswords,mydear;andhehasdoneallhecantoabidebythem。Helplessinhisbed,henowasksyoutotakethewillforthedeed,andtojoinhiminParis。IthinkIknowyouwellenough,mychild,tobesurethatyouwilldothis;andIneedonlyaddonewordofcaution,beforeIclosemyletter。Avoidallreference,notonlytotheTrial(youwilldothatofyourownaccord),buteventoourhouseatGleninch。Youwillunderstandhowhefeels,inhispresentstateofnervousdepression,whenItellyouthatIshouldneverhaveventuredonaskingyoutojoinhimhere,ifyourletterhadnotinformedmethatyourvisitstoDexterwereatanend。Wouldyoubelieveit?——hishorrorofanythingwhichrecallsourpasttroublesisstillsovividthathehasactuallyaskedmetogivemyconsenttosellingGleninch!\"
SoEustace’smotherwroteofhim。Butshehadnottrustedentirelytoherownpowersofpersuasion。Aslipofpaperwasinclosedinherletter,containingthesetwolines,tracedinpencil——oh,sofeeblyandsowearily!——bymypoordarlinghimself:
\"Iamtooweaktotravelanyfurther,Valeria。Willyoucometomeandforgiveme?\"Afewpencil—marksfollowed;buttheywereillegible。Thewritingofthosetwoshortsentenceshadexhaustedhim。
Itisnotsayingmuchformyself,Iknow——but,havingconfesseditwhenIwaswrong,letme,atleast,recorditwhenIdidwhatwasright——Idecidedinstantlyongivingupallfurtherconnectionwiththerecoveryofthetornletter。IfEustaceaskedmethequestion,Iwasresolvedtobeabletoanswertruly:\"I
havemadethesacrificethatassuresyourtranquillity。Whenresignationwashardest,Ihavehumbledmyobstinatespirit,andIhavegivenwayformyhusband’ssake。\"
TherewashalfanhourtosparebeforeIleftthevicaragefortherailwaystation。InthatintervalIwroteagaintoMr。
Playmore,tellinghimplainlywhatmypositionwas,andwithdrawing,atonceandforever,fromallshareininvestigatingthemysterywhichlayhiddenunderthedust—heapatGleninch。
CHAPTERXLIV。
OURNEWHONEYMOON。
ItisnottobedisguisedordeniedthatmyspiritsweredepressedonmyjourneytoLondon。
Toresigntheonecherishedpurposeofmylife,whenIhadsufferedsomuchinpursuingit,andwhenIhad(toallappearance)sonearlyreachedtherealizationofmyhopes,wasputtingtoahardtrialawoman’sfortitudeandawoman’ssenseofduty。Still,eveniftheopportunityhadbeenofferedtome,I
wouldnothaverecalledmylettertoMr。Playmore。\"Itisdone,andwelldone,\"Isaidtomyself;\"andIhaveonlytowaitadaytobereconciledtoit——whenIgivemyhusbandmyfirstkiss。\"
IhadplannedandhopedtoreachLondonintimetostartforParisbythenight—mail。ButthetrainwastwicedelayedonthelongjourneyfromtheNorth;andtherewasnohelpforitbuttosleepatBenjamin’svilla,andtodefermydepartureuntilthemorning。
Itwas,ofcourse,impossibleformetowarnmyoldfriendofthechangeinmyplans。Myarrivaltookhimbysurprise。Ifoundhimaloneinhislibrary,withawonderfulilluminationoflampsandcandles,absorbedoversomemorselsoftornpaperscatteredonthetablebeforehim。
\"Whatintheworldareyouabout?\"Iasked。
Benjaminblushed——Iwasgoingtosay,likeayounggirl;butyounggirlshavegivenupblushingintheselatterdaysoftheagewelivein。
\"Oh,nothing,nothing!\"hesaid,confusedly。\"Don’tnoticeit。\"
Hestretchedouthishandtobrushthemorselsofpaperoffthetable。Thosemorselsraisedasuddensuspicioninmymind。I
stoppedhim。
\"YouhaveheardfromMr。Playmore!\"Isaid。\"Tellmethetruth,Benjamin。Yesorno?\"
Benjaminblushedashadedeeper,andanswered,\"Yes。\"
\"Whereistheletter?\"
\"Imustn’tshowittoyou,Valeria。\"
This(needIsayit?)mademedeterminedtoseetheletter。MybestwayofpersuadingBenjamintoshowittomewastotellhimofthesacrificethatIhadmadetomyhusband’swishes。\"Ihavenofurthervoiceinthematter,\"Iadded,whenIhaddone。\"ItnowrestsentirelywithMr。Playmoretogoonortogiveup;andthisismylastopportunityofdiscoveringwhathereallythinksaboutit。Don’tIdeservesomelittleindulgence?HaveInoclaimtolookattheletter?\"
Benjaminwastoomuchsurprised,andtoomuchpleasedwithme,whenheheardwhathadhappened,tobeabletoresistmyentreaties。Hegavemetheletter。
Mr。PlaymorewrotetoappealconfidentiallytoBenjaminasacommercialman。Inthelongcourseofhisoccupationinbusiness,itwasjustpossiblethathemighthaveheardofcasesinwhichdocumentshavebeenputtogetheragainafterhavingbeentornupbydesignorbyaccident。Evenifhisexperiencefailedinthisparticular,hemightbeabletorefertosomeauthorityinLondonwhowouldbecapableofgivinganopiniononthesubject。Bywayofexplaininghisstrangerequest,Mr。PlaymorerevertedtothenoteswhichBenjaminhadtakenatMiserrimusDexter’shouse,andinformedhimoftheseriousimportanceof\"thegibberish\"whichhehadreportedunderprotest。Theletterclosedbyrecommendingthatanycorrespondencewhichensuedshouldbekeptasecretfromme——onthegroundthatitmightexcitefalsehopesinmymindifIwereinformedofit。
Inowunderstoodthetonewhichmyworthyadviserhadadoptedinwritingtome。Hisinterestintherecoveryoftheletterwasevidentlysooverpoweringthatcommonprudencecompelledhimtoconcealitfromme,incaseofultimatefailure。ThisdidnotlookasifMr。Playmorewaslikelytogiveuptheinvestigationonmywithdrawalfromit。IglancedagainatthefragmentsofpaperonBenjamin’stable,withaninterestinthemwhichIhadnotfeltyet。
\"HasanythingbeenfoundatGleninch?\"Iasked。
\"No,\"saidBenjamin。\"Ihaveonlybeentryingexperimentswithaletterofmyown,beforeIwrotetoMr。Playmore。\"
\"Oh,youhavetornuptheletteryourself,then?\"
\"Yes。And,tomakeitallthemoredifficulttoputthemtogetheragain,Ishookupthepiecesinabasket。It’sachildishthingtodo,mydear,atmyage——\"
Hestopped,lookingverymuchashamedofhimself。
\"Well,\"Iwenton;\"andhaveyousucceededinputtingyourlettertogetheragain?\"
\"It’snotveryeasy,Valeria。ButIhavemadeabeginning。It’sthesameprincipleastheprincipleinthe’Puzzles’whichweusedtoputtogetherwhenIwasaboy。Onlygetonecentralbitofitright,andtherestofthePuzzlefallsintoitsplaceinalongerorashortertime。Pleasedon’ttellanybody,mydear。
PeoplemightsayIwasinmydotage。Tothinkofthatgibberishinmynote—bookhavingameaninginit,afterall!IonlygotMr。
Playmore’sletterthismorning;and——Iamreallyalmostashamedtomentionit——Ihavebeentryingexperimentsontornletters,offandon,eversince。Youwon’ttelluponme,willyou?\"
Iansweredthedearoldmanbyaheartyembrace。Nowthathehadlosthissteadymoralbalance,andhadcaughttheinfectionofmyenthusiasm,Ilovedhimbetterthanever。
ButIwasnotquitehappy,thoughItriedtoappearso。StruggleagainstitasImight,IfeltalittlemortifiedwhenI
rememberedthatIhadresignedallfurtherconnectionwiththesearchfortheletteratsuchatimeasthis。MyonecomfortwastothinkofEustace。Myoneencouragementwastokeepmymindfixedasconstantlyaspossibleonthebrightchangeforthebetterthatnowappearedinthedomesticprospect。Here,atleast,therewasnodisastertofear;hereIcouldhonestlyfeelthatIhadtriumphed。Myhusbandhadcomebacktomeofhisownfreewill;hehadnotgivenway,underthehardweightofevidence——hehadyieldedtothenoblerinfluencesofhisgratitudeandhislove。AndIhadtakenhimtomyheartagain——notbecauseIhadmadediscoverieswhichlefthimnootheralternativethantolivewithme,butbecauseIbelievedinthebettermindthathadcometohim,andlovedandtrustedhimwithoutreserve。Wasitnotworthsomesacrificetohavearrivedatthisresult!True——mosttrue!AndyetIwasalittleoutofspirits。Ah,well!well!theremedywaswithinaday’sjourney。
ThesoonerIwaswithEustacethebetter。
EarlythenextmorningIleftLondonforParisbythetidal—train。BenjaminaccompaniedmetotheTerminus。
\"IshallwritetoEdinburghbyto—day’spost,\"hesaid,intheintervalbeforethetrainmovedoutofthestation。\"IthinkI
canfindthemanMr。Playmorewantstohelphim,ifhedecidestogoon。Haveyouanymessagetosend,Valeria?\"
\"No。Ihavedonewithit,Benjamin;Ihavenothingmoretosay。\"
\"ShallIwriteandtellyouhowitends,ifMr。PlaymoredoesreallytrytheexperimentatGleninch?\"
Ianswered,asIfelt,alittlebitterly。
\"Yes,\"Isaid\"Writeandtellmeiftheexperimentfail。\"
Myoldfriendsmiled。HeknewmebetterthanIknewmyself。
\"Allright!\"hesaid,resignedly。\"Ihavegottheaddressofyourbanker’scorrespondentinParis。Youwillhavetogothereformoney,mydear;andyou_may_findaletterwaitingforyouintheofficewhenyouleastexpectit。Letmehearhowyourhusbandgoeson。Good—by——andGodblessyou!\"
ThateveningIwasrestoredtoEustace。
Hewastooweak,poorfellow,eventoraisehisheadfromthepillow。Ikneltdownatthebedsideandkissedhim。Hislanguid,wearyeyeskindledwithanewlifeasmylipstouchedhis。\"I
musttrytolivenow,\"hewhispered,\"foryoursake。\"
Mymother—in—lawhaddelicatelyleftustogether。WhenhesaidthosewordsthetemptationtotellhimofthenewhopethathadcometobrightenourliveswasmorethanIcouldresist。
\"Youmusttrytolivenow,Eustace,\"Isaid,\"forsomeoneelsebesidesme。\"
Hiseyeslookedwonderinglyintomine。
\"Doyoumeanmymother?\"heasked。
Ilaidmyheadonhisbosom,andwhisperedback——\"Imeanyourchild。\"
IhadallmyrewardforallthatIhadgivenup。IforgotMr。
Playmore;IforgotGleninch。Ournewhoneymoondates,inmyremembrance,fromthatday。
Thequiettimepassed,intheby—streetinwhichwelived。TheouterstirandtumultofParisianliferanitsdailycoursearoundus,unnoticedandunheard。Steadily,thoughslowly,Eustacegainedstrength。Thedoctors,withawordortwoofcaution,lefthimalmostentirelytome。\"Youarehisphysician,\"
theysaid;\"thehappieryoumakehim,thesoonerhewillrecover。\"Thequiet,monotonousroundofmynewlifewasfarfromwearyingme。I,too,wantedrepose——Ihadnointerests,nopleasures,outofmyhusband’sroom。
Once,andonceonly,theplacidsurfaceofourliveswasjustgentlyruffledbyanallusiontothepast。SomethingthatI
accidentallysaidremindedEustaceofourlastinterviewatMajorFitz—David’shouse。Hereferred,verydelicately,towhatIhadthensaidoftheVerdictpronouncedonhimattheTrial;andheleftmetoinferthatawordfrommylips,confirmingwhathismotherhadalreadytoldhim,wouldquiethismindatonceandforever。
Myanswerinvolvednoembarrassmentsordifficulties;IcouldanddidhonestlytellhimthatIhadmadehiswishesmylaw。Butitwashardlyinwomanhood,Iamafraid,tobesatisfiedwithmerelyreplying,andtoleaveitthere。IthoughtitduetomethatEustacetooshouldconcedesomething,inthewayofanassurancewhichmightquiet_my_mind。Asusualwithme,thewordsfollowedtheimpulsetospeakthem。\"Eustace,\"Iasked,\"areyouquitecuredofthosecrueldoubtswhichoncemadeyouleaveme?\"
Hisanswer(asheafterwardsaid)mademeblushwithpleasure。
\"Ah,Valeria,IshouldneverhavegoneawayifIhadknownyouthenaswellasIknowyounow!\"
Sothelastshadowsofdistrustmeltedawayoutofourlives。
TheveryremembranceoftheturmoilandthetroubleofmypastdaysinLondonseemednowtofadefrommymemory。Wewereloversagain;wewereabsorbedagainineachother;wecouldalmostfancythatourmarriagedatedbackoncemoretoadayortwosince。Butonelastvictoryovermyselfwaswantingtomakemyhappinesscomplete。Istillfeltsecretlongings,inthosedangerousmomentswhenIwasleftbymyself,toknowwhetherthesearchforthetornletterhadorhadnottakenplace。Whatwaywardcreaturesweare!Witheverythingthatawomancouldwanttomakeherhappy,IwasreadytoputthathappinessinperilratherthanremainignorantofwhatwasgoingonatGleninch!I
actuallyhailedthedaywhenmyemptypursegavemeanexcuseforgoingtomybanker’scorrespondentonbusiness,andsoreceivinganyletterswaitingformewhichmightbeplacedinmyhands。
IappliedformymoneywithoutknowingwhatIwasabout;
wonderingallthetimewhetherBenjaminhadwrittentomeornot。
Myeyeswanderedoverthedesksandtablesintheoffice,lookingforlettersfurtively。Nothingofthesortwasvisible。Butamanappearedfromaninneroffice:anuglyman,whowasyetbeautifultomyeyes,forthissufficientreason——hehadaletterinhishand,andhesaid,\"Isthisforyou,ma’am?\"
AglanceattheaddressshowedmeBenjamin’shandwriting。
Hadtheytriedtheexperimentofrecoveringtheletter?andhadtheyfailed?
Somebodyputmymoneyinmybag,andpolitelyledmeouttothelittlehiredcarriagewhichwaswaitingformeatthedoor。I
remembernothingdistinctlyuntilIopenedtheletteronmywayhome。Thefirstwordstoldmethatthedust—heaphadbeenexamined,andthatthefragmentsofthetornletterhadbeenfound。
CHAPTERXLV。
THEDUST—HEAPDISTURBED。
Myheadturnedgiddy。Iwasobligedtowaitandletmyoverpoweringagitationsubside,beforeIcouldreadanymore。
Lookingattheletteragain,afteraninterval,myeyesfellaccidentallyonasentenceneartheend,whichsurprisedandstartledme。
Istoppedthedriverofthecarriage,attheentrancetothestreetinwhichourlodgingsweresituated,andtoldhimtotakemetothebeautifulparkofParis——thefamousBoisdeBoulogne。
Myobjectwastogaintimeenough,inthisway,toreadthelettercarefullythroughbymyself,andtoascertainwhetherI
oughtoroughtnottokeepthereceiptofitasecretbeforeI
confrontedmyhusbandandhismotherathome。
Thisprecautiontaken,IreadthenarrativewhichmygoodBenjaminhadsowiselyandsothoughtfullywrittenforme。
Treatingthevariousincidentsmethodically,hebeganwiththeReportwhichhadarrived,induecourseofmail,fromouragentinAmerica。
Ourmanhadsuccessfullytracedthelodgekeeper’sdaughterandherhusbandtoasmalltowninoneoftheWesternStates。Mr。
Playmore’sletterofintroductionatoncesecuredhimacordialreceptionfromthemarriedpair,andapatienthearingwhenhestatedtheobjectofhisvoyageacrosstheAtlantic。
Hisfirstquestionsledtonoveryencouragingresults。Thewomanwasconfusedandsurprised,andwasapparentlyquiteunabletoexerthermemorytoanyusefulpurpose。Fortunately,herhusbandprovedtobeaveryintelligentman。Hetooktheagentprivatelyaside,andsaidtohim,\"Iunderstandmywife,andyoudon’t。
Tellmeexactlywhatitisyouwanttoknow,andleaveittometodiscoverhowmuchsheremembersandhowmuchsheforgets。\"
Thissensiblesuggestionwasreadilyaccepted。Theagentwaitedforeventsadayandanight。
Earlythenextmorningthehusbandsaidtohim,\"Talktomywifenow,andyou’llfindshehassomethingtotellyou。Onlymindthis。Don’tlaughatherwhenshespeaksoftrifles。Sheishalfashamedtospeakoftrifles,eventome。Thinksmenareabovesuchmatters,youknow。Listenquietly,andlethertalk——andyouwillgetatitallinthatway。\"
Theagentfollowedhisinstructions,and\"gotatit\"asfollows:
Thewomanremembered,perfectlywell,beingsenttocleanthebedroomsandputthemtidy,afterthegentlefolkshadallleftGleninch。Hermotherhadabadhipatthetime,andcouldnotgowithherandhelpher。Shedidnotmuchfancybeingaloneinthegreathouse,afterwhathadhappenedinit。Onherwaytoherworkshepassedtwoofthecottagers’childrenintheneighborhoodatplayinthepark。Mr。Macallanwasalwayskindtohispoortenants,andneverobjectedtotheyoungonesroundabouthavingarunonthegrass。Thetwochildrenidlyfollowedhertothehouse。Shetooktheminside,alongwithher——notlikingtheplace,asalreadymentioned,andfeelingthattheywouldbecompanyinthesolitaryrooms。
ShebeganherworkintheGuests’Corridor——leavingtheroomintheothercorridor,inwhichthedeathhadhappened,tothelast。
Therewasverylittletodointhetwofirstrooms。Therewasnotlitterenough,whenshehadsweptthefloorsandcleanedthegrates,toevenhalffillthehousemaid’sbucketwhichshecarriedwithher。Thechildrenfollowedherabout;and,allthingsconsidered,were\"verygoodcompany\"inthelonelyplace。
Thethirdroom(thatistosay,thebedchamberwhichhadbeenoccupiedbyMiserrimusDexterwasinamuchworsestatethantheothertwo,andwantedagreatdealoftidying。Shedidnotmuchnoticethechildrenhere,beingoccupiedwithherwork。Thelitterwassweptupfromthecarpet,andthecindersandashesweretakenoutofthegrate,andthewholeofitwasinthebucket,whenherattentionwasrecalledtothechildrenbyhearingoneofthemcry。
Shelookedabouttheroomwithoutatfirstdiscoveringthem。
Afreshoutburstofcryingledherintherightdirection,andshowedherthechildrenunderatableinacorneroftheroom。
Theyoungestofthetwohadgotintoawaste—paperbasket。Theeldesthadfoundanoldbottleofgum,withabrushfixedinthecork,andwasgravelypaintingthefaceofthesmallerchildwithwhatlittleremainedofthecontentsofthebottle。Somenaturalstruggles,onthepartofthelittlecreature,hadendedintheoverthrowofthebasket,andtheusualoutburstofcryinghadfollowedasamatterofcourse。
Inthisstateofthingstheremedywassoonapplied。Thewomantookthebottleawayfromtheeldestchild,andgaveita\"boxontheear。\"Theyoungeroneshesetonitslegsagain,andsheputthetwo\"inthecorner\"tokeepthemquiet。Thisdone,shesweptupsuchfragmentsofthetornpaperinthebasketashadfallenonthefloor;threwthembackagainintothebasket,alongwiththegum—bottle;fetchedthebucket,andemptiedthebasketintoit;andthenproceededtothefourthandlastroominthecorridor,whereshefinishedherworkforthatday。
Leavingthehouse,withthechildrenafterher,shetookthefilledbuckettothedust—heap,andemptieditinahollowplaceamongtherubbish,abouthalf—wayupthemound。Thenshetookthechildrenhome;andtherewasanendofitfortheday。
Suchwastheresultoftheappealmadetothewoman’smemoryofdomesticeventsatGleninch。
TheconclusionatwhichMr。Playmorearrived,fromthefactssubmittedtohim,wasthatthechanceswerenowdecidedlyinfavoroftherecoveryoftheletter。Thrownin,nearlymidwaybetweenthecontentsofthehousemaid’sbucket,thetornmorselswouldbeprotectedaboveaswellasbelow,whentheywereemptiedonthedust—heap。
Succeedingweeksandmonthswouldaddtothatprotection,byaddingtotheaccumulatedrefuse。Intheneglectedconditionofthegrounds,thedust—heaphadnotbeendisturbedinsearchofmanure。Thereithadstood,untouched,fromthetimewhenthefamilyleftGleninchtothepresentday。Andthere,hiddendeepsomewhereinthemound,thefragmentsofthelettermustbe。
Suchwerethelawyer’sconclusions。HehadwrittenimmediatelytocommunicatethemtoBenjamin。And,thereupon,whathadBenjamindone?
Afterhavingtriedhispowersofreconstructiononhisowncorrespondence,theprospectofexperimentingonthemysteriousletteritselfhadprovedtobeatemptationtoopowerfulfortheoldmantoresist。\"Ialmostfancy,mydear,thisbusinessofyourshasbewitchedme,\"hewrote。\"YouseeIhavethemisfortunetobeanidleman。Ihavetimetospareandmoneytospare。AndtheendofitisthatIamhereatGleninch,engagedonmyownsoleresponsibility(withgoodMr。Playmore’spermission)insearchingthedust—heap!\"
Benjamin’sdescriptionofhisfirstviewofthefieldofactionatGleninchfollowedthesecharacteristiclinesofapology。
Ipassedoverthedescriptionwithoutceremony。Myremembranceofthescenewastoovividtorequireanypromptingofthatsort。I
sawagain,inthedimeveninglight,theunsightlymoundwhichhadsostrangelyattractedmyattentionatGleninch。IheardagainthewordsinwhichMr。Playmorehadexplainedtomethecustomofthedust—heapinScotchcountry—houses。WhathadBenjaminandMr。Playmoredone?WhathadBenjaminandMr。