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  FetchMissBates。Wearegrowingalittletoonice。Sheisastandinglessonofhowtobehappy。Butfetchthemboth。

  Invitethemboth。”

  “Bothsir!Cantheoldlady?“……

  “Theoldlady!No,theyounglady,tobesure。Ishallthinkyouagreatblockhead,Frank,ifyoubringtheauntwithouttheniece。”

  “Oh!Ibegyourpardon,sir。Ididnotimmediatelyrecollect。

  Undoubtedlyifyouwishit,Iwillendeavourtopersuadethemboth。”

  Andawayheran。

  Longbeforehereappeared,attendingtheshort,neat,brisk-movingaunt,andherelegantniece,——Mrs。Weston,likeasweet-temperedwomanandagoodwife,hadexaminedthepassageagain,andfoundtheevilsofitmuchlessthanshehadsupposedbefore——

  indeedverytrifling;andhereendedthedifficultiesofdecision。

  Alltherest,inspeculationatleast,wasperfectlysmooth。

  Alltheminorarrangementsoftableandchair,lightsandmusic,teaandsupper,madethemselves;orwereleftasmeretriflestobesettledatanytimebetweenMrs。WestonandMrs。Stokes——

  Everybodyinvited,wascertainlytocome;FrankhadalreadywrittentoEnscombetoproposestayingafewdaysbeyondhisfortnight,whichcouldnotpossiblyberefused。Andadelightfuldanceitwastobe。

  Mostcordially,whenMissBatesarrived,didsheagreethatitmust。

  Asacounsellorshewasnotwanted;butasanapprover,amuchsafercharacter,shewastrulywelcome。Herapprobation,atoncegeneralandminute,warmandincessant,couldnotbutplease;

  andforanotherhalf-hourtheywereallwalkingtoandfro,betweenthedifferentrooms,somesuggesting,someattending,andallinhappyenjoymentofthefuture。ThepartydidnotbreakupwithoutEmma’sbeingpositivelysecuredforthetwofirstdancesbytheherooftheevening,norwithoutheroverhearingMr。Westonwhispertohiswife,“Hehasaskedher,mydear。That’sright。

  Iknewhewould!“

  Chapter12CHAPTERXII

  OnethingonlywaswantingtomaketheprospectoftheballcompletelysatisfactorytoEmma——itsbeingfixedforadaywithinthegrantedtermofFrankChurchill’sstayinSurry;for,inspiteofMr。Weston’sconfidence,shecouldnotthinkitsoveryimpossiblethattheChurchillsmightnotallowtheirnephewtoremainadaybeyondhisfortnight。Butthiswasnotjudgedfeasible。

  Thepreparationsmusttaketheirtime,nothingcouldbeproperlyreadytillthethirdweekwereenteredon,andforafewdaystheymustbeplanning,proceedingandhopinginuncertainty——attherisk——

  inheropinion,thegreatrisk,ofitsbeingallinvain。

  Enscombehoweverwasgracious,graciousinfact,ifnotinword。

  Hiswishofstayinglongerevidentlydidnotplease;butitwasnotopposed。Allwassafeandprosperous;andastheremovalofonesolicitudegenerallymakeswayforanother,Emma,beingnowcertainofherball,begantoadoptasthenextvexationMr。Knightley’sprovokingindifferenceaboutit。Eitherbecausehedidnotdancehimself,orbecausetheplanhadbeenformedwithouthisbeingconsulted,heseemedresolvedthatitshouldnotinteresthim,determinedagainstitsexcitinganypresentcuriosity,oraffordinghimanyfutureamusement。TohervoluntarycommunicationsEmmacouldgetnomoreapprovingreply,than,“Verywell。IftheWestonsthinkitworthwhiletobeatallthistroubleforafewhoursofnoisyentertainment,Ihavenothingtosayagainstit,butthattheyshallnotchusepleasuresforme——

  Oh!yes,Imustbethere;Icouldnotrefuse;andIwillkeepasmuchawakeasIcan;butIwouldratherbeathome,lookingoverWilliamLarkins’sweek’saccount;muchrather,Iconfess——

  Pleasureinseeingdancing!——notI,indeed——Ineverlookatit——

  Idonotknowwhodoes——Finedancing,Ibelieve,likevirtue,mustbeitsownreward。Thosewhoarestandingbyareusuallythinkingofsomethingverydifferent。”

  ThisEmmafeltwasaimedather;anditmadeherquiteangry。

  ItwasnotincomplimenttoJaneFairfaxhoweverthathewassoindifferent,orsoindignant;hewasnotguidedbyherfeelingsinreprobatingtheball,forsheenjoyedthethoughtofittoanextraordinarydegree。Itmadeheranimated——openhearted——

  shevoluntarilysaid;——

  “Oh!MissWoodhouse,Ihopenothingmayhappentopreventtheball。

  Whatadisappointmentitwouldbe!Idolookforwardtoit,I

  own,withverygreatpleasure。”

  ItwasnottoobligeJaneFairfaxthereforethathewouldhavepreferredthesocietyofWilliamLarkins。No!——shewasmoreandmoreconvincedthatMrs。Westonwasquitemistakeninthatsurmise。

  Therewasagreatdealoffriendlyandofcompassionateattachmentonhisside——butnolove。

  Alas!therewassoonnoleisureforquarrellingwithMr。Knightley。

  Twodaysofjoyfulsecuritywereimmediatelyfollowedbytheover-throwofeverything。AletterarrivedfromMr。Churchilltourgehisnephew’sinstantreturn。Mrs。Churchillwasunwell——

  fartoounwelltodowithouthim;shehadbeeninaverysufferingstatesosaidherhusbandwhenwritingtohernephewtwodaysbefore,thoughfromherusualunwillingnesstogivepain,andconstanthabitofneverthinkingofherself,shehadnotmentionedit;

  butnowshewastooilltotrifle,andmustentreathimtosetoffforEnscombewithoutdelay。

  ThesubstanceofthisletterwasforwardedtoEmma,inanotefromMrs。Weston,instantly。Astohisgoing,itwasinevitable。

  Hemustbegonewithinafewhours,thoughwithoutfeelinganyrealalarmforhisaunt,tolessenhisrepugnance。Heknewherillnesses;

  theyneveroccurredbutforherownconvenience。

  Mrs。Westonadded,“thathecouldonlyallowhimselftimetohurrytoHighbury,afterbreakfast,andtakeleaveofthefewfriendstherewhomhecouldsupposetofeelanyinterestinhim;

  andthathemightbeexpectedatHartfieldverysoon。”

  ThiswretchednotewasthefinaleofEmma’sbreakfast。Whenonceithadbeenread,therewasnodoinganything,butlamentandexclaim。Thelossoftheball——thelossoftheyoungman——

  andallthattheyoungmanmightbefeeling!——Itwastoowretched!——

  Suchadelightfuleveningasitwouldhavebeen!——Everybodysohappy!

  andsheandherpartnerthehappiest!——“Isaiditwouldbeso。”

  wastheonlyconsolation。

  Herfather’sfeelingswerequitedistinct。HethoughtprincipallyofMrs。Churchill’sillness,andwantedtoknowhowshewastreated;

  andasfortheball,itwasshockingtohavedearEmmadisappointed;

  buttheywouldallbesaferathome。

  Emmawasreadyforhervisitorsometimebeforeheappeared;

  butifthisreflectedatalluponhisimpatience,hissorrowfullookandtotalwantofspiritswhenhedidcomemightredeemhim。

  Hefeltthegoingawayalmosttoomuchtospeakofit。Hisdejectionwasmostevident。Hesatreallylostinthoughtforthefirstfewminutes;andwhenrousinghimself,itwasonlytosay,“Ofallhorridthings,leave-takingistheworst。”

  “Butyouwillcomeagain。”saidEmma。“ThiswillnotbeyouronlyvisittoRandalls。”

  “Ah!——shakinghishead——theuncertaintyofwhenImaybeabletoreturn!——Ishalltryforitwithazeal!——Itwillbetheobjectofallmythoughtsandcares!——andifmyuncleandauntgototownthisspring——butIamafraid——theydidnotstirlastspring——

  Iamafraiditisacustomgoneforever。”

  “Ourpoorballmustbequitegivenup。”

  “Ah!thatball!——whydidwewaitforanything?——whynotseizethepleasureatonce?——Howoftenishappinessdestroyedbypreparation,foolishpreparation!——Youtoldusitwouldbeso——Oh!MissWoodhouse,whyareyoualwayssoright?“

  “Indeed,Iamverysorrytoberightinthisinstance。Iwouldmuchratherhavebeenmerrythanwise。”

  “IfIcancomeagain,wearestilltohaveourball。Myfatherdependsonit。Donotforgetyourengagement。”

  Emmalookedgraciously。

  “Suchafortnightasithasbeen!“hecontinued;“everydaymorepreciousandmoredelightfulthanthedaybefore!——everydaymakingmelessfittobearanyotherplace。Happythose,whocanremainatHighbury!“

  “Asyoudoussuchamplejusticenow。”saidEmma,laughing,“Iwillventuretoask,whetheryoudidnotcomealittledoubtfullyatfirst?

  Donotwerathersurpassyourexpectations?Iamsurewedo。

  Iamsureyoudidnotmuchexpecttolikeus。Youwouldnothavebeensolongincoming,ifyouhadhadapleasantideaofHighbury。”

  Helaughedratherconsciously;andthoughdenyingthesentiment,Emmawasconvincedthatithadbeenso。

  “Andyoumustbeoffthisverymorning?“

  “Yes;myfatheristojoinmehere:weshallwalkbacktogether,andImustbeoffimmediately。Iamalmostafraidthateverymomentwillbringhim。”

  “NotfiveminutestospareevenforyourfriendsMissFairfaxandMissBates?Howunlucky!MissBates’spowerful,argumentativemindmighthavestrengthenedyours。”

  “Yes——Ihavecalledthere;passingthedoor,Ithoughtitbetter。

  Itwasarightthingtodo。Iwentinforthreeminutes,andwasdetainedbyMissBates’sbeingabsent。Shewasout;andIfeltitimpossiblenottowaittillshecamein。Sheisawomanthatonemay,thatonemustlaughat;butthatonewouldnotwishtoslight。

  Itwasbettertopaymyvisit,then“——

  Hehesitated,gotup,walkedtoawindow。

  “Inshort。”saidhe,“perhaps,MissWoodhouse——Ithinkyoucanhardlybequitewithoutsuspicion“——

  Helookedather,asifwantingtoreadherthoughts。Shehardlyknewwhattosay。Itseemedliketheforerunnerofsomethingabsolutelyserious,whichshedidnotwish。Forcingherselftospeak,therefore,inthehopeofputtingitby,shecalmlysaid,“Youarequiteintheright;itwasmostnaturaltopayyourvisit,then“——

  Hewassilent。Shebelievedhewaslookingather;probablyreflectingonwhatshehadsaid,andtryingtounderstandthemanner。

  Sheheardhimsigh。Itwasnaturalforhimtofeelthathehadcausetosigh。Hecouldnotbelievehertobeencouraginghim。

  Afewawkwardmomentspassed,andhesatdownagain;andinamoredeterminedmannersaid,“ItwassomethingtofeelthatalltherestofmytimemightbegiventoHartfield。MyregardforHartfieldismostwarm“——

  Hestoptagain,roseagain,andseemedquiteembarrassed——

  HewasmoreinlovewithherthanEmmahadsupposed;andwhocansayhowitmighthaveended,ifhisfatherhadnotmadehisappearance?

  Mr。Woodhousesoonfollowed;andthenecessityofexertionmadehimcomposed。

  Averyfewminutesmore,however,completedthepresenttrial。

  Mr。Weston,alwaysalertwhenbusinesswastobedone,andasincapableofprocrastinatinganyevilthatwasinevitable,asofforeseeinganythatwasdoubtful,said,“Itwastimetogo;“

  andtheyoungman,thoughhemightanddidsigh,couldnotbutagree,totakeleave。

  “Ishallhearaboutyouall。”saidhe;thatismychiefconsolation。

  Ishallhearofeverythingthatisgoingonamongyou。IhaveengagedMrs。Westontocorrespondwithme。Shehasbeensokindastopromiseit。Oh!theblessingofafemalecorrespondent,whenoneisreallyinterestedintheabsent!——shewilltellmeeverything。

  InherlettersIshallbeatdearHighburyagain。”

  Averyfriendlyshakeofthehand,averyearnest“Good-bye。”

  closedthespeech,andthedoorhadsoonshutoutFrankChurchill。

  Shorthadbeenthenotice——shorttheirmeeting;hewasgone;andEmmafeltsosorrytopart,andforesawsogreatalosstotheirlittlesocietyfromhisabsenceastobegintobeafraidofbeingtoosorry,andfeelingittoomuch。

  Itwasasadchange。Theyhadbeenmeetingalmosteverydaysincehisarrival。CertainlyhisbeingatRandallshadgivengreatspirittothelasttwoweeks——indescribablespirit;theidea,theexpectationofseeinghimwhicheverymorninghadbrought,theassuranceofhisattentions,hisliveliness,hismanners!

  Ithadbeenaveryhappyfortnight,andforlornmustbethesinkingfromitintothecommoncourseofHartfielddays。Tocompleteeveryotherrecommendation,hehadalmosttoldherthathelovedher。

  Whatstrength,orwhatconstancyofaffectionhemightbesubjectto,wasanotherpoint;butatpresentshecouldnotdoubthishavingadecidedlywarmadmiration,aconsciouspreferenceofherself;

  andthispersuasion,joinedtoalltherest,madeherthinkthatshemustbealittleinlovewithhim,inspiteofeverypreviousdeterminationagainstit。

  “Icertainlymust。”saidshe。“Thissensationoflistlessness,weariness,stupidity,thisdisinclinationtositdownandemploymyself,thisfeelingofeverything’sbeingdullandinsipidaboutthehouse!——

  Imustbeinlove;IshouldbetheoddestcreatureintheworldifI

  werenot——forafewweeksatleast。Well!eviltosomeisalwaysgoodtoothers。Ishallhavemanyfellow-mournersfortheball,ifnotforFrankChurchill;butMr。Knightleywillbehappy。

  HemayspendtheeveningwithhisdearWilliamLarkinsnowifhelikes。”

  Mr。Knightley,however,shewednotriumphanthappiness。Hecouldnotsaythathewassorryonhisownaccount;hisverycheerfullookwouldhavecontradictedhimifhehad;buthesaid,andverysteadily,thathewassorryforthedisappointmentoftheothers,andwithconsiderablekindnessadded,“You,Emma,whohavesofewopportunitiesofdancing,youarereallyoutofluck;youareverymuchoutofluck!“

  ItwassomedaysbeforeshesawJaneFairfax,tojudgeofherhonestregretinthiswoefulchange;butwhentheydidmeet,hercomposurewasodious。Shehadbeenparticularlyunwell,however,sufferingfromheadachetoadegree,whichmadeherauntdeclare,thathadtheballtakenplace,shedidnotthinkJanecouldhaveattendedit;anditwascharitytoimputesomeofherunbecomingindifferencetothelanguorofill-health。

  Chapter13CHAPTERXIII

  Emmacontinuedtoentertainnodoubtofherbeinginlove。Herideasonlyvariedastothehowmuch。Atfirst,shethoughtitwasagooddeal;

  andafterwards,butlittle。ShehadgreatpleasureinhearingFrankChurchilltalkedof;and,forhissake,greaterpleasurethaneverinseeingMr。andMrs。Weston;shewasveryoftenthinkingofhim,andquiteimpatientforaletter,thatshemightknowhowhewas,howwerehisspirits,howwashisaunt,andwhatwasthechanceofhiscomingtoRandallsagainthisspring。But,ontheotherhand,shecouldnotadmitherselftobeunhappy,nor,afterthefirstmorning,tobelessdisposedforemploymentthanusual;

  shewasstillbusyandcheerful;and,pleasingashewas,shecouldyetimaginehimtohavefaults;andfarther,thoughthinkingofhimsomuch,and,asshesatdrawingorworking,formingathousandamusingschemesfortheprogressandcloseoftheirattachment,fancyinginterestingdialogues,andinventingelegantletters;

  theconclusionofeveryimaginarydeclarationonhissidewasthatsherefusedhim。Theiraffectionwasalwaystosubsideintofriendship。

  Everythingtenderandcharmingwastomarktheirparting;

  butstilltheyweretopart。Whenshebecamesensibleofthis,itstruckherthatshecouldnotbeverymuchinlove;forinspiteofherpreviousandfixeddeterminationnevertoquitherfather,nevertomarry,astrongattachmentcertainlymustproducemoreofastrugglethanshecouldforeseeinherownfeelings。

  “Idonotfindmyselfmakinganyuseofthewordsacrifice。”saidshe——

  “Innotoneofallmycleverreplies,mydelicatenegatives,isthereanyallusiontomakingasacrifice。Idosuspectthatheisnotreallynecessarytomyhappiness。Somuchthebetter。

  IcertainlywillnotpersuademyselftofeelmorethanIdo。I

  amquiteenoughinlove。Ishouldbesorrytobemore。”

  Uponthewhole,shewasequallycontentedwithherviewofhisfeelings。

  “Heisundoubtedlyverymuchinlove——everythingdenotesit——verymuchinloveindeed!——andwhenhecomesagain,ifhisaffectioncontinue,Imustbeonmyguardnottoencourageit——Itwouldbemostinexcusabletodootherwise,asmyownmindisquitemadeup。

  NotthatIimaginehecanthinkIhavebeenencouraginghimhitherto。

  No,ifhehadbelievedmeatalltosharehisfeelings,hewouldnothavebeensowretched。Couldhehavethoughthimselfencouraged,hislooksandlanguageatpartingwouldhavebeendifferent——

  Still,however,Imustbeonmyguard。Thisisinthesuppositionofhisattachmentcontinuingwhatitnowis;butIdonotknowthatI

  expectitwill;Idonotlookuponhimtobequitethesortofman——

  Idonotaltogetherbuilduponhissteadinessorconstancy——

  Hisfeelingsarewarm,butIcanimaginethemratherchangeable——

  Everyconsiderationofthesubject,inshort,makesmethankfulthatmyhappinessisnotmoredeeplyinvolved——Ishalldoverywellagainafteralittlewhile——andthen,itwillbeagoodthingover;

  fortheysayeverybodyisinloveonceintheirlives,andIshallhavebeenletoffeasily。”

  WhenhislettertoMrs。Westonarrived,Emmahadtheperusalofit;

  andshereaditwithadegreeofpleasureandadmirationwhichmadeheratfirstshakeherheadoverherownsensations,andthinkshehadundervaluedtheirstrength。Itwasalong,well-writtenletter,givingtheparticularsofhisjourneyandofhisfeelings,expressingalltheaffection,gratitude,andrespectwhichwasnaturalandhonourable,anddescribingeverythingexteriorandlocalthatcouldbesupposedattractive,withspiritandprecision。

  Nosuspiciousflourishesnowofapologyorconcern;itwasthelanguageofrealfeelingtowardsMrs。Weston;andthetransitionfromHighburytoEnscombe,thecontrastbetweentheplacesinsomeofthefirstblessingsofsociallifewasjustenoughtouchedontoshewhowkeenlyitwasfelt,andhowmuchmoremighthavebeensaidbutfortherestraintsofpropriety——Thecharmofherownnamewasnotwanting。MissWoodhouseappearedmorethanonce,andneverwithoutasomethingofpleasingconnexion,eitheracomplimenttohertaste,oraremembranceofwhatshehadsaid;

  andintheverylasttimeofitsmeetinghereye,unadornedasitwasbyanysuchbroadwreathofgallantry,sheyetcoulddiscerntheeffectofherinfluenceandacknowledgethegreatestcomplimentperhapsofallconveyed。Compressedintotheverylowestvacantcornerwerethesewords——“IhadnotasparemomentonTuesday,asyouknow,forMissWoodhouse’sbeautifullittlefriend。Praymakemyexcusesandadieustoher。”This,Emmacouldnotdoubt,wasallforherself。Harrietwasrememberedonlyfrombeingherfriend。

  HisinformationandprospectsastoEnscombewereneitherworsenorbetterthanhadbeenanticipated;Mrs。Churchillwasrecovering,andhedarednotyet,eveninhisownimagination,fixatimeforcomingtoRandallsagain。

  Gratifying,however,andstimulativeaswastheletterinthematerialpart,itssentiments,sheyetfound,whenitwasfoldedupandreturnedtoMrs。Weston,thatithadnotaddedanylastingwarmth,thatshecouldstilldowithoutthewriter,andthathemustlearntodowithouther。Herintentionswereunchanged。Herresolutionofrefusalonlygrewmoreinterestingbytheadditionofaschemeforhissubsequentconsolationandhappiness。HisrecollectionofHarriet,andthewordswhichclothedit,the“beautifullittlefriend。”

  suggestedtohertheideaofHarriet’ssucceedingherinhisaffections。

  Wasitimpossible?——No——Harrietundoubtedlywasgreatlyhisinferiorinunderstanding;buthehadbeenverymuchstruckwiththelovelinessofherfaceandthewarmsimplicityofhermanner;

  andalltheprobabilitiesofcircumstanceandconnexionwereinherfavour——ForHarriet,itwouldbeadvantageousanddelightfulindeed。

  “Imustnotdwelluponit。”saidshe——“Imustnotthinkofit。

  Iknowthedangerofindulgingsuchspeculations。Butstrangerthingshavehappened;andwhenweceasetocareforeachotheraswedonow,itwillbethemeansofconfirmingusinthatsortoftruedisinterestedfriendshipwhichIcanalreadylookforwardtowithpleasure。”

  ItwaswelltohaveacomfortinstoreonHarriet’sbehalf,thoughitmightbewisetoletthefancytouchitseldom;forevilinthatquarterwasathand。AsFrankChurchill’sarrivalhadsucceededMr。Elton’sengagementintheconversationofHighbury,asthelatestinteresthadentirelybornedownthefirst,sonowuponFrankChurchill’sdisappearance,Mr。Elton’sconcernswereassumingthemostirresistibleform——Hiswedding-daywasnamed。

  Hewouldsoonbeamongthemagain;Mr。Eltonandhisbride。

  TherewashardlytimetotalkoverthefirstletterfromEnscombebefore“Mr。Eltonandhisbride“wasineverybody’smouth,andFrankChurchillwasforgotten。Emmagrewsickatthesound。

  ShehadhadthreeweeksofhappyexemptionfromMr。Elton;

  andHarriet’smind,shehadbeenwillingtohope,hadbeenlatelygainingstrength。WithMr。Weston’sballinviewatleast,therehadbeenagreatdealofinsensibilitytootherthings;

  butitwasnowtooevidentthatshehadnotattainedsuchastateofcomposureascouldstandagainsttheactualapproach——newcarriage,bell-ringing,andall。

  PoorHarrietwasinaflutterofspiritswhichrequiredallthereasoningsandsoothingsandattentionsofeverykindthatEmmacouldgive。Emmafeltthatshecouldnotdotoomuchforher,thatHarriethadarighttoallheringenuityandallherpatience;

  butitwasheavyworktobeforeverconvincingwithoutproducinganyeffect,foreveragreedto,withoutbeingabletomaketheiropinionsthesame。Harrietlistenedsubmissively,andsaid“itwasverytrue——

  itwasjustasMissWoodhousedescribed——itwasnotworthwhiletothinkaboutthem——andshewouldnotthinkaboutthemanylonger“

  butnochangeofsubjectcouldavail,andthenexthalf-hoursawherasanxiousandrestlessabouttheEltonsasbefore。

  AtlastEmmaattackedheronanotherground。

  “YourallowingyourselftobesooccupiedandsounhappyaboutMr。Elton’smarrying,Harriet,isthestrongestreproachyoucanmakeme。YoucouldnotgivemeagreaterreproofforthemistakeI

  fellinto。Itwasallmydoing,Iknow。Ihavenotforgottenit,Iassureyou——Deceivedmyself,Ididverymiserablydeceiveyou——

  anditwillbeapainfulreflectiontomeforever。Donotimaginemeindangerofforgettingit。”

  Harrietfeltthistoomuchtouttermorethanafewwordsofeagerexclamation。Emmacontinued,“Ihavenotsaid,exertyourselfHarrietformysake;thinkless,talklessofMr。Eltonformysake;becauseforyourownsakerather,Iwouldwishittobedone,forthesakeofwhatismoreimportantthanmycomfort,ahabitofself-commandinyou,aconsiderationofwhatisyourduty,anattentiontopropriety,anendeavourtoavoidthesuspicionsofothers,tosaveyourhealthandcredit,andrestoreyourtranquillity。ThesearethemotiveswhichI

  havebeenpressingonyou。Theyareveryimportant——andsorryIamthatyoucannotfeelthemsufficientlytoactuponthem。

  Mybeingsavedfrompainisaverysecondaryconsideration。I

  wantyoutosaveyourselffromgreaterpain。PerhapsImaysometimeshavefeltthatHarrietwouldnotforgetwhatwasdue——orratherwhatwouldbekindbyme。”

  Thisappealtoheraffectionsdidmorethanalltherest。

  TheideaofwantinggratitudeandconsiderationforMissWoodhouse,whomshereallylovedextremely,madeherwretchedforawhile,andwhentheviolenceofgriefwascomfortedaway,stillremainedpowerfulenoughtoprompttowhatwasrightandsupportherinitverytolerably。

  “You,whohavebeenthebestfriendIeverhadinmylife——

  Wantgratitudetoyou!——Nobodyisequaltoyou!——IcarefornobodyasIdoforyou!——Oh!MissWoodhouse,howungratefulIhavebeen!“

  Suchexpressions,assistedastheywerebyeverythingthatlookandmannercoulddo,madeEmmafeelthatshehadneverlovedHarrietsowell,norvaluedheraffectionsohighlybefore。

  “Thereisnocharmequaltotendernessofheart。”saidsheafterwardstoherself。“Thereisnothingtobecomparedtoit。

  Warmthandtendernessofheart,withanaffectionate,openmanner,willbeatalltheclearnessofheadintheworld,forattraction,Iamsureitwill。Itistendernessofheartwhichmakesmydearfathersogenerallybeloved——whichgivesIsabellaallherpopularity——

  Ihaveitnot——butIknowhowtoprizeandrespectit——Harrietismysuperiorinallthecharmandallthefelicityitgives。

  DearHarriet!——Iwouldnotchangeyoufortheclearest-headed,longest-sighted,best-judgingfemalebreathing。Oh!thecoldnessofaJaneFairfax!——Harrietisworthahundredsuch——Andforawife——

  asensibleman’swife——itisinvaluable。Imentionnonames;

  buthappythemanwhochangesEmmaforHarriet!“

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  Mrs。Eltonwasfirstseenatchurch:butthoughdevotionmightbeinterrupted,curiositycouldnotbesatisfiedbyabrideinapew,anditmustbeleftforthevisitsinformwhichwerethentobepaid,tosettlewhethershewereveryprettyindeed,oronlyratherpretty,ornotprettyatall。

  Emmahadfeelings,lessofcuriositythanofprideorpropriety,tomakeherresolveonnotbeingthelasttopayherrespects;

  andshemadeapointofHarriet’sgoingwithher,thattheworstofthebusinessmightbegonethroughassoonaspossible。

  Shecouldnotenterthehouseagain,couldnotbeinthesameroomtowhichshehadwithsuchvainartificeretreatedthreemonthsago,tolaceupherboot,withoutrecollecting。Athousandvexatiousthoughtswouldrecur。Compliments,charades,andhorribleblunders;

  anditwasnottobesupposedthatpoorHarrietshouldnotberecollectingtoo;butshebehavedverywell,andwasonlyratherpaleandsilent。Thevisitwasofcourseshort;andtherewassomuchembarrassmentandoccupationofmindtoshortenit,thatEmmawouldnotallowherselfentirelytoformanopinionofthelady,andonnoaccounttogiveone,beyondthenothing-meaningtermsofbeing“elegantlydressed,andverypleasing。”

  Shedidnotreallylikeher。Shewouldnotbeinahurrytofindfault,butshesuspectedthattherewasnoelegance;——ease,butnotelegance——

  Shewasalmostsurethatforayoungwoman,astranger,abride,therewastoomuchease。Herpersonwasrathergood;herfacenotunpretty;butneitherfeature,norair,norvoice,normanner,wereelegant。Emmathoughtatleastitwouldturnoutso。

  AsforMr。Elton,hismannersdidnotappear——butno,shewouldnotpermitahastyorawittywordfromherselfabouthismanners。

  Itwasanawkwardceremonyatanytimetobereceivingweddingvisits,andamanhadneedbeallgracetoacquithimselfwellthroughit。

  Thewomanwasbetteroff;shemighthavetheassistanceoffineclothes,andtheprivilegeofbashfulness,butthemanhadonlyhisowngoodsensetodependon;andwhensheconsideredhowpeculiarlyunluckypoorMr。Eltonwasinbeinginthesameroomatoncewiththewomanhehadjustmarried,thewomanhehadwantedtomarry,andthewomanwhomhehadbeenexpectedtomarry,shemustallowhimtohavetherighttolookaslittlewise,andtobeasmuchaffectedly,andaslittlereallyeasyascouldbe。

  “Well,MissWoodhouse。”saidHarriet,whentheyhadquittedthehouse,andafterwaitinginvainforherfriendtobegin;

  “Well,MissWoodhouse,withagentlesigh,whatdoyouthinkofher?——

  Isnotsheverycharming?“

  TherewasalittlehesitationinEmma’sanswer。

  “Oh!yes——very——averypleasingyoungwoman。”

  “Ithinkherbeautiful,quitebeautiful。”

  “Verynicelydressed,indeed;aremarkablyelegantgown。”

  “Iamnotatallsurprizedthatheshouldhavefalleninlove。”

  “Oh!no——thereisnothingtosurprizeoneatall——Aprettyfortune;

  andshecameinhisway。”

  “Idaresay。”returnedHarriet,sighingagain,“Idaresayshewasverymuchattachedtohim。”

  “Perhapsshemight;butitisnoteveryman’sfatetomarrythewomanwholoveshimbest。MissHawkinsperhapswantedahome,andthoughtthisthebestoffershewaslikelytohave。”

  “Yes。”saidHarrietearnestly,“andwellshemight,nobodycouldeverhaveabetter。Well,Iwishthemhappywithallmyheart。

  Andnow,MissWoodhouse,IdonotthinkIshallmindseeingthemagain。

  Heisjustassuperiorasever;——butbeingmarried,youknow,itisquiteadifferentthing。No,indeed,MissWoodhouse,youneednotbeafraid;Icansitandadmirehimnowwithoutanygreatmisery。

  Toknowthathehasnotthrownhimselfaway,issuchacomfort!——

  Shedoesseemacharmingyoungwoman,justwhathedeserves。

  Happycreature!Hecalledher`Augusta。’Howdelightful!“

  Whenthevisitwasreturned,Emmamadeuphermind。Shecouldthenseemoreandjudgebetter。FromHarriet’shappeningnottobeatHartfield,andherfather’sbeingpresenttoengageMr。Elton,shehadaquarterofanhourofthelady’sconversationtoherself,andcouldcomposedlyattendtoher;andthequarterofanhourquiteconvincedherthatMrs。Eltonwasavainwoman,extremelywellsatisfiedwithherself,andthinkingmuchofherownimportance;

  thatshemeanttoshineandbeverysuperior,butwithmannerswhichhadbeenformedinabadschool,pertandfamiliar;thatallhernotionsweredrawnfromonesetofpeople,andonestyleofliving;

  thatifnotfoolishshewasignorant,andthathersocietywouldcertainlydoMr。Eltonnogood。

  Harrietwouldhavebeenabettermatch。Ifnotwiseorrefinedherself,shewouldhaveconnectedhimwiththosewhowere;butMissHawkins,itmightbefairlysupposedfromhereasyconceit,hadbeenthebestofherownset。Therichbrother-in-lawnearBristolwastheprideofthealliance,andhisplaceandhiscarriagesweretheprideofhim。

  TheveryfirstsubjectafterbeingseatedwasMapleGrove,“MybrotherMr。Suckling’sseat;“——acomparisonofHartfieldtoMapleGrove。

  ThegroundsofHartfieldweresmall,butneatandpretty;andthehousewasmodernandwell-built。Mrs。Eltonseemedmostfavourablyimpressedbythesizeoftheroom,theentrance,andallthatshecouldseeorimagine。“VerylikeMapleGroveindeed!——Shewasquitestruckbythelikeness!——Thatroomwastheveryshapeandsizeofthemorning-roomatMapleGrove;hersister’sfavouriteroom。”——

  Mr。Eltonwasappealedto——“Wasnotitastonishinglylike?——

  ShecouldreallyalmostfancyherselfatMapleGrove。”

  “Andthestaircase——Youknow,asIcamein,Iobservedhowverylikethestaircasewas;placedexactlyinthesamepartofthehouse。

  Ireallycouldnothelpexclaiming!Iassureyou,MissWoodhouse,itisverydelightfultome,toberemindedofaplaceIamsoextremelypartialtoasMapleGrove。Ihavespentsomanyhappymonthsthere!withalittlesighofsentiment。Acharmingplace,undoubtedly。Everybodywhoseesitisstruckbyitsbeauty;

  buttome,ithasbeenquiteahome。Wheneveryouaretransplanted,likeme,MissWoodhouse,youwillunderstandhowverydelightfulitistomeetwithanythingatalllikewhatonehasleftbehind。

  Ialwayssaythisisquiteoneoftheevilsofmatrimony。”

  Emmamadeasslightareplyasshecould;butitwasfullysufficientforMrs。Elton,whoonlywantedtobetalkingherself。

  “SoextremelylikeMapleGrove!Anditisnotmerelythehouse——

  thegrounds,Iassureyou,asfarasIcouldobserve,arestrikinglylike。ThelaurelsatMapleGroveareinthesameprofusionashere,andstandverymuchinthesameway——justacrossthelawn;

  andIhadaglimpseofafinelargetree,withabenchroundit,whichputmesoexactlyinmind!Mybrotherandsisterwillbeenchantedwiththisplace。Peoplewhohaveextensivegroundsthemselvesarealwayspleasedwithanythinginthesamestyle。”

  Emmadoubtedthetruthofthissentiment。Shehadagreatideathatpeoplewhohadextensivegroundsthemselvescaredverylittlefortheextensivegroundsofanybodyelse;butitwasnotworthwhiletoattackanerrorsodouble-dyed,andthereforeonlysaidinreply,“Whenyouhaveseenmoreofthiscountry,IamafraidyouwillthinkyouhaveoverratedHartfield。Surryisfullofbeauties。”

  “Oh!yes,Iamquiteawareofthat。ItisthegardenofEngland,youknow。SurryisthegardenofEngland。”

  “Yes;butwemustnotrestourclaimsonthatdistinction。

  Manycounties,Ibelieve,arecalledthegardenofEngland,aswellasSurry。”

  “No,Ifancynot。”repliedMrs。Elton,withamostsatisfiedsmile。”

  IneverheardanycountybutSurrycalledso。”

  Emmawassilenced。

  “Mybrotherandsisterhavepromisedusavisitinthespring,orsummeratfarthest。”continuedMrs。Elton;“andthatwillbeourtimeforexploring。Whiletheyarewithus,weshallexploreagreatdeal,Idaresay。Theywillhavetheirbarouche-landau,ofcourse,whichholdsfourperfectly;andtherefore,withoutsayinganythingofourcarriage,weshouldbeabletoexplorethedifferentbeautiesextremelywell。Theywouldhardlycomeintheirchaise,Ithink,atthatseasonoftheyear。Indeed,whenthetimedrawson,Ishalldecidedlyrecommendtheirbringingthebarouche-landau;

  itwillbesoverymuchpreferable。Whenpeoplecomeintoabeautifulcountryofthissort,youknow,MissWoodhouse,onenaturallywishesthemtoseeasmuchaspossible;andMr。Sucklingisextremelyfondofexploring。WeexploredtoKing’s-Westontwicelastsummer,inthatway,mostdelightfully,justaftertheirfirsthavingthebarouche-landau。Youhavemanypartiesofthatkindhere,Isuppose,MissWoodhouse,everysummer?“

  “No;notimmediatelyhere。Weareratheroutofdistanceoftheverystrikingbeautieswhichattractthesortofpartiesyouspeakof;

  andweareaveryquietsetofpeople,Ibelieve;moredisposedtostayathomethanengageinschemesofpleasure。”

  “Ah!thereisnothinglikestayingathomeforrealcomfort。

  NobodycanbemoredevotedtohomethanIam。IwasquiteaproverbforitatMapleGrove。ManyatimehasSelinasaid,whenshehasbeengoingtoBristol,`Ireallycannotgetthisgirltomovefromthehouse。Iabsolutelymustgoinbymyself,thoughI

  hatebeingstuckupinthebarouche-landauwithoutacompanion;

  butAugusta,Ibelieve,withherowngood-will,wouldneverstirbeyondtheparkpaling。’Manyatimehasshesaidso;andyetI

  amnoadvocateforentireseclusion。Ithink,onthecontrary,whenpeopleshutthemselvesupentirelyfromsociety,itisaverybadthing;andthatitismuchmoreadvisabletomixintheworldinaproperdegree,withoutlivinginiteithertoomuchortoolittle。

  Iperfectlyunderstandyoursituation,however,MissWoodhouse——

  lookingtowardsMr。Woodhouse,Yourfather’sstateofhealthmustbeagreatdrawback。WhydoesnothetryBath?——Indeedheshould。

  LetmerecommendBathtoyou。IassureyouIhavenodoubtofitsdoingMr。Woodhousegood。”

  “Myfathertrieditmorethanonce,formerly;butwithoutreceivinganybenefit;andMr。Perry,whosename,Idaresay,isnotunknowntoyou,doesnotconceiveitwouldbeatallmorelikelytobeusefulnow。”

  “Ah!that’sagreatpity;forIassureyou,MissWoodhouse,wherethewatersdoagree,itisquitewonderfultherelieftheygive。InmyBathlife,Ihaveseensuchinstancesofit!

  Anditissocheerfulaplace,thatitcouldnotfailofbeingofusetoMr。Woodhouse’sspirits,which,Iunderstand,aresometimesmuchdepressed。Andastoitsrecommendationstoyou,IfancyI

  neednottakemuchpainstodwellonthem。TheadvantagesofBathtotheyoungareprettygenerallyunderstood。Itwouldbeacharmingintroductionforyou,whohavelivedsosecludedalife;andIcouldimmediatelysecureyousomeofthebestsocietyintheplace。

  Alinefrommewouldbringyoualittlehostofacquaintance;andmyparticularfriend,Mrs。Partridge,theladyIhavealwaysresidedwithwheninBath,wouldbemosthappytoshewyouanyattentions,andwouldbetheverypersonforyoutogointopublicwith。”

  ItwasasmuchasEmmacouldbear,withoutbeingimpolite。

  TheideaofherbeingindebtedtoMrs。Eltonforwhatwascalledanintroduction——ofhergoingintopublicundertheauspicesofafriendofMrs。Elton’s——probablysomevulgar,dashingwidow,who,withthehelpofaboarder,justmadeashifttolive!——

  ThedignityofMissWoodhouse,ofHartfield,wassunkindeed!

  Sherestrainedherself,however,fromanyofthereproofsshecouldhavegiven,andonlythankedMrs。Eltoncoolly;“buttheirgoingtoBathwasquiteoutofthequestion;andshewasnotperfectlyconvincedthattheplacemightsuitherbetterthanherfather。”

  Andthen,topreventfartheroutrageandindignation,changedthesubjectdirectly。

  “Idonotaskwhetheryouaremusical,Mrs。Elton。Upontheseoccasions,alady’scharactergenerallyprecedesher;andHighburyhaslongknownthatyouareasuperiorperformer。”

  “Oh!no,indeed;Imustprotestagainstanysuchidea。

  Asuperiorperformer!——veryfarfromit,Iassureyou。

  Considerfromhowpartialaquarteryourinformationcame。

  Iamdoatinglyfondofmusic——passionatelyfond;——andmyfriendssayIamnotentirelydevoidoftaste;butastoanythingelse,uponmyhonourmyperformanceismediocretothelastdegree。

  You,MissWoodhouse,Iwellknow,playdelightfully。Iassureyouithasbeenthegreatestsatisfaction,comfort,anddelighttome,tohearwhatamusicalsocietyIamgotinto。Iabsolutelycannotdowithoutmusic。Itisanecessaryoflifetome;andhavingalwaysbeenusedtoaverymusicalsociety,bothatMapleGroveandinBath,itwouldhavebeenamostserioussacrifice。IhonestlysaidasmuchtoMr。E。whenhewasspeakingofmyfuturehome,andexpressinghisfearslesttheretirementofitshouldbedisagreeable;

  andtheinferiorityofthehousetoo——knowingwhatIhadbeenaccustomedto——ofcoursehewasnotwhollywithoutapprehension。

  Whenhewasspeakingofitinthatway,IhonestlysaidthattheworldIcouldgiveup——parties,balls,plays——forIhadnofearofretirement。Blessedwithsomanyresourceswithinmyself,theworldwasnotnecessarytome。Icoulddoverywellwithoutit。

  Tothosewhohadnoresourcesitwasadifferentthing;butmyresourcesmademequiteindependent。Andastosmaller-sizedroomsthanIhadbeenusedto,Ireallycouldnotgiveitathought。

  IhopedIwasperfectlyequaltoanysacrificeofthatdescription。

  CertainlyIhadbeenaccustomedtoeveryluxuryatMapleGrove;butI

  didassurehimthattwocarriageswerenotnecessarytomyhappiness,norwerespaciousapartments。`But,’saidI,`tobequitehonest,IdonotthinkIcanlivewithoutsomethingofamusicalsociety。

  Iconditionfornothingelse;butwithoutmusic,lifewouldbeablanktome。’“

  “Wecannotsuppose。”saidEmma,smiling,“thatMr。EltonwouldhesitatetoassureyouoftherebeingaverymusicalsocietyinHighbury;

  andIhopeyouwillnotfindhehasoutsteppedthetruthmorethanmaybepardoned,inconsiderationofthemotive。”

  “No,indeed,Ihavenodoubtsatallonthathead。Iamdelightedtofindmyselfinsuchacircle。Ihopeweshallhavemanysweetlittleconcertstogether。Ithink,MissWoodhouse,youandI

  mustestablishamusicalclub,andhaveregularweeklymeetingsatyourhouse,orours。Willnotitbeagoodplan?Ifweexertourselves,Ithinkweshallnotbelonginwantofallies。

  Somethingofthatnaturewouldbeparticularlydesirableforme,asaninducementtokeepmeinpractice;formarriedwomen,youknow——

  thereisasadstoryagainstthem,ingeneral。Theyarebuttooapttogiveupmusic。”

  “Butyou,whoaresoextremelyfondofit——therecanbenodanger,surely?“

  “Ishouldhopenot;butreallywhenIlookaroundamongmyacquaintance,Itremble。Selinahasentirelygivenupmusic——nevertouchestheinstrument——thoughsheplayedsweetly。AndthesamemaybesaidofMrs。Jeffereys——ClaraPartridge,thatwas——andofthetwoMilmans,nowMrs。BirdandMrs。JamesCooper;andofmorethanIcanenumerate。

  Uponmyworditisenoughtoputoneinafright。IusedtobequiteangrywithSelina;butreallyIbeginnowtocomprehendthatamarriedwomanhasmanythingstocallherattention。

  IbelieveIwashalfanhourthismorningshutupwithmyhousekeeper。”

  “Buteverythingofthatkind。”saidEmma,“willsoonbeinsoregularatrain——“

  “Well。”saidMrs。Elton,laughing,“weshallsee。”

  Emma,findinghersodetermineduponneglectinghermusic,hadnothingmoretosay;and,afteramoment’spause,Mrs。Eltonchoseanothersubject。

  “WehavebeencallingatRandalls。”saidshe,“andfoundthembothathome;andverypleasantpeopletheyseemtobe。

  Ilikethemextremely。Mr。Westonseemsanexcellentcreature——

  quiteafirst-ratefavouritewithmealready,Iassureyou。

  Andsheappearssotrulygood——thereissomethingsomotherlyandkind-heartedabouther,thatitwinsupononedirectly。

  Shewasyourgoverness,Ithink?“

  Emmawasalmosttoomuchastonishedtoanswer;butMrs。Eltonhardlywaitedfortheaffirmativebeforeshewenton。

  “Havingunderstoodasmuch,Iwasratherastonishedtofindhersoverylady-like!Butsheisreallyquitethegentlewoman。”

  “Mrs。Weston’smanners。”saidEmma,“werealwaysparticularlygood。

  Theirpropriety,simplicity,andelegance,wouldmakethemthesafestmodelforanyyoungwoman。”

  “Andwhodoyouthinkcameinwhilewewerethere?“

  Emmawasquiteataloss。Thetoneimpliedsomeoldacquaintance——

  andhowcouldshepossiblyguess?

  “Knightley!“continuedMrs。Elton;“Knightleyhimself!——Wasnotitlucky?——for,notbeingwithinwhenhecalledtheotherday,Ihadneverseenhimbefore;andofcourse,assoparticularafriendofMr。E。’s,Ihadagreatcuriosity。`MyfriendKnightley’

  hadbeensooftenmentioned,thatIwasreallyimpatienttoseehim;

  andImustdomycarosposothejusticetosaythatheneednotbeashamedofhisfriend。Knightleyisquitethegentleman。

  Ilikehimverymuch。Decidedly,Ithink,averygentleman-likeman。”

  Happily,itwasnowtimetobegone。Theywereoff;andEmmacouldbreathe。

  “Insufferablewoman!“washerimmediateexclamation。“WorsethanI

  hadsupposed。Absolutelyinsufferable!Knightley!——Icouldnothavebelievedit。Knightley!——neverseenhiminherlifebefore,andcallhimKnightley!——anddiscoverthatheisagentleman!

  Alittleupstart,vulgarbeing,withherMr。E。,andhercarosposo,andherresources,andallherairsofpertpretensionandunderbredfinery。ActuallytodiscoverthatMr。Knightleyisagentleman!Idoubtwhetherhewillreturnthecompliment,anddiscoverhertobealady。Icouldnothavebelievedit!

  AndtoproposethatsheandIshouldunitetoformamusicalclub!

  Onewouldfancywewerebosomfriends!AndMrs。Weston!——

  Astonishedthatthepersonwhohadbroughtmeupshouldbeagentlewoman!Worseandworse。Inevermetwithherequal。

  Muchbeyondmyhopes。Harrietisdisgracedbyanycomparison。

  Oh!whatwouldFrankChurchillsaytoher,ifhewerehere?

  Howangryandhowdivertedhewouldbe!Ah!thereIam——

  thinkingofhimdirectly。Alwaysthefirstpersontobethoughtof!

  HowIcatchmyselfout!FrankChurchillcomesasregularlyintomymind!“——

  Allthisransogliblythroughherthoughts,thatbythetimeherfatherhadarrangedhimself,afterthebustleoftheEltons’

  departure,andwasreadytospeak,shewasverytolerablycapableofattending。

  “Well,mydear。”hedeliberatelybegan,“consideringweneversawherbefore,sheseemsaveryprettysortofyounglady;andIdaresayshewasverymuchpleasedwithyou。Shespeaksalittletooquick。

  Alittlequicknessofvoicethereiswhichratherhurtstheear。

  ButIbelieveIamnice;Idonotlikestrangevoices;andnobodyspeakslikeyouandpoorMissTaylor。However,sheseemsaveryobliging,pretty-behavedyounglady,andnodoubtwillmakehimaverygoodwife。

  ThoughIthinkhehadbetternothavemarried。ImadethebestexcusesIcouldfornothavingbeenabletowaitonhimandMrs。Eltononthishappyoccasion;IsaidthatIhopedIshouldinthecourseofthesummer。ButIoughttohavegonebefore。Nottowaituponabrideisveryremiss。Ah!itshewswhatasadinvalidIam!

  ButIdonotlikethecornerintoVicarageLane。”

  “Idaresayyourapologieswereaccepted,sir。Mr。Eltonknowsyou。”

  “Yes:butayounglady——abride——Ioughttohavepaidmyrespectstoherifpossible。Itwasbeingverydeficient。”

  “But,mydearpapa,youarenofriendtomatrimony;andthereforewhyshouldyoubesoanxioustopayyourrespectstoabride?

  Itoughttobenorecommendationtoyou。Itisencouragingpeopletomarryifyoumakesomuchofthem。”

  “No,mydear,Ineverencouragedanybodytomarry,butIwouldalwayswishtopayeveryproperattentiontoalady——andabride,especially,isnevertobeneglected。Moreisavowedlyduetoher。

  Abride,youknow,mydear,isalwaysthefirstincompany,lettheothersbewhotheymay。”

  “Well,papa,ifthisisnotencouragementtomarry,Idonotknowwhatis。AndIshouldneverhaveexpectedyoutobelendingyoursanctiontosuchvanity-baitsforpooryoungladies。”

  “Mydear,youdonotunderstandme。Thisisamatterofmerecommonpolitenessandgood-breeding,andhasnothingtodowithanyencouragementtopeopletomarry。”

  Emmahaddone。Herfatherwasgrowingnervous,andcouldnotunderstandher。HermindreturnedtoMrs。Elton’soffences,andlong,verylong,didtheyoccupyher。

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  Emmawasnotrequired,byanysubsequentdiscovery,toretractherillopinionofMrs。Elton。Herobservationhadbeenprettycorrect。

  SuchasMrs。Eltonappearedtoheronthissecondinterview,suchsheappearedwhenevertheymetagain,——self-important,presuming,familiar,ignorant,andill-bred。Shehadalittlebeautyandalittleaccomplishment,butsolittlejudgmentthatshethoughtherselfcomingwithsuperiorknowledgeoftheworld,toenlivenandimproveacountryneighbourhood;andconceivedMissHawkinstohaveheldsuchaplaceinsocietyasMrs。Elton’sconsequenceonlycouldsurpass。

  TherewasnoreasontosupposeMr。Eltonthoughtatalldifferentlyfromhiswife。Heseemednotmerelyhappywithher,butproud。

  HehadtheairofcongratulatinghimselfonhavingbroughtsuchawomantoHighbury,asnotevenMissWoodhousecouldequal;

  andthegreaterpartofhernewacquaintance,disposedtocommend,ornotinthehabitofjudging,followingtheleadofMissBates’sgood-will,ortakingitforgrantedthatthebridemustbeascleverandasagreeableassheprofessedherself,wereverywellsatisfied;

  sothatMrs。Elton’spraisepassedfromonemouthtoanotherasitoughttodo,unimpededbyMissWoodhouse,whoreadilycontinuedherfirstcontributionandtalkedwithagoodgraceofherbeing“verypleasantandveryelegantlydressed。”

  InonerespectMrs。Eltongrewevenworsethanshehadappearedatfirst。HerfeelingsalteredtowardsEmma——Offended,probably,bythelittleencouragementwhichherproposalsofintimacymetwith,shedrewbackinherturnandgraduallybecamemuchmorecoldanddistant;andthoughtheeffectwasagreeable,theill-willwhichproduceditwasnecessarilyincreasingEmma’sdislike。

  Hermanners,too——andMr。Elton’s,wereunpleasanttowardsHarriet。

  Theyweresneeringandnegligent。EmmahopeditmustrapidlyworkHarriet’scure;butthesensationswhichcouldpromptsuchbehavioursunkthembothverymuch——ItwasnottobedoubtedthatpoorHarriet’sattachmenthadbeenanofferingtoconjugalunreserve,andherownshareinthestory,underacolouringtheleastfavourabletoherandthemostsoothingtohim,hadinalllikelihoodbeengivenalso。Shewas,ofcourse,theobjectoftheirjointdislike——

  Whentheyhadnothingelsetosay,itmustbealwayseasytobeginabusingMissWoodhouse;andtheenmitywhichtheydarednotshewinopendisrespecttoher,foundabroaderventincontemptuoustreatmentofHarriet。

  Mrs。EltontookagreatfancytoJaneFairfax;andfromthefirst。

  Notmerelywhenastateofwarfarewithoneyoungladymightbesupposedtorecommendtheother,butfromtheveryfirst;andshewasnotsatisfiedwithexpressinganaturalandreasonableadmiration——

  butwithoutsolicitation,orplea,orprivilege,shemustbewantingtoassistandbefriendher——BeforeEmmahadforfeitedherconfidence,andaboutthethirdtimeoftheirmeeting,sheheardallMrs。Elton’sknight-errantryonthesubject——

  “JaneFairfaxisabsolutelycharming,MissWoodhouse——IquiteraveaboutJaneFairfax——Asweet,interestingcreature。Somildandladylike——andwithsuchtalents!——IassureyouIthinkshehasveryextraordinarytalents。Idonotscrupletosaythatsheplaysextremelywell。Iknowenoughofmusictospeakdecidedlyonthatpoint。Oh!sheisabsolutelycharming!Youwilllaughatmywarmth——but,uponmyword,ItalkofnothingbutJaneFairfax——

  Andhersituationissocalculatedtoaffectone!——MissWoodhouse,wemustexertourselvesandendeavourtodosomethingforher。

  Wemustbringherforward。Suchtalentashersmustnotbesufferedtoremainunknown——Idaresayyouhaveheardthosecharminglinesofthepoet,`Fullmanyaflowerisborntoblushunseen,`Andwasteitsfragranceonthedesertair。’

  WemustnotallowthemtobeverifiedinsweetJaneFairfax。”

  “Icannotthinkthereisanydangerofit。”wasEmma’scalmanswer——

  “andwhenyouarebetteracquaintedwithMissFairfax’ssituationandunderstandwhatherhomehasbeen,withColonelandMrs。Campbell,Ihavenoideathatyouwillsupposehertalentscanbeunknown。”

  “Oh!butdearMissWoodhouse,sheisnowinsuchretirement,suchobscurity,sothrownaway——WhateveradvantagesshemayhaveenjoyedwiththeCampbellsaresopalpablyatanend!AndIthinkshefeelsit。Iamsureshedoes。Sheisverytimidandsilent。

  Onecanseethatshefeelsthewantofencouragement。Ilikeherthebetterforit。Imustconfessitisarecommendationtome。

  Iamagreatadvocatefortimidity——andIamsureonedoesnotoftenmeetwithit——Butinthosewhoareatallinferior,itisextremelyprepossessing。Oh!Iassureyou,JaneFairfaxisaverydelightfulcharacter,andinterestsmemorethanI

  canexpress。”

  “Youappeartofeelagreatdeal——butIamnotawarehowyouoranyofMissFairfax’sacquaintancehere,anyofthosewhohaveknownherlongerthanyourself,canshewheranyotherattentionthan“——

  “MydearMissWoodhouse,avastdealmaybedonebythosewhodaretoact。YouandIneednotbeafraid。Ifwesettheexample,manywillfollowitasfarastheycan;thoughallhavenotoursituations。Wehavecarriagestofetchandconveyherhome,andweliveinastylewhichcouldnotmaketheadditionofJaneFairfax,atanytime,theleastinconvenient——IshouldbeextremelydispleasedifWrightweretosendusupsuchadinner,ascouldmakemeregrethavingaskedmorethanJaneFairfaxtopartakeofit。Ihavenoideaofthatsortofthing。

  ItisnotlikelythatIshould,consideringwhatIhavebeenusedto。

  Mygreatestdanger,perhaps,inhousekeeping,maybequitetheotherway,indoingtoomuch,andbeingtoocarelessofexpense。

  MapleGrovewillprobablybemymodelmorethanitoughttobe——

  forwedonotatallaffecttoequalmybrother,Mr。Suckling,inincome——However,myresolutionistakenastonoticingJaneFairfax——

  Ishallcertainlyhaveherveryoftenatmyhouse,shallintroduceherwhereverIcan,shallhavemusicalpartiestodrawouthertalents,andshallbeconstantlyonthewatchforaneligiblesituation。

  Myacquaintanceissoveryextensive,thatIhavelittledoubtofhearingofsomethingtosuithershortly——Ishallintroduceher,ofcourse,veryparticularlytomybrotherandsisterwhentheycometous。Iamsuretheywilllikeherextremely;andwhenshegetsalittleacquaintedwiththem,herfearswillcompletelywearoff,fortherereallyisnothinginthemannersofeitherbutwhatishighlyconciliating——Ishallhaveherveryoftenindeedwhiletheyarewithme,andIdaresayweshallsometimesfindaseatforherinthebarouche-landauinsomeofourexploringparties。”

  “PoorJaneFairfax!“——thoughtEmma——“Youhavenotdeservedthis。

  YoumayhavedonewrongwithregardtoMr。Dixon,butthisisapunishmentbeyondwhatyoucanhavemerited!——ThekindnessandprotectionofMrs。Elton!——`JaneFairfaxandJaneFairfax。’Heavens!

  Letmenotsupposethatshedaresgoabout,EmmaWoodhouse-ingme!——

  Butuponmyhonour,thereseemsnolimitstothelicentiousnessofthatwoman’stongue!“

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