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  Itsoundedverypeaceful,sweetandstrangeinthedark;andIfoundthiswasapartoftheroutineofmyrebel’snight,anditwasdonehesaidtogivegooddreams。Byalittlebeforesix,TaylorandIwereinthesaddleagainfasting。

  MyridingbootsweresowetIcouldnotgetthemon,soI

  mustridebarefoot。Themorningwasfairbuttheroadsverymuddy,theweedssoakedusnearlytothewaist,Salewastwicespiltatthefences,andwegottoApiaabedraggledenoughpair。Allthewayalongthecoast,thepatesmallwoodendrumwasbeatinginthevillagesandthepeoplecrowdingtothechurchesintheirfineclothes。Thencethroughthemangroveswamp,amongtheblackmudandthegreenmangroves,andtheblackandscarletcrabs,toMulinuu,tothedoctor’s,whereIhadanerrand,andsototheinntobreakfastaboutnine。AfterbreakfastIrodehome。Conceivesuchanouting,rememberthepallidbrutethatlivedinSkerryvorelikeaweevilinabiscuit,andreceivetheintelligencethatIwasratherthebetterformyjourney。

  Twentymilesride,sixteenfencestaken,tenofthemilesinadrenchingrain,sevenofthemfastingandinthemorningchill,andsixstrickenhours’politicaldiscussionsbyaninterpreter;tosaynothingofsleepinginanativehouse,atwhichmanyofourexcellentliteratiwouldlookaskanceofitself。

  Youaretounderstand:ifItakeallthisbother,itisnotonlyfromasenseofduty,oraloveofmeddling-damnthephrase,takeyourchoice-butfromagreataffectionforMataafa。Heisabeautiful,sweetoldfellow,andheandI

  grewquitefulsomeonSaturdaynightaboutoursentiments。I

  hadamessengerfromhimto-daywithaflannelundershirtwhichIhadleftbehindlikeagibberingidiot;andperpetratedinreplyanotherbabooletter。Itrainsagainto-daywithoutmercy;blessed,welcomerains,makingupforthepaucityofthelatewetseason;andwhentheshowersslacken,Icanhearmystreamroaringinthehollow,andtellmyselfthatthecacaosaredrinkingdeep。IamdesperatelyhuntedtofinishmySamoabookbeforethemailgoes;thislastchapterisequallydelicateandnecessary。Theprayersofthecongregationarerequested。Eheu!anditwillbeendedbeforethisletterleavesandprintedintheStatesereyoucanreadthisscribble。Thefirstdinnergonghassounded;JEVOUSSALUE,MONSIEURETCHERCONFRERE。TOFA,SOIFUA!Sleep!longlife!asourSamoansalutationoffarewellruns。

  FRIDAY,MAY13TH。

  Well,thelastchapter,byfarthemostdifficultandungrateful,iswellunderway,IhavebeenfromsixtosevenhoursuponitdailysinceIlastwrote;andthatisallI

  havedoneforbyeworkingatSamoanratherhard,andgoingdownonWednesdayeveningtotheclub。Imakesomeprogressnowatthelanguage;IamteachingBelle,whichclearsandexercisesmyself。IamparticularlytakenwiththeFINESSE

  ofthepronouns。Thepronounsarealldualandpluralandthefirstperson,bothinthedualandplural,hasaspecialexclusiveandinclusiveform。Youcanconceivewhatfineeffectsofprecisionanddistinctioncanbereachedincertaincases。TakeRuth,i。VV。8to13,andimaginehowthosepronounscomein;itisexquisitelyelegant,andmakesthemouthoftheLITTERATEURtowater。Iamgoingtoexercitatemypupiloverthoseversesto-dayforpronounpractice。

  TUESDAY。

  Yesterdaycameyours。Well,well,ifthedearspreferaweek,why,I’llgivethemtendays,buttherealdocument,fromwhichIhavescarcelyvaried,ranforonenight。I

  thinkyouseemscarcelyfairtoWiltshire,whohadsurely,underhisbeast-ignorantways,rightnoblequalities。AndI

  thinkperhapsyouscarcedojusticetothefactthatthisisaplaceofrealismAOUTRANCE;nothingextenuatedorcoloured。Lookedatso,isitnot,withallitstragicfeatures,wonderfullyidyllic,withgreatbeautyofsceneandcircumstance?Andwillyoupleasetoobservethatalmostallthatisuglyisinthewhites?I’llapologiseforPapaRandalifyoulike;butifItoldyouthewholetruth-forI

  didextenuatethere!-andheseemedtomeessentialasafigure,andessentialasapawninthegame,Wiltshire’sdisgustforhimbeingoneofthesmall,efficientmotivesinthestory。NowitwouldhavetakenafairishdosetodisgustWiltshire-Again,theideaofpublishingtheBeachsubstantivelyisdropped-atonce,bothonaccountofexpostulation,andbecauseitmeasuredshorterthanIhadexpected。Anditwasonlytakenup,whentheproposedvolume,BEACHDEMAR,peteredout。Itpeteredoutthus:thechiefoftheshortstoriesgotsuckedintoSOPHIASCARLET-

  andSophiaisabookIammuchtakenwith,andmeantogetto,assoonas-butnotbefore-IhavedoneDAVIDBALFOUR

  andTHEYOUNGCHEVALIER。SoyouseeyouareliketohearnomoreofthePacificorthenineteenthcenturyforawhile。

  THEYOUNGCHEVALIERisastoryofsentimentandpassion,whichImeantowritealittledifferentlyfromwhatIhavebeendoing-ifIcanhitthekey;rathermoreofasentimentaltremolotoit。ItmaythushelptopreparemeforSOPHIA,whichistocontainthreeladies,andakindofaloveaffairbetweentheheroineandadyingplanterwhoisapoet!largeordersforR。L。S。

  OtheGermantabooisquiteover;nosoulattemptstosupporttheC。J。orthePresident,theyarepasthope;thewhiteshavejustrefusedtheirtaxes-Imeanthecouncilhasrefusedtocallforthem,andifthecouncilconsented,nobodywouldpay;’tisafarce,andthecurtainisgoingtofallbriefly。ConsequentlyinmyHistory,Isayaslittleasmaybeofthetwodwindlingstars。Poordevils!Ilikedtheone,andtheotherhasalittlewife,nowlyingin!TherewasnomanbornwithsolittleanimosityasI。WhenIheardtheC。J。wasinlowspiritsandneverlefthishouse,I

  couldscarcerefrainfromgoingtohim。

  ItwasafinefeelingtohavefinishedtheHistory;thereoughttobeafuturestatetorewardthatgrind!It’snotliterature,youknow;onlyjournalism,andpedanticjournalism。Ihadbuttheonedesire,togetthethingasrightasmightbe,andavoidfalseconcords-evenifthat!

  Anditwasmorethantherewastimefor。However,thereitis:done。AndifSamoaturnsupagainmybookhastobecountedwith,beingtheonlynarrativeextant。MiltonandI-

  ifyoukindlyexcusethejuxtaposition-harnessedourselvestostrangewaggons,andIatleastwillbefoundtohaveploddedverysoberlywithmyload。Thereisnotevenagoodsentenceinit,butperhaps-Idon’tknow-itmaybefoundanhonest,clearvolume。

  WEDNESDAY。

  Nevergotawordsetdown,andcontinuesonThursday19thMay,hisownmarriagedayaseverwas。News;yes。TheC。J。

  cameuptocallonus!Afterfivemonths’cessationonmyside,andadecidedlypainfulinterchangeofletters,Icouldnotgodown-couldnot-toseehim。Mythreeladiesreceivedhim,however;hewasveryagreeableasusual,butrefusedwine,beer,water,lemonade,chocolateandatlastacigarette。Thenmywifeaskedhim,’Soyourefusetobreakbread?’andhewavedhishandsamiablyinanswer。Allmythreeladiesreceivedthesameimpressionthathehadseriousmattersinhismind:nowwehearheisquitecock-a-hoopsincethemailcame,andgoingaboutasbeforehistroublesdarkened。Butwhatdidhewantwithme?’Tisthoughthehadreceivedadespatch-andthathemisreadsitsowefullybelievetotheeffectthattheyaretohavewarshipsatcommandandcanmaketheirlittlewarafterall。Ifitbeso,andtheydoit,itwillbethemeanestwantonslaughterofpoormenforthesalariesoftwowhitefailures。Butwhatwashiserrandwithme?PerhapstowarnmethatunlessI

  behavehenowhopestobeabletopackmeoffintheCURACOA

  whenshecomes。

  IhavecelebratedmyholidayfromSAMOAbyaplungeatthebeginningofTHEYOUNGCHEVALIER。Iamafraidmytouchisalittlebroadinalovestory;Ican’tmeanonethingandwriteanother。Asforwomen,Iamnomoreinanyfearofthem;Icandoasortallright;agemakesmelessafraidofapetticoat,butIamalittleinfearofgrossness。

  However,thisDavidBalfour’sloveaffair,that’sallright-

  mightbereadouttoamothers’meeting-oradaughters’

  meeting。Thedifficultyinaloveyarn,whichdwellsatallonlove,isthedwellingononestring;itismanifold,I

  grant,buttherootfactisthereunchanged,andthesentimentbeingveryintense,andalreadyverymuchhandledinletters,positivelycallsforalittlepawingandgracing。

  Withawriterofmyprosaicliteralnessandpertinencyofpointofview,thisallshovestowardgrossness-positivelyeventowardsthefarmoredamnableCLOSENESS。Thishaskeptmeoffthesentimenthitherto,andnowIamtotry:Lord!OfcourseMeredithcandoit,andsocouldShakespeare;butwithallmyromance,Iamarealistandaprosaist,andamostfanaticalloverofplainphysicalsensationsplainlyandexpresslyrendered;hencemyperils。TodoloveinthesamespiritasIdidforinstanceD。Balfour’sfatigueintheheather;mydearsir,thereweregrossness-readymade!Andhence,howtosugar?However,IhavenearlydonewithMarie-

  Madeleine,andamingoodhopesofMarie-Salome,therealheroine;theotherisonlyaprologuialheroinetointroducethehero。

  FRIDAY。

  Anyway,thefirstprologuialepisodeisdone,andFannylikesit。Thereareonlyfourcharacters;FrancisBlairofBalmileJacobiteLordGladsmuirmyhero;theMasterofBallantrae;

  Paradon,awine-sellerofAvignon;Marie-Madeleinehiswife。

  ThesetwolastIamnowdonewith,andIthinktheyaresuccessful,andIhopeIhaveBalmileonhisfeet;andthestyleseemstobefound。Itisalittlechargedandviolent;

  sinsonthesideofviolence;butIthinkwillcarrythetale。Ithinkitisagoodideasotointroducemyhero,beingmadelovetobyanepisodicwoman。Thisqueertale-I

  meanqueerforme-hastakenagreatholduponme。WherethedevilshallIgonext?ThisissimplythetaleofaCOUP

  DETETEofayoungmanandayoungwoman;withanearly,perhapsawholly,tragicsequel,whichIdesiretomakethinkablerightthrough,andsensible;tomakethereader,asfarasIshallbeable,eatanddrinkandbreatheit。Marie-

  SalomedesSaintes-Mariesis,Ithink,theheroine’sname;

  shehasgottoBEyet:SURSUMCORDA!SohastheyoungChevalier,whomIhavenotyettouched,andwhocomesnextinorder。Characters:Balmile,orLordGladsmuir,COMMEVOUS

  VOULEZ;PrinceCharlie;EarlMarischal;MasterofBallantrae;

  andaspy,andDr。ArchieCampbell,andafewnondescripts;

  then,ofwomen,Marie-SalomeandFloraBlair;sevenattheoutside;reallyfourfulllengths,andIsupposeahalf-dozenepisodicprofiles。HowImustboreyouwiththeseineptitudes!Havepatience。Iamgoingtobed;itisofallhourseleven。IhavebeenforcedinsinceIbegantowritetoyoutoblattertoFannyonthesubjectofmyheroine,therebeingtwoCRUCESastoherlifeandhistory:

  howcameshealone?andhowfardidshegowiththeChevalier?ThesecondmustansweritselfwhenIgetnearenoughtosee。Thefirstisaback-breaker。YetIknowtherearemanyreasonswhyaFILLEDEFAMINE,romantic,adventurous,ambitious,innocentoftheworld,mightrunfromherhomeinthesedays;mightshenothavebeenthreatenedwithaconvent?mighttherenotbesomeHuguenotbusinessmixedin?HereamI,farfrombooks;ifyoucanhelpmewithasuggestion,IshallsayGodblessyou。Shehastobenewrunawayfromastrictfamily,well-justifiedinherownwildbuthonesteyes,andmeetingthesethreemen,CharlesEdward,Marischal,andBalmile,throughtheaccidentofafireataninn。Shemustnotrunfromamarriage,Ithink;itwouldbringherinthewrongframeofmind。OnceIcangether,SOLA,onthehighway,allwerewellwithmynarrative。

  Perpend。Andhelpifyoucan。

  Lafaele,longIhopefamiliartoyou,hasthisdayreceivedthevisitofhisSONfromTonga;andtheSONprovestobeaverypretty,attractiveyoungdaughter!Igavealltheboyskavainhonourofherarrival;alongwithalean,side-

  whiskeredTongan,dimlysupposedtobeLafaele’sstep-father;

  andtheyhavebeenhavingagoodtime;intheendofmyverandah,IhearSimi,mypresentincapablesteward,talkingTonganwiththenondescriptpapa。Simi,ourout-doorboy,burstasuccessionofblood-vesselsoverourwork,andIhadtomakeapositionforthewreckofoneofthenoblestfiguresofamanIeversaw。IbelieveImayhavementionedtheotherdayhowIhadtoputmyhorsetothetrot,thecanterandatlastthegalloptorunhimdown。InaphotographIhopetosendyouperhapswiththisyouwillseeSimistandingintheverandahinprofile。Asasteward,oneofhischiefpointsistobreakcrystal;heisgreatonfracture-whatdoIsay?-explosion!Hecleansaglass,andtheshardsscatterlikeacomet’sbowels。

  N。B-IfIshouldbyanychancebedeported,thefirstoftheruleshungupforthatoccasionistocommunicatewithyoubytelegraph-Mind,Idonotfearit,butitIS

  possible。

  MONDAY25TH。

  Wehavehadadevilofamorningofupsetandbustle;thebronzecandlestickFaaumahasreturnedtothefamily,intimetotakeherpositionofstepmamma,anditisprettytoseehowthechildisatonceathome,andallherterrorsended。

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