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  Coulditbesomethingofthatnature?Apart,however,fromtheutterimprobabilitythathewouldoffertotalkofiteventohisfutureuncle—

  in—law,IhadastrangefeelingthatFalk’sphysiqueunfittedhimforthatsortofdelinquency。AsthepersonofHermann’snieceexhaledtheprofoundphysicalcharmoffeminineform,soherador—

  er’sbigframeembodiedtomysensesthehard,straightmasculinitythatwouldconceivablykillbutwouldnotcondescendtocheat。Thethingwasobvious。Imightjustaswellhavesuspectedthegirlofacurvatureofthespine。AndIper—

  ceivedthatthesunwasabouttoset。

  ThesmokeofFalk’stughoveinsight,farawayatthemouthoftheriver。Itwastimeformetoassumethecharacterofanambassador,andthenegotiationwouldnotbedifficultexceptinthematterofkeepingmycountenance。Itwasalltooextravagantlynonsensical,andIconceivedthatitwouldbebesttocomposeformyselfagravede—

  meanour。IpractisedthisinmyboatasIwentalong,butthebashfulnessthatcamesecretlyuponmethemomentIsteppedonthedeckoftheDianaisinexplicable。AssoonaswehadexchangedgreetingsHermannaskedmeeagerlyifIknewwhetherFalkhadfoundhiswhiteparasol。

  \"He’sgoingtobringittoyouhimselfdirectly,\"

  Isaidwithgreatsolemnity。\"MeantimeIamchargedwithanimportantmessageforwhichhebegsyourfavourableconsideration。Heisinlovewithyourniece……\"

  \"AchSo!\"hehissedwithananimositythatmademyassumedgravitychangeintothemostgenuineconcern。Whatmeantthistone?AndI

  hurriedon。

  \"Hewishes,withyourconsentofcourse,toaskhertomarryhimatonce——beforeyouleavehere,thatis。HewouldspeaktotheConsul。\"

  Hermannsatdownandsmokedviolently。Fiveminutespassedinthatfuriousmeditation,andthen,takingthelongpipeoutofhismouth,heburstintoahotdiatribeagainstFalk——againsthiscupidity,hisstupidity(afellowthatcanhardlybegottosay\"yes\"or\"no\"tothesimplestques—

  tion)——againsthisoutrageoustreatmentoftheshippinginport(becausehesawtheywereathismercy)——andagainsthismannerofwalking,whichtohis(Hermann’s)mindshowedaconceitpositivelyunbearable。ThedamagetotheoldDianawasnotforgotten,ofcourse,andtherewasnothingofanynaturesaidordonebyFalk(eventothelastofferofrefreshmentinthehotel)thatdidnotseemtohavebeenacauseofoffence。

  \"Hadthecheek\"todraghim(Hermann)intothatcoffee—room;asthoughadrinkfromhimcouldmakeupforforty—sevendollarsandfiftycentsofdamageinthecostofwoodalone——notcountingtwodays’workforthecarpenter。Ofcoursehewouldnotstandinthegirl’sway。HewasgoinghometoGermany。TherewereplentyofpoorgirlswalkingaboutinGermany。

  \"He’sverymuchinlove,\"wasallIfoundtosay。

  \"Yes,\"hecried。\"Anditistimetooaftermak—

  inghimselfandmetalkedaboutashorethelastvoyageIwashere,andthennowagain;comingonboardeveryeveningunsettlingthegirl’smind,andsayingnothing。Whatsortofconductisthat?\"

  Theseventhousanddollarsthefellowwasalwaystalkingaboutdidnot,inhisopinion,justifysuchbehaviour。Moreover,nobodyhadseenthem。He(Hermann)seriouslydoubtediftherewereseventhousandcents,andthetug,nodoubt,wasmort—

  gageduptothetopofthefunneltothefirmofSiegers。Butletthatpass。Hewouldn’tstandinthegirl’sway。Herheadwassoturnedthatshehadbecomenogoodtothemoflate。Quiteunableeventoputthechildrentobedwithoutheraunt。

  Itwasbadforthechildren;theygotunruly;andyesterdayheactuallyhadtogiveGustavathrash—

  ing。

  Forthat,too,Falkwasmaderesponsibleap—

  parently。AndlookingatmyHermann’sheavy,puffy,good—naturedface,Iknewhewouldnotex—

  erthimselftillgreatlyexasperated,and,therefore,wouldthrashveryhard,andbeingfatwouldresentthenecessity。HowFalkhadmanagedtoturnthegirl’sheadwasmoredifficulttounderstand。Isup—

  posedHermannwouldknow。Andthenhadn’ttherebeenMissVanlo?Itcouldnotbehissilverytongue,orthesubtleseductionofhismanner;hehadnomoreofwhatiscalled\"manner\"thanananimal——which,however,ontheotherhand,isnever,andcanneverbecalledvulgar。Thereforeitmusthavebeenhisbodilyappearance,exhibitingavirilityofnatureasexaggeratedashisbeard,andresemblingasortofconstantruthlessness。Itwasseenintheverymannerhelolledinthechair。Hemeantnooffence,buthisintercoursewascharac—

  terisedbythatsortoffrankdisregardofsuscepti—

  bilitiesamanofsevenfootsix,livinginaworldofdwarfs,wouldnaturallyassume,withoutintheleastwishingtobeunkind。Butamongstmenofhisownstature,ornearly,thisfrankuseofhisad—

  vantages,insuchmattersastheawfultowagebillsforinstance,causedmuchimpotentgnashingofteeth。Whenattentivelyconsidereditseemedap—

  pallingattimes。Hewasastrangebeast。Butmaybewomenlikedit。Seeninthatlighthewaswellworthtaming,andIsupposeeverywomanatthebottomofherheartconsidersherselfasatamerofstrangebeasts。ButHermannarosewithpre—

  cipitationtocarrythenewstohiswife。Ihadbarelythetime,ashemadeforthecabindoor,tograbhimbytheseatofhisinexpressibles。I

  beggedhimtowaittillFalkinpersonhadspokenwithhim。Thereremainedsomesmallmattertotalkover,asIunderstood。

  Hesatdownagainatonce,fullofsuspicion。

  \"Whatmatter?\"hesaidsurlily。\"Ihavehadenoughofhisnonsense。There’snomatteratall,asheknowsverywell;thegirlhasnothingintheworld。Shecametousinonethindresswhenmybrotherdied,andIhaveagrowingfamily。\"

  \"Itcan’tbeanythingofthatkind,\"Iopined。

  \"He’sdesperatelyenamouredofyourniece。I

  don’tknowwhyhedidnotsaysobefore。Uponmyword,Ibelieveitisbecausehewasafraidtolose,perhaps,thefelicityofsittingnearheronyourquarterdeck。\"

  Iintimatedmyconvictionthathislovewassogreatastobeinasensecowardly。Theeffectsofagreatpassionareunaccountable。Ithasbeenknowntomakeamantimid。ButHermannlookedatmeasifIhadfoolishlyraved;andthetwilightwasdyingoutrapidly。

  \"Youdon’tbelieveinpassion,doyou,Her—

  mann?\"Isaidcheerily。\"Thepassionoffearwillmakeacorneredratcourageous。Falk’sinacor—

  ner。Hewilltakeheroffyourhandsinonethinfrockjustasshecametoyou。Andaftertenyears’

  serviceitisn’tabadbargain,\"Iadded。

  Farfromtakingoffence,heresumedhisairofcivicvirtue。Thesuddennightcameuponhimwhilehestaredplacidlyalongthedeck,bringingincontactwithhisthicklips,andtakingawayagainafterajetofsmoke,thecurvedmouthpiecefittedtothestemofhispipe。Thenightcameuponhimandburiedinhastehiswhiskers,hisglob—

  ulareyes,hispuffypaleface,hisfatkneesandthevastflatslippersonhisfatherlyfeet。Onlyhisshortarmsinrespectablewhiteshirt—sleevesre—

  mainedveryvisible,proppedupliketheflippersofasealreposingonthestrand。

  \"Falkwouldn’tsettleanythingaboutrepairs。

  ToldmetofindoutfirsthowmuchwoodIshouldrequireandhewouldsee,\"heremarked;andafterhehadspatpeacefullyintheduskweheardoverthewaterthebeatofthetug’sfloats。Thereis,onacalmnight,nothingmoresuggestiveoffierceandheadlonghastethantherapidsoundmadebythepaddle—wheelsofaboatthreshingherwaythroughaquietsea;andtheapproachofFalktowardshisfateseemedtobeurgedbyanimpatientandpas—

  sionatedesire。Theenginesmusthavebeendriventotheveryutmostoftheirrevolutions。Weheardthemslowdownatlast,and,vaguely,thewhitehullofthetugappearedmovingagainsttheblackislets,whilstaslowandrhythmicalclappingasofthousandsofhandsroseonallsides。Itceasedallatonce,justbeforeFalkbroughtherup。Asin—

  glebrusquesplashwasfollowedbythelongdrawnrumblingofironlinksrunningthroughthehawsepipe。ThenasolemnsilencefellupontheRoad—

  stead。

  \"Hewillsoonbehere,\"Imurmured,andafterthatwewaitedforhimwithoutaword。Meantime,raisingmyeyes,IbeheldtheglitterofaloftyskyabovetheDiana’smastheads。Themultitudeofstarsgatheredintoclusters,inrows,inlines,inmasses,ingroups,shonealltogether,unanimously——andthefewisolatedones,blazingbythemselvesinthemidstofdarkpatches,seemedtobeofasu—

  periorkindandofaninextinguishablenature。Butlongstridingfootstepswereheardhasteningalongthedeck;thehighbulwarksoftheDianamadeadeeperdarkness。Werosefromourchairsquickly,andFalk,appearingbeforeus,allinwhite,stoodstill。

  Nobodyspokeatfirst,asthoughwehadbeencoveredwithconfusion。Hisarrivalwasfiery,buthiswhitebulk,ofindefiniteshapeandwithoutfea—

  tures,madehimloomuplikeamanofsnow。

  \"Thecaptainherehasbeentellingme……\"

  Hermannbeganinahomelyandamicablevoice;

  andFalkhadalow,nervouslaugh。Hiscool,neg—

  ligentundertonehadnoinflexions,butthestrengthofapowerfulemotionmadehimrambleinhisspeech。Hehadalwaysdesiredahome。Itwasdifficulttolivealone,thoughhewasnotanswera—

  ble。Hewasdomestic;therehadbeendifficulties;

  butsincehehadseenHermann’sniecehefoundthatithadbecomeatlastimpossibletolivebyhim—

  self。\"Imean——impossible,\"herepeatedwithnosortofemphasisandonlywiththeslightestofpauses,butthewordfellintomymindwiththeforceofanewidea。

  \"Ihavenotsaidanythingtoheryet,\"Hermannobservedquietly。AndFalkdismissedthisbya\"That’sallright。Certainly。Veryproper。\"

  Therewasanecessityforperfectfrankness——inmarrying,especially。Hermannseemedattentive,butheseizedthefirstopportunitytoaskusintothecabin。\"Andby—the—by,Falk,\"hesaidinnocent—

  ly,aswepassedin,\"thetimbercametonolessthanforty—sevendollarsandfiftycents。\"

  Falk,uncoveringhishead,lingeredinthepas—

  sage。\"Someothertime,\"hesaid;andHermannnudgedmeangrily——Idon’tknowwhy。Thegirlaloneinthecabinsatsewingatsomedistancefromthetable。Falkstoppedshortinthedoorway。

  Withoutaword,withoutasign,withouttheslight—

  estinclinationofhisbonyhead,bythesilentin—

  tensityofhislookalone,heseemedtolayhisher—

  culeanframeatherfeet。Herhandssankslowlyonherlap,andraisinghercleareyes,shelethersoft,beamingglanceenfoldhimfromheadtofootlikeaslowandpalecaress。Hewasveryhotwhenhesatdown;she,withbowedhead,wentonwithhersewing;herneckwasverywhiteunderthelightofthelamp;butFalk,hidinghisfaceinthepalmsofhishands,shudderedfaintly。Hedrewthemdown,eventohisbeard,andhisuncoveredeyesas—

  tonishedmebytheirtenseandirrationalexpres—

  sion——asthoughhehadjustswallowedaheavygulpofalcohol。Itpassedawaywhilehewasbindingustosecrecy。Notthathecared,buthedidnotliketobespokenabout;andIlookedatthegirl’smarvellous,atherwonderful,atherregalhair,plaitedtightintothatoneastonishingandmaidenlytress。Whenevershemovedherwell—

  shapedheaditwouldstirstifflytoandfroonherback。Thethincottonsleevefittedtheirreproach—

  ableroundnessofherarmlikeaskin;andherverydress,stretchedonherbust,seemedtopalpitatelikealivingtissuewiththestrengthofvitalityani—

  matingherbody。Howgoodhercomplexionwas,theoutlineofhersoftcheekandthesmallconvo—

  lutedconchofherrosyear!Topullherneedleshekeptthelittlefingerapartfromtheothers;itseemedawasteofpowertoseehersewing——eter—

  nallysewing——withthatindustriousandprecisemovementofherarm,goingoneternallyuponalltheoceans,underalltheskies,ininnumerablehar—

  bours。AndsuddenlyIheardFalk’svoicedeclarethathecouldnotmarryawomanunlesssheknewofsomethinginhislifethathadhappenedtenyearsago。Itwasanaccident。Anunfortunateac—

  cident。Itwouldaffectthedomesticarrangementsoftheirhome,but,oncetold,itneednotbealludedtoagainfortherestoftheirlives。\"Ishouldwantmywifetofeelforme,\"hesaid。\"Ithasmademeunhappy。\"Andhowcouldhekeeptheknowledgeofittohimself——heaskedus——perhapsthroughyearsandyearsofcompanionship?Whatsortofcompanionshipwouldthatbe?Hehadthoughtitover。Awifemustknow。Thenwhynotatonce?

  HecountedonHermann’skindnessforpresentingtheaffairinthebestpossiblelight。AndHer—

  mann’scountenance,mystifiedbefore,becameverysour。Hestoleaninquisitiveglanceatme。I

  shookmyheadblankly。Somepeoplethought,Falkwenton,thatsuchanexperiencechangedamanfortherestofhislife。Hecouldn’tsay。Itwashard,awful,andnottobeforgotten,buthedidnotthinkhimselfaworsemanthanbefore。

  Onlyhetalkedinhissleepnow,hebelieved……

  AtlastIbegantothinkhehadaccidentallykilledsomeone;perhapsafriend——hisownfathermay—

  be;whenhewentontosaythatprobablywewereawarehenevertouchedmeat。ThroughouthespokeEnglish,ofcourseofmyaccount。

  Heswayedforwardheavily。

  Thegirl,withherhandsraisedbeforeherpaleeyes,wasthreadingherneedle。Heglancedather,andhismightytrunkovershadowedthetable,bringingnearertousthebreadthofhisshoulders,thethicknessofhisneck,andthatincongruous,an—

  choritehead,burntinthedesert,hollowedandleanasifbyexcessesofvigilsandfasting。Hisbeardflowedimposinglydownwards,outofsight,be—

  tweenthetwobrownhandsgrippingtheedgeofthetable,andhispersistentglancemadesombrebythewidedilationsofthepupils,fascinated。

  \"Imaginetoyourselves,\"hesaidinhisordinaryvoice,\"thatIhaveeatenman。\"

  Icouldonlyejaculateafaint\"Ah!\"ofcom—

  pleteenlightenment。ButHermann,dazedbytheexcessiveshock,actuallymurmured,\"Himmel!

  Whatfor?\"

  \"Itwasmyterriblemisfortunetodoso,\"saidFalkinameasuredundertone。Thegirl,uncon—

  scious,sewedon。Mrs。Hermannwasabsentinoneofthestate—rooms,sittingupwithLena,whowasfeverish;butHermannsuddenlyputbothhishandsupwithajerk。Theembroideredcalottefell,and,inthetwinklingofaneye,hehadrum—

  pledhishairallendsupinamostextravagantmanner。Inthisstatehestrovetospeak;witheveryefforthiseyesseemedtostartfurtheroutoftheirsockets;hisheadlookedlikeamop。Hechoked,gasped,swallowed,andmanagedtoshriekouttheoneword,\"Beast!\"

  FromthatmomenttillFalkwentoutofthecab—

  inthegirl,withherhandsfoldedontheworklyinginherlap,nevertookhereyesoffhim。Hisown,intheblindnessofhisheart,dartedalloverthecabin,onlyseekingtoavoidthesightofHermann’sraving。Itwasridiculous,andwasmadealmostterriblebythestillnessofeveryotherpersonpres—

  ent。Itwascontemptible,andwasmadeappallingbytheman’sovermasteringhorrorofthisawfulsincerity,comingtohimsuddenly,withtheconfes—

  sionofsuchafact。Hewalkedwithgreatstrides;

  hegasped。HewantedtoknowfromFalkhowdaredhetocomeandtellhimthis?Didhethinkhimselfaproperpersontobesittinginthiscabinwherehiswifeandchildrenlived?Tellhisniece!

  Expectedhimtotellhisniece!Hisownbrother’sdaughter!Shameless!DidIeverheartellofsuchimpudence?——heappealedtome。\"Thismanhereoughttohavegoneandhiddenhimselfoutofsightinsteadof……\"

  \"Butit’sagreatmisfortuneforme。Butit’sagreatmisfortuneforme,\"Falkwouldejaculatefromtimetotime。

  However,Hermannkeptonrunningfrequentlyagainstthecornersofthetable。Atlasthelostaslipper,andcrossinghisarmsonhisbreast,walkedupwithonestockingfootveryclosetoFalk,inor—

  dertoaskhimwhetherhedidthinktherewasany—

  whereonearthawomanabandonedenoughtomatewithsuchamonster。\"Didhe?Didhe?Didhe?\"Itriedtorestrainhim。Hetorehimselfoutofmyhands;hefoundhisslipper,and,endeavour—

  ingtoputiton,stormedstandingononeleg——

  andFalk,withafaceunmovedandavertedeyes,graspedallhismightybeardinonevastpalm。

  \"Wasitrightthenformetodiemyself?\"heaskedthoughtfully。Ilaidmyhandonhisshoul—

  der。

  \"Goaway,\"Iwhisperedimperiously,withoutanyclearreasonforthisadvice,exceptthatI

  wishedtoputanendtoHermann’sodiousnoise。

  \"Goaway。\"

  HelookedsearchinglyforamomentatHermannbeforehemadeamove。Ileftthecabintootoseehimoutoftheship。Buthehungaboutthequar—

  ter—deck。

  \"Itismymisfortune,\"hesaidinasteadyvoice。

  \"Youwerestupidtoblurtitoutinsuchaman—

  ner。Afterall,wedon’thearsuchconfidenceseveryday。\"

  \"Whatdoesthemanmean?\"hemusedindeepundertones。\"Somebodyhadtodie——butwhyme?\"

  Heremainedstillforatimeinthedark——silent;

  almostinvisible。Allatoncehepinnedmyelbowstomysides。Ifeltutterlypowerlessinhisgrip,andhisvoice,whisperinginmyear,vibrated。

  \"It’sworsethanhunger。Captain,doyouknowwhatthatmeans?AndIcouldkillthen——orbekilled。Iwishthecrowbarhadsmashedmyskulltenyearsago。AndI’vegottolivenow。Withouther。Doyouunderstand?Perhapsmanyyears。

  Buthow?Whatcanbedone?IfIhadallowedmyselftolookatheronceIwouldhavecarriedheroffbeforethatmaninmyhands——likethis。\"

  Ifeltmyselfsnatchedoffthedeck,thensuddenlydropped——andIstaggeredbackwards,feelingbewilderedandbruised。Whataman!Allwasstill;hewasgone。IheardHermann’svoicede—

  claiminginthecabin,andIwentin。

  Icouldnotatfirstmakeoutasingleword,butMrs。Hermann,who,attractedbythenoise,hadcomeinsometimebefore,withanexpressionofsurpriseandmilddisapproval,depictedbroadlyonherface,wasgivingnowallthesignsofprofound,helplessagitation。Herhusbandshotastringofgutturalwordsather,andinstantlyputtingoutonehandtothebulkheadasiftosaveherselffromfalling,sheclutchedtheloosebosomofherdresswiththeother。Heharanguedthetwowomenex—

  traordinarily,withmuchofhisshirthangingoutofhiswaistbelt,stampinghisfoot,turningfromonetotheother,sometimesthrowingbothhisarmsto—

  gether,straightupabovehisrumpledhair,andkeepingtheminthatpositionwhileheutteredapassageoflouddenunciation;atothersfoldingthemtightacrosshisbreast——andthenhehissedwithindignation,elevatinghisshouldersandpro—

  trudinghishead。Thegirlwascrying。

  Shehadnotchangedherattitude。Fromhersteadyeyesthat,followingFalkinhisretreat,hadremainedfixedwistfullyonthecabindoor,thetearsfellrapid,thick,onherhands,ontheworkinherlap,warmandgentlelikeashowerinspring。

  Sheweptwithoutgrimacing,withoutnoise——verytouching,veryquiet,withsomethingmoreofpitythanofpaininherface,asoneweepsincompassionratherthaningrief——andHermann,beforeher,declaimed。Icaughtseveraltimestheword\"Mensch,\"man;andalso\"Fressen,\"whichlastI

  lookedupafterwardsinmydictionary。Itmeans\"Devour。\"Hermannseemedtoberequestingananswerofsomesortfromher;hiswholebodyswayed。Sheremainedmuteandperfectlystill;

  atlasthisagitationgainedher;sheputthepalmsofherhandstogether,herfulllipsparted,nosoundcame。Hisvoicescoldedshrilly,hisarmswentlikeawindmill——suddenlyheshookathickfistather。Sheburstoutintoloudsobs。Heseemedstupefied。

  Mrs。Hermannrushedforwardbabblingrap—

  dly。Thetwowomenfelloneachother’snecks,and,withanarmroundherniece’swaist,sheledheraway。Herowneyesweresimplystreaming,herfacewasflooded。Sheshookherheadbackatmenegatively,Iwonderwhytothisday。Thegirl’sheaddroppedheavilyonhershoulder。Theydis—

  appeared。

  ThenHermannsatdownandstaredatthecabinfloor。

  \"Wedon’tknowallthecircumstances,\"Iven—

  turedtobreakthesilence。Heretortedtartlythathedidn’twanttoknowofany。Accordingtohisideasnocircumstancescouldexcuseacrime——andcertainlynotsuchacrime。Thiswastheopiniongenerallyreceived。Thedutyofahumanbeingwastostarve。Falkthereforewasabeast,anani—

  mal;base,low,vile,despicable,shameless,andde—

  ceitful。Hehadbeendeceivinghimsincelastyear。

  Hewas,however,inclinedtothinkthatFalkmusthavegonemadquiterecently;fornosaneperson,withoutnecessity,uselessly,fornoearthlyreason,andregardlessofanother’sself—respectandpeaceofmind,wouldowntohavingdevouredhumanflesh。\"Whytell?\"hecried。\"Whowasaskinghim?\"ItshowedFalk’sbrutalitybecauseafterallhehadselfishlycausedhim(Hermann)muchpain。Hewouldhavepreferrednottoknowthatsuchanuncleancreaturehadbeeninthehabitofcaressinghischildren。HehopedIwouldsaynoth—

  ingofallthisashore,though。Hewouldn’tlikeittogetaboutthathehadbeenintimatewithaneaterofmen——acommoncannibal。Astothescenehehadmade(whichIjudgedquiteunnecessary)

  hewasnotgoingtoinconvenienceandrestrainhimselfforafellowthatwentaboutcourtingandupsettinggirls’heads,whileheknewallthetimethatnodecenthousewifelygirlcouldthinkofmar—

  ryinghim。Atleasthe(Hermann)couldnotcon—

  ceivehowanygirlcould。FancyLena!……No,itwasimpossible。Thethoughtsthatwouldcomeintotheirheadseverytimetheysatdowntoameal。

  Horrible!Horrible!

  \"Youaretoosqueamish,Hermann,\"Isaid。

  HeseemedtothinkitwaseminentlypropertobesqueamishifthewordmeantdisgustatFalk’scon—

  duct;andturninguphiseyessentimentallyhedrewmyattentiontothehorriblefateofthevictims——thevictimsofthatFalk。IsaidthatIknewnothingaboutthem。Heseemedsurprised。Couldnotanybodyimaginewithoutknowing?He——forinstance——felthewouldliketoavengethem。Butwhatif——saidI——therehadnotbeenany?Theymighthavediedasitwere,naturally——ofstarva—

  tion。Heshuddered。Buttobeeaten——afterdeath!Tobedevoured!Hegaveanotherdeepshudder,andaskedsuddenly,\"Doyouthinkitistrue?\"

  Hisindignationandhispersonalitytogetherwouldhavebeenenoughtospoiltherealityofthemostauthenticthing。WhenIlookedathimI

  doubtedthestory——buttheremembranceofFalk’swords,looks,gestures,investeditnotonlywithanairofrealitybutwiththeabsolutetruthofprimitivepassion。

  \"Itistruejustasmuchasyouareabletomakeit;andexactlyinthewayyouliketomakeit。Formypart,whenIhearyouclamouringaboutit,I

  don’tbelieveitistrueatall。\"

  AndIlefthimpondering。ThemeninmyboatlyingatthefootofDiana’ssideladdertoldmethatthecaptainofthetughadgoneawayinhisgigsometimeago。

  Iletmyfellowspullaneasystroke;becauseoftheheavydewtheclearsparkleofthestarsseemedtofallonmecoldandwetting。Therewasasenseoflurkinggruesomehorrorsomewhereinmymind,anditwasmingledwithclearandgrotesqueimages。Schomberg’sgastronomictittle—tattlewasresponsibleforthese;andIhalfhopedI

  shouldneverseeFalkagain。Butthefirstthingmyanchor—watchmantoldmewasthatthecaptainofthetugwasonboard。Hehadsenthisboatawayandwasnowwaitingformeinthecuddy。

  Hewaslyingfulllengthonthesternsettee,hisfaceburiedinthecushions。Ihadexpectedtoseeitdiscomposed,contorted,despairing。Itwasnothingofthekind;itwasjustasIhadseenittwentytimes,steadyandglaringfromthebridgeofthetug。Itwasimmovablysetandhungry,dominatedlikethewholemanbythesinglenessofoneinstinct。

  Hewantedtolive。Hehadalwayswantedtolive。Sowealldo——butinustheinstinctservesacomplexconception,andinhimthisinstinctexistedalone。Thereisinsuchsimpledevelopmentagi—

  ganticforce,andlikethepathosofachild’snaivenduncontrolleddesire。Hewantedthatgirl,andtheutmostthatcanbesaidforhimwasthathewantedthatparticulargirlalone。IthinkIsawthentheobscurebeginning,theseedgerminatinginthesoilofanunconsciousneed,thefirstshootofthattreebearingnowforamaturemankindtheflowerandthefruit,theinfinitegradationinshadesandinflavourofourdiscriminatinglove。

  Hewasachild。Hewasasfrankasachildtoo。

  Hewashungryforthegirl,terriblyhungry,ashehadbeenterriblyhungryforfood。

  Don’tbeshockedifIdeclarethatinmybeliefitwasthesameneed,thesamepain,thesametor—

  ture。Weareinhiscaseallowedtocontemplatethefoundationofalltheemotions——thatonejoywhichistolive,andtheonesadnessattherootoftheinnumerabletorments。Itwasmadeplainbythewayhetalked。Hehadneversufferedso。Itwasgnawing,itwasfire;itwasthere,likethis!

  Andafterpointingbelowhisbreastbone,hemadeahardwringingmotionwithhishands。AndIas—

  sureyouthat,seenasIsawitwithmybodilyeyes,itwasanythingbutlaughable。Andagain,ashewaspresentlytotellme(alludingtoanearlyinci—

  dentofthedisastrousvoyagewhensomedamagedmeathadbeenflungoverboard),hesaidthatatimesooncamewhenhisheartached(thatwastheexpressionheused),andhewasreadytotearhishairoutatthethoughtofallthatrottenbeefthrownaway。

  Ihadheardallthis;Iwitnessedhisphysicalstruggles,seeingtheworkingoftherackandhear—

  ingthetruevoiceofpain。Iwitnesseditallpa—

  tiently,becausethemomentIcameintothecuddyhehadcalleduponmetostandbyhim——andthis,itseems,Ihaddiplomaticallypromised。

  Hisagitationwasimpressiveandalarminginthelittlecabin,liketheflounderingofagreatwhaledrivenintoashallowcoveinacoast。Hestoodup;heflunghimselfdownheadlong;hetriedtotearthecushionwithhisteeth;andagainhug—

  gingitfiercelytohisfacehelethimselffallonthecouch。Thewholeshipseemedtofeeltheshockofhisdespair;andIcontemplatedwithwondertheloftyforehead,thenobletouchoftimeontheun—

  coveredtemples,theunchangedhungrycharacteroftheface——sostrangelyasceticandsoincapableofportrayingemotion。

  Whatshouldhedo?Hehadlivedbybeingnearher。Hehadsat——intheevening——Iknew?——

  allhislife!Shesewed。Herheadwasbent——so。

  Herhead——likethis——andherarms。Ah!HadI

  seen?Likethis。

  Hedroppedonastool,bowedhispowerfulneckwhosenapewasred,andwithhishandsstitchedtheair,ludicrous,sublimelyimbecileandcompre—

  hensible。

  Andnowhecouldn’thaveher?No!Thatwastoomuch。Afterthinkingtoothat……Whathadhedone?Whatwasmyadvice?Takeherbyforce?No?Mustn’the?Whowastherethentokillhim?ForthefirsttimeIsawoneofhisfea—

  turesmove;afightingteeth—baringcurlofthelip……\"NotHermann,perhaps。\"Helosthimselfinthoughtasthoughhehadfallenoutoftheworld。

  Imaynotethattheideaofsuicideapparentlydidnotenterhisheadforasinglemoment。Itoc—

  curredtometoask:

  \"Wherewasitthatthisshipwreckofyourstookplace?\"

  \"Downsouth,\"hesaidvaguelywithastart。

  \"Youarenotdownsouthnow,\"Isaid。\"Vio—

  lencewon’tdo。Theywouldtakeherawayfromyouinnotime。Andwhatwasthenameoftheship?\"

  \"BorgmesterDahl,\"hesaid。\"Itwasnoship—

  wreck。\"

  Heseemedtobewakingupbydegreesfromthattrance,andwakingupcalmed。

  \"Notashipwreck?Whatwasit?\"

  \"Breakdown,\"heanswered,lookingmorelikehimselfeverymoment。BythisonlyIlearnedthatitwasasteamer。Ihadtillthensupposedtheyhadbeenstarvinginboatsoronaraft——orper—

  hapsonabarrenrock。

  \"Shedidnotsinkthen?\"Iaskedinsurprise。

  Henodded。\"Wesightedthesouthernice,\"hepronounceddreamily。

  \"Andyoualonesurvived?\"

  Hesatdown。\"Yes。Itwasaterriblemisfor—

  tuneforme。Everythingwentwrong。Allthemenwentwrong。Isurvived。\"

  Rememberingthethingsonereadsofitwasdiffi—

  culttorealisethetruemeaningofhisanswers。I

  oughttohaveseenatonce——butIdidnot;sodiffi—

  cultisitforourminds,rememberingsomuch,in—

  structedsomuch,informedofsomuch,togetintouchwiththerealactualityatourelbow。Andwithmyheadfullofpreconceivednotionsastohowacaseof\"cannibalismandsufferingatsea\"

  shouldbemanagedIsaid——\"Youwerethensoluckyinthedrawingoflots?\"

  \"Drawingoflots?\"hesaid。\"Whatlots?DoyouthinkIwouldhaveallowedmylifetogoforthedrawingoflots?\"

  Notifhecouldhelpif,Iperceived,nomatterwhatotherlifewent。

  \"Itwasagreatmisfortune。Terrible。Awful,\"

  hesaid。\"Manyheadswentwrong,butthebestmenwouldlive。\"

  \"Thetoughest,youmean,\"Isaid。Heconsid—

  eredtheword。Perhapsitwasstrangetohim,thoughhisEnglishwassogood。

  \"Yes,\"heassertedatlast。\"Thebest。Itwaseverybodyforhimselfatlastandtheshipopentoall。\"

  ThusfromquestiontoquestionIgotthewholestory。IfancyitwastheonlywayIcouldthatnighthavestoodbyhim。Outwardlyatleasthewashimselfagain;thefirstsignofitwasthere—

  turnofthatincongruoustrickhehadofdrawingbothhishandsdownhisface——andithaditsmean—

  ingnow,withthatslightshudderoftheframeandthepassionateanguishofthesehandsuncoveringahungryimmovableface,thewidepupilsoftheintent,silent,fascinatingeyes。

  Itwasanironsteamerofamostrespectableori—

  gin。TheburgomasterofFalk’snativetownhadbuilther。Shewasthefirststeamereverlaunchedthere。Theburgomaster’sdaughterhadchristenedher。Countrypeopledroveincartsfrommilesaroundtoseeher。Hetoldmeallthis。Hegottheberthaswhatweshouldcallachiefmate。Heseemedtothinkithadbeenafeatherinhiscap;

  and,inhisowncorneroftheworld,thisloveroflifewasofgoodparentage。

  Theburgomasterhadadvancedideasintheship—owningline。AtthattimenoteveryonewouldhaveknownenoughtothinkofdespatchingacargosteamertothePacific。Butheloadedherwithpitch—pinedealsandsentherofftohuntforherluck。Wellingtonwastobethefirstport,I

  fancy。Itdoesn’tmatter,becauseinlatitude44dsouthandsomewherehalfwaybetweenGoodHopeandNewZealandthetailshaftbrokeandthepro—

  pellerdroppedoff。

  Theyweresteamingthenwithafreshgaleonthequarterandalltheircanvasset,tohelptheen—

  gines。Butbyitselfthesailpowerwasnotenoughtokeepwayonher。Whenthepropellerwenttheshipbroached—toatonce,andthemastsgotwhippedoverboard。

  Thedisadvantageofbeingdismastedconsistedinthis,thattheyhadnothingtohoistflagsontomakethemselvesvisibleatadistance。Inthecourseofthefirstfewdaysseveralshipsfailedtosightthem;andthegalewasdriftingthemoutoftheusualtrack。Thevoyagehadbeen,fromthefirst,neitherverysuccessfulnorveryharmonious。

  Therehadbeenquarrelsonboard。Thecaptainwasaclever,melancholicman,whohadnounusualgriponhiscrew。Theshiphadbeenamplypro—

  visionedforthepassage,but,somehoworother,severalbarrelsofmeatwerefoundspoiledonopen—

  ing,andhadbeenthrownoverboardsoonafterleavinghome,asasanitarymeasure。AfterwardsthecrewoftheBorgmesterDahlthoughtofthatrottencarrionwithtearsofregret,covetousnessanddespair。

  Shedrovesouth。Tobeginwith,therehadbeenanappearanceoforganisation,butsoonthebondsofdisciplinebecamerelaxed。Asombreidlenesssucceeded。Theylookedwithsulleneyesatthehori—

  zon。Thegalesincreased:shelayinthetrough,theseasmadeacleanbreachoverher。Ononefrightfulnight,whentheyexpectedtheirhulktoturnoverwiththemeverymoment,aheavyseabrokeonboard,delugedthestore—roomsandspoiledthebestpartoftheremainingprovisions。Itseemsthehatchhadnotbeenproperlysecured。Thisin—

  stanceofneglectischaracteristicofutterdiscour—

  agement。Falktriedtoinspiresomeenergyintohiscaptain,butfailed。Fromthattimeheretiredmoreintohimself,alwaystryingtodohisutmostinthesituation。Itgrewworse。Galesucceededgale,withblackmountainsofwaterhurlingthem—

  selvesontheBorgmesterDahl。Someofthemenneverlefttheirbunks;manybecamequarrelsome。

  Thechiefengineer,anoldman,refusedtospeakatalltoanybody。Othersshutthemselvesupintheirberthstocry。Oncalmdaystheinertsteamerrolledonaleadenseaunderamurkysky,orshowed,insunshine,thesqualorofseawaifs,thedriedwhitesalt,therust,thejaggedbrokenplaces。Thenthegalescameagain。Theykeptbodyandsoultogetheronshortrations。Once,anEnglishship,scuddinginastorm,triedtostandbythem,heaving—topluckilyundertheirlee。Theseassweptherdecks;themeninoilskinsclingingtoherrigginglookedatthem,andtheymadedes—

  peratesignsovertheirshatteredbulwarks。Sud—

  denlyhermain—topsailwent,yardandall,inater—

  rificsquall;shehadtobearupunderbarepoles,anddisappeared。

  Othershipshadspokenthembefore,butatfirsttheyhadrefusedtobetakenoff,expectingtheas—

  sistanceofsomesteamer。Therewereveryfewsteamersinthoselatitudesthen;andwhentheydesiredtoleavethisdeadanddriftingcarcase,noshipcameinsight。Theyhaddriftedsouthoutofmen’sknowledge。Theyfailedtoattracttheatten—

  tionofalonelywhaler,andverysoontheedgeofthepolarice—caprosefromtheseaandclosedthesouthernhorizonlikeawall。Onemorningtheywerealarmedbyfindingthemselvesfloatingamongstdetachedpiecesofice。Butthefearofsinkingpassedawayliketheirvigour,liketheirhopes;theshocksofthefloesknockingagainsttheship’ssidecouldnotrousethemfromtheirapathy:

  andtheBorgmesterDahldriftedoutagainun—

  harmedintoopenwater。Theyhardlynoticedthechange。

  Thefunnelhadgoneoverboardinoneoftheheavyrolls;twooftheirthreeboatshaddisap—

  peared,washedawayinbadweather,andthedavitsswungtoandfro,unsecured,withchafedrope’sendswagglingtotheroll。Nothingwasdoneonboard,andFalktoldmehowhehadoftenlistenedtothewaterwashingaboutthedarkengine—roomwheretheengines,stilledforever,weredecayingslowlyintoamassofrust,asthestilledheartde—

  cayswithinthelifelessbody。Atfirst,afterthelossofthemotivepower,thetillerhadbeenthor—

  oughlysecuredbylashings。Butincourseoftimethesehadrotted,chafed,rusted,partingonebyone:andtherudder,freed,bangedheavilytoandfronightandday,sendingdullshocksthroughthewholeframeofthevessel。Thiswasdangerous。

  Nobodycaredenoughtoliftalittlefinger。Hetoldmethatevennowsometimeswakingupatnight,hefanciedhecouldhearthedullvibratingthuds。Thepintlescarriedaway,anditdroppedoffatlast。

  Thefinalcatastrophecamewiththesendingoffoftheironeremainingboat。ItwasFalkwhohadmanagedtopreserveherintact,andnowitwasagreedthatsomeofthehandsshouldsailawayintothetrackoftheshippingtoprocureassistance。

  Shewasprovisionedwithallthefoodtheycouldspareforthesixwhoweretogo。Theywaitedforafineday。Itwaslongincoming。Atlastonemorningtheyloweredherintothewater。

  Directly,inthatdemoralisedcrowd,troublebrokeout。Twomenwhohadnobusinesstherehadjumpedintotheboatunderthepretenceofunhookingthetackles,whilesomesortofsquabblearoseonthedeckamongsttheseweak,totteringspectresofaship’scompany。Thecaptain,whohadbeenfordayslivingsecludedandunapproach—

  ableinthechart—room,cametotherail。Heor—

  deredthetwomentocomeuponboardandmen—

  acedthemwithhisrevolver。Theypretendedtoobey,butsuddenlycuttingtheboat’spainter,gaveashoveagainsttheship’ssideandmadereadytohoistthesail。

  \"Shoot,sir!Shootthemdown!\"criedFalk——

  \"andIwilljumpoverboardtoregaintheboat。\"

  Butthecaptain,aftertakingaimwithanirreso—

  lutearm,turnedsuddenlyaway。

  Ahowlofragearose。Falkdashedintohiscabinforhisownpistol。Whenhereturneditwastoolate。Twomoremenhadleapedintothewater,butthefellowsintheboatbeatthemoffwiththeoars,hoistedtheboat’slugandsailedaway。Theywereneverheardofagain。

  Consternationanddespairpossessedtheremain—

  ingship’scompany,tilltheapathyofutterhope—

  lessnessre—asserteditssway。Thatdayafiremancommittedsuicide,runningupondeckwithhisthroatcutfromeartoear,tothehorrorofallhands。Hewasthrownoverboard。Thecaptainhadlockedhimselfinthechart—room,andFalk,knockingvainlyforadmittance,heardhimrecit—

  ingoverandoveragainthenamesofhiswifeandchildren,notasifcallinguponthemorcommend—

  ingthemtoGod,butinamechanicalvoicelikeanexerciseofmemory。Nextdaythedoorsofthechart—roomwereswingingopentotherolloftheship,andthecaptainhaddisappeared。Hemustduringthenighthavejumpedintothesea。Falklockedboththedoorsandkeptthekeys。

  Theorganisedlifeoftheshiphadcometoanend。Thesolidarityofthemenhadgone。Theybecameindifferenttoeachother。ItwasFalkwhotookinhandthedistributionofsuchfoodasre—

  mained。Theyboiledtheirbootsforsouptoekeouttherations,whichonlymadetheirhungermoreintolerable。Sometimeswhispersofhatewereheardpassingbetweenthelanguidskeletonsthatdriftedendlesslytoandfro,northandsouth,eastandwest,uponthatcarcaseofaship。

  Andinthisliesthegrotesquehorrorofthissom—

  brestory。Thelastextremityofsailors,overtakingasmallboatorafrailcraft,seemseasiertobear,becauseofthedirectdangeroftheseas。Thecon—

  finedspace,theclosecontact,theimminentmenaceofthewaves,seemtodrawmentogether,inspiteofmadness,sufferinganddespair。Buttherewasaship——safe,convenient,roomy:ashipwithbeds,bedding,knives,forks,comfortablecabins,glassandchina,andacompletecook’sgalley,pervaded,ruledandpossessedbythepitilessspectreofstar—

  vation。Thelampoilhadbeendrunk,thewickscutupforfood,thecandleseaten。Atnightshefloateddarkinallherrecesses,andfulloffears。

  OnedayFalkcameuponamangnawingasplinterofpinewood。Suddenlyhethrewthepieceofwoodaway,totteredtotherail,andfellover。Falk,toolatetopreventtheact,sawhimclawtheship’ssidedesperatelybeforehewentdown。Nextdayanothermandidthesamething,afterutteringhor—

  ribleimprecations。Butthisonesomehowman—

  agedtogetholdofthebrokenrudderchainsandhungonthere,silently。Falksetabouttryingtosavehim,andallthetimetheman,holdingwithbothhands,lookedathimanxiouslywithhissunkeneyes。Then,justasFalkwasreadytoputhishandonhim,themanletgohisholdandsanklikeastone。Falkreflectedonthesesights。Hisheartrevoltedagainstthehorrorofdeath,andhesaidtohimselfthathewouldstruggleforeverypre—

  ciousminuteofhislife。

  Oneafternoon——asthesurvivorslayaboutontheafterdeck——thecarpenter,atallmanwithablackbeard,spokeofthelastsacrifice。Therewasnothingeatableleftonboard。Nobodysaidawordtothis;butthatcompanyseparatedquickly,theselistlessfeeblespectresslunkoffonebyonetohideinfearofeachother。Falkandthecar—

  penterremainedondecktogether。Falklikedthebigcarpenter。Hehadbeenthebestmanofthelot,helpfulandreadyaslongastherewasanythingtodo,thelongesthopeful,andhadpreservedtothelastsomevigouranddecisionofmind。

  Theydidnotspeaktoeachother。Henceforthnovoicesweretobeheardconversingsadlyonboardthatship。Afteratimethecarpentertot—

  teredawayforward;butlateron,Falkgoingtodrinkatthefresh—waterpump,hadtheinspirationtoturnhishead。Thecarpenterhadstolenuponhimfrombehind,and,summoningallhisstrength,wasaimingwithacrowbarablowatthebackofhisskull。

  Dodgingjustintime,Falkmadehisescapeandranintohiscabin。Whilehewasloadinghisre—

  volverthere,heheardthesoundofheavyblowsstruckuponthebridge。Thelocksofthechart—

  roomdoorswereslight,theyflewopen,andthecar—

  penter,possessinghimselfofthecaptain’srevolver,firedashotofdefiance。

  Falkwasabouttogoondeckandhaveitoutatonce,whenheremarkedthatoneoftheportsofhiscabincommandedtheapproachestothefresh—

  waterpump。Insteadofgoingoutheremainedinandsecuredthedoor。\"Thebestmanshallsur—

  vive,\"hesaidtohimself——andtheother,herea—

  soned,mustatsometimeorothercometheretodrink。Thesestarvingmenwoulddrinkoftentocheatthepangsoftheirhunger。Butthecarpen—

  tertoomusthavenoticedthepositionoftheport。

  Theywerethetwobestmenintheship,andthegamewaswiththem。AlltherestofthedayFalksawnooneandheardnosound。Atnighthestrainedhiseyes。Itwasdark——heheardarustlingnoiseonce,buthewascertainthatnoonecouldhavecomenearthepump。Itwastotheleftofhisdeckport,andhecouldnothavefailedtoseeaman,forthenightwasclearandstarry。Hesawnothing;towardsmorninganotherfaintnoisemadehimsuspicious。Deliberatelyandquietlyheunlockedhisdoor。Hehadnotslept,andhadnotgivenwaytothehorrorofthesituation。Hewantedtolive。

  Butduringthenightthecarpenter,withoutatalltryingtoapproachthepump,hadmanagedtocreepquietlyalongthestarboardbulwark,and,unseen,hadcroucheddownrightunderFalk’sdeckport。Whendaylightcameheroseupsuddenly,lookedin,andputtinghisarmthroughtheroundbrassframedopening,firedatFalkwithinafoot。

  Hemissed——andFalk,insteadofattemptingtoseizethearmholdingtheweapon,openedhisdoorunexpectedly,andwiththemuzzleofhislongre—

  volvernearlytouchingtheother’sside,shothimdead。

  Thebestmanhadsurvived。Bothofthemhadatthebeginningjuststrengthenoughtostandontheirfeet,andbothhaddisplayedpitilessresolu—

  tion,endurance,cunningandcourage——allthequalitiesofclassicheroism。AtonceFalkthrewoverboardthecaptain’srevolver。Hewasabornmonopolist。Thenafterthereportofthetwoshots,followedbyaprofoundsilence,therecreptoutintothecold,crueldawnofAntarcticregions,fromvarioushiding—places,overthedeckofthatdismantledcorpseofashipfloatingonagreysearuledbyironnecessityandwithaheartofice——

  therecreptintoviewonebyone,cautious,slow,ea—

  ger,glaring,andunclean,abandofhungryandlividskeletons。Falkfacedthem,thepossessoroftheonlyfire—armonboard,andthesecondbestman——thecarpenter——waslyingdeadbetweenhimandthem。

  \"Hewaseaten,ofcourse,\"Isaid。

  Hebenthisheadslowly,shudderedalittle,draw—

  inghishandsoverhisface,andsaid,\"Ihadneveranyquarrelwiththatman。Buttherewereourlivesbetweenhimandme。\"

  Whycontinuethestoryofthatship,thatstorybeforewhich,withitsfresh—waterpumplikeaspringofdeath,itsmanwiththeweapon,thesearuledbyironnecessity,itsspectralbandswayedbyterrorandhope,itsmuteandunhearingheaven?——

  thefableoftheFlyingDutchmanwithitsconven—

  tionofcrimeanditssentimentalretributionfadeslikeagracefulwreath,likeawispofwhitemist。

  Whatistheretosaythateveryoneofuscannotguessforhimself?IbelieveFalkbeganbygoingthroughtheship,revolverinhand,toannexallthematches。Thosestarvingwretcheshadplentyofmatches!Hehadnomindtohavetheshipsetonfireunderhisfeet,eitherfromhateorfromdespair。

  Helivedintheopen,campingonthebridge,com—

  mandingalltheafterdeckandtheonlyapproachtothepump。Helived!Someoftheotherslivedtoo——concealed,anxious,comingoutonebyonefromtheirhiding—placesattheseductivesoundofashot。Andhewasnotselfish。Theyshared,butonlythreeofthemallwerealivewhenawhaler,re—

  turningfromhercruisingground,nearlyranoverthewater—loggedhulloftheBorgmesterDahl,which,itseems,intheendhadinsomewaysprungaleakinbothherholds,butbeingloadedwithdealscouldnotsink。

  \"Theyalldied,\"Falksaid。\"Thesethreetoo,afterwards。ButIwouldnotdie。Alldied,all!

  underthisterriblemisfortune。ButwasItootothrowawaymylife?CouldI?Tellme,captain?

  Iwasalonethere,quitealone,justliketheothers。

  Eachmanwasalone。WasItogiveupmyre—

  volver?Whoto?OrwasItothrowitintothesea?Whatwouldhavebeenthegood?Onlythebestmanwouldsurvive。Itwasagreat,terrible,andcruelmisfortune。\"

  Hehadsurvived!Isawhimbeforemeasthoughpreservedforawitnesstothemightytruthofanunerringandeternalprinciple。Greatbeadsofperspirationstoodonhisforehead。Andsud—

  denlyitstruckthetablewithaheavyblow,ashefellforwardthrowinghishandsout。

  \"Andthisisworse,\"hecried。\"Thisisaworsepain!Thisismoreterrible。\"

  Hemademyheartthumpwiththeprofoundcon—

  victionofhiscries。AndafterhehadleftmealoneIcalledupbeforemymentaleyetheimageofthegirlweepingsilently,abundantly,patiently,andasifirresistibly。Ithoughtofhertawnyhair。Ithoughthow,ifunplaited,itwouldhavecoveredherallroundaslowasthehips,likethehairofasiren。Andshehadbewitchedhim。Fancyamanwhowouldguardhisownlifewiththein—

  flexibilityofapitilessandimmovablefate,beingbroughttolamentthatonceacrowbarhadmissedhisskull!Thesirenssingandluretodeath,butthisonehadbeenweepingsilentlyasifforthepityofhislife。Shewasthetenderandvoicelesssirenofthisappallingnavigator。Heevidentlywantedtolivehiswholeconceptionoflife。Nothingelsewoulddo。Andshetoowasaservantofthatlifethat,inthemidstofdeath,criesaloudtooursenses。

  Shewaseminentlyfittedtointerpretforhimitsfeminineside。Andinherownway,andwithherownprofusionofsensuouscharms,shealsoseemedtoillustratetheeternaltruthofanunerringprin—

  ciple。Idon’tknowthoughwhatsortofprincipleHermannillustratedwhenheturnedupearlyonboardmyshipwithamostperplexedair。Itstruckme,however,thathetoowoulddohisbesttosurvive。Heseemedgreatlycalmedonthesub—

  jectofFalk,butstillveryfullofit。

  \"WhatisityousaidIwaslastnight?Youknow,\"heaskedaftersomepreliminarytalk。

  \"Too——too——Idon’tknow。Averyfunnyword。\"

  \"Squeamish?\"Isuggested。

  \"Yes。Whatdoesitmean?\"

  \"Thatyouexaggeratethings——toyourself。

  Withoutinquiry,andsoon。\"

  Heseemedtoturnitoverinhismind。Wewentontalking。ThisFalkwastheplagueofhislife。

  Upsettingeverybodylikethis!Mrs。Hermannwasunwellratherthismorning。Hisniecewascryingstill。Therewasnobodytolookafterthechildren。Hestruckhisumbrellaonthedeck。Shewouldbelikethatformonths。Fancycarryingallthewayhome,secondclass,aperfectlyuselessgirlwhoiscryingallthetime。ItwasbadforLenatoo,heobserved;butonwhatgroundsIcouldnotguess。Perhapsofthebadexample。Thatchildwasalreadysorrowingandcryingenoughovertheragdoll。Nicholaswasreallytheleastsentimentalpersonofthefamily。

  \"Whydoessheweep?\"Iasked。

  \"Frompity,\"criedHermann。

  Itwasimpossibletomakeoutwomen。Mrs。Her—

  mannwastheonlyonehepretendedtounderstand。

  Shewasvery,veryupsetanddoubtful。

  \"Doubtfulaboutwhat?\"Iasked。

  Heavertedhiseyesanddidnotanswerthis。Itwasimpossibletomakethemout。Forinstance,hisniecewasweepingforFalk。Nowhe(Her—

  mann)wouldliketowringhisneck——butthen……

  Hesupposedhehadtootenderaheart。\"Frank—

  ly,\"heaskedatlast,\"whatdoyouthinkofwhatweheardlastnight,captain?\"

  \"Inallthesetales,\"Iobserved,\"thereisalwaysagooddealofexaggeration。\"

  AndnotlettinghimrecoverfromhissurpriseI

  assuredhimthatIknewallthedetails。Hebeggedmenottorepeatthem。Hisheartwastootender。

  Theymadehimfeelunwell。Then,lookingathisfeetandspeakingveryslowly,hesupposedthatheneednotseemuchofthemaftertheyweremarried。

  For,indeed,hecouldnotbearthesightofFalk。

  Ontheotherhanditwasridiculoustotakehomeagirlwithherheadturned。Agirlthatweepsallthetimeandisofnohelptoheraunt。

  \"Nowyouwillbeabletodowithonecabinonlyonyourpassagehome,\"Isaid。

  \"Yes,Ihadthoughtofthat,\"hesaidbrightly,almost。\"Yes!Himself,hiswife,fourchildren——onecabinmightdo。Whereasifhisniecewent……\"

  \"AndwhatdoesMrs。Hermannsaytoit?\"I

  inquired。

  Mrs。Hermanndidnotknowwhetheramanofthatsortcouldmakeagirlhappy——shehadbeengreatlydeceivedinCaptainFalk。Shehadbeenveryupsetlastnight。

  Thosegoodpeopledidnotseemtobeabletore—

  tainanimpressionforawholetwelvehours。I

  assuredhimonmyownpersonalknowledgethatFalkpossessedinhimselfallthequalitiestomakehisniece’sfutureprosperous。Hesaidhewasgladtohearthis,andthathewouldtellhiswife。Thentheobjectofthevisitcameout。HewishedmetohelphimtoresumerelationswithFalk。Hisniece,hesaid,hadexpressedthehopeIwoulddosoinmykindness。HewasevidentlyanxiousthatIshould,forthoughheseemedtohaveforgottennine—tenthsofhislastnight’sopinionsandthewholeofhisin—

  dignation,yetheevidentlyfearedtobesenttotheright—about。\"Youtoldmehewasverymuchinlove,\"heconcludedslyly,andleeredinasortofbu—

  colicway。

  \"AssoonashehadleftmyshipIcalledFalkonboardbysignal——thetugstilllyingattheanchor—

  age。Hetookthenewswithcalmgravity,asthoughhehadallalongexpectedthestarstofightforhimintheircourses。

  Isawthemoncemoretogether,andonlyonce——

  onthequarter—deckoftheDiana。Hermannsatsmokingwithashirt—sleevedelbowhookedoverthebackofhischair。Mrs。Hermannwassewingalone。AsFalksteppedoverthegangway,Her—

  mann’sniece,withaslightswishoftheskirtandaswiftfriendlynodtome,glidedpastmychair。

  Theymetinsunshineabreastofthemainmast。

  Heheldherhandsandlookeddownatthem,andshelookedupathimwithhercandidandunseeingglance。Itseemedtometheyhadcometogetherasifattracted,drawnandguidedtoeachotherbyamysteriousinfluence。Theywereacompletecouple。Inhergreyfrock,palpitatingwithlife,generousofform,olympianandsimple,shewasin—

  deedthesirentofascinatethatdarknavigator,thisruthlessloverofthefivesenses。FromafarI

  seemedtofeelthemasculinestrengthwithwhichhegraspedthosehandsshehadextendedtohimwithawomanlyswiftness。Lena,alittlepale,nursingherbelovedlumpofdirtyrags,ranto—

  wardsherbigfriend;andtheninthedrowsysi—

  lenceofthegoodoldshipMrs。Hermann’svoicerangoutsochangedthatitmademespinroundinmychairtoseewhatwasthematter。

  \"Lena,comehere!\"shescreamed。Andthisgood—naturedmatrongavemeawaveringglance,darkandfulloffearsomedistrust。Thechildranback,surprisedtoherknee。Butthetwo,stand—

  ingbeforeeachotherinsunlightwithclaspedhands,hadheardnothing,hadseennothingandnoone。Threefeetawayfromthemintheshadeaseamansatonaspar,verybusysplicingastrop,anddippinghisfingersintoatar—pot,asifutterlyunawareoftheirexistence。

  WhenIreturnedincommandofanothership,somefiveyearsafterwards,Mr。andMrs。Falkhadlefttheplace。IshouldnotwonderifSchom—

  berg’stonguehadsucceededatlastinscaringFalkawayforgood;and,indubitably,therewasatalestillgoingaboutthetownofacertainFalk,ownerofatug,whohadwonhiswifeatcardsfromthecaptainofanEnglishship。

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