Heknewtheonewhospokelast-FreemeCole,amanwhowasthefightingwonderofHoward’sboyhood,nowdegeneratedintoastoop-shouldered,faded,garrulous,andquarrelsomeoldman。Yettherewassomethingepicintheoldman’sstories,somethingenthrallinginthedramaticpowerofrecital。
Overbytheblacksmithshoptheusualgameofquaits“wasinprogress,andthedrugclerkonthecornerwaschasingacronywiththesquirtpump,withwhichhewasabouttowashthewindows。Afewteamsstoodankle-deepinthemud,tiedtothefantasticallygnawedpinepillarsofthewoodenawnings。Amanonaloadofhaywas“jawing“withtheattendantoftheplatformscales,whostoodbelow,padandpencilinhand。
“Hit’im!hit’im!Jumpoffandknock’im!“suggestedabystander,jovially。
Howardknewthevoice。
“Talk’scheap。Takesmoneyt’buywhiskey,“hesaidwhenthemanontheloadrepeatedhisthreatofgettingoffandwhippingthescalesman。
“You’reWilliamMcTurg,“Howardsaid,cominguptohim。
“Iam,sir,“repliedthesoft-voicedgiantturningandlookingdownonthestrangerwithanamusedtwinkleinhisdeepbrowneyes。HestoodaserectasanIndian,thoughhishairandbeardwerewhite。
“I’mHowardMcLane。“
“Yebegint’lookit,“saidMcTurg,removinghisrighthandfromhispocket。“Howareyeh?“
“I’mfirst-rate。How’sMotherandGrant?“
“Saw’implowingcornasIcamedown。Guesshe’sallright。Wantaboost?“
“Well,yes。Areyoudownwithateam?“
“Yep。’Boutgoin’home。Climbrightin。That’smyrig,rightthere,“
noddingatasleekbaycolthitchedinacoveredbuggy。“Heavey’rgripundertheseat。“
TheyclimbedintotheseatafterWilliamhadloweredthebuggytopandunhitchedthehorsefromthepost。Theloafersweremildlycurious。GuessedBillhadgothookedontobyalightnin’-rodpeddler,orsomethin’o’thatkind。
“Wanttogobyriver,or’roundbythehills?“
“Hills,Iguess。“
Thewholematterbegantoseemtrivial,asifhehadonlybeenawayforamonthortwo。
WilliamMcTurgwasamanlittlegiventotalk。Eventhecomingbackofanephewdidnotcauseanyflowofquestionsorreminiscences。Theyrodeinsilence。Hesatalittlebentforward,thelinesheldcarelesslyinhishands,hisgreatleonineheadswayingtoandfrowiththemovementofthebuggy。
Astheypassedfamiliarspots,theyoungermanbrokethesilencewithaquestion。
“That’soldmanMcElvaine’splace,ain’tit?“
“Oldmanliving?“
“Iguessheis。Huskmorecorn’nanymanhec’nhire。“
Ontheedgeofthevillagetheypassedanopenlotontheleft,markedwithcircusringsofdifferenteras。
“There’stheoldballground。Dotheyhavecircusesonitjustthesameasever?“
“Justthesame。“
“Whatfunthatfieldcallsup!Thegamesofballweusedtohave!
Doyouplayyet?“
“Sometimes。Can’tstoopsowellasIusedto。“Hesmiledalittle。
“Toomuchfat。“
ItallsweptbackuponHowardinafloodofnamesandfacesandsightsandsounds;somethingsweetandstirringsomehow,thoughithadlittleofestheticcharmatthetime。Theywerepassingalonglanesnow,betweensuperbfieldsofcorn,whereinplowmenwereatwork。Kingbirdsflewfromposttopostaheadofthem;theinsectscalledfromthegrass。Thevalleyslowlyoutspreadbelowthem。Theworkmeninthefieldswere“turningout“forthenight;
theyallhadawordofchaffwithMcTurg。
Overthewesternwallofthecirclingamphitheaterthesunwassetting。Afewscatteringcloudsweredriftingonthewestwind,theirshadowsslidingdownthegreenandpurpleslopes。Thedazzlingsunlightflamedalongthelusciousvelvetygrass,andshotamidtherounded,distantpurplepeaks,andstreamedinbarsofgoldandcrimsonacrossthebluemistofthenarroweruppercoulee。
Theheartoftheyoungmanswelled’withpleasurealmostlikepain,andtheeyesofthesilentoldermantookonafar-off,dreaminglook,ashegazedatthescenewhichhadrepeateditselfathousandtimesinhislife,butofwhosebeautyheneverspoke。
FardowntotheleftwasthebreakinthewallthroughwhichtheriverranonitswaytojointheMississippi。Astheyclimbedslowlyamongthehills,thevalleytheyhadleftgrewstillmorebeautiful,asthesqualorofthelittletownwashidbytheduskofdistance。
Bothmenweresilentforalongtime。Howardknewthepeculiaritiesofhiscompaniontoowelltomakeanyremarksoraskanyquestions,andbesidesitwasagenuinepleasuretoridewithonewhocouldfeelthatsilencewastheonlyspeechamidsuchsplendors。
Oncetheypassedalittlebrooksinginginamourn-fullysweetwayitseternalsongoveritspebbles。ItcalledbacktoHowardthedayswhenheandGrant,hisyoungerbrother,hadfishedinthislittlebrookfortrout,withtrousersrolledabovethekneeandwrecksofhatsupontheirheads。
“Anytroutleft?“heasked。
“Notmany。Littlefellers。“Findingthesilencebroken,WilliamaskedthefirstquestionsincehemetHoward。“Le’ssee:you’reashowfellernow?B’longtoatroupe?“
“Yes,yes;I’manactor。“
“Paymuch?“
“Prettywell。“
ThatseemedtoendWilliam’scuriosityaboutthematter。
“Ah,there’souroldhouse,ain’tit?“Howardbrokeout,pointingtooneofthehousesfartherupthecoulee。“It’llbeasurprisetothem,won’tit?“
“Yep;onlytheydon’tlivethere。“
“What!Theydon’t!“
“Whodoes?“
“Dutchman。“
Howardwassilentforsomemoments。“WholivesontheDunlapplace?“
“’NotherDutchman。“
“Where’sGrantliving,anyhow?“
“Fartheruptheconlee。“
“Well,thenI’dbettergetouthere,hadn’tI?“
“Oh,I’lldriveyehup。“
“No,I’dratherwalk。“
Thesunhadset,andthecouleewasgettingduskwhenHowardgotoutofMcTurg’scarriageandsetoffupthewindinglanetowardhisbrother’shouse。Hewalkedslowlytoabsorbthecoolnessandfragranceandcolorofthehour。Thekatydidssangarhythmicsongofwelcometohim。Fireflieswereinthegrass。Awhippoorwillinthedeepofthewoodwascallingweirdly,andanoccasionalnighthawk,flyinghigh,gavehisgratingshriek,orhollowboom,suggestiveandresounding。
Hehadbeenwonderfullysuccessful,andyethadcarriedintohissuccessasadramaticauthoraswellasactoracertainpuritanismthatmadehimaparadoxtohisfellows。Hewasoneofthoseactorswhoarealwaysinluck,andthebestofitwashekeptandmadeuseofhisluck。Jovialasheappeared,hewasinflexibleasgraniteagainstdrinkandtobacco。Heretainedthroughitallacertainfreshnessofenjoymentthatmadehimoneofthebestcompanionsintheprofession;andnowashewalkedon,thehourandtheplaceappealedtohimwithgreatpower。Itseemedtosweepawaythelifethatcamebetween。
Howcloseitallwastohim,afterall!Inhisrestlesslife,surroundedbythegiareofelectriclights,paintedcanvas,hotcolors,creakofmachinery,mocktrees,stones,andbrooks,hehadnotlostbutgainedappreciationforthecoolness,quietandlowtones,theshynessofthewoodandfield。
Inthefarmhouseaheadofhimalightwasshiningashepeeredahead,andhisheartgaveanotherpainfulmovement。Hisbrotherwasawaitinghimthere,andhismother,whomhehadnotseenfortenyearsandwhohadgrownunabletowrite。AndwhenGrantwrote,whichhadbeenmoreandmoreseldomoflate,hislettershadbeencoldandcurt。
Hebegantofeelthatinthepleasureandexcitementofhislifehehadgrownawayfromhismotherandbrother。Eachsummerhehadsaid,“Well,nowI’llgohomethisyearsure。“Butanewplaytobeproduced,orayachtingtrip,oratourofEurope,hadputthehomecomingoff;andnowitwaswithadistinctconsciousnessofneglectofdutythathewalkeduptothefenceandlookedintotheyard,whereWilliamhadtoldhimhisbrotherlived。
Itwashumbleenough-asmallwhitehouse,story-and-a-halfstructure,withawing,setinthemidstofafewlocusttrees;asmalldrab-coloredbarn,withasaggingridgepole;abarnyardfullofmud,inwhichafewcowswerestanding,fightingthefliesandwaitingtobemilked。Anoldmanwaspumpingwateratthewell;
thepigsweresquealingfromapennearby;achildwascrying。
Instantlythebeautiful,peacefulvalleywasforgotten。AsickeningchillstruckintoHoward’ssoulashelookedatitall。Inthedimlighthecouldseeafiguremilkingacow。Leavinghisvaliseatthegate,heenteredandwalkeduptotheoldman,whohadfinishedpumpingandwasabouttogotofeedthehogs。
“Goodevening,“Howardbegan。“DoesMr。GrantMcLanelivehere?“
“Yes,sir,hedoes。He’srightovertheremilkin’。“
“I’llgoovertherean-“
“Don’tb’lieveIwould。It’sdarnmuddyoverthere。It’sbeenturriblerainy。He’llbedoneinaminute,any-way。“
“Verywell;I’llwait。“
Ashewaited,hecouldhearawoman’sfretfulvoice,andtheimpatientjerkandjarofkitchenthings,indicativeofilltemperorworry。Thelongerhestoodabsorbingthisfarmscene,withallitssordidness,dullness,triviality,anditsendlessdrudgeries,thelowerhisheartsank。Allthejoyofthehomecomingwasgone,whenthefigurearosefromthecowandapproachedthegate,andputthepailofmilkdownontheplatformbythepump。
“Goodevening,“saidHowardoutofthedusk。
Grantstaredamoment。“Good。evening。“
Howardknewthevoice,thoughitwasolderanddeeperandmoresullen。“Don’tyouknowme,Grant?IamHoward。
Themanapproachedhim,gazingintentlyathisface。“Youare?“
afterapause。“Well,I’mgladtoseeyeh,butIcan’tshakehands。
Thatdamnedcowhadlaiddowninthemud。“
Theystoodandlookedateachother。Howard’scuffs,collar,andshirt,alienintheirelegance,showedthroughthedusk,andaglintoflightshotoutfromthejewelofhisnecktie,asthelightfromthehousecaughtitattherightangle。Astheygazedinsilenceateachother,Howarddivinedsomethingofthehard,bitterfeelingwhichcameintoGrant’sheartashestoodthere,ragged,ankle-deepinmuck,hissleevesrolledup,ashapelessoldstrawhatonhishead。
ThegleamofHoward’swhitehandsangeredhim。Whenhespoke,itwasinahard,grufftone,fullofrebellion。
“Well,gointhehouseandsetdown。I’llbeinsoon’sIstrainthemilkandwashthedirtoffmyhands。“
“ButMother-“
“She’s’roundsomewhere。Justknockonthedoorundertheporch’roundthere。“
Howardwentslowlyaroundthecornerofthehouse,pastavilelysmellingrainbarrel,towardthewest。Agray-hairedwomanwassittinginarockingchairontheporch,herhandsinherlap,hereyesfixedonthefaintlyyellowsky,againstwhichthehillsstooddimpurplesilhouettesandthelocusttreeswereetchedasfineaslace。Therewassorrow,resignation,andasortofdumbdespairinherattitude。
Howardstood,histhroatswellingtillitseemedasifhewouldsuffocate。Thiswashismother-thewomanwhoborehim,thebeingwhohadtakenherlifeinherhandforhim;andhe,inhisexcitedandpleasurablelife,hadneglectedher!
Hesteppedintothefaintlightbeforeher。Sheturnedandlookedathimwithoutfear。“Mother!“hesaid。Sheutteredonelittle,breathing,gaspingcry,calledhisname,rose,andstoodstill。Heboundedupthestepsandtookherinhisarms。
“Mother!DearoldMother!“
Inthesilence,almostpainful,whichfollowed,anangrywoman’svoicecouldbeheardinside:“Idon’tcare。Iam’tgoin’towearmyselfoutferhim。Hec’neatoutherewithus,orelse-“
Mrs。McLanebeganspeaking。“Oh,I’velongedtoseeyeh,Howard。
Iwasafraidyouwouldn’tcometill-toolate。“
“Whatdoyoumean,Mother?Ain’tyouwell?“
“Idon’tseemtobeabletodomuchnow’ceptsitaroundandknitalittle。Itriedtopicksomeberriestheotherday,andIgotsodizzyI
hadtogiveitup。“
“Youmustn’twork。Youneedn’twork。Whydidn’tyouwritetomehowyouwere?“Howardaskedinanagonyofremorse。
“Well,wefeltasifyouprobablyhadallyoucoulddototakecareofyourself。“