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  CONTENTS

  DRIFTFROMTWOSHORES

  THEMANONTHEBEACH

  TWOSAINTSOFTHEFOOT-HILLS

  \"JINNY\"

  ROGERCATRON’SFRIEND

  \"WHOWASMYQUIETFRIEND?\"

  AGHOSTOFTHESIERRAS

  THEHOODLUMBAND

  THEMANWHOSEYOKEWASNOTEASY

  MYFRIEND,THETRAMP

  THEMANFROMSOLANO

  THEOFFICESEEKER

  ASLEEPING-CAREXPERIENCE

  MORNINGONTHEAVENUE

  WITHTHEENTREES

  DRIFTFROMTWOSHORES

  THEMANONTHEBEACH

  I

  Helivedbesideariverthatemptiedintoagreatocean。Thenarrowstripoflandthatlaybetweenhimandtheestuarywascoveredathightidebyashiningfilmofwater,atlowtidewiththecast-upofferingsofseaandshore。Logsyetgreen,andsaplingswashedawayfrominlandbanks,batteredfragmentsofwrecksandorangecratesofbamboo,brokenintotinyraftsyetodorouswiththeirlostfreight,layinlongsuccessivecurves,——

  thefringesandoverlappingsofthesea。Athighnoontheshadowofaseagull’swing,orasuddenflurryandgraysquallofsand-

  pipers,themselvesbutshadows,wasallthatbrokethemonotonousglareofthelevelsands。

  Hehadlivedtherealoneforatwelvemonth。Althoughbutafewmilesfromathrivingsettlement,duringthattimehisretirementhadneverbeenintrudedupon,hisseclusionremainedunbroken。Inanyothercommunityhemighthavebeenthesubjectofrumororcriticism,buttheminersatCampRogueandthetradersatTrinidadHead,themselvesindividualandeccentric,wereprofoundlyindifferenttoallotherformsofeccentricityorheterodoxythatdidnotcomeincontactwiththeirown。Andcertainlytherewasnoformofeccentricitylessaggressivethanthatofahermit,hadtheychosentogivehimthatappellation。Buttheydidnotevendothat,probablyfromlackofinterestorperception。Tothevarioustraderswhosuppliedhissmallwantshewasknownas\"Kernel,\"

  \"Judge,\"and\"Boss。\"Tothegeneralpublic\"TheManontheBeach\"

  wasconsideredasufficientlydistinguishingtitle。Hisname,hisoccupation,rank,orantecedents,nobodycaredtoinquire。Whetherthisarosefromafearofreciprocalinquiryandinterest,orfromtheprofoundindifferencebeforereferredto,Icannotsay。

  Hedidnotlooklikeahermit。Amanyetyoung,erect,well-

  dressed,clean-shaven,withalowvoice,andasmilehalfmelancholy,halfcynical,wasscarcelytheconventionalideaofasolitary。Hisdwelling,arudeimprovementonafisherman’scabin,hadallthesevereexteriorsimplicityoffrontierarchitecture,butwithinitwascomfortableandwholesome。Threerooms——akitchen,alivingroom,andabedroom——wereallitcontained。

  Hehadlivedtherelongenoughtoseethedullmonotonyofoneseasonlapseintothedullmonotonyoftheother。Thebleaknorthwesttrade-windshadbroughthimmorningsofstaringsunlightandnightsoffogandsilence。Thewarmersouthwesttradeshadbroughthimclouds,rain,andthetransientgloriesofquickgrassesandodorousbeachblossoms。Butsummerorwinter,wetordryseason,ononesiderosealwaysthesharplydefinedhillswiththeirchangelessbackgroundofevergreens;ontheothersidestretchedalwaystheillimitableoceanassharplydefinedagainstthehorizon,andasunchanginginitshue。Theonsetofspringandautumntides,somechangesamonghisfeatheredneighbors,thefootprintsofcertainwildanimalsalongtheriver’sbank,andthehangingoutofparty-coloredsignalsfromthewoodedhillsidefarinland,helpedhimtorecordtheslowmonths。Onsummerafternoons,whenthesunsankbehindabankoffogthat,movingsolemnlyshoreward,atlastencompassedhimandblottedoutseaandsky,hisisolationwascomplete。Thedampgrayseathatflowedaboveandaroundandabouthimalwaysseemedtoshutoutanintangibleworldbeyond,andtobetheonlyrealpresence。Theboomingofbreakersscarceadozenrodsfromhisdwellingwasbutavagueandunintelligiblesound,ortheechoofsomethingpastforever。Everymorningwhenthesuntoreawaythemistycurtainheawoke,dazedandbewildered,asuponanewworld。Thefirstsenseofoppressionover,hecametoloveatlastthissubtlespiritofoblivion;andatnight,whenitscloudywingswerefoldedoverhiscabin,hewouldsitalonewithasenseofsecurityhehadneverfeltbefore。Onsuchoccasionshewasapttoleavehisdooropen,andlistenasforfootsteps;forwhatmightnotcometohimoutofthisvague,nebulousworldbeyond?PerhapsevenSHE,——forthisstrangesolitarywasnotinsanenorvisionary。Hewasneverinspiritalone。Fornightandday,sleepingorwaking,pacingthebeachorcrouchingoverhisdriftwoodfire,awoman’sfacewasalwaysbeforehim,——thefaceforwhosesakeandforcauseofwhomhesattherealone。Hesawitinthemorningsunlight;itwasherwhitehandsthatwereliftedfromthecrestedbreakers;itwastherustlingofherskirtwhentheseawindsweptthroughthebeachgrasses;itwasthelovingwhisperofherlowvoicewhenthelongwavessankanddiedamongthesedgeandrushes。Shewasasomnipresentasseaandskyandlevelsand。Hencewhenthefogwipedthemaway,sheseemedtodrawclosertohiminthedarkness。

  Ononeortwomoregraciousnightsinmidsummer,whentheinfluenceofthefervidnoondaysunwasstillfeltontheheatedsands,thewarmbreathofthefogtouchedhischeekasifithadbeenhers,andthetearsstartedtohiseyes。

  Beforethefogscame——forhearrivedthereinwinter——hehadfoundsurceaseandrestinthesteadyglowofalighthouseuponthelittlepromontoryaleaguebelowhishabitation。Evenonthedarkestnights,andinthetumultsofstorm,itspoketohimofapatiencethatwasenduringandasteadfastnessthatwasimmutable。

  Lateronhefoundacertaindumbcompanionshipinanuprootedtree,which,floatingdowntheriver,hadstrandedhopelesslyuponhisbeach,butintheeveninghadagaindriftedaway。Rowingacrosstheestuaryadayortwoafterward,herecognizedthetreeagainfroma\"blaze\"ofthesettler’saxestilluponitstrunk。Hewasnotsurprisedaweeklatertofindthesametreeinthesandsbeforehisdwelling,orthatthenextmorningitshouldbeagainlaunchedonitspurposelesswanderings。Andso,impelledbywindortide,butalwayshauntinghisseclusion,hewouldmeetitvoyaginguptheriverattheflood,orseeittossingamongthebreakersonthebar,butalwayswiththeconfidenceofitsreturningsoonerorlatertoananchoragebesidehim。Afterthethirdmonthofhisself-imposedexile,hewasforcedintoamorehumancompanionship,thatwasbriefbutregular。Hewasobligedtohavemenialassistance。Whilehemighthaveeatenhisbread\"insorrow\"carelesslyandmechanically,ifithadbeenpreparedforhim,theoccupationofcookinghisownfoodbroughtthevulgarityandmaterialnessofexistencesoneartohismorbidsensitivenessthathecouldnoteatthemealhehadhimselfprepared。Hedidnotyetwishtodie,andwhenstarvationorsocietyseemedtobetheonlyalternative,hechosethelatter。AnIndianwoman,sohideousastoscarcelysuggesthumanity,atstatedtimesperformedforhimtheseoffices。Whenshedidnotcome,whichwasnotinfrequent,hedidnoteat。

  SuchwasthementalandphysicalconditionoftheManontheBeachonthe1stofJanuary,1869。

  Itwasastill,brightday,followingaweekofrainandwind。Lowdownthehorizonstilllingeredafewwhiteflecks——theflyingsquadronsofthestorm——asvagueasdistantsails。Southwardtheharborbarwhitenedoccasionallybutlazily;eventheturbulentPacificswellstretcheditslengthwearilyupontheshore。Andtoilingfromthesettlementoverthelowsanddunes,acarriageatlasthaltedhalfamilefromthesolitary’sdwelling。

  \"Ireckonye’llhevtogitouthere,\"saidthedriver,pullinguptobreathehispantinghorses。\"Yecan’tgitanynigher。\"

  Therewasagroanofexecrationfromtheinteriorofthevehicle,ahystericallittleshriek,andoneortwoshrillexpressionsoffemininedisapprobation,butthedrivermovednot。Atlastamasculineheadexpostulatedfromthewindow:\"Lookhere;youagreedtotakeustothehouse。Why,it’samileawayatleast!\"

  \"Thar,ortharabouts,Ireckon,\"saidthedriver,coollycrossinghislegsonthebox。

  \"It’snousetalking;Icanneverwalkthroughthissandandhorridglare,\"saidafemalevoicequicklyandimperatively。Then,apprehensively,\"Well,ofalltheplaces!\"

  \"Well,Inever!\"

  \"ThisDOESexceedeverything。\"

  \"It’sreallyTOOidioticforanything。\"

  Itwasnoticeablethatwhilethevoicesbetrayedthedifferenceofageandsex,theyboreasingularresemblancetoeachother,andacertainquerulousnessofpitchthatwasdominant。

  \"IreckonI’vegoneaboutasfurasIallowtogowiththemhosses,\"continuedthedriversuggestively,\"andastime’svallyble,ye’dbetterunload。\"

  \"Thewretchdoesnotmeantoleaveusherealone?\"saidafemalevoiceinshrillindignation。\"You’llwaitforus,driver?\"saidamasculinevoice,confidently。

  \"Howlong?\"askedthedriver。

  Therewasahurriedconsultationwithin。Thewords\"Mightsenduspacking!\"\"Maytakeallnighttogethimtolistentoreason,\"

  \"Bother!wholethingoverintenminutes,\"camefromthewindow。

  Thedrivermeanwhilehadsettledhimselfbackinhisseat,andwhistledinpatientcontemptofafashionablefarethatdidn’tknowitsownmindnordestination。Finally,themasculineheadwasthrustout,and,withacertainpotentialairofjudiciallyendingadifficulty,said:——

  \"You’retofollowusslowly,andputupyourhorsesinthestableorbarnuntilwewantyou。\"

  Anironicallaughburstfromthedriver。\"Oh,yes——inthestableorbarn——incourse。But,myeyessorterfailin’me,mebbee,now,someevyouyoungerfolkswillkindlypintoutthestableorbarnoftheKernel’s。Woa!——willye?——woa!Givemeachancetopickoutthattherebarnorstabletoputyein!\"Thisinarchconfidencetothehorses,whohadnotmoved。

  Herethepreviousspeaker,rotund,dignified,andelderly,alightedindignantly,closelyfollowedbytherestoftheparty,twoladiesandagentleman。Oneoftheladieswaspasttheage,butnotthefashion,ofyouth,andherParisiandressclungoverherwastedfigureandwell-bredbonesartisticallyifnotgracefully;theyoungerlady,evidentlyherdaughter,wascrispandpretty,andcarriedofftheaquilinenoseandaristocraticemaciationofhermotherwithacertainpiquancyandadashthatwascharming。Thegentlemanwasyoung,thin,withthefamilycharacteristics,butotherwiseindistinctive。

  Withoneaccordtheyallfaceddirectlytowardthespotindicatedbythedriver’swhip。Nothingbutthebare,bleak,rectangularoutlinesofthecabinoftheManontheBeachmettheireyes。Allelsewasadesolateexpanse,unrelievedbyanystructurehigherthanthetussocksofscantbeachgrassthatclothedit。Theyweresoutterlyhelplessthatthedriver’sderisivelaughtergavewayatlasttogoodhumorandsuggestion。\"Lookyer,\"hesaidfinally,\"I

  don’tknowezit’syourfaultyoudon’tknowthiskentryezwellezyoudoYurup;soI’lldragthisyerteamovertoRobinson’sontheriver,givethehorsesabite,andthenmeanderdownthisyerridge,andwaitforye。Ye’llseemefromtheKernel’s。\"Andwithoutwaitingforareply,heswunghishorses’headstowardtheriver,androlledaway。

  Thesamequerulousprotestthathadcomefromthewindowsarosefromthegroup,butvainly。Thenfollowedaccusationsandrecrimination。\"It’sYOURfault;youmighthavewritten,andhadhimmeetusatthesettlement。\"\"Youwantedtotakehimbysurprise!\"\"Ididn’t。YouknowifI’dwrittenthatwewerecoming,he’dhavetakengoodcaretorunawayfromus。\"\"Yes,tosomemoreinaccessibleplace。\"\"Therecanbenoneworsethanthis,\"etc。,etc。Butitwassoclearlyevidentthatnothingwastobedonebuttogoforward,thateveninthemidstoftheirwranglingtheystraggledoninIndianfiletowardthedistantcabin,sinkingankle-deepintheyieldingsand,punctuatingtheirverbalaltercationwithsighs,andonlyabatingitatascreamfromtheelderlady。

  \"Where’sMaria?\"

  \"Goneonahead!\"gruntedtheyoungergentleman,inabassvoice,soincongruouslylargeforhimthatitseemedtohavebeenaventriloquisticcontributionbysomebodyelse。

  Itwastootrue。Maria,afteraddingherpungencytothegeneralconversation,haddartedonahead。Butalas!thatswiftCamilla,afterscouringtheplainsometwohundredfeetwithherdemitrain,cametogriefonanunbendingtussockandsatdown,pantingbutsavage。Astheyploddedwearilytowardher,shebitherredlips,smackedthemonhercruellittlewhiteteethlikeafestiveandsprightlyghoul,andlisped:——

  \"YouDOlooksolikeguys!ForalltheworldlikethoseEnglishshopkeeperswemetontheRighi,doingthethree-guineaexcursionintheirSundayclothes!\"

  Certainlythespectacleoftheseexoticallyplumedbipeds,whosefinefeatherswerealreadybedrabbledbysandandgrowinglimpintheseabreeze,wassomewhatdissonantwiththerudenessofseaandskyandshore。Afewgullsscreamedatthem;aloon,startledfromthelagoon,aroseshriekingandprotesting,withpainfullyextendedlegs,inobviousburlesqueoftheyoungergentleman。Theelderladyfeltthejusticeofhergentledaughter’scriticism,andretaliatedwithsimpledirectness:——

  \"Yourskirtisruined,yourhairiscomingdown,yourhatishalfoffyourhead,andyourshoes——inHeaven’sname,Maria!whatHAVE

  youdonewithyourshoes?\"

  Mariahadexhibitedaslimstockingedfootfromunderherskirt。

  Itwasscarcelythreefingersbroad,withanarchaspatricianashernose。\"Somewherebetweenhereandthecarriage,\"sheanswered;

  \"Dickcanrunbackandfindit,whileheislookingforyourbrooch,mamma。Dick’ssoobliging。\"

  TherobustvoiceofDickthundered,butthewastedfigureofDickfeeblyplougheditswayback,andreturnedwiththemissingbuskin。

  \"ImayaswellcarrytheminmyhandlikethemarketgirlsatSaumur,forwehavegottowadesoon,\"saidMissMaria,sinkingherownterrorsinthedelightfulcontemplationofthehorrorinherparent’sface,asshepointedtoashiningfilmofwaterslowlydeepeninginanarrowswaleinthesandsbetweenthemandthecabin。

  \"It’sthetide,\"saidtheeldergentleman。\"Ifweintendtogoonwemusthasten;permitme,mydearmadam,\"andbeforeshecouldreplyhehadliftedtheastoundedmatroninhisarms,andmadegallantlyfortheford。ThegentleMariacastanominouseyeonherbrother,who,withmanifestreluctance,performedforherthesameoffice。Butthatacuteyoungladykepthereyesupontheprecedingfigureoftheeldergentleman,andseeinghimsuddenlyandmysteriouslydisappeartohisarmpits,unhesitatinglythrewherselffromherbrother’sprotectingarms,——anactionwhichinstantlyprecipitatedhimintothewater,——andpaddledhastilytotheoppositebank,wheresheeventuallyassistedinpullingtheelderlygentlemanoutofthehollowintowhichhehadfallen,andinrescuinghermother,whofloatedhelplesslyonthesurface,upheldbyherskirts,likeagiganticandvariegatedwater-lily。

  Dickfollowedwithasinglegaiter。Inanotherminutetheyweresafeontheoppositebank。

  Theelderladygavewaytotears;Marialaughedhysterically;Dickmingledabassoathwiththenowaudiblesurf;theeldergentleman,whosefloridfacethesaltwaterhadbleached,andwhosedignityseemedtohavebeenwashedaway,accountedforbothbysayinghethoughtitwasaquicksand。

  \"Itmighthavebeen,\"saidaquietvoicebehindthem;\"youshouldhavefollowedthesandduneshalfamilefurthertotheestuary。\"

  Theyturnedinstantlyatthevoice。ItwasthatoftheManontheBeach。Theyallrosetotheirfeetandutteredtogether,saveone,thesingleexclamation,\"James!\"Theeldergentlemansaid\"Mr。

  North,\"and,withaslightresumptionofhisformerdignity,buttonedhiscoatoverhisdampshirtfront。

  Therewasasilence,inwhichtheManontheBeachlookedgravelydownuponthem。Iftheyhadintendedtoimpresshimbyanysuggestionofagay,brilliant,andsensuousworldbeyondintheirownpersons,theyhadfailed,andtheyknewit。Keenlyaliveastheyhadalwaysbeentoexternalprepossession,theyfeltthattheylookedforlornandludicrous,andthatthesituationlayinhishands。Theelderlyladyagainburstintotearsofgenuinedistress,Mariacoloredoverhercheek-bones,andDickstaredatthegroundinsullendisquiet。

  \"Youhadbettergetup,\"saidtheManontheBeach,afteramoment’sthought,\"andcomeuptothecabin。Icannotofferyouachangeofgarments,butyoucandrythembythefire。\"

  Theyallrosetogether,andagainsaidinchorus,\"James!\"butthistimewithanevidentefforttorecallsomespeechoractionpreviouslyresolveduponandcommittedtomemory。Theelderladygotsofarastoclaspherhandsandadd,\"Youhavenotforgottenus——James,oh,James!\";theyoungergentlemantoattemptabrusque\"Why,Jim,oldboy,\"thatendedinquerulousincoherence;theyoungladytocastahalf-searching,half-coquettishlookathim;andtheoldgentlemantobegin,\"Ourdesire,Mr。North\"——buttheeffortwasfutile。Mr。JamesNorth,standingbeforethemwithfoldedarms,lookedfromtheonetotheother。

  \"Ihavenotthoughtmuchofyouforatwelvemonth,\"hesaid,quietly,\"butIhavenotforgottenyou。Come!\"

  Heledthewayafewstepsinadvance,theyfollowingsilently。Inthisbriefinterviewtheyfelthehadresumedtheolddominanceandindependence,againstwhichtheyhadrebelled;morethanthat,inthishalffailureoftheirfirstconcertedactiontheyhadchangedtheirquerulousbickeringstoasullendistrustofeachother,andwalkedmoodilyapartastheyfollowedJamesNorthintohishouse。

  Afireblazedbrightlyonthehearth;afewextraseatswerequicklyextemporizedfromboxesandchests,andtheelderlady,withtheskirtofherdressfoldedoverherknees,——lookingnotunlikeanexceedinglyoverdressedjointeddoll,——driedherflouncesandhertearstogether。MissMariatookinthescantappointmentsofthehouseinonesingleglance,andthenfixedhereyesuponJamesNorth,who,theleastconcernedoftheparty,stoodbeforethem,graveandpatientlyexpectant。

  \"Well,\"begantheelderladyinahighkey,\"afterallthisworryandtroubleyouhavegivenus,James,haven’tyouanythingtosay?

  Doyouknow——haveyoutheleastideawhatyouaredoing?whategregiousfollyyouarecommitting?whateverybodyissaying?Eh?

  Heavensandearth!——doyouknowwhoIam?\"

  \"Youaremyfather’sbrother’swidow,AuntMary,\"returnedJames,quietly。\"IfIamcommittinganyfollyitonlyconcernsmyself;ifIcaredforwhatpeoplesaidIshouldnotbehere;ifIlovedsocietyenoughtoappreciateitsgoodreportIshouldstaywithit。\"

  \"Buttheysayyouhaverunawayfromsocietytopinealoneforaworthlesscreature——awomanwhohasusedyou,asshehasusedandthrownawayothers——a——\"

  \"Awoman,\"chimedinDick,whohadthrownhimselfonJames’sbedwhilehispatentleathersweredrying,\"awomanthatallthefellersknowneverintended\"——here,however,hemetJamesNorth’seye,andmutteringsomethingabout\"wholethingbeingtooidiotictotalkabout,\"relapsedintosilence。

  \"Youknow,\"continuedMrs。North,\"thatwhileweandalloursetshutoureyestoyourveryobviousrelationswiththatwoman,andwhileImyselfoftenspokeofittoothersasasimpleflirtation,andavertedascandalforyoursake,andwhentheclimaxwasreached,andsheherselfgaveyouanopportunitytoseveryourrelations,andnobodyneedhavebeenwiser——andshe’dhavehadalltheblame——andit’sonlywhatshe’saccustomedto——you——you!you,JamesNorth!——youmustnonsensicallygo,and,bythisextravagantpieceofidiocyandsentimentaltomfoolery,leteverybodyseehowseriousthewholeaffairwas,andhowdeepithurtyou!andhereinthisawfulplace,alone——whereyou’rehalfdrownedtogettoitandarewillingtobewhollydrownedtogetaway!Oh,don’ttalktome!Iwon’thearit——it’sjusttooidioticforanything!\"

  Thesubjectofthisoutburstneitherspokenormovedasinglemuscle。

  \"Youraunt,Mr。North,speaksexcitedly,\"saidtheeldergentleman;

  \"yetIthinkshedoesnotoverestimatetheunfortunatepositioninwhichyouroddfancyplacesyou。Iknownothingofthereasonsthathaveimpelledyoutothisstep;Ionlyknowthatthepopularopinionisthatthecauseisutterlyinadequate。Youarestillyoung,withafuturebeforeyou。Ineednotsayhowyourpresentconductmayimperilthat。Ifyouexpectedtoachieveanygood——

  eventoyourownsatisfaction——butthisconduct——\"

  \"Yes——iftherewasanythingtobegainedbyit!\"brokeinMrs。

  North。

  \"Ifyoueverthoughtshe’dcomeback!——butthatkindofwomandon’t。Theymusthavechange。Why\"——beganDicksuddenly,andassuddenlylyingdownagain。

  \"Isthisallyouhavecometosay?\"askedJamesNorth,afteramoment’spatientsilence,lookingfromonetotheother。

  \"All?\"screamedMrs。North;\"isitnotenough?\"

  \"Nottochangemymindnormyresidenceatpresent,\"repliedNorth,coolly。

  \"Doyoumeantocontinuethisfollyallyourlife?\"

  \"Andhaveacoroner’sinquest,andadvertisementsandallthefactsinthepapers?\"

  \"AndhaveHERreadthemelancholydetails,andknowthatyouwerefaithfulandshewasnot?\"

  ThislastshotwasfromthegentleMaria,whobitherlipsasitglancedfromtheimmovableman。

  \"Ibelievethereisnothingmoretosay,\"continuedNorth,quietly。

  \"Iamwillingtobelieveyourintentionsareasworthyasyourzeal。Letussaynomore,\"headded,withgraveweariness;\"thetideisrising,andyourcoachmanissignalingyoufromthebank。\"

  Therewasnomistakingtheunshakenpositivenessoftheman,whichwasallthemorenoticeablefromitsgentlebututterindifferencetothewishesoftheparty。Heturnedhisbackuponthemastheygatheredhurriedlyaroundtheeldergentleman,whilethewords,\"Hecannotbeinhisrightmind,\"\"It’syourdutytodoit,\"\"It’ssheerinsanity,\"\"Lookathiseye!\"allfellunconsciouslyuponhisear。

  \"Onewordmore,Mr。North,\"saidtheeldergentleman,alittleportentously,toconcealanevidentembarrassment。\"Itmaybethatyourconductmightsuggesttomindsmorepracticalthanyourowntheexistenceofsomeaberrationoftheintellect——sometemporarymania——thatmightforceyourbestfriendsintoaquasi-legalattitudeof——\"

  \"Declaringmeinsane,\"interruptedJamesNorth,withtheslightimpatienceofamanmoreanxioustoendaprolixinterviewthantocombatanargument。\"Ithinkdifferently。Asmyaunt’slawyer,youknowthatwithinthelastyearIhavedeededmostofmypropertytoherandherfamily。IcannotbelievethatsoshrewdanadviserasMr。EdmundCarterwouldeverpermitproceedingsthatwouldinvalidatethatconveyance。\"

  MariaburstintoalaughofsuchwickedgratificationthatJamesNorth,forthefirsttime,raisedhiseyeswithsomethingofinteresttoherface。Shecoloredunderthem,butreturnedhisglancewithanotherlikeabayonetflash。Thepartyslowlymovedtowardthedoor,JamesNorthfollowing。

  \"Thenthisisyourfinalanswer?\"askedMrs。North,stoppingimperiouslyonthethreshold。

  \"Ibegyourpardon?\"queriedNorth,halfabstractedly。

  \"Yourfinalanswer?\"

  \"Oh,certainly。\"

  Mrs。Northflouncedawayadozenrodsinrage。ThiswasunfortunateforNorth。Itgavethemthefinalattackindetail。

  Dickbegan:\"Comealong!Youknowyoucanadvertiseforherwithapersonaldownthereandtheoldwomanwouldn’tobjectaslongasyouwerecarefulandputinanappearancenowandthen!\"

  AsDicklimpedaway,Mr。Carterthought,inconfidence,thatthewholematter——eventosuitMr。North’ssensitivenature——mightbesettledthere。\"SHEevidentlyexpectsyoutoreturn。MyopinionisthatsheneverleftSanFrancisco。Youcan’ttellanythingaboutthesewomen。\"

  Withthislastsentenceonhisindifferentear,JamesNorthseemedtobeleftfree。Mariahadrejoinedhermother;butastheycrossedtheford,andaninterveningsand-hillhidtheothersfromsight,thatpiquantyoungladysuddenlyappearedonthehillandstoodbeforehim。

  \"Andyou’renotcomingback?\"shesaiddirectly。

  \"No。\"

  \"Never?\"

  \"Icannotsay。\"

  \"Tellme!whatisthereaboutsomewomentomakemenlovethemso?\"

  \"Love,\"repliedNorth,quietly。

  \"No,itcannotbe——itisnotTHAT!\"

  Northlookedoverthehillandroundthehill,andlookedbored。

  \"Oh,I’mgoingnow。Butonemoment,Jem!Ididn’twanttocome。

  Theydraggedmehere。Good-by。\"

  Sheraisedaburningfaceandeyestohis。Heleanedforwardandimprintedtheperfunctorycousinlykissoftheperioduponhercheek。

  \"Notthatway,\"shesaidangrily,clutchinghiswristswithherlong,thinfingers;\"youshan’tkissmeinthatway,JamesNorth。\"

  Withthefaintest,ghost-likepassingofatwinkleinthecornersofhissadeyes,hetouchedhislipstohers。Withthecontact,shecaughthimroundtheneck,pressedherburninglipsandfacetohisforehead,hischeeks,theverycurvesofhischinandthroat,and——withalaughwasgone。

  II

  HadthekinsfolkofJamesNorthanyhopethattheirvisitmightrevivesomelingeringdesirehestillcombatedtoenteroncemoretheworldtheyrepresented,thathopewouldhavesoondied。

  Whatevereffectthisepisodehaduponthesolitary,——andhehadbecomesoself-indulgentofhissorrow,andsocarelessofallthatcamebetweenhimandit,astomeetoppositionwithprofoundindifference,——theonlyappreciableresultwasagreaterattractionforthesolitudethatprotectedhim,andhegreweventolovethebleakshoreandbarrensandsthathadprovedsoinhospitabletoothers。Therewasanewmeaningtotheroarofthesurges,anhonest,loyalsturdinessintheunchangingpersistencyoftheuncouthandblusteringtrade-winds,andamutefidelityintheshiningsands,treacheroustoallbuthim。Withsuchbandogstolieinwaitfortrespassers,shouldhenotbegrateful?

  Ifnobitternesswasawakenedbytherepeatedavowaloftheunfaithfulnessofthewomanheloved,itwasbecausehehadalwaysmadetheobservationandexperienceofothersgivewaytothedominanceofhisowninsight。Noarrayofcontradictoryfactsevershookhisbelieforunbelief;likeallegotists,heacceptedthemastruthscontrolledbyalargertruthofwhichhealonewascognizant。Hissimplicity,whichwasbutanotherformofhisegotism,wassocompleteastobaffleordinarymaliciouscunning,andsohewassparedtheexperienceandknowledgethatcometoalowernature,andhelpdebaseit。

  Exerciseandthestimulusofthefewwantsthatsenthimhuntingorfishingkeptuphisphysicalhealth。Neveraloverofrudefreedomoroutdoorlifehissedentarypredilectionsandnicetasteskepthimfromlapsingintobarbarianexcess;neverasportsmanhefollowedthechasewithnofeverishexaltation。Evendumbcreaturesfoundouthissecret,andattimes,stalkingmoodilyovertheupland,thebrowndeerandelkwouldcrosshispathwithoutfearormolestation,or,idlylounginginhiscanoewithintheriverbar,flocksofwildfowlwouldsettlewithinstrokeofhislistlessoar。Andsothesecondwinterofhishermitagedrewnearitsclose,andwithitcameastormthatpassedintolocalhistory,andisstillremembered。Ituprootedgianttreesalongtheriver,andwiththemthetinyrootletsofthelifehewasidlyfostering。

  Themorninghadbeenfitfullyturbulent,thewindveeringseveralpointssouthandwest,withsuspicionslulls,unlikethesteadyonsetoftheregularsouthwesttrades。Highoverheadthelongmanesofracingcirrostratusstreamedwithflyinggullsandhurryingwater-fowl;ploverpipedincessantly,andaflockoftimoroussand-piperssoughtthelowridgeofhiscabin,whileawreckingcrewofcurlewhastilymannedtheuprootedtreethattossedwearilybeyondthebar。Bynoontheflyingcloudshuddledtogetherinmasses,andthenweresuddenlyexplodedinonevastopaquesheetovertheheavens。Theseabecamegray,andsuddenlywrinkledandold。Therewasadumb,half-articulatecryintheair,——ratheraconfusionofmanysounds,asoftheboomingofdistantguns,theclangorofabell,thetramplingofmanywaves,thecreakingoftimbersandsoughingofleaves,thatsankandfellereyoucouldyetdistinguishthem。Andthenitcameontoblow。

  Fortwohoursitblewstrongly。Atthetimethesunshouldhavesetthewindhadincreased;infifteenminutesdarknessshutdown,eventhewhitesandslosttheiroutlines,andseaandshoreandskylayinthegripofarelentlessandaggressivepower。

  Withinhiscabin,bytheleapinglightofhisgustyfire,Northsatalone。Hisfirstcuriositypassed,theturmoilwithoutnolongercarriedhisthoughtbeyonditsoneconvergingcentre。SHEhadcometohimonthewingsofthestorm,evenasshehadbeenbornetohimonthesummerfog-cloud。Nowandthenthewindshookthecabin,butheheededitnot。Hehadnofearsforitssafety;itpresenteditslowgabletothefullfuryofthewindthatyearbyyearhadpiled,andevennowwaspiling,protectingbuttressesofsandagainstit。Witheachsucceedinggustitseemedtonestlemorecloselytoitsfoundations,inthewhirlofflyingsandthatrattledagainstitsroofandwindows。Itwasnearlymidnightwhenasuddenthoughtbroughthimtohisfeet。WhatifSHEwereexposedtothefuryofsuchanightasthis?Whatcouldhedotohelpher?

  Perhapsevennow,ashesatthereidle,she——Hark!wasnotthatagun——No?Yes,surely!

  Hehurriedlyunboltedthedoor,butthestrengthofthewindandtheimpactofdriftedsandresistedhisefforts。Withanewandfeverishstrengthpossessinghimheforceditopenwideenoughtopermithisegresswhenthewindcaughthimasafeather,rolledhimoverandover,andthen,grapplinghimagain,heldhimdownhardandfastagainstthedrift。Unharmed,butunabletomove,helaythere,hearingthemultitudinousroarofthestorm,butunabletodistinguishonefamiliarsoundinthesavagemedley。Atlasthemanagedtocrawlflatonhisfacetothecabin,andrefasteningthedoor,threwhimselfuponhisbed。

  HewasawakenedfromafitfuldreamofhisCousinMaria。Shewithasupernaturalstrengthseemedtobeholdingthedooragainstsomeunseen,unknownpowerthatmoanedandstrovewithout,andthrewitselfindespairingforceagainstthecabin。Hecouldseethelitheundulationsofherformasshealternatelyyieldedtoitspower,andagaindrewthedooragainstit,coilingherselfaroundthelog-hewndoorpostwithahideous,snake-likesuggestion。Andthenastruggleandaheavyblow,whichshooktheveryfoundationsofthestructure,awokehim。Heleapedtohisfeet,andintoaninchofwater!Bytheflickeringfirelighthecouldseeitoozinganddrippingfromthecrevicesofthelogsandbroadeningintoapoolbythechimney。Ascrapofpapertornfromanenvelopewasfloatingidlyonitscurrent。Wasittheoverflowofthebacked-upwatersoftheriver?Hewasnotleftlongindoubt。Anotherblowuponthegableofthehouse,andatorrentofsprayleapeddownthechimney,scatteredtheembersfarandwide,andlefthiminutterdarkness。Someofthesprayclungtohislips。Itwassalt。Thegreatoceanhadbeatendowntheriverbarandwasuponhim!

  Wasthereaughttoflyto?No!Thecabinstooduponthehighestpointofthesandspit,andthelowswaleononesidecrossedbyhislatevisitorswasaseethingmassofbreakers,whiletheestuarybehindhimwasnowtheoceanitself。Therewasnothingtodobuttowait。

  Theveryhelplessnessofhissituationwas,toamanofhispeculiartemperament,anelementofpatientstrength。Theinstinctofself-preservationwasstillstronginhim,buthehadnofearofdeath,nor,indeed,anypresentimentofit;yetifitcame,itwasaneasysolutionoftheproblemthathadbeentroublinghim,anditwipedofftheslate!Hethoughtofthesarcasticpredictionofhiscousin,anddeathintheformthatthreatenedhimwastheobliterationofhishomeandeventhegrounduponwhichitstood。

  Therewouldbenothingtorecord,nostaincouldcomeupontheliving。TheinstinctthatkepthimtruetoHERwouldtellherhowhedied;ifitdidnot,itwasequallywell。Andwiththissimplefatalismhisonlybelief,thisstrangemangropedhiswaytohisbed,laydown,andinafewmomentswasasleep。Thestormstillroaredwithout。Onceagainthesurgesleapedagainstthecabin,butitwasevidentthatthewindwasabatingwiththetide。

  Whenheawokeitwashighnoon,andthesunwasshiningbrightly。

  Forsometimehelayinadeliciouslanguor,doubtingifhewasaliveordead,butfeelingthrougheverynerveandfibreanexquisitesenseofpeace——aresthehadnotknownsincehisboyhood——areliefhescarcelyknewfromwhat。Hefeltthathewassmiling,andyethispillowwaswetwiththetearsthatglitteredstillonhislashes。Thesandblockinguphisdoorway,heleapedlightlyfromhiswindow。Afewcloudswerestillsailingslowlyintheheavens,thetrailingplumesofagreatbenedictionthatlayonseaandshore。Hescarcelyrecognizedthefamiliarlandscape;anewbarhadbeenformedintheriver,andanarrowcausewayofsandthatcrossedthelagoonandmarshestotheriverbankandtheuplandtrailseemedtobringhimnearertohumanityagain。Hewasconsciousofafresh,childlikedelightinallthis,andwhen,amomentlater,hesawtheolduprootedtree,nowapparentlyforevermooredandimbeddedinthesandbesidehiscabin,herantoitwithasenseofjoy。

  Itstrailingrootswerefestoonedwithclingingsea-weedandthelong,snaky,undulatingstemsofthesea-turnip;andfixedbetweentwocrossingrootswasabambooorangecrate,almostintact。Ashewalkedtowarditheheardastrangecry,unlikeanythingthebarrensandshadbornebefore。Thinkingitmightbesomestrangeseabirdcaughtinthemeshesofthesea-weed,herantothecrateandlookedwithin。Itwashalffilledwithsea-mossandfeatheryalgae。Thecrywasrepeated。Hebrushedasidetheweedswithhishands。Itwasnotawoundedseabird,butalivinghumanchild!

  Ashelifteditfromitsdampenwrappingshesawthatitwasaninfanteightorninemonthsold。Howandwhenithadbeenbroughtthere,orwhatforcehadguidedthatelfishcradletohisverydoor,hecouldnotdetermine;butitmusthavebeenleftearly,foritwasquitewarm,anditsclothingalmostdriedbytheblazingmorningsun。Towraphiscoataboutit,toruntohiscabinwithit,tostartoutagainwiththeappallingconvictionthatnothingcouldbedoneforitthere,occupiedsomemoments。HisnearestneighborwasTrinidadJoe,a\"logger,\"threemilesuptheriver。

  Herememberedtohaveheardvaguelythathewasamanoffamily。

  Tohalfstranglethechildwithafewdropsfromhiswhiskyflask,toextricatehiscanoefromthemarsh,andstrikeoutintotheriverwithhiswaif,wasatleasttodosomething。InhalfanhourhehadreachedthestragglingcabinandshedsofTrinidadJoe,andfromthefewscantyflowersthatmingledwiththebrushwoodfence,andasurplusoflinenflutteringontheline,heknewthathissurmiseastoTrinidadJoe’sdomesticestablishmentwascorrect。

  Thedooratwhichheknockedopeneduponaneat,plainly-furnishedroom,andthefigureofabuxomwomanoftwenty-five。Withanawkwardnessnewtohim,Northstammeredoutthecircumstancesofhisfindingtheinfant,andtheobjectofhisvisit。Beforehehadfinished,thewoman,bysomefemininetrick,hadtakenthechildfromhishandsereheknewit;andwhenhepaused,outofbreath,burstintoafitoflaughter。Northtriedtolaughtoo,butfailed。

  Whenthewomanhadwipedthetearsfromapairofveryfrankblueeyes,andhiddentworowsofverystrongwhiteteethagain,shesaid:——

  \"Lookyar!You’rethatlooneysorta’chapthatlivesaloneoveronthespityonder,ain’tye?\"

  Northhastenedtoadmitallthatthestatementmightimply。

  \"Andsoye’vehadababyleftyetokeepyoucompany?Lordy!\"

  Hereshelookedasifdangerouslyneararelapse,andthenadded,asifinexplanationofherconduct,——

  \"WhenIsawyepaddlin’downhere,——youthetezshyaselkinsummer,——Isez,’He’ssick。’Butababy,——Oh,Lordy!\"

  ForamomentNorthalmosthatedher。Awomanwho,inthispathetic,perhapsalmosttragic,picturesawonlyaludicrousimage,andthatimagehimself,wasofanotherracethanthathehadevermingledwith。Profoundlyindifferentashehadalwaysbeentothecriticismofhisequalsinstation,themischievouslaughterofthisilliteratewomanjarreduponhimworsethanhiscousin’ssarcasm。Itwaswithalittledignitythathepointedoutthefactthatatpresentthechildneedednourishment。\"It’sveryyoung,\"

  headded。\"I’mafraiditwantsitsnaturalnourishment。\"

  \"Wharisittogetit?\"askedthewoman。

  JamesNorthhesitated,andlookedaround。Thereshouldbeababysomewhere!thereMUSTbeababysomewhere!\"Ithoughtthatyou,\"

  hestammered,consciousofanawkwardcoloring,——\"I——thatis——I——\"

  Hestoppedshort,forshewasalreadycrammingherapronintohermouth,toolate,however,tostopthelaughthatoverflowedit。

  Whenshefoundherbreathagain,shesaid,——

  \"Lookyar!Idon’twondertheysaidyouwaslooney!I’mTrinidadJoe’sonmarrieddarter,andtheonlywomaninthishouse。Anyfoolcouldhavetoldyouthat。Now,efyoucanrigusupababyouto’

  themfacts,I’dliketoseeitdone。\"

  Inwardlyfuriousbutoutwardlypolite,JamesNorthbeggedherpardon,deploredhisignorance,and,withacourtlybow,madeamovementtotakethechild。Butthewomanasquicklydrewitaway。

  \"Notmuch,\"shesaid,hastily。\"What!trustthatpoorcrittertoyou?No,sir!Thar’smorewaysoffeedingababy,youngman,thanyouknowson,withallyour’nat’ralnourishment。’Butitlookskinderlogyandstupid。\"

  Northfreezinglyadmittedthathehadgiventheinfantwhiskyasastimulant。

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