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  Blanche,inMrs。Inchbare’sbestgown——anancientandhigh-waistedsilkgarment,ofthehuecalled“bottle-green,“

  pinnedupinfront,andtrailingfarbehindher——withashort,orange-coloredshawloverhershoulders,andatoweltiedturbanfashionroundherhead,todryherwethair,lookedatoncethestrangestandtheprettiesthumananomalythateverwasseen。

  “Forheaven’ssake,“shesaid,gayly,“don’ttellyourhusbandI

  aminMrs。Inchbare’sclothes!Iwanttoappearsuddenly,withoutawordtowarnhimofwhatafigureIam!Ishouldhavenothinglefttowishforinthisworld,“sheadded,“ifArnoldcouldonlyseemenow!“

  Lookingintheglass,shenoticedAnne’sfacereflectedbehindher,andstartedatthesightofit。

  “What_is_thematter?“sheasked。“Yourfacefrightensme。“

  Itwasuselesstoprolongthepainoftheinevitablemisunderstandingbetweenthem。Theonecoursetotakewastosilenceallfurtherinquiriesthenandthere。Stronglyasshefeltthis,Anne’sinbredloyaltytoBlanchestillshrankfromdeceivinghertoherface。“Imightwriteit,“shethought。“I

  can’tsayit,withArnoldBrinkworthinthesamehousewithher!

  “Writeit?Asshereconsideredtheword,asuddenideastruckher。Sheopenedthebedroomdoor,andledthewaybackintothesitting-room。

  “Goneagain!“exclaimedBlanche,lookinguneasilyroundtheemptyroom。“Anne!there’ssomethingsostrangeinallthis,thatI

  neithercan,norwill,putupwithyoursilenceanylonger。It’snotjust,it’snotkind,toshutmeoutofyourconfidence,afterwehavelivedtogetherlikesistersallourlives!“

  Annesighedbitterly,andkissedherontheforehead。“YoushallknowallIcantellyou——allI_dare_tellyou,“shesaid,gently。“Don’treproachme。Ithurtsmemorethanyouthink。“

  Sheturnedawaytothesidetable,andcamebackwithaletterinherhand。“Readthat,“shesaid,andhandedittoBlanche。

  Blanchesawherownname,ontheaddress,inthehandwritingofAnne。

  “Whatdoesthismean?“sheasked。

  “Iwrotetoyou,afterSirPatrickhadleftme,“Annereplied。“I

  meantyoutohavereceivedmyletterto-morrow,intimetopreventanylittleimprudenceintowhichyouranxietymighthurryyou。AllthatI_can_saytoyouissaidthere。Sparemethedistressofspeaking。Readit,Blanche。“

  Blanchestillheldtheletter,unopened。

  “Aletterfromyoutome!whenwearebothtogether,andbothaloneinthesameroom!It’sworsethanformal,Anne!It’sasiftherewasaquarrelbetweenus。Whyshoulditdistressyoutospeaktome?“

  Anne’seyesdroppedtotheground。Shepointedtotheletterforthesecondtime。

  Blanchebroketheseal。

  Shepassedrapidlyovertheopeningsentences,anddevotedallherattentiontothesecondparagraph。

  “Andnow,mylove,youwillexpectmetoatoneforthesurpriseanddistressthatIhavecausedyou,byexplainingwhatmysituationreallyis,andbytellingyouallmyplansforthefuture。DearestBlanche!don’tthinkmeuntruetotheaffectionwebeartowardeachother——don’tthinkthereisanychangeinmyhearttowardyou——believeonlythatIamaveryunhappywoman,andthatIaminapositionwhichforcesme,againstmyownwill,tobesilentaboutmyself。Silenteventoyou,thesisterofmylove——theonepersonintheworldwhoisdearesttome!AtimemaycomewhenIshallbeabletoopenmyhearttoyou。Oh,whatgooditwilldome!whatareliefitwillbe!Forthepresent,I

  mustbesilent。Forthepresent,wemustbeparted。Godknowswhatitcostsmetowritethis。Ithinkofthedearolddaysthataregone;IrememberhowIpromisedyourmothertobeasistertoyou,whenherkindeyeslookedatme,forthelasttime——_your_

  mother,whowasanangelfromheavento_mine!_Allthiscomesbackonmenow,andbreaksmyheart。Butitmustbe!myownBlanche,forthepresent。itmustbe!Iwillwriteoften——Iwillthinkofyou,mydarling,nightandday,tillahappierfutureunitesusagain。Godbless_you,_mydearone!AndGodhelp_

  me!“_

  BlanchesilentlycrossedtheroomtothesofaonwhichAnnewassitting,andstoodthereforamoment,lookingather。Shesatdown,andlaidherheadonAnne’sshoulder。Sorrowfullyandquietly,sheputtheletterintoherbosom——andtookAnne’shand,andkissedit。

  “Allmyquestionsareanswered,dear。Iwillwaityourtime。“

  Itwassimply,sweetly,generouslysaid。

  Anneburstintotears。

  Therainstillfell,butthestormwasdyingaway。

  Blancheleftthesofa,and,goingtothewindow,openedtheshutterstolookoutatthenight。ShesuddenlycamebacktoAnne。

  “Iseelights,“shesaid——“thelightsofacarriagecomingupoutofthedarknessofthemoor。Theyaresendingafterme,fromWindygates。Gointothebedroom。It’sjustpossibleLadyLundiemayhavecomeformeherself。“

  Theordinaryrelationsofthetwotowardeachotherwerecompletelyreversed。AnnewaslikeachildinBlanche’shands。

  Sherose,andwithdrew。

  Leftalone,Blanchetooktheletteroutofherbosom,andreaditagain,intheintervalofwaitingforthecarriage。

  Thesecondreadingconfirmedherinaresolutionwhichshehadprivatelytaken,whileshehadbeensittingbyAnneonthesofa——aresolutiondestinedtoleadtofarmoreseriousresultsinthefuturethananyprevisionsofherscouldanticipate。SirPatrickwastheonepersonsheknewonwhosediscretionandexperienceshecouldimplicitlyrely。Shedetermined,inAnne’sowninterests,totakeheruncleintoherconfidence,andtotellhimallthathadhappenedattheinn“I’llfirstmakehimforgiveme,“thoughtBlanche。“AndthenI’llseeifhethinksasIdo,whenItellhimaboutAnne。“

  Thecarriagedrewupatthedoor;andMrs。Inchbareshowedin——notLadyLundie,butLadyLundie’smaid。

  Thewoman’saccountofwhathadhappenedatWindygateswassimpleenough。LadyLundiehad,asamatterofcourse,placedtherightinterpretationonBlanche’sabruptdepartureinthepony-chaise,andhadorderedthecarriage,withthefirmdeterminationoffollowingherstep-daughterherself。Buttheagitationsandanxietiesofthedayhadprovedtoomuchforher。Shehadbeenseizedbyoneoftheattacksofgiddinesstowhichshewasalwayssubjectafterexcessivementalirritation;and,eagerasshewasonmoreaccountsthanonetogototheinnherself,shehadbeencompelled,inSirPatrick’sabsence,tocommitthepursuitofBlanchetoherownmaid,inwhoseageandgoodsenseshecouldplaceeveryconfidence。Thewomanseeingthestateoftheweather——hadthoughtfullybroughtaboxwithher,containingachangeofwearingapparel。InofferingittoBlanche,sheadded,withallduerespect,thatshehadfullpowersfromhermistresstogoon,ifnecessary,totheshooting-cottage,andtoplacethematterinSirPatrick’shands。Thissaid,sheleftittoheryoungladytodecideforherself,whethershewouldreturntoWindygates,underpresentcircumstances,ornot。

  Blanchetooktheboxfromthewoman’shands,andjoinedAnneinthebedroom,todressherselfforthedrivehome。

  “Iamgoingbacktoagoodscolding,“shesaid。“ButascoldingisnonoveltyinmyexperienceofLadyLundie。I’mnotuneasyaboutthat,Anne——I’muneasyaboutyou。CanIbesureofonething——doyoustayhereforthepresent?“

  Theworstthatcouldhappenattheinn_had_happened。Nothingwastobegainednow——andeverythingmightbelost——byleavingtheplaceatwhichGeoffreyhadpromisedtowritetoher。Anneansweredthatsheproposedremainingattheinnforthepresent。

  “Youpromisetowritetome?“

  “Yes。“

  “IfthereisanythingIcandoforyou——?“

  “Thereisnothing,mylove。“

  “Theremaybe。Ifyouwanttoseeme,wecanmeetatWindygateswithoutbeingdiscovered。Comeatluncheon-time——goaroundbytheshrubbery——andstepinatthelibrarywindow。YouknowaswellasIdothereisnobodyinthelibraryatthathour。Don’tsayit’simpossible——youdon’tknowwhatmayhappen。Ishallwaittenminuteseverydayonthechanceofseeingyou。That’ssettled——andit’ssettledthatyouwrite。BeforeIgo,darling,isthereanythingelsewecanthinkofforthefuture?“

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