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  CHAPTERI

  ThehousesweredarkintheAugustnightandtheperspectiveofBeaconStreet,withitsdoublechainoflamps,wasaforeshorteneddesert。Theclubonthehillalone,fromitssemi-cylindricalfront,projectedaglowupontheduskyvaguenessoftheCommon,andasI

  passeditIheardinthehotstillnesstheclickofapairofbilliard-balls。As\"everyone\"wasoutoftownperhapstheservants,intheextravaganceoftheirleisure,wereprofaningthetables。TheheatwasinsufferableandIthoughtwithjoyofthemorrow,ofthedeckofthesteamer,thefresheningbreeze,thesenseofgettingouttosea。IwasevengladofwhatIhadlearnedintheafternoonattheofficeofthecompany——thatattheeleventhhouranoldshipwithalowerstandardofspeedhadbeenputoninplaceofthevesselinwhichIhadtakenmypassage。Americawasroasting,Englandmightverywellbestuffy,andaslowpassage(whichatthatseasonoftheyearwouldprobablyalsobeafineone)wasaguaranteeoftenortwelvedaysoffreshair。

  Istrolleddownthehillwithoutmeetingacreature,thoughIcouldseethroughthepalingsoftheCommonthatthatrecreativeexpansewaspeopledwithdimforms。IrememberedMrs。Nettlepoint’shouse——

  shelivedinthosedays(theyarenotsodistant,buttherehavebeenchanges)onthewater-side,alittlewaybeyondthespotatwhichthePublicGardenterminates;andIreflectedthatlikemyselfshewouldbespendingthenightinBostonifitweretruethat,ashadbeenmentionedtomeafewdaysbeforeatMountDesert,shewastoembarkonthemorrowforLiverpool。Ipresentlysawthisappearanceconfirmedbyalightaboveherdoorandintwoorthreeofherwindows,andIdeterminedtoaskforher,havingnothingtodotillbedtime。Ihadcomeoutsimplytopassanhour,leavingmyhoteltotheblazeofitsgasandtheperspirationofitsporters;butitoccurredtomethatmyoldfriendmightveryWELLnotknowofthesubstitutionofthePatagoniafortheScandinavia,sothatIshouldbedoingheraservicetopreparehermind。Besides,Icouldoffertohelpher,tolookafterherinthemorning:lonewomenaregratefulforsupportintakingshipforfarcountries。

  ItcametomeindeedasIstoodonherdoor-stepthatasshehadasonshemightnotafterallbesolone;yetIrememberedatthesametimethatJasperNettlepointwasnotquiteayoungmantoleanupon,having——asIatleastsupposed——alifeofhisownandtastesandhabitswhichhadlongsincedivertedhimfromthematernalside。Ifhedidhappenjustnowtobeathomemysolicitudewouldofcourseseemofficious;forinhismanywanderings——Ibelievedhehadroamedallovertheglobe——hewouldcertainlyhavelearnedhowtomanage。

  Nonetheless,infine,IwasverygladtoshowMrs。NettlepointI

  thoughtofher。WithmylongabsenceIhadlostsightofher;butI

  hadlikedherofold,shehadbeenagoodfriendtomysisters,andI

  hadinregardtoherthatsensewhichispleasanttothosewhoingeneralhavegoneastrayorgotdetached,thesensethatsheatleastknewallaboutme。IcouldtrustheratanytimetotellpeopleI

  wasrespectable。PerhapsIwasconsciousofhowlittleIdeservedthisindulgencewhenitcameovermethatIhadn’tbeennearherforages。ThemeasureofthatneglectwasgivenbymyvaguenessofmindaboutJasper。However,Ireallybelongednowadaystoadifferentgeneration;Iwasmorethemother’scontemporarythantheson’s。

  Mrs。Nettlepointwasathome:Ifoundherinherbackdrawing-room,wherethewidewindowsopenedtothewater。Theroomwasdusky——itwastoohotforlamps——andshesatslowlymovingherfanandlookingoutonthelittlearmoftheseawhichissoprettyatnight,reflectingthelightsofCambridgeportandCharlestown。Isupposedshewasmusingonthelovedonesshewastoleavebehind,hermarrieddaughters,hergrandchildren;butshestruckanotemorespecificallyBostonianasshesaidtome,pointingwithherfantotheBackBay:

  \"Ishallseenothingmorecharmingthanthatoverthere,youknow!\"

  Shemademeverywelcome,buthersonhadtoldheraboutthePatagonia,forwhichshewassorry,asthiswouldmeanalongervoyage。Shewasapoorcreatureinanyboatandmainlyconfinedtohercabineveninweatherextravagantlytermedfine——asifanyweathercouldbefineatsea。

  \"Ahthenyourson’sgoingwithyou?\"Iasked。

  \"Herehecomes,he’lltellyouforhimselfmuchbetterthanIcanpretendto。\"JasperNettlepointatthatmomentjoinedus,dressedinwhiteflannelandcarryingalargefan。\"Well,mydear,haveyoudecided?\"hismothercontinuedwithnoscantirony。\"Hehasn’tyetmadeuphismind,andwesailatteno’clock!\"

  \"Whatdoesitmatterwhenmythingsareputup?\"theyoungmansaid。

  \"There’snocrowdatthismoment;therewillbecabinstospare。I’mwaitingforatelegram——thatwillsettleit。Ijustwalkeduptotheclubtoseeifitwascome——they’llsendittherebecausetheysupposethishouseunoccupied。Notyet,butIshallgobackintwentyminutes。\"

  \"Mercy,howyourushaboutinthistemperature!\"thepoorladyexclaimedwhileIreflectedthatitwasperhapsHISbilliard-ballsI

  hadheardtenminutesbefore。Iwassurehewasfondofbilliards。

  \"Rush?notintheleast。Itakeituncommoneasy。\"

  \"AhI’mboundtosayyoudo!\"Mrs。Nettlepointreturnedwithinconsequence。Iguessedatacertaintensionbetweenthepairandawantofconsiderationontheyoungman’spart,arisingperhapsfromselfishness。Hismotherwasnervous,insuspense,wantingtobeatrestastowhethersheshouldhavehiscompanyonthevoyageorbeobligedtostrugglealone。Butashestoodtheresmilingandslowlymovinghisfanhestruckmesomehowasapersononwhomthisfactwouldn’tsittooheavily。Hewasofthetypeofthosewhomotherpeopleworryabout,notofthosewhoworryaboutotherpeople。Tallandstrong,hehadahandsomeface,witharoundheadandclose-

  curlinghair;thewhitesofhiseyesandtheenamelofhisteeth,underhisbrownmoustache,gleamedvaguelyinthelightsoftheBackBay。Imadeoutthathewassunburnt,asifhelivedmuchintheopenair,andthathelookedintelligentbutalsoslightlybrutal,thoughnotinamoroseway。Hisbrutality,ifhehadany,wasbrightandfinished。IhadtotellhimwhoIwas,buteventhenIsawhowlittleheplacedmeandthatmyexplanationsgavemeinhismindnogreatidentityoratanyratenogreatimportance。Iforesawthathewouldinintercoursemakemefeelsometimesveryyoungandsometimesveryold,caringhimselfbutlittlewhich。Hementioned,asiftoshowourcompanionthathemightsafelybelefttohisowndevices,thathehadoncestartedfromLondontoBombayatthreequartersofanhour’snotice。

  \"Yes,anditmusthavebeenpleasantforthepeopleyouwerewith!\"

  \"OhthepeopleIwaswith——!\"hereturned;andhistoneappearedtosignifythatsuchpeoplewouldalwayshavetocomeoffastheycould。

  Heaskediftherewerenocolddrinksinthehouse,nolemonade,noicedsyrups;insuchweathersomethingofthatsortoughtalwaystobekeptgoing。WhenhismotherremarkedthatsurelyattheclubtheyWEREkeptgoinghewenton:\"Ohyes,Ihadvariousthingsthere;butyouknowI’vewalkeddownthehillsince。Oneshouldhavesomethingateitherend。MayIringandsee?\"HerangwhileMrs。Nettlepointobservedthatwiththepeopletheyhadinthehouse,anestablishmentreducednaturallyatsuchamomenttoitssimplestexpression——theywereburningupcandle-endsandtherewerenoluxuries——shewouldn’tanswerfortheservice。ThematterendedinherleavingtheroominquestofcordialswiththefemaledomesticwhohadarrivedinresponsetothebellandinwhomJasper’sappealarousednovisibleintelligence。

  SheremainedawaysometimeandItalkedwithherson,whowassociablebutdesultoryandkeptmovingovertheplace,alwayswithhisfan,asifhewereproperlyimpatient。Sometimesheseatedhimselfaninstantonthewindow-sill,andthenImadehimoutinfactthoroughlygood-looking——afinebrowncleanyoungathlete。Hefailedtotellmeonwhatspecialcontingencyhisdecisiondepended;

  heonlyalludedfamiliarlytoanexpectedtelegram,andIsawhewasprobablyfondatnotimeofthetroubleofexplanations。Hismother’sabsencewasasignthatwhenitmightbeaquestionofgratifyinghimshehadgrownusedtosparenopains,andIfanciedherrummaginginsomeclosestoreroom,amongoldpreserve-pots,whilethedullmaid-servantheldthecandleawry。Idon’tknowwhetherthissamevisionwasinhisowneyes;atalleventsitdidn’tpreventhissayingsuddenly,ashelookedathiswatch,thatImustexcusehim——heshouldhavetogobacktotheclub。Hewouldreturninhalfanhour——orinless。HewalkedawayandIsattherealone,conscious,onthedarkdismantledsimplifiedscene,inthedeepsilencethatrestsonAmericantownsduringthehotseason——therewasnowandthenafarcryoraplashinthewater,andatintervalsthetinkleofthebellsofthehorse-carsonthelongbridge,slowinthesuffocatingnight——ofthestrangeinfluence,half-sweet,half-sad,thatabidesinhousesuninhabitedorabouttobecomeso,inplacesmuffledandbereaved,wheretheunheededsofasandpatientbelitteredtablesseem(likethedisconcerteddogs,towhomeverythingisalikesinister)torecognisetheeveofajourney。

  AfterawhileIheardthesoundofvoices,ofsteps,therustleofdresses,andIlookedround,supposingthesethingstodenotethereturnofMrs。Nettlepointandherhandmaidenwiththerefectionpreparedforherson。WhatIsawhoweverwastwootherfemaleforms,visitorsapparentlyjustadmitted,andnowusheredintotheroom。

  Theywerenotannounced——theservantturnedherbackonthemandrambledofftoourhostess。Theyadvancedinawaveringtentativeunintroducedway——partly,Icouldsee,becausetheplacewasdarkandpartlybecausetheirvisitwasinitsnatureexperimental,aflightofimaginationorastretchofconfidence。Oneoftheladieswasstoutandtheotherslim,andImadesureinamomentthatonewastalkativeandtheotherreserved。Itwasfurthertobediscernedthatonewaselderlyandtheotheryoung,aswellasthatthefactoftheirunlikenessdidn’tpreventtheirbeingmotheranddaughter。

  Mrs。Nettlepointreappearedinaveryfewminutes,buttheintervalhadsufficedtoestablishacommunication——reallycopiousfortheoccasion——betweenthestrangersandtheunknowngentlemanwhomtheyfoundinpossession,hatandstickinhand。Thiswasnotmydoing——

  forwhathadItogoupon?——andstilllesswasitthedoingoftheyoungerandthemoreindifferent,orlesscourageous,lady。Shespokebutonce——whenhercompanioninformedmethatshewasgoingouttoEuropethenextdaytobemarried。Thensheprotested\"Ohmother!\"inatonethatstruckmeinthedarknessasdoublyodd,excitingmycuriositytoseeherface。

  Ithadtakentheelderwomanbutamomenttocometothat,andtovariousotherthings,afterIhadexplainedthatImyselfwaswaitingforMrs。Nettlepoint,whowoulddoubtlesssooncomeback。

  \"Well,shewon’tknowme——Iguessshehasn’teverheardmuchaboutme,\"thegoodladysaid;\"butI’vecomefromMrs。AllenandIguessthatwillmakeitallright。IpresumeyouknowMrs。Allen?\"

  Iwasunacquaintedwiththisinfluentialpersonage,butIassentedvaguelytotheproposition。Mrs。Allen’semissarywasgood-humouredandfamiliar,butratherappealingthaninsistent(sheremarkedthatifherfriendHADfoundtimetocomeintheafternoon——shehadsomuchtodo,beingjustupfortheday,thatshecouldn’tbesure——itwouldbeallright);andsomehowevenbeforeshementionedMerrimacAvenue(theyhadcomeallthewayfromthere)myimaginationhadassociatedherwiththatindefinitesociallimboknowntotheproperly-constitutedBostonmindastheSouthEnd——anebulousregionwhichcondenseshereandthereintoaprettyface,inwhichthedaughtersarean\"improvement\"onthemothersandaresometimesacquaintedwithgentlemenmoregloriouslydomiciled,gentlemenwhosewivesandsistersareinturnnotacquaintedwiththem。

  WhenatlastMrs。Nettlepointcamein,accompaniedbycandlesandbyatrayladenwithglassesofcolouredfluidwhichemittedacooltinkling,Iwasinapositiontoofficiateasmasteroftheceremonies,tointroduceMrs。MavisandMissGraceMavis,torepresentthatMrs。Allenhadrecommendedthem——nay,hadurgedthem——

  justtocomethatway,informallyandwithoutfear;Mrs。Allenwhohadbeenpreventedonlybythepressureofoccupationssocharacteristicofher(especiallywhenupfromMattapoisettforafewhours’desperateshopping)fromherselfcallinginthecourseofthedaytoexplainwhotheywereandwhatwasthefavourtheyhadtoaskofherbenevolentfriend。Good-naturedwomenunderstandeachotherevenwhensodividedastositresidentiallyaboveandbelowthesalt,aswhoshouldsay;bywhichtokenourhostesshadquicklymasteredthemainfacts:Mrs。Allen’svisitthatmorninginMerrimacAvenuetotalkofMrs。Amber’sgreatidea,theclassesatthepublicschoolsinvacation(shewasinterestedwithanequalcharitytothatofMrs。Mavis——eveninsuchweather!——inthoseoftheSouthEnd)forgamesandexercisesandmusic,tokeepthepoorunoccupiedchildrenoutofthestreets;thentherevelationthatithadsuddenlybeensettledalmostfromonehourtotheotherthatGraceshouldsailforLiverpool,Mr。Porterfieldatlastbeingready。Hewastakingalittleholiday;hismotherwaswithhim,theyhadcomeoverfromParistoseesomeofthecelebratedoldbuildingsinEngland,andhehadtelegraphedtosaythatifGracewouldstartrightofftheywouldjustfinishitupandbemarried。Itoftenhappenedthatwhenthingshaddraggedonthatwayforyearstheywereallhuddledupattheend。Ofcourseinsuchacaseshe,Mrs。Mavis,hadhadtoflyround。

  Herdaughter’spassagewastaken,butitseemedtoodreadfulsheshouldmakeherjourneyallalone,thefirsttimeshehadeverbeenatsea,withoutanycompanionorescort。SHEcouldn’tgo——Mr。Maviswastoosick:shehadn’tevenbeenabletogethimofftotheseaside。

  \"Well,Mrs。Nettlepoint’sgoinginthatship,\"Mrs。Allenhadsaid;

  andshehadrepresentedthatnothingwassimplerthantogiveherthegirlincharge。WhenMrs。Mavishadrepliedthatthiswasallverywellbutthatshedidn’tknowthelady,Mrs。Allenhaddeclaredthatthatdidn’tmakeaspeckofdifference,forMrs。Nettlepointwaskindenoughforanything。ItwaseasyenoughtoKNOWher,ifthatwasallthetrouble!AllMrs。Maviswouldhavetodowouldbetogorightuptohernextmorning,whenshetookherdaughtertotheship(shewouldseeherthereonthedeckwithherparty)andtellherfairandsquarewhatshewanted。Mrs。Nettlepointhaddaughtersherselfandwouldeasilyunderstand。Verylikelyshe’devenlookafterGracealittleontheotherside,insuchaqueersituation,goingoutalonetothegentlemanshewasengagedto:she’djusthelpher,likeagoodSamaritan,toturnroundbeforeshewasmarried。Mr。

  Porterfieldseemedtothinktheywouldn’twaitlong,onceshewasthere:theywouldhaveitrightoverattheAmericanconsul’s。Mrs。

  AllenhadsaiditwouldperhapsbebetterstilltogoandseeMrs。

  Nettlepointbeforehand,thatday,totellherwhattheywanted:thentheywouldn’tseemtospringitonherjustasshewasleaving。Sheherself(Mrs。Allen)wouldcallandsayawordforthemifshecouldsavetenminutesbeforecatchinghertrain。Ifshehadn’tcomeitwasbecauseshehadn’tsavedhertenminutesbutshehadmadethemfeelthattheymustcomeallthesame。Mrs。Mavislikedthatbetter,becauseontheshipinthemorningtherewouldbesuchaconfusion。

  Shedidn’tthinkherdaughterwouldbeanytrouble——conscientiouslyshedidn’t。Itwasjusttohavesomeonetospeaktoherandnotsallyforthlikeaservant-girlgoingtoasituation。

  \"Isee,I’mtoactasasortofbridesmaidandtogiveheraway,\"

  Mrs。Nettlepointobliginglysaid。Kindenoughinfactforanything,sheshowedonthisoccasionthatitwaseasyenoughtoknowher。

  Thereisnotoriouslynothinglessdesirablethananimposedaggravationofeffortatsea,butsheacceptedwithoutbetrayeddismaytheburdenoftheyounglady’sdependenceandallowedher,asMrs。Mavissaid,tohookherselfon。Sheevidentlyhadthehabitofpatience,andherreceptionofhervisitors’storyremindedmeafresh——IwasremindedofitwheneverIreturnedtomynativeland——

  thatmydearcompatriotsarethepeopleintheworldwhomostfreelytakemutualaccommodationforgranted。Theyhavealwayshadtohelpthemselves,andhaverathermagnanimouslyfailedtolearnjustwherehelpingothersisdistinguishablefromthat。Innocountryaretherefewerformsandmorereciprocities。

  ItwasdoubtlessnotsingularthattheladiesfromMerrimacAvenueshouldn’tfeeltheywereimportunate:whatwasstrikingwasthatMrs。Nettlepointdidn’tappeartosuspectit。However,shewouldinanycasehavethoughtitinhumantoshowthis——thoughIcouldseethatunderthesurfaceshewasamusedateverythingthemoreexpressiveofthepilgrimsfromtheSouthEndtookforgranted。I

  scarceknowwhethertheattitudeoftheyoungervisitoraddedornottothemeritofhergoodnature。Mr。Porterfield’sintendedtooknopartinthedemonstration,scarcelyspoke,satlookingattheBackBayandthelightsonthelongbridge。Shedeclinedthelemonadeandtheothermixtureswhich,atMrs。Nettlepoint’srequest,Iofferedher,whilehermotherpartookfreelyofeverythingandIreflected——

  forIasfreelydrainedaglassortwoinwhichtheicetinkled——thatMr。Jasperhadbetterhurrybackifhewishedtoenjoytheseluxuries。

  Wastheeffectoftheyoungwoman’sreservemeanwhileungracious,orwasitonlynaturalthatinherparticularsituationsheshouldn’thaveaflowofcomplimentathercommand?InoticedthatMrs。

  Nettlepointlookedatheroften,andcertainlythoughshewasundemonstrativeMissMaviswasinteresting。Thecandlelightenabledmetoseethatthoughnotintheveryfirstflowerofheryouthshewasstillfreshandhandsome。Hereyesandhairweredark,herfacewaspale,andsheheldupherheadasif,withitsthickbraidsandeverythingelseinvolvedinit,itwereanappurtenanceshewasn’tashamedof。Ifhermotherwasexcellentandcommonshewasnotcommon——notatleastflagrantlyso——andperhapsalsonotexcellent。

  Atalleventsshewouldn’tbe,inappearanceatleast,adrearyappendage;whichinthecaseofaperson\"hookingon\"wasalwayssomethinggained。Wasitbecausesomethingofaromanticorpatheticinterestusuallyattachestoagoodcreaturewhohasbeenthevictimofa\"longengagement\"thatthisyoungladymadeanimpressiononmefromthefirst——favouredasIhadbeensoquicklywiththisglimpseofherhistory?Icouldchargehercertainlywithnopositiveappeal;sheonlyheldhertongueandsmiled,andhersmilecorrectedwhateversuggestionmighthaveforceditselfuponmethatthespiritwithinherwasdead——thespiritofthatpromiseofwhichshefoundherselfdoomedtocarryouttheletter。

  Whatcorrecteditless,Imustadd,wasanoddrecollectionwhichgatheredvividnessasIlistenedtoit——amentalassociationevokedbythenameofMr。Porterfield。SurelyIhadapersonalimpression,over-smearedandconfused,ofthegentlemanwhowaswaitingatLiverpool,orwhopresentlywouldbe,forMrs。Nettlepoint’sprotegee。Ihadmethim,knownhim,sometime,somewhere,somehow,ontheotherside。Wasn’thestudyingsomething,veryhard,somewhere——probablyinParis——tenyearsbefore,anddidn’themakeextraordinarilyneatdrawings,linearandarchitectural?Didn’thegotoatabled’hote,attwofrancstwenty-five,intheRueBonaparte,whichIthenfrequented,anddidn’thewearspectaclesandaScotchplaidarrangedinamannerwhichseemedtosay\"I’vetrustworthyinformationthatthat’sthewaytheydoitintheHighlands\"?Wasn’theexemplarytopositiveirritation,andverypoor,poortopositiveoppression,sothatIsupposedhehadnoovercoatandhistartanwouldbewhathesleptunderatnight?

  Wasn’theworkingveryhardstill,andwouldn’thebe,inthenaturalcourse,notyetsatisfiedthathehadfoundhisfeetorknewenoughtolaunchout?Hewouldbeamanoflongpreparations——MissMavis’swhitefaceseemedtospeaktooneofthat。ItstruckmethatifI

  hadbeeninlovewithherIshouldn’thaveneededtolaysuchatrainforthecloserapproach。ArchitecturewashislineandhewasapupiloftheEcoledesBeauxArts。ThisreminiscencegrewsomuchmorevividwithmethatattheendoftenminutesIhadanoddsenseofknowing——byimplication——agooddealabouttheyounglady。

  EvenafteritwassettledthatMrs。Nettlepointwoulddoeverythingpossibleforhertheothervisitorsatsippingouricedliquidandtellinghow\"low\"Mr。Mavishadbeen。Atthisperiodthegirl’ssilencestruckmeasstillmoreconscious,partlyperhapsbecauseshedeprecatedhermother’sfreeflow——shewasenoughofan\"improvement\"

  tomeasurethat——andpartlybecauseshewastoodistressedbytheideaofleavingherinfirm,herperhapsdyingfather。Itwasn’tindistinguishablethattheywerepoorandthatshewouldtakeoutaverysmallpurseforhertrousseau。ForMr。Porterfieldtomakeupthesumhisowncasewouldhavehadmoreovergreatlytochange。IfhehadenrichedhimselfbythesuccessfulpracticeofhisprofessionIhadencounterednoedificehehadreared——hisreputationhadn’tcometomyears。

  Mrs。Nettlepointnotifiedhernewfriendsthatshewasaveryinactivepersonatsea:shewaspreparedtosuffertothefullwithMissMavis,butnotpreparedtopacethedeckwithher,tostrugglewithher,toaccompanyhertomeals。Tothisthegirlrepliedthatshewouldtroubleherlittle,shewassure:shewasconvincedsheshouldproveawretchedsailorandspendthevoyageonherback。Hermotherscoffedatthispicture,prophesyingperfectweatherandalovelytime,andIinterposedtotheeffectthatifImightbetrusted,asatamebachelorfairlysea-seasoned,Ishouldbedelightedtogivethenewmemberofourpartyanarmoranyothercountenancewheneversheshouldrequireit。Boththeladiesthankedmeforthis——takingmyprofessionswithnosortofabatement——andtheelderonedeclaredthatwewereevidentlygoingtobesuchasociablegroupthatitwastoobadtohavetostayathome。SheaskedMrs。

  Nettlepointiftherewereanyoneelseinourparty,andwhenourhostessmentionedherson——therewasachanceofhisembarkingbut(wasn’titabsurd?)hehadn’tdecidedyet——shereturnedwithextraordinarycandour:\"Ohdear,Idohopehe’llgo:thatwouldbesolovelyforGrace。\"

  SomehowthewordsmademethinkofpoorMr。Porterfield’startan,especiallyasJasperNettlepointstrolledinagainatthatmoment。

  Hismotheratoncechallengedhim:itwasteno’clock;hadhebychancemadeuphisgreatmind?Apparentlyhefailedtohearher,beinginthefirstplacesurprisedatthestrangeladiesandthenstruckwiththefactthatoneofthemwasn’tstrange。Theyoungman,afteraslighthesitation,greetedMissMaviswithahandshakeanda\"Ohgood-evening,howdoyoudo?\"Hedidn’tutterhername——whichI

  couldseehemusthaveforgotten;butsheimmediatelypronouncedhis,availingherselfoftheAmericangirl’sdiscretionto\"present\"himtohermother。

  \"Well,youmighthavetoldmeyouknewhimallthistime!\"thatladyjoviallycried。ThenshehadanequalconfidenceforMrs。

  Nettlepoint。\"Itwouldhavesavedmeaworry——anacquaintancealreadybegun。\"

  \"Ahmyson’sacquaintances!\"ourhostessmurmured。

  \"Yes,andmydaughter’stoo!\"Mrs。Mavisgailyechoed。\"Mrs。Allendidn’ttellusYOUweregoing,\"shecontinuedtotheyoungman。

  \"She’dhavebeencleverifshehadbeenableto!\"Mrs。Nettlepointsighed。

  \"Dearmother,Ihavemytelegram,\"Jasperremarked,lookingatGraceMavis。

  \"Iknowyouverylittle,\"thegirlsaid,returninghisobservation。

  \"I’vedancedwithyouatsomeball——forsomesufferersbysomethingorother。\"

  \"Ithinkitwasaninundationorabigfire,\"shealittlelanguidlysmiled。\"Butitwasalongtimeago——andIhaven’tseenyousince。\"

  \"I’vebeeninfarcountries——tomyloss。Ishouldhavesaiditwasabigfire。\"

  \"ItwasattheHorticulturalHall。Ididn’trememberyourname,\"

  saidGraceMavis。

  \"That’sveryunkindofyou,whenIrecallvividlythatyouhadapinkdress。\"

  \"OhIrememberthatdress——yourstrawberrytarletan:youlookedlovelyinit!\"Mrs。Mavisbrokeout。\"Youmustgetanotherjustlikeit——ontheotherside。\"

  \"Yes,yourdaughterlookedcharminginit,\"saidJasperNettlepoint。

  Thenheaddedtothegirl:\"Yetyoumentionedmynametoyourmother。\"

  \"Itcamebacktome——seeingyouhere。Ihadnoideathiswasyourhome。\"

  \"Well,Iconfessitisn’t,much。Ohtherearesomedrinks!\"——heapproachedthetrayanditsglasses。

  \"Indeedthereareandquitedelicious\"——Mrs。Mavislargelywipedhermouth。

  \"Won’tyouhaveanotherthen?——apinkone,likeyourdaughter’sgown。\"

  \"Withpleasure,sir。Ohdoseethemover,\"Mrs。Maviscontinued,acceptingfromtheyoungman’shandathirdtumbler。

  \"Mymotherandthatgentleman?Surelytheycantakecareofthemselves,\"hefreelypleaded。

  \"Thenmydaughter——shehasaclaimasanoldfriend。\"

  Buthismotherhadbythistimeinterposed。\"Jasper,whatdoesyourtelegramsay?\"

  Hepaidhernoheed:hestoodtherewithhisglassinhishand,lookingfromMrs。MavistoMissGrace。

  \"Ahleavehertome,madam;I’mquitecompetent,\"IsaidtoMrs。

  Mavis。

  Thentheyoungmangavemehisattention。Thenextminuteheaskedofthegirl:\"Doyoumeanyou’regoingtoEurope?\"

  \"Yes,tomorrow。Inthesameshipasyourmother。\"

  \"That’swhatwe’vecomeherefor,toseeallaboutit,\"saidMrs。

  Mavis。

  \"Myson,takepityonmeandtellmewhatlightyourtelegramthrows,\"Mrs。Nettlepointwenton。

  \"Iwill,dearest,whenI’vequenchedmythirst。\"Andheslowlydrainedhisglass。

  \"Well,Ideclareyou’reworsethanGracie,\"Mrs。Maviscommented。

  \"Shewasfirstonethingandthentheother——butonlyaboutuptothreeo’clockyesterday。\"

  \"Excuseme——won’tyoutakesomething?\"JasperinquiredofGracie;whohoweverstilldeclined,asiftomakeupforhermother’scopiousconsommation。Ifoundmyselfquiteawarethatthetwoladieswoulddowelltotakeleave,thequestionofMrs。Nettlepoint’sgoodwillbeingsosatisfactorilysettledandthemeetingofthemorrowattheshipsonearathandandIwentsofarastojudgethattheirprotractedstay,withtheirhostessvisiblyinafidget,gavethelastproofoftheirwantofbreeding。MissGraceafterallthenwasnotsuchanimprovementonhermother,forsheeasilymighthavetakentheinitiativeofdeparture,inspiteofMrs。Mavis’sevident\"game\"ofmakingherownabsorptionofrefreshmentlastaslongaspossible。Iwatchedthegirlwithincreasinginterest;Icouldn’thelpaskingmyselfaquestionortwoaboutherandevenperceivingalready(inadimandgeneralway)thatrathermarkedembarrassment,oratleastanxietyattendedher。Wasn’titcomplicatingthatsheshouldhaveneeded,byremaininglongenough,toassuageacertainsuspense,tolearnwhetherornoJasperweregoingtosail?Hadn’tsomethingparticularpassedbetweenthemontheoccasionorattheperiodtowhichwehadcaughttheirallusion,anddidn’tshereallynotknowhermotherwasbringinghertoHISmother’s,thoughsheapparentlyhadthoughtitwellnottobetrayknowledge?Suchthingsweresymptomatic——thoughindeedonescarceknewofwhat——onthepartofayoungladybetrothedtothatcuriouscross-barredphantomofaMr。Porterfield。ButIamboundtoaddthatshegavemenofurtherwarrantforwonderthanwasconveyedinheralltacitlyandcovertlyencouraginghermothertolinger。SomehowIhadasensethatSHEwasconsciousoftheindecencyofthis。Igotupmyselftogo,butMrs。

  Nettlepointdetainedmeafterseeingthatmymovementwouldn’tbetakenasahint,andIfeltshewishedmenottoleavemyfellowvisitorsonherhands。Jaspercomplainedoftheclosenessoftheroom,saidthatitwasnotanighttositinaroom——oneoughttobeoutintheair,underthesky。Hedenouncedthewindowsthatoverlookedthewaterfornotopeninguponabalconyoraterrace,untilhismother,whomhehadn’tyetsatisfiedabouthistelegram,remindedhimthattherewasabeautifulbalconyinfront,withroomforadozenpeople。Sheassuredhimwewouldgoandsitthereifitwouldpleasehim。

  \"Itwillbeniceandcooltomorrow,whenwesteamintothegreatocean,\"saidMissMavis,expressingwithmorevivacitythanshehadyetthrownintoanyofherutterancesmyownthoughtofhalfanhourbefore。Mrs。Nettlepointrepliedthatitwouldprobablybefreezingcold,andhersonmurmuredthathewouldgoandtrythedrawing-roombalconyandreportuponit。Justashewasturningawayhesaid,smiling,toMissMavis:\"Won’tyoucomewithmeandseeifit’spleasant?\"

  \"Ohwell,wehadbetternotstayallnight!\"hermotherexclaimed,butstillwithoutmoving。Thegirlmoved,afteramoment’shesitation;——sheroseandaccompaniedJaspertotheotherroom。I

  sawhowherslimtallnessshowedtoadvantageasshewalked,andthatshelookedwellasshepassed,withherheadthrownback,intothedarknessoftheotherpartofthehouse。Therewassomethingrathermarked,rathersurprising——Iscarcelyknewwhy,fortheactinitselfwassimpleenough——inheracceptanceofsuchaplea,andperhapsitwasoursenseofthisthatheldtherestofussomewhatstifflysilentassheremainedaway。IwaswaitingforMrs。Mavistogo,sothatImyselfmightgo;andMrs。NettlepointwaswaitingforhertogosothatImightn’t。Thisdoubtlessmadetheyounglady’sabsenceappeartouslongerthanitreallywas——itwasprobablyverybrief。

  Hermothermoreover,Ithink,hadnowavaguelapsefromease。

  JasperNettlepointpresentlyreturnedtothebackdrawing-roomtoservehiscompanionwithourlucentsyrup,andhetookoccasiontoremarkthatitwaslovelyonthebalcony:onereallygotsomeair,thebreezebeingfromthatquarter。Iremembered,ashewentawaywithhistinklingtumbler,thatfromMYhand,afewminutesbefore,MissMavishadnotbeenwillingtoacceptthisinnocentoffering。A

  littlelaterMrs。Nettlepointsaid:\"Well,ifit’ssopleasanttherewehadbettergoourselves。\"Sowepassedtothefrontandintheotherroommetthetwoyoungpeoplecominginfromthebalcony。I

  wastowonder,inthelightoflaterthings,exactlyhowlongtheyhadoccupiedtogetheracoupleofthesetofcanechairsgarnishingtheplaceinsummer。Ifithadbeenbutfiveminutesthatonlymadesubsequenteventsmorecurious。\"Wemustgo,mother,\"MissMavisimmediatelysaid;andamomentafter,withalittlerenewalofchatterastoourgeneralmeetingontheship,thevisitorshadtakenleave。JasperwentdownwiththemtothedoorandassoonastheyhadgotoffMrs。Nettlepointquiterichlyexhaledherimpression。

  \"Ahbut’llshebeabore——she’llbeaboreofbores!\"

  \"Notthroughtalkingtoomuch,surely。\"

  \"Anaffectationofsilenceisasbad。Ihatethatparticularpose;

  it’scomingupverymuchnow;animitationoftheEnglish,likeeverythingelse。Agirlwhotriestobestatuesqueatsea——thatwillactonone’snerves!\"

  \"Idon’tknowwhatshetriestobe,butshesucceedsinbeingveryhandsome。\"

  \"Somuchthebetterforyou。I’llleavehertoyou,forIshallbeshutup。Ilikeherbeingplacedundermy’care’!\"myfriendcried。

  \"She’llbeunderJasper’s,\"Iremarked。

  \"Ahhewon’tgo,\"shewailed——\"Iwantittoomuch!\"

  \"ButIdidn’tseeitthatway。Ihaveanideahe’llgo。\"

  \"Whydidn’thetellmesothen——whenhecamein?\"

  \"Hewasdivertedbythatyoungwoman——abeautifulunexpectedgirlsittingthere。\"

  \"Divertedfromhismotherandherfondhope?——hismothertremblingforhisdecision?\"

  \"Well\"——Ipiecedittogether——\"she’sanoldfriend,olderthanweknow。Itwasameetingafteralongseparation。\"

  \"Yes,suchalotofthemashedoesknow!\"Mrs。Nettlepointsighed。

  \"Suchalotofthem?\"

  \"Hehassomanyfemalefriends——inthemostvariedcircles。\"

  \"Well,wecancloseroundherthen,\"Ireturned;\"forIonmysideknow,orusedtoknow,heryoungman。\"

  \"Herintended?\"——shehadalightofreliefforthis。

  \"Theveryoneshe’sgoingoutto。Hecan’t,bytheway,\"itoccurredtome,\"beveryyoungnow。\"

  \"Howodditsounds——hermuddlingafterhim!\"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。

  Iwasgoingtoreplythatitwasn’toddifyouknewMr。Porterfield,butIreflectedthatthatperhapsonlymadeitodder。Itoldmycompanionbrieflywhohewas——thatIhadmethimintheoldParisdays,whenIbelievedforafleetinghourthatIcouldlearntopaint,whenIlivedwiththejeunessedesecoles;andhercommentonthiswassimply:\"Well,hehadbetterhavecomeoutforher!\"

  \"Perhapsso。Shelookedtomeasshesatthereasif,shemightchangehermindatthelastmoment。\"

  \"Abouthermarriage?

  \"Aboutsailing。Butshewon’tchangenow。\"

  Jaspercameback,andhismotherinstantlychallengedhim。\"Well,AREyougoing?\"

  \"Yes,Ishallgo\"——hewasfinallyatpeaceaboutit。\"I’vegotmytelegram。\"

  \"Ohyourtelegram!\"——Iventuredalittletojeer。

  \"Thatcharminggirl’syourtelegram。\"

  Hegavemealook,butintheduskIcouldn’tmakeoutverywellwhatitconveyed。Thenhebentoverhismother,kissingher。\"Mynewsisn’tparticularlysatisfactory。I’mgoingforYOU。\"

  \"Ohyouhumbug!\"shereplied。Butshewasofcoursedelighted。

  CHAPTERII

  Peopleusuallyspendthefirsthoursofavoyageinsqueezingthemselvesintotheircabins,takingtheirlittleprecautions,eithersoexcessiveorsoinadequate,wonderinghowtheycanpasssomanydaysinsuchaholeandaskingidioticquestionsofthestewards,whoappearincomparisonraremenoftheworld。Myowninitiationswererapid,asbecameanoldsailor,andso,itseemed,wereMissMavis’s,forwhenImountedtothedeckattheendofhalfanhourIfoundhertherealone,inthesternoftheship,hereyesonthedwindlingcontinent。Itdwindledveryfastforsobigaplace。Iaccostedher,havinghadnoconversationwithheramidthecrowdofleave-

  takersandthemuddleoffarewellsbeforeweputoff;wetalkedalittleabouttheboat,ourfellow-passengersandourprospects,andthenIsaid:\"IthinkyoumentionedlastnightanameIknow——thatofMr。Porterfield。\"

  \"OhnoIdidn’t!\"sheansweredverystraightwhileshesmiledatmethroughherclosely-drawnveil。

  \"Thenitwasyourmother。\"

  \"Verylikelyitwasmymother。\"AndshecontinuedtosmileasifI

  oughttohaveknownthedifference。

  \"IventuretoalludetohimbecauseI’veanideaIusedtoknowhim,\"

  Iwenton。

  \"OhIsee。\"Andbeyondthisremarksheappearedtotakenointerest;

  sheleftittometomakeanyconnexion。

  \"Thatisifit’sthesameone。\"Itstruckmeasfeebletosaynothingmore;soIadded\"MyMr。PorterfieldwascalledDavid。\"

  \"Well,soisours。\"\"Ours\"affectedmeasclever。

  \"IsupposeIshallseehimagainifhe’stomeetyouatLiverpool,\"I

  continued。

  \"Well,itwillbebadifhedoesn’t。\"

  Itwastoosoonformetohavetheideathatitwouldbebadifhedid:thatonlycamelater。SoIremarkedthat,nothavingseenhimforsomanyyears,itwasverypossibleIshouldn’tknowhim。

  \"Well,I’venotseenhimforaconsiderabletime,butIexpectI

  shallknowhimallthesame。\"

  \"Ohwithyouit’sdifferent,\"Ireturnedwithharmlesslybrightsignificance。\"Hasn’thebeenbacksincethosedays?\"

  \"Idon’tknow,\"shesturdilyprofessed,\"whatdaysyoumean。\"

  \"WhenIknewhiminParis——agesago。HewasapupiloftheEcoledesBeauxArts。Hewasstudyingarchitecture。\"

  \"Well,he’sstudyingitstill,\"saidGraceMavis。

  \"Hasn’thelearnedityet?\"

  \"Idon’tknowwhathehaslearned。Ishallsee。\"Thensheaddedforthebenefitofmyperhapsunduelevity:\"Architecture’sverydifficultandhe’stremendouslythorough。\"

  \"Ohyes,Irememberthat。Hewasanadmirableworker。Buthemusthavebecomequiteaforeignerifit’ssomanyyearssincehehasbeenathome。\"

  Sheseemedtoregardthispropositionatfirstascomplicated;butshedidwhatshecouldforme。\"Ohhe’snotchangeable。Ifhewerechangeable——\"

  Then,however,shepaused。Idaresayshehadbeengoingtoobservethatifhewerechangeablehewouldlongagohavegivenherup。

  Afteraninstantshewenton:\"Hewouldn’thavestucksotohisprofession。Youcan’tmakemuchbyit。\"

  Isoughttoattenuateherratheroddmaidenlygrimness。\"Itdependsonwhatyoucallmuch。\"

  \"Itdoesn’tmakeyourich。\"

  \"Ohofcourseyou’vegottopractiseit——andtopractiseitlong。\"

  \"Yes——soMr。Porterfieldsays。\"

  Somethinginthewaysheutteredthesewordsmademelaugh——theyweresocalmanimplicationthatthegentlemaninquestiondidn’tliveuptohisprinciples。ButIcheckedmyself,askingherifsheexpectedtoremaininEuropelong——towhatonemightcallsettle。

  \"Well,itwillbeagoodwhileifittakesmeaslongtocomebackasithastakenmetogoout。\"

  \"AndIthinkyourmothersaidlastnightthatitwasyourfirstvisit。\"

  MissMavis,inherdeliberateway,metmyeyes。\"Didn’tmothertalk!\"

  \"Itwasallveryinteresting。\"

  Shecontinuedtolookatme。\"Youdon’tthinkthat,\"shethensimplystated。

  \"WhathaveItogainthenbysayingit?\"

  \"Ohmenhavealwayssomethingtogain。\"

  \"Youmakemeinthatcasefeelaterriblefailure!Ihopeatanyratethatitgivesyoupleasure,\"Iwenton,\"theideaofseeingforeignlands。\"

  \"Mercy——Ishouldthinkso!\"

  Thiswasalmostgenial,anditcheeredmeproportionately。\"It’sapityourship’snotoneofthefastones,ifyou’reimpatient。\"

  Shewassilentalittleafterwhichshebroughtout:\"OhIguessit’llbefastenough!\"

  ThateveningIwentintoseeMrs。Nettlepointandsatonhersea-

  trunk,whichwaspulledoutfromundertheberthtoaccommodateme。

  Itwasnineo’clockbutnotquitedark,asournorthwardcoursehadalreadytakenusintothelatitudeofthelongerdays。Shehadmadehernestadmirablyandnowrestedfromherlabours;shelayuponhersofainadressing-gownandacapthatbecameher。Itwasherregularpracticetospendthevoyageinhercabin,whichsmeltpositivelygood——suchwastherefinementofherart;andshehadasecretpeculiartoherselfforkeepingherportopenwithoutshippingseas。Shehatedwhatshecalledthemessoftheshipandtheidea,ifsheshouldgoabove,ofmeetingstewardswithplatesofsupererogatoryfood。Sheprofessedtobecontentwithhersituation——

  wepromisedtolendeachotherbooksandIassuredherfamiliarlythatIshouldbeinandoutofherroomadozentimesaday——pityingmeforhavingtomingleinsociety。Shejudgedthisalimitedprivilege,foronthedeckbeforeweleftthewharfshehadtakenaviewofourfellow-passengers。

  \"OhI’maninveterate,almostaprofessionalobserver,\"Ireplied,\"andwiththatviceI’maswelloccupiedasanoldwomaninthesunwithherknitting。Itmakesme,inanysituation,justinordinatelyandsubmissivelySEEthings。Ishallseethemevenhereandshallcomedownveryoftenandtellyouaboutthem。You’renotinterestedtoday,butyouwillbetomorrow,foraship’sagreatschoolofgossip。Youwon’tbelievethenumberofresearchesandproblemsyou’llbeengagedinbythemiddleofthevoyage。\"

  \"I?Neverintheworld!——lyingherewithmynoseinabookandnotcaringastraw。\"

  \"You’llparticipateatsecondhand。You’llseethroughmyeyes,hanguponmylips,takesides,feelpassions,allsortsofsympathiesandindignations。I’veanidea,\"Ifurtherdeveloped,\"thatyouryounglady’sthepersononboardwhowillinterestmemost。\"

  \"’Mine’indeed!Shehasn’tbeennearmesinceweleftthedock。\"

  \"Thereyouare——youdofeelsheowesyousomething。Well,\"Iadded,\"she’sverycurious。\"

  \"You’vesuchcold-bloodedterms!\"Mrs。Nettlepointwailed。\"Ellenesaitpasseconduire;sheoughttohavecometoaskaboutme。\"

  \"Yes,sinceyou’reunderhercare,\"Ilaughed。\"Asforhernotknowinghowtobehave——well,that’sexactlywhatweshallsee。\"

  \"Youwill,butnotI!Iwashmyhandsofher。\"

  \"Don’tsaythat——don’tsaythat。\"

  Mrs。Nettlepointlookedatmeamoment。\"Whydoyouspeaksosolemnly?\"

  InreturnIconsideredher。\"I’lltellyoubeforeweland。Andhaveyouseenmuchofyourson?\"

  \"Ohyes,hehascomeinseveraltimes。Heseemsverymuchpleased。

  Hehasgotacabintohimself。\"

  \"That’sgreatluck,\"Isaid,\"butI’veanideahe’salwaysinluck。

  IwassureIshouldhavetoofferhimthesecondberthinmyroom。\"

  \"Andyouwouldn’thaveenjoyedthat,becauseyoudon’tlikehim,\"shetookuponherselftosay。

  \"Whatputthatintoyourhead?\"

  \"Itisn’tinmyhead——it’sinmyheart,mycoeurdemere。Weguessthosethings。Youthinkhe’sselfish。Icouldseeitlastnight。\"

  \"Dearlady,\"Icontrivedpromptlyenoughtoreply,\"I’venogeneralideasabouthimatall。He’sjustoneofthephenomenaIamgoingtoobserve。Heseemstomeaveryfineyoungman。However,\"Iadded,\"sinceyou’vementionedlastnightI’lladmitthatIthoughtherathertantalisedyou。Heplayedwithyoursuspense。\"

  \"Whyhecameatthelastjusttopleaseme,\"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。

  Iwassilentalittle。\"Areyousureitwasforyoursake?\"

  \"Ah,perhapsitwasforyours!\"

  Iboreup,however,againstthisthrust,characteristicofperfidiouswomanwhenyoupresumetosidewithheragainstafondtormentor。

  \"Whenhewentoutonthebalconywiththatgirl,\"Ifoundassurancetosuggest,\"perhapssheaskedhimtocomeforHERS。\"

  \"Perhapsshedid。Butwhyshouldhedoeverythingsheaskshim——suchassheis?\"

  \"Idon’tknowyet,butperhapsIshallknowlater。Notthathe’lltellme——forhe’llnevertellmeanything:he’snot,\"Iconsistentlyopined,\"oneofthosewhotell。\"

  \"Ifshedidn’taskhim,whatyousayisagreatwrongtoher,\"saidMrs。Nettlepoint。

  \"Yes,ifshedidn’t。ButyousaythattoprotectJasper——nottoprotecther,\"Ismiled。

  \"YouAREcold-blooded——it’suncanny!\"myfriendexclaimed。

  \"Ahthisisnothingyet!Waitawhile——you’llsee。AtseaingeneralI’mawful——Iexceedthelimits。IfI’veoutragedherinthoughtI’lljumpoverboard。Therearewaysofasking——amandoesn’tneedtotellawomanthat——withoutthecrudewords。\"

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