CHAPTERX—HEALTHANDMOUNTAINS
THEREhascomeachangeinmedicalopinion,andachangehasfollowedinthelivesofsickfolk。AyearortwoagoandthewoundedsoldieryofmankindwereallshutuptogetherinsomebaskingangleoftheRiviera,walkingadustypromenadeorsittingindustyolive—
yardswithinearshotoftheinterminableandunchangingsurf—idleamongspiritlessidlers;notperhapsdying,yethardlylivingeither,andaspiring,sometimesfiercely,afterlivelierweatherandsomevivifyingchange。Thesewerecertainlybeautifulplacestolivein,andtheclimatewaswooinginitssoftness。Yettherewasalatershiverinthesunshine;youwerenotcertainwhetheryouwerebeingwooed;andthesemildshoreswouldsometimesseemtoyoutobetheshoresofdeath。Therewasalackofamanlyelement;theairwasnotreactive;youmightwritebitsofpoetryandpractiseresignation,butyoudidnotfeelthatherewasagoodspottorepairyourtissueorregainyournerve。Anditappears,afterall,thattherewassomethingjustintheseappreciations。TheinvalidisnowaskedtolodgeonwintryAlps;aruderairshallmedicinehim;thedemonofcoldisnolongertobefledfrom,butbeardedinhisden。
ForevenWinterhashis’deardomesticcave,’andinthoseplaceswherehemaybesaidtodwellforevertempershisausterities。
AnyonewhohastravelledwestwardbythegreattranscontinentalrailroadofAmericamustrememberthejoywithwhichheperceived,afterthetediousprairiesofNebraskaandacrossthevastanddismalmoorlandsofWyoming,afewsnowymountainsummitsalone,thesouthernsky。ItisamongthesemountainsinthenewStateofColoradothatthesickmanmayfind,notmerelyanalleviationofhisailments,butthepossibilityofanactivelifeandanhonestlivelihood。There,nolongerasaloungerinaplaid,butasaworkingfarmer,sweatingathiswork,hemayprolongandbeginanewhislife。Insteadofthebath—chair,thespade;insteadoftheregulatedwalk,roughjourneysintheforest,andthepure,rareairoftheopenmountainsforthemiasmaofthesick—room—thesearethechangesofferedhim,withwhatpromiseofpleasureandofself—
respect,withwhatarevolutioninallhishopesandterrors,nonebutaninvalidcanknow。Resignation,thecowardicethatapesakindofcourageandthatlivesintheveryairofhealthresorts,iscastasideatabreathofsuchaprospect。Themancanopenthedoor;hecanbeupanddoing;hecanbeakindofamanafterallandnotmerelyaninvalid。
ButitisafarcrytotheRockyMountains。WecannotallofusgofarminginColorado;andthereisyetamiddleterm,whichcombinesthemedicalbenefitsofthenewsystemwiththemoraldrawbacksoftheold。Againtheinvalidhastolieasidefromlifeanditswholesomeduties;againhehastobeanidleramongidlers;butthistimeatagreataltitude,faramongthemountains,withthesnowpiledbeforehisdoorandthefrostflowerseverymorningonhiswindow。Themerefactistonictohisnerves。Hischoiceofaplaceofwinteringhassomehowtohisowneyestheairofanactofboldcontract;and,sincehehaswilfullysoughtlowtemperatures,heisnotsoapttoshudderatatouchofchill。Hecameforthat,helookedforit,andhethrowsitfromhimwiththethought。
Alongstraightreachofvalley,wall—likemountainsuponeitherhandthatrisehigherandhigherandshootupnewsummitsthehigheryouclimb;afewnoblepeaksseenevenfromthevalley;avillageofhotels;aworldofblackandwhite—blackpine—woods,clingingtothesidesofthevalley,andwhitesnowflouringit,andpaperingitbetweenthepine—woods,andcoveringallthemountainswithadazzlingcurd;addafewscoreinvalidsmarchingtoandfrouponthesnowyroad,orskatingontheice—rinks,possiblytomusic,orsittingundersunshadesbythedoorofthehotel—andyouhavethelargerfeaturesofamountainsanatorium。Acertainfuriousriverrunscurvingdownthevalley;itspacenevervaries,ithasnotapoolforasfarasyoucanfollowit;anditsunchanging,senselesshurryisstrangelytedioustowitness。Itisariverthatamancouldgrowtohate。Dayafterdaybreakswiththerarestgolduponthemountainspires,andcreeps,growingandglowing,downintothevalley。Fromendtoendthesnowreverberatesthesunshine;fromendtoendtheairtingleswiththelight,clearanddrylikecrystal。
Onlyalongthecourseoftheriver,buthighaboveit,therehangsfarintothenoon,onewavingscarfofvapour。Itwerehardtofancyamoreengagingfeatureinalandscape;perhapsitishardertobelievethatdelicate,long—lastingphantomoftheatmosphere,acreatureoftheincontinentstreamwhosecourseitfollows。Bynoontheskyisarrayedinanunrivalledpompofcolour—mildandpaleandmeltinginthenorth,buttowardsthezenith,darkwithanintensityofpurpleblue。Whatwiththisdarknessofheavenandtheintolerablelustreofthesnow,spaceisreducedagaintochaos。AnEnglishpainter,comingtoFrancelateinlife,declaredwithnaturalangerthat’thevalueswereallwrong。’HadhegotamongtheAlpsonabrightdayhemighthavelosthisreason。Andeventoanyonewhohaslookedatlandscapewithanycare,andinanywaythroughthespectaclesofrepresentativeart,thescenehasacharacterofinsanity。Thedistantshiningmountainpeakisherebesideyoureye;
theneighbouringdull—colouredhouseincomparisonismilesaway;thesummit,whichisallofsplendidsnow,iscloseathand;thenighslopes,whichareblackwithpinetrees,bearitnorelation,andmightbeinanothersphere。Heretherearenoneofthosedelicategradations,thoseintimate,mistyjoinings—onandspreadings—outintothedistance,nothingofthatartofairandlightbywhichthefaceofnatureexplainsandveilsitselfinclimeswhichwemaybeallowedtothinkmorelovely。Aglaringpieceofcrudity,whereeverythingthatisnotwhiteisasolecismanddefiesthejudgmentoftheeyesight;asceneofblindingdefinition;aparadeofdaylight,almostscenicallyvulgar,morethanscenicallytrying,andyetheartyandhealthy,makingthenervestotightenandthemouthtosmile:
suchisthewinterdaytimeintheAlps。
Withtheapproachofeveningallischanged。Amountainwillsuddenlyinterceptthesun;ashadowfalluponthevalley;intenminutesthethermometerwilldropasmanydegrees;thepeaksthatarenolongershoneupondwindleintoghosts;andmeanwhile,overhead,iftheweatherberightlycharacteristicoftheplace,theskyfadestowardsnightthroughasurprisingkeyofcolours。Thelatestgoldleapsfromthelastmountain。Soon,perhaps,themoonshallrise,andinhergentlerlightthevalleyshallbemellowedandmisted,andhereandthereawispofsilverclouduponahilltop,andhereandthereawarmlyglowingwindowinahouse,betweenfireandstarlight,kindandhomelyinthefieldsofsnow。
Butthevalleyisnotseatedsohighamongthecloudstobeeternallyexemptfromchanges。Thecloudsgather,blackasink;thewindburstsrudelyin;dayafterdaythemistsdriveoverhead,thesnow—
flakesflutterdowninblindingdisarray;dailythemailcomesinlaterfromthetopofthepass;peoplepeerthroughtheirwindowsandforeseenoendbutanentireseclusionfromEurope,anddeathbygradualdry—rot,eachinhisindifferentinn;andwhenatlastthestormgoes,andthesuncomesagain,beholdaworldofunpollutedsnow,glossylikefur,brightlikedaylight,ajoytowallowingdogsandcheerfultothesoulsofmen。OrperhapsfromacrossstoriedandmalariousItaly,awindcunninglywindsaboutthemountainsandbreaks,warmandunclean,uponourmountainvalley。Everynerveissetajar;theconsciencerecognises,atagust,aloadofsinsandnegligenceshithertounknown;andthewholeinvalidworldhuddlesintoitsprivatechambers,andsilentlyrecognisestheempireoftheFohn。
CHAPTERXI—ALPINEDIVERSIONS
THEREwillbenolackofdiversioninanAlpinesanitarium。TheplaceishalfEnglish,tobesure,thelocalsheetappearingindoublecolumn,textandtranslation;butitstillremainshalfGerman;andhencewehaveabandwhichisabletoplay,andacompanyofactorsable,asyouwillbetold,toact。Thislastyouwilltakeontrust,fortheplayers,unlikethelocalsheet,confinethemselvestoGermanandthoughatthebeginningofwintertheycomewiththeirwig—boxestoeachhotelinturn,longbeforeChristmastheywillhavegivenuptheEnglishforabadjob。Therewillfollow,perhaps,askirmishbetweenthetworaces;theGermanelementseeking,intheinterestoftheiractors,toraiseamysteriousitem,theKUR—TAXE,whichfiguresheavilyenoughalreadyintheweeklybills,theEnglishelementstoutlyresisting。MeantimeintheEnglishhotelshome—
playedfarces,TABLEAUX—VIVANTS,andevenballsenliventheevenings;
acharitybazaarshedsgenialconsternation;ChristmasandNewYeararesolemnisedwithPantagrueliandinners,andfromtimetotimetheyoungfolkscarolandrevolveuntunefullyenoughthroughthefiguresofasingingquadrille。
Amagazineclubsuppliesyouwitheverything,fromtheQUARTERLYtotheSUNDAYATHOME。Grandtournamentsareorganisedatchess,draughts,billiardsandwhist。Onceandagainwanderingartistsdropintoourmountainvalley,comingyouknownotwhence,goingyoucannotimaginewhither,andbelongingtoeverydegreeinthehierarchyofmusicalart,fromtherecognisedperformerwhoannouncesaconcertfortheevening,tothecomicGermanfamilyorsolitarylong—hairedGermanbaritone,whosurprisestheguestsatdinner—timewithsongsandacollection。Theyareallofthemgoodtosee;they,atleast,aremoving;theybringwiththemthesentimentoftheopenroad;yesterday,perhaps,theywereinTyrol,andnextweektheywillbefarinLombardy,whileallwesickfolkstillsimmerinourmountainprison。Someofthem,too,arewelcomeastheflowersinMayfortheirownsake;someofthemmayhaveahumanvoice;somemayhavethatmagicwhichtransformsawoodenboxintoasong—bird,andwhatwejeeringlycallafiddleintowhatwementionwithrespectasaviolin。Fromthatgrindinglilt,withwhichtheblindman,seekingpence,accompaniesthebeatofpaddlewheelsacrosstheferry,thereissurelyadifferenceratherofkindthanofdegreetothatunearthlyvoiceofsingingthatbewailsandpraisesthedestinyofmanatthetouchofthetruevirtuoso。Eventhatyoumayperhapsenjoy;andifyoudosoyouwillownitimpossibletoenjoyitmorekeenlythanhere,IMSCHNEEDERALPEN。Ahyacinthinapot,ahandfulofprimrosespackedinmoss,orapieceofmusicbysomeonewhoknowsthewaytotheheartofaviolin,arethingsthat,inthisinvariablesamenessofthesnowsandfrostyair,surpriseyoulikeanadventure。Itisdroll,moreover,tocomparetherespectwithwhichtheinvalidsattendaconcert,andthereadycontemptwithwhichtheygreetthedinner—timeperformers。Singingwhichtheywouldhearwithrealenthusiasm—possiblywithtears—fromacornerofadrawing—
room,islistenedtowithlaughterwhenitisofferedbyanunknownprofessionalandnomoneyhasbeentakenatthedoor。
Ofskatinglittleneedbesaid;insosnowyaclimatetherinksmustbeintelligentlymanaged;theirmismanagementwillleadtomanydaysofvexationandsomepettyquarrelling,butwhenallgoeswell,itiscertainlycurious,andperhapsratherunsafe,fortheinvalidtoskateunderaburningsun,andwalkbacktohishotelinasweat,throughlongtractsofglareandpassagesoffreezingshadow。Butthepeculiaroutdoorsportofthisdistrictistobogganing。A
Scotchmanmayrememberthelowflatboard,withthefrontwheelsonapivot,whichwascalledaHURLIE;hemayrememberthiscontrivance,ladenwithboys,as,laboriouslystarted,itranrattlingdownthebrae,andwas,nowsuccessfully,nowunsuccessfully,steeredroundthecorneratthefoot;hemayrememberscentedsummereveningspassedinthisdiversion,andmanyagrazedskin,bloodycockscomb,andneglectedlesson。Thetobogganistothehurliewhatthesledistothecarriage;itisahurlieuponrunners;andifforagratingroadyousubstitutealongdeclivityofbeatensnow,youcanimaginethegiddycareerofthetobogganist。Thecorrectpositionistosit;
butthefantasticwillsometimessithind—foremost,ordarethedescentupontheirbellyortheirback。Afewsteerwithapairofpointedsticks,butitismoreclassicaltousethefeet。Iftheweightbeheavyandthetracksmooth,thetoboggantakesthebitbetweenitsteeth;andtosteeracoupleoffull—sizedfriendsinsafetyrequiresnotonlyjudgmentbutdesperateexertion。Onaverysteeptrack,withakeeneveningfrost,youmayhavemomentsalmosttooappallingtobecalledenjoyment;theheadgoes,theworldvanishes;yourblindsteedboundsbelowyourweight;youreachthefoot,withallthebreathknockedoutofyourbody,jarredandbewilderedasthoughyouhadjustbeensubjectedtoarailwayaccident。Anotherelementofjoyfulhorrorisaddedbytheformationofatrain;onetobogganbeingtiedtoanother,perhapstothenumberofhalfadozen,onlythefirstriderbeingallowedtosteer,andalltherestpledgedtoputuptheirfeetandfollowtheirleader,withheartinmouth,downthemaddescent。This,particularlyifthetrackbeginswithaheadlongplunge,isoneofthemostexhilaratingfolliesintheworld,andthetobogganinginvalidisearlyreconciledtosomersaults。
Thereisallmannerofvarietyinthenatureofthetracks,somemilesinlength,othersbutafewyards,andyetlikesomeshortrivers,furiousintheirbrevity。Alldegreesofskillandcourageandtastemaybesuitedinyourneighbourhood。Butperhapsthetruewaytotobogganisaloneandatnight。Firstcomesthetediousclimb,draggingyourinstrumentbehindyou。Nextalongbreathing—
space,alonewithsnowandpinewoods,cold,silentandsolemntotheheart。Thenyoupushof;thetobogganfetchesway;shebeginstofeelthehill,toglide,to,swim,togallop。Inabreathyouareoutfromunderthepinetrees,andawholeheavenfulofstarsreelsandflashesoverhead。Thencomesaviciouseffort;forbythistimeyourwoodensteedisspeedinglikethewind,andyouarespinningroundacorner,andthewholeglitteringvalleyandallthelightsinallthegreathotelslieforamomentatyourfeet;andthenextyouareracingoncemoreintheshadowofthenightwithclose—shutteethandbeatingheart。Yetalittlewhileandyouwillbelandedonthehighroadbythedoorofyourownhotel。This,inanatmospheretinglingwithfortydegreesoffrost,inanightmadeluminouswithstarsandsnow,andgirtwithstrangewhitemountains,teachesthepulseanunaccustomedtuneandaddsanewexcitementtothelifeofmanuponhisplanet。
CHAPTERXII—THESTIMULATIONOFTHEALPS
ToanyonewhoshouldcomefromasouthernsanitariumtotheAlps,therowofsun—burnedfacesroundthetablewouldpresentthefirstsurprise。Hewouldbeginbylookingfortheinvalids,andhewouldlosehispains,fornotoneoutoffiveofeventhebadcasesbearsthemarkofsicknessonhisface。TheplumpsunshinefromaboveanditsstrongreverberationfrombelowcolourtheskinlikeanIndianclimate;thetreatment,whichconsistsmainlyoftheopenair,exposeseventhesickliesttotan,andatablefulofinvalidscomes,inamonthortwo,toresembleatablefulofhunters。Butalthoughhemaybethussurprisedatthefirstglance,hisastonishmentwillgrowgreater,asheexperiencestheeffectsoftheclimateonhimself。InmanywaysitisatryingbusinesstoresideupontheAlps:thestomachisexercised,theappetiteoftenlanguishes;thelivermayattimesrebel;andbecauseyouhavecomesofarfrommetropolitanadvantages,itdoesnotfollowthatyoushallrecover。
Butonethingisundeniable—thatintherareair,clear,cold,andblindinglightofAlpinewinters,amantakesacertaintroubleddelightinhisexistencewhichcannowhereelsebeparalleled。Heisperhapsnohappier,butheisstinginglyalive。Itdoesnot,perhaps,comeoutofhiminworkorexercise,yethefeelsanenthusiasmofthebloodunknowninmoretemperateclimates。Itmaynotbehealth,butitisfun。
Thereisnothingmoredifficulttocommunicateonpaperthanthisbaselessardour,thisstimulationofthebrain,thissterilejoyousnessofspirits。Youwakeeverymorning,seethegolduponthesnow—peaks,becomefilledwithcourage,andblessGodforyourprolongedexistence。Thevalleysarebutastridetoyou;youcastyourshoeoverthehilltops;yourearsandyourheartsing;inthewordsofanunverifiedquotationfromtheScotchpsalms,youfeelyourselffit’onthewingsofallthewinds’to’comeflyingallabroad。’Europeandyourmindaretoonarrowforthatfloodofenergy。Yetitisnotablethatyouarehardtorootoutofyourbed;
thatyoustartforth,singing,indeed,onyourwalk,yetareunusuallyreadytoturnhomeagain;thatthebestofyouisvolatile;
andthatalthoughtherestlessnessremainstillnight,thestrengthisearlyatanend。Withalltheseheadyjollities,youarehalfconsciousofanunderlyinglanguorinthebody;youprovenottobesowellasyouhadfancied;youwearybeforeyouhavewellbegun;andthoughyoumountatmorningwiththelark,thatisnotpreciselyasong—bird’sheartthatyoubringbackwithyouwhenyoureturnwithachinglimbsandpeevishtempertoyourinn。
Itishardtosaywhereinitlies,butthisjoyofAlpinewintersisitsownreward。Baseless,inasense,itismorethanworthmorepermanentimprovements。Thedreamofhealthisperfectwhileitlasts;andif,intryingtorealiseit,youspeedilywearoutthedearhallucination,stilleveryday,andmanytimesaday,youareconsciousofastrengthyouscarcepossess,andadelightinlivingasmerryasitprovestobetransient。
Thebrightness—heavenandearthconspiringtobebright—thelevityandquietoftheair;theoddstirringsilence—morestirringthanatumult;thesnow,thefrost,theenchantedlandscape:allhavetheirpartintheeffectandonthememory,’TOUSVOUSTAPENT
SURLATETE’;andyetwhenyouhaveenumeratedall,youhavegonenonearertoexplainoreventoqualifythedelicateexhilarationthatyoufeel—delicate,youmaysay,andyetexcessive,greaterthancanbesaidinprose,almostgreaterthananinvalidcanbear。ThereisacertainwineofFranceknowninEnglandinsomegaseousdisguise,butwhendrunkinthelandofitsnativitystillasapool,cleanasriverwater,andasheadyasverse。ItismorethanprobablethatinitsnoblenaturalconditionthiswastheverywineofAnjousobelovedbyAthosinthe’Musketeers。’Now,ifthereaderhaseverwasheddownaliberalsecondbreakfastwiththewineinquestion,andgoneforth,onthebackofthesedilutions,intoasultry,sparklingnoontide,hewillhavefeltaninfluencealmostasgenial,althoughstrangelygrosser,thanthisfairytitillationofthenervesamongthesnowandsunshineoftheAlps。Thatalsoisamode,weneednotsayofintoxication,butofinsobriety。Thusalsoamanwalksinastrongsunshineofthemind,andfollowssmiling,insubstantialmeditations。Andwhetherhebereallysocleverorsostrongashesupposes,ineithercasehewillenjoyhischimerawhileitlasts。
Theinfluenceofthisgiddyairdisplaysitselfinmanysecondaryways。Acertainsortoflabouredpleasantryhasalreadybeenrecognised,andmayperhapshavebeenremarkedinthesepapers,asasortpeculiartothatclimate。Peopleuttertheirjudgmentswithacannonadeofsyllables;abigwordisasgoodasamealtothem;andtheturnofaphrasegoesfurtherthanhumourorwisdom。Bytheprofessionalwritermanysadvicissitudeshavetobeundergone。Atfirsthecannotwriteatall。Theheart,itappears,isunequaltothepressureofbusiness,andthebrain,leftwithoutnourishment,goesintoamilddecline。Next,somepowerofworkreturnstohim,accompaniedbyjumpingheadaches。Last,thespringisopened,andtherepoursatoncefromhispenaworldofblatant,hustlingpolysyllables,andtalksohighas,intheoldjoke,tobepositivelyoffensiveinhotweather。Hewritesitingoodfaithandwithasenseofinspiration;itisonlywhenhecomestoreadwhathehaswrittenthatsurpriseanddisquietseizeuponhismind。Whatishetodo,poorman?Allhislittlefishestalklikewhales。Thisyeastyinflation,thisstiffandstruttingarchitectureofthesentencehascomeuponhimwhileheslept;anditisnothe,itistheAlps,whoaretoblame。Heisnot,perhaps,alone,whichsomewhatcomfortshim。Noristheillwithoutaremedy。Someday,whenthespringreturns,heshallgodownalittlelowerinthisworld,andrememberquieterinflectionsandmoremodestlanguage。
Buthere,inthemeantime,thereseemstoswimupsomeoutlineofanewcerebralhygieneandagoodtimecoming,whenexperiencedadvisersshallsendamantothepropermeasuredlevelfortheode,thebiography,orthereligioustract;andanookmaybefoundbetweentheseaandChimborazo,whereMr。Swinburneshallbeabletowritemorecontinently,andMr。Browningsomewhatslower。
Isitareturnofyouth,orisitacongestionofthebrain?Itisasortofcongestion,perhaps,thatleadstheinvalid,whenallgoeswell,tofacethenewdaywithsuchabubblingcheerfulness。Itiscertainlycongestionthatmakesnighthideouswithvisions,allthechambersofamany—storeyedcaravanserai,hauntedwithvociferousnightmares,andmanywakefulpeoplecomedownlateforbreakfastinthemorning。Uponthattheorythecynicmayexplainthewholeaffair—exhilaration,nightmares,pompoftongueandall。But,ontheotherhand,thepeculiarblessednessofboyhoodmayitselfbebutasymptomofthesamecomplaint,forthetwoeffectsarestrangelysimilar;andtheframeofmindoftheinvalidupontheAlpsisasortofintermittentyouth,withperiodsoflassitude。ThefountainofJuventusdoesnotplaysteadilyintheseparts;butthereitplays,andpossiblynowhereelse。
CHAPTERXIII—ROADS—1873
Noamateurwilldenythathecanfindmorepleasureinasingledrawing,overwhichhecansitawholequietforenoon,andsograduallystudyhimselfintohumourwiththeartist,thanhecaneverextractfromthedazzleandaccumulationofincongruousimpressionsthatsendhim,wearyandstupefied,outofsomefamouspicture—
gallery。Butwhatisthusadmittedwithregardtoartisnotextendedtothe(so—called)naturalbeautiesnoamountofexcessinsublimemountainoutlineorthegracesofcultivatedlowlandcandoanything,itissupposed,toweakenordegradethepalate。Wearenotatallsure,however,thatmoderation,andaregimentolerablyaustere,eveninscenery,arenothealthfulandstrengtheningtothetaste;andthatthebestschoolforaloverofnatureisnottothefoundinoneofthosecountrieswherethereisnostageeffect—
nothingsalientorsudden,—butaquietspiritoforderlyandharmoniousbeautypervadesallthedetails,sothatwecanpatientlyattendtoeachofthelittletouchesthatstrikeinus,allofthemtogether,thesubduednoteofthelandscape。Itisinscenerysuchasthisthatwefindourselvesintherighttempertoseekoutsmallsequesteredloveliness。Theconstantrecurrenceofsimilarcombinationsofcolourandoutlinegraduallyforcesuponusasenseofhowtheharmonyhasbeenbuiltup,andwebecomefamiliarwithsomethingofnature’smannerism。Thisisthetruepleasureofyour’ruralvoluptuary,’—nottoremainawe—strickenbeforeaMountChimborazo;nottositdeafenedoverthebigdrumintheorchestra,butdaybydaytoteachhimselfsomenewbeauty—toexperiencesomenewvagueandtranquilsensationthathasbeforeevadedhim。Itisnotthepeoplewho’havepinedandhungeredafternaturemanyayear,inthegreatcitypent,’asColeridgesaidinthepoemthatmadeCharlesLambsomuchashamedofhimself;itisnotthosewhomakethegreatestprogressinthisintimacywithher,orwhoaremostquicktoseeandhavethegreatestgustotoenjoy。Inthis,asineverythingelse,itisminuteknowledgeandlong—continuedlovingindustrythatmakethetruedilettante。Amanmusthavethoughtmuchoverscenerybeforehebeginsfullytoenjoyit。Itisnoyounglingenthusiasmonhilltopsthatcanpossessitselfofthelastessenceofbeauty。
Probablymostpeople’sheadsaregrowingbarebeforetheycanseeallinalandscapethattheyhavethecapabilityofseeing;and,eventhen,itwillbeonlyforonelittlemomentofconsummationbeforethefacultiesareagainonthedecline,andtheythatlookoutofthewindowsbegintobedarkenedandrestrainedinsight。Thusthestudyofnatureshouldbecarriedforwardthoroughlyandwithsystem。
Everygratificationshouldberolledlongunderthetongue,andweshouldbealwayseagertoanalyseandcompare,inorderthatwemaybeabletogivesomeplausiblereasonforouradmirations。True,itisdifficulttoputevenapproximatelyintowordsthekindoffeelingsthuscalledintoplay。Thereisadangerousviceinherentinanysuchintellectualrefininguponvaguesensation。Theanalysisofsuchsatisfactionslendsitselfveryreadilytoliteraryaffectations;andwecanallthinkofinstanceswhereithasshownitselfapttoexerciseamorbidinfluence,evenuponanauthor’schoiceoflanguageandtheturnofhissentences。Andyetthereismuchthatmakestheattemptattractive;foranyexpression,howeverimperfect,oncegiventoacherishedfeeling,seemsasortoflegitimationofthepleasurewetakeinit。Acommonsentimentisoneofthosegreatgoodsthatmakelifepalatableandevernew。Theknowledgethatanotherhasfeltaswehavefelt,andseenthings,eveniftheyarelittlethings,notmuchotherwisethanwehaveseenthem,willcontinuetotheendtobeoneoflife’schoicestpleasures。
Letthereader,then,betakehimselfinthespiritwehaverecommendedtosomeofthequieterkindsofEnglishlandscape。Inthosehomelyandplacidagriculturaldistricts,familiaritywillbringintoreliefmanythingsworthyofnotice,andurgethempleasantlyhometohimbyasortoflovingrepetition;suchasthewonderfullife—givingspeedofwindmillsailsabovethestationarycountry;theoccurrenceandrecurrenceofthesamechurchtowerattheendofonelongvistaafteranother:and,conspicuousamongthesesourcesofquietpleasure,thecharacterandvarietyoftheroaditself,alongwhichhetakeshisway。Notonlynearathand,inthelithecontortionswithwhichitadaptsitselftotheinterchangesoflevelandslope,butfarawayalso,whenheseesafewhundredfeetofitupheavedagainstahillandshiningintheafternoonsun,hewillfinditanobjectsochangefulandenliveningthathecanalwayspleasurablybusyhismindaboutit。Hemayleavetheriver—
side,orfalloutofthewayofvillages,buttheroadhehasalwayswithhim;and,inthetruehumourofobservation,willfindinthatsufficientcompany。Fromitssubtlewindingsandchangesofleveltherearisesakeenandcontinuousinterest,thatkeepstheattentioneveralertandcheerful。Everysensitiveadjustmenttothecontouroftheground,everylittledipandswerve,seemsinstinctwithlifeandanexquisitesenseofbalanceandbeauty。Theroadrollsupontheeasyslopesofthecountry,likealongshipinthehollowsofthesea。Theverymarginsofwasteground,astheytrenchalittlefartheronthebeatenway,orrecedeagaintotheshelterofthehedge,havesomethingofthesamefreedelicacyofline—ofthesameswingandwilfulness。Youmightthinkforawholesummer’sday(andnothavethoughtitanyneareranendbyevening)whatconcourseandsuccessionofcircumstanceshasproducedtheleastofthesedeflections;anditis,perhaps,justinthisthatweshouldlookforthesecretoftheirinterest。Afoot—pathacrossameadow—inallitshumanwaywardnessandunaccountability,inalltheGRATA
PROTERVITASofitsvaryingdirection—willalwaysbemoretousthanarailroadwellengineeredthroughadifficultcountry。Noreasonedsequenceisthrustuponourattention:weseemtohaveslippedforonelawlesslittlemomentoutoftheironruleofcauseandeffect;
andsowerevertatoncetosomeofthepleasantoldheresiesofpersonification,alwayspoeticallyorthodox,andattributeasortoffree—will,anactiveandspontaneouslife,tothewhiteribandofroadthatlengthensout,andbends,andcunninglyadaptsitselftotheinequalitiesofthelandbeforeoureyes。Weremember,aswewrite,somemilesoffinewidehighwaylaidoutwithconsciousaestheticartificethroughabrokenandrichlycultivatedtractofcountry。ItissaidthattheengineerhadHogarth’slineofbeautyinhismindashelaidthemdown。Andtheresultisstriking。Onesplendidsatisfyingsweeppasseswitheasytransitionintoanother,andthereisnothingtotroubleordislocatethestrongcontinuousnessofthemainlineoftheroad。Andyetthereissomethingwanting。Thereisherenosavingimperfection,noneofthosesecondarycurvesandlittletrepidationsofdirectionthatcarry,innaturalroads,ourcuriosityactivelyalongwiththem。Onefeelsatoncethatthisroadhasnothasbeenlaboriouslygrownlikeanaturalroad,butmadetopattern;andthat,whileamodelmaybeacademicallycorrectinoutline,itwillalwaysbeinanimateandcold。Thetravellerisalsoawareofasympathyofmoodbetweenhimselfandtheroadhetravels。Wehaveallseenwaysthathavewanderedintoheavysandnearthesea—coast,andtrailwearilyovertheduneslikeatroddenserpent。Herewetoomustplodforwardatadull,laboriouspace;andsoasympathyispreservedbetweenourframeofmindandtheexpressionoftherelaxed,heavycurvesoftheroadway。Suchaphenomenon,indeed,ourreasonmightperhapsresolvewithalittletrouble。Wemightreflectthatthepresentroadhadbeendevelopedoutofatractspontaneouslyfollowedbygenerationsofprimitivewayfarers;andmightseeinitsexpressionatestimonythatthosegenerationshadbeenaffectedatthesameground,oneafteranother,inthesamemannerasweareaffectedto—day。Orwemightcarrythereflectionfurther,andremindourselvesthatwheretheairisinvigoratingandthegroundfirmunderthetraveller’sfoot,hiseyeisquicktotakeadvantageofsmallundulations,andhewillturncarelesslyasidefromthedirectwaywhereverthereisanythingbeautifultoexamineorsomepromiseofawiderview;sothatevenabushofwildrosesmaypermanentlybiasanddeformthestraightpathoverthemeadow;whereas,wherethesoilisheavy,oneispreoccupiedwiththelabourofmereprogression,andgoeswithabowedheadheavilyandunobservantlyforward。Reason,however,willnotcarryusthewholeway;forthesentimentoftenrecursinsituationswhereitisveryhardtoimagineanypossibleexplanation;
andindeed,ifwedrivebrisklyalongagood,well—maderoadinanopenvehicle,weshallexperiencethissympathyalmostatitsfullest。Wefeelthesharpsettleofthespringsatsomecuriouslytwistedcorner;afterasteepascent,thefreshairdancesinourfacesaswerattleprecipitatelydowntheotherside,andwefinditdifficulttoavoidattributingsomethingheadlong,asortofABANDON,totheroaditself。
Themerewindingofthepathisenoughtoenlivenalongday’swalkinevenacommonplaceordrearycountry—side。Somethingthatwehaveseenfrommilesback,uponaneminence,issolonghidfromus,aswewanderthroughfoldedvalleysoramongwoods,thatourexpectationofseeingitagainissharpenedintoaviolentappetite,andaswedrawnearerweimpatientlyquickenourstepsandturneverycornerwithabeatingheart。Itisthroughtheseprolongationsofexpectancy,thissuccessionofonehopetoanother,thatweliveoutlongseasonsofpleasureinafewhours’walk。Itisinfollowingthesecapricioussinuositiesthatwelearn,onlybitbybitandthroughonecoquettishreticenceafteranother,muchaswelearntheheartofafriend,thewholelovelinessofthecountry。Thisdispositionalwayspreservessomethingnewtobeseen,andtakesus,likeacarefulcicerone,tomanydifferentpointsofdistantviewbeforeitallowsusfinallytoapproachthehoped—fordestination。
Initsconnectionwiththetraffic,andwholefriendlyintercoursewiththecountry,thereissomethingverypleasantinthatsuccessionofsaunterersandbriskandbusiness—likepassers—by,thatpeoplesourwaysandhelpstobuildupwhatWaltWhitmancalls’thecheerfulvoiceofthepublicroad,thegay,freshsentimentoftheroad。’Butoutofthegreatnetworkofwaysthatbindsalllifetogetherfromthehill—farmtothecity,thereissomethingindividualtomost,and,onthewhole,nearlyasmuchchoiceonthescoreofcompanyasonthescoreofbeautyoreasytravel。Onsomeweareneverlongwithoutthesoundofwheels,andfolkpassusbysothicklythatwelosethesenseoftheirnumber。Butonothers,aboutlittle—
frequenteddistricts,ameetingisanaffairofmoment;wehavethesightfaroffofsomeonecomingtowardsus,thegrowingdefinitenessoftheperson,andthenthebriefpassageandsalutation,andtheroadleftemptyinfrontofusforperhapsagreatwhiletocome。
Suchencountershaveawistfulinterestthatcanhardlybeunderstoodbythedwellerinplacesmorepopulous。Werememberstandingbesideacountrymanonce,inthemouthofaquietby—streetinacitythatwasmorethanordinarilycrowdedandbustling;heseemedstunnedandbewilderedbythecontinualpassageofdifferentfaces;andafteralongpause,duringwhichheappearedtosearchforsomesuitableexpression,hesaidtimidlythatthereseemedtobeaGREATDEALOF
MEETINGTHEREABOUTS。Thephraseissignificant。Itistheexpressionoftown—lifeinthelanguageofthelong,solitarycountryhighways。Ameetingofonewithonewaswhatthismanhadbeenusedtointhepastoraluplandsfromwhichhecame;andtheconcourseofthestreetswasinhiseyesonlyanextraordinarymultiplicationofsuch’meetings。’
Andnowwecometothatlastandmostsubtlequalityofall,tothatsenseofprospect,ofoutlook,thatisbroughtsopowerfullytoourmindsbyaroad。Inrealnature,aswellasinoldlandscapes,beneaththatimpartialdaylightinwhichawholevariegatedplainisplungedandsaturated,thelineoftheroadleadstheeyeforthwiththevaguesenseofdesireuptothegreenlimitofthehorizon。
Travelisbroughthometous,andwevisitinspiriteverygroveandhamletthattemptsusinthedistance。SEHNSUCHT—thepassionforwhatiseverbeyond—islivinglyexpressedinthatwhiteribandofpossibletravelthatseverstheunevencountry;notaploughmanfollowinghisploughuptheshiningfurrow,notthebluesmokeofanycottageinahollow,butisbroughttouswithasenseofnearnessandattainabilitybythiswaveringlineofjunction。ThereisapassionateparagraphinWERTHERthatstrikestheverykey。’WhenI
camehither,’hewrites,’howthebeautifulvalleyinvitedmeoneveryside,asIgazeddownintoitfromthehill—top!Therethewood—ah,thatImightmingleinitsshadows!therethemountainsummits—ah,thatImightlookdownfromthemoverthebroadcountry!theinterlinkedhills!thesecretvalleys!Ohtolosemyselfamongtheirmysteries!Ihurriedintothemidst,andcamebackwithoutfindingaughtIhopedfor。Alas!thedistanceislikethefuture。Avastwholeliesinthetwilightbeforeourspirit;
sightandfeelingalikeplungeandlosethemselvesintheprospect,andweyearntosurrenderourwholebeing,andletitbefilledfullwithalltheraptureofonesingleglorioussensation;andalas!whenwehastentothefruition,whenTHEREischangedtoHERE,allisafterwardsasitwasbefore,andwestandinourindigentandcrampedestate,andoursoulthirstsafterastillebbingelixir。’Itistothiswanderinganduneasyspiritofanticipationthatroadsminister。
Everylittlevista,everylittleglimpsethatwehaveofwhatliesbeforeus,givestheimpatientimaginationrein,sothatitcanoutstripthebodyandalreadyplungeintotheshadowofthewoods,andoverlookfromthehill—toptheplainbeyondit,andwanderinthewindingsofthevalleysthatarestillfarinfront。Theroadisalreadythere—weshallnotbelongbehind。Itisasifweweremarchingwiththerearofagreatarmy,and,fromfarbefore,heardtheacclamationofthepeopleasthevanguardenteredsomefriendlyandjubilantcity。Wouldnoteveryman,throughallthelongmilesofmarch,feelasifhealsowerewithinthegates?
CHAPTERXIV—ONTHEENJOYMENTOFUNPLEASANTPLACES—1874
ITisadifficultmattertomakethemostofanygivenplace,andwehavemuchinourownpower。Thingslookedatpatientlyfromonesideafteranothergenerallyendbyshowingasidethatisbeautiful。A
fewmonthsagosomewordsweresaidinthePORTFOLIOastoan’austereregimeninscenery’;andsuchadisciplinewasthenrecommendedas’healthfulandstrengtheningtothetaste。’Thatisthetext,sotospeak,ofthepresentessay。Thisdisciplineinscenery,itmustbeunderstood,issomethingmorethanamerewalkbeforebreakfasttowhettheappetite。Forwhenweareputdowninsomeunsightlyneighbourhood,andespeciallyifwehavecometobemoreorlessdependentonwhatwesee,wemustsetourselvestohuntoutbeautifulthingswithalltheardourandpatienceofabotanistafteraryeplant。Daybydayweperfectourselvesintheartofseeingnaturemorefavourably。Welearntolivewithher,aspeoplelearntolivewithfretfulorviolentspouses:todwelllovinglyonwhatisgood,andshutoureyesagainstallthatisbleakorinharmonious。Welearn,also,tocometoeachplaceintherightspirit。Thetraveller,asBrantomequaintlytellsus,’FAITDES
DISCOURSENSOIPOURSOUTENIRENCHEMIN’;andintothesediscoursesheweavessomethingoutofallthatheseesandsuffersbytheway;
theytaketheirtonegreatlyfromthevaryingcharacterofthescene;
asharpascentbringsdifferentthoughtsfromalevelroad;andtheman’sfanciesgrowlighterashecomesoutofthewoodintoaclearing。Nordoesthesceneryanymoreaffectthethoughtsthanthethoughtsaffectthescenery。Weseeplacesthroughourhumoursasthroughdifferentlycolouredglasses。Weareourselvesatermintheequation,anoteofthechord,andmakediscordorharmonyalmostatwill。Thereisnofearfortheresult,ifwecanbutsurrenderourselvessufficientlytothecountrythatsurroundsandfollowsus,sothatweareeverthinkingsuitablethoughtsortellingourselvessomesuitablesortofstoryaswego。Webecomethus,insomesense,acentreofbeauty;weareprovocativeofbeauty,muchasagentleandsincerecharacterisprovocativeofsincerityandgentlenessinothers。Andevenwherethereisnoharmonytobeelicitedbythequickestandmostobedientofspirits,wemaystillembellishaplacewithsomeattractionofromance。Wemaylearntogofarafieldforassociations,andhandlethemlightlywhenwehavefoundthem。
Sometimesanoldprintcomestoouraid;Ihaveseenmanyaspotlitupatoncewithpicturesqueimaginations,byareminiscenceofCallot,orSadeler,orPaulBrill。DickTurpinhasbeenmylayfigureformanyanEnglishlane。AndIsupposetheTrossachswouldhardlybetheTrossachsformosttouristsifamanofadmirableromanticinstincthadnotpeopleditforthemwithharmoniousfigures,andbroughtthemthitherwithmindsrightlypreparedfortheimpression。Thereishalfthebattleinthispreparation。Forinstance:Ihaverarelybeenabletovisit,intheproperspirit,thewildandinhospitableplacesofourownHighlands。Iamhappierwhereitistameandfertile,andnotreadilypleasedwithouttrees。
Iunderstandthattherearesomephasesofmentaltroublethatharmonisewellwithsuchsurroundings,andthatsomepersons,bythedispensingpoweroftheimagination,cangobackseveralcenturiesinspirit,andputthemselvesintosympathywiththehunted,houseless,unsociablewayoflifethatwasinitsplaceuponthesesavagehills。
Now,whenIamsad,Ilikenaturetocharmmeoutofmysadness,likeDavidbeforeSaul;andthethoughtofthesepastagesstrikesnothinginmebutanunpleasantpity;sothatIcanneverhitontherighthumourforthissortoflandscape,andlosemuchpleasureinconsequence。Still,evenhere,ifIwereonlyletalone,andtimeenoughweregiven,Ishouldhaveallmannerofpleasures,andtakemanyclearandbeautifulimagesawaywithmewhenIleft。Whenwecannotthinkourselvesintosympathywiththegreatfeaturesofacountry,welearntoignorethem,andputourheadamongthegrassforflowers,orpore,forlongtimestogether,overthechangefulcurrentofastream。Wecomedowntothesermoninstones,whenweareshutoutfromanypoeminthespreadlandscape。Webegintopeepandbotanise,wetakeaninterestinbirdsandinsects,wefindmanythingsbeautifulinminiature。ThereaderwillrecollectthelittlesummersceneinWUTHERINGHEIGHTS—theonewarmscene,perhaps,inallthatpowerful,miserablenovel—andthegreatfeaturethatismadethereinbygrassesandflowersandalittlesunshine:thisisinthespiritofwhichInowspeak。And,lastly,wecangoindoors;
interiorsaresometimesasbeautiful,oftenmorepicturesque,thantheshowsoftheopenair,andtheyhavethatqualityofshelterofwhichIshallpresentlyhavemoretosay。
Withallthisinmind,Ihaveoftenbeentemptedtoputforththeparadoxthatanyplaceisgoodenoughtolivealifein,whileitisonlyinafew,andthosehighlyfavoured,thatwecanpassafewhoursagreeably。For,ifweonlystaylongenoughwebecomeathomeintheneighbourhood。Reminiscencesspringup,likeflowers,aboutuninterestingcorners。Weforgettosomedegreethesuperiorlovelinessofotherplaces,andfallintoatolerantandsympatheticspiritwhichisitsownrewardandjustification。Lookingbacktheotherdayonsomerecollectionsofmyown,IwasastonishedtofindhowmuchIowedtosucharesidence;sixweeksinoneunpleasantcountry—sidehaddonemore,itseemed,toquickenandeducatemysensibilitiesthanmanyyearsinplacesthatjumpedmorenearlywithmyinclination。
ThecountrytowhichIreferwasalevelandtree—lessplateau,overwhichthewindscutlikeawhip。Formilesandmilesitwasthesame。Ariver,indeed,fellintotheseanearthetownwhereI
resided;butthevalleyoftheriverwasshallowandbald,forasfarupaseverIhadthehearttofollowit。Therewereroads,certainly,butroadsthathadnobeautyorinterest;for,astherewasnotimber,andbutlittleirregularityofsurface,yousawyourwholewalkexposedtoyoufromthebeginning:therewasnothinglefttofancy,nothingtoexpect,nothingtoseebythewayside,savehereandthereanunhomely—lookinghomestead,andhereandthereasolitary,spectacledstone—breaker;andyouwereonlyaccompanied,asyouwentdoggedlyforward,bythegaunttelegraph—postsandthehumoftheresonantwiresinthekeensea—wind。ToonewhohadlearnedtoknowtheirsonginwarmpleasantplacesbytheMediterranean,itseemedtotauntthecountry,andmakeitstillbleakerbysuggestedcontrast。Eventhewasteplacesbythesideoftheroadwerenot,asHawthornelikedtoputit,’takenbacktoNature’byanydecentcoveringofvegetation。Whereverthelandhadthechance,itseemedtoliefallow。ThereisacertaintawnynudityoftheSouth,baresunburntplains,colouredlikealion,andhillsclothedonlyinthebluetransparentair;butthiswasofanotherdescription—thiswasthenakednessoftheNorth;theearthseemedtoknowthatitwasnaked,andwasashamedandcold。
Itseemedtobealwaysblowingonthatcoast。Indeed,thishadpassedintothespeechoftheinhabitants,andtheysalutedeachotherwhentheymetwith’Breezy,breezy,’insteadofthecustomary’Fineday’offarthersouth。Thesecontinualwindswerenotliketheharvestbreeze,thatjustkeepsanequablepressureagainstyourfaceasyouwalk,andservestosetallthetreestalkingoveryourhead,orbringroundyouthesmellofthewetsurfaceofthecountryafterashower。Theywereofthebitter,hard,persistentsort,thatinterfereswithsightandrespiration,andmakestheeyessore。Evensuchwindsasthesehavetheirownmeritinpropertimeandplace。
Itispleasanttoseethembrandishgreatmassesofshadow。Andwhatapowertheyhaveoverthecolouroftheworld!Howtheyrufflethesolidwoodlandsintheirpassage,andmakethemshudderandwhitenlikeasinglewillow!Thereisnothingmorevertiginousthanawindlikethisamongthewoods,withallitssightsandnoises;andtheeffectgetsbetweensomepaintersandtheirsobereyesight,sothat,evenwhentherestoftheirpictureiscalm,thefoliageiscolouredlikefoliageinagale。Therewasnothing,however,ofthissorttobenoticedinacountrywheretherewerenotreesandhardlyanyshadows,savethepassiveshadowsofcloudsorthoseofrigidhousesandwalls。Butthewindwasneverthelessanoccasionofpleasure;
fornowherecouldyoutastemorefullythepleasureofasuddenlull,oraplaceofopportuneshelter。ThereaderknowswhatImean;hemustrememberhow,whenhehassathimselfdownbehindadykeonahillside,hedelightedtohearthewindhissvainlythroughthecranniesathisback;howhisbodytingledalloverwithwarmth,anditbegantodawnuponhim,withasortofslowsurprise,thatthecountrywasbeautiful,theheatherpurple,andthefar—awayhillsallmarbledwithsunandshadow。Wordsworth,inabeautifulpassageofthe’Prelude,’hasusedthisasafigureforthefeelingstruckinusbythequietby—streetsofLondonaftertheuproarofthegreatthoroughfares;andthecomparisonmaybeturnedtheotherwaywithasgoodeffect:—
’Meanwhiletheroarcontinues,tillatlength,Escapedasfromanenemy,weturnAbruptlyintosomesequester’dnook,Stillasashelter’dplacewhenwindsblowloud!’
Iremembermeetingamanonce,inatrain,whotoldmeofwhatmusthavebeenquitethemostperfectinstanceofthispleasureofescape。
Hehadgoneup,onesunny,windymorning,tothetopofagreatcathedralsomewhereabroad;IthinkitwasCologneCathedral,thegreatunfinishedmarvelbytheRhine;andafteralongwhileindarkstairways,heissuedatlastintothesunshine,onaplatformhighabovethetown。Atthatelevationitwasquitestillandwarm;thegalewasonlyinthelowerstrataoftheair,andhehadforgottenitinthequietinteriorofthechurchandduringhislongascent;andsoyoumayjudgeofhissurprisewhen,restinghisarmsonthesunlitbalustradeandlookingoverintothePLACEfarbelowhim,hesawthegoodpeopleholdingontheirhatsandleaninghardagainstthewindastheywalked。Thereissomething,tomyfancy,quiteperfectinthislittleexperienceofmyfellow—traveller’s。Thewaysofmenseemalwaysverytrivialtouswhenwefindourselvesaloneonachurch—top,withtheblueskyandafewtallpinnacles,andseefarbelowusthesteeproofsandforeshortenedbuttresses,andthesilentactivityofthecitystreets;buthowmuchmoremusttheynothaveseemedsotohimashestood,notonlyaboveothermen’sbusiness,butaboveothermen’sclimate,inagoldenzonelikeApollo’s!
ThiswasthesortofpleasureIfoundinthecountryofwhichI
write。Thepleasurewastobeoutofthewind,andtokeepitinmemoryallthetime,andhugoneselfupontheshelter。Anditwasonlybytheseathatanysuchshelteredplacesweretobefound。
Betweentheblackworm—eatenhead—landstherearelittlebightsandhavens,wellscreenedfromthewindandthecommotionoftheexternalsea,wherethesandandweedslookupintothegazer’sfacefromadepthoftranquilwater,andthesea—birds,screamingandflickeringfromtheruinedcrags,alonedisturbthesilenceandthesunshine。
Onesuchplacehasimpresseditselfonmymemorybeyondallothers。
Onarockbythewater’sedge,oldfightingmenoftheNorsebreedhadplantedadoublecastle;thetwostoodwalltowalllikesemi—
detachedvillas;andyetfeudhadrunsohighbetweentheirowners,thatone,fromoutofawindow,shottheotherashestoodinhisowndoorway。Thereissomethinginthejuxtapositionofthesetwoenemiesfulloftragicirony。Itisgrimtothinkofbeardedmenandbitterwomentakinghatefulcounseltogetheraboutthetwohall—firesatnight,whentheseaboomedagainstthefoundationsandthewildwinterwindwaslooseoverthebattlements。Andinthestudywemayreconstructforourselvessomepalefigureofwhatlifethenwas。
Notsowhenwearethere;whenwearetheresuchthoughtscometousonlytointensifyacontraryimpression,andassociationisturnedagainstitself。Irememberwalkingthitherthreeafternoonsinsuccession,myeyeswearywithbeingsetagainstthewind,andhow,droppingsuddenlyovertheedgeofthedown,Ifoundmyselfinanewworldofwarmthandshelter。Thewind,fromwhichIhadescaped,’asfromanenemy,’wasseeminglyquitelocal。Itcarriednocloudswithit,andcamefromsuchaquarterthatitdidnottroubletheseawithinview。Thetwocastles,blackandruinousastherocksaboutthem,werestilldistinguishablefromthesebysomethingmoreinsecureandfantasticintheoutline,somethingthatthelaststormhadleftimminentandthenextwoulddemolishentirely。Itwouldbedifficulttorenderinwordsthesenseofpeacethattookpossessionofmeonthesethreeafternoons。Itwashelpedout,asIhavesaid,bythecontrast。Theshorewasbatteredandbemauledbyprevioustempests;Ihadthememoryatheartoftheinsanestrifeofthepigmieswhohaderectedthesetwocastlesandlivedintheminmutualdistrustandenmity,andknewIhadonlytoputmyheadoutofthislittlecupofsheltertofindthehardwindblowinginmyeyes;andyettherewerethetwogreattractsofmotionlessblueairandpeacefulsealookingon,unconcernedandapart,attheturmoilofthepresentmomentandthememorialsoftheprecariouspast。Thereiseversomethingtransitoryandfretfulintheimpressionofahighwindunderacloudlesssky;itseemstohavenorootintheconstitutionofthings;itmustspeedilybegintofaintandwitherawaylikeacutflower。Andonthosedaysthethoughtofthewindandthethoughtofhumanlifecameveryneartogetherinmymind。
Ournoisyyearsdidindeedseemmomentsinthebeingoftheeternalsilence;andthewind,inthefaceofthatgreatfieldofstationaryblue,wasasthewindofabutterfly’swing。Theplacidityoftheseawasathinglikewisetoberemembered。Shelleyspeaksoftheseaas’hungeringforcalm,’andinthisplaceonelearnedtounderstandthephrase。Lookingdownintothesegreenwatersfromthebrokenedgeoftherock,orswimmingleisurelyinthesunshine,itseemedtomethattheywereenjoyingtheirowntranquillity;andwhennowandagainitwasdisturbedbyawindrippleonthesurface,orthequickblackpassageofafishfarbelow,theysettledbackagain(onecouldfancy)withrelief。
Onshoretoo,inthelittlenookofshelter,everythingwassosubduedandstillthattheleastparticularstruckinmeapleasurablesurprise。Thedesultorycracklingofthewhin—podsintheafternoonsunusurpedtheear。Thehot,sweetbreathofthebank,thathadbeensaturatedalldaylongwithsunshine,andnowexhaleditintomyface,waslikethebreathofafellow—creature。I
rememberthatIwashauntedbytwolinesofFrenchverse;insomedumbwaytheyseemedtofitmysurroundingsandgiveexpressiontothecontentmentthatwasinme,andIkeptrepeatingtomyself—
’Moncoeurestunluthsuspendu,Sitotqu’onletouche,ilresonne。’
Icangivenoreasonwhytheselinescametomeatthistime;andforthatverycauseIrepeatthemhere。ForallIknow,theymayservetocompletetheimpressioninthemindofthereader,astheywerecertainlyapartofitforme。
AndthishappenedtomeintheplaceofallotherswhereIlikedleasttostay。WhenIthinkofitIgrowashamedofmyowningratitude。’Outofthestrongcameforthsweetness。’There,inthebleakandgustyNorth,Ireceived,perhaps,mystrongestimpressionofpeace。Isawtheseatobegreatandcalm;andtheearth,inthatlittlecorner,wasallaliveandfriendlytome。So,whereveramanis,hewillfindsomethingtopleaseandpacifyhim:
inthetownhewillmeetpleasantfacesofmenandwomen,andseebeautifulflowersatawindow,orhearacage—birdsingingatthecornerofthegloomieststreet;andforthecountry,thereisnocountrywithoutsomeamenity—lethimonlylookforitintherightspirit,andhewillsurelyfind。