Thebloodwentfromhischeeksasaswallowfliesdownfromaroof;hestartedbackagainsttheoppositewallwithastifledgroan,whileshestaredathimblankly,andgrewasdeathlypaleashe。
Hewasamanofgreatresourceinallemergencieswhichrequiredaquicktongue,but,forthemoment,thiswasbeyondhim。Hefelthimselflost,topplingbackwardintoanabyss,andtheuselessnessofhisdestructionmadehimphysicallysick。Forheneednothavebeenthere;hehadnotwishedtocome;hehadwellcountedthedangertohimself,andthisonetimeinhislifehadgonetothecupola-roomoutofgood-nature。ButBareaudhadbeenobstinateandCraileyhadcomeawayalone,hopingthatJeffersonmightfollow。Andherehewas,poortrappedrat,convictedandruinedbecauseofagoodaction!Atlastheknewconsistencytobeajewel,andthatagreedyboyshouldnevergiveacrust;thatafoolshouldsticktohisfolly,avillaintohisdeviltry,andeachholdhisown;forthemanwhothrustsagooddeedintoalifeofliesiswoundaboutwithperilouspasses,andinhisdeviouswaysathousandunexpecteddamnationsspring。
Beaten,stunned,hang-jawedwithdespair,hereturnedherlong,dumfoundedgazehopelesslyandtoldthetruthlikeaninspireddunce。
\"Icame——Icame——tobringanothermanaway,\"hewhisperedbrokenly;and,attheverymoment,severalheavy,half-suppressedvoicesbrokeintoeagertalkoverhead。
Thewhitehandthatheldthecandlewavered,andtheshadowsglidedinahuge,grotesquedance。Twicesheessayedtospeakbeforeshecoulddoso,atthesamemomentmotioninghimback,forhehadmadeavaguegesturetowardher。
\"Iamnotfaint。Doyoumean,awayfromupthere?\"Shepointedtothecupola-stairs。
\"Yes。\"
\"Have-haveyouseenmyfather?\"
Thequestioncameoutofsuchadepthofincredulousnessthatitwasmoreanarticulationofthelipsthanasound,buthecaughtit;and,withitnothope,buttheshadowofashadowofhope,ahandwavingfromthefarshoretotheswimmerwhohasbeendowntwice。Didshefearforhissake?
\"No——Ihavenotseenhim。\"Hewasgropingblindly。
\"Youdidnotcomefromthat\"
\"Howdidyouenterthehouse?\"
Thedraughtthroughthehallwasblowinguponhim;thedoubledoorsupontheverandahadbeenleftopenforcoolness。\"There,\"hesaid,pointingtothem。
\"But——Iheardyoucomefromtheotherdirection。\"
Hewasbreathingquickly;hesawhischance——ifJeffersonBareauddidnotcomenow。
\"Youdidnothearmecomedownthestairs。\"Heleanedtowardher,riskingitallonthat。
\"Ah!\"AsightoolikeagaspburstfromCrailey。Hisheadliftedalittle,andhiseyeswereluminouswithaneagernessthatwasalmostanguish。Hesethisutmostwillatworktocollecthimselfandtothinkhardandfast。
\"Icamehereresolvedtotakeamanaway,comewhatwould!\"hesaid。\"I
foundthedooropen,wenttothefootofthatstairway;thenIstopped。I
rememberedsomething;Iturned,andwasgoingawaywhenyouopenedthedoor。\"
\"Yourememberedwhat?\"
Herstrainedattitudedidnotrelax,nor,tohisutmostscrutiny,wasthecompleteastonishmentofherdistendedgazealteredonewhit,butahintofheraccustomedhighcolorwasagainuponhercheekandherliptrembledalittle,likethatofachildabouttoweep。Theflickerofhopeinhisbreastincreasedprodigiously,andtherushofittookthebreathfromhisthroatandchokedhim。GoodGod!wasshegoingtobelievehim?
\"Iremembered——you!\"
\"What?\"shesaid,wonderingly。
Artreturnedwithasplendidbound,full-pinioned,hisbeautifulandtreacherousFamiliarwhohaddesertedhimatthecrucialinstant;butshemadeupforitnow,foldinghiminprotectivewingsandbreathingthroughhisspirit。Inrapidandvehementwhispershepouredoutthewordsuponthegirlinthedoorway。
\"Ihaveafriend,andIwouldlaydownmylifetomakehimwhathecouldbe。Hehasalwaysthrowneverythingaway,hislife,histalents,allhismoneyandallofmine,forthesakeof——throwingthemaway!Someothermusttellyouaboutthatroom;butithasruinedmyfriend。TonightI
discoveredthathehadbeensummonedhere,andImadeupmymindtocomeandtakehimaway。YourfatherhassworntoshootmeifIsetfootinhishouseorongroundofhis。Well,mydutywasclearandIcametodoit。
Andyet——Istoppedatthefootofthestair——because——becauseIrememberedthatyouwereRobertCarewe’sdaughter。Whatofyou,ifIwentupandharmcametomefromyourfather?ForIswearIwouldnothavetouchedhim!Youaskedmenottospeakof`personal’things,andIhaveobeyedyou;butyouseeImusttellyouonethingnow:Ihavecaredforthisfriendofminemorethanforallelseunderheaven,butIturnedandlefthimtohisruin,andwouldathousandtimes,ratherthanbringtroubleuponyou!`Athousandtimes?’Ah!Iswearitshouldbeathousandtimesathousand!\"
Hehadparadedinonespeechfromtheprisoner’sdocktoCapulet’sgarden,andhereyeswereshiningintohislikeagreatlightwhenhefinished。
\"Goquickly,\"shewhispered。\"Goquickly!Goquickly!\"
\"Butdoyouunderstand?\"
\"Notyet,butIshall。Willyougo?Theymightcome-myfathermightcome-atanymoment。\"
\"But——-\"
\"Doyouwanttodrivemequitemad?Pleasego!\"Shelaidatrembling,urgenthanduponhissleeve。
\"Never,untilyoutellmethatyouunderstand,\"repliedCraileyfirmly,listeningkeenlyfortheslightestsoundfromoverhead。\"Never——untilthen!\"
\"WhenIdoIshalltellyou;nowIonlyknowthatyoumustgo。\"
\"Buttellme-\"
\"Youmustgo!\"
Therewasashufflingofchairsontheflooroverhead,andCraileywent。
Hewentevenmorehastilythanmighthavebeenexpectedfromtheadaman-
tineattitudehehadjustpreviouslyassumed。Realizingthisashereachedthewetpath,heriskedstealingroundtoherwindow:
\"Foryoursake!\"hebreathed;andhavingthusforestalledanytriflingimperfectionwhichmightariseinherrecollectionofhisexitfromthehouse,hedisappeared,kissinghishandtotherainasherandownthestreet。
MissBettylockedherdoorandpulledclosethecurtainsofherwindow。A
numerousbutcarefulsoundoffootstepscamefromthehall,wentbyherdoorandoutacrosstheveranda。Silentlyshewaiteduntilsheheardherfathergoalonetohisroom。
ShetookthecandleandwentintoMrs。Tanberry。Shesetthelightuponatable,pulledachairclosetothebedside,andplacedhercoolhandlightlyonthegreatlady’sforehead。
\"Isn’titverylate,child?Whyareyounotasleep?\"
\"Mrs。Tanberry,Iwanttoknowwhytherewasalightinthecupola-roomtonight?\"
\"What?\"Mrs。Tanberryrolledherselfasuprightaspossible,andsatwithblinkingeyes。
\"IwanttoknowwhatIamsureyouknow,andwhatIamsureeverybodyknows,exceptme。Whatweretheydoingtheretonight,andwhatwasthequarrelbetweenMr。VanrevelandmyfatherthathadtodowithMr。Gray?\"
Mrs。Tanberrygazedearnestlyintothegirl’sface。Afteralongtimeshesaidinagentlevoice:
\"Child,hasitcometomatterthatmuch?\"
\"Yes,\"saidMissBetty。
CHAPTERXIII
TheTocsinTomVanrevelalwayswenttothepost-officesoonafterthemorningdistributionofthemail;thatistosay,aboutteno’clock,andreturnedwiththelettersforthefirmofGrayandVanrevel,bothpersonalandofficial。Craileyandhesharedeverything,evenaboxatthepost-
office;andinfrontofthisbox,onemorning,afteranightofrain,Tomstoodstaringatawhiteenvelopebearingasmall,blackseal。Theaddresswasinawritinghehadneverseenbefore,buttheinstantitfellunderhiseyehewasstruckwithadistinctlypleasurableexcitement。
Whetherthroughsomespiritualexhalationofthewriterfragrantonanymissive,orbecauseofahundredmicroscopicimpressions,thereareanalystswhoareabletoselect,fromapileofletterswrittenbywomen(forthewritingofwomenexhibitscertainphenomenamoredeterminablythanthatofmen)thoseoftheprettiestorotherwisemostattractive。
Andoutupontheloverwhodoesnotrecognizehismistress’shandatthefirstglimpseeverhehasofit,withoutpost-markorotherinformationtoaidhim!ThusVanrevel,worn,hollow-eyed,andsallow,intheRouenpost-
office,heldtheoneletterseparatefromadozen(thelatternot,indeed,fromwomen),andstaredatituntilalittlecolorcamebacktohisdarkskinandagreatdealofbrightnesstohiseye。Hewasnoanalystofhandwritings,yetitcametohiminstantlythatthisnotewasfromaprettywoman。Toseethatitwasfromawomanwassimple,butthatheknew——andhedidknow——thatshewaspretty,savorsoftheoccult。Morethanthis:therewassomethingaboutitthatthrilledhim。Suddenly,andwithoutreason,heknewthatitcamefromElizabethCarewe。
Hewalkedbackquicklytohisofficewiththeletterintheleftpocketofhiscoat,threwthebundleofgeneralcorrespondenceuponhisdesk,wentuptothefloorabove,andpausedathisowndoortolisten。DeepbreathingfromacrossthehallindicatedthatMr。Gray’ssoulwasstillencasedinslumber,andgreatwasitsneed,asTomhadfoundhispartner,thatmorningatfive,stretcheduponthehorsehairsofaintheoffice,lamentingtheemptinessofabottlewhichhadbeenfilledwithfieryBourbonintheafternoon。
Vanrevelwenttohisownroom,lockedthedoor,andtooktheletterfromhispocket。Hehelditbetweenhisfingerscarefully,asthoughitwerealiveandveryfragile,andhelookedatitalongtime,holdingitfirstinonehand,thenintheother,beforeheopenedit。Atlast,however,afterexaminingallthebladesofhispocketknife,heselectedonebrighterthantheothers,andloosenedtheflapoftheenvelopeasgentlyandcarefullyasifithadbeenthepetalofarose-budthathewasopening。
\"DearMr。Vanrevel:
\"Ibelievedyoulastnight,thoughIdidnotunderstand。ButI
understand,now——everything——and,bittertomeasthetruthis,ImustshowyouplainlythatIknowallofit,norcanIrestuntilIdoshowyou。Iwantyoutoanswerthisletter——thoughImustnotseeyouagainforalongtime——andinyouransweryoumustsetmerightifIamanywheremistakeninwhatIhavelearned。
\"Atfirst,anduntilafterthesecondtimewemet,Ididnotbelieveinyourheart,thoughIdidinyourmindandhumor。Evensincethen,therehavecomestrange,small,inexplicablemistrustingsofyou,butnowI
throwthemallawayandtrustyouwholly,MonsieurCitizenGeorgesMeilbac!——Ishallalwaysthinkofyouinthoseimpossiblegarnishmentsofmypoorgreat-uncle,andIpersuademyselfthathemusthavebeenalittlelikeyou。
\"ItrustyoubecauseIhaveheardthestoryofyourprofoundgoodness。
Thefirstreasonformyfather’sdislikewasyourbeliefinfreedomastherightofallmen。Ah,itisnotyourprettyexaggerationsandflatteries(Ilaughatthem!)thatspeakforyou,butyourcareer,itself,andthebravethingsyouhavedone。Myfather’sdislikeflaredintohatredbecauseyouworstedhimwhenhediscoveredthathecouldnotsuccessfullydefendthewrongagainstyouandfellbackuponsheerinsult。
\"HeisamanwhomIdonotknow——strangeasthatseemsasIwriteit。Itisonlytoyou,whohavetaughtmesomuch,thatIcouldwriteit。IhavetriedtoknowhimandtorealizethatIamhisdaughter,butwearethecoldestacquaintances,thatisall;andIcannotseehowachangecouldcome。Idonotunderstandhim;leastofalldoIunderstandwhyheisagambler。Ithasbeenexplainedtomethatitishisgreatpassion,butallIcomprehendinthesewordsisthattheyarefullofshameforhisdaughter。
\"Thisiswhatwastoldme:hehasalwaysplayedheavilyandskillfully——
addingmuchtohisestateinthatway——andinRouenalwayswithacertaincoterie,whichwasjoined,severalyearsago,bythemanyoucametosavelastnight。
\"YourdevotiontoMr。Grayhasbeenthemostbeautifulthinginyourlife。
Iknowallthatthetownknowsofthat,exceptthethousandhiddensacrificesyouhavemadeforhim,thosethingswhichnoonewilleverknow。(Andyet,yousee,Iknowthemafterall!)Foryoursake,becauseyoulovehim,Iwillnotevencallhimunworthy。
\"Ihaveheard——fromonewhotoldunwillingly——thestoryofthenighttwoyearsago,whentheplayransoterriblyhigh;andhow,inthemorningwhentheywentaway,allwerepoorerexceptone,theirhost!——howMr。Grayhadnothingleftintheworld,andowedmyfatheragreatsumwhichwastobepaidintwenty-fourhours;howyoutookeverythingyouhadsavedintheyearsofhardworkatyourprofession,andborrowedtherestonyourword,andbroughtittomyfatherthatafternoon;how,whenyouhadpaidyourfriend’sdebt,youaskedmyfathernottoplaywithMr。Grayagain;andmyfathermadethathisexcusetosendyouachallenge。Youlaughedatthechallenge——andyoucouldaffordtolaughatit。
\"Butthisisallshame,shameforRobertCarewe’sdaughter。ItseemstomethatIshouldhideandnotliftmyhead;thatI,beingofmyfather’sblood,couldneverlookyouinthefaceagain。Itissounspeakablypainfulandugly。Ithinkofmyfather’sstiffprideandhislookoftheeagle,——andhestillplayswithyourfriend,almostalways`successfully!’Andyourfriendstillcomestoplay!——butIwillnotspeakofthatsideofit\"Mr。Grayhasmadeyoupoor,butIknowitwasnotthatwhichmadeyoucomeseekinghimlastnight,whenIfoundyouthereinthehail。Itwasforhissakeyoucame——andyouwentawayformine。NowthatIknow,atlast——nowthatIhaveheardwhatyourlifehasbeen(andohIheardsomuchmorethanIhavewritten!)——nowthatmyeyeshavebeenopenedtoseeyouasyouare,Iamproud,andgladandhumblethatIcanbelievethatyoufeltafriendshipformestrongenoughtohavemadeyougo`formysake。’Youwillwritetomejustonce,won’tyou?andtellmeiftherewasanyerrorinwhatIlistenedto;butyoumustnotcometothegarden。
NowthatIknowyou,Icannotmeetyouclandestinelyagain。ItwouldhurtthedignitywhichIfeelinyounow,andmyownpoordignity——suchasitis!Ihavebeenearnestlywarnedofthedangertoyou。Besides,youmustletmetestmyself。Iamallflutteringandfrightenedandexcited。Youwillobeyme,won’tyou?——donotcomeuntilIsendforyou。
ElizabethCarewe。\"
Mr。Gray,occupiedwithhistoiletaboutnoon,heardhispartnerdescendingtotheofficewithaheavystep,andissuedfromhisroomtocallaheartygreeting。Tomlookedbackoverhisshoulderandrepliedcheerily,thoughwithacertainembarrassment;butCrailey,catchingsightofhisface,utteredasharpejaculationandcamedowntohim。
\"Why,what’sthematter,Tom?You’renotgoingtobesick?Youlooklikethedevilandall!\"
\"I’mallright,neverfear!\"Tomlaughed,evadingtheother’seye。\"I’mgoingoutinthecountryonsomebusiness,andIdaresayIshallnotbebackforacoupleofdays;itwillbeallupanddownthecounty。\"Hesetdownatravelling-baghewascarrying,andofferedtheotherhishand。
\"Good-by。\"
\"Can’tIgoforyou?Youdon’tlookable\"
\"No,no。It’ssomethingI’llhavetoattendtomyself。\"
\"Ah,Isuppose,\"saidCrailey,gently,\"Isupposeit’simportant,andyoucouldn’ttrustmetohandleit。Well——Godknowsyou’reright!I’veshownyouoftenenoughhowincompetentIamtodoanythingbutwritejingles!\"
\"Youdosomemoreofthem——withoutthewhiskey,Crailey。They’reworthmorethanallthelawingGrayandVanrevelhaveeverdoneoreverwilldo。
Good-by——-andbekindtoyourself。\"
Hedescendedtothefirstlanding,andthen,\"Oh,Crailey,\"hecalled,withtheairofhavingforgottensomethinghehadmeanttosay。
\"Yes,Tom?\"
\"Thismorningatthepost-officeIfoundaletteraddressedtome。I
openeditand——\"Hehesitated,anduneasilyshiftedhisweightfromonefoottotheother,withafeeble,deprecatorylaugh。
\"Yes,whatofit?\"
\"Well——thereseemedtobeamistake。Ithinkitmusthavebeenmeantforyou。Somehow,she——she’spickedupagoodmanywrongimpressions,and,Lordknowshow,butshe’smixedournamesupand——andI’velefttheletterforyou。It’sonmytable。\"
Heturnedandcallingafinalgood-byoverhisshoulder,wentclatteringnoisilydowntothestreetandvanishedfromCrailey’ssight。
NoonfoundTomfaroutontheNationalRoad,creakingalongovertheyellowdustinalightwagon,betweenborderingforeststhatsmeltspicilyofwetunderbrushandMay-apples;and,hereandthere,whentheywouldemergefromthewoodstoclearedfields,liberallyoutlinedbylongsnake-
fencesofblackwalnut,thesteady,jog-trottingoldhorseliftedhisheadandlookedinterestedintheworld,butTomneverdideither。Habituallyupright,walkingorsitting,straight,keen,andalert,thatday’ssunsawhimdrearilyhunchedover,mileaftermile,hisforeheadlacedwithlinesofpain。Hestoppedateveryfarm-houseandcabin,and,wheretheyoungmenworkedinthefields,hailedthemfromtheroad,orhitchedhishorsetothefenceandcrossedthesoftfurrowstotalkwiththem。Atsuchtimeshestooderectagain,andspokestirringly,findingeagerlisteners。
Therewasonequestiontheyaskedhimoverandover:
\"Butareyousurethecallwillcome?\"
\"Assureasthatwestandhere;anditwillcomebeforetheweekisout。
Wemustbeready!\"
Often,whenheleftthem,theywouldturnfromtheworkinhand,leavingitasitwas,tolieunfinishedinthefields,andmaketheirwayslowlyandthoughtfullytotheirhomes,whileTomclimbedintohiscreakinglittlewagononcemore,onlytofallintothesamedull,hunched-overattitude。HehadmanythingstothinkoutbeforehefacedRouenandCraileyGrayagain,andmoretofightthroughtotheendwithhimself。
Threedayshetookforit,threedaysdrivingthroughthesoftMayweatherbehindthekind,oldjog-trottinghorse;threedaysontheroad,fromfarm-housetofarm-houseandfromfieldtofield,fromcabinofthewoodstocabinintheclearing。Tossingunhappilyatnight,helaysleeplesstilldawn,thoughnotbecauseofthehardbeds;andwhendaylightcame,journeyedsteadilyonagain,overthevagabondlittlehillsthathadgypsieditsofarintotheprairie-landintheirwanderingsfromtheirrangeontheOhio,and,passingthehills,wentonthroughtheflatforest-land,alwayshunchedoverdismallyinthecreakingwagon。
Butontheeveningofthethirddayhedroveintotown,withthestoopoutofhisshouldersandthelustrebackinhiseyes。Hewashaggard,gray,dusty,buthehadsolvedhispuzzle,andonethingwasclearinhismindasthethingthathewoulddo。Hepattedtheoldhorseaheartyfarewellashelefthimwiththeliverymanfromwhombehadhiredhim,andstrodeupMainStreetwiththeairofamanwhoisgoingsomewhere。Itwaslate,butthereweremorelightsthanusualinthewindowsandmorepeopleonthestreets。Boysranshouting,while,hereandthere,knotsofmenarguedloudly,andinfrontofthelittlecornerdrug-storeanoisilytalkative,widelygesticulativecrowdoffiftyormorehadgathered。Anoldman,acobbler,whohadleftalegatTippecanoeandreplaceditwithawoodenone,chastelydecoratedwithdesignsofhisowncarving,camestumpingexcitedlydownthemiddleofthestreet,wherehewalkedforfearofthecracksinthewoodenpavement,whichweredangeroustohisart-legwhenhecamefromtheRouenHousebar,asonthepresentoccasion。HehailedTombyname。
\"You’rethelad,TomVanrevel,\"heshouted。\"You’rethemantoleadtheboysoutforthegloryoftheState!YougitthewholeblameFireDe-
partmentoutandenlist`embeforemorning!Take`emdowntotheRioGrande,youhearme?
Andyouneedn’tbeafraidoftheirputtin’itout,ifitketchesafire,neither!\"
Tomwavedhishandandpassedon;butattheopendoorsoftheCatholicChurchhestoppedandlookedupanddownthestreet,andthen,unnoticed,enteredtothediminterior,wherethefewcandlesshowedonlyabentoldwomaninblackkneelingatthealtar。TomknewwhereElizabethCareweknelteachmorning;hesteppedsoftlythroughtheshadowysilencetoherplace,knelt,andrestedhisheadupontherailofthebenchbeforehim。
Thefigureatthealtarraiseditselfafteratime,andtheoldwomanlimpedslowlyupasideaisle,mumblingherformulas,courtesyingtothepaintedsaints,onherwayout。Theverythinnestlingeringsofincensehungontheair,seemingtoTomlikethefaintodorthatmightexhalefromaheavywreathofmarguerites,wornindark-brownhair。Yet,theplaceheldnothingbutpeaceandgood-will。Andhefoundnothingelseinhisownheart。Thestreetwasquietwhenheemergedfromthatlornvigil;thecornergroupshaddissolved;shoutingyouthsnolongerpatrolledthesidewalks。Onlyonequartershowedsignsoflife:thelittleclubhouse,wherethewindowsstillshownbrightly,andwhencecamethesoundofmanyvoicessettlingthedestiniesoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica。ThitherTombenthissteps,thoughtfully,andwithaquietmind。Therewasasmallverandaatthesideofthehouse;herehestoodunobservedtolookinuponhisnoisyandagitatedfriends。
Theywereallthere,fromtheoldGeneralandMr。Bareaud,tothelatter’sson,Jefferson,andyoungFrankChenoweth。Theyweregatheredaboutabigtableuponwhichstoodapunch-bowlandTrumble,hisbrowasangryredastheliquorinthecupheheld,wasproposingahealthtothePresidentinavoiceoffury。
\"InspiteofalltheCraileyGraysandtraitorsthissideofhell!\"hefinishedpolitely。
Craileyemergedinstantaneouslyfromthegeneralthrongandmountedachair,tossinghislighthairbackfromhisforehead,hiseyessparklingandhappy。\"Youfindyourownfriendsalreadyoccupyingtheplaceyoumentioned,doyou,General?\"heasked。
GeneralTrumblestampedandshookhisfist。
\"You’reaspawnofAaronBurr!\"hevociferated。\"There’snotamanheretostandbyyourinfernaldoctrines。YousneeratyourownState,yousneeratyourowncountry,youdefilethesacredground!Whatareyou,bytheAlmighty,whoattackyournativelandinthis,herhourofperil!\"
\"Periltomynativeland!\"laughedCrailey。\"FromSantaAnna?\"
\"TheGeneral’sright,sir,\"exclaimedtheelderChenowethindignantly,andmostofthelistenersappearedtoagreewithhim。\"It’sapoortimetoabusethePresidentwhenhe’scalledforvolunteersandourcountryisindanger,sir!\"
\"Whoisindanger?\"answeredCrailey,liftinghishandtostilltheclamorofapprobationthatarose。\"IsPolkindanger?OrCongress?Butthatwouldbetoomuchtohope!DoyouexpecttoseetheGreasersinWashington?No,youidiots,youdon’t!Yetthere’llbeplentyofmentosufferanddie;andthefirstshouldbethosewhothrustthiswaronusandpoorlittleMexico;butitwon’tbethey;themenwho’lldothefightinganddyingwillbethecountryboysandthelikeofusfromthetowns,whileMr。PolksitsplanningattheWhiteHousehowhecangetelectedagain。IwishTomwerehere,confoundyou!YoulistentohimbecausehealwayshasthefactsandI’mjustanembroiderer,youthink。
What’sbecomeofthegaudycampaigncryyouwereallwearingyourlungsoutwithafewmonthsago?`Fifty-four-fortyorfight!’Bah!Polktwistedthelion’stailwiththatuntilafterelection。Thenhesawhehadtomakeyouforgetit,orfightEnglandandberuined,soheforceswaronMexico,andthecountrydoesforgetit。That’sit:heasksthreeregimentsofvolunteersfromthisStatetodieoffeversandgetshot,sothathecanstealanothercountryandmakehisownelecthimagain。Andyouaskmetodrinkthehealthofthepoliticianwhositsathomeandsendshisfellowmentodietofixhisrottenjobsforhim?\"Craileyhadpersuadedhimselfintosuchearnestness,thatthedepthofhisownfeelingalmostchokedhim,buthefinishedroundlyinhisbeautiful,strongvoice:
\"I’lldrinkforthegoodpunch’ssake——butthathealth?——I’llseeGeneralTrumbleinheavenbeforeI’lldrinkit!\"
Thereroseatoncearoarofangeranddisapproval,andCraileybecameamerestormcentreamidtheupraisedhandsgestulatingmadlyathimashestood,smilingagain,uponhischair。
\"ThiscomesoflivingwithTomVanrevel!\"shoutedtheGeneralfuriously。
\"ThisishisdamnedAbolitionteaching!You’reonlyhisecho;youspendhalfyourlifeplayingatbeingVanrevel!\"
\"WhereisVanrevel?\"saidTappinghamMarsh。
\"Ay,whereishe!\"ragedTrumble,hammeringthetabletilltheglassesrang。\"Lethimcomeandanswerforhisownteaching;it’swastedtimetotalktothisone;he’sonlythepupil。Whereisthetraitor?\"
\"Here,\"answeredavoicefromthedoorway;andthoughthewordwasspokenquietlyitwasnevertheless,atthatjuncture,silencing。EveryoneturnedtowardthedoorasVanrevelentered。ButtheapoplecticGeneral,whomCrailey’sspeechhadstirredtoafurybeyondcontrol,almostleapedatTom’sthoat。
\"Here’sthetea-sippingoldGranny,\"hebellowedhoarsely。(HewasordinarilyveryfondofTom。)\"Here’sthemaster!Here’sthemanwhoseexampleteachesCraileyGraytothrowmudattheflag。He’llstayhereathomewithCrailey,ofcourse,andthrowmore,whiletheothersboysmarchouttodieunderit。\"
\"Onthecontrary,answeredTom,raisinghisvoice,\"Ithinkyou’llfindCraileyGraythefirsttoenlist,andasformyself,I’veraisedsixtymeninthecountry,andIwantfortymorefromRouen,inordertooffertheGovernorafullcompany。Soit’scometo`theKing,nottheman’;Polkisapitifultrickster,butthecountryneedshersons;that’senoughforustoknow;andwhileIwon’tdrinktoJamesPolk\"——heplungedacupinthebowlanddrewitoutbrimming——\"I’llemptythistothePresident!\"
Itwasthenthatfromfiftythroatsthelong,wildshoutwentupthatstirredRouen,andwokethepeoplefromtheirmidnightbedsforhalfamilearound。
CHAPTERXIV
TheFirmofGrayandVanrevelForthefirsttimeitwasCraileywhosatwaitingforTomtocomehome。
Inachairdrawntohispartner’sdeskinthedustyoffice,hehalf-
reclined,armsonthedesk,hischinonhisclenchedfists。Toredeemthegloomhehadlitasinglecandle,whichpaintedhimdimlyagainstthecompletedarknessofhisownshadow,likeaveryoldportraitwhosebackgroundtimehassolidifiedintoshapelessbrowns;theportraitofafair-hairedgentleman,thecavalier,ortheMarquis,onemighthavesaidatfirstglance;notdescribingitimmediatelyasthatofapoet,fortherewasnomarkofartuponCrailey,noteveninhishair,fortheyallworeitratherlongthen。Yettherewasamarkuponhim,nevermorevividthanashesatwaitinginthelonelinessofthatnightforTomVanrevel;
thoughwhatthemarkwasandwhatitssignificancemighthavebeenpuzzlingtodefine。Perhaps,afterall,FanchonBareaudhaddescribeditbestwhenshetoldCraileyoneday,withasuddenhintofapprehensivetears,thathehada\"lookoffate。\"
Tomtookhisowntimeincoming;hehadstayedattheclubtogooverhislists——sohehadtoldCrailey——withtheGeneralandoldBareaud。Hiscompanywasalmostcomplete,andCraileyhadbeenthefirsttovolunteer,tothedumfoundingofTrumble,whohadproceededtodrinkhishealthagainandagain。ButthelistscouldnotdetainTomtwohours,Craileyknew,anditwastwohourssincethenewvolunteershadsung\"TheStarSpangledBanner\"overthelastofthepunch,andhadlefttheclubtoTomandthetwooldmen。OnlyonceortwiceinthattimehadCraileyshiftedhisposition,oralteredthedirectionofhissetgazeatnothing。Butatlastherose,wenttothewindowand,leaningfarout,lookeddownthestreettowardthelittleclubhouse。Itslightswereextinguishedandallwasdarkupanddownthestreet。AbruptlyCraileywentbacktothedeskandblewoutthecandle,afterwhichhesatdownagaininthesameposition。TwentyminuteslaterheheardTom’ssteponthestair,comingupverysoftly。Craileywaitedinsilenceuntilhispartnerreachedthelanding,thenrelitthecandle。
\"Tom,\"hecalled。\"Comein,please,I’vebeenwaitingforyou。\"
TherewasapausebeforeTomansweredfromthehall:
\"I’mverytired,Crailey。IthinkI’llgouptobed。\"
\"No,\"saidCrailey,\"comein。\"
Thedoorwasalreadyopen,butTomturnedtowarditreluctantly。Hestoppedatthethresholdandthetwolookedateachother。
\"Ithoughtyouwouldn’tcomeaslongasyoubelievedIwasup,\"saidCrailey,\"soIblewoutthelight。I’msorryIkeptyououtsidesolong。\"
\"Crailey,I’mgoingawayto-morrow,\"theotherbegan。\"IamtogooverandseetheGovernorandofferhimthiscompany,andto-nightIneedsleep,soplease-
\"No,\"interruptedCraileyquietly,\"Iwanttoknowwhatyou’regoingtodo。\"
\"Todoaboutwhat?\"
\"Aboutme。\"
\"Oh!\"Tom’seyesfellatoncefromhisfriend’sfaceandresteduponthefloor。Slowlyhewalkedtothedeskandstoodinembarrassedcontemplationofthelitteredbooksandpapers,whiletheotherwaited。
\"Ithinkit’sbestforyoutotellme,\"saidCrailey。
\"Youthinkso?\"Tom’sembarrassmentincreasedvisibly,andtherewasmingledwithitanoddappearanceofapprehension,probablytorelievewhichheverydeliberatelytooktwolongcherootsfromhispocket,laidoneonthedeskforCraileyandlittheotherhimself,withextremecarefulness,atthecandle。Afterthisceremonialhedraggedachairtothewindow,tiltedbackinitwithhisfeetonthelowsill,hisbacktothethinlightandhisfriend,andsaidinaslow,gentletone:
\"Well,Crailey?\"
\"IsupposeyoumeanthatIoughttooffermyexplanationfirst,\"saidtheother,stillstanding。\"Well,thereisn’tany。\"Hedidnotspeakdog-
gedlyorsullenly,asoneinfault,butmorewiththeairofamancuriouslyreadytothrowallpossiblelightuponacloudyphenomenon。
\"It’sverysimple——allthatIknowaboutit。IwenttherefirstontheeveningoftheMadrillonmasqueradeandplayedalittlecomedyforher,sothatsomeofmytheatricalallusions——theyweren’tveryilluminating!——tomyengagementtoFanchon,madeherbelieveIwasVanrevelwhenherfathertoldheraboutthepairofus。Idiscoveredthatthenighthiswarehousesburned——andIsawsomethingmore,becauseIcan’thelpseeingsuchthings:
thatyourswasjustthecharactertoappealtoayounggirlfreshfromtheconventandfullofhonestyandfinedreamsandfire。Nobodycouldarrangeamorefatalfascinationforagirlofnineteenthantohaveadeadlyquarrelwithherfather。Andthat’sespeciallytruewhenthefather’slikethatmadbruteofaBobCarewe!Then,too,you’remoreorlessthetownmodelofvirtueandpopularhero,inspiteoftheAbolitionism,justasIamthetownscamp。SoIletitgoon,andplayedalittleatbeingyou,sayingthethingsthatyouonlythink——thatwasall。Itisn’tstrangethatit’slasteduntilnow,notmorethanthreeweeks,afterall。She’sonlyseenyoufourorfivetimes,andmenotmuchoftener。Noonespeaksofyoutoher,andI’vekeptoutofsightwhenotherswereabout。Mrs。Tanberryisheronlyclosefriend,and,naturally,wouldn’tbeapttomentionthatyouaredarkandIamfair,ortodescribeuspersonally,anymorethanyouandIwouldmentionthegeneralappearanceofpeoplewebothmeetabouttown。Butyouneedn’ttellmethatitcan’tlastmuchlonger。Somepetty,unexpectedtriflewillturnup,ofcourse。AllthatIwanttoknowiswhatyoumeantodo。\"
\"Todo?\"repeatedTomsoftly,andblewalongscarfofsmokeoutofthewindow。
\"Ah!\"Crailey’svoicegrewsharpandloud。\"Therearemanythingsyouneedn’ttellme!YouneednottellmewhatI’vedonetoyou——norwhatyouthinkofme!Youneednottellmethatyouhaveotherstoconsider,thatyouhaveMissCarewetothinkof。Don’tyousupposeIknowthat?AndyouneednottellmethatyouhaveadutytoFanchon——\"
\"Yes,\"Tombrokein,histonenotquitesteady。\"Yes,I’vethoughtofthat。\"
\"Well?\"
\"Haveyou——didyou——\"hehesitated,butCraileyunderstoodimmediately。
\"No;Ihaven’tseenheragain。\"
\"Butyou——\"
\"Yes——Iwrote。Iansweredtheletter。\"
\"As-\"
\"Yes;Isignedyourname。ItoldyouthatIhadjustletthingsgoon,\"
Craileyanswered,withanimpatientmovementofhishands。\"Whatareyougoingtodo?\"
\"I’mgoingovertoseetheGovernorinthemorning。I’llbeawaytwoorthreedays,Iimagine。\"
\"Vanrevel!\"exclaimedCraileyhotly,\"Willyougivemeananswerandnotbeataboutthebushanylonger?Ordoyoumeanthatyourefusetoanswer?\"
Tomdroppedhiscigaruponthebrickwindow-ledgewithanabysmalsigh。
\"Oh,no,itisn’tthat,\"heansweredmildly\"I’vebeenthinkingitalloverforthreedaysinthecountry,andwhenIgotbacktonightIfoundthatIhadcometoadecisionwithoutknowingit,andthatIhadcometoitevenbeforeIstarted;myleavingtheletterforyouprovedit。It’salittlelikethisMexicanwar,amixed-upproblemandonlyonethingclear。
Afewschemershaveledthecountryintoittoincreasetheslave-powerandmakeusforgetthatwethreatenedEnglandwhenwecouldn’tcarryoutthethreat。Andyet,ifyoulookatitbroadly,thesearethesmallerthingsandtheydonotlast。Themeansbywhichthecountrygrowsmaybewrong,butitsgrowthisright;itisonlydestiny,workingoutthroughliesandblood,buttheendwillbegood。Itisboundtohappenandyoucan’tstopit。Ibelievethemenwhomakethiswarfortheirownuseswillsufferinhell-fireforit;butitismade,andthere’sonlyonethingIcanseeasthethingformetodo。They’vecalledmeeverynameonearth——andthesamewithyou,too,Crailey——becauseI’manAbolitionist,butnow,whetherthecountryhassinnedornot,agoodmanythousandmenhavegottodothebleedingforher,andIwanttobeoneofthem。That’stheonethingthatisplaintome。\"
\"Yes,\"returnedCrailey。\"YouknowI’mwithyou;andIthinkyou’realwaysright。Yes;we’llallbeonthewayinafortnightorso。Doyoumeanyouwon’tquarrelwithmebecauseofthat?Doyoumeanitwouldbeapoortimenow,whenwe’reallgoingouttotakeourchancestogether?\"
\"Quarrelwithyou!\"Tomroseandcametothedesk,lookingacrossitathisfriend。\"DidyouthinkImightdothat?\"
\"Yes——Ithoughtso。\"
\"Crailey!\"AndnowTom’sexpressionshoweddesperation;itwasthatofamanwhoseapprehensionshaveculminatedandwhoisforcedtofaceacrisislongexpected,longaverted,butimminentatlast。HiseyesfellfromCrailey’scleargazeandhishandfidgetedamongthepapersonthedesk。
\"No,\"hebeganwithapainfullamenessandhesitation。\"Ididnotmeanit——no;Imeant,that,inthesameway,onlyonethinginthisother——thisotheraffairthatseemssoconfusedandissuchaproblem——onlyonethinghasgrownclear。Itdoesn’tseemtomethat——that——\"herehedrewadeepbreath,beforehewentonwithincreasingnervousness——\"thatifyoulikeamanandhavelivedwithhimagoodmanyyears;thatistosay,ifyou’rereallymuchofafriendtohim,Idon’tbelieveyousitonahighseatandjudgehim。Judging,andallthat,haven’tmuchpartinit。Anditseemstomethatyou’vegotyourselfintoaprettybadmix-up,Crailey。\"
\"Yes,\"saidCrailey。\"It’sprettybad。\"
\"Well,\"Tomlookedupnow,withanalmosttremuloussmile,\"IbelievethatisaboutallIcanmakeofit。Doyouthinkit’sthepartofyourbestfriendtoexposeyou?ItseemstomethatifthereeverwasatimewhenI
oughttostandbyyou,it’snow。\"
Therewasasilencewhiletheylookedateachotheracrossthedeskinthefaintlight。Tom’seyefellagainasCraileyopenedhislips。
\"Andinspiteofeverything,\"Craileysaidbreathlessly,\"youmeanthatyouwon’ttell?\"
\"HowcouldI,Crailey?\"saidTomVanrevelasbeturnedaway。
CHAPTERXV
WhenJuneCame\"MethoughtImetaDamselFairAndtearswereinhereyes;
Herheadandarmswerebare,Iheardherburstingsighs。
\"Istopp’dandlookedherintheface,`Twasthenshesweetlysmiled。
Herfeaturesshonewithmournfulgrace,FarmorethanNature’schild。
\"Withdiffidentanddowncasteye,Inmodesttonesshespoke;
Shewipedatearandgaveasigh,Andthenhersilencebroke——\"
SosangMrs。Tanberryatthepiano,relievingthemelancholywhichpossessedher;butNelson,pausinginthehailtolisten,andexceedinglycuriousconcerningthepromisedutteranceoftheDamselFair,wastosufferdisappointment,astheballadwasbrokenoffabruptlyandthesongstressclosedthepianowithamonstrousclatter。LittledoubtmaybeentertainedthatthenoisewasdesignedtodisturbMr。Carewe,whosatupontheverandaconsultingabrownPrincipe,andlessthattheintendedinsultwasaccomplished。Foranexpressionofavindictivenaturewasprecipitatedinthatquartersosimultaneouslythatthebangofthepiano-
lidandthecursewereevenasthereportofamusketandtheimmediatecryofthewounded。
Mrs。Tanberryatoncedeboucheduponthepiazza,showingavast,cloudedcountenance。\"AndIhopetoheavenyoualreadyhadaheadache!\"sheexclaimed。
\"Thecourtesyofyourwish,madam,\"Carewereplied,withanangryflashofhiseye,\"isonlyequaledbythekindnessofheaveninansweringit。I
have,infact,aheadache。Ialwayshave,nowadays。\"
\"That’sgoodnews,\"returnedtheladyheartily。
\"Ithankyou,\"retortedherhost。
\"PerhapsifyoutreatedyourdaughterevenadecentIndian’skindofpoliteness,you’denjoybetterhealth。\"
\"Ah!AndinwhatfailuretoperformmydutytowardherhaveIincurredyourdispleasure?\"
\"Whereisshenow?\"exclaimedtheotherexcitably。\"Whereisshenow?\"
\"Icannotsay。\"
\"Yes,youcan,RobertCarewe!\"Mrs。Tanberryretorted,withawrathfulgesture。\"Youknowwellenoughshe’sinherownroom,andsodoI——forI
triedtogetintocomfortherwhenIheardhercrying。She’sintherewiththedoorbolted,whereyoudroveher!\"
\"Idroveher!\"hesneered。
\"Yes,youdid,andIheardyou。DoyouthinkIcouldn’thearyouragingandstormingatherlikeacrazyman?Whenyougetinatemperdoyoudreamthere’sasoulintheneighborhoodwhodoesn’tknowit?You’reafoolifyoudo,becausetheycouldhaveheardyouswearingdownonMainStreet,ifthey’dlistened。Whatareyoutryingtodotoher?——breakherspirit?——orwhat?Becauseyou’lldoit,orkillher。Ineverheardanybodycrysoheart-brokenly。\"Herethegoodwoman’sowneyesfilled。
\"What’stheuseofpretending?\"shewentonsorrowfully。\"Youhaven’tspokentoherkindlysinceyoucamehome。DoyousupposeI’mblindtothat?Youweren’tabadhusbandtothepoorchild’smother;whycan’tyoubeagoodfathertoher?\"
\"Perhapsyoumightbeginbyaskinghertobeagooddaughtertome。\"
\"Whathasshedone?\"
\"ThenightbeforeIwentawaysherantoafireandbehavedtherelikeacommonstreethoyden。TheladiesoftheCarewefamilyhavenotformerlyacquiredanotorietyofthatkind。\"
\"Bah!\"saidMrs。Tanberry。
\"Thenextmorning,whenItaxedherwithit,shedutifullydefiedandinsultedme。\"
\"Icanimaginethedelicacywithwhichyou`taxed’her。Whathasthattodowithyourdevilishtantrumsofthisafternoon,RobertCarewe?\"
\"Iamobligedtoyoufortheexpression,\"hereturned。\"WhenIcamehome,thisafternoon,Ifoundherreadingthatthing。\"HepointedtomanyverysmallfragmentsofMr。Cummings’snewspaper,whichwerescatteredaboutthelawnneartheveranda。\"Shewasouthere,readinganarticlewhichI
hadreaddowntownandwhichappearedinaspecialeditionofthatrottensheet,sentouttwohoursago。\"
\"Well?\"
\"Doyouknowwhatthatarticlewas,madam,doyouknowwhatitwas?\"
Althoughbreathingheavily,Mr。Carewehadcompelledhimselftoacertainoutwardcalmness,butnow,intheuncontrollableagitationofhisanger,hesprangtohisfeetandstruckoneofthewoodenpillarsoftheporchashockingblowwiththebareknucklesofhisclenchedhand。\"Doyouknowwhatitwas?ItwasaeulogyofthatdamnedVanrevel!Itpretendedtobeanaccountoftheenrollmentofhisinfernalcompany,butitwasnothingmorethanaglorificationofthatnigger-lovinghound!Hiscompany——alotofsneaks,who’llrunlikesheepfromthefirstGreaser——electedhimcaptainyesterday,andtodayhereceivedanappointmentasmajor!Itdriesthebloodinmyveinstothinkofit!——thatblackdogamajor!GoodGod!amInevertohearthelastofhim?Cummingswroteit,thefool,thelying,fawning,slobberingfool;heoughttobeshotforit!Neitherhenorhispapereverentermydoorsagain!AndItookthedirtysheetfromherhandsandtoreittopieces——\"
\"Yes,\"interposedMrs。Tanberry,\"itlooksasifyouhaddoneitwithyourteeth。\"
\"——Andstampeditintotheground!\"
\"Oh,Iheardyou!\"shesaid。
Carewecameclosetoher,andgaveheralonglookfromsuchbittereyesthatherownfellbeforethem。\"Ifyou’vebeentreacheroustome,JaneTanberry,\"hesaid,\"thenGodpunishyou!Ifthey’vemet——mydaughterandthatman——whileIwasaway,itisonyourhead。Idon’taskyou,becauseI
believeifyouknewanythingyou’dlieforhersake。ButItellyouthatasshereadthatpaper,shedidnothearmysteponthewalknorknowthatIwasthereuntilIleanedoverhershoulder。AndIswearthatIsuspecther。\"
Heturnedandwalkedtothedoor,whiletheindomitableMrs。Tanberry,silencedforonce,sankintothechairhehadvacated。Beforehedisap-
pearedwithinthehouse,hepaused。