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  IbelieveitwillbetenchaptersofTHEEBBTIDEthatgotoyou;thewholethingshouldbecompletedinIfancytwelve;

  andtheendwillfollowpunctuallynextmail。ItismygreatwishthatthismightgetintoTHEILLUSTRATEDLONDONNEWSforGordonBrownetoillustrate。Forwhom,incaseheshouldgetthejob,Igiveyouafewnotes。Apuraoisatreegivingsomethinglikeafigwithflowers。Hewillfindsomephotographsofanoldmarinecuriosityshopinmycollection,whichmayhelphim。Attwater’ssettlementistobeentirelyovershadowedeverywherebytallpalms;seephotographsofFakarava:theverandahsofthehouseare12ft。wide。Don’tlethimforgettheFigureHead,forwhichIhaveagreatuseinthelastchapter。Itstandsjustclearofthepalmsonthecrestofthebeachattheheadofthepier;theflag-

  staffnotfaroff;thepierhewillunderstandisperhapsthreefeetabovehighwater,notmoreatanyprice。ThesailorsoftheFARALLONEaretobedressedlikewhitesailorsofcourse。Forotherthings,Iremitthisexcellentartisttomyphotographs。

  Ican’tthinkwhattosayaboutthetale,butitseemstometogooffwithaconsiderablebang;infact,tobeanextraordinarywork:butwhetherpopular!Attwaterisanoendofacourageousattempt,Ithinkyouwilladmit;howfarsuccessfulisanotheraffair。Ifmyislandain’tathingofbeauty,I’llbedamned。PleaseobserveWisemanandWishart;

  forincidentalgrimness,theystrikemeasinit。Also,kindlyobservetheCaptainandADAR;Ithinkthatknocksspots。Inshort,asyousee,I’matriflevainglorious。ButO,ithasbeensuchagrind!Thedevilhimselfwouldallowamantobragalittleaftersuchacrucifixion!AndindeedI’monlybraggingforachangebeforeIreturntothedarnedthinglyingwaitingformeonp。88,whereIlastbrokedown。

  Ibreakdownateveryparagraph,Imayobserve;andliehereandsweat,tillIcangetonesentencewrungoutafteranother。Strangedoom;afterhavingworkedsoeasilyforsolong!Dideveranybodyseesuchastoryoffourcharacters?

  LATER,2。30。

  ItmayinterestyoutoknowthatIamentirelyTAPU,andliveapartinmychamberslikeacagedbeast。Lloydhasabadcold,andGrahamandBellearegettingit。Accordingly,I

  dwellherewithoutthelightofanyhumancountenanceorvoice,andstrapawayatTHEEBBTIDEuntilasnowIcannomore。Fannycanstillcome,butisgonetoglorynow,ortohergarden。Page88isdone,andmustbedoneoveragainto-

  morrow,andIconfessmyselfexhausted。Pityamanwhocan’tworkonalongwhenhehasnothingelseonearthtodo!ButI

  haveorderedJack,andamgoingforarideinthebushpresentlytorefreshthemachine;thenbacktoalonelydinneranddurancevile。Iacquiesceinthishandoffate;

  forIthinkanothercoldjustnowwouldjustaboutdoforme。

  Ihavescarceyetrecoveredthetwolast。

  MAY18TH。

  Myprogressiscrabwise,andIfearonlyIX。chapterswillbereadyforthemail。Iamonp。88again,andwithhalfanideaofgoingbackagainto85。Weshallseewhenwecometoread:Iusedtoregardreadingasapleasureinmyoldlightdays。Allthehousearedownwiththeinfluenzainabody,exceptFannyandme。Theinfluenzaappearstobecomeendemichere,butithasalwaysbeenascourgeintheislands。

  WitnessthebeginningofTHEEBBTIDE,whichwasobservedlongbeforetheIfflehaddistinguishedhimselfathomebysuchNapoleonicconquests。Iamnowofcourse’quitearecluse,’anditisverystale,andthereisnoamanuensistocarrymeovermymail,towhichIshallhavetodevotemanyhoursthatwouldhavebeenmoreusefullydevotedtoTHEEBB

  TIDE。Foryouknowyoucandictateatallhoursofthedayandatanyoddmoment;buttositdownandwritewithyourredrighthandisaverydifferentmatter。

  MAY20TH。

  Well,IbelieveI’veaboutfinishedthething,Imeanasfarasthemailistotakeit。ChapterX。isnowinLloyd’shandsforremarks,andextendsinitspresentformtop。93

  incl。Onthe12thofMay,Iseebylookingback,Iwasonp。

  82,notforthefirsttime;sothatIhavemade11pagesinninelivelongdays。Well!upahighhillheheavedahugeroundstone。ButthisFlaubertbusinessmustberesistedinthepremises。Orisittheresultofinfluenza?Godforbid。

  Fannyisdownnow,andthelastlinkthatboundmetomyfellowmenissevered。Isituphere,andwrite,andreadRenan’sORIGINES,whichiscertainlydevilishinteresting;I

  readhisNeroyesterday,itisverygood,O,verygood!ButheisquiteaMichelet;thegeneralviews,andsuchapieceofcharacterpainting,excellent;buthismethodsheerlunacy。Youcanseehimtakeuptheblockwhichhehadjustrejected,andmakeofitthecorner-stone:amaddeningwaytodealwithauthorities;andtheresultsolittlelikehistorythatonealmostblamesoneselfforwastingtime。Butthetimeisnotwasted;theconspectusisalwaysgood,andtheblurthatremainsonthemindisprobablyjustenough。I

  havebeenenchantedwiththeunveilingofRevelations。AndhowpicturesquethatreturnofthefalseNero!TheApostleJohnisratherdiscredited。Andtothinkhowonehadreadthethingsooften,andneverunderstoodtheattacksuponSt。

  Paul!IrememberwhenIwasachild,andwecametotheFourBeaststhatwereallovereyes,thesickeningterrorwithwhichIwasfilled。IfthatwasHeaven,what,inthenameofDavyJonesandtheaboriginalnight-mare,couldHellbe?

  Takeitforallinall,L’ANTECHRISTisworthreading。TheHISTOIRED’ISRAELdidnotsurprisememuch;IhadreadthoseHebrewsourceswithmoreintelligencethantheNewTestament,andwasquitepreparedtoadmireAhabandJezebel,etc。

  Indeed,Ahabhasalwaysbeenratheraheroofmine;Imeansincetheyearsofdiscretion。

  MAY21ST。

  AndhereIambackagainonp。85!thelastchapterdemandinganentirerevision,whichaccordinglyitistoget。Andwheremymailistocomein,Godknows!Thisforced,violent,alembicatedstyleismostabhorrenttome;itcan’tbehelped;thenotewasstruckyearsagoontheJANETNICOLL,andhastobemaintainedsomehow;andIcanonlyhopetheintrinsichorrorandpathos,andakindoffierceglowofcolourthereistoit,andthesurelyremarkablewealthofstrikingincident,mayguideourlittleshallopintoport。

  IfGordonBrowneistogetit,heshouldseetheBrasseyphotographsofPapeete。Butmind,thethreewaifswereneverinthetown;onlyonthebeachandinthecalaboose。ByGeorge,butit’sagoodthingtoillustrateforamanlikethat!Fannyisallrightagain。Falsealarm!IwasdownyesterdayafternoonatPaupata,andheardmuchgrowlingofwar,andthedelightfulnewsthattheC。J。andthePresidentaregoingtorunawayfromMulinuuandtakerefugeintheTivolihotel。

  23RD。MAILDAY。

  Andlotsofpleasuresbeforeme,nodoubt!Amongotherstheattempttoextractananswerfrom-beforemailtime,whichmaysucceedormaynot。

  THEEBBTIDE,allbutItakeitfifteenpages,isnowinyourhands-possiblyonlyaboutelevenpp。Itishardtosay。Butthereitis,andyoucandoyourbestwithit。

  Personally,IbelieveIwouldinthiscasemakeevenasacrificetogetGordonBrowneandcopiousillustration。I

  guessintendaysIshallhavefinishedwithit;thenIgonexttoD。BALFOUR,andgettheproofsready:anastyjobforme,asyouknow。Andthen?Well,perhapsI’lltakeagoatthefamilyhistory。Ithinkthatwillbewise,asIamsomuchoffwork。Andthen,Isuppose,WEIROFHERMISTON,butitmaybeanything。IamdiscontentedwithTHEEBBTIDE,naturally;thereseemssuchaveilofwordsoverit;andI

  likemoreandmorenakedwriting;andyetsometimesonehasalongingforfullcolourandtherecomestheveilagain。THE

  YOUNGCHEVALIERisinveryfullcolour,andIfearitforthatreason-

  Ever,R。LS。

  MYDEARCOLVIN,-StillgrindingatChap。XI。Ibeganmanydaysagoonp。93,andamstillonp。93,whichisexhilarating,butthethingtakesshapeallthesameandshouldmakeaprettylivelychapterforanendofit。ForXII。isonlyafootnoteADEXPLICANDUM。

  JUNETHE1ST。

  Backonp。93。Iwason100yesterday,butreaditoverandcondemnedit。

  10A。M。

  Ihaveworkedupagainto97,buthow?Thedeuceflyawaywithliterature,forthebasestsportincreation。Butit’sgottocomestraight!andifpossible,sothatImayfinishD。BALFOURintimeforthesamemail。Whatagettingupstairs!ThisisFlaubertoutdone。Belle,Graham,andLloydleaveto-dayonamalagadownthecoast;tobeabsentaweekorso:thisleavesFanny,me,and-,whoseemsanice,kindlyfellow。

  JUNE2ND。

  Iamnearlydeadwithdyspepsia,over-smoking,andunremunerativeoverwork。Lastnight,Iwenttobedbyseven;

  wokeupagainabouttenforaminutetofindmyselflight-

  headedandaltogetheroffmylegs;wenttosleepagain,andwokethismorningfairlyfit。Ihavecrippledontop。101,butIhaven’treadityet,sodonotboast。Whatkillsmeistheframeofmindofoneofthecharacters;Icannotgetitthrough。Ofcoursethatdoesnotinterferewithmytotalinabilitytowrite;sothatyesterdayIwasalivinghalf-

  houruponasingleclauseandhaveagalleryofvariantsthatwouldsurpriseyou。AndthissortoftroublewhichIcannotavoidunfortunatelyproducesnothingwhendonebutalembicationandthefar-fetched。Well,readitwithmercy!

  Goingtobed。Havereadit,andbelievethechapterpracticallydoneatlast。Butlord!ithasbeenabusiness。

  JULY3RD,8。15。

  Thedraftisfinished,theendofChapterII。andthetale,andIhaveonlyeightpagesWIEDERZUARBEITEN。Thisisjustacryofjoyinpassing。

  10。30。

  Knockedoutoftime。Did101and102。Alas,nomoreto-day,asIhavetogodowntowntoameeting。Justaswellthough,asmythumbisaboutdoneup。

  SUNDAY,JUNE4TH。

  Nowforalittlesnippetofmylife。Yesterday,12。30,inaheavenlydayofsunandtrade,Imountedmyhorseandsetoff。Aboyopensmygateforme。’Sleepandlonglife!A

  blessingonyourjourney,’sayshe。AndIreply’Sleep,longlife!Ablessingonthehouse!’Thenon,downthelimelane,arugged,narrow,windingway,thatseemsalmostasifitwasleadingyouintoLyonesse,andyoumightseetheheadandshouldersofagiantlookingin。AtthecorneroftheroadImeettheinspectoroftaxes,andholdadiplomaticinterviewwithhim;hewantsmetopaytaxesonthenewhouse;IaminformedIshouldnottillnextyear;andwepart,REINFECTA,hepromisingtobringmedecisions,I

  assuringhimthat,ifIfindanyfavouritism,hewillfindmethemostrecalcitranttax-payerontheisland。ThenIhaveatalkwithanoldservantbythewayside。AlittlefurtherI

  passtwochildrencomingup。’Love!’sayI;’areyoutwochiefly-proceedinginland?’andtheysay,’Love!yes!’andtheinterestingceremonyisfinished。Downtothepostoffice,whereIfindVitrollesandHeavenrewardyou!theWhiteBook,justarrivedperUPOLU,havinggonethewrongwayround,byAustralia;alsosixcopiesofISLANDNIGHTS’

  ENTERTAINMENTS。SomeofWeatherall’sillustrationsareveryclever;butOLord!thelagoon!Ididsayitwas’shallow,’

  but,Odear,notsoshallowasthatamancouldstandupinit!Ihadstillanhourtowaitformymeeting,soPostmasterDavisletmesitdowninhisroomandIhadabottleofbeerin,andreadAGENTLEMANOFFRANCE。HaveyouseenitcomingoutinLONGMAN’S?MydearColvin!’tisthemostexquisitepleasure;arealchivalrousyarn,liketheDumas’andyetunlike。Thereaftertothemeetingofthefivenewspaperproprietors。Businesstransacted,Ihavetogallophomeandfindtheboyswaitingtobepaidatthedoorstep。

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