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  1。Afeelingofbeinginawiderlifethanthatofthisworld’sselfishlittleinterests;andaconviction,notmerelyintellectual,butasitweresensible,oftheexistenceofanIdealPower。InChristiansaintlinessthispowerisalwayspersonifiedasGod;butabstractmoralideals,civicorpatrioticutopias,orinnerversionsofholinessorrightmayalsobefeltasthetruelordsandenlargersofourlife,inwayswhichI

  describedinthelectureontheRealityoftheUnseen。[154]

  [154]The“enthusiasmofhumanity“mayleadtoalifewhichcoalescesinmanyrespectswiththatofChristiansaintliness。

  TakethefollowingrulesproposedtomembersoftheUnionpourl’Actionmorale,intheBulletindel’Union,April1-15,1894。

  See,also,RevueBleue,August13,1892。

  “Wewouldmakeknowninourownpersonstheusefulnessofrule,ofdiscipline,ofresignationandrenunciation;wewouldteachthenecessaryperpetuityofsuffering,andexplainthecreativepartwhichitplays。Wewouldwagewaruponfalseoptimism;onthebasehopeofhappinesscomingtousreadymade;onthenotionofasalvationbyknowledgealone,orbymaterialcivilizationalone,vainsymbolasthisisofcivilization,precariousexternalarrangementill-fittedtoreplacetheintimateunionandconsentofsouls。Wewouldwagewaralsoonbadmorals,whetherinpublicorinprivatelife;onluxury,fastidiousness,andover-refinement,onallthattendstoincreasethepainful,immoral,andanti-socialmultiplicationsofourwants;onallthatexcitesenvyanddislikeinthesoulofthecommonpeople,andconfirmsthenotionthatthechiefendoflifeisfreedomtoenjoy。Wewouldpreachbyourexampletherespectofsuperiorsandequals,therespectofallmen;affectionatesimplicityinourrelationswithinferiorsandinsignificantpersons;

  indulgencewhereourownclaimsonlyareconcerned,butfirmnessinourdemandswheretheyrelatetodutiestowardsothersortowardsthepublic。

  “Forthecommonpeoplearewhatwehelpthemtobecome;theirvicesareourvices,gazedupon,envied,andimitated;andiftheycomebackwithalltheirweightuponus,itisbutjust。

  2。Asenseofthefriendlycontinuityoftheidealpowerwithourownlife,andawillingself-surrendertoitscontrol。

  3。Animmenseelationandfreedom,astheoutlinesoftheconfiningselfhoodmeltdown。

  4。Ashiftingoftheemotionalcentretowardslovingandharmoniousaffections,towards“yes,yes。”andawayfrom“no。”

  wheretheclaimsofthenon-egoareconcerned。Thesefundamentalinnerconditionshavecharacteristicpracticalconsequences,asfollows:——

  a。Asceticism——Theself-surrendermaybecomesopassionateastoturnintoself-immolation。Itmaythensoover-ruletheordinaryinhibitionsofthefleshthatthesaintfindspositivepleasureinsacrificeandasceticism,measuringandexpressingastheydothedegreeofhisloyaltytothehigherpower。

  b。StrengthofSoul——Thesenseofenlargementoflifemaybesoupliftingthatpersonalmotivesandinhibitions,commonlyomnipotent,becometooinsignificantfornotice,andnewreachesofpatienceandfortitudeopenout。Fearsandanxietiesgo,andblissfulequanimitytakestheirplace。Comeheaven,comehell,itmakesnodifferencenow!

  “Weforbidourselvesallseekingafterpopularity,allambitiontoappearimportant。Wepledgeourselvestoabstainfromfalsehood,inallitsdegrees。Wepromisenottocreateorencourageillusionsastowhatispossible,bywhatwesayorwrite。Wepromisetooneanotheractivesincerity,whichstrivestoseetruthclearly,andwhichneverfearstodeclarewhatitsees。

  “Wepromisedeliberateresistancetothetidalwavesoffashion,tothe’booms’andpanicsofthepublicmind,toalltheformsofweaknessandoffear。

  “Weforbidourselvestheuseofsarcasm。Ofseriousthingswewillspeakseriouslyandunsmilingly,withoutbanterandwithouttheappearanceofbanter;——andevensoofallthings,forthereareseriouswaysofbeinglightofheart。

  “Wewillputourselvesforwardalwaysforwhatweare,simplyandwithoutfalsehumility,aswellaswithoutpedantry,affectation,orpride。”

  c。Purity——Theshiftingoftheemotionalcentrebringswithit,first,increaseofpurity。Thesensitivenesstospiritualdiscordsisenhanced,andthecleansingofexistencefrombrutalandsensualelementsbecomesimperative。Occasionsofcontactwithsuchelementsareavoided:thesaintlylifemustdeepenitsspiritualconsistencyandkeepunspottedfromtheworld。Insometemperamentsthisneedofpurityofspirittakesanasceticturn,andweaknessesoftheflesharetreatedwithrelentlessseverity。

  d。Charity——Theshiftingoftheemotionalcentrebrings,secondly,increaseofcharity,tendernessforfellow-creatures。

  Theordinarymotivestoantipathy,whichusuallysetsuchcloseboundstotendernessamonghumanbeings,areinhibited。Thesaintloveshisenemies,andtreatsloathsomebeggarsashisbrothers。

  Inowhavetogivesomeconcreteillustrationsofthesefruitsofthespiritualtree。Theonlydifficultyistochoose,fortheyaresoabundant。

  SincethesenseofPresenceofahigherandfriendlypowerseemstobethefundamentalfeatureinthespirituallife,Iwillbeginwiththat。

  Inournarrativesofconversionwesawhowtheworldmightlookshiningandtransfiguredtotheconvert,[155]and,apartfromanythingacutelyreligious,weallhavemomentswhentheuniversallifeseemstowrapusroundwithfriendliness。Inyouthandhealth,insummer,inthewoodsoronthemountains,therecomedayswhentheweatherseemsallwhisperingwithpeace,hourswhenthegoodnessandbeautyofexistenceenfolduslikeadrywarmclimate,orchimethroughusasifourinnerearsweresubtlyringingwiththeworld’ssecurity。Thoreauwrites:——

  [155]Above,pp。243ff。

  “Once,afewweeksafterIcametothewoods,foranhourI

  doubtedwhetherthenearneighborhoodofmanwasnotessentialtoasereneandhealthylife。Tobealonewassomewhatunpleasant。

  But,inthemidstofagentlerain,whilethesethoughtsprevailed,IwassuddenlysensibleofsuchsweetandbeneficentsocietyinNature,intheverypatteringofthedrops,andineverysightandsoundaroundmyhouse,aninfiniteandunaccountablefriendlinessallatonce,likeanatmosphere,sustainingme,asmadethefanciedadvantagesofhumanneighborhoodinsignificant,andIhaveneverthoughtofthemsince。Everylittlepine-needleexpandedandswelledwithsympathyandbefriendedme。Iwassodistinctlymadeawareofthepresenceofsomethingkindredtome,thatIthoughtnoplacecouldeverbestrangetomeagain。”[156]

  [156]H。Thoreau:Walden,Riversideedition,p。206,abridged。

  IntheChristianconsciousnessthissenseoftheenvelopingfriendlinessbecomesmostpersonalanddefinite。“Thecompensation。”writesaGermanauthor,——“forthelossofthatsenseofpersonalindependencewhichmansounwillinglygivesup,isthedisappearanceofallFEARfromone’slife,thequiteindescribableandinexplicablefeelingofaninnerSECURITY,whichonecanonlyexperience,butwhich,onceithasbeenexperienced,onecanneverforget。”[157]

  [157]C。H。Hilty:Gluck,vol。i。p。85。

  IfindanexcellentdescriptionofthisstateofmindinasermonbyMr。Voysey:——

  “Itistheexperienceofmyriadsoftrustfulsouls,thatthissenseofGod’sunfailingpresencewiththemintheirgoingoutandintheircomingin,andbynightandday,isasourceofabsolutereposeandconfidentcalmness。Itdrivesawayallfearofwhatmaybefallthem。ThatnearnessofGodisaconstantsecurityagainstterrorandanxiety。Itisnotthattheyareatallassuredofphysicalsafety,ordeemthemselvesprotectedbyalovewhichisdeniedtoothers,butthattheyareinastateofmindequallyreadytobesafeortomeetwithinjury。Ifinjurybefallthem,theywillbecontenttobearitbecausetheLordistheirkeeper,andnothingcanbefallthemwithouthiswill。Ifitbehiswill,theninjuryisforthemablessingandnocalamityatall。Thusandthusonlyisthetrustfulmanprotectedandshieldedfromharm。AndIforone——bynomeansathick-skinnedorhard-nervedman-amabsolutelysatisfiedwiththisarrangement,anddonotwishforanyotherkindofimmunityfromdangerandcatastrophe。Quiteassensitivetopainasthemosthighlystrungorganism,Iyetfeelthattheworstofitisconquered,andthestingtakenoutofitaltogether,bythethoughtthatGodisourlovingandsleeplesskeeper,andthatnothingcanhurtuswithouthiswill。”[158]

  [158]TheMysteryofPainandDeath,London,1892,p。258。

  Moreexcitedexpressionsofthisconditionareabundantinreligiousliterature。Icouldeasilywearyyouwiththeirmonotony。HereisanaccountfromMrs。JonathanEdwards:——

  “Lastnight。”Mrs。Edwardswrites,“wasthesweetestnightI

  everhadinmylife。Ineverbefore,forsolongatimetogether,enjoyedsomuchofthelightandrestandsweetnessofheaveninmysoul,butwithouttheleastagitationofbodyduringthewholetime。PartofthenightIlayawake,sometimesasleep,andsometimesbetweensleepingandwaking。ButallnightI

  continuedinaconstant,clear,andlivelysenseoftheheavenlysweetnessofChrist’sexcellentlove,ofhisnearnesstome,andofmydearnesstohim;withaninexpressiblysweetcalmnessofsoulinanentirerestinhim。IseemedtomyselftoperceiveaglowofdivinelovecomedownfromtheheartofChristinheavenintomyheartinaconstantstream,likeastreamorpencilofsweetlight。AtthesametimemyheartandsoulallflowedoutinlovetoChrist,sothatthereseemedtobeaconstantflowingandreflowingofheavenlylove,andIappearedtomyselftofloatorswim,inthesebright,sweetbeams,likethemotesswimminginthebeamsofthesun,orthestreamsofhislightwhichcomeinatthewindow。IthinkthatwhatIfelteachminutewasworthmorethanalltheoutwardcomfortandpleasurewhichIhadenjoyedinmywholelifeputtogether。Itwaspleasure,withouttheleaststing,oranyinterruption。Itwasasweetness,whichmysoulwaslostin;itseemedtobeallthatmyfeebleframecouldsustain。Therewasbutlittledifference,whetherIwasasleeporawake,butiftherewasanydifference,thesweetnesswasgreatestwhileIwasasleep。[159]AsIawokeearlythenextmorning,itseemedtomethatIhadentirelydonewithmyself。I

  feltthattheopinionsoftheworldconcerningmewerenothing,andthatIhadnomoretodowithanyoutwardinterestofmyownthanwiththatofapersonwhomIneversaw。ThegloryofGodseemedtoswallowupeverywishanddesireofmyheart……

  Afterretiringtorestandsleepingalittlewhile,Iawoke,andwasledtoreflectonGod’smercytome,ingivingme,formanyyears,awillingnesstodie;andafterthat,inmakingmewillingtolive,thatImightdoandsufferwhateverhecalledmetohere。IalsothoughthowGodhadgraciouslygivenmeanentireresignationtohiswill,withrespecttothekindandmannerofdeaththatIshoulddie;havingbeenmadewillingtodieontherack,oratthestake,andifitwereGod’swill,todieindarkness。Butnowitoccurredtome,Iusedtothinkoflivingnolongerthantotheordinaryageofman。UponthisIwasledtoaskmyself,whetherIwasnotwillingtobekeptoutofheavenevenlonger;andmywholeheartseemedimmediatelytoreply:

  Yes,athousandyears,andathousandinhorror,ifitbemostforthehonorofGod,thetormentofmybodybeingsogreat,awful,andoverwhelmingthatnonecouldbeartoliveinthecountrywherethespectaclewasseen,andthetormentofmymindbeingvastlygreater。AnditseemedtomethatIfoundaperfectwillingness,quietness,andalacrityofsoulinconsentingthatitshouldbeso,ifitweremostforthegloryofGod,sothattherewasnohesitation,doubt,ordarknessinmymind。ThegloryofGodseemedtoovercomemeandswallowmeup,andeveryconceivablesuffering,andeverythingthatwasterribletomynature,seemedtoshrinktonothingbeforeit。Thisresignationcontinuedinitsclearnessandbrightnesstherestofthenight,andallthenextday,andthenightfollowing,andonMondayintheforenoon,withoutinterruptionorabatement。”[160]

  [159]CompareMadameGuyon:“Itwasmypracticetoariseatmidnightforpurposesofdevotion……ItseemedtomethatGodcameattheprecisetimeandwokemefromsleepinorderthatImightenjoyhim。WhenIwasoutofhealthorgreatlyfatigued,hedidnotawakeme,butatsuchtimesIfelt,eveninmysleep,asingularpossessionofGod。Helovedmesomuchthatheseemedtopervademybeing,atatimewhenIcouldbeonlyimperfectlyconsciousofhispresence。Mysleepissometimesbroken——asortofhalfsleep;butmysoulseemstobeawakeenoughtoknowGod,whenitishardlycapableofknowinganythingelse。”T。C。

  Upham:TheLifeandReligiousExperiencesofMadamedelaMotheGuyon,NewYork,1877,vol。i。p。260。

  [160]Ihaveconsiderablyabridgedthewordsoftheoriginal,whichisgiveninEdwards’sNarrativeoftheRevivalinNewEngland。

  TheannalsofCatholicsaintshipaboundinrecordsasecstaticormoreecstaticthanthis。“Oftentheassaultsofthedivinelove。”itissaidoftheSisterSeraphiquedelaMartiniere,“reducedheralmosttothepointofdeath。SheusedtenderlytocomplainofthistoGod。’Icannotsupportit,’sheusedtosay。

  ’Beargentlywithmyweakness,orIshallexpireundertheviolenceofyourlove。’“[161]

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