第54章
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  “Ican’tgoback,“shesaid。“Theinnisnoplaceforme。Acurseseemstofollowme,Blanche,whereverIgo。Iamthecauseofquarrelingandwretchedness,withoutmeaningit,Godknows。Theoldmanwhoishead-waiterattheinnhasbeenkindtome,mydear,inhisway,andheandthelandladyhadhardwordstogetheraboutit。Aquarrel,ashocking,violentquarrel。Hehaslosthisplaceinconsequence。Thewoman,hismistress,laysalltheblameofittomydoor。Sheisahardwoman;andshehasbeenharderthaneversinceBishopriggswentaway。Ihavemissedaletterattheinn——Imusthavethrownitaside,Isuppose,andforgottenit。IonlyknowthatIrememberedaboutit,andcouldn’tfinditlastnight。Itoldthelandlady,andshefastenedaquarrelonmealmostbeforethewordswereoutofmymouth。AskedmeifI

  chargedherwithstealingmyletter。Saidthingstome——Ican’trepeatthem。Iamnotverywell,andnotabletodealwithpeopleofthatsort。IthoughtitbesttoleaveCraigFerniethismorning。IhopeandprayIshallneverseeCraigFernieagain。“

  Shetoldherlittlestorywithatotalabsenceofemotionofanysort,andlaidherheadbackwearilyonthechairwhenitwasdone。

  Blanche’seyesfilledwithtearsatthesightofher。

  “Iwon’tteaseyouwithquestions,Anne,“shesaid,gently。“Comeupstairsandrestinmyroom。You’renotfittotravel,love。

  I’lltakecarethatnobodycomesnearus。“

  Thestable-clockatWindygatesstruckthequartertotwo。Anneraisedherselfinthechairwithastart。

  “Whattimewasthat?“sheasked。

  Blanchetoldher。

  “Ican’tstay,“shesaid。“IhavecomeheretofindsomethingoutifIcan。Youwon’taskmequestions?Don’t,Blanche,don’t!forthesakeofoldtimes。“

  Blancheturnedaside,heart-sick。“Iwilldonothing,dear,toannoyyou,“shesaid,andtookAnne’shand,andhidthetearsthatwerebeginningtofalloverhercheeks。

  “Iwanttoknowsomething,Blanche。Willyoutellme?“

  “Yes。Whatisit?“

  “Whoarethegentlemenstayinginthehouse?“

  Blanchelookedroundatheragain,insuddenastonishmentandalarm。AvaguefearseizedherthatAnne’smindhadgivenwayundertheheavyweightoftroublelaidonit。Annepersistedinpressingherstrangerequest。

  “Runovertheirnames,Blanche。Ihaveareasonforwishingtoknowwhothegentlemenarewhoarestayinginthehouse。“

  BlancherepeatedthenamesofLadyLundie’sguests,leavingtothelasttheguestswhohadarrivedlast。

  “Twomorecamebackthismorning,“shewenton。“ArnoldBrinkworthandthathatefulfriendofhis,Mr。Delamayn。“

  Anne’sheadsankbackoncemoreonthechair。Shehadfoundherwaywithoutexcitingsuspicionofthetruth,totheonediscoverywhichshehadcometoWindygatestomake。HewasinScotlandagain,andhehadonlyarrivedfromLondonthatmorning。TherewasbarelytimeforhimtohavecommunicatedwithCraigFerniebeforeshelefttheinn——he,too,whohatedletter-writing!Thecircumstanceswereallinhisfavor:therewasnoreason,therewasreallyandtrulynoreason,sofar,tobelievethathehaddesertedher。Theheartoftheunhappywomanboundedinherbosom,underthefirstrayofhopethathadwarmeditforfourdayspast。Underthatsuddenrevulsionoffeeling,herweakenedframeshookfromheadtofoot。Herfaceflusheddeepforamoment——thenturneddeadlypaleagain。Blanche,anxiouslywatchingher,sawtheseriousnecessityforgivingsomerestorativetoherinstantly。

  “Iamgoingtogetyousomewine——youwillfaint,Anne,ifyoudon’ttakesomething。Ishallbebackinamoment;andIcanmanageitwithoutanybodybeingthewiser。“

  ShepushedAnne’schairclosetothenearestopenwindow——awindowattheupperendofthelibrary——andranout。

  Blanchehadbarelylefttheroom,bythedoorthatledintothe,hall,whenGeoffreyentereditbyoneofthelowerwindowsopeningfromthelawn。

  Withhismindabsorbedintheletterthathewasabouttowrite,heslowlyadvanceduptheroomtowardthenearesttable。Anne,hearingthesoundoffootsteps,started,andlookedround。Herfailingstrengthralliedinaninstant,underthesuddenreliefofseeinghimagain。Sheroseandadvancedeagerly,withafainttingeofcolorinhercheeks。Helookedup。Thetwostoodfacetofacetogether——alone。

  “Geoffrey!“

  Helookedatherwithoutanswering——withoutadvancingastep,onhisside。Therewasanevillightinhiseyes;hissilencewasthebrutesilencethatthreatensdumbly。Hehadmadeuphismindnevertoseeheragain,andshehadentrappedhimintoaninterview。Hehadmadeuphismindtowrite,andthereshestoodforcinghimtospeak。Thesumofheroffensesagainsthimwasnowcomplete。Iftherehadeverbeenthefaintesthopeofherraisingevenapassingpityinhisheart,thathopewouldhavebeenannihilatednow。

  Shefailedtounderstandthefullmeaningofhissilence。Shemadeherexcuses,poorsoul,forventuringbacktoWindygates——herexcusestothemanwhosepurposeatthatmomentwastothrowherhelplessontheworld。

  “Prayforgivemeforcominghere,“shesaid。“Ihavedonenothingtocompromiseyou,Geoffrey。NobodybutBlancheknowsIamatWindygates。AndIhavecontrivedtomakemyinquiriesaboutyouwithoutallowinghertosuspectoursecret。“Shestopped,andbegantotremble。Shesawsomethingmoreinhisfacethanshehadreadinitatfirst。“Igotyourletter,“shewenton,rallyinghersinkingcourage。“Idon’tcomplainofitsbeingsoshort:youdon’tlikeletter-writing,Iknow。ButyoupromisedIshouldhearfromyouagain。AndIhaveneverheard。Andoh,Geoffrey,itwassolonelyattheinn!“

  Shestoppedagain,andsupportedherselfbyrestingherhandonthetable。Thefaintnesswasstealingbackonher。Shetriedtogoonagain。Itwasuseless——shecouldonlylookathimnow。

  “Whatdoyouwant?“heasked,inthetoneofamanwhowasputtinganunimportantquestiontoatotalstranger。

  Alastgleamofheroldenergyflickeredupinherface,likeadyingflame。

  “IambrokenbywhatIhavegonethrough,“shesaid。“Don’tinsultmebymakingmeremindyouofyourpromise。“

  “Whatpromise?“’

  “Forshame,Geoffrey!forshame!Yourpromisetomarryme。“

  “Youclaimmypromiseafterwhatyouhavedoneattheinn?“

  Shesteadiedherselfagainstthetablewithonehand,andputtheotherhandtoherhead。Herbrainwasgiddy。Theefforttothinkwastoomuchforher。Shesaidtoherself,vacantly,“Theinn?

  WhatdidIdoattheinn?“

  “Ihavehadalawyer’sadvice,mind!IknowwhatIamtalkingabout。“

  Sheappearednottohaveheardhim。Sherepeatedthewords,“WhatdidIdoattheinn?“andgaveitupindespair。Holdingbythetable,shecameclosetohimandlaidherhandonhisarm。

  “Doyourefusetomarryme?“sheasked。

  Hesawthevileopportunity,andsaidthevilewords。

  “You’remarriedalreadytoArnoldBrinkworth。“

  Withoutacrytowarnhim,withoutanefforttosaveherself,shedroppedsenselessathisfeet;ashermotherhaddroppedathisfather’sfeetintheby-gonetime。

  Hedisentangledhimselffromthefoldsofherdress。“Done!“hesaid,lookingdownatherasshelayonthefloor。

  Asthewordfellfromhislipshewasstartledbyasoundintheinnerpartofthehouse。Oneofthelibrarydoorshadnotbeencompletelyclosed。Lightfootstepswereaudible,advancingrapidlyacrossthehall。

  Heturnedandfled,leavingthelibrary,ashehadenteredit,bytheopenwindowatthelowerendoftheroom……

  BLANCHEcamein,withaglassofwineinherhand,andsawtheswooningwomanonthefloor。

  Shewasalarmed,butnotsurprised,asshekneltbyAnne,andraisedherhead。Herownpreviousobservationofherfriendnecessarilypreventedherfrombeingatanylosstoaccountforthefaintingfit。Theinevitabledelayingettingthewinewas——naturallytohermind——alonetoblamefortheresultwhichnowmetherview。

  Ifshehadbeenlessreadyinthustracingtheeffecttothecause,shemighthavegonetothewindowtoseeifanythinghadhappened,out-of-doors,tofrightenAnne——mighthaveseenGeoffreybeforehehadtimetoturnthecornerofthehouse——and,makingthatonediscovery,mighthavealteredthewholecourseofevents,notinhercominglifeonly,butinthecominglivesofothers。Sodoweshapeourowndestinies,blindfold。SodoweholdourpoorlittletenureofhappinessatthecapriciousmercyofChance。Itissurelyablesseddelusionwhichpersuadesusthatwearethehighestproductofthegreatschemeofcreation,andsetsusdoubtingwhetherotherplanetsareinhabited,becauseotherplanetsarenotsurroundedbyanatmospherewhich_we_canbreathe!

  Aftertryingsuchsimpleremediesaswerewithinherreach,andtryingthemwithoutsuccess,Blanchebecameseriouslyalarmed。

  Annelay,toalloutwardappearance,deadinherarms。Shewasonthepointofcallingforhelp——comewhatmightofthediscoverywhichwouldensue——whenthedoorfromthehallopenedoncemore,andHesterDethridgeenteredtheroom。

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