III
VARIATIONS——ONAPLEASANTPHRASEFROMMONTAIGNE
Montaignehasgivenasourtext,\"Goodness,freedom,gayety,andfriendship,\"——thesearetheconditionswhichproducetalkability.
Andonthisfourfoldthemewemayembroiderafewvariations,bywayofexpositionandenlargement.
GOODNESSisthefirstthingandthemostneedful.Anugly,envious,irritabledispositionisnotfittedfortalk.Theoccasionsforoffencearetoonumerous,andthewayintostrifeistooshortandeasy.Atouchofgood—naturedcombativeness,afondnessforbriskargument,areadinesstotryafriendlyboutwithanycomer,onanyground,isadecidedadvantageinatalker.Itbreaksuptheoffensivemonotonyofpoliteconcurrence,andmakesthingslively.
Butquarrelsomenessisquiteanotheraffair,andveryfatal.
IamalwaysalittleuneasyinadiscoursewiththeReverendBellicosusMacduff.Itislikeplayinggolfonlinksliabletoearthquakes.Oneneverknowswhenthelandscapewillbethrownintoconvulsions.Macduffhasatendencytoregardadifferenceofopinionasapersonalinsult.Ifhemakesabadstrokeheseemstothinkthatthewaytoretrieveitistodeliverthenextoneontheheadoftheotherplayer.Hedoesnottarryfortheinvitationtolayon;andbeforeyouknowwhathashappenedyoufindyourselfinapositionwhereyouareobligedtocry,\"Hold,enough!\"andtobeliberallydamnedwithoutanybargaintothateffect.Thisisdiscouraging,andcalculatedtomakeonewishthathumanintercoursemightbeput,asfarasMacduffisconcerned,uponthegoldbasisofsilence.
Ontheotherhand,whatadelightitwastotalkwiththatoldworthy,ChancellorHowardCrosby.Hewasafightingmanforfourorfivegenerationshack,Dutchononeside,Englishontheother.Buttherewasnotonelittledropofgallinhisblood.Hisopinionswerefixedtoadegree;helovedtodobattleforthem;heneverchangedthem——atleastneverinthecourseofthesamediscussion.
Headmiredandrespectedagallantadversary,andurgedhimon,withquipsandpunsanddaringassaultsandunqualifiedstatements,todohisbest.Easyvictorieswerenottohistaste.Evenifhejoinedwithyouinlayingoutsomecommonfalsehoodforburial,youmightbesurethatbeforetheaffairwasconcludedtherewouldbeeveryprospectofwhatanIrishmanwouldcall\"anelegantwake.\"Ifyoustoodupagainsthimononeofhisfavoritesubjectsofdiscussionyoumustbepreparedforhotwork.Youwouldhavetotakeoffyourcoat.Butwhenthecombatwasoverhewouldbethemantohelpyouonwithitagain;andyouwouldwalkhometogetherarminarm,throughthetwilight,smokingthepipeofpeace.Talklikethatdoesgood.Itquickensthebeatingoftheheart,andleavesnoscarsuponit.
Butthismanlyspirit,whichloves\"Todrinkdelightofbattlewithitspeers,\"
isaverydifferentthingfromthatmean,bad,hostiletemperwhichlovestoinflictwoundsandinjuriesjustforthesakeofshowingpower,andwhichisneversohappyaswhenitismakingsomeonewince.Therearesuchpeopleintheworld,andsometimestheirbrilliancytemptsustoforgettheirmalignancy.Buttohavemuchconversewiththemisasifweshouldmakeplaymatesofrattlesnakesfortheirgraceofmovementandswiftnessofstroke.
Iknewamanonce(Iwillnotnamehimevenwithaninitial)whowasmalignanttothecore.Learned,industrious,accomplished,hekeptallhistalentsattheserviceofaperfectgeniusforhatred.Ifyoucrossedhispathbutonce,hewouldneverceasetocurseyou.
Thegravemightcloseoveryou,buthewouldrevileyourepitaphandmockatyourmemory.Itwasnotevennecessarythatyoushoulddoanythingtoincurhisenmity.Itwasenoughtobeuprightandsincereandsuccessful,towakenthewrathofthisShimei.
Integritywasanoffencetohim,andexcellenceofanykindfilledhimwithspleen.Therewasnogoodcausewithinhishorizonthathedidnotgiveabadwordto,andnodecentmaninthecommunitywhomhedidnottryeithertouseortoabuse.Tolistentohimortoreadwhathehadwrittenwastolearntothinkalittleworseofeveryonethathementioned,andworstofallofhim.Hehadtheairofagentleman,thevocabularyofascholar,thestyleofaJunius,andtheheartofaThersites.
Talk,insuchcompany,isimpossible.Thesenseofsomethingevil,lurkingbeneaththeplayofwit,isliketheknowledgethattherearesnakesinthegrass.Everystepmustbetakenwithfear.Buttherealpleasureofawalkthroughthemeadowcomesfromthefeelingofsecurity,ofease,ofsafeandhappyabandontothemoodofthemoment.Thisungirdledandunguardedfelicityinmutualdiscoursedepends,afterall,upontheassuranceofrealgoodnessinyourcompanion.Idonotmeanastiffimpeccabilityofconduct.
PrudesandPhariseesarepoorcomrades.Imeansimplygoodnessofheart,thewholesome,generous,kindlyqualitywhichthinkethnoevil,rejoicethnotininiquity,hopethallthings,endurethallthings,andwishethwelltoallmen.Whereyoufeelthisqualityyoucanletyourselfgo,intheeaseofheartytalk.
FREEDOMisthesecondnotethatMontaignestrikes,anditisessentialtotheharmonyoftalking.Verycareful,prudent,precisepersonsareseldomentertaininginfamiliarspeech.Theyareliketennisplayersintoofineclothes.Theythinkmoreoftheircostumethanofthegame.
Amaniaforabsolutelycorrectpronunciationisfatal.Thepeoplewhoareafflictedwiththispainfulailmentareasanxiousabouttheirutteranceasdyspepticsabouttheirdiet.TheymovethroughtheirsentencesasdelicatelyasAgagwalked.Theirlittleairsofnicety,theirstarchedcadencesandfrilledphrasesseemasiftheyhadjustbeentakenoutofaliterarybandbox.Ifperchanceyouhappentomisplaceanaccent,youshallseetheireyebrowscurluplikeaninterrogationmark,andtheywillaskyouwhatauthorityyouhaveforthatpronunciation.Asif,forsooth,amancouldnottalkwithoutbook—license!Asifhemusthaveapermitfromsomedustylexiconbeforehecantakeagoodwordintohismouthandspeakitoutlikethepeoplewithwhomhehaslived!
Thetruthisthatthemanwhoisveryparticularnottocommithimself,inpronunciationorotherwise,andtalksasifhisremarkswerebeingtakendowninshorthand,andshuddersatthethoughtofmakingamistake,willhardlybeabletoopenyourheartorletoutthebestthatisinhisown.
Reserveandprecisionareagreatprotectiontooverratedreputations;buttheyaredeathtotalk.
Intalkitisnotcorrectnessofgrammarnoreleganceofenunciationthatcharmsus;itisspirit,VERVE,thesuddenturnofhumour,thekeen,pungenttasteoflife.Forthisreasonatouchofdialect,aflavourofbrogue,isdelightful.Anydialectisclassicthathasconveyedbeautifulthoughts.WhothatevertalkedwiththepoetTennyson,whenhelethimselfgo,overthepipes,wouldmissthesavourofhisbroad—rollingLincolnshirevowels,nowheighteningthehumour,nowdeepeningthepathos,ofhisgenuinemanlyspeech?
TherearemanygoodstorieslingeringinthememoriesofthosewhoknewDr.JamesMcCosh,thelatepresidentofPrincetonUniversity,——
storiestoogood,Ifear,togetintoabiography;butthebestofthem,inprint,wouldnothavethesnapandvigourofthepoorestofthem,intalk,withhisowninimitableScotch—Irishbroguetosetitforth.
Abrogueisnotafault.Itisabeauty,anheirloom,adistinction.Alocalaccentislikealandedinheritance;itmarksaman’splaceintheworld,tellswherehecomesfrom.Ofcourseitispossibletohavetoomuchofit.Amandoesnotneedtocarrythesoilofhiswholefarmaroundwithhimonhisboots.But,withinlimits,theaccentofanativeregionisdelightful.’Tistheflavourofheatherinthegrouse,thetasteofwildherbsandevergreen—budsinthevenison.Ilikethemaple—sugartangoftheVermonter’ssharp—edgedspeech;theround,full—waistedr’sofPennsylvaniaandOhio;thesoft,indolentvowelsoftheSouth.OneofthebesttalkersnowlivingisaschoolmasterfromVirginia,ColonelGordonMcCabe.IoncecrossedtheoceanwithhimonastreamofstoriesthatreachedfromLiverpooltoNewYork.Hedidnottalkintheleastlikeabook.HetalkedlikeaVirginian.
WhenMontaignementionsGAYETYasthethirdclementofsatisfyingdiscourse,Ifancyhedoesnotmeanmerefun,thoughthathasitsvalueattherighttimeandplace.Butthereisanotherqualitywhichisfarmorevaluableandalwaysfit.Indeeditunderliesthebestfunandmakesitwholesome.Itischeerfulness,thetemperwhichmakesthebestofthingsandsqueezesthelittledropsofhoneyevenoutofthistle—blossoms.IthinkthisiswhatMontaignemeant.Certainlyitiswhathehad.
Cheerfulnessisthebackgroundofallgoodtalk.Asenseofhumourisameansofgrace.WithitIhaveheardapleasantsoulmakeeventhatmostperilousofallsubjects,thedescriptionofalongillness,entertaining.Thevariousphysiciansmovedthroughtherecitalasexcellentcomedians,andthemedicinesappearedlikeasuccessionoftimelyjests.
Thereisnooccasionuponwhichthispreciouselementoftalkabilitycomesoutstrongerthanwhenweareonajourney.Travelwithacheerlessandeasilydiscouragedcompanionisanunadulteratedmisery.Butacheerfulcomradeisbetterthanawaterproofcoatandafoot—warmer.
IrememberridingoncewithmyladyGraygownfifteenmilesthroughacoldrainstorm,inanopenbuckboard,overtheworstroadintheworld,fromLACALABELLERIVIEREtotheMetabetchouanRiver.Suchwasthecheerfulnessofherejaculations(theonlypossibleformoftalk)thatwearrivedatourdestinationaswarmandmerryasifwehadbeensittingbesidearoaringcamp—fire.
Butafterall,theverybestthingingoodtalk,andthethingthathelpsitmost,isFRIENDSHIP.Howitdissolvesthebarriersthatdivideus,andloosensallconstraint,anddiffusesitselflikesomefineoldcordialthroughalltheveinsoflife——thisfeelingthatweunderstandandtrusteachother,andwisheachotherheartilywell!
Everythingintowhichitreallycomesisgood.Ittransformsletter—writingfromataskintoapleasure.Itmakesmusicathousandtimesmoresweet.Thepeoplewhoplayandsingnotatus,butTOus,——howdelightfulitistolistentothem!Yes,thereisatalkabilitythatcanexpressitselfevenwithoutwords.Thereisanexchangeofthoughtandfeelingwhichishappyalikeinspeechandinsilence.Itisquietnesspervadedwithfriendship.
HavingcomethusfarintheexpositionofMontaigne,Ishallconcludewithanopinionofmyown,eventhoughIcannotquoteasentenceofhistobackit.
Theonepersonofalltheworldinwhomtalkabilityismostdesirable,andtalkativenessleastendurable,isawife.
AWILDSTRAWBERRY
\"SuchisthestoryoftheBoblink;oncespiritual,musical,admired,thejoyofthemeadows,andthefavouritebirdofspring;finallyagrosslittlesensualistwhoexpiateshissensualityinthelarder.
Hisstorycontainsamoral,worthytheattentionofalllittlebirdsandlittleboys;warningthemtokeeptothoserefinedandintellectualpursuitswhichraisedhimtosohighapitchofpopularityduringtheearlypartofhiscareer;buttoeschewalltendencytothatgrossanddissipatedindulgence,whichbroughtthismistakenlittlebirdtoanuntimelyend.\"——WASHINGTONIRVING:
Wolfert’sRoost.
TheSwiftwaterbrookwaslaughingsoftlytoitselfasitranthroughastripofhemlockforestontheedgeoftheWoodlings’farm.Amongtheevergreenbranchesoverheadthegayly—dressedwarblers,——littlefriendsoftheforest,——wereflittingtoandfro,lispingtheirJunesongsofcontentedlove:milder,slower,laziernotesthanthoseinwhichtheyvoicedtheamourousrapturesofMay.Prince’sPineandgoldenloose—strifeandpinklaurelandbluehare—bellsandpurple—
fringedorchids,andascoreoflovelyflowerswereallabloom.Thelatespringhadhinderedsome;thesuddenheatsofearlysummerhadhastenedothers;andnowtheyseemedtocomeoutalltogether,asifNaturehadsuddenlytilteduphercornucopiaandpouredforthhertreasuresinspendthriftjoy.
Ilayonamossybankatthefootofatree,fillingmypipeafterafrugallunch,andthinkinghowharditwouldbetofindinanyquarteroftheglobeaplacemorefairandfragrantthanthishiddenvaleamongtheAlleghanyMountains.Theperfumeoftheflowersoftheforestismoresweetandsubtlethantheheavyscentoftropicalblossoms.Nolily—fieldinBermudacouldgiveafragrancehalfsomagicalasthefairy—likeodourofthesewoodlandslopes,softcarpetedwiththegreenofglossyvinesabovewhosetinyleaves,indelicateprofusion,\"TheslightLinnaeahangsitstwin—bornheads.\"
NorarethereanybirdsinAfrica,oramongtheIndianIsles,moreexquisiteincolourthantheseminiaturewarblers,showingtheirgoldandgreen,theirorangeandblack,theirblueandwhite,againstthedarkbackgroundoftherhododendronthicket.
Buthowseldomweputacupofpleasuretoourlipswithoutadashofbitters,atouchoffaultfinding.Mydropofdiscontent,thatday,wasthethoughtthatthenorthernwoodland,atleastinJune,yieldednofruittomatchitsbeautyanditsfragrance.
Thereisgoodbrowsingamongtheleavesofthewoodandthegrassesofthemeadow,aseverywell—instructedanglerknows.Thebrightemeraldtipsthatbreakfromthehemlockandthebalsamlikeverdantflameshaveapleasantsavourtothetongue.Theleavesofthesassafrasarefullofspice,andthebarkoftheblack—birchtwigsholdsafinecordial.Crinkle—rootisspicy,butyoumustpartakeofitdelicately,oritwillbiteyourtongue.Spearmintandpeppermintneverlosetheircharmforthepalatethatstillremembersthedelightsofyouth.Wildsorrelhasanagreeable,sour,shiveryflavour.Eventhetenderstalkofayoungbladeofgrassisathingthatcanbechewedbyapersonofchildlikemindwithmuchcontentment.
But,afterall,theseareonlyrelishes.Theywhettheappetitemorethantheyappeaseit.Thereshouldbesomethingtoeat,intheJunewoods,asperfectinitskind,assatisfyingtothesenseoftaste,asthebirdsandtheflowersaretothesensesofsightandhearingandsmell.Blueberriesaregood,buttheyarefarawayinJuly.Blackberriesarelusciouswhentheyarefullyripe,butthatwillnotbeuntilAugust.Thenthefishingwillbeover,andtheangler’shourofneedwillbepast.Theonethingthatislackingnowbesidethismountainstreamissomefruitmorelusciousanddaintythangrowsinthetropics,tomeltuponthelipsandfillthemouthwithpleasure.
Butthatiswhatthesecoldnorthernwoodswillnotoffer.Theyaretooreserved,toolofty,toopuritanicaltomakeprovisionforthegrosserwantsofhumanity.Theyarenotfriendlytoluxury.
Justthen,asIshiftedmyheadtofindasofterpillowofmossafterthisphilosophicandimmoralreflection,Naturegavemehersilentanswer.Threewildstrawberries,noddingontheirlongstems,hungovermyface.Itwasaninvitationtotasteandseethattheyweregood.
Theberrieswerenottheroundandrosyonesofthemeadow,butthelong,slender,darkcrimsononesoftheforest.One,two,three;nomoreonthatvine;buteachoneasittouchedmylipswasadropofnectarandacrumbofambrosia,aconcentratedessenceofallthepungentsweetnessofthewildwood,sapid,penetrating,anddelicious.Itastedtheodourofahundredblossomsandthegreenshimmeringofinnumerableleavesandthesparkleofsiftedsunbeamsandthebreathofhighlandbreezesandthesongofmanybirdsandthemurmurofflowingstreams,——allinawildstrawberry.
Doyouremember,inTHECOMPLEATANGLER,aremarkwhichIsaakWaltonquotesfromacertain\"DoctorBoteler\"aboutstrawberries?
\"Doubtless,\"saidthatwiseoldman,\"Godcouldhavemadeabetterberry,butdoubtlessGodneverdid.\"
Well,thewildstrawberryistheonethatGodmade.
IthinkitwouldhavebeenpleasanttoknowamanwhocouldsumuphisreflectionsupontheimportantquestionofberriesinsuchapithysayingasthatwhichWaltonrepeats.Histonguemusthavebeeninclosecommunicationwithhisheart.Hemusthavehadafairsenseofthatsprightlyhumourwithoutwhichpietyitselfisofteninsipid.
Ihaveoftentriedtofindoutmoreabouthim,andsomedayIhopeI
shall.Butuptothepresent,allthatthebookshavetoldmeofthisobscuresageisthathisnamewasWilliamButler,andthathewasaneminentphysician,sometimescalled\"theAesculapiusofhisage.\"HewasbornatIpswich,inl535,andeducatedatClareHall,Cambridge;intheneighbourhoodofwhichtownheappearstohavespentthemostofhislife,inhighreputeasapractitionerofphysic.HehadthehonourofdoctoringKingJamestheFirstafteranaccidentonthehuntingfield,andmusthaveprovedhimselfapleasantoldfellow,forthekinglookedhimupatCambridgethenextyear,andspentanhourinhislodgings.Thiswisephysicianalsoinventedamedicinalbeveragecalled\"DoctorButler’sAle.\"I
donotquitelikethesoundofit,butperhapsitwasbetterthanitsname.Thismuchissure,atallevents:eitheritwasreallyaharmlessdrink,orelsethedoctormusthaveconfineditsuseentirelytohispatients;forhelivedtotheripeageofeighty—
threeyears.
BetweenthetimewhenWilliamButlerfirstneededtheservicesofaphysician,in1535,andthetimewhenhelastprescribedforapatient,in1618,therewasplentyoftroubleinEngland.BloodyQueenMarysatonthethrone;andtherewereallkindsofquarrelsaboutreligionandpolitics;andCatholicsandProtestantswerekillingoneanotherinthenameofGod.Afterthatthered—hairedElizabeth,calledtheVirginQueen,worethecrown,andwagedtriumphantwarandtempestuouslove.ThenfatJamesofScotlandwasmadekingofGreatBritain;andGuyFawkestriedtoblowhimupwithgunpowder,andfailed;andthekingtriedtoblowoutallthepipesinEnglandwithhisCOUNTERBLASTAGAINSTTOBACCO;buthefailedtoo.
Somewhereaboutthattime,earlyintheseventeenthcentury,averysmalleventhappened.AnewberrywasbroughtoverfromVirginia,——
FRAGRARIAVIRGINIANA,——andthen,amidwarsandrumoursofwars,DoctorButler’shappinesswassecure.ThatnewberrywassomuchricherandsweeterandmoregenerousthanthefamiliarFRAGRARIA
VESCAofEurope,thatitattractedthesincereinterestofallpersonsofgoodtaste.Itinauguratedanewerainthehistoryofthestrawberry.ThelonglostmasterpieceofParadisewasrestoredtoitstrueplaceintheaffectionsofman.
Istherenotatouchofmerrycontemptforallthevaincontroversiesandconflictsofhumanityinthegratefulejaculationwithwhichtheolddoctorgreetedthatpeaceful,comfortinggiftofProvidence?
\"Fromthistimeforward,\"heseemstosay,\"thefatescannotbeggarme,forIhaveeatenstrawberries.WitheveryMaytimethatvisitsthisdistractedisland,thewhiteblossomswithheartsofgoldwillarrive.IneveryJunethereddropsofpleasantsavourwillhangamongthescallopedleaves.Thechildrenofthisworldmaywrangleandgiveoneanotherwoundsthatevenmygoodalecannotcure.
Nevertheless,theearthasGodcreateditisafairdwellingandfullofcomfortforallwhohaveaquietmindandathankfulheart.
DoubtlessGodmighthavemadeabetterworld,butdoubtlessthisistheworldHemadeforus;andinitHeplantedthestrawberry.\"
Fineolddoctor!Bravephilosopherofcheerfulness!TheVirginianberryshouldhavebeenbroughttoEnglandsooner,oryoushouldhavelivedlonger,atleasttoahundredyears,sothatyoumighthavewelcomedascoreofstrawberry—seasonswithgratitudeandanepigram.
SincethattimeagreatchangehaspassedoverthefruitwhichDoctorButlerpraisedsowell.ThatproductofcreativeartwhichDivinewisdomdidnotchoosetosurpass,humanindustryhaslabouredtoimprove.Ithasgrownimmenselyinsizeandsubstance.ThetravellerfromAmericawhosteamsintoQueenstownharbourinearlysummerispresented(foraconsideration)withacabbage—leaffullofpale—huedberries,sweetandjuicy,anyoneofwhichwouldoutbulkadozenofthosethatusedtogrowinVirginiawhenPocahontaswassmittenwiththecharmsofCaptainJohnSmith.Theyaresuperb,thoselight—tintedIrishstrawberries.AndtherearewonderfulnewvarietiesdevelopedinthegardensofNewJerseyandRhodeIsland,whichcomparewiththeancientberriesofthewoodsandmeadowsasLeviathanwithaminnow.Thehugecrimsoncushionshangamongtheplantssothickthattheyseemlikebunchesoffruitwithafewleavesattachedforornament.Youcansatisfyyourhungerinsuchaberry—patchintenminutes,whileoutinthefieldyoumustpickforhalfanhour,andintheforestthriceaslong,beforeyoucanfillasmalltincup.
Yet,afterall,itisquestionablewhethermenhavereallybetteredGod’sCHEFD’OEUVREintheberryline.Theyhaveenlargeditandmadeitmoreplentifulandmorecertaininitsharvest.Butsweeter,morefragrant,morepoignantinitsflavour?No.Thewildberrystillstandsfirstinitssubtlegusto.
Sizeisnotthemeasureofexcellence.Perfectionliesinquality,notinquantity.Concentrationenhancespleasure,givesitapointsothatitgoesdeeper.
Isnotaten—inchtroutbetterthanaten—footsturgeon?IwouldratherreadatinyessaybyCharlesLambthanafive—hundredpagelibelonlifebyamodernBritishnovelistwhoshallbenameless.
Flavouristhepricelessquality.Styleisthethingthatcountsandisremembered,inliterature,inart,andinberries.
NoJOCUNDA,norTRIUMPH,norVICTORIA,noranyotherhigh—titledfruitthatevertookthefirstprizeatanagriculturalfair,ishalfsodelicateandsatisfyingasthewildstrawberrythatdroppedintomymouth,underthehemlocktree,besidetheSwiftwater.
Atouchofsurpriseisessentialtoperfectsweetness.
Togetwhatyouhavebeenwishingforispleasant;buttogetwhatyouhavenotbeensureof,makesthepleasuretingle.Anewdoorofhappinessisopenedwhenyougoouttohuntforsomethinganddiscoveritwithyourowneyes.Butthereisanexperienceevenbetterthanthat.Whenyouhavestupidlyforgotten(ordespondentlyforgone)tolookaboutyoufortheunclaimedtreasuresandunearnedblessingswhicharescatteredalongtheby—waysoflife,then,sometimesbyaspecialmercy,asmallsampleofthemisquietlylaidbeforeyousothatyoucannothelpseeingit,anditbringsyoubacktoasenseofthejoyfulpossibilitiesofliving.
Howfullofenjoymentisthesearchafterwildthings,——wildbirds,wildflowers,wildhoney,wildberries!TherewasacountryclubonStormKingMountain,abovetheHudsonRiver,wheretheyusedtocelebrateafestivalofflowerseveryspring.Menandwomenwhohadconservatoriesoftheirown,fullofrareplantsandcostlyorchids,cametogethertoadmirethegatheredblossomsofthewoodlandsandmeadows.Butthepeoplewhohadthebestoftheentertainmentweretheboysandgirlswhowanderedthroughthethicketsanddownthebrooks,pushedtheirwayintothetangledcopsesandcreptventuresomelyacrosstheswamps,tolookfortheflowers.Someoftheseekersmayhavehadafewgrayhairs;butforthatdayatleasttheywereallboysandgirls.Naturewasasyoungasever,andtheywereallherchildren.Handtouchedhandwithoutaglove.Thehiddenblossomsoffriendshipunfolded.Laughterandmerryshoutsandsnatchesofhalf—forgottensongrosetothelips.Gayadventuresparkledintheair.Schoolwasoutandnobodylistenedforthebell.Itwasjustadaytolive,andbenatural,andtakenothoughtforthemorrow.
Thereisgreatluckinthisaffairoflookingforflowers.Idonotseehowanyonewhoisprejudicedagainstgamesofchancecanconsistentlyundertakeit.
Formyownpart,Iapproveofgardenflowersbecausetheyaresoorderlyandsocertain;butwildflowersIlove,justbecausethereissomuchchanceaboutthem.Natureisallinfavourofcertaintyingreatlawsandofuncertaintyinsmallevents.Youcannotappointthedayandtheplaceforherflower—shows.Ifyouhappentodropinattherightmomentshewillgiveyouafreeadmission.
Buteventhenitseemsasifthetableofbeautyhadbeenspreadforthejoyofahighervisitor,andinobediencetosecretorderswhichyouhavenotheard.
Haveyoueverfoundthefringedgentian?
\"Justbeforethesnows,TherecameapurplecreatureThatlavishedallthehill:
Andsummerhidherforehead,Andmockerywasstill.
Thefrostswerehercondition:
TheTyrianwouldnotcomeUntiltheNorthevokedher,——
’Creator,shallIbloom?’\"
Therearestrangefreaksoffortuneinthefindingofwildflowers,andcuriouscoincidenceswhichmakeusfeelasifsomeonewereplayingfriendlytricksonus.Irememberreading,oneeveninginMay,apassageinagoodbookcalledTHEPROCESSIONOFTHEFLOWERS,inwhichColonelHigginsondescribesthesingularluckthatafriendofhisenjoyed,yearafteryear,infindingtherareblossomsofthedoublerueanemone.Itseemsthatthismanneededonlytotakeawalkinthesuburbsofanytown,andhewouldcomeuponabedoftheseflowers,withouteffortordesign.Ienviedhimhisgoodfortune,forIhadneverdiscoveredevenoneofthem.Butthenextmorning,asIstrolledouttofishtheSwiftwater,downbelowBillyLerns’sspring—houseIfoundagreenbankintheshadowofthewoodallbespangledwithtiny,trembling,twofoldstars,——doublerueanemones,forluck!Itwasafavourableomen,andthatdayI
camehomewithacreelfulloftrout.
ThetheorythatAdamlivedoutinthewoodsforsometimebeforehewasputintothegardenofEden\"todressitandtokeepit\"hasanairofprobability.Howelseshallweaccountforthearborealinstinctsthatclingtohisposterity?
Thereisawildingstraininourbloodthatallthecivilizationintheworldwillnoteradicate.Ineverknewarealboy——or,forthatmatter,agirlworthknowing——whowouldnotratherclimbatree,anyday,thanwalkupagoldenstairway.
Itisatouchofthisinstinct,Isuppose,thatmakesitmoredelightfultofishinthemostinsignificantoffreestreamsthaninacarefullystockedandpreservedpond,wherethefisharebroughtupbyhandandfedonmincedliver.Suchelaborateprecautionstoensuregoodluckextractallthespicefromthesportofangling.
Castingtheflyinsuchapond,ifyouhookedafish,youmightexpecttohearthekeepersay,\"Ah,thatisCharles,wewillplayhimandputhimback,ifyouplease,sir;forthemasterisveryfondofhim,\"——or,\"NowyouhavegotholdofEdward;letuslandhimandkeephim;heisthreeyearsoldthismonth,andjustreadytobeeaten.\"Itwouldseemliketakingtroutoutofcoldstorage.
Whocouldfindanypleasureinanglingforthetamecarpinthefish—poolofFontainebleau?Theygatheratthemarblesteps,thosevenerable,courtlyfish,toreceivetheirrations;andthereareveteransamongthem,inancientlivery,withfringesofgreenmossontheirshoulders,whocouldtellyouprettytalesofbeingfedbythewhitehandsofmaidsofhonour,orevenofnibblingtheircrumbsofbreadfromthejewelledfingersofaprincess.
Thereisnosportinbringingpetstothetable.Itmaybenecessarysometimes;butthetruesportsmanwouldalwaysprefertoleavetheunpleasanttaskofexecutiontomenialhands,whilehegoesoutintothewildcountrytocapturehisgamebyhisownskill,——ifhehasgoodluck.Iwouldratherrunsomeriskinthisenterprise(evenastheyoungTobiasdid,whenthevoraciouspikesprangathimfromthewatersoftheTigris,andwouldhavedevouredhimbutforthefriendlyinstructionofthepiscatoryAngel,whotaughtTobiashowtolandthemonster),——Iwouldfarrathertakeanynumberofchancesinmysportthanhaveitdomesticatedtothepointofdulness.
Thetrimplantationsoftreeswhicharecalled\"forests\"incertainpartsofEurope——scientificallyprunedandtended,countedeveryyearbyuniformedforesters,anddefendedagainstallpossibledepredations——areadmirableandusefulintheirway;buttheylackthemysticenchantmentofthefragmentsofnativewoodlandwhichlingeramongtheAdirondacksandtheWhiteMountains,orthevast,shaggy,sylvanwildernesseswhichhidethelakesandriversofCanada.TheseLaurentianHillslieinNoMan’sLand.Hereyoudonotneedtokeeptothepath,forthereisnone.Youmaymakeyourowntrail,whithersoeverfancyleadsyou;andatnightyoumaypitchyourtentunderanytreethatlooksfriendlyandfirm.
Here,ifanywhere,youshallfindDryads,andNaiads,andOreads.
Andifyouchancetoseeone,bymoonlight,combingherlonghairbesidetheglimmeringwaterfall,orslippingsilently,withgleamingshoulders,throughthegroveofsilverbirches,youmaycallherbythenamethatpleasesyoubest.Sheisallyourowndiscovery.
Thereisnosocialdirectoryinthewilderness.
Onesideofournature,nodoubt,findsitssatisfactionintheregular,theproper,theconventional.Butthereisanothersideofournature,underneath,thattakesdelightinthestrange,thefree,thespontaneous.WeliketodiscoverwhatwecallalawofNature,andmakeourcalculationsaboutit,andharnesstheforcewhichliesbehinditforourownpurposes.Butwetasteadifferentkindofjoywhenaneventoccurswhichnobodyhasforeseenorcountedupon.
Itseemslikeanevidencethatthereissomethingintheworldwhichisaliveandmysteriousanduntrammelled.
Theweather—prophettellsusofanapproachingstorm.Itcomesaccordingtotheprogramme.Weadmiretheaccuracyoftheprediction,andcongratulateourselvesthatwehavesuchagoodmeteorologicalservice.Butwhen,perchance,abright,crystallinepieceofweatherarrivesinsteadoftheforetoldtempest,dowenotfeelasecretsenseofpleasurewhichgoesbeyondourmerecomfortinthesunshine?Thewholeaffairisnotaseasyasasuminsimpleaddition,afterall,——atleastnotwithourpresentknowledge.ItisagoodjokeontheWeatherBureau.\"Aha,OldProbabilities!\"wesay,\"youdon’tknowitallyet;therearestillsomechancestobetaken!\"
Someday,Isuppose,allthingsintheheavensabove,andintheearthbeneath,andintheheartsofthemenandwomenwhodwellbetween,willbeinvestigatedandexplained.Weshallliveaperfectlyorderedlife,withnoaccidents,happyorunhappy.
Everybodywillactaccordingtorule,andtherewillbenodottedlinesonthemapofhumanexistence,noregionsmarked\"unexplored.\"
Perhapsthatgoldenageofthemachinewillcome,butyouandIwillhardlylivetoseeit.Andifthatseemstoyouamatterfortears,youmustdoyourownweeping,forIcannotfinditinmyhearttoaddasingledropofregret.
Theresultsofeducationandsocialdisciplineinhumanityarefine.
Itisagoodthingthatwecancountuponthem.Butatthesametimeletusrejoiceintheplayofnativetraitsandindividualvagaries.Cultivatedmannersareadmirable,yetthereisasuddentouchofinborngraceandcourtesythatgoesbeyondthemall.Noarrayofaccomplishmentscanrivalthecharmofanunsuspectedgiftofnature,broughtsuddenlytolight.IonceheardapeasantgirlsingingdowntheTraunthal,andtheechoofhersongoutlives,inthehearingofmyheart,allmemoriesofthegrandopera.
Theharvestofthegardensandtheorchards,theresultofprudentplantingandpatientcultivation,isfullofsatisfaction.Weanticipateitindueseason,andwhenitcomeswefillourmouthsandaregrateful.Butpray,kindProvidence,letmeslipoverthefenceoutofthegardennowandthen,toshakeanut—treethatgrowsuntendedinthewood.Givemelibertytoputoffmyblackcoatforaday,andgoa—fishingonafreestream,andfindbychanceawildstrawberry.
LOVERSANDLANDSCAPE
\"Heinsistedthatthelovethatwasofrealvalueintheworldwasn’tinteresting,andthatthelovethatwasinterestingwasn’talwaysadmirable.Lovethathappenedtoapersonlikethemeaslesorfits,andwasreallyofnoparticularcredittoitselforitsvictims,wasthesortthatgotintothebooksandwasmademuchof;
whereasthekindthatwasattainedbytheendeavouroftruesouls,andthathadwearinit,andthatmadethingsgorightinsteadoftanglingthemup,wastoomuchlikedutytomakesatisfactoryreadingforpeopleofsentiment.\"——E.S.MARTIN:MyCousinAnthony.
Thefirstdayofspringisonething,andthefirstspringdayisanother.Thedifferencebetweenthemissometimesasgreatasamonth.
Thefirstdayofspringisduetoarrive,ifthecalendardoesnotbreakdown,aboutthetwenty—firstofMarch,whentheearthturnsthecornerofSunAlleyandstartsforSummerStreet.Butthefirstspringdayisnotonthetime—tableatall.Itcomeswhenitisready,andinthelatitudeofNewYorkthisisusuallynottillafterAllFools’Day.
Aboutthistime,——
\"WhenchinksinApril’swindydomeLetthroughadayofJune,Andfootandthoughtinclinetoroam,Andeverysound’satune,\"——
itisthehabitoftheanglerwholivesintowntoprepareforthelaboursoftheapproachingseasonbylongerwalksorbicycle—ridesintheparks,oralongtheriverside,orinthesomewhatdemoralizedEdensofthesuburbs.Inthecourseofthesevernalperegrinationsandcircumrotations,Iobservethatloversofvariouskindsbegintooccupyanotableplaceinthelandscape.
Theburnisheddoveputsalivelieririsaroundhisneck,andpractisesfantasticbowsandamourousquickstepsalongtheverandahofthepigeon—houseandoneveryconvenientroof.Theyoungmaleofthehumanspecies,lessgiftedinthematterofrainbows,doeshisbestwithagaycravat,andturnsthethoughtswhichcirculateaboveittowardsthesecuringorpropitiatingofabestgirl.
Theobjectsofthesemoreorlessbrilliantattentions,dovesandgirls,showabecomingreciprocity,andactinawaywhichleadsustoinfer(sofarasinferencesholdgoodinthemysteriousregionoffemaleconduct)thattheyarenotseriouslydispleased.Toarightlytemperedmind,pleasureisapleasantsight.AndthephilosophicobserverwhocouldlookuponthisspringspectacleoftheloverswithanybutfriendlyfeelingswouldbeindeedwhatthegreatDr.SamuelJohnsoncalled\"apersonnottobeenvied.\"
Farbeitfrommetofallintosuchadesiccatedandsuperciliousmood.Mysmallolive—branchoffancywillbewithered,intruth,andreadytodropbudlessfromthetree,whenIceasetofeelamilddelightinthebillingsandcooingsofthelittlebirdsthatseparatefromtheflockstoflytogetherinpairs,orintheuninstructivebutmutuallysatisfactoryconversewhichStrephonholdswithChloewhiletheydallyalongtheprimrosepath.
Iamgladthateventhestonyandtumultuouscityaffordssomeopportunitiesfortheseamiableobservations.InthemonthofAprilthereishardlyaclumpofshrubberyintheCentralParkwhichwillnotserveasatrysting—placeforyellowwarblersandcatbirdsjusthomefromtheirsoutherntours.Atthesametime,youshallseemanyabench,designedfortheaccommodationofsixpersons,occupiedatthesunsethourbyonlytwo,andapparentlysomuchtoosmallforthemthattheycannotavoidalittlecrowding.
Theseareinfalliblesigns.Takeninconjunctionwiththeeruptionoftopsandmarblesamongthesmallboys,andthepurchaseoffishing—tackleandgolf—clubsbytheoldboys,theycertifyusthatthevernalequinoxhasarrived,notonlyinthecelestialregions,butalsointheheartofman.
Ihavebeenreflectingoflateupontherelationofloverstothelandscape,andquestioningwhetherarthasgivenitquitethesameplaceasthatwhichbelongstoitinnature.Infiction,forexample,andinthedrama,andinmusic,Ihavesomevaguemisgivingsthatromanticlovehascometoholdamoreprominentandamorepermanentpositionthanitfillsinreallife.
Thisisdangerousgroundtoventureupon,eveninthemostmodestanddeprecatoryway.Themanwhoexpressesanopinion,orevenadoubt,onthissubject,contrarytotherulingtraditions,willhaveaswarmofangrycriticsbuzzingabouthim.Hewillbecalledaheretic,aheathen,acold—bloodedfreakofnature.Asforthewomanwhohesitatestosubscribeallthethirty—ninearticlesofromanticlove,ifsuchaonedarestoputherreluctanceintowords,sheiscertaintobeaccusedeitherofunwomanlyambitionoroffemininedisappointment.
Letusmakehaste,then,togetbackforsafetytotheornithologicalaspectofthesubject.Heretherecanbenopenaltiesforheresy.AndhereImakeboldtoavowmyconvictionthatthepairingseasonisnottheonlypointofinterestinthelifeofthebirds;noristheinstinctbywhichtheymatealtogetherandbeyondcomparisonthenoblestpassionthatstirstheirfeatheredbreasts.
’Tistrue,thetimeofmatingistheirprettiestseason;butitisveryshort.Howlittleweshouldknowofthedramaoftheirairylifeifwehadeyesonlyforthisbriefscene!Theirfinestqualitiescomeoutinthepatientcaresthatprotecttheyounginthenest,inthevariedstrugglesforexistencethroughthechangingyear,andintheincredibleheroismsoftheannualmigrations.
Hereinisaparable.
Itmaybeobservedfurther,withoutfearofrebuke,thatthebehaviourofthedifferentkindsofbirdsduringtheprevalenceofromanticloveisnotalwaysequallyabovereproach.ThecourtshipofEnglishsparrows——blustering,noisy,vulgar——isasighttooffendthetasteofeverygentleon—looker.Somebirdsreiterateandvociferatetheirlove—songsinafashionthatdisplaystheirinconsideratenessaswellastheirignoranceofmusic.Thistraitismostmarkedindomesticfowls.Therewasaguinea—cock,once,thatchosetodohiswooingcloseunderthewindowofafarm—housewhereIwaslodged.Hehadnoregardformyhoursofsleepormeditation.Hisamatoryclick—clackpreventedthemorningandwreckedthetranquillityoftheevening.Itwasodious,brutal,——
worse,itwasabsolutelythoughtless.Hereinisanotherparable.
Letusadmitcheerfullythatlovershaveaplaceinthelandscapeandlendacharmtoit.Thisdoesnotmeanthattheyaretotakeupalltheroomthereis.Suppose,forexample,thatapairofthem,onGoatIsland,putthemselvesinsuchapositionastocompletelyblockoutyourviewofNiagara.Youcannotregardthemwithgratitude.Theyevenbecomealittletedious.Orsupposethatyouarevisitingatacountry—house,andyoufindthatyoumustnotenjoythemoonlightontheverandahbecauseAugustusandAmandaaremurmuringinonecorner,andthatyoumustnotgointothegardenbecauseLouisandLizziearethere,andthatyoucannothaveasailonthelakebecauseRichardandRebeccahavetakentheboat.
Ofcourse,unlessyouhappentobeaselfisholdcurmudgeon,yourejoice,bysympathy,inthehappinessoftheseestimableyoungpeople.Butyoufailtoseewhyitshouldcoversomuchground.
Whyshouldtheynotpooltheirinterests,andallgooutintheboat,orallwalkinthegarden,orallsitontheverandah?Thentherewouldberoomforsomebodyelseabouttheplace.
Inoldtimesyoucouldrelyuponloversforretirement.Butnowadaystheirroleseemstobeaboldostentationoftheircondition.Theyrelyuponotherpeopletodothetimid,shrinkingpart.Society,inAmerica,isarrangedprincipallyfortheirconvenience;andwhateverportionofthelandscapestrikestheirfancy,theypreemptandoccupy.Allthisgoesuponthepresumptionthatromanticloveisreallytheonlyimportantinterestinlife.
Thistrainofthoughtwasilluminated,theothernight,byanincidentwhichbefellmeataparty.Itwasanassemblyofmen,drawntogetherbytheircommondevotiontothesportofcanoeing.
Therewereonlythreeorfourofthegentlersexpresent(ashonorarymembers),andonlyoneofwhomitcouldbesuspectedthatshewasatthattimeavictimoranobjectofthetenderpassion.
Inthecourseoftheevening,bywayofdiversiontoourdisputationsonkeelsandcentreboards,canvasandbirch—bark,cedar—woodandbass—wood,paddlesandsteering—gear,afineyoungApollo,withabig,manlyvoice,sangusafewsongs.Buthedidnotchantthejoysofweatheringasuddensquall,orrunningarapidfeather—whitewithfoam,orfloatingdownalong,quiet,elm—boweredriver.Notall.Hissongswerefullofsighsandyearnings,languidlipsandsheep’s—eyes.Hispowerfulvoiceinformedusthatcrownsofthornsseemedlikegarlandsofroses,andkisseswereassweetassamplesofheaven,andvariousothercurioussensationswereexperienced;andattheendofeverystanzathereasonwasstated,intonesofthunder——
\"BecauseIloveyou,dear.\"
Eveniftrue,itseemedinappropriate.Howfoolishtheaverageaudienceinadrawing—roomlookswhileitislisteningtopassionatelove—ditties!AndyetIsupposethesingerchosethesesongs,notfromanymaliceaforethought,butsimplybecausesongsofthiskindaresoabundantthatitisnexttoimpossibletofindanythingelseintheshops.
Inregardtonovels,thesituationisalmostasdiscouraging.Tenlove—storiesareprintedtooneofanyotherkind.Wehaveastandinginvitationtoconsiderthetribulationsanddifficultiesofsomeyoungmanoryoungwomaninfindingamate.Itmustbeadmittedthatthesubjecthasitscapabilitiesofinterest.Naturehasherusesforthelover,andshegiveshimanexcellentparttoplayinthedramaoflife.Butisthistantamounttosayingthathisinterestisperennialandall—absorbing,andthathisroleonthestageistheonlyonethatissignificantandnoteworthy?
Lifeismuchtoolargetobeexpressedinthetermsofasinglepassion.Friendship,patriotism,parentaltenderness,filialdevotion,theardourofadventure,thethirstforknowledge,theecstasyofreligion,——theseallhavetheirdwellingintheheartofman.Theymouldcharacter.Theycontrolconduct.Theyarestarsofdestinyshiningintheinnerfirmament.Andifartwouldtrulyholdthemirroruptonature,itmustreflectthesegreaterandlesserlightsthatrulethedayandthenight.
Howmanyoftheplaysthatdivertandmisinformthemoderntheatre—
goerturnonthepivotofalove—affair,notalwayspure,butgenerallysimple!AndhowmanyofthosethatareimportedfromFranceproceeduponthetheorythattheSeventhistheonlyCommandment,andthattheprincipalattractionoflifeliesintheopportunityofbreakingit!Thematinee—girlisnotlikelytohaveaveryluminousortruthfulideaofexistencefloatingaroundinherprettylittlehead.
But,afterall,thegreatplays,thosethattakethedeepestholdupontheheart,likeHAMLETandKINGLEAR,MACBETHandOTHELLO,arenotlove—plays.Andthemostcharmingcomedies,likeTHEWINTER’S
TALE,andTHERIVALS,andRIPVANWINKLE,arechieflymemorableforotherthingsthanlove—scenes.
Eveninnovels,loveshowsatitsbestwhenitdoesnotabsorbthewholeplot.LORNADOONEisalovers’story,butthereisablessedminimumofspooninginit,andalwaysenoughofworkingandfightingtokeeptheairclearandfresh.THEHEARTOFMIDLOTHIAN,andHYPATIA,andROMOLA,andTHECLOISTERANDTHEHEARTH,andJOHN
INGLESANT,andTHETHREEMUSKETEERS,andNOTREDAME,andPEACEAND
WAR,andQUOVADIS,——thesearegreatnovelsbecausetheyaremuchmorethantalesofromanticlove.AsforHENRYESMOND,(whichseemstomethebestofall,)certainly\"loveatfirstsight\"doesnotplaythefinestroleinthatbook.
Therearegoodstoriesofourownday——pathetic,humourous,entertaining,powerful——inwhichtheelementofromanticloveisaltogethersubordinate,orevenimperceptible.THERISEOFSILAS
LAPHAMdoesnotoweitsdeepinteresttotheengagementoftheverycharmingyoungpeoplewhoenlivenit.MADAMEDELPHINEandOLE
’STRACTEDareperfectstoriesoftheirkind.IwouldnotbarterTHE
JUNGLEBOOKSforahundredofTHEBRUSHWOODBOY.
Thetruthisthatlove,consideredmerelyasthepreferenceofonepersonforanotheroftheoppositesex,isnot\"thegreatestthingintheworld.\"Itbecomesgreatonlywhenitleadson,asitoftendoes,toheroismandself—sacrificeandfidelity.Itschiefvalueforart(theinterpreter)liesnotinitself,butinitsquickeningrelationtotheotherelementsoflife.Itmustbeseenandshowninitsdueproportion,andinharmonywiththebroaderlandscape.
Doyoubelievethatinalltheworldthereisonlyonewomanspeciallycreatedforeachman,andthattheorderoftheuniversewillbehopelesslyaskewunlessthesetwoneedlesfindeachotherinthehaystack?Youbelieveitforyourself,perhaps;butdoyoubelieveitforTomJohnson?Yourememberwhataterrificdisturbancehemadeinthesummerof189—,atBarHarbor,aboutEllinorBrown,andhowheranawaywithherinSeptember.Youhavealsoseenthemtogether(occasionally)atLenoxandNewport,sincetheirmarriage.AreyouhonestlyoftheopinionthatifTomhadnotmarriedEllinor,thesetwoyoungliveswouldhavebeenatotalwreck?
AdamSmith,inhisbookonTHEMORALSENTIMENTS,goessofarastosaythat\"loveisnotinterestingtotheobserverbecauseitisAN
AFFECTIONOFTHEIMAGINATION,intowhichitisdifficultforathirdpartytoenter.\"SomethingofthesamekindoccurredtomeinregardtoTomandEllinor.YetIwouldnothavepresumedtosuggestthisthoughttoeitherofthem.NorwouldIhavequotedintheirhearingthemelancholyandfrigidpredictionofRalphWaldoEmerson,totheeffectthattheywouldsomedaydiscover\"thatallwhichatfirstdrewthemtogether——thoseoncesacredfeatures,thatmagicalplayofcharm——wasdeciduous.\"
DECIDUOUS,indeed?Cold,unpleasant,botanicalword!RatherwouldIprognosticatefortheloverssomethingperennial,\"Asobercertaintyofwakingbliss,commonaboutit.Itwashishabittosucceed,andalltherestofuswerehardenedtoit.
WhenhemarriedCorneliaCochrane,wewereconsoledforourpartiallossbytheapparentfitnessandbrilliancyofthematch.IfBeekmanwasamasterfulman,Corneliawascertainlywhatyoumightcallamistressfulwoman.Shehadbeentheheadofherhousesinceshewaseighteenyearsold.Shecarriedhergoodlookslikethefamilyplate;andwhenshecameintothebreakfast—roomandsaidgood—morning,itwaswithanairasifshepresentedeveryonewithacheckforathousanddollars.Hertasteswereacceptedasjudgments,andherpreferenceshadtheforceoflaws.Wherevershewantedtogointhesummer—time,therethefingerofhouseholddestinypointed.AtNewport,atBarHarbour,atLenox,atSouthampton,shemadearecord.WhenshewasjoinedinholywedlocktoBeekmanDePeyster,herfatherandmotherheavedasighofsatisfaction,andsettleddownforaquietvacationinCherryValley.
ItwasinthesecondsummeraftertheweddingthatBeekmanadmittedtoafewofhisancientPetrinecronies,inmomentsofconfidence(unjustifiable,butnatural),thathiswifehadonefault.
\"Itisnotexactlyafault,\"hesaid,\"notapositivefault,youknow.Itisjustakindofadefect,duetohereducation,ofcourse.Ineverythingelseshe’smagnificent.Butshedoesn’tcareforfishing.\"
tosurvivetheevanescenceoflove’syoungdream.EllinorshouldturnouttobeawomanliketheLadyElizabethHastings,ofwhomRichardSteelewrotethat\"toloveherwasaliberaleducation.\"
Tomshouldprovethathehadinhimthelastingstuffofatruemanandahero.Thenitwouldmakelittledifferencewhethertheirconjunctionhadbeeneternallyprescribedinthebookoffateornot.Itwouldbeevidentlyafitmatch,madeonearthandillustrativeofheaven.
Buteveninthemakingofsuchamatchasthis,thevariousstagesofattraction,infatuation,andappropriationshouldnotbedisplayedtooprominentlybeforetheworld,nortreatedaseventsofoverwhelmingimportanceandenduringmoment.IwouldnotcounselTomandEllinor,inthemidsummeroftheirengagement,tohavetheirphotographstakentogetherinaffectionateattitudes.
Thepicturesofanimaginarykindwhichdealwiththesubjectofromanticloveare,almostwithoutexception,fatuousandfutile.
Theinanelyamatory,withtheirlanguishingeyes,wearyus.Theendlesslyosculatory,withtheirprotractedsalutations,aresickening.Evenwhenanairofsentimentalproprietyisthrownaboutthembysomesuchtitleas\"Wedded\"or\"TheHoneymoon,\"theyfatigueus.Forthemostpart,theyremindmeoftheremarkwhichtheCommodoremadeuponacertainpaintingofJupiterandlowhichhangsinthewriting—roomoftheContraryClub.
\"Sir,\"saidthatgentlypiercingcritic,\"thatpictureisequallyunsatisfactorytotheartist,tothemoralist,andtothevoluptuary.\"
Nevertheless,havingmadeacleanbreastofmymisgivingsandreservationsonthesubjectofloversandlandscape,Iwillnowconfessthatthewholeofmydoubtsdonotweighmuchagainstmyunreasonedfaithinromanticlove.AtheartIamnoinfidel,butamostobstinatebelieveranddevotee.Myseasonsofskepticismaretransient.Theyareconnectedwithatorpidliverandaggravatedbyconfinementtoasedentarylifeandenforcedabstinencefromangling.Out—of—doors,Ireturntoasanerandhappierframeofmind.
AsmywheelrollsalongtheRiversideDriveinthegoldenglowofthesunset,IrejoicethattheepisodeofCharlesHenryandMatildaJanehasnotbeenomittedfromtheview.Thisvastandpopulouscity,withallitspassingshowoflife,wouldbelittlebetterthanawaste,howlingwildernessifwecouldnotcatchaglimpse,nowandthen,ofyoungpeoplefallinginloveinthegoodold—fashionedway.
Evenonatrout—stream,IhaveseennothingprettierthanthesightuponwhichIoncecamesuddenlyasIwasfishingdowntheNeversink.
Aboywaskneelingbesidethebrook,andagirlwasgivinghimadrinkofwateroutofherrosyhands.Theystaredwithwonderandcompassionatthewetandsolitaryangler,wadingdownthestream,asifheweresomekindofamildlunatic.ButasIglanceddiscreetlyattheirsmalltableau,Iwasnotunconsciousofthenewjoythatcameintothelandscapewiththepresenceof\"Aloverandhislass.\"
Iknewhowsweetthewatertastedfromthatkindofacup.IalsohavelivedinArcadia,andhavenotforgottenthewayback.
AFATALSUCCESS
\"Whatsurprisesmeinherbehaviour,\"saidhe,\"isitsthoroughness.
Womanseldomdoesthingsbyhalves,butoftenbydoubles.\"——SOLOMON
SINGLEWITZ:TheLifeofAdam.
BeekmanDePeysterwasprobablythemostpassionateandtriumphantfishermaninthePetrineClub.Heangledwiththesamedashandconfidencethathethrewintohisoperationsinthestock—market.
Hewassuretobethefirstmantogethisfliesonthewaterattheopeningoftheseason.Andwhenwecametogetherforourfallmeeting,tocomparenotesofourwanderingsonvariousstreamsandmakeupthefish—storiesfortheyear,Beekmanwasalmostalways\"highhook.\"Weexpected,asamatterofcourse,tohearthathehadtakenthemostandthelargestfish.
Itwassowitheverythingthatheundertook.Hewasamasterfulman.Iftherewasanunusuallylargetroutinariver,Beekmanknewaboutitbeforeanyoneelse,andgottherefirst,andcamehomewiththefish.Itdidnotmakehimundulyproud,becausetherewasnothingunShesaysit’sstupid,——can’tseewhyanyoneshouldlikethewoods,——callscampingoutthelunatic’sdiversion.
It’sratherawkwardforamanwithmyhabitstohavehiswifetakesuchaview.Butitcanbechangedbytraining.Iintendtoeducateherandconverther.Ishallmakeananglerofheryet.\"
Andsohedid.
TheneweducationwasbegunintheAdirondacks,andthefirstlessonwasgivenatPaulSmith’s.Itwasacompletefailure.
BeekmanpersuadedhertocomeoutwithhimforadayonMeachamRiver,andpromisedtoconvinceherofthecharmofangling.Sheworeanewgown,fawn—colourandviolet,withapicture—hat,verytaking.ButtheMeachamRivertroutwasshythatday;notevenBeekmancouldinducehimtorisetothefly.Whatthetroutlackedinconfidencethemosquitoesmorethanmadeup.Mrs.DePeystercamehomemuchsunburned,andexpressedahighlyunfavourableopinionoffishingasanamusementandofMeachamRiverasaresort.
\"Thenicepeopledon’tcometotheAdirondackstofish,\"saidshe;
\"theycometotalkaboutthefishingtwentyyearsago.Besides,whatdoyouwanttocatchthattroutfor?Ifyoudo,theothermenwillsayyouboughtit,andthehotelwillhavetoputinanewonefortherestoftheseason.\"
ThefollowingyearBeekmantriedMooseheadLake.Herehefoundanatmospheremorefavourabletohisplanofeducation.Therewereagoodmanypeoplewhoreallyfished,andshortexpeditionsinthewoodswerequitefashionable.Corneliahadacamping—costumeofthemostapprovedstylemadebyDewlaponFifthAvenue,——pearl—graywithliningsofrose—silk,——andconsentedtogowithherhusbandonatripupMooseRiver.TheypitchedtheirtentthefirsteveningatthemouthofMiseryStream,andastormcameon.Therainsiftedthroughthecanvasinafinespray,andMrs.DePeystersatupallnightinawaterproofcloak,holdinganumbrella.Thenextdaytheywerebackatthehotelintimeforlunch.
\"Itwashorrid,\"shetoldhermostintimatefriend,\"perfectlyhorrid.Theideaofsleepinginashower—bath,andeatingyourbreakfastfromatinplate,justforsakeofcatchingafewsillyfish!Whynotsendyourguidesouttogetthemforyou?\"
But,inspiteofthisprofessionofobstinateheresy,Beekmanobservedwithsecretjoythatthereweresigns,beforetheendoftheseason,thatCorneliawasdriftingalittle,averylittlebutstillperceptibly,inthedirectionofachangeofheart.Shebegantotakeaninterest,asthebigtroutcamealonginSeptember,inthereportsofthecatchesmadebythedifferentanglers.Shewouldsaunteroutwiththeotherpeopletothecorneroftheporchtoseethefishweighedandspreadoutonthegrass.SeveraltimesshewentwithBeekmaninthecanoetoHardscrabblePoint,andshoweddistinctevidencesofpleasurewhenhecaughtlargetrout.Thelastdayoftheseason,whenhereturnedfromasuccessfulexpeditiontoRoachRiverandLilyBay,sheinquiredwithsomeparticularityabouttheresultsofhissport;andintheevening,asthecompanysatbeforethegreatopenfireinthehallofthehotel,shewasheardtousethisinformationwithconsiderableskillinputtingdownMrs.
MinotPeabodyofBoston,whowasrecountingthedetailsofherhusband’scatchatSpencerPond.Corneliawasnotapersontobecontentedwiththebackseat,eveninfish—stories.
WhenBeekmanobservedtheseindicationshewasmuchencouraged,andresolvedtopushhiseducationalexperimentbrisklyforwardtohiscustomarygoalofsuccess.
\"Somethingscanbedone,aswellasothers,\"hesaidinhismasterfulway,asthreeofuswerewalkinghometogetheraftertheautumnaldinnerofthePetrineClub,whichhealwaysattendedasagraduatemember.\"Arealfishermannevergivesup.ItoldyouI’dmakeanangleroutofmywife;andsoIwill.Ithasbeenratherdifficult.Sheis’dour’inrising.Butshe’sbeginningtotakenoticeoftheflynow.Givemeanotherseason,andI’llhaveherlanded.\"
GoodoldBeekman!Littledidhethink——ButImustnotinterruptthestorywithmoralreflections.
Thepreparationsthathemadeforhisfinaleffortatconversionwerethoroughandprudent.HehadaprivateinterviewwithDewlapinregardtotheconstructionofapracticalfishing—costumeforalady,whichresultedinsomethingmorereasonableandworkmanlikethanhadeverbeenturnedoutbythatfamousartist.HeorderedfromHookandCatchettalady’sangling—outfitofthemostenticingdescription,——asplit—bamboorod,lightasagirl’swish,andstrongasamatron’swill;anoxidizedsilverreel,withamonogramononeside,andasapphiresetinthehandleforgoodluck;abookofflies,ofallsizesandcolours,withthecorrectnamesinscribedingiltlettersoneachpage.Hesurroundedhisfavouritesportwithanaureoleofeleganceandbeauty.AndthenhetookCorneliainSeptembertotheUpperDamatRangeley.
Shewentreluctant.Shearriveddisgusted.Shestayedincredulous.
Shereturned——Waitabit,andyoushallhearhowshereturned.
TheUpperDamatRangeleyistheplace,ofallothersintheworld,wherethelunacyofanglingmaybeseeninitsincurablestage.
Thereisacosylittleinn,calledacamp,atthefootofabiglake.Infrontoftheinnisahugedamofgraystone,overwhichtheriverplungesintoagreatovalpool,wherethetroutassembleintheearlyfalltoperpetuatetheirrace.FromthetenthofSeptembertothethirtieth,thereisnotanhourofthedayornightwhentherearenoboatsfloatingonthatpool,andnoanglerstrailingtheflyacrossitswaters.Beforethelatefishermenarereadytocomeinatmidnight,theearlyfishermenmaybeseencreepingdowntotheshorewithlanternsinordertobeginbeforecock—crow.Thenumberoffishtakenisnotlarge,——perhapsfiveorsixforthewholecompanyonanaverageday,——butthesizeissometimesenormous,——nothingunderthreepoundsiscounted,——andtheypervadethoughtandconversationattheUpperDamtotheexclusionofeveryothersubject.Thereisnodriving,nodancing,nogolf,notennis.Thereisnothingtodobutfishordie.
Atfirst,Corneliathoughtshewouldchoosethelatteralternative.
Butaremarkofthatskilfulandmoroseoldangler,McTurk,whichsheoverheardontheverandahaftersupper,changedhermind.
\"Womenhavenosportinginstinct,\"saidhe.\"Theyonlyfishbecausetheyseemendoingit.Theyareimitativeanimals.\"
ThatsamenightshetoldBeekman,inthesubduedtonewhichthearchitecturalconstructionofthehouseimposesuponallconfidentialcommunicationsinthebedrooms,butwithresolutionineveryaccent,thatsheproposedtogofishingwithhimonthemorrow.
\"Butnotonthatpool,rightinfrontofthehouse,youunderstand.
Theremustbesomeotherplace,outonthelake,wherewecanfishforthreeorfourdays,untilIgetthetrickofthiswobblyrod.
ThenI’llshowthatoldbear,McTurk,whatkindofananimalwomanis.
Beekmanwassimplydelighted.FivedaysofdiligentpracticeatthemouthofMillBrookbroughthispupiltothepointwherehepronouncedhersafe.
\"Ofcourse,\"hesaidpatronizingly,\"youhave’ntlearnedallaboutityet.Thatwilltakeyears.Butyoucangetyourflyoutthirtyfeet,andyoucankeepthetipofyourrodup.Ifyoudothat,thetroutwillhookhimself,inrapidwater,eighttimesoutoften.
Forplayinghim,ifyoufollowmydirections,you’llbeallright.
Wewilltrythepooltonight,andhopeforamedium—sizedfish.\"
Corneliasaidnothing,butsmiledandnodded.Shehadherownthoughts.
Ataboutnineo’clockSaturdaynight,theyanchoredtheirboatontheedgeoftheshoalwherethebigeddyswingsaround,putoutthelanternandbegantofish.Beekmansatinthebowoftheboat,withhisrodovertheleftside;Corneliainthestern,withherrodovertherightside.Thenightwascloudyandveryblack.Eachofthemhadputonthelargestpossiblefly,onea\"Bee—Pond\"andtheothera\"Dragon;\"buteventhesewereinvisible.Theymeasuredouttherightlengthofline,andletthefliesdriftbackuntiltheyhungovertheshoal,inthecurlywaterwherethetwocurrentsmeet.
Therewerethreeotherboatstotheleftofthem.McTurkwastheironlyneighbourinthedarknessontheright.Oncetheyheardhimswearingsoftlytohimself,andknewthathehadhookedandlostafish.
Awaydownatthetailofthepool,dimlyvisiblethroughthegloom,thefurtivefisherman,Parsons,hadanchoredhisboat.Nonoiseevercamefromthatcraft.Ifhewishedtochangehisposition,hedidnotpulluptheanchorandletitdownagainwithabump.Hesimplylengthenedorshortenedhisanchorrope.Therewasnoclickofthereelwhenheplayedafish.Hedrewinandpaidoutthelinethroughtheringsbyhand,withoutasound.Whathethoughtwhenafishgotaway,nooneknew,forheneversaidit.Heconcealedhisanglingasifithadbeenaconspiracy.Twicethatnighttheyheardafaintsplashinthewaternearhisboat,andtwicetheysawhimputhisarmoverthesideinthedarknessandbringitbackagainveryquietly.
\"That’sthesecondfishforParsons,\"whisperedBeekman,\"whatasecretiveoldFortunatusheis!Heknowsmoreaboutfishingthananymanonthepool,andtalksless.\"
Corneliadidnotanswer.Herthoughtswereallonthetipofherownrod.Abouteleveno’clockafine,drizzlingrainsetin.Thefishingwasveryslack.Alltheotherboatsgaveitupindespair;
butCorneliasaidshewantedtostayoutalittlelonger,theymightaswellfinishuptheweek.
Atpreciselyfiftyminutespasteleven,Beekmanreeleduphisline,andremarkedwithfirmnessthattheholySabbathdaywasalmostathandandtheyoughttogoin.
\"NottillI’velandedthistrout,\"saidCornelia.
\"What?Atrout!Haveyougotone?\"
\"Certainly;I’vehadhimonforatleastfifteenminutes.I’mplayinghimMr.Parsons’way.Youmightaswelllightthelanternandgetthenetready;he’scomingintowardstheboatnow.\"
Beekmanbrokethreematchesbeforehemadethelanternburn;andwhenhehelditupoverthegunwale,therewasthetroutsureenough,gleamingghostlypaleinthedarkwater,closetotheboat,andquitetiredout.Heslippedthenetoverthefishanddrewitin,——amonster.
\"I’llcarrythattrout,ifyouplease,\"saidCornelia,astheysteppedoutoftheboat;andshewalkedintothecamp,onthelaststrokeofmidnight,withthefishinherhand,andquietlyaskedforthesteelyard.
Eightpoundsandfourteenounces,——thatwastheweight.Everybodywasamazed.Itwasthe\"bestfish\"oftheyear.Corneliashowednosignofexultation,untiljustasJohnwascarryingthetrouttotheice—house.Thensheflashedout:——\"Quiteafairimitation,Mr.
McTurk,——isn’tit?\"
NowMcTurk’sbestrecordforthelastfifteenyearswassevenpoundsandtwelveounces.
SofarasMcTurkisconcerned,thisistheendofthestory.ButnotfortheDePeysters.Iwishitwere.Beekmanwenttosleepthatnightwithacontentedspirit.Hefeltthathisexperimentineducationhadbeenasuccess.Hehadmadehiswifeanangler.
Hehadindeed,andtoanextentwhichhelittlesuspected.ThatUpperDamtroutwastoherlikethefirsttasteofbloodtothetiger.Itseemedtochange,atonce,notsomuchhercharacterasthedirectionofhervitalenergy.Sheyieldedtothelunacyofangling,notbyslowdegrees,(asfirstatransientdelusion,thenafixedidea,thenachronicinfirmity,finallyamildinsanity,)butbyasuddenplungeintothemostviolentmania.SofarfrombeingreadytodieatUpperDam,herdesirenowwastolivethere——andtolivesolelyforthesakeoffishing——aslongastheseasonwasopen.
ThereweretwohundredandfortyhourslefttomidnightonthethirtiethofSeptember.Atleasttwohundredoftheseshespentonthepool;andwhenBeekmanwastooexhaustedtomanagetheboatandthenetandthelanternforher,sheengagedatrustworthyguidetotakeBeekman’splacewhileheslept.Attheendofthelastdayherscorewastwenty—three,withanaverageoffivepoundsandaquarter.Hisscorewasnine,withanaverageoffourpounds.Hehadsucceededfarbeyondhiswildesthopes.
Thenextyearhissuccessbecameevenmoreastonishing.TheywenttotheTitanClubinCanada.TheugliestandmostinaccessiblesheetofwaterinthatterritoryisLakePharaoh.Butitisfamousfortheextraordinaryfishingatacertainspotneartheoutlet,wherethereisjustroomenoughforonecanoe.TheycampedonLakePharaohforsixweeks,byMrs.DePeyster’scommand;andhercanoewasalwaysthefirsttoreachthefishing—groundinthemorning,andthelasttoleaveitintheevening.
Someoneaskedhim,whenhereturnedtothecity,whetherhehadgoodluck.
\"Quitefair,\"hetossedoffinacarelessway;\"wetookoverthreehundredpounds.\"
\"Toyourownrod?\"askedtheinquirer,inadmiration.
\"No—o—o,\"saidBeekman,\"thereweretwoofus.\"
Thereweretwoofthem,also,thefollowingyear,whentheyjoinedtheNatasheeboSalmonClubandfishedthatcelebratedriverinLabrador.Thecustomofdrawinglotseverynightforthewaterthateachmemberwastoangleoverthenextday,seemedtobeespeciallydesignedtofitthesituation.Mrs.DePeystercouldfishherownpoolandherhusband’stoo.Theresultofthatyear’sfishingwassomethingphenomenal.Shehadascorethatmadeaparagraphinthenewspapersandcalledouteditorialcomment.Oneeditorwassoinadequatetothesituationastoentitlethearticleinwhichhedescribedhertriumph\"TheEquivalenceofWoman.\"Itwaswell—
meant,butshewasnotatallpleasedwithit.