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  [207]Astothisdistinction,seetheadmirablypracticalaccountinJ。M。Baldwin’slittlebook,TheStoryoftheMind,1898。

  Wehavetopassasimilarjudgmentonthewholenotionofsaintshipbasedonmerits。AnyGodwho,ontheonehand,cancaretokeepapedanticallyminuteaccountofindividualshortcomings,andontheothercanfeelsuchpartialities,andloadparticularcreatureswithsuchinsipidmarksoffavor,istoosmall-mindedaGodforourcredence。WhenLuther,inhisimmensemanlyway,sweptoffbyastrokeofhishandtheverynotionofadebitandcreditaccountkeptwithindividualsbytheAlmighty,hestretchedthesoul’simaginationandsavedtheologyfrompuerility。

  Somuchformeredevotion,divorcedfromtheintellectualconceptionswhichmightguideittowardsbearingusefulhumanfruit。

  ThenextsaintlyvirtueinwhichwefindexcessisPurity。Intheopathiccharacters,likethosewhomwehavejustconsidered,theloveofGodmustnotbemixedwithanyotherlove。Fatherandmother,sisters,brothers,andfriendsarefeltasinterferingdistractions;forsensitivenessandnarrowness,whentheyoccurtogether,astheyoftendo,requireaboveallthingsasimplifiedworldtodwellin。Varietyandconfusionaretoomuchfortheirpowersofcomfortableadaptation。Butwhereasyouraggressivepietistreacheshisunityobjectively,byforciblystampingdisorderanddivergenceout,yourretiringpietistreacheshissubjectively,leavingdisorderintheworldatlarge,butmakingasmallerworldinwhichhedwellshimselfandfromwhichheeliminatesitaltogether。Thus,alongsideofthechurchmilitantwithitsprisons,dragonnades,andinquisitionmethods,wehavethechurchfugient,asonemightcallit,withitshermitages,monasteries,andsectarianorganizations,bothchurchespursuingthesameobject——tounifythelife,[208]andsimplifythespectaclepresentedtothesoul。Amindextremelysensitivetoinnerdiscordswilldroponeexternalrelationafteranother,asinterferingwiththeabsorptionofconsciousnessinspiritualthings。Amusementsmustgofirst,thenconventional“society。”thenbusiness,thenfamilyduties,untilatlastseclusion,withasubdivisionofthedayintohoursforstatedreligiousacts,istheonlythingthatcanbeborne。Thelivesofsaintsareahistoryofsuccessiverenunciationsofcomplication,oneformofcontactwiththeouterlifebeingdroppedafteranother,tosavethepurityofinnertone。[209]

  “Isitnotbetter。”ayoungsisterasksherSuperior,“thatI

  shouldnotspeakatallduringthehourofrecreation,soasnottoruntherisk,byspeaking,offallingintosomesinofwhichI

  mightnotbeconscious?”[210]Iftheliferemainsasocialoneatall,thosewhotakepartinitmustfollowoneidenticalrule。

  Embosomedinthismonotony,thezealotforpurityfeelscleanandfreeoncemore。Theminutenessofuniformitymaintainedincertainsectariancommunities,whethermonasticornot,issomethingalmostinconceivabletoamanoftheworld。Costume,phraseology,hours,andhabitsareabsolutelystereotyped,andthereisnodoubtthatsomepersonsaresomadeastofindinthisstabilityanincomparablekindofmentalrest。

  [208]OnthissubjectIrefertotheworkofM。MurisierLesMaladiesdusentimentReligieux,Paris,1901,whomakesinnerunificationthemainspringofthewholereligiouslife。ButALL

  stronglyidealinterests,religiousorirreligious,unifythemindandtendtosubordinateeverythingtothemselves。OnewouldinferfromM。Murisier’spagesthatthisformalconditionwaspeculiarlycharacteristicofreligion,andthatonemightincomparisonalmostneglectmaterialcontent,instudyingthelatter。Itrustthatthepresentworkwillconvincethereaderthatreligionhasplentyofmaterialcontentwhichischaracteristicandwhichismoreimportantbyfarthananygeneralpsychologicalform。Inspiteofthiscriticism,IfindM。Murisier’sbookhighlyinstructive。

  [209]Example:“AtthefirstbeginningoftheServitor’s[Suso’s]interiorlife,afterhehadpurifiedhissoulproperlybyconfession,hemarkedoutforhimself,inthought,threecircles,withinwhichheshuthimselfup,asinaspiritualintrenchment。Thefirstcirclewashiscell,hischapel,andthechoir。Whenhewaswithinthiscircle,heseemedtohimselfincompletesecurity。Thesecondcirclewasthewholemonasteryasfarastheoutergate。Thethirdandoutermostcirclewasthegateitself,andhereitwasnecessaryforhimtostandwelluponhisguard。Whenhewentoutsidethesecircles,itseemedtohimthathewasintheplightofsomewildanimalwhichisoutsideitshole,andsurroundedbythehunt,andthereforeinneedofallitscunningandwatchfulness。”TheLifeoftheBlessedHenrySuso,byHimself,translatedbyKnox,London,1865,p。168。

  [210]ViedespremieresReligieusesDominicainesdelaCongregationdeSt。Dominique,aNancy;Nancy,1896,p。129。

  Wehavenotimetomultiplyexamples,soIwillletthecaseofSaintLouisofGonzagaserveasatypeofexcessinpurification。

  Ithinkyouwillagreethatthisyouthcarriedtheeliminationoftheexternalanddiscordanttoapointwhichwecannotunreservedlyadmire。Attheageoften,hisbiographersays:——

  “TheinspirationcametohimtoconsecratetotheMotherofGodhisownvirginity——thatbeingtoherthemostagreeableofpossiblepresents。Withoutdelay,then,andwithallthefervortherewasinhim,joyousofheart,andburningwithlove,hemadehisvowofperpetualchastity。Maryacceptedtheofferingofhisinnocentheart,andobtainedforhimfromGod,asarecompense,theextraordinarygraceofneverfeelingduringhisentirelifetheslightesttouchoftemptationagainstthevirtueofpurity。

  Thiswasanaltogetherexceptionalfavor,rarelyaccordedeventoSaintsthemselves,andallthemoremarvelousinthatLouisdweltalwaysincourtsandamonggreatfolks,wheredangerandopportunityaresounusuallyfrequent。ItistruethatLouisfromhisearliestchildhoodhadshownanaturalrepugnanceforwhatevermightbeimpureorunvirginal,andevenforrelationsofanysortwhateverbetweenpersonsofoppositesex。Butthismadeitallthemoresurprisingthatheshould,especiallysincethisvow,feelitnecessarytohaverecoursetosuchanumberofexpedientsforprotectingagainsteventheshadowofdangerthevirginitywhichhehadthusconsecrated。Onemightsupposethatifanyonecouldhavecontentedhimselfwiththeordinaryprecautions,prescribedforallChristians,itwouldassuredlyhavebeenhe。Butno!Intheuseofpreservativesandmeansofdefense,inflightfromthemostinsignificantoccasions,fromeverypossibilityofperil,justasinthemortificationofhisflesh,hewentfartherthanthemajorityofsaints。He,whobyanextraordinaryprotectionofGod’sgracewasnevertempted,measuredallhisstepsasifhewerethreatenedoneverysidebyparticulardangers。Thenceforwardheneverraisedhiseyes,eitherwhenwalkinginthestreets,orwheninsociety。Notonlydidheavoidallbusinesswithfemalesevenmorescrupulouslythanbefore,butherenouncedallconversationandeverykindofsocialrecreationwiththem,althoughhisfathertriedtomakehimtakepart;andhecommencedonlytooearlytodeliverhisinnocentbodytoausteritiesofeverykind。”[211]

  [211]Meschler’sLifeofSaintLouisofGonzaga,FrenchtranslationbyLebrequier,1891,p。40。

  Attheageoftwelve,wereadofthisyoungmanthat“ifbychancehismothersentoneofhermaidsofhonortohimwithamessage,heneverallowedhertocomein,butlistenedtoherthroughthebarelyopeneddoor,anddismissedherimmediately。

  Hedidnotliketobealonewithhisownmother,whetherattableorinconversation;andwhentherestofthecompanywithdrew,hesoughtalsoapretextforretiring……Severalgreatladies,relativesofhis,heavoidedlearningtoknowevenbysight;andhemadeasortoftreatywithhisfather,engagingpromptlyandreadilytoaccedetoallhiswishes,ifhemightonlybeexcusedfromallvisitstoladies。”[212]

  [212]Ibid。,p。71。

  WhenhewasseventeenyearsoldLouisjoinedtheJesuitorder,[213]againsthisfather’spassionateentreaties,forhewasheirofaprincelyhouse;andwhenayearlaterthefatherdied,hetookthelossasa“particularattention“tohimselfonGod’spart,andwrotelettersofstiltedgoodadvice,asfromaspiritualsuperior,tohisgrievingmother。Hesoonbecamesogoodamonkthatifanyoneaskedhimthenumberofhisbrothersandsisters,hehadtoreflectandcountthemoverbeforereplying。AFatheraskedhimonedayifhewerenevertroubledbythethoughtofhisfamily,towhich,“Ineverthinkofthemexceptwhenprayingforthem。”washisonlyanswer。Neverwasheseentoholdinhishandafloweroranythingperfumed,thathemighttakepleasureinit。Onthecontrary,inthehospital,heusedtoseekforwhateverwasmostdisgusting,andeagerlysnatchthebandagesofulcers,etc。,fromthehandsofhiscompanions。

  Heavoidedworldlytalk,andimmediatelytriedtoturneveryconversationontopioussubjects,orelseheremainedsilent。

  Hesystematicallyrefusedtonoticehissurroundings。Beingorderedonedaytobringabookfromtherector’sseatintherefectory,hehadtoaskwheretherectorsat,forinthethreemonthshehadeatenbreadthere,socarefullydidheguardhiseyesthathehadnotnoticedtheplace。Oneday,duringrecess,havinglookedbychanceononeofhiscompanions,hereproachedhimselfasforagravesinagainstmodesty。Hecultivatedsilence,aspreservingfromsinsofthetongue;andhisgreatestpenancewasthelimitwhichhissuperiorssettohisbodilypenances。Hesoughtafterfalseaccusationsandunjustreprimandsasopportunitiesofhumility;andsuchwashisobediencethat,whenaroom-mate,havingnomorepaper,askedhimforasheet,hedidnotfeelfreetogiveittohimwithoutfirstobtainingthepermissionofthesuperior,who,assuch,stoodintheplaceofGod,andtransmittedhisorders。

  [213]Inhisboyishnote-bookhepraisesthemonasticlifeforitsfreedomfromsin,andfortheimperishabletreasures,whichitenablesustostoreup,“ofmeritinGod’seyeswhichmakesofHimourdebtorforallEternity。”Loc。cit。,p。62。

  IcanfindnoothersortsoffruitthantheseofLouis’ssaintship。Hediedin1591,inhistwenty-ninthyear,andisknownintheChurchasthepatronofallyoungpeople。Onhisfestival,thealtarinthechapeldevotedtohiminacertainchurchinRome“isembosomedinflowers,arrangedwithexquisitetaste;andapileoflettersmaybeseenatitsfoot,writtentotheSaintbyyoungmenandwomen,anddirectedto’Paradiso。’

  TheyaresupposedtobeburntunreadexceptbySanLuigi,whomustfindsingularpetitionsintheseprettylittlemissives,tiedupnowwithagreenribbon,expressiveofhope,nowwitharedone,emblematicoflove。”etc。[214]

  [214]MademoiselleMori,anovelquotedinHare’sWalksinRome,1900,i。55。

  IcannotresistthetemptationtoquotefromStarbuck’sbook,p。

  388,anothercaseofpurificationbyelimination。Itrunsasfollows:——

  “Thesignsofabnormalitywhichsanctifiedpersonsshowareoffrequentoccurrence。Theygetoutoftunewithotherpeople;

  oftentheywillhavenothingtodowithchurches,whichtheyregardasworldly;theybecomehypercriticaltowardsothers;theygrowcarelessoftheirsocial,political,andfinancialobligations。Asaninstanceofthistypemaybementionedawomanofsixty-eightofwhomthewritermadeaspecialstudy。

  Shehadbeenamemberofoneofthemostactiveandprogressivechurchesinabusypartofalargecity。Herpastordescribedherashavingreachedthecensoriousstage。Shehadgrownmoreandmoreoutofsympathywiththechurch;herconnectionwithitfinallyconsistedsimplyinattendanceatprayer-meeting,atwhichheronlymessagewasthatofreproofandcondemnationoftheothersforlivingonalowplane。Atlastshewithdrewfromfellowshipwithanychurch。Thewriterfoundherlivingaloneinalittleroomonthetopstoryofacheapboarding-housequiteoutoftouchwithallhumanrelations,butapparentlyhappyintheenjoymentofherownspiritualblessings。Hertimewasoccupiedinwritingbookletsonsanctification——pageafterpageofdreamyrhapsody。Sheprovedtobeoneofasmallgroupofpersonswhoclaimthatentiresalvationinvolvesthreestepsinsteadoftwo;notonlymusttherebeconversionandsanctification,butathird,whichtheycall’crucifixion’or’perfectredemption,’andwhichseemstobearthesamerelationtosanctificationthatthisbearstoconversion。SherelatedhowtheSpirithadsaidtoher,’Stopgoingtochurch。Stopgoingtoholinessmeetings。GotoyourownroomandIwillteachyou。’

  Sheprofessestocarenothingforcolleges,orpreachers,orchurches,butonlycarestolistentowhatGodsaystoher。Herdescriptionofherexperienceseemedentirelyconsistent;sheishappyandcontented,andherlifeisentirelysatisfactorytoherself。Whilelisteningtoherownstory,onewastemptedtoforgetthatitwasfromthelifeofapersonwhocouldnotlivebyitinconjunctionwithherfellows。”

  OurfinaljudgmentoftheworthofsuchalifeasthiswilldependlargelyonourconceptionofGod,andofthesortofconductheisbestpleasedwithinhiscreatures。TheCatholicismofthesixteenthcenturypaidlittleheedtosocialrighteousness;andtoleavetheworldtothedevilwhilstsavingone’sownsoulwasthenaccountednodiscreditablescheme。

  To-day,rightlyorwrongly,helpfulnessingeneralhumanaffairsis,inconsequenceofoneofthosesecularmutationsinmoralsentimentofwhichIspoke,deemedanessentialelementofworthincharacter;andtobeofsomepublicorprivateuseisalsoreckonedasaspeciesofdivineservice。OtherearlyJesuits,especiallythemissionariesamongthem,theXaviers,Brebeufs,Jogues,wereobjectiveminds,andfoughtintheirwayfortheworld’swelfare;sotheirlivesto-dayinspireus。Butwhentheintellect,asinthisLouis,isoriginallynolargerthanapin’shead,andcherishesideasofGodofcorrespondingsmallness,theresult,notwithstandingtheheroismputforth,isonthewholerepulsive。Purity,weseeintheobject-lesson,isNOTtheonethingneedful;anditisbetterthatalifeshouldcontractmanyadirt-mark,thanforfeitusefulnessinitseffortstoremainunspotted。

  Proceedingonwardsinoursearchofreligiousextravagance,wenextcomeuponexcessesofTendernessandCharity。Heresaintlinesshastofacethechargeofpreservingtheunfit,andbreedingparasitesandbeggars。“Resistnotevil。”“Loveyourenemies。”thesearesaintlymaximsofwhichmenofthisworldfindithardtospeakwithoutimpatience。Arethemenofthisworldright,orarethesaintsinpossessionofthedeeperrangeoftruth?

  Nosimpleanswerispossible。Here,ifanywhere,onefeelsthecomplexityofthemorallife,andthemysteriousnessofthewayinwhichfactsandidealsareinterwoven。

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