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  “Wanderer,weowetheegreatthanks,andIwouldgladlyknowtowhomweareindebtforthepricesofourlives,“shesaid。“Tellmeofthybirth,ofthyfather’shouse,andofthelandsthatthouhastseenandthewarswhereinthouhastfought。TellmealsoofthesackofIlios,andhowthoucamestbythygoldenmail。TheunhappyParisworesucharmsasthese,iftheminstreloftheNorthsangtruth。“

  Now,theWandererwouldgladlyhavecursedthisminstreloftheNorthandhissongs。

  “Minstrelswillbelying,Lady,“hesaid,“andtheygatheroldtaleswherevertheygo。Parismayhavewornmyarms,oranotherman。I

  boughtthemfromachapmaninCrete,andaskednothingoftheirfirstmaster。AsforIlios,Ifoughtthereinmyyouth,andservedtheCretanIdomeneus,butIgotlittlebooty。TotheKingthewealthandwomen,tousthesword-strokes。Suchistheappearanceofwar。“

  Meriamunlistenedtohistale,whichhesetforthroughly,asifheweresomeblunt,grumblingswordsman,anddarklyshelookedonhimwhileshehearkened,anddarklyshesmiledasshelooked。

  “Astrangestory,Eperitus,astrangestorytruly。Nowtellmethus。

  Howcamestthoubyyondergreatbow,thebowoftheswallowstring?Ifmyminstrelspoketruly,itwasoncetheBowofEurytusof?chalia。“

  NowtheWandererglancedroundhimlikeamantakeninambush,whoseesoneveryhandtheswordoffoesshineupintothesunlight。

  “Thebow,Lady?“heansweredreadilyenough。“Igotitstrangely。I

  wascruisingwithacargoofirononthewesterncoastandlandedonanisle,methinksthepilotcalleditIthaca。Therewefoundnothingbutdeath;apestilencehadbeenintheland,butinaruinedhallthisbowwaslying,andImadeprizeofit。Agoodbow!“

  “Astrangestory,truly——averystrangestory,“quothMeriamuntheQueen。“BychancethoudidstbuythearmourofParis,bychancethoudidstfindthebowofEurytus,thatbow,methinks,withwhichthegod-

  likeOdysseusslewthewooersinhishalls。Knowestthou,Eperitus,thatwhenthoustoodestyonderontheboardinthePlaceofBanquets,whenthegreatbowtwangedandthelongshaftshaileddownonthehallandloosenedthekneesofmany,notalittlewasIputinmindofthesongoftheslayingofthewooersatthehandsofOdysseus。ThefameofOdysseushaswanderedfar——ay,eventoKhem。“Andshelookedstraightathim。

  TheWandererdarkenedhisfaceandputthematterby。Hehadheardsomethingofthattale,hesaid,butdeemeditaminstrel’sfeigning。

  Onemancouldnotfightahundred,asthestorywent。

  TheQueenhalfrosefromthecouchwhereshelaycurleduplikeaglitteringsnake。Likeasnakesheroseandwatchedhimwithhermelancholyeyes。

  “Strange,indeed——moststrangethatOdysseus,Laertes’son,OdysseusofIthaca,shouldnotknowthetaleoftheslayingofthewooersbyOdysseus’self。Strange,indeed,thouEperitus,whoartOdysseus。“

  NowtheneckoftheWandererwasinthenoose,andwellheknewit:

  yethekepthiscounsel,andlookeduponhervacantly。

  “MensaythatthisOdysseuswanderedyearsagointotheNorth,andthatthistimehewillnotcomeagain。Isawhiminthewars,andhewasatallermanthanI,“saidtheWanderer。

  “Ihavealwaysheard,“saidtheQueen,“thatOdysseuswasdouble-

  tonguedandcraftyasafox。Lookmeintheeyes,thouWanderer,lookmeintheeyes,andIwillshowtheewhetherornotthouartOdysseus,“andsheleanedforwardsothatherhairwell-nighswepthisbrow,andgazeddeepintohiseyes。

  NowtheWandererwasashamedtodrophiseyesbeforeawoman’s,andhecouldnotriseandgo;sohemustneedsgaze,andashegazedhisheadgrewstrangelylightandthebloodquiveredinhisveins,andthenseemedtostop。

  “Nowturn,thouWanderer,“saidthevoiceoftheQueen,andtohimitsoundedfaraway,asiftherewasawallbetweenthem,“andtellmewhatthouseest。“

  Soheturnedandlookedtowardsthedarkendofthechamber。Butpresentlythroughthedarknessstoleafaintlight,likethefirstgreylightofthedawn,andnowhesawashape,liketheshapeofagreathorseofwood,andbehindthehorsewereblacksquaretowersofhugestones,andgates,andwalls,andhouses。Nowhesawadooropeninthesideofthehorse,andthehelmetedheadofamanlookoutwearily。Ashelookedagreatwhitestarsliddowntheskysothatthelightofitrestedonthefaceoftheman,andthatfacewashisown!

  ThenherememberedhowhehadlookedforthfromthebellyofthewoodenhorseasitstoodwithinthewallsofIlios,andthusthestarhadseemedtofalluponthedoomedcity,anomenoftheendofTroy。

  “Lookagain,“saidthevoiceofMeriamunfromfaraway。

  Sooncemorehelookedintothedarkness,andtherehesawthemouthofacave,andbeneathtwopalmsinfrontofitsatamanandawoman。

  Theyellowmoonroseanditslightfelluponasleepingsea,upontalltrees,uponthecave,andthetwowhosatthere。Thewomanwaslovely,withbraidedhair,andcladinashiningrobe,andhereyesweredimwithtearsthatshemightnevershed:forshewasaGoddess,Calypso,thedaughterofAtlas。Theninthevisionthemanlookedup,andhisfacewasweary,andwornandsickforhome,butitwashisownface。

  ThenherememberedhowhehadsatthusatthesideofCalypsoofthebraidedtresses,onthatlastnightofallhisnightsinherwave-girtisle,thecentreoftheseas。

  “Lookoncemore,“saidthevoiceofMeriamuntheQueen。

  Againhelookedintothedarkness。TherebeforehimgrewtheruinsofhisownhallinIthaca,andinthecourtyardbeforethehallwasaheapofashes,andthecharredbonesofmen。Beforetheheaplaythefigureofonelostinsorrow,forhislimbswrithedupontheground。

  Anonthemanliftedhisface,andbehold!theWandererknewthatitwashisownface。

  Thenofasuddenthegloompassedawayfromthechamber,andoncemorehisbloodsurgedthroughhisveins,andtherebeforehimsatMeriamuntheQueen,smilingdarkly。

  “Strangesightshastthouseen,isitnotso,Wanderer?“shesaid。

  “Yea,Queen,themoststrangeofsights。Tellmeofthycourtesyhowthoudidstconjurethembeforemyeyes。“

  “BythemagicthatIhave,Eperitus,IaboveallwizardswhodwellinKhem,themagicwherebyIcanreadallthepastofthose——Ilove,“andagainshelookeduponhim;“ay,andcallitforthfromthestorehouseofdeadtimeandmakeitliveagain。Say,whosefacewasitthatthoudidstlookupon——wasitnotthefaceofOdysseusofIthaca,Laertes’

  son,andwasnotthatfacethine?“

  NowtheWanderersawthattherewasnoescape。Thereforehespokethetruth,notbecausehelovedit,butbecausehemust。

  “ThefaceofOdysseusofIthacaitwasthatIsawbeforeme,Lady,andthatfaceismine。IavowmyselftobeOdysseus,Laertes’son,andnootherman。“

  TheQueenlaughedaloud。“Greatmustbemystrengthofmagic,“shesaid,“foritcanstriptheguilefromthesubtlestofmen。

  Henceforth,Odysseus,thouwiltknowthattheeyesofMeriamuntheQueenseefar。Nowtellmetruly:whatcamestthouhithertoseek?“

  TheWanderertookswiftcounselwithhimself。RememberingthatdreamofMeriamunofwhichReithePriesthadtoldhim,andwhichsheknewnotthathehadlearned,thedreamthatshowedherthevisionofonewhomshemustlove,andrememberingthewordofthedeadHataska,hegrewafraid。Forhesawwellbythetokenofthespearpointthathewasthemanofherdream,andthatsheknewit。Buthecouldnotacceptherlove,bothbecauseofhisoathtoPharaohandbecauseofherwhomAphroditehadshowntohiminIthaca,herwhomalonehemustseek,theHeart’sDesire,theGoldenHelen。

  Thestraitwasdesperate,betweenabrokenoathandawomanscorned。

  Buthefearedhisoath,andtheangerofZeus,theGodofhostsandguests。Sohesoughtsafetybeneaththewingsoftruth。

  “Lady,“hesaid,“Iwilltelltheeall!IcametoIthacafromthewhitenorth,whereacursehaddrivenme;Icameandfoundmyhallsdesolate,andmypeopledead,andtheveryashesofmywife。ButinadreamofthenightIsawtheGoddesswhomIhaveworshippedlittle,AphroditeofIdalia,whominthislandyenameHathor,andshebademegoforthanddoherwill。AndforrewardshepromisedmethatIshouldfindonewhowaitedmetobemydeathlesslove。“

  Meriamunheardhimsofar,butnofurther,forofthisshemadesure,that/she/wasthewomanwhomAphroditehadpromisedtotheWanderer。

  Erehemightspeakanotherwordsheglidedtohimlikeasnake,andlikeasnakecurledherselfabouthim。Thenshespokesolowthatheratherknewherthoughtthanheardherwords:

  “Wasitindeedso,Odysseus?DidtheGoddessindeedsendtheetoseekmeout?Know,then,thatnottotheealonedidshespeak。Ialsolookedforthee。IalsowaitedthecomingofonewhomIshouldlove。

  Oh,heavyhavebeenthedays,andemptywasmyheart,andsorelythroughtheyearshaveIlongedforhimwhoshouldbebroughttome。

  Andnowatlengthitisdone,nowatlengthIseehimwhominmydreamIsaw,“andsheliftedherlipstothelipsoftheWanderer,andherheart,andhereyes,andherlipssaid“Love。“

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