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  cametothen,andsincehaveheldto,thatthephysicalchangewhichcameatthattimewas,first,theresultofachangewroughtwithinmebyachangeofmentalstate;andsecondly,thatthatchangeofmentalstatewasnot,saveinaverysecondaryway,broughtaboutthroughtheinfluenceofanexcitedimagination,oraCONSCIOUSLYreceivedsuggestionofanhypnoticsort。Lastly,Ibelievethatthischangewastheresultofmyreceivingtelephathically,anduponamentalstratumquitebelowthelevelofimmediateconsciousness,ahealthierandmoreenergeticattitude,receivingitfromanotherpersonwhosethoughtwasdirecteduponmewiththeintentionofimpressingtheideaofthisattitudeuponme。Inmycasethediseasewasdistinctlywhatwouldbeclassedasnervous,notorganic;butfromsuchopportunitiesasIhavehadofobserving,Ihavecometotheconclusionthatthedividinglinethathasbeendrawnisanarbitraryone,thenervescontrollingtheinternalactivitiesandthenutritionofthebodythroughout;andIbelievethatthecentralnervoussystem,bystartingandinhibitinglocalcentres,canexerciseavastinfluenceupondiseaseofanykind,ifitcanbebroughttobear。Inmyjudgmentthequestionissimplyhowtobringittobear,andIthinkthattheuncertaintyandremarkabledifferencesintheresultsobtainedthroughmentalhealingdobutshowhowignorantweareasyetoftheforcesatworkandofthemeansweshouldtaketomakethemeffective。Thattheseresultsarenotduetochancecoincidencesmyobservationofmyselfandothersmakesmesure;thattheconsciousmind,theimagination,entersintothemasafactorinmanycasesisdoubtlesstrue,butinmanyothers,andsometimesveryextraordinaryones,ithardlyseemstoenterinatall。OnthewholeIaminclinedtothinkthatasthehealingaction,likethemorbidone,springsfromtheplaneofthenormallyUNconsciousmind,sothestrongestandmosteffectiveimpressionsarethosewhichITreceives,insomeasyetunknownsubtleway,DIRECTLYfromahealthiermindwhosestate,throughahiddenlawofsympathy,itreproduces。”

  CASEII。“Attheurgentrequestoffriends,andwithnofaithandhardlyanyhopepossiblyowingtoapreviousunsuccessfulexperiencewithaChristianScientist,ourlittledaughterwasplacedunderthecareofahealer,andcuredofatroubleaboutwhichthephysicianhadbeenverydiscouraginginhisdiagnosis。

  Thisinterestedme,andIbeganstudyingearnestlythemethodandphilosophyofthismethodofhealing。Graduallyaninnerpeaceandtranquillitycametomeinsopositiveawaythatmymannerchangedgreatly。Mychildrenandfriendsnoticedthechangeandcommenteduponit。Allfeelingsofirritabilitydisappeared。

  Eventheexpressionofmyfacechangednoticeably。

  “Ihadbeenbigoted,aggressive,andintolerantindiscussion,bothinpublicandprivate。Igrewbroadlytolerantandreceptivetowardtheviewsofothers。Ihadbeennervousandirritable,cominghometwoorthreetimesaweekwithasickheadacheinduced,asIthensupposed,bydyspepsiaandcatarrh。

  Igrewsereneandgentle,andthephysicaltroublesentirelydisappeared。Ihadbeeninthehabitofapproachingeverybusinessinterviewwithanalmostmorbiddread。Inowmeeteveryonewithconfidenceandinnercalm。

  “Imaysaythatthegrowthhasallbeentowardtheeliminationofselfishness。Idonotmeansimplythegrosser,moresensualforms,butthosesubtlerandgenerallyunrecognizedkinds,suchasexpressthemselvesinsorrow,grief,regret,envy,etc。Ithasbeeninthedirectionofapractical,workingrealizationoftheimmanenceofGodandtheDivinityofman’strue,innerself。

  LecturesVIandVII

  THESICKSOUL

  Atourlastmeeting,weconsideredthehealthy-mindedtemperament,thetemperamentwhichhasaconstitutionalincapacityforprolongedsuffering,andinwhichthetendencytoseethingsoptimisticallyislikeawaterofcrystallizationinwhichtheindividual’scharacterisset。Wesawhowthistemperamentmaybecomethebasisforapeculiartypeofreligion,areligioninwhichgood,eventhegoodofthisworld’slife,isregardedastheessentialthingforarationalbeingtoattendto。Thisreligiondirectshimtosettlehisscoreswiththemoreevilaspectsoftheuniversebysystematicallydecliningtolaythemtoheartormakemuchofthem,byignoringtheminhisreflectivecalculations,oreven,onoccasion,bydenyingoutrightthattheyexist。Evilisadisease;andworryoverdiseaseisitselfanadditionalformofdisease,whichonlyaddstotheoriginalcomplaint。Evenrepentanceandremorse,affectionswhichcomeinthecharacterofministersofgood,maybebutsicklyandrelaxingimpulses。Thebestrepentanceistoupandactforrighteousness,andforgetthatyoueverhadrelationswithsin。

  Spinoza’sphilosophyhasthissortofhealthy-mindednesswovenintotheheartofit,andthishasbeenonesecretofitsfascination。HewhomReasonleads,accordingtoSpinoza,isledaltogetherbytheinfluenceoverhismindofgood。Knowledgeofevilisan“inadequate“knowledge,fitonlyforslavishminds。

  SoSpinozacategoricallycondemnsrepentance。Whenmenmakemistakes,hesays——

  “Onemightperhapsexpectgnawingsofconscienceandrepentancetohelptobringthemontherightpath,andmightthereuponconcludeaseveryonedoesconcludethattheseaffectionsaregoodthings。Yetwhenwelookatthematterclosely,weshallfindthatnotonlyaretheynotgood,butonthecontrarydeleteriousandevilpassions。Foritismanifestthatwecanalwaysgetalongbetterbyreasonandloveoftruththanbyworryofconscienceandremorse。Harmfularetheseandevil,inasmuchastheyformaparticularkindofsadness;andthedisadvantagesofsadness。”hecontinues,“Ihavealreadyproved,andshownthatweshouldstrivetokeepitfromourlife。Justsoweshouldendeavor,sinceuneasinessofconscienceandremorseareofthiskindofcomplexion,tofleeandshunthesestatesofmind。”[66]

  [66]TractonGod,Man,andHappiness,Bookii。ch。x。

  WithintheChristianbody,forwhichrepentanceofsinshasfromthebeginningbeenthecriticalreligiousact,healthy-mindednesshasalwayscomeforwardwithitsmilderinterpretation。

  Repentanceaccordingtosuchhealthy-mindedChristiansmeansGETTINGAWAYFROMthesin,notgroaningandwrithingoveritscommission。TheCatholicpracticeofconfessionandabsolutionisinoneofitsaspectslittlemorethanasystematicmethodofkeepinghealthy-mindednessontop。Byitaman’saccountswithevilareperiodicallysquaredandaudited,sothathemaystartthecleanpagewithnoolddebtsinscribed。AnyCatholicwilltellushowcleanandfreshandfreehefeelsafterthepurgingoperation。MartinLutherbynomeansbelongedtothehealthy-mindedtypeintheradicalsenseinwhichwehavediscussedit,andherepudiatedpriestlyabsolutionforsin。Yetinthismatterofrepentancehehadsomeveryhealthy-mindedideas,dueinthemaintothelargenessofhisconceptionofGod。

  “WhenIwasamonk。”hesays“IthoughtthatIwasutterlycastaway,ifatanytimeIfeltthelustoftheflesh:thatistosay,ifIfeltanyevilmotion,fleshlylust,wrath,hatred,orenvyagainstanybrother。Iassayedmanywaystohelptoquietmyconscience,butItwouldnotbe;fortheconcupiscenceandlustofmyfleshdidalwaysreturn,sothatIcouldnotrest,butwascontinuallyvexedwiththesethoughts:Thisorthatsinthouhastcommitted:thouartinfectedwithenvy,withimpatiency,andsuchothersins:thereforethouartenteredintothisholyorderinvain,andallthygoodworksareunprofitable。ButifthenIhadrightlyunderstoodthesesentencesofPaul:’ThefleshlustethcontrarytotheSpirit,andtheSpiritcontrarytotheflesh;andthesetwoareoneagainstanother,sothatyecannotdothethingsthatyewoulddo,’Ishouldnothavesomiserablytormentedmyself,butshouldhavethoughtandsaidtomyself,asnowcommonlyIdo,’Martin,thoushaltnotutterlybewithoutsin,forthouhastflesh;thoushaltthereforefeelthebattlethereof。’IrememberthatStaupitzwaswonttosay,’I

  havevoweduntoGodaboveathousandtimesthatIwouldbecomeabetterman:butIneverperformedthatwhichIvowed。HereafterIwillmakenosuchvow:forIhavenowlearnedbyexperiencethatIamnotabletoperformit。Unless,therefore,GodbefavorableandmercifuluntomeforChrist’ssake,Ishallnotbeable,withallmyvowsandallmygooddeeds,tostandbeforehim。’ThisofStaupitz’swasnotonlyatrue,butalsoagodlyandaholydesperation;andthismusttheyallconfess,bothwithmouthandheart,whowillbesaved。Forthegodlytrustnottotheirownrighteousness。TheylookuntoChristtheirreconcilerwhogavehislifefortheirsins。Moreover,theyknowthattheremnantofsinwhichisintheirfleshisnotlaidtotheircharge,butfreelypardoned。Notwithstanding,inthemeanwhiletheyfightinspiritagainsttheflesh,lesttheyshouldFULFILL

  theluststhereof;andalthoughtheyfeelthefleshtorageandrebel,andthemselvesalsodofallsometimesintosinthroughinfirmity,yetaretheynotdiscouraged,northinkthereforethattheirstateandkindoflife,andtheworkswhicharedoneaccordingtotheircalling,displeaseGod;buttheyraiseupthemselvesbyfaith。”[67]

  [67]CommentaryonGalatians,Philadelphia,1891,pp。510-514

  abridged。

  OneoftheheresiesforwhichtheJesuitsgotthatspiritualgenius,Molinos,thefounderofQuietism,soabominablycondemnedwashishealthy-mindedopinionofrepentance:——

  “Whenthoufallestintoafault,inwhatmattersoeveritbedonottroublenorafflictthyselfforit。FortheyareeffectsofourfrailNature,stainedbyOriginalSin。Thecommonenemywillmaketheebelieve,assoonasthoufallestintoanyfault,thatthouwalkestinerror,andthereforeartoutofGodandhisfavor,andherewithwouldhemaketheedistrustofthedivineGrace,tellingtheeofthymisery,andmakingagiantofit;andputtingitintothyheadthateverydaythysoulgrowsworseinsteadofbetter,whilstitsooftenrepeatsthesefailings。O

  blessedSoul,openthineeyes;andshutthegateagainstthesediabolicalsuggestions,knowingthymisery,andtrustinginthemercydivine。Wouldnothebeamerefoolwho,runningattournamentwithothers,andfallinginthebestofthecareer,shouldlieweepingonthegroundandafflictinghimselfwithdiscoursesuponhisfall?Mantheywouldtellhim,losenotime,getupandtakethecourseagain,forhethatrisesagainquicklyandcontinueshisraceisasifhehadneverfallen。Ifthouseestthyselffallenonceandathousandtimes,thououghtesttomakeuseoftheremedywhichIhavegiventhee,thatis,alovingconfidenceinthedivinemercy。Thesearetheweaponswithwhichthoumustfightandconquercowardiceandvainthoughts。Thisisthemeansthououghtesttouse——nottolosetime,nottodisturbthyself,andreapnogood。”[68]

  [68]Molinos:SpiritualGuide,BookII。,chaps。xvii。,xviii。

  abridged。

  Nowincontrastwithsuchhealthy-mindedviewsasthese,ifwetreatthemasawayofdeliberatelyminimizingevil,standsaradicallyoppositeview,awayofmaximizingevil,ifyoupleasesotocallit,basedonthepersuasionthattheevilaspectsofourlifeareofitsveryessence,andthattheworld’smeaningmostcomeshometouswhenwelaythemmosttoheart。Wehavenowtoaddressourselvestothismoremorbidwayoflookingatthesituation。ButasIclosedourlasthourwithageneralphilosophicalreflectiononthehealthy-mindedwayoftakinglife,Ishouldlikeatthispointtomakeanotherphilosophicalreflectionuponitbeforeturningtothatheaviertask。Youwillexcusethebriefdelay。

  Ifweadmitthatevilisanessentialpartofourbeingandthekeytotheinterpretationofourlife,weloadourselvesdownwithadifficultythathasalwaysprovedburdensomeinphilosophiesofreligion。Theism,wheneverithaserecteditselfintoasystematicphilosophyoftheuniverse,hasshownareluctancetoletGodbeanythinglessthanAll-in-All。Inotherwords,philosophictheismhasalwaysshownatendencytobecomepantheisticandmonistic,andtoconsidertheworldasoneunitofabsolutefact;andthishasbeenatvariancewithpopularorpracticaltheism,whichlatterhaseverbeenmoreorlessfranklypluralistic,nottosaypolytheistic,andshownitselfperfectlywellsatisfiedwithauniversecomposedofmanyoriginalprinciples,providedwebeonlyallowedtobelievethatthedivineprincipleremainssupreme,andthattheothersaresubordinate。InthislattercaseGodisnotnecessarilyresponsiblefortheexistenceofevil;hewouldonlyberesponsibleifitwerenotfinallyovercome。Butonthemonisticorpantheisticview,evil,likeeverythingelse,musthaveitsfoundationinGod;andthedifficultyistoseehowthiscanpossiblybethecaseifGodbeabsolutelygood。Thisdifficultyfacesusineveryformofphilosophyinwhichtheworldappearsasoneflawlessunitoffact。SuchaunitisanINDIVIDUAL,andinittheworstpartsmustbeasessentialasthebest,mustbeasnecessarytomaketheindividualwhatheis;sinceifanypartwhateverinanindividualweretovanishoralter,itwouldnolongerbeTHATindividualatall。Thephilosophyofabsoluteidealism,sovigorouslyrepresentedbothinScotlandandAmericato-day,hastostrugglewiththisdifficultyquiteas

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