Oneofthehindmostgunsthatwasgoingontothedamturnedoffontotheice。Crowdsofsoldiersfromthedambeganrunningontothefrozenpond。Theicegavewayunderoneoftheforemostsoldiers,andonelegslippedintothewater。Hetriedtorighthimselfbutfellinuptohiswaist。Thenearestsoldiersshrankback,thegundriverstoppedhishorse,butfrombehindstillcametheshouts:\"Ontotheice,whydoyoustop?Goon!Goon!\"Andcriesofhorrorwereheardinthecrowd。Thesoldiersnearthegunwavedtheirarmsandbeatthehorsestomakethemturnandmoveon。Thehorsesmovedoffthebank。
Theice,thathadheldunderthoseonfoot,collapsedinagreatmass,andsomefortymenwhowereonitdashed,someforwardandsomeback,drowningoneanother。
Stillthecannonballscontinuedregularlytowhistleandflopontotheiceandintothewaterandoftenestofallamongthecrowdthatcoveredthedam,thepond,andthebank。
BK3CH19
CHAPTERXIX
OnthePratzenHeights,wherehehadfallenwiththeflagstaffinhishand,layPrinceAndrewBolkonskibleedingprofuselyandunconsciouslyutteringagentle,piteous,andchildlikemoan。
Towardeveningheceasedmoaningandbecamequitestill。Hedidnotknowhowlonghisunconsciousnesslasted。Suddenlyheagainfeltthathewasaliveandsufferingfromaburning,laceratingpaininhishead。
\"Whereisit,thatloftyskythatIdidnotknowtillnow,butsawtoday?\"washisfirstthought。\"AndIdidnotknowthissufferingeither,\"hethought。\"Yes,Ididnotknowanything,anythingatalltillnow。ButwhereamI?\"
Helistenedandheardthesoundofapproachinghorses,andvoicesspeakingFrench。Heopenedhiseyes。Abovehimagainwasthesameloftyskywithcloudsthathadrisenandwerefloatingstillhigher,andbetweenthemgleamedblueinfinity。Hedidnotturnhisheadanddidnotseethosewho,judgingbythesoundofhoofsandvoices,hadriddenupandstoppednearhim。
ItwasNapoleonaccompaniedbytwoaides—de—camp。BonaparteridingoverthebattlefieldhadgivenfinalorderstostrengthenthebatteriesfiringattheAugesdDamandwaslookingatthekilledandwoundedleftonthefield。
\"Finemen!\"remarkedNapoleon,lookingatadeadRussiangrenadier,who,withhisfaceburiedinthegroundandablackenednape,layonhisstomachwithanalreadystiffenedarmflungwide。
\"Theammunitionforthegunsinpositionisexhausted,YourMajesty,\"saidanadjutantwhohadcomefromthebatteriesthatwerefiringatAugesd。
\"Havesomebroughtfromthereserve,\"saidNapoleon,andhavinggoneonafewstepshestoppedbeforePrinceAndrew,wholayonhisbackwiththeflagstaffthathadbeendroppedbesidehim。TheflaghadalreadybeentakenbytheFrenchasatrophy。
\"That’safinedeath!\"saidNapoleonashegazedatBolkonski。
PrinceAndrewunderstoodthatthiswassaidofhimandthatitwasNapoleonwhosaidit。HeheardthespeakeraddressedasSire。Butheheardthewordsashemighthaveheardthebuzzingofafly。Notonlydidtheynotinteresthim,buthetooknonoticeofthemandatonceforgotthem。Hisheadwasburning,hefelthimselfbleedingtodeath,andhesawabovehimtheremote,lofty,andeverlastingsky。HeknewitwasNapoleon—hishero—butatthatmomentNapoleonseemedtohimsuchasmall,insignificantcreaturecomparedwithwhatwaspassingnowbetweenhimselfandthatloftyinfiniteskywiththecloudsflyingoverit。Atthatmomentitmeantnothingtohimwhomightbestandingoverhim,orwhatwassaidofhim;hewasonlygladthatpeoplewerestandingnearhimandonlywishedthattheywouldhelphimandbringhimbacktolife,whichseemedtohimsobeautifulnowthathehadtodaylearnedtounderstanditsodifferently。Hecollectedallhisstrength,tostirandutterasound。
Hefeeblymovedhislegandutteredaweak,sicklygroanwhicharousedhisownpity。
\"Ah!Heisalive,\"saidNapoleon。\"Liftthisyoungmanupandcarryhimtothedressingstation。\"
Havingsaidthis,NapoleonrodeontomeetMarshalLannes,who,hatinhand,rodeupsmilingtotheEmperortocongratulatehimonthevictory。
PrinceAndrewrememberednothingmore:helostconsciousnessfromtheterriblepainofbeingliftedontothestretcher,thejoltingwhilebeingmoved,andtheprobingofhiswoundatthedressingstation。Hedidnotregainconsciousnesstilllateintheday,whenwithotherwoundedandcapturedRussianofficershewascarriedtothehospital。Duringthistransferhefeltalittlestrongerandwasabletolookabouthimandevenspeak。
ThefirstwordsheheardoncomingtohissenseswerethoseofaFrenchconvoyofficer,whosaidrapidly:\"Wemusthalthere:theEmperorwillpasshereimmediately;itwillpleasehimtoseethesegentlemenprisoners。\"
\"Therearesomanyprisonerstoday,nearlythewholeRussianarmy,thatheisprobablytiredofthem,\"saidanotherofficer。
\"Allthesame!TheysaythisoneisthecommanderofalltheEmperorAlexander’sGuards,\"saidthefirstone,indicatingaRussianofficerinthewhiteuniformoftheHorseGuards。
BolkonskirecognizedPrinceRepninwhomhehadmetinPetersburgsociety。Besidehimstoodaladofnineteen,alsoawoundedofficeroftheHorseGuards。
Bonaparte,havingcomeupatagallop,stoppedhishorse。
\"Whichisthesenior?\"heasked,onseeingtheprisoners。
Theynamedthecolonel,PrinceRepnin。
\"YouarethecommanderoftheEmperorAlexander’sregimentofHorseGuards?\"askedNapoleon。
\"Icommandedasquadron,\"repliedRepnin。
\"Yourregimentfulfilleditsdutyhonorably,\"saidNapoleon。
\"Thepraiseofagreatcommanderisasoldier’shighestreward,\"
saidRepnin。
\"Ibestowitwithpleasure,\"saidNapoleon。\"Andwhoisthatyoungmanbesideyou?\"
PrinceRepninnamedLieutenantSukhtelen。
AfterlookingathimNapoleonsmiled。
\"He’sveryyoungtocometomeddlewithus。\"
\"Youthisnohindrancetocourage,\"mutteredSukhteleninafailingvoice。
\"Asplendidreply!\"saidNapoleon。\"Youngman,youwillgofar!\"
PrinceAndrew,whohadalsobeenbroughtforwardbeforetheEmperor’seyestocompletetheshowofprisoners,couldnotfailtoattracthisattention。Napoleonapparentlyrememberedseeinghimonthebattlefieldand,addressinghim,againusedtheepithet\"youngman\"thatwasconnectedinhismemorywithPrinceAndrew。
\"Well,andyou,youngman,\"saidhe。\"Howdoyoufeel,monbrave?\"
Thoughfiveminutesbefore,PrinceAndrewhadbeenabletosayafewwordstothesoldierswhowerecarryinghim,nowwithhiseyesfixedstraightonNapoleon,hewassilent……SoinsignificantatthatmomentseemedtohimalltheintereststhatengrossedNapoleon,someandidhisherohimselfwithhispaltryvanityandjoyinvictoryappear,comparedtothelofty,equitable,andkindlyskywhichhehadseenandunderstood,thathecouldnotanswerhim。
Everythingseemedsofutileandinsignificantincomparisonwiththesternandsolemntrainofthoughtthatweaknessfromlossofblood,suffering,andthenearnessofdeatharousedinhim。LookingintoNapoleon’seyesPrinceAndrewthoughtoftheinsignificanceofgreatness,theunimportanceoflifewhichnoonecouldunderstand,andthestillgreaterunimportanceofdeath,themeaningofwhichnoonealivecouldunderstandorexplain。
TheEmperorwithoutwaitingforananswerturnedawayandsaidtooneoftheofficersashewent:\"Havethesegentlemenattendedtoandtakentomybivouac;letmydoctor,Larrey,examinetheirwounds。Aurevoir,PrinceRepnin!\"andhespurredhishorseandgallopedaway。
Hisfaceshonewithself—satisfactionandpleasure。
ThesoldierswhohadcarriedPrinceAndrewhadnoticedandtakenthelittlegoldiconPrincessMaryhadhungroundherbrother’sneck,butseeingthefavortheEmperorshowedtheprisoners,theynowhastenedtoreturntheholyimage。
PrinceAndrewdidnotseehowandbywhomitwasreplaced,butthelittleiconwithitsthingoldchainsuddenlyappeareduponhischestoutsidehisuniform。
\"Itwouldbegood,\"thoughtPrinceAndrew,glancingattheiconhissisterhadhungroundhisneckwithsuchemotionandreverence,\"itwouldbegoodifeverythingwereasclearandsimpleasitseemstoMary。Howgooditwouldbetoknowwheretoseekforhelpinthislife,andwhattoexpectafteritbeyondthegrave!HowhappyandcalmIshouldbeifIcouldnowsay:’Lord,havemercyonme!’……ButtowhomshouldIsaythat?EithertoaPowerindefinable,incomprehensible,whichInotonlycannotaddressbutwhichIcannotevenexpressinwords—theGreatAllorNothing—\"saidhetohimself,\"ortothatGodwhohasbeensewnintothisamuletbyMary!
Thereisnothingcertain,nothingatallexcepttheunimportanceofeverythingIunderstand,andthegreatnessofsomethingincomprehensiblebutall—important。
Thestretchersmovedon。Ateveryjoltheagainfeltunendurablepain;hisfeverishnessincreasedandhegrewdelirious。Visionsofhisfather,wife,sister,andfutureson,andthetendernesshehadfeltthenightbeforethebattle,thefigureoftheinsignificantlittleNapoleon,andaboveallthistheloftysky,formedthechiefsubjectsofhisdeliriousfancies。
ThequiethomelifeandpeacefulhappinessofBaldHillspresenteditselftohim。HewasalreadyenjoyingthathappinesswhenthatlittleNapoleonhadsuddenlyappearedwithhisunsympathizinglookofshortsighteddelightatthemiseryofothers,anddoubtsandtormentshadfollowed,andonlytheheavenspromisedpeace。TowardmorningallthesedreamsmeltedandmergedintothechaosanddarknessofunconciousnessandoblivionwhichintheopinionofNapoleon’sdoctor,Larrey,wasmuchmorelikelytoendindeaththaninconvalescence。
\"Heisanervous,bilioussubject,\"saidLarrey,\"andwillnotrecover。\"
AndPrinceAndrew,withothersfatallywounded,waslefttothecareoftheinhabitantsofthedistrict。
BOOKFOUR:1806
CHAPTERI
Earlyintheyear1806NicholasRostovreturnedhomeonleave。
DenisovwasgoinghometoVoronezhandRostovpersuadedhimtotravelwithhimasfarasMoscowandtostaywithhimthere。MeetingacomradeatthelastpoststationbutonebeforeMoscow,Denisovhaddrunkthreebottlesofwinewithhimand,despitethejoltingrutsacrossthesnow—coveredroad,didnotoncewakeuponthewaytoMoscow,butlayatthebottomofthesleighbesideRostov,whogrewmoreandmoreimpatientthenearertheygottoMoscow。
\"Howmuchlonger?Howmuchlonger?Oh,theseinsufferablestreets,shops,bakers’signboards,streetlamps,andsleighs!\"thoughtRostov,whentheirleavepermitshadbeenpassedatthetowngateandtheyhadenteredMoscow。
\"Denisov!We’rehere!He’sasleep,\"headded,leaningforwardwithhiswholebodyasifinthatpositionhehopedtohastenthespeedofthesleigh。
Denisovgavenoanswer。
\"There’sthecorneratthecrossroads,wherethecabman,Zakhar,hashisstand,andthere’sZakharhimselfandstillthesamehorse!Andhere’sthelittleshopwhereweusedtobuygingerbread!Can’tyouhurryup?Nowthen!\"
\"Whichhouseisit?\"askedthedriver。
\"Why,thatone,rightattheend,thebigone。Don’tyousee?That’sourhouse,\"saidRostov。\"Ofcourse,it’sourhouse!Denisov,Denisov!
We’realmostthere!\"
Denisovraisedhishead,coughed,andmadenoanswer。
\"Dmitri,\"saidRostovtohisvaletonthebox,\"thoselightsareinourhouse,aren’tthey?\"
\"Yes,sir,andthere’salightinyourfather’sstudy。\"
\"Thenthey’venotgonetobedyet?Whatdoyouthink?Mindnow,don’tforgettoputoutmynewcoat,\"addedRostov,fingeringhisnewmustache。\"Nowthen,geton,\"heshoutedtothedriver。\"Dowakeup,Vaska!\"hewenton,turningtoDenisov,whoseheadwasagainnodding。\"Come,geton!Youshallhavethreerublesforvodka—geton!\"Rostovshouted,whenthesleighwasonlythreehousesfromhisdoor。Itseemedtohimthehorseswerenotmovingatall。Atlastthesleighboretotheright,drewupatanentrance,andRostovsawoverheadtheoldfamiliarcornicewithabitofplasterbrokenoff,theporch,andthepostbythesideofthepavement。Hesprangoutbeforethesleighstopped,andranintothehall。Thehousestoodcoldandsilent,asifquiteregardlessofwhohadcometoit。Therewasnooneinthehall。\"OhGod!Iseveryoneallright?\"hethought,stoppingforamomentwithasinkingheart,andthenimmediatelystartingtorunalongthehallandupthewarpedstepsofthefamiliarstaircase。Thewell—knownolddoorhandle,whichalwaysangeredthecountesswhenitwasnotproperlycleaned,turnedaslooselyasever。Asolitarytallowcandleburnedintheanteroom。
OldMichaelwasasleeponthechest。Prokofy,thefootman,whowassostrongthathecouldliftthebackofthecarriagefrombehind,satplaitingslippersoutofclothselvedges。Helookedupattheopeningdoorandhisexpressionofsleepyindifferencesuddenlychangedtooneofdelightedamazement。
\"Graciousheavens!Theyoungcount!\"hecried,recognizinghisyoungmaster。\"Canitbe?Mytreasure!\"andProkofy,tremblingwithexcitement,rushedtowardthedrawing—roomdoor,probablyinordertoannouncehim,but,changinghismind,camebackandstoopedtokisstheyoungman’sshoulder。
\"Allwell?\"askedRostov,drawingawayhisarm。
\"Yes,Godbethanked!Yes!They’vejustfinishedsupper。Letmehavealookatyou,yourexcellency。\"
\"Iseverythingquiteallright?\"
\"TheLordbethanked,yes!\"
Rostov,whohadcompletelyforgottenDenisov,notwishinganyonetoforestallhim,threwoffhisfurcoatandranontiptoethroughthelargedarkballroom。Allwasthesame:therewerethesameoldcardtablesandthesamechandelierwithacoveroverit;butsomeonehadalreadyseentheyoungmaster,and,beforehehadreachedthedrawingroom,somethingflewoutfromasidedoorlikeatornadoandbeganhuggingandkissinghim。Anotherandyetanothercreatureofthesamekindsprangfromaseconddoorandathird;morehugging,morekissing,moreoutcries,andtearsofjoy。HecouldnotdistinguishwhichwasPapa,whichNatasha,andwhichPetya。Everyoneshouted,talked,andkissedhimatthesametime。Onlyhismotherwasnotthere,henoticedthat。
\"AndIdidnotknow……Nicholas……Mydarling!……\"
\"Hereheis……ourown……Kolya,*dearfellow……Howhehaschanged!……Wherearethecandles?……Tea!……\"
*Nicholas。
\"Andme,kissme!\"
\"Dearest……andme!\"
Sonya,Natasha,Petya,AnnaMikhaylovna,Vera,andtheoldcountwereallhugginghim,andtheserfs,menandmaids,flockedintotheroom,exclaimingandoh—ingandah—ing。
Petya,clingingtohislegs,keptshouting,\"Andmetoo!\"
Natasha,aftershehadpulledhimdowntowardherandcoveredhisfacewithkisses,holdinghimtightbytheskirtofhiscoat,sprangawayandprancedupanddowninoneplacelikeagoatandshriekedpiercingly。
Allaroundwerelovingeyesglisteningwithtearsofjoy,andallaroundwerelipsseekingakiss。
Sonyatoo,allrosyred,clungtohisarmand,radiantwithbliss,lookedeagerlytowardhiseyes,waitingforthelookforwhichshelonged。Sonyanowwassixteenandshewasverypretty,especiallyatthismomentofhappy,rapturousexcitement。Shegazedathim,nottakinghereyesoffhim,andsmilingandholdingherbreath。Hegaveheragratefullook,butwasstillexpectantandlookingforsomeone。Theoldcountesshadnotyetcome。Butnowstepswereheardatthedoor,stepssorapidthattheycouldhardlybehismother’s。
Yetitwasshe,dressedinanewgownwhichhedidnotknow,madesincehehadleft。Alltheotherslethimgo,andherantoher。
Whentheymet,shefellonhisbreast,sobbing。Shecouldnotliftherface,butonlypressedittothecoldbraidingofhishussar’sjacket。
Denisov,whohadcomeintotheroomunnoticedbyanyone,stoodthereandwipedhiseyesatthesight。
\"VasiliDenisov,yourson’sfriend,\"hesaid,introducinghimselftothecount,whowaslookinginquiringlyathim。
\"Youaremostwelcome!Iknow,Iknow,\"saidthecount,kissingandembracingDenisov。\"Nicholaswroteus……Natasha,Vera,look!HereisDenisov!\"
Thesamehappy,rapturousfacesturnedtotheshaggyfigureofDenisov。
\"DarlingDenisov!\"screamedNatasha,besideherselfwithrapture,springingtohim,puttingherarmsroundhim,andkissinghim。Thisescapademadeeverybodyfeelconfused。Denisovblushedtoo,butsmiledand,takingNatasha’shand,kissedit。
Denisovwasshowntotheroompreparedforhim,andtheRostovsallgatheredroundNicholasinthesittingroom。
Theoldcountess,notlettinggoofhishandandkissingiteverymoment,satbesidehim:therest,crowdingroundhim,watchedeverymovement,word,orlookofhis,nevertakingtheirblissfullyadoringeyesoffhim。Hisbrotherandsistersstruggledfortheplacesnearesttohimanddisputedwithoneanotherwhoshouldbringhimhistea,handkerchief,andpipe。
Rostovwasveryhappyinthelovetheyshowedhim;butthefirstmomentofmeetinghadbeensobeatificthathispresentjoyseemedinsufficient,andhekeptexpectingsomethingmore,moreandyetmore。
Nextmorning,afterthefatiguesoftheirjourney,thetravelersslepttillteno’clock。
Intheroomnexttheirbedroomtherewasaconfusionofsabers,satchels,sabretaches,openportmanteaus,anddirtyboots。Twofreshlycleanedpairswithspurshadjustbeenplacedbythewall。Theservantswerebringinginjugsandbasins,hotwaterforshaving,andtheirwell—brushedclothes。Therewasamasculineodorandasmelloftobacco。
\"Hallo,Gwiska—mypipe!\"cameVasiliDenisov’shuskyvoice。
\"Wostov,getup!\"
Rostov,rubbinghiseyesthatseemedgluedtogether,raisedhisdisheveledheadfromthehotpillow。
\"Why,isitlate?\"
\"Late!It’snearlyteno’clock,\"answeredNatasha’svoice。A
rustleofstarchedpetticoatsandthewhisperingandlaughterofgirls’voicescamefromtheadjoiningroom。Thedoorwasopenedacrackandtherewasaglimpseofsomethingblue,ofribbons,blackhair,andmerryfaces。ItwasNatasha,Sonya,andPetya,whohadcometoseewhethertheyweregettingup。
\"Nicholas!Getup!\"Natasha’svoicewasagainheardatthedoor。
\"Directly!\"
Meanwhile,Petya,havingfoundandseizedthesabersintheouterroom,withthedelightboysfeelatthesightofamilitaryelderbrother,andforgettingthatitwasunbecomingforthegirlstoseemenundressed,openedthebedroomdoor。
\"Isthisyoursaber?\"heshouted。
Thegirlssprangaside。Denisovhidhishairylegsundertheblanket,lookingwithascaredfaceathiscomradeforhelp。Thedoor,havingletPetyain,closedagain。Asoundoflaughtercamefrombehindit。
\"Nicholas!Comeoutinyourdressinggown!\"saidNatasha’svoice。
\"Isthisyoursaber?\"askedPetya。\"Orisityours?\"hesaid,addressingtheblack—mustachedDenisovwithserviledeference。
Rostovhurriedlyputsomethingonhisfeet,drewonhisdressinggown,andwentout。Natashahadputononespurredbootandwasjustgettingherfootintotheother。Sonya,whenhecamein,wastwirlingroundandwasabouttoexpandherdressesintoaballoonandsitdown。Theyweredressedalike,innewpale—bluefrocks,andwerebothfresh,rosy,andbright。Sonyaranaway,butNatasha,takingherbrother’sarm,ledhimintothesittingroom,wheretheybegantalking。Theyhardlygaveoneanothertimetoaskquestionsandgiverepliesconcerningathousandlittlematterswhichcouldnotinterestanyonebutthemselves。Natashalaughedateverywordhesaidorthatshesaidherself,notbecausewhattheyweresayingwasamusing,butbecauseshefelthappyandwasunabletocontrolherjoywhichexpresseditselfbylaughter。
\"Oh,hownice,howsplendid!\"shesaidtoeverything。
Rostovfeltthat,undertheinfluenceofthewarmraysoflove,thatchildlikesmilewhichhadnotonceappearedonhisfacesincehelefthomenowforthefirsttimeaftereighteenmonthsagainbrightenedhissoulandhisface。
\"No,butlisten,\"shesaid,\"nowyouarequiteaman,aren’tyou?
I’mawfullygladyou’remybrother。\"Shetouchedhismustache。\"Iwanttoknowwhatyoumenarelike。Areyouthesameaswe?No?\"
\"WhydidSonyarunaway?\"askedRostov。
\"Ah,yes!That’sawholelongstory!Howareyougoingtospeaktoher—thouoryou?\"
\"Asmayhappen,\"saidRostov。
\"No,callheryou,please!I’lltellyouallaboutitsomeothertime。No,I’lltellyounow。YouknowSonya’smydearestfriend。
SuchafriendthatIburnedmyarmforhersake。Lookhere!\"
Shepulleduphermuslinsleeveandshowedhimaredscaronherlong,slender,delicatearm,highabovetheelbowonthatpartthatiscoveredevenbyaballdress。
\"Iburnedthistoprovemyloveforher。Ijustheatedarulerinthefireandpresseditthere!\"
Sittingonthesofawiththelittlecushionsonitsarms,inwhatusedtobehisoldschoolroom,andlookingintoNatasha’swildlybrighteyes,Rostovre—enteredthatworldofhomeandchildhoodwhichhadnomeaningforanyoneelse,butgavehimsomeofthebestjoysofhislife;andtheburningofanarmwitharulerasaproofoflovedidnotseemtohimsenseless,heunderstoodandwasnotsurprisedatit。
\"Well,andisthatall?\"heasked。
\"Wearesuchfriends,suchfriends!Allthatrulerbusinesswasjustnonsense,butwearefriendsforever。She,ifshelovesanyone,doesitforlife,butIdon’tunderstandthat,Iforgetquickly。\"
\"Well,whatthen?\"
\"Well,shelovesmeandyoulikethat。\"
Natashasuddenlyflushed。
\"Why,yourememberbeforeyouwentaway?……Well,shesaysyouaretoforgetallthat……Shesays:’Ishalllovehimalways,butlethimbefree。’Isn’tthatlovelyandnoble!Yes,verynoble?Isn’tit?\"
askedNatasha,soseriouslyandexcitedlythatitwasevidentthatwhatshewasnowsayingshehadtalkedofbefore,withtears。
Rostovbecamethoughtful。
\"Inevergobackonmyword,\"hesaid。\"Besides,Sonyaissocharmingthatonlyafoolwouldrenouncesuchhappiness。\"
\"No,no!\"criedNatasha,\"sheandIhavealreadytalkeditover。
Weknewyou’dsayso。Butitwon’tdo,becauseyousee,ifyousaythat—ifyouconsideryourselfboundbyyourpromise—itwillseemasifshehadnotmeantitseriously。Itmakesitasifyouweremarryingherbecauseyoumust,andthatwouldn’tdoatall。\"
Rostovsawthatithadbeenwellconsideredbythem。Sonyahadalreadystruckhimbyherbeautyontheprecedingday。Today,whenhehadcaughtaglimpseofher,sheseemedstillmorelovely。Shewasacharminggirlofsixteen,evidentlypassionatelyinlovewithhimhedidnotdoubtthatforaninstant。Whyshouldhenotlovehernow,andevenmarryher,Rostovthought,butjustnowthereweresomanyotherpleasuresandinterestsbeforehim!\"Yes,theyhavetakenawisedecision,\"hethought,\"Imustremainfree。\"
\"Wellthen,that’sexcellent,\"saidhe。\"We’lltalkitoverlateron。Oh,howgladIamtohaveyou!
\"Well,andareyoustilltruetoBoris?\"hecontinued。
\"Oh,whatnonsense!\"criedNatasha,laughing。\"Idon’tthinkabouthimoranyoneelse,andIdon’twantanythingofthekind。\"
\"Dearme!Thenwhatareyouupnow?\"
\"Now?\"repeatedNatasha,andahappysmilelitupherface。\"HaveyouseenDuport?\"
\"No。\"
\"NotseenDuport—thefamousdancer?Wellthen,youwon’tunderstand。That’swhatI’mupto。\"
Curvingherarms,Natashaheldoutherskirtsasdancersdo,ranbackafewsteps,turned,cutacaper,broughtherlittlefeetsharplytogether,andmadesomestepsontheverytipsofhertoes。
\"See,I’mstanding!See!\"shesaid,butcouldnotmaintainherselfonhertoesanylonger。\"Sothat’swhatI’mupto!I’llnevermarryanyone,butwillbeadancer。Onlydon’ttellanyone。\"
RostovlaughedsoloudandmerrilythatDenisov,inhisbedroom,feltenviousandNatashacouldnothelpjoiningin。
\"No,butdon’tyouthinkit’snice?\"shekeptrepeating。
\"Nice!AndsoyounolongerwishtomarryBoris?\"
Natashaflaredup。\"Idon’twanttomarryanyone。AndI’lltellhimsowhenIseehim!\"
\"Dearme!\"saidRostov。
\"Butthat’sallrubbish,\"Natashachatteredon。\"AndisDenisovnice?\"sheasked。
\"Yes,indeed!\"
\"Oh,wellthen,good—by:goanddress。Isheveryterrible,Denisov?\"
\"Whyterrible?\"askedNicholas。\"No,Vaskaisasplendidfellow。\"
\"YoucallhimVaska?That’sfunny!Andisheverynice?\"
\"Very。\"
\"Wellthen,bequick。We’llallhavebreakfasttogether。\"
AndNatasharoseandwentoutoftheroomontiptoe,likeaballetdancer,butsmilingasonlyhappygirlsoffifteencansmile。WhenRostovmetSonyainthedrawingroom,hereddened。Hedidnotknowhowtobehavewithher。Theeveningbefore,inthefirsthappymomentofmeeting,theyhadkissedeachother,buttodaytheyfeltitcouldnotbedone;hefeltthateverybody,includinghismotherandsisters,waslookinginquiringlyathimandwatchingtoseehowhewouldbehavewithher。Hekissedherhandandaddressedhernotasthoubutasyou—
Sonya。Buttheireyesmetandsaidthou,andexchangedtenderkisses。Herlooksaskedhimtoforgiveherforhavingdared,byNatasha’sintermediacy,toremindhimofhispromise,andthenthankedhimforhislove。Hislooksthankedherforofferinghimhisfreedomandtoldherthatonewayoranotherhewouldneverceasetoloveher,forthatwouldbeimpossible。
\"Howstrangeitis,\"saidVera,selectingamomentwhenallweresilent,\"thatSonyaandNicholasnowsayyoutooneanotherandmeetlikestrangers。\"
Vera’sremarkwascorrect,asherremarksalwayswere,but,likemostofherobservations,itmadeeveryonefeeluncomfortable,notonlySonya,Nicholas,andNatasha,buteventheoldcountess,who—
dreadingthisloveaffairwhichmighthinderNicholasfrommakingabrilliantmatch—blushedlikeagirl。
Denisov,toRostov’ssurprise,appearedinthedrawingroomwithpomadedhair,perfumed,andinanewuniform,lookingjustassmartashemadehimselfwhengoingintobattle,andhewasmoreamiabletotheladiesandgentlementhanRostovhadeverexpectedtoseehim。
BK4CH2
CHAPTERII
OnhisreturntoMoscowfromthearmy,NicholasRostovwaswelcomedbyhishomecircleasthebestofsons,ahero,andtheirdarlingNikolenka;byhisrelationsasacharming,attractive,andpoliteyoungman;byhisacquaintancesasahandsomelieutenantofhussars,agooddancer,andoneofthebestmatchesinthecity。
TheRostovskneweverybodyinMoscow。Theoldcounthadmoneyenoughthatyear,asallhisestateshadbeenremortgaged,andsoNicholas,acquiringatrotterofhisown,verystylishridingbreechesofthelatestcut,suchasnooneelseyethadinMoscow,andbootsofthelatestfashion,withextremelypointedtoesandsmallsilverspurs,passedhistimeverygaily。Afterashortperiodofadaptinghimselftotheoldconditionsoflife,Nicholasfounditverypleasanttobeathomeagain。Hefeltthathehadgrownupandmaturedverymuch。HisdespairatfailinginaScriptureexamination,hisborrowingmoneyfromGavriltopayasleighdriver,hiskissingSonyaonthesly—henowrecalledallthisaschildishnesshehadleftimmeasurablybehind。
Nowhewasalieutenantofhussars,inajacketlacedwithsilver,andwearingtheCrossofSt。George,awardedtosoldiersforbraveryinaction,andinthecompanyofwell—known,elderly,andrespectedracingmenwastrainingatrotterofhisownforarace。Heknewaladyononeoftheboulevardswhomhevisitedofanevening。HeledthemazurkaattheArkharovs’ball,talkedaboutthewarwithFieldMarshalKamenski,visitedtheEnglishClub,andwasonintimatetermswithacoloneloffortytowhomDenisovhadintroducedHispassionfortheEmperorhadcooledsomewhatinMoscow。Butstill,ashedidnotseehimandhadnoopportunityofseeinghim,heoftenspokeabouthimandabouthisloveforhim,lettingitbeunderstoodthathehadnottoldallandthattherewassomethinginhisfeelingsfortheEmperornoteveryonecouldunderstand,andwithhiswholesoulhesharedtheadorationthencommoninMoscowfortheEmperor,whowasspokenofasthe\"angelincarnate。\"
DuringRostov’sshortstayinMoscow,beforerejoiningthearmy,hedidnotdrawclosertoSonya,butratherdriftedawayfromher。Shewasveryprettyandsweet,andevidentlydeeplyinlovewithhim,buthewasattheperiodofyouthwhenthereseemssomuchtodothatthereisnotimeforthatsortofthingandayoungmanfearstobindhimselfandprizeshisfreedomwhichheneedsforsomanyotherthings。WhenhethoughtofSonya,duringthisstayinMoscow,hesaidtohimself,\"Ah,therewillbe,andthereare,manymoresuchgirlssomewherewhomIdonotyetknow。TherewillbetimeenoughtothinkaboutlovewhenIwantto,butnowIhavenotime。\"Besides,itseemedtohimthatthesocietyofwomenwasratherderogatorytohismanhood。Hewenttoballsandintoladies’societywithanaffectationofdoingsoagainsthiswill。Theraces,theEnglishClub,spreeswithDenisov,andvisitstoacertainhouse—thatwasanothermatterandquitethethingforadashingyounghussar!
AtthebeginningofMarch,oldCountIlyaRostovwasverybusyarrangingadinnerinhonorofPrinceBagrationattheEnglishClub。
Thecountwalkedupanddownthehallinhisdressinggown,givingorderstotheclubstewardandtothefamousFeoktist,theClub’sheadcook,aboutasparagus,freshcucumbers,strawberries,veal,andfishforthisdinner。ThecounthadbeenamemberandonthecommitteeoftheClubfromthedayitwasfounded。TohimtheClubentrustedthearrangementofthefestivalinhonorofBagration,forfewmenknewsowellhowtoarrangeafeastonanopen—handed,hospitablescale,andstillfewermenwouldbesowellableandwillingtomakeupoutoftheirownresourceswhatmightbeneededforthesuccessofthefete。Theclubcookandthestewardlistenedtothecount’sorderswithpleasedfaces,fortheyknewthatundernoothermanagementcouldtheysoeasilyextractagoodprofitforthemselvesfromadinnercostingseveralthousandrubles。
\"Wellthen,mindandhavecocks’combintheturtlesoup,youknow!\"
\"Shallwehavethreecolddishesthen?\"askedthecook。
Thecountconsidered。
\"Wecan’thaveless—yes,three……themayonnaise,that’sone,\"saidhe,bendingdownafinger。
\"ThenamItoorderthoselargesterlets?\"askedthesteward。
\"Yes,itcan’tbehelpediftheywon’ttakeless。Ah,dearme!Iwasforgetting。Wemusthaveanotherentree。Ah,goodnessgracious!\"heclutchedathishead。\"Whoisgoingtogetmetheflowers?Dmitri!Eh,Dmitri!GallopofftoourMoscowestate,\"hesaidtothefactotumwhoappearedathiscall。\"HurryoffandtellMaksim,thegardener,tosettheserfstowork。Saythateverythingoutofthehothousesmustbebroughtherewellwrappedupinfelt。ImusthavetwohundredpotshereonFriday。\"
Havinggivenseveralmoreorders,hewasabouttogotohis\"littlecountess\"tohavearest,butrememberingsomethingelseofimportance,hereturnedagain,calledbackthecookandtheclubsteward,andagainbegangivingorders。Alightfootstepandtheclinkingofspurswereheardatthedoor,andtheyoungcount,handsome,rosy,withadarklittlemustache,evidentlyrestedandmadesleekerbyhiseasylifeinMoscow,enteredtheroom。
\"Ah,myboy,myhead’sinawhirl!\"saidtheoldmanwithasmile,asifhefeltalittleconfusedbeforehisson。\"Now,ifyouwouldonlyhelpabit!Imusthavesingerstoo。Ishallhavemyownorchestra,butshouldn’twegetthegypsysingersaswell?Youmilitarymenlikethatsortofthing。\"
\"Really,Papa,IbelievePrinceBagrationworriedhimselflessbeforethebattleofSchonGrabernthanyoudonow,\"saidhissonwithasmile。
Theoldcountpretendedtobeangry。
\"Yes,youtalk,buttryityourself!\"
Andthecountturnedtothecook,who,withashrewdandrespectfulexpression,lookedobservantlyandsympatheticallyatthefatherandson。
\"Whathavetheyoungpeoplecometonowadays,eh,Feoktist?\"saidhe。\"Laughingatusoldfellows!\"
\"That’sso,yourexcellency,alltheyhavetodoistoeatagooddinner,butprovidingitandservingitallup,that’snottheirbusiness!
\"That’sit,that’sit!\"exclaimedthecount,andgailyseizinghissonbybothhands,hecried,\"NowI’vegotyou,sotakethesleighandpairatonce,andgotoBezukhob’s,andtellhim’CountIlyahassentyoutoaskforstrawberriesandfreshpineapples。’Wecan’tgetthemfromanyoneelse。He’snottherehimself,soyou’llhavetogoinandasktheprincesses;andfromtheregoontotheRasgulyay—thecoachmanIpatkaknows—andlookupthegypsyIlyushka,theonewhodancedatCountOrlov’s,youremember,inawhiteCossackcoat,andbringhimalongtome。\"
\"AndamItobringthegypsygirlsalongwithhim?\"askedNicholas,laughing。\"Dear,dear!……\"
Atthatmoment,withnoiselessfootstepsandwiththebusinesslike,preoccupied,yetmeeklyChristianlookwhichneverleftherface,AnnaMikhaylovnaenteredthehall。Thoughshecameuponthecountinhisdressinggowneveryday,heinvariablybecameconfusedandbeggedhertoexcusehiscostume。
\"Nomatteratall,mydearcount,\"shesaid,meeklyclosinghereyes。\"ButI’llgotoBezukhov’smyself。Pierrehasarrived,andnowweshallgetanythingwewantfromhishothouses。Ihavetoseehiminanycase。HehasforwardedmealetterfromBoris。ThankGod,Borisisnowonthestaff。\"
ThecountwasdelightedatAnnaMikhaylovna’stakinguponherselfoneofhiscommissionsandorderedthesmallclosedcarriageforher。
\"TellBezukhovtocome。I’llputhisnamedown。Ishiswifewithhim?\"heasked。
AnnaMikhaylovnaturneduphereyes,andprofoundsadnesswasdepictedonherface。
\"Ah,mydearfriend,heisveryunfortunate,\"shesaid。\"Ifwhatwehearistrue,itisdreadful。Howlittlewedreamedofsuchathingwhenwewererejoicingathishappiness!AndsuchaloftyangelicsoulasyoungBezukhov!Yes,Ipityhimfrommyheart,andshalltrytogivehimwhatconsolationIcan。\"
\"Wh—whatisthematter?\"askedboththeyoungandoldRostov。
AnnaMikhaylovnasigheddeeply。
\"Dolokhov,MaryIvanovna’sson,\"shesaidinamysteriouswhisper,\"hascompromisedhercompletely,theysay。Pierretookhimup,invitedhimtohishouseinPetersburg,andnow……shehascomehereandthatdaredevilafterher!\"saidAnnaMikhaylovna,wishingtoshowhersympathyforPierre,butbyinvoluntaryintonationsandahalfsmilebetrayinghersympathyforthe\"daredevil,\"asshecalledDolokhov。\"TheysayPierreisquitebrokenbyhismisfortune。\"
\"Dear,dear!ButstilltellhimtocometotheClub—itwillallblowover。Itwillbeatremendousbanquet。\"
Nextday,thethirdofMarch,soonafteroneo’clock,twohundredandfiftymembersoftheEnglishClubandfiftyguestswereawaitingtheguestofhonorandherooftheAustriancampaign,PrinceBagration,todinner。
OnthefirstarrivalofthenewsofthebattleofAusterlitz,Moscowhadbeenbewildered。Atthattime,theRussiansweresousedtovictoriesthatonreceivingnewsofthedefeatsomewouldsimplynotbelieveit,whileotherssoughtsomeextraordinaryexplanationofsostrangeanevent。IntheEnglishClub,whereallwhoweredistinguished,important,andwellinformedforgatheredwhenthenewsbegantoarriveinDecember,nothingwassaidaboutthewarandthelastbattle,asthoughallwereinaconspiracyofsilence。Themenwhosetthetoneinconversation—CountRostopchin,PrinceYuriDolgorukov,Valuev,CountMarkov,andPrinceVyazemski—didnotshowthemselvesattheClub,butmetinprivatehousesinintimatecircles,andtheMoscoviteswhotooktheiropinionsfromothers—IlyaRostovamongthem—remainedforawhilewithoutanydefiniteopiniononthesubjectofthewarandwithoutleaders。TheMoscovitesfeltthatsomethingwaswrongandthattodiscussthebadnewswasdifficult,andsoitwasbesttobesilent。Butafterawhile,justasajurycomesoutofitsroom,thebigwigswhoguidedtheClub’sopinionreappeared,andeverybodybeganspeakingclearlyanddefinitely。
Reasonswerefoundfortheincredible,unheard—of,andimpossibleeventofaRussiandefeat,everythingbecameclear,andinallcornersofMoscowthesamethingsbegantobesaid。ThesereasonswerethetreacheryoftheAustrians,adefectivecommissariat,thetreacheryofthePolePrzebyszewskiandoftheFrenchmanLangeron,Kutuzov’sincapacity,anditwaswhisperedtheyouthandinexperienceofthesovereign,whohadtrustedworthlessandinsignificantpeople。Butthearmy,theRussianarmy,everyonedeclared,wasextraordinaryandhadachievedmiraclesofvalor。Thesoldiers,officers,andgeneralswereheroes。ButtheheroofheroeswasPrinceBagration,distinguishedbyhisSchonGrabernaffairandbytheretreatfromAusterlitz,wherehealonehadwithdrawnhiscolumnunbrokenandhadalldaybeatenbackanenemyforcetwiceasnumerousashisown。WhatalsoconducedtoBagration’sbeingselectedasMoscow’sherowasthefactthathehadnoconnectionsinthecityandwasastrangerthere。Inhisperson,honorwasshowntoasimplefightingRussiansoldierwithoutconnectionsandintrigues,andtoonewhowasassociatedbymemoriesoftheItaliancampaignwiththenameofSuvorov。Moreover,payingsuchhonortoBagrationwasthebestwayofexpressingdisapprovalanddislikeofKutuzov。
\"HadtherebeennoBagration,itwouldhavebeennecessarytoinventhim,\"saidthewitShinshin,parodyingthewordsofVoltaire。
Kutuzovnoonespokeof,exceptsomewhoabusedhiminwhispers,callinghimacourtweathercockandanoldsatyr。
AllMoscowrepeatedPrinceDolgorukov’ssaying:\"Ifyougoonmodelingandmodelingyoumustgetsmearedwithclay,\"suggestingconsolationforourdefeatbythememoryofformervictories;andthewordsofRostopchin,thatFrenchsoldiershavetobeincitedtobattlebyhighfalutinwords,andGermansbylogicalargumentstoshowthemthatitismoredangeroustorunawaythantoadvance,butthatRussiansoldiersonlyneedtoberestrainedandheldback!Onallsides,newandfreshanecdoteswereheardofindividualexamplesofheroismshownbyourofficersandmenatAusterlitz。Onehadsavedastandard,anotherhadkilledfiveFrenchmen,athirdhadloadedfivecannonsinglehanded。Bergwasmentioned,bythosewhodidnotknowhim,ashaving,whenwoundedintherighthand,takenhisswordintheleft,andgoneforward。OfBolkonski,nothingwassaid,andonlythosewhoknewhimintimatelyregrettedthathehaddiedsoyoung,leavingapregnantwifewithhiseccentricfather。
BK4CH3
CHAPTERIII
OnthatthirdofMarch,alltheroomsintheEnglishClubwerefilledwithahumofconversation,likethehumofbeesswarminginspringtime。ThemembersandguestsoftheClubwanderedhitherandthither,sat,stood,met,andseparated,someinuniformandsomeineveningdress,andafewhereandtherewithpowderedhairandinRussiankaftans。Powderedfootmen,inliverywithbuckledshoesandsmartstockings,stoodateverydooranxiouslynotingvisitors’
everymovementinordertooffertheirservices。Mostofthosepresentwereelderly,respectedmenwithbroad,self—confidentfaces,fatfingers,andresolutegesturesandvoices。Thisclassofguestsandmemberssatincertainhabitualplacesandmetincertainhabitualgroups。Aminorityofthosepresentwerecasualguests—chieflyyoungmen,amongwhomwereDenisov,Rostov,andDolokhov—whowasnowagainanofficerintheSemenovregiment。Thefacesoftheseyoungpeople,especiallythosewhoweremilitarymen,borethatexpressionofcondescendingrespectfortheirelderswhichseemstosaytotheoldergeneration,\"Wearepreparedtorespectandhonoryou,butallthesamerememberthatthefuturebelongstous。\"
NesvitskiwasthereasanoldmemberoftheClub。Pierre,whoathiswife’scommandhadlethishairgrowandabandonedhisspectacles,wentabouttheroomsfashionablydressedbutlookingsadanddull。
Here,aselsewhere,hewassurroundedbyanatmosphereofsubserviencetohiswealth,andbeinginthehabitoflordingitoverthesepeople,hetreatedthemwithabsent—mindedcontempt。
Byhisageheshouldhavebelongedtotheyoungermen,butbyhiswealthandconnectionshebelongedtothegroupsoldandhonoredguests,andsohewentfromonegrouptoanother。Someofthemostimportantoldmenwerethecenterofgroupswhichevenstrangersapproachedrespectfullytohearthevoicesofwell—knownmen。ThelargestcirclesformedroundCountRostopchin,Valuev,andNaryshkin。RostopchinwasdescribinghowtheRussianshadbeenoverwhelmedbyflyingAustriansandhadhadtoforcetheirwaythroughthemwithbayonets。
ValuevwasconfidentiallytellingthatUvarovhadbeensentfromPetersburgtoascertainwhatMoscowwasthinkingaboutAusterlitz。
Inthethirdcircle,NaryshkinwasspeakingofthemeetingoftheAustrianCouncilofWaratwhichSuvorovcrowedlikeacockinreplytothenonsensetalkedbytheAustriangenerals。Shinshin,standingcloseby,triedtomakeajoke,sayingthatKutuzovhadevidentlyfailedtolearnfromSuvorovevensosimpleathingastheartofcrowinglikeacock,buttheeldermembersglancedseverelyatthewit,makinghimfeelthatinthatplaceandonthatday,itwasimpropertospeaksoofKutuzov。
CountIlyaRostov,hurriedandpreoccupied,wentaboutinhissoftbootsbetweenthedininganddrawingrooms,hastilygreetingtheimportantandunimportant,allofwhomheknew,asiftheywereallequals,whilehiseyesoccasionallysoughtouthisfinewell—set—upyoungson,restingonhimandwinkingjoyfullyathim。YoungRostovstoodatawindowwithDolokhov,whoseacquaintancehehadlatelymadeandhighlyvalued。TheoldcountcameuptothemandpressedDolokhov’shand。
\"Pleasecomeandvisitus……youknowmybraveboy……beentogetheroutthere……bothplayingthehero……Ah,VasiliIgnatovich……Howd’yedo,oldfellow?\"hesaid,turningtoanoldmanwhowaspassing,butbeforehehadfinishedhisgreetingtherewasageneralstir,andafootmanwhohadruninannounced,withafrightenedface:\"He’sarrived!\"
Bellsrang,thestewardsrushedforward,and—likeryeshakentogetherinashovel—theguestswhohadbeenscatteredaboutindifferentroomscametogetherandcrowdedinthelargedrawingroombythedooroftheballroom。
Bagrationappearedinthedoorwayoftheanteroomwithouthatorsword,which,inaccordwiththeClubcustom,hehadgivenuptothehallporter。Hehadnolambskincaponhishead,norhadhealoadedwhipoverhisshoulder,aswhenRostovhadseenhimontheeveofthebattleofAusterlitz,butworeatightnewuniformwithRussianandforeignOrders,andtheStarofSt。Georgeonhisleftbreast。
Evidentlyjustbeforecomingtothedinnerhehadhadhishairandwhiskerstrimmed,whichchangedhisappearancefortheworse。Therewassomethingnaivelyfestiveinhisair,which,inconjunctionwithhisfirmandvirilefeatures,gavehimarathercomicalexpression。
BekleshevandTheodoreUvarov,whohadarrivedwithhim,pausedatthedoorwaytoallowhim,astheguestofhonor,toenterfirst。Bagrationwasembarrassed,notwishingtoavailhimselfoftheircourtesy,andthiscausedsomedelayatthedoors,butafterallhedidatlastenterfirst。Hewalkedshylyandawkwardlyovertheparquetfloorofthereceptionroom,notknowingwhattodowithhishands;hewasmoreaccustomedtowalkoveraplowedfieldunderfire,ashehaddoneattheheadoftheKurskregimentatSchonGrabern—andhewouldhavefoundthateasier。Thecommitteemenmethimatthefirstdoorand,expressingtheirdelightatseeingsuchahighlyhonoredguest,tookpossessionofhimasitwere,withoutwaitingforhisreply,surroundedhim,andledhimtothedrawingroom。Itwasatfirstimpossibletoenterthedrawing—roomdoorforthecrowdofmembersandguestsjostlingoneanotherandtryingtogetagoodlookatBagrationovereachother’sshoulders,asifheweresomerareanimal。CountIlyaRostov,laughingandrepeatingthewords,\"Makeway,dearboy!
Makeway,makeway!\"pushedthroughthecrowdmoreenergeticallythananyone,ledtheguestsintothedrawingroom,andseatedthemonthecentersofa。Thebigwigs,themostrespectedmembersoftheClub,besetthenewarrivals。CountIlya,againthrustinghiswaythroughthecrowd,wentoutofthedrawingroomandreappearedaminutelaterwithanothercommitteeman,carryingalargesilversalverwhichhepresentedtoPrinceBagration。Onthesalverlaysomeversescomposedandprintedinthehero’shonor。Bagration,onseeingthesalver,glancedaroundindismay,asthoughseekinghelp。
Butalleyesdemandedthatheshouldsubmit。Feelinghimselfintheirpower,heresolutelytookthesalverwithbothhandsandlookedsternlyandreproachfullyatthecountwhohadpresentedittohim。SomeoneobliginglytookthedishfromBagrationorhewould,itseemed,haveheldittilleveningandhavegoneintodinnerwithitanddrewhisattentiontotheverses。
\"Well,Iwillreadthem,then!\"Bagrationseemedtosay,and,fixinghiswearyeyesonthepaper,begantoreadthemwithafixedandseriousexpression。Buttheauthorhimselftooktheversesandbeganreadingthemaloud。Bagrationbowedhisbeadandlistened:
BringglorythentoAlexander’sreignAndonthethroneourTitusshield。
Adreadedfoebethou,kindheartedasaman,ARhipheusathome,aCaesarinthefield!
E’enfortunateNapoleonKnowsbyexperience,now,Bagration,AnddarenotHerculeanRussianstrouble……
Butbeforehehadfinishedreading,astentorianmajor—domoannouncedthatdinnerwasready!Thedooropened,andfromthediningroomcametheresoundingstrainsofthepolonaise:
Conquest’sjoyfulthunderwaken,Triumph,valiantRussians,now!……
andCountRostov,glancingangrilyattheauthorwhowentonreadinghisverses,bowedtoBagration。Everyonerose,feelingthatdinnerwasmoreimportantthanverses,andBagration,againprecedingalltherest,wentintodinner。HewasseatedintheplaceofhonorbetweentwoAlexanders—BekleshevandNaryshkin—whichwasasignificantallusiontothenameofthesovereign。Threehundredpersonstooktheirseatsinthediningroom,accordingtotheirrankandimportance:themoreimportantnearertothehonoredguest,asnaturallyaswaterflowsdeepestwherethelandlieslowest。
Justbeforedinner,CountIlyaRostovpresentedhissontoBagration,whorecognizedhimandsaidafewwordstohim,disjointedandawkward,aswereallthewordshespokethatday,andCountIlyalookedjoyfullyandproudlyaroundwhileBagrationspoketohisson。
NicholasRostov,withDenisovandhisnewacquaintance,Dolokhov,satalmostatthemiddleofthetable。FacingthemsatPierre,besidePrinceNesvitski。CountIlyaRostovwiththeothermembersofthecommitteesatfacingBagrationand,astheverypersonificationofMoscowhospitality,didthehonorstotheprince。
Hiseffortshadnotbeeninvain。Thedinner,boththeLentenandtheotherfare,wassplendid,yethecouldnotfeelquiteateasetilltheendofthemeal。Hewinkedatthebutler,whispereddirectionstothefootmen,andawaitedeachexpecteddishwithsomeanxiety。
Everythingwasexcellent。Withthesecondcourse,agiganticsterletatsightofwhichIlyaRostovblushedwithself—consciouspleasure,thefootmenbeganpoppingcorksandfillingthechampagneglasses。Afterthefish,whichmadeacertainsensation,thecountexchangedglanceswiththeothercommitteemen。\"Therewillbemanytoasts,it’stimetobegin,\"hewhispered,andtakinguphisglass,herose。Allweresilent,waitingforwhathewouldsay。
\"TothehealthofourSovereign,theEmperor!\"hecried,andatthesamemomenthiskindlyeyesgrewmoistwithtearsofjoyandenthusiasm。Thebandimmediatelystruckup\"Conquest’sjoyfulthunderwaken……\"Allroseandcried\"Hurrah!\"Bagrationalsoroseandshouted\"Hurrah!\"inexactlythesamevoiceinwhichhehadshouteditonthefieldatSchonGrabern。YoungRostov’secstaticvoicecouldbeheardabovethethreehundredothers。Henearlywept。\"TothehealthofourSovereign,theEmperor!\"heroared,\"Hurrah!\"andemptyinghisglassatonegulphedashedittothefloor。Manyfollowedhisexample,andtheloudshoutingcontinuedforalongtime。
Whenthevoicessubsided,thefootmenclearedawaythebrokenglassandeverybodysatdownagain,smilingatthenoisetheyhadmadeandexchangingremarks。Theoldcountroseoncemore,glancedatanotelyingbesidehisplate,andproposedatoast,\"Tothehealthoftheheroofourlastcampaign,PrincePeterIvanovichBagration!\"andagainhisblueeyesgrewmoist。\"Hurrah!\"criedthethreehundredvoicesagain,butinsteadofthebandachoirbegansingingacantatacomposedbyPaulIvanovichKutuzov:
Russians!O’erallbarrierson!
Courageconquestguarantees;
HavewenotBagration?
Hebringsfoementotheirknees,……etc。
Assoonasthesingingwasover,anotherandanothertoastwasproposedandCountIlyaRostovbecamemoreandmoremoved,moreglasswassmashed,andtheshoutinggrewlouder。TheydranktoBekleshev,Naryshkin,Uvarov,Dolgorukov,Apraksin,Valuev,tothecommittee,toalltheClubmembersandtoalltheClubguests,andfinallytoCountIlyaRostovseparately,astheorganizerofthebanquet。Atthattoast,thecounttookouthishandkerchiefand,coveringhisface,weptoutright。
BK4CH4
CHAPTERIV
PierresatoppositeDolokhovandNicholasRostov。Asusual,heateanddrankmuch,andeagerly。Butthosewhoknewhimintimatelynoticedthatsomegreatchangehadcomeoverhimthatday。Hewassilentallthroughdinnerandlookedabout,blinkingandscowling,or,withfixedeyesandalookofcompleteabsent—mindedness,keptrubbingthebridgeofhisnose。Hisfacewasdepressedandgloomy。Heseemedtoseeandhearnothingofwhatwasgoingonaroundhimandtobeabsorbedbysomedepressingandunsolvedproblem。
Theunsolvedproblemthattormentedhimwascausedbyhintsgivenbytheprincess,hiscousin,atMoscow,concerningDolokhov’sintimacywithhiswife,andbyananonymousletterhehadreceivedthatmorning,whichinthemeanjocularwaycommontoanonymousletterssaidthathesawbadlythroughhisspectacles,butthathiswife’sconnectionwithDolokhovwasasecrettonoonebuthimself。Pierreabsolutelydisbelievedboththeprincess’hintsandtheletter,buthefearednowtolookatDolokhov,whowassittingoppositehim。EverytimehechancedtomeetDolokhov’shandsomeinsolenteyes,Pierrefeltsomethingterribleandmonstrousrisinginhissoulandturnedquicklyaway。Involuntarilyrecallinghiswife’spastandherrelationswithDolokhov,Pierresawclearlythatwhatwassaidinthelettermightbetrue,ormightatleastseemtobetruehaditnotreferredtohiswife。HeinvoluntarilyrememberedhowDolokhov,whohadfullyrecoveredhisformerpositionafterthecampaign,hadreturnedtoPetersburgandcometohim。AvailinghimselfofhisfriendlyrelationswithPierreasabooncompanion,Dolokhovhadcomestraighttohishouse,andPierrehadputhimupandlenthimmoney。PierrerecalledhowHelenehadsmilinglyexpresseddisapprovalofDolokhov’slivingattheirhouse,andhowcynicallyDolokhovhadpraisedhiswife’sbeautytohimandfromthattimetilltheycametoMoscowhadnotleftthemforaday。
\"Yes,heisveryhandsome,\"thoughtPierre,\"andIknowhim。Itwouldbeparticularlypleasanttohimtodishonormynameandridiculeme,justbecauseIhaveexertedmyselfonhisbehalf,befriendedhim,andhelpedhim。Iknowandunderstandwhataspicethatwouldaddtothepleasureofdeceivingme,ifitreallyweretrue。Yes,ifitweretrue,butIdonotbelieveit。Ihavenorightto,andcan’t,believeit。\"HerememberedtheexpressionDolokhov’sfaceassumedinhismomentsofcruelty,aswhentyingthepolicemantothebearanddroppingthemintothewater,orwhenhechallengedamantoaduelwithoutanyreason,orshotapost—boy’shorsewithapistol。ThatexpressionwasoftenonDolokhov’sfacewhenlookingathim。\"Yes,heisabully,\"thoughtPierre,\"tokillamanmeansnothingtohim。
Itmustseemtohimthateveryoneisafraidofhim,andthatmustpleasehim。HemustthinkthatI,too,amafraidofhim—andinfactI
amafraidofhim,\"hethought,andagainhefeltsomethingterribleandmonstrousrisinginhissoul。Dolokhov,Denisov,andRostovwerenowsittingoppositePierreandseemedverygay。Rostovwastalkingmerrilytohistwofriends,oneofwhomwasadashinghussarandtheotheranotoriousduelistandrake,andeverynowandthenheglancedironicallyatPierre,whosepreoccupied,absent—minded,andmassivefigurewasaverynoticeableoneatthedinner。RostovlookedinimicallyatPierre,firstbecausePierreappearedtohishussareyesasarichcivilian,thehusbandofabeauty,andinaword—anoldwoman;andsecondlybecausePierreinhispreoccupationandabsent—mindednesshadnotrecognizedRostovandhadnotrespondedtohisgreeting。WhentheEmperor’shealthwasdrunk,Pierre,lostinthought,didnotriseorlifthisglass。
\"Whatareyouabout?\"shoutedRostov,lookingathiminanecstasyofexasperation。\"Don’tyouhearit’sHisMajestytheEmperor’shealth?\"
Pierresighed,rosesubmissively,emptiedhisglass,and,waitingtillallwereseatedagain,turnedwithhiskindlysmiletoRostov。
\"Why,Ididn’trecognizeyou!\"hesaid。ButRostovwasotherwiseengaged;hewasshouting\"Hurrah!\"
\"Whydon’tyourenewtheacquaintance?\"saidDolokhovtoRostov。
\"Confoundhim,he’safool!\"saidRostov。
\"Oneshouldmakeuptothehusbandsofprettywomen,\"saidDenisov。
Pierredidnotcatchwhattheyweresaying,butknewtheyweretalkingabouthim。Hereddenedandturnedaway。
\"Well,nowtothehealthofhandsomewomen!\"saidDolokhov,andwithaseriousexpression,butwithasmilelurkingatthecornersofhismouth,heturnedwithhisglasstoPierre。
\"Here’stothehealthoflovelywomen,Peterkin—andtheirlovers!\"headded。
Pierre,withdowncasteyes,drankoutofhisglasswithoutlookingatDolokhovoransweringhim。Thefootman,whowasdistributingleafletswithKutuzov’scantata,laidonebeforePierreasoneoftheprincipalguests。HewasjustgoingtotakeitwhenDolokhov,leaningacross,snatcheditfromhishandandbeganreadingit。PierrelookedatDolokhovandhiseyesdropped,thesomethingterribleandmonstrousthathadtormentedhimalldinnertimeroseandtookpossessionofhim。Heleanedhiswholemassivebodyacrossthetable。
\"Howdareyoutakeit?\"heshouted。
Hearingthatcryandseeingtowhomitwasaddressed,NesvitskiandtheneighboronhisrightquicklyturnedinalarmtoBezukhov。
\"Don’t!Don’t!Whatareyouabout?\"whisperedtheirfrightenedvoices。
DolokhovlookedatPierrewithclear,mirthful,crueleyes,andthatsmileofhiswhichseemedtosay,\"Ah!ThisiswhatIlike!\"
\"Youshan’thaveit!\"hesaiddistinctly。
Pale,withquiveringlips,Pierresnatchedthecopy。
\"You……!you……scoundrel!Ichallengeyou!\"heejaculated,and,pushingbackhischair,herosefromthetable。
Attheveryinstanthedidthisandutteredthosewords,Pierrefeltthatthequestionofhiswife’sguiltwhichhadbeentormentinghimthewholedaywasfinallyandindubitablyansweredintheaffirmative。
Hehatedherandwasforeversunderedfromher。DespiteDenisov’srequestthathewouldtakenopartinthematter,RostovagreedtobeDolokhov’ssecond,andafterdinnerhediscussedthearrangementsfortheduelwithNesvitski,Bezukhov’ssecond。Pierrewenthome,butRostovwithDolokhovandDenisovstayedonattheClubtilllate,listeningtothegypsiesandothersingers。
\"Wellthen,tilltomorrowatSokolniki,\"saidDolokhov,ashetookleaveofRostovintheClubporch。
\"Anddoyoufeelquitecalm?\"Rostovasked。
Dolokhovpaused。
\"Well,yousee,I’lltellyouthewholesecretofduelingintwowords。Ifyouaregoingtofightaduel,andyoumakeawillandwriteaffectionateletterstoyourparents,andifyouthinkyoumaybekilled,youareafoolandarelostforcertain。Butgowiththefirmintentionofkillingyourmanasquicklyandsurelyaspossible,andthenallwillberight,asourbearhuntsmanatKostromausedtotellme。’Everyonefearsabear,’hesays,’butwhenyouseeoneyourfear’sallgone,andyouronlythoughtisnottolethimgetaway!’Andthat’showitiswithme。Ademain,moncher。\"*
*Tilltomorrow,mydearfellow。
Nextday,ateightinthemorning,PierreandNesvitskidrovetotheSokolnikiforestandfoundDolokhov,Denisov,andRostovalreadythere。Pierrehadtheairofamanpreoccupiedwithconsiderationswhichhadnoconnectionwiththematterinhand。Hishaggardfacewasyellow。Hehadevidentlynotsleptthatnight。Helookedaboutdistractedlyandscreweduphiseyesasifdazzledbythesun。Hewasentirelyabsorbedbytwoconsiderations:hiswife’sguilt,ofwhichafterhissleeplessnighthehadnottheslightestdoubt,andtheguiltlessnessofDolokhov,whohadnoreasontopreservethehonorofamanwhowasnothingtohim……\"Ishouldperhapshavedonethesamethinginhisplace,\"thoughtPierre。\"It’sevencertainthatI
shouldhavedonethesame,thenwhythisduel,thismurder?EitherI
shallkillhim,orhewillhitmeinthehead,orelbow,orknee。
Can’tIgoawayfromhere,runaway,burymyselfsomewhere?\"passedthroughhismind。Butjustatmomentswhensuchthoughtsoccurredtohim,hewouldaskinaparticularlycalmandabsent—mindedway,whichinspiredtherespectoftheonlookers,\"Willitbelong?Arethingsready?\"
Whenallwasready,thesabersstuckinthesnowtomarkthebarriers,andthepistolsloaded,NesvitskiwentuptoPierre。
\"Ishouldnotbedoingmyduty,Count,\"hesaidintimidtones,\"andshouldnotjustifyyourconfidenceandthehonoryouhavedonemeinchoosingmeforyoursecond,ifatthisgrave,thisverygrave,momentIdidnottellyouthewholetruth。Ithinkthereisnosufficientgroundforthisaffair,orforbloodtobeshedoverit……Youwerenotright,notquiteintheright,youwereimpetuous……\"
\"Ohyes,itishorriblystupid,\"saidPierre。
\"Thenallowmetoexpressyourregrets,andIamsureyouropponentwillacceptthem,\"saidNesvitskiwholiketheothersconcernedintheaffair,andlikeeveryoneinsimilarcases,didnotyetbelievethattheaffairhadcometoanactualduel。\"Youknow,Count,itismuchmorehonorabletoadmitone’smistakethantoletmattersbecomeirreparable。Therewasnoinsultoneitherside。
Allowmetoconvey……\"
\"No!Whatistheretotalkabout?\"saidPierre。\"It’sallthesame……Iseverythingready?\"headded。\"Onlytellmewheretogoandwheretoshoot,\"hesaidwithanunnaturallygentlesmile。
Hetookthepistolinhishandandbeganaskingabouttheworkingofthetrigger,ashehadnotbeforeheldapistolinhishand—afactthathedidnottoconfess。
\"Ohyes,likethat,Iknow,Ionlyforgot,\"saidhe。
\"Noapologies,nonewhatever,\"saidDolokhovtoDenisovwhoonhissidehadbeenattemptingareconciliation,andhealsowentuptotheappointedplace。
Thespotchosenfortheduelwassomeeightypacesfromtheroad,wherethesleighshadbeenleft,inasmallclearinginthepineforestcoveredwithmeltingsnow,thefrosthavingbeguntobreakupduringthelastfewdays。Theantagonistsstoodfortypacesapartatthefartheredgeoftheclearing。Theseconds,measuringthepaces,lefttracksinthedeepwetsnowbetweentheplacewheretheyhadbeenstandingandNesvitski’sandDolokhov’ssabers,whichwerestuckintothegroundtenpacesaparttomarkthebarrier。Itwasthawingandmisty;atfortypaces’distancenothingcouldbeseen。Forthreeminutesallhadbeenready,buttheystilldelayedandallweresilent。
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\"Wellbegin!\"saidDolokhov。
\"Allright,\"saidPierre,stillsmilinginthesameway。Afeelingofdreadwasintheair。Itwasevidentthattheaffairsolightlybeguncouldnolongerbeavertedbutwastakingitscourseindependentlyofmen’swill。
Denisovfirstwenttothebarrierandannounced:\"Astheadve’sawieshavewefusedaweconciliation,pleasepwoceed。Takeyourpistols,andatthewordthweebegintoadvance。
\"O—ne!T—wo!Thwee!\"heshoutedangrilyandsteppedaside。
Thecombatantsadvancedalongthetroddentracks,nearerandnearertooneanother,beginningtoseeoneanotherthroughthemist。Theyhadtherighttofirewhentheylikedastheyapproachedthebarrier。Dolokhovwalkedslowlywithoutraisinghispistol,lookingintentlywithhisbright,sparklingblueeyesintohisantagonist’sface。Hismouthworeitsusualsemblanceofasmile。
\"SoIcanfirewhenIlike!\"saidPierre,andattheword\"three,\"
hewentquicklyforward,missingthetroddenpathandsteppingintothedeepsnow。Heheldthepistolinhisrighthandatarm’slength,apparentlyafraidofshootinghimselfwithit。Hislefthandheheldcarefullyback,becausehewishedtosupporthisrighthandwithitandknewhemustnotdoso。Havingadvancedsixpacesandstrayedoffthetrackintothesnow,Pierrelookeddownathisfeet,thenquicklyglancedatDolokhovand,bendinghisfingerashehadbeenshown,fired。Notatallexpectingsoloudareport,Pierreshudderedatthesoundandthen,smilingathisownsensations,stoodstill。Thesmoke,rendereddenserbythemist,preventedhimfromseeinganythingforaninstant,buttherewasnosecondreportashehadexpected。HeonlyheardDolokhov’shurriedsteps,andhisfigurecameinviewthroughthesmoke。Hewaspressingonehandtohisleftside,whiletheotherclutchedhisdroopingpistol。Hisfacewaspale。Rostovrantowardhimandsaidsomething。
\"No—o—o!\"mutteredDolokhovthroughhisteeth,\"no,it’snotover。\"Andafterstumblingafewstaggeringstepsrightuptothesaber,hesankonthesnowbesideit。Hislefthandwasbloody;hewipeditonhiscoatandsupportedhimselfwithit。Hisfrowningfacewaspallidandquivered。
\"Plea……\"beganDolokhov,butcouldnotatfirstpronouncetheword。
\"Please,\"heutteredwithaneffort。
Pierre,hardlyrestraininghissobs,beganrunningtowardDolokhovandwasabouttocrossthespacebetweenthebarriers,whenDolokhovcried:
\"Toyourbarrier!\"andPierre,graspingwhatwasmeant,stoppedbyhissaber。Onlytenpacesdividedthem。Dolokhovloweredhisheadtothesnow,greedilybitatit,againraisedhishead,adjustedhimself,drewinhislegsandsatup,seekingafirmcenterofgravity。Hesuckedandsuckedandswallowedthecoldsnow,hislipsquiveredbuthiseyes,stillsmiling,glitteredwitheffortandexasperationashemusteredhisremainingstrength。Heraisedhispistolandaimed。
\"Sideways!Coveryourselfwithyourpistol!\"ejaculatedNesvitski。
\"Coveryourself!\"evenDenisovcriedtohisadversary。
Pierre,withagentlesmileofpityandremorse,hisarmsandlegshelplesslyspreadout,stoodwithhisbroadchestdirectlyfacingDolokhovlookedsorrowfullyathim。Denisov,Rostov,andNesvitskiclosedtheireyes。AtthesameinstanttheyheardareportandDolokhov’sangrycry。
\"Missed!\"shoutedDolokhov,andhelayhelplessly,facedownwardsonthesnow。
Pierreclutchedhistemples,andturningroundwentintotheforest,tramplingthroughthedeepsnow,andmutteringincoherentwords:
\"Folly……folly!Death……lies……\"herepeated,puckeringhisface。
Nesvitskistoppedhimandtookhimhome。
RostovandDenisovdroveawaywiththewoundedDolokhov。
Thelatterlaysilentinthesleighwithclosedeyesanddidnotanswerawordtothequestionsaddressedtohim。ButonenteringMoscowhesuddenlycametoand,liftinghisheadwithaneffort,tookRostov,whowassittingbesidehim,bythehand。RostovwasstruckbythetotallyalteredandunexpectedlyrapturousandtenderexpressiononDolokhov’sface。
\"Well?Howdoyoufeel?\"heasked。
\"Bad!Butit’snotthat,myfriend—\"saidDolokhovwithagaspingvoice。\"Wherearewe?InMoscow,Iknow。Idon’tmatter,butIhavekilledher,killed……Shewon’tgetoverit!Shewon’tsurvive……\"
\"Who?\"askedRostov。
\"Mymother!Mymother,myangel,myadoredangelmother,\"andDolokhovpressedRostov’shandandburstintotears。
Whenhehadbecomealittlequieter,heexplainedtoRostovthathewaslivingwithhismother,who,ifshesawhimdying,wouldnotsurviveit。HeimploredRostovtogoonandprepareher。
Rostovwentonaheadtodowhatwasasked,andtohisgreatsurpriselearnedthatDolokhovthebrawler,Dolokhovthebully,livedinMoscowwithanoldmotherandahunchbacksister,andwasthemostaffectionateofsonsandbrothers。
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Pierrehadoflaterarelyseenhiswifealone。BothinPetersburgandinMoscowtheirhousewasalwaysfullofvisitors。Thenightaftertheduelhedidnotgotohisbedroombut,asheoftendid,remainedinhisfather’sroom,thathugeroominwhichCountBezukhovhaddied。
Helaydownonthesofameaningtofallasleepandforgetallthathadhappenedtohim,butcouldnotdoso。Suchastormoffeelings,thoughts,andmemoriessuddenlyarosewithinhimthathecouldnotfallasleep,norevenremaininoneplace,buthadtojumpupandpacetheroomwithrapidsteps。Nowheseemedtoseeherintheearlydaysoftheirmarriage,withbareshouldersandalanguid,passionatelookonherface,andthenimmediatelyhesawbesideherDolokhov’shandsome,insolent,hard,andmockingfaceashehadseenitatthebanquet,andthenthatsamefacepale,quivering,andsuffering,asithadbeenwhenhereeledandsankonthesnow。
\"Whathashappened?\"heaskedhimself。\"Ihavekilledherlover,yes,killedmywife’slover。Yes,thatwasit!Andwhy?HowdidIcometodoit?\"—\"Becauseyoumarriedher,\"answeredaninnervoice。
\"ButinwhatwasItoblame?\"heasked。\"Inmarryingherwithoutlovingher;indeceivingyourselfandher。\"AndhevividlyrecalledthatmomentaftersupperatPrinceVasili’s,whenhespokethosewordshehadfoundsodifficulttoutter:\"Iloveyou。\"\"Itallcomesfromthat!EventhenIfeltit,\"hethought。\"Ifeltthenthatitwasnotso,thatIhadnorighttodoit。Andsoitturnsout。\"
Herememberedhishoneymoonandblushedattherecollection。
Particularlyvivid,humiliating,andshamefulwastherecollectionofhowonedaysoonafterhismarriagehecameoutofthebedroomintohisstudyalittlebeforenooninhissilkdressinggownandfoundhisheadstewardthere,who,bowingrespectfully,lookedintohisfaceandathisdressinggownandsmiledslightly,asifexpressingrespectfulunderstandingofhisemployer’shappiness。
\"ButhowoftenIhavefeltproudofher,proudofhermajesticbeautyandsocialtact,\"thoughthe;\"beenproudofmyhouse,inwhichshereceivedallPetersburg,proudofherunapproachabilityandbeauty。SothisiswhatIwasproudof!IthenthoughtthatIdidnotunderstandher。HowoftenwhenconsideringhercharacterIhavetoldmyselfthatIwastoblamefornotunderstandingher,fornotunderstandingthatconstantcomposureandcomplacencyandlackofallinterestsordesires,andthewholesecretliesintheterribletruththatsheisadepravedwoman。NowIhavespokenthatterriblewordtomyselfallhasbecomeclear。
\"Anatoleusedtocometoborrowmoneyfromherandusedtokisshernakedshoulders。Shedidnotgivehimthemoney,butletherselfbekissed。Herfatherinjesttriedtorouseherjealousy,andsherepliedwithacalmsmilethatshewasnotsostupidastobejealous:
’Lethimdowhathepleases,’sheusedtosayofme。OnedayIaskedherifshefeltanysymptomsofpregnancy。Shelaughedcontemptuouslyandsaidshewasnotafooltowanttohavechildren,andthatshewasnotgoingtohaveanychildrenbyme。\"