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  Thesevisitors,comingstraightfromforeignlandstothelittleMainevillage,broughtwiththemanamelessenchantmenttothechildren,andespeciallytoRebecca,whoseimaginationalwayskindledeasily。Theromanceofthatvisithadneverdiedinherheart,andamongthemanycareersthatdazzledheryouthfulvisionwasthatofconvertingsuchSyrianheathenasmightcontinueinidolworshipaftertheBurches’effortsintheirbehalfhadceased。ShethoughtattheageofeighteenshemightbesuitablyequippedforstormingsomeminorcitadelofMohammedanism;andMrs。Burchhadencouragedherintheidea,not,itistobefeared,becauseRebeccashowedanysurplusofvirtueorChristiangrace,butbecausehergiftoflanguage,hertactandsympathy,andhermusicaltalentseemedtofitherforthework。

  ItchancedthatthequarterlymeetingoftheMaineMissionarySocietyhadbeenappointedjustatthetimewhenaletterfromMrs。BurchtoMissJaneSawyersuggestedthatRebeccashouldformachildren’sbranchinRiverboro。Mrs。Burch’srealideawasthattheyoungpeopleshouldsavetheirpenniesanddivertagentlestreamoffinancialaidintotheparentfund,thuslearningearlyinlifetobeusefulinsuchwork,eitherathomeorabroad。

  Thegirlsthemselves,however,readintoherletternosuchmodestparticipationintheconversionoftheworld,andwishingtoeffectanorganizationwithoutdelay,theychoseanafternoonwheneveryhouseinthevillagewasvacant,andseizedupontheRobinsons’barnchamberastheplaceofmeeting。

  Rebecca,AliceRobinson,EmmaJanePerkins,CandaceMilliken,andPersisWatson,eachwithherhymnbook,hadclimbedtheladderleadingtothehaymowahalfhourbeforeAbijahFlagghadheardthestrainsof\"DaughtersofZion\"floatingouttotheroad。

  Rebecca,beinganexecutiveperson,hadcarried,besidesherhymnbook,asilvercall-bellandpencilandpaper。Ananimateddiscussionregardingoneoftwonamesforthesociety,TheJuniorHeraldsorTheDaughtersofZion,hadresultedinaunanimousvoteforthelatter,andRebeccahadbeenelectedpresidentatanearlystageofthemeeting。ShehadmodestlysuggestedthatAliceRobinson,asthegranddaughterofamissionarytoChina,wouldbemuchmoreeligible。

  \"No,\"saidAlice,withentiregoodnature,\"whoeverisELECTED

  president,youWILLbe,Rebecca——you’rethatkind——soyoumightaswellhavethehonor;I’djustaslievesbesecretary,anyway。\"

  \"Ifyoushouldwantmetobetreasurer,Icouldbe,aswellasnot,\"saidPersisWatsonsuggestively;\"foryouknowmyfatherkeepschinabanksathisstore——onesthatwillholdasmuchastwodollarsifyouwillletthem。Ithinkhe’dgiveusoneifI

  happentobetreasurer。\"

  Thethreeprincipalofficerswerethuselectedatonefellswoopandwithanentireabsenceofthatredtapewhichcommonlyrendersorganizationsotiresome,CandaceMillikensuggestingthatperhapsshe’dbetterbevice-president,asEmmaJanePerkinswasalwayssobashful。

  \"Weoughttohavemoremembers,\"sheremindedtheothergirls,\"butifwehadinvitedthemthefirstdaythey’dhaveallwantedtobeofficers,especiallyMinnieSmellie,soit’sjustaswellnottoaskthemtillanothertime。IsThirzaMeservetoolittletojoin?\"

  \"Ican’tthinkwhyanybodynamedMeserveshouldhavecalledababyThirza,\"saidRebecca,somewhatoutoforder,thoughthemeetingwascarriedonwithsmallrecognitionofparliamentarylaws。\"Italwaysmakesmewanttosay:

  ThirzaMeserverHeavenpreserveher!

  ThirzaMeserverDowedeserveher?

  She’slittle,butshe’ssweet,andabsolutelywithoutguile。I

  thinkweoughttohaveher。\"

  \"Is’guile’thesameas’guilt?\"inquiredEmmaJanePerkins。

  \"Yes,\"thepresidentanswered;\"exactlythesame,exceptoneiswrittenandtheotherspokenlanguage。\"(Rebeccawasrathergoodatimbibinginformation,andamasterhandatimpartingit!)

  \"Writtenlanguageisforpoemsandgraduationsandoccasionslikethis——kindoflikeabestSunday-go-to-meetingdressthatyouwouldn’tliketogoblueberryinginforfearofgettingitspotted。\"

  \"I’djustas’lievesget’guile’spottedasnot,\"affirmedtheunimaginativeEmmaJane。\"Ithinkit’sanawfulfoolishword;butnowwe’reallnamedandourofficerselected,whatdowedofirst?It’seasyenoughforMaryandMarthaBurch;theyjustplayatmissionaryingbecausetheirfolksworkatit,sameasLivingandIusedtomakebelievebeblacksmithswhenwewerelittle。\"

  \"Itmustbenicermissionaryinginthoseforeignplaces,\"saidPersis,\"becauseon’Afric’sshoresandIndia’splainsandotherspotswhereSatanreigns’(that’sfather’sfavoritehymn)there’salwaysaheathenbowingdowntowoodandstone。Youcantakeawayhisidolsifhe’llletyouandgivehimabibleandthebeginning’sallmade。Butwho’llwebeginon?JethroSmall?\"

  \"Oh,he’sentirelytoodirty,andfoolishbesides!\"exclaimedCandace。\"WhynotEthanHunt?Heswearsdreadfully。\"

  \"Helivesonnutsandisahermit,andit’samiletohiscampthroughthethickwoods;mymother’llneverletmegothere,\"

  objectedAlice。\"There’sUncleTutJudson。\"

  \"He’stooold;he’smostahundredanddeafasapost,\"

  complainedEmmaJane。\"Besides,hismarrieddaughterisaSabbath-schoolteacher——whydoesn’tsheteachhimtobehave?I

  can’tthinkofanybodyjustrighttostarton!\"

  \"Don’ttalklikethat,EmmaJane,\"andRebecca’stonehadatingeofreproofinit。\"WeareacopperatedbodynamedtheDaughtersofZion,and,ofcourse,we’vegottofindsomethingtodo。

  Foreignersaretheeasiest;there’saScotchfamilyatNorthRiverboro,anEnglishoneinEdgewood,andoneCubanmanatMillkin’sMills。\"

  \"Haven’tforeignersgotanyreligionoftheirown?\"inquiredPersiscuriously。

  \"Ye-es,Is’poseso;kindofaone;butforeigners’religionsareneverright——oursistheonlygoodone。\"ThiswasfromCandace,thedeacon’sdaughter。

  \"Idothinkitmustbedreadful,beingbornwithareligionandgrowingupwithit,andthenfindingoutit’snouseandallyourtimewasted!\"HereRebeccasighed,chewedastraw,andlookedtroubled。

  \"Well,that’syourpunishmentforbeingaheathen,\"retortedCandace,whohadbeenbroughtupstrictly。

  \"ButIcan’tforthelifeofmeseehowyoucanhelpbeingaheathenifyou’reborninAfrica,\"persistedPersis,whowaswellnamed。

  \"Youcan’t。\"Rebeccawasclearonthispoint。\"IhadthatalloutwithMrs。BurchwhenshewasvisitingAuntMiranda。Shesaystheycan’thelpbeingheathen,butifthere’sasinglemissionstationinthewholeofAfrica,they’reaccountableiftheydon’tgothereandgetsaved。\"

  \"Arethereplentyofstagesandrailroads?\"askedAlice;\"becausetheremustbedreadfullylongdistances,andwhatiftheycouldn’tpaythefare?\"

  \"Thatpartofitissodreadfullypuzzlywemustn’ttalkaboutit,please,\"saidRebecca,hersensitivefacequiveringwiththeforceoftheproblem。Poorlittlesoul!Shedidnotrealizethathersuperiorsinageandintellecthadspentmanyasleeplessnightoverthatsame\"accountabilityoftheheathen。\"

  \"It’stoobadtheSimpsonshavemovedaway,\"saidCandace。\"It’ssoseldomyoucanfindarealbigwickedfamilylikethattosave,withonlyClaraBelleandSusangoodinit。\"

  \"Andnumberscountforsomuch,\"continuedAlice。\"Mygrandmothersaysifmissionariescan’tconvertaboutsomanyinayeartheBoardadvisesthemtocomebacktoAmericaandtakeupsomeotherwork。\"

  \"Iknow,\"Rebeccacorroborated;\"andit’sthesamewithrevivalists。AttheCentennialpicnicatNorthRiverboro,arevivalistsatoppositetoMr。LaddandAuntJaneandme,andhewastellingabouthiswonderfulsuccessinBangorlastwinter。

  He’dconvertedahundredandthirtyinamonth,hesaid,oraboutfourandathirdaday。Ihadjustfinishedfractions,soIaskedMr。Laddhowthethirdofamancouldbeconverted。Helaughedandsaiditwasjusttheotherway;thatthemanwasathirdconverted。ThenheexplainedthatifyouweretryingtoconvinceapersonofhissinonaMonday,andcouldn’tquitefinishbysundown,perhapsyouwouldn’twanttositupallnightwithhim,andperhapshewouldn’twantyouto;soyou’dbeginagainonTuesday,andyoucouldn’tsayjustwhichdayhewasconverted,becauseitwouldbetwothirdsonMondayandonethirdonTuesday。\"

  \"Mr。Laddisalwaysmakingfun,andtheBoardcouldn’texpectanygreatthingsofusgirls,newbeginners,\"suggestedEmmaJane,whowasbeingconstantlywarnedagainsttautologybyherteacher。

  \"Ithinkit’sawfulrude,anyway,togorightoutandtrytoconvertyourneighbors;butifyouborrowahorseandgotoEdgewoodLowerCorner,orMilliken’sMills,Is’posethatmakesitForeignMissions。\"

  \"Wouldweeachgoaloneorwaituponthemwithacommittee,astheydidwhentheyaskedDeaconTuttleforacontributionforthenewhearse?\"askedPersis。

  \"Oh!Wemustgoalone,\"decidedRebecca;\"itwouldbemuchmorerefinedanddelicate。AuntMirandasaysthatonemanalonecouldnevergetasubscriptionfromDeaconTuttle,andthat’sthereasontheysentacommittee。ButitseemstomeMrs。Burchcouldn’tmeanforustotryandconvertpeoplewhenwe’renoneofusevenchurchmembers,exceptCandace。IthinkallwecandoistopersuadethemtogotomeetingandSabbathschool,orgivemoneyforthehearse,orthenewhorsesheds。Nowlet’sallthinkquietlyforaminuteortwowho’stheverymostheathenishandreperrehensiblestpersoninRiverboro。\"

  Afteraverybriefperiodofsilencethewords\"JacobMoody\"fellfromalllipswithentireaccord。

  \"Youareright,\"saidthepresidenttersely;\"andaftersinginghymnnumbertwohundredseventyfour,tobefoundonthesixty-sixthpage,wewilltakeupthequestionofpersuadingMr。

  Moodytoattenddivineserviceortheminister’sBibleclass,henothavingbeeninthemeeting-houseforlo!thesemanyyears。

  ’DaughterofZion,thepowerthathathsavedtheeExtolledwiththeharpandthetimbrelshouldbe。’

  \"Singwithoutreading,ifyouplease,omittingthesecondstanza。

  Hymntwoseventyfour,tobefoundonthesixty-sixthpageofthenewhymnbookoronpagethirtytwoofEmmaJanePerkins’soldone。\"

  II

  ItisdoubtfuliftheRev。Mr。BurchhadeverfoundinSyriaapersonmoredifficulttopersuadethanthealready\"gospel-hardened\"JacobMoodyofRiverboro。

  Tall,gaunt,swarthy,black-bearded——hismassesofgrizzled,uncombedhairandtheredscaracrosshisnoseandcheekaddedtohissinisterappearance。Histumble-downhousestoodonarockybitoflandbackoftheSawyerpasture,andtheacresofhisfarmstretchedoutonallsidesofit。Helivedalone,atealone,plowed,planted,sowed,harvestedalone,andwasmorethanwillingtodiealone,\"unwept,unhonored,andunsung。\"Theroadthatbordereduponhisfieldswascomparativelylittleusedbyanyone,andnotwithstandingthefactthatitwasthicklysetwithchokecherrytreesandblackberrybushesithadbeenforyearspracticallydesertedbythechildren。Jacob’sRedAstrakhanandGrannyGarlandtreeshungthickwithapples,butnoRiverboroorEdgewoodboystolethem;forterrifyingaccountsofthefatethathadovertakenoneurchinintimesagonehadbeenhandedalongfromboytoboy,protectingtheMoodyfruitfarbetterthananypolicepatrol。

  Perhapsnocircumstancescouldhaveextenuatedtheoldman’ssurlymannersorhislackofallcitizenlygracesandvirtues;

  buthisneighborscommonlyrebukedhispresentwayoflivingandforgotthetroubledpastthathadbroughtitabout:thesharp-tonguedwife,theunlovinganddisloyalsons,thedaughter’shaplessfate,andalltheothersorrytricksthatfortunehadplayeduponhim——atleastthatwasthewayinwhichhehadalwaysregardedhisdisappointmentsandgriefs。

  This,then,wasthepersonagewhosemoralrehabilitationwastobeaccomplishedbytheDaughtersofZion。Buthow?

  \"WhowillvolunteertovisitMr。Moody?\"blandlyaskedthepresident。

  VISITMR。MOODY!Itwasawondertheroofofthebarnchamberdidnotfall;itdid,indeedechothewordsandinsomewaymakethemsoundmoregrimandsatirical。

  \"Nobody’llvolunteer,RebeccaRowenaRandall,andyouknowit,\"

  saidEmmaJane。

  \"Whydon’twedrawlots,whennoneofuswantstospeaktohimandyetoneofusmust?\"

  ThissuggestionfellfromPersisWatson,whohadbeenpaleandthoughtfuleversincethefirstmentionofJacobMoody。(ShewasfondofGrannyGarlands;shehadoncemetJacob;and,astowhatbefell,well,weallhaveoursecrettragedies!)

  \"Wouldn’titbewickedtosettleitthatway?\"

  \"It’sgamblersthatdrawlots。\"

  \"PeoplediditintheBibleeversooften。\"

  \"Itdoesn’tseemniceforamissionarymeeting。\"

  Theseremarksfellalltogetheruponthepresident’sbewilderedearthewhile(asshealwayssaidincompositions)——\"thewhile\"

  shewastryingtoadjusttheethicsofthisunexpectedanddifficultdilemma。

  \"Itisaverypuzzlyquestion,\"shesaidthoughtfully。\"IcouldaskAuntJaneifwehadtime,butIsupposewehaven’t。Itdoesn’tseemnicetodrawlots,andyethowcanwesettleitwithout?Weknowwemeanright,andperhapsitwillbe。Alice,takethispaperandtearofffivenarrowpieces,alldifferentlengths。\"

  Atthismomentavoicefromadistancefloateduptothehaymow——avoicesayingplaintively:\"Willyouletmeplaywithyou,girls?Huldahhasgonetoride,andI’mallalone。\"

  Itwasthevoiceoftheabsolutely-without-guileThirzaMeserve,anditcameatanopportunemoment。

  \"Ifsheisgoingtobeamember,\"saidPersis,\"whynotlethercomeupandholdthelots?She’dberealhonestandnotfavoranybody。\"

  Itseemedanexcellentidea,andwasfollowedupsoquicklythatscarcelythreeminutesensuedbeforetheguilelessonewasholdingthefivescrapsinherhotlittlepalm,laboriouslychangingtheirplacesagainandagainuntiltheylookedexactlyalikeandallrathersoiledandwilted。

  \"Come,girls,draw!\"commandedthepresident。\"Thirza,youmustn’tchewgumatamissionarymeeting,itisn’tpolitenorholy。Takeitoutandstickitsomewheretilltheexercisesareover。\"

  ThefiveDaughtersofZionapproachedthespotsochargedwithfate,andextendedtheirtremblinghandsonebyone。Thenafteramoment’ssilentclutchoftheirpaperstheydrewnearertooneanotherandcomparedthem。

  EmmaJanePerkinshaddrawntheshortone,becomingthusthedestinedinstrumentforJacobMoody’sconversiontoamoreseemlymanneroflife!

  Shelookedaboutherdespairingly,asiftoseeksomepainlessandrespectablemethodofself-destruction。

  \"Dolet’sdrawoveragain,\"shepleaded。\"I’mtheworstofallofus。I’msuretomakeamessofittillIkindo’gettrainedin。\"

  Rebecca’sheartsankatthisfrankconfession,whichonlycorroboratedherownfears。

  \"I’msorry,Emmy,dear,\"shesaid,\"butouronlyexcusefordrawinglotsatallwouldbetohaveitsacred。Wemustthinkofitasakindofasign,almostlikeGodspeakingtoMosesintheburningbush。\"

  \"Oh,IWISHtherewasaburningbushrighthere!\"criedthedistractedandrecalcitrantmissionary。\"HowquickI’dstepintoitwithoutevenstoppingtotakeoffmygarnetring!\"

  \"Don’tbesuchascare-cat,EmmaJane!\"exclaimedCandacebracingly。\"JacobMoodycan’tkillyou,evenifhehasanawfultemper。Trotrightalongnowbeforeyougetmorefrightened。

  Shallwegocrosslotswithher,Rebecca,andwaitatthepasturegate?ThenwhateverhappensAlicecanputitdownintheminutesofthemeeting。\"

  IntheseterriblecrisesoflifetimegallopswithsuchincrediblevelocitythatitseemedtoEmmaJaneonlyabreathbeforeshewasbeingdraggedthroughthefieldsbytheotherDaughtersofZion,theguilelesslittleThirzapantingintherear。

  AttheentrancetothepastureRebeccagaveheranimpassionedembrace,andwhispering,\"WHATEVERYOUDO,BECAREFULHOWYOU

  LEADUP,\"liftedoffthetoprailandpushedherthroughthebars。Thenthegirlsturnedtheirbacksreluctantlyonthepatheticfigure,andeachsoughtatreeunderwhosefriendlyshadeshecouldwatch,andperhapspray,untilthemissionaryshouldreturnfromherfieldoflabor。

  AliceRobinson,whosecompositionswerealwaysmarked96or97,——100symbolizingsuchperfectionascouldbeattainedinthemortalworldofRiverboro,——Alice,notonlyDaughter,butScribeofZion,sharpenedherpencilandwroteafewwell-chosenwordsofintroduction,tobeusedwhentherecordsoftheafternoonhadbeenmadebyEmmaJanePerkinsandJacobMoody。

  Rebecca’sheartbeattumultuouslyunderherginghamdress。Shefeltthatadramawasbeingenacted,andthoughunfortunatelyshewasnotthecentralfigure,shehadatleastamodestpartinit。

  TheshortlothadnotfallentotheproperestDaughter,thatshequiterealized;yetwouldanyoneofthemsucceedinwinningJacobMoody’sattention,inengaginghiminpleasantconversation,andfinallyinbringinghimtoarealizationofhismistakenwayoflife?Shedoubted,butatthesamemomentherspiritsroseatthethoughtofthedifficultiesinvolvedintheundertaking。

  DifficultiesalwaysspurredRebeccaon,buttheydauntedpoorEmmaJane,whohadnolittlethrillsofexcitementandwonderandfearandlongingtosustainherlaggingsoul。Thatherinterviewwastobeenteredas\"minutes\"byasecretaryseemedtoherthelaststraw。Herblueeyeslookedlighterthanusualandhadtheglazeofchinasaucers;herusuallypinkcheekswerepale,butshepressedon,determinedtobeafaithfulDaughterofZion,andabovealltobeworthyofRebecca’sadmirationandrespect。

  \"Rebeccacandoanything,\"shethought,withenthusiasticloyalty,\"andImustn’tbeanystupiderthanIcanhelp,orshe’llchooseoneoftheothergirlsforhermostintimatefriend。\"So,musteringallhercourage,sheturnedintoJacobMoody’sdooryard,wherehewaschoppingwood。

  \"It’sapleasantafternoon,Mr。Moody,\"shesaidinapolitebuthoarsewhisper,Rebecca’swords,\"LEADUP!LEADUP!ringinginclariontonesthroughherbrain。

  JacobMoodylookedathercuriously。\"Goodenough,Iguess,\"hegrowled;\"butIdon’tneverhavetimetolookatafternoons。\"

  EmmaJaneseatedherselftimorouslyontheendofalargelognearthechoppingblock,supposingthatJacob,likeotherhosts,wouldpauseinhistasksandchat。

  \"Theblockiskindoflikeanidol,\"shethought;\"IwishIcouldtakeitawayfromhim,andthenperhapshe’dtalk。\"

  AtthismomentJacobraisedhisaxeandcamedownontheblockwithsuchastunningblowthatEmmaJanefairlyleapedintotheair。

  \"You’dbetterlookout,Sissy,oryou’llgitchipsintheeye!\"

  saidMoody,grimlygoingonwithhiswork。

  TheDaughterofZionsentupasilentprayerforinspiration,butnonecame,andshesatsilent,givingnervousjumpsinspiteofherselfwhenevertheaxefelluponthelogJacobwascutting。

  Finally,thehostbecametiredofhisdumbvisitor,andleaningonhisaxehesaid,\"Lookhere,Sis,whathaveyoucomefor?

  What’syourerrant?Doyouwantapples?Orcider?Orwhat?Speakout,orGITout,oneort’other。\"

  EmmaJane,whohadwrungherhandkerchiefintoaclammyball,gaveitalastdespairingwrench,andfaltered:\"Wouldn’tyoulike——hadn’tyoubetter——don’tyouthinkyou’doughttobemoreconstantatmeetingandSabbathschool?\"

  Jacob’saxealmostdroppedfromhisnervelesshand,andheregardedtheDaughterofZionwithunspeakablerageanddisdain。

  Then,thebloodmountinginhisface,hegatheredhimselftogether,andshouted:\"Youtakeyourselfoffthatlogandouto’

  thisdooryarddouble-quick,youimperdentsanct’omusyoungone!

  YoujustletmeketchBillPerkins’childtryingtoteachmewhereIshallgo,atmyage!Scuttle,Itellye!AndifIseeyourpiouscantin’littlemuginsidemyfenceag’inonsechabusinessI’llchaseyedownthehillorsetthedogonye!SCOOT,ITELLYE!\"

  EmmaJaneobeyedorderssummarily,takingherselfoffthelog,outthedooryard,andotherwisescuttlingandscootingdownthehillatapacenevercontemplatedevenbyJacobMoody,whostoodregardingherflyingheelswithasardonicgrin。

  Downshestumbled,thetearscoursingoverhercheeksandminglingwiththedustofherflight;blightedhope,shame,fear,rage,alltearingherbosominturn,tillwithahystericalshriekshefelloverthebarsandintoRebecca’sarmsoutstretchedtoreceiveher。TheotherDaughterswipedhereyesandsupportedheralmostfaintingform,whileThirza,thoroughlyfrightened,burstintosympathetictears,andrefusedtobecomforted。

  Noquestionswereasked,foritwasfeltbyallpartiesthatEmmaJane’sdemeanorwasansweringthembeforetheycouldbeframed。

  \"Hethreatenedtosetthedogonme!\"shewailedpresently,when,astheynearedtheSawyerpasture,shewasabletocontrolhervoice。\"Hecalledmeapious,cantin’youngone,andsaidhe’dchasemeouto’thedooryardifIevercameagain!Andhe’lltellmyfather——Iknowhewill,forhehateshimlikepoison。\"

  AllatoncetheadultpointofviewdawneduponRebecca。Sheneversawituntilitwastooobvioustobeignored。HadtheydonewrongininterviewingJacobMoody?WouldAuntMirandabeangry,aswellasMr。Perkins?

  \"Whywashesodreadful,Emmy?\"shequestionedtenderly。\"Whatdidyousayfirst?Howdidyouleaduptoit?\"

  EmmaJanesobbedmoreconvulsively,andwipedhernoseandeyesimpartiallyasshetriedtothink。

  \"IguessIneverledupatall;notamite。Ididn’tknowwhatyoumeant。Iwassentonanerrant,andIwentanddoneitthebestIcould!(EmmaJane’sgrammaralwayslapsedinmomentsofexcitement。)AndthenJakeroaredatmelikeSquireWinship’sbull……Andhecalledmyfaceamug……Youshutupthatsecretarybook,AliceRobinson!IfyouwritedownasinglewordI’llneverspeaktoyouagain……AndIdon’twanttobeamember’anotherminuteforfearofdrawinganothershortlot。

  I’vegotenoughoftheDaughtersorZiontolastmetheresto’

  mylife!Idon’tcarewhogoestomeetin’andwhodon’t。\"

  ThegirlswereatthePerkins’sgatebythistime,andEmmaJanewentsadlyintotheemptyhousetoremovealltracesofthetragedyfromherpersonbeforehermothershouldcomehomefromthechurch。

  Theotherswendedtheirwayslowlydownthestreet,feelingthattheirpromisingmissionarybranchhaddiedalmostassoonasithadbudded。

  \"Goodby,\"saidRebecca,swallowinglumpsofdisappointmentandchagrinasshesawthewholeinspiringplanbreakandvanishintothinairlikeaniridescentbubble。\"It’salloverandwewon’tevertryitagain。I’mgoingintodoovercastingashardasI

  can,becauseIhatethattheworst。AuntJanemustwritetoMrs。

  Burchthatwedon’twanttobehomemissionaries。Perhapswe’renotbigenough,anyway。I’mperfectlycertainit’snicertoconvertpeoplewhenthey’reyelloworbrownoranycolorbutwhite;andIbelieveitmustbeeasiertosavetheirsoulsthanitistomakethemgotomeeting。\"

  ThirdChronicleREBECCA’STHOUGHTBOOK

  I

  The\"Sawyergirls’\"barnstillhaditshaymowinRebecca’stime,althoughthehaywasadozenyearsoldormore,and,intheopinionoftheoccasionalvisitinghorse,sadlyjuicelessandwantinginflavor。Itstillsheltered,too,oldDeaconIsraelSawyer’scarryallandmowing-machine,withhispung,hissleigh,andadozenothersurvivalsofanearlierera,whenthebroadacresofthebrickhousewenttomakeoneofthefinestfarmsinRiverboro。

  Therewerenohorsesorcowsinthestallsnowadays;nopiggruntingcomfortablyoffuturespareribsinthesty;nohenstopecktheplantsinthecherishedgardenpatch。TheSawyergirlsweregettingoninyears,and,mindfulthatcareoncekilledacat,theyorderedtheirliveswiththeviewofescapingthatparticulardoom,atleast,andsucceededfairlywelluntilRebecca’sadventmadeexistenceatriflemoresensational。

  Onceamonthforyearsuponyears,MissMirandaandMissJanehadputtowelsovertheirheadsandmadeasolemnvisittothebarn,takingofftheenameledclothcoverings(occasionallycalled\"emmanuelcovers\"inRiverboro),dustingtheancientimplements,andsometimessweepingtheheaviestofthecobwebsfromthecorners,orgivingabrushtothefloor。

  DeaconIsrael’stotteringladderstillstoodinitsaccustomedplace,proppedagainstthehaymow,andtheheavenlystairwayleadingtoeternalgloryscarcelylookedfairertoJacobofoldthanthistoRebecca。Bymeansofitsdustyroundsshemounted,mounted,mountedfarawayfromtimeandcareandmaidenaunts,farawayfromchildishtasksandchildishtroubles,tothebarnchamber,aplacesofullofgoldendreams,happyreveries,andvaguelongings,that,asherlittlebrownhandsclungtothesidesoftheladderandherfeettrodtheroundscautiouslyinherascent,herheartalmoststoppedbeatinginthesheerjoyofanticipation。

  Oncehavinggainedtheheights,thenextthingwastounlatchtheheavydoorsandgivethemagentleswingoutward。Then,oh,evernewParadise!Then,oh,everlovelygreenandgrowingworld!ForRebeccahadthatsomethinginhersoulthat\"GivestoseasandsunsetskiesTheunspentbeautyofsurprise。\"

  AtthetopofGuideBoardhillshecouldseeAliceRobinson’sbarnwithitsshiningweathervane,ahugeburnishedfishthatswamwiththewindandforetoldthedaytoallRiverboro。Themeadow,withitssunnyslopesstretchinguptothepinewoods,wassometimesaflowingsheetofshimmeringgrass,sometimes——whendaisiesandbuttercupswereblooming——avisionofwhiteandgold。Sometimestheshornstubblewouldbedottedwith\"thehappyhillsofhay,\"andalittlelatertherockmapleontheedgeofthepineswouldstandoutlikeagoldenballagainstthegreen;itsneighbor,thesugarmaple,glowingbesideit,braveinscarlet。

  ItwasononeoftheseautumndayswithawintrynipintheairthatAdamLadd(Rebecca’sfavorite\"Mr。Aladdin\"),aftersearchingforherinfieldandgarden,suddenlynoticedtheopendoorsofthebarnchamber,andcalledtoher。Atthesoundofhisviceshedroppedherpreciousdiary,andflewtotheedgeofthehaymow。Heneverforgotthevisionofthestartledlittlepoetess,bookinonemittenedhand,pencilintheother,darkhairallruffled,withthepicturesqueadditionofanoccasionalgladeofstraw,hercheekscrimson,hereyesshining。

  \"ASapphoinmittens!\"hecriedlaughingly,andathereagerquestiontoldhertolookuptheunknownladyintheschoolencyclopedia,whenshewasadmittedtotheFemaleSeminaryatWareham。

  Now,allbeingready,Rebeccawenttoacornerofthehaymow,andwithdrewathickblank-bookwithmottledcovers。Outofherginghamapronpocketcameapencil,abitofrubber,andsomepiecesofbrownpaper;thensheseatedherselfgravelyonthefloor,anddrewaninvertedsoapboxnearertoherforatable。

  Thebookwasreverentlyopened,andtherewasaseriousreadingoftheextractsalreadycarefullycopiedtherein。Mostofthemwereapparentlytothewriter’sliking,fordimplesofpleasureshowedthemselvesnowandthen,andsmilesofobviousdelightplayedaboutherface;butonceinawhiletherewasaknittingofthebrowsandasighofdiscouragement,showingthattheartistinthechildwasnotwhollysatisfied。

  Thencamethecrucialmomentwhenthebuddingauthorwassupposedlytoberackedwiththethroesofcomposition;butseeminglytherewerenothroes。Othergirlscouldwieldthedarningorcrochetorknittingneedle,andsendthetattingshuttlethroughloopsofthefinestcotton;hemstitch,oversew,braidhairinthirteenstrands,butthepencilwasneverobedientintheirfingers,andthepenandink-potwereahorrorfromearlychildhoodtotheendoftime。

  NotsowithRebecca;herpencilmovedaseasilyashertongue,andnomorestrikingsimilecouldpossiblybeused。HerhandwritingwasnotSpencerian;shehadneithertime,norpatience,itistobefeared,forcopybookmethods,andherunformedcharacterswerefrequentlythedespairofherteachers;

  butwriteshecould,writeshewould,writeshemustanddid,inseasonandout;fromthetimeshemadepothooksatsix,tillnow,writingwastheeasiestofallpossibletasks;tobeindulgedinassolaceandbalmwhentheterrorsofexamplesinleastcommonmultiplethreatenedtodethronethereason,ortherulesofgrammarloomedhugeandunconquerableinthenearhorizon。

  Astospelling,itcametoherinthemainbyfreegrace,andnotbytraining,andthoughsheslippedattimesfromthebeatenpath,herextraordinaryearandgoodvisualmemorykeptherfrommanyorflagrantmistakes。Itwasherintention,especiallywhensayingherprayersatnight,tolookupalldoubtfulwordsinhersmalldictionary,beforecopyingherThoughtsintothesacredbookfortheinspirationofposterity;butwhengeniusburnedwithabrilliantflame,andparticularlywhenshewasinthebarnandthedictionaryinthehouse,impulseasusualcarriedtheday。

  TheresitsRebecca,then,intheopendooroftheSawyersbarnchamber——thesunsetdoor。Howmanyatimehadhergrandfather,thegooddeacon,satjustunderneathinhistipped-backchair,whenMrs。Israel’stemperwasuncertain,andtheserenityofthebarnwasincomfortingcontrasttohisownfireside!

  Theopendoorsswingingouttothepeacefullandscape,thesolaceofthepipe,notallowedinthe\"settin’-room\"——howbeautifullythesesimpleagentshaveministeredtothefamilypeaceindaysagone!\"IfIhadn’thadmybarnandmystoreBOTH,Icouldn’tneverhavelivedinholymatrimonywithMaryliza!\"oncesaidMr。

  Watsonfeelingly。

  Butthedeacon,lookingonhiswavinggrassfields,histasselingcornandhistimberlands,brightandhonestaswerehiseyes,neversawsuchvisionsasRebecca。Thechild,transplantedfromherhomefarmatSunnybrook,fromthecareoftheoverworkedbuteasy-goingmother,andthecompanionshipofthescantilyfed,scantilyclothed,happy-go-luckybrothersandsisters——shehadindeedfallenonshadydaysinRiverboro。Theblindswereclosedineveryroomofthehousebuttwo,andthesamemighthavebeensaidofMissMiranda’smindandheart,thoughMissJanehadafewwindowsopeningtothesun,andRebeccaalreadyhadherunconscioushandonseveralothers。Brickhouseruleswererigidandmanyforalittlecreaturesofulloflife,butRebecca’sgayspiritcouldnotbepinionedinastraitjacketforlongatatime;itescapedsomehowandwingeditsmerrywayintothesunshineandfreeair;ifshewerenotallowedtosingintheorchard,likethewildbirdshewas,shecouldstillsinginthecage,likethecanary。

  II

  Ifyouhadopenedthecarefullyguardedvolumewiththemottledcovers,youwouldfirsthaveseenawonderfultitlepage,constructedapparentlyonthesamelinesasanobituary,ortheinscriptiononatombstone,saveforthequantityandvarietyofinformationcontainedinit。Muchofthematterwouldseemtothecaptiouscriticbetteradaptedtothebodyofthebookthantothetitlepage,butRebeccawasapparentlyanxiousthattheprincipalpersonagesinherchronicleshouldbewelldescribedattheoutset。

  Sheseemstohavehadaconvictionthatheredityplaysitspartintheevolutionofgenius,andherbeliefthattheworldwillbeinspiredbythepossessionofherThoughtsistooartlesstobeoffensive。Sheevidentlyhasrespectforrichmaterialconfidedtoherteacher,andonecanimagineMissDearborn’swoehadshebeenconfrontedbyRebecca’schosenliteraryexecutorandbiddentodelivercertain\"ValuablePoetryandThoughts,\"thepropertyofposterity\"unlesscarelesslydestroyed。\"

  THOUGHTBOOKofRebeccaRowenaRandallReallyofSunnybrookFarmButtemporilyofTheBrickHouseRiverboro。

  OwnnieceofMissMirandaandJaneSawyerSecondofsevenchildrenofherfather,Mr。L。D。M。Randall(NowatrestinTemperancecemmetaryandtherewillbeamonumentassoonaswepayoffthemortgageonthefarm)

  AlsoofhermotherMrs。AureliaRandallIncaseofDeaththebestoftheseThoughtsMaybeprintedinmyRemerniscencesFortheSundaySchoolLibraryatTemperance,MaineWhichneedsmorebooksfearfullyAndIherebyWillandTestamentthemtoMr。AdamLaddWhobought300cakesofsoapfrommeAndthussecuredapremiumAGreatlyNeededBanquetLampFormyfriendstheSimpsons。

  HeistheonlyonethatincouragesMywritingRemerniscencesandMyteacherMissDearbornwillHavemuchvaluablePoetryandThoughtsTogivehimunlesscarelesslydestroyed。

  ThepicturesarebythesamehandthatWrotetheThoughts。

  ITISNOTNOWDECIDEDWHETHERREBECCAROWENARANDALLWILLBEA

  PAINTERORANAUTHOR,BUTAFTERHERDEATHITWILLBEKNOWNWHICH

  SHEHASBEEN,IFANY。

  FINIS

  Fromthetitlepage,withitswealthofdetail,anditsunnecessaryandirrelevantinformation,thebookripplesonlikeabrook,andtothewearyreaderofproblemnovelsitmayhavesomethingofthebrook’srefreshingquality。

  OURDIARIESMay,187——

  AllthegirlsarekeepingadiarybecauseMissDearbornwasverymuchashamedwhentheschooltrusteestoldherthatmostofthegirls’andalloftheboys’compositionsweredisgraceful,andmustbeimproveduponnextterm。Sheaskedtheboystowriteletterstoheronceaweekinsteadofkeepingadiary,whichtheythoughtwasgirlishlikeplayingwithdolls。Theboysthoughtitwasdreadfultohavetowriteletterseverysevendays,butshetoldthemitwasnothalfasbadforthemasitwasforherwhohadtoreadthem。

  TomakemydiaryalittledifferentIamgoingtocallitaTHOUGHTBook(writtenjustlikethat,withcapitals)。IhavethoughtsthatInevercanuseunlessIwritethemdown,forAuntMirandaalwayssays,Keepyourthoughtstoyourself。AuntJaneletsmetellhersome,butdoesnotlikemyqueeronesandmytruethoughtsaremostlyqueer。EmmaJanedoesnotmindhearingthemnowandthen,andthatismyonlychance。

  IfMissDearborndoesnotlikethenameThoughtBookIwillcallitRemerniscences(writtenjustlikethatwithacapitalR)。

  Remerniscencesarethingsyourememberaboutyourselfandwritedownincaseyoushoulddie。AuntJanedoesn’tliketoreadanyotherkindofbooksbutjustlivesofinterestingdeadpeopleandshesaysthatiswhatLongfellow(whowasborninthestateofMaineandweshouldbeveryproudofitandtrytowritelikehim)meantinhispoem:

  \"LivesofgreatmenallremindusWeshouldmakeourlivessublime,Anddeparting,leavebehindusFootprintsonthesandsoftime。\"

  IknowwhatthismeansbecausewhenEmmaJaneandIwenttothebeachwithUncleJerryCobbweranalongthewetsandandlookedattheshapesourbootsmade,justasiftheywerestampedinwax。EmmaJaneturnsinherleftfoot(splayfoottheboyscallit,whichisnotpolite)andSethStrouthadjustpatchedoneofmyshoesanditallcameoutinthesandpictures。WhenIlearnedThePsalmofLifeforFridayafternoonspeakingIthoughtI

  shouldn’tliketoleaveapatchedfootprint,norhaveEmmaJane’slookcrookedonthesandsoftime,andrightawayIthoughtOh!

  WhatasplendidthoughtformyThoughtBookwhenAuntJanebuysmeafifteen-centoneovertoWatson’sstore。

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  REMERNISCENCES

  June,187——

  ItoldAuntJaneIwasgoingtobeginmyRemerniscences,andshesaysIamfullyoung,butIremindedherthatCandaceMilliken’ssisterdiedwhenshewasten,leavingnofootprintswhatever,andifIshoulddiesuddenlywhowouldwritedownmyRemerniscences?

  AuntMirandasaysthesunandmoonwouldriseandsetjustthesame,anditwasnomatteriftheydidn’tgetwrittendown,andtogoupatticandfindherpiece-bag;butIsaiditwould,astherewasonlyoneofeverybodyintheworld,andnobodyelsecoulddotheirremerniscensingforthem。IfIshoulddietonightIknownowwhowoulddescribemeright。MissDearbornwouldsayonethingandbrotherJohnanother。EmmaJanewouldtrytodomejustice,buthasnowords;andIamgladAuntMirandanevertakesthepeninhand。

  Mydictionaryissosmallithasnotmanygenteelwordsinit,andIcannotfindhowtospellRemerniscences,butIrememberfromthecoverofAuntJane’sbookthattherewasan\"s\"anda\"c\"closetogetherinthemiddleofit,whichIthoughtfoolishandnotneedful。

  Allthegirlsliketheirdairiesverymuch,butMinnieSmelliegotAliceRobinson’swhereshehadhiditundertheschoolwoodpileandreaditallthrough。Shesaiditwasnoworsethanreadinganybody’scomposition,butwetoldheritwasjustlikepeekingthroughakeyhole,orlisteningatawindow,oropeningabureaudrawer。Shesaidshedidn’tlookatitthatway,andI

  toldherthatunlesshereyesgotunscealedshewouldneverleaveanykindofasublimefootprintonthesandsoftime。ItoldheradiarywasverysacredasyougenerallypouredyourdeepestfeelingsintoitexpectingnobodytolookatitbutyourselfandyourindulgentheavenlyFatherwhoseeethallthings。

  OfcourseitwouldnothurtPersisWatsontoshowherdiarybecauseshehasnotasacredplanandthisisthewayitgoes,forshereadsitoutloudtous:

  \"Aroseatsixthismorning——(youalwaysariseinadiarybutyousaygetupwhenyoutalkaboutit)。Atebreakfastathalfpastsix。Hadsodabiscuits,coffee,fishhashanddoughnuts。Wipedthedishes,fedthehensandmademybedbeforeschool。Hadagoodarithmeticlesson,butwentdowntwoinspelling。AthalfpastfourplayedhideandcoopintheSawyerpasture。Fedhensandwenttobedateight。\"

  Shesaysshecan’tputinwhatdoesn’thappen,butasIdon’tthinkherdiaryisinterestingshewillaskhermothertohavemeathashinsteadoffish,withpiewhenthedoughnutsgiveout,andshewillfeedthehensbeforebreakfasttomakeachange。Weareallgoingnowtotryandmakesomethinghappeneverysingledaysothediarieswon’tbesodullandthefootprintssocommon。

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  ANUNCOMMONTHOUGHT

  July187——

  Wedugupourrosecakestoday,andthatgavemeagoodRemerniscence。Thewayyoumakerosecakesis,youtaketheleavesoffullblownrosesandmixthemwithalittlecinnamonandasmuchbrownsugarastheywillgiveyou,whichisneverhalfenoughexceptPersisWatson,whoseaffectionateparentslethergotothebarrelintheirstore。Thenyoudouplittlebitslikesedlitzpowders,firstinsoftpaperandtheninbrown,andburytheminthegroundandletthemstayaslongasyoupossiblycanholdout;thendigthemupandeatthem。EmmaJaneandI

  stickuplittlesignsovertheholesinthegroundwiththedateweburiedthemandwhenthey’llbedoneenoughtodigup,butwecanneverwait。WhenAuntJanesawusshesaiditwasthefirstthingforchildrentolearn,——nottobeimpatient,——sowhenI

  wenttothebarnchamberImadeapoem。

  IMPATIENCE

  Wedugourrosecakesupoh!alltoosoon。

  Twasintheorchardjustatnoon。

  TwasinabrightJulyforenoon。

  Twasinthesunnyafternoon。

  Twasunderneaththeharvestmoon。

  Itwasnotthatwayatall;itwasafoggymorningbeforeschool,andIshouldthinkpoetscouldneverpossiblygettoheaven,foritissohardtosticktothetruthwhenyouarewritingpoetry。

  EmmaJanethinksitisnobody’sbusinesswhenwedugtherosecakesup。Ilikethelineabouttheharvestmoonbest,butitwouldgiveawrongideaofourlivesandcharacterstothepeoplethatreadmyThoughts,fortheywouldthinkwewereuplatenights,soIhavefixeditlikethis:

  IMPATIENCE

  Wedugourrosecakesupoh!alltoosoon,Wethoughttheirsweetnesswouldbesuchaboon。

  Wene’ersuspicionedtheywouldnotbedoneAfterthreedaysofautumnwindandsun。

  Whydidwefromtheearthourtreasuresdraw?

  Twasnotforfearthatratormolemightnaw,Anagedauntdothsayimpatiencewasthereason,Shesaysthatyouthiseveroutofseason。

  ThatisjustasAuntJanesaidit,anditgavemethethoughtforthepoemwhichisratheruncommon。

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  ADREADFULQUESTION

  September,187——

  WHICHHASBEENTHEMOSTBENEFERCENTINFLUENCEONCHARACTER——

  PUNISHMENTORREWARD?

  ThistrulydreadfulquestionwasgivenusbyDr。Moseswhenhevisitedschooltoday。HeisaSchoolCommittee;notawholeonebutIdonotknowthesingularnumberofhim。Hetolduswecouldaskourfamilieswhattheythought,thoughhewouldratherwewouldn’t,butwemustwriteourownwordsandhewouldhearthemnextweek。

  Afterhewentoutandshutthedoorthescholarswereallplungedingloomandyoucouldhaveheardapindrop。AliceRobinsoncriedandborrowedmyhandkerchief,andtheboyslookedasiftheschoolhousehadbeenstruckbylightning。TheworstofallwaspoorMissDearborn,whowillloseherplaceifshedoesnotmakeusbetterscholarssoon,forDr。Moseshasadaughterallreadytoputrightintotheschoolandshecanboardathomeandsaveallherwages。LibbyMosesishername。

  MissDearbornstaredoutthewindow,andhermouthandchinshooklikeAliceRobinson’s,forsheknew,ah!alltowell,whatthecomingweekwouldbringforth。

  ThenIraisedmyhandforpermissiontospeak,andstoodupandsaid:\"MissDearborn,don’tyoumind!Justexplaintouswhatbenefercent’meansandwe’llwritesomethingrealinteresting;

  forallofusknowwhatpunishmentis,andhaveseenothersgetrewards,anditisnotsobadasubjectassome。\"AndDickCarterwhispered,\"GOODONYOURHEAD,REBECCA!\"whichmeanhewassorryforhertoo,andwouldtryhisbest,buthasnowords。

  Thenteachersmiledandsaidbenefercentmeantgoodorhealthyforanybody,andwouldallrisewhothoughtpunishmentmadethebestscholarsandmenandwomen;andeverybodysatstockstill。

  Andthensheaskedalltostandwhobelievedthatrewardsproducedthefinestresults,andtherewasamightysoundlikeuntotherushingofwaters,butreallywasourfeetscrapingthefloor,andthescholarsstoodup,anditlookedlikeanarmy,thoughitwasonlynineteen,becauseofthestrongbeliefthatwasinthem。ThenMissDearbornlaughedandsaidshewasthankfulforeverywhippingshehadwhenshewasachild,andLivingPerkinssaidperhapswehadn’tgottothethankfulage,orperhapsherfatherhadn’tusedastrap,andshesaidoh!no,itwashermotherwiththeopenhand;andDickCartersaidhewouldn’tcallthatpunishment,andSamSimpsonsaidsotoo。

  IamgoingtowriteaboutthesubjectinmyThoughtBookfirst,andwhenImakeitintoacomposition,Icanleaveoutanythingaboutthefamilyornotgenteel,asthereismuchtorelateaboutpunishmentnotpleasantorniceandhardlypolite。

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  PUNISHMENT

  Punishmentisaverypuzzlything,butIbelieveinitwhenreallydeserved,onlywhenIpunishmyselfitdoesnotalwaysturnoutwell。WhenIleanedoverthenewbridge,andgotmydressallpaint,andAuntSarahCobbcouldn’tgetitout,Ihadtowearitspottedforsixmonthswhichhurtmypride,butwasright。IstayedathomefromAliceRobinson’sbirthdaypartyforapunishment,andwenttothecircusnextdayinstead,butAlice’spartiesareverycoldandstiff,asMrs。Robinsonmakestheboysstandonnewspapersiftheycomeinsidethedoor,andtheblindsarealwaysshut,andMrs。Robinsontellsmehowbadherlivercomplaintisthisyear。SoIthought,topayforthecircusandafewotherthings,Ioughttogetmorepunishment,andIthrewmypinkparasoldownthewell,asthemothersinthemissionarybooksthrowtheirinfantstothecrocodilesintheGangesriver。Butitgotstuckinthechainthatholdsthebucket,andAuntMirandahadtogetAbijahFlaggtotakeoutallthebrokenbitsbeforewecouldringupwater。

  IpunishedmyselfthiswaybecauseAuntMirandasaidthatunlessIimprovedIwouldbenothingbutaBurdenandaBlight。

  Therewasanoldmanusedtogobyourfarmcarryingalotofbrokenchairstobottom,andmotherusedtosay——\"Poorman!Hisbackistooweakforsuchaburden!\"andIusedtotakehimoutadoughnut,andthisisthepartIwanttogointotheRemerniscences。OnceItoldhimweweresorrythechairsweresoheavy,andhesaidTHEYDIDN’TSEEMSOHEAVYWHENHEHADETTHE

  DOUGHNUT。ThisdoesnotmeanthatthedoughnutwasheavierthanthechairswhichiswhatbrotherJohnsaid,butitisabeautifulthoughtandshowshowthehumanraceshouldhavesympathy,andhelpbearburdens。

  IknowaboutaBlight,fortherewasadreadfuleastwindoveratourfarmthatdestroyedallthelittleyoungcropsjustoutoftheground,andthefarmerscalledittheBlight。AndIwouldratherbehail,sleet,frost,orsnowthanaBlight,whichismeanandsecret,andwhichisthereasonIthrewawaythedearestthingonearthtome,thepinkparasolthatMissRossbroughtmefromParis,France。Ihavealsowrappedupmybeadpurseinthreepapersandputitawaymarkednottobeopenedtillaftermydeathunlessneededforaparty。

  ImustnotbeBurden,ImustnotbeBlight,Theangelsinheavenwouldweepatthesight。

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