HehadfrightenedheralittleaboutMr。Elton;butwhensheconsideredthatMr。Knightleycouldnothaveobservedhimasshehaddone,neitherwiththeinterest,norshemustbeallowedtotellherself,inspiteofMr。Knightley’spretensionswiththeskillofsuchanobserveronsuchaquestionasherself,thathehadspokenithastilyandinanger,shewasabletobelieve,thathehadrathersaidwhathewishedresentfullytobetrue,thanwhatheknewanythingabout。HecertainlymighthaveheardMr。Eltonspeakwithmoreunreservethanshehadeverdone,andMr。Eltonmightnotbeofanimprudent,inconsideratedispositionastomoneymatters;
hemightnaturallyberatherattentivethanotherwisetothem;
butthen,Mr。Knightleydidnotmakedueallowancefortheinfluenceofastrongpassionatwarwithallinterestedmotives。Mr。Knightleysawnosuchpassion,andofcoursethoughtnothingofitseffects;
butshesawtoomuchofittofeeladoubtofitsovercominganyhesitationsthatareasonableprudencemightoriginallysuggest;
andmorethanareasonable,becomingdegreeofprudence,shewasverysuredidnotbelongtoMr。Elton。
Harriet’scheerfullookandmannerestablishedhers:shecameback,nottothinkofMr。Martin,buttotalkofMr。Elton。MissNashhadbeentellinghersomething,whichsherepeatedimmediatelywithgreatdelight。Mr。PerryhadbeentoMrs。Goddard’stoattendasickchild,andMissNashhadseenhim,andhehadtoldMissNash,thatashewascomingbackyesterdayfromClaytonPark,hehadmetMr。Elton,andfoundtohisgreatsurprize,thatMr。EltonwasactuallyonhisroadtoLondon,andnotmeaningtoreturntillthemorrow,thoughitwasthewhist-clubnight,whichhehadbeenneverknowntomissbefore;andMr。Perryhadremonstratedwithhimaboutit,andtoldhimhowshabbyitwasinhim,theirbestplayer,toabsenthimself,andtriedverymuchtopersuadehimtoputoffhisjourneyonlyoneday;butitwouldnotdo;Mr。Eltonhadbeendeterminedtogoon,andhadsaidinaveryparticularwayindeed,thathewasgoingonbusinesswhichhewouldnotputoffforanyinducementintheworld;andsomethingaboutaveryenviablecommission,andbeingthebearerofsomethingexceedinglyprecious。Mr。Perrycouldnotquiteunderstandhim,buthewasverysuretheremustbealadyinthecase,andhetoldhimso;andMr。Eltononlylookedveryconsciousandsmiling,androdeoffingreatspirits。
MissNashhadtoldherallthis,andhadtalkedagreatdealmoreaboutMr。Elton;andsaid,lookingsoverysignificantlyather,“thatshedidnotpretendtounderstandwhathisbusinessmightbe,butsheonlyknewthatanywomanwhomMr。Eltoncouldprefer,sheshouldthinktheluckiestwomanintheworld;for,beyondadoubt,Mr。Eltonhadnothisequalforbeautyoragreeableness。”
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Mr。Knightleymightquarrelwithher,butEmmacouldnotquarrelwithherself。Hewassomuchdispleased,thatitwaslongerthanusualbeforehecametoHartfieldagain;andwhentheydidmeet,hisgravelooksshewedthatshewasnotforgiven。Shewassorry,butcouldnotrepent。Onthecontrary,herplansandproceedingsweremoreandmorejustifiedandendearedtoherbythegeneralappearancesofthenextfewdays。
ThePicture,elegantlyframed,camesafelytohandsoonafterMr。Elton’sreturn,andbeinghungoverthemantelpieceofthecommonsitting-room,hegotuptolookatit,andsighedouthishalfsentencesofadmirationjustasheought;andasforHarriet’sfeelings,theywerevisiblyformingthemselvesintoasstrongandsteadyanattachmentasheryouthandsortofmindadmitted。EmmawassoonperfectlysatisfiedofMr。Martin’sbeingnootherwiseremembered,thanashefurnishedacontrastwithMr。Elton,oftheutmostadvantagetothelatter。
Herviewsofimprovingherlittlefriend’smind,byagreatdealofusefulreadingandconversation,hadneveryetledtomorethanafewfirstchapters,andtheintentionofgoingonto-morrow。
Itwasmucheasiertochatthantostudy;muchpleasantertoletherimaginationrangeandworkatHarriet’sfortune,thantobelabouringtoenlargehercomprehensionorexerciseitonsoberfacts;
andtheonlyliterarypursuitwhichengagedHarrietatpresent,theonlymentalprovisionshewasmakingfortheeveningoflife,wasthecollectingandtranscribingalltheriddlesofeverysortthatshecouldmeetwith,intoathinquartoofhot-pressedpaper,madeupbyherfriend,andornamentedwithciphersandtrophies。
Inthisageofliterature,suchcollectionsonaverygrandscalearenotuncommon。MissNash,head-teacheratMrs。Goddard’s,hadwrittenoutatleastthreehundred;andHarriet,whohadtakenthefirsthintofitfromher,hoped,withMissWoodhouse’shelp,togetagreatmanymore。Emmaassistedwithherinvention,memoryandtaste;andasHarrietwroteaveryprettyhand,itwaslikelytobeanarrangementofthefirstorder,informaswellasquantity。
Mr。Woodhousewasalmostasmuchinterestedinthebusinessasthegirls,andtriedveryoftentorecollectsomethingworththeirputtingin。
“Somanycleverriddlesasthereusedtobewhenhewasyoung——hewonderedhecouldnotrememberthem!buthehopedheshouldintime。”
Anditalwaysendedin“Kitty,afairbutfrozenmaid。”
HisgoodfriendPerry,too,whomhehadspokentoonthesubject,didnotatpresentrecollectanythingoftheriddlekind;
buthehaddesiredPerrytobeuponthewatch,andashewentaboutsomuch,something,hethought,mightcomefromthatquarter。
Itwasbynomeanshisdaughter’swishthattheintellectsofHighburyingeneralshouldbeputunderrequisition。Mr。Eltonwastheonlyonewhoseassistancesheasked。Hewasinvitedtocontributeanyreallygoodenigmas,charades,orconundrumsthathemightrecollect;andshehadthepleasureofseeinghimmostintentlyatworkwithhisrecollections;andatthesametime,asshecouldperceive,mostearnestlycarefulthatnothingungallant,nothingthatdidnotbreatheacomplimenttothesexshouldpasshislips。Theyowedtohimtheirtwoorthreepolitestpuzzles;
andthejoyandexultationwithwhichatlastherecalled,andrathersentimentallyrecited,thatwell-knowncharade,Myfirstdothafflictiondenote,Whichmysecondisdestin’dtofeelAndmywholeisthebestantidoteThatafflictiontosoftenandheal——
madeherquitesorrytoacknowledgethattheyhadtranscribeditsomepagesagoalready。
“Whywillnotyouwriteoneyourselfforus,Mr。Elton?“saidshe;
“thatistheonlysecurityforitsfreshness;andnothingcouldbeeasiertoyou。”
“Ohno!hehadneverwritten,hardlyever,anythingofthekindinhislife。Thestupidestfellow!HewasafraidnotevenMissWoodhouse“——hestoptamoment——“orMissSmithcouldinspirehim。”
Theverynextdayhoweverproducedsomeproofofinspiration。
Hecalledforafewmoments,justtoleaveapieceofpaperonthetablecontaining,ashesaid,acharade,whichafriendofhishadaddressedtoayounglady,theobjectofhisadmiration,butwhich,fromhismanner,Emmawasimmediatelyconvincedmustbehisown。
“IdonotofferitforMissSmith’scollection。”saidhe。
“Beingmyfriend’s,Ihavenorighttoexposeitinanydegreetothepubliceye,butperhapsyoumaynotdislikelookingatit。”
ThespeechwasmoretoEmmathantoHarriet,whichEmmacouldunderstand。Therewasdeepconsciousnessabouthim,andhefounditeasiertomeethereyethanherfriend’s。
Hewasgonethenextmoment:——afteranothermoment’spause,“Takeit。”saidEmma,smiling,andpushingthepapertowardsHarriet——“itisforyou。Takeyourown。”
ButHarrietwasinatremor,andcouldnottouchit;andEmma,neverlothtobefirst,wasobligedtoexamineitherself。
ToMiss——
CHARADE。
Myfirstdisplaysthewealthandpompofkings,Lordsoftheearth!theirluxuryandease。
Anotherviewofman,mysecondbrings,Beholdhimthere,themonarchoftheseas!
Butah!united,whatreversewehave!
Man’sboastedpowerandfreedom,allareflown;
Lordoftheearthandsea,hebendsaslave,Andwoman,lovelywoman,reignsalone。
Thyreadywitthewordwillsoonsupply,Mayitsapprovalbeaminthatsofteye!
Shecasthereyeoverit,pondered,caughtthemeaning,readitthroughagaintobequitecertain,andquitemistressofthelines,andthenpassingittoHarriet,sathappilysmiling,andsayingtoherself,whileHarrietwaspuzzlingoverthepaperinalltheconfusionofhopeanddulness,“Verywell,Mr。Elton,verywellindeed。
Ihavereadworsecharades。Courtship——averygoodhint。
Igiveyoucreditforit。Thisisfeelingyourway。Thisissayingveryplainly——`Pray,MissSmith,givemeleavetopaymyaddressestoyou。
Approvemycharadeandmyintentionsinthesameglance。’
Mayitsapprovalbeaminthatsofteye!
Harrietexactly。Softistheverywordforhereye——ofallepithets,thejustestthatcouldbegiven。
Thyreadywitthewordwillsoonsupply。
Humph——Harriet’sreadywit!Allthebetter。Amanmustbeverymuchinlove,indeed,todescribeherso。Ah!Mr。Knightley,Iwishyouhadthebenefitofthis;Ithinkthiswouldconvinceyou。
Foronceinyourlifeyouwouldbeobligedtoownyourselfmistaken。
Anexcellentcharadeindeed!andverymuchtothepurpose。
Thingsmustcometoacrisissoonnow。”
Shewasobligedtobreakofffromtheseverypleasantobservations,whichwereotherwiseofasorttorunintogreatlength,bytheeagernessofHarriet’swonderingquestions。
“Whatcanitbe,MissWoodhouse?——whatcanitbe?Ihavenotanidea——I
cannotguessitintheleast。Whatcanitpossiblybe?Dotrytofinditout,MissWoodhouse。Dohelpme。Ineversawanythingsohard。Isitkingdom?Iwonderwhothefriendwas——andwhocouldbetheyounglady。Doyouthinkitisagoodone?Canitbewoman?
Andwoman,lovelywoman,reignsalone。
CanitbeNeptune?
Beholdhimthere,themonarchoftheseas!
Oratrident?oramermaid?orashark?Oh,no!sharkisonlyonesyllable。Itmustbeveryclever,orhewouldnothavebroughtit。
Oh!MissWoodhouse,doyouthinkweshalleverfinditout?“
“Mermaidsandsharks!Nonsense!MydearHarriet,whatareyouthinkingof?Wherewouldbetheuseofhisbringingusacharademadebyafrienduponamermaidorashark?Givemethepaperandlisten。
ForMiss——,readMissSmith。
Myfirstdisplaysthewealthandpompofkings,Lordsoftheearth!theirluxuryandease。
Thatiscourt。
Anotherviewofman,mysecondbrings;
Beholdhimthere,themonarchoftheseas!
Thatisship;——plainasitcanbe——Nowforthecream。
Butah!united,courtship,youknow,whatreversewehave!
Man’sboastedpowerandfreedom,allareflown。
Lordoftheearthandsea,hebendsaslave,Andwoman,lovelywoman,reignsalone。
Averypropercompliment!——andthenfollowstheapplication,whichIthink,mydearHarriet,youcannotfindmuchdifficultyincomprehending。Readitincomforttoyourself。Therecanbenodoubtofitsbeingwrittenforyouandtoyou。”
Harrietcouldnotlongresistsodelightfulapersuasion。
Shereadtheconcludinglines,andwasallflutterandhappiness。
Shecouldnotspeak。Butshewasnotwantedtospeak。Itwasenoughforhertofeel。Emmaspokeforher。
“Thereissopointed,andsoparticularameaninginthiscompliment。”
saidshe,“thatIcannothaveadoubtastoMr。Elton’sintentions。
Youarehisobject——andyouwillsoonreceivethecompletestproofofit。Ithoughtitmustbeso。IthoughtIcouldnotbesodeceived;
butnow,itisclear;thestateofhismindisasclearanddecided,asmywishesonthesubjecthavebeeneversinceIknewyou。
Yes,Harriet,justsolonghaveIbeenwantingtheverycircumstancetohappenwhathashappened。IcouldnevertellwhetheranattachmentbetweenyouandMr。Eltonweremostdesirableormostnatural。
Itsprobabilityanditseligibilityhavereallysoequalledeachother!Iamveryhappy。Icongratulateyou,mydearHarriet,withallmyheart。Thisisanattachmentwhichawomanmaywellfeelprideincreating。Thisisaconnexionwhichoffersnothingbutgood。
Itwillgiveyoueverythingthatyouwant——consideration,independence,aproperhome——itwillfixyouinthecentreofallyourrealfriends,closetoHartfieldandtome,andconfirmourintimacyforever。
This,Harriet,isanalliancewhichcanneverraiseablushineitherofus。”
“DearMissWoodhouse!“——and“DearMissWoodhouse。”wasallthatHarriet,withmanytenderembracescouldarticulateatfirst;butwhentheydidarriveatsomethingmorelikeconversation,itwassufficientlycleartoherfriendthatshesaw,felt,anticipated,andrememberedjustassheought。Mr。Elton’ssuperiorityhadveryampleacknowledgment。
“Whateveryousayisalwaysright。”criedHarriet,“andthereforeIsuppose,andbelieve,andhopeitmustbeso;butotherwiseIcouldnothaveimaginedit。ItissomuchbeyondanythingIdeserve。
Mr。Elton,whomightmarryanybody!Therecannotbetwoopinionsabouthim。Heissoverysuperior。Onlythinkofthosesweetverses——“ToMiss。”Dearme,howclever!——Coulditreallybemeantforme?“
“Icannotmakeaquestion,orlistentoaquestionaboutthat。
Itisacertainty。Receiveitonmyjudgment。Itisasortofprologuetotheplay,amottotothechapter;andwillbesoonfollowedbymatter-of-factprose。”
“Itisasortofthingwhichnobodycouldhaveexpected。Iamsure,amonthago,Ihadnomoreideamyself!——Thestrangestthingsdotakeplace!“
“WhenMissSmithsandMr。Eltonsgetacquainted——theydoindeed——andreallyitisstrange;itisoutofthecommoncoursethatwhatissoevidently,sopalpablydesirable——whatcourtsthepre-arrangementofotherpeople,shouldsoimmediatelyshapeitselfintotheproperform。
YouandMr。Eltonarebysituationcalledtogether;youbelongtooneanotherbyeverycircumstanceofyourrespectivehomes。
YourmarryingwillbeequaltothematchatRandalls。TheredoesseemtobeasomethingintheairofHartfieldwhichgivesloveexactlytherightdirection,andsendsitintotheverychannelwhereitoughttoflow。
Thecourseoftrueloveneverdidrunsmooth——
AHartfieldeditionofShakespearewouldhavealongnoteonthatpassage。”
“ThatMr。Eltonshouldreallybeinlovewithme,——me,ofallpeople,whodidnotknowhim,tospeaktohim,atMichaelmas!Andhe,theveryhandsomestmanthateverwas,andamanthateverybodylooksupto,quitelikeMr。Knightley!Hiscompanysosoughtafter,thateverybodysaysheneednoteatasinglemealbyhimselfifhedoesnotchuseit;thathehasmoreinvitationsthantherearedaysintheweek。AndsoexcellentintheChurch!MissNashhasputdownallthetextshehaseverpreachedfromsincehecametoHighbury。
Dearme!WhenIlookbacktothefirsttimeIsawhim!HowlittledidIthink!——ThetwoAbbotsandIranintothefrontroomandpeepedthroughtheblindwhenweheardhewasgoingby,andMissNashcameandscoldedusaway,andstaidtolookthroughherself;
however,shecalledmebackpresently,andletmelooktoo,whichwasverygood-natured。Andhowbeautifulwethoughthelooked!
Hewasarm-in-armwithMr。Cole。”
“Thisisanalliancewhich,whoever——whateveryourfriendsmaybe,mustbeagreeabletothem,providedatleasttheyhavecommonsense;
andwearenottobeaddressingourconducttofools。Iftheyareanxioustoseeyouhappilymarried,hereisamanwhoseamiablecharactergiveseveryassuranceofit;——iftheywishtohaveyousettledinthesamecountryandcirclewhichtheyhavechosentoplaceyouin,hereitwillbeaccomplished;andiftheironlyobjectisthatyoushould,inthecommonphrase,bewellmarried,hereisthecomfortablefortune,therespectableestablishment,theriseintheworldwhichmustsatisfythem。”
“Yes,verytrue。Hownicelyyoutalk;Ilovetohearyou。
Youunderstandeverything。YouandMr。Eltonareoneascleverastheother。Thischarade!——IfIhadstudiedatwelvemonth,Icouldneverhavemadeanythinglikeit。”
“Ithoughthemeanttotryhisskill,byhismannerofdecliningityesterday。”
“Idothinkitis,withoutexception,thebestcharadeIeverread。”
“Ineverreadonemoretothepurpose,certainly。”
“Itisaslongagainasalmostallwehavehadbefore。”
“Idonotconsideritslengthasparticularlyinitsfavour。
Suchthingsingeneralcannotbetooshort。”
Harrietwastoointentonthelinestohear。Themostsatisfactorycomparisonswererisinginhermind。
“Itisonething。”saidshe,presently——hercheeksinaglow——“tohaveverygoodsenseinacommonway,likeeverybodyelse,andifthereisanythingtosay,tositdownandwritealetter,andsayjustwhatyoumust,inashortway;andanother,towriteversesandcharadeslikethis。”
EmmacouldnothavedesiredamorespiritedrejectionofMr。Martin’sprose。
“Suchsweetlines!“continuedHarriet——“thesetwolast!——ButhowshallIeverbeabletoreturnthepaper,orsayIhavefounditout?——Oh!MissWoodhouse,whatcanwedoaboutthat?“
“Leaveittome。Youdonothing。Hewillbeherethisevening,Idaresay,andthenIwillgiveithimback,andsomenonsenseorotherwillpassbetweenus,andyoushallnotbecommitted——Yoursofteyesshallchusetheirowntimeforbeaming。Trusttome。”
“Oh!MissWoodhouse,whatapitythatImustnotwritethisbeautifulcharadeintomybook!IamsureIhavenotgotonehalfsogood。”
“Leaveoutthetwolastlines,andthereisnoreasonwhyyoushouldnotwriteitintoyourbook。”
“Oh!butthosetwolinesare“——
“Thebestofall。Granted;——forprivateenjoyment;andforprivateenjoymentkeepthem。Theyarenotatallthelesswrittenyouknow,becauseyoudividethem。Thecoupletdoesnotceasetobe,nordoesitsmeaningchange。Buttakeitaway,andallappropriationceases,andaveryprettygallantcharaderemains,fitforanycollection。
Dependuponit,hewouldnotliketohavehischaradeslighted,muchbetterthanhispassion。Apoetinlovemustbeencouragedinbothcapacities,orneither。Givemethebook,Iwillwriteitdown,andthentherecanbenopossiblereflectiononyou。”
Harrietsubmitted,thoughhermindcouldhardlyseparatetheparts,soastofeelquitesurethatherfriendwerenotwritingdownadeclarationoflove。Itseemedtoopreciousanofferingforanydegreeofpublicity。
“Ishallneverletthatbookgooutofmyownhands。”saidshe。
“Verywell。”repliedEmma;“amostnaturalfeeling;andthelongeritlasts,thebetterIshallbepleased。Buthereismyfathercoming:youwillnotobjecttomyreadingthecharadetohim。
Itwillbegivinghimsomuchpleasure!Helovesanythingofthesort,andespeciallyanythingthatpayswomanacompliment。
Hehasthetenderestspiritofgallantrytowardsusall!——Youmustletmereadittohim。”
Harrietlookedgrave。
“MydearHarriet,youmustnotrefinetoomuchuponthischarade——Youwillbetrayyourfeelingsimproperly,ifyouaretooconsciousandtooquick,andappeartoaffixmoremeaning,orevenquiteallthemeaningwhichmaybeaffixedtoit。
Donotbeoverpoweredbysuchalittletributeofadmiration。
Ifhehadbeenanxiousforsecrecy,hewouldnothaveleftthepaperwhileIwasby;butheratherpushedittowardsmethantowardsyou。
Donotletusbetoosolemnonthebusiness。Hehasencouragementenoughtoproceed,withoutoursighingoutoursoulsoverthischarade。”
“Oh!no——IhopeIshallnotberidiculousaboutit。Doasyouplease。”
Mr。Woodhousecamein,andverysoonledtothesubjectagain,bytherecurrenceofhisveryfrequentinquiryof“Well,mydears,howdoesyourbookgoon?——Haveyougotanythingfresh?“
“Yes,papa;wehavesomethingtoreadyou,somethingquitefresh。
Apieceofpaperwasfoundonthetablethismorning——dropt,wesuppose,byafairy——containingaveryprettycharade,andwehavejustcopieditin。”
Shereadittohim,justashelikedtohaveanythingread,slowlyanddistinctly,andtwoorthreetimesover,withexplanationsofeverypartassheproceeded——andhewasverymuchpleased,and,asshehadforeseen,especiallystruckwiththecomplimentaryconclusion。
“Aye,that’sveryjust,indeed,that’sveryproperlysaid。
Verytrue。`Woman,lovelywoman。’Itissuchaprettycharade,mydear,thatIcaneasilyguesswhatfairybroughtit——Nobodycouldhavewrittensoprettily,butyou,Emma。”
Emmaonlynodded,andsmiled——Afteralittlethinking,andaverytendersigh,headded,“Ah!itisnodifficultytoseewhoyoutakeafter!Yourdearmotherwassocleveratallthosethings!IfIhadbuthermemory!ButI
canremembernothing;——noteventhatparticularriddlewhichyouhaveheardmemention;Icanonlyrecollectthefirststanza;
andthereareseveral。
Kitty,afairbutfrozenmaid,KindledaflameIyetdeplore,Thehood-wink’dboyIcalledtoaid,Thoughofhisnearapproachafraid,Sofataltomysuitbefore。
AndthatisallthatIcanrecollectofit——butitisverycleverallthewaythrough。ButIthink,mydear,yousaidyouhadgotit。”
“Yes,papa,itiswrittenoutinoursecondpage。WecopieditfromtheElegantExtracts。ItwasGarrick’s,youknow。”
“Aye,verytrue——IwishIcouldrecollectmoreofit。
Kitty,afairbutfrozenmaid。
ThenamemakesmethinkofpoorIsabella;forshewasverynearbeingchristenedCatherineafterhergrandmama。Ihopeweshallhaveherherenextweek。Haveyouthought,mydear,whereyoushallputher——andwhatroomtherewillbeforthechildren?“
“Oh!yes——shewillhaveherownroom,ofcourse;theroomshealwayshas;——andthereisthenurseryforthechildren,——justasusual,youknow。Whyshouldtherebeanychange?“
“Idonotknow,mydear——butitissolongsinceshewashere!——notsincelastEaster,andthenonlyforafewdays——Mr。JohnKnightley’sbeingalawyerisveryinconvenient——PoorIsabella!——sheissadlytakenawayfromusall!——andhowsorryshewillbewhenshecomes,nottoseeMissTaylorhere!“
“Shewillnotbesurprized,papa,atleast。”
“Idonotknow,mydear。IamsureIwasverymuchsurprizedwhenIfirstheardshewasgoingtobemarried。”
“WemustaskMr。andMrs。Westontodinewithus,whileIsabellaishere。”
“Yes,mydear,ifthereistime——But——inaverydepressedtone——sheiscomingforonlyoneweek。Therewillnotbetimeforanything。”
“Itisunfortunatethattheycannotstaylonger——butitseemsacaseofnecessity。Mr。JohnKnightleymustbeintownagainonthe28th,andweoughttobethankful,papa,thatwearetohavethewholeofthetimetheycangivetothecountry,thattwoorthreedaysarenottobetakenoutfortheAbbey。Mr。KnightleypromisestogiveuphisclaimthisChristmas——thoughyouknowitislongersincetheywerewithhim,thanwithus。”
“Itwouldbeveryhard,indeed,mydear,ifpoorIsabellaweretobeanywherebutatHartfield。”
Mr。WoodhousecouldneverallowforMr。Knightley’sclaimsonhisbrother,oranybody’sclaimsonIsabella,excepthisown。
Hesatmusingalittlewhile,andthensaid,“ButIdonotseewhypoorIsabellashouldbeobligedtogobacksosoon,thoughhedoes。Ithink,Emma,Ishalltryandpersuadehertostaylongerwithus。Sheandthechildrenmightstayverywell。”
“Ah!papa——thatiswhatyouneverhavebeenabletoaccomplish,andIdonotthinkyoueverwill。Isabellacannotbeartostaybehindherhusband。”
Thiswastootrueforcontradiction。Unwelcomeasitwas,Mr。
Woodhousecouldonlygiveasubmissivesigh;andasEmmasawhisspiritsaffectedbytheideaofhisdaughter’sattachmenttoherhusband,sheimmediatelyledtosuchabranchofthesubjectasmustraisethem。
“Harrietmustgiveusasmuchofhercompanyasshecanwhilemybrotherandsisterarehere。Iamsureshewillbepleasedwiththechildren。Weareveryproudofthechildren,arenotwe,papa?Iwonderwhichshewillthinkthehandsomest,HenryorJohn?“
“Aye,Iwonderwhichshewill。Poorlittledears,howgladtheywillbetocome。TheyareveryfondofbeingatHartfield,Harriet。”
“Idaresaytheyare,sir。IamsureIdonotknowwhoisnot。”
“Henryisafineboy,butJohnisverylikehismama。Henryistheeldest,hewasnamedafterme,notafterhisfather。John,thesecond,isnamedafterhisfather。Somepeoplearesurprized,Ibelieve,thattheeldestwasnot,butIsabellawouldhavehimcalledHenry,whichIthoughtveryprettyofher。Andheisaverycleverboy,indeed。Theyareallremarkablyclever;andtheyhavesomanyprettyways。Theywillcomeandstandbymychair,andsay,`Grandpapa,canyougivemeabitofstring?’andonceHenryaskedmeforaknife,butItoldhimkniveswereonlymadeforgrandpapas。
Ithinktheirfatheristooroughwiththemveryoften。”
“Heappearsroughtoyou。”saidEmma,“becauseyouaresoverygentleyourself;butifyoucouldcomparehimwithotherpapas,youwouldnotthinkhimrough。Hewisheshisboystobeactiveandhardy;
andiftheymisbehave,cangivethemasharpwordnowandthen;
butheisanaffectionatefather——certainlyMr。JohnKnightleyisanaffectionatefather。Thechildrenareallfondofhim。”
“Andthentheirunclecomesin,andtossesthemuptotheceilinginaveryfrightfulway!“
“Buttheylikeit,papa;thereisnothingtheylikesomuch。
Itissuchenjoymenttothem,thatiftheiruncledidnotlaydowntheruleoftheirtakingturns,whicheverbeganwouldnevergivewaytotheother。”
“Well,Icannotunderstandit。”
“Thatisthecasewithusall,papa。Onehalfoftheworldcannotunderstandthepleasuresoftheother。”
Laterinthemorning,andjustasthegirlsweregoingtoseparateinpreparationfortheregularfouro’clockdinner,theheroofthisinimitablecharadewalkedinagain。Harrietturnedaway;
butEmmacouldreceivehimwiththeusualsmile,andherquickeyesoondiscernedinhistheconsciousnessofhavingmadeapush——ofhavingthrownadie;andsheimaginedhewascometoseehowitmightturnup。Hisostensiblereason,however,wastoaskwhetherMr。Woodhouse’spartycouldbemadeupintheeveningwithouthim,orwhetherheshouldbeinthesmallestdegreenecessaryatHartfield。
Ifhewere,everythingelsemustgiveway;butotherwisehisfriendColehadbeensayingsomuchabouthisdiningwithhim——hadmadesuchapointofit,thathehadpromisedhimconditionallytocome。
Emmathankedhim,butcouldnotallowofhisdisappointinghisfriendontheiraccount;herfatherwassureofhisrubber。
Here-urged——shere-declined;andheseemedthenabouttomakehisbow,whentakingthepaperfromthetable,shereturnedit——
“Oh!hereisthecharadeyouweresoobligingastoleavewithus;
thankyouforthesightofit。Weadmireditsomuch,thatIhaveventuredtowriteitintoMissSmith’scollection。YourfriendwillnottakeitamissIhope。OfcourseIhavenottranscribedbeyondthefirsteightlines。”
Mr。Eltoncertainlydidnotverywellknowwhattosay。
Helookedratherdoubtingly——ratherconfused;saidsomethingabout“honour。”——glancedatEmmaandatHarriet,andthenseeingthebookopenonthetable,tookitup,andexamineditveryattentively。
Withtheviewofpassingoffanawkwardmoment,Emmasmilinglysaid,“Youmustmakemyapologiestoyourfriend;butsogoodacharademustnotbeconfinedtooneortwo。Hemaybesureofeverywoman’sapprobationwhilehewriteswithsuchgallantry。”
“Ihavenohesitationinsaying。”repliedMr。Elton,thoughhesitatingagooddealwhilehespoke;“Ihavenohesitationinsaying——atleastifmyfriendfeelsatallasIdo——Ihavenotthesmallestdoubtthat,couldheseehislittleeffusionhonouredasIseeit,lookingatthebookagain,andreplacingitonthetable,hewouldconsideritastheproudestmomentofhislife。”
Afterthisspeechhewasgoneassoonaspossible。Emmacouldnotthinkittoosoon;forwithallhisgoodandagreeablequalities,therewasasortofparadeinhisspeecheswhichwasveryapttoinclinehertolaugh。Sheranawaytoindulgetheinclination,leavingthetenderandthesublimeofpleasuretoHarriet’sshare。
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ThoughnowthemiddleofDecember,therehadyetbeennoweathertopreventtheyoungladiesfromtolerablyregularexercise;
andonthemorrow,Emmahadacharitablevisittopaytoapoorsickfamily,wholivedalittlewayoutofHighbury。
TheirroadtothisdetachedcottagewasdownVicarageLane,alaneleadingatrightanglesfromthebroad,thoughirregular,mainstreetoftheplace;and,asmaybeinferred,containingtheblessedabodeofMr。Elton。Afewinferiordwellingswerefirsttobepassed,andthen,aboutaquarterofamiledownthelanerosetheVicarage,anoldandnotverygoodhouse,almostasclosetotheroadasitcouldbe。Ithadnoadvantageofsituation;buthadbeenverymuchsmartenedupbythepresentproprietor;and,suchasitwas,therecouldbenopossibilityofthetwofriendspassingitwithoutaslackenedpaceandobservingeyes——Emma’sremarkwas——
“Thereitis。Theregoyouandyourriddle-bookoneofthesedays。”——
Harriet’swas——
“Oh,whatasweethouse!——Howverybeautiful!——TherearetheyellowcurtainsthatMissNashadmiressomuch。”
“Idonotoftenwalkthiswaynow。”saidEmma,astheyproceeded,“butthentherewillbeaninducement,andIshallgraduallygetintimatelyacquaintedwithallthehedges,gates,poolsandpollardsofthispartofHighbury。”
Harriet,shefound,hadneverinherlifebeenwithinsidetheVicarage,andhercuriositytoseeitwassoextreme,that,consideringexteriorsandprobabilities,Emmacouldonlyclassit,asaproofoflove,withMr。Elton’sseeingreadywitinher。
“Iwishwecouldcontriveit。”saidshe;“butIcannotthinkofanytolerablepretenceforgoingin;——noservantthatIwanttoinquireaboutofhishousekeeper——nomessagefrommyfather。”
Shepondered,butcouldthinkofnothing。Afteramutualsilenceofsomeminutes,Harrietthusbeganagain——
“Idosowonder,MissWoodhouse,thatyoushouldnotbemarried,orgoingtobemarried!socharmingasyouare!“——
Emmalaughed,andreplied,“Mybeingcharming,Harriet,isnotquiteenoughtoinducemetomarry;
Imustfindotherpeoplecharming——oneotherpersonatleast。
AndIamnotonly,notgoingtobemarried,atpresent,buthaveverylittleintentionofevermarryingatall。”
“Ah!——soyousay;butIcannotbelieveit。”
“ImustseesomebodyverysuperiortoanyoneIhaveseenyet,tobetempted;Mr。Elton,youknow,recollectingherself,
isoutofthequestion:andIdonotwishtoseeanysuchperson。
Iwouldrathernotbetempted。Icannotreallychangeforthebetter。
IfIweretomarry,Imustexpecttorepentit。”
“Dearme!——itissooddtohearawomantalkso!“——
“Ihavenoneoftheusualinducementsofwomentomarry。
WereItofallinlove,indeed,itwouldbeadifferentthing!
butIneverhavebeeninlove;itisnotmyway,ormynature;
andIdonotthinkIevershall。And,withoutlove,IamsureI
shouldbeafooltochangesuchasituationasmine。FortuneI
donotwant;employmentIdonotwant;consequenceIdonotwant:
Ibelievefewmarriedwomenarehalfasmuchmistressoftheirhusband’shouseasIamofHartfield;andnever,nevercouldIexpecttobesotrulybelovedandimportant;soalwaysfirstandalwaysrightinanyman’seyesasIaminmyfather’s。”
“Butthen,tobeanoldmaidatlast,likeMissBates!“
“Thatisasformidableanimageasyoucouldpresent,Harriet;andifI
thoughtIshouldeverbelikeMissBates!sosilly——sosatisfied——
sosmiling——soprosing——soundistinguishingandunfastidious——
andsoapttotelleverythingrelativetoeverybodyaboutme,Iwouldmarryto-morrow。Butbetweenus,Iamconvincedtherenevercanbeanylikeness,exceptinbeingunmarried。”
“Butstill,youwillbeanoldmaid!andthat’ssodreadful!“
“Nevermind,Harriet,Ishallnotbeapooroldmaid;anditispovertyonlywhichmakescelibacycontemptibletoagenerouspublic!
Asinglewoman,withaverynarrowincome,mustbearidiculous,disagreeableoldmaid!thepropersportofboysandgirls,butasinglewoman,ofgoodfortune,isalwaysrespectable,andmaybeassensibleandpleasantasanybodyelse。Andthedistinctionisnotquitesomuchagainstthecandourandcommonsenseoftheworldasappearsatfirst;foraverynarrowincomehasatendencytocontractthemind,andsourthetemper。
Thosewhocanbarelylive,andwholiveperforceinaverysmall,andgenerallyveryinferior,society,maywellbeilliberalandcross。
Thisdoesnotapply,however,toMissBates;sheisonlytoogoodnaturedandtoosillytosuitme;but,ingeneral,sheisverymuchtothetasteofeverybody,thoughsingleandthoughpoor。
Povertycertainlyhasnotcontractedhermind:Ireallybelieve,ifshehadonlyashillingintheworld,shewouldbeverylikelytogiveawaysixpenceofit;andnobodyisafraidofher:thatisagreatcharm。”
“Dearme!butwhatshallyoudo?howshallyouemployyourselfwhenyougrowold?“
“IfIknowmyself,Harriet,mineisanactive,busymind,withagreatmanyindependentresources;andIdonotperceivewhyIshouldbemoreinwantofemploymentatfortyorfiftythanone-and-twenty。
Woman’susualoccupationsofhandandmindwillbeasopentomethenastheyarenow;orwithnoimportantvariation。IfIdrawless,Ishallreadmore;ifIgiveupmusic,Ishalltaketocarpet-work。
Andasforobjectsofinterest,objectsfortheaffections,whichisintruththegreatpointofinferiority,thewantofwhichisreallythegreateviltobeavoidedinnotmarrying,Ishallbeverywelloff,withallthechildrenofasisterIlovesomuch,tocareabout。Therewillbeenoughofthem,inallprobability,tosupplyeverysortofsensationthatdeclininglifecanneed。
Therewillbeenoughforeveryhopeandeveryfear;andthoughmyattachmenttononecanequalthatofaparent,itsuitsmyideasofcomfortbetterthanwhatiswarmerandblinder。Mynephewsandnieces!——Ishalloftenhaveaniecewithme。”
“DoyouknowMissBates’sniece?Thatis,Iknowyoumusthaveseenherahundredtimes——butareyouacquainted?“
“Oh!yes;wearealwaysforcedtobeacquaintedwhenevershecomestoHighbury。Bythebye,thatisalmostenoughtoputoneoutofconceitwithaniece。Heavenforbid!atleast,thatIshouldeverborepeoplehalfsomuchaboutalltheKnightleystogether,asshedoesaboutJaneFairfax。OneissickoftheverynameofJaneFairfax。Everyletterfromherisreadfortytimesover;
hercomplimentstoallfriendsgoroundandroundagain;andifshedoesbutsendherauntthepatternofastomacher,orknitapairofgartersforhergrandmother,onehearsofnothingelseforamonth。
IwishJaneFairfaxverywell;butshetiresmetodeath。”
Theywerenowapproachingthecottage,andallidletopicsweresuperseded。Emmawasverycompassionate;andthedistressesofthepoorwereassureofrelieffromherpersonalattentionandkindness,hercounselandherpatience,asfromherpurse。
Sheunderstoodtheirways,couldallowfortheirignoranceandtheirtemptations,hadnoromanticexpectationsofextraordinaryvirtuefromthoseforwhomeducationhaddonesolittle;enteredintotheirtroubleswithreadysympathy,andalwaysgaveherassistancewithasmuchintelligenceasgood-will。Inthepresentinstance,itwassicknessandpovertytogetherwhichshecametovisit;
andafterremainingthereaslongasshecouldgivecomfortoradvice,shequittedthecottagewithsuchanimpressionofthesceneasmadehersaytoHarriet,astheywalkedaway,“Thesearethesights,Harriet,todoonegood。Howtriflingtheymakeeverythingelseappear!——IfeelnowasifIcouldthinkofnothingbutthesepoorcreaturesalltherestoftheday;andyet,whocansayhowsoonitmayallvanishfrommymind?“
“Verytrue。”saidHarriet。“Poorcreatures!onecanthinkofnothingelse。”
“Andreally,Idonotthinktheimpressionwillsoonbeover。”
saidEmma,asshecrossedthelowhedge,andtotteringfootstepwhichendedthenarrow,slipperypaththroughthecottagegarden,andbroughtthemintothelaneagain。“Idonotthinkitwill。”
stoppingtolookoncemoreatalltheoutwardwretchednessoftheplace,andrecallthestillgreaterwithin。
“Oh!dear,no。”saidhercompanion。
Theywalkedon。Thelanemadeaslightbend;andwhenthatbendwaspassed,Mr。Eltonwasimmediatelyinsight;andsonearastogiveEmmatimeonlytosayfarther,“Ah!Harriet,herecomesaverysuddentrialofourstabilityingoodthoughts。Well,smiling,Ihopeitmaybeallowedthatifcompassionhasproducedexertionandrelieftothesufferers,ithasdoneallthatistrulyimportant。Ifwefeelforthewretched,enoughtodoallwecanforthem,therestisemptysympathy,onlydistressingtoourselves。”
Harrietcouldjustanswer,“Oh!dear,yes。”beforethegentlemanjoinedthem。Thewantsandsufferingsofthepoorfamily,however,werethefirstsubjectonmeeting。Hehadbeengoingtocallonthem。Hisvisithewouldnowdefer;buttheyhadaveryinterestingparleyaboutwhatcouldbedoneandshouldbedone。
Mr。Eltonthenturnedbacktoaccompanythem。
“Tofallinwitheachotheronsuchanerrandasthis。”thoughtEmma;
“tomeetinacharitablescheme;thiswillbringagreatincreaseofloveoneachside。Ishouldnotwonderifitweretobringonthedeclaration。Itmust,ifIwerenothere。IwishIwereanywhereelse。”
Anxioustoseparateherselffromthemasfarasshecould,shesoonafterwardstookpossessionofanarrowfootpath,alittleraisedononesideofthelane,leavingthemtogetherinthemainroad。
ButshehadnotbeentheretwominuteswhenshefoundthatHarriet’shabitsofdependenceandimitationwerebringingheruptoo,andthat,inshort,theywouldbothbesoonafterher。Thiswouldnotdo;
sheimmediatelystopped,underpretenceofhavingsomealterationtomakeinthelacingofherhalf-boot,andstoopingdownincompleteoccupationofthefootpath,beggedthemtohavethegoodnesstowalkon,andshewouldfollowinhalfaminute。Theydidastheyweredesired;
andbythetimeshejudgeditreasonabletohavedonewithherboot,shehadthecomfortoffartherdelayinherpower,beingovertakenbyachildfromthecottage,settingout,accordingtoorders,withherpitcher,tofetchbrothfromHartfield。Towalkbythesideofthischild,andtalktoandquestionher,wasthemostnaturalthingintheworld,orwouldhavebeenthemostnatural,hadshebeenactingjustthenwithoutdesign;andbythismeanstheotherswerestillabletokeepahead,withoutanyobligationofwaitingforher。
Shegainedonthem,however,involuntarily:thechild’spacewasquick,andtheirsratherslow;andshewasthemoreconcernedatit,fromtheirbeingevidentlyinaconversationwhichinterestedthem。
Mr。Eltonwasspeakingwithanimation,Harrietlisteningwithaverypleasedattention;andEmma,havingsentthechildon,wasbeginningtothinkhowshemightdrawbackalittlemore,whentheybothlookedaround,andshewasobligedtojointhem。
Mr。Eltonwasstilltalking,stillengagedinsomeinterestingdetail;
andEmmaexperiencedsomedisappointmentwhenshefoundthathewasonlygivinghisfaircompanionanaccountoftheyesterday’spartyathisfriendCole’s,andthatshewascomeinherselffortheStiltoncheese,thenorthWiltshire,thebutter,thecellery,thebeet-root,andallthedessert。
“Thiswouldsoonhaveledtosomethingbetter,ofcourse。”washerconsolingreflection;“anythinginterestsbetweenthosewholove;
andanythingwillserveasintroductiontowhatisneartheheart。
IfIcouldbuthavekeptlongeraway!“
Theynowwalkedontogetherquietly,tillwithinviewofthevicaragepales,whenasuddenresolution,ofatleastgettingHarrietintothehouse,madeheragainfindsomethingverymuchamissaboutherboot,andfallbehindtoarrangeitoncemore。Shethenbrokethelaceoffshort,anddexterouslythrowingitintoaditch,waspresentlyobligedtoentreatthemtostop,andacknowledgedherinabilitytoputherselftorightssoastobeabletowalkhomeintolerablecomfort。
“Partofmylaceisgone。”saidshe,“andIdonotknowhowIamtocontrive。Ireallyamamosttroublesomecompaniontoyouboth,butIhopeIamnotoftensoill-equipped。Mr。Elton,Imustbegleavetostopatyourhouse,andaskyourhousekeeperforabitofribbandorstring,oranythingjusttokeepmybooton。”
Mr。Eltonlookedallhappinessatthisproposition;andnothingcouldexceedhisalertnessandattentioninconductingthemintohishouseandendeavouringtomakeeverythingappeartoadvantage。
Theroomtheyweretakenintowastheonehechieflyoccupied,andlookingforwards;behinditwasanotherwithwhichitimmediatelycommunicated;thedoorbetweenthemwasopen,andEmmapassedintoitwiththehousekeepertoreceiveherassistanceinthemostcomfortablemanner。Shewasobligedtoleavethedoorajarasshefoundit;butshefullyintendedthatMr。Eltonshouldcloseit。
Itwasnotclosed,however,itstillremainedajar;butbyengagingthehousekeeperinincessantconversation,shehopedtomakeitpracticableforhimtochusehisownsubjectintheadjoiningroom。
Fortenminutesshecouldhearnothingbutherself。Itcouldbeprotractednolonger。Shewasthenobligedtobefinished,andmakeherappearance。
Theloverswerestandingtogetheratoneofthewindows。Ithadamostfavourableaspect;and,forhalfaminute,Emmafeltthegloryofhavingschemedsuccessfully。Butitwouldnotdo;hehadnotcometothepoint。Hehadbeenmostagreeable,mostdelightful;
hehadtoldHarrietthathehadseenthemgoby,andhadpurposelyfollowedthem;otherlittlegallantriesandallusionshadbeendropt,butnothingserious。
“Cautious,verycautious。”thoughtEmma;“headvancesinchbyinch,andwillhazardnothingtillhebelieveshimselfsecure。”
Still,however,thougheverythinghadnotbeenaccomplishedbyheringeniousdevice,shecouldnotbutflatterherselfthatithadbeentheoccasionofmuchpresentenjoymenttoboth,andmustbeleadingthemforwardtothegreatevent。
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Mr。Eltonmustnowbelefttohimself。ItwasnolongerinEmma’spowertosuperintendhishappinessorquickenhismeasures。
Thecomingofhersister’sfamilywassoverynearathand,thatfirstinanticipation,andtheninreality,itbecamehenceforthherprimeobjectofinterest;andduringthetendaysoftheirstayatHartfielditwasnottobeexpected——shedidnotherselfexpect——
thatanythingbeyondoccasional,fortuitousassistancecouldbeaffordedbyhertothelovers。Theymightadvancerapidlyiftheywould,however;theymustadvancesomehoworotherwhethertheywouldorno。Shehardlywishedtohavemoreleisureforthem。
Therearepeople,whothemoreyoudoforthem,thelesstheywilldoforthemselves。
Mr。andMrs。JohnKnightley,fromhavingbeenlongerthanusualabsentfromSurry,wereexcitingofcourserathermorethantheusualinterest。Tillthisyear,everylongvacationsincetheirmarriagehadbeendividedbetweenHartfieldandDonwellAbbey;
butalltheholidaysofthisautumnhadbeengiventosea-bathingforthechildren,anditwasthereforemanymonthssincetheyhadbeenseeninaregularwaybytheirSurryconnexions,orseenatallbyMr。Woodhouse,whocouldnotbeinducedtogetsofarasLondon,evenforpoorIsabella’ssake;andwhoconsequentlywasnowmostnervouslyandapprehensivelyhappyinforestallingthistooshortvisit。
Hethoughtmuchoftheevilsofthejourneyforher,andnotalittleofthefatiguesofhisownhorsesandcoachmanwhoweretobringsomeofthepartythelasthalfoftheway;buthisalarmswereneedless;thesixteenmilesbeinghappilyaccomplished,andMr。andMrs。JohnKnightley,theirfivechildren,andacompetentnumberofnursery-maids,allreachingHartfieldinsafety。
Thebustleandjoyofsuchanarrival,themanytobetalkedto,welcomed,encouraged,andvariouslydispersedanddisposedof,producedanoiseandconfusionwhichhisnervescouldnothaveborneunderanyothercause,norhaveenduredmuchlongerevenforthis;
butthewaysofHartfieldandthefeelingsofherfatherweresorespectedbyMrs。JohnKnightley,thatinspiteofmaternalsolicitudefortheimmediateenjoymentofherlittleones,andfortheirhavinginstantlyallthelibertyandattendance,alltheeatinganddrinking,andsleepingandplaying,whichtheycouldpossiblywishfor,withoutthesmallestdelay,thechildrenwereneverallowedtobelongadisturbancetohim,eitherinthemselvesorinanyrestlessattendanceonthem。
Mrs。JohnKnightleywasapretty,elegantlittlewoman,ofgentle,quietmanners,andadispositionremarkablyamiableandaffectionate;
wraptupinherfamily;adevotedwife,adoatingmother,andsotenderlyattachedtoherfatherandsisterthat,butforthesehigherties,awarmerlovemighthaveseemedimpossible。
Shecouldneverseeafaultinanyofthem。Shewasnotawomanofstrongunderstandingoranyquickness;andwiththisresemblanceofherfather,sheinheritedalsomuchofhisconstitution;
wasdelicateinherownhealth,over-carefulofthatofherchildren,hadmanyfearsandmanynerves,andwasasfondofherownMr。WingfieldintownasherfathercouldbeofMr。Perry。Theywerealiketoo,inageneralbenevolenceoftemper,andastronghabitofregardforeveryoldacquaintance。
Mr。JohnKnightleywasatall,gentleman-like,andverycleverman;
risinginhisprofession,domestic,andrespectableinhisprivatecharacter;butwithreservedmannerswhichpreventedhisbeinggenerallypleasing;andcapableofbeingsometimesoutofhumour。
Hewasnotanill-temperedman,notsooftenunreasonablycrossastodeservesuchareproach;buthistemperwasnothisgreatperfection;and,indeed,withsuchaworshippingwife,itwashardlypossiblethatanynaturaldefectsinitshouldnotbeincreased。Theextremesweetnessofhertempermusthurthis。
Hehadalltheclearnessandquicknessofmindwhichshewanted,andhecouldsometimesactanungracious,orsayaseverething。
Hewasnotagreatfavouritewithhisfairsister-in-law。Nothingwronginhimescapedher。ShewasquickinfeelingthelittleinjuriestoIsabella,whichIsabellaneverfeltherself。
PerhapsshemighthavepassedovermorehadhismannersbeenflatteringtoIsabella’ssister,buttheywereonlythoseofacalmlykindbrotherandfriend,withoutpraiseandwithoutblindness;
buthardlyanydegreeofpersonalcomplimentcouldhavemadeherregardlessofthatgreatestfaultofallinhereyeswhichhesometimesfellinto,thewantofrespectfulforbearancetowardsherfather。
Therehehadnotalwaysthepatiencethatcouldhavebeenwished。
Mr。Woodhouse’speculiaritiesandfidgetinessweresometimesprovokinghimtoarationalremonstranceorsharpretortequallyill-bestowed。
Itdidnotoftenhappen;forMr。JohnKnightleyhadreallyagreatregardforhisfather-in-law,andgenerallyastrongsenseofwhatwasduetohim;butitwastoooftenforEmma’scharity,especiallyastherewasallthepainofapprehensionfrequentlytobeendured,thoughtheoffencecamenot。Thebeginning,however,ofeveryvisitdisplayednonebuttheproperestfeelings,andthisbeingofnecessitysoshortmightbehopedtopassawayinunsulliedcordiality。
TheyhadnotbeenlongseatedandcomposedwhenMr。Woodhouse,withamelancholyshakeoftheheadandasigh,calledhisdaughter’sattentiontothesadchangeatHartfieldsinceshehadbeentherelast。
“Ah,mydear。”saidhe,“poorMissTaylor——Itisagrievousbusiness。”
“Ohyes,sir。”criedshewithreadysympathy,“howyoumustmissher!AnddearEmma,too!——Whatadreadfullosstoyouboth!——
Ihavebeensogrievedforyou——Icouldnotimaginehowyoucouldpossiblydowithouther——Itisasadchangeindeed——ButIhopesheisprettywell,sir。”
“Prettywell,mydear——Ihope——prettywell——Idonotknowbutthattheplaceagreeswithhertolerably。”
Mr。JohnKnightleyhereaskedEmmaquietlywhethertherewereanydoubtsoftheairofRandalls。
“Oh!no——noneintheleast。IneversawMrs。Westonbetterinmylife——
neverlookingsowell。Papaisonlyspeakinghisownregret。”
“Verymuchtothehonourofboth。”wasthehandsomereply。
“Anddoyouseeher,sir,tolerablyoften?“askedIsabellaintheplaintivetonewhichjustsuitedherfather。
Mr。Woodhousehesitated——“Notnearsooften,mydear,asIcouldwish。”
“Oh!papa,wehavemissedseeingthembutoneentiredaysincetheymarried。Eitherinthemorningoreveningofeveryday,exceptingone,haveweseeneitherMr。WestonorMrs。Weston,andgenerallyboth,eitheratRandallsorhere——andasyoumaysuppose,Isabella,mostfrequentlyhere。Theyarevery,verykindintheirvisits。Mr。Westonisreallyaskindasherself。
Papa,ifyouspeakinthatmelancholyway,youwillbegivingIsabellaafalseideaofusall。EverybodymustbeawarethatMissTaylormustbemissed,buteverybodyoughtalsotobeassuredthatMr。andMrs。Westondoreallypreventourmissingherbyanymeanstotheextentweourselvesanticipated——whichistheexacttruth。”
“Justasitshouldbe。”saidMr。JohnKnightley,“andjustasIhopeditwasfromyourletters。Herwishofshewingyouattentioncouldnotbedoubted,andhisbeingadisengagedandsocialmanmakesitalleasy。Ihavebeenalwaystellingyou,mylove,thatIhadnoideaofthechangebeingsoverymaterialtoHartfieldasyouapprehended;
andnowyouhaveEmma’saccount,Ihopeyouwillbesatisfied。”
“Why,tobesure。”saidMr。Woodhouse——“yes,certainly——IcannotdenythatMrs。Weston,poorMrs。Weston,doescomeandseeusprettyoften——
butthen——sheisalwaysobligedtogoawayagain。”
“ItwouldbeveryharduponMr。Westonifshedidnot,papa——
YouquiteforgetpoorMr。Weston。”
“Ithink,indeed。”saidJohnKnightleypleasantly,“thatMr。Westonhassomelittleclaim。YouandI,Emma,willventuretotakethepartofthepoorhusband。I,beingahusband,andyounotbeingawife,theclaimsofthemanmayverylikelystrikeuswithequalforce。
AsforIsabella,shehasbeenmarriedlongenoughtoseetheconvenienceofputtingalltheMr。Westonsasideasmuchasshecan。”
“Me,mylove。”criedhiswife,hearingandunderstandingonlyinpart——
“Areyoutalkingaboutme?——Iamsurenobodyoughttobe,orcanbe,agreateradvocateformatrimonythanIam;andifithadnotbeenforthemiseryofherleavingHartfield,IshouldneverhavethoughtofMissTaylorbutasthemostfortunatewomanintheworld;
andastoslightingMr。Weston,thatexcellentMr。Weston,Ithinkthereisnothinghedoesnotdeserve。Ibelieveheisoneoftheverybest-temperedmenthateverexisted。Exceptingyourselfandyourbrother,Idonotknowhisequalfortemper。IshallneverforgethisflyingHenry’skiteforhimthatverywindydaylastEaster——andeversincehisparticularkindnesslastSeptembertwelvemonthinwritingthatnote,attwelveo’clockatnight,onpurposetoassuremethattherewasnoscarletfeveratCobham,Ihavebeenconvincedtherecouldnotbeamorefeelingheartnorabettermaninexistence——Ifanybodycandeservehim,itmustbeMissTaylor。”
“Whereistheyoungman?“saidJohnKnightley。“Hashebeenhereonthisoccasion——orhashenot?“
“Hehasnotbeenhereyet。”repliedEmma。“Therewasastrongexpectationofhiscomingsoonafterthemarriage,butitendedinnothing;andIhavenotheardhimmentionedlately。”
“Butyoushouldtellthemoftheletter,mydear。”saidherfather。
“HewrotealettertopoorMrs。Weston,tocongratulateher,andaveryproper,handsomeletteritwas。Sheshewedittome。
Ithoughtitverywelldoneofhimindeed。Whetheritwashisownideayouknow,onecannottell。Heisbutyoung,andhisuncle,perhaps——“
“Mydearpapa,heisthree-and-twenty。Youforgethowtimepasses。”
“Three-and-twenty!——isheindeed?——Well,Icouldnothavethoughtit——
andhewasbuttwoyearsoldwhenhelosthispoormother!Well,timedoesflyindeed!——andmymemoryisverybad。However,itwasanexceedinggood,prettyletter,andgaveMr。andMrs。Westonagreatdealofpleasure。IrememberitwaswrittenfromWeymouth,anddatedSept。28th——andbegan,`MydearMadam,’butIforgethowitwenton;anditwassigned`F。C。WestonChurchill。’——
Irememberthatperfectly。”
“Howverypleasingandproperofhim!“criedthegood-heartedMrs。JohnKnightley。“Ihavenodoubtofhisbeingamostamiableyoungman。
Buthowsaditisthatheshouldnotliveathomewithhisfather!
Thereissomethingsoshockinginachild’sbeingtakenawayfromhisparentsandnaturalhome!InevercouldcomprehendhowMr。Westoncouldpartwithhim。Togiveupone’schild!Ireallynevercouldthinkwellofanybodywhoproposedsuchathingtoanybodyelse。”
“NobodyeverdidthinkwelloftheChurchills,Ifancy。”
observedMr。JohnKnightleycoolly。“ButyouneednotimagineMr。WestontohavefeltwhatyouwouldfeelingivingupHenryorJohn。Mr。Westonisratheraneasy,cheerful-temperedman,thanamanofstrongfeelings;hetakesthingsashefindsthem,andmakesenjoymentofthemsomehoworother,depending,Isuspect,muchmoreuponwhatiscalledsocietyforhiscomforts,thatis,uponthepowerofeatinganddrinking,andplayingwhistwithhisneighboursfivetimesaweek,thanuponfamilyaffection,oranythingthathomeaffords。”
EmmacouldnotlikewhatborderedonareflectiononMr。Weston,andhadhalfamindtotakeitup;butshestruggled,andletitpass。Shewouldkeepthepeaceifpossible;andtherewassomethinghonourableandvaluableinthestrongdomestichabits,theall-sufficiencyofhometohimself,whenceresultedherbrother’sdispositiontolookdownonthecommonrateofsocialintercourse,andthosetowhomitwasimportant——Ithadahighclaimtoforbearance。
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Mr。Knightleywastodinewiththem——ratheragainsttheinclinationofMr。Woodhouse,whodidnotlikethatanyoneshouldsharewithhiminIsabella’sfirstday。Emma’ssenseofrighthoweverhaddecidedit;
andbesidestheconsiderationofwhatwasduetoeachbrother,shehadparticularpleasure,fromthecircumstanceofthelatedisagreementbetweenMr。Knightleyandherself,inprocuringhimtheproperinvitation。
Shehopedtheymightnowbecomefriendsagain。Shethoughtitwastimetomakeup。Making-upindeedwouldnotdo。Shecertainlyhadnotbeeninthewrong,andhewouldneverownthathehad。