\"Oh,thatwasprobablybychance。\"
\"No,suh!\"shecried,vehemently。\"An’demgelmunwouldn’playt’-night,noway;mos’on`emgoin’widyouto-morreran’deysayin’goodbytode’rfolksdisevenin’,notgamblin’!MizTanberry’llbeinastateermineontelshehyuhf’umme,an’Igoin’hurryback。Youwon’comedah,suh?
Ikintellherdatyousayyousutneyain’comin’nighourneighborhooddisnight?\"
\"Ihadnotdreamedofcoming,tellher,please。ProbablyIshallnotgooutatallthisevening。Butitwaskindofyoutocome。Good-night。\"
Hestoodwithacandletolightherdownthestairs,butaftershehadgonehedidnotreturntotheoffice。Instead,hewentslowlyuptohisownroom,glancingfirstintoCrailey’s——thedoorsofneitherwereoftenlocked——tobeholdachaosofdisorderandunfinishedpacking。Inhisownchamberitonlyremainedforhimtoclosethelidsofafewbigboxes,andtopackasmalltrunkwhichhemeanttotakewithhimtothecampoftheStatetroops,andhewouldbereadyfordeparture。Hesetaboutthistask,arid,concludingthattherewasnonecessitytowearhisuniformonthesteamboat,decidedtoplaceitinthetrunk,andwenttothebedwherehehadfoldedandleftit。Itwasnotthere。Nordidathoroughsearchrevealitanywhereintheroom。Yetnoonecouldhavestolenit,forwhenhehadgonedowntotheofficeCraileyhadremainedonthisfloor。MamiehadcomewithinafewminutesafterCraileywentout,andduringhisconversationwithhertheoffice-doorhadbeenopen;noonecouldhavepassedwithoutbeingseen。Also,athiefwouldhavetakenotherthingsaswellastheuniform;andsurelyCraileymusthaveheard;Craileywould——
Crailey——!
ThenTomrememberedthefigureinthelongcloakandthemilitarycap,and,withasickheart,begantounderstand。HehadreadtheJournal,andheknewwhyCraileymightwishtomasqueradeinamajor’suniformthatnight。IfMissCarewereadittoo,andastrangewonderroseinhermind,thisandawordwouldconvinceher。Tomconsidereditimprobablethatthewonderwouldrise,forcircumstanceshadtoowellestablishedherinamistake,trivialandordinaryenoughatfirst,merelytheconfusingoftwonamesbyagirlnewtothetown,butsostrengthenedbyeveryconfirmationCrailey’switcouldcompassthatshewould,nodoubt,onlysetCummings’sparagraphasideasanewspapererror。Still,Craileyhadwishedtobeonthesafeside!
Tomsighedratherbitterly。Hewasconvincedthattheharlequinwouldcomehomesoon,replacetheuniform(whichwasprobablyextremelybecomingtohim,astheywereofaheightandfiguremuchthesame),andafterward,inhisordinarydress,wouldsallyforthtospendhislasteveningwithFanchon。TomwonderedhowCraileywouldfeelandwhathewouldthinkabouthimselfwhilehewaschanginghisclothes,butherememberedhispartner’sextraordinarypowersofmentaladjustment——andforthefirsttimeinhislifeVanrevelmadenoallowancefortheother’stemperament,andtherecametohimamomentwhenhefeltthathecouldalmostdislikeCraileyGrayAtallevents,hewouldgooutuntilCraileyhadcomeandleftagain,forhehadnodesiretobeholdthemasquerader’sreturn。Soheexchangedhisdressing-gownforacoat,fastenedhiscollar,andhadbeguntoarrangehiscravatatthemirror,when,suddenly,thevoiceoftheoldnegressseemedtosoundclosebesidehimintheroom\"He’ssettin’dah——waitin’!\"
Thecravatwasnevertied;Tom’shandsdropped,tohissidesashestartedbackfromthestaringfaceinthemirror。RobertCarewewaswaiting——andCrailey——AllatoncetherewasbutonevitalnecessityintheworldforTomVanrevel,thatwastofindCrailey;hemustgotoCrailey——eveninCarewe’sownhouse——hemustgotoCrailey!
Hedasheddownthestairsandintothestreet。Thepeopleweremakingagreatuproarinfrontofthehotel,explodingbombs,firingmusketsintheair,sendinguprockets;andrapidlycrossingtheoutskirtsofthecrowd,hepassedintoCareweStreet,unnoticed。Herethedetonationswerenotsodeafening,thoughthelittlesteamboatatthewharfwascontributingtotheconfusionwithallinherpower,screechingsimultaneouslyapprovalofthecelebrationandherlastsignalsofdeparture。
AtthefirstcornerTomhadnomorethanleftthesidewalkwhenhecamewithinafootofbeingriddendownbytwohorsemenwhorodeatsodes-
perateagallopthat(thesoundoftheirhoof-beatsbeinglostintheuproarfromMainStreet)theywereuponhimbeforehewasawareofthem。
Heleapedbackwithanangryshouttoknowwhotheywerethattheyrodesowildly。Atthesametimeasharpexplosionatthefootofthestreetsentaredflareoverthescene,aflash,gonewithsuchincredibleswiftnessintoreneweddarknessthathesawtheflyinghorsemenalmostasequestrianstatuesilluminedbyaflickeroflightning,buthesawthemwiththesamedistinctnessthatlightninggives,andrecognizedtheforemostasRobertCarewe。Andintheinstantofthatrecognition,TomknewwhathadhappenedtoCraileyGray,forhesawthetruthintheghastlyfaceofhisenemy。
Carewerodestiffly,likeamanfrozenuponhishorse,andhisfacewaslikethatofafrozenman;hiseyesglassyandnotfixeduponhiscourse,sothatitwasadeathlythingtosee。Once,longago,Tomhadseenamanridingforhislife,andheworethissamelook。TheanimalboundedandswervedunderVanrevel’senemyinthemadrushdownthestreet,buthesatrigid,boltuprightinthesaddle,hisfacesettothatlookofcoldness。
ThesecondriderwasoldNelson,whorodewithbodycrouchedforward,hiseyeballslikeshiningporcelainsetinebony,andhisarmlikeaflail,cruellylashinghisownhorseandhismaster’swithaheavywhip。\"Desteamboat!\"beshouted,hoarsely,bringingdownthelashononeandthenontheother。\"Desteamboat,desteamboat——fo’God’ssake,honey,desteamboat!\"
TheysweptintoMainStreet,Nelsonleaningfaracrosstotheother’sbridle,andturningbothhorsestowardtheriver,butbeforetheyhadmadethecorner,TomVanrevelwasrunningwithallthespeedthatwasinhimtowardhisenemy’shouse。Theoneblockbetweenhimandthatforbiddengroundseemedtohimmileslong,andhefeltthathewasrunningasamaninadream,and,atthehighestpitchofagonizedexertion,coveringnospace,butonlyworkingtheairinoneplace,likeatreadmill。Allthatwasinhismind,heart,andsoulwastoreachCrailey。HehadknownbytherevelationofCarewe’sfaceinwhatcasehewouldfindhisfriend;butasheranheputtheknowledgefromhimwithagreatshudder,andresolveduponincredulityinspiteofhiscertainty。Allhelethimselffeelwastheneedtorun,torununtilhefoundCrailey,whowassomewhereinthedarknessofthetreesaboutthelong,lowhouseonthecorner。Whenhereachedtheborderinghedge,hedidnotstayforgateorpath,but,withaloudshout,hurledhimselfhalfover,halfthrough,thehedge,likeaboltfromacatapult。
Lightsshonefromonlyoneroominthehouse,thelibrary;butasherantowardtheporchacandleflickeredinthehall,andtherecamethesoundofavoiceweepingwithterror。
Atthathecalledmoredesperatelyuponhisincredulitytoaidhim,forthevoicewasMrs。Tan-berry’s。Ifithadbeenanyotherthanshe,whosobbedsohopelessly——shewhowasalwayssteadyandstrong!Ifhecould,hewouldhavestoppedtopray,now,beforehefacedherandthetruth;buthisflyingfeetcarriedhimon。
\"Whoisit?\"shegasped,brokenly,fromthehall。\"Mamie?Haveyoubroughthim?\"
\"It’sI,\"hecried,asheplungedthroughthedoorway。\"It’sVanrevel。\"
Mrs。Tanberrysettheironcandlestickdownuponthetablewithacrash。
\"You’vecometoolate!\"shesobbed。\"Anothermanhastakenyourdeathonhimself。\"
Hereeledbackagainstthewall。\"Oh,God!\"hesaid。\"Oh,God,God,God!
Crailey!\"
\"Yes,\"sheanswered。\"It’sthepoorvagabondthatyoulovedsowell。\"
Togethertheyranthroughthehalltothelibrary。Craileywaslyingonthelongsofa,hiseyesclosed,hisheadlikeapieceofcarvenmarble,thegayuniform,inwhichhehadtrickedhimselfoutsogallantly,openatthethroat,andhiswhitelinenstainedwithafewlittlesplotchesofred。
BesidehimkneltMissBetty,holdingherlacehandkerchiefuponhisbreast;shewasaswhiteashe,andasmotionless;sothat,asshekneltthere,immovablebesidehim,herarmlikealabasteracrosshisbreast,theymighthavebeenasculptor’sgroup。Thehandkerchiefwasstainedalittle,likethelinen,andlikeit,too,stainedbutalittle。Nearby,onthefloor,stoodaflaskofbrandyandapitcherofwater。
\"You!\"MissBetty’sfaceshowednochange,norevenafaintsurprise,ashereyesfelluponTomVanrevel,butherlipssoundlesslyframedtheword。
\"You!\"
Tomflunghimselfonhiskneesbesideher。
\"Crailey!\"hecried,inasharpvoicethathadaterribleshakeinit。
\"Crailey!Crailey,Iwantyoutohearme!\"Hetookoneofthelimphandsinhisandbegantochafeit,whileMrs。Tanberrygraspedtheother。
\"There’sstillamovementinthepulse,\"shefaltered。……
\"Still!\"echoedTom,roughly。\"You’remad!YoumademethinkCraileywasdead!DoyouthinkCraileyGrayisgoingtodie?Hecouldn’t,Itellyou——hecouldn’t;youdon’tknowhim!Who’sgoneforthedoctor?\"Hedashedsomebrandyuponhishandkerchiefandsetittothewhitelips。
\"Mamie。Shewashereintheroomwithmewhenithappened。\"
\"`Happened’!`Happened’!\"hemockedher,furiously。\"`Happened’isabeautifulword!\"
\"Godforgiveme!\"sobbedMrs。Tanberry。\"Iwassittinginthelibrary,andMamiehadjustcomefromyou,whenweheardMr。Careweshoutfromthecupolaroom:`Standawayfrommydaughter,Vanrevel,andtakethislikeadog!’Onlythat;——andMamieandIrantothewindow,andwesawthroughtheduskamaninuniformleapbackfromMissBetty——theywereinthatlittleopenspacenearthehedge。Hecalledoutsomethingandwavedhishand,buttheshotcameatthesametime,andhefell。EventhenIwassure,inspiteofwhatMamiehadsaid,IwasassureasRobertCarewewas,thatitwasyou。Hecameandtookonelook——andsaw——andthenNelsonbroughtthehorsesandmadehimmountandgo。Mamieranforthedoctor,andBettyandIcarriedCraileyin。Itwashardwork。\"
MissBetty’shandhadfallenfromCrailey’sbreastwhereTom’stookitsplace。Sheroseunsteadilytoherfeetandpushedbackthehairfromherforehead,shiveringconvulsivelyasshelookeddownatthemotionlessfigureonthesofa。
\"Crailey!\"saidTom,inthesameangry,shakingvoice。\"Crailey,you’vegottorouseyourself!Thiswon’tdo;you’vegottobeaman!Crailey!\"
Hewastryingtoforcethebrandythroughthetightlyclenchedteeth。\"
Crailey!\"
\"Crailey!\"whisperedMissBetty,leaning。heavilyonthebackofachair。
\"Crailey?\"ShelookedatMrs。Tanberrywithvagueinterrogation,butMrs。
Tanberrydidnotunderstand。
\"Crailey!\"
ItwasthenthatCrailey’seyelidsflutteredandslowlyopened;andhiswanderingglance,dullatfirst,slowlygrewclearandtwinklingasitrestedontheashy,strickenfaceofhisbestfriend。
\"Tom,\"hesaid,feebly,\"itwasworththeprice,towearyourclothesjustonce!\"
Andthen,atlast,MissBettysawandunderstood。Fornotthehonestgentleman,whomeveryoneexceptRobertCareweheldinesteemandaf-
fection,notherfather’senemy,Vanrevel,laybeforeherwiththedeath-
woundinhisbreastforhersake,butthatother——CraileyGray,thene’er-
do-weelandlight-o’-love,CraileyGray,wit,poet,andscapegrace,thewell-belovedtownscamp。
Hesawthatsheknew,and,ashisbrighteningeyeswandereduptoher,hesmiledfaintly。\"Evenabaddoglikestohavehisday,\"hewhispered。
CHAPTERXIX
TheFlagGoesMarchingByWillCummingshadabandonedthepenforthesworduntilsuchtimeasSantaAnnashouldcryforquarter,andhadlefttheofficeinchargeofanimportedsubstitute;butlatethatnighthecametohisdeskoncemore,towritethestoryoftheaccidenttoCorporalGray;andthetalethathewrotehadbeenalreadyputintowritingbyTomVanrevelasitfellfromCrailey’slips,afterthedoctorhad,come,sothatnonemightdoubtit。
Noonediddoubtit。WhatreasonhadMr。CarewetoinjureCraileyGray?
OnlyfiveinRouenknewthetruth;forNelsonhadgonewithhismaster,and,exceptMamie,theotherservantsoftheCarewehouseholdhadbeenamongthecrowdinfrontoftheRouenHousewhentheshotwasfired。
Sothestorywentoverthetown:howCraileyhadcalledtosaygood-bytoMrs。Tanberry;howMr。Carewehappenedtobeexaminingthemuskethisfatherhadcarriedin1812,whentheweaponwasaccidentallydischarged,theballenteringCrailey’sbreast;howMr。Carewe,strickenwithremorseandhorroroverthisfrightfulmisfortune,andsufferingtoosevereanguishofmindtoremainuponthescene,ofthetragedywhichhiscarelessnesshadmade,hadfled,attendedbyhisservant;andhowtheyhadleapedaboardtheeveningboatasitwaspullingout,andwerenowontheirwaydowntheriver。
Andthiswasthestory,too,thatTomtoldFanchon;foritwashewhobroughthertoCrailey。ThroughthelongnightshekneltatCrailey’sside,hishandalwayspressedtoherbreastorcheek,hereyesalwaysupward,andherlipsmovingwithherprayers,notforCraileytobespared,butthattheFatherwouldtakegoodcareofhiminheaventillshecame。\"Ihadalreadygivenhimup,\"shesaidtoTom,meekly,inasmallvoice。\"Iknewitwastocome,andperhapsthiswayisbetterthanthat——
Ithoughtitwouldbefarawayfromme。NowIcanbewithhim,andperhapsIshallhavehimalittlelonger,forhewastohavegoneawaybeforenoon。\"
Themorningsunroseuponafairworld,gaywithbird-chatteringsfromthebigtreesoftheCareweplace,andpleasantwiththeodorsofMissBetty’sgarden,andCrailey,lyinguponthebedofthemanwhohadshothim,hearkenedandsmiledgood-bytothesummerheloved;and,whenthedaybroke,askedthatthebedbemovedsothathemightlieclosebythewindow。ItwasTomwhohadbornehimtothatroom。\"Ihavecarriedhimbeforethis,\"hesaid,wavingtheothersaside。
Notlongaftersunrise,whenthebedhadbeenmovednearthewindow,CraileybeggedFanchontobringhimaminiatureofhismotherwhichhehadgivenher,andurgedhertogoforitherself;hewantednohandsbutherstotouchit,hesaid。AndwhenshehadgoneheaskedtobeleftalonewithTom。
\"Givemeyourhand,Tom,\"hesaid,faintly。\"I’dliketokeepholdofitaminuteorso。Icouldn’thavesaidthatyesterday,couldI,withoutcausingusbothhorribleembarrassment?ButIfancyIcannow,becauseI’mdonefor。That’stoobad,isn’tit?I’mveryyoung,afterall。DoyourememberwhatpoorAndreCheniersaidashewentuptobeguillotined?——’Therewerethingsinthisheadofmine!’ButIwanttotellyouwhat’sbeenthematterwithme。Itwasjustmybeingabadsortofpoet。IsupposethatI’veneverlovedanyone;yetI’vecaredmoredeeplythanothermenforeverylovelythingIeversaw,andthere’ssolittlethathasn’tlovelinessinit。I’dbeashamednottohavecaredforthebeautyinallthewomenI’vemadeloveto——butaboutthisone——themostbeautifulofall——I————————\"
\"Shewillunderstand!\"saidTom,quickly。
\"Shewill——yes——she’swiseandgood。IfFanchonknew,therewouldn’tbeevenamemorylefttoher——andIdon’tthinkshe’dlive。Anddoyouknow,IbelieveI’vedoneafavorforMissBettyingettingmyselfshot;Carewewillnevercomeback。Tom,waseveraman’sknaverysoexactlythearchitectofhisowndestructionasmine?Andforwhatgain?Justtheexcitementofthecomedyfromdaytoday!——forshewassuretodespisemeassoonassheknew——andthedesiretohearhervoicesayanotherkindlythingtome——andtheeverlastingperhapsineverywoman,andthisonetheHeart’sDesireofalltheworld!Ah,well!Tellme——Iwanttohearitfromyou——howmanyhoursdoesthedoctorsay?\"
\"Hours,Crailey?\"Tom’shandtwitchedpitifullyintheother’sfeeblegrasp。
\"Iknowit’sonlyafew。\"
\"They’reallfools,doctors!\"exclaimedVanrevel,fiercely。
\"No,no。AndIknowthatnothingcanbedone。Youallseeit,andyouwantmetogoeasily——oryouwouldn’tletmehavemyownwaysomuch!Itfrightensme,Iownup,tothinkthatsosoonI’llbewiserthanthewisestintheworld。YetIalwayswantedtoknow。I’vesoughtandI’vesought——butnowtogooutaloneonthesearch——itmustbethesearch,fortheHolyGrail——I————\"
\"Pleasedon’ttalk,\"beggedTom,inabrokenwhisper。\"Formercy’ssake,lad。Itwearsonyouso。\"
Craileylaughedweakly。\"DoyouthinkIcoulddiepeacefullywithouttalkingagreatdeal?There’sonethingIwant,Tom。Iwanttoseeallofthemoncemore,alltheoldfriendsthataregoingdowntheriveratnoon。Whatharmcoulditdo?Iwantthemtocomebyhereontheirwaytotheboat,withthebandandthenewflag。ButIwantthebandtoplaycheerfully!Ask`emtoplay`RosintheBow,’willyou?I’veneverbe-
lievedinmournfulness,andIdon’twanttoseeanyofitnow。It’stherankestimpietyofall!Andbesides,Iwanttoseethemasthey’llbewhentheycomemarchinghome——theymustlookgay!\"
\"Ah,don’t,lad,don’t!\"Tomflungonearmabouttheother’sshoulderandCraileywassilent,butrestedhishandgentlyonhisfriend’shead。InthatattitudeFanchonfoundthemwhenshecame。
Thevolunteersgatheredatthecourt-housetwohoursbeforenoon。Theymeteachotherdismally,speakinginundertonesastheyformedinlinesoffour,whiletheirdispiritedfacesshowedthattheheartwasoutofthem。
Notsowiththecrowdsofcountryfolkandtownspeoplewholinedthestreetstoseethelastofthem。Forthese,whenthebandcamemarchingdownthestreetandtookitsplace,setuparoyalcheeringthatgrewlouderasJeffersonBareaud,thecolor-bearer,carriedtheflagtotheheadoftheprocession。Withtherecruitsmarchedtheveteransof1812
andtheIndianwars,theone-leggedcobblerstumpingalongbesideGeneralTrumble,wholookedverydejectedandold。Thelinesstoodinsilence,andrespondedtothecheeringbyquietlyremovingtheirhats;sothatthepeoplewhisperedthatitwasmorelikeanOddFellows’Sundayfuneralthanthedepartureofenthusiasticpatriotsfortheseatofwar。GeneralTrumble’swasnottheonlysadfaceintheranks;allweredowncastandnervous,eventhoseoftheladsfromthecountry,whohadnotknownthecomradetheyweretoleavebehind。
Jeffersonunfurledtheflag;Marshgavethewordofcommand,thebandbegantoplayaquick-step,andtheprocessionmovedforwarddownthecheeringlaneofpeople,whowavedlittleflagsandhandkerchiefsandthrewtheirhatsintheairastheyshouted。But,contrarytoexpectation,theparadewasnotdirectlyalongMainStreettotheriver。
\"Rightwheel!March!\"commandedTappingham,hoarsely,wavinghissword,andJeffersonledthewayintoCareweStreet。
\"ForGod’ssake,don’tcrynow!\"andTappingham,withalargedropstreakingdownhisowncheek,turnedsavagelyuponLieutenantCummings。
\"Thatisn’twhathewants。Hewantstoseeuslookingcheeryandsmiling。
Wecandoitforhimthisonce,Iguess!Ineversawhimanyotherway。\"
\"Youlookdamnsmilingyourself!\"snuffledWill。
\"Iwillwhenweturninatthegates,\"retortedhisCaptain。\"Onmysoul,IswearI’llkilleverysnifflingidiotthatdoesn’t!——Inline,there!\"bestormedferociouslyatabigrecruit。
ThelivelystrainsofthebandandtheshoutingofthepeoplegrewlouderandlouderintheroomwhereCraileylay。Hiseyesglistenedasheheard,andhesmiled,nottheoldsmileoftheworldlyprelate,butmerrily,likeachildwhenmusicisheard。Theroomwasdarkened,saveforthelightoftheonewindowwhichfellsoftlyuponhisheadandbreastanduponanotherfairheadclosetohis,whereFanchonknelt。IntheshadowsatoneendoftheroomwereMissBettyandMrs。TanberryandMrs。Bareaudandthewhite-
haireddoctorwhohadsaid,\"Lethimhavehisownwayinallheasks。\"
Tomstoodalone,closebytheheadofthecouch。
\"Hailtotheband!\"Craileychuckled,softly。\"Howtherogueskeepthetime!It’s`RosintheBow,’allright!Ah,thatisasitshouldbe。
Mrs。Tanberry,youandIhaveonethingincommon,ifyou’llletmeflattermyselfsofar:we’vealwaysbelievedingoodcheerinspiteofthedevilandall,youandI,eh?Thebestofthings,evenifthingsarebad,dearlady,eh?\"
\"Youdarlingvagabond!\"Mrs。Tanberrymurmured,tryingtosmilebacktohim。
\"Harkto`em!\"saidCrailey。\"They’reverynear!Onlyhearthepeoplecheerthem!They’ll`marchawaysogaily,’won’tthey?——andhowrightthatis!\"Thevanguardappearedinthestreet,andoverthehedgegleamedtheoncomingbanner,thefreshcolorsflyingoutonastrongbreeze。
Craileygreeteditwithabreathlesscry。\"There’stheflag——look,Fanchon,yourflag!——。wavingabovethehedge;andit’sJeffwhocarriesit。Doesn’titalwaysmakeyouwanttodance!Bravo,bravo!\"
Theprocessionhaltedforamomentinthestreetandthemusicceased。
Then,withajubilantflourishofbrassandtherollofdrums,thebandstruckup\"TheStarSpangledBanner,\"andJeffersonBareaudproudlyledthewaythroughthegatesanddownthedriveway,thebrightsilkstreamingoverhead。Behindhimbrisklymarchedthevolunteers,withheadserectandcheerfulfaces,astheyknewCorporalGraywishedtoseethem,theirCaptainflourishinghisswordintheair。
\"Heretheycome!Doyousee,Fanchon?\"criedCrailey,excitedly。\"Theyareallthere,JeffandTappingham,andthetwoMadrillonsandWill,thedearoldfellow——he’llneverwriteadecentparagraphaslongashelives,Godblesshim!——andyoungFrank——whatdeviltriesI’veledtheboyinto!——
andthere’stheoldGeneral,forgettingallthetiffswe’vehad。Godblessthemallandgrantthemallasafereturn!Whatoneartharetheytakingofftheirhatsfor?——Ah,good-by,boys,good-by!\"
Theysawthewhitefaceatthewindow,andtheslenderhandflutteringitsfarewell,andTappinghamhaltedhismen。
\"ThreetimesthreeforCorporalGray!\"heshouted,managing,somehow,tokeepthesmileuponhislips。\"Threetimesthree,andmayherejoinhiscompanybeforeweentertheMexicancapital!\"
Hebeatthetimeforthethunderouscheersthattheygave;theprocessiondescribedacircleonthelawn,andthen,withthebandplayingandcolorsflying,passedoutofthegatesandtookupthemarchtothewharf。
\"theflag,theflag!\"whisperedCrailey,followingitwithhiseyes。\"Itshowsthatyouhelpedmakeit,Fanchon,it’ssobeautiful。Ah,Tom,they’vesaidweabusedit,sometimes——itwasonlythatweloveditsowellwedidn’tliketoseeanyonemakeitlooksillyormean。But,afterall,nomancandothat——no,nornogroupofmen,norparty!Hisvoicegrewlouderasthelaststrainsofthemusiccamemorefaintlyfromthestreet。
\"They’lltakeyourbanneracrosstheRioGrande,Fanchon,butthatisnotall——somedayitsstarsmustspreadovertheworld!Don’tyouallseethattheywill?\"
Afteralittlewhile,heclosedhiseyeswithasigh;thedoctorbentoverhimquickly,andMissBettystartedforwardunconsciouslyandcriedout。
Butthebrighteyesopenedagainandfixedthemselvesuponherwithalltheirold,gayinscrutability。
\"Notyet,\"saidCrailey。\"MissCarewe,mayItellyouthatIamsorryI
couldnothaveknownyousooner?PerhapsyoumighthavelikedmeforFanchon’ssake——Iknowyoucareforher。\"
\"Ido——Ido!\"shefaltered。\"Iloveher,and——ah!——Idolikeyou,Mr。
Gray,forIknowyou,thoughInever——metyouuntil——lastnight。Godblessyou——Godblessyou!\"
Shewaveredamoment,likealilyinthewind,andputoutahandblindly。
\"Notyou!\"shesaidsharply,asTomVanrevelstartedtowardher。Mrs。
Tanberrycamequicklyandputanarmabouther,andtogethertheywentoutoftheroom。
\"Youmustbegoodtoher,Tom,\"saidCraileythen,inaverylowvoice。
\"I!\"answeredTom,gently。\"Therewasneverachanceofthat,lad。\"
\"Listen,\"whisperedCrailey。\"Leandown——no——closer。\"HecastaquickglanceatFanchon,kneelingattheothersideofthebed,hergoldenheadonthewhitecoverlet,heroutstretchedhandclutchinghis;andhespokesoclosetoTom’searandinsolowatonethatonlyTomcouldhear。\"Shenevercaredforme。Shefeltthatsheoughtto——butthatwasonlybecauseImasqueradedinyourhistory。ShewantedtotellmebeforeIwentawaythattherewasnochanceforme。Shewastellingmethat,whenhecalledfromthewindow。Itwasatthedance,thenightbefore,thatsheknew。I
thinktherehasbeensomeoneelsefromthefirst——Godsendit’syou!Didyouspeaktoherthatnightorshetoyou?\"
\"Ah,no,\"saidTomVanrevel。\"Alltheothers。\"
Mrs。TanberryandBettyandMr。Bareaudwaitedinthelibrary,thetwowomenhuddledtogetheronasofa,withtheirarmsroundeachother,andallthehousewasverystill。Byandby,theyheardaprolonged,far-awaycheeringandthesteamer’swhistle,andknewthattheboatwasoff。Halfanhourlater,WillCummingscamebackalone,enteredtheroomontip-toe,andsilentlysankintoachairnearMr。Bareaud,withhisfaceawayfromMissBetty。HewastoremaininRouenanotherweek,andjoinhisregimentwithTom。Noneofthethreeappearedtonoticehiscomingmorethandimly,andhesatwithhisfacebowedinhishands,anddidnotmove。
Thusperhapsanhourpassed,withonlyasoundoffootstepsonthegravelofthedriveway,nowandthen,andalowmurmurofvoicesintherearofthehousewherepeoplecametoaskafterCrailey;andwhenthedooroftheroomwherehelaywasopened,thefourwatchersstartedasataloudexplosion。ItwasMrs。Bareaudandtheolddoctor,andtheyclosedthedooragain,softly,andcameintotheothers。TheyhadleftCraileyalonewithFanchonandTomVanrevel,thetwowholovedhimbest。
ThewarmdaybeyondthewindowsbecamelikeSunday,novoicessoundedfromwithoutinthenoonhush,thoughsometimesalittlegroupofpeoplewouldgatheracrossthestreettoeyethehousecuriouslyandnodandwhisper。
Thestrong,blueshadowsoftheverandapillarsstoleslowlyacrossthewhiteflooroftheporchinalesseningslant,andfinallylayallinaline,asthetallclockinacornerofthelibraryasthmaticallycoughedthehourofnoon。InthisjarringdiscordancetherewassomethingfrightfultoMissBetty。Sheroseabruptly,and,imperiouslywavingbackMrs。Tanberry,whowouldhavedetainedher——fortherewasinherfaceandmannertheincipientwildnessofcontroloverstrainedtothebreaking-
point——shewenthurriedlyoutoftheroomandoutofthehouse,totheoldbenchinthegarden。Thereshesankdown,herfacehiddeninherarms;
thereonthespotwhereshehadfirstseenCraileyGray。
>Fromthere,too,hadrisentheserenadeofthemanshehadspurnedandinsulted;andthereshehadcometoworshipthestarswhenCraileybadeherlooktothem。Andnowthestrangeyoungteacherwaspayingthebitterpriceforhisfooleries——andwhocoulddoubtthatthepricewasabitterone?Tohavethespiritsosuddenly,cruellyrivenfromthesprightlybodythatwas,butafewhoursago,haleandalert,obedienttoevery,pettywish,coulddance,run,andleap;tobeforcedwithsuchhideousprecipitationtoleavethewarmbreathofJuneandundergothelonelychange,mergingwiththeshadow;tobeflungfromtheexquisiteandcommonplacedayofsunshineintotheappallingadventurethatshouldnothavebeenhisforyears——andhurledintoitbywhathand!——ah,bitter,bitterpriceforaharlequinade!And,alas,alas!forthebraveharlequin!
Agentletouchfelluponhershoulder,andMissBettysprangtoherfeetandscreamed。ItwasNelsonwhostoodbeforeher,hatinhand,hisheaddeeplybowed。
\"Ishewithyou?\"shecried,clutchingatthebenchforsupport。
\"No’m,\"answeredtheoldman,humbly。\"Ireckonweallain’goin’seedatmannomo`。\"
\"Whereishe?\"
\"Ondeway,honey,ondeway。\"
\"Theway——toRouen!\"shegasped。
\"No’m;hegoin’crossdebigwater。\"Hestretchedouthishandandpointedsolemnlytotheeast。\"Himan’mewecotchdeboat,an’yo’pamek`emtakendehossesonbode。DenwegitoffatLeeville,fivemile’
downderivuh,an’yo’pahol’deboatwhilesIridbackalonean’gitdenews,an’whatdetaleisyouallistole,f’umoleMist’Chen’eth;an’
Mist’Chen’eth,heridbackwidmean’seeyo’paatLeeville,an’deytalkindeshedbydelandin’,an’yo’patellMist’Chen’ethwhat`rangementshegoin’makewiddeproprety。`Denhegitondeboatag’inan’deysto’theragoin’;an’heain’wavenogood-by,nersaynomo’
wu’ds。Mist’Chen’ethridbackwhensdelightcome;butIres’dehossesan’comebackslow,`caseIponduhondeworl’,an’Imightysorryferyo’
pa,Missy。Heam’comin’backnomo’,honey,an’MizTanberryan’mean’
Mamie,wegoin’takekeereryou。Yo’pagonebackdahtodeF’enchmun,whuhhe`uzayoungman。Hemightysick,an’hescairt,honey;an’heain’goin’gitovahdat,neider。`Peahtome,Missy,likehedonehadavizhumerheownsoul,whenhecomean’lookdownatdatyoungmanlayin’
ondegrass,las’night!\"
Theoldfellowbenthisbackbeforeherinasolemnbow,asafeudalretainerinallegiancetotheheir,butmoreindeferencetothesorrowwrittenuponher,andrespectingitsmagnitude。Withnowordsofcomfort,forheknewshewantedonlytobealone,hemovedaway,withinfirmstepsandshakinghead,towardtherearofthehouse。
MissBettythrewherselfuponthebenchagain,facedownwardinherarms。
Andstillthehouselayinsilenceunderthesunshine。
Anhourhadpassed,andtheshadowsslantedstronglytotheeast,whenthestillnesswasbrokenbyasound,lowandsmallatfirst,thenrisingfearfully,along,quaveringwailofsupremeanguish,thatclutchedandshookthelistener’sheart。NoonecouldhaverecognizedthevoiceasFanchon’s,yeteveryonewhohearditknewthatitwashers;andthatthesoulofCraileyGrayhadgoneoutuponthequestfortheHolyGrail。
MissBetty’shandsclenchedconvulsivelyroundthearmofthebenchandafitofshudderingseizedherasifwiththegripofaviolentchill,thoughhereyesweredry。Thenshelayquiet。
Alongtimeafterward,shebecameawareofastepthatpacedthegardenpathbehindher,andturnedherfaceuponherarmsothatshesaw,butmadenoothermotion。ItwasTomVanrevel,walkingslowlyupanddown,hishandsbehindhisbackandhishatpulledfardownoverhiseyes。Hehadnotseenher。
Sheroseandspokehisname。
Heturnedandcametoher。\"Almostattheverylast,\"hesaid,\"Craileywhisperedtomethatbeknewyouthoughthimagreatscamp,buttotellyoutobesuretorememberthatitwasalltrueaboutthestars。\"
CHAPTERXX
\"Goodby\"
Itwasbetweentwilightandcandlelight,thegentlehalf-hourwhenthekindoldSandManstealsupthestairsofhouseswherechildrenare;whenrusticloversstrollwithslowandquietstepsdowncountrylanes,andoldbachelorsareloneliestanddreamofthethingsthatmighthavebeen。
ThroughthesilenceoftheclearduskcamethewhistleoftheeveningboatthatwastobearTomVanrevelthroughthefirststageofhislongjourneytothefrontofwar,andthesoundfellcheerlesslyuponMissBetty’sear,asshestoodleaningagainstthesun-dialamongthelilacbushes。Herattitudewasnotoneofreverie;yetshestoodverystill,sostillthat,inthewanshimmerofthefadedafterglow,onemighthavepassedclosebyherandnothaveseenher。Thelong,darkfoldsofhergownshowedfaintlyagainstthegraystone,andherarms,barefromtheelbow,layacrossthefaceofthedialwithunrelaxedfingersclenchingthecornice;
herheaddrooping,notlanguidlybutwithtension,hereyeshalf-closed,showingthelashesagainstapalecheek;andthus,motionless,leaningonthestoneinthedusk,shemighthavebeenSorrow’sself。
Shedidnotmove,therewasnotevenaflickeroftheeyelashes,whenastepsoundedonthegravelofthedriveway,andVanrevelcameslowlyfromthehouse。Hestoppedatalittledistancefromher,hatinhand。Hewasverythin,wornandold-looking,andinthefailinglightmighthavebeentakenforatall,gentleghost;yethisshouldersweresquaredandheheldhimselfasstraightashehadthefirsttimeshehadeverseenhim。
\"Mrs。TanberrytoldmeIshouldfindyouhere,\"hesaid,hesitatingly。\"I
havecometosaygood-by。\"
Shedidnotturntowardhim,nordidmorethanherlipsmoveassheanswered,\"Good-by,\"andhertonewasneitherkindnorcold,butheldnomeaningwhatever,notevenindifference。
Therewasanintervalofsilence;then,withoutsurprise,hewalkedsadlytothegate,paused,wheeledaboutsuddenly,andreturnedwithaquick,firmstep。
\"IwillnotgountilIknowthatIdonotmisunderstandyou,\"hesaid,\"notevenifthereisonlytheslightestchancethatIdo。Iwanttosaysomethingtoyou,ifyouwillletme,thoughnaturallyIrememberyouonceaskedmenevertospeaktoyouagain。ItisonlythatIhavethoughtyoudidthatunderamisconception,orelseIshouldstillobeyyou。Ifyou——\"
\"Whatisitthatyouwishtosay?\"Hertonewasunchanged。
\"OnlythatIthinkthehardesttimeforyouhaspassed,andthat——\"
\"Doyou?\"sheinterrupted。
\"Yes,\"hereturned,\"thesaddestofyourlife。Ithinkithasgoneforever。AndIthinkthatwhatwillcometoyouwillbeallyouwishfor。
Therewillbealittletimeofwaiting——\"
\"Waitingforwhat?\"
Hedrewastepnearer,andhisvoicebecameverygentle。\"CummingsandI
reachourregimenttomorrownight;andthereinthecampisagroupofmenonthewaytothewar,andtheyallgothemorebravelybecauseeachoneofthemhasyouinhisheart;——notonebutwillbeabettersoldierbecauseofyou。Iwantyoutobelievethatifallofthemdon’tcomeback,yettheonewhosesafetyyouthinkofandfearforwillreturn。
For,yousee,Craileytoldmewhatyousaidtohimwhen——whenhemetyouherethelasttime。Ihavenowaytoknowwhichofthemyoumeant;but——
hewillcomebacktoyou!Iamsureofit,becauseIbelieveyouaretobehappy。Ah,you’vehadyourallotmentofpain!Afterall,thereissolittletoregret:thetownseemsemptywithoutitsyoungmen,yetyoumayrejoice,rememberinghowbravelytheywentandhowgaily!TheywillsinghalfthewaytoVeraCruz!YouthinkitstrangeIshouldsaythereissolittletoregret,whenI’vejustlaidawaymybestfriend。Itwashisowndoctrine,andtheselfishpersonalgriefandsorenessgrowslesswhenI
thinkofthegallantendhemade,foritwashewhowentawaymostbravelyandjauntilyofall。Craileywasnofailure,unlessIletwhathetaughtmegotonoeffect。AndbesurehewouldhavetoldyouwhatItellyounow,thatalliswellwithallintheworld。\"
\"Please!\"shecried,withaquickintakeofbreaththroughclosedteeth。
\"Iwilldoanythingintheworldtopleaseyou,\"heanswered,sorrowfully。
\"Doyoumeanthat——\"
Sheturnedatlastandfacedhim,butwithoutliftinghereyes。\"Whydidyoucometosaygood-bytome?\"
\"Idon’tunderstand。\"
\"Ithinkyoudo。\"Hervoicewascoldandsteady,butitwassuddenlygiventohimtoperceivethatshewastremblingfromheadtoheel。
Anexclamationofremorsebrokefromhim。
\"Ah!Youcameheretobealone。I——\"
\"Stop,\"shesaid。\"Yousaidgood-bytomeoncebefore。Didyoucometosee——whatyousawthen?\"
Hefellbackinutteramazement,butsheadvanceduponhimswiftly。\"Wasitthat?\"shecried。
Theunfortunateyoungmancouldmakenoreply,andremainedunabletodefendhimselffromherinexplicableattack。
\"Youhavenotforgotten,\"shewenton,impetuously。\"Itwasinthecrowd,justbeforetheygaveyoutheflag。Yousaw——Iknowyousaw——anditkilledmewiththeshameofit!Nowyoucometometolookatthesamethingagain——andtheboatwaitingforyou!IsitinrevengeforthatnightattheBareauds’?Perhapsthissoundswildtoyou——Ican’thelpthat——butwhyshouldyoutrytomakeitharderforme?\"
>Fromtheporchcameastrongvoice:\"Vanrevel!\"
\"GodknowsIhaven’tmeantto,\"saidTom,inbitterpain。\"Idon’tunderstand。It’sCummingscallingforme;I’llgoatonce。I’dhoped,stupidlyenough,thatyouwouldtellmewhomitwasyoumeantwhenyouspoketoCrailey,sothatIcouldhelptomakeitsurerthathe’dcomebacktoyou。ButI’veonlyannoyedyou。Andyouwerehere——awayfromthehouse————avoidingme,andfearingthatI——\"
\"Vanrevel!\"shoutedWilliam。(Mrs。TanberryhadnottoldLieutenantCummingswheretofindMissBetty。)
\"Fearing?Yes?\"
\"FearingthatImightdiscoveryou。\"Helethiseyesrestonherlovelinessoncemore,andashesawthatshestilltrembled,heextendedhishandtowardherinagestureofinfinitegentleness,likeablessing,heavedonegreatsigh,and,withheaderectandbodystraight,sethisfacemanfullytowardthehouse。
Hehadtakenthreestrideswhenhisheartstoppedbeatingatanineffabletouchonhissleeve。For,withasharpcry,shesprangtohim;andthen,oncemore,amongthelilacbusheswherehehadcaughtthewhitekitten,hishandwasseizedandheldbetweentwosmallpalms,andtheeyesofMissBettyCarewelookedintotheverysoulofhim。
\"No!\"shecried。\"No!Fearingwithasickheartthatyoumightnotcome!\"
Herpaleface,mistywithsweetness,waveredbeforehiminthedusk,andheliftedhisshakinghandtohisforehead;herownwentwithit,andthetouchofthatsteadiedhim。
\"Youmean,\"hewhispered,brokenly,\"youmeanthatyou——\"
\"Yes,always,\"sheanswered,rushingthroughthewords,halfintears。
\"TherewasalittletimewhenIlovedwhatyourlifehadbeenmorethanyou。Ah,itwasyouthatIsawinhim。Yetitwasnotwhatyouhaddoneafterall,butjustyou!Iknewtherecouldnotbeanyoneelse——thoughI
thoughtitcouldneverbeyou——thatnight,justbeforetheygavetheflag。\"
\"We’velittletime,Vanrevel!\"calledthevoicefromtheporch。
Tom’seyesfilledslowly。Heraisedthemandlookedatthenewlycomestars。\"Crailey,Crailey!\"hemurmured。
Hergazefollowedhis。\"Ah,it’she——andthey——thatmakemeknowyouwillcomebacktome!\"shesaid。