Nicholas,thoughhehadneverseenIlagin,withhisusualabsenceofmoderationinjudgment,hatedhimcordiallyfromreportsofhisarbitrarinessandviolence,andregardedhimashisbitterestfoe。
Herodeinangryagitationtowardhim,firmlygraspinghiswhipandfullypreparedtotakethemostresoluteanddesperatestepstopunishhisenemy。
Hardlyhadhepassedanangleofthewoodbeforeastoutgentlemaninabeavercapcameridingtowardhimonahandsomeraven—blackhorse,accompaniedbytwohuntservants。
Insteadofanenemy,NicholasfoundinIlaginastatelyandcourteousgentlemanwhowasparticularlyanxioustomaketheyoungcount’sacquaintance。HavingriddenuptoNicholas,Ilaginraisedhisbeavercapandsaidhemuchregrettedwhathadoccurredandwouldhavethemanpunishedwhohadallowedhimselftoseizeafoxhuntedbysomeoneelse’sborzois。Hehopedtobecomebetteracquaintedwiththecountandinvitedhimtodrawhiscovert。
Natasha,afraidthatherbrotherwoulddosomethingdreadful,hadfollowedhiminsomeexcitement。Seeingtheenemiesexchangingfriendlygreetings,sherodeuptothem。IlaginliftedhisbeavercapstillhighertoNatashaandsaid,withapleasantsmile,thattheyoungcountessresembledDianainherpassionforthechaseaswellasinherbeauty,ofwhichhehadheardmuch。
Toexpiatehishuntsman’soffense,IlaginpressedtheRostovstocometoanuplandofhisaboutamileawaywhichheusuallykeptforhimselfandwhich,hesaid,swarmedwithhares。Nicholasagreed,andthehunt,nowdoubled,movedon。
ThewaytoIligin’suplandwasacrossthefields。Thehuntservantsfellintoline。Themastersrodetogether。\"Uncle,\"Rostov,andIlaginkeptstealthilyglancingatoneanother’sdogs,tryingnottobeobservedbytheircompanionsandsearchinguneasilyforrivalstotheirownborzois。
Rostovwasparticularlystruckbythebeautyofasmall,pure—bred,red—spottedbitchonIlagin’sleash,slenderbutwithmuscleslikesteel,adelicatemuzzle,andprominentblackeyes。HehadheardoftheswiftnessofIlagin’sborzois,andinthatbeautifulbitchsawarivaltohisownMilka。
InthemiddleofasoberconversationbegunbyIlaginabouttheyear’sharvest,Nicholaspointedtothered—spottedbitch。
\"Afinelittlebitch,that!\"saidheinacarelesstone。\"Issheswift?\"
\"Thatone?Yes,she’sagooddog,getswhatshe’safter,\"answeredIlaginindifferently,ofthered—spottedbitchErza,forwhich,ayearbefore,hehadgivenaneighborthreefamiliesofhouseserfs。\"Soinyourparts,too,theharvestisnothingtoboastof,Count?\"hewenton,continuingtheconversationtheyhadbegun。Andconsideringitpolitetoreturntheyoungcount’scompliment,IlaginlookedathisborzoisandpickedoutMilkawhoattractedhisattentionbyherbreadth。\"Thatblack—spottedoneofyoursisfine—wellshaped!\"
saidhe。
\"Yes,she’sfastenough,\"repliedNicholas,andthought:\"Ifonlyafull—grownharewouldcrossthefieldnowI’dshowyouwhatsortofborzoisheis,\"andturningtohisgroom,hesaidhewouldgivearubletoanyonewhofoundahare。
\"Idon’tunderstand,\"continuedIlagin,\"howsomesportsmencanbesojealousaboutgameanddogs。Formyself,Icantellyou,Count,I
enjoyridingincompanysuchasthis……whatcouldbebetter?\"heagainraisedhiscaptoNatasha\"butasforcountingskinsandwhatonetakes,Idon’tcareaboutthat。\"
\"Ofcoursenot!\"
\"Orbeingupsetbecausesomeoneelse’sborzoiandnotminecatchessomething。AllIcareaboutistoenjoyseeingthechase,isitnotso,Count?ForIconsiderthat……\"
\"A—tu!\"camethelong—drawncryofoneoftheborzoiwhippers—in,whohadhalted。Hestoodonaknollinthestubble,holdinghiswhipaloft,andagainrepeatedhislong—drawncry,\"A—tu!\"Thiscallandtheupliftedwhipmeantthathesawasittinghare。
\"Ah,hehasfoundone,Ithink,\"saidIlagincarelessly。\"Yes,wemustrideup……Shallwebothcourseit?\"answeredNicholas,seeinginErzaand\"Uncle’s\"redRugaytworivalshehadneveryethadachanceofpittingagainsthisownborzois。\"AndsupposetheyoutdomyMilkaatonce!\"hethoughtasherodewith\"Uncle\"andIlagintowardthehare。
\"Afull—grownone?\"askedIlaginasheapproachedthewhipwhohadsightedthehare—andnotwithoutagitationhelookedroundandwhistledtoErza。
\"Andyou,MichaelNikanorovich?\"hesaid,addressing\"Uncle。\"
Thelatterwasridingwithasullenexpressiononhisface。
\"HowcanIjoinin?Why,you’vegivenavillageforeachofyourborzois!That’sit,comeon!Yoursareworththousands。Tryyoursagainstoneanother,youtwo,andI’lllookon!\"
\"Rugay,hey,hey!\"heshouted。\"Rugayushka!\"headded,involuntarilybythisdiminutiveexpressinghisaffectionandthehopesheplacedonthisredborzoi。Natashasawandfelttheagitationthetwoelderlymenandherbrotherweretryingtoconceal,andwasherselfexcitedbyit。
Thehuntsmanstoodhalfwayuptheknollholdinguphiswhipandthegentlefolkrodeuptohimatafootpace;thehoundsthatwerefaroffonthehorizonturnedawayfromthehare,andthewhips,butnotthegentlefolk,alsomovedaway。Allweremovingslowlyandsedately。
\"Howisitpointing?\"askedNicholas,ridingahundredpacestowardthewhipwhohadsightedthehare。
Butbeforethewhipcouldreply,thehare,scentingthefrostcomingnextmorning,wasunabletorestandleapedup。Thepackonleashrusheddownhillinfullcryafterthehare,andfromallsidestheborzoisthatwerenotonleashdartedafterthehoundsandthehare。
Allthehunt,whohadbeenmovingslowly,shouted,\"Stop!\"callinginthehounds,whiletheborzoiwhips,withacryof\"A—tu!\"gallopedacrossthefieldsettingtheborzoisonthehare。ThetranquilIlagin,Nicholas,Natasha,and\"Uncle\"flew,recklessofwhereandhowtheywent,seeingonlytheborzoisandthehareandfearingonlytolosesightevenforaninstantofthechase。Theharetheyhadstartedwasastrongandswiftone。Whenhejumpeduphedidnotrunatonce,butprickedhisearslisteningtotheshoutingandtramplingthatresoundedfromallsidesatonce。Hetookadozenbounds,notveryquickly,lettingtheborzoisgainonhim,and,finallyhavingchosenhisdirectionandrealizedhisdanger,laidbackhisearsandrushedoffheadlong。Hehadbeenlyinginthestubble,butinfrontofhimwastheautumnsowingwherethegroundwassoft。Thetwoborzoisofthehuntsmanwhohadsightedhim,havingbeenthenearest,werethefirsttoseeandpursuehim,buttheyhadnotgonefarbeforeIlagin’sred—spottedErzapassedthem,gotwithinalength,flewattheharewithterribleswiftnessaimingathisscut,and,thinkingshehadseizedhim,rolledoverlikeaball。Theharearchedhisbackandboundedoffyetmoreswiftly。FrombehindErzarushedthebroad—haunched,black—spottedMilkaandbeganrapidlygainingonthehare。
\"Milashka,dear!\"roseNicholas’triumphantcry。ItlookedasifMilkawouldimmediatelypounceonthehare,butsheovertookhimandflewpast。Theharehadsquatted。AgainthebeautifulErzareachedhim,butwhenclosetothehare’sscutpausedasifmeasuringthedistance,soasnottomakeamistakethistimebutseizehishindleg。
\"Erza,darling!Ilaginwailedinavoiceunlikehisown。Erzadidnothearkentohisappeal。Attheverymomentwhenshewouldhaveseizedherprey,theharemovedanddartedalongthebalkbetweenthewinterryeandthestubble。AgainErzaandMilkawereabreast,runninglikeapairofcarriagehorses,andbegantoovertakethehare,butitwaseasierfortheharetorunonthebalkandtheborzoisdidnotovertakehimsoquickly。
\"Rugay,Rugayushka!That’sit,comeon!\"cameathirdvoicejustthen,and\"Uncle’s\"redborzoi,strainingandcurvingitsback,caughtupwiththetwoforemostborzois,pushedaheadofthemregardlessoftheterriblestrain,putonspeedclosetothehare,knockeditoffthebalkontotheryefield,againputonspeedstillmoreviciously,sinkingtohiskneesinthemuddyfield,andallonecouldseewashow,muddyinghisback,herolledoverwiththehare。Aringofborzoissurroundedhim。Amomentlatereveryonehaddrawnuproundthecrowdofdogs。Onlythedelighted\"Uncle\"dismounted,andcutoffapad,shakingthehareforthebloodtodripoff,andanxiouslyglancingroundwithrestlesseyeswhilehisarmsandlegstwitched。Hespokewithouthimselfknowingwhomtoorwhatabout。\"That’sit,comeon!That’sadog!……There,ithasbeatenthemall,thethousand—rubleaswellastheone—rubleborzois。That’sit,comeon!\"saidhe,pantingandlookingwrathfullyaroundasifhewereabusingsomeone,asiftheywereallhisenemiesandhadinsultedhim,andonlynowhadheatlastsucceededinjustifyinghimself。\"Thereareyourthousand—rubleones……That’sit,comeon!……\"
\"Rugay,here’sapadforyou!\"hesaid,throwingdownthehare’smuddypad。\"You’vedeservedit,that’sit,comeon!\"
\"She’dtiredherselfout,she’drunitdownthreetimesbyherself,\"
saidNicholas,alsonotlisteningtoanyoneandregardlessofwhetherhewereheardornot。
\"Butwhatisthereinrunningacrossitlikethat?\"saidIlagin’sgroom。
\"Onceshehadmisseditandturneditaway,anymongrelcouldtakeit,\"Ilaginwassayingatthesametime,breathlessfromhisgallopandhisexcitement。AtthesamemomentNatasha,withoutdrawingbreath,screamedjoyously,ecstatically,andsopiercinglythatitseteveryone’seartingling。Bythatshrieksheexpressedwhattheothersexpressedbyalltalkingatonce,anditwassostrangethatshemustherselfhavebeenashamedofsowildacryandeveryoneelsewouldhavebeenamazedatitatanyothertime。\"Uncle\"himselftwistedupthehare,threwitneatlyandsmartlyacrosshishorse’sbackasifbythatgesturehemeanttorebukeeverybody,and,withanairofnotwishingtospeaktoanyone,mountedhisbayandrodeoff。Theothersallfollowed,dispiritedandshamefaced,andonlymuchlaterweretheyabletoregaintheirformeraffectationofindifference。ForalongtimetheycontinuedtolookatredRugaywho,hisarchedbackspatteredwithmudandclankingtheringofhisleash,walkedalongjustbehind\"Uncle’s\"horsewiththesereneairofaconqueror。
\"Well,Iamlikeanyotherdogaslongasit’snotaquestionofcoursing。Butwhenitis,thenlookout!\"hisappearanceseemtoNicholastobesaying。
When,muchlater,\"Uncle\"rodeuptoNicholasandbegantalkingtohim,hefeltflatteredthat,afterwhathadhappened,\"Uncle\"
deignedtospeaktohim。
BK7CH7
CHAPTERVII
TowardeveningIlagintookleaveofNicholas,whofoundthattheyweresofarfromhomethatheaccepted\"Uncle’s\"offerthatthehuntingpartyshouldspendthenightinhislittlevillageofMikhaylovna。
\"Andifyouputupatmyhousethatwillbebetterstill。That’sit,comeon!\"said\"Uncle。\"\"Youseeit’sdampweather,andyoucouldrest,andthelittlecountesscouldbedrivenhomeinatrap。\"
\"Uncle’s\"offerwasaccepted。AhuntsmanwassenttoOtradnoeforatrap,whileNicholasrodewithNatashaandPetyato\"Uncle’s\"house。
Somefivemaledomesticserfs,bigandlittle,rushedouttothefrontporchtomeettheirmaster。Ascoreofwomenserfs,oldandyoung,aswellaschildren,poppedoutfromthebackentrancetohavealookatthehunterswhowerearriving。ThepresenceofNatasha—
awoman,alady,andonhorseback—raisedthecuriosityoftheserfstosuchadegreethatmanyofthemcameuptoher,staredherintheface,andunabashedbyherpresencemaderemarksaboutherasthoughsheweresomeprodigyonshowandnotahumanbeingabletohearorunderstandwhatwassaidabouther。
\"Arinka!Look,shesitssideways!Thereshesitsandherskirtdangles……See,she’sgotalittlehuntinghorn!\"
\"Goodnessgracious!Seeherknife?……\"
\"Isn’tsheaTartar!\"
\"Howisityoudidn’tgoheadoverheels?\"askedtheboldestofall,addressingNatashadirectly。
\"Uncle\"dismountedattheporchofhislittlewoodenhousewhichstoodinthemidstofanovergrowngardenand,afteraglanceathisretainers,shoutedauthoritativelythatthesuperfluousonesshouldtakethemselvesoffandthatallnecessarypreparationsshouldbemadetoreceivetheguestsandthevisitors。
Theserfsalldispersed。\"Uncle\"liftedNatashaoffherhorseandtakingherhandledherupthericketywoodenstepsoftheporch。
Thehouse,withitsbare,unplasteredlogwalls,wasnotoverclean—itdidnotseemthatthoselivinginitaimedatkeepingitspotless—butneitherwasitnoticeablyneglected。Intheentrytherewasasmelloffreshapples,andwolfandfoxskinshungabout。
\"Uncle\"ledthevisitorsthroughtheanteroomintoasmallhallwithafoldingtableandredchairs,thenintothedrawingroomwitharoundbirchwoodtableandasofa,andfinallyintohisprivateroomwheretherewasatatteredsofa,aworncarpet,andportraitsofSuvorov,ofthehost’sfatherandmother,andofhimselfinmilitaryuniform。Thestudysmeltstronglyoftobaccoanddogs。\"Uncle\"askedhisvisitorstositdownandmakethemselvesathome,andthenwentoutoftheroom。Rugay,hisbackstillmuddy,cameintotheroomandlaydownonthesofa,cleaninghimselfwithhistongueandteeth。
Leadingfromthestudywasapassageinwhichapartitionwithraggedcurtainscouldbeseen。Frombehindthiscamewomen’slaughterandwhispers。Natasha,Nicholas,andPetyatookofftheirwrapsandsatdownonthesofa。Petya,leaningonhiselbow,fellasleepatonce。NatashaandNicholasweresilent。Theirfacesglowed,theywerehungryandverycheerful。Theylookedatoneanothernowthatthehuntwasoverandtheywereinthehouse,Nicholasnolongerconsidereditnecessarytoshowhismanlysuperiorityoverhissister,Natashagavehimawink,andneitherrefrainedlongfromburstingintoapealofringinglaughterevenbeforetheyhadapretextreadytoaccountforit。
Afterawhile\"Uncle\"camein,inaCossackcoat,bluetrousers,andsmalltopboots。AndNatashafeltthatthiscostume,theveryoneshehadregardedwithsurpriseandamusementatOtradnoe,wasjusttherightthingandnotatallworsethanaswallow—tailorfrockcoat。
\"Uncle\"toowasinhighspiritsandfarfrombeingoffendedbythebrother’sandsister’slaughteritcouldneverenterhisheadthattheymightbelaughingathiswayoflifehehimselfjoinedinthemerriment。
\"That’sright,youngcountess,that’sit,comeon!Ineversawanyonelikeher!\"saidhe,offeringNicholasapipewithalongstemand,withapracticedmotionofthreefingers,takingdownanotherthathadbeencutshort。\"She’sriddenalldaylikeaman,andisasfreshasever!
Soonafter\"Uncle’s\"reappearancethedoorwasopened,evidentlyfromthesoundbyabarefootedgirl,andastout,rosy,good—lookingwomanofaboutforty,withadoublechinandfullredlips,enteredcarryingalargeloadedtray。Withhospitabledignityandcordialityinherglanceandineverymotion,shelookedatthevisitorsand,withapleasantsmile,bowedrespectfully。Inspiteofherexceptionalstoutness,whichcausedhertoprotrudeherchestandstomachandthrowbackherhead,thiswomanwhowas\"Uncle’s\"housekeepertrodverylightly。Shewenttothetable,setdownthetray,andwithherplumpwhitehandsdeftlytookfromitthebottlesandvarioushorsd’oeuvresanddishesandarrangedthemonthetable。Whenshehadfinished,shesteppedasideandstoppedatthedoorwithasmileonherface。\"HereIam。Iamshe!Nowdoyouunderstand’Uncle’?\"herexpressionsaidtoRostov。Howcouldonehelpunderstanding?NotonlyNicholas,butevenNatashaunderstoodthemeaningofhispuckeredbrowandthehappycomplacentsmilethatslightlypuckeredhislipswhenAnisyaFedorovnaentered。Onthetraywasabottleofherbwine,differentkindsofvodka,pickledmushrooms,ryecakesmadewithbuttermilk,honeyinthecomb,stillmeadandsparklingmead,apples,nutsrawandroasted,andnut—and—honeysweets。Afterwardsshebroughtafreshlyroastedchicken,ham,preservesmadewithhoney,andpreservesmadewithsugar。
AllthiswasthefruitofAnisyaFedorovna’shousekeeping,gatheredandpreparedbyher。ThesmellandtasteofitallhadasmackofAnisyaFedorovnaherself:asavorofjuiciness,cleanliness,whiteness,andpleasantsmiles。
\"Takethis,littleLady—Countess!\"shekeptsaying,assheofferedNatashafirstonethingandthenanother。
Natashaateofeverythingandthoughtshehadneverseenoreatensuchbuttermilkcakes,sucharomaticjam,suchhoney—and—nutsweets,orsuchachickenanywhere。AnisyaFedorovnalefttheroom。
Aftersupper,overtheircherrybrandy,Rostovand\"Uncle\"talkedofpastandfuturehunts,ofRugayandIlagin’sdogs,whileNatashasatuprightonthesofaandlistenedwithsparklingeyes。ShetriedseveraltimestowakePetyathathemighteatsomething,butheonlymutteredincoherentwordswithoutwakingup。Natashafeltsolightheartedandhappyinthesenovelsurroundingsthatsheonlyfearedthetrapwouldcomeforhertoosoon。Afteracasualpause,suchasoftenoccurswhenreceivingfriendsforthefirsttimeinone’sownhouse,\"Uncle,\"answeringathoughtthatwasinhisvisitors’mind,said:
\"This,yousee,ishowIamfinishingmydays……Deathwillcome。
That’sit,comeon!Nothingwillremain。Thenwhyharmanyone?\"
\"Uncle’s\"facewasverysignificantandevenhandsomeashesaidthis。InvoluntarilyRostovrecalledallthegoodhehadheardabouthimfromhisfatherandtheneighbors。Throughoutthewholeprovince\"Uncle\"hadthereputationofbeingthemosthonorableanddisinterestedofcranks。Theycalledhimintodecidefamilydisputes,chosehimasexecutor,confidedsecretstohim,electedhimtobeajusticeandtootherposts;buthealwayspersistentlyrefusedpublicappointments,passingtheautumnandspringinthefieldsonhisbaygelding,sittingathomeinwinter,andlyinginhisovergrowngardeninsummer。
\"Whydon’tyouentertheservice,Uncle?\"
\"Ididonce,butgaveitup。Iamnotfitforit。That’sit,comeon!Ican’tmakeheadortailofit。That’sforyou—Ihaven’tbrainsenough。Now,huntingisanothermatter—that’sit,comeon!
Openthedoor,there!\"heshouted。\"Whyhaveyoushutit?\"
Thedoorattheendofthepassageledtothehuntsmen’sroom,astheycalledtheroomforthehuntservants。
Therewasarapidpatterofbarefeet,andanunseenhandopenedthedoorintothehuntsmen’sroom,fromwhichcametheclearsoundsofabalalaykaonwhichsomeone,whowasevidentlyamasteroftheart,wasplaying。Natashahadbeenlisteningtothosestrainsforsometimeandnowwentoutintothepassagetohearbetter。
\"That’sMitka,mycoachman……Ihavegothimagoodbalalayka。
I’mfondofit,\"said\"Uncle。\"
ItwasthecustomforMitkatoplaythebalalaykainthehuntsmen’sroomwhen\"Uncle\"returnedfromthechase。\"Uncle\"wasfondofsuchmusic。
\"Howgood!Reallyverygood!\"saidNicholaswithsomeunintentionalsuperciliousness,asifashamedtoconfessthatthesoundspleasedhimverymuch。
\"Verygood?\"saidNatashareproachfully,noticingherbrother’stone。\"Not’verygood’it’ssimplydelicious!\"
Justas\"Uncle’s\"pickledmushrooms,honey,andcherrybrandyhadseemedtoherthebestintheworld,soalsothatsong,atthatmoment,seemedtohertheacmeofmusicaldelight。
\"More,please,more!\"criedNatashaatthedoorassoonasthebalalaykaceased。Mitkatunedupafresh,andrecommencedthrummingthebalalaykatotheairofMyLady,withtrillsandvariations。\"Uncle\"
satlistening,slightlysmiling,withhisheadononeside。Theairwasrepeatedahundredtimes。Thebalalaykawasretunedseveraltimesandthesamenoteswerethrummedagain,butthelistenersdidnotgrowwearyofitandwishedtohearitagainandagain。AnisyaFedorovnacameinandleanedherportlypersonagainstthedoorpost。
\"Youlikelistening?\"shesaidtoNatasha,withasmileextremelylike\"Uncle’s。\"\"That’sagoodplayerofours,\"sheadded。
\"Hedoesn’tplaythatpartright!\"said\"Uncle\"suddenly,withanenergeticgesture。\"Hereheoughttoburstout—that’sit,comeon!—
oughttoburstout。\"
\"Doyouplaythen?\"askedNatasha。
\"Uncle\"didnotanswer,butsmiled。
\"Anisya,goandseeifthestringsofmyguitarareallright。I
haven’ttoucheditforalongtime。That’sit—comeon!I’vegivenitup。\"
AnisyaFedorovna,withherlightstep,willinglywenttofulfillhererrandandbroughtbacktheguitar。
Withoutlookingatanyone,\"Uncle\"blewthedustoffitand,tappingthecasewithhisbonyfingers,tunedtheguitarandsettledhimselfinhisarmchair。Hetooktheguitaralittleabovethefingerboard,archinghisleftelbowwithasomewhattheatricalgesture,and,withawinkatAnisyaFedorovna,struckasinglechord,pureandsonorous,andthenquietly,smoothly,andconfidentlybeganplayinginveryslowtime,notMyLady,butthewell—knownsong:Cameamaidendownthestreet。Thetune,playedwithprecisionandinexacttime,begantothrillintheheartsofNicholasandNatasha,arousinginthemthesamekindofsobermirthasradiatedfromAnisyaFedorovna’swholebeing。AnisyaFedorovnaflushed,anddrawingherkerchiefoverherfacewentlaughingoutoftheroom。\"Uncle\"continuedtoplaycorrectly,carefully,withenergeticfirmness,lookingwithachangedandinspiredexpressionatthespotwhereAnisyaFedorovnahadjuststood。Somethingseemedtobelaughingalittleononesideofhisfaceunderhisgraymustaches,especiallyasthesonggrewbriskerandthetimequickerandwhen,hereandthere,asheranhisfingersoverthestrings,somethingseemedtosnap。
\"Lovely,lovely!Goon,Uncle,goon!\"shoutedNatashaassoonashehadfinished。Shejumpedupandhuggedandkissedhim。\"Nicholas,Nicholas!\"shesaid,turningtoherbrother,asifaskinghim:\"Whatisitmovesmeso?\"
Nicholastoowasgreatlypleasedby\"Uncle’s\"playing,and\"Uncle\"
playedthepieceoveragain。AnisyaFedorovna’ssmilingfacereappearedinthedoorwayandbehindhersotherfaces……
Fetchingwaterclearandsweet,Stop,dearmaiden,Ientreat—
played\"Uncle\"oncemore,runninghisfingersskillfullyoverthestrings,andthenhestoppedshortandjerkedhisshoulders。
\"Goon,Uncledear,\"Natashawailedinanimploringtoneasifherlifedependedonit。
\"Uncle\"rose,anditwasasifthereweretwomeninhim:oneofthemsmiledseriouslyatthemerryfellow,whilethemerryfellowstruckanaiveandpreciseattitudepreparatorytoafolkdance。
\"Nowthen,niece!\"heexclaimed,wavingtoNatashathehandthathadjuststruckachord。
Natashathrewofftheshawlfromhershoulders,ranforwardtoface\"Uncle,\"andsettingherarmsakimboalsomadeamotionwithhershouldersandstruckanattitude。
Where,how,andwhenhadthisyoungcountess,educatedbyanemigreeFrenchgoverness,imbibedfromtheRussianairshebreathedthatspiritandobtainedthatmannerwhichthepasdechale*would,onewouldhavesupposed,longagohaveeffaced?ButthespiritandthemovementswerethoseinimitableandunteachableRussianonesthat\"Uncle\"hadexpectedofher。Assoonasshehadstruckherpose,andsmiledtriumphantly,proudly,andwithslymerriment,thefearthathadatfirstseizedNicholasandtheothersthatshemightnotdotherightthingwasatanend,andtheywerealreadyadmiringher。
*TheFrenchshawldance。
Shedidtherightthingwithsuchprecision,suchcompleteprecision,thatAnisyaFedorovna,whohadatoncehandedherthehandkerchiefsheneededforthedance,hadtearsinhereyes,thoughshelaughedasshewatchedthisslim,gracefulcountess,rearedinsilksandvelvetsandsodifferentfromherself,whoyetwasabletounderstandallthatwasinAnisyaandinAnisya’sfatherandmotherandaunt,andineveryRussianmanandwoman。
\"Well,littlecountess;that’sit—comeon!\"cried\"Uncle,\"withajoyouslaugh,havingfinishedthedance。\"Welldone,niece!Nowafineyoungfellowmustbefoundashusbandforyou。That’sit—comeon!\"
\"He’schosenalready,\"saidNicholassmiling。
\"Oh?\"said\"Uncle\"insurprise,lookinginquiringlyatNatasha,whonoddedherheadwithahappysmile。
\"Andsuchaone!\"shesaid。Butassoonasshehadsaiditanewtrainofthoughtsandfeelingsaroseinher。\"WhatdidNicholas’smilemeanwhenhesaid’chosenalready’?Ishegladofitornot?ItisasifhethoughtmyBolkonskiwouldnotapproveoforunderstandourgaiety。Buthewouldunderstanditall。Whereishenow?\"shethought,andherfacesuddenlybecameserious。Butthislastedonlyasecond。
\"Don’tdaretothinkaboutit,\"shesaidtoherself,andsatdownagainsmilinglybeside\"Uncle,\"begginghimtoplaysomethingmore。
\"Uncle\"playedanothersongandavalse;thenafterapauseheclearedhisthroatandsanghisfavoritehuntingsong:
As’twasgrowingdarklastnightFellthesnowsosoftandlight……
\"Uncle\"sangaspeasantssing,withfullandnaiveconvictionthatthewholemeaningofasongliesinthewordsandthatthetunecomesofitself,andthatapartfromthewordsthereisnotune,whichexistsonlytogivemeasuretothewords。Asaresultofthistheunconsideredtune,likethesongofabird,wasextraordinarilygood。Natashawasinecstasiesover\"Uncle’s\"singing。Sheresolvedtogiveuplearningtheharpandtoplayonlytheguitar。Sheasked\"Uncle\"forhisguitarandatoncefoundthechordsofthesong。
Afternineo’clocktwotrapsandthreemountedmen,whohadbeensenttolookforthem,arrivedtofetchNatashaandPetya。Thecountandcountessdidnotknowwheretheywereandwereveryanxious,saidoneofthemen。
Petyawascarriedoutlikealogandlaidinthelargerofthetwotraps。NatashaandNicholasgotintotheother。\"Uncle\"wrappedNatashaupwarmlyandtookleaveofherwithquiteanewtenderness。
Heaccompaniedthemonfootasfarasthebridgethatcouldnotbecrossed,sothattheyhadtogoroundbytheford,andhesenthuntsmentorideinfrontwithlanterns。
\"Good—by,dearniece,\"hisvoicecalledoutofthedarkness—notthevoiceNatashahadknownpreviously,buttheonethathadsungAs’twasgrowingdarklastnight。
Inthevillagethroughwhichtheypassedtherewereredlightsandacheerfulsmellofsmoke。
\"WhatadarlingUncleis!\"saidNatasha,whentheyhadcomeoutontothehighroad。
\"Yes,\"returnedNicholas。\"You’renotcold?\"
\"No。I’mquite,quiteallright。Ifeelsocomfortable!\"answeredNatasha,almostperplexedbyherfeelings。Theyremainedsilentalongwhile。Thenightwasdarkanddamp。Theycouldnotseethehorses,butonlyheardthemsplashingthroughtheunseenmud。
Whatwaspassinginthatreceptivechildlikesoulthatsoeagerlycaughtandassimilatedallthediverseimpressionsoflife?Howdidtheyallfindplaceinher?Butshewasveryhappy。AstheywerenearinghomeshesuddenlystruckuptheairofAs’twasgrowingdarklastnight—thetuneofwhichshehadallthewaybeentryingtogetandhadatlastcaught。
\"Gotit?\"saidNicholas。
\"Whatwereyouthinkingaboutjustnow,Nicholas?\"inquiredNatasha。
Theywerefondofaskingoneanotherthatquestion。
\"I?\"saidNicholas,tryingtoremember。\"Well,yousee,firstI
thoughtthatRugay,theredhound,waslikeUncle,andthatifhewereamanhewouldalwayskeepUnclenearhim,ifnotforhisriding,thenforhismanner。WhatagoodfellowUncleis!Don’tyouthinkso?……
Well,andyou?\"
\"I?Waitabit,wait……Yes,firstIthoughtthatwearedrivingalongandimaginingthatwearegoinghome,butthatheavenknowswherewearereallygoinginthedarkness,andthatweshallarriveandsuddenlyfindthatwearenotinOtradnoe,butinFairyland。AndthenIthought……No,nothingelse。\"
\"Iknow,Iexpectyouthoughtofhim,\"saidNicholas,smilingasNatashaknewbythesoundofhisvoice。
\"No,\"saidNatasha,thoughshehadinrealitybeenthinkingaboutPrinceAndrewatthesametimeasoftherest,andofhowhewouldhaveliked\"Uncle。\"\"AndthenIwassayingtomyselfalltheway,’HowwellAnisyacarriedherself,howwell!’\"AndNicholasheardherspontaneous,happy,ringinglaughter。\"Anddoyouknow,\"shesuddenlysaid,\"IknowthatIshallneveragainbeashappyandtranquilasIamnow。\"
\"Rubbish,nonsense,humbug!\"exclaimedNicholas,andhethought:
\"HowcharmingthisNatashaofmineis!Ihavenootherfriendlikeherandnevershallhave。Whyshouldshemarry?Wemightalwaysdriveabouttogether!
\"WhatadarlingthisNicholasofmineis!\"thoughtNatasha。
\"Ah,therearestilllightsinthedrawingroom!\"shesaid,pointingtothewindowsofthehousethatgleamedinvitinglyinthemoistvelvetydarknessofthenight。
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CountIlyaRostovhadresignedthepositionofMarshaloftheNobilitybecauseitinvolvedhimintoomuchexpense,butstillhisaffairsdidnotimprove。NatashaandNicholasoftennoticedtheirparentsconferringtogetheranxiouslyandprivatelyandheardsuggestionsofsellingthefineancestralRostovhouseandestatenearMoscow。ItwasnotnecessarytoentertainsofreelyaswhenthecounthadbeenMarshal,andlifeatOtradnoewasquieterthaninformeryears,butstilltheenormoushouseanditslodgeswerefullofpeopleandmorethantwentysatdowntotableeveryday。Thesewerealltheirownpeoplewhohadsettleddowninthehousealmostasmembersofthefamily,orpersonswhowere,itseemed,obligedtoliveinthecount’shouse。SuchwereDimmlerthemusicianandhiswife,Vogelthedancingmasterandhisfamily,Belova,anoldmaidenlady,aninmateofthehouse,andmanyotherssuchasPetya’stutors,thegirls’formergoverness,andotherpeoplewhosimplyfounditpreferableandmoreadvantageoustoliveinthecount’shousethanathome。Theyhadnotasmanyvisitorsasbefore,buttheoldhabitsoflifewithoutwhichthecountandcountesscouldnotconceiveofexistenceremainedunchanged。TherewasstillthehuntingestablishmentwhichNicholashadevenenlarged,thesamefiftyhorsesandfifteengroomsinthestables,thesameexpensivepresentsanddinnerpartiestothewholedistrictonnamedays;
therewerestillthecount’sgamesofwhistandboston,atwhich—
spreadingouthiscardssothateverybodycouldseethem—helethimselfbeplunderedofhundredsofrubleseverydaybyhisneighbors,wholookeduponanopportunitytoplayarubberwithCountRostovasamostprofitablesourceofincome。
Thecountmovedinhisaffairsasinahugenet,tryingnottobelievethathewasentangledbutbecomingmoreandmoresoateverystep,andfeelingtoofeebletobreakthemeshesortosettoworkcarefullyandpatientlytodisentanglethem。Thecountess,withherlovingheart,feltthatherchildrenwerebeingruined,thatitwasnotthecount’sfaultforhecouldnothelpbeingwhathewas—thatthoughhetriedtohideithehimselfsufferedfromtheconsciousnessofhisownandhischildren’sruin,andshetriedtofindmeansofremedyingtheposition。Fromherfemininepointofviewshecouldseeonlyonesolution,namely,forNicholastomarryarichheiress。ShefeltthistobetheirlasthopeandthatifNicholasrefusedthematchshehadfoundforhim,shewouldhavetoabandonthehopeofevergettingmattersright。ThismatchwaswithJulieKaragina,thedaughterofexcellentandvirtuousparents,agirltheRostovshadknownfromchildhood,andwhohadnowbecomeawealthyheiressthroughthedeathofthelastofherbrothers。
ThecountesshadwrittendirecttoJulie’smotherinMoscowsuggestingamarriagebetweentheirchildrenandhadreceivedafavorableanswerfromher。Karaginahadrepliedthatforherpartshewasagreeable,andeverythingdependonherdaughter’sinclination。SheinvitedNicholastocometoMoscow。
Severaltimesthecountess,withtearsinhereyes,toldhersonthatnowbothherdaughtersweresettled,heronlywishwastoseehimmarried。Shesaidshecouldliedowninhergravepeacefullyifthatwereaccomplished。Thenshetoldhimthatsheknewofasplendidgirlandtriedtodiscoverwhathethoughtaboutmarriage。
AtothertimesshepraisedJulietohimandadvisedhimtogotoMoscowduringtheholidaystoamusehimself。Nicholasguessedwhathismother’sremarkswereleadingtoandduringoneoftheseconversationsinducedhertospeakquitefrankly。ShetoldhimthatheronlyhopeofgettingtheiraffairsdisentanglednowlayinhismarryingJulieKaragina。
\"But,Mamma,supposeIlovedagirlwhohasnofortune,wouldyouexpectmetosacrificemyfeelingsandmyhonorforthesakeofmoney?\"heaskedhismother,notrealizingthecrueltyofhisquestionandonlywishingtoshowhisnoble—mindedness。
\"No,youhavenotunderstoodme,\"saidhismother,notknowinghowtojustifyherself。\"Youhavenotunderstoodme,Nikolenka。ItisyourhappinessIwishfor,\"sheadded,feelingthatshewastellinganuntruthandwasbecomingentangled。Shebegantocry。
\"Mamma,don’tcry!Onlytellmethatyouwishit,andyouknowI
willgivemylife,anything,toputyouatease,\"saidNicholas。\"I
wouldsacrificeanythingforyou—evenmyfeelings。\"
Butthecountessdidnotwantthequestionputlikethat:shedidnotwantasacrificefromherson,sheherselfwishedtomakeasacrificeforhim。
\"No,youhavenotunderstoodme,don’tletustalkaboutit,\"shereplied,wipingawayhertears。
\"MaybeIdoloveapoorgirl,\"saidNicholastohimself。\"AmItosacrificemyfeelingsandmyhonorformoney?IwonderhowMammacouldspeaksotome。BecauseSonyaispoorImustnotloveher,\"hethought,\"mustnotrespondtoherfaithful,devotedlove?YetIshouldcertainlybehappierwithherthanwithsomedoll—likeJulie。Icanalwayssacrificemyfeelingsformyfamily’swelfare,\"hesaidtohimself,\"butIcan’tcoercemyfeelings。IfIloveSonya,thatfeelingisformestrongerandhigherthanallelse。\"
NicholasdidnotgotoMoscow,andthecountessdidnotrenewtheconversationwithhimaboutmarriage。Shesawwithsorrow,andsometimeswithexasperation,symptomsofagrowingattachmentbetweenhersonandtheportionlessSonya。Thoughsheblamedherselfforit,shecouldnotrefrainfromgrumblingatandworryingSonya,oftenpullingherupwithoutreason,addressingherstifflyas\"mydear,\"andusingtheformal\"you\"insteadoftheintimate\"thou\"inspeakingtoher。ThekindheartedcountesswasthemorevexedwithSonyabecausethatpoor,dark—eyednieceofherswassomeek,sokind,sodevotedlygratefultoherbenefactors,andsofaithfully,unchangingly,andunselfishlyinlovewithNicholas,thattherewerenogroundsforfindingfaultwithher。
Nicholaswasspendingthelastofhisleaveathome。AfourthletterhadcomefromPrinceAndrew,fromRome,inwhichhewrotethathewouldhavebeenonhiswaybacktoRussialongagohadnothiswoundunexpectedlyreopenedinthewarmclimate,whichobligedhimtodeferhisreturntillthebeginningofthenewyear。Natashawasstillasmuchinlovewithherbetrothed,foundthesamecomfortinthatlove,andwasstillasreadytothrowherselfintoallthepleasuresoflifeasbefore;butattheendofthefourthmonthoftheirseparationshebegantohavefitsofdepressionwhichshecouldnotmaster。Shefeltsorryforherself:sorrythatshewasbeingwastedallthistimeandofnousetoanyone—whileshefeltherselfsocapableoflovingandbeingloved。
ThingswerenotcheerfulintheRostovs’home。
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ChristmascameandexceptfortheceremonialMass,thesolemnandwearisomeChristmascongratulationsfromneighborsandservants,andthenewdresseseveryoneputon,therewerenospecialfestivities,thoughthecalmfrostoftwentydegreesReaumur,thedazzlingsunshinebyday,andthestarlightofthewinternightsseemedtocallforsomespecialcelebrationoftheseason。
OnthethirddayofChristmasweek,afterthemiddaydinner,alltheinmatesofthehousedispersedtovariousrooms。Itwasthedullesttimeoftheday。Nicholas,whohadbeenvisitingsomeneighborsthatmorning,wasasleeponthesitting—roomsofa。Theoldcountwasrestinginhisstudy。Sonyasatinthedrawingroomattheroundtable,copyingadesignforembroidery。Thecountesswasplayingpatience。NastasyaIvanovnathebuffoonsatwithasadfaceatthewindowwithtwooldladies。Natashacameintotheroom,wentuptoSonya,glancedatwhatshewasdoing,andthenwentuptohermotherandstoodwithoutspeaking。
\"Whyareyouwanderingaboutlikeanoutcast?\"askedhermother。
\"Whatdoyouwant?\"
\"Him……Iwanthim……now,thisminute!Iwanthim!\"saidNatasha,withglitteringeyesandnosignofasmile。
Thecountessliftedherheadandlookedattentivelyatherdaughter。
\"Don’tlookatme,Mamma!Don’tlook;Ishallcrydirectly。\"
\"Sitdownwithmealittle,\"saidthecountess。
\"Mamma,Iwanthim。WhyshouldIbewastedlikethis,Mamma?\"
Hervoicebroke,tearsgushedfromhereyes,andsheturnedquicklytohidethemandlefttheroom。
Shepassedintothesittingroom,stoodtherethinkingawhile,andthenwentintothemaids’room。Thereanoldmaidservantwasgrumblingatayounggirlwhostoodpanting,havingjustruninthroughthecoldfromtheserfs’quarters。
\"Stopplaying—there’satimeforeverything,\"saidtheoldwoman。
\"Letheralone,Kondratevna,\"saidNatasha。\"Go,Mavrushka,go。\"
HavingreleasedMavrushka,Natashacrossedthedancinghallandwenttothevestibule。Thereanoldfootmanandtwoyoungoneswereplayingcards。Theybrokeoffandroseassheentered。
\"WhatcanIdowiththem?\"thoughtNatasha。
\"Oh,Nikita,pleasego……wherecanIsendhim?……Yes,gototheyardandfetchafowl,please,acock,andyou,Misha,bringmesomeoats。\"
\"Justafewoats?\"saidMisha,cheerfullyandreadily。
\"Go,goquickly,\"theoldmanurgedhim。
\"Andyou,Theodore,getmeapieceofchalk。\"
Onherwaypastthebutler’spantryshetoldthemtosetasamovar,thoughitwasnotatallthetimefortea。
Foka,thebutler,wasthemostill—temperedpersoninthehouse。
Natashalikedtotestherpoweroverhim。Hedistrustedtheorderandaskedwhetherthesamovarwasreallywanted。
\"Ohdear,whatayounglady!\"saidFoka,pretendingtofrownatNatasha。
NooneinthehousesentpeopleaboutorgavethemasmuchtroubleasNatashadid。Shecouldnotseepeopleunconcernedly,buthadtosendthemonsomeerrand。Sheseemedtobetryingwhetheranyofthemwouldgetangryorsulkywithher;buttheserfsfulfillednoone’sorderssoreadilyastheydidhers。\"WhatcanIdo,wherecanIgo?\"thoughtshe,asshewentslowlyalongthepassage。
\"NastasyaIvanovna,whatsortofchildrenshallIhave?\"sheaskedthebuffoon,whowascomingtowardherinawoman’sjacket。
\"Why,fleas,crickets,grasshoppers,\"answeredthebuffoon。
\"OLord,OLord,it’salwaysthesame!Oh,whereamItogo?WhatamItodowithmyself?\"Andtappingwithherheels,sheranquicklyupstairstoseeVogelandhiswifewholivedontheupperstory。
TwogovernessesweresittingwiththeVogelsatatable,onwhichwereplatesofraisins,walnuts,andalmonds。ThegovernesseswerediscussingwhetheritwascheapertoliveinMoscoworOdessa。Natashasatdown,listenedtotheirtalkwithaseriousandthoughtfulair,andthengotupagain。
\"TheislandofMadagascar,\"shesaid,\"Ma—da—gas—car,\"sherepeated,articulatingeachsyllabledistinctly,and,notreplyingtoMadameSchosswhoaskedherwhatshewassaying,shewentoutoftheroom。
HerbrotherPetyawasupstairstoo;withthemaninattendanceonhimhewaspreparingfireworkstoletoffthatnight。
\"Petya!Petya!\"shecalledtohim。\"Carrymedownstairs。\"
Petyaranupandofferedherhisback。Shejumpedonit,puttingherarmsroundhisneck,andheprancedalongwithher。
\"No,don’t……theislandofMadagascar!\"shesaid,andjumpingoffhisbackshewentdownstairs。
Havingasitwerereviewedherkingdom,testedherpower,andmadesurethateveryonewassubmissive,butthatallthesameitwasdull,Natashabetookherselftotheballroom,pickedupherguitar,satdowninadarkcornerbehindabookcase,andbegantorunherfingersoverthestringsinthebass,pickingoutapassagesherecalledfromanoperashehadheardinPetersburgwithPrinceAndrew。
Whatshedrewfromtheguitarwouldhavehadnomeaningforotherlisteners,butinherimaginationawholeseriesofreminiscencesarosefromthosesounds。Shesatbehindthebookcasewithhereyesfixedonastreakoflightescapingfromthepantrydoorandlistenedtoherselfandpondered。Shewasinamoodforbroodingonthepast。
Sonyapassedtothepantrywithaglassinherhand。Natashaglancedatherandatthecrackinthepantrydoor,anditseemedtoherthatsherememberedthelightfailingthroughthatcrackoncebeforeandSonyapassingwithaglassinherhand。\"Yesitwasexactlythesame,\"thoughtNatasha。
\"Sonya,whatisthis?\"shecried,twangingathickstring。
\"Oh,youarethere!\"saidSonyawithastart,andcamenearandlistened。\"Idon’tknow。Astorm?\"sheventuredtimidly,afraidofbeingwrong。
\"There!That’sjusthowshestartedandjusthowshecameupsmilingtimidlywhenallthishappenedbefore,\"thoughtNatasha,\"andinjustthesamewayIthoughttherewassomethinglackinginher。\"
\"No,it’sthechorusfromTheWater—Carrier,listen!\"andNatashasangtheairofthechorussothatSonyashouldcatchit。\"Wherewereyougoing?\"sheasked。
\"Tochangethewaterinthisglass。Iamjustfinishingthedesign。\"
\"Youalwaysfindsomethingtodo,butIcan’t,\"saidNatasha。\"Andwhere’sNicholas?\"
\"Asleep,Ithink。\"
\"Sonya,goandwakehim,\"saidNatasha。\"TellhimIwanthimtocomeandsing。\"
Shesatawhile,wonderingwhatthemeaningofitallhavinghappenedbeforecouldbe,andwithoutsolvingthisproblem,oratallregrettingnothavingdoneso,sheagainpassedinfancytothetimewhenshewaswithhimandhewaslookingatherwithalover’seyes。
\"Oh,ifonlyhewouldcomequicker!Iamsoafraiditwillneverbe!
And,worstofall,Iamgrowingold—that’sthething!Therewon’tthenbeinmewhatthereisnow。Butperhapshe’llcometoday,willcomeimmediately。Perhapshehascomeandissittinginthedrawingroom。PerhapshecameyesterdayandIhaveforgottenit。\"Sherose,putdowntheguitar,andwenttothedrawingroom。
Allthedomesticcircle,tutors,governesses,andguests,werealreadyattheteatable。Theservantsstoodroundthetable—butPrinceAndrewwasnotthereandlifewasgoingonasbefore。
\"Ah,heresheis!\"saidtheoldcount,whenhesawNatashaenter。
\"Well,sitdownbyme。\"ButNatashastayedbyhermotherandglancedroundasiflookingforsomething。
\"Mamma!\"shemuttered,\"givehimtome,givehim,Mamma,quickly,quickly!\"andsheagainhaddifficultyinrepressinghersobs。
ShesatdownatthetableandlistenedtotheconversationbetweentheeldersandNicholas,whohadalsocometothetable。\"MyGod,myGod!Thesamefaces,thesametalk,Papaholdinghiscupandblowinginthesameway!\"thoughtNatasha,feelingwithhorrorasenseofrepulsionrisingupinherforthewholehousehold,becausetheywerealwaysthesame。
Aftertea,Nicholas,Sonya,andNatashawenttothesittingroom,totheirfavoritecornerwheretheirmostintimatetalksalwaysbegan。
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Doesiteverhappentoyou,\"saidNatashatoherbrother,whentheysettleddowninthesittingroom,\"doesiteverhappentoyoutofeelasiftherewerenothingmoretocome—nothing;thateverythinggoodispast?Andtofeelnotexactlydull,butsad?\"
\"Ishouldthinkso!\"hereplied。\"Ihavefeltlikethatwheneverythingwasallrightandeveryonewascheerful。ThethoughthascomeintomymindthatIwasalreadytiredofitall,andthatwemustalldie。OnceintheregimentIhadnotgonetosomemerrymakingwheretherewasmusic……andsuddenlyIfeltsodepressed……\"
\"Ohyes,Iknow,Iknow,Iknow!\"Natashainterruptedhim。\"WhenI
wasquitelittlethatusedtobesowithme。DoyourememberwhenI
waspunishedonceaboutsomeplums?Youwerealldancing,andIsatsobbingintheschoolroom?Ishallneverforgetit:Ifeltsadandsorryforeveryone,formyself,andforeveryone。AndIwasinnocent—thatwasthechiefthing,\"saidNatasha。\"Doyouremember?\"
\"Iremember,\"answeredNicholas。\"IrememberthatIcametoyouafterwardsandwantedtocomfortyou,butdoyouknow,Ifeltashamedto。Wewereterriblyabsurd。Ihadafunnydollthenandwantedtogiveittoyou。Doyouremember?\"
\"Anddoyouremember,\"Natashaaskedwithapensivesmile,\"howonce,long,longago,whenwewerequitelittle,Unclecalledusintothestudy—thatwasintheoldhouse—anditwasdark—wewentinandsuddenlytherestood……\"
\"ANegro,\"chimedinNicholaswithasmileofdelight。\"OfcourseIremember。EvennowIdon’tknowwhethertherereallywasaNegro,orifweonlydreameditorweretoldabouthim。\"
\"Hewasgray,youremember,andhadwhiteteeth,andstoodandlookedatus……\"
\"Sonya,doyouremember?\"askedNicholas。
\"Yes,yes,Idoremembersomethingtoo,\"Sonyaansweredtimidly。
\"YouknowIhaveaskedPapaandMammaaboutthatNegro,\"saidNatasha,\"andtheysaytherewasnoNegroatall。Butyousee,youremember!\"
\"OfcourseIdo,IrememberhisteethasifIhadjustseenthem。\"
\"Howstrangeitis!It’sasifitwereadream!Ilikethat。\"
\"Anddoyourememberhowwerolledhard—boiledeggsintheballroom,andsuddenlytwooldwomenbeganspinningroundonthecarpet?Wasthatrealornot?Doyourememberwhatfunitwas?\"
\"Yes,andyourememberhowPapainhisblueovercoatfiredagunintheporch?\"
Sotheywentthroughtheirmemories,smilingwithpleasure:notthesadmemoriesofoldage,butpoetic,youthfulones—thoseimpressionsofone’smostdistantpastinwhichdreamsandrealitiesblend—andtheylaughedwithquietenjoyment。
Sonya,asalways,didnotquitekeeppacewiththem,thoughtheysharedthesamereminiscences。
Muchthattheyrememberedhadslippedfromhermind,andwhatsherecalleddidnotarousethesamepoeticfeelingastheyexperienced。
Shesimplyenjoyedtheirpleasureandtriedtofitinwithit。
SheonlyreallytookpartwhentheyrecalledSonya’sfirstarrival。ShetoldthemhowafraidshehadbeenofNicholasbecausehehadonacordedjacketandhernursehadtoldherthatshe,too,wouldbesewnupwithcords。
\"AndIremembertheirtellingmethatyouhadbeenbornunderacabbage,\"saidNatasha,andIrememberthatIdarednotdisbelieveitthen,butknewthatitwasnottrue,andIfeltsouncomfortable。\"
Whiletheyweretalkingamaidthrustherheadinattheotherdoorofthesittingroom。
\"Theyhavebroughtthecock,Miss,\"shesaidinawhisper。
\"Itisn’twanted,Petya。Tellthemtotakeitaway,\"repliedNatasha。
Inthemiddleoftheirtalkinthesittingroom,Dimmlercameinandwentuptotheharpthatstoodthereinacorner。Hetookoffitsclothcovering,andtheharpgaveoutajarringsound。
\"Mr。Dimmler,pleaseplaymyfavoritenocturnebyField,\"cametheoldcountess’voicefromthedrawingroom。
Dimmlerstruckachordand,turningtoNatasha,Nicholas,andSonya,remarked:\"Howquietyouyoungpeopleare!\"
\"Yes,we’rephilosophizing,\"saidNatasha,glancingroundforamomentandthencontinuingtheconversation。Theywerenowdiscussingdreams。
Dimmlerbegantoplay;Natashawentontiptoenoiselesslytothetable,tookupacandle,carrieditout,andreturned,seatingherselfquietlyinherformerplace。Itwasdarkintheroomespeciallywheretheyweresittingonthesofa,butthroughthebigwindowsthesilverylightofthefullmoonfellonthefloor。Dimmlerhadfinishedthepiecebutstillsatsoftlyrunninghisfingersoverthestrings,evidentlyuncertainwhethertostoportoplaysomethingelse。
\"Doyouknow,\"saidNatashainawhisper,movingclosertoNicholasandSonya,\"thatwhenonegoesonandonrecallingmemories,oneatlastbeginstorememberwhathappenedbeforeonewasintheworld……\"
\"Thatismetempsychosis,\"saidSonya,whohadalwayslearnedwell,andrememberedeverything。\"TheEgyptiansbelievedthatoursoulshavelivedinanimals,andwillgobackintoanimalsagain。\"
\"No,Idon’tbelieveweeverwereinanimals,\"saidNatasha,stillinawhisperthoughthemusichadceased。\"ButIamcertainthatwewereangelssomewherethere,andhavebeenhere,andthatiswhyweremember……\"
\"MayIjoinyou?\"saidDimmlerwhohadcomeupquietly,andhesatdownbythem。
\"Ifwehavebeenangels,whyhavewefallenlower?\"saidNicholas。
\"No,thatcan’tbe!\"
\"Notlower,whosaidwewerelower?……HowdoIknowwhatIwasbefore?\"Natasharejoinedwithconviction。\"Thesoulisimmortal—wellthen,ifIshallalwaysliveImusthavelivedbefore,livedforawholeeternity。\"
\"Yes,butitishardforustoimagineeternity,\"remarkedDimmler,whohadjoinedtheyoungfolkwithamildlycondescendingsmilebutnowspokeasquietlyandseriouslyasthey。
\"Whyisithardtoimagineeternity?\"saidNatasha。\"Itisnowtoday,anditwillbetomorrow,andalways;andtherewasyesterday,andthedaybefore……\"
\"Natasha!Nowit’syourturn。Singmesomething,\"theyheardthecountesssay。\"Whyareyousittingtherelikeconspirators?\"
\"Mamma,Idon’tatallwantto,\"repliedNatasha,butallthesamesherose。
Noneofthem,noteventhemiddle—agedDimmler,wantedtobreakofftheirconversationandquitthatcornerinthesittingroom,butNatashagotupandNicholassatdownattheclavichord。Standingasusualinthemiddleofthehallandchoosingtheplacewheretheresonancewasbest,Natashabegantosinghermother’sfavoritesong。
Shehadsaidshedidnotwanttosing,butitwaslongsinceshehadsung,andlongbeforesheagainsang,asshedidthatevening。Thecount,fromhisstudywherehewastalkingtoMitenka,heardherand,likeaschoolboyinahurrytorunouttoplay,blunderedinhistalkwhilegivingorderstothesteward,andatlaststopped,whileMitenkastoodinfrontofhimalsolisteningandsmiling。
Nicholasdidnottakehiseyesoffhissisteranddrewbreathintimewithher。Sonya,asshelistened,thoughtoftheimmensedifferencetherewasbetweenherselfandherfriend,andhowimpossibleitwasforhertobeanythinglikeasbewitchingashercousin。Theoldcountesssatwithablissfulyetsadsmileandwithtearsinhereyes,occasionallyshakingherhead。ShethoughtofNatashaandofherownyouth,andofhowtherewassomethingunnaturalanddreadfulinthisimpendingmarriageofNatashaandPrinceAndrew。
Dimmler,whohadseatedhimselfbesidethecountess,listenedwithclosedeyes。
\"Ah,Countess,\"hesaidatlast,\"that’saEuropeantalent,shehasnothingtolearn—whatsoftness,tenderness,andstrength……\"
\"Ah,howafraidIamforher,howafraidIam!\"saidthecountess,notrealizingtowhomshewasspeaking。HermaternalinstincttoldherthatNatashahadtoomuchofsomething,andthatbecauseofthisshewouldnotbehappy。BeforeNatashahadfinishedsinging,fourteen—year—oldPetyarushedindelightedly,tosaythatsomemummershadarrived。
Natashastoppedabruptly。
\"Idiot!\"shescreamedatherbrotherand,runningtoachair,threwherselfonit,sobbingsoviolentlythatshecouldnotstopforalongtime。
\"It’snothing,Mamma,reallyit’snothing;onlyPetyastartledme,\"shesaid,tryingtosmile,buthertearsstillflowedandsobsstillchokedher。
Themummerssomeofthehouseserfsdressedupasbears,Turks,innkeepers,andladies—frighteningandfunny—bringinginwiththemthecoldfromoutsideandafeelingofgaiety,crowded,atfirsttimidly,intotheanteroom,thenhidingbehindoneanothertheypushedintotheballroomwhere,shylyatfirstandthenmoreandmoremerrilyandheartily,theystartedsinging,dancing,andplayingChristmasgames。Thecountess,whenshehadidentifiedthemandlaughedattheircostumes,wentintothedrawingroom。Thecountsatintheballroom,smilingradiantlyandapplaudingtheplayers。Theyoungpeoplehaddisappeared。
Halfanhourlaterthereappearedamongtheothermummersintheballroomanoldladyinahoopedskirt—thiswasNicholas。ATurkishgirlwasPetya。AclownwasDimmler。AnhussarwasNatasha,andaCircassianwasSonyawithburnt—corkmustacheandeyebrows。
Afterthecondescendingsurprise,nonrecognition,andpraise,fromthosewhowerenotthemselvesdressedup,theyoungpeopledecidedthattheircostumesweresogoodthattheyoughttobeshownelsewhere。
Nicholas,who,astheroadswereinsplendidcondition,wantedtotakethemallforadriveinhistroyka,proposedtotakewiththemaboutadozenoftheserfmummersanddriveto\"Uncle’s。\"
\"No,whydisturbtheoldfellow?\"saidthecountess。\"Besides,youwouldn’thaveroomtoturnroundthere。Ifyoumustgo,gototheMelyukovs’\"
Melyukovawasawidow,who,withherfamilyandtheirtutorsandgovernesses,livedthreemilesfromtheRostovs。
\"That’sright,mydear,\"chimedintheoldcount,thoroughlyaroused。\"I’lldressupatonceandgowiththem。I’llmakePashetteopenhereyes。\"
Butthecountesswouldnotagreetohisgoing;hehadhadabadlegalltheselastdays。Itwasdecidedthatthecountmustnotgo,butthatifLouisaIvanovnaMadameSchosswouldgowiththem,theyoungladiesmightgototheMelyukovs’,Sonya,generallysotimidandshy,moreurgentlythananyonebeggingLouisaIvanovnanottorefuse。
Sonya’scostumewasthebestofall。Hermustacheandeyebrowswereextraordinarilybecoming。Everyonetoldhershelookedveryhandsome,andshewasinaspiritedandenergeticmoodunusualwithher。Someinnervoicetoldherthatnoworneverherfatewouldbedecided,andinhermaleattiresheseemedquiteadifferentperson。
LouisaIvanovnaconsentedtogo,andinhalfanhourfourtroykasleighswithlargeandsmallbells,theirrunnerssqueakingandwhistlingoverthefrozensnow,droveuptotheporch。
Natashawasforemostinsettingamerryholidaytone,which,passingfromonetoanother,grewstrongerandstrongerandreacheditsclimaxwhentheyallcameoutintothefrostandgotintothesleighs,talking,callingtooneanother,laughing,andshouting。
Twoofthetroykasweretheusualhouseholdsleighs,thethirdwastheoldcount’swithatrotterfromtheOrlovstudasshafthorse,thefourthwasNicholas’ownwithashortshaggyblackshafthorse。
Nicholas,inhisoldlady’sdressoverwhichhehadbeltedhishussarovercoat,stoodinthemiddleofthesleigh,reinsinhand。
Itwassolightthathecouldseethemoonlightreflectedfromthemetalharnessdisksandfromtheeyesofthehorses,wholookedroundinalarmatthenoisypartyundertheshadowoftheporchroof。
Natasha,Sonya,MadameSchoss,andtwomaidsgotintoNicholas’
sleigh;Dimmler,hiswife,andPetya,intotheoldcount’s,andtherestofthemummersseatedthemselvesintheothertwosleighs。
\"Yougoahead,Zakhar!\"shoutedNicholastohisfather’scoachman,wishingforachancetoracepasthim。
Theoldcount’stroyka,withDimmlerandhisparty,startedforward,squeakingonitsrunnersasthoughfreezingtothesnow,itsdeep—tonedbellclanging。Thesidehorses,pressingagainsttheshaftsofthemiddlehorse,sankinthesnow,whichwasdryandglitteredlikesugar,andthrewitup。
Nicholassetoff,followingthefirstsleigh;behindhimtheothersmovednoisily,theirrunnerssqueaking。Atfirsttheydroveatasteadytrotalongthenarrowroad。Whiletheydrovepastthegardentheshadowsofthebaretreesoftenfellacrosstheroadandhidthebrilliantmoonlight,butassoonastheywerepastthefence,thesnowyplainbathedinmoonlightandmotionlessspreadoutbeforethemglitteringlikediamondsanddappledwithbluishshadows。Bang,bang!wentthefirstsleighoveracradleholeinthesnowoftheroad,andeachoftheothersleighsjoltedinthesameway,andrudelybreakingthefrost—boundstillness,thetroykasbegantospeedalongtheroad,oneaftertheother。
\"Ahare’strack,alotoftracks!\"rangoutNatasha’svoicethroughthefrost—boundair。
\"Howlightitis,Nicholas!\"cameSonya’svoice。
NicholasglancedroundatSonya,andbentdowntoseeherfacecloser。Quiteanew,sweetfacewithblackeyebrowsandmustachespeepedupathimfromhersablefurs—socloseandyetsodistant—
inthemoonlight。
\"ThatusedtobeSonya,\"thoughthe,andlookedathercloserandsmiled。
\"Whatisit,Nicholas?\"
\"Nothing,\"saidheandturnedagaintothehorses。
Whentheycameoutontothebeatenhighroad—polishedbysleighrunnersandcutupbyrough—shodhoofs,themarksofwhichwerevisibleinthemoonlight—thehorsesbegantotugatthereinsoftheirownaccordandincreasedtheirpace。Thenearsidehorse,archinghisheadandbreakingintoashortcanter,tuggedathistraces。Theshafthorseswayedfromsidetoside,movinghisearsasifasking:\"Isn’tittimetobeginnow?\"Infront,alreadyfaraheadthedeepbellofthesleighringingfartherandfartheroff,theblackhorsesdrivenbyZakharcouldbeclearlyseenagainstthewhitesnow。Fromthatsleighonecouldheartheshouts,laughter,andvoicesofthemummers。
\"Geeup,mydarlings!\"shoutedNicholas,pullingthereinstoonesideandflourishingthewhip。
Itwasonlybythekeenerwindthatmetthemandthejerksgivenbythesidehorseswhopulledharder—everincreasingtheirgallop—
thatonenoticedhowfastthetroykawasflying。Nicholaslookedback。
Withscreamssqueals,andwavingofwhipsthatcausedeventheshafthorsestogallop—theothersleighsfollowed。Theshafthorseswungsteadilybeneaththebowoveritshead,withnothoughtofslackeningpaceandreadytoputonspeedwhenrequired。
Nicholasovertookthefirstsleigh。Theyweredrivingdownhillandcomingoutuponabroadtroddentrackacrossameadow,nearariver。
\"Wherearewe?\"thoughthe。\"It’stheKosoymeadow,Isuppose。Butno—thisissomethingnewI’veneverseenbefore。Thisisn’ttheKosoymeadownortheDemkinhill,andheavenonlyknowswhatitis!Itissomethingnewandenchanted。Well,whateveritmaybe……\"Andshoutingtohishorses,hebegantopassthefirstsleigh。
Zakharheldbackhishorsesandturnedhisface,whichwasalreadycoveredwithhoarfrosttohiseyebrows。
Nicholasgavethehorsestherein,andZakhar,stretchingouthisarms,cluckedhistongueandlethishorsesgo。
\"Now,lookout,master!\"hecried。
Fasterstillthetwotroykasflewsidebyside,andfastermovedthefeetofthegallopingsidehorses。Nicholasbegantodrawahead。
Zakhar,whilestillkeepinghisarmsextended,raisedonehandwiththereins。
\"Noyouwon’t,master!\"heshouted。
NicholasputallhishorsestoagallopandpassedZakhar。Thehorsesshoweredthefinedrysnowonthefacesofthoseinthesleigh—
besidethemsoundedquickringingbellsandtheycaughtconfusedglimpsesofswiftlymovinglegsandtheshadowsofthetroykatheywerepassing。Thewhistlingsoundoftherunnersonthesnowandthevoicesofgirlsshriekingwereheardfromdifferentsides。
Againcheckinghishorses,Nicholaslookedaroundhim。Theywerestillsurroundedbythemagicplainbathedinmoonlightandspangledwithstars。
\"ZakharisshoutingthatIshouldturntotheleft,butwhytotheleft?\"thoughtNicholas。\"ArewegettingtotheMelyukovs’?IsthisMelyukovka?Heavenonlyknowswherewearegoing,andheavenknowswhatishappeningtous—butitisverystrangeandpleasantwhateveritis。\"Andhelookedroundinthesleigh。
\"Look,hismustacheandeyelashesareallwhite!\"saidoneofthestrange,pretty,unfamiliarpeople—theonewithfineeyebrowsandmustache。
\"IthinkthisusedtobeNatasha,\"thoughtNicholas,\"andthatwasMadameSchoss,butperhapsit’snot,andthisCircassianwiththemustacheIdon’tknow,butIloveher。\"
\"Aren’tyoucold?\"heasked。
Theydidnotanswerbutbegantolaugh。Dimmlerfromthesleighbehindshoutedsomething—probablysomethingfunny—buttheycouldnotmakeoutwhathesaid。
\"Yes,yes!\"somevoicesanswered,laughing。
\"Butherewasafairyforestwithblackmovingshadows,andaglitterofdiamondsandaflightofmarblestepsandthesilverroofsoffairybuildingsandtheshrillyellsofsomeanimals。AndifthisisreallyMelyukovka,itisstillstrangerthatwedroveheavenknowswhereandhavecometoMelyukovka,\"thoughtNicholas。
ItreallywasMelyukovka,andmaidsandfootmenwithmerryfacescamerunning,outtotheporchcarryingcandles。
\"Whoisit?\"askedsomeoneintheporch。
\"Themummersfromthecount’s。Iknowbythehorses,\"repliedsomevoices。
BK7CH11
CHAPTERXI
PelageyaDanilovnaMelyukova,abroadlybuilt,energeticwomanwearingspectacles,satinthedrawingroominaloosedress,surroundedbyherdaughterswhomshewastryingtokeepfromfeelingdull。Theywerequietlydroppingmeltedwaxintosnowandlookingattheshadowsthewaxfigureswouldthrowonthewall,whentheyheardthestepsandvoicesofnewarrivalsinthevestibule。
Hussars,ladies,witches,clowns,andbears,afterclearingtheirthroatsandwipingthehoarfrostfromtheirfacesinthevestibule,cameintotheballroomwherecandleswerehurriedlylighted。Theclown—Dimmler—andthelady—Nicholas—startedadance。Surroundedbythescreamingchildrenthemummers,coveringtheirfacesanddisguisingtheirvoices,bowedtotheirhostessandarrangedthemselvesabouttheroom。
\"Dearme!there’snorecognizingthem!AndNatasha!Seewhomshelookslike!Shereallyremindsmeofsomebody。ButHerrDimmler—isn’thegood!Ididn’tknowhim!Andhowhedances。Dearme,there’saCircassian。Really,howbecomingitistodearSonya。Andwhoisthat?
Well,youhavecheeredusup!NikitaandVanya—clearawaythetables!
Andweweresittingsoquietly。Ha,ha,ha!……Thehussar,thehussar!
Justlikeaboy!Andthelegs!……Ican’tlookathim……\"differentvoicesweresaying。
Natasha,theyoungMelyukovs’favorite,disappearedwiththemintothebackroomswhereacorkandvariousdressinggownsandmalegarmentswerecalledforandreceivedfromthefootmanbybaregirlisharmsfrombehindthedoor。Tenminuteslater,alltheyoungMelyukovsjoinedthemummers。
PelageyaDanilovna,havinggivenorderstocleartheroomsforthevisitorsandarrangedaboutrefreshmentsforthegentryandtheserfs,wentaboutamongthemummerswithoutremovingherspectacles,peeringintotheirfaceswithasuppressedsmileandfailingtorecognizeanyofthem。ItwasnotmerelyDimmlerandtheRostovsshefailedtorecognize,shedidnotevenrecognizeherowndaughters,orherlatehusband’s,dressinggownsanduniforms,whichtheyhadputon。
\"Andwhoisisthis?\"sheaskedhergoverness,peeringintothefaceofherowndaughterdressedupasaKazan—Tartar。\"IsupposeitisoneoftheRostovs!Well,Mr。Hussar,andwhatregimentdoyouservein?\"sheaskedNatasha。\"Here,handsomefruitjellytotheTurk!\"sheorderedthebutlerwhowashandingthingsround。\"That’snotforbiddenbyhislaw。\"
Sometimes,asshelookedatthestrangebutamusingcaperscutbythedancers,who—havingdecidedonceforallthatbeingdisguised,noonewouldrecognizethem—werenotatallshy,PelageyaDanilovnahidherfaceinherhandkerchief,andherwholestoutbodyshookwithirrepressible,kindly,elderlylaughter。
\"MylittleSasha!LookatSasha!\"shesaid。
AfterRussiancountrydancesandchorusdances,PelageyaDanilovnamadetheserfsandgentryjoininonelargecircle:aring,astring,andasilverrublewerefetchedandtheyallplayedgamestogether。
Inanhour,allthecostumeswerecrumpledanddisordered。Thecorkedeyebrowsandmustachesweresmearedovertheperspiring,flushed,andmerryfaces。PelageyaDanilovnabegantorecognizethemummers,admiredtheircleverlycontrivedcostumes,andparticularlyhowtheysuitedtheyoungladies,andshethankedthemallforhavingentertainedhersowell。Thevisitorswereinvitedtosupperinthedrawingroom,andtheserfshadsomethingservedtothemintheballroom。
\"Nowtotellone’sfortuneintheemptybathhouseisfrightening!\"
saidanoldmaidwholivedwiththeMelyukovs,duringsupper。
\"Why?\"saidtheeldestMelyukovgirl。
\"Youwouldn’tgo,ittakescourage……\"
\"I’llgo,\"saidSonya。
\"Tellwhathappenedtotheyounglady!\"saidthesecondMelyukovgirl。
\"Well,\"begantheoldmaid,\"ayoungladyoncewentout,tookacock,laidthetablefortwo,allproperly,andsatdown。Aftersittingawhile,shesuddenlyhearssomeonecoming……asleighdrivesupwithharnessbells;shehearshimcoming!Hecomesin,justintheshapeofaman,likeanofficer—comesinandsitsdowntotablewithher。\"
\"Ah!ah!\"screamedNatasha,rollinghereyeswithhorror。