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  “Whatsneersandinsults?“sheasked,comingovertohim。

  “Why,nobody’llspeaktome。“

  “Won’tMr。McPhailandMr。Mcllvalne?“

  “Yes;butnotastheyusedto。“

  “Youcan’tblame’em,Jim。Youmustgotoworkandwinbacktheirconfidence。“

  “Ican’tdothat。Let’sgoaway,Nell,andtryagain。“Hermouthclosedfirmly。Ahardlookcameintohereyes。“Youcangoifyouwantto,Jim,I’mgoin’tostayrightheretillwecanleavehonorably。Wecan’trunawayfromthis。Itwouldfollowusanywherewewent;anditwouldgetworsethefartherwewent“

  Heknewtheunyieldingqualityofhiswife’sresolution,andfromthatmomenthesubmittedtohisfate。Helovedhiswifeandchildrenwithapassionatelovethatmadelifewiththem,amongthecitizenshehadrobbed,betterthanlifeanywhereelseonearth;

  hehadnopowertoleavethem。

  Assoonaspossiblehewentoverhisbooksandfoundoutthatheowed,aboveallnotescomingin,abouteleventhousanddollars。

  ThiswasalargesumtolookforwardtopayingbyanythinghecoulddointheSiding,nowthathiscreditwasgone。Nobodywouldtakehimasaclerk,andtherewasnothingelsetobedoneexceptmanuallabor,andhewasnotstrongenoughforthat。

  Hiswife,however,hadaplan。ShesentEasttofriendsforalittlemoneyatonce,andwithafewhundreddollarsopenedalittlestoreintimefortheholidaytrade-wallpaper,notions,lightdrygoods,toys,andmillinery。Shedidherownhouseworkandattendedtohershopinagrim,uncomplainingfashionthatmadeSanfordfeellikeacriminalinherpresence。Hecouldn’tproposetohelpherinthestore,forheknewthepeoplewouldrefusetotradewithhim,soheattendedtothechildrenanddidlittlethingsaboutthehouseforthefirstfewmonthsofthewinter。

  Hislifeforatimewasabjectlypitiful。Hedidn’tknowwhattodo。

  Hehadlosthisfooting,and,worstofall,hefeltthathiswifenolongerrespectedhim。Shelovedandpitiedhim,butshenolongerlookeduptohim。Shewentaboutherworkanddowntoherstorewithasilent,resolute,uncommunicativeair,utterlyunlikeherformersunny,domesticself,sothatevensheseemedalienliketherest。Ifhehadbeenill,VanceandMcPhailwouldhaveattendedhim;asitwas,theycouldnothelphim。

  Shealreadyhadthesympathyoftheentiretown,andMcIlvainehadsaid:“Ifyouneedmoremoney,youcanhaveit,Mrs。Sanford。

  Callonusatanytime。“

  “Thankyou。Idon’tthinkI’llneedit。AllIaskisyourtrade,“shereplied。“Idon’taskanybodytopaymore’nathing’sworth,either。

  I’mgoin’tosellgoodsonbusinessprinciples,andIexpectfolkstobuyofmebecauseI’msellingreliablegoodsascheapasanybodyelse。“

  Herbusinesswassuccessfulfromthestart,butshedidnotallowherselftogettooconfident。

  “Thisisakindofcharitytrade。Itwon’tlastonthatbasis。Folksain’tgoin’tobuyofmebecauseI’mpoor-notverylong,“shesaidtoVance,whowentintocongratulateheronherboomingtradeduringChristmasandNewYear。

  Vancecalledsooften,advisingorcongratulatingher,thattheboysjokedhim。“Say,lookyhere!You’regom’togetintoapecko’

  troublewithyourwifeyet。Youspendabouthally’rtimeinthenewstore。“

  Vancelookedsereneashereplied,“I’dstaylongerandgooftenerIfIcould。“

  “Well,ifyouain’tcheekier’nol’cheek!Ishouldthinkyou’dbeashamedtosayit。“

  “’Shamedofit?I’mproudofit!AsItellmywife,ifI’d’a’metMis’

  Sanfordwhenwewasbothyoung,theywouldn’t’a’be’nnosuchpresentarrangement。“

  ThenewlifemadeitschangesinMrs。Sanford。Shegrewthinnerandgraver,butasshewenton,andtradesteadilyincreased,afeelingofpride,asortofexultation,cameintohersoulandshonefromhersteadyeyes。Itwasglorioustofeelthatshewasholdingherownwithmenintheworld,winningtheirrespect,whichisbetterthantheirflattery。Shearoseeachdayatfiveo’clockwithadistinctpleasure,forherphysicalhealthwasexcellent,neverbetter。

  Shebegantodream。Shecouldpayofffivehundreddollarsayearoftheinterest-perhapsshecouldpaysomeoftheprincipal,ifallwentwell。Perhapsinayearbrtwoshecouldtakealargerstore,and,ifJimgotsomethingtodo,intenyearstheycouldpayitalloff-everycent!Shetalkedwithbusinessmen,andreadandstudied,andfelteachdayafirmerholdonaffairs。

  Sanfordgottheagencyofaninsurancecompanyortwoandearnedafewdollarsduringthespring。InJunethingsbrightenedupalittle。Themoneyforanoteofathousanddollarsfelldue-anotehehadconsideredvirtuallyworthless,butthedebtor,havinghada“streako’luck,“sentsevenhundredandfiftydollars。Sanfordatoncecalledameetingofhiscreditors,andpaidthem,prorata,athousanddollars。Themeetingtookplaceinhiswife’sstore,andinmakingthespeechSanfordsaid:

  “Itellyou,gentlemen,ifyou’llonlygiveusachance,we’llclearthisthingallup-thatis,theprincipal。Wecan’t-“

  “Yes,wecan,James。Wecanpayitall,principalandinterest。Weowetheinterestjustasmuchastherest。“Itwasevidentthattherewastobenolettingdownwhileshelived。

  Theeffectofthispaymentwasmarked。Thegeneralfeelingwasmuchmorekindlythanbefore。MostofthefellowsdroppedbackintothehabitofcallinghimJim;but,afterall,itwasnotlikethegreetingofold,whenhewas“banker。“Stillthegaininconfidencefoundareflexinhim。Hisshoulders,whichhadbeguntodroopalittle,lifted,andhiseyesbrightened。

  “We’llwinyet,“hebegantosay。

  “She’sa-holdin’of’imrighttotime,“Mrs。Binghamsaid。

  Itwasshortlyafterthisthathegottheagencyforanewcash-deliverysystem,andwentontheroadwithit,travelinginnorthernWisconsinandMinnesota。Hecamebackafterathreeweeks’trip,quitejubilant。“I’vemadeahundreddollars,Nell。I’mallrightifthisholdsout,andIguessitwill。“

  InthefollowingNovember,justayearafterthefailure,theycelebratedtheday,athersuggestion,bypayinginterestontheunpaidsumstheyowed。

  “Icouldpayalittlemoreontheprincipal,“sheexplained,“butI

  guessit’llbebettertouseitformystock。Icanpaybetterdividendsnextyear。

  “Takey’rtime,Mrs。Sanford,“Vancesaid。

  Ofcourseshecouldnotescapecriticism。Thereweretheusualnumberofwomenwhonoticedthatshekepther’younguns“inthelateststyle,whenasamatteroffactshesatupnightstomaketheirlittlethings。Theyalsonoticedthatsheretainedherhouseandherfurniture。

  “IfIwasinherplace,seemstome,I’dturninsomeo’myfinefurnituretowardmydebts,“Mrs。SamGilbertsaidspitefully。

  Shedidnotevenescapecalumny。Mrs。SamGilbertdarklyhintedatcertain“goin’sondurin’hisbein’away。Lituptillaftermidnightsomenights。Ic’nseeherwinderfrommine。“

  RoseMcPhail,oneofMrs。Sanford’smostdevotedfriends,askedquietly,“Doyousitupallnightt’see?“

  “S’posin’Ido!“shesnapped。“Ican’tsleepwithsuchthingsgoin’

  on。“

  “Ifit’lldoyouanygood,Jane,I’llsaythatshe’ssettin’uptheresewin’forthechildren。Ifyou’dkeepyournoseouto’otherfolks’

  affairs,andattendbettertoyourown,yourhousewouldn’tlook’

  likeapigpen,all’yourchildrenlikeA-rabs。“

  ButinspiteofafewannoyancesofthischaracterMrs。Sanfordfoundhernewlifewholesomerandbroaderthanheroldlife,andthepainofherlossgrewlesspoignant。

  VI

  Onedayinspring,inthelazy,odoroushushoftheafternoon,theusualnumberofloaferswerestandingontheplatform,waitingforthetrain。Thesunwasgoingdowntheslopetowardthehills,throughawarmAprilhaze。

  “Hello!“exclaimedthemanwhoalwaysseesthingsfirst。“HerecomesMrs。Sanfordandtheducklings。“

  Everybodylooked。

  “Ain’tgoin’off,isshe?“

  “Nope;guessnot。Meetsomebody,prob’lySanford。“

  “Well,sornethin’sup。Shedon’toftengetouto’thatstore。“

  “Le’ssee;he’sbeengonemosto’thewinter,hain’the?“

  “Yes;wentawayaboutNewYear’s。“

  Mrs。Sanfordcamepast,leadingachildbyeachhand,noddingandsmilingtofriends-forallseemedfriends。Shelookedveryresoluteandbusinesslikeinherplain,darkdress,withadullflameofcoloratthethroat,whilethebroadhatsheworegaveherfaceatouchofpiquancyverycharming。Evidentlyshewasinexcellentspirits,andlaughedandchattedinquiteacarefreeway。

  ShewasnowaninstitutionattheSiding。Herstorehadgrowninproportionsyearly,untilitwasaslargeandcommodiousasanyinthetown。Thedrummersfordrygoodsallcalledthere,andthefactthatshedidnotsellanygroceriesatalldidnotdeterthedrummersforgroceryhousesfromcallingtoseeeachtimeifshehadn’tdecidedtoputinastockofgroceries。

  Thesekeen-eyedyoungfellowshadspreadherfameallupanddowntheroad。Shehadcapturedthem,notbybeauty,butbyherpluck,candor,honesty,andbyacertainfearlessbutreservedcamaraderie。Shewasnotafraidofthem,orofanybodyelse,now。

  Thetrainwhistled,andeverybodyturnedtowatchitasitcamepushingaroundtheblufflikeahugehoundonatrail,itsnoseclosetotheground。AmongthefirsttoalightwasSanford,inashiningnewsilkhatandanewsuitofclothes。Hewassmilinggailyashefoughthiswaythroughthecrowdtohiswife’sside。“Hello!“heshouted。“IthoughtI’dseeyouallhere。“

  “W’y,Jim,ain’tyoucuttin’aswell?“

  “Aswell!Well,who’sgotabetterright?Amanwantstolookaswellashecanwhenhecomeshometosuchafamily。“

  “Hello,Jim!。Thatplug’llneverdo。“

  “Hello,Vance!Yes;butit’sgottodo。Say,youtellallthefellersthat’sgotanythingag’instmetocomearoundtomorrownighttothestore。Iwanttomakesomekindofasettlement。“

  “Allright,Jim。Goin’topayanewdividend?“

  “That’swhatIam,“hebeamedashewalkedoffwithhiswife,whowasstudyinghimsharply。

  “Jim,whatailsyou?“

  “Nothin’;I’mallright。“

  “Butthisnewsuit?Andthehat?Andthenecktie?“Helaughedmerrily-somerrily,infact,thathiswifelookedathimthemoreanxiously。Heappearedtobeinaqueerstateofintoxication-astatethatmadehimhappywithoutimpairinghisfaculties,however。Heturnedsuddenlyandputhislipsdowntowardherear。“Well,Nell,Ican’tholdinanylonger。We’vestruckit!“

  “Struckwhat?“

  “Well,youseethatdernedfoolpartnero’minegotmetogointoaloto’landinthecoppercountry。That’swhereallthetroublecame。

  Hegotawfullyletdown。Well,he’shadsomesurveyorstogouptherelatelyandlookitover,andthenextthingweknewtheSuperiorMiningCompanycamealongan’wantedtobuyit。Ofcoursewedidn’twanttoselljustthen。“

  Theyhadreachedthestoredoor,andhepaused。

  “We’llgorighthometosupper,“shesaid。“ThegirlswilllookoutforthingstillIgetback。“

  Theywalkedontogether,thechildrenlaughingandplayingahead。

  “Well,upshotofitis,IsoldoutmysharetoOsgoodfortwentythousanddollars。“

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