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  Oneofthehindmostgunsthatwasgoingontothedamturnedoffontotheice。Crowdsofsoldiersfromthedambeganrunningontothefrozenpond。Theicegavewayunderoneoftheforemostsoldiers,andonelegslippedintothewater。Hetriedtorighthimselfbutfellinuptohiswaist。Thenearestsoldiersshrankback,thegundriverstoppedhishorse,butfrombehindstillcametheshouts:\"Ontotheice,whydoyoustop?Goon!Goon!\"Andcriesofhorrorwereheardinthecrowd。Thesoldiersnearthegunwavedtheirarmsandbeatthehorsestomakethemturnandmoveon。Thehorsesmovedoffthebank。

  Theice,thathadheldunderthoseonfoot,collapsedinagreatmass,andsomefortymenwhowereonitdashed,someforwardandsomeback,drowningoneanother。

  Stillthecannonballscontinuedregularlytowhistleandflopontotheiceandintothewaterandoftenestofallamongthecrowdthatcoveredthedam,thepond,andthebank。

  BK3CH19

  CHAPTERXIX

  OnthePratzenHeights,wherehehadfallenwiththeflagstaffinhishand,layPrinceAndrewBolkonskibleedingprofuselyandunconsciouslyutteringagentle,piteous,andchildlikemoan。

  Towardeveningheceasedmoaningandbecamequitestill。Hedidnotknowhowlonghisunconsciousnesslasted。Suddenlyheagainfeltthathewasaliveandsufferingfromaburning,laceratingpaininhishead。

  \"Whereisit,thatloftyskythatIdidnotknowtillnow,butsawtoday?\"washisfirstthought。\"AndIdidnotknowthissufferingeither,\"hethought。\"Yes,Ididnotknowanything,anythingatalltillnow。ButwhereamI?\"

  Helistenedandheardthesoundofapproachinghorses,andvoicesspeakingFrench。Heopenedhiseyes。Abovehimagainwasthesameloftyskywithcloudsthathadrisenandwerefloatingstillhigher,andbetweenthemgleamedblueinfinity。Hedidnotturnhisheadanddidnotseethosewho,judgingbythesoundofhoofsandvoices,hadriddenupandstoppednearhim。

  ItwasNapoleonaccompaniedbytwoaides—de—camp。BonaparteridingoverthebattlefieldhadgivenfinalorderstostrengthenthebatteriesfiringattheAugesdDamandwaslookingatthekilledandwoundedleftonthefield。

  \"Finemen!\"remarkedNapoleon,lookingatadeadRussiangrenadier,who,withhisfaceburiedinthegroundandablackenednape,layonhisstomachwithanalreadystiffenedarmflungwide。

  \"Theammunitionforthegunsinpositionisexhausted,YourMajesty,\"saidanadjutantwhohadcomefromthebatteriesthatwerefiringatAugesd。

  \"Havesomebroughtfromthereserve,\"saidNapoleon,andhavinggoneonafewstepshestoppedbeforePrinceAndrew,wholayonhisbackwiththeflagstaffthathadbeendroppedbesidehim。TheflaghadalreadybeentakenbytheFrenchasatrophy。

  \"That’safinedeath!\"saidNapoleonashegazedatBolkonski。

  PrinceAndrewunderstoodthatthiswassaidofhimandthatitwasNapoleonwhosaidit。HeheardthespeakeraddressedasSire。Butheheardthewordsashemighthaveheardthebuzzingofafly。Notonlydidtheynotinteresthim,buthetooknonoticeofthemandatonceforgotthem。Hisheadwasburning,hefelthimselfbleedingtodeath,andhesawabovehimtheremote,lofty,andeverlastingsky。HeknewitwasNapoleon—hishero—butatthatmomentNapoleonseemedtohimsuchasmall,insignificantcreaturecomparedwithwhatwaspassingnowbetweenhimselfandthatloftyinfiniteskywiththecloudsflyingoverit。Atthatmomentitmeantnothingtohimwhomightbestandingoverhim,orwhatwassaidofhim;hewasonlygladthatpeoplewerestandingnearhimandonlywishedthattheywouldhelphimandbringhimbacktolife,whichseemedtohimsobeautifulnowthathehadtodaylearnedtounderstanditsodifferently。Hecollectedallhisstrength,tostirandutterasound。

  Hefeeblymovedhislegandutteredaweak,sicklygroanwhicharousedhisownpity。

  \"Ah!Heisalive,\"saidNapoleon。\"Liftthisyoungmanupandcarryhimtothedressingstation。\"

  Havingsaidthis,NapoleonrodeontomeetMarshalLannes,who,hatinhand,rodeupsmilingtotheEmperortocongratulatehimonthevictory。

  PrinceAndrewrememberednothingmore:helostconsciousnessfromtheterriblepainofbeingliftedontothestretcher,thejoltingwhilebeingmoved,andtheprobingofhiswoundatthedressingstation。Hedidnotregainconsciousnesstilllateintheday,whenwithotherwoundedandcapturedRussianofficershewascarriedtothehospital。Duringthistransferhefeltalittlestrongerandwasabletolookabouthimandevenspeak。

  ThefirstwordsheheardoncomingtohissenseswerethoseofaFrenchconvoyofficer,whosaidrapidly:\"Wemusthalthere:theEmperorwillpasshereimmediately;itwillpleasehimtoseethesegentlemenprisoners。\"

  \"Therearesomanyprisonerstoday,nearlythewholeRussianarmy,thatheisprobablytiredofthem,\"saidanotherofficer。

  \"Allthesame!TheysaythisoneisthecommanderofalltheEmperorAlexander’sGuards,\"saidthefirstone,indicatingaRussianofficerinthewhiteuniformoftheHorseGuards。

  BolkonskirecognizedPrinceRepninwhomhehadmetinPetersburgsociety。Besidehimstoodaladofnineteen,alsoawoundedofficeroftheHorseGuards。

  Bonaparte,havingcomeupatagallop,stoppedhishorse。

  \"Whichisthesenior?\"heasked,onseeingtheprisoners。

  Theynamedthecolonel,PrinceRepnin。

  \"YouarethecommanderoftheEmperorAlexander’sregimentofHorseGuards?\"askedNapoleon。

  \"Icommandedasquadron,\"repliedRepnin。

  \"Yourregimentfulfilleditsdutyhonorably,\"saidNapoleon。

  \"Thepraiseofagreatcommanderisasoldier’shighestreward,\"

  saidRepnin。

  \"Ibestowitwithpleasure,\"saidNapoleon。\"Andwhoisthatyoungmanbesideyou?\"

  PrinceRepninnamedLieutenantSukhtelen。

  AfterlookingathimNapoleonsmiled。

  \"He’sveryyoungtocometomeddlewithus。\"

  \"Youthisnohindrancetocourage,\"mutteredSukhteleninafailingvoice。

  \"Asplendidreply!\"saidNapoleon。\"Youngman,youwillgofar!\"

  PrinceAndrew,whohadalsobeenbroughtforwardbeforetheEmperor’seyestocompletetheshowofprisoners,couldnotfailtoattracthisattention。Napoleonapparentlyrememberedseeinghimonthebattlefieldand,addressinghim,againusedtheepithet\"youngman\"thatwasconnectedinhismemorywithPrinceAndrew。

  \"Well,andyou,youngman,\"saidhe。\"Howdoyoufeel,monbrave?\"

  Thoughfiveminutesbefore,PrinceAndrewhadbeenabletosayafewwordstothesoldierswhowerecarryinghim,nowwithhiseyesfixedstraightonNapoleon,hewassilent……SoinsignificantatthatmomentseemedtohimalltheintereststhatengrossedNapoleon,someandidhisherohimselfwithhispaltryvanityandjoyinvictoryappear,comparedtothelofty,equitable,andkindlyskywhichhehadseenandunderstood,thathecouldnotanswerhim。

  Everythingseemedsofutileandinsignificantincomparisonwiththesternandsolemntrainofthoughtthatweaknessfromlossofblood,suffering,andthenearnessofdeatharousedinhim。LookingintoNapoleon’seyesPrinceAndrewthoughtoftheinsignificanceofgreatness,theunimportanceoflifewhichnoonecouldunderstand,andthestillgreaterunimportanceofdeath,themeaningofwhichnoonealivecouldunderstandorexplain。

  TheEmperorwithoutwaitingforananswerturnedawayandsaidtooneoftheofficersashewent:\"Havethesegentlemenattendedtoandtakentomybivouac;letmydoctor,Larrey,examinetheirwounds。Aurevoir,PrinceRepnin!\"andhespurredhishorseandgallopedaway。

  Hisfaceshonewithself—satisfactionandpleasure。

  ThesoldierswhohadcarriedPrinceAndrewhadnoticedandtakenthelittlegoldiconPrincessMaryhadhungroundherbrother’sneck,butseeingthefavortheEmperorshowedtheprisoners,theynowhastenedtoreturntheholyimage。

  PrinceAndrewdidnotseehowandbywhomitwasreplaced,butthelittleiconwithitsthingoldchainsuddenlyappeareduponhischestoutsidehisuniform。

  \"Itwouldbegood,\"thoughtPrinceAndrew,glancingattheiconhissisterhadhungroundhisneckwithsuchemotionandreverence,\"itwouldbegoodifeverythingwereasclearandsimpleasitseemstoMary。Howgooditwouldbetoknowwheretoseekforhelpinthislife,andwhattoexpectafteritbeyondthegrave!HowhappyandcalmIshouldbeifIcouldnowsay:’Lord,havemercyonme!’……ButtowhomshouldIsaythat?EithertoaPowerindefinable,incomprehensible,whichInotonlycannotaddressbutwhichIcannotevenexpressinwords—theGreatAllorNothing—\"saidhetohimself,\"ortothatGodwhohasbeensewnintothisamuletbyMary!

  Thereisnothingcertain,nothingatallexcepttheunimportanceofeverythingIunderstand,andthegreatnessofsomethingincomprehensiblebutall—important。

  Thestretchersmovedon。Ateveryjoltheagainfeltunendurablepain;hisfeverishnessincreasedandhegrewdelirious。Visionsofhisfather,wife,sister,andfutureson,andthetendernesshehadfeltthenightbeforethebattle,thefigureoftheinsignificantlittleNapoleon,andaboveallthistheloftysky,formedthechiefsubjectsofhisdeliriousfancies。

  ThequiethomelifeandpeacefulhappinessofBaldHillspresenteditselftohim。HewasalreadyenjoyingthathappinesswhenthatlittleNapoleonhadsuddenlyappearedwithhisunsympathizinglookofshortsighteddelightatthemiseryofothers,anddoubtsandtormentshadfollowed,andonlytheheavenspromisedpeace。TowardmorningallthesedreamsmeltedandmergedintothechaosanddarknessofunconciousnessandoblivionwhichintheopinionofNapoleon’sdoctor,Larrey,wasmuchmorelikelytoendindeaththaninconvalescence。

  \"Heisanervous,bilioussubject,\"saidLarrey,\"andwillnotrecover。\"

  AndPrinceAndrew,withothersfatallywounded,waslefttothecareoftheinhabitantsofthedistrict。

  BOOKFOUR:1806

  CHAPTERI

  Earlyintheyear1806NicholasRostovreturnedhomeonleave。

  DenisovwasgoinghometoVoronezhandRostovpersuadedhimtotravelwithhimasfarasMoscowandtostaywithhimthere。MeetingacomradeatthelastpoststationbutonebeforeMoscow,Denisovhaddrunkthreebottlesofwinewithhimand,despitethejoltingrutsacrossthesnow—coveredroad,didnotoncewakeuponthewaytoMoscow,butlayatthebottomofthesleighbesideRostov,whogrewmoreandmoreimpatientthenearertheygottoMoscow。

  \"Howmuchlonger?Howmuchlonger?Oh,theseinsufferablestreets,shops,bakers’signboards,streetlamps,andsleighs!\"thoughtRostov,whentheirleavepermitshadbeenpassedatthetowngateandtheyhadenteredMoscow。

  \"Denisov!We’rehere!He’sasleep,\"headded,leaningforwardwithhiswholebodyasifinthatpositionhehopedtohastenthespeedofthesleigh。

  Denisovgavenoanswer。

  \"There’sthecorneratthecrossroads,wherethecabman,Zakhar,hashisstand,andthere’sZakharhimselfandstillthesamehorse!Andhere’sthelittleshopwhereweusedtobuygingerbread!Can’tyouhurryup?Nowthen!\"

  \"Whichhouseisit?\"askedthedriver。

  \"Why,thatone,rightattheend,thebigone。Don’tyousee?That’sourhouse,\"saidRostov。\"Ofcourse,it’sourhouse!Denisov,Denisov!

  We’realmostthere!\"

  Denisovraisedhishead,coughed,andmadenoanswer。

  \"Dmitri,\"saidRostovtohisvaletonthebox,\"thoselightsareinourhouse,aren’tthey?\"

  \"Yes,sir,andthere’salightinyourfather’sstudy。\"

  \"Thenthey’venotgonetobedyet?Whatdoyouthink?Mindnow,don’tforgettoputoutmynewcoat,\"addedRostov,fingeringhisnewmustache。\"Nowthen,geton,\"heshoutedtothedriver。\"Dowakeup,Vaska!\"hewenton,turningtoDenisov,whoseheadwasagainnodding。\"Come,geton!Youshallhavethreerublesforvodka—geton!\"Rostovshouted,whenthesleighwasonlythreehousesfromhisdoor。Itseemedtohimthehorseswerenotmovingatall。Atlastthesleighboretotheright,drewupatanentrance,andRostovsawoverheadtheoldfamiliarcornicewithabitofplasterbrokenoff,theporch,andthepostbythesideofthepavement。Hesprangoutbeforethesleighstopped,andranintothehall。Thehousestoodcoldandsilent,asifquiteregardlessofwhohadcometoit。Therewasnooneinthehall。\"OhGod!Iseveryoneallright?\"hethought,stoppingforamomentwithasinkingheart,andthenimmediatelystartingtorunalongthehallandupthewarpedstepsofthefamiliarstaircase。Thewell—knownolddoorhandle,whichalwaysangeredthecountesswhenitwasnotproperlycleaned,turnedaslooselyasever。Asolitarytallowcandleburnedintheanteroom。

  OldMichaelwasasleeponthechest。Prokofy,thefootman,whowassostrongthathecouldliftthebackofthecarriagefrombehind,satplaitingslippersoutofclothselvedges。Helookedupattheopeningdoorandhisexpressionofsleepyindifferencesuddenlychangedtooneofdelightedamazement。

  \"Graciousheavens!Theyoungcount!\"hecried,recognizinghisyoungmaster。\"Canitbe?Mytreasure!\"andProkofy,tremblingwithexcitement,rushedtowardthedrawing—roomdoor,probablyinordertoannouncehim,but,changinghismind,camebackandstoopedtokisstheyoungman’sshoulder。

  \"Allwell?\"askedRostov,drawingawayhisarm。

  \"Yes,Godbethanked!Yes!They’vejustfinishedsupper。Letmehavealookatyou,yourexcellency。\"

  \"Iseverythingquiteallright?\"

  \"TheLordbethanked,yes!\"

  Rostov,whohadcompletelyforgottenDenisov,notwishinganyonetoforestallhim,threwoffhisfurcoatandranontiptoethroughthelargedarkballroom。Allwasthesame:therewerethesameoldcardtablesandthesamechandelierwithacoveroverit;butsomeonehadalreadyseentheyoungmaster,and,beforehehadreachedthedrawingroom,somethingflewoutfromasidedoorlikeatornadoandbeganhuggingandkissinghim。Anotherandyetanothercreatureofthesamekindsprangfromaseconddoorandathird;morehugging,morekissing,moreoutcries,andtearsofjoy。HecouldnotdistinguishwhichwasPapa,whichNatasha,andwhichPetya。Everyoneshouted,talked,andkissedhimatthesametime。Onlyhismotherwasnotthere,henoticedthat。

  \"AndIdidnotknow……Nicholas……Mydarling!……\"

  \"Hereheis……ourown……Kolya,*dearfellow……Howhehaschanged!……Wherearethecandles?……Tea!……\"

  *Nicholas。

  \"Andme,kissme!\"

  \"Dearest……andme!\"

  Sonya,Natasha,Petya,AnnaMikhaylovna,Vera,andtheoldcountwereallhugginghim,andtheserfs,menandmaids,flockedintotheroom,exclaimingandoh—ingandah—ing。

  Petya,clingingtohislegs,keptshouting,\"Andmetoo!\"

  Natasha,aftershehadpulledhimdowntowardherandcoveredhisfacewithkisses,holdinghimtightbytheskirtofhiscoat,sprangawayandprancedupanddowninoneplacelikeagoatandshriekedpiercingly。

  Allaroundwerelovingeyesglisteningwithtearsofjoy,andallaroundwerelipsseekingakiss。

  Sonyatoo,allrosyred,clungtohisarmand,radiantwithbliss,lookedeagerlytowardhiseyes,waitingforthelookforwhichshelonged。Sonyanowwassixteenandshewasverypretty,especiallyatthismomentofhappy,rapturousexcitement。Shegazedathim,nottakinghereyesoffhim,andsmilingandholdingherbreath。Hegaveheragratefullook,butwasstillexpectantandlookingforsomeone。Theoldcountesshadnotyetcome。Butnowstepswereheardatthedoor,stepssorapidthattheycouldhardlybehismother’s。

  Yetitwasshe,dressedinanewgownwhichhedidnotknow,madesincehehadleft。Alltheotherslethimgo,andherantoher。

  Whentheymet,shefellonhisbreast,sobbing。Shecouldnotliftherface,butonlypressedittothecoldbraidingofhishussar’sjacket。

  Denisov,whohadcomeintotheroomunnoticedbyanyone,stoodthereandwipedhiseyesatthesight。

  \"VasiliDenisov,yourson’sfriend,\"hesaid,introducinghimselftothecount,whowaslookinginquiringlyathim。

  \"Youaremostwelcome!Iknow,Iknow,\"saidthecount,kissingandembracingDenisov。\"Nicholaswroteus……Natasha,Vera,look!HereisDenisov!\"

  Thesamehappy,rapturousfacesturnedtotheshaggyfigureofDenisov。

  \"DarlingDenisov!\"screamedNatasha,besideherselfwithrapture,springingtohim,puttingherarmsroundhim,andkissinghim。Thisescapademadeeverybodyfeelconfused。Denisovblushedtoo,butsmiledand,takingNatasha’shand,kissedit。

  Denisovwasshowntotheroompreparedforhim,andtheRostovsallgatheredroundNicholasinthesittingroom。

  Theoldcountess,notlettinggoofhishandandkissingiteverymoment,satbesidehim:therest,crowdingroundhim,watchedeverymovement,word,orlookofhis,nevertakingtheirblissfullyadoringeyesoffhim。Hisbrotherandsistersstruggledfortheplacesnearesttohimanddisputedwithoneanotherwhoshouldbringhimhistea,handkerchief,andpipe。

  Rostovwasveryhappyinthelovetheyshowedhim;butthefirstmomentofmeetinghadbeensobeatificthathispresentjoyseemedinsufficient,andhekeptexpectingsomethingmore,moreandyetmore。

  Nextmorning,afterthefatiguesoftheirjourney,thetravelersslepttillteno’clock。

  Intheroomnexttheirbedroomtherewasaconfusionofsabers,satchels,sabretaches,openportmanteaus,anddirtyboots。Twofreshlycleanedpairswithspurshadjustbeenplacedbythewall。Theservantswerebringinginjugsandbasins,hotwaterforshaving,andtheirwell—brushedclothes。Therewasamasculineodorandasmelloftobacco。

  \"Hallo,Gwiska—mypipe!\"cameVasiliDenisov’shuskyvoice。

  \"Wostov,getup!\"

  Rostov,rubbinghiseyesthatseemedgluedtogether,raisedhisdisheveledheadfromthehotpillow。

  \"Why,isitlate?\"

  \"Late!It’snearlyteno’clock,\"answeredNatasha’svoice。A

  rustleofstarchedpetticoatsandthewhisperingandlaughterofgirls’voicescamefromtheadjoiningroom。Thedoorwasopenedacrackandtherewasaglimpseofsomethingblue,ofribbons,blackhair,andmerryfaces。ItwasNatasha,Sonya,andPetya,whohadcometoseewhethertheyweregettingup。

  \"Nicholas!Getup!\"Natasha’svoicewasagainheardatthedoor。

  \"Directly!\"

  Meanwhile,Petya,havingfoundandseizedthesabersintheouterroom,withthedelightboysfeelatthesightofamilitaryelderbrother,andforgettingthatitwasunbecomingforthegirlstoseemenundressed,openedthebedroomdoor。

  \"Isthisyoursaber?\"heshouted。

  Thegirlssprangaside。Denisovhidhishairylegsundertheblanket,lookingwithascaredfaceathiscomradeforhelp。Thedoor,havingletPetyain,closedagain。Asoundoflaughtercamefrombehindit。

  \"Nicholas!Comeoutinyourdressinggown!\"saidNatasha’svoice。

  \"Isthisyoursaber?\"askedPetya。\"Orisityours?\"hesaid,addressingtheblack—mustachedDenisovwithserviledeference。

  Rostovhurriedlyputsomethingonhisfeet,drewonhisdressinggown,andwentout。Natashahadputononespurredbootandwasjustgettingherfootintotheother。Sonya,whenhecamein,wastwirlingroundandwasabouttoexpandherdressesintoaballoonandsitdown。Theyweredressedalike,innewpale—bluefrocks,andwerebothfresh,rosy,andbright。Sonyaranaway,butNatasha,takingherbrother’sarm,ledhimintothesittingroom,wheretheybegantalking。Theyhardlygaveoneanothertimetoaskquestionsandgiverepliesconcerningathousandlittlematterswhichcouldnotinterestanyonebutthemselves。Natashalaughedateverywordhesaidorthatshesaidherself,notbecausewhattheyweresayingwasamusing,butbecauseshefelthappyandwasunabletocontrolherjoywhichexpresseditselfbylaughter。

  \"Oh,hownice,howsplendid!\"shesaidtoeverything。

  Rostovfeltthat,undertheinfluenceofthewarmraysoflove,thatchildlikesmilewhichhadnotonceappearedonhisfacesincehelefthomenowforthefirsttimeaftereighteenmonthsagainbrightenedhissoulandhisface。

  \"No,butlisten,\"shesaid,\"nowyouarequiteaman,aren’tyou?

  I’mawfullygladyou’remybrother。\"Shetouchedhismustache。\"Iwanttoknowwhatyoumenarelike。Areyouthesameaswe?No?\"

  \"WhydidSonyarunaway?\"askedRostov。

  \"Ah,yes!That’sawholelongstory!Howareyougoingtospeaktoher—thouoryou?\"

  \"Asmayhappen,\"saidRostov。

  \"No,callheryou,please!I’lltellyouallaboutitsomeothertime。No,I’lltellyounow。YouknowSonya’smydearestfriend。

  SuchafriendthatIburnedmyarmforhersake。Lookhere!\"

  Shepulleduphermuslinsleeveandshowedhimaredscaronherlong,slender,delicatearm,highabovetheelbowonthatpartthatiscoveredevenbyaballdress。

  \"Iburnedthistoprovemyloveforher。Ijustheatedarulerinthefireandpresseditthere!\"

  Sittingonthesofawiththelittlecushionsonitsarms,inwhatusedtobehisoldschoolroom,andlookingintoNatasha’swildlybrighteyes,Rostovre—enteredthatworldofhomeandchildhoodwhichhadnomeaningforanyoneelse,butgavehimsomeofthebestjoysofhislife;andtheburningofanarmwitharulerasaproofoflovedidnotseemtohimsenseless,heunderstoodandwasnotsurprisedatit。

  \"Well,andisthatall?\"heasked。

  \"Wearesuchfriends,suchfriends!Allthatrulerbusinesswasjustnonsense,butwearefriendsforever。She,ifshelovesanyone,doesitforlife,butIdon’tunderstandthat,Iforgetquickly。\"

  \"Well,whatthen?\"

  \"Well,shelovesmeandyoulikethat。\"

  Natashasuddenlyflushed。

  \"Why,yourememberbeforeyouwentaway?……Well,shesaysyouaretoforgetallthat……Shesays:’Ishalllovehimalways,butlethimbefree。’Isn’tthatlovelyandnoble!Yes,verynoble?Isn’tit?\"

  askedNatasha,soseriouslyandexcitedlythatitwasevidentthatwhatshewasnowsayingshehadtalkedofbefore,withtears。

  Rostovbecamethoughtful。

  \"Inevergobackonmyword,\"hesaid。\"Besides,Sonyaissocharmingthatonlyafoolwouldrenouncesuchhappiness。\"

  \"No,no!\"criedNatasha,\"sheandIhavealreadytalkeditover。

  Weknewyou’dsayso。Butitwon’tdo,becauseyousee,ifyousaythat—ifyouconsideryourselfboundbyyourpromise—itwillseemasifshehadnotmeantitseriously。Itmakesitasifyouweremarryingherbecauseyoumust,andthatwouldn’tdoatall。\"

  Rostovsawthatithadbeenwellconsideredbythem。Sonyahadalreadystruckhimbyherbeautyontheprecedingday。Today,whenhehadcaughtaglimpseofher,sheseemedstillmorelovely。Shewasacharminggirlofsixteen,evidentlypassionatelyinlovewithhimhedidnotdoubtthatforaninstant。Whyshouldhenotlovehernow,andevenmarryher,Rostovthought,butjustnowthereweresomanyotherpleasuresandinterestsbeforehim!\"Yes,theyhavetakenawisedecision,\"hethought,\"Imustremainfree。\"

  \"Wellthen,that’sexcellent,\"saidhe。\"We’lltalkitoverlateron。Oh,howgladIamtohaveyou!

  \"Well,andareyoustilltruetoBoris?\"hecontinued。

  \"Oh,whatnonsense!\"criedNatasha,laughing。\"Idon’tthinkabouthimoranyoneelse,andIdon’twantanythingofthekind。\"

  \"Dearme!Thenwhatareyouupnow?\"

  \"Now?\"repeatedNatasha,andahappysmilelitupherface。\"HaveyouseenDuport?\"

  \"No。\"

  \"NotseenDuport—thefamousdancer?Wellthen,youwon’tunderstand。That’swhatI’mupto。\"

  Curvingherarms,Natashaheldoutherskirtsasdancersdo,ranbackafewsteps,turned,cutacaper,broughtherlittlefeetsharplytogether,andmadesomestepsontheverytipsofhertoes。

  \"See,I’mstanding!See!\"shesaid,butcouldnotmaintainherselfonhertoesanylonger。\"Sothat’swhatI’mupto!I’llnevermarryanyone,butwillbeadancer。Onlydon’ttellanyone。\"

  RostovlaughedsoloudandmerrilythatDenisov,inhisbedroom,feltenviousandNatashacouldnothelpjoiningin。

  \"No,butdon’tyouthinkit’snice?\"shekeptrepeating。

  \"Nice!AndsoyounolongerwishtomarryBoris?\"

  Natashaflaredup。\"Idon’twanttomarryanyone。AndI’lltellhimsowhenIseehim!\"

  \"Dearme!\"saidRostov。

  \"Butthat’sallrubbish,\"Natashachatteredon。\"AndisDenisovnice?\"sheasked。

  \"Yes,indeed!\"

  \"Oh,wellthen,good—by:goanddress。Isheveryterrible,Denisov?\"

  \"Whyterrible?\"askedNicholas。\"No,Vaskaisasplendidfellow。\"

  \"YoucallhimVaska?That’sfunny!Andisheverynice?\"

  \"Very。\"

  \"Wellthen,bequick。We’llallhavebreakfasttogether。\"

  AndNatasharoseandwentoutoftheroomontiptoe,likeaballetdancer,butsmilingasonlyhappygirlsoffifteencansmile。WhenRostovmetSonyainthedrawingroom,hereddened。Hedidnotknowhowtobehavewithher。Theeveningbefore,inthefirsthappymomentofmeeting,theyhadkissedeachother,buttodaytheyfeltitcouldnotbedone;hefeltthateverybody,includinghismotherandsisters,waslookinginquiringlyathimandwatchingtoseehowhewouldbehavewithher。Hekissedherhandandaddressedhernotasthoubutasyou—

  Sonya。Buttheireyesmetandsaidthou,andexchangedtenderkisses。Herlooksaskedhimtoforgiveherforhavingdared,byNatasha’sintermediacy,toremindhimofhispromise,andthenthankedhimforhislove。Hislooksthankedherforofferinghimhisfreedomandtoldherthatonewayoranotherhewouldneverceasetoloveher,forthatwouldbeimpossible。

  \"Howstrangeitis,\"saidVera,selectingamomentwhenallweresilent,\"thatSonyaandNicholasnowsayyoutooneanotherandmeetlikestrangers。\"

  Vera’sremarkwascorrect,asherremarksalwayswere,but,likemostofherobservations,itmadeeveryonefeeluncomfortable,notonlySonya,Nicholas,andNatasha,buteventheoldcountess,who—

  dreadingthisloveaffairwhichmighthinderNicholasfrommakingabrilliantmatch—blushedlikeagirl。

  Denisov,toRostov’ssurprise,appearedinthedrawingroomwithpomadedhair,perfumed,andinanewuniform,lookingjustassmartashemadehimselfwhengoingintobattle,andhewasmoreamiabletotheladiesandgentlementhanRostovhadeverexpectedtoseehim。

  BK4CH2

  CHAPTERII

  OnhisreturntoMoscowfromthearmy,NicholasRostovwaswelcomedbyhishomecircleasthebestofsons,ahero,andtheirdarlingNikolenka;byhisrelationsasacharming,attractive,andpoliteyoungman;byhisacquaintancesasahandsomelieutenantofhussars,agooddancer,andoneofthebestmatchesinthecity。

  TheRostovskneweverybodyinMoscow。Theoldcounthadmoneyenoughthatyear,asallhisestateshadbeenremortgaged,andsoNicholas,acquiringatrotterofhisown,verystylishridingbreechesofthelatestcut,suchasnooneelseyethadinMoscow,andbootsofthelatestfashion,withextremelypointedtoesandsmallsilverspurs,passedhistimeverygaily。Afterashortperiodofadaptinghimselftotheoldconditionsoflife,Nicholasfounditverypleasanttobeathomeagain。Hefeltthathehadgrownupandmaturedverymuch。HisdespairatfailinginaScriptureexamination,hisborrowingmoneyfromGavriltopayasleighdriver,hiskissingSonyaonthesly—henowrecalledallthisaschildishnesshehadleftimmeasurablybehind。

  Nowhewasalieutenantofhussars,inajacketlacedwithsilver,andwearingtheCrossofSt。George,awardedtosoldiersforbraveryinaction,andinthecompanyofwell—known,elderly,andrespectedracingmenwastrainingatrotterofhisownforarace。Heknewaladyononeoftheboulevardswhomhevisitedofanevening。HeledthemazurkaattheArkharovs’ball,talkedaboutthewarwithFieldMarshalKamenski,visitedtheEnglishClub,andwasonintimatetermswithacoloneloffortytowhomDenisovhadintroducedHispassionfortheEmperorhadcooledsomewhatinMoscow。Butstill,ashedidnotseehimandhadnoopportunityofseeinghim,heoftenspokeabouthimandabouthisloveforhim,lettingitbeunderstoodthathehadnottoldallandthattherewassomethinginhisfeelingsfortheEmperornoteveryonecouldunderstand,andwithhiswholesoulhesharedtheadorationthencommoninMoscowfortheEmperor,whowasspokenofasthe\"angelincarnate。\"

  DuringRostov’sshortstayinMoscow,beforerejoiningthearmy,hedidnotdrawclosertoSonya,butratherdriftedawayfromher。Shewasveryprettyandsweet,andevidentlydeeplyinlovewithhim,buthewasattheperiodofyouthwhenthereseemssomuchtodothatthereisnotimeforthatsortofthingandayoungmanfearstobindhimselfandprizeshisfreedomwhichheneedsforsomanyotherthings。WhenhethoughtofSonya,duringthisstayinMoscow,hesaidtohimself,\"Ah,therewillbe,andthereare,manymoresuchgirlssomewherewhomIdonotyetknow。TherewillbetimeenoughtothinkaboutlovewhenIwantto,butnowIhavenotime。\"Besides,itseemedtohimthatthesocietyofwomenwasratherderogatorytohismanhood。Hewenttoballsandintoladies’societywithanaffectationofdoingsoagainsthiswill。Theraces,theEnglishClub,spreeswithDenisov,andvisitstoacertainhouse—thatwasanothermatterandquitethethingforadashingyounghussar!

  AtthebeginningofMarch,oldCountIlyaRostovwasverybusyarrangingadinnerinhonorofPrinceBagrationattheEnglishClub。

  Thecountwalkedupanddownthehallinhisdressinggown,givingorderstotheclubstewardandtothefamousFeoktist,theClub’sheadcook,aboutasparagus,freshcucumbers,strawberries,veal,andfishforthisdinner。ThecounthadbeenamemberandonthecommitteeoftheClubfromthedayitwasfounded。TohimtheClubentrustedthearrangementofthefestivalinhonorofBagration,forfewmenknewsowellhowtoarrangeafeastonanopen—handed,hospitablescale,andstillfewermenwouldbesowellableandwillingtomakeupoutoftheirownresourceswhatmightbeneededforthesuccessofthefete。Theclubcookandthestewardlistenedtothecount’sorderswithpleasedfaces,fortheyknewthatundernoothermanagementcouldtheysoeasilyextractagoodprofitforthemselvesfromadinnercostingseveralthousandrubles。

  \"Wellthen,mindandhavecocks’combintheturtlesoup,youknow!\"

  \"Shallwehavethreecolddishesthen?\"askedthecook。

  Thecountconsidered。

  \"Wecan’thaveless—yes,three……themayonnaise,that’sone,\"saidhe,bendingdownafinger。

  \"ThenamItoorderthoselargesterlets?\"askedthesteward。

  \"Yes,itcan’tbehelpediftheywon’ttakeless。Ah,dearme!Iwasforgetting。Wemusthaveanotherentree。Ah,goodnessgracious!\"heclutchedathishead。\"Whoisgoingtogetmetheflowers?Dmitri!Eh,Dmitri!GallopofftoourMoscowestate,\"hesaidtothefactotumwhoappearedathiscall。\"HurryoffandtellMaksim,thegardener,tosettheserfstowork。Saythateverythingoutofthehothousesmustbebroughtherewellwrappedupinfelt。ImusthavetwohundredpotshereonFriday。\"

  Havinggivenseveralmoreorders,hewasabouttogotohis\"littlecountess\"tohavearest,butrememberingsomethingelseofimportance,hereturnedagain,calledbackthecookandtheclubsteward,andagainbegangivingorders。Alightfootstepandtheclinkingofspurswereheardatthedoor,andtheyoungcount,handsome,rosy,withadarklittlemustache,evidentlyrestedandmadesleekerbyhiseasylifeinMoscow,enteredtheroom。

  \"Ah,myboy,myhead’sinawhirl!\"saidtheoldmanwithasmile,asifhefeltalittleconfusedbeforehisson。\"Now,ifyouwouldonlyhelpabit!Imusthavesingerstoo。Ishallhavemyownorchestra,butshouldn’twegetthegypsysingersaswell?Youmilitarymenlikethatsortofthing。\"

  \"Really,Papa,IbelievePrinceBagrationworriedhimselflessbeforethebattleofSchonGrabernthanyoudonow,\"saidhissonwithasmile。

  Theoldcountpretendedtobeangry。

  \"Yes,youtalk,buttryityourself!\"

  Andthecountturnedtothecook,who,withashrewdandrespectfulexpression,lookedobservantlyandsympatheticallyatthefatherandson。

  \"Whathavetheyoungpeoplecometonowadays,eh,Feoktist?\"saidhe。\"Laughingatusoldfellows!\"

  \"That’sso,yourexcellency,alltheyhavetodoistoeatagooddinner,butprovidingitandservingitallup,that’snottheirbusiness!

  \"That’sit,that’sit!\"exclaimedthecount,andgailyseizinghissonbybothhands,hecried,\"NowI’vegotyou,sotakethesleighandpairatonce,andgotoBezukhob’s,andtellhim’CountIlyahassentyoutoaskforstrawberriesandfreshpineapples。’Wecan’tgetthemfromanyoneelse。He’snottherehimself,soyou’llhavetogoinandasktheprincesses;andfromtheregoontotheRasgulyay—thecoachmanIpatkaknows—andlookupthegypsyIlyushka,theonewhodancedatCountOrlov’s,youremember,inawhiteCossackcoat,andbringhimalongtome。\"

  \"AndamItobringthegypsygirlsalongwithhim?\"askedNicholas,laughing。\"Dear,dear!……\"

  Atthatmoment,withnoiselessfootstepsandwiththebusinesslike,preoccupied,yetmeeklyChristianlookwhichneverleftherface,AnnaMikhaylovnaenteredthehall。Thoughshecameuponthecountinhisdressinggowneveryday,heinvariablybecameconfusedandbeggedhertoexcusehiscostume。

  \"Nomatteratall,mydearcount,\"shesaid,meeklyclosinghereyes。\"ButI’llgotoBezukhov’smyself。Pierrehasarrived,andnowweshallgetanythingwewantfromhishothouses。Ihavetoseehiminanycase。HehasforwardedmealetterfromBoris。ThankGod,Borisisnowonthestaff。\"

  ThecountwasdelightedatAnnaMikhaylovna’stakinguponherselfoneofhiscommissionsandorderedthesmallclosedcarriageforher。

  \"TellBezukhovtocome。I’llputhisnamedown。Ishiswifewithhim?\"heasked。

  AnnaMikhaylovnaturneduphereyes,andprofoundsadnesswasdepictedonherface。

  \"Ah,mydearfriend,heisveryunfortunate,\"shesaid。\"Ifwhatwehearistrue,itisdreadful。Howlittlewedreamedofsuchathingwhenwewererejoicingathishappiness!AndsuchaloftyangelicsoulasyoungBezukhov!Yes,Ipityhimfrommyheart,andshalltrytogivehimwhatconsolationIcan。\"

  \"Wh—whatisthematter?\"askedboththeyoungandoldRostov。

  AnnaMikhaylovnasigheddeeply。

  \"Dolokhov,MaryIvanovna’sson,\"shesaidinamysteriouswhisper,\"hascompromisedhercompletely,theysay。Pierretookhimup,invitedhimtohishouseinPetersburg,andnow……shehascomehereandthatdaredevilafterher!\"saidAnnaMikhaylovna,wishingtoshowhersympathyforPierre,butbyinvoluntaryintonationsandahalfsmilebetrayinghersympathyforthe\"daredevil,\"asshecalledDolokhov。\"TheysayPierreisquitebrokenbyhismisfortune。\"

  \"Dear,dear!ButstilltellhimtocometotheClub—itwillallblowover。Itwillbeatremendousbanquet。\"

  Nextday,thethirdofMarch,soonafteroneo’clock,twohundredandfiftymembersoftheEnglishClubandfiftyguestswereawaitingtheguestofhonorandherooftheAustriancampaign,PrinceBagration,todinner。

  OnthefirstarrivalofthenewsofthebattleofAusterlitz,Moscowhadbeenbewildered。Atthattime,theRussiansweresousedtovictoriesthatonreceivingnewsofthedefeatsomewouldsimplynotbelieveit,whileotherssoughtsomeextraordinaryexplanationofsostrangeanevent。IntheEnglishClub,whereallwhoweredistinguished,important,andwellinformedforgatheredwhenthenewsbegantoarriveinDecember,nothingwassaidaboutthewarandthelastbattle,asthoughallwereinaconspiracyofsilence。Themenwhosetthetoneinconversation—CountRostopchin,PrinceYuriDolgorukov,Valuev,CountMarkov,andPrinceVyazemski—didnotshowthemselvesattheClub,butmetinprivatehousesinintimatecircles,andtheMoscoviteswhotooktheiropinionsfromothers—IlyaRostovamongthem—remainedforawhilewithoutanydefiniteopiniononthesubjectofthewarandwithoutleaders。TheMoscovitesfeltthatsomethingwaswrongandthattodiscussthebadnewswasdifficult,andsoitwasbesttobesilent。Butafterawhile,justasajurycomesoutofitsroom,thebigwigswhoguidedtheClub’sopinionreappeared,andeverybodybeganspeakingclearlyanddefinitely。

  Reasonswerefoundfortheincredible,unheard—of,andimpossibleeventofaRussiandefeat,everythingbecameclear,andinallcornersofMoscowthesamethingsbegantobesaid。ThesereasonswerethetreacheryoftheAustrians,adefectivecommissariat,thetreacheryofthePolePrzebyszewskiandoftheFrenchmanLangeron,Kutuzov’sincapacity,anditwaswhisperedtheyouthandinexperienceofthesovereign,whohadtrustedworthlessandinsignificantpeople。Butthearmy,theRussianarmy,everyonedeclared,wasextraordinaryandhadachievedmiraclesofvalor。Thesoldiers,officers,andgeneralswereheroes。ButtheheroofheroeswasPrinceBagration,distinguishedbyhisSchonGrabernaffairandbytheretreatfromAusterlitz,wherehealonehadwithdrawnhiscolumnunbrokenandhadalldaybeatenbackanenemyforcetwiceasnumerousashisown。WhatalsoconducedtoBagration’sbeingselectedasMoscow’sherowasthefactthathehadnoconnectionsinthecityandwasastrangerthere。Inhisperson,honorwasshowntoasimplefightingRussiansoldierwithoutconnectionsandintrigues,andtoonewhowasassociatedbymemoriesoftheItaliancampaignwiththenameofSuvorov。Moreover,payingsuchhonortoBagrationwasthebestwayofexpressingdisapprovalanddislikeofKutuzov。

  \"HadtherebeennoBagration,itwouldhavebeennecessarytoinventhim,\"saidthewitShinshin,parodyingthewordsofVoltaire。

  Kutuzovnoonespokeof,exceptsomewhoabusedhiminwhispers,callinghimacourtweathercockandanoldsatyr。

  AllMoscowrepeatedPrinceDolgorukov’ssaying:\"Ifyougoonmodelingandmodelingyoumustgetsmearedwithclay,\"suggestingconsolationforourdefeatbythememoryofformervictories;andthewordsofRostopchin,thatFrenchsoldiershavetobeincitedtobattlebyhighfalutinwords,andGermansbylogicalargumentstoshowthemthatitismoredangeroustorunawaythantoadvance,butthatRussiansoldiersonlyneedtoberestrainedandheldback!Onallsides,newandfreshanecdoteswereheardofindividualexamplesofheroismshownbyourofficersandmenatAusterlitz。Onehadsavedastandard,anotherhadkilledfiveFrenchmen,athirdhadloadedfivecannonsinglehanded。Bergwasmentioned,bythosewhodidnotknowhim,ashaving,whenwoundedintherighthand,takenhisswordintheleft,andgoneforward。OfBolkonski,nothingwassaid,andonlythosewhoknewhimintimatelyregrettedthathehaddiedsoyoung,leavingapregnantwifewithhiseccentricfather。

  BK4CH3

  CHAPTERIII

  OnthatthirdofMarch,alltheroomsintheEnglishClubwerefilledwithahumofconversation,likethehumofbeesswarminginspringtime。ThemembersandguestsoftheClubwanderedhitherandthither,sat,stood,met,andseparated,someinuniformandsomeineveningdress,andafewhereandtherewithpowderedhairandinRussiankaftans。Powderedfootmen,inliverywithbuckledshoesandsmartstockings,stoodateverydooranxiouslynotingvisitors’

  everymovementinordertooffertheirservices。Mostofthosepresentwereelderly,respectedmenwithbroad,self—confidentfaces,fatfingers,andresolutegesturesandvoices。Thisclassofguestsandmemberssatincertainhabitualplacesandmetincertainhabitualgroups。Aminorityofthosepresentwerecasualguests—chieflyyoungmen,amongwhomwereDenisov,Rostov,andDolokhov—whowasnowagainanofficerintheSemenovregiment。Thefacesoftheseyoungpeople,especiallythosewhoweremilitarymen,borethatexpressionofcondescendingrespectfortheirelderswhichseemstosaytotheoldergeneration,\"Wearepreparedtorespectandhonoryou,butallthesamerememberthatthefuturebelongstous。\"

  NesvitskiwasthereasanoldmemberoftheClub。Pierre,whoathiswife’scommandhadlethishairgrowandabandonedhisspectacles,wentabouttheroomsfashionablydressedbutlookingsadanddull。

  Here,aselsewhere,hewassurroundedbyanatmosphereofsubserviencetohiswealth,andbeinginthehabitoflordingitoverthesepeople,hetreatedthemwithabsent—mindedcontempt。

  Byhisageheshouldhavebelongedtotheyoungermen,butbyhiswealthandconnectionshebelongedtothegroupsoldandhonoredguests,andsohewentfromonegrouptoanother。Someofthemostimportantoldmenwerethecenterofgroupswhichevenstrangersapproachedrespectfullytohearthevoicesofwell—knownmen。ThelargestcirclesformedroundCountRostopchin,Valuev,andNaryshkin。RostopchinwasdescribinghowtheRussianshadbeenoverwhelmedbyflyingAustriansandhadhadtoforcetheirwaythroughthemwithbayonets。

  ValuevwasconfidentiallytellingthatUvarovhadbeensentfromPetersburgtoascertainwhatMoscowwasthinkingaboutAusterlitz。

  Inthethirdcircle,NaryshkinwasspeakingofthemeetingoftheAustrianCouncilofWaratwhichSuvorovcrowedlikeacockinreplytothenonsensetalkedbytheAustriangenerals。Shinshin,standingcloseby,triedtomakeajoke,sayingthatKutuzovhadevidentlyfailedtolearnfromSuvorovevensosimpleathingastheartofcrowinglikeacock,buttheeldermembersglancedseverelyatthewit,makinghimfeelthatinthatplaceandonthatday,itwasimpropertospeaksoofKutuzov。

  CountIlyaRostov,hurriedandpreoccupied,wentaboutinhissoftbootsbetweenthedininganddrawingrooms,hastilygreetingtheimportantandunimportant,allofwhomheknew,asiftheywereallequals,whilehiseyesoccasionallysoughtouthisfinewell—set—upyoungson,restingonhimandwinkingjoyfullyathim。YoungRostovstoodatawindowwithDolokhov,whoseacquaintancehehadlatelymadeandhighlyvalued。TheoldcountcameuptothemandpressedDolokhov’shand。

  \"Pleasecomeandvisitus……youknowmybraveboy……beentogetheroutthere……bothplayingthehero……Ah,VasiliIgnatovich……Howd’yedo,oldfellow?\"hesaid,turningtoanoldmanwhowaspassing,butbeforehehadfinishedhisgreetingtherewasageneralstir,andafootmanwhohadruninannounced,withafrightenedface:\"He’sarrived!\"

  Bellsrang,thestewardsrushedforward,and—likeryeshakentogetherinashovel—theguestswhohadbeenscatteredaboutindifferentroomscametogetherandcrowdedinthelargedrawingroombythedooroftheballroom。

  Bagrationappearedinthedoorwayoftheanteroomwithouthatorsword,which,inaccordwiththeClubcustom,hehadgivenuptothehallporter。Hehadnolambskincaponhishead,norhadhealoadedwhipoverhisshoulder,aswhenRostovhadseenhimontheeveofthebattleofAusterlitz,butworeatightnewuniformwithRussianandforeignOrders,andtheStarofSt。Georgeonhisleftbreast。

  Evidentlyjustbeforecomingtothedinnerhehadhadhishairandwhiskerstrimmed,whichchangedhisappearancefortheworse。Therewassomethingnaivelyfestiveinhisair,which,inconjunctionwithhisfirmandvirilefeatures,gavehimarathercomicalexpression。

  BekleshevandTheodoreUvarov,whohadarrivedwithhim,pausedatthedoorwaytoallowhim,astheguestofhonor,toenterfirst。Bagrationwasembarrassed,notwishingtoavailhimselfoftheircourtesy,andthiscausedsomedelayatthedoors,butafterallhedidatlastenterfirst。Hewalkedshylyandawkwardlyovertheparquetfloorofthereceptionroom,notknowingwhattodowithhishands;hewasmoreaccustomedtowalkoveraplowedfieldunderfire,ashehaddoneattheheadoftheKurskregimentatSchonGrabern—andhewouldhavefoundthateasier。Thecommitteemenmethimatthefirstdoorand,expressingtheirdelightatseeingsuchahighlyhonoredguest,tookpossessionofhimasitwere,withoutwaitingforhisreply,surroundedhim,andledhimtothedrawingroom。Itwasatfirstimpossibletoenterthedrawing—roomdoorforthecrowdofmembersandguestsjostlingoneanotherandtryingtogetagoodlookatBagrationovereachother’sshoulders,asifheweresomerareanimal。CountIlyaRostov,laughingandrepeatingthewords,\"Makeway,dearboy!

  Makeway,makeway!\"pushedthroughthecrowdmoreenergeticallythananyone,ledtheguestsintothedrawingroom,andseatedthemonthecentersofa。Thebigwigs,themostrespectedmembersoftheClub,besetthenewarrivals。CountIlya,againthrustinghiswaythroughthecrowd,wentoutofthedrawingroomandreappearedaminutelaterwithanothercommitteeman,carryingalargesilversalverwhichhepresentedtoPrinceBagration。Onthesalverlaysomeversescomposedandprintedinthehero’shonor。Bagration,onseeingthesalver,glancedaroundindismay,asthoughseekinghelp。

  Butalleyesdemandedthatheshouldsubmit。Feelinghimselfintheirpower,heresolutelytookthesalverwithbothhandsandlookedsternlyandreproachfullyatthecountwhohadpresentedittohim。SomeoneobliginglytookthedishfromBagrationorhewould,itseemed,haveheldittilleveningandhavegoneintodinnerwithitanddrewhisattentiontotheverses。

  \"Well,Iwillreadthem,then!\"Bagrationseemedtosay,and,fixinghiswearyeyesonthepaper,begantoreadthemwithafixedandseriousexpression。Buttheauthorhimselftooktheversesandbeganreadingthemaloud。Bagrationbowedhisbeadandlistened:

  BringglorythentoAlexander’sreignAndonthethroneourTitusshield。

  Adreadedfoebethou,kindheartedasaman,ARhipheusathome,aCaesarinthefield!

  E’enfortunateNapoleonKnowsbyexperience,now,Bagration,AnddarenotHerculeanRussianstrouble……

  Butbeforehehadfinishedreading,astentorianmajor—domoannouncedthatdinnerwasready!Thedooropened,andfromthediningroomcametheresoundingstrainsofthepolonaise:

  Conquest’sjoyfulthunderwaken,Triumph,valiantRussians,now!……

  andCountRostov,glancingangrilyattheauthorwhowentonreadinghisverses,bowedtoBagration。Everyonerose,feelingthatdinnerwasmoreimportantthanverses,andBagration,againprecedingalltherest,wentintodinner。HewasseatedintheplaceofhonorbetweentwoAlexanders—BekleshevandNaryshkin—whichwasasignificantallusiontothenameofthesovereign。Threehundredpersonstooktheirseatsinthediningroom,accordingtotheirrankandimportance:themoreimportantnearertothehonoredguest,asnaturallyaswaterflowsdeepestwherethelandlieslowest。

  Justbeforedinner,CountIlyaRostovpresentedhissontoBagration,whorecognizedhimandsaidafewwordstohim,disjointedandawkward,aswereallthewordshespokethatday,andCountIlyalookedjoyfullyandproudlyaroundwhileBagrationspoketohisson。

  NicholasRostov,withDenisovandhisnewacquaintance,Dolokhov,satalmostatthemiddleofthetable。FacingthemsatPierre,besidePrinceNesvitski。CountIlyaRostovwiththeothermembersofthecommitteesatfacingBagrationand,astheverypersonificationofMoscowhospitality,didthehonorstotheprince。

  Hiseffortshadnotbeeninvain。Thedinner,boththeLentenandtheotherfare,wassplendid,yethecouldnotfeelquiteateasetilltheendofthemeal。Hewinkedatthebutler,whispereddirectionstothefootmen,andawaitedeachexpecteddishwithsomeanxiety。

  Everythingwasexcellent。Withthesecondcourse,agiganticsterletatsightofwhichIlyaRostovblushedwithself—consciouspleasure,thefootmenbeganpoppingcorksandfillingthechampagneglasses。Afterthefish,whichmadeacertainsensation,thecountexchangedglanceswiththeothercommitteemen。\"Therewillbemanytoasts,it’stimetobegin,\"hewhispered,andtakinguphisglass,herose。Allweresilent,waitingforwhathewouldsay。

  \"TothehealthofourSovereign,theEmperor!\"hecried,andatthesamemomenthiskindlyeyesgrewmoistwithtearsofjoyandenthusiasm。Thebandimmediatelystruckup\"Conquest’sjoyfulthunderwaken……\"Allroseandcried\"Hurrah!\"Bagrationalsoroseandshouted\"Hurrah!\"inexactlythesamevoiceinwhichhehadshouteditonthefieldatSchonGrabern。YoungRostov’secstaticvoicecouldbeheardabovethethreehundredothers。Henearlywept。\"TothehealthofourSovereign,theEmperor!\"heroared,\"Hurrah!\"andemptyinghisglassatonegulphedashedittothefloor。Manyfollowedhisexample,andtheloudshoutingcontinuedforalongtime。

  Whenthevoicessubsided,thefootmenclearedawaythebrokenglassandeverybodysatdownagain,smilingatthenoisetheyhadmadeandexchangingremarks。Theoldcountroseoncemore,glancedatanotelyingbesidehisplate,andproposedatoast,\"Tothehealthoftheheroofourlastcampaign,PrincePeterIvanovichBagration!\"andagainhisblueeyesgrewmoist。\"Hurrah!\"criedthethreehundredvoicesagain,butinsteadofthebandachoirbegansingingacantatacomposedbyPaulIvanovichKutuzov:

  Russians!O’erallbarrierson!

  Courageconquestguarantees;

  HavewenotBagration?

  Hebringsfoementotheirknees,……etc。

  Assoonasthesingingwasover,anotherandanothertoastwasproposedandCountIlyaRostovbecamemoreandmoremoved,moreglasswassmashed,andtheshoutinggrewlouder。TheydranktoBekleshev,Naryshkin,Uvarov,Dolgorukov,Apraksin,Valuev,tothecommittee,toalltheClubmembersandtoalltheClubguests,andfinallytoCountIlyaRostovseparately,astheorganizerofthebanquet。Atthattoast,thecounttookouthishandkerchiefand,coveringhisface,weptoutright。

  BK4CH4

  CHAPTERIV

  PierresatoppositeDolokhovandNicholasRostov。Asusual,heateanddrankmuch,andeagerly。Butthosewhoknewhimintimatelynoticedthatsomegreatchangehadcomeoverhimthatday。Hewassilentallthroughdinnerandlookedabout,blinkingandscowling,or,withfixedeyesandalookofcompleteabsent—mindedness,keptrubbingthebridgeofhisnose。Hisfacewasdepressedandgloomy。Heseemedtoseeandhearnothingofwhatwasgoingonaroundhimandtobeabsorbedbysomedepressingandunsolvedproblem。

  Theunsolvedproblemthattormentedhimwascausedbyhintsgivenbytheprincess,hiscousin,atMoscow,concerningDolokhov’sintimacywithhiswife,andbyananonymousletterhehadreceivedthatmorning,whichinthemeanjocularwaycommontoanonymousletterssaidthathesawbadlythroughhisspectacles,butthathiswife’sconnectionwithDolokhovwasasecrettonoonebuthimself。Pierreabsolutelydisbelievedboththeprincess’hintsandtheletter,buthefearednowtolookatDolokhov,whowassittingoppositehim。EverytimehechancedtomeetDolokhov’shandsomeinsolenteyes,Pierrefeltsomethingterribleandmonstrousrisinginhissoulandturnedquicklyaway。Involuntarilyrecallinghiswife’spastandherrelationswithDolokhov,Pierresawclearlythatwhatwassaidinthelettermightbetrue,ormightatleastseemtobetruehaditnotreferredtohiswife。HeinvoluntarilyrememberedhowDolokhov,whohadfullyrecoveredhisformerpositionafterthecampaign,hadreturnedtoPetersburgandcometohim。AvailinghimselfofhisfriendlyrelationswithPierreasabooncompanion,Dolokhovhadcomestraighttohishouse,andPierrehadputhimupandlenthimmoney。PierrerecalledhowHelenehadsmilinglyexpresseddisapprovalofDolokhov’slivingattheirhouse,andhowcynicallyDolokhovhadpraisedhiswife’sbeautytohimandfromthattimetilltheycametoMoscowhadnotleftthemforaday。

  \"Yes,heisveryhandsome,\"thoughtPierre,\"andIknowhim。Itwouldbeparticularlypleasanttohimtodishonormynameandridiculeme,justbecauseIhaveexertedmyselfonhisbehalf,befriendedhim,andhelpedhim。Iknowandunderstandwhataspicethatwouldaddtothepleasureofdeceivingme,ifitreallyweretrue。Yes,ifitweretrue,butIdonotbelieveit。Ihavenorightto,andcan’t,believeit。\"HerememberedtheexpressionDolokhov’sfaceassumedinhismomentsofcruelty,aswhentyingthepolicemantothebearanddroppingthemintothewater,orwhenhechallengedamantoaduelwithoutanyreason,orshotapost—boy’shorsewithapistol。ThatexpressionwasoftenonDolokhov’sfacewhenlookingathim。\"Yes,heisabully,\"thoughtPierre,\"tokillamanmeansnothingtohim。

  Itmustseemtohimthateveryoneisafraidofhim,andthatmustpleasehim。HemustthinkthatI,too,amafraidofhim—andinfactI

  amafraidofhim,\"hethought,andagainhefeltsomethingterribleandmonstrousrisinginhissoul。Dolokhov,Denisov,andRostovwerenowsittingoppositePierreandseemedverygay。Rostovwastalkingmerrilytohistwofriends,oneofwhomwasadashinghussarandtheotheranotoriousduelistandrake,andeverynowandthenheglancedironicallyatPierre,whosepreoccupied,absent—minded,andmassivefigurewasaverynoticeableoneatthedinner。RostovlookedinimicallyatPierre,firstbecausePierreappearedtohishussareyesasarichcivilian,thehusbandofabeauty,andinaword—anoldwoman;andsecondlybecausePierreinhispreoccupationandabsent—mindednesshadnotrecognizedRostovandhadnotrespondedtohisgreeting。WhentheEmperor’shealthwasdrunk,Pierre,lostinthought,didnotriseorlifthisglass。

  \"Whatareyouabout?\"shoutedRostov,lookingathiminanecstasyofexasperation。\"Don’tyouhearit’sHisMajestytheEmperor’shealth?\"

  Pierresighed,rosesubmissively,emptiedhisglass,and,waitingtillallwereseatedagain,turnedwithhiskindlysmiletoRostov。

  \"Why,Ididn’trecognizeyou!\"hesaid。ButRostovwasotherwiseengaged;hewasshouting\"Hurrah!\"

  \"Whydon’tyourenewtheacquaintance?\"saidDolokhovtoRostov。

  \"Confoundhim,he’safool!\"saidRostov。

  \"Oneshouldmakeuptothehusbandsofprettywomen,\"saidDenisov。

  Pierredidnotcatchwhattheyweresaying,butknewtheyweretalkingabouthim。Hereddenedandturnedaway。

  \"Well,nowtothehealthofhandsomewomen!\"saidDolokhov,andwithaseriousexpression,butwithasmilelurkingatthecornersofhismouth,heturnedwithhisglasstoPierre。

  \"Here’stothehealthoflovelywomen,Peterkin—andtheirlovers!\"headded。

  Pierre,withdowncasteyes,drankoutofhisglasswithoutlookingatDolokhovoransweringhim。Thefootman,whowasdistributingleafletswithKutuzov’scantata,laidonebeforePierreasoneoftheprincipalguests。HewasjustgoingtotakeitwhenDolokhov,leaningacross,snatcheditfromhishandandbeganreadingit。PierrelookedatDolokhovandhiseyesdropped,thesomethingterribleandmonstrousthathadtormentedhimalldinnertimeroseandtookpossessionofhim。Heleanedhiswholemassivebodyacrossthetable。

  \"Howdareyoutakeit?\"heshouted。

  Hearingthatcryandseeingtowhomitwasaddressed,NesvitskiandtheneighboronhisrightquicklyturnedinalarmtoBezukhov。

  \"Don’t!Don’t!Whatareyouabout?\"whisperedtheirfrightenedvoices。

  DolokhovlookedatPierrewithclear,mirthful,crueleyes,andthatsmileofhiswhichseemedtosay,\"Ah!ThisiswhatIlike!\"

  \"Youshan’thaveit!\"hesaiddistinctly。

  Pale,withquiveringlips,Pierresnatchedthecopy。

  \"You……!you……scoundrel!Ichallengeyou!\"heejaculated,and,pushingbackhischair,herosefromthetable。

  Attheveryinstanthedidthisandutteredthosewords,Pierrefeltthatthequestionofhiswife’sguiltwhichhadbeentormentinghimthewholedaywasfinallyandindubitablyansweredintheaffirmative。

  Hehatedherandwasforeversunderedfromher。DespiteDenisov’srequestthathewouldtakenopartinthematter,RostovagreedtobeDolokhov’ssecond,andafterdinnerhediscussedthearrangementsfortheduelwithNesvitski,Bezukhov’ssecond。Pierrewenthome,butRostovwithDolokhovandDenisovstayedonattheClubtilllate,listeningtothegypsiesandothersingers。

  \"Wellthen,tilltomorrowatSokolniki,\"saidDolokhov,ashetookleaveofRostovintheClubporch。

  \"Anddoyoufeelquitecalm?\"Rostovasked。

  Dolokhovpaused。

  \"Well,yousee,I’lltellyouthewholesecretofduelingintwowords。Ifyouaregoingtofightaduel,andyoumakeawillandwriteaffectionateletterstoyourparents,andifyouthinkyoumaybekilled,youareafoolandarelostforcertain。Butgowiththefirmintentionofkillingyourmanasquicklyandsurelyaspossible,andthenallwillberight,asourbearhuntsmanatKostromausedtotellme。’Everyonefearsabear,’hesays,’butwhenyouseeoneyourfear’sallgone,andyouronlythoughtisnottolethimgetaway!’Andthat’showitiswithme。Ademain,moncher。\"*

  *Tilltomorrow,mydearfellow。

  Nextday,ateightinthemorning,PierreandNesvitskidrovetotheSokolnikiforestandfoundDolokhov,Denisov,andRostovalreadythere。Pierrehadtheairofamanpreoccupiedwithconsiderationswhichhadnoconnectionwiththematterinhand。Hishaggardfacewasyellow。Hehadevidentlynotsleptthatnight。Helookedaboutdistractedlyandscreweduphiseyesasifdazzledbythesun。Hewasentirelyabsorbedbytwoconsiderations:hiswife’sguilt,ofwhichafterhissleeplessnighthehadnottheslightestdoubt,andtheguiltlessnessofDolokhov,whohadnoreasontopreservethehonorofamanwhowasnothingtohim……\"Ishouldperhapshavedonethesamethinginhisplace,\"thoughtPierre。\"It’sevencertainthatI

  shouldhavedonethesame,thenwhythisduel,thismurder?EitherI

  shallkillhim,orhewillhitmeinthehead,orelbow,orknee。

  Can’tIgoawayfromhere,runaway,burymyselfsomewhere?\"passedthroughhismind。Butjustatmomentswhensuchthoughtsoccurredtohim,hewouldaskinaparticularlycalmandabsent—mindedway,whichinspiredtherespectoftheonlookers,\"Willitbelong?Arethingsready?\"

  Whenallwasready,thesabersstuckinthesnowtomarkthebarriers,andthepistolsloaded,NesvitskiwentuptoPierre。

  \"Ishouldnotbedoingmyduty,Count,\"hesaidintimidtones,\"andshouldnotjustifyyourconfidenceandthehonoryouhavedonemeinchoosingmeforyoursecond,ifatthisgrave,thisverygrave,momentIdidnottellyouthewholetruth。Ithinkthereisnosufficientgroundforthisaffair,orforbloodtobeshedoverit……Youwerenotright,notquiteintheright,youwereimpetuous……\"

  \"Ohyes,itishorriblystupid,\"saidPierre。

  \"Thenallowmetoexpressyourregrets,andIamsureyouropponentwillacceptthem,\"saidNesvitskiwholiketheothersconcernedintheaffair,andlikeeveryoneinsimilarcases,didnotyetbelievethattheaffairhadcometoanactualduel。\"Youknow,Count,itismuchmorehonorabletoadmitone’smistakethantoletmattersbecomeirreparable。Therewasnoinsultoneitherside。

  Allowmetoconvey……\"

  \"No!Whatistheretotalkabout?\"saidPierre。\"It’sallthesame……Iseverythingready?\"headded。\"Onlytellmewheretogoandwheretoshoot,\"hesaidwithanunnaturallygentlesmile。

  Hetookthepistolinhishandandbeganaskingabouttheworkingofthetrigger,ashehadnotbeforeheldapistolinhishand—afactthathedidnottoconfess。

  \"Ohyes,likethat,Iknow,Ionlyforgot,\"saidhe。

  \"Noapologies,nonewhatever,\"saidDolokhovtoDenisovwhoonhissidehadbeenattemptingareconciliation,andhealsowentuptotheappointedplace。

  Thespotchosenfortheduelwassomeeightypacesfromtheroad,wherethesleighshadbeenleft,inasmallclearinginthepineforestcoveredwithmeltingsnow,thefrosthavingbeguntobreakupduringthelastfewdays。Theantagonistsstoodfortypacesapartatthefartheredgeoftheclearing。Theseconds,measuringthepaces,lefttracksinthedeepwetsnowbetweentheplacewheretheyhadbeenstandingandNesvitski’sandDolokhov’ssabers,whichwerestuckintothegroundtenpacesaparttomarkthebarrier。Itwasthawingandmisty;atfortypaces’distancenothingcouldbeseen。Forthreeminutesallhadbeenready,buttheystilldelayedandallweresilent。

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  \"Wellbegin!\"saidDolokhov。

  \"Allright,\"saidPierre,stillsmilinginthesameway。Afeelingofdreadwasintheair。Itwasevidentthattheaffairsolightlybeguncouldnolongerbeavertedbutwastakingitscourseindependentlyofmen’swill。

  Denisovfirstwenttothebarrierandannounced:\"Astheadve’sawieshavewefusedaweconciliation,pleasepwoceed。Takeyourpistols,andatthewordthweebegintoadvance。

  \"O—ne!T—wo!Thwee!\"heshoutedangrilyandsteppedaside。

  Thecombatantsadvancedalongthetroddentracks,nearerandnearertooneanother,beginningtoseeoneanotherthroughthemist。Theyhadtherighttofirewhentheylikedastheyapproachedthebarrier。Dolokhovwalkedslowlywithoutraisinghispistol,lookingintentlywithhisbright,sparklingblueeyesintohisantagonist’sface。Hismouthworeitsusualsemblanceofasmile。

  \"SoIcanfirewhenIlike!\"saidPierre,andattheword\"three,\"

  hewentquicklyforward,missingthetroddenpathandsteppingintothedeepsnow。Heheldthepistolinhisrighthandatarm’slength,apparentlyafraidofshootinghimselfwithit。Hislefthandheheldcarefullyback,becausehewishedtosupporthisrighthandwithitandknewhemustnotdoso。Havingadvancedsixpacesandstrayedoffthetrackintothesnow,Pierrelookeddownathisfeet,thenquicklyglancedatDolokhovand,bendinghisfingerashehadbeenshown,fired。Notatallexpectingsoloudareport,Pierreshudderedatthesoundandthen,smilingathisownsensations,stoodstill。Thesmoke,rendereddenserbythemist,preventedhimfromseeinganythingforaninstant,buttherewasnosecondreportashehadexpected。HeonlyheardDolokhov’shurriedsteps,andhisfigurecameinviewthroughthesmoke。Hewaspressingonehandtohisleftside,whiletheotherclutchedhisdroopingpistol。Hisfacewaspale。Rostovrantowardhimandsaidsomething。

  \"No—o—o!\"mutteredDolokhovthroughhisteeth,\"no,it’snotover。\"Andafterstumblingafewstaggeringstepsrightuptothesaber,hesankonthesnowbesideit。Hislefthandwasbloody;hewipeditonhiscoatandsupportedhimselfwithit。Hisfrowningfacewaspallidandquivered。

  \"Plea……\"beganDolokhov,butcouldnotatfirstpronouncetheword。

  \"Please,\"heutteredwithaneffort。

  Pierre,hardlyrestraininghissobs,beganrunningtowardDolokhovandwasabouttocrossthespacebetweenthebarriers,whenDolokhovcried:

  \"Toyourbarrier!\"andPierre,graspingwhatwasmeant,stoppedbyhissaber。Onlytenpacesdividedthem。Dolokhovloweredhisheadtothesnow,greedilybitatit,againraisedhishead,adjustedhimself,drewinhislegsandsatup,seekingafirmcenterofgravity。Hesuckedandsuckedandswallowedthecoldsnow,hislipsquiveredbuthiseyes,stillsmiling,glitteredwitheffortandexasperationashemusteredhisremainingstrength。Heraisedhispistolandaimed。

  \"Sideways!Coveryourselfwithyourpistol!\"ejaculatedNesvitski。

  \"Coveryourself!\"evenDenisovcriedtohisadversary。

  Pierre,withagentlesmileofpityandremorse,hisarmsandlegshelplesslyspreadout,stoodwithhisbroadchestdirectlyfacingDolokhovlookedsorrowfullyathim。Denisov,Rostov,andNesvitskiclosedtheireyes。AtthesameinstanttheyheardareportandDolokhov’sangrycry。

  \"Missed!\"shoutedDolokhov,andhelayhelplessly,facedownwardsonthesnow。

  Pierreclutchedhistemples,andturningroundwentintotheforest,tramplingthroughthedeepsnow,andmutteringincoherentwords:

  \"Folly……folly!Death……lies……\"herepeated,puckeringhisface。

  Nesvitskistoppedhimandtookhimhome。

  RostovandDenisovdroveawaywiththewoundedDolokhov。

  Thelatterlaysilentinthesleighwithclosedeyesanddidnotanswerawordtothequestionsaddressedtohim。ButonenteringMoscowhesuddenlycametoand,liftinghisheadwithaneffort,tookRostov,whowassittingbesidehim,bythehand。RostovwasstruckbythetotallyalteredandunexpectedlyrapturousandtenderexpressiononDolokhov’sface。

  \"Well?Howdoyoufeel?\"heasked。

  \"Bad!Butit’snotthat,myfriend—\"saidDolokhovwithagaspingvoice。\"Wherearewe?InMoscow,Iknow。Idon’tmatter,butIhavekilledher,killed……Shewon’tgetoverit!Shewon’tsurvive……\"

  \"Who?\"askedRostov。

  \"Mymother!Mymother,myangel,myadoredangelmother,\"andDolokhovpressedRostov’shandandburstintotears。

  Whenhehadbecomealittlequieter,heexplainedtoRostovthathewaslivingwithhismother,who,ifshesawhimdying,wouldnotsurviveit。HeimploredRostovtogoonandprepareher。

  Rostovwentonaheadtodowhatwasasked,andtohisgreatsurpriselearnedthatDolokhovthebrawler,Dolokhovthebully,livedinMoscowwithanoldmotherandahunchbacksister,andwasthemostaffectionateofsonsandbrothers。

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  Pierrehadoflaterarelyseenhiswifealone。BothinPetersburgandinMoscowtheirhousewasalwaysfullofvisitors。Thenightaftertheduelhedidnotgotohisbedroombut,asheoftendid,remainedinhisfather’sroom,thathugeroominwhichCountBezukhovhaddied。

  Helaydownonthesofameaningtofallasleepandforgetallthathadhappenedtohim,butcouldnotdoso。Suchastormoffeelings,thoughts,andmemoriessuddenlyarosewithinhimthathecouldnotfallasleep,norevenremaininoneplace,buthadtojumpupandpacetheroomwithrapidsteps。Nowheseemedtoseeherintheearlydaysoftheirmarriage,withbareshouldersandalanguid,passionatelookonherface,andthenimmediatelyhesawbesideherDolokhov’shandsome,insolent,hard,andmockingfaceashehadseenitatthebanquet,andthenthatsamefacepale,quivering,andsuffering,asithadbeenwhenhereeledandsankonthesnow。

  \"Whathashappened?\"heaskedhimself。\"Ihavekilledherlover,yes,killedmywife’slover。Yes,thatwasit!Andwhy?HowdidIcometodoit?\"—\"Becauseyoumarriedher,\"answeredaninnervoice。

  \"ButinwhatwasItoblame?\"heasked。\"Inmarryingherwithoutlovingher;indeceivingyourselfandher。\"AndhevividlyrecalledthatmomentaftersupperatPrinceVasili’s,whenhespokethosewordshehadfoundsodifficulttoutter:\"Iloveyou。\"\"Itallcomesfromthat!EventhenIfeltit,\"hethought。\"Ifeltthenthatitwasnotso,thatIhadnorighttodoit。Andsoitturnsout。\"

  Herememberedhishoneymoonandblushedattherecollection。

  Particularlyvivid,humiliating,andshamefulwastherecollectionofhowonedaysoonafterhismarriagehecameoutofthebedroomintohisstudyalittlebeforenooninhissilkdressinggownandfoundhisheadstewardthere,who,bowingrespectfully,lookedintohisfaceandathisdressinggownandsmiledslightly,asifexpressingrespectfulunderstandingofhisemployer’shappiness。

  \"ButhowoftenIhavefeltproudofher,proudofhermajesticbeautyandsocialtact,\"thoughthe;\"beenproudofmyhouse,inwhichshereceivedallPetersburg,proudofherunapproachabilityandbeauty。SothisiswhatIwasproudof!IthenthoughtthatIdidnotunderstandher。HowoftenwhenconsideringhercharacterIhavetoldmyselfthatIwastoblamefornotunderstandingher,fornotunderstandingthatconstantcomposureandcomplacencyandlackofallinterestsordesires,andthewholesecretliesintheterribletruththatsheisadepravedwoman。NowIhavespokenthatterriblewordtomyselfallhasbecomeclear。

  \"Anatoleusedtocometoborrowmoneyfromherandusedtokisshernakedshoulders。Shedidnotgivehimthemoney,butletherselfbekissed。Herfatherinjesttriedtorouseherjealousy,andsherepliedwithacalmsmilethatshewasnotsostupidastobejealous:

  ’Lethimdowhathepleases,’sheusedtosayofme。OnedayIaskedherifshefeltanysymptomsofpregnancy。Shelaughedcontemptuouslyandsaidshewasnotafooltowanttohavechildren,andthatshewasnotgoingtohaveanychildrenbyme。\"

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