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  CHAPTERLXVIII。

  LARKIE。

  Itwasalovelydayinspring。

  “Please,Mr。Grant,“saidDavie,“mayIhaveaholiday?”

  Donallookedathimwithalittlewonder:theboyhadneverbeforemadesucharequest!Butheansweredhimatonce。

  “Yes,certainly,Davie。ButIshouldliketoknowwhatyouwantitfor。“

  “Arkiewantsverymuchtohavearideto-day。ShesaysLarkie——I

  gavehimhisname,torimewithArkie——shesaysLarkiewillforgether,andshedoesnotwishtogooutwithForgue,soshewantsmetogowithheronmypony。“

  “Youwilltakegoodcareofher,Davie?”

  “Iwilltakecareofher,butyouneednotbeanxiousaboutus,Mr。

  Grant。Arkieisasplendidrider,andmuchpluckierthansheusedtobe!”

  Donaldid,however——hecouldnothavesaidwhy——feelalittleanxiety。Herepresseditasunfaithfulness,butitkeptreturning。

  Hecouldnotgowiththem——therewasnohorseforhim,andtogoonfoot,would,hefeared,spoiltheirride。HewassomuchafraidalsoofpresumingonladyArctura\'sregardforhim,thathewouldhaveshrunkfromofferinghaditbeenmorefeasible。Hegotabook,andstrolledintothepark,notevengoingtoseethemoff:Forguemightbeaboutthestable,andmakethingsunpleasant!

  HadForguebeenaboutthestable,hewould,Ithink,havesomehowmanagedtopreventtheride,forLarkie,thoughmuchbetter,wasnotyetcuredofhislameness。Arcturadidnotknowhehadbeenlame,orthathehadthereforebeenverylittleexercised,andwasnowratherwild,withapastern-jointfarfromequaltohisspirit。Therewasbutaboyaboutthestable,whoeitherdidnotunderstand,orwasafraidtospeak:sherodeinadangerofwhichsheknewnothing。Theconsequencewasthat,jumpingthemerestlittleditchinafieldoutsidethepark,theyhadafall。Thehorsegotupandtrottedlimpingtothestable;hismistresslaywhereshefell。Davie,wildwithmisery,gallopedhome。FromtheheightoftheparkDonalsawhimtearingalong,andknewsomethingwasamiss。Heran,gotoverthewall,foundthepony\'strack,andfollowingit,camewhereArcturalay。

  Therewasalittleclearwaterintheditch:hewethishandkerchief,andbathedherface。Shecametoherself,openedhereyeswithafaintsmile,andtriedtoraiseherself,butfellbackhelpless,andclosedhereyesagain。

  “IbelieveIamhurt!”shemurmurmed。“IthinkLarkiemusthavefallen!”

  Donalwouldhavecarriedher,butshemoanedso,thathegaveuptheideaatonce。Daviewasgoneforhelp;itwouldbebettertowait!

  Hepulledoffhiscoatandlaiditoverher,thenkneeling,raisedherheadalittlefromthedampgrounduponhisarm。Shelethimdoashepleased,butdidnotopenhereyes。

  Theyhadnotlongtowait。Severalcamerunning,amongthemlordForgue。Hefellbesidehiscousinonhisknees,andtookherhandinhis。Sheneithermovednorspoke。Asinsteadofdoinganythinghemerelypersistedinclaimingherattention,Donalsawitwasforhimtogiveorders。

  “Myladyismuchhurt,“hesaid:“oneofyougoatonceforthedoctor;theothersbringahand-barrow——Iknowthereisoneabouttheplace。Laythesquabofasofaonit,andmakehaste。LetmistressBrookesknow。“

  “Mindyourownbusiness,“saidForgue。

  “DoasMr。Granttellsyou,“saidladyArctura,withoutopeninghereyes。

  Themendepartedrunning。Forguerosefromhisknees,andwalkedslowlytoalittledistance,wherehestoodgnawinghislip。

  “Mylord,“saidDonal,“pleaserunandfetchalittlebrandyforherladyship。Shehasfainted。“

  WhatcouldForguedobutobey!Hestartedatonce,andwithtolerablespeed。ThenArcturaopenedhereyes,andsmiled。

  “Areyousufferingmuch,mylady?”askedDonal。

  “Agooddeal,“sheanswered,“butIdon\'tmindit——Thankyoufornotleavingme——ItisnomorethanIcanbear,onlybadwhenItrytomove。“

  “Theywillnotbelongnow,“hesaid。

  Againsheclosedhereyes,andwassilent。Donalwatchedthesweetface,whichacloudofsufferingwouldeverynowandthencross,andlifteduphishearttothesaviourofmen。

  Hesawthemcomingwiththeextemporizedlitter,behindthemmistressBrookes,withForgueandoneofthemaids。

  Whenshecameup,sheaddressedherselfinsilencetoDonal。Hetoldherhefearedherladyship\'sspinewashurt,Afterhisdirectionsheputherhandsunderherandthemaidtookherfeet,whilehe,placinghisotherarmunderhershoulders,andgentlyrising,raisedherbody。Beingallstrongandgentle,theymanagedthemovingwell,andlaidherslowlyonthelitter。Exceptamoanortwo,andagatheringofthebrows,shegavenosignofsuffering;nothingtobecalledacryescapedher。

  Donalattheheadandagroomatthefoot,liftedthelitter,andwithorderedstep,startedforthehouse。OnceortwicesheopenedhereyesandlookedupatDonal,then,asifsatisfied,closedthemagain。Beforetheyreachthehousethedoctormetthem,fortheyhadtowalkslowly。

  Forguecamebehindinadevilishhumour。HeknewthatfirsthisillusageofLarkie,andthenhispreventinganythingbeingsaidaboutit,musthavebeenthecauseoftheaccident;buthefeltwithsomesatisfaction——forselfsimplymakesdevilsofus——thatifshehadnotrefusedtogooutwithhim,itwouldnothavehappened;hewouldnothaveallowedhertomountLarkie。“Servedherright!”hecaughthimselfsayingonce,andwasashamed——butpresentlysaiditagain。

  Selfisasfullofwormsasitcanhold;Goddeliverusfromit!

  CHAPTERLXIX。

  THESICK-CHAMBER。

  Shewascarriedtoherroomandlaidonherbed。ThedoctorrequestedMrs。BrookesandDonaltoremain,anddismissedtherest,thenproceededtoexamineher。Therewerenobonesbroken,hesaid,butshemustbekeptveryquiet。Thewindowsmustbedarkened,andshemustifpossiblesleep。ShegaveDonalafaintsmile,andapitifulglance,butdidnotspeak。Ashewasfollowingthedoctorfromtheroom,shemadeasigntoMrs。Brookeswithhereyesthatshewantedtospeaktohim。

  Hecame,andbentovertohear,forshespokeveryfeebly。

  “Youwillcomeandseeme,Mr。Grant?”

  “Iwill,indeed,mylady。“

  “Everyday?”

  “Yes,mostcertainly,“hereplied。

  Shesmiled,andsodismissedhim。Hewentwithhisheartfull。

  AlittlewayfromthedoorstoodForgue,waitingforhimtocomeout。Hehadsentthedoctortohisfather。Donalpassedhimwithabendofthehead。Hefollowedhimtotheschoolroom。

  “Itistimethisfarcewasover,Grant!”hesaid。

  “Farce,mylord!”repeatedDonalindignantly。

  “Theseattentionstomylady。“

  “IhavepaidhernomoreattentionthanIwouldyourlordship,hadyourequiredit,“answeredDonalsternly。

  “Thatwouldhavebeenconvenientdoubtless!Buttherehasbeenenoughofhumbug,andnowforanendtoit!Eversinceyoucamehere,youhavebeenatworkonthemindofthatinexperiencedgirl——withyourdamnedreligion!——forwhatendyouknowbest!andnowyou\'vehalfkilledherbypersuadinghertogooutwithyouinsteadofme!Thebrutewaslameandnotfittoride!Anyfoolmighthaveseenthat!”

  “Ihadnothingtodowithhergoing,mylord。SheaskedDavietogowithher,andhehadaholidayonpurpose。“

  “Allveryfine,but——“

  “Mylord,Ihavetoldyouthetruth,butnottojustifymyself:youmustbeawareyouropinionisofnovalueinmyeyes!Buttellmeonething,mylord:ifmylady\'shorsewaslame,howwasitshedidnotknow?Youdid!”

  ForguethoughtDonalknewmorethanhedid,andwastakenaback。

  “Itistimetheplacewasclearofyou!”hesaid。

  “Iamyourfather\'sservant,notyours,“answeredDonal,“anddonottroublemyselfastoyourpleasureconcerningme。ButIthinkitisonlyfairtowarnyouthat,thoughyoucannothurtme,nothingbuthonestycantakeyououtofmypower。“

  Forgueturnedonhisheel,wenttohisfather,andtoldhimheknewnowthatDonalwasprejudicingthemindofladyArcturaagainsthim;

  butnotuntilitcameinthecourseoftheconversation,didhementiontheaccidentshehadhad。

  Theearlprofessedhimselfgreatlyshocked,gotupwithsomethingalmostlikealacrityfromhissofa,andwentdowntoinquireafterhisniece。HewouldhavecompelledMrs。Brookestoadmithim,butshewasdeterminedherladyshouldnotbewakedfromasleepinvaluabletoher,forthesakeofreceivinghiscondolements,andhehadtoreturntohisroomwithoutgaininganything。

  Ifsheweretogo,thepropertywouldbehis,andhecouldwillitashepleased——thatwas,ifsheleftnowill。Hesentforhissonandcautionedhimoverandovertodonothingtooffendher,butwait:whatmightcome,whocouldtell!Itmightproveaseriousaffair!

  Forguetriedtofeelshockedatthecoolnessofhisfather\'sspeculation,butallowedthat,ifshewasdeterminednottoreceivehimasherhusband,thenextbestthing,intheexigenceofaffairs,wouldcertainlybethatsheshouldleaveaworldforwhoseusesshewasillfitted,andgowhereshewouldbehappier。Thethingsshewouldthenhavenofartherneedof,wouldbewelcometothosetowhombyrighttheybelongedmorereallythantoher!Shewasapleasantthingtolookupon,andifshehadlovedhimhewouldratherhavehadthepropertywiththanwithouther;buttherewasthisadvantage,hewouldbeleftfreetochoose!

  LadyArcturalaysuffering,feverish,andrestless。Mrs。Brookeswouldletnoonesitupwithherbutherself。Theearlwouldhavesentfor“asuitablenurse!”afriendofhisinLondonwouldfindone!butshewouldnothearofit。Andbeforethenightwasovershehadgreaterreasonstillforrefusingtoyieldherpost:itwasevidentheryoungmistresswasmoreoccupiedwithDonalGrantthanwiththepainshewassuffering!Inherdeliriumshewasconstantlydesiringhispresence。“Iknowhecanhelpme,“shewouldsay;“heisashepherd,liketheLordhimself!”AndmistressBrookes,thoughbynomeansdevoidoftheprejudicesoftherankwithwhichherlifehadbeensomuchassociated,couldnotbutallowthatanoblerlifemustbepossiblewithonelikeDonalGrantthanwithonelikelordForgue。

  InthemiddleofthenightArcturabecamesounquiet,thathernurse,callingthemaidshehadinaroomnear,flewlikeabirdtoDonal,andaskedhimtocomedown。Hehadbutpartiallyundressed,thinkinghishelpmightbewanted,andwasdownalmostassoonasshe。Erehecame,however,shehaddismissedthemaid。

  Donalwenttothebedside。Arcturawasmoaningandstarting,sometimesopeninghereyes,butdistinguishingnothing。Herhandlayonthecounterpane:helaidhisuponit。Shegaveasighasofonerelieved;asmilecameflickeringoverherface,andshelaystillforsometime。Donalsatdownbesideher,andwatched。Themomenthesawherbegintoberestlessorlookdistressed,helaidhishanduponhers;shewasimmediatelyquiet,andlayforatimeasifsheknewherselfsafe。Whensheseemedabouttowake,hewithdrew。

  Sothingswentonformanynights。DonalsleptinsteadofworkingwhenhisdutieswithDaviewereover,andlayatnightinthecorridor,wraptinhisplaid。ForevenafterArcturabegantorecover,hernightsweresorelytroubled,andherrestorationwouldhavebeenmuchretarded,hadnotDonalbeenneartomakeherfeelshewasnotabandonedtotheterrorsshepassedthrough。

  Onenighttheearl,wanderingaboutintheanomalousconditionofneitherghostnorgenuinemortal,camesuddenlyuponwhathetookforahugeanimalinwaittodevour。Hewasnotterrified,forhewasaccustomedtosuchthings,andthoughtatfirstitwasnotofthisworld:hehadnodoubtoftherealityofhisvisions,evenwhenheknewtheywereinvisibletoothers,andeveninhiswakingmomentshadbeguntobelieveinthemasmuchasinthethingsthenevidenttohim——orrather,perhaps,todisbelieveequallyinboth。

  Heapproachedtoseewhatitwas,andstoodstaringdownuponthemass。Gentlyitroseandconfrontedhim——ifconfrontingthatmaybecalledwherethefaceremainedsoundefined——forDonaltookcaretokeephisplaidoverhishead:hehadhopeintheprobableconditionoftheearl!Heturnedfromhimandwalkedaway。

  CHAPTERLXX。

  APLOT。

  Buthislordshiphadhissuspicions,andtookmeasurestoconfirmorsetthematrest——withtheresultthatheconcludedDonalmadlyinlovewithhisniece,andunable,whileshewasill,torestanywherebut,withthedevotionofasavage,outsideherdoor:ifhedidnottakeprecautions,theloutwouldoustthelord!EversinceDonalspokesoplainlyagainsthisself-indulgence,hehadnotmerelyhatedbutfearedthecountrylad。HerecognizedthatDonalfearednothing,hadnorespectofpersons,wouldspeakoutbeforetheworld。Hewasdoubtfulalsowhetherhehadnotallowedhimtoknowmorethanitwaswellheshouldknow。Itwastimetogetridofhim——onlyitmustbedonecautiously,withtheappearanceofagoodunderstanding!Ifhehadhimoutofthehousebeforeshewasabletoseehimagain,thatwoulddo!Andifinthemeantimesheshoulddie,allwouldbewell!Hisdistrust,onceroused,wentfartherthanthatofhisson。Hehadnotthesameconfidenceinblueblood;heknewafewthingsmorethanForgue——believeditquitepossiblethatthedaughterofalongdescentoflordsandladiesshouldfallinlovewithashepherd-lad。Andasnoonecouldtellwhatmighthavetobedoneifthelegalownerofthepropertypersistedinrefusingherhandtotherightfulownerofit,thefellowmightbeseriouslyintheway!

  Arcturaslowlyrecovered。Shehadnotyetleftherroom,buthadbeenafewhoursonthecoucheverydayforafortnight,andthedoctor,nowsanguineofherfinalrecovery,begantotalkofcarryinghertothelibrary。Theearl,whoneversuspectedthatMrs。

  Brookes,havinghithertokepthimselffromherroom,wouldadmitthetutor,themomenthelearnedthatthelibrarywasinviewforher,decidedthattheremustbenomoredelay。Hehadbythistimecontrivedaneatlittleplan。

  HesentforDonal。Hehadbeenthinking,theearlsaid,thathemustwantaholiday:hehadnotseenhisparentssincehecametothecastle!andhehadbeenthinkingbesides,howdesirableitwasthatDavieshouldseesomeotherphasesoflifethanthosetowhichhehadhithertobeenaccustomed。Therewasgreatdangerofboysbroughtupinhispositiongettingnarrow,andcarelessofthelivesandfeelingsoftheirfellowmen!HewouldtakeitasagreatkindnessifDonal,whohadaregardtotherealeducationofhispupil,wouldtakehimtohishome,andlethimunderstandthewaysoflifeamongthehumblerclassesofthenation——sothat,ifeverhewentintoparliament,hemighthavetheadvantageofknowingtheheartofthepeopleforwhomhewouldhavetolegislate。

  Donallistened,andcouldnotbutagreewiththeremarksofhislordship。Inhimselfhehadnottheleastfaith——wonderedindeedwhichofthemthoughttheotherthegreaterfooltoimaginethatafterallthathadpassedDonalwouldplaceanyconfidenceinwhattheearlsaid;buthelistened。WhatlordMorvenreallyhadinhismind,hecouldnotsurmise;butnotthelesstotakeDavietohisfatherandmotherwasadelightfulidea。Theboywasgrowingfast,andhadrevealedafacultyquiterareinonesoyoung,forlookingtotheheartofthings,andseeingtherelationofmantoman;

  thereforesuchalessonastheearlproposedwouldindeedbeinvaluabletohim!Thenagain,thisfacultyhadbeenopenedinhimthroughawillingperceptionofthoseeternaltruths,inastillhigherrelationofpersons,whichareopenonlytothechildlikenature;whencehewouldbeespeciallyfittedforsuchcompanyasthatofhisfatherandmother,whocouldnoweasilyreceivetheboyaswellashimself,sincetheirhouseandtheirgeneralworldlyconditionhadbeensomuchbetteredbytheirfriend,sirGibbie!

  WiththemDaviewouldseegenuinelife,simplicity,dignity,andunselfishness——theveryembodimentofthethingsheheldconstantlybeforehim!Theremightbesomeotherreasonbehindtheearl\'srequestwhichitwouldbewellforhimtoknow;buthewouldsoonerdiscoverthatbyafreeconsentthanbyhangingback:anythingbaditcouldhardlybe!HeshrankindeedfromleavingladyArcturawhileshewasyetsofarfromwell,butshewasgettingwellmuchfasternow:forafortnighttherehadbeennonecessityforhispresencetosootheherwhilesheslept。Neitherdidsheyetknow,sofar,atleast,asheormistressBrookeswasaware,thathehadeverbeennearherinthenight!ItwaswellalsobecauseofthepositionofthingsbetweenhimandlordForgue,thatheshouldbeawayforawhile:itwouldgiveachanceforthatfoolishsoultosettledown,andletcommonsenseassumethereins,whileyetthebettercoachmanwasnotallowedtomountthebox!Hehad,ofcourse,heardnothingofthestrainedrelationsbetweenhimandladyArctura;hemightotherwisehavebeenalittlemoreanxious。Fortheearl,Davie,hethought,wouldbeakindofpledgeorhostage——inregardofwhat,hecouldnotspecify;but,thoughhelittlesuspectedwhatsuchamanwascapableofsacrificingtogainacherishedend,somesecurityforhim,someholdoverhim,seemedtoDonalnotundesirable。

  WhenDavieheardtheproposal,hewaswildwithjoy。Actuallytoseethemountains,andthesheep,andthecolleys,ofwhichDonalhadtoldhimsuchwonderfulthings!Tobeoutallnight,perhaps,withDonalandthedogsandthestarsandthewinds!Perhapsastormwouldcome,andhewouldlieinDonal\'splaidundersomegreatrock,andhearthewindroaringaroundthem,butnotabletogetatthem!

  Andthesheepwouldcomeandhuddlecloseuptothem,andkeepthemwarmwiththeirwoollysides!andhewouldstroketheirheadsandlovethem!Daviewasnolongeramerechild——farfromit;butwhatisloveliestinthechild\'sheartwasonlythestrongerinhim;andtheprospectofgoingwithDonalwasathingtobedreamedofdayandnighttillitcame!Norwerethedaysmanybeforetheirdeparturewasdefinitelysettled。

  TheearlwouldhaveMr。Granttreathispupilpreciselyasoneofhisownstanding:hemighttakehimonfootifhepleased!

  Thesuggestionwaseagerlyacceptedbyboth。Theygottheirboxesreadyforthecarrier,packedtheirwallets,andonelovelymorninglateinspring,justassummerwasshowingherwomanlyfacethroughitssmilesandtears,theysetouttogether。

  ItwaswithnosmalldismaythatArcturaheardoftheproposal。Shesaidnothing,however——onlywhenDonalcametotakehisleaveshebrokedownalittle。

  “Weshalloftenwish,DavieandI,thatyouwerewithus,mylady,“

  hesaid。

  “Why?”sheasked,unabletosaymore。

  “Becauseweshalloftenfeelhappy,andwhatthencanwedobutwishyousharedourhappiness!”

  Sheburstintotears,andpresentlywasabletospeak。

  “Don\'tthinkmesilly,“shesaid。“IknowGodiswithme,andassoonasyouaregoneIwillgotohimtocomfortme。ButIcannothelpfeelingasifyouwereleavingmelikealambamongwolves。I

  cangivenoreasonforit;Ionlyfeelasifsomedangerwerenearme。ButIhaveyouyet,mistressBrookes:Godandyouwilltakecareofme!——Indeed,ifIhadn\'tyou,“sheadded,laughingthroughhertears,“IshouldrunawaywithMr。GrantandDavie!”

  “IfIhadknownyoufeltlikethat,“saidDonal,“Iwouldnothavegone。YetIhardlyseehowIcouldhaveavoidedit,beingDavie\'stutor,andboundtodoashisfatherwisheswithhim。Only,dearladyArctura,thereisnochanceinthisorinanything!Wewillnotforgetyou,andinthreeweeksoramonthweshallbeback。“

  “Thatisalongtime,“saidArctura,readytoweepagain。

  Isitnecessarytosayshewasnotaweakwoman?Itisnotbetrayaloffeeling,butavoidanceofduty,thatconstitutesweakness。Afteranillnesshehasbornelikeahero,astrongmanmaybereadytoweeplikeachild。Whatthecommonpeopleofsocietythinkaboutstrengthandweakness,ispoorstuff,liketherestoftheirwisdom。

  Shespeedilyrecoveredhercomposure,andwiththegentlestsmilebadeDonalgood-bye。Shewasinhersitting-roomnextthestate-chamberwhereshenowslept;thesunwasshininginattheopenwindow,andwithitcamethesongofalittlebird,clearandsweet。

  “Youhearhim,“saidDonal。“——howhetrustsGodwithoutknowingit!

  Wearemadeabletotrusthimknowinginwhomwebelieve!Ah,dearladyArctura!noheartevenyetcantellwhatthingsGodhasinstoreforthemwhowilljustlethimhavehiswaywiththem。

  Good-bye。WritetomeifanythingcomestoyouthatIcanhelpyouin。AndbesureIwillmakehastetoyouthemomentyouletmeknowyouwantme。“

  “Thankyou,Mr。Grant:Iknowyoumeaneverywordyousay!IfIneedyou,Iwillnothesitatetosendforyou——onlyifyoucome,itwillbeasmyfriend,andnot——“

  “Itwillbeasyourservant,notlordMorven\'s,“saidDonal。“I

  quiteunderstand。Goodbye。ThefatherofJesusChrist,whowassosureofhim,willtakecareofyou:donotbeafraid。“

  Heturnedandwent;hecouldnolongerbearthelookofhereyes。

  CHAPTERLXXI。

  GLASHGAR。

  OutofArctura\'ssightDonalhadhisturnofso-calledweakness!

  Thedaywasagloriousone,andDavie,fullofspirits,couldnotunderstandwhyheseemedsounlikehimself。

  “Arkiewouldscoldyou,Mr。Grant!”hesaid。

  Donalavoidedthetown,andwalkedalongwayroundtogetintotheroadbeyondit,hisheadbentasifhewereponderingapain。Atmomentshefeltasifhemustreturnatonce,andrefusetoleavethecastleforanyreason。ButhecouldnotseethatitwasthewillofGodheshoulddoso。Apresentimentisnotacommand。Aprophecymayfailoftheleastindicationofduty。HamletdefyingauguryistheconsistentreligiousmanShaksperetakespainstoshowhim。A

  presentimentmaybetrue,maybefromGodhimself,yetinvolvenoreasonwhyamanshouldchangehisway,shouldturnastepasidefromthepathbeforehim。St。PaulreceivedwarningafterwarningonhisroadtoJerusalemthatbondsandimprisonmentawaitedhim,andthesewarningsheknewcamefromthespiritofprophecy,butheheededthemonlytosethisfacelikeaflint。Heknewbetterthanimaginedutydeterminedbyconsequences,ortakeforesightfordirection。Thereisahigherguide,andhefollowedthat。SodidDonalnow。Movedtogoback,hedidnotgoback——neitherafterwardsrepentedthathedidnot。

  Iwillnotdescribethejourney。Sufficeittosaythat,afterafewdaysofsuchwalkingasbefittedanunaccustomedboy,theyclimbedthelasthill,crossedthethresholdofRobertGrant\'scottage,andwerebothclaspedintheembraceofJanet。ForDavierushedintothearmsofDonal\'smother,andshetookhimtothesamehearttowhichshehadtakenweesirGibbie:thebosomofthepeasantwomanwasindeedonetofeeto。

  ThenfolloweddelightswhichmorethanequalledtheexpectationsofDavie。OneofthemwasseeinghowDonalwasloved。Anotherwasanewsenseoffreedom:hehadneverimaginedsuchlibertyashenowenjoyed。ItwasasifGodweregivingittohim。freshoutofhissky,hismountains,hiswinds。Thentherewasthetwilightonthehill-side,withthesheepgrowingduskyaroundhim;whenDonalwouldtalkabouttheshepherdofthehumansheep;andhearinghimDaviefeltnotonlythattherewasonce,butthatthereisnowamanaltogetherlovely——theheartofallbeautyeverywhere——amanwhogavehimselfuptohisperfectfatherandhisfather\'smostimperfectchildren,thathemightbringhisbrothersandsistershometotheirfather;forallhisdelightisinhisfatherandhisfather\'schildren。HeshowedhimhowtheheartofJesuswas,allthrough,theheartofason,asonthatadoredhisperfectfather;

  andhowifhehadnothadhisperfectsontohelphim,Godcouldnothavemadeanyofus,couldneverhavegotustobehislittlesonsanddaughters,lovinghimwithallourmight。ThenDavie\'sheartwouldglow,andhewouldfeelreadytodowhateverthatsonmightwanthimtodo;andDonalhoped,andhadgoodgroundforhoping,that,whenthehouroftrialcame,theyouthwouldbeabletohold,notmerelybytheunseen,butbytheseeminglyunpresentandunfelt,inthenameoftheeternallytrue。

  Donal\'syouthbegantoseemfarbehindhim。AllbitternesswasgoneoutofhismemoriesofladyGalbraith。Helovedhertenderly,butwaspleasedsheshouldbeGibbie\'s。

  HowmuchofthishappychangewasowingtohisinterestinladyArcturahedidnotinquire:greatlyinterestedinher——moreinveryimportantwaysthanhehadeverbeeninladyGalbraith——hewassojealousofhisheart,shranksomuchfromthedangeroffolly,knewsowellhowsmallanamountofyieldingmightunfithimforthemanlyandfreshperformanceofhisduties——amongwhichcamefirstadueregardforherwell-beinglestheshouldhimselffailormisleadher——thatheoftenturnedhisthoughtsintoanotherchannel,lestinthattheyshouldruntooswiftly,deepenittoofast,andgofartoimprisonthemselvesinanotheragony。

  ToladyGalbraithheconfidedhisuneasinessaboutladyArctura——notthathecouldexplain——hecouldonlyconfesshimselfinfectedwithheruneasiness,andtheratherthatheknewbetterthanshethenatureofthosewithwhomshemighthavetocope。IfMrs。Brookeshadnotbeenthere,hedarednothavecomeaway,hesaid,leavingherwithsuchadreaduponher。

  SirGibbielistenedopen-mouthedtothetaleofthefindingofthelostchapel,hiddenawaybecauseitheldthedustofthedead,andperhapssometimestheirwanderingghosts。

  Theyassuredhimthat,ifhewouldbringladyArcturatothem,theywouldtakecareofher:hadshenotbettergiveupthewearyproperty,theysaid,andcomeandlivewiththem,andbefreeasthelark?ButDonalsaid,that,ifGodhadgivenheraproperty,hewouldnothaveherforsakeherpost,butwaitforhimtorelieveher。Shemustadministerherownkingdomereshecouldhaveanabundantentranceintohis!Onlyhewishedhewerenearheragaintohelpher!

  CHAPTERLXXII。

  SENT,NOTCALLED。

  Hehadbeenathomeabouttendays,duringwhichnotawordhadcometoDavieorhimselffromthecastle,andwasbeginningtogrow,notperhapsanxious,buthungryfornewsofladyArctura,whenfromasoundsleephestartedsuddenlyawakeonemidnighttofindhismotherbyhisbedside:shehadrousedhimwithdifficulty。

  “Laddie,“shesaid,“I\'mthinkinye\'rewantit。“

  “WhauramIwantit,mother?”heasked,rubbinghiseyes,butwithanxietyalreadythrobbingathisheart。

  “Atthecastle,“shereplied。

  “Hookenyethat?”heasked。

  “Itwadbeilltellin\'ye,“sheanswered。“ButgienIwasyou,Donal,Iwadbeaffaforethedaybrak,toseewhatthey\'reduin\'

  wi\'yonpuirleddyatthemuckleplaceyeleft。Myhert\'sthatsairaboother,IcannarestamomenttillIhaeyeawa\'upo\'thero\'dtilher!”

  Longbeforehismotherhadended,Donalwasoutofbed,andhurryingonhisclothes。Hehadtheprofoundestfaithinwhateverhismothersaid。Wasitavisionshehadhad?Hehadneverbeentoldshehadthesecondsight!Itmighthavebeenonlyadream,oranimpressionsodeepshemustheedit!Onethingwasplain:therewasnotimetoaskquestions!Itwasenoughthathismothersaid“Go;“morethanenoughthatitwasforladyArctura!Howquickestcouldhego?TherewerehorsesatsirGibbie\'s:hewouldmakefreewithone!Heputacrustofbreadinhispocket,andsetoutrunning。Therewasalittlemoonlight,enoughforonewhokneweveryfootoftheway;andinhalfanhourofswiftdescent,hewasatthestabledoorofGlashruach。

  Findinghimselfunabletorouseanyone,hecreptthroughawayheknew,openedthedoor,withoutamoment\'shesitationsaddledandbridledsirGibbie\'sfavouritemare,ledherout,andmountedher。

  Safeinthesaddle,withfourlegsbusyunderhim,hehadtimetothink,andbegantoturnoverinhismindwhathemustdo。Buthesoonsawtherewasnoplanninganythingtillheknewwhatwasthematter——ofwhichhehaddreadfulforebodings。Hisimaginationstartedandspurredbyfear,hethoughtofmanydreadpossibilitiesconcerningwhichhewonderedthathehadneverthoughtofthembefore:ifhehadhecouldnothaveleftthecastle!Whatmightnotamaninthementalandmoralconditionoftheearl,unrestrainedbylaworconscience,risktosecurethepropertyforhisson?Mighthenotpoisonher,smotherher,killhersomehow,anyhowthatwassafest?Thenrushedintohismindwhatthehousekeeperhadtoldhimofhiscrueltytohiswife:amanlikethat,nolongerfeeling,howeverknowingthedifferencebetweenrightandwrong,hardlyknowingthedifferencebetweendreamingathinganddoingthething,wasnofittermemberofafamilythananydevilinoroutofhell!

  Hewouldhaveblamedhimselfbitterlyhadhenotbeensurehewasnotfollowinghisownwillingoingaway。Iftherewereabetterwayithadnotbeenintendedheshouldtakeit,elseitwouldhavebeenshownhim!Butnowhewouldberestrainedbynodelicacytowardstheearl:whateverhishandfoundtodohewoulddo,regardlessofappearances!IfhecouldnotreachladyArctura,hewouldseekthehelpofthelaw,tellwhatheknew,andgetawarrantofsearch。Hedarednotthinkwhathedreaded,buthewouldtrustnothingbutseeingherwithhisowneyes,andhearingfromherownmouththatallwaswell——whichcouldnotbe,elsewhyshouldhismotherhavesenthimtoher?Doubtlessthewaywouldunfoldbeforehimashewenton;butifeverythingshouldseemtogoagainsthim,hewouldyetsaywithsirPhilipSidneythat,“sinceamanisboundnofarthertohimselfthantodowisely,chanceisonlytotroublethemthatstanduponchance。“Ifhisplansorattemptsshouldoneaftertheotherfail,“there\'sadivinitythatshapesourends,rough-hewthemhowwewill“!Soherodeon,carefuloverhismare,lestmuchhasteshouldbelittlespeed。Theanimalwasstrongandingoodcondition,andbythetimeDonalhadseenthesunrise,ascendtheheavens,andgohalf-waydowntheirwesternslope,andhadstoppedthreetimestorefreshthemare,hefoundhimself,aftermuchclimbinganddescent,onagoodlevelroadthatpromisedbynightfalltobringhimtotheplaceofhisdesire。

  Butthemarewasnowgettingtired,andnowonder,forshehadhadmorethanahardday\'swork。Donaldismountedeverynowandthentorelieveher,thathemightgothefasterwhenhemountedagain,comfortinghimselfthatinthetruepaththedelaysareasimportantasthespeed;forthehouristhepoint,nottheswiftness:anhourtoosoonmayevenbemoredisastrousthananhourtoolate!Hewouldarriveattherighttimeforhimwhosewaysarenotasourwaysinasmuchastheyaregreatlybetter!Thesunwentdownandthestarscameout,andthelongtwilightbegan。Butbeforehewasamilefartherhebecameawarethattheskyhadcloudedover,thestarshadvanished,andrainwasathand。Thedayhadbeensultry,andreliefwascome。Lightningflamedout,anddarknessfullofthunderfollowed。Thestormwasdrawingnearer,buthismare,thoughyoungandhigh-spirited,wastoowearytobefrightened;therainrefreshedboth,andtheymadealittlemorespeed。Butitwasdarknight,withnowgrumblingnowragingstorm,beforetheycamewhere,haditbeenlight,Donalwouldhavelookedtoseethecastle。

  CHAPTERLXXIII。

  INTHENIGHT。

  Whenhereachedthetown,herodeintotheyardoftheMorvenArms,andhavingfoundasleepyostler,gaveuphismare:hewouldbebetterwithoutheratthecastle!——whitherhewassettingouttowalkwhenthelandlordappeared。

  “Wedidnaluiktoseeyou,sir,atthistime!”hesaid。

  “Whynot?”returnedDonal。

  “Wethouchtyewasawa\'forthesimmer,seein\'yetuiktheyoonggentlemanwi\'ye,an\'theyerlhimsel\'followt!”

  “Whereishegone?”askedDonal。

  “Oh!dinnayeken,sir?haenayeh\'ard?”

  “Notaword。“

  “That\'sverrastrange,sir!——There\'sacleanclearanceatthecastel。FirstgaedmylordForgue,an\'synemylordhimsel\'an\'mylady,an\'synegaedthehoosekeeper——hermitherwasdeein\',theysaid。I\'mthinkin\'theremaunbeaweddin\'tothefore。Therewassomewordo\'fittin\'uptheauldhoosei\'thetoon,\'causelordForguedidnacareabootbein\'atthecastelonylanger。It\'sstrangeyehaenah\'ard,sir!”

  Donalstoodabsorbedinawfulhearing。Surelysomelettermusthavemiscarried!Thesureandfirm-setearthseemedgivingwayunderhisfeet。

  “Iwillrunuptothecastle,andhearallaboutit,“hesaid。“Lookaftermymare,willyou?”

  “ButI\'mtellin\'ye,sir,ye\'llfin\'naebodythere!”saidtheman。

  “They\'rea\'ganefraethehooseonygait。There\'snoasowlabootthatbutdeifBettyLobban,whawadnaheartheangelwi\'thelasttrump。Mairbytoken,she\'sthatfeartforrobbersshegangstilherbedtheminuteitbeginstogrowdark,an\'sticksherheid\'aneththebed-claes——no\'atthatmaksheronydeifer!”

  “Thenyouthinkthereisnouseingoingup?”

  “Notthesmallest,“answeredtheinn-keeper。

  “Getmesomesupperthen。Iwilltakealookatmymare。“

  Hewentandsawthatshewasattendedto——thensetoffforthecastleasfastashislegswouldcarryhim。Therewasfoulplaybeyondadoubt!——ofwhatsorthecouldnottell!Iftheman\'sreportwascorrect,hewouldgostraighttothepolice!Thenfirstheremembered,inadditiontotheotherreportedabsences,thatbeforeheleftwithDavie,thefactorandhissisterhadgonetogetherforaholiday:hadthisbeencontrived?

  Hemountedthehillanddrewnearthecastle。Aterriblegloomfelluponhim:therewasnotalightinthesullenpile!Itwasdarksomeeventoterror!Hewenttothemainentrance,andrangthegreatbellasloudashecouldringit,buttherewasnoanswertothesummons,whichechoedandyelledhorribly,asifthehousewereactuallyempty。Herangagain,andagaincamethehorribleyellingecho,butnomoreanswerthanifithadbeenamausoleum。Hehadbeentoldwhattoexpect,yethisheartsankwithinhim。Oncemoreherangandwaited;buttherewasnosoundofhearing。Theplacegrewterribletohim。Buthismotherhadsenthimthere,andintoithemustgo!Hemustatleastlearnwhetheritwasindeedabandoned!

  Therewasfalseplay!hekeptrepeatingtohimself;butwhatwasit?

  whereandhowwasittobemet?

  Astogettingintothehousetherewasnodifficulty。HehadbuttoclimbtwowallstogettothedoorofBaliol\'stower,andthekeyofthathealwayscarried。Ifhehadnothadit,hewouldyetsoonhavegotin;heknewtheplacebetterthananyoneelseaboutit。Happilyhehadleftthedoorlockedwhenhewentaway,elseprobablytheywouldhavesecureditotherwise。Heenteredsoftly,and,withastrangefeelingofdread,wentwindingupthestairtohisroom——slowly,becausehedidnotyetknowatallwhathewastodo。

  Iftherewerenofalseplay,surelyatleastMrs。Brookeswouldhavewrittentotellhimtheyweregoing!Ifonlyhecouldlearnwhereshewas!Beforehereachedthetophefoundhimselfveryweary。Hestaggeredin,andfellonhisbedinthedark。

  Buthecouldnotrest。Theairseemedstifling。Thestormhadlulled,buttheatmospherewasfullofthunder。Hegotupandopenedthewindow。Alittlebreathcameinandrevivedhim;thencamealittlewind,andinthewindthemoanofitsharp。Itwokemanymemories。Thereagainwasthelightning!Thethunderbrokewithagreatbellowingroaramongtheroofsandchimneys。Itwastohismind!Hewentoutontheroof,andmechanicallytookhiswaytowardthenestofthemusic。Atthebaseofthechimneyshesatdown,andstaredintothedarkness。Thelightningcame;hesawthesealiewatchinglikeaperfectpeacetotakeupdriftsouls,andthelandborderingitlikeawasteofdread;thenthedarknessswallowedboth;andthethundercamesoloudthatitnotonlydeafenedbutseemedtoblindhimbeyondthedarkness,thathisbrainturnedtoalumpofclay。Thencameasilence,andthesilencewaslikeadeeperdeafness。Butfromthedeafnessburstandtrickledafaintdoubtfulstream:coulditbeavoice,calling,calling,fromagreatdistance?Washethefoolofwearinessandexcitement,ordidheactuallyhearhisownname?WhosevoicecoulditbebutladyArctura\'s,callingtohimfromthespiritworld!Theyhadkilledher,andshewascallingtolethimknowshewasinthelandofliberty!Withthatcameanotherflashandanotherroarofthunder——andtherewasthevoiceagain:“Mr。Grant!Mr。Grant!come,come!Youpromised!”Didheactuallyhearthewords?Theysoundedsofarawaythatitseemedasifheoughtnottohearthem。Butcouldthevoicebefromthespirit-land?Wouldsheclaimhispromisethence,temptinghimthither?Shewouldnot!Andsheknewhewouldnotgobeforehishour,ifallthespiritsontheothersidewerecallinghim。Buthehadheardofvoicesfromfaraway,whilethosewhocalledwereyetinthebody!Ifshewouldbutsaywhither,hewouldfollowherthatmoment!Oncemoreitcame,butveryfaint;hecouldnottellwhatitsaid。Awailoftheghost-musicfollowedclose——Godinheaven!couldshebedowninthechapel?Hesprangtohisfeet。Withsuperhumanenergyheleaptupandcaughttheedgeofthecleft,drewhimselfuptillhismouthreachedit,andcriedaloud,“LadyArctura!”

  Therecamenoanswer。

  “Iamstupidasdeath!”hesaidtohimself:“Ihavelethercallmeinvain!”

  “Iamcoming!”hecriedagain,revivedwithsuddenjoy。Hedroppedontheroof,andspeddownthestairtothedoorthatopenedonthesecondfloor。Allwasdarkasunderground,butheknewthewaysowellheneededbutalittleguidancefromhishands。HehurriedtoladyArctura\'schamber,andthespotwherethepressstood,readywithoneshovetosendityardsoutofhisway。Therewasnopressthere!——nothingbutasmooth,cold,dampwall!Hisheartsankwithinhim。Washeinaterribledream?No,no!hehadbutmadeamistake——hadtrustedtoomuchtohisknowledgeofthehouse,andwasnotwherehethoughthewas!Hestruckalight。Alas!alas!hewaswherehehadintended!Itwasherroom!Therewasthewardrobe,butnearerthedoor!Whereithadstoodwasnorecess!——nothingbutagreatpatchoffreshplaster!Itwasnodream,butatruehorror!

  Instinctivelyclutchinghisskenedhu,hedartedtothegreatstair。

  ItmusthavebeenthevoiceofArcturahehadheard!Shewaswalledupinthechapel!

  Downthestair,withswiftnoiselessfoothesped,andstoppedatthedoorofthehalf-wayroom。Itwaslocked!

  Therewasbutonewayleft!Tothefootofthestairheshot。Goodheavens!ifthatwayalsoshouldhavebeenknowntotheearl!Hecreptthroughthelittledoorunderneaththestair,feelingwithhishandserehisbodywasthrough:thearchwasopen!Inaninstanthewasinthecrypt。

  Butnowtogetupthroughtheopeningintothepassageabove——stoppedwithaheavyslab!Hesprangatthesteepslopeofthewindow-sill,buttherewasnohold,andasoftenashesprangheslippeddownagain。Hetriedandtrieduntilhewaswornoutandalmostindespair。Shemightbedying!hewasclosetoher!hecouldnotreachher!Hestoodstillforamomenttothink。Tohismindcametheword,“Hethatbelievethshallnotmakehaste。“Hethoughtwithhimself,“Godcannothelpmenwithwisdomwhentheirmindsareintoogreatatumulttohearwhathesays!”Hetriedtoliftuphisheartandmakeasilenceinhissoul。

  Ashestoodheseemedtosee,throughthedark,thegloomyplaceasitfirstappearedwhenhethrewinthelightedletter。Allatoncehestartedfromhisquiescence,droppedonhishandsandknees,andcrawleduntilhefoundtheflatstonelikeagravestone。Outcamehisknife,andhedugawaytheearthatoneend,untilhecouldgetbothhandsunderit。Thenheheaveditfromthefloor,andshiftingitalong,gotitundertheopeninginthewall。

  CHAPTERLXXIV。

  AMORALFUNGUS。

  Spiritualinsanity,cupidity,cruelty,andpossiblyimmediatedemoniacaltemptationhadlongbeenworkinginandonamindthathadnowceasedalmosttodistinguishbetweentherealandtheunreal。Everymanwhobendstheenergiesofanimmortalspirittofurthertheendsandobjectsofhislowerbeing,failssotodistinguish;butwiththeearltheblindnesshadwroughtoutwardaswellasinwardly,sothathewasevenunable,duringconsiderableportionsofhislife,totellwhetherthingstookplaceoutsideorinsidehim。Nordidthistroublehim——hewaspastcaring。Hewouldarguethatwhatequallyaffectedhimhadanequalrighttobebyhimregardedasexistent。Hepaidnoheedtothedifferentnaturesofthetwokindsofexistence,theirdifferentlaws,andthedifferentdemandstheymadeuponthetwoconsciousnesses;hehadinfact,byalongcourseofdisobediencegrowingtoutterdisuseofconscience,arrivednearlyatnon-individuality。Inregardtowhatwasoutsidehimhewasbutamirror,inregardtowhatwasinsidehimamerevesselofimperfectlyinteractingforces。Andnowhiscapacitiesandincapacitiestogetherhadculminatedinahideousplot,inwhichitwouldbehardtosaywhetherthefolly,thecrime,orthecunningpredominated:hehadmadeuphismindthat,ifthedaughterofhisbrotherrefusedtowedhercousin,andsocarryoutwhatheassertedtohavebeenthedeclaredwishofherfather,sheshouldgoafterherfather,andleaveherpropertytothenextheir,sothatifnotinonewaytheninanotherthelawofnaturemightbefulfilled,andtitleandpropertyunitedwithouttheinterventionofamarriage。Astoanyevilthatthereinmightbeimaginedtobefallhisniece,hequotedthewordsofHamlet——“Sincenomanhasoughtofwhatheleaves,whatis\'ttoleavebetimes?”——shewouldbenoworsethanshemusthavebeenwhenthefewyearsofhernaturalpilgrimagewereofnecessityover:thedifferencetoherwasnotworththinkingofbesidethedifferencetothefamily!Atthesametimeperhapsascaremightserve,andshewouldconsenttomarryForguetoescapeafrightfulend!

  ThemomentDonalwasgone,hesentForguetoLondon,andsethimselftoovercomethedistrustofhimwhichhecouldnotbutseehadforsometimebeengrowinginher。Withthesweetprejudicesofalovingnaturetoassisthim,hesoonprevailedsofarthat,withoutmuchentreaty,sheconsentedtoaccompanyhimtoLondon——foramonthorso,hesaid,whileDaviewasgone。Theproposalhadcharmsforher:

  shehadbeentherewithherfatherwhenamerechild,andneversince。ShewrotetoDonaltolethimknow:howitwasthatherletterneverreachedhim,itishardlyneedfultoinquire。

  Theearl,inorder,hesaid,toshowhisrecognitionofhersweetcompliance,madearrangementsforpostingitalltheway。Hewouldtakeherbytheroadheusedtotravelhimselfwhenhewasayoungman:sheshouldjudgewhethermorehadnotbeenlostthangainedbyrapidity!Whatevershortenedanynaturalprocess,hesaid,simplyshortenedlifeitself。Simmonsshouldgobefore,andfindasuitableplaceforthem!

  TheywerehardlygonewhenMrs。Brookesreceivedaletterpretendedlyfromtheclergymanoftheparish,inaremotepartofthesouth,wherehermother,nowaveryoldwoman,lived,sayingshewasatthepointofdeath,andcouldnotdieinpeacewithoutseeingherdaughter。Shewentatonce。

  Theschemewasamadman\'s,excellentlycontrivedfortheinstantobject,butwithnooutlookforimmediatelyresultingperils。

  Afterthefirstnightontheroad,heturnedacrosscountry,andalittletowardshome;afterthenextnight,hedrovestraightback,butasitwasbyadifferentroad,Arcturasuspectednothing。Whentheycamewithinafewhoursofthecastle,theystoppedatalittleinnfortea;therehecontrivedtogiveheracertaindose。Atthenextplacewheretheystopped,herepresentedherashisdaughtertakensuddenlyill:hemustgostraighthomewithher,howeverlatetheymightbe。Givinganimaginarynametotheirdestination,andkeepingonthelastpost-boywhoknewnothingofthecountry,hedirectedhimsoascompletelytobewilderhim,withtheresultthathesetthemdownatthecastlesupposingitadifferentplace,andinadifferentpartofthecountry。Thethingwasaftertheearl\'sownheart;hedelightedinmakingafoolofafellow-mortal。Hesenthimawaysoasnottoenterthetown:itwasofimportancehisreturnshouldnotbeknown。

  Itisamarvelhecouldeffectwhatfollowed;buthehadtheremnantsofgreatstrength,andwhenunderinfluencesheknewtoowellhowtomanage,wasforthetimealmostaspowerfulasever:hegothisvictimtohisroomonthestair,andthencethroughtheoakdoor。

  CHAPTERLXXV。

  THEPORCHOFHADES。

  WhenArcturawokefromherunnaturalsleep,shelayawhilewithoutthought,thenbegantolocalizeherself。Thelastplacesherecalledwastheinnwheretheyhadtea:shemusthavebeentheretakenill,shethought,andwasnowinaroomofthesame。Itwasquitedark:

  theymighthaveleftalightbyher!Shelaycomfortablyenough,buthadasuspicionthattheplacewasnotoverclean,andwasgladtofindherselfnotundrest。Sheturnedonherside:somethingpulledherbythewrist。Shemusthaveabraceleton,anditwasentangledinthecoverlet!Shetriedtounclaspit,butcouldnot:whichofherbraceletscoulditbe?Therewassomethingattachedtoit!——achain——athickchain!Howodd!Whatcoulditmean?Shelayquiet,slowlywakingtofullerconsciousness——Wastherenotastrangeair,adullodourintheroom?Undefinedasitwas,shehadsmeltitbefore,andnotlongsince!——Itwasthesmellofthelostchapel!——Butthatwasathomeinthecastle!shehadleftittwodaysbefore!Wasshegoingoutofhermind?

  Thedewofagonyburstfromherforehead。Shewouldhavestartedup,butwaspulledhardbythewrist!ShecriedonGod——Yes,shewaslyingontheveryspotwherethatheapofwoman-dusthadlain!shewasmanacledwiththesameringfromwhichthatwoman\'sarmhadwasted——thedecayofcenturiesherslowredeemer!Herbeingrecoiledsowildlyfromthehorror,thatforamomentsheseemedontheedgeofmadness。Butmadnessisnotthesolerefugefromterror!WherethedoorofthespirithasoncebeenopenedwidetoGod,thereishe,thepresenthelpintimeoftrouble!Withhiminthehouse,itisnotonlythatweneedfearnothing,butthatistherewhichinitsownbeingandnaturecastsoutfear。Godandfearcannotbetogether。ItisaGodfaroffthatcausesfear。“Inthypresenceisfulnessofjoy。“SuchasenseofabsolutehelplessnessoverwhelmedArcturathatshefeltawakeinheranendlessclaimupontheprotectionofheroriginal,thesourceofherbeing。Andwhatsoonerwouldanyfatherhaveofhischildrenthanactiononsuchclaim!Godisalwayscallingusashischildren,andwhenwecallhimasourfather,then,andnottillthen,doeshebegintobesatisfied。AndwiththattherefelluponArcturaakindofsleep,whichyetwasnotsleep;itwasareposesuchasperhapsisthesleepofaspirit。

  Againtheexternalbegantointrude。Shepicturedtoherselfwhatthedarknesswashiding。Herfeelingswhenfirstshecamedownintotheplacereturnedonhermemory。Thetideofterrorbeganagaintorise。Itroseandrose,andthreatenedtobecomemonstrous。Shereasonedwithherself:hadshenotbeenbroughtinsafetythroughitsfirstandmostdangerousinroad?——butreasoncouldnotoutfaceterror。Itwasfear,themostterribleofallterrors,thatshefeared。Thenagainwokeherfaith:ifthenighthidethnotfromhim,neitherdoesthedarknessoffear!

  Itbegantothunder,firstwithalowdistantmutteringroll,thenwithaloudandnearbellowing。WasitGodcomingtoher?Somearestrangelyterrifiedatthunder;Arcturahadthechild\'sfeelingthatitwasGodthatthundered:itcomfortedheraswiththeassurancethatGodwasnear。Asshelayandheardthegreatorganoftheheavens,itsvoiceseemedtogrowarticulate;Godwascallingtoher,andsaying,“HereIam,mychild!benotafraid!”

  Thenshebegantoreasonwithherselfthattheworstthatcouldhappentoherwastolietheretillshediedofhunger,andthatcouldnotbesoverybad!Andtherewithacrossthemutteringthundercameawailoftheghost-music。Shestarted:hadshenothearditahundredtimesbefore,asshelaythereinthedarkalone?Wassheonlynowforthefirsttimewakinguptoit——she,theladytheyhadshutuptheretodie——whereshehadlainforages,witheverynowandthenthatsoundoftheangelssinging,faraboveherinthebluesky?

  Shewasbeginningtowander。Shereasonedwithherself,anddismissedthefancy;butitcameandcameagain,mingledwithrealmemories,mostlyoftheroof,andDonal。

  Byandbyshefellasleep,andwokeinaterrorwhichseemedtohavebeengrowinginhersleep。Shesatup,andstaredintothedark。

  >Fromwherestoodthealtar,seemedtoriseandapproachheraformofdeeperdarkness。Sheheardnothing,sawnothing,butsomethingwasthere。Itcamenearer。Itwasbutafancy;sheknewit;butthefancyassumedtobe:themomentshegaveway,andacknowledgedit,thatmomentitwouldhavetherealityithadbeenwaitingfor,andclaspherinitsskeleton-arms!Shecriedaloud,butitonlycamenearer;itwasabouttoseizeher!

  Asudden,divinechange!——herfearwasgone,andinitsplaceasenseofabsolutesafety:therewasnothinginalltheuniversetobeafraidof!ItwasanightofJune,withroses,roseseverywhere!

  GlorybetotheFather!Buthowwasit?Hadhesenthermothertothinkherfullofroses?Whyhermother?Godhimselfistheheartofeveryrosethateverbloomed!Shewouldhavesungaloudforjoy,butnovoicecame;shecouldnotutterasound。WhatathingthiswouldbetotellDonalGrant!Thispoorwomancried,andGodheardher,andsavedheroutofallherdistresses!Thefatherhadcometohischild!Thecryhadgonefromherheartintohis!

  Ifshediedthere,wouldDonalcomeonedayandfindher?No!No!

  Shewouldspeaktohiminadream,andbeghimnottogoneartheplace!Shewouldnothavehimseeherlielikethatheandshestandingtogetherhadtherelookedupon!

  WiththatcameDonal\'svoice,floatedandrolledinmusicandthunder。Itcamefromfaraway;shedidnotknowwhethershefanciedorreallyheardit。Shewouldhaverespondedwithagreatcry,buthervoicevanishedinherthroat。Herjoywassuchthatsherememberednothingmore。

  CHAPTERLXXVI。

  THEANGELOFTHELORD。

  Standingupontheedgeofthestoneleanedagainstthewall,Donalseizedtheedgeoftheslabwhichcrossedtheopeningnearthetop,anddrewhimselfupintotheslopingwindow-sill。Pressingwithallhismightagainstthesidesofthewindow,hesucceededatlastinpushinguptheslabsofarastogetaholdwithonehandonthenexttoit。Thenslowlyturninghimselfonhisside,whilethewholeweightofthestonerestedonhisfingers,hegottheotherhandalsothroughthecrack。Thiseffected,hehauledandpushedhimselfupwithhiswholeforce,carelessofwhatmighthappentohishead。

  Thetopofitcamebangagainstthestone,andlifteditsofarthathegotheadandneckthrough。Thethingwasdone!WithonemoreHerculeanliftofhisbodyandthestonetogether,likeamanrisingfromthedead,herosefromthecryptintothepassage。

  Butthedoorofthechapelwouldnotyieldtoagentlepush。

  “Mylady,“hecried,“don\'tbeafraid。Imustmakeanoise。It\'sonlyDonalGrant!I\'mgoingtodrivethedooropen。“

  Sheheardthewords!Theywokeherfromherswoonofjoy。“OnlyDonalGrant!”Whatlessofanonlycouldtherebeintheworldforher!Washenotthemessengerwhoraisedthedead!

  Shetriedtospeak,butnotawordwouldcome。Donaldrewbackapace,andsentsuchashoulderagainstthedoorthatitflewtothewall,thenfellwithagreatcrashonthefloor。

  “Whereareyou,mylady?”hecried。

  Butstillshecouldnotspeak。

  Hebeganfeelingabout。

  “Notonthatterriblebed!”sheheardhimmurmur。

  Fearlestinthedarknessheshouldnotfindher,gaveherbackhervoice。

  “Idon\'tminditnow!”shesaidfeebly。

  “ThankGod!”criedDonal;“I\'vefoundyouatlast!”

  Wornout,hesankonhisknees,withhisheadonthebed,andfellasobbinglikeachild。

  Shewouldhaveputoutherhandthroughthedarknesstofindhim,butthechaincheckedit。Heheardtherattleofit,andunderstood。

  “Chainedtoo,mydove!”hesaid,butinGaelic。

  Hisweaknesswasover。HethankedGod,andtookcourage。Newliferushedthrougheveryvein。Herosetohisfeetinconsciousstrength。

  “Canyoustrikealight,andletmeseeyou,Donal?”saidArctura。

  ThenfirstshecalledhimbyhisChristianname:ithadbeensoofteninherheartifnotonherlipsthatnight!

  Thedimlightwastedthedarknessofthelongburiedplace,andforamomenttheylookedateachother。ShewasnotsochangedasDonalhadfearedtofindher——hardlysochangetohimashewastoher。

  Terribleashadbeenhertrial,ithadnotlastedlong,andhadbeensucceededbyaheavenlyjoy。Shewaspalerthanusual,yettherewasarosyflushoverherbeautifulface。Herhandwasstretchedtowardshim,itswristclaspedbytherustyring,andtighteningthechainthatheldittothepost。

  “Howpaleandtiredyoulook!”shesaid。

  “Iamalittletired,“heanswered。“Icamealmostwithoutstopping。

  Mymothersentme。ShesaidImustcome,butshedidnottellmewhy。“

  “ItwasGodsentyou,“saidArctura。

  Thenshebrieflytoldhimwhatsheknewofherownstory。

  “Howdidhegettheringontoyourwrist?”saidDonal。

  Helookedcloserandsawthatherhandwasswollen,andtheskinabraded。

  “Heforcediton!”hesaid。“Howitmusthurtyou!”

  “Itdoeshurtnowyouspeakofit,“shereplied。“Ididnotnoticeitbefore——Doyousupposeheleftmeheretodie?”

  “Whocantell!”returnedDonal。“Isuspectheismoreofamadmanthanweknew。Iwonderifasoulcanbemad——Yes;thedevilmustbemadwithself-worship!Hellisthegreatmadhouseofcreation!”

  “Takemeaway,“shesaid。

  “Imustfirstgetyoufree,“answeredDonal。

  Sheheardhimrise。

  “Youarenotgoingtoleaveme?”shesaid。

  “Onlytogetatoolortwo。“

  “Andafterthat?”shesaid。

  “Notuntilyouwishme,“heanswered。“Iamyourservantnow——hisnomore。“

  CHAPTERLXXVII。

  THEANGELOFTHEDEVIL。

  Therecameagreatburstofthunder。Itwasthelastofthestorm。

  Itbellowedandshuddered,went,andcamerollingupagain。Itdiedawayatlastinthegreatdistance,withalowcontinuousrumblingasifitwouldnevercease。ThesilencethatfollowedwasliketheEgyptiandarkness;itmightbefelt。

  Outofthetenseheartofthesilencecameafaintsound。Itcameagainandagain,atregularintervals。

  “Thatismyuncle\'sstep!”saidArcturainascaredwhisperthroughthedark。

  Itwasplainlyaslowstep——faroff,butapproaching。

  “Iwonderifhehasalight!”sheaddedhurriedly。“Heoftengoesinthedarkwithoutone。Ifhehasyoumustgetbehindthealtar。“

  “Donotspeakaword,“saidDonal;lethimthinkyouareasleep。Ifhehasnolight,Iwillstandsothathecannotcomenearthebedwithoutcomingagainstme。Donotbeafraid;heshallnottouchyou。“

  Thestepswerecomingnearerallthetime。Adooropenedandshut。

  Thentheywereloud——theywerecomingalongthegallery!Theyceased。Hewasstandingupthereinthethickdarkness!

  “Arctura,“saidadeep,awfulvoice。

  Itwasthatoftheearl。Arcturamadenoanswer。

  “Deadoffright!”mutteredthevoice。“Allgoeswell。Iwillgodownandsee。Shemighthaveprovedasobstinateastheboys\'mother!”

  Againthestepsbegan。Theywerecomingdownthestair。Thedooratthefootofitopened。Theearlenteredasteportwo,thenstopped。

  ThroughthedarknessDonalseemedtoknowexactlywherehestood。Heknewalsothathewasfumblingforamatch,andwatchedintentlyforthefirstspark。Therecameasputterandagleam,andthematchfailed。Erehecouldtryanother,Donalmadeaswiftblowathisarm。Itknockedtheboxfromhishand。

  “Ha!”hecried,andtherewasterrorinthecry,“shestrikesatmethroughthedark!”

  Donalkeptverystill。Arcturakeptasstillashe。Theearlturnedandwentaway。

  “Iwillbringacandle!”hemuttered。

  “Now,mylady,wemustmakehaste,“saidDonal。“DoyoumindbeingleftwhileIfetchmytools?”

  “No——butmakehaste,“sheanswered。

  “Ishallbebackbeforehim,“hereturned。

  “Becarefulyoudonotmeethim,“saidArctura。

  Therewasnodifficultynow,eitheringoingorreturning。Hesped,andinaspacethateventoArcturaseemedshort,wasback。Therewasnotimetousethefile:heattackedthestaple,anddrewitfromthebed-post,thenwoundthechainaboutherarm,andtieditthere。

  Hehadalreadymadeuphismindwhattodowithher。Hehadbeeninclinedtocarryherawayfromthehouse:Doorywouldtakecareofher!Buthesawthattoleavetheenemyinpossessionwouldbetoyieldhimanadvantage。Awkwardthingsmightresultfromit!thetonguesofinventiveignoranceandstupiditywouldwagwildly!Hewouldtakehertoherroom,andtherewatchherashewouldthepearlofprice!

  “There!youarefree,mylady,“hesaid。“Nowcome。“

  Hetookherhands,andsheraisedherselfwearily。

  “Theairissostifling!”shesaid。

  “Weshallsoonhavebetter!”answeredDonal。

  “Shallwegoontheroof?”shesaid,likeonetalkinginhersleep。

  “Iwilltakeyoutoyourownroom,“repliedDonal。“——ButIwillnotleaveyou,“headdedquickly,seeingalookofanxietycloudherface,“——solongasyouruncleisinthehouse。“

  “Takemewhereyouwill,“rejoinedArctura。

  Therewasnowaybutthroughthecrypt:shefollowedhimwithouthesitation。Theycreptthroughthelittleclosetunderthestair,andwereinthehallofthecastle。

  Astheywentsoftlyupthestair,Donalhadanidea。

  “Heisnotbackyet!”hesaid:“wewilltakethekeyfromtheoakdoor;hewillthinkhehasmislaidit,andwillnotfindoutthatyouaregone。Iwonderwhathewilldo!”

  Cautiouslylisteningtobesuretheearlwasnotthere,herantotheoakdoor,lockedit,andbroughtawaythekey。ThentheywenttotheroomArcturahadlastoccupied。

  Thedoorwasajar;therewasalightintheroom。Theywentsoftly,andpeepedin。Theearlwasthere,turningoverthecontentsofherwriting-desk。

  “Hewillfindnothing,“shewhisperedwithasmile。

  Donalledheraway。

  “Wewillgotoyouroldroom,“hesaid。“Thewholerecessisbuiltupwithstoneandlime:hecannotcomenearyouthatway!”

  Shemadenoobjection。Donalsecuredthedoors,lightedafire,andwenttolookforfood。Theyhadagreeduponacertainknock,withoutwhichshewastoopentonone。

  Whileshewasyetchangingthegarmentsinwhichshehadlainontheterriblebed,sheheardtheearlgoby,andthedoorofhisroomclose。Apparentlyhehadconcludedtoletherpassthenightwithoutanothervisit:hehadhimselfhadabadfright,andhadprobablynotgotoverit。AlittlelongerandsheheardDonal\'sgentlesignalatthedoorofthesitting-room。Hehadbroughtsomebiscuitsandalittlewineinthebottomofadecanterfromthehousekeeper\'sroom:

  therewasliterallynothinginthelarder,hesaid。

  Theysatdownandatethebiscuits。Donaltoldhisadventures。Theyagreedthatshemustwritetothefactortocomehomeatonce,andbringhissister。ThenDonalsettowithhisfileuponthering:herhandwasmuchtooswollentoadmitofitsbeingremovedasithadbeenputon。Itwasnoteasytocutit,partlyfromtheconstantdangerofhurtingherswollenhand,partlythattherustfilledandbluntedthefile。

  “There!”hesaidatlast,“youarefree!Andnow,mylady,youmusttakesomerest。Thedoortothepassageissecure。Lockthisoneinside,andIwilldrawthesofaacrossitoutside:ifhecomewanderinginthenight,andgetintothisroom,hewillnotreachyourdoor。“

  Wearyashewas,Donalcouldnotsleepmuch。Inthemiddleofthenightheheardtheearl\'sdooropen,andwatchedandfollowedhim。

  Hewenttotheoakdoor,andtriedinvaintoopenit。

  “Shehastakenit!”hemuttered,inwhatseemedtoDonalanawe-struckvoice。

  Allnightlongheroamedthehouseaspiritgrievouslytormented。Inthegrayofthemorning,havingperhapspersuadedhimselfthatthewholeaffairwasatrickofhisimagination,hewentbacktohisroom。

  InthemorningDonalleftthehouse,havingfirstcalledtoArcturaandwarnedhertolockthedoorofthesitting-roomthemomenthewasgone。Heranallthewaydowntotheinn,paidhisbill,boughtsomethingsinthetownfortheirbreakfast,andtakingthemare,rodeuptothecastle,andrangthebell。Nonoticewastaken。Hewentandputuphisanimal,thenlethimselfintothehousebyBaliol\'stower,andbegantosing。Sosinginghewentupthegreatstair,andintoandalongthecorridorwheretheearllay。

  Thesingingrousedhim,andbroughthimtohisdoorinarage。ButthemomenthesawDonalhiscountenancefell。

  “Whatthedevilareyoudoinghere?”hesaid。

  “TheytoldmeinthetownyouwereinEngland,mylord!”

  “Iwrotetoyou,“saidtheearl,“thatweweregonetoLondon,andthatyouneedbeinnohastetoreturn。ItrustyouhavenotbroughtDaviewithyou?”

  “Ihavenot,mylord。“

  “Thenmakewhathastebacktohimyoucan。Hemustnotbealonewithbumpkins!YoumaystaytherewithhimtillIsendforyou——onlymindyougoonwithyourstudies。Nowbeoff。Iamathomebutforafewhoursonbusiness,andleaveagainbytheafternooncoach!”

  “Idonotgo,mylord,untilIhaveseenmymistress。“

  “Yourmistress!Who,pray,isyourmistress!”

  “Iamnolongerinyourservice,mylord。“

  “Thenwhat,inthenameofGod,haveyoudonewithmyson?”

  “Ingoodtime,mylord,whenyouhavetoldmewheremymistressis!

  IaminthishouseasladyArctura\'sservant;andIdesiretoknowwhereIshallfindher。“

  “InLondon。“

  “Whataddress,pleaseyourlordship?Iwillwaitherordershere。“

  “Youwillleavethishouseatonce,“saidtheearl。“Iwillnothaveyouhereinbothherladyship\'sabsenceandmyown。“

  “Mylord,Iamnotignoranthowthingsstand:IaminladyArctura\'shouse;andhereIremaintillIreceivehercommands。“

  “Verywell!Byallmeans!”

  “Iaskyouagainforheraddress,mylord。“

  “Finditforyourself。Youwillnotobeymyorders:amItoobeyyours?”

  Heturnedonhisheel,andflungtohisdoor。

  DonalwenttoladyArctura。Shewasinthesitting-room,anxiouslywaitinghisreturn。Shehadheardtheirvoices,butnothingthatpassed。Hetoldherwhathehaddone;thenproducedhisprovisions,andtogethertheypreparedtheirbreakfast。Byandbytheyheardtheearlcomefromhisroom,gohereandtherethroughthestillhouse,andreturntohisapartment。

  Intheafternoonheleftthehouse。Theywatchedhimaway——illable,apparently,eventocrawlalong。Hewentdownthehill,noronceliftedhishead。Theyturnedandlookedateachother。Profoundpityforthewretchedoldmanwasthefeelingofboth。Itwasfollowedbyoneofintensereliefandliberty。

  “Youwouldliketoberidofmenow,mylady,“saidDonal;“butI

  don\'tseehowIcanleaveyou。ShallIgoandfetchMissCarmichael?”

  “No,certainly,“answeredArctura。“Icannotapplytoher。“

  “Itwouldbeapitytolosetheadvantageofyouruncle\'snotknowingwhathasbecomeofyou。“

  “Iwonderwhathewilldonext!IfIweretodienow,thepropertywouldbehis,andthenForgue\'s!”

  “Youcanwillitaway,Isuppose,mylady!”answeredDonal。

  Arcturastoodthoughtful。

  “IsForgueabadman,Mr。Grant?”

  “Idarenottrusthim,“answeredDonal。

  “Doyouthinkhehadanyknowledgeofthisplotofhisfather\'s?”

  “Icannottell。Idonotbelievehewouldhaveleftyoutodieinthechapel。“

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