\"ButIjustwishtosay,toavoidmisunderstandings,thatyouarequitemistakenifyoureckonmeormymotheramongsuchpeople。Weareverypoor,butformyownpartatanyrate,fortheveryreasonthatyourfatherisrich,Idon’tregardmyselfasarelationofhis,andneitherInormymotherwouldeveraskortakeanythingfromhim。\"
ForalongtimePierrecouldnotunderstand,butwhenhedid,hejumpedupfromthesofa,seizedBorisundertheelbowinhisquick,clumsyway,and,blushingfarmorethanBoris,begantospeakwithafeelingofmingledshameandvexation。
\"Well,thisisstrange!DoyousupposeI……whocouldthink?……I
knowverywell……\"
ButBorisagaininterruptedhim。
\"IamgladIhavespokenoutfully。Perhapsyoudidnotlikeit?Youmustexcuseme,\"saidhe,puttingPierreateaseinsteadofbeingputateasebyhim,\"butIhopeIhavenotoffendedyou。Ialwaysmakeitaruletospeakout……Well,whatansweramItotake?WillyoucometodinnerattheRostovs’?\"
AndBoris,havingapparentlyrelievedhimselfofanonerousdutyandextricatedhimselffromanawkwardsituationandplacedanotherinit,becamequitepleasantagain。
\"No,butIsay,\"saidPierre,calmingdown,\"youareawonderfulfellow!Whatyouhavejustsaidisgood,verygood。Ofcourseyoudon’tknowme。Wehavenotmetforsuchalongtime……notsincewewerechildren。YoumightthinkthatI……Iunderstand,quiteunderstand。Icouldnothavedoneitmyself,Ishouldnothavehadthecourage,butit’ssplendid。Iamverygladtohavemadeyouracquaintance。It’squeer,\"headdedafterapause,\"thatyoushouldhavesuspectedme!\"Hebegantolaugh。\"Well,whatofit!Ihopewe’llgetbetteracquainted,\"andhepressedBoris’hand。\"Doyouknow,I
havenotoncebeenintoseethecount。Hehasnotsentforme……I
amsorryforhimasaman,butwhatcanonedo?\"
\"AndsoyouthinkNapoleonwillmanagetogetanarmyacross?\"askedBoriswithasmile。
PierresawthatBoriswishedtochangethesubject,andbeingofthesamemindhebeganexplainingtheadvantagesanddisadvantagesoftheBoulogneexpedition。
AfootmancameintosummonBoris—theprincesswasgoing。Pierre,inordertomakeBoris’betteracquaintance,promisedtocometodinner,andwarmlypressinghishandlookedaffectionatelyoverhisspectaclesintoBoris’eyes。AfterhehadgonePierrecontinuedpacingupanddowntheroomforalongtime,nolongerpiercinganimaginaryfoewithhisimaginarysword,butsmilingattheremembranceofthatpleasant,intelligent,andresoluteyoungman。
Asoftenhappensinearlyyouth,especiallytoonewholeadsalonelylife,hefeltanunaccountabletendernessforthisyoungmanandmadeuphismindthattheywouldbefriends。
PrinceVasilisawtheprincessoff。Sheheldahandkerchieftohereyesandherfacewastearful。
\"Itisdreadful,dreadful!\"shewassaying,\"butcostmewhatitmayIshalldomyduty。Iwillcomeandspendthenight。Hemustnotbeleftlikethis。Everymomentisprecious。Ican’tthinkwhyhisniecesputitoff。PerhapsGodwillhelpmetofindawaytopreparehim!……Adieu,Prince!MayGodsupportyou……\"
\"Adieu,mabonne,\"answeredPrinceVasiliturningawayfromher。
\"Oh,heisinadreadfulstate,\"saidthemothertohersonwhentheywereinthecarriage。\"Hehardlyrecognizesanybody。\"
\"Idon’tunderstand,Mamma—whatishisattitudetoPierre?\"askedtheson。
\"Thewillwillshowthat,mydear;ourfatealsodependsonit。\"
\"Butwhydoyouexpectthathewillleaveusanything?\"
\"Ah,mydear!Heissorich,andwearesopoor!\"
\"Well,thatishardlyasufficientreason,Mamma……\"
\"Oh,Heaven!Howillheis!\"exclaimedthemother。
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AfterAnnaMikhaylovnahaddrivenoffwithhersontovisitCountCyrilVladimirovichBezukhov,CountessRostovasatforalongtimeallaloneapplyingherhandkerchieftohereyes。Atlastsherang。
\"Whatisthematterwithyou,mydear?\"shesaidcrosslytothemaidwhokeptherwaitingsomeminutes。\"Don’tyouwishtoserveme?ThenI’llfindyouanotherplace。\"
Thecountesswasupsetbyherfriend’ssorrowandhumiliatingpoverty,andwasthereforeoutofsorts,astateofmindwhichwithheralwaysfoundexpressionincallinghermaid\"mydear\"andspeakingtoherwithexaggeratedpoliteness。
\"Iamverysorry,ma’am,\"answeredthemaid。
\"Askthecounttocometome。\"
Thecountcamewaddlingintoseehiswifewitharatherguiltylookasusual。
\"Well,littlecountess?Whatasauteofgameaumaderewearetohave,mydear!Itastedit。ThethousandrublesIpaidforTaraswerenotill—spent。Heisworthit!\"
Hesatdownbyhiswife,hiselbowsonhiskneesandhishandsrufflinghisgrayhair。
\"Whatareyourcommands,littlecountess?\"
\"Yousee,mydear……What’sthatmess?\"shesaid,pointingtohiswaistcoat。\"It’s,thesaute,mostlikely,\"sheaddedwithasmile。
\"Well,yousee,Count,Iwantsomemoney。\"
Herfacebecamesad。
\"Oh,littlecountess!\"……andthecountbeganbustlingtogetouthispocketbook。
\"Iwantagreatdeal,Count!Iwantfivehundredrubles,\"andtakingouthercambrichandkerchiefshebeganwipingherhusband’swaistcoat。
\"Yes,immediately,immediately!Hey,who’sthere?\"hecalledoutinatoneonlyusedbypersonswhoarecertainthatthosetheycallwillrushtoobeythesummons。\"SendDmitritome!\"
Dmitri,amanofgoodfamilywhohadbeenbroughtupinthecount’shouseandnowmanagedallhisaffairs,steppedsoftlyintotheroom。
\"ThisiswhatIwant,mydearfellow,\"saidthecounttothedeferentialyoungmanwhohadentered。\"Bringme……\"hereflectedamoment,\"yes,bringmesevenhundredrubles,yes!Butmind,don’tbringmesuchtatteredanddirtynotesaslasttime,butnicecleanonesforthecountess。\"
\"Yes,Dmitri,cleanones,please,\"saidthecountess,sighingdeeply。
\"Whenwouldyoulikethem,yourexcellency?\"askedDmitri。\"Allowmetoinformyou……But,don’tbeuneasy,\"headded,noticingthatthecountwasbeginningtobreatheheavilyandquicklywhichwasalwaysasignofapproachinganger。\"Iwasforgetting……Doyouwishitbroughtatonce?\"
\"Yes,yes;justso!Bringit。Giveittothecountess。\"
\"WhatatreasurethatDmitriis,\"addedthecountwithasmilewhentheyoungmanhaddeparted。\"Thereisneverany’impossible’withhim。That’sathingIhate!Everythingispossible。\"
\"Ah,money,Count,money!Howmuchsorrowitcausesintheworld,\"
saidthecountess。\"ButIamingreatneedofthissum。\"
\"You,mylittlecountess,areanotoriousspendthrift,\"saidthecount,andhavingkissedhiswife’shandhewentbacktohisstudy。
WhenAnnaMikhaylovnareturnedfromCountBezukhov’sthemoney,allincleannotes,waslyingreadyunderahandkerchiefonthecountess’littletable,andAnnaMikhaylovnanoticedthatsomethingwasagitatingher。
\"Well,mydear?\"askedthecountess。
\"Oh,whataterriblestateheisin!Onewouldnotknowhim,heissoill!Iwasonlythereafewmomentsandhardlysaidaword……\"
\"Annette,forheaven’ssakedon’trefuseme,\"thecountessbegan,withablushthatlookedverystrangeonherthin,dignified,elderlyface,andshetookthemoneyfromunderthehandkerchief。
AnnaMikhaylovnainstantlyguessedherintentionandstoopedtobereadytoembracethecountessattheappropriatemoment。
\"ThisisforBorisfromme,forhisoutfit。\"
AnnaMikhaylovnawasalreadyembracingherandweeping。Thecountesswepttoo。Theyweptbecausetheywerefriends,andbecausetheywerekindhearted,andbecausethey—friendsfromchildhood—hadtothinkaboutsuchabasethingasmoney,andbecausetheiryouthwasover……
Butthosetearswerepleasanttothemboth。
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CountessRostova,withherdaughtersandalargenumberofguests,wasalreadyseatedinthedrawingroom。ThecounttookthegentlemenintohisstudyandshowedthemhischoicecollectionofTurkishpipes。
Fromtimetotimehewentouttoask:\"Hasn’tshecomeyet?\"TheywereexpectingMaryaDmitrievnaAkhrosimova,knowninsocietyasleterribledragon,aladydistinguishednotforwealthorrank,butforcommonsenseandfrankplainnessofspeech。MaryaDmitrievnawasknowntotheImperialfamilyaswellastoallMoscowandPetersburg,andbothcitieswonderedather,laughedprivatelyatherrudenesses,andtoldgoodstoriesabouther,whilenonethelessallwithoutexceptionrespectedandfearedher。
Inthecount’sroom,whichwasfulloftobaccosmoke,theytalkedofwarthathadbeenannouncedinamanifesto,andabouttherecruiting。Noneofthemhadyetseenthemanifesto,buttheyallknewithadappeared。Thecountsatonthesofabetweentwoguestswhoweresmokingandtalking。Heneithersmokednortalked,butbendinghisheadfirsttoonesideandthentotheotherwatchedthesmokerswithevidentpleasureandlistenedtotheconversationofhistwoneighbors,whomheeggedonagainsteachother。
Oneofthemwasasallow,clean—shavencivilianwithathinandwrinkledface,alreadygrowingold,thoughhewasdressedlikeamostfashionableyoungman。Hesatwithhislegsuponthesofaasifquiteathomeand,havingstuckanambermouthpiecefarintohismouth,wasinhalingthesmokespasmodicallyandscrewinguphiseyes。Thiswasanoldbachelor,Shinshin,acousinofthecountess’,amanwith\"asharptongue\"astheysaidinMoscowsociety。Heseemedtobecondescendingtohiscompanion。Thelatter,afresh,rosyofficeroftheGuards,irreproachablywashed,brushed,andbuttoned,heldhispipeinthemiddleofhismouthandwithredlipsgentlyinhaledthesmoke,lettingitescapefromhishandsomemouthinrings。ThiswasLieutenantBerg,anofficerintheSemenovregimentwithwhomBoriswastotraveltojointhearmy,andaboutwhomNatashahad,teasedhereldersisterVera,speakingofBergasher\"intended。\"
Thecountsatbetweenthemandlistenedattentively。Hisfavoriteoccupationwhennotplayingboston,acardgamehewasveryfondof,wasthatoflistener,especiallywhenhesucceededinsettingtwoloquacioustalkersatoneanother。
\"Well,then,oldchap,montreshonorableAlphonseKarlovich,\"
saidShinshin,laughingironicallyandmixingthemostordinaryRussianexpressionswiththechoicestFrenchphrases—whichwasapeculiarityofhisspeech。\"Vouscomptezvousfairedesrentessurl’etat;*youwanttomakesomethingoutofyourcompany?\"
*Youexpecttomakeanincomeoutofthegovernment。
\"No,PeterNikolaevich;Ionlywanttoshowthatinthecavalrytheadvantagesarefarlessthanintheinfantry。Justconsidermyownpositionnow,PeterNikolaevich……\"
Bergalwaysspokequietly,politely,andwithgreatprecision。Hisconversationalwaysrelatedentirelytohimself;hewouldremaincalmandsilentwhenthetalkrelatedtoanytopicthathadnodirectbearingonhimself。Hecouldremainsilentforhourswithoutbeingatallputoutofcountenancehimselformakingothersuncomfortable,butassoonastheconversationconcernedhimselfhewouldbegintotalkcircumstantiallyandwithevidentsatisfaction。
\"Considermyposition,PeterNikolaevich。WereIinthecavalryI
shouldgetnotmorethantwohundredrubleseveryfourmonths,evenwiththerankoflieutenant;butasitisIreceivetwohundredandthirty,\"saidhe,lookingatShinshinandthecountwithajoyful,pleasantsmile,asifitwereobvioustohimthathissuccessmustalwaysbethechiefdesireofeveryoneelse。
\"Besidesthat,PeterNikolaevich,byexchangingintotheGuardsI
shallbeinamoreprominentposition,\"continuedBerg,\"andvacanciesoccurmuchmorefrequentlyintheFootGuards。Thenjustthinkwhatcanbedonewithtwohundredandthirtyrubles!Ievenmanagetoputalittleasideandtosendsomethingtomyfather,\"hewenton,emittingasmokering。
\"Labalanceyest……*AGermanknowshowtoskinaflint,astheproverbsays,\"remarkedShinshin,movinghispipetotheothersideofhismouthandwinkingatthecount。
*Sothatsquaresmatters。
Thecountburstoutlaughing。TheotherguestsseeingthatShinshinwastalkingcameuptolisten。Berg,obliviousofironyorindifference,continuedtoexplainhowbyexchangingintotheGuardshehadalreadygainedasteponhisoldcomradesoftheCadetCorps;
howinwartimethecompanycommandermightgetkilledandhe,asseniorinthecompany,mighteasilysucceedtothepost;howpopularhewaswitheveryoneintheregiment,andhowsatisfiedhisfatherwaswithhim。Bergevidentlyenjoyednarratingallthis,anddidnotseemtosuspectthatothers,too,mighthavetheirowninterests。
Butallhesaidwassoprettilysedate,andthenaiveteofhisyouthfulegotismwassoobvious,thathedisarmedhishearers。
\"Well,myboy,you’llgetalongwhereveryougo—footorhorse—thatI’llwarrant,\"saidShinshin,pattinghimontheshoulderandtakinghisfeetoffthesofa。
Bergsmiledjoyously。Thecount,byhisguests,wentintothedrawingroom。
Itwasjustthemomentbeforeabigdinnerwhentheassembledguests,expectingthesummonstozakuska,*avoidengaginginanylongconversationbutthinkitnecessarytomoveaboutandtalk,inordertoshowthattheyarenotatallimpatientfortheirfood。Thehostandhostesslooktowardthedoor,andnowandthenglanceatoneanother,andthevisitorstrytoguessfromtheseglanceswho,orwhat,theyarewaitingfor—someimportantrelationwhohasnotyetarrived,oradishthatisnotyetready。
*Horsd’oeuvres。
Pierrehadcomejustatdinnertimeandwassittingawkwardlyinthemiddleofthedrawingroomonthefirstchairhehadcomeacross,blockingthewayforeveryone。Thecountesstriedtomakehimtalk,buthewentonnaivelylookingaroundthroughhisspectaclesasifinsearchofsomebodyandansweredallherquestionsinmonosyllables。Hewasinthewayandwastheonlyonewhodidnotnoticethefact。Mostoftheguests,knowingoftheaffairwiththebear,lookedwithcuriosityatthisbig,stout,quietman,wonderinghowsuchaclumsy,modestfellowcouldhaveplayedsuchaprankonapoliceman。
\"Youhaveonlylatelyarrived?\"thecountessaskedhim。
\"Oui,madame,\"repliedhe,lookingaroundhim。
\"Youhavenotyetseenmyhusband?\"
\"Non,madame。\"Hesmiledquiteinappropriately。
\"YouhavebeeninParisrecently,Ibelieve?Isupposeit’sveryinteresting。\"
\"Veryinteresting。\"
ThecountessexchangedglanceswithAnnaMikhaylovna。Thelatterunderstoodthatshewasbeingaskedtoentertainthisyoungman,andsittingdownbesidehimshebegantospeakabouthisfather;butheansweredher,ashehadthecountess,onlyinmonosyllables。Theotherguestswereallconversingwithoneanother。\"TheRazumovskis……Itwascharming……Youareverykind……CountessApraksina……\"washeardonallsides。Thecountessroseandwentintotheballroom。
\"MaryaDmitrievna?\"camehervoicefromthere。
\"Herself,\"cametheanswerinaroughvoice,andMaryaDmitrievnaenteredtheroom。
Alltheunmarriedladiesandeventhemarriedonesexcepttheveryoldestrose。MaryaDmitrievnapausedatthedoor。Tallandstout,holdinghighherfifty—year—oldheadwithitsgraycurls,shestoodsurveyingtheguests,andleisurelyarrangedherwidesleevesasifrollingthemup。MaryaDmitrievnaalwaysspokeinRussian。
\"Healthandhappinesstoherwhosenamedaywearekeepingandtoherchildren,\"shesaid,inherloud,full—tonedvoicewhichdrownedallothers。\"Well,youoldsinner,\"shewenton,turningtothecountwhowaskissingherhand,\"you’refeelingdullinMoscow,I
daresay?Nowheretohuntwithyourdogs?Butwhatistobedone,oldman?Justseehowthesenestlingsaregrowingup,\"andshepointedtothegirls。\"Youmustlookforhusbandsforthemwhetheryoulikeitornot……\"
Well,\"saidshe,\"how’smyCossack?\"MaryaDmitrievnaalwayscalledNatashaaCossackandshestrokedthechild’sarmasshecameupfearlessandgaytokissherhand。\"Iknowshe’sascampofagirl,butIlikeher。\"
Shetookapairofpear—shapedrubyearringsfromherhugereticuleand,havinggiventhemtotherosyNatasha,whobeamedwiththepleasureofhersaint’s—dayfete,turnedawayatonceandaddressedherselftoPierre。
\"Eh,eh,friend!Comehereabit,\"saidshe,assumingasofthightoneofvoice。\"Comehere,myfriend……\"andsheominouslytuckeduphersleevesstillhigher。Pierreapproached,lookingatherinachildlikewaythroughhisspectacles。
\"Comenearer,comenearer,friend!Iusedtobetheonlyonetotellyourfatherthetruthwhenhewasinfavor,andinyourcaseit’smyevidentduty。\"Shepaused。Allweresilent,expectantofwhatwastofollow,forthiswasdearlyonlyaprelude。
\"Afinelad!Myword!Afinelad!……Hisfatherliesonhisdeathbedandheamuseshimselfsettingapolicemanastrideabear!Forshame,sir,forshame!Itwouldbebetterifyouwenttothewar。\"
Sheturnedawayandgaveherhandtothecount,whocouldhardlykeepfromlaughing。
\"Well,Isupposeitistimewewereattable?\"saidMaryaDmitrievna。
ThecountwentinfirstwithMaryaDmitrievna,thecountessfollowedonthearmofacolonelofhussars,amanofimportancetothembecauseNicholaswastogowithhimtotheregiment;thencameAnnaMikhaylovnawithShinshin。BerggavehisarmtoVera。ThesmilingJulieKaraginawentinwithNicholas。Afterthemothercouplesfollowed,fillingthewholedininghall,andlastofallthechildren,tutors,andgovernessesfollowedsingly。Thefootmenbeganmovingabout,chairsscraped,thebandstruckupinthegallery,andtheguestssettleddownintheirplaces。Thenthestrainsofthecount’shouseholdbandwerereplacedbytheclatterofknivesandforks,thevoicesofvisitors,andthesoftstepsofthefootmen。AtoneendofthetablesatthecountesswithMaryaDmitrievnaonherrightandAnnaMikhaylovnaonherleft,theotherladyvisitorswerefartherdown。Attheotherendsatthecount,withthehussarcolonelonhisleftandShinshinandtheothermalevisitorsonhisright。Midwaydownthelongtableononesidesatthegrownupyoungpeople:VerabesideBerg,andPierrebesideBoris;andontheotherside,thechildren,tutors,andgovernesses。Frombehindthecrystaldecantersandfruitvasesthecountkeptglancingathiswifeandhertallcapwithitslight—blueribbons,andbusilyfilledhisneighbors’glasses,notneglectinghisown。Thecountessinturn,withoutomittingherdutiesashostess,threwsignificantglancesfrombehindthepineapplesatherhusbandwhosefaceandbaldheadseemedbytheirrednesstocontrastmorethanusualwithhisgrayhair。Attheladies’
endanevenchatterofvoiceswasheardallthetime,atthemen’sendthevoicessoundedlouderandlouder,especiallythatofthecolonelofhussarswho,growingmoreandmoreflushed,ateanddranksomuchthatthecountheldhimupasapatterntotheotherguests。BergwithtendersmileswassayingtoVerathatloveisnotanearthlybutaheavenlyfeeling。BoriswastellinghisnewfriendPierrewhotheguestswereandexchangingglanceswithNatasha,whowassittingopposite。Pierrespokelittlebutexaminedthenewfaces,andateagreatdeal。Ofthetwosoupshechoseturtlewithsavorypattiesandwentontothegamewithoutomittingasingledishoroneofthewines。Theselatterthebutlerthrustmysteriouslyforward,wrappedinanapkin,frombehindthenextman’sshouldersandwhispered:\"DryMadeira\"……\"Hungarian\"……or\"Rhinewine\"asthecasemightbe。Ofthefourcrystalglassesengravedwiththecount’smonogramthatstoodbeforehisplate,Pierreheldoutoneatrandomanddrankwithenjoyment,gazingwithever—increasingamiabilityattheotherguests。
Natasha,whosatopposite,waslookingatBorisasgirlsofthirteenlookattheboytheyareinlovewithandhavejustkissedforthefirsttime。SometimesthatsamelookfellonPierre,andthatfunnylivelylittlegirl’slookmadehiminclinedtolaughwithoutknowingwhy。
NicholassatatsomedistancefromSonya,besideJulieKaragina,towhomhewasagaintalkingwiththesameinvoluntarysmile。Sonyaworeacompanysmilebutwasevidentlytormentedbyjealousy;nowsheturnedpale,nowblushedandstrainedeverynervetooverhearwhatNicholasandJulieweresayingtooneanother。Thegovernesskeptlookingrounduneasilyasifpreparingtoresentanyslightthatmightbeputuponthechildren。TheGermantutorwastryingtorememberallthedishes,wines,andkindsofdessert,inordertosendafulldescriptionofthedinnertohispeopleinGermany;andhefeltgreatlyoffendedwhenthebutlerwithabottlewrappedinanapkinpassedhimby。Hefrowned,tryingtoappearasifhedidnotwantanyofthatwine,butwasmortifiedbecausenoonewouldunderstandthatitwasnottoquenchhisthirstorfromgreedinessthathewantedit,butsimplyfromaconscientiousdesireforknowledge。
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Atthemen’sendofthetablethetalkgrewmoreandmoreanimated。ThecoloneltoldthemthatthedeclarationofwarhadalreadyappearedinPetersburgandthatacopy,whichhehadhimselfseen,hadthatdaybeenforwardedbycouriertothecommanderinchief。
\"AndwhythedeucearewegoingtofightBonaparte?\"remarkedShinshin。\"HehasstoppedAustria’scackleandIfearitwillbeourturnnext。\"
Thecolonelwasastout,tall,plethoricGerman,evidentlydevotedtotheserviceandpatrioticallyRussian。HeresentedShinshin’sremark。
\"Itisforthereasson,mygootsir,\"saidhe,speakingwithaGermanaccent,\"forthereassonzatzeEmperorknowszat。HedeclaresinzemanifesstozathecannotfiewwizindifferencezedangervreateningRussiaandzatzesafetyanddignityofzeEmpireasvellaszesanctityofitsalliances……\"hespokethislastwordwithparticularemphasisasifinitlaythegistofthematter。
Thenwiththeunerringofficialmemorythatcharacterizedhimherepeatedfromtheopeningwordsofthemanifesto:……andthewish,whichconstitutestheEmperor’ssoleandabsoluteaim—toestablishpeaceinEuropeonfirmfoundations—hasnowdecidedhimtodespatchpartofthearmyabroadandtocreateanewconditionfortheattainmentofthatpurpose。
\"Zat,mydearsir,isvy……\"heconcluded,drinkingatumblerofwinewithdignityandlookingtothecountforapproval。
\"Connaissez—vousleProverbe:*’Jerome,Jerome,donotroam,butturnspindlesathome!’?\"saidShinshin,puckeringhisbrowsandsmiling。\"Celanousconvientamerveille。*[2]Suvorovnow—heknewwhathewasabout;yettheybeathimaplatecouture,*[3]andwherearewetofindSuvorovsnow?Jevousdemandeunpeu,\"*[4]saidhe,continuallychangingfromFrenchtoRussian。
*Doyouknowtheproverb?
*[2]Thatsuitsusdowntotheground。
*[3]Hollow。
*[4]Ijustaskyouthat。
\"Vemustvighttothelasttr—r—opofourplood!\"saidthecolonel,thumpingthetable;\"andvemusttieforourEmperor,andzenallvillpevell。Andvemustdiscussitaslittleaspo—o—ossible\"……
hedweltparticularlyonthewordpossible……\"aspo—o—ossible,\"heended,againturningtothecount。\"Zatishowveoldhussarslookatit,andzere’sanendofit!Andhowdoyou,ayoungmanandayounghussar,howdoyoujudgeofit?\"headded,addressingNicholas,whowhenheheardthatthewarwasbeingdiscussedhadturnedfromhispartnerwitheyesandearsintentonthecolonel。
\"Iamquiteofyouropinion,\"repliedNicholas,flamingup,turninghisplateroundandmovinghiswineglassesaboutwithasmuchdecisionanddesperationasthoughhewereatthatmomentfacingsomegreatdanger。\"IamconvincedthatweRussiansmustdieorconquer,\"heconcluded,conscious—aswereothers—afterthewordswereutteredthathisremarksweretooenthusiasticandemphaticfortheoccasionandwerethereforeawkward。
\"Whatyousaidjustnowwassplendid!\"saidhispartnerJulie。
SonyatrembledalloverandblushedtoherearsandbehindthemanddowntoherneckandshoulderswhileNicholaswasspeaking。
Pierrelistenedtothecolonel’sspeechandnoddedapprovingly。
\"That’sfine,\"saidhe。
\"Theyoungman’sarealhussar!\"shoutedthecolonel,againthumpingthetable。
\"Whatareyoumakingsuchanoiseaboutoverthere?\"MaryaDmitrievna’sdeepvoicesuddenlyinquiredfromtheotherendofthetable。\"Whatareyouthumpingthetablefor?\"shedemandedofthehussar,\"andwhyareyouexcitingyourself?DoyouthinktheFrencharehere?\"
\"Iamspeakingzetruce,\"repliedthehussarwithasmile。
\"It’sallaboutthewar,\"thecountshouteddownthetable。\"Youknowmyson’sgoing,MaryaDmitrievna?Mysonisgoing。\"
\"IhavefoursonsinthearmybutstillIdon’tfret。ItisallinGod’shands。YoumaydieinyourbedorGodmayspareyouinabattle,\"repliedMaryaDmitrievna’sdeepvoice,whicheasilycarriedthewholelengthofthetable。
\"That’strue!\"
Oncemoretheconversationsconcentrated,theladies’attheoneendandthemen’sattheother。
\"Youwon’task,\"Natasha’slittlebrotherwassaying;\"Iknowyouwon’task!\"
\"Iwill,\"repliedNatasha。
Herfacesuddenlyflushedwithrecklessandjoyousresolution。Shehalfrose,byaglanceinvitingPierre,whosatopposite,tolistentowhatwascoming,andturningtohermother:
\"Mamma!\"rangouttheclearcontraltonotesofherchildishvoice,audiblethewholelengthofthetable。
\"Whatisit?\"askedthecountess,startled;butseeingbyherdaughter’sfacethatitwasonlymischief,sheshookafingerathersternlywithathreateningandforbiddingmovementofherhead。
Theconversationwashushed。
\"Mamma!Whatsweetsarewegoingtohave?\"andNatasha’svoicesoundedstillmorefirmandresolute。
Thecountesstriedtofrown,butcouldnot。MaryaDmitrievnashookherfatfinger。
\"Cossack!\"shesaidthreateningly。
Mostoftheguests,uncertainhowtoregardthissally,lookedattheelders。
\"Youhadbettertakecare!\"saidthecountess。
\"Mamma!Whatsweetsarewegoingtohave?\"Natashaagaincriedboldly,withsaucygaiety,confidentthatherprankwouldbetakeningoodpart。
SonyaandfatlittlePetyadoubledupwithlaughter。
\"Yousee!Ihaveasked,\"whisperedNatashatoherlittlebrotherandtoPierre,glancingathimagain。
\"Icepudding,butyouwon’tgetany,\"saidMaryaDmitrievna。
NatashasawtherewasnothingtobeafraidofandsoshebravedevenMaryaDmitrievna。
\"MaryaDmitrievna!Whatkindoficepudding?Idon’tlikeicecream。\"
\"Carrotices。\"
\"No!Whatkind,MaryaDmitrievna?Whatkind?\"shealmostscreamed;
\"Iwanttoknow!\"
MaryaDmitrievnaandthecountessburstoutlaughing,andalltheguestsjoinedin。Everyonelaughed,notatMaryaDmitrievna’sanswerbutattheincredibleboldnessandsmartnessofthislittlegirlwhohaddaredtotreatMaryaDmitrievnainthisfashion。
Natashaonlydesistedwhenshehadbeentoldthattherewouldbepineappleice。Beforetheices,champagnewasservedround。Thebandagainstruckup,thecountandcountesskissed,andtheguests,leavingtheirseats,wentupto\"congratulate\"thecountess,andreachedacrossthetabletoclinkglasseswiththecount,withthechildren,andwithoneanother。Againthefootmenrushedabout,chairsscraped,andinthesameorderinwhichtheyhadenteredbutwithredderfaces,theguestsreturnedtothedrawingroomandtothecount’sstudy。
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CHAPTERXX
Thecardtablesweredrawnout,setsmadeupforboston,andthecount’svisitorssettledthemselves,someinthetwodrawingrooms,someinthesittingroom,someinthelibrary。
Thecount,holdinghiscardsfanwise,kepthimselfwithdifficultyfromdroppingintohisusualafter—dinnernap,andlaughedateverything。Theyoungpeople,atthecountess’instigation,gatheredroundtheclavichordandharp。Juliebygeneralrequestplayedfirst。Aftershehadplayedalittleairwithvariationsontheharp,shejoinedtheotheryoungladiesinbeggingNatashaandNicholas,whowerenotedfortheirmusicaltalent,tosingsomething。Natasha,whowastreatedasthoughsheweregrownup,wasevidentlyveryproudofthisbutatthesametimefeltshy。
\"Whatshallwesing?\"shesaid。
\"’TheBrook,’\"suggestedNicholas。
\"Well,then,let’sbequick。Boris,comehere,\"saidNatasha。\"ButwhereisSonya?\"
Shelookedroundandseeingthatherfriendwasnotintheroomrantolookforher。
RunningintoSonya’sroomandnotfindingherthere,Natasharantothenursery,butSonyawasnotthereeither。Natashaconcludedthatshemustbeonthechestinthepassage。ThechestinthepassagewastheplaceofmourningfortheyoungerfemalegenerationintheRostovhousehold。AndthereinfactwasSonyalyingfacedownwardonNurse’sdirtyfeatherbedonthetopofthechest,crumplinghergauzypinkdressunderher,hidingherfacewithherslenderfingers,andsobbingsoconvulsivelythatherbarelittleshouldersshook。
Natasha’sface,whichhadbeensoradiantlyhappyallthatsaint’sday,suddenlychanged:hereyesbecamefixed,andthenashiverpasseddownherbroadneckandthecornersofhermouthdrooped。
\"Sonya!Whatisit?Whatisthematter?……Oo……Oo……Oo……!\"AndNatasha’slargemouthwidened,makingherlookquiteugly,andshebegantowaillikeababywithoutknowingwhy,exceptthatSonyawascrying。Sonyatriedtoliftherheadtoanswerbutcouldnot,andhidherfacestilldeeperinthebed。Natashawept,sittingontheblue—stripedfeatherbedandhuggingherfriend。WithaneffortSonyasatupandbeganwipinghereyesandexplaining。
\"Nicholasisgoingawayinaweek’stime,his……papers……havecome……hetoldmehimself……butstillIshouldnotcry,\"andsheshowedapapersheheldinherhand—withtheversesNicholashadwritten,\"still,Ishouldnotcry,butyoucan’t……noonecanunderstand……whatasoulhehas!\"
Andshebegantocryagainbecausehehadsuchanoblesoul。
\"It’sallverywellforyou……Iamnotenvious……IloveyouandBorisalso,\"shewenton,gainingalittlestrength;\"heisnice……
therearenodifficultiesinyourway……ButNicholasismycousin……
onewouldhaveto……theMetropolitanhimself……andeventhenitcan’tbedone。Andbesides,ifshetellsMamma\"Sonyalookeduponthecountessashermotherandcalledherso\"thatIamspoilingNicholas’careerandamheartlessandungrateful,whiletruly……Godismywitness,\"andshemadethesignofthecross,\"Ilovehersomuch,andallofyou,onlyVera……Andwhatfor?WhathaveIdonetoher?IamsogratefultoyouthatIwouldwillinglysacrificeeverything,onlyIhavenothing……\"
Sonyacouldnotcontinue,andagainhidherfaceinherhandsandinthefeatherbed。Natashabeganconsolingher,butherfaceshowedthatsheunderstoodallthegravityofherfriend’strouble。
\"Sonya,\"shesuddenlyexclaimed,asifshehadguessedthetruereasonofherfriend’ssorrow,\"I’msureVerahassaidsomethingtoyousincedinner?Hasn’tshe?\"
\"Yes,theseversesNicholaswrotehimselfandIcopiedsomeothers,andshefoundthemonmytableandsaidshe’dshowthemtoMamma,andthatIwasungrateful,andthatMammawouldneverallowhimtomarryme,butthathe’llmarryJulie。Youseehowhe’sbeenwithherallday……Natasha,whathaveIdonetodeserveit?……\"
Andagainshebegantosob,morebitterlythanbefore。Natashaliftedherup,huggedher,and,smilingthroughhertears,begancomfortingher。
\"Sonya,don’tbelieveher,darling!Don’tbelieveher!DoyourememberhowweandNicholas,allthreeofus,talkedinthesittingroomaftersupper?Why,wesettledhoweverythingwastobe。Idon’tquiterememberhow,butdon’tyourememberthatitcouldallbearrangedandhowniceitallwas?There’sUncleShinshin’sbrotherhasmarriedhisfirstcousin。Andweareonlysecondcousins,youknow。
AndBorissaysitisquitepossible。YouknowIhavetoldhimallaboutit。Andheissocleverandsogood!\"saidNatasha。\"Don’tyoucry,Sonya,dearlove,darlingSonya!\"andshekissedherandlaughed。
\"Vera’sspiteful;nevermindher!Andallwillcomerightandshewon’tsayanythingtoMamma。Nicholaswilltellherhimself,andhedoesn’tcareatallforJulie。\"
Natashakissedheronthehair。
Sonyasatup。Thelittlekittenbrightened,itseyesshone,anditseemedreadytoliftitstail,jumpdownonitssoftpaws,andbeginplayingwiththeballofworstedasakittenshould。
\"Doyouthinkso?……Really?Truly?\"shesaid,quicklysmoothingherfrockandhair。
\"Really,truly!\"answeredNatasha,pushinginacrisplockthathadstrayedfromunderherfriend’splaits。
Bothlaughed。
\"Well,let’sgoandsing’TheBrook。’\"
\"Comealong!\"
\"Doyouknow,thatfatPierrewhosatoppositemeissofunny!\"saidNatasha,stoppingsuddenly。\"Ifeelsohappy!\"
Andshesetoffatarunalongthepassage。
Sonya,shakingoffsomedownwhichclungtoherandtuckingawaytheversesinthebosomofherdressclosetoherbonylittlechest,ranafterNatashadownthepassageintothesittingroomwithflushedfaceandlight,joyoussteps。Atthevisitors’requesttheyoungpeoplesangthequartette,\"TheBrook,\"withwhicheveryonewasdelighted。
ThenNicholassangasonghehadjustlearned:
Atnighttimeinthemoon’sfairglowHowsweet,asfancieswanderfree,Tofeelthatinthisworldthere’soneWhostillisthinkingbutofthee!
ThatwhileherfingerstouchtheharpWaftingsweetmusicmusicthelea,Itisfortheethusswellsherheart,Sighingitsmessageouttothee……
Adayortwo,thenblissunspoilt,Butoh!tillthenIcannotlive!……
Hehadnotfinishedthelastversebeforetheyoungpeoplebegantogetreadytodanceinthelargehall,andthesoundofthefeetandthecoughingofthemusicianswereheardfromthegallery。
Pierrewassittinginthedrawing—roomwhereShinshinhadengagedhim,asamanrecentlyreturnedfromabroad,inapoliticalconversationinwhichseveralothersjoinedbutwhichboredPierre。
WhenthemusicbeganNatashacameinandwalkingstraightuptoPierresaid,laughingandblushing:
\"Mammatoldmetoaskyoutojointhedancers。\"
\"Iamafraidofmixingthefigures,\"Pierrereplied;\"butifyouwillbemyteacher……\"Andloweringhisbigarmheofferedittotheslenderlittlegirl。
Whilethecoupleswerearrangingthemselvesandthemusicianstuningup,Pierresatdownwithhislittlepartner。Natashawasperfectlyhappy;shewasdancingwithagrown—upman,whohadbeenabroad。Shewassittinginaconspicuousplaceandtalkingtohimlikeagrown—uplady。Shehadafaninherhandthatoneoftheladieshadgivenhertohold。Assumingquitetheposeofasocietywomanheavenknowswhenandwhereshehadlearneditshetalkedwithherpartner,fanningherselfandsmilingoverthefan。
\"Dear,dear!Justlookather!\"exclaimedthecountessasshecrossedtheballroom,pointingtoNatasha。
Natashablushedandlaughed。
\"Well,really,Mamma!Whyshouldyou?Whatistheretobesurprisedat?\"
InthemidstofthethirdecossaisetherewasaclatterofchairsbeingpushedbackinthesittingroomwherethecountandMaryaDmitrievnahadbeenplayingcardswiththemajorityofthemoredistinguishedandoldervisitors。Theynow,stretchingthemselvesaftersittingsolong,andreplacingtheirpursesandpocketbooks,enteredtheballroom。FirstcameMaryaDmitrievnaandthecount,bothwithmerrycountenances。Thecount,withplayfulceremonysomewhatinballetstyle,offeredhisbentarmtoMaryaDmitrievna。Hedrewhimselfup,asmileofdebonairgallantrylituphisfaceandassoonasthelastfigureoftheecossaisewasended,heclappedhishandstothemusiciansandshouteduptotheirgallery,addressingthefirstviolin:
\"Semen!DoyouknowtheDanielCooper?\"
Thiswasthecount’sfavoritedance,whichhehaddancedinhisyouth。Strictlyspeaking,DanielCooperwasonefigureoftheanglaise。
\"LookatPapa!\"shoutedNatashatothewholecompany,andquiteforgettingthatshewasdancingwithagrown—uppartnershebenthercurlyheadtoherkneesandmadethewholeroomringwithherlaughter。
Andindeedeverybodyintheroomlookedwithasmileofpleasureatthejovialoldgentleman,whostandingbesidehistallandstoutpartner,MaryaDmitrievna,curvedhisarms,beattime,straightenedhisshoulders,turnedouthistoes,tappedgentlywithhisfoot,and,byasmilethatbroadenedhisroundfacemoreandmore,preparedtheonlookersforwhatwastofollow。AssoonastheprovocativelygaystrainsofDanielCoopersomewhatresemblingthoseofamerrypeasantdancebegantosound,allthedoorwaysoftheballroomweresuddenlyfilledbythedomesticserfs—themenononesideandthewomenontheother—whowithbeamingfaceshadcometoseetheirmastermakingmerry。
\"Justlookatthemaster!Aregulareagleheis!\"loudlyremarkedthenurse,asshestoodinoneofthedoorways。
Thecountdancedwellandknewit。Buthispartnercouldnotanddidnotwanttodancewell。Herenormousfigurestooderect,herpowerfularmshangingdownshehadhandedherreticuletothecountess,andonlyhersternbuthandsomefacereallyjoinedinthedance。Whatwasexpressedbythewholeofthecount’splumpfigure,inMaryaDmitrievnafoundexpressiononlyinhermoreandmorebeamingfaceandquiveringnose。Butifthecount,gettingmoreandmoreintotheswingofit,charmedthespectatorsbytheunexpectednessofhisadroitmaneuversandtheagilitywithwhichhecaperedaboutonhislightfeet,MaryaDmitrievnaproducednolessimpressionbyslightexertions—theleastefforttomovehershouldersorbendherarmswhenturning,orstampherfoot—whicheveryoneappreciatedinviewofhersizeandhabitualseverity。Thedancegrewlivelierandlivelier。Theothercouplescouldnotattractamoment’sattentiontotheirownevolutionsanddidnoteventrytodoso。AllwerewatchingthecountandMaryaDmitrievna。Natashakeptpullingeveryonebysleeveordress,urgingthemto\"lookatPapa!\"thoughasitwastheynevertooktheireyesoffthecouple。Intheintervalsofthedancethecount,breathingdeeply,wavedandshoutedtothemusicianstoplayfaster。Faster,faster,andfaster;lightly,morelightly,andyetmorelightlywhirledthecount,flyingroundMaryaDmitrievna,nowonhistoes,nowonhisheels;until,turninghispartnerroundtoherseat,heexecutedthefinalpas,raisinghissoftfootbackwards,bowinghisperspiringhead,smilingandmakingawidesweepwithhisarm,amidathunderofapplauseandlaughterledbyNatasha。Bothpartnersstoodstill,breathingheavilyandwipingtheirfaceswiththeircambrichandkerchiefs。
\"That’showweusedtodanceinourtime,machere,\"saidthecount。
\"ThatwasaDanielCooper!\"exclaimedMaryaDmitrievna,tuckinguphersleevesandpuffingheavily。
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CHAPTERXXI
WhileintheRostovs’ballroomthesixthanglaisewasbeingdanced,toatuneinwhichthewearymusiciansblundered,andwhiletiredfootmenandcooksweregettingthesupper,CountBezukhovhadasixthstroke。Thedoctorspronouncedrecoveryimpossible。Afteramuteconfession,communionwasadministeredtothedyingman,preparationsmadeforthesacramentofunction,andinhishousetherewasthebustleandthrillofsuspenseusualatsuchmoments。Outsidethehouse,beyondthegates,agroupofundertakers,whohidwheneveracarriagedroveup,waitedinexpectationofanimportantorderforanexpensivefuneral。TheMilitaryGovernorofMoscow,whohadbeenassiduousinsendingaides—de—camptoinquireafterthecount’shealth,camehimselfthateveningtobidalastfarewelltothecelebratedgrandeeofCatherine’scourt,CountBezukhov。
Themagnificentreceptionroomwascrowded。EveryonestooduprespectfullywhentheMilitaryGovernor,havingstayedabouthalfanhouralonewiththedyingman,passedout,slightlyacknowledgingtheirbowsandtryingtoescapeasquicklyasfromtheglancesfixedonhimbythedoctors,clergy,andrelativesofthefamily。PrinceVasili,whohadgrownthinnerandpalerduringthelastfewdays,escortedhimtothedoor,repeatingsomethingtohimseveraltimesinlowtones。
WhentheMilitaryGovernorhadgone,PrinceVasilisatdownallaloneonachairintheballroom,crossingoneleghighovertheother,leaninghiselbowonhiskneeandcoveringhisfacewithhishand。Aftersittingsoforawhileherose,and,lookingabouthimwithfrightenedeyes,wentwithunusuallyhurriedstepsdownthelongcorridorleadingtothebackofthehouse,totheroomoftheeldestprincess。
Thosewhowereinthedimlylitreceptionroomspokeinnervouswhispers,and,wheneveranyonewentintoorcamefromthedyingman’sroom,grewsilentandgazedwitheyesfullofcuriosityorexpectancyathisdoor,whichcreakedslightlywhenopened。
\"Thelimitsofhumanlife……arefixedandmaynotbeo’erpassed,\"
saidanoldpriesttoaladywhohadtakenaseatbesidehimandwaslisteningnaivelytohiswords。
\"Iwonder,isitnottoolatetoadministerunction?\"askedthelady,addingthepriest’sclericaltitle,asifshehadnoopinionofherownonthesubject。
\"Ah,madam,itisagreatsacrament,\"repliedthepriest,passinghishandoverthethingrizzledstrandsofhaircombedbackacrosshisbaldhead。
\"Whowasthat?TheMilitaryGovernorhimself?\"wasbeingaskedattheothersideoftheroom。\"Howyoung—lookingheis!\"
\"Yes,andheisoversixty。Ihearthecountnolongerrecognizesanyone。Theywishedtoadministerthesacramentofunction。\"
\"Iknewsomeonewhoreceivedthatsacramentseventimes。\"
ThesecondprincesshadjustcomefromthesickroomwithhereyesredfromweepingandsatdownbesideDr。Lorrain,whowassittinginagracefulposeunderaportraitofCatherine,leaninghiselbowonatable。
\"Beautiful,\"saidthedoctorinanswertoaremarkabouttheweather。\"Theweatherisbeautiful,Princess;andbesides,inMoscowonefeelsasifonewereinthecountry。\"
\"Yes,indeed,\"repliedtheprincesswithasigh。\"Sohemayhavesomethingtodrink?\"
Lorrainconsidered。
\"Hashetakenhismedicine?\"
\"Yes。\"
Thedoctorglancedathiswatch。
\"Takeaglassofboiledwaterandputapinchofcreamoftartar,\"
andheindicatedwithhisdelicatefingerswhathemeantbyapinch。
\"Derehasnefferbeenagase,\"aGermandoctorwassayingtoanaide—de—camp,\"datoneliffsafterdesirdstroke。\"
\"Andwhatawell—preservedmanhewas!\"remarkedtheaide—de—camp。
\"Andwhowillinherithiswealth?\"headdedinawhisper。
\"Itvon’tgobegging,\"repliedtheGermanwithasmile。
Everyoneagainlookedtowardthedoor,whichcreakedasthesecondprincesswentinwiththedrinkshehadpreparedaccordingtoLorrain’sinstructions。TheGermandoctorwentuptoLorrain。
\"Doyouthinkhecanlasttillmorning?\"askedtheGerman,addressingLorraininFrenchwhichhepronouncedbadly。
Lorrain,pursinguphislips,wavedaseverelynegativefingerbeforehisnose。
\"Tonight,notlater,\"saidheinalowvoice,andhemovedawaywithadecoroussmileofself—satisfactionatbeingableclearlytounderstandandstatethepatient’scondition。
MeanwhilePrinceVasilihadopenedthedoorintotheprincess’room。
Inthisroomitwasalmostdark;onlytwotinylampswereburningbeforetheiconsandtherewasapleasantscentofflowersandburntpastilles。Theroomwascrowdedwithsmallpiecesoffurniture,whatnots,cupboards,andlittletables。Thequiltofahigh,whitefeatherbedwasjustvisiblebehindascreen。Asmalldogbegantobark。
\"Ah,isityou,cousin?\"
Sheroseandsmoothedherhair,whichwasasusualsoextremelysmooththatitseemedtobemadeofonepiecewithherheadandcoveredwithvarnish。
\"Hasanythinghappened?\"sheasked。\"Iamsoterrified。\"
\"No,thereisnochange。Ionlycametohaveatalkaboutbusiness,Catiche,\"*mutteredtheprince,seatinghimselfwearilyonthechairshehadjustvacated。\"Youhavemadetheplacewarm,I
mustsay,\"heremarked。\"Well,sitdown:let’shaveatalk。\"
*Catherine。
\"Ithoughtperhapssomethinghadhappened,\"shesaidwithherunchangingstonilysevereexpression;and,sittingdownoppositetheprince,shepreparedtolisten。
\"Iwishedtogetanap,moncousin,butIcan’t。\"
\"Well,mydear?\"saidPrinceVasili,takingherhandandbendingitdownwardsaswashishabit。
Itwasplainthatthis\"well?\"referredtomuchthattheybothunderstoodwithoutnaming。
Theprincess,whohadastraight,rigidbody,abnormallylongforherlegs,lookeddirectlyatPrinceVasiliwithnosignofemotioninherprominentgrayeyes。Thensheshookherheadandglancedupattheiconswithasigh。Thismighthavebeentakenasanexpressionofsorrowanddevotion,orofwearinessandhopeofrestingbeforelong。PrinceVasiliunderstooditasanexpressionofweariness。
\"AndI?\"hesaid;\"doyouthinkitiseasierforme?Iamaswornoutasaposthorse,butstillImusthaveatalkwithyou,Catiche,averyserioustalk。\"
PrinceVasilisaidnomoreandhischeeksbegantotwitchnervously,nowononeside,nowontheother,givinghisfaceanunpleasantexpressionwhichwasnevertobeseenonitinadrawingroom。Hiseyestooseemedstrange;atonemomenttheylookedimpudentlyslyandatthenextglancedroundinalarm。
Theprincess,holdingherlittledogonherlapwithherthinbonyhands,lookedattentivelyintoPrinceVasili’seyesevidentlyresolvednottobethefirsttobreaksilence,ifshehadtowaittillmorning。
\"Well,yousee,mydearprincessandcousin,CatherineSemenovna,\"
continuedPrinceVasili,returningtohistheme,apparentlynotwithoutaninnerstruggle;\"atsuchamomentasthisonemustthinkofeverything。Onemustthinkofthefuture,ofallofyou……Iloveyouall,likechildrenofmyown,asyouknow。\"
Theprincesscontinuedtolookathimwithoutmoving,andwiththesamedullexpression。
\"Andthenofcoursemyfamilyhasalsotobeconsidered,\"PrinceVasiliwenton,testilypushingawayalittletablewithoutlookingather。\"Youknow,Catiche,thatwe—youthreesisters,Mamontov,andmywife—arethecount’sonlydirectheirs。Iknow,Iknowhowharditisforyoutotalkorthinkofsuchmatters。Itisnoeasierforme;
but,mydear,Iamgettingonforsixtyandmustbepreparedforanything。DoyouknowIhavesentforPierre?Thecount,\"pointingtohisportrait,\"definitelydemandedthatheshouldbecalled。\"
PrinceVasililookedquestioninglyattheprincess,butcouldnotmakeoutwhethershewasconsideringwhathehadjustsaidorwhethershewassimplylookingathim。
\"ThereisonethingIconstantlyprayGodtogrant,moncousin,\"shereplied,\"anditisthatHewouldbemercifultohimandwouldallowhisnoblesoulpeacefullytoleavethis……\"
\"Yes,yes,ofcourse,\"interruptedPrinceVasiliimpatiently,rubbinghisbaldheadandangrilypullingbacktowardhimthelittletablethathehadpushedaway。\"But……inshort,thefactis……youknowyourselfthatlastwinterthecountmadeawillbywhichheleftallhisproperty,nottoushisdirectheirs,buttoPierre。\"
\"Hehasmadewillsenough!\"quietlyremarkedtheprincess。\"ButhecannotleavetheestatetoPierre。Pierreisillegitimate。\"
\"But,mydear,\"saidPrinceVasilisuddenly,clutchingthelittletableandbecomingmoreanimatedandtalkingmorerapidly:\"whatifaletterhasbeenwrittentotheEmperorinwhichthecountasksforPierre’slegitimation?Doyouunderstandthatinconsiderationofthecount’sservices,hisrequestwouldbegranted?……\"
Theprincesssmiledaspeopledowhothinktheyknowmoreaboutthesubjectunderdiscussionthanthosetheyaretalkingwith。
\"Icantellyoumore,\"continuedPrinceVasili,seizingherhand,\"thatletterwaswritten,thoughitwasnotsent,andtheEmperorknewofit。Theonlyquestionis,hasitbeendestroyedornot?Ifnot,thenassoonasallisover,\"andPrinceVasilisighedtointimatewhathemeantbythewordsallisover,\"andthecount’spapersareopened,thewillandletterwillbedeliveredtotheEmperor,andthepetitionwillcertainlybegranted。Pierrewillgeteverythingasthelegitimateson。\"
\"Andourshare?\"askedtheprincesssmilingironically,asifanythingmighthappen,onlynotthat。
\"But,mypoorCatiche,itisasclearasdaylight!Hewillthenbethelegalheirtoeverythingandyouwon’tgetanything。Youmustknow,mydear,whetherthewillandletterwerewritten,andwhethertheyhavebeendestroyedornot。Andiftheyhavesomehowbeenoverlooked,yououghttoknowwheretheyare,andmustfindthem,because……\"
\"Whatnext?\"theprincessinterrupted,smilingsardonicallyandnotchangingtheexpressionofhereyes。\"Iamawoman,andyouthinkweareallstupid;butIknowthis:anillegitimatesoncannotinherit……unbatard!\"*sheadded,asifsupposingthatthistranslationofthewordwouldeffectivelyprovetoPrinceVasilitheinvalidityofhiscontention。
*Abastard。
\"Well,really,Catiche!Can’tyouunderstand!Youaresointelligent,howisityoudon’tseethatifthecounthaswrittenalettertotheEmperorbegginghimtorecognizePierreaslegitimate,itfollowsthatPierrewillnotbePierrebutwillbecomeCountBezukhov,andwilltheninheriteverythingunderthewill?Andifthewillandletterarenotdestroyed,thenyouwillhavenothingbuttheconsolationofhavingbeendutifulettoutcequis’ensuit!*
That’scertain。\"
*Andallthatfollowstherefrom。
\"Iknowthewillwasmade,butIalsoknowthatitisinvalid;andyou,moncousin,seemtoconsidermeaperfectfool,\"saidtheprincesswiththeexpressionwomenassumewhentheysupposetheyaresayingsomethingwittyandstinging。
\"MydearPrincessCatherineSemenovna,\"beganPrinceVasiliimpatiently,\"Icameherenottowranglewithyou,buttotalkaboutyourinterestsaswithakinswoman,agood,kind,truerelation。AndI
tellyouforthetenthtimethatifthelettertotheEmperorandthewillinPierre’sfavorareamongthecount’spapers,then,mydeargirl,youandyoursistersarenotheiresses!Ifyoudon’tbelieveme,thenbelieveanexpert。IhavejustbeentalkingtoDmitriOnufrich\"
thefamilysolicitor\"andhesaysthesame。\"
Atthisasuddenchangeevidentlytookplaceintheprincess’ideas;
herthinlipsgrewwhite,thoughhereyesdidnotchange,andhervoicewhenshebegantospeakpassedthroughsuchtransitionsassheherselfevidentlydidnotexpect。
\"Thatwouldbeafinething!\"saidshe。\"IneverwantedanythingandIdon’tnow。\"
Shepushedthelittledogoffherlapandsmoothedherdress。
\"Andthisisgratitude—thisisrecognitionforthosewhohavesacrificedeverythingforhissake!\"shecried。\"It’ssplendid!
Fine!Idon’twantanything,Prince。\"
\"Yes,butyouarenottheonlyone。Thereareyoursisters……\"
repliedPrinceVasili。
Buttheprincessdidnotlistentohim。
\"Yes,Iknewitlongagobuthadforgotten。IknewthatIcouldexpectnothingbutmeanness,deceit,envy,intrigue,andingratitude—theblackestingratitude—inthishouse……\"
\"Doyouordoyounotknowwherethatwillis?\"insistedPrinceVasili,hischeekstwitchingmorethanever。
\"Yes,Iwasafool!Istillbelievedinpeople,lovedthem,andsacrificedmyself。Butonlythebase,thevilesucceed!Iknowwhohasbeenintriguing!\"
Theprinceeswishedtorise,buttheprinceheldherbythehand。
Shehadtheairofonewhohassuddenlylostfaithinthewholehumanrace。Shegavehercompanionanangryglance。
\"Thereisstilltime,mydear。Youmustremember,Catiche,thatitwasalldonecasuallyinamomentofanger,ofillness,andwasafterwardsforgotten。Ourduty,mydear,istorectifyhismistake,toeasehislastmomentsbynotlettinghimcommitthisinjustice,andnottolethimdiefeelingthatheisrenderingunhappythosewho……\"
\"Whosacrificedeverythingforhim,\"chimedintheprincess,whowouldagainhaverisenhadnottheprincestillheldherfast,\"thoughhenevercouldappreciateit。No,moncousin,\"sheaddedwithasigh,\"Ishallalwaysrememberthatinthisworldonemustexpectnoreward,thatinthisworldthereisneitherhonornorjustice。Inthisworldonehastobecunningandcruel。\"
\"Nowcome,come!Bereasonable。Iknowyourexcellentheart。\"
\"No,Ihaveawickedheart。\"
\"Iknowyourheart,\"repeatedtheprince。\"Ivalueyourfriendshipandwishyoutohaveasgoodanopinionofme。Don’tupsetyourself,andletustalksensiblywhilethereisstilltime,beitadayorbeitbutanhour……Tellmeallyouknowaboutthewill,andaboveallwhereitis。Youmustknow。Wewilltakeitatonceandshowittothecount。Hehas,nodoubt,forgottenitandwillwishtodestroyit。
Youunderstandthatmysoledesireisconscientiouslytocarryouthiswishes;thatismyonlyreasonforbeinghere。Icamesimplytohelphimandyou。\"
\"NowIseeitall!Iknowwhohasbeenintriguing—Iknow!\"criedtheprincess。
\"That’snotthepoint,mydear。\"
\"It’sthatprotegeofyours,thatsweetPrincessDrubetskaya,thatAnnaMikhaylovnawhomIwouldnottakeforahousemaid……theinfamous,vilewoman!\"
\"Donotletusloseanytime……\"
\"Ah,don’ttalktome!Lastwintershewheedledherselfinhereandtoldthecountsuchvile,disgracefulthingsaboutus,especiallyaboutSophie—Ican’trepeatthem—thatitmadethecountquiteillandhewouldnotseeusforawholefortnight。Iknowitwasthenhewrotethisvile,infamouspaper,butIthoughtthethingwasinvalid。\"
\"We’vegottoitatlast—whydidyounottellmeaboutitsooner?\"
\"It’sintheinlaidportfoliothathekeepsunderhispillow,\"
saidtheprincess,ignoringhisquestion。\"NowIknow!Yes;ifI
haveasin,agreatsin,itishatredofthatvilewoman!\"almostshriekedtheprincess,nowquitechanged。\"Andwhatdoesshecomewormingherselfinherefor?ButIwillgiveherapieceofmymind。
Thetimewillcome!\"
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CHAPTERXXII
Whiletheseconversationsweregoingoninthereceptionroomandtheprincess’room,acarriagecontainingPierrewhohadbeensentforandAnnaMikhaylovnawhofounditnecessarytoaccompanyhim
wasdrivingintothecourtofCountBezukhov’shouse。Asthewheelsrolledsoftlyoverthestrawbeneaththewindows,AnnaMikhaylovna,havingturnedwithwordsofcomforttohercompanion,realizedthathewasasleepinhiscornerandwokehimup。Rousinghimself,PierrefollowedAnnaMikhaylovnaoutofthecarriage,andonlythenbegantothinkoftheinterviewwithhisdyingfatherwhichawaitedhim。
Henoticedthattheyhadnotcometothefrontentrancebuttothebackdoor。Whilehewasgettingdownfromthecarriagestepstwomen,wholookedliketradespeople,ranhurriedlyfromtheentranceandhidintheshadowofthewall。Pausingforamoment,Pierrenoticedseveralothermenofthesamekindhidingintheshadowofthehouseonbothsides。ButneitherAnnaMikhaylovnanorthefootmannorthecoachman,whocouldnothelpseeingthesepeople,tookanynoticeofthem。\"Itseemstobeallright,\"Pierreconcluded,andfollowedAnnaMikhaylovna。Shehurriedlyascendedthenarrowdimlylitstonestaircase,callingtoPierre,whowaslaggingbehind,tofollow。
Thoughhedidnotseewhyitwasnecessaryforhimtogotothecountatall,stilllesswhyhehadtogobythebackstairs,yetjudgingbyAnnaMikhaylovna’sairofassuranceandhaste,Pierreconcludedthatitwasallabsolutelynecessary。Halfwayupthestairstheywerealmostknockedoverbysomemenwho,carryingpails,camerunningdownstairs,theirbootsclattering。ThesemenpressedclosetothewalltoletPierreandAnnaMikhaylovnapassanddidnotevincetheleastsurpriseatseeingthemthere。
\"Isthisthewaytotheprincesses’apartments?\"askedAnnaMikhaylovnaofoneofthem。
\"Yes,\"repliedafootmaninaboldloudvoice,asifanythingwerenowpermissible;\"thedoortotheleft,ma’am。\"
\"Perhapsthecountdidnotaskforme,\"saidPierrewhenhereachedthelanding。\"I’dbettergotomyownroom。\"
AnnaMikhaylovnapausedandwaitedforhimtocomeup。
\"Ah,myfriend!\"shesaid,touchinghisarmasshehaddoneherson’swhenspeakingtohimthatafternoon,\"believemeIsuffernolessthanyoudo,butbeaman!\"
\"Butreally,hadn’tIbettergoaway?\"heasked,lookingkindlyatheroverhisspectacles。
\"Ah,mydearfriend!Forgetthewrongsthatmayhavebeendoneyou。Thinkthatheisyourfather……perhapsintheagonyofdeath。\"
Shesighed。\"Ihavelovedyoulikeasonfromthefirst。Trustyourselftome,Pierre。Ishallnotforgetyourinterests。\"
Pierredidnotunderstandaword,buttheconvictionthatallthishadtobegrewstronger,andhemeeklyfollowedAnnaMikhaylovnawhowasalreadyopeningadoor。
Thisdoorledintoabackanteroom。Anoldman,aservantoftheprincesses,satinacornerknittingastocking。Pierrehadneverbeeninthispartofthehouseanddidnotevenknowoftheexistenceoftheserooms。AnnaMikhaylovna,addressingamaidwhowashurryingpastwithadecanteronatrayas\"mydear\"and\"mysweet,\"askedabouttheprincess’healthandthenledPierrealongastonepassage。Thefirstdoorontheleftledintotheprincesses’apartments。Themaidwiththedecanterinherhastehadnotclosedthedooreverythinginthehousewasdoneinhasteatthattime,andPierreandAnnaMikhaylovnainpassinginstinctivelyglancedintotheroom,wherePrinceVasiliandtheeldestprincessweresittingclosetogethertalking。Seeingthempass,PrinceVasilidrewbackwithobviousimpatience,whiletheprincessjumpedupandwithagestureofdesperationslammedthedoorwithallhermight。
ThisactionwassounlikeherusualcomposureandthefeardepictedonPrinceVasili’sfacesooutofkeepingwithhisdignitythatPierrestoppedandglancedinquiringlyoverhisspectaclesathisguide。AnnaMikhaylovnaevincednosurprise,sheonlysmiledfaintlyandsighed,asiftosaythatthiswasnomorethanshehadexpected。
\"Beaman,myfriend。Iwilllookafteryourinterests,\"saidsheinreplytohislook,andwentstillfasteralongthepassage。
Pierrecouldnotmakeoutwhatitwasallabout,andstilllesswhat\"watchingoverhisinterests\"meant,buthedecidedthatallthesethingshadtobe。Fromthepassagetheywentintoalarge,dimlylitroomadjoiningthecount’sreceptionroom。ItwasoneofthosesumptuousbutcoldapartmentsknowntoPierreonlyfromthefrontapproach,buteveninthisroomtherenowstoodanemptybath,andwaterhadbeenspilledonthecarpet。Theyweremetbyadeaconwithacenserandbyaservantwhopassedoutontiptoewithoutheedingthem。
TheywentintothereceptionroomfamiliartoPierre,withtwoItalianwindowsopeningintotheconservatory,withitslargebustandfulllengthportraitofCatherinetheGreat。Thesamepeoplewerestillsittinghereinalmostthesamepositionsasbefore,whisperingtooneanother。Allbecamesilentandturnedtolookatthepaletear—wornAnnaMikhaylovnaassheentered,andatthebigstoutfigureofPierrewho,hanginghishead,meeklyfollowedher。
AnnaMikhaylovna’sfaceexpressedaconsciousnessthatthedecisivemomenthadarrived。WiththeairofapracticalPetersburgladyshenow,keepingPierreclosebesideher,enteredtheroomevenmoreboldlythanthatafternoon。Shefeltthatasshebroughtwithherthepersonthedyingmanwishedtosee,herownadmissionwasassured。
Castingarapidglanceatallthoseintheroomandnoticingthecount’sconfessorthere,sheglideduptohimwithasortofamble,notexactlybowingyetseemingtogrowsuddenlysmaller,andrespectfullyreceivedtheblessingfirstofoneandthenofanotherpriest。
\"Godbethankedthatyouareintime,\"saidshetooneofthepriests;\"allwerelativeshavebeeninsuchanxiety。Thisyoungmanisthecount’sson,\"sheaddedmoresoftly。\"Whataterriblemoment!\"
Havingsaidthisshewentuptothedoctor。
\"Deardoctor,\"saidshe,\"thisyoungmanisthecount’sson。Isthereanyhope?\"
Thedoctorcastarapidglanceupwardsandsilentlyshruggedhisshoulders。AnnaMikhaylovnawithjustthesamemovementraisedhershouldersandeyes,almostclosingthelatter,sighed,andmovedawayfromthedoctortoPierre。Tohim,inaparticularlyrespectfulandtenderlysadvoice,shesaid:
\"TrustinHismercy!\"andpointingoutasmallsofaforhimtositandwaitforher,shewentsilentlytowardthedoorthateveryonewaswatchinganditcreakedveryslightlyasshedisappearedbehindit。
Pierre,havingmadeuphismindtoobeyhismonitressimplicitly,movedtowardthesofashehadindicated。AssoonasAnnaMikhaylovnahaddisappearedhenoticedthattheeyesofallintheroomturnedtohimwithsomethingmorethancuriosityandsympathy。Henoticedthattheywhisperedtooneanother,castingsignificantlooksathimwithakindofaweandevenservility。Adeferencesuchashehadneverbeforereceivedwasshownhim。Astrangelady,theonewhohadbeentalkingtothepriests,roseandofferedhimherseat;anaide—de—camppickedupandreturnedaglovePierrehaddropped;thedoctorsbecamerespectfullysilentashepassedby,andmovedtomakewayforhim。AtfirstPierrewishedtotakeanotherseatsoasnottotroublethelady,andalsotopickuptheglovehimselfandtopassroundthedoctorswhowerenoteveninhisway;butallatoncehefeltthatthiswouldnotdo,andthattonighthewasapersonobligedtoperformsomesortofawfulritewhicheveryoneexpectedofhim,andthathewasthereforeboundtoaccepttheirservices。Hetookthegloveinsilencefromtheaide—de—camp,andsatdowninthelady’schair,placinghishugehandssymmetricallyonhiskneesinthenaiveattitudeofanEgyptianstatue,anddecidedinhisownmindthatallwasasitshouldbe,andthatinordernottolosehisheadanddofoolishthingshemustnotactonhisownideastonight,butmustyieldhimselfupentirelytothewillofthosewhowereguidinghim。
NottwominuteshadpassedbeforePrinceVasiliwithheaderectmajesticallyenteredtheroom。Hewaswearinghislongcoatwiththreestarsonhisbreast。Heseemedtohavegrownthinnersincethemorning;hiseyesseemedlargerthanusualwhenheglancedroundandnoticedPierre。Hewentuptohim,tookhishandathingheneverusedtodo,anddrewitdownwardsasifwishingtoascertainwhetheritwasfirmlyfixedon。
\"Courage,courage,myfriend!Hehasaskedtoseeyou。Thatiswell!\"andheturnedtogo。
ButPierrethoughtitnecessarytoask:\"Howis……\"andhesitated,notknowingwhetheritwouldbepropertocallthedyingman\"thecount,\"yetashamedtocallhim\"father。\"
\"Hehadanotherstrokeabouthalfanhourago。Courage,myfriend……\"
Pierre’smindwasinsuchaconfusedstatethattheword\"stroke\"
suggestedtohimablowfromsomething。HelookedatPrinceVasiliinperplexity,andonlylatergraspedthatastrokewasanattackofillness。PrinceVasilisaidsomethingtoLorraininpassingandwentthroughthedoorontiptoe。Hecouldnotwalkwellontiptoeandhiswholebodyjerkedateachstep。Theeldestprincessfollowedhim,andthepriestsanddeaconsandsomeservantsalsowentinatthedoor。Throughthatdoorwasheardanoiseofthingsbeingmovedabout,andatlastAnnaMikhaylovna,stillwiththesameexpression,palebutresoluteinthedischargeofduty,ranoutandtouchingPierrelightlyonthearmsaid:
\"Thedivinemercyisinexhaustible!Unctionisabouttobeadministered。Come。\"
Pierrewentinatthedoor,steppingonthesoftcarpet,andnoticedthatthestrangelady,theaide—de—camp,andsomeoftheservants,allfollowedhimin,asiftherewerenownofurtherneedforpermissiontoenterthatroom。