“Harderintellectsthanminemighthaveattributedtheextraordinaryimpressionproducedonmetothedisorderedconditionofmymindatthattime;tothewearinessofmyownbasepleasureswhichhadbeengainingonmeformonthspast,totheundefinedlongingwhichthatwearinessimpliedfornewerinterestsandfresherhopesthananythathadpossessedmeyet。I
attemptednosuchsoberself-examinationasthis:Ibelievedindestinythen,Ibelieveindestinynow。Itwasenoughformetoknow——asIdidknow——thatthefirstsenseIhadeverfeltofsomethingbetterinmynaturethanmyanimalselfwasrousedbythatgirl’sfacelookingatmefromherpictureasnowoman’sfacehadeverlookedatmeyet。Inthosetendereyes——inthechanceofmakingthatgentlecreaturemywife——Isawmydestinywritten。Theportraitwhichhadcomeintomyhandssostrangelyandsounexpectedlywasthesilentmessengerofhappinesscloseathand,senttowarn,toencourage,torousemebeforeitwastoolate。Iputtheminiatureundermypillowatnight;Ilookedatitagainthenextmorning。Myconvictionofthedaybeforeremainedasstrongasever;mysuperstitionifyoupleasetocallitsopointedouttomeirresistiblythewayonwhichI
shouldgo。TherewasashipinportwhichwastosailforEnglandinafortnight,touchingatMadeira。InthatshipItookmypassage。”
Thusfarthereaderhadadvancedwithnointerruptiontodisturbhim。Butatthelastwordsthetonesofanothervoice,lowandbroken,mingledwithhisown。
“Wassheafairwoman。”askedthevoice,“ordark,likeme?”
Mr。Nealpaused,andlookedup。Thedoctorwasstillatthebedhead,withhisfingersmechanicallyonthepatient’spulse。Thechild,missinghismiddaysleep,wasbeginningtoplaylanguidlywithhisnewtoy。Thefather’seyeswerewatchinghimwitharaptandceaselessattention。Butonegreatchangewasvisibleinthelistenerssincethenarrativehadbegun。Mrs。Armadalehaddroppedherholdofherhusband’shand,andsatwithherfacesteadilyturnedawayfromhimThehotAfricanbloodburnedredinherduskycheeksassheobstinatelyrepeatedthequestion:“Wassheafairwoman,ordark,likeme?”
“Fair。”saidherhusband,withoutlookingather。
Herhands,lyingclaspedtogetherinherlap,wrungeachotherhard——shesaidnomore。Mr。Neal’soverhangingeyebrowsloweredominouslyashereturnedtothenarrative。Hehadincurredhisownseveredispleasure——hehadcaughthimselfintheactofsecretlypityingher。
“Ihavesaid“——theletterproceeded——“thatInglebywasadmittedtomyclosestconfidence。Iwassorrytoleavehim;andIwasdistressedbyhisevidentsurpriseandmortificationwhenheheardthatIwasgoingaway。Inmyownjustification,Ishowedhimtheletterandthelikeness,andtoldhimthetruth。Hisinterestintheportraitseemedtobehardlyinferiortomyown。
HeaskedmeaboutMissBlanchard’sfamilyandMissBlanchard’sfortunewiththesympathyofatruefriend;andhestrengthenedmyregardforhim,andmybeliefinhim,byputtinghimselfoutofthequestion,andbygenerouslyencouragingmetopersistinmynewpurpose。Whenweparted,Iwasinhighhealthandspirits。
Beforewemetagainthenextday,Iwassuddenlystruckbyanillnesswhichthreatenedbothmyreasonandmylife。
“IhavenoproofagainstIngleby。TherewasmorethanonewomanontheislandwhomIhadwrongedbeyondallforgiveness,andwhosevengeancemightwellhavereachedmeatthattime。Icanaccusenobody。Icanonlysaythatmylifewassavedbymyoldblacknurse;andthatthewomanafterwardacknowledgedhavingusedtheknownnegroantidotetoaknownnegropoisoninthoseparts。Whenmyfirstdaysofconvalescencecame,theshipinwhichmypassagehadbeentakenhadlongsincesailed。WhenI
askedforIngleby,hewasgone。Proofsofhisunpardonablemisconductinhissituationwereplacedbeforeme,whichnotevenmypartialityforhimcouldresist。Hehadbeenturnedoutoftheofficeinthefirstdaysofmyillness,andnothingmorewasknownofhimbutthathehadlefttheisland。
“Allthroughmysufferingstheportraithadbeenundermypillow。
AllthroughmyconvalescenceitwasmyoneconsolationwhenI
rememberedthepast,andmyoneencouragementwhenIthoughtofthefuture。Nowordscandescribetheholdthatfirstfancyhadnowtakenofme——withtimeandsolitudeandsufferingtohelpit。
Mymother,withallherinterestinthematch,wasstartledbytheunexpectedsuccessofherownproject。ShehadwrittentotellMr。Blanchardofmyillness,buthadreceivednoreply。Shenowofferedtowriteagain,ifIwouldpromisenottoleaveherbeforemyrecoverywascomplete。Myimpatienceacknowledgednorestraint。AnothershipinportgavemeanotherchanceofleavingforMadeira。AnotherexaminationofMr。Blanchard’sletterofinvitationassuredmethatIshouldfindhimstillintheisland,ifIseizedmyopportunityonthespot。Indefianceofmymother’sentreaties,Iinsistedontakingmypassageinthesecondship——andthistime,whentheshipsailed,Iwasonboard。
“Thechangedidmegood;thesea-airmadeamanofmeagain。
Afteranunusuallyrapidvoyage,Ifoundmyselfattheendofmypilgrimage。Onafine,stilleveningwhichIcanneverforget,I
stoodaloneontheshore,withherlikenessinmybosom,andsawthewhitewallsofthehousewhereIknewthatshelived。
“IstrolledroundtheouterlimitsofthegroundstocomposemyselfbeforeIwentin。Venturingthroughagateandashrubbery,Ilookedintothegarden,andsawaladythere,loiteringaloneonthelawn。Sheturnedherfacetowardme——andI
beheldtheoriginalofmyportrait,thefulfillmentofmydream!
Itisuseless,andworsethanuseless,towriteofitnow。Letmeonlysaythateverypromisewhichthelikenesshadmadetomyfancythelivingwomankepttomyeyesinthemomentwhentheyfirstlookedonher。Letmesaythis——andnomore。
“Iwastooviolentlyagitatedtotrustmyselfinherpresence。I
drewbackundiscovered,and,makingmywaytothefrontdoorofthehouse,askedforherfatherfirst。Mr。Blanchardhadretiredtohisroom,andcouldseenobody。UponthatItookcourage,andaskedforMissBlanchard。Theservantsmiled。’MyyoungladyisnotMissBlanchardanylonger,sir,’hesaid。’Sheismarried。’
Thosewordswouldhavestrucksomemen,inmyposition,totheearth。Theyfiredmyhotblood,andIseizedtheservantbythethroat,inafrenzyofrage’It’salie!’Ibrokeout,speakingtohimasifhehadbeenoneoftheslavesonmyownestate。
’It’sthetruth,’saidtheman,strugglingwithme;’herhusbandisinthehouseatthismoment。’’Whoishe,youscoundrel?’Theservantansweredbyrepeatingmyownname,tomyownface:
’_AllanArmadale。_’
“Youcannowguessthetruth。FergusInglebywastheoutlawedsonwhosenameandwhoseinheritanceIhadtaken。AndFergusInglebywasevenwithmefordeprivinghimofhisbirthright。
“Someaccountofthemannerinwhichthedeceptionhadbeencarriedoutisnecessarytoexplain——Idon’tsaytojustify——theshareItookintheeventsthatfollowedmyarrivalatMadeira。
“ByIngleby’sownconfession,hehadcometoBarbadoes——knowingofhisfather’sdeathandofmysuccessiontotheestates——withthesettledpurposeofplunderingandinjuringme。Myrashconfidenceputsuchanopportunityintohishandsashecouldneverhavehopedfor。HehadwaitedtopossesshimselfoftheletterwhichmymotherwrotetoMr。Blanchardattheoutsetofmyillness——hadthencausedhisowndismissalfromhissituation——andhadsailedforMadeiraintheveryshipthatwastohavesailedwithme。Arrivedattheisland,hehadwaitedagaintillthevesselwasawayoncemoreonhervoyage,andhadthenpresentedhimselfatMr。Blanchard’s——notintheassumednamebywhichIshallcontinuetospeakofhimhere,butinthenamewhichwasascertainlyhisasmine,’AllanArmadale。’Thefraudattheoutsetpresentedfewdifficulties。Hehadonlyanailingoldmanwhohadnotseenmymotherforhalfalifetime
andaninnocent,unsuspiciousgirlwhohadneverseenheratalltodealwith;andhehadlearnedenoughinmyservicetoanswerthefewquestionsthatwereputtohimasreadilyasI
mighthaveansweredthemmyself。Hislooksandmanners,hiswinningwayswithwomen,hisquicknessandcunning,didtherest。
WhileIwasstillonmysickbed,hehadwonMissBlanchard’saffections。WhileIwasdreamingoverthelikenessinthefirstdaysofmyconvalescence,hehadsecuredMr。Blanchard’sconsenttothecelebrationofthemarriagebeforeheandhisdaughterlefttheisland。
“ThusfarMr。Blanchard’sinfirmityofsighthadhelpedthedeception。Hehadbeencontenttosendmessagestomymother,andtoreceivethemessageswhichweredulyinventedinreturn。Butwhenthesuitorwasaccepted,andthewedding-daywasappointed,hefeltitduetohisoldfriendtowritetoher,askingherformalconsentandinvitinghertothemarriage。Hecouldonlycompletepartoftheletterhimself;therestwasfinished,underhisdictation,byMissBlanchard。Therewasnochanceofbeingbeforehandwiththepost-officethistime;andIngleby,sureofhisplaceintheheartofhisvictim,waylaidherasshecameoutofherfather’sroomwiththeletter,andprivatelytoldherthetruth。Shewasstillunderage,andthepositionwasaseriousone。Iftheletterwasposted,noresourcewouldbeleftbuttowaitandbepartedforever,ortoelopeundercircumstanceswhichmadedetectionalmostacertainty。Thedestinationofanyshipwhichtookthemawaywouldbeknownbeforehand;andthefast-sailingyachtinwhichMr。BlanchardhadcometoMadeirawaswaitingintheharbortotakehimbacktoEngland。Theonlyotheralternativewastocontinuethedeceptionbysuppressingtheletter,andtoconfessthetruthwhentheyweresecurelymarried。
WhatartsofpersuasionInglebyused——whatbaseadvantagehemightpreviouslyhavetakenofherloveandhertrustinhimtodegradeMissBlanchardtohisownlevel——Icannotsay。Hediddegradeher。Theletterneverwenttoitsdestination;and,withthedaughter’sprivityandconsent,thefather’sconfidencewasabusedtotheverylast。
“TheoneprecautionnowlefttotakewastofabricatetheanswerfrommymotherwhichMr。Blanchardexpected,andwhichwouldarriveinduecourseofpostbeforethedayappointedforthemarriage。Inglebyhadmymother’sstolenletterwithhim;buthewaswithouttheimitativedexteritywhichwouldhaveenabledhimtomakeuseofitforaforgeryofherhandwriting。MissBlanchard,whohadconsentedpassivelytothedeception,refusedtotakeanyactiveshareinthefraudpracticedonherfather。Inthisdifficulty,Inglebyfoundaninstrumentreadytohishandinanorphangirlofbarelytwelveyearsold,amarvelofprecociousability,whomMissBlanchardhadtakenaromanticfancytobefriendandwhomshehadbroughtawaywithherfromEnglandtobetrainedashermaid。Thatgirl’swickeddexterityremovedtheoneseriousobstaclelefttothesuccessofthefraud。Isawtheimitationofmymother’swritingwhichshehadproducedunderIngleby’sinstructionsandiftheshamefultruthmustbetold
withheryoungmistress’sknowledge——andIbelieveIshouldhavebeendeceivedbyitmyself。Isawthegirlafterward——andmybloodcurdledatthesightofher。Ifsheisalivenow,woetothepeoplewhotrusther!Nocreaturemoreinnatelydeceitfulandmoreinnatelypitilesseverwalkedthisearth。
“Theforgedletterpavedthewaysecurelyforthemarriage;andwhenIreachedthehouse,theywereastheservanthadtrulytoldmemanandwife。Myarrivalonthescenesimplyprecipitatedtheconfessionwhichtheyhadbothagreedtomake。
Ingleby’sownlipsshamelesslyacknowledgedthetruth。Hehadnothingtolosebyspeakingout——hewasmarried,andhiswife’sfortunewasbeyondherfather’scontrol。Ipassoverallthatfollowed——myinterviewwiththedaughter,andmyinterviewwiththefather——tocometoresults。Fortwodaystheeffortsofthewife,andtheeffortsoftheclergymanwhohadcelebratedthemarriage,weresuccessfulinkeepingInglebyandmyselfapart。OnthethirddayIsetmytrapmoresuccessfully,andIandthemanwhohadmortallyinjuredmemettogetheralone,facetoface。
“Rememberhowmyconfidencehadbeenabused;rememberhowtheonegoodpurposeofmylifehadbeenthwarted;remembertheviolentpassionsrooteddeepinmynature,andneveryetcontrolled——andthenimagineforyourselfwhatpassedbetweenus。AllIneedtellhereistheend。HewasatallerandastrongermanthanI,andhetookhisbrute’sadvantagewithabrute’sferocity。Hestruckme。
“ThinkoftheinjuriesIhadreceivedatthatman’shands,andthenthinkofhissettinghismarkonmyfacebyablow!
“IwenttoanEnglishofficerwhohadbeenmyfellow-passengeronthevoyagefromBarbadoes。Itoldhimthetruth,andheagreedwithmethatameetingwasinevitable。Duelinghaditsreceivedformalitiesanditsestablishedlawsinthosedays;andhebegantospeakofthem。Istoppedhim。’Iwilltakeapistolinmyrighthand,’Isaid,’andheshalltakeapistolinhis:Iwilltakeoneendofahandkerchiefinmylefthand,andheshalltaketheotherendinhis;andacrossthathandkerchieftheduelshallbefought。’Theofficergotup,andlookedatmeasifIhadpersonallyinsultedhim。’Youareaskingmetobepresentatamurderandasuicide,’hesaid;’Ideclinetoserveyou。’Helefttheroom。AssoonashewasgoneIwrotedownthewordsIhadsaidtotheofficerandsentthembyamessengertoIngleby。
WhileIwaswaitingforananswer,Isatdownbeforetheglass,andlookedathismarkonmyface。’Manyamanhashadbloodonhishandsandbloodonhisconscience,’Ithought,’forlessthanthis。’
“ThemessengercamebackwithIngleby’sanswer。Itappointedameetingforthreeo’clockthenextday,atalonelyplaceintheinterioroftheisland。Ihadresolvedwhattodoifherefused;
hisletterreleasedmefromthehorrorofmyownresolution。I
feltgratefultohim——yes,absolutelygratefultohim——forwritingit。
“ThenextdayIwenttotheplace。Hewasnotthere。Iwaitedtwohours,andhenevercame。Atlastthetruthdawnedonme。’Onceacoward,alwaysacoward,’Ithought。IwentbacktoMr。
Blanchard’shouse。BeforeIgotthere,asuddenmisgivingseizedme,andIturnedasidetotheharbor。Iwasright;theharborwastheplacetogoto。AshipsailingforLisbonthatafternoonhadofferedhimtheopportunityoftakingapassageforhimselfandhiswife,andescapingme。Hisanswertomychallengehadserveditspurposeofsendingmeoutofthewayintotheinterioroftheisland。OncemoreIhadtrustedinFergusIngleby,andoncemorethosesharpwitsofhishadbeentoomuchforme。
“IaskedmyinformantifMr。Blanchardwasawareasyetofhisdaughter’sdeparture。Hehaddiscoveredit,butnotuntiltheshiphadsailed。ThistimeItookalessonincunningfromIngleby。InsteadofshowingmyselfatMr。Blanchard’shouse,I
wentfirstandlookedatMr。Blanchard’syacht。
“Thevesseltoldmewhatthevessel’smastermighthaveconcealed——thetruth。Ifoundherintheconfusionofasuddenpreparationforsea。Allthecrewwereonboard,withtheexceptionofsomefewwhohadbeenallowedtheirleaveonshore,andwhowereawayintheinterioroftheisland,nobodyknewwhere。WhenIdiscoveredthatthesailing-masterwastryingin,tosupplytheirplaceswiththebestmenhecouldpickupatamoment’snotice,myresolutionwasinstantlytaken。Iknewthedutiesonboardayachtwellenough,havinghadavesselofmyown,andhavingsailedhermyself。Hurryingintothetown,I
changedmydressforasailor’scoatandhat,and,returningtotheharbor,Iofferedmyselfasoneofthevolunteercrew。I
don’tknowwhatthesailing-mastersawinmyface。Myanswerstohisquestionssatisfiedhim,andyethelookedatmeandhesitated。Buthandswerescarce,anditendedinmybeingtakenonboard。AnhourlaterMr。Blanchardjoinedus,andwasassistedintothecabin,sufferingpitiablyinmindandbodyboth。Anhourafterthatwewereatsea,withastarlessnightoverhead,andafreshbreezebehindus。
“AsIhadsurmised,wewereinpursuitofthevesselinwhichInglebyandhiswifehadlefttheislandthatafternoon。TheshipwasFrench,andwasemployedinthetimbertrade:hernamewas_LaGracedeDieu。_NothingmorewasknownofherthanthatshewasboundforLisbon;thatshehadbeendrivenoutofhercourse;
andthatshehadtouchedatMadeira,shortofmenandshortofprovisions。Thelastwanthadbeensupplied,butnotthefirst。
Sailorsdistrustedthesea-worthinessoftheship,anddislikedthelookofthevagabondcrew。WhenthosetwoseriousfactshadbeencommunicatedtoMr。Blanchard,thehardwordshehadspokentohischildinthefirstshockofdiscoveringthatshehadhelpedtodeceivehimsmotehimtotheheart。Heinstantlydeterminedtogivehisdaughterarefugeonboardhisownvessel,andtoquietherbykeepinghervillainofahusbandoutofthewayofallharmatmyhands。Theyachtsailedthreefeetandmoretotheship’sone。Therewasnodoubtofourovertaking_LaGracedeDieu_;theonlyfearwasthatwemightpassherinthedarkness。
“Afterwehadbeensomelittletimeout,thewindsuddenlydropped,andtherefellonusanairless,sultrycalm。Whentheordercametogetthetopmastsondeck,andtoshiftthelargesails,weallknewwhattoexpect。Inlittlebetterthananhourmore,thestormwasuponus,thethunderwaspealingoverourheads,andtheyachtwasrunningforit。Shewasapowerfulschooner-riggedvesselofthreehundredtons,asstrongaswoodandironcouldmakeher;shewashandledbyasailing-masterwhothoroughlyunderstoodhiswork,andshebehavednobly。Asthenewmorningcame,thefuryofthewind,blowingstillfromthesouthwestquarter,subsidedalittle,andtheseawaslessheavy。
Justbeforedaybreakweheardfaintly,throughthehowlingofthegale,thereportofagun。Themencollectedanxiouslyondeck,lookedateachother,andsaid:’Theresheis!’
“Withthedaybreakwesawthevessel,andthetimber-shipitwas。
Shelaywallowinginthetroughofthesea,herforemastandhermainmastbothgone——awater-loggedwreck。Theyachtcarriedthreeboats;oneamidships,andtwoslungtodavitsonthequarters;
andthesailing-master,seeingsignsofthestormrenewingitsfurybeforelong,determinedonloweringthequarter-boatswhilethelulllasted。Fewasthepeoplewereonboardthewreck,theyweretoomanyforoneboat,andtheriskoftryingtwoboatsatoncewasthoughtless,inthecriticalstateoftheweather,thantheriskofmakingtwoseparatetripsfromtheyachttotheship。
Theremightbetimetomakeonetripinsafety,butnomancouldlookattheheavensandsaytherewouldbetimeenoughfortwo。
“Theboatsweremannedbyvolunteersfromthecrew,Ibeinginthesecondofthetwo。Whenthefirstboatwasgotalongsideofthetimber-ship——aserviceofdifficultyanddangerwhichnowordscandescribe——allthemenonboardmadearashtoleavethewrecktogether。Iftheboathadnotbeenpulledoffagainbeforethewholeofthemhadcrowdedin,thelivesofallmusthavebeensacrificed。Asourboatapproachedthevesselinitsturn,wearrangedthatfourofusshouldgetonboard——twoIbeingoneofthemtoseetothesafetyofMr。Blanchard’sdaughter,andtwotobeatbackthecowardlyremnantofthecrewiftheytriedtocrowdinfirst。Theotherthree——thecoxswainandtwooarsmen——wereleftintheboattokeepherfrombeingcrushedbytheship。Whattheotherssawwhentheyfirstboarded_LaGracedeDieu_Idon’tknow;whatIsawwasthewomanwhomIhadlost,thewomanvilelystolenfromme,lyinginaswoononthedeck。Weloweredher,insensible,intotheboat。Theremnantofthecrew——fiveinnumber——werecompelledbymainforcetofollowherinanorderlymanner,onebyone,andminutebyminute,asthechanceofferedforsafelytakingthemin。Iwasthelastwholeft;and,atthenextrolloftheshiptowardus,theemptylengthofthedeck,withoutalivingcreatureonitfromstemtostern,toldtheboat’screwthattheirworkwasdone。Withthelouderandlouderhowlingofthefast-risingtempesttowarnthem,theyrowedfortheirlivesbacktotheyacht。
“Asuccessionofheavysquallshadbroughtroundthecourseofthenewstormthatwascoming,fromthesouthtothenorth;andthesailing-master,watchinghisopportunity,hadworetheyachttobereadyforit。Beforethelastofourmenhadgotonboardagain,itburstonuswiththefuryofahurricane。Ourboatwasswamped,butnotalifewaslost。Oncemoreweranbeforeit,duesouth,atthemercyofthewind。Iwasondeckwiththerest,watchingtheoneragofsailwecouldventuretoset,andwaitingtosupplyitsplacewithanother,ifitblewoutofthebolt-ropes,whenthematecameclosetome,andshoutedinmyearthroughthethunderofthestorm:’Shehascometohersensesinthecabin,andhasaskedforherhusband。Whereishe?’Notamanonboardknew。Theyachtwassearchedfromoneendtoanotherwithoutfindinghim。Themenweremusteredindefianceoftheweather——hewasnotamongthem。Thecrewsofthetwoboatswerequestioned。Allthefirstcrewcouldsaywasthattheyhadpulledawayfromthewreckwhentherushintotheirboattookplace,andthattheyknewnothingofwhomtheyletinorwhomtheykeptout。
Allthesecondcrewcouldsaywasthattheyhadbroughtbacktotheyachteverylivingsoulleftbythefirstboatonthedeckofthetimber-ship。Therewasnoblaminganybody;but,atthesametime,therewasnoresistingthefactthatthemanwasmissing。
“Allthroughthatdaythestorm,ragingunabatedly,nevergaveuseventheshadowofachanceofreturningandsearchingthewreck。
Theonehopefortheyachtwastoscud。Towardeveningthegale,afterhavingcarriedustothesouthwardofMadeira,beganatlasttobreak——thewindshiftedagain——andallowedustobearupfortheisland。Earlythenextmorningwegotbackintoport。Mr。
Blanchardandhisdaughterweretakenashore,thesailing-masteraccompanyingthem,andwarningusthatheshouldhavesomethingtosayonhisreturnwhichwouldnearlyconcernthewholecrew。
“Weweremusteredondeck,andaddressedbythesailing-masterassoonashecameonboardagain。HehadMr。Blanchard’sorderstogobackatoncetothetimber-shipandtosearchforthemissingman。Wewereboundtodothisforhissake,andforthesakeofhiswife,whosereasonwasdespairedofbythedoctorsifsomethingwasnotdonetoquiether。Wemightbealmostsureoffindingthevesselstillafloat,forherladlingoftimberwouldkeepherabovewateraslongasherhullheldtogether。Ifthemanwasonboard——livingordead——hemustbefoundandbroughtback。Andiftheweathercontinuedtobemoderate,therewasnoreasonwhythemen,withproperassistance,shouldnotbringtheshipback,too,andtheirmasterbeingquitewillingearntheirshareofthesalvagewiththeofficersoftheyacht。
“Uponthisthecrewgavethreecheers,andsettoworkforthwithtogettheschoonertoseaagain。Iwastheonlyoneofthemwhodrewbackfromtheenterprise。Itoldthemthestormhadupsetme——Iwasill,andwantedrest。TheyalllookedmeinthefaceasIpassedthroughthemonmywayoutoftheyacht,butnotamanofthemspoketome。
“Iwaitedthroughthatdayatatavernontheportforthefirstnewsfromthewreck。Itwasbroughttowardnight-fallbyoneofthepilot-boatswhichhadtakenpartintheenterprise——asuccessfulenterprise,astheeventproved——forsavingtheabandonedship。_LaGracedeDieu_hadbeendiscoveredstillfloating,andthebodyofInglebyhadbeenfoundonboard,drownedinthecabin。Atdawnthenextmorningthedeadmanwasbroughtbackbytheyacht;andonthesamedaythefuneraltookplaceintheProtestantcemetery。”
“Stop!“saidthevoicefromthebed,beforethereadercouldturntoanewleafandbeginthenextparagraph。
Therewasachangeintheroom,andtherewerechangesintheaudience,sinceMr。Nealhadlastlookedupfromthenarrative。A
rayofsunshinewascrossingthedeath-bed;andthechild,overcomebydrowsiness,laypeacefullyasleepinthegoldenlight。Thefather’scountenancehadalteredvisibly。Forcedintoactionbythetorturedmind,themusclesofthelowerface,whichhadnevermovedyet,weremovingdistortedlynow。Warnedbythedampsgatheringheavilyonhisforehead,thedoctorhadrisentorevivethesinkingman。Ontheothersideofthebedthewife’schairstoodempty。Atthemomentwhenherhusbandhadinterruptedthereading,shehaddrawnbackbehindthebedhead,outofhissight。Supportingherselfagainstthewall,shestoodthereinhiding,hereyesfastenedinhungeringsuspenseonthemanuscriptinMr。Neal’shand。
InaminutemorethesilencewasbrokenagainbyMr。Armadale。
“Whereisshe?”heasked,lookingangrilyathiswife’semptychair。Thedoctorpointedtotheplace。Shehadnochoicebuttocomeforward。Shecameslowlyandstoodbeforehim。
“YoupromisedtogowhenItoldyou。”hesaid。“Gonow。”
Mr。Nealtriedhardtocontrolhishandasitkepthisplacebetweentheleavesofthemanuscriptsbutittrembledinspiteofhim。Asuspicionwhichhadbeenslowlyforcingitselfonhismind,whilehewasreading,becameacertaintywhenheheardthosewords。Fromonerevelationtoanothertheletterhadgoneon,untilithadnowreachedthebrinkofalastdisclosuretocome。
Atthatbrinkthedyingmanhadpredeterminedtosilencethereader’svoice,beforehehadpermittedhiswifetohearthenarrativeread。Therewasthesecretwhichthesonwastoknowinafteryears,andwhichthemotherwasnevertoapproach。Fromthatresolution,hiswife’stenderestpleadingshadnevermovedhimaninch——andnow,fromhisownlips,hiswifeknewit。
Shemadehimnoanswer。Shestoodthereandlookedathim;lookedherlastentreaty——perhapsherlastfarewell。Hiseyesgaveherbacknoansweringglance:theywanderedfromhermercilesslytothesleepingboy。Sheturnedspeechlessfromthebed。Withoutalookatthechild——withoutawordtothetwostrangersbreathlesslywatchingher——shekeptthepromiseshehadgiven,andindeadsilencelefttheroom。
Therewassomethinginthemannerofherdeparturewhichshooktheself-possessionofboththemenwhowitnessedit。Whenthedoorclosedonher,theyrecoiledinstinctivelyfromadvancingfurtherinthedark。Thedoctor’sreluctancewasthefirsttoexpressitself。Heattemptedtoobtainthepatient’spermissiontowithdrawuntiltheletterwascompleted。Thepatientrefused。
Mr。Nealspokenextatgreaterlengthandtomoreseriouspurpose。
“Thedoctorisaccustomedinhisprofession。”hebegan,“andIamaccustomedinmine,tohavethesecretsofothersplacedinourkeeping。Butitismyduty,beforewegofurther,toaskifyoureallyunderstandtheextraordinarypositionwhichwenowoccupytowardoneanother。YouhavejustexcludedMrs。Armadale,beforeourowneyes,fromaplaceinyourconfidence。Andyouarenowofferingthatsameplacetotwomenwhoaretotalstrangerstoyou。”
“Yes。”saidMr。Armadale,“_because_youarestrangers。”
Fewasthewordswere,theinferencetobedrawnfromthemwasnotofanaturetosetdistrustatrest。Mr。Nealputitplainlyintowords。
“Youareinurgentneedofmyhelpandofthedoctor’shelp。”hesaid。“AmItounderstandsolongasyousecureourassistance
thattheimpressionwhichtheclosingpassagesofthislettermayproduceonusisamatterofindifferencetoyou?”
“Yes。Idon’tspareyou。Idon’tsparemyself。I_do_sparemywife。”
“Youforcemetoaconclusion,sir,whichisaveryseriousone。”
saidMr。Neal。“IfIamtofinishthisletterunderyourdictation,Imustclaimpermission——havingreadaloudthegreaterpartofitalready——toreadaloudwhatremains,inthehearingofthisgentleman,asawitness。”
“Readit。”
Gravelydoubting,thedoctorresumedhischair。Gravelydoubting,Mr。Nealturnedtheleaf,andreadthenextwords:
“ThereismoretotellbeforeIcanleavethedeadmantohisrest。Ihavedescribedthefindingofhisbody。ButIhavenotdescribedthecircumstancesunderwhichhemethisdeath。
“Hewasknowntohavebeenondeckwhentheyacht’sboatswereseenapproachingthewreck;andhewasafterwardmissedintheconfusioncausedbythepanicofthecrew。Atthattimethewaterwasfivefeetdeepinthecabin,andwasrisingfast。Therewaslittledoubtofhishavinggonedownintothatwaterofhisownaccord。Thediscoveryofhiswife’sjewelbox,closeunderhim,onthefloor,explainedhispresenceinthecabin。Hewasknowntohaveseenhelpapproaching,anditwasquitelikelythathehadthereupongonebelowtomakeaneffortatsavingthebox。Itwaslessprobable——thoughitmightstillhavebeeninferred——thathisdeathwastheresultofsomeaccidentindiving,whichhadforthemomentdeprivedhimofhissenses。Butadiscoverymadebytheyacht’screwpointedstraighttoaconclusionwhichstruckthemen,oneandall,withthesamehorror。Whenthecourseoftheirsearchbroughtthemtothecabin,theyfoundthescuttlebolted,andthedoorlockedontheoutside。Hadsomeoneclosedthecabin,notknowinghewasthere?Settingthepanic-strickenconditionofthecrewoutofthequestion,therewasnomotiveforclosingthecabinbeforeleavingthewreck。Butoneotherconclusionremained。Hadsomemurderoushandpurposelylockedthemanin,andlefthimtodrownasthewaterroseoverhim?
“Yes。Amurderoushandhadlockedhimin,andlefthimtodrown。
Thathandwasmine。“
TheScotchmanstartedupfromthetable;thedoctorshrankfromthebedside。Thetwolookedatthedyingwretch,masteredbythesameloathing,chilledbythesamedread。Helaythere,withhischild’sheadonhisbreast;abandonedbythesympathiesofman,accursedbythejusticeofGod——helaythere,intheisolationofCain,andlookedbackatthem。
Atthemomentwhenthetwomenrosetotheirfeet,thedoorleadingintothenextroomwasshakenheavilyontheouterside,andasoundlikethesoundofafall,strikingdullontheirears,silencedthemboth。Standingnearesttothedoor,thedoctoropenedit,passedthrough,andcloseditinstantly。Mr。
Nealturnedhisbackonthebed,andwaitedtheeventinsilence。
Thesound,whichhadfailedtoawakenthechild,hadfailedalsotoattractthefather’snotice。Hisownwordshadtakenhimfarfromallthatwaspassingathisdeathbed。Hishelplessbodywasbackonthewreck,andtheghostofhislifelesshandwasturningthelockofthecabindoor。
Abellranginthenextroom——eagervoicestalked;hurriedfootstepsmovedinit——anintervalpassed,andthedoctorreturned。“Wasshelistening?”whisperedMr。Neal,inGerman。
“Thewomenarerestoringher。”thedoctorwhisperedback。“Shehashearditall。InGod’sname,whatarewetodonext?”Beforeitwaspossibletoreply,Mr。Armadalespoke。Thedoctor’sreturnhadrousedhimtoasenseofpresentthings。
“Goon。”hesaid,asifnothinghadhappened。
“Irefusetomeddlefurtherwithyourinfamoussecret。”returnedMr。Neal。“Youareamurdereronyourownconfession。Ifthatletteristobefinished,don’task_me_toholdthepenforyou。”
“Yougavemeyourpromise。”wasthereply,spokenwiththesameimmovableself-possession。“Youmustwriteforme,orbreakyourword。”
Forthemoment,Mr。Nealwassilenced。Therethemanlay——shelteredfromtheexecrationofhisfellow-creatures,undertheshadowofDeath——beyondthereachofallhumancondemnation,beyondthedreadofallmortallaws;sensitivetonothingbuthisonelastresolutiontofinishtheletteraddressedtohisson。
Mr。Nealdrewthedoctoraside。“Awordwithyou。”hesaid,inGerman。“DoyoupersistinassertingthathemaybespeechlessbeforewecansendtoStuttgart?”
“Lookathislips。”saidthedoctor,“andjudgeforyourself。”
Hislipsansweredforhim:thereadingofthenarrativehadleftitsmarkonthemalready。Adistortionatthecornersofhismouth,whichhadbeenbarelynoticeablewhenMr。Nealenteredtheroom,wasplainlyvisiblenow。Hisslowarticulationlaboredmoreandmorepainfullywitheverywordheuttered。Thepositionwasemphaticallyaterribleone。Afteramomentmoreofhesitation,Mr。Nealmadealastattempttowithdrawfromit。
“Nowmyeyesareopen。”hesaid,sternly,“doyoudareholdmetoanengagementwhichyouforcedonmeblindfold?”
“No。”answeredMr。Armadale。“Ileaveyoutobreakyourword。”
ThelookwhichaccompaniedthatreplystungtheScotchman’spridetothequick。Whenhespokenext,hespokeseatedinhisformerplaceatthetable。
“NomaneveryetsaidofmethatIbrokemyword。”heretorted,angrily;“andnotevenyoushallsayitofmenow。Mindthis!Ifyouholdmetomypromise,Iholdyoutomycondition。Ihavereservedmyfreedomofaction,andIwarnyouIwilluseitatmyownsolediscretion,assoonasIamreleasedfromthesightofyou。”
“Rememberheisdying。”pleadedthedoctor,gently。
“Takeyourplace,sir。”saidMr。Neal,pointingtotheemptychair。“Whatremainstoberead,Iwillonlyreadinyourhearing。Whatremainstobewritten,Iwillonlywriteinyourpresence。_You_broughtmehere。Ihavearighttoinsist——andI
doinsist——onyourremainingasawitnesstothelast。”
Thedoctoracceptedhispositionwithoutremonstrance。Mr。Nealreturnedtothemanuscript,andreadwhatremainedofituninterruptedlytotheend:
“Withoutawordinmyowndefense,Ihaveacknowledgedmyguilt。
Withoutawordinmyowndefense,Iwillrevealhowthecrimewascommitted。
“Nothoughtofhimwasinmymind,whenIsawhiswifeinsensibleonthedeckofthetimber-ship。Ididmypartinloweringhersafelyintotheboat。Then,andnottillthen,Ifeltthethoughtofhimcomingback。Intheconfusionthatprevailedwhilethemenoftheyachtwereforcingthemenoftheshiptowaittheirtime,Ihadanopportunityofsearchingforhimunobserved。Isteppedbackfromthebulwark,notknowingwhetherhewasawayinthefirstboat,orwhetherhewasstillonboard——Isteppedback,andsawhimmountthecabinstairsempty-handed,withthewaterdrippingfromhim。Afterlookingeagerlytowardtheboatwithoutnoticingme,hesawtherewastimetosparebeforethecrewweretaken。’Oncemore!’hesaidtohimself——anddisappearedagain,tomakealasteffortatrecoveringthejewelbox。Thedevilatmyelbowwhispered,’Don’tshoothimlikeaman:drownhimlikeadog!’HewasunderwaterwhenIboltedthescuttle。ButhisheadrosetothesurfacebeforeIcouldclosethecabindoor。Ilookedathim,andhelookedatme——andIlockedthedoorinhisface。
Thenextminute,Iwasbackamongthelastmenleftondeck。Theminuteafter,itwastoolatetorepent。Thestormwasthreateninguswithdestruction,andtheboat’screwwerepullingfortheirlivesfromtheship。
“Myson!Ihavepursuedyoufrommygravewithaconfessionwhichmylovemighthavesparedyou。Readon,andyouwillknowwhy。
“Iwillsaynothingofmysufferings;Iwillpleadfornomercytomymemory。Thereisastrangesinkingatmyheart,astrangetremblinginmyhand,whileIwritetheselines,whichwarnsmetohastentotheend。IlefttheislandwithoutdaringtolookforthelasttimeatthewomanwhomIhadlostsomiserably,whomIhadinjuredsovilely。WhenIleft,thewholeweightofthesuspicionrousedbythemannerofIngleby’sdeathrestedonthecrewoftheFrenchvessel。Nomotiveforthesupposedmurdercouldbebroughthometoanyofthem;buttheywereknowntobe,forthemostpart,outlawedruffianscapableofanycrime,andtheyweresuspectedandexaminedaccordingly。ItwasnottillafterwardthatIheardbyaccidentofthesuspicionshiftingroundatlasttome。Thewidowalonerecognizedthevaguedescriptiongivenofthestrangemanwhohadmadeoneoftheyacht’screw,andwhohaddisappearedthedayafterward。Thewidowaloneknew,fromthattimeforth,whyherhusbandhadbeenmurdered,andwhohaddonethedeed。Whenshemadethatdiscovery,afalsereportofmydeathhadbeenpreviouslycirculatedintheisland。PerhapsIwasindebtedtothereportformyimmunityfromalllegalproceedings;perhapsnoeyebutIngleby’shavingseenmelockthecabindoortherewasnotevidenceenoughtojustifyaninquiry;perhapsthewidowshrankfromthedisclosureswhichmusthavefollowedapublicchargeagainstme,basedonherownbaresuspicionofthetruth。Howeveritmightbe,thecrimewhichIhadcommittedunseenhasremainedacrimeunpunishedfromthattimetothis。
“IleftMadeirafortheWestIndiesindisguise。ThefirstnewsthatmetmewhentheshiptouchedatBarbadoeswasthenewsofmymother’sdeath。Ihadnohearttoreturntotheoldscenes。Theprospectoflivingathomeinsolitude,withthetormentofmyownguiltyremembrancesgnawingatmedayandnight,wasmorethanIhadthecouragetoconfront。Withoutlanding,ordiscoveringmyselftoanyoneonshore,Iwentonasfarastheshipwouldtakeme——totheislandofTrinidad。
“AtthatplaceIfirstsawyourmother。Itwasmydutytotellherthetruth——andItreacherouslykeptmysecret。Itwasmydutytospareherthehopelesssacrificeofherfreedomandherhappinesstosuchanexistenceasmine——andIdidhertheinjuryofmarryingher。Ifsheisalivewhenyoureadthis,grantherthemercyofstillconcealingthetruth。TheoneatonementIcanmaketoheristokeepherunsuspicioustothelastofthemanshehasmarried。Pityher,asIhavepitiedher。Letthisletterbeasacredconfidencebetweenfatherandson。
“Thetimewhenyouwerebornwasthetimewhenmyhealthbegantogiveway。Somemonthsafterward,inthefirstdaysofmyrecovery,youwerebroughttome;andIwastoldthatyouhadbeenchristenedduringmyillness。Yourmotherhaddoneasotherlovingmothersdo——shehadchristenedherfirst-bornbyhisfather’sname。You,too,wereAllanArmadale。Eveninthatearlytime——evenwhileIwashappilyignorantofwhatIhavediscoveredsince——mymindmisgavemewhenIlookedatyou,andthoughtofthatfatalname。
“AssoonasIcouldbemoved,mypresencewasrequiredatmyestatesinBarbadoes。Itcrossedmymind——wildastheideamayappeartoyou——torenouncetheconditionwhichcompelledmysonaswellasmyselftotaketheArmadalename,orlosethesuccessiontotheArmadaleproperty。But,eveninthosedays,therumorofacontemplatedemancipationoftheslaves——theemancipationwhichisnowcloseathand——wasspreadingwidelyinthecolony。NomancouldtellhowthevalueofWestIndianpropertymightbeaffectedifthatthreatenedchangeevertookplace。Nomancouldtell——ifIgaveyoubackmyownpaternalname,andleftyouwithoutotherprovisioninthefuturethanmyownpaternalestate——howyoumightonedaymissthebroadArmadaleacres,ortowhatfuturepenuryImightbeblindlycondemningyourmotherandyourself。Markhowthefatalitiesgatheredoneontheother!MarkhowyourChristiannamecametoyou,howyoursurnameheldtoyou,inspiteofme!
“Myhealthhadimprovedinmyoldhome——butitwasforatimeonly。Isankagain,andthedoctorsorderedmetoEurope。
AvoidingEnglandwhy,youmayguess,Itookmypassage,withyouandyourmother,forFrance。FromFrancewepassedintoItaly。Welivedhere;welivedthere。Itwasuseless。DeathhadgotmetandDeathfollowedme,gowhereImight。Iboreit,forI
hadanalleviationtoturntowhichIhadnotdeserved。Youmayshrinkinhorrorfromtheverymemoryofmenow。Inthosedays,youcomfortedme。TheonlywarmthIstillfeltatmyheartwasthewarmthyoubroughttoit。Mylastglimpsesofhappinessinthisworldweretheglimpsesgivenmebymyinfantson。
“WeremovedfromItaly,andwentnexttoLausanne——theplacefromwhichIamnowwritingtoyou。Thepostofthismorninghasbroughtmenews,laterandfullerthananyIhadreceivedthusfar,ofthewidowofthemurderedman。TheletterliesbeforemewhileIwrite。Itcomesfromafriendofmyearlydays,whohasseenher,andspokentoher——whohasbeenthefirsttoinformherthatthereportofmydeathinMadeirawasfalse。Hewrites,atalosstoaccountfortheviolentagitationwhichsheshowedonhearingthatIwasstillalive,thatIwasmarried,andthatI
hadaninfantson。HeasksmeifIcanexplainit。Hespeaksintermsofsympathyforher——ayoungandbeautifulwoman,buriedintheretirementofafishing-villageontheDevonshirecoast;herfatherdead;herfamilyestrangedfromher,inmercilessdisapprovalofhermarriage。Hewriteswordswhichmighthavecutmetotheheart,butforaclosingpassageinhisletter,whichseizedmywholeattentiontheinstantIcametoit,andwhichhasforcedfrommethenarrativethatthesepagescontain。
“Inowknowwhatneverevenenteredmymindasasuspiciontilltheletterreachedme。Inowknowthatthewidowofthemanwhosedeathliesatmydoorhasborneaposthumouschild。Thatchildisaboy——ayearolderthanmyownson。Secureinherbeliefinmydeath,hismotherhasdonewhatmyson’smotherdid:shehaschristenedherchildbyhisfather’sname。Again,inthesecondgeneration,therearetwoAllanArmadalesastherewereinthefirst。Afterworkingitsdeadlymischiefwiththefathers,thefatalresemblanceofnameshasdescendedtoworkitsdeadlymischiefwiththesons。
“Guiltlessmindsmayseenothingthusfarbuttheresultofaseriesofeventswhichcouldleadnootherway。I——withthatman’slifetoanswerfor——I,goingdownintomygrave,withmycrimeunpunishedandunatoned,seewhatnoguiltlessmindscandiscern。Iseedangerinthefuture,begottenofthedangerinthepast——treacherythatistheoffspringof_his_treachery,andcrimethatisthechildof_my_crime。Isthedreadthatnowshakesmetothesoulaphantomraisedbythesuperstitionofadyingman?IlookintotheBookwhichallChristendomvenerates,andtheBooktellsmethatthesinofthefathershallbevisitedonthechild。Ilookoutintotheworld,andIseethelivingwitnessesroundmetothatterribletruth。Iseetheviceswhichhavecontaminatedthefatherdescending,andcontaminatingthechild;Iseetheshamewhichhasdisgracedthefather’snamedescending,anddisgracingthechild’s。Ilookinonmyself,andIseemycrimeripeningagainforthefutureintheself-samecircumstancewhichfirstsowedtheseedsofitinthepast,anddescending,ininheritedcontaminationofevil,frommetomyson。”
Atthoselinesthewritingended。Therethestrokehadstruckhim,andthepenhaddroppedfromhishand。
Heknewtheplace;herememberedthewords。Attheinstantwhenthereader’svoicestopped,helookedeagerlyatthedoctor。“I
havegotwhatcomesnextinmymind。”hesaid,withslowerandslowerarticulation。“Helpmetospeakit。”
Thedoctoradministeredastimulant,andsignedtoMr。Nealtogivehimtime。Afteralittledelay,theflameofthesinkingspiritleapedupinhiseyesoncemore。Resolutelystrugglingwithhisfailingspeech,hesummonedtheScotchmantotakethepen,andpronouncedtheclosingsentencesofthenarrative,ashismemorygavethembacktohim,onebyone,inthesewords:
“Despisemydyingconvictionifyouwill,butgrantme,I
solemnlyimploreyou,onelastrequest。Myson!theonlyhopeI
haveleftforyouhangsonagreatdoubt——thedoubtwhetherweare,orarenot,themastersofourowndestinies。Itmaybethatmortalfree-willcanconquermortalfate;andthatgoing,aswealldo,inevitablytodeath,wegoinevitablytonothingthatisbeforedeath。Ifthisbeso,indeed,respect——thoughyourespectnothingelse——thewarningwhichIgiveyoufrommygrave。Never,toyourdyingday,letanylivingsoulapproachyouwhoisassociated,directlyorindirectly,withthecrimewhichyourfatherhascommitted。AvoidthewidowofthemanIkilled——ifthewidowstilllives。Avoidthemaidwhosewickedhandsmoothedthewaytothemarriage——ifthemaidisstillinherservice。Andmorethanall,avoidthemanwhobearsthesamenameasyourown。
Offendyourbestbenefactor,ifthatbenefactor’sinfluencehasconnectedyouonewiththeother。Desertthewomanwholovesyou,ifthatwomanisalinkbetweenyouandhim。Hideyourselffromhimunderanassumedname。Putthemountainsandtheseasbetweenyou;beungrateful,beunforgiving;beallthatismostrepellenttoyourowngentlernature,ratherthanliveunderthesameroof,andbreathethesameair,withthatman。NeverletthetwoAllanArmadalesmeetinthisworld:never,never,never!
“Thereliesthewaybywhichyoumayescape——ifanywaytherebe。
Takeit,ifyouprizeyourowninnocenceandyourownhappiness,throughallyourlifetocome!
“Ihavedone。IfIcouldhavetrustedanyweakerinfluencethantheinfluenceofthisconfessiontoinclineyoutomywill,I
wouldhavesparedyouthedisclosurewhichthesepagescontain。
Youarelyingonmybreast,sleepingtheinnocentsleepofachild,whileastranger’shandwritesthesewordsforyouastheyfallfrommylips。Thinkwhatthestrengthofmyconvictionmustbe,whenIcanfindthecourage,onmydeath-bed,todarkenallyouryounglifeatitsoutsetwiththeshadowofyourfather’scrime。Think,andbewarned。Think,andforgivemeifyoucan。”
Thereitended。Thosewerethefather’slastwordstotheson。
Inexorablyfaithfultohisforcedduty,Mr。Neallaidasidethepen,andreadoveraloudthelineshehadjustwritten。“Istheremoretoadd?”heasked,withhispitilesslysteadyvoice。Therewasnomoretoadd。
Mr。Nealfoldedthemanuscript,incloseditinasheetofpaper,andsealeditwithMr。Armadale’sownseal。“Theaddress?”hesaid,withhismercilessbusinessformality。“ToAllanArmadale,junior。”hewrote,asthewordsweredictatedfromthebed。“CareofGodfreyHammick,Esq。,OfficesofMessrs。HammickandRidge,Lincoln’sInnFields,London。”Havingwrittentheaddress,hewaited,andconsideredforamoment。“Isyourexecutortoopenthis?”heasked。
“No!heistogiveittomysonwhenmysonisofanagetounderstandit。”
“Inthatcase。”pursuedMr。Neal,withallhiswitsinremorselessworkingorder,“Iwilladdadatednotetotheaddress,repeatingyourownwordsasyouhavejustspokenthem,andexplainingthecircumstancesunderwhichmyhandwritingappearsonthedocument。”Hewrotethenoteinthebriefestandplainestterms,readitoveraloudashehadreadoverwhatwentbefore,signedhisnameandaddressattheend,andmadethedoctorsignnext,aswitnessoftheproceedings,andasmedicalevidenceoftheconditioninwhichMr。Armadalethenlay。Thisdone,heplacedtheletterinasecondinclosure,sealeditasbefore,anddirectedittoMr。Hammick,withthesuperscriptionof“private“addedtotheaddress。“Doyouinsistonmypostingthis?”heasked,risingwiththeletterinhishand。
“Givehimtimetothink。”saidthedoctor。“Forthechild’ssake,givehimtimetothink!Aminutemaychangehim。”
“Iwillgivehimfiveminutes。”answeredMr。Neal,placinghiswatchonthetable,implacablyjusttotheverylast。
Theywaited,bothlookingattentivelyatMr。Armadale。Thesignsofchangewhichhadappearedinhimalreadyweremultiplyingfast。Themovementwhichcontinuedmentalagitationhadcommunicatedtothemusclesofhisfacewasbeginning,underthesamedangerousinfluence,tospreaddownward。Hisoncehelplesshandslaystillnolonger;theystruggledpitiablyonthebedclothes。Atsightofthatwarningtoken,thedoctorturnedwithagestureofalarm,andbeckonedMr。Nealtocomenearer。
“Putthequestionatonce。”hesaid;“ifyouletthefiveminutespass,youmaybetoolate。”
Mr。Nealapproachedthebed。He,too,noticedthemovementofthehands。“Isthatabadsign?”heasked。
Thedoctorbenthisheadgravely。“Putyourquestionatonce。”herepeated,“oryoumaybetoolate。”
Mr。Nealheldtheletterbeforetheeyesofthedyingman“Doyouknowwhatthisis?”
“Myletter。”
“Doyouinsistonmypostingit?”
Hemasteredhisfailingspeechforthelasttime,andgavetheanswer:“Yes!“
Mr。Nealmovedtothedoor,withtheletterinhishand。TheGermanfollowedhimafewsteps,openedhislipstopleadforalongerdelay,mettheScotchman’sinexorableeye,anddrewbackagaininsilence。Thedoorclosedandpartedthem,withoutawordhavingpassedoneitherside。
Thedoctorwentbacktothebedandwhisperedtothesinkingman:
“Letmecallhimback;thereistimetostophimyet!“Itwasuseless。Noanswercame;nothingshowedthatheheeded,orevenheard。Hiseyeswanderedfromthechild,restedforamomentonhisownstrugglinghand,andlookedupentreatinglyinthecompassionatefacethatbentoverhim。Thedoctorliftedthehand,paused,followedthefather’slongingeyesbacktothechild,and,interpretinghislastwish,movedthehandgentlytowardtheboy’shead。Thehandtouchedit,andtrembledviolently。Inanotherinstantthetremblingseizedonthearm,andspreadoverthewholeupperpartofthebody。Thefaceturnedfrompaletored,fromredtopurple,frompurpletopaleagain。
Thenthetoilinghandslaystill,andtheshiftingcolorchangednomore。
Thewindowofthenextroomwasopen,whenthedoctorentereditfromthedeathchamber,withthechildinhisarms。Helookedoutashepassedby,andsawMr。Nealinthestreetbelow,slowlyreturningtotheinn。
“Whereistheletter?”heasked。
ThreewordssufficedfortheScotchman’sanswer。
“Inthepost。”
THEENDOFTHEPROLOGUE。
THESTORY。
_BOOKTHEFIRST。_
CHAPTERI。
THEMYSTERYOFOZIASMIDWINTER。
ONawarmMaynight,intheyeareighteenhundredandfifty-one,theReverendDecimusBrock——atthattimeavisitortotheIsleofMan——retiredtohisbedroomatCastletown,withaseriouspersonalresponsibilityinclosepursuitofhim,andwithnodistinctideaofthemeansbywhichhemightrelievehimselffromthepressureofhispresentcircumstances。
Theclergymanhadreachedthatmatureperiodofhumanlifeatwhichasensiblemanlearnstodeclineasoftenashistemperwilllethimalluselessconflictwiththetyrannyofhisowntroubles。Abandoninganyfurtherefforttoreachadecisionintheemergencythatnowbesethim,Mr。Brocksatdownplacidlyinhisshirtsleevesonthesideofhisbed,andappliedhismindtoconsidernextwhethertheemergencyitselfwasasseriousashehadhithertobeeninclinedtothinkit。Followingthisnewwayoutofhisperplexities,Mr。Brockfoundhimselfunexpectedlytravelingtotheendinviewbytheleastinspiritingofallhumanjourneys——ajourneythroughthepastyearsofhisownlife。
Onebyonetheeventsofthoseyears——allconnectedwiththesamelittlegroupofcharacters,andallmoreorlessanswerablefortheanxietywhichwasnowintrudingitselfbetweentheclergymanandhisnight’srest——rose,inprogressiveseries,onMr。Brock’smemory。Thefirstoftheseriestookhimback,throughaperiodoffourteenyears,tohisownrectoryontheSomersetshireshoresoftheBristolChannel,andclosetedhimataprivateinterviewwithaladywhohadpaidhimavisitinthecharacterofatotalstrangertotheparsonandtheplace。
Thelady’scomplexionwasfair,thelady’sfigurewaswellpreserved;shewasstillayoungwoman,andshelookedevenyoungerthanherage。Therewasashadeofmelancholyinherexpression,andanundertoneofsufferinginhervoice——enough,ineachcase,toindicatethatshehadknowntrouble,butnotenoughtoobtrudethattroubleonthenoticeofothers。Shebroughtwithherafine,fair-hairedboyofeightyearsold,whomshepresentedasherson,andwhowassentoutoftheway,atthebeginningoftheinterview,toamusehimselfintherectorygarden。Hercardhadprecededherentranceintothestudy,andhadannouncedherunderthenameof“Mrs。Armadale。”Mr。Brockbegantofeelinterestedinherbeforeshehadopenedherlips;
andwhenthesonhadbeendismissed,heawaitedwithsomeanxietytohearwhatthemotherhadtosaytohim。
Mrs。Armadalebeganbyinformingtherectorthatshewasawidow。
Herhusbandhadperishedbyshipwreckashorttimeaftertheirunion,onthevoyagefromMadeiratoLisbon。ShehadbeenbroughttoEngland,afterheraffliction,underherfather’sprotection;
andherchild——aposthumousson——hadbeenbornonthefamilyestateinNorfolk。Herfather’sdeath,shortlyafterward,haddeprivedherofheronlysurvivingparent,andhadexposedhertoneglectandmisconstructiononthepartofherremainingrelativestwobrothers,whichhadestrangedherfromthem,shefeared,fortherestofherdays。ForsometimepastshehadlivedintheneighboringcountyofDevonshire,devotingherselftotheeducationofherboy,whohadnowreachedanageatwhichherequiredotherthanhismother’steaching。Leavingoutofthequestionherownunwillingnesstopartwithhim,inhersolitaryposition,shewasespeciallyanxiousthatheshouldnotbethrownamongstrangersbybeingsenttoschool。Herdarlingprojectwastobringhimupprivatelyathome,andtokeephim,asheadvancedinyears,fromallcontactwiththetemptationsandthedangersoftheworld。
Withtheseobjectsinview,herlongersojourninherownlocalitywheretheservicesoftheresidentclergyman,inthecapacityoftutor,werenotobtainablemustcometoanend。Shehadmadeinquiries,hadheardofahousethatwouldsuitherinMr。Brock’sneighborhood,andhadalsobeentoldthatMr。Brockhimselfhadformerlybeeninthehabitoftakingpupils。
Possessedofthisinformation,shehadventuredtopresentherself,withreferencesthatvouchedforherrespectability,butwithoutaformalintroduction;andshehadnowtoaskwhetherintheeventofherresidingintheneighborhoodanytermsthatcouldbeofferedwouldinduceMr。Brocktoopenhisdoorsoncemoretoapupil,andtoallowthatpupiltobeherson。
IfMrs。Armadalehadbeenawomanofnopersonalattractions,orifMr。Brockhadbeenprovidedwithanintrenchmenttofightbehindintheshapeofawife,itisprobablethatthewidow’sjourneymighthavebeentakeninvain。Asthingsreallywere,therectorexaminedthereferenceswhichwereofferedtohim,andaskedtimeforconsideration。Whenthetimehadexpired,hedidwhatMrs。Armadalewishedhimtodo——heofferedhisbacktotheburden,andletthemotherloadhimwiththeresponsibilityoftheson。
Thiswasthefirsteventoftheseries;thedateofitbeingtheyeareighteenhundredandthirty-seven。Mr。Brock’smemory,travelingforwardtowardthepresentfromthatpoint,pickedupthesecondeventinitsturn,andstoppednextattheyeareighteenhundredandforty-five——
Thefishing-villageontheSomersetshirecoastwasstillthescene,andthecharacterswereonceagain——Mrs。Armadaleandherson。
Throughtheeightyearsthathadpassed,Mr。Brock’sresponsibilityhadrestedonhimlightlyenough。Theboyhadgivenhismotherandhistutorbutlittletrouble。Hewascertainlyslowoverhisbooks,butmorefromaconstitutionalinabilitytofixhisattentiononhistasksthanfromwantofcapacitytounderstandthem。Histemperament,itcouldnotbedenied,washeedlesstothelastdegree:heactedrecklesslyonhisfirstimpulses,andrushedblindfoldatallhisconclusions。
Ontheotherhand,itwastobesaidinhisfavorthathisdispositionwasopenastheday;amoregenerous,affectionate,sweet-temperedladitwouldhavebeenhardtofindanywhere。A
certainquaintoriginalityofcharacter,andanaturalhealthinessinallhistastes,carriedhimfreeofmostofthedangerstowhichhismother’ssystemofeducationinevitablyexposedhim。HehadathoroughlyEnglishloveoftheseaandofallthatbelongstoit;andashegrewinyears,therewasnoluringhimawayfromthewater-side,andnokeepinghimoutoftheboat-builder’syard。Incourseoftimehismothercaughthimactuallyworkingthere,toherinfiniteannoyanceandsurprise,asavolunteer。Heacknowledgedthathiswholefutureambitionwastohaveayardofhisown,andthathisonepresentobjectwastolearntobuildaboatforhimself。Wiselyforeseeingthatsuchapursuitasthisforhisleisurehourswasexactlywhatwaswantedtoreconciletheladtoapositionofisolationfromcompanionsofhisownrankandage,Mr。BrockprevailedonMrs。
Armadale,withnosmalldifficulty,tolethersonhavehisway。
Attheperiodofthatsecondeventintheclergyman’slifewithhispupilwhichisnowtoberelated,youngArmadalehadpracticedlongenoughinthebuilder’syardtohavereachedthesummitofhiswishes,bylayingwithhisownhandsthekeelofhisownboat。
Lateonacertainsummerday,notlongafterAllanhadcompletedhissixteenthyear,Mr。Brocklefthispupilhardatworkintheyard,andwenttospendtheeveningwithMrs。Armadale,takingthe_Times_newspaperwithhiminhishand。
Theyearsthathadpassedsincetheyhadfirstmethadlongsinceregulatedthelivesoftheclergymanandhisneighbor。ThefirstadvanceswhichMr。Brock’sgrowingadmirationforthewidowhadledhimtomakeintheearlydaysoftheirintercoursehadbeenmetonhersidebyanappealtohisforbearancewhichhadclosedhislipsforthefuture。Shehadsatisfiedhim,atonceandforever,thattheoneplaceinherheartwhichhecouldhopetooccupywastheplaceofafriend。Helovedherwellenoughtotakewhatshewouldgivehim:friendstheybecame,andfriendstheyremainedfromthattimeforth。Nojealousdreadofanotherman’ssucceedingwherehehadfailedimbitteredtheclergyman’splacidrelationswiththewomanwhomheloved。Ofthefewresidentgentlemenintheneighborhood,nonewereeveradmittedbyMrs。Armadaletomorethanthemerestacquaintancewithher。
Contentedlyself-buriedinhercountryretreat,shewasproofagainsteverysocialattractionthatwouldhavetemptedotherwomeninherpositionandatherage。Mr。Brockandhisnewspaper,appearingwithmonotonousregularityathertea-tablethreetimesaweek,toldherallshekneworcaredtoknowofthegreatouterworldwhichcircledroundthenarrowandchangelesslimitsofherdailylife。