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  WhenmysisterBrunettafoundthatIhadsuchasupernaturalpoweratmycommand,thoughsheknewnotwhatitwas,shedesistedfromeverattemptinganymorebyforcetodisturbme;andnowonlyusesallsortsofartsandcontrivancestodeceiveme,oranypersonswhomIwouldwishtosecure。Oneofmyfather’sdailylessonstomewas,thatIshouldneveromitanyonedayofmylifeendeavouringtobeasserviceableasIpossiblycouldtoanypersonindistress。AndIdailywander,asfarasmyfeetwillcarryme,insearchofanysuch,andhitherIinvitethemtopeaceandcalmcontentment。Butmyfatheraddedalsothiscommand,thatIshouldneverendeavourdoinganyfarthergoodtothosewhomadversityhadnottaughttohearkentothevoiceofreason,enoughtoenablethemsotoconquertheirpassionsasnottothinkthemselvesmiserableinasaferetreatfromnoiseandconfusion。

  ThiswasthereasonIcouldnotgratifyyouinrelatingthehistoryofmylife,whilstyougavewaytoragingpassions,whichonlyservetoblindyoureyes,andshutyourearsfromtruth。Butnow,greatqueen(forIknowyourstate,fromwhatyouventedinyourgrief),Iamreadytoendowthislittleprincesswithanygiftinmypower,thatIknowwilltendreallytohergood;andI

  hopeyourexperienceoftheworldhasmadeyoutooreasonabletorequireanyother。’

  Thequeenconsideredalittlewhile,andthendesiredSybellatoendowtheprincesswiththatonlywisdomwhichwouldenablehertoseeandfollowwhatwasherowntruegood,toknowthevalueofeverythingaroundher,andtobesensiblethatfollowingthepathsofgoodnessandperformingherdutywastheonlyroadtocontentandhappiness。

  Sybellawasoverjoyedatthequeen’srequest,andimmediatelygrantedit,onlytellingthePrincessHebe,thatitwasabsolutelynecessarytowardstheattainmentofthisgreatblessing,thatsheshouldentirelyobeythequeenhermother,withouteverpretendingtoexaminehercommands;for’trueobedience(saidshe)consistsinsubmission;andwhenwepretendtochoosewhatcommandsareproperandfitforus,wedon’tobey,butsetupourownwisdominoppositiontoourgovernors——this,mydearHebe,youmustbeverycarefulofavoiding,ifyouwouldbehappy。’Shethencautionedheragainstgivingwaytothepersuasionsofanyoftheyoungshepherdessesthereabouts,whowouldendeavourtoallurehertodisobedience,bystrivingtoraiseinhermindadesireofthinkingherselfwise,whilsttheyweretearingfromherwhatwasindeedtruewisdom。’For(saidSybella)mysisterBrunetta,wholivesinthecastleshedrovemefrom(aboutamilefromthiswood)endowsyoungshepherdesseswithgreatbeauty,andeverythingthatisinappearanceamiable,andlikelytopersuade,inordertoallureawayandmakewretched,thosepersonsIwouldpreserve:

  andallthewisdomwithwhichIhaveendowedthePrincessHebewillnotpreventherfallingintomysister’ssnares,ifshegivestheleastwaytotemptation;formyfather’sgifttoBrunetta,inherinfancy,enablesher(asItoldyou)tosucceedinallherdesigns,excepttheyareresistedbythevirtueofthepersonsheispractisingagainst。Manypoorwretcheshasmysisteralreadydecoyedawayfromme,whomshenowkeepsinhercastle;wheretheyliveinsplendorandseemingjoy,butinrealmisery,fromperpetualjarsandtumults,railedbyenvy,malice,andallthetrainoftumultuousandtormentingpassions。’

  ThePrincessHebesaid,shedoubtednotbutsheshouldbeabletowithstandanyofBrunetta’stemptations。Hermotherinterruptingher,criedout,’Oh,mydearchild,thoughyouareendowedwithwisdomenoughtodirectyouinthewaytovirtue,yetifyougrowconceitedandproudofthatwisdom,andfancyyourselfabovetemptation,itwillleadyouintotheworstofallevils。’Herethefairyinterposed,andtoldthePrincessHebe,thatifshewouldalwayscarefullyobserveandobeyhermother,whohadlearnedwisdominthatbestschool,adversity,shewouldthen,indeed,beabletowithstandandovercomeeverytemptation,andwouldlikewisebehappyherself,andabletodispensehappinesstoallaroundher。Nothingwasomittedbythefairytomakethisretirementagreeabletoherroyalguests;andtheyhadnowpassednearsevenyearsinthisdelightfulgrove,inperfectpeaceandtranquillity;whenoneevening,astheywerewalkinginthepleasantwoodwhichsurroundedtheirhabitation,theyespiedundertheshade,andleaningagainstthebarkofalargeoak,apooroldman,whoselimbswerewitheredanddecayed,andwhoseeyeswerehollow,andsunkwithageandmisery。Theystoppedassoonastheysawhim,andheardhimintheanguishofhisheart,withaloudgroan,utterthesewords:’Whenwillmysorrowsend?WhereshallIfindthegoodfairySybella?’Thefairyimmediatelybeggedtoknowhisbusinesswithher;andsaid,ifhissorrowswouldendonfindingSybella,hemightsethisheartatease;forshestoodnowbeforehim,andreadytoservehim,ifhisdistressesweresuchaswouldadmitofrelief,andhecouldprovehimselfworthyofherfriendship。TheoldManappearedgreatlyoverjoyedathavingfoundthefairy,andbeganthefollowingstory:

  ’Ilivefromhenceathousandleagues。AllthistiresomewayhaveIcomeinsearchofyou。Mywholelifehasbeenspentinamassingwealth,toenrichoneonlyson,whomIdotedontodistraction。

  ItisnowfiveyearssinceIhavegivenhimupalltherichesI

  hadlabouredtoget,onlytomakehimhappy。But,alashowamI

  disappointed!Hiswealthenableshimtocommandwhateverthisworldproduces;andyetthepoorestwretchthatbegshisbreadcannotbemoremiserable。Hespendshisdaysinriotandluxury;

  hasmoreslavesandattendantsthanwaitinthepalaceofaprince;andstillhesighsfrommorningtillnight,because,hesays,thereisnothinginthisworldworthlivingfor。Allhisdaintiesonlysatehispalate,andgrowirksometohissight。Hedailychangeshisopinionofwhatispleasure;and,onthetrial,findsnonethathecancallsuch;andthenfallstosighingagain,fortheemptinessofallthathehasenjoyed。Sothat,insteadofbeingmydelight,andthecomfortofmyoldage,sleeplessnights,andanxiousdays,arealltherewardsofmypastlaboursforhim。

  ButIhavehadmanyvisionsanddreamstoadmonishme,thatifI

  wouldventurewithmyoldframetotravelhithera—footinsearchofthefairySybella,shehadaglass,whichifsheshowedhim,hewouldbecuredofthisdreadfulmelancholy,andIhavebornethelabourandfatigueofcomingthislongtiresomeway,thatImaynotbreathemylastwiththeagonizingreflection,thatallthelaboursofmylifehavebeenthrownaway。ButwhatshallIsaytoengageyoutogowithme?Canrichestempt,orpraiseallureyou?’

  ’No,(answeredthefairy)neitherofthemhaspowertomoveme;

  butIcompassionateyourage;andifIthoughtIcouldsucceed,wouldnotrefuseyou。TheglasswhichIshallbidhimlookin,willshowhimhisinwardself;butifhewillnotopenbothhiseyesandheartenoughtotruth,tolethimunderstand,thatthepleasureshepursuesnotonlyarenotbutcannotbesatisfactory,Icanbeofnosortofservicetohim。Andknow,oldman,thatthepunishmentyounowfeelisthenaturalresultofyournothavingtaughthimthisfromhisinfancy;for,insteadofheapingupwealth,toallurehimtoseekforhappinessfromsuchdeceitfulmeans,youshouldhavetaughthim,thattheonlypathtoitwastobevirtuousandgood。’

  Theoldmansaid,heheartilyrepentedofhisconduct,andonhiskneessoferventlyimploredSybella’sassistance,thatatlastsheconsentedtogowithhim。Thenstrikingonthegroundthreetimeswithherwand,thecarandhorsesroseup,andplacingtheoldManbyher,aftertakingleaveofthequeen,andbeggingthePrincessHebetobecarefultoguardagainstalltemptationstodisobedience,shesetoutonherjourney。

  ItbeingnowcometothelatesthourthatMrs。Teachumthoughtproperforherlittlescholarstostayoutintheair,shetoldMissJennythatshemustdeferreadingtheremainingpartofherstorytillthenextday。MissJennyalwayswithgreatcheerfulnessobeyedhergoverness,andimmediatelyleftoffreading;andsaidshewasreadytoattendher;andthewholecompanyroseuptofollowher。

  Mrs。Teachumhadsomuchjudgment,that,perceivingsuchareadyobediencetoallhercommands,shenowendeavoured,byallmeansshecouldthinkof;tomakeherscholarsthrowoffthatreservebeforeher,whichmustevermakeituneasytothemforherevertobepresentwhilsttheywerefollowingtheirinnocentdiversions;

  forsuchwastheunderstandingofthisgoodwoman,thatshecouldkeepuptheauthorityofthegovernessinherschool,yetattimesbecomethecompanionofherscholars。Andasshenowsaw,bytheirgoodbehaviour,theydeservedthatindulgence,shetookthelittledumplingbythehand,and,followedbytherest,walkedtowardsthehouse,anddiscoursedfamiliarlywiththemtherestoftheevening,concerningalltheirpastamusements。

  SATURDAY。

  THESIXTHDAY。

  ItwasthecustomonSaturdaystohavenoschoolintheafternoon,anditbeingalsotheirwritingdayfrommorning—schooltilldinner,Mrs。Teachum,knowinghoweagerMissJenny’shearerswerefortherestofthestory,accompaniedthemintothearbour,earlyintheafternoon,whenMissJennywentonasfollows:

  THEFAIRYTALECONTINUED。

  ThequeenandthePrincessHeberemained,bythegoodfairy’sdesire,inherhabitationduringherabsence。Theyspenttheirtimeinserenityandcontent;theprincessdailyimprovingherselfinwisdomandgoodness,byhearkeningtohermother’sinstructions,andobeyingallhercommands,andthequeeninstudyingwhatwouldbeofmostusetoherchild。Shehadnowforgotherthroneandpalace,anddesirednothingforher,thanherpresentpeacefulretreat。Onemorning,astheyweresittinginalittlearbouratthecornerofapleasantmeadow,onasuddentheyheardavoice,muchsweeterthantheyhadeverheard,warblethroughthefollowingsong:

  ASONG。

  Virtue,softbalmofeverywoe,Ofev’rygriefthecure,’TisthoualonethatcanstbestbestowPleasuresunmix’dandpure。

  Theshadywood,theverdantmead,AreVirtue’sflow’ryroad;

  NorpainfularethestepswhichleadToherdivineabode。

  ’Tisnotinpalacesofhalls,Sheortheirtrainappear;

  Faroffshefliesfrompompouswalls;

  VirtueandPeacedwellhere。

  Thequeenwasallattention,andattheendofthesongshegazedaroundher,inhopesofseeingthepersonwhoseenchantingvoiceshehadbeensoeagerlylisteningto,whensheespiedayoungshepherdess,notmucholderthanthePrincessHebe,butpossessedofsuchuncommonanddazzlingbeauty,thatitwassometimebeforeshecoulddisengagehereyesfromsoagreeableanobject。Assoonastheyoungshepherdessfoundherselfobserved,sheseemedmodestlytooffertowithdraw;butthequeenbeggedhernottogotillshehadinformedthemwhoshewas,that,withsuchacommandingaspect,hadsomuchengagedtheminherfavour。

  Theshepherdesscomingforward,withabashfulblush,andprofoundobedience,answered,thathernamewasRozella,andshewasthedaughterofaneighbouringshepherdandshepherdess,wholivedaboutaquarterofamilefromthence;and,toconfessthetruth,shehadwanderedthither,inhopesofseeingtheyoungstranger,whosefameforbeautyandwisdomhadfilledallthatcountryround。

  ThePrincessHebe,wellknowingofwhomshespoke,conceivedfromthatmomentsuchaninclinationfurheracquaintance,thatshebeggedhertostayandspendthatwholedaywiththeminPlacidGrove。Herethequeenfrowneduponher,forshehad,bythefairy’sdesire,chargedhernevertobringanyone,withoutherpermission,intothatpeacefulgrove。

  TheyoungRozellaanswered,thatnothingcouldbemoreagreeabletoherinclinations;butshemustbeathomebynoon,forsointhemorninghadherfathercommandedher,andneveryetinherlifehadsheeitherdisputedordisobeyedherparent’scommands。

  Heretheyoungprincesslookedonhermotherwitheyesexpressiveofherjoyatfindingacompanion,whichshe,andeventhefairyherself,couldnotdisapprove。

  WhenRozellatookherleave,shebeggedthefavourthatthelittleHebe(forsoshecalledher,notknowinghertobeaprincess)

  mightcometoherfather’ssmallcottage,andtherepartakesuchhomelyfareasitafforded;awelcome,shesaid,shecouldinsureher;andthoughpoor,yetfromthehonestyofherparents,whowouldbeproudtoentertainsorareabeauty,shewascertainnosortofharmcouldhappentotheprettyHebe,fromsuchafriendlyvisit;andshewouldbeinthesameplaceagaintomorrow,tomeether,inhopes,asshesaid,toconducthertoherhumblehabitation。

  WhenRozellawasgone,thequeen,thoughhighlypossessedinherfavour,bothbyherbeautyandmodestbehaviour,yetponderedsometimeonthethought,whetherornoshewasafitcompanionforherdaughter。SherememberedwhatSybellahadtoldher,concerningBrunetta’sadorningyoungshepherdesseswithbeauty,andotherexcellences,onlytoenablethemthebettertoallureandenticeothersintowickedness。Rozella’sbeginningheracquaintancetoowiththeprincess,byflattery,hadnogoodaspect;andthesuddeneffectithaduponher,soastomakeherforget,orwilfullydisobey,hercommands,byinvitingRozellatoPlacidGrove,werecircumstanceswhichgreatlyalarmedher。But,bytherepeatedentreatiesoftheprincess,shegaveherconsentthatsheshouldmeetRozellathenextday,andwalkwithherinthatmeadow,andinthewood,butuponnoaccountshouldshegohomewithher,orbringRozellabackwithher。Thequeenthen,ingentleterms,chidtheprincessforherinvitationtotheyoungshepherdess,whichwascontrarytoanabsolutecommand;andsaid,’Youmust,mydearHebe,beverycarefultoguardyourselfextremelywellagainstthosetemptationswhichwearthefaceofvirtue。Iknowthatyoursuddenaffectiontothisapparentgoodgirl,andyourdesireofhercompany,topartakewithyoutheinnocentpleasuresofthishappyplace,arisefromagooddisposition;butwheretheindulgenceofthemostlaudablepassion,evenbenevolenceandcompassionitself,interfereswith,orrunscountertoyourduty,youmustendeavourtosuppressit,oritwillfarewithyou,asitdidwiththathen,who,thinkingthatsheheardthevoiceofalittleducklingindistress,flewfromheryoungones,togoandgiveitassistance,andfollowingthecry,cameatlasttoahedge,outofwhichjumpedasubtleandwickedfox,whohadmadethatnoisetodeceiveher,anddevouredherinaninstant。Akiteatthesametime,takingadvantageofherabsence,carriedaway,onebyone,allherlittleinnocentbrood,robbedofthatparentwhoshouldhavebeentheirprotector。’Theprincesspromisedhermotherthatshewouldpunctuallyobeyallhercommands,andbeverywatchfulandobservantofeverythingRozellasaidanddid,tillshehadapprovedherselfworthyofherconfidenceandfriendship。

  Thequeenthenextmorningrenewedherinjunctionstoherdaughter,thatsheshouldbynomeansgofartheroutofthewoodthanintothemeadow,whereshewastomeetRozella,andthatsheshouldgiveherafaithfulaccountofallthatshouldpassbetweenthem。

  Theymetaccordingtoappointment,andtheprincessbroughthomesogoodanaccountoftheirconversation,whichthequeenimaginedwouldhelptoimprove,ratherthanseduceherchild,thatsheindulgedherinthesamepleasureasoftenassheaskedit。Theypassedsomehourseverydayinwalkingroundthatdelightfulwood,inwhichweremanysmallgreenmeadows,withlittlerivuletsrunningthroughthem,onthebanksofwhich,coveredwithprimrosesandviolets,Rozella,bythesideofhersweetcompanion,usedtosingthemostenchantingsongsintheworld:

  thewordswerechieflyinpraiseofinnocenceandacountrylife。

  Theprincesscamehomeeverydaymoreandmorecharmedwithheryoungshepherdess,andrecounted,asnearasshecouldremember,everywordthathadpassedbetweenthem。Thequeenveryhighlyapprovedoftheirmannerofamusingthemselves;butagainenjoinedhertoomitnothingthatpassedinconversation,especiallyifithadtheleasttendencytowardsalluringherfromherduty。

  Oneday,astheprincessHebeandRozellawerewalkingalone,andtalking,asusual,oftheirownhappystate,andtheprincesswasdeclaringhowmuchherownhappinesswasowingtoherthoroughobediencetohermother,Rozella,withatoneofvoiceashalfinjest,said,’Butdon’tyouthink,mylittleHebe,thatifItakeaverygreatpleasureinanythingthatwilldomenohurt,thoughitisforbidden,Imaydisobeymyparentsinenjoyingit,providedIdon’ttellthemofittovexthemwiththethoughtthatIhavedisobeyedthem?Andthen,mydear,whatharmisdone?’

  ’Greatharm(answeredtheprincess,lookinggraveandhalfangry):

  Iamashamedtohearyoutalkso,Rozella。Areyounotguiltyoftreachery,aswellasdisobedience?Neitheroughtyoutodeterminethatnoharmisdone,becauseyoudonotfeeltheimmediateeffectsofyourtransgression;fortheconsequencemaybeoutofournarrowinexperiencedview;andIhavebeentaughtwhenevermymotherlaysanycommandsonme,totakeitforgranted,shehassomereasonforsodoing;andIobeyher,withoutexaminingwhatthosereasonsare;otherwise,itwouldnotbeobeyingher,butsettingupmyownwisdom,anddoingwhatshebidme,onlywhenIthoughtproper。’

  Theyheldalongargumentonthishead,inwhichRozellamadeuseofmanyafallacytoproveherpoint;buttheprincess,asshehadnotyetdepartedfromTruth,norfailedinherduty,couldnotbeimposedupon。Rozella,seeingeveryattempttopersuadeherwasinvain,turnedallherpastdiscourseintoajest;saidshehadonlyamindtotryher;andwasoverjoyedtofindhersosteadyinthecauseoftruthandvirtue。Theprincessresumedherusualcheerfulnessandgoodhumour。Rozellasungherasonginpraiseofconstancyofmind;andtheypassedtherestofthetimetheystayedtogether,astheyusedtodo。

  But,justbeforetheyparted,Rozellabeggedshewouldnottellhermotherofthefirstpartoftheconversationthathadpassedbetweenthem。Theprincessreplied,thatitwouldbebreakingthroughoneofhermother’scommands,andthereforeshedarednotgrantherrequest。Then,saidRozella,’HereImustforeverpartwithmydearlittleHebe。Yourmother,notknowingthemannerinwhichIspoke,willhaveanillopinionofme,andwillnevertrustyouagaininmycompany。Thuswillyoubetornfromme;andlosswillbeirreparable。’Thesewordssheaccompaniedwithafloodoftears,andsuchlittletendernesses,asquitemeltedtheprincessintotearsalso。Butshestillsaid,thatshecouldnotdaretoconcealfromhermotheranythingthathadhappened,thoughshecouldnotbutown,shebelievedtheirseparationwouldbetheconsequence。’Wellthen(criedRozella)Iwillendeavourtobecontented,asourseparationwillgiveyoulesspainthanwhatyoucallthismightybreachofyourduty:andthoughIwouldwillinglyundergoalmostanytormentsthatcouldbeinvented,ratherthanbedebarredonemomentthecompanyofmydearestHebe,yetIwillnotexpectthatsheshouldsufferthesmallestdegreeofpain,oruneasiness,tosavemefromlosingwhatisthewholepleasureofmylife。’

  TheprincesscouldnotbearthethoughtofappearingungratefultosuchawarmfriendshipasRozellaexpressed;and,withoutfartherhesitation,promisedtoconcealwhatshehadsaid,andtoundergoanything,ratherthanlosesoamiableafriend。

  Afterthistheyparted。ButwhentheprincessenteredtheGrove,shedidnot,asusual,runwithhasteandjoyintothepresenceofherindulgentmother;forhermindwasdisturbed:shefeltaconsciousshameonseeingher,andturnedawayherface,aswantingtoshunthepiercinglookofthateye,whichsheimaginedwouldseethesecretlurkinginherbosom。Hermotherobservedwithconcernherdowncastlook,andwantofcheerfulness。Andaskingherwhatwasthematter,sheanswered,herwalkhadfatiguedher,andshebeggedearlytoretiretorest。Herkindmotherconsented;butlittleresthadthepoorprincessthatwholenight,forthepainofhavinghermindtouchedwithguilt,andthefearshewasunderoflosingherdearcompanion,keptherthoughtsinonecontinuedtumultandconfusion。Thefairy’sgiftnowbecamehercurse;forthepowerofseeingwhatwasright,asshehadactedcontrarytoherknowledge,onlytormentedher。

  ShehastenedthenextmorningtomeetRozella,andtoldherallthathadpassedinherownmindtheprecedingnight;declaringthatshewouldnotpasssuchanotherforthewholeworld;butyetwouldnotdispensewithherpromisetoher,withoutherconsent;

  andthereforecametoaskherleavetoacquainthergoodmotherwithallthathadpassed:’For(saidshe)mydearRozella,wemust,ifwewouldbehappy,doalwayswhatisright,andtrustfortheconsequences。’HereRozelladrewherfeaturesintothemostcontemptuoussneerimaginable,andsaid,’Praywhatareallthesemightypainsyouhavesuffered?Aretheynotowingonlytoyourwantofsenseenoughtoknow,thatyoucandoyourmothernoharm,byconcealingfromherthis,oranythingelsethatwillvexher?

  and,mydeargirl(continuedshe)whenyouhaveonceenteredintothiswayofthinking,andhaveputthisblinddutyoutofyourhead,youwillspendnomoresuchrestlessnights,whichyoumustseewasentirelyowingtoyourownimaginations。’

  Thisstartledtheprincesstosuchadegree,thatshewasbreakingfromher,but,puttingonamoretenderair,Rozellacried,’Andcanyouthen,mydearHebe,determinetogivemeupforsuchatriflingconsideration?’Thenraisinghervoiceagain,inahaughtymanner,shesaid,’Ioughttodespiseandlaughatyouforyourfolly,oratbestpityyourignorance,ratherthanofferasincerefriendshiptoonesoundeserving。’

  Theprincess,havingonceswervedfromherduty,wasnowinthepowerofeverypassionthatshouldattackher。

  Prideandindignation,atthethoughtofbeingdespised,boremoreswaywithher,thaneitherherdutyoraffectiontoherfondmother;andshewasnowdetermined,shesaid,tothinkforherself,andmakeuseofherownunderstanding,whichshewasconvincedwouldalwaysteachherwhatwasright。UponthisRozellatookherbythehand,and,withtearsofjoy,said,’Now,mydearestgirl,youarereallywise,andcannottherefore(accordingtoyourownrule)failofbeinghappy。Buttoshowthatyouareinearnestinthisresolution,youshallthismorninggohomewithmetomyfather’scot;itisnotsofaroff,butyouwillbebackbythetimeyourmotherexpectsyou;andasthatwillbeobeyingthechiefcommand,itisbutconcealingfromherthethingthatwouldvexher,andtherewillbenoharmdone。’Herearayoftruthbrokeinuponouryoungprincess;butasafalseshame,andfearofbeinglaughedat,hadnowgotpossessionofher,she,withasoftsigh,consentedtotheproposal。

  Rozellaledtheway。Butjustastheywereturningroundthewalk,whichleadsoutofthewood,alargeserpentdartedfromonesideoutofathicket,directlybetweenthem,andturningitshissingmouthtowardstheprincess,asseemingtomakeafterher,shefledhastilyback,andranwithallherspeedtowardsthegrove,andpantingforbreath,flewintothearmsofhereverkindprotectress。

  Hermotherwasvastlyterrifiedtoseehertremble,andlooksopale;andassoonasshewasalittlerecovered,askedhertheoccasionofherfright,andadded(withtearsrunningdownhercheeks)’Iamafraid,mydearHebe,somesaddisasterhasbefallenyou,for,indeed,mychild,Ibuttooplainlysawlastnight——’

  Heretheprincesswassostruckwithtrueshameandconfusion,forherpastbehaviour,thatshefelldownuponherknees,confessedthewholetruth,andimploredforgivenessforherfault。

  Thequeenkindlyraisedherup,kissedandforgaveher。’Iamoverjoyed,mydearchild(saidshe)atthisyoursweetrepentance,thoughtheeffectofmereaccident,asitappearsbutsent,withoutdoubt,bysomegoodfairy,tosaveyoufromdestruction;

  andIhopeyouarethoroughlyconvinced,thattheserpentwhichdroveyouhome,wasnothalfsodangerousasthefalseRozella。’

  Theprincessanswered,thatshewasthoroughlysensibleofthedangersshehadavoided,andhopedshenevershouldagain,byherownfollyandwickedness,deservetobeexposedtothedangerfromwhichshehadsolatelyescaped。

  Somedayspassed,withouttheprincess’sofferingtostiroutofthegrove;andinthattimeshegaveawillingandpatienteartoallhermother’sinstructions,andseemedthoroughlysensibleofthegreatdeliveranceshehadlatelyexperienced。Butyetthereappearedinhercountenanceanuneasiness,whichthequeenwishingtoremove,askedherthecauseof。

  ’Itis,dearmadam,’answeredtheprincess,’becauseIhavenotyethaditinmypowertoconvinceyouofmyrepentance,which(thoughIknowittobesincere)youhavehadnoproofof,butinwordsonly;and,indeed,myheartlongsforanoccasiontoshowyou,thatIamnowabletoresistanyallurementwhichwouldtemptmefrommyduty;andIcannotbeeasytillyouhavegivenmeanopportunityofshowingyouthefirmnessofmyresolution;andifyouwillgivemeleavetotakeawalkinthewoodalone,thisevening,Ishallreturntoyouwithpleasure,andwillpromisenottoexceedanyboundsthatyoushallprescribe。’

  Thequeenwasnotmuchpleasedwiththisrequest;buttheprincesswassoearnestwithhertograntit,thatshecouldnotwellrefuse,withoutseemingtosuspecthersincerity;whichshedidnot,butonlyfearedforhersafety,and,givingherastrictcharge,nottostirastepoutofthewood,ortospeaktothefalseRozella,ifshecameinherway,shereluctantlygaveherconsent。

  Theprincesswalkedthroughalltheflowerylabyrinths,inwhichshehadsooftenstrayedwithRozella;butshewassoshockedwiththethoughtsofherwickedness,thatshehardlygaveasighforthelossofacompaniononcesodeartoher;andasaproofthatherrepentancewassincere,thoughsheheardRozellasinginginanarbour(purposelyperhapstodecoyher)sheturnedawaywithouttheleastemotion,andwentquitetotheothersideofthewood;

  wherelookingintothemeadow,inwhichshefirstbeheldthatfalsefriend,shesawagirlaboutherownage,leaningagainstatree,andcryingmostbitterly。Butthemomentshecameinsight,theyoungshepherdess(forsuchbyherdresssheappearedtobe)

  criedout,’Ohelp,dearyounglady,helpme;forIamtiedheretothistree,bythespitefulcontrivanceofawickedyoungshepherdesscalledRozella:myhandstoo,yousee,areboundbehindme,sothatIcannotmyselfunloosetheknot;andifIamnotreleased,heremustIlieallnightandmywretchedparentswillbreaktheirhearts,forfearsomesadaccidentshouldhavebefallentheironlychild,theirpoorunhappyFlorimel!’

  ThePrincess,hearingherspeakofRozellainthatmanner,hadnosuspicionofherbeingoneofthatfalsegirl’sdeludingcompanions;butratherthoughtthatshewasafellow—suffererwithherself;andtherefore,withoutanyconsiderationoftheboundsprescribed,shehastenedtorelieveher,andeventhoughtthatsheshouldhavegreatpleasureintellinghermother,thatshehadsavedapooryoungshepherdessfromRozella’smalice,andrestoredhertoherfondparents。Butassoonasshehadunloosedthegirlfromthetree,andunboundherhands,insteadofreceivingthanksforwhatshehaddone,thewickedFlorimelburstintoalaugh,andsuddenlysnatchingfromthePrincessHebe’ssideherfather’spicture,whichshealwaysworehanginginaribbon,sheranawaywithit,asfastasshecould,overthemeadow。

  ThePrincesswassoastonishedatthisstrangepieceofingratitudeandtreachery,andwassoalarmedforfearoflosingwhatsheknewhermothersohighlyvalued,thathardlyknowingwhatshewasabout,shepursuedFlorimelwithallherspeed,beggingandentreatinghernottobereavehersobaselyandungratefullyofthatpicture,whichshewouldnotpartwithfortheworld:butitwasalltonopurposeforFlorimelcontinuedherflight,andtheprincessherpursuit,tilltheyarrivedatBrunetta’scastle—gate;wherethefairyherselfappeareddressedandadornedinthemostbecomingmanner,and,withthemostbewitchingsmilethatcancomefromdazzlingbeauty,invitedtheprincesstoenterhercastle(intowhichFlorimelwasruntohideherself)andpromisedher,onthatcondition,tomaketheidlegirlrestorethepicture。

  Itwasnowsolate,thatitwasimpossiblefortheprincesstothinkofreturninghomethatnight;andthepleasingaddressofBrunetta,togetherwiththehopesofhavingherpicturerestored,soonprevailedwithhertoacceptofthefairy’sinvitation。

  Thecastleglitteredwithgaudyfurniture;sweetmusicwasheardineveryroom;thewholecompany,whowereallofthemostbeautifulformsthatcouldbeconceived,strovewhoshouldbemostobligingtothistheirnewguest。Theyomittednothingthatcouldamuseanddelightthesenses。AndthePrincessHebewassoentrancedwithjoyandrapture,thatshehadnottimeforthought,orfortheleastseriousreflection;andshenowbegantothink,thatshehadattainedthehighesthappinessuponearth。

  Aftertheyhadkeptherthreedaysinthisroundofpleasureanddelight,theybegantopullofthemask;nothingwasheardbutquarrels,jars,andgallingspeeches。Insteadofsweetmusic,theapartmentswerefilledwithscreamsandhowling;foreveryonegivingwaytothemostoutrageouspassions,theywerealwaysdoingeachothersomemaliciousturn,andonlyuniversalhorrorandconfusionreigned。

  Theprincesswashatedbyall,andwasoftenasked,withinsultingsneers,whyshedidnotreturntoherpeacefulgrove,andcondescendingmother?Buthermindhavingbeenthusturnedasidefromwhatwasright,couldnotbearthethoughtsofreturning;andthoughbyherdailytears,sheshowedherrepentance,shamepreventedherreturn:butthisagainwasnottherightsortofshame;forthenshewouldhumblyhavetakenthepunishmentduetohercrime;anditwasratherastubbornpride,which,assheknewherselfsohighlytoblame,wouldnotgiveherleavetosuffertheconfusionofagainconfessingherfault;andtillshecouldbringherselftosuchastateofmind,therewasnoremedyforhermisery。

  JustasMissJennyhadreadthesewords,Mrs。Teachumrememberingsomeordersnecessarytogiveinherfamily,leftthem,butbidthemgoon,sayingshewouldreturnagaininaquarterofanhour。

  Butshewasnosoonergonefromthem,thanourlittlecompany,hearingthesoundoftrumpetsandkettle—drums,whichseemedtobeplayingatsomelittledistancefromMrs。Teachum’shouse,suddenlystartedfromtheirseats,runningdirectlytotheterrace;and,lookingoverthegardenwall,theysawatroopofsoldiersridingby,withtheseinstrumentsofmusicplayingbeforethem。

  Theywerehighlydelightedwiththegallantandsplendidappearanceofthesesoldiers,andwatchedthemtilltheywereoutofsight,andwerethenreturningtotheirarbour,whereMissJennyhadbeenreading;butMissNannySpruceespiedanothersuchtroopcomingoutofthelanefromwhencethefirsthadissued,andcriedout,’O!hereisanotherfinesight;letusstay,andseethesegobytoo。’’Indeed(saidMissDollyFriendly)IaminsuchpainforthepoorprincessHebe,whilesheisinthatsadcastle,thatIhadratherhearhowsheescaped(forthatIhopeshewill)

  thanseeallthesoldiersintheworld;andbesides,itisbutseeingthesamethingwehavejustlookedatbefore。’Heresomewereforstaying,andothersforgoingback;butasMissDolly’spartywasthestrongest,thefewwereashamedtoavowtheirinclinations;andtheywerereturningtothearbour,whentheymetMrs。Teachum,whoinformedthemtheirdancingmasterwasjustarrived,andtheymustattendhim;butintheeveningtheymightfinishtheirstory。

  Theyweresocurious(andespeciallyMissDollyFriendly)toknowwhatwastobecomeoftheprincess,thattheycouldhavewishednottohavebeeninterrupted;butyet,withoutonewordofanswer,theycompliedwithwhattheirgovernessthoughtmostproper;andintheevening,hasteningtotheirarbour,Mrs。Teachumherselfbeingpresent,MissJennywentoninthefollowingmanner:

  THEFAIRYTALECONTINUED。

  Thequeen,inthemeantime,sufferedforthelossofherchildmorethanwordscanexpress,tillthegoodfairySybellareturned。

  Thequeenburstintotearsatthesightofher;butthefairyimmediatelycriedout,’Youmayspareyourself,myroyalguest,thepainofrelatingwhathashappened。Iknowitall;forthatoldman,whomItooksuchpityon,wasaphantom,raisedbyBrunetta,toalluremehence,inordertohaveanopportunity,inmyabsence,ofseducingtheprincessfromherduty。Sheknewnothingbutaprobablestorycouldimposeonme,andthereforeraisedthatstoryofthemiseryoftheoldman’sson(frommotiveswhichtoooften,indeed,causethemiseryofmortals);asknowingIshouldthinkitmydutytodowhatIcouldtorelievesuchawretch。Iwillnottellyouallmyjourney,norwhatIhavegonethrough。Iknowyourmindisatpresenttoomuchfixedontheprincess,toattendtosucharelationI’llonlytellyouwhatconcernsyourself。Whenthephantomfound,thatbynodistresshecouldperturbmymind,hesaidhewasobligedtotellthetruth,whatwastheintentionofmybeingdeludedfromhome,andwhathadhappenedsince;andthenvanishedaway。’Herethefairyrelatedtothequeeneverythingthathadhappenedtotheprincess,ashasalreadybeenwritten;andconcludedwithsaying,thatshewouldwanderaboutthecastlewalls(forBrunettahadnopoweroverher);andifshecouldgetasightoftheprincess,shewouldendeavourtobringhertoatruesenseofherfault,andthenshemightagainberestoredtohappiness。

  Thequeenblessedthefairyforhergoodness;anditwasnotlongbeforeSybella’scontinualassiduitygotherasightoftheprincess;forsheoftenwanderedalittlewaytowardsthatwoodshehadoncesomuchdelightedin,butnevercouldbringherselftoenterintoit:thethoughtofseeingherinjuredmothermadeherstartback,andrunhalfwildintothefatalcastle。Rozellausedfrequentlytothrowherselfinherway;andonhearinghersighs,andseeinghertears,wouldburstintoasneeringlaughatherfolly;toavoidwhichlaugh,thepoorprincessfirstsufferedherselftothrowoffallherprinciplesofgoodnessandobedience,andwasnowfallenintotheverycontemptshesomuchdreaded。

  Thefirsttimethefairygotasightofher,shecalledtoherwiththemostfriendlyvoice;buttheprincess,stungtothesoulwiththesightofher,fledaway,anddidnotventureoutagaininseveraldays。ThekindSybellabeganalmosttodespairofregainingherlostchild;butneverfailedwalkingroundthecastlemanyhourseveryday。Andoneevening,justbeforethesunset,sheheardwithinthegatesaloudtumultuousnoise,butmorelikeriotousmirth,thaneitherthevoiceeitherofrageoranger;

  andimmediatelyshesawtheprincessrushoutatthegate,andaboutadozengirls,laughingandshouting,runningafterher。

  Thepoorprincessflewwithallherspeedtillshecametoalittlearbour,justbythesideofthewood;andherpursuers,astheyintendedonlytoteaseher,didnotfollowherveryclose;

  but,assoonastheylostsightofher,turnedallbackagaintothecastle。

  Sybellawentdirectlyintothearbour,whereshefoundthelittletremblerprostrateontheground,cryingandsobbingasifherheartwasbreaking。Thefairyseizedherhand,andwouldnotlethergotillshehadprevailedwithhertoreturntothePlacidGrove,tothrowherselfoncemoreathermother’sfeet,assuringher,thatnothingbutthishumblestateofmindcouldcurehermiseryandrestoreherwontedpeace。

  Thequeenwasfilledwiththehighestjoytoseeherchild;butrestrainedherselfsomuch,thatsheshowednottheleastsignofit,tillshehadseenhersometimeprostrateatherfeet,andhadheardherwithtearsproperlyconfess,andaskpardonfor,allherfaults。Shethenraised,andoncemoreforgaveher;buttoldherthatshemustlearnmorehumilityanddistrustofherself,beforesheshouldagainexpecttobetrusted。

  Theprincessanswerednot,butwithamodestdowncastlookwhichexpressedherconcernandtruerepentance,andinashorttimerecoveredherformerpeaceofmind;andassheneverafterwardsdisobeyedherindulgentmother,shedailyincreasedinwisdomandgoodness。

  Afterhavinglivedoninthemostinnocentandpeacefulmannerforthreeyears(theprincessbeingjustturnedofeighteenyearsold)

  thefairytoldthequeenthatshewouldnowtellhersomenewsofherkingdom,whichshehadheardinherjourney;namely,thathersister—in—lawwasdead,andherbrother—in—lawhadmadeproclamationthroughoutthekingdom,ofgreatrewardstoanyonewhoshouldproducethequeenandthePrincessHebe,whomhewouldimmediatelyreinstateonthethrone。

  ThePrincessHebewasbywhensherelatedthis,andsaidshebeggedtoleadaprivatelife,andnevermorebeexposedtothetemptationofenteringintovice,forwhichshealreadyhadsoseverelysmarted。

  Thefairytoldher,that,sinceshedoubtedherself,shewasnowfittobetrusted;for,saidshe,’Ididnotlikeyourbeingsosureofresistingtemptation,whenfirstIconferredonyouthegiftofwisdom。Butyouwill,myprincess,ifyoutakethecrown,haveanopportunityofdoingsomuchgood,that,ifyoucontinuevirtuous,youwillhaveperpetualpleasures;forpower,ifmadearightuseof,isindeedaverygreatblessing。’

  Theprincessanswered,thatifthequeen,hermother,thoughtitherdutytotakethecrown,shewouldcheerfullysubmit,thoughaprivatelifewouldbeotherwiseherchoice。

  Thequeenreplied,thatshedidnotblameherforchoosingaprivatelife;butshethoughtshecouldnotinnocentlyrefusethepowerthatwouldgivehersuchopportunitiesofdoinggood,andmakingothershappy;since,bythatrefusal,thepowermightfallintohandsthatwouldmakeanilluseofit。

  Afterthisconversation,theygotintothesamecarinwhichtheytravelledtothewoodofArdella;arrivedsafelyatthecityofAlgorada;andthePrincessHebewasseated,withuniversalconsent,onherfather’sthrone;wheresheandherpeoplewerereciprocallyhappy,byhergreatwisdomandprudence;andthequeen—motherspenttheremainderofherdaysinpeaceandjoy,toseeherbeloveddaughterproveablessingtosuchnumbersofhumancreatures;whilstsheherselfenjoyedthatonlytruecontentandhappinessthisworldcanproduce;namely,apeacefulconscience,andaquietmind。

  WhenMissJennyhadfinishedherstory,Mrs。Teachumleftthemforthepresent,thattheymightwiththeutmostfreedommaketheirownobservations;forsheknewsheshouldbeacquaintedwithalltheirsentimentsfromMissJennyafterwards。

  Thelittleheartsofallthecompanywereswelledwithjoy,inthatthePrincessHebewasatlastmadehappy;forhopeandfearhadeachbyturnspossessedtheirbosomsforthefateofthelittleprincess;andMissDollyFriendlysaid,thatRozella’sartfulmannerwasenoughtohavedrawninthewisestgirlintohersnares;andshedidnotseehowitwaspossibleforthePrincessHebetowithstandit,especiallywhenshecriedforfearofpartingwithher。

  MissSukeyJennettsaid,thatRozella’slaughingather,andusingherwithcontempt,shethoughtwasinsupportable,forwhocouldbearthecontemptofafriend?

  ManyandvariousweretheremarksmadebyMissJenny’shearersonthestoryshehadreadtothem。Butnowtheyweresoconfirmedingoodness,andeveryonewassosettledinheraffectionforhercompanions,that,insteadofbeingangryatanyoppositionthatwasmadetotheirjudgments,everyonespokeheropinionwiththeutmostmildness。

  MissJennysatsometimesilenttoheartheirconversationonherfairytale。Butherseeingthemsomuchalteredintheirmanneroftalkingtoeachother,sincethetimetheymadetheirlittleremarksonherstoryofthegiants,filledherwholemindwiththemostsincerepleasure;andwithasmilepeculiartoherself,andwhichdiffusedacheerfulnesstoallaroundher,shetoldhercompanionsthejoytheirpresentbehaviourhadinspiredherwith;

  butsayingthatitwasaslateastheirgovernesschosetheyshouldstayout,sherose,andwalkedtowardsthehouse,whithershewascheerfullyfollowedbythewholecompany。

  Mrs。Teachumaftersupper,again,inafamiliarmanner,talkedtothemonthesubjectofthefairytale,andencouragedthem,asmuchaspossible,toanswerherfreelyinwhateversheaskedthem;

  andatlastsaid,’Mygoodchildren,Iamverymuchpleasedwhenyouareinnocentlyamused;andyetIwouldhaveyouconsiderseriouslyenoughofwhatyouread,todrawsuchmoralsfromyourbooks,asmayinfluenceyourfuturepractice;andastofairytalesingeneral,remember,thatthefairies,asItoldMissJennybeforeofgiantsandmagic,areonlyintroducedbythewritersofthosetales,bywayofamusementtothereader。Forifthestoryiswellwritten,thecommoncourseofthingswouldproducethesameincidents,withoutthehelpoffairies。

  ’Asforexample,inthisofthePrincessHebe,youseethequeenhermotherwasnotadmittedtoknowthefairy’shistory,tillshecouldcalmhermindenoughtohearkentoreason;whichonlymeans,thatwhilstwegivewaytotheragingofourpassions,nothingusefulcaneversinkintoourminds。ForbythefairySybella’sstoryyoufind,thatbyourownfaultswemayturnthegreatestadvantagesintoourownmisery,asSybella’smotherdidherbeauty,bymakinguseoftheinfluenceitgaveheroverherhusband,toteasehimintotheruinofhischild;andasalsoBrunettadid,bydependingonherfather’sgift,toenablehertocompleteherdesires,andthereforeneverendeavouringtoconquerthem。

  ’Youmayobservealsoontheotherside,thatnoaccidenthadanypowertohurtSybella,becauseshefollowedthepathsofvirtue,andkepthermindfreefromrestlesspassions。

  ’YouseehappinessinthegoodSybella’speacefulgrove,andmiseryinthewickedBrunetta’sgaudycastle。Thequeendesiringthefairytoendowherchildwithtruewisdom,wasthecausethatthePrincessHebehaditinherpowertobehappy。Buttakenotice,thatwhensheswervedfromherduty,allherknowledgewasofnouse,butonlyrenderedhermoremiserable,bylettingherseeherownfollyinthestrongerlight。Rozellafirsttemptedtheprincesstodisobedience,bymovinghertenderness,andalarmingherfriendship,infearingtopartwithher;andthenbypersuadinghertosetupherownwisdom,inoppositiontohermother’scommands,ratherthanbelaughedat,anddespisedbyherfriends。Youarethereforetoobserve,thatifyouwouldsteadilypersevereinvirtue,youmusthaveresolutionenoughtostandthesneersofthosewhowouldallureyoutovice;foritistheconstantpracticeofthevicious,toendeavourtoallureotherstofollowtheirexample,byanaffectedcontemptandridiculeofvirtue。

  ’BythePrincessHebe’sbeingdrawnatlastbeyondtheprescribedbounds,bythecriesandentreatiesofthatinsidiousgirl,youaretolearn,thatwhateverappearanceofvirtueanyactionmaybeattendedwith,yetifitmakesyougocontrarytothecommandsofthosewhoknowbetterwhatisforyourgood,thanyoudoyourselves,andwhocanseefartherintotheconsequencesofactionsthancanyourtenderyears,itwillcertainlyleadyouintoerrorandmisfortune;andyoufind,assoonastheprincesshadonceoverleapedthebounds,anotherplausibleexcusearosetocarryheron;andbyafalsefearofincurringhermother’sdispleasure,shereallydeservedthatdispleasure,andwassoonreducedintothepowerofherenemy。

  ’Theprincess,yousee,couldhavenohappinesstillshereturnedagaintoherobedience,andhadconfessedherfault。Andthoughinthisstoryallthisisbroughtaboutbyfairies,yetthemoralofitis,thatwheneverwegivewaytoourpassions,andactcontrarytoourduty,wemustbemiserable。

  ’Butletmeoncemoreobservetoyou,thatthesefairiesareonlyintendedtoamuseyou;forrememberthatthemiserywhichattendedthePrincessHebe,onherdisobedience,wasthenaturalconsequenceofthatdisobedience,aswellasthenaturalconsequenceofheramendmentandreturntoherduty,wascontentandhappinessfortherestofherlife。’

  HeregoodMrs。Teachumceased,andMissJenny,inthenameofthecompany,thankedherforherkindinstructions,andpromisedthattheywouldendeavour,totheutmostoftheirpower,toimprintthemontheirmemoryfortherestoftheirlives。

  SUNDAY。

  THESEVENTHDAY。

  Thismorningourlittlesocietyroseveryearly,andwerealldressedwithneatnessandelegance,inordertogotochurch。

  Mrs。TeachumputMissPollySucklingbeforeher,andtherestfollowed,twoandtwo,withperfectregularity。

  Mrs。Teachumexpressedgreatapprobation,thatherscholars,atthissolemnplace,showednosortofchildishness,notwithstandingtheirtenderage;butbehavedwithdecencyanddevotionsuitabletotheoccasion。

  Theywentagaininthesameorder,andbehavedagaininthesamemanner,intheafternoon;andwhentheyreturnedfromchurch,twoyoungladies,LadyCarolineandLadyFannyDelun,whohadformerlyknownMissJennyPeace,andwhowereatpresentinthatneighbourhoodwiththeiruncle,cametomakeheravisit。

  LadyCarolinewasfourteenyearsofage,tallandgenteelinherperson,ofafaircomplexion,andaregularsetoffeaturessothat,uponthewhole,shewasgenerallycomplimentedwithbeingveryhandsome。

  LadyFanny,whowasoneyearyoungerthanhersister,wasratherlittleofherage,ofabrowncomplexion,herfeaturesirregular;

  and,inshort,shehadnottheleastrealpretensionstobeauty。

  Itwasbutlatelythattheirfatherwas,bythedeathofhiseldestbrother,becomeEarlofDelun;sothattheirtitleswerenew,andtheyhadnotbeenlongusedtoyourladyship。

  MissJennyPeacereceivedthemasheroldacquaintance:however,shepaidthemthedeferenceduetotheirquality,and,atthesametime,tookcarenottobehaveasifsheimaginedtheythoughtofanythingelse。

  Asitwasherchiefdelighttocommunicateherpleasurestoothers,sheintroducedhernew—madefriendstoheroldacquaintance,andexpectedtohavespentaveryagreeableafternoon。Buttodescribethebehaviourofthesetwoyoungladiesisverydifficult。LadyCaroline,whowasdressedinapinkrobe,embroideredthickwithgold,andadornedwithveryfinejewels,andthefinestMechlinlace,addressedmostofherdiscoursetohersister,thatshemighthavethepleasureeveryminuteofuttering’Yourladyship,’inordertoshowwhatsheherselfexpected。Andasshespoke,herfingerswereinperpetualmotion,eitheradjustinghertucker,placingherplaitsofherrobe,orfiddlingwithadiamondcross,thathungdownonherbosom,hereyesaccompanyingherfingersastheymoved,andthensuddenlybeingsnatchedoff,thatshemightnotbeobservedtothinkofherowndress;yetwasitplain,thatherthoughtswereemployedononlythatandhertitles。MissJennyPeace,althoughshewouldhavemadeitherchoicealwaystohavebeenincompanywhodidnotdeserveridicule,yethadshehumourenoughtotreataffectationasitdeserved。AndsheaddressedherselftoLadyCarolinewithsomanyladyships,andsuchpraisesofherfineclothes,asshehopedwouldhavemadeherashamed;butLadyCarolinewastoofullofherownvanity,toseeherdesign,andonlyexposedherselftentimesthemore,tillshereallygotthebetterofMissJenny,whoblushedforher,sinceshewasincapableofblushingforherself。

  LadyFanny’sdresswasplainandneatonly,nordidshementionanythingaboutit;anditwasveryvisibleherthoughtswereotherwiseemployed,neitherdidsheseemtotakeanydelightinthewords’Yourladyship’:butshetossedandthrewherpersonaboutintosomanyridiculouspostures,andastherehappenedunfortunatelytobenolooking—glassintheroomwheretheysat,sheturnedandrolledhereyessomanydifferentways,inendeavouringtoviewasmuchofherselfaspossible,thatitwasveryplaintothewholecompanyshethoughtherselfabeauty,andadmiredherselfforbeingso。

  Ourlittlesociety,whoseheartsweresoopentoeachother,thattheyhadnotathoughttheyendeavouredtoconceal,weresofilledwithcontemptatLadyCarolineandLadyFanny’sbehaviour,andyetsostrictlyobliged,bygoodmanners,nottoshowthatcontempt,thatthereservetheywereforcedtoputon,laidthemundersogreatarestraint,thattheyknewnotwhichwaytoturnthemselves,orhowtoutteroneword;andgreatwastheirjoywhenLadyCaroline,astheeldest,ledtheway,andwithaswimmingcurtsey,herheadturnedhalfroundononeshoulder,andadisdainfuleye,tookherleave,repeatingtwoorthreetimestheword’misses,’toputtheminmind,thatshewasalady。ShewasfollowedbyhersisterLadyFanny,whomadeaslowdistinctcurtseytoeveryoneintheroom,thatshemightbethelongerunderobservation。AndthentakingMissJennybythehand,said,’Indeed,Miss,youareverypretty,’

  inordertoputtheminmindofherownbeauty。

  Ourlittlesociety,assoonastheywerereleased,retiredtotheirarbour,where,forsometime,theycouldtalkofnothingbutthisvisit。MissJennyPeaceremarkedhowmanyshapesvanitywouldturnitselfinto,anddesiredthemtoobserve,howridiculouslyLadyCarolineDelunturnedherwholethoughtsonherdress,andconditionoflife;andhowabsurditwasinLadyFanny,whowasaveryplaingirl,tosetupforabeauty,andtobehaveinamannerwhichwouldrenderhercontemptible,evenifshehadthatbeautyherownvanitymadeherimagineherselfpossessedof。

  MissNannySprucesaid,’Shewasgreatlyrejoicedthatshehadseenherfolly;forshecouldverywellrememberwhenshehadthesamevanityofdressandsuperiorityofstationwithLadyCaroline,thoughshehadnot,indeed,atitletosupportit;andinwhatmanner,shesaid,shewouldtelltheminthestoryofherlife。

  THEDESCRIPTIONOFMISSNANNYSPRUCE。

  MissNannySprucewasjustnineyearsold,andwastheveryreverseofPattyLockit,inallthings;forshehadlittlelimbs,littlefeatures,andsuchacompactnessinherform,thatshewasoftencalledthelittlefairy。Shehadthemisfortunetobelameinoneofherhips;butbygoodmanagement,andabrisknessandalacrityincarryingherself,itwasaverysmallblemishtoher,andlookedmorelikeanidlechildishgait,thananyrealdefect。

  THELIFEOFMISSNANNYSPRUCE。

  ’Mydelight,’saidMissNannySpruce,’eversinceIcanremember,hasbeenindressandfinery;forwheneverIdidasIwasbid,I

  waspromisedfinecoats,ribbons,andlacedcaps;andwhenIwasstubbornandnaughty,thenmyfinethingswerealltobelockedup,andIwastowearonlyanoldstuffcoat;sothatIthoughttheonlyrewardIcouldhavewastobedressedfineandtheonlypunishmentwastobeplainlydressed。BythismeansIdelightedsomuchinfineclothes,thatIneverthoughtofanythingbutwhenIshouldhavesomethingnewtoadornmyselfin;andIhavesatwholedaysconsideringwhatshouldbemynextnewcoat;forIhadalwaysmychoicegivenmeofthecolour。

  ’Welivedinacountryparish,mypapabeingtheonlygentleman,sothatallthelittlegirlsintheparishusedtotakeitasagreathonourtoplaywithme。AndIusedtodelighttoshowthemmyfinethings,andtoseethattheycouldnotcomeatanybutveryplaincoats。However,astheydidnotpretendtohaveanythingequalwithme,Iwaskindenoughtothem。Astothosegirlswhoseparentsweresoverypoorthattheywentinrags,I

  didnotsufferthemtocomenearme。

  ’WhilstIwasathome,Ispentmytimeverypleasantly,asnoonepretendedtobemyequal;butassoonasIcametoschool,whereothermisseswereasfineasmyself,andsomefiner,Igrewverymiserable。Everynewcoat,everysilverribbon,thatanyofmyschoolfellowswore,mademeunhappy。Yourscarletdamask,MissBettyFord,costmeaweek’spain;andIlayawake,andsighedandweptallnight,becauseIdidnotdaretospoilit。Ihadseveralplotsinmyhead,tohavedirtiedit,orcutit,soastohavemadeitunfittowear;bysomeaccidentmyplotswereprevented;

  andthenIwassouneasy,Icouldnottellwhattodowithmyself;

  andsoafraid,lestanybodyshouldsuspectmeofsuchathing,thatIcouldnotsleepinpeace,forfearIshoulddreamofit,andinmysleepdiscoverittomybedfellow。Iwouldnotgothroughthesamedreadsandterrorsagainfortheworld。ButIamveryhappynow,inhavingnothoughtsbutwhatmycompanionsmayknow;forsincethatquarrel,andMissJennyPeacewassogoodastoshowmewhatI’msureIneverthoughtofbefore,thatis,thattheroadtohappinessisbyconqueringsuchfoolishvanities,andtheonlywaytobepleasedistoendeavourtopleaseothers,I

  haveneverknownwhatitwastobeuneasy。’

  AssoonasMissNannyhadfinishedspeaking,MissBettyFordsaid,thatsheheartilyforgaveherallherformerdesignsuponherscarletcoat;but,addedshe,LadyFannyDelunputmenolessinmindofmyformerlife,thanLadyCarolinedidyouofyours;andifMissJennypleases,Iwillnowrelateit。

  THEDESCRIPTIONOFMISSBETTYFORD。

  MissBettyFordwasofthesameagewithMissNannySpruce,andmuchofthesameheight,andmightbecalledtheplainestgirlintheschool;forshehadnothingpleasingeitherinherpersonorface,exceptanexceedingfairskin,andtolerablegoodblackeyes;butherfacewasill—shapedandbroad,herhairveryred,andallthesummershewasgenerallyveryfulloffreckles;andshehadalsoasmallhesitationinherspeech。Butwithoutpreamble,shebeganherlifeasfollows。

  THELIFEOFMISSBETTYFORD。

  ’Mylife,’saidMissBettyFord,’hashithertopassedverylikethatofMissNannySpruce,onlywiththisdifference,thatasallherthoughtswerefixedonfinery,myheadranonnothingbutbeauty。Ihadaneldersister,whowas,Imustown,agreatdealhandsomerthanme;andyet,inmyownmind,atthattime,Ididnotthinkso,thoughIwasalwaystolditwasnotformetopretendtothesamethingswithprettyMissKitty(whichwasthenameofmysister);andinallrespectsshewastakensomuchmorenoticeofthanIwas,thatIperfectlyhatedher,andcouldnothelpwishingthat,bysomeaccident,herbeautymightbespoiled:

  wheneveranyvisitorscametothehouse,theirpraisesofhergavemethegreatestvexation;andasIhadmademyselfbelieveIwasaverygreatbeauty,Ithoughtthatitwasprejudiceandill—natureinallaroundme,nottoviewmeinthatlight。MysisterKittywasverygoodnatured;andthoughshewasthuscriedupforherbeauty,andindulgedmostonthataccount,yetsheneverinsultedme,butdidallinherpowertoobligeme。ButIcouldnotloveher,andsometimeswouldraiseliesagainsther,whichdidnotsignify,forshecouldalwaysjustifyherself。Icouldnotgiveanyreasonforhatingher,butherbeauty,forshewasverygood;

  butthebettershewas,IthoughttheworseIappeared。Icouldnotbearherpraiseswithoutteasingandvexingmyself。Atlast,littleKittydiedofafever,tomygreatjoy,though,aseverybodycriedforher,Icriedtooforcompany,andbecauseI

  wouldnotbethoughtill—natured。

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