“Itwillbewelltolive,Lady,iflifebylifeIfindtheeforalove。“
“Lifebylifethoushaltfindme,Odysseus,inthisshapeorinthatshaltthoufindme——forbeautyhasmanyforms,andlovehasmanynames——butthoushalteverfindmebuttolosemeagain。Itelltheethatasbutnowthouwonnestthywaythroughtheranksofthosewhowatchme,thecloudliftedfrommymind,andIremembered,andI
foresaw,andIknewwhyI,thelovedofmany,mightneverloveinturn。Iknewthen,Odysseus,thatIambuttheinstrumentoftheGods,whousemefortheirends。AndIknewthatIlovedthee,andtheeonly,butwithalovethatbeganbeforethebirth-bed,andshallnotbeconsumedbythefuneralflame。“
“Sobeit,Lady,“saidtheWanderer,“forthisIknow,thatneverhaveIlovedwomanorGoddessasIlovethee,whoarthenceforthastheheartinmybreast,thatwithoutwhichImaynotlive。“
“Nowspeakon,“shesaid,“forsuchwordsasthesearelikemusicinmyears。“
“Ay,Iwillspeakon。Shortshallbeourlove,thousayest,Lady,andmyownhearttellsmethatitisborntobebriefofdays。IknowthatnowIgoonmylastvoyaging,andthatdeathcomesuponmefromthewater,theswiftestdeaththatmaybe。ThisthenIwoulddaretoask:
Whenshallwetwainbeone?Forifthehoursoflifebeshort,letuslovewhilewemay。“
NowHelen’sgoldenhairfellbeforehereyeslikethebride’sveil,andshewassilentforatime。Thenshespoke:
“Notnow,andnotwhileIdwellinthisholyplacemaywebewed,Odysseus,forsoshouldwecalldownuponusthehateofGodsandmen。
Tellme,then,wherethoudwellestinthecity,andIwillcometothee。Nay,itisnotmeet。Hearken,Odysseus。To-morrow,onehourbeforethemidnight,seethatthoudoststandwithoutthepylongatesofthismytemple;thenIwillpassouttotheeaswellImay,andthoushaltknowmebythejewel,theStar-stoneonmybreastthatshinesthroughthedarkness,andbythatalone,andleadmewhitherthouwilt。Forthenthoushaltbemylord,andIwillbethywife。Andthereafter,astheGodsshowus,sowillwego。Forknow,itisinmymindtoflythislandofKhem,wheremonthbymonththeGodshavemadethepeopledieforme。Sotillthen,farewell,Odysseus,mylove,foundaftermanydays。“
“Itiswell,Lady,“answeredtheWanderer。“To-morrownightImeettheewithoutthepylongates。Ialsoammindedtoflythislandofwitchcraftandofhorror,butImayscarcedeparttillPharaohreturnagain。Forhehasgonedowntobattleandleftmetoguardhispalace。“
“Ofthatwewilltalkhereafter。Gonow!Goswiftly,forherewemaynottalkmoreofearthlylove,“saidtheGoldenHelen。
Thenhetookherhandandkisseditandpassedfrombeforehergloryasamanamazed。
ButinhisfoolishwisdomhespokenowordtoherofMeriamuntheQueen。
ReithePriesthadfledwithwhatspeedhemightfromtheGatesofDeath,thosegatesthatguardedthelovelinessofHelenandopenedonlyuponmendoomedtodie。Theoldmanwasheavyatheart,forhelovedtheWanderer。AmongthedarkchildrenofKhemhehadseennonelikethisAch?an,nonesogoodly,sostrong,andsowellversedinallartsofwar。Herememberedhowthismanhadsavedthelifeofherhelovedaboveallwomen——ofMeriamun,themoon-child,thefairestqueenwhohadsatuponthethroneofEgypt,thefairestandthemostlearned,saveTaiaonly。HebethoughthimoftheWanderer’sbeautyashestoodupontheboardwhilethelongshaftshaileddownthehall。
ThenherecalledthevisionofMeriamun,whichshehadtoldhimlongyearsago,andtheshadowinagoldenhelmwhichwatchedthechangedHataska。Themorehethought,themorehewasperplexedandlostinwonder。WhatdidtheGodsintend?Ofonethinghewassure:theleadersofthehostofdreamshadmockedMeriamun。Themanofhervisionwouldneverbeherlove:hehadgonetomeethisdoomatthedooroftheChapelPerilous。
SoReihastedon,stumblinginhisspeed,tillhecametothePalaceandpassedthroughitshallstowardshischamber。AttheentranceofherownplacehemetMeriamuntheQueen。Thereshestoodinthedoorwaylikeapictureinitssculpturedframe,norcouldanysightbemorebeautifulthanshewas,cladinherRoyalrobes,andcrownedwiththegoldensnakes。Herblackhairlaysoftanddeeponher,andhereyeslookedstrangelyforthfrombeneaththeivoryofherbrow。
Hebowedlowbeforeherandwouldhavepassedon,butshestayedhim。
“Whithergoestthou,Rei?“sheasked,“andwhyisthyfacesosad?“
“Igoaboutmybusiness,Queen,“heanswered,“andIamsadbecausenotidingscomeofPharaoh,norofhowithasfaredwithhimandthehostoftheApura。“
“Perchancethouspeakesttruth,andyetnotallthetruth,“sheanswered。“Enter,Iwouldhavespeechwiththee。“
Soheentered,andathercommandseatedhimselfbeforeherintheveryseatwheretheWandererhadsat。Now,ashesatthus,ofasuddenMeriamuntheQueenslidtoherkneesbeforehim,andtearswereinhereyesandherbreastwasshakenwithsobs。Andwhilehewondered,thinkingthatsheweptatlastforhersonwhowasdeadamongthefirstborn,shehidherfaceinherhandsuponhisknees,andtrembled。
“Whatailsthee,Queen,myfosterling?“hesaid。Butsheonlytookhishand,andlaidherowninit,andtheoldpriest’seyesweredimwithtears。Soshesatforawhile,andthenshelookedup,butstillshedidnotfindwords。AndhecaressedthebeautifulImperialhead,thatnomanhadseenbowedbefore。“Whatisit,mydaughter?“hesaid,andsheansweredatlast:
“Hearme,oldfriend,whoartmyonlyfriend——forifIspeaknotmyheartwillsurelyburst;orifitbreaknot,mybrainwillburnandI
shallbenomoreaQueenbutalivingdarkness,wherevapourscreep,andwanderinglightsshinefaintlyontheruinofmymind。Mindestthouthathour——itwasthenightafterthehatefulnightthatsawmePharaoh’swife——whenIcrepttotheeandtoldtheethevisionthathadcomeuponmysoul,hadcometomockmeevenatPharaoh’sside?“
“Iminditwell,“saidRei;“itwasastrangevision,normightmywisdominterpretit。“
“AndmindestthouwhatItoldtheeofthemanofmyvision——thegloriousmanwhomImustlove,hewhowascladingoldenarmourandworeagoldenhelmwhereinaspear-pointofbronzestoodfast?“
“Yes,Imindit,“saidRei。
“Andhowisthatmannamed?“sheasked,whisperingandstaringonhimwithwideeyes。“IshenotnamedEperitus,theWanderer?Andhathhenotcomehither,thespear-pointinhishelm?AndisnotthehandofFateuponme,Meriamun?Hearken,Rei,hearken!IlovehimasitwasfatedIshouldlove。WhenfirstIlookedonhimashecameuptheHallofAudienceinhisglory,Iknewhim。Iknewhimforthatmanwhosharesthecurselaidaforetimeonhim,andonthewoman,andonme,when,inanunknownplace,twainbecamethreeandweredoomedtostrivefromlifetolifeandworkeachother’swoeupontheearth。I
knewhim,Rei,thoughheknewmenot,andIsaythatmysoulshookattheechoofhisstep,andmyheartblossomedastheblackearthblossomswhenafterfloodSihorseekshisbanksagain。Aglorycameuponme,Rei,andIlookedbackthroughallthemistsoftimeandknewhimformylove,andIlookedforwardintothedepthsoftimetobeandknewhimformylove。ThenIlookedonthepresenthour,andnaughtcouldIseebutdarkness,andnaughtcouldIhearbutthegroansofdyingmen,andashrillsoundasofawomansinging。“
“Anilltale,Queen,“saidRei。
“Ay,anilltale,Rei,buthalfuntold。Hearkenagain,Iwilltelltheeall。MadnesshathenteredintomefromtheHathorofAtarhechis,theQueenofDesire。Iammadwithlove,evenIwhoneverloved。Oh,Rei!Rei!Iwouldwinthisman。Nay,looknotsosternlyonme,itisFatethatdrivesmeon。LastnightIspoketohimanddiscoveredtohimthenamehehidesfromus,hisownname,Odysseus,Laertes’son,OdysseusofIthaca。Ay,thoustartest,butsoitis。Ilearneditbymymagic,andwrungthetruthevenfromtheguileofthemostcraftyofmen。Butitseemedtomethatheturnedfromme,thoughthismuchI
wonfromhim,thathehadjourneyedfromfartoseekme,theBridethattheGodshavepromisedhim。“
Thepriestleapedupfromhisseat。“Lady!“hecried,“Lady!whomI
serveandwhomIhavelovedfromachild,thybrainissick,andnotthyheart。Thoucanstnotlovehim。DostthounotrememberthatthouartQueenofKhemandPharaoh’swife?Wiltthouthrowthyhonourinthemiretobetrampledbyawanderingstranger?“
“Ay,“sheanswered,“IamQueenofKhemandPharaoh’swife,butneverPharaoh’slove。Honour!Whydostthoupratetomeofhonour?LikeNileinflood,mylovehathburstthebulwarkofmyhonour,andImarknotwherecustomsetit。Forallaroundthewatersseetheandfoam,andonthem,likeabrokenlily,floatsthewreckofmylosthonour。Talknottomeofhonour,Rei,teachmeratherhowImaywinmyherotomyarms。“
“Thouartmadindeed,“hegroaned;“nevertheless——Ihadforgotten——
thismustneedsendinwordsandtears。Meriamun,Ibringtheetidings。Hewhomthoudesirethislosttotheeforever——totheeandalltheworld。“
Sheheard,thensprangfromthecouchandstoodoverhimlikealionessoverasmittenstag,herfierceandlovelyfacealivewithrageandfear。
“Ishedead?“shehissedinhisear。“Dead!andIknewitnot?Thenthouhastmurderedhim,andthusIavengehismurder。“
Withthewordshesnatchedadaggerfromhergirdle——thatsamedaggerwithwhichshehadoncestruckatMeneptahherbrother,whenhewouldhavekissedher——andhighitflashedaboveReithePriest。