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  Itisasasacrifice,amodeof“mortification。”thatobedienceisprimarilyconceivedbyCatholicwriters,a“sacrificewhichmanofferstoGod,andofwhichheishimselfboththepriestandthevictim。Bypovertyheimmolateshisexteriorpossessions;bychastityheimmolateshisbody;byobediencehecompletesthesacrifice,andgivestoGodallthatheyetholdsashisown,histwomostpreciousgoods,hisintellectandhiswill。Thesacrificeisthencompleteandunreserved,agenuineholocaust,fortheentirevictimisnowconsumedforthehonorofGod。”[186]

  Accordingly,inCatholicdiscipline,weobeyoursuperiornotasmereman,butastherepresentativeofChrist。ObeyingGodinhimbyourintention,obedienceiseasy。Butwhenthetext-booktheologiansmarshalcollectivelyalltheirreasonsforrecommendingit,themixturesoundstoourearsratherodd。

  [186]Lejuene:IntroductionalaVieMystique,1899,p。277。

  TheholocaustsimilegoesbackatleastasfarasIgnatiusLoyola。

  “Oneofthegreatconsolationsofthemonasticlife。”saysaJesuitauthority,“istheassurancewehavethatinobeyingwecancommitnofault。TheSuperiormaycommitafaultincommandingyoutodothisthingorthat,butyouarecertainthatyoucommitnofaultsolongasyouobey,becauseGodwillonlyaskyouifyouhavedulyperformedwhatordersyoureceived,andifyoucanfurnishaclearaccountinthatrespect,youareabsolvedentirely。Whetherthethingsyoudidwereopportune,orwhethertherewerenotsomethingbetterthatmighthavebeendone,thesearequestionsnotaskedofyou,butratherofyourSuperior。Themomentwhatyoudidwasdoneobediently,Godwipesitoutofyouraccount,andchargesittotheSuperior。SothatSaintJeromewellexclaimed,incelebratingtheadvantagesofobedience,’Oh,sovereignliberty!Oh,holyandblessedsecuritybywhichonebecomealmostimpeccable!’

  “SaintJohnClimachusisofthesamesentimentwhenhecallsobedienceanexcusebeforeGod。Infact,whenGodaskswhyyouhavedonethisorthat,andyoureply,itisbecauseIwassoorderedbymySuperiors,Godwillaskfornootherexcuse。Asapassengerinagoodvesselwithagoodpilotneedgivehimselfnofartherconcern,butmaygotosleepinpeace,becausethepilothaschargeoverall,and’watchesforhim’;soareligiouspersonwholivesundertheyokeofobediencegoestoheavenasifwhilesleeping,thatis,whileleaningentirelyontheconductofhisSuperiors,whoarethepilotsofhisvessel,andkeepwatchforhimcontinually。Itisnosmallthing,ofatruth,tobeabletocrossthestormyseaoflifeontheshouldersandinthearmsofanother,yetthatisjustthegracewhichGodaccordstothosewholiveundertheyokeofobedience。TheirSuperiorbearsalltheirburdens……Acertaingravedoctorsaidthathewouldratherspendhislifeinpickingupstrawsbyobedience,thanbyhisownresponsiblechoicebusyhimselfwiththeloftiestworksofcharity,becauseoneiscertainoffollowingthewillofGodinwhateveronemaydofromobedience,butnevercertaininthesamedegreeofanythingwhichwemaydoofourownpropermovement。”[187]

  [187]AlfonsoRodriguez,S。J。:PratiquedelaPerfectionChretienne,Partiii。,Treatisev。,ch。x。

  OneshouldreadthelettersinwhichIgnatiusLoyolarecommendsobedienceasthebackboneofhisorder,ifonewouldgaininsightintothefullspiritofitscult。[188]Theyaretoolongtoquote;butIgnatius’sbeliefissovividlyexpressedinacoupleofsayingsreportedbycompanionsthat,thoughtheyhavebeensooftencited,Iwillaskyourpermissiontocopythemoncemore:——

  [188]Lettersli。andcxx。ofthecollectiontranslatedintoFrenchbyBouix,Paris,1870。

  “Iought。”anearlybiographerreportshimassaying,“onenteringreligion,andthereafter,toplacemyselfentirelyinthehandsofGod,andofhimwhotakesHisplacebyHisauthority。IoughttodesirethatmySuperiorshouldobligemetogiveupmyownjudgment,andconquermyownmind。IoughttosetupnodifferencebetweenoneSuperiorandanother,……butrecognizethemallasequalbeforeGod,whoseplacetheyfill。

  ForifIdistinguishpersons,Iweakenthespiritofobedience。

  InthehandsofmySuperior,Imustbeasoftwax,athing,fromwhichheistorequirewhateverpleaseshim,beittowriteorreceiveletters,tospeakornottospeaktosuchaperson,orthelike;andImustputallmyfervorinexecutingzealouslyandexactlywhatIamordered。Imustconsidermyselfasacorpsewhichhasneitherintelligencenorwill;belikeamassofmatterwhichwithoutresistanceletsitselfbeplacedwhereveritmaypleaseanyone;likeastickinthehandofanoldman,whousesitaccordingtohisneedsandplacesitwhereitsuitshim。SomustIbeunderthehandsoftheOrder,toserveitinthewayitjudgesmostuseful。

  “ImustneveraskoftheSuperiortobesenttoaparticularplace,tobeemployedinaparticularduty……Imustconsidernothingasbelongingtomepersonally,andasregardsthethingsIuse,belikeastatuewhichletsitselfbestrippedandneveropposesresistance。”[189]

  [189]Bartoli-Michel,ii。13

  TheothersayingisreportedbyRodriguezinthechapterfromwhichIamomentagomadequotations。WhenspeakingofthePope’sauthority,Rodriguezwrites:——

  “SaintIgnatiussaid,whengeneralofhiscompany,thatiftheHolyFatherweretoorderhimtosetsailinthefirstbarkwhichhemightfindintheportofOstia,nearRome,andtoabandonhimselftothesea,withoutamast,withoutsails,withoutoarsorrudderoranyofthethingsthatareneedfulfornavigationorsubsistence,hewouldobeynotonlywithalacrity,butwithoutanxietyorrepugnance,andevenwithagreatinternalsatisfaction。”[190]

  [190]Rodriguez:Op。cit。,Partiii。,Treatisev。,ch。vi。

  Withasolitaryconcreteexampleoftheextravagancetowhichthevirtueweareconsideringhasbeencarried,Iwillpasstothetopicnextinorder。

  “SisterMarieClaire[ofPortRoyal]hadbeengreatlyimbuedwiththeholinessandexcellenceofM。deLangres。Thisprelate,soonafterhecametoPortRoyal,saidtoheroneday,seeinghersotenderlyattachedtoMotherAngelique,thatitwouldperhapsbebetternottospeaktoheragain。MarieClaire,greedyofobedience,tookthisinconsideratewordforanoracleofGod,andfromthatdayforwardremainedforseveralyearswithoutoncespeakingtohersister。”[191]

  [191]Sainte-Beuve:HistoiredePortRoyal,i。346。

  OurnexttopicshallbePoverty,feltatalltimesandunderallcreedsasoneadornmentofasaintlylife。Sincetheinstinctofownershipisfundamentalinman’snature,thisisonemoreexampleoftheasceticparadox。Yetitappearsnoparadoxatall,butperfectlyreasonable,themomentonerecollectshoweasilyhigherexcitementsholdlowercupiditiesincheck。HavingjustquotedtheJesuitRodriguezonthesubjectofobedience,I

  will,togiveimmediatelyaconcreteturntoourdiscussionofpoverty,alsoreadyouapagefromhischapteronthislattervirtue。Youmustrememberthatheiswritinginstructionsformonksofhisownorder,andbasesthemallonthetext,“Blessedarethepoorinspirit。”

  “Ifanyoneofyou。”hesays,“willknowwhetherornotheisreallypoorinspirit,lethimconsiderwhetherhelovestheordinaryconsequencesandeffectsofpoverty,whicharehunger,thirst,cold,fatigue,andthedenudationofallconveniences。

  Seeifyouaregladtowearaworn-outhabitfullofpatches。

  Seeifyouaregladwhensomethingislackingtoyourmeal,whenyouarepassedbyinservingit,whenwhatyoureceiveisdistastefultoyou,whenyourcellisoutofrepair。Ifyouarenotgladofthesethings,ifinsteadoflovingthemyouavoidthem,thenthereisproofthatyouhavenotattainedtheperfectionofpovertyofspirit。”Rodriguezthengoesontodescribethepracticeofpovertyinmoredetail。“ThefirstpointisthatwhichSaintIgnatiusproposesinhisconstitutions,whenhesays,’Letnooneuseanythingasifitwerehisprivatepossession。’’Areligiousperson,’hesays,’oughtinrespecttoallthethingsthatheuses,tobelikeastatuewhichonemaydrapewithclothing,butwhichfeelsnogriefandmakesnoresistancewhenonestripsitagain。Itisinthiswaythatyoushouldfeeltowardsyourclothes,yourbooks,yourcell,andeverythingelsethatyoumakeuseof;iforderedtoquitthem,ortoexchangethemforothers,havenomoresorrowthanifyouwereastatuebeinguncovered。Inthiswayyouwillavoidusingthemasiftheywereyourprivatepossession。Butif,whenyougiveupyourcell,oryieldpossessionofthisorthatobjectorexchangeitforanother,youfeelrepugnanceandarenotlikeastatue,thatshowsthatyouviewthesethingsasiftheywereyourprivateproperty。’

  “AndthisiswhyourholyfounderwishedthesuperiorstotesttheirmonkssomewhatasGodtestedAbraham,andtoputtheirpovertyandtheirobediencetotrial,thatbythismeanstheymaybecomeacquaintedwiththedegreeoftheirvirtue,andgainachancetomakeeverfartherprogressinperfection,……makingtheonemoveoutofhisroomwhenhefindsitcomfortableandisattachedtoit;takingawayfromanotherabookofwhichheisfond;orobligingathirdtoexchangehisgarmentforaworseone。Otherwiseweshouldendbyacquiringaspeciesofpropertyinalltheseseveralobjects,andlittlebylittlethewallofpovertythatsurroundsusandconstitutesourprincipaldefensewouldbethrowndown。Theancientfathersofthedesertusedoftenthustotreattheircompanions……SaintDositheus,beingsick-nurse,desiredacertainknife,andaskedSaintDorotheusforit,notforhisprivateuse,butforemploymentintheinfirmaryofwhichhehadcharge。WhereuponSaintDorotheusansweredhim:’Ha!Dositheus,sothatknifepleasesyousomuch!

  WillyoubetheslaveofaknifeortheslaveofJesusChrist!Doyounotblushwithshameatwishingthataknifeshouldbeyourmaster?Iwillnotletyoutouchit。’Whichreproachandrefusalhadsuchaneffectupontheholydisciplethatsincethattimehenevertouchedtheknifeagain。’……

  “Therefore,inourrooms。”FatherRodriguezcontinues,“theremustbenootherfurniturethanabed,atable,abench,andacandlestick,thingspurelynecessary,andnothingmore。Itisnotallowedamongusthatourcellsshouldbeornamentedwithpicturesoraughtelse,neitherarmchairs,carpets,curtains,noranysortofcabinetorbureauofanyelegance。Neitherisitallowedustokeepanythingtoeat,eitherforourselvesorforthosewhomaycometovisitus。Wemustaskpermissiontogototherefectoryevenforaglassofwater;andfinallywemaynotkeepabookinwhichwecanwritealine,orwhichwemaytakeawaywithus。Onecannotdenythatthusweareingreatpoverty。

  Butthispovertyisatthesametimeagreatreposeandagreatperfection。Foritwouldbeinevitable,incaseareligiouspersonwereallowedtoownsupernuouspossessions,thatthesethingswouldgreatlyoccupyhismind,beittoacquirethem,topreservethem,ortoincreasethem;sothatinnotpermittingusatalltoownthem,alltheseinconveniencesareremedied。Amongthevariousgoodreasonswhythecompanyforbidssecularpersonstoenterourcells,theprincipaloneisthatthuswemaytheeasierbekeptinpoverty。Afterall,weareallmen,andifweweretoreceivepeopleoftheworldintoourrooms,weshouldnothavethestrengthtoremainwithintheboundsprescribed,butshouldatleastwishtoadornthemwithsomebookstogivethevisitorsabetteropinionofourscholarship。”[192]

  [192]Rodriguez:Op。cit。,Partiii,Treatiseiii。,chaps。vi。,vii。

  SinceHindufakirs,Buddhistmonks,andMohammedandervishesunitewithJesuitsandFranciscansinidealizingpovertyastheloftiestindividualstate,itisworthwhiletoexamineintothespiritualgroundsforsuchaseeminglyunnaturalopinion。Andfirst,ofthosewhichlieclosesttocommonhumannature。

  TheoppositionbetweenthemenwhoHAVEandthemenwhoAREisimmemorial。Thoughthegentleman,intheold-fashionedsenseofthemanwhoiswellborn,hasusuallyinpointoffactbeenpredaceousandreveledinlandsandgoods,yethehasneveridentifiedhisessencewiththesepossessions,butratherwiththepersonalsuperiorities,thecourage,generosity,andpridesupposedtobehisbirthright。TocertainhucksteringkindsofconsiderationhethankedGodhewasforeverinaccessible,andifinlife’svicissitudesheshouldbecomedestitutethroughtheirlack,hewasgladtothinkthatwithhissheervalorhewasallthefreertoworkouthissalvation。“Wernurselbstwashatte。”

  saysLessing’sTempelherr,inNathantheWise,“meinGott,meinGott,ichhabenichts!”Thisidealofthewell-bornmanwithoutpossessionswasembodiedinknight-errantryandtemplardom;and,hideouslycorruptedasithasalwaysbeen,itstilldominatessentimentally,ifnotpractically,themilitaryandaristocraticviewoflife。Weglorifythesoldierasthemanabsolutelyunincumbered。Owningnothingbuthisbarelife,andwillingtotossthatupatanymomentwhenthecausecommandshim,heistherepresentativeofunhamperedfreedominidealdirections。Thelaborerwhopayswithhispersondaybyday,andhasnorightsinvestedinthefuture,offersalsomuchofthisidealdetachment。Likethesavage,hemaymakehisbedwhereverhisrightarmcansupporthim,andfromhissimpleandathleticattitudeofobservation,theproperty-ownerseemsburiedandsmotheredinignobleexternalitiesandtrammels,“wadinginstrawandrubbishtohisknees。”TheclaimswhichTHINGSmakearecorruptersofmanhood,mortgagesonthesoul,andadraganchoronourprogresstowardstheempyrean。

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