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  Atnineo’clockinthemorningshewasawakenedbythesoundofvoicesinthePlace。Therewasacrowdroundthemarketreadingalargebillfixedtooneoftheposts,andshesawJustin,whowasclimbingontoastoneandtearingdownthebill。Butatthismomenttheruralguardseizedhimbythecollar。MonsieurHomaiscameoutofhisshop,andMereLefrangois,inthemidstofthecrowd,seemedtobeperorating。

  “Madame!madame!“criedFelicite,runningin,“it’sabominable!“

  Andthepoorgirl,deeplymoved,handedherayellowpaperthatshehadjusttornoffthedoor。Emmareadwithaglancethatallherfurniturewasforsale。

  Thentheylookedatoneanothersilently。Theservantandmistresshadnosecretonefromtheother。AtlastFelicitesighed——

  “IfIwereyou,madame,IshouldgotoMonsieurGuillaumin。“

  “Doyouthink——“

  Andthisquestionmeanttosay——

  “Youwhoknowthehousethroughtheservant,hasthemasterspokensometimesofme?“

  “Yes,you’ddowelltogothere。“

  Shedressed,putonherblackgown,andherhoodwithjetbeads,andthatshemightnotbeseentherewasstillacrowdonthePlace,shetookthepathbytheriver,outsidethevillage。

  Shereachedthenotary’sgatequitebreathless。Theskywassombre,andalittlesnowwasfalling。Atthesoundofthebell,Theodoreinaredwaistcoatappearedonthesteps;hecametoopenthedooralmostfamiliarly,astoanacquaintance,andshowedherintothedining-room。

  Alargeporcelainstovecrackledbeneathacactusthatfilledupthenicheinthewall,andinblackwoodframesagainsttheoak-stainedpaperhungSteuben’s“Esmeralda“andSchopin’s“Potiphar。“Theready-laidtable,thetwosilverchafing-dishes,thecrystaldoor-knobs,theparquetandthefurniture,allshonewithascrupulous,Englishcleanliness;thewindowswereornamentedateachcornerwithstainedglass。

  “Nowthis,“thoughtEmma,“isthedining-roomIoughttohave。“

  Thenotarycameinpressinghispalm-leafdressing-gowntohisbreastwithhisleftarm,whilewiththeotherhandheraisedandquicklyputonagainhisbrownvelvetcap,pretentiouslycockedontherightside,whencelookedouttheendsofthreefaircurlsdrawnfromthebackofthehead,followingthelineofhisbaldskull。

  Afterhehadofferedheraseathesatdowntobreakfast,apologisingprofuselyforhisrudeness。

  “Ihavecome,“shesaid,“tobegyou,sir——“

  “What,madame?Iamlistening。“

  Andshebeganexplainingherpositiontohim。MonsieurGuillauminknewit,beingsecretlyassociatedwiththelinendraper,fromwhomhealwaysgotcapitalfortheloansonmortgagesthathewasaskedtomake。

  Soheknewandbetterthansheherselfthelongstoryofthebills,smallatfirst,bearingdifferentnamesasendorsers,madeoutatlongdates,andconstantlyreneweduptotheday,when,gatheringtogetheralltheprotestedbills,theshopkeeperhadbiddenhisfriendVincarttakeinhisownnameallthenecessaryproceedings,notwishingtopassforatigerwithhisfellow-citizens。

  ShemingledherstorywithrecriminationsagainstLheureux,towhichthenotaryrepliedfromtimetotimewithsomeinsignificantword。Eatinghiscutletanddrinkinghistea,heburiedhischininhissky-bluecravat,intowhichwerethrusttwodiamondpins,heldtogetherbyasmallgoldchain;andhesmiledasingularsmile,inasugary,ambiguousfashion。Butnoticingthatherfeetweredamp,hesaid——

  “Dogetclosertothestove;putyourfeetupagainsttheporcelain。“

  Shewasafraidofdirtyingit。Thenotaryrepliedinagallanttone——

  “Beautifulthingsspoilnothing。“

  Thenshetriedtomovehim,and,growingmovedherself,shebegantellinghimaboutthepoornessofherhome,herworries,herwants。Hecouldunderstandthat;anelegantwoman!and,withoutleavingoffeating,hehadturnedcompletelyroundtowardsher,sothathiskneebrushedagainstherboot,whosesolecurledroundasitsmokedagainstthestove。

  Butwhensheaskedforathousandsous,heclosedhislips,anddeclaredhewasverysorryhehadnothadthemanagementofherfortunebefore,fortherewerehundredsofwaysveryconvenient,evenforalady,ofturninghermoneytoaccount。Theymight,eitherintheturf-peatsofGrumesnilorbuilding-groundatHavre,almostwithoutrisk,haveventuredonsomeexcellentspeculations;andheletherconsumeherselfwithrageatthethoughtofthefabuloussumsthatshewouldcertainlyhavemade。

  “Howwasit,“hewenton,“thatyoudidn’tcometome?“

  “Ihardlyknow,“shesaid。

  “Why,hey?DidIfrightenyousomuch?ItisI,onthecontrary,whooughttocomplain。Wehardlyknowoneanother;yetIamverydevotedtoyou。Youdonotdoubtthat,Ihope?“

  Heheldouthishand,tookhers,covereditwithagreedykiss,thenhelditonhisknee;andheplayeddelicatelywithherfingerswhilsthemurmuredathousandblandishments。Hisinsipidvoicemurmuredlikearunningbrook;alightshoneinhiseyesthroughtheglimmeringofhisspectacles,andhishandwasadvancingupEmma’ssleevetopressherarm。Shefeltagainsthercheekhispantingbreath。Thismanoppressedherhorribly。

  Shesprangupandsaidtohim——

  “Sir,Iamwaiting。“

  “Forwhat?“saidthenotary,whosuddenlybecameverypale。

  “Thismoney。“

  “But——“Then,yieldingtotheoutburstoftoopowerfuladesire,“Well,yes!“

  Hedraggedhimselftowardsheronhisknees,regardlessofhisdressing-gown。

  “Forpity’ssake,stay。Iloveyou!“

  Heseizedherbyherwaist。MadameBovary’sfaceflushedpurple。

  Sherecoiledwithaterriblelook,crying——

  “Youaretakingashamelessadvantageofmydistress,sir!Iamtobepitied——nottobesold。“

  Andshewentout。

  Thenotaryremainedquitestupefied,hiseyesfixedonhisfineembroideredslippers。Theywerealovegift,andthesightofthematlastconsoledhim。Besides,hereflectedthatsuchanadventuremighthavecarriedhimtoofar。

  “Whatawretch!whatascoundrel!whataninfamy!“shesaidtoherself,asshefledwithnervousstepsbeneaththeaspensofthepath。Thedisappointmentofherfailureincreasedtheindignationofheroutragedmodesty;itseemedtoherthatProvidencepursuedherimplacably,and,strengtheningherselfinherpride,shehadneverfeltsomuchesteemforherselfnorsomuchcontemptforothers。Aspiritofwarfaretransformedher。Shewouldhavelikedtostrikeallmen,tospitintheirfaces,tocrushthem,andshewalkedrapidlystraighton,pale,quivering,maddened,searchingtheemptyhorizonwithtear-dimmedeyes,andasitwererejoicinginthehatethatwaschokingher。

  Whenshesawherhouseanumbnesscameoverher。Shecouldnotgoon;andyetshemust。Besides,whithercouldsheflee?

  Felicitewaswaitingforheratthedoor。“Well?“

  “No!“saidEmma。

  AndforaquarterofanhourthetwoofthemwentoverthevariouspersonsinYonvillewhomightperhapsbeinclinedtohelpher。ButeachtimethatFelicitenamedsomeoneEmmareplied——

  “Impossible!theywillnot!“

  “Andthemaster’llsoonbein。“

  “Iknowthatwellenough。Leavemealone。“

  Shehadtriedeverything;therewasnothingmoretobedonenow;

  andwhenCharlescameinshewouldhavetosaytohim——

  “Goaway!Thiscarpetonwhichyouarewalkingisnolongerours。

  Inyourownhouseyoudonotpossessachair,apin,astraw,anditisI,poorman,whohaveruinedyou。“

  Thentherewouldbeagreatsob;nexthewouldweepabundantly,andatlast,thesurprisepast,hewouldforgiveher。

  “Yes,“shemurmured,grindingherteeth,“hewillforgiveme,hewhowouldgiveamillionifIwouldforgivehimforhavingknownme!Never!never!“

  ThisthoughtofBovary’ssuperioritytoherexasperatedher。

  Then,whethersheconfessedordidnotconfess,presently,immediately,to-morrow,hewouldknowthecatastropheallthesame;soshemustwaitforthishorriblescene,andbeartheweightofhismagnanimity。ThedesiretoreturntoLheureux’sseizedher——whatwouldbetheuse?Towritetoherfather——itwastoolate;andperhaps,shebegantorepentnowthatshehadnotyieldedtothatother,whensheheardthetrotofahorseinthealley。Itwashe;hewasopeningthegate;hewaswhiterthantheplasterwall。Rushingtothestairs,sheranoutquicklytothesquare;andthewifeofthemayor,whowastalkingtoLestiboudoisinfrontofthechurch,sawhergointothetax-collector’s。

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