FetchMissBates。Wearegrowingalittletoonice。Sheisastandinglessonofhowtobehappy。Butfetchthemboth。
Invitethemboth。”
“Bothsir!Cantheoldlady?“……
“Theoldlady!No,theyounglady,tobesure。Ishallthinkyouagreatblockhead,Frank,ifyoubringtheauntwithouttheniece。”
“Oh!Ibegyourpardon,sir。Ididnotimmediatelyrecollect。
Undoubtedlyifyouwishit,Iwillendeavourtopersuadethemboth。”
Andawayheran。
Longbeforehereappeared,attendingtheshort,neat,brisk-movingaunt,andherelegantniece,——Mrs。Weston,likeasweet-temperedwomanandagoodwife,hadexaminedthepassageagain,andfoundtheevilsofitmuchlessthanshehadsupposedbefore——
indeedverytrifling;andhereendedthedifficultiesofdecision。
Alltherest,inspeculationatleast,wasperfectlysmooth。
Alltheminorarrangementsoftableandchair,lightsandmusic,teaandsupper,madethemselves;orwereleftasmeretriflestobesettledatanytimebetweenMrs。WestonandMrs。Stokes——
Everybodyinvited,wascertainlytocome;FrankhadalreadywrittentoEnscombetoproposestayingafewdaysbeyondhisfortnight,whichcouldnotpossiblyberefused。Andadelightfuldanceitwastobe。
Mostcordially,whenMissBatesarrived,didsheagreethatitmust。
Asacounsellorshewasnotwanted;butasanapprover,amuchsafercharacter,shewastrulywelcome。Herapprobation,atoncegeneralandminute,warmandincessant,couldnotbutplease;
andforanotherhalf-hourtheywereallwalkingtoandfro,betweenthedifferentrooms,somesuggesting,someattending,andallinhappyenjoymentofthefuture。ThepartydidnotbreakupwithoutEmma’sbeingpositivelysecuredforthetwofirstdancesbytheherooftheevening,norwithoutheroverhearingMr。Westonwhispertohiswife,“Hehasaskedher,mydear。That’sright。
Iknewhewould!“
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OnethingonlywaswantingtomaketheprospectoftheballcompletelysatisfactorytoEmma——itsbeingfixedforadaywithinthegrantedtermofFrankChurchill’sstayinSurry;for,inspiteofMr。Weston’sconfidence,shecouldnotthinkitsoveryimpossiblethattheChurchillsmightnotallowtheirnephewtoremainadaybeyondhisfortnight。Butthiswasnotjudgedfeasible。
Thepreparationsmusttaketheirtime,nothingcouldbeproperlyreadytillthethirdweekwereenteredon,andforafewdaystheymustbeplanning,proceedingandhopinginuncertainty——attherisk——
inheropinion,thegreatrisk,ofitsbeingallinvain。
Enscombehoweverwasgracious,graciousinfact,ifnotinword。
Hiswishofstayinglongerevidentlydidnotplease;butitwasnotopposed。Allwassafeandprosperous;andastheremovalofonesolicitudegenerallymakeswayforanother,Emma,beingnowcertainofherball,begantoadoptasthenextvexationMr。Knightley’sprovokingindifferenceaboutit。Eitherbecausehedidnotdancehimself,orbecausetheplanhadbeenformedwithouthisbeingconsulted,heseemedresolvedthatitshouldnotinteresthim,determinedagainstitsexcitinganypresentcuriosity,oraffordinghimanyfutureamusement。TohervoluntarycommunicationsEmmacouldgetnomoreapprovingreply,than,“Verywell。IftheWestonsthinkitworthwhiletobeatallthistroubleforafewhoursofnoisyentertainment,Ihavenothingtosayagainstit,butthattheyshallnotchusepleasuresforme——
Oh!yes,Imustbethere;Icouldnotrefuse;andIwillkeepasmuchawakeasIcan;butIwouldratherbeathome,lookingoverWilliamLarkins’sweek’saccount;muchrather,Iconfess——
Pleasureinseeingdancing!——notI,indeed——Ineverlookatit——
Idonotknowwhodoes——Finedancing,Ibelieve,likevirtue,mustbeitsownreward。Thosewhoarestandingbyareusuallythinkingofsomethingverydifferent。”
ThisEmmafeltwasaimedather;anditmadeherquiteangry。
ItwasnotincomplimenttoJaneFairfaxhoweverthathewassoindifferent,orsoindignant;hewasnotguidedbyherfeelingsinreprobatingtheball,forsheenjoyedthethoughtofittoanextraordinarydegree。Itmadeheranimated——openhearted——
shevoluntarilysaid;——
“Oh!MissWoodhouse,Ihopenothingmayhappentopreventtheball。
Whatadisappointmentitwouldbe!Idolookforwardtoit,I
own,withverygreatpleasure。”
ItwasnottoobligeJaneFairfaxthereforethathewouldhavepreferredthesocietyofWilliamLarkins。No!——shewasmoreandmoreconvincedthatMrs。Westonwasquitemistakeninthatsurmise。
Therewasagreatdealoffriendlyandofcompassionateattachmentonhisside——butnolove。
Alas!therewassoonnoleisureforquarrellingwithMr。Knightley。
Twodaysofjoyfulsecuritywereimmediatelyfollowedbytheover-throwofeverything。AletterarrivedfromMr。Churchilltourgehisnephew’sinstantreturn。Mrs。Churchillwasunwell——
fartoounwelltodowithouthim;shehadbeeninaverysufferingstatesosaidherhusbandwhenwritingtohernephewtwodaysbefore,thoughfromherusualunwillingnesstogivepain,andconstanthabitofneverthinkingofherself,shehadnotmentionedit;
butnowshewastooilltotrifle,andmustentreathimtosetoffforEnscombewithoutdelay。
ThesubstanceofthisletterwasforwardedtoEmma,inanotefromMrs。Weston,instantly。Astohisgoing,itwasinevitable。
Hemustbegonewithinafewhours,thoughwithoutfeelinganyrealalarmforhisaunt,tolessenhisrepugnance。Heknewherillnesses;
theyneveroccurredbutforherownconvenience。
Mrs。Westonadded,“thathecouldonlyallowhimselftimetohurrytoHighbury,afterbreakfast,andtakeleaveofthefewfriendstherewhomhecouldsupposetofeelanyinterestinhim;
andthathemightbeexpectedatHartfieldverysoon。”
ThiswretchednotewasthefinaleofEmma’sbreakfast。Whenonceithadbeenread,therewasnodoinganything,butlamentandexclaim。Thelossoftheball——thelossoftheyoungman——
andallthattheyoungmanmightbefeeling!——Itwastoowretched!——
Suchadelightfuleveningasitwouldhavebeen!——Everybodysohappy!
andsheandherpartnerthehappiest!——“Isaiditwouldbeso。”
wastheonlyconsolation。
Herfather’sfeelingswerequitedistinct。HethoughtprincipallyofMrs。Churchill’sillness,andwantedtoknowhowshewastreated;
andasfortheball,itwasshockingtohavedearEmmadisappointed;
buttheywouldallbesaferathome。
Emmawasreadyforhervisitorsometimebeforeheappeared;
butifthisreflectedatalluponhisimpatience,hissorrowfullookandtotalwantofspiritswhenhedidcomemightredeemhim。
Hefeltthegoingawayalmosttoomuchtospeakofit。Hisdejectionwasmostevident。Hesatreallylostinthoughtforthefirstfewminutes;andwhenrousinghimself,itwasonlytosay,“Ofallhorridthings,leave-takingistheworst。”
“Butyouwillcomeagain。”saidEmma。“ThiswillnotbeyouronlyvisittoRandalls。”
“Ah!——shakinghishead——theuncertaintyofwhenImaybeabletoreturn!——Ishalltryforitwithazeal!——Itwillbetheobjectofallmythoughtsandcares!——andifmyuncleandauntgototownthisspring——butIamafraid——theydidnotstirlastspring——
Iamafraiditisacustomgoneforever。”
“Ourpoorballmustbequitegivenup。”
“Ah!thatball!——whydidwewaitforanything?——whynotseizethepleasureatonce?——Howoftenishappinessdestroyedbypreparation,foolishpreparation!——Youtoldusitwouldbeso——Oh!MissWoodhouse,whyareyoualwayssoright?“
“Indeed,Iamverysorrytoberightinthisinstance。Iwouldmuchratherhavebeenmerrythanwise。”
“IfIcancomeagain,wearestilltohaveourball。Myfatherdependsonit。Donotforgetyourengagement。”
Emmalookedgraciously。
“Suchafortnightasithasbeen!“hecontinued;“everydaymorepreciousandmoredelightfulthanthedaybefore!——everydaymakingmelessfittobearanyotherplace。Happythose,whocanremainatHighbury!“
“Asyoudoussuchamplejusticenow。”saidEmma,laughing,“Iwillventuretoask,whetheryoudidnotcomealittledoubtfullyatfirst?
Donotwerathersurpassyourexpectations?Iamsurewedo。
Iamsureyoudidnotmuchexpecttolikeus。Youwouldnothavebeensolongincoming,ifyouhadhadapleasantideaofHighbury。”
Helaughedratherconsciously;andthoughdenyingthesentiment,Emmawasconvincedthatithadbeenso。
“Andyoumustbeoffthisverymorning?“
“Yes;myfatheristojoinmehere:weshallwalkbacktogether,andImustbeoffimmediately。Iamalmostafraidthateverymomentwillbringhim。”
“NotfiveminutestospareevenforyourfriendsMissFairfaxandMissBates?Howunlucky!MissBates’spowerful,argumentativemindmighthavestrengthenedyours。”
“Yes——Ihavecalledthere;passingthedoor,Ithoughtitbetter。
Itwasarightthingtodo。Iwentinforthreeminutes,andwasdetainedbyMissBates’sbeingabsent。Shewasout;andIfeltitimpossiblenottowaittillshecamein。Sheisawomanthatonemay,thatonemustlaughat;butthatonewouldnotwishtoslight。
Itwasbettertopaymyvisit,then“——
Hehesitated,gotup,walkedtoawindow。
“Inshort。”saidhe,“perhaps,MissWoodhouse——Ithinkyoucanhardlybequitewithoutsuspicion“——
Helookedather,asifwantingtoreadherthoughts。Shehardlyknewwhattosay。Itseemedliketheforerunnerofsomethingabsolutelyserious,whichshedidnotwish。Forcingherselftospeak,therefore,inthehopeofputtingitby,shecalmlysaid,“Youarequiteintheright;itwasmostnaturaltopayyourvisit,then“——
Hewassilent。Shebelievedhewaslookingather;probablyreflectingonwhatshehadsaid,andtryingtounderstandthemanner。
Sheheardhimsigh。Itwasnaturalforhimtofeelthathehadcausetosigh。Hecouldnotbelievehertobeencouraginghim。
Afewawkwardmomentspassed,andhesatdownagain;andinamoredeterminedmannersaid,“ItwassomethingtofeelthatalltherestofmytimemightbegiventoHartfield。MyregardforHartfieldismostwarm“——
Hestoptagain,roseagain,andseemedquiteembarrassed——
HewasmoreinlovewithherthanEmmahadsupposed;andwhocansayhowitmighthaveended,ifhisfatherhadnotmadehisappearance?
Mr。Woodhousesoonfollowed;andthenecessityofexertionmadehimcomposed。
Averyfewminutesmore,however,completedthepresenttrial。
Mr。Weston,alwaysalertwhenbusinesswastobedone,andasincapableofprocrastinatinganyevilthatwasinevitable,asofforeseeinganythatwasdoubtful,said,“Itwastimetogo;“
andtheyoungman,thoughhemightanddidsigh,couldnotbutagree,totakeleave。
“Ishallhearaboutyouall。”saidhe;thatismychiefconsolation。
Ishallhearofeverythingthatisgoingonamongyou。IhaveengagedMrs。Westontocorrespondwithme。Shehasbeensokindastopromiseit。Oh!theblessingofafemalecorrespondent,whenoneisreallyinterestedintheabsent!——shewilltellmeeverything。
InherlettersIshallbeatdearHighburyagain。”
Averyfriendlyshakeofthehand,averyearnest“Good-bye。”
closedthespeech,andthedoorhadsoonshutoutFrankChurchill。
Shorthadbeenthenotice——shorttheirmeeting;hewasgone;andEmmafeltsosorrytopart,andforesawsogreatalosstotheirlittlesocietyfromhisabsenceastobegintobeafraidofbeingtoosorry,andfeelingittoomuch。
Itwasasadchange。Theyhadbeenmeetingalmosteverydaysincehisarrival。CertainlyhisbeingatRandallshadgivengreatspirittothelasttwoweeks——indescribablespirit;theidea,theexpectationofseeinghimwhicheverymorninghadbrought,theassuranceofhisattentions,hisliveliness,hismanners!
Ithadbeenaveryhappyfortnight,andforlornmustbethesinkingfromitintothecommoncourseofHartfielddays。Tocompleteeveryotherrecommendation,hehadalmosttoldherthathelovedher。
Whatstrength,orwhatconstancyofaffectionhemightbesubjectto,wasanotherpoint;butatpresentshecouldnotdoubthishavingadecidedlywarmadmiration,aconsciouspreferenceofherself;
andthispersuasion,joinedtoalltherest,madeherthinkthatshemustbealittleinlovewithhim,inspiteofeverypreviousdeterminationagainstit。
“Icertainlymust。”saidshe。“Thissensationoflistlessness,weariness,stupidity,thisdisinclinationtositdownandemploymyself,thisfeelingofeverything’sbeingdullandinsipidaboutthehouse!——
Imustbeinlove;IshouldbetheoddestcreatureintheworldifI
werenot——forafewweeksatleast。Well!eviltosomeisalwaysgoodtoothers。Ishallhavemanyfellow-mournersfortheball,ifnotforFrankChurchill;butMr。Knightleywillbehappy。
HemayspendtheeveningwithhisdearWilliamLarkinsnowifhelikes。”
Mr。Knightley,however,shewednotriumphanthappiness。Hecouldnotsaythathewassorryonhisownaccount;hisverycheerfullookwouldhavecontradictedhimifhehad;buthesaid,andverysteadily,thathewassorryforthedisappointmentoftheothers,andwithconsiderablekindnessadded,“You,Emma,whohavesofewopportunitiesofdancing,youarereallyoutofluck;youareverymuchoutofluck!“
ItwassomedaysbeforeshesawJaneFairfax,tojudgeofherhonestregretinthiswoefulchange;butwhentheydidmeet,hercomposurewasodious。Shehadbeenparticularlyunwell,however,sufferingfromheadachetoadegree,whichmadeherauntdeclare,thathadtheballtakenplace,shedidnotthinkJanecouldhaveattendedit;anditwascharitytoimputesomeofherunbecomingindifferencetothelanguorofill-health。
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Emmacontinuedtoentertainnodoubtofherbeinginlove。Herideasonlyvariedastothehowmuch。Atfirst,shethoughtitwasagooddeal;
andafterwards,butlittle。ShehadgreatpleasureinhearingFrankChurchilltalkedof;and,forhissake,greaterpleasurethaneverinseeingMr。andMrs。Weston;shewasveryoftenthinkingofhim,andquiteimpatientforaletter,thatshemightknowhowhewas,howwerehisspirits,howwashisaunt,andwhatwasthechanceofhiscomingtoRandallsagainthisspring。But,ontheotherhand,shecouldnotadmitherselftobeunhappy,nor,afterthefirstmorning,tobelessdisposedforemploymentthanusual;
shewasstillbusyandcheerful;and,pleasingashewas,shecouldyetimaginehimtohavefaults;andfarther,thoughthinkingofhimsomuch,and,asshesatdrawingorworking,formingathousandamusingschemesfortheprogressandcloseoftheirattachment,fancyinginterestingdialogues,andinventingelegantletters;
theconclusionofeveryimaginarydeclarationonhissidewasthatsherefusedhim。Theiraffectionwasalwaystosubsideintofriendship。
Everythingtenderandcharmingwastomarktheirparting;
butstilltheyweretopart。Whenshebecamesensibleofthis,itstruckherthatshecouldnotbeverymuchinlove;forinspiteofherpreviousandfixeddeterminationnevertoquitherfather,nevertomarry,astrongattachmentcertainlymustproducemoreofastrugglethanshecouldforeseeinherownfeelings。
“Idonotfindmyselfmakinganyuseofthewordsacrifice。”saidshe——
“Innotoneofallmycleverreplies,mydelicatenegatives,isthereanyallusiontomakingasacrifice。Idosuspectthatheisnotreallynecessarytomyhappiness。Somuchthebetter。
IcertainlywillnotpersuademyselftofeelmorethanIdo。I
amquiteenoughinlove。Ishouldbesorrytobemore。”
Uponthewhole,shewasequallycontentedwithherviewofhisfeelings。
“Heisundoubtedlyverymuchinlove——everythingdenotesit——verymuchinloveindeed!——andwhenhecomesagain,ifhisaffectioncontinue,Imustbeonmyguardnottoencourageit——Itwouldbemostinexcusabletodootherwise,asmyownmindisquitemadeup。
NotthatIimaginehecanthinkIhavebeenencouraginghimhitherto。
No,ifhehadbelievedmeatalltosharehisfeelings,hewouldnothavebeensowretched。Couldhehavethoughthimselfencouraged,hislooksandlanguageatpartingwouldhavebeendifferent——
Still,however,Imustbeonmyguard。Thisisinthesuppositionofhisattachmentcontinuingwhatitnowis;butIdonotknowthatI
expectitwill;Idonotlookuponhimtobequitethesortofman——
Idonotaltogetherbuilduponhissteadinessorconstancy——
Hisfeelingsarewarm,butIcanimaginethemratherchangeable——
Everyconsiderationofthesubject,inshort,makesmethankfulthatmyhappinessisnotmoredeeplyinvolved——Ishalldoverywellagainafteralittlewhile——andthen,itwillbeagoodthingover;
fortheysayeverybodyisinloveonceintheirlives,andIshallhavebeenletoffeasily。”
WhenhislettertoMrs。Westonarrived,Emmahadtheperusalofit;
andshereaditwithadegreeofpleasureandadmirationwhichmadeheratfirstshakeherheadoverherownsensations,andthinkshehadundervaluedtheirstrength。Itwasalong,well-writtenletter,givingtheparticularsofhisjourneyandofhisfeelings,expressingalltheaffection,gratitude,andrespectwhichwasnaturalandhonourable,anddescribingeverythingexteriorandlocalthatcouldbesupposedattractive,withspiritandprecision。
Nosuspiciousflourishesnowofapologyorconcern;itwasthelanguageofrealfeelingtowardsMrs。Weston;andthetransitionfromHighburytoEnscombe,thecontrastbetweentheplacesinsomeofthefirstblessingsofsociallifewasjustenoughtouchedontoshewhowkeenlyitwasfelt,andhowmuchmoremighthavebeensaidbutfortherestraintsofpropriety——Thecharmofherownnamewasnotwanting。MissWoodhouseappearedmorethanonce,andneverwithoutasomethingofpleasingconnexion,eitheracomplimenttohertaste,oraremembranceofwhatshehadsaid;
andintheverylasttimeofitsmeetinghereye,unadornedasitwasbyanysuchbroadwreathofgallantry,sheyetcoulddiscerntheeffectofherinfluenceandacknowledgethegreatestcomplimentperhapsofallconveyed。Compressedintotheverylowestvacantcornerwerethesewords——“IhadnotasparemomentonTuesday,asyouknow,forMissWoodhouse’sbeautifullittlefriend。Praymakemyexcusesandadieustoher。”This,Emmacouldnotdoubt,wasallforherself。Harrietwasrememberedonlyfrombeingherfriend。
HisinformationandprospectsastoEnscombewereneitherworsenorbetterthanhadbeenanticipated;Mrs。Churchillwasrecovering,andhedarednotyet,eveninhisownimagination,fixatimeforcomingtoRandallsagain。
Gratifying,however,andstimulativeaswastheletterinthematerialpart,itssentiments,sheyetfound,whenitwasfoldedupandreturnedtoMrs。Weston,thatithadnotaddedanylastingwarmth,thatshecouldstilldowithoutthewriter,andthathemustlearntodowithouther。Herintentionswereunchanged。Herresolutionofrefusalonlygrewmoreinterestingbytheadditionofaschemeforhissubsequentconsolationandhappiness。HisrecollectionofHarriet,andthewordswhichclothedit,the“beautifullittlefriend。”
suggestedtohertheideaofHarriet’ssucceedingherinhisaffections。
Wasitimpossible?——No——Harrietundoubtedlywasgreatlyhisinferiorinunderstanding;buthehadbeenverymuchstruckwiththelovelinessofherfaceandthewarmsimplicityofhermanner;
andalltheprobabilitiesofcircumstanceandconnexionwereinherfavour——ForHarriet,itwouldbeadvantageousanddelightfulindeed。
“Imustnotdwelluponit。”saidshe——“Imustnotthinkofit。
Iknowthedangerofindulgingsuchspeculations。Butstrangerthingshavehappened;andwhenweceasetocareforeachotheraswedonow,itwillbethemeansofconfirmingusinthatsortoftruedisinterestedfriendshipwhichIcanalreadylookforwardtowithpleasure。”
ItwaswelltohaveacomfortinstoreonHarriet’sbehalf,thoughitmightbewisetoletthefancytouchitseldom;forevilinthatquarterwasathand。AsFrankChurchill’sarrivalhadsucceededMr。Elton’sengagementintheconversationofHighbury,asthelatestinteresthadentirelybornedownthefirst,sonowuponFrankChurchill’sdisappearance,Mr。Elton’sconcernswereassumingthemostirresistibleform——Hiswedding-daywasnamed。
Hewouldsoonbeamongthemagain;Mr。Eltonandhisbride。
TherewashardlytimetotalkoverthefirstletterfromEnscombebefore“Mr。Eltonandhisbride“wasineverybody’smouth,andFrankChurchillwasforgotten。Emmagrewsickatthesound。
ShehadhadthreeweeksofhappyexemptionfromMr。Elton;
andHarriet’smind,shehadbeenwillingtohope,hadbeenlatelygainingstrength。WithMr。Weston’sballinviewatleast,therehadbeenagreatdealofinsensibilitytootherthings;
butitwasnowtooevidentthatshehadnotattainedsuchastateofcomposureascouldstandagainsttheactualapproach——newcarriage,bell-ringing,andall。
PoorHarrietwasinaflutterofspiritswhichrequiredallthereasoningsandsoothingsandattentionsofeverykindthatEmmacouldgive。Emmafeltthatshecouldnotdotoomuchforher,thatHarriethadarighttoallheringenuityandallherpatience;
butitwasheavyworktobeforeverconvincingwithoutproducinganyeffect,foreveragreedto,withoutbeingabletomaketheiropinionsthesame。Harrietlistenedsubmissively,andsaid“itwasverytrue——
itwasjustasMissWoodhousedescribed——itwasnotworthwhiletothinkaboutthem——andshewouldnotthinkaboutthemanylonger“
butnochangeofsubjectcouldavail,andthenexthalf-hoursawherasanxiousandrestlessabouttheEltonsasbefore。
AtlastEmmaattackedheronanotherground。
“YourallowingyourselftobesooccupiedandsounhappyaboutMr。Elton’smarrying,Harriet,isthestrongestreproachyoucanmakeme。YoucouldnotgivemeagreaterreproofforthemistakeI
fellinto。Itwasallmydoing,Iknow。Ihavenotforgottenit,Iassureyou——Deceivedmyself,Ididverymiserablydeceiveyou——
anditwillbeapainfulreflectiontomeforever。Donotimaginemeindangerofforgettingit。”
Harrietfeltthistoomuchtouttermorethanafewwordsofeagerexclamation。Emmacontinued,“Ihavenotsaid,exertyourselfHarrietformysake;thinkless,talklessofMr。Eltonformysake;becauseforyourownsakerather,Iwouldwishittobedone,forthesakeofwhatismoreimportantthanmycomfort,ahabitofself-commandinyou,aconsiderationofwhatisyourduty,anattentiontopropriety,anendeavourtoavoidthesuspicionsofothers,tosaveyourhealthandcredit,andrestoreyourtranquillity。ThesearethemotiveswhichI
havebeenpressingonyou。Theyareveryimportant——andsorryIamthatyoucannotfeelthemsufficientlytoactuponthem。
Mybeingsavedfrompainisaverysecondaryconsideration。I
wantyoutosaveyourselffromgreaterpain。PerhapsImaysometimeshavefeltthatHarrietwouldnotforgetwhatwasdue——orratherwhatwouldbekindbyme。”
Thisappealtoheraffectionsdidmorethanalltherest。
TheideaofwantinggratitudeandconsiderationforMissWoodhouse,whomshereallylovedextremely,madeherwretchedforawhile,andwhentheviolenceofgriefwascomfortedaway,stillremainedpowerfulenoughtoprompttowhatwasrightandsupportherinitverytolerably。
“You,whohavebeenthebestfriendIeverhadinmylife——
Wantgratitudetoyou!——Nobodyisequaltoyou!——IcarefornobodyasIdoforyou!——Oh!MissWoodhouse,howungratefulIhavebeen!“
Suchexpressions,assistedastheywerebyeverythingthatlookandmannercoulddo,madeEmmafeelthatshehadneverlovedHarrietsowell,norvaluedheraffectionsohighlybefore。
“Thereisnocharmequaltotendernessofheart。”saidsheafterwardstoherself。“Thereisnothingtobecomparedtoit。
Warmthandtendernessofheart,withanaffectionate,openmanner,willbeatalltheclearnessofheadintheworld,forattraction,Iamsureitwill。Itistendernessofheartwhichmakesmydearfathersogenerallybeloved——whichgivesIsabellaallherpopularity——
Ihaveitnot——butIknowhowtoprizeandrespectit——Harrietismysuperiorinallthecharmandallthefelicityitgives。
DearHarriet!——Iwouldnotchangeyoufortheclearest-headed,longest-sighted,best-judgingfemalebreathing。Oh!thecoldnessofaJaneFairfax!——Harrietisworthahundredsuch——Andforawife——
asensibleman’swife——itisinvaluable。Imentionnonames;
buthappythemanwhochangesEmmaforHarriet!“
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Mrs。Eltonwasfirstseenatchurch:butthoughdevotionmightbeinterrupted,curiositycouldnotbesatisfiedbyabrideinapew,anditmustbeleftforthevisitsinformwhichwerethentobepaid,tosettlewhethershewereveryprettyindeed,oronlyratherpretty,ornotprettyatall。
Emmahadfeelings,lessofcuriositythanofprideorpropriety,tomakeherresolveonnotbeingthelasttopayherrespects;
andshemadeapointofHarriet’sgoingwithher,thattheworstofthebusinessmightbegonethroughassoonaspossible。
Shecouldnotenterthehouseagain,couldnotbeinthesameroomtowhichshehadwithsuchvainartificeretreatedthreemonthsago,tolaceupherboot,withoutrecollecting。Athousandvexatiousthoughtswouldrecur。Compliments,charades,andhorribleblunders;
anditwasnottobesupposedthatpoorHarrietshouldnotberecollectingtoo;butshebehavedverywell,andwasonlyratherpaleandsilent。Thevisitwasofcourseshort;andtherewassomuchembarrassmentandoccupationofmindtoshortenit,thatEmmawouldnotallowherselfentirelytoformanopinionofthelady,andonnoaccounttogiveone,beyondthenothing-meaningtermsofbeing“elegantlydressed,andverypleasing。”
Shedidnotreallylikeher。Shewouldnotbeinahurrytofindfault,butshesuspectedthattherewasnoelegance;——ease,butnotelegance——
Shewasalmostsurethatforayoungwoman,astranger,abride,therewastoomuchease。Herpersonwasrathergood;herfacenotunpretty;butneitherfeature,norair,norvoice,normanner,wereelegant。Emmathoughtatleastitwouldturnoutso。
AsforMr。Elton,hismannersdidnotappear——butno,shewouldnotpermitahastyorawittywordfromherselfabouthismanners。
Itwasanawkwardceremonyatanytimetobereceivingweddingvisits,andamanhadneedbeallgracetoacquithimselfwellthroughit。
Thewomanwasbetteroff;shemighthavetheassistanceoffineclothes,andtheprivilegeofbashfulness,butthemanhadonlyhisowngoodsensetodependon;andwhensheconsideredhowpeculiarlyunluckypoorMr。Eltonwasinbeinginthesameroomatoncewiththewomanhehadjustmarried,thewomanhehadwantedtomarry,andthewomanwhomhehadbeenexpectedtomarry,shemustallowhimtohavetherighttolookaslittlewise,andtobeasmuchaffectedly,andaslittlereallyeasyascouldbe。
“Well,MissWoodhouse。”saidHarriet,whentheyhadquittedthehouse,andafterwaitinginvainforherfriendtobegin;
“Well,MissWoodhouse,withagentlesigh,whatdoyouthinkofher?——
Isnotsheverycharming?“
TherewasalittlehesitationinEmma’sanswer。
“Oh!yes——very——averypleasingyoungwoman。”
“Ithinkherbeautiful,quitebeautiful。”
“Verynicelydressed,indeed;aremarkablyelegantgown。”
“Iamnotatallsurprizedthatheshouldhavefalleninlove。”
“Oh!no——thereisnothingtosurprizeoneatall——Aprettyfortune;
andshecameinhisway。”
“Idaresay。”returnedHarriet,sighingagain,“Idaresayshewasverymuchattachedtohim。”
“Perhapsshemight;butitisnoteveryman’sfatetomarrythewomanwholoveshimbest。MissHawkinsperhapswantedahome,andthoughtthisthebestoffershewaslikelytohave。”
“Yes。”saidHarrietearnestly,“andwellshemight,nobodycouldeverhaveabetter。Well,Iwishthemhappywithallmyheart。
Andnow,MissWoodhouse,IdonotthinkIshallmindseeingthemagain。
Heisjustassuperiorasever;——butbeingmarried,youknow,itisquiteadifferentthing。No,indeed,MissWoodhouse,youneednotbeafraid;Icansitandadmirehimnowwithoutanygreatmisery。
Toknowthathehasnotthrownhimselfaway,issuchacomfort!——
Shedoesseemacharmingyoungwoman,justwhathedeserves。
Happycreature!Hecalledher`Augusta。’Howdelightful!“
Whenthevisitwasreturned,Emmamadeuphermind。Shecouldthenseemoreandjudgebetter。FromHarriet’shappeningnottobeatHartfield,andherfather’sbeingpresenttoengageMr。Elton,shehadaquarterofanhourofthelady’sconversationtoherself,andcouldcomposedlyattendtoher;andthequarterofanhourquiteconvincedherthatMrs。Eltonwasavainwoman,extremelywellsatisfiedwithherself,andthinkingmuchofherownimportance;
thatshemeanttoshineandbeverysuperior,butwithmannerswhichhadbeenformedinabadschool,pertandfamiliar;thatallhernotionsweredrawnfromonesetofpeople,andonestyleofliving;
thatifnotfoolishshewasignorant,andthathersocietywouldcertainlydoMr。Eltonnogood。
Harrietwouldhavebeenabettermatch。Ifnotwiseorrefinedherself,shewouldhaveconnectedhimwiththosewhowere;butMissHawkins,itmightbefairlysupposedfromhereasyconceit,hadbeenthebestofherownset。Therichbrother-in-lawnearBristolwastheprideofthealliance,andhisplaceandhiscarriagesweretheprideofhim。
TheveryfirstsubjectafterbeingseatedwasMapleGrove,“MybrotherMr。Suckling’sseat;“——acomparisonofHartfieldtoMapleGrove。
ThegroundsofHartfieldweresmall,butneatandpretty;andthehousewasmodernandwell-built。Mrs。Eltonseemedmostfavourablyimpressedbythesizeoftheroom,theentrance,andallthatshecouldseeorimagine。“VerylikeMapleGroveindeed!——Shewasquitestruckbythelikeness!——Thatroomwastheveryshapeandsizeofthemorning-roomatMapleGrove;hersister’sfavouriteroom。”——
Mr。Eltonwasappealedto——“Wasnotitastonishinglylike?——
ShecouldreallyalmostfancyherselfatMapleGrove。”
“Andthestaircase——Youknow,asIcamein,Iobservedhowverylikethestaircasewas;placedexactlyinthesamepartofthehouse。
Ireallycouldnothelpexclaiming!Iassureyou,MissWoodhouse,itisverydelightfultome,toberemindedofaplaceIamsoextremelypartialtoasMapleGrove。Ihavespentsomanyhappymonthsthere!withalittlesighofsentiment。Acharmingplace,undoubtedly。Everybodywhoseesitisstruckbyitsbeauty;
buttome,ithasbeenquiteahome。Wheneveryouaretransplanted,likeme,MissWoodhouse,youwillunderstandhowverydelightfulitistomeetwithanythingatalllikewhatonehasleftbehind。
Ialwayssaythisisquiteoneoftheevilsofmatrimony。”
Emmamadeasslightareplyasshecould;butitwasfullysufficientforMrs。Elton,whoonlywantedtobetalkingherself。
“SoextremelylikeMapleGrove!Anditisnotmerelythehouse——
thegrounds,Iassureyou,asfarasIcouldobserve,arestrikinglylike。ThelaurelsatMapleGroveareinthesameprofusionashere,andstandverymuchinthesameway——justacrossthelawn;
andIhadaglimpseofafinelargetree,withabenchroundit,whichputmesoexactlyinmind!Mybrotherandsisterwillbeenchantedwiththisplace。Peoplewhohaveextensivegroundsthemselvesarealwayspleasedwithanythinginthesamestyle。”
Emmadoubtedthetruthofthissentiment。Shehadagreatideathatpeoplewhohadextensivegroundsthemselvescaredverylittlefortheextensivegroundsofanybodyelse;butitwasnotworthwhiletoattackanerrorsodouble-dyed,andthereforeonlysaidinreply,“Whenyouhaveseenmoreofthiscountry,IamafraidyouwillthinkyouhaveoverratedHartfield。Surryisfullofbeauties。”
“Oh!yes,Iamquiteawareofthat。ItisthegardenofEngland,youknow。SurryisthegardenofEngland。”
“Yes;butwemustnotrestourclaimsonthatdistinction。
Manycounties,Ibelieve,arecalledthegardenofEngland,aswellasSurry。”
“No,Ifancynot。”repliedMrs。Elton,withamostsatisfiedsmile。”
IneverheardanycountybutSurrycalledso。”
Emmawassilenced。
“Mybrotherandsisterhavepromisedusavisitinthespring,orsummeratfarthest。”continuedMrs。Elton;“andthatwillbeourtimeforexploring。Whiletheyarewithus,weshallexploreagreatdeal,Idaresay。Theywillhavetheirbarouche-landau,ofcourse,whichholdsfourperfectly;andtherefore,withoutsayinganythingofourcarriage,weshouldbeabletoexplorethedifferentbeautiesextremelywell。Theywouldhardlycomeintheirchaise,Ithink,atthatseasonoftheyear。Indeed,whenthetimedrawson,Ishalldecidedlyrecommendtheirbringingthebarouche-landau;
itwillbesoverymuchpreferable。Whenpeoplecomeintoabeautifulcountryofthissort,youknow,MissWoodhouse,onenaturallywishesthemtoseeasmuchaspossible;andMr。Sucklingisextremelyfondofexploring。WeexploredtoKing’s-Westontwicelastsummer,inthatway,mostdelightfully,justaftertheirfirsthavingthebarouche-landau。Youhavemanypartiesofthatkindhere,Isuppose,MissWoodhouse,everysummer?“
“No;notimmediatelyhere。Weareratheroutofdistanceoftheverystrikingbeautieswhichattractthesortofpartiesyouspeakof;
andweareaveryquietsetofpeople,Ibelieve;moredisposedtostayathomethanengageinschemesofpleasure。”
“Ah!thereisnothinglikestayingathomeforrealcomfort。
NobodycanbemoredevotedtohomethanIam。IwasquiteaproverbforitatMapleGrove。ManyatimehasSelinasaid,whenshehasbeengoingtoBristol,`Ireallycannotgetthisgirltomovefromthehouse。Iabsolutelymustgoinbymyself,thoughI
hatebeingstuckupinthebarouche-landauwithoutacompanion;
butAugusta,Ibelieve,withherowngood-will,wouldneverstirbeyondtheparkpaling。’Manyatimehasshesaidso;andyetI
amnoadvocateforentireseclusion。Ithink,onthecontrary,whenpeopleshutthemselvesupentirelyfromsociety,itisaverybadthing;andthatitismuchmoreadvisabletomixintheworldinaproperdegree,withoutlivinginiteithertoomuchortoolittle。
Iperfectlyunderstandyoursituation,however,MissWoodhouse——
lookingtowardsMr。Woodhouse,Yourfather’sstateofhealthmustbeagreatdrawback。WhydoesnothetryBath?——Indeedheshould。
LetmerecommendBathtoyou。IassureyouIhavenodoubtofitsdoingMr。Woodhousegood。”
“Myfathertrieditmorethanonce,formerly;butwithoutreceivinganybenefit;andMr。Perry,whosename,Idaresay,isnotunknowntoyou,doesnotconceiveitwouldbeatallmorelikelytobeusefulnow。”
“Ah!that’sagreatpity;forIassureyou,MissWoodhouse,wherethewatersdoagree,itisquitewonderfultherelieftheygive。InmyBathlife,Ihaveseensuchinstancesofit!
Anditissocheerfulaplace,thatitcouldnotfailofbeingofusetoMr。Woodhouse’sspirits,which,Iunderstand,aresometimesmuchdepressed。Andastoitsrecommendationstoyou,IfancyI
neednottakemuchpainstodwellonthem。TheadvantagesofBathtotheyoungareprettygenerallyunderstood。Itwouldbeacharmingintroductionforyou,whohavelivedsosecludedalife;andIcouldimmediatelysecureyousomeofthebestsocietyintheplace。
Alinefrommewouldbringyoualittlehostofacquaintance;andmyparticularfriend,Mrs。Partridge,theladyIhavealwaysresidedwithwheninBath,wouldbemosthappytoshewyouanyattentions,andwouldbetheverypersonforyoutogointopublicwith。”
ItwasasmuchasEmmacouldbear,withoutbeingimpolite。
TheideaofherbeingindebtedtoMrs。Eltonforwhatwascalledanintroduction——ofhergoingintopublicundertheauspicesofafriendofMrs。Elton’s——probablysomevulgar,dashingwidow,who,withthehelpofaboarder,justmadeashifttolive!——
ThedignityofMissWoodhouse,ofHartfield,wassunkindeed!
Sherestrainedherself,however,fromanyofthereproofsshecouldhavegiven,andonlythankedMrs。Eltoncoolly;“buttheirgoingtoBathwasquiteoutofthequestion;andshewasnotperfectlyconvincedthattheplacemightsuitherbetterthanherfather。”
Andthen,topreventfartheroutrageandindignation,changedthesubjectdirectly。
“Idonotaskwhetheryouaremusical,Mrs。Elton。Upontheseoccasions,alady’scharactergenerallyprecedesher;andHighburyhaslongknownthatyouareasuperiorperformer。”
“Oh!no,indeed;Imustprotestagainstanysuchidea。
Asuperiorperformer!——veryfarfromit,Iassureyou。
Considerfromhowpartialaquarteryourinformationcame。
Iamdoatinglyfondofmusic——passionatelyfond;——andmyfriendssayIamnotentirelydevoidoftaste;butastoanythingelse,uponmyhonourmyperformanceismediocretothelastdegree。
You,MissWoodhouse,Iwellknow,playdelightfully。Iassureyouithasbeenthegreatestsatisfaction,comfort,anddelighttome,tohearwhatamusicalsocietyIamgotinto。Iabsolutelycannotdowithoutmusic。Itisanecessaryoflifetome;andhavingalwaysbeenusedtoaverymusicalsociety,bothatMapleGroveandinBath,itwouldhavebeenamostserioussacrifice。IhonestlysaidasmuchtoMr。E。whenhewasspeakingofmyfuturehome,andexpressinghisfearslesttheretirementofitshouldbedisagreeable;
andtheinferiorityofthehousetoo——knowingwhatIhadbeenaccustomedto——ofcoursehewasnotwhollywithoutapprehension。
Whenhewasspeakingofitinthatway,IhonestlysaidthattheworldIcouldgiveup——parties,balls,plays——forIhadnofearofretirement。Blessedwithsomanyresourceswithinmyself,theworldwasnotnecessarytome。Icoulddoverywellwithoutit。
Tothosewhohadnoresourcesitwasadifferentthing;butmyresourcesmademequiteindependent。Andastosmaller-sizedroomsthanIhadbeenusedto,Ireallycouldnotgiveitathought。
IhopedIwasperfectlyequaltoanysacrificeofthatdescription。
CertainlyIhadbeenaccustomedtoeveryluxuryatMapleGrove;butI
didassurehimthattwocarriageswerenotnecessarytomyhappiness,norwerespaciousapartments。`But,’saidI,`tobequitehonest,IdonotthinkIcanlivewithoutsomethingofamusicalsociety。
Iconditionfornothingelse;butwithoutmusic,lifewouldbeablanktome。’“
“Wecannotsuppose。”saidEmma,smiling,“thatMr。EltonwouldhesitatetoassureyouoftherebeingaverymusicalsocietyinHighbury;
andIhopeyouwillnotfindhehasoutsteppedthetruthmorethanmaybepardoned,inconsiderationofthemotive。”
“No,indeed,Ihavenodoubtsatallonthathead。Iamdelightedtofindmyselfinsuchacircle。Ihopeweshallhavemanysweetlittleconcertstogether。Ithink,MissWoodhouse,youandI
mustestablishamusicalclub,andhaveregularweeklymeetingsatyourhouse,orours。Willnotitbeagoodplan?Ifweexertourselves,Ithinkweshallnotbelonginwantofallies。
Somethingofthatnaturewouldbeparticularlydesirableforme,asaninducementtokeepmeinpractice;formarriedwomen,youknow——
thereisasadstoryagainstthem,ingeneral。Theyarebuttooapttogiveupmusic。”
“Butyou,whoaresoextremelyfondofit——therecanbenodanger,surely?“
“Ishouldhopenot;butreallywhenIlookaroundamongmyacquaintance,Itremble。Selinahasentirelygivenupmusic——nevertouchestheinstrument——thoughsheplayedsweetly。AndthesamemaybesaidofMrs。Jeffereys——ClaraPartridge,thatwas——andofthetwoMilmans,nowMrs。BirdandMrs。JamesCooper;andofmorethanIcanenumerate。
Uponmyworditisenoughtoputoneinafright。IusedtobequiteangrywithSelina;butreallyIbeginnowtocomprehendthatamarriedwomanhasmanythingstocallherattention。
IbelieveIwashalfanhourthismorningshutupwithmyhousekeeper。”
“Buteverythingofthatkind。”saidEmma,“willsoonbeinsoregularatrain——“
“Well。”saidMrs。Elton,laughing,“weshallsee。”
Emma,findinghersodetermineduponneglectinghermusic,hadnothingmoretosay;and,afteramoment’spause,Mrs。Eltonchoseanothersubject。
“WehavebeencallingatRandalls。”saidshe,“andfoundthembothathome;andverypleasantpeopletheyseemtobe。
Ilikethemextremely。Mr。Westonseemsanexcellentcreature——
quiteafirst-ratefavouritewithmealready,Iassureyou。
Andsheappearssotrulygood——thereissomethingsomotherlyandkind-heartedabouther,thatitwinsupononedirectly。
Shewasyourgoverness,Ithink?“
Emmawasalmosttoomuchastonishedtoanswer;butMrs。Eltonhardlywaitedfortheaffirmativebeforeshewenton。
“Havingunderstoodasmuch,Iwasratherastonishedtofindhersoverylady-like!Butsheisreallyquitethegentlewoman。”
“Mrs。Weston’smanners。”saidEmma,“werealwaysparticularlygood。
Theirpropriety,simplicity,andelegance,wouldmakethemthesafestmodelforanyyoungwoman。”
“Andwhodoyouthinkcameinwhilewewerethere?“
Emmawasquiteataloss。Thetoneimpliedsomeoldacquaintance——
andhowcouldshepossiblyguess?
“Knightley!“continuedMrs。Elton;“Knightleyhimself!——Wasnotitlucky?——for,notbeingwithinwhenhecalledtheotherday,Ihadneverseenhimbefore;andofcourse,assoparticularafriendofMr。E。’s,Ihadagreatcuriosity。`MyfriendKnightley’
hadbeensooftenmentioned,thatIwasreallyimpatienttoseehim;
andImustdomycarosposothejusticetosaythatheneednotbeashamedofhisfriend。Knightleyisquitethegentleman。
Ilikehimverymuch。Decidedly,Ithink,averygentleman-likeman。”
Happily,itwasnowtimetobegone。Theywereoff;andEmmacouldbreathe。
“Insufferablewoman!“washerimmediateexclamation。“WorsethanI
hadsupposed。Absolutelyinsufferable!Knightley!——Icouldnothavebelievedit。Knightley!——neverseenhiminherlifebefore,andcallhimKnightley!——anddiscoverthatheisagentleman!
Alittleupstart,vulgarbeing,withherMr。E。,andhercarosposo,andherresources,andallherairsofpertpretensionandunderbredfinery。ActuallytodiscoverthatMr。Knightleyisagentleman!Idoubtwhetherhewillreturnthecompliment,anddiscoverhertobealady。Icouldnothavebelievedit!
AndtoproposethatsheandIshouldunitetoformamusicalclub!
Onewouldfancywewerebosomfriends!AndMrs。Weston!——
Astonishedthatthepersonwhohadbroughtmeupshouldbeagentlewoman!Worseandworse。Inevermetwithherequal。
Muchbeyondmyhopes。Harrietisdisgracedbyanycomparison。
Oh!whatwouldFrankChurchillsaytoher,ifhewerehere?
Howangryandhowdivertedhewouldbe!Ah!thereIam——
thinkingofhimdirectly。Alwaysthefirstpersontobethoughtof!
HowIcatchmyselfout!FrankChurchillcomesasregularlyintomymind!“——
Allthisransogliblythroughherthoughts,thatbythetimeherfatherhadarrangedhimself,afterthebustleoftheEltons’
departure,andwasreadytospeak,shewasverytolerablycapableofattending。
“Well,mydear。”hedeliberatelybegan,“consideringweneversawherbefore,sheseemsaveryprettysortofyounglady;andIdaresayshewasverymuchpleasedwithyou。Shespeaksalittletooquick。
Alittlequicknessofvoicethereiswhichratherhurtstheear。
ButIbelieveIamnice;Idonotlikestrangevoices;andnobodyspeakslikeyouandpoorMissTaylor。However,sheseemsaveryobliging,pretty-behavedyounglady,andnodoubtwillmakehimaverygoodwife。
ThoughIthinkhehadbetternothavemarried。ImadethebestexcusesIcouldfornothavingbeenabletowaitonhimandMrs。Eltononthishappyoccasion;IsaidthatIhopedIshouldinthecourseofthesummer。ButIoughttohavegonebefore。Nottowaituponabrideisveryremiss。Ah!itshewswhatasadinvalidIam!
ButIdonotlikethecornerintoVicarageLane。”
“Idaresayyourapologieswereaccepted,sir。Mr。Eltonknowsyou。”
“Yes:butayounglady——abride——Ioughttohavepaidmyrespectstoherifpossible。Itwasbeingverydeficient。”
“But,mydearpapa,youarenofriendtomatrimony;andthereforewhyshouldyoubesoanxioustopayyourrespectstoabride?
Itoughttobenorecommendationtoyou。Itisencouragingpeopletomarryifyoumakesomuchofthem。”
“No,mydear,Ineverencouragedanybodytomarry,butIwouldalwayswishtopayeveryproperattentiontoalady——andabride,especially,isnevertobeneglected。Moreisavowedlyduetoher。
Abride,youknow,mydear,isalwaysthefirstincompany,lettheothersbewhotheymay。”
“Well,papa,ifthisisnotencouragementtomarry,Idonotknowwhatis。AndIshouldneverhaveexpectedyoutobelendingyoursanctiontosuchvanity-baitsforpooryoungladies。”
“Mydear,youdonotunderstandme。Thisisamatterofmerecommonpolitenessandgood-breeding,andhasnothingtodowithanyencouragementtopeopletomarry。”
Emmahaddone。Herfatherwasgrowingnervous,andcouldnotunderstandher。HermindreturnedtoMrs。Elton’soffences,andlong,verylong,didtheyoccupyher。
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Emmawasnotrequired,byanysubsequentdiscovery,toretractherillopinionofMrs。Elton。Herobservationhadbeenprettycorrect。
SuchasMrs。Eltonappearedtoheronthissecondinterview,suchsheappearedwhenevertheymetagain,——self-important,presuming,familiar,ignorant,andill-bred。Shehadalittlebeautyandalittleaccomplishment,butsolittlejudgmentthatshethoughtherselfcomingwithsuperiorknowledgeoftheworld,toenlivenandimproveacountryneighbourhood;andconceivedMissHawkinstohaveheldsuchaplaceinsocietyasMrs。Elton’sconsequenceonlycouldsurpass。
TherewasnoreasontosupposeMr。Eltonthoughtatalldifferentlyfromhiswife。Heseemednotmerelyhappywithher,butproud。
HehadtheairofcongratulatinghimselfonhavingbroughtsuchawomantoHighbury,asnotevenMissWoodhousecouldequal;
andthegreaterpartofhernewacquaintance,disposedtocommend,ornotinthehabitofjudging,followingtheleadofMissBates’sgood-will,ortakingitforgrantedthatthebridemustbeascleverandasagreeableassheprofessedherself,wereverywellsatisfied;
sothatMrs。Elton’spraisepassedfromonemouthtoanotherasitoughttodo,unimpededbyMissWoodhouse,whoreadilycontinuedherfirstcontributionandtalkedwithagoodgraceofherbeing“verypleasantandveryelegantlydressed。”
InonerespectMrs。Eltongrewevenworsethanshehadappearedatfirst。HerfeelingsalteredtowardsEmma——Offended,probably,bythelittleencouragementwhichherproposalsofintimacymetwith,shedrewbackinherturnandgraduallybecamemuchmorecoldanddistant;andthoughtheeffectwasagreeable,theill-willwhichproduceditwasnecessarilyincreasingEmma’sdislike。
Hermanners,too——andMr。Elton’s,wereunpleasanttowardsHarriet。
Theyweresneeringandnegligent。EmmahopeditmustrapidlyworkHarriet’scure;butthesensationswhichcouldpromptsuchbehavioursunkthembothverymuch——ItwasnottobedoubtedthatpoorHarriet’sattachmenthadbeenanofferingtoconjugalunreserve,andherownshareinthestory,underacolouringtheleastfavourabletoherandthemostsoothingtohim,hadinalllikelihoodbeengivenalso。Shewas,ofcourse,theobjectoftheirjointdislike——
Whentheyhadnothingelsetosay,itmustbealwayseasytobeginabusingMissWoodhouse;andtheenmitywhichtheydarednotshewinopendisrespecttoher,foundabroaderventincontemptuoustreatmentofHarriet。
Mrs。EltontookagreatfancytoJaneFairfax;andfromthefirst。
Notmerelywhenastateofwarfarewithoneyoungladymightbesupposedtorecommendtheother,butfromtheveryfirst;andshewasnotsatisfiedwithexpressinganaturalandreasonableadmiration——
butwithoutsolicitation,orplea,orprivilege,shemustbewantingtoassistandbefriendher——BeforeEmmahadforfeitedherconfidence,andaboutthethirdtimeoftheirmeeting,sheheardallMrs。Elton’sknight-errantryonthesubject——
“JaneFairfaxisabsolutelycharming,MissWoodhouse——IquiteraveaboutJaneFairfax——Asweet,interestingcreature。Somildandladylike——andwithsuchtalents!——IassureyouIthinkshehasveryextraordinarytalents。Idonotscrupletosaythatsheplaysextremelywell。Iknowenoughofmusictospeakdecidedlyonthatpoint。Oh!sheisabsolutelycharming!Youwilllaughatmywarmth——but,uponmyword,ItalkofnothingbutJaneFairfax——
Andhersituationissocalculatedtoaffectone!——MissWoodhouse,wemustexertourselvesandendeavourtodosomethingforher。
Wemustbringherforward。Suchtalentashersmustnotbesufferedtoremainunknown——Idaresayyouhaveheardthosecharminglinesofthepoet,`Fullmanyaflowerisborntoblushunseen,`Andwasteitsfragranceonthedesertair。’
WemustnotallowthemtobeverifiedinsweetJaneFairfax。”
“Icannotthinkthereisanydangerofit。”wasEmma’scalmanswer——
“andwhenyouarebetteracquaintedwithMissFairfax’ssituationandunderstandwhatherhomehasbeen,withColonelandMrs。Campbell,Ihavenoideathatyouwillsupposehertalentscanbeunknown。”
“Oh!butdearMissWoodhouse,sheisnowinsuchretirement,suchobscurity,sothrownaway——WhateveradvantagesshemayhaveenjoyedwiththeCampbellsaresopalpablyatanend!AndIthinkshefeelsit。Iamsureshedoes。Sheisverytimidandsilent。
Onecanseethatshefeelsthewantofencouragement。Ilikeherthebetterforit。Imustconfessitisarecommendationtome。
Iamagreatadvocatefortimidity——andIamsureonedoesnotoftenmeetwithit——Butinthosewhoareatallinferior,itisextremelyprepossessing。Oh!Iassureyou,JaneFairfaxisaverydelightfulcharacter,andinterestsmemorethanI
canexpress。”
“Youappeartofeelagreatdeal——butIamnotawarehowyouoranyofMissFairfax’sacquaintancehere,anyofthosewhohaveknownherlongerthanyourself,canshewheranyotherattentionthan“——
“MydearMissWoodhouse,avastdealmaybedonebythosewhodaretoact。YouandIneednotbeafraid。Ifwesettheexample,manywillfollowitasfarastheycan;thoughallhavenotoursituations。Wehavecarriagestofetchandconveyherhome,andweliveinastylewhichcouldnotmaketheadditionofJaneFairfax,atanytime,theleastinconvenient——IshouldbeextremelydispleasedifWrightweretosendusupsuchadinner,ascouldmakemeregrethavingaskedmorethanJaneFairfaxtopartakeofit。Ihavenoideaofthatsortofthing。
ItisnotlikelythatIshould,consideringwhatIhavebeenusedto。
Mygreatestdanger,perhaps,inhousekeeping,maybequitetheotherway,indoingtoomuch,andbeingtoocarelessofexpense。
MapleGrovewillprobablybemymodelmorethanitoughttobe——
forwedonotatallaffecttoequalmybrother,Mr。Suckling,inincome——However,myresolutionistakenastonoticingJaneFairfax——
Ishallcertainlyhaveherveryoftenatmyhouse,shallintroduceherwhereverIcan,shallhavemusicalpartiestodrawouthertalents,andshallbeconstantlyonthewatchforaneligiblesituation。
Myacquaintanceissoveryextensive,thatIhavelittledoubtofhearingofsomethingtosuithershortly——Ishallintroduceher,ofcourse,veryparticularlytomybrotherandsisterwhentheycometous。Iamsuretheywilllikeherextremely;andwhenshegetsalittleacquaintedwiththem,herfearswillcompletelywearoff,fortherereallyisnothinginthemannersofeitherbutwhatishighlyconciliating——Ishallhaveherveryoftenindeedwhiletheyarewithme,andIdaresayweshallsometimesfindaseatforherinthebarouche-landauinsomeofourexploringparties。”
“PoorJaneFairfax!“——thoughtEmma——“Youhavenotdeservedthis。
YoumayhavedonewrongwithregardtoMr。Dixon,butthisisapunishmentbeyondwhatyoucanhavemerited!——ThekindnessandprotectionofMrs。Elton!——`JaneFairfaxandJaneFairfax。’Heavens!
Letmenotsupposethatshedaresgoabout,EmmaWoodhouse-ingme!——
Butuponmyhonour,thereseemsnolimitstothelicentiousnessofthatwoman’stongue!“