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  Heknewtheonewhospokelast-FreemeCole,amanwhowasthefightingwonderofHoward’sboyhood,nowdegeneratedintoastoop-shouldered,faded,garrulous,andquarrelsomeoldman。Yettherewassomethingepicintheoldman’sstories,somethingenthrallinginthedramaticpowerofrecital。

  Overbytheblacksmithshoptheusualgameofquaits“wasinprogress,andthedrugclerkonthecornerwaschasingacronywiththesquirtpump,withwhichhewasabouttowashthewindows。Afewteamsstoodankle-deepinthemud,tiedtothefantasticallygnawedpinepillarsofthewoodenawnings。Amanonaloadofhaywas“jawing“withtheattendantoftheplatformscales,whostoodbelow,padandpencilinhand。

  “Hit’im!hit’im!Jumpoffandknock’im!“suggestedabystander,jovially。

  Howardknewthevoice。

  “Talk’scheap。Takesmoneyt’buywhiskey,“hesaidwhenthemanontheloadrepeatedhisthreatofgettingoffandwhippingthescalesman。

  “You’reWilliamMcTurg,“Howardsaid,cominguptohim。

  “Iam,sir,“repliedthesoft-voicedgiantturningandlookingdownonthestrangerwithanamusedtwinkleinhisdeepbrowneyes。HestoodaserectasanIndian,thoughhishairandbeardwerewhite。

  “I’mHowardMcLane。“

  “Yebegint’lookit,“saidMcTurg,removinghisrighthandfromhispocket。“Howareyeh?“

  “I’mfirst-rate。How’sMotherandGrant?“

  “Saw’implowingcornasIcamedown。Guesshe’sallright。Wantaboost?“

  “Well,yes。Areyoudownwithateam?“

  “Yep。’Boutgoin’home。Climbrightin。That’smyrig,rightthere,“

  noddingatasleekbaycolthitchedinacoveredbuggy。“Heavey’rgripundertheseat。“

  TheyclimbedintotheseatafterWilliamhadloweredthebuggytopandunhitchedthehorsefromthepost。Theloafersweremildlycurious。GuessedBillhadgothookedontobyalightnin’-rodpeddler,orsomethin’o’thatkind。

  “Wanttogobyriver,or’roundbythehills?“

  “Hills,Iguess。“

  Thewholematterbegantoseemtrivial,asifhehadonlybeenawayforamonthortwo。

  WilliamMcTurgwasamanlittlegiventotalk。Eventhecomingbackofanephewdidnotcauseanyflowofquestionsorreminiscences。Theyrodeinsilence。Hesatalittlebentforward,thelinesheldcarelesslyinhishands,hisgreatleonineheadswayingtoandfrowiththemovementofthebuggy。

  Astheypassedfamiliarspots,theyoungermanbrokethesilencewithaquestion。

  “That’soldmanMcElvaine’splace,ain’tit?“

  “Oldmanliving?“

  “Iguessheis。Huskmorecorn’nanymanhec’nhire。“

  Ontheedgeofthevillagetheypassedanopenlotontheleft,markedwithcircusringsofdifferenteras。

  “There’stheoldballground。Dotheyhavecircusesonitjustthesameasever?“

  “Justthesame。“

  “Whatfunthatfieldcallsup!Thegamesofballweusedtohave!

  Doyouplayyet?“

  “Sometimes。Can’tstoopsowellasIusedto。“Hesmiledalittle。

  “Toomuchfat。“

  ItallsweptbackuponHowardinafloodofnamesandfacesandsightsandsounds;somethingsweetandstirringsomehow,thoughithadlittleofestheticcharmatthetime。Theywerepassingalonglanesnow,betweensuperbfieldsofcorn,whereinplowmenwereatwork。Kingbirdsflewfromposttopostaheadofthem;theinsectscalledfromthegrass。Thevalleyslowlyoutspreadbelowthem。Theworkmeninthefieldswere“turningout“forthenight;

  theyallhadawordofchaffwithMcTurg。

  Overthewesternwallofthecirclingamphitheaterthesunwassetting。Afewscatteringcloudsweredriftingonthewestwind,theirshadowsslidingdownthegreenandpurpleslopes。Thedazzlingsunlightflamedalongthelusciousvelvetygrass,andshotamidtherounded,distantpurplepeaks,andstreamedinbarsofgoldandcrimsonacrossthebluemistofthenarroweruppercoulee。

  Theheartoftheyoungmanswelled’withpleasurealmostlikepain,andtheeyesofthesilentoldermantookonafar-off,dreaminglook,ashegazedatthescenewhichhadrepeateditselfathousandtimesinhislife,butofwhosebeautyheneverspoke。

  FardowntotheleftwasthebreakinthewallthroughwhichtheriverranonitswaytojointheMississippi。Astheyclimbedslowlyamongthehills,thevalleytheyhadleftgrewstillmorebeautiful,asthesqualorofthelittletownwashidbytheduskofdistance。

  Bothmenweresilentforalongtime。Howardknewthepeculiaritiesofhiscompaniontoowelltomakeanyremarksoraskanyquestions,andbesidesitwasagenuinepleasuretoridewithonewhocouldfeelthatsilencewastheonlyspeechamidsuchsplendors。

  Oncetheypassedalittlebrooksinginginamourn-fullysweetwayitseternalsongoveritspebbles。ItcalledbacktoHowardthedayswhenheandGrant,hisyoungerbrother,hadfishedinthislittlebrookfortrout,withtrousersrolledabovethekneeandwrecksofhatsupontheirheads。

  “Anytroutleft?“heasked。

  “Notmany。Littlefellers。“Findingthesilencebroken,WilliamaskedthefirstquestionsincehemetHoward。“Le’ssee:you’reashowfellernow?B’longtoatroupe?“

  “Yes,yes;I’manactor。“

  “Paymuch?“

  “Prettywell。“

  ThatseemedtoendWilliam’scuriosityaboutthematter。

  “Ah,there’souroldhouse,ain’tit?“Howardbrokeout,pointingtooneofthehousesfartherupthecoulee。“It’llbeasurprisetothem,won’tit?“

  “Yep;onlytheydon’tlivethere。“

  “What!Theydon’t!“

  “Whodoes?“

  “Dutchman。“

  Howardwassilentforsomemoments。“WholivesontheDunlapplace?“

  “’NotherDutchman。“

  “Where’sGrantliving,anyhow?“

  “Fartheruptheconlee。“

  “Well,thenI’dbettergetouthere,hadn’tI?“

  “Oh,I’lldriveyehup。“

  “No,I’dratherwalk。“

  Thesunhadset,andthecouleewasgettingduskwhenHowardgotoutofMcTurg’scarriageandsetoffupthewindinglanetowardhisbrother’shouse。Hewalkedslowlytoabsorbthecoolnessandfragranceandcolorofthehour。Thekatydidssangarhythmicsongofwelcometohim。Fireflieswereinthegrass。Awhippoorwillinthedeepofthewoodwascallingweirdly,andanoccasionalnighthawk,flyinghigh,gavehisgratingshriek,orhollowboom,suggestiveandresounding。

  Hehadbeenwonderfullysuccessful,andyethadcarriedintohissuccessasadramaticauthoraswellasactoracertainpuritanismthatmadehimaparadoxtohisfellows。Hewasoneofthoseactorswhoarealwaysinluck,andthebestofitwashekeptandmadeuseofhisluck。Jovialasheappeared,hewasinflexibleasgraniteagainstdrinkandtobacco。Heretainedthroughitallacertainfreshnessofenjoymentthatmadehimoneofthebestcompanionsintheprofession;andnowashewalkedon,thehourandtheplaceappealedtohimwithgreatpower。Itseemedtosweepawaythelifethatcamebetween。

  Howcloseitallwastohim,afterall!Inhisrestlesslife,surroundedbythegiareofelectriclights,paintedcanvas,hotcolors,creakofmachinery,mocktrees,stones,andbrooks,hehadnotlostbutgainedappreciationforthecoolness,quietandlowtones,theshynessofthewoodandfield。

  Inthefarmhouseaheadofhimalightwasshiningashepeeredahead,andhisheartgaveanotherpainfulmovement。Hisbrotherwasawaitinghimthere,andhismother,whomhehadnotseenfortenyearsandwhohadgrownunabletowrite。AndwhenGrantwrote,whichhadbeenmoreandmoreseldomoflate,hislettershadbeencoldandcurt。

  Hebegantofeelthatinthepleasureandexcitementofhislifehehadgrownawayfromhismotherandbrother。Eachsummerhehadsaid,“Well,nowI’llgohomethisyearsure。“Butanewplaytobeproduced,orayachtingtrip,oratourofEurope,hadputthehomecomingoff;andnowitwaswithadistinctconsciousnessofneglectofdutythathewalkeduptothefenceandlookedintotheyard,whereWilliamhadtoldhimhisbrotherlived。

  Itwashumbleenough-asmallwhitehouse,story-and-a-halfstructure,withawing,setinthemidstofafewlocusttrees;asmalldrab-coloredbarn,withasaggingridgepole;abarnyardfullofmud,inwhichafewcowswerestanding,fightingthefliesandwaitingtobemilked。Anoldmanwaspumpingwateratthewell;

  thepigsweresquealingfromapennearby;achildwascrying。

  Instantlythebeautiful,peacefulvalleywasforgotten。AsickeningchillstruckintoHoward’ssoulashelookedatitall。Inthedimlighthecouldseeafiguremilkingacow。Leavinghisvaliseatthegate,heenteredandwalkeduptotheoldman,whohadfinishedpumpingandwasabouttogotofeedthehogs。

  “Goodevening,“Howardbegan。“DoesMr。GrantMcLanelivehere?“

  “Yes,sir,hedoes。He’srightovertheremilkin’。“

  “I’llgoovertherean-“

  “Don’tb’lieveIwould。It’sdarnmuddyoverthere。It’sbeenturriblerainy。He’llbedoneinaminute,any-way。“

  “Verywell;I’llwait。“

  Ashewaited,hecouldhearawoman’sfretfulvoice,andtheimpatientjerkandjarofkitchenthings,indicativeofilltemperorworry。Thelongerhestoodabsorbingthisfarmscene,withallitssordidness,dullness,triviality,anditsendlessdrudgeries,thelowerhisheartsank。Allthejoyofthehomecomingwasgone,whenthefigurearosefromthecowandapproachedthegate,andputthepailofmilkdownontheplatformbythepump。

  “Goodevening,“saidHowardoutofthedusk。

  Grantstaredamoment。“Good。evening。“

  Howardknewthevoice,thoughitwasolderanddeeperandmoresullen。“Don’tyouknowme,Grant?IamHoward。

  Themanapproachedhim,gazingintentlyathisface。“Youare?“

  afterapause。“Well,I’mgladtoseeyeh,butIcan’tshakehands。

  Thatdamnedcowhadlaiddowninthemud。“

  Theystoodandlookedateachother。Howard’scuffs,collar,andshirt,alienintheirelegance,showedthroughthedusk,andaglintoflightshotoutfromthejewelofhisnecktie,asthelightfromthehousecaughtitattherightangle。Astheygazedinsilenceateachother,Howarddivinedsomethingofthehard,bitterfeelingwhichcameintoGrant’sheartashestoodthere,ragged,ankle-deepinmuck,hissleevesrolledup,ashapelessoldstrawhatonhishead。

  ThegleamofHoward’swhitehandsangeredhim。Whenhespoke,itwasinahard,grufftone,fullofrebellion。

  “Well,gointhehouseandsetdown。I’llbeinsoon’sIstrainthemilkandwashthedirtoffmyhands。“

  “ButMother-“

  “She’s’roundsomewhere。Justknockonthedoorundertheporch’roundthere。“

  Howardwentslowlyaroundthecornerofthehouse,pastavilelysmellingrainbarrel,towardthewest。Agray-hairedwomanwassittinginarockingchairontheporch,herhandsinherlap,hereyesfixedonthefaintlyyellowsky,againstwhichthehillsstooddimpurplesilhouettesandthelocusttreeswereetchedasfineaslace。Therewassorrow,resignation,andasortofdumbdespairinherattitude。

  Howardstood,histhroatswellingtillitseemedasifhewouldsuffocate。Thiswashismother-thewomanwhoborehim,thebeingwhohadtakenherlifeinherhandforhim;andhe,inhisexcitedandpleasurablelife,hadneglectedher!

  Hesteppedintothefaintlightbeforeher。Sheturnedandlookedathimwithoutfear。“Mother!“hesaid。Sheutteredonelittle,breathing,gaspingcry,calledhisname,rose,andstoodstill。Heboundedupthestepsandtookherinhisarms。

  “Mother!DearoldMother!“

  Inthesilence,almostpainful,whichfollowed,anangrywoman’svoicecouldbeheardinside:“Idon’tcare。Iam’tgoin’towearmyselfoutferhim。Hec’neatoutherewithus,orelse-“

  Mrs。McLanebeganspeaking。“Oh,I’velongedtoseeyeh,Howard。

  Iwasafraidyouwouldn’tcometill-toolate。“

  “Whatdoyoumean,Mother?Ain’tyouwell?“

  “Idon’tseemtobeabletodomuchnow’ceptsitaroundandknitalittle。Itriedtopicksomeberriestheotherday,andIgotsodizzyI

  hadtogiveitup。“

  “Youmustn’twork。Youneedn’twork。Whydidn’tyouwritetomehowyouwere?“Howardaskedinanagonyofremorse。

  “Well,wefeltasifyouprobablyhadallyoucoulddototakecareofyourself。“

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