ThisconductonthepartofMr。Carker,andherhabitofoftenconsideringitwithwonderanduneasiness,begantoinvesthimwithanuncomfortablefascinationinFlorence\'sthoughts。Amoredistinctremembranceofhisfeatures,voice,andmanner:whichshesometimescourted,asameansofreducinghimtothelevelofarealpersonage,capableofexertingnogreatercharmoverherthananother:didnotremovethevagueimpression。
Andyetheneverfrowned,orlookeduponherwithanairofdislikeoranimosity,butwasalwayssmilingandserene。
Again,Florence,inpursuitofherstrongpurposewithreferencetoherfather,andhersteadyresolutiontobelievethatshewasherselfunwittinglytoblamefortheirsocoldanddistantrelations,wouldrecalltomindthatthisgentlemanwashisconfidentialfriend,andwouldthink,withananxiousheart,couldherstrugglingtendencytodislikeandfearhimbeapartofthatmisfortuneinher,whichhadturnedherfather\'sloveadrift,andlefthersoalone?Shedreadedthatitmightbe;sometimesbelieveditwas:thensheresolvedthatshewouldtrytoconquerthiswrongfeeling;persuadedherselfthatshewashonouredandencouragedbythenoticeofherfather\'sfriend;andhopedthatpatientobservationofhimandtrustinhimwouldleadherbleedingfeetalongthatstonyroadwhichendedinherfather\'sheart。
Thus,withnoonetoadviseher——forshecouldadvisewithnoonewithoutseemingtocomplainagainsthim——gentleFlorencetossedonanuneasyseaofdoubtandhope;andMr。Carker,likeascalymonsterofthedeep,swamdownbelow,andkepthisshiningeyeuponher。
Florencehadanewreasoninallthisforwishingtobeathomeagain。Herlonelylifewasbettersuitedtohercourseoftimidhopeanddoubt;andshefearedsometimes,thatinherabsenceshemightmisssomehopefulchanceoftestifyingheraffectionforherfather。Heavenknows,shemighthavesethermindatrest,poorchild!onthislastpoint;butherslightedlovewasflutteringwithinher,and,eveninhersleep,itflewawayindreams,andnestled,likeawanderingbirdcomehome,uponherfather\'sneck。
OfWaltershethoughtoften。Ah!howoften,whenthenightwasgloomy,andthewindwasblowingroundthehouse!Buthopewasstronginherbreast。Itissodifficultfortheyoungandardent,evenwithsuchexperienceashers,toimagineyouthandardourquenchedlikeaweakflame,andthebrightdayoflifemergingintonight,atnoon,thathopewasstrongyet。HertearsfellfrequentlyforWalter\'ssufferings;butrarelyforhissupposeddeath,andneverlong。
ShehadwrittentotheoldInstrument-maker,buthadreceivednoanswertohernote:whichindeedrequirednone。ThusmattersstoodwithFlorenceonthemorningwhenshewasgoinghome,gladly,toheroldsecludedlife。
DoctorandMrs。Blimber,accompaniedmuchagainsthiswillbytheirvaluedcharge,MasterBarnet,werealreadygonebacktoBrighton,wherethatyounggentlemanandhisfellow-pilgrimstoParnassuswerethen,nodoubt,inthecontinualresumptionoftheirstudies。Theholidaytimewaspastandover;mostofthejuvenileguestsatthevillahadtakentheirdeparture:andFlorence\'slongvisitwascometoanend。
Therewasoneguest,however,albeitnotresidentwithinthehouse,whohadbeenveryconstantinhisattentiontothefamily,andwhostillremaineddevotedtothem。ThiswasMr。Toots,whoafterrenewing,someweeksago,theacquaintancehehadhadthehappinessofformingwithSkettlesJunior,onthenightwhenhebursttheBlimberianbondsandsoaredintofreedomwithhisringon,calledregularlyeveryotherday,andleftaperfectpackofcardsatthehall-door;somanyindeed,thattheceremonywasquiteadealonthepartofMr。Toots,andahandatwhistonthepartoftheservant。
Mr。Toots,likewise,withtheboldandhappyideaofpreventingthefamilyfromforgettinghimbutthereisreasontosupposethatthisexpedientoriginatedintheteemingbrainoftheChicken,hadestablishedasix-oaredcutter,mannedbyaquaticfriendsoftheChicken\'sandsteeredbythatillustriouscharacterinperson,whoworeabrightredfireman\'scoatforthepurpose,andconcealedtheperpetualblackeyewithwhichhewasafflicted,beneathagreenshade。Previoustotheinstitutionofthisequipage,Mr。TootssoundedtheChickenonahypotheticalcase,as,supposingtheChickentobeenamouredofayoungladynamedMary,andtohaveconceivedtheintentionofstartingaboatofhisown,whatwouldhecallthatboat?TheChickenreplied,withdiversstrongasseverations,thathewouldeitherchristenitPollorTheChicken\'sDelight。Improvingonthisidea,Mr。Toots,afterdeepstudyandtheexerciseofmuchinvention,resolvedtocallhisboatTheToots\'sJoy,asadelicatecomplimenttoFlorence,ofwhichnomanknowingtheparties,couldpossiblymisstheappreciation。
Stretchedonacrimsoncushioninhisgallantbark,withhisshoesintheair,Mr。Toots,intheexerciseofhisproject,hadcomeuptheriver,dayafterday,andweekafterweek,andhadflittedtoandfro,nearSirBarnet\'sgarden,andhadcausedhiscrewtocutacrossandacrosstheriveratsharpangles,forhisbetterexhibitiontoanylookers-outfromSirBarnet\'swindows,andhadhadsuchevolutionsperformedbytheToots\'sJoyashadfilledalltheneighbouringpartofthewater-sidewithastonishment。ButwheneverhesawanyoneinSirBarnet\'sgardenonthebrinkoftheriver,Mr。Tootsalwaysfeignedtobepassingthere,byacombinationofcoincidencesofthemostsingularandunlikelydescription。
`Howareyou,Toots?\'SirBarnetwouldsay,wavinghishandfromthelawn,whiletheartfulChickensteeredcloseinshore。
`Howdedo,SirBarnet?\'Mr。Tootswouldanswer,`WhatasurprisingthingthatIshouldseeyouhere!\'
Mr。Toots,inhissagacity,alwayssaidthis,asif,insteadofthatbeingSirBarnet\'shouse,itweresomedesertededificeonthebanksoftheNile,orGanges。
`Ineverwassosurprised!\'Mr。Tootswouldexclaim——`IsMissDombeythere?\'
WhereuponFlorencewouldappear,perhaps。
`Oh,Diogenesisquitewell,MissDombey,\'Mr。Tootswouldcry。
`Icalledtoaskthismorning。\'
`Thankyouverymuch!\'thepleasantvoiceofFlorencewouldreply。
`Won\'tyoucomeashore,Toots?\'SirBarnetwouldsaythen。`Come!
you\'reinnohurry。Comeandseeus。\'
`Oh,it\'sofnoconsequence,thankyou!\'Mr。Tootswouldblushinglyrejoin。`IthoughtMissDombeymightliketoknow,that\'sall。Good-bye!\'
AndpoorMr。Toots,whowasdyingtoaccepttheinvitation,buthadn\'tthecouragetodoit,signedtotheChicken,withanachingheart,andawaywenttheJoy,cleavingthewaterlikeanarrow。
TheJoywaslyinginastateofextraordinarysplendour,atthegardensteps,onthemorningofFlorence\'sdeparture。Whenshewentdownstairstotakeleave,afterhertalkwithSusan,shefoundMr。Tootsawaitingherinthedrawing-room。
`Oh,howdedo,MissDombey?\'saidthestrickenToots,alwaysdreadfullydisconcertedwhenthedesireofhisheartwasgained,andhewasspeakingtoher;`thankyou,I\'mverywellindeed,Ihopeyou\'rethesame,sowasDiogenesyesterday。\'
`Youareverykind,\'saidFlorence。
`Thankyou,it\'sofnoconsequence,\'retortedMr。Toots。`Ithoughtperhapsyouwouldn\'tmind,inthisfineweather,cominghomebywater,MissDombey。There\'splentyofroomintheboatforyourmaid。\'
`Iamverymuchobligedtoyou,\'saidFlorence,hesitating。`I
reallyam——butIwouldrathernot。\'
`Oh,it\'sofnoconsequence,\'retortedMr。Toots。`Goodmorning!\'
`Won\'tyouwaitandseeLadySkettles?\'askedFlorence,kindly。
`Ohno,thankyou,\'returnedMr。Toots,`it\'sofnoconsequenceatall。\'
SoshywasMr。Tootsonsuchoccasions,andsoflurried!ButLadySkettlesenteringatthemoment,Mr。Tootswassuddenlyseizedwithapassionforaskingherhowshedid,andhopingshewasverywell;norcouldMr。
Tootsbyanypossibilityleaveoffshakinghandswithher,untilSirBarnetappeared:towhomheimmediatelyclungwiththetenacityofdesperation。
`Wearelosing,to-day,Toots,\'saidSirBarnet,turningtowardsFlorence,`thelightofourhouse,Iassureyou。\'
`Oh,it\'sofnoconseqImeanyes,tobesure,\'falteredtheembarrassedToots。`GOODmorning!\'
Notwithstandingtheemphaticnatureofthisfarewell,Mr。Toots,insteadofgoingaway,stoodleeringabouthim,vacantly。Florence,torelievehim,badeadieu,withmanythanks,toLadySkettles,andgaveherarmtoSirBarnet。
`MayIbegofyou,mydearMissDombey,\'saidherhost,asheconductedhertothecarriage,`topresentmybestcomplimentstoyourdearPapa?\'
ItwasdistressingtoFlorencetoreceivethecommission,forshefeltasifshewereimposingonSirBarnetbyallowinghimtobelievethatakindnessrenderedtoher,wasrenderedtoherfather。Asshecouldnotexplain,however,shebowedherheadandthankedhim;andagainshethoughtthatthedullhome,freefromsuchembarrassments,andsuchremindersofhersorrow,washernaturalandbestretreat。
Suchofherlatefriendsandcompanionsaswereyetremainingatthevilla,camerunningfromwithin,andfromthegarden,tosaygood-bye。
Theywereallattachedtoher,andveryearnestintakingleaveofher。
Eventhehouseholdweresorryforhergoing,andtheservantscamenoddingandcurtseyingroundthecarriagedoor。AsFlorencelookedroundonthekindfaces,andsawamongthemthoseofSirBarnetandhislady,andofMr。Toots,whowaschucklingandstaringatherfromadistance,shewasremindedofthenightwhenPaulandshehadcomefromDoctorBlimber\'s:
andwhenthecarriagedroveaway,herfacewaswetwithtears。
Sorrowfultears,buttearsofconsolation,too;forallthesoftermemoriesconnectedwiththedulloldhousetowhichshewasreturningmadeitdeartoher,astheyroseup。Howlongitseemedsinceshehadwanderedthroughthesilentrooms:sinceshehadlastcrept,softlyandafraid,intothoseherfatheroccupied:sinceshehadfeltthesolemnbutyetsoothinginfluenceofthebeloveddeadineveryactionofherdailylife!Thisnewfarewellremindedher,besides,ofherpartingwithpoorWalter:ofhislooksandwordsthatnight:andofthegraciousblendingshehadnoticedinhim,oftendernessforthoseheleftbehind,withcourageandhighspirit。
Hislittlehistorywasassociatedwiththeoldhousetoo,andgaveitanewclaimandholduponherheart。
EvenSusanNippersoftenedtowardsthehomeofsomanyyears,astheywereontheirwaytowardsit。Gloomyasitwas,andrigidjusticeassherenderedtoitsgloom,sheforgaveitagreatdeal。`Ishallbegladtoseeitagain,Idon\'tdeny,Miss,\'saidtheNipper。`Thereain\'tmuchinittoboastof,butIwouldn\'thaveitburntorpulleddown,neither!\'
`You\'llbegladtogothroughtheoldrooms,won\'tyou,Susan?\'
saidFlorence,smiling。
`Well,Miss,\'returnedtheNipper,softeningmoreandmoretowardsthehouse,astheyapproacheditnearer,`Iwon\'tdenybutwhatIshall,thoughIshallhate\'emagain,to-morrow,verylikely。\'
Florencefeltthat,forher,therewasgreaterpeacewithinitthanelsewhere。Itwasbetterandeasiertokeephersecretshutupthere,amongthetalldarkwalls,thantocarryitabroadintothelight,andtrytohideitfromacrowdofhappyeyes。Itwasbettertopursuethestudyofherlovingheart,alone,andfindnonewdiscouragementsinlovingheartsabouther。Itwaseasiertohope,andpray,andloveon,alluncaredfor,yetwithconstancyandpatience,inthetranquilsanctuaryofsuchremembrances:althoughitmouldered,rusted,anddecayedabouther:thaninanewscene,letitsgaietybewhatitwould。Shewelcomedbackheroldenchanteddreamoflife,andlongedfortheolddarkdoortocloseuponher,onceagain。
Fullofsuchthoughts,theyturnedintothelongandsombrestreet。
Florencewasnotonthatsideofthecarriagewhichwasnearesttoherhome,andasthedistancelessenedbetweenthemandit,shelookedoutofherwindowforthechildrenovertheway。
Shewasthusengaged,whenanexclamationfromSusancausedhertoturnquicklyround。
`Why,Graciousme!\'criedSusan,breathless,`where\'sourhouse!\'
`Ourhouse!\'saidFlorence。
Susan,drawinginherheadfromthewindow,thrustitoutagain,drewitinagainasthecarriagestopped,andstaredathermistressinamazement。
Therewasalabyrinthofscaffoldingraisedallroundthehousefromthebasementtotheroof。Loadsofbricksandstones,andheapsofmortar,andpilesofwood,blockeduphalfthewidthandlengthofthebroadstreetattheside。Ladderswereraisedagainstthewalls:labourerswereclimbingupanddown;menwereatworkuponthestepsofthescaffolding:
paintersanddecoratorswerebusyinside;greatrollsofornamentalpaperwerebeingdeliveredfromacartatthedoor;anupholsterer\'swaggonalsostoppedtheway;nofurniturewastobeseenthroughthegapingandbrokenwindowsinanyoftherooms;nothingbutworkmen,andtheimplementsoftheirseveraltradesswarmingfromthekitchenstothegarrets。Insideandoutsidealike:bricklayers,painters,carpenters,masons:hammer,hod,brush,pickaxe,saw,andtrowel:allatworktogether,infullchorus。
Florencedescendedfromthecoach,halfdoubtingifitwere,orcouldbetherighthouse,untilsherecognizedTowlinson,withasun-burntface,standingatthedoortoreceiveher。
`Thereisnothingthematter?\'inquiredFlorence。
`Ohno,Miss。\'
`Therearegreatalterationsgoingon。\'
`Yes,Miss,greatalterations,\'saidTowlinson。
Florencepassedhimasifshewereinadream,andhurriedupstairs。Thegarishlightwasinthelong-darkeneddrawing-room,andtherewerestepsandplatforms,andmeninpapercaps,inthehighplaces。Hermother\'spicturewasgonewiththerestofthemoveables,andonthemarkwhereithadbeen,wasscrawledinchalk,`thisroomin-panel。Greenandgold。\'Thestaircasewasalabyrinthofpostsandplanksliketheout-sideofthehouse,andawholeOlympusofplumbersandglazierswasreclininginvariousattitudes,ontheskylight。Herownroomwasnotyettouchedwithin,buttherewerebeamsandboardsraisedagainstitwithout,baulkingthedaylight。Shewentupswiftlytothatotherbedroom,wherethelittlebedwas;andadarkgiantofamanwithapipeinhismouth,andhisheadtiedupinapocket-handkerchief,wasstaringinatthewindow。
ItwasherethatSusanNipper,whohadbeeninquestofFlorence,foundher,andsaid,wouldshegodownstairstoherPapa,whowishedtospeaktoher。
`Athome!andwishingtospeaktome!\'criedFlorence,trembling。
Susan,whowasinfinitelymoredistraughtthanFlorenceherself,repeatedhererrand;andFlorence,paleandagitated,hurrieddownagain,withoutamoment\'shesitation。Shethoughtuponthewaydown,wouldshedaretokisshim?Thelongingofherheartresolvedher,andshethoughtshewould。
Herfathermighthaveheardthatheartbeat,whenitcameintohispresence。Oneinstant,anditwouldhavebeatagainsthisbreast——
Buthewasnotalone。Thereweretwoladiesthere;andFlorencestopped。Strivingsohardwithheremotion,thatifherbrutefriendDihadnotburstinandoverwhelmedherwithhiscaressesasawelcomehome——atwhichoneoftheladiesgavealittlescream,andthatdivertedherattentionfromherself——shewouldhaveswooneduponthefloor。
`Florence,\'saidherfather,puttingouthishand:sostifflythatitheldheroff:`howdoyoudo?\'
Florencetookthehandbetweenherown,andputtingittimidlytoherlips,yieldedtoitswithdrawal。Ittouchedthedoorinshuttingit,withquiteasmuchendearmentasithadtouchedher。
`Whatdogisthat?\'saidMr。Dombey,displeased。
`Itisadog,Papa——fromBrighton。\'
`Well!\'saidMr。Dombey;andacloudpassedoverhisface,forheunderstoodher。
`Heisverygood-tempered,\'saidFlorence,addressingherselfwithhernaturalgraceandsweetnesstothetwoladystrangers。`Heisonlygladtoseeme。Prayforgivehim。\'
Shesawintheglancetheyinterchanged,thattheladywhohadscreamed,andwhowasseated,wasold;andthattheotherlady,whostoodnearherPapa,wasverybeautiful,andofanelegantfigure。
`Mrs。Skewton,\'saidherfather,turningtothefirst,andholdingouthishand,`thisismydaughterFlorence。\'
`Charming,Iamsure,\'observedthelady,puttingupherglass。
`Sonatural!MydarlingFlorence,youmustkissme,ifyouplease。\'
Florencehavingdoneso,turnedtowardstheotherlady,bywhomherfatherstoodwaiting。
`Edith,\'saidMr。Dombey,`thisismydaughterFlorence。Florence,thisladywillsoonbeyourMama。\'
Florencestarted,andlookedupatthebeautifulfaceinaconflictofemotions,amongwhichthetearsthatnameawakened,struggledforamomentwithsurprise,interest,admiration,andanindefinablesortoffear。Thenshecriedout,`Oh,Papa,mayyoubehappy!mayyoubevery,veryhappyallyourlife!\'andthenfellweepingonthelady\'sbosom。
Therewasashortsilence。Thebeautifullady,whoatfirsthadseemedtohesitatewhetherornosheshouldadvancetoFlorence,heldhertoherbreast,andpressedthehandwithwhichsheclaspedher,closeaboutherwaist,asiftoreassureherandcomforther。Notonewordpassedthelady\'slips。ShebentherheaddownoverFlorence,andshekissedheronthecheek,butshesaidnoword。
`Shallwegoonthroughtherooms,\'saidMr。Dombey,`andseehowourworkmenaredoing?Prayallowme,mydearmadam。\'
HesaidthisinofferinghisarmtoMrs。Skewton,whohadbeenlookingatFlorencethroughherglass,asthoughpicturingtoherselfwhatshemightbemade,bythefashion——fromherowncopiousstorehouse,nodoubt——ofalittlemoreHeartandNature。Florencewasstillsobbingonthelady\'sbreast,andholdingtoher,whenMr。DombeywasheardtosayfromtheConservatory:
`LetusaskEdith。Dearme,whereisshe?\'
`Edith,mydear!\'criedMrs。Skewton,`whereareyou?LookingforMr。Dombeysomewhere,Iknow。Wearehere,mylove。\'
ThebeautifulladyreleasedherholdofFlorence,andpressingherlipsoncemoreuponherface,withdrewhurriedly,andjoinedthem。
Florenceremainedstandinginthesameplace:happy,sorry,joyful,andintears,sheknewnothow,orhowlong,butallatonce:whenhernewMamacameback,andtookherinherarmsagain。
`Florence,\'saidthelady,hurriedly,andlookingintoherfacewithgreatearnestness。`Youwillnotbeginbyhatingme?\'
`Byhatingyou,Mama?\'criedFlorence,windingherarmroundherneck,andreturningthelook。
`Hush!Beginbythinkingwellofme,\'saidthebeautifullady。
`BeginbybelievingthatIwilltrytomakeyouhappy,andthatIampreparedtoloveyou,Florence。Good-bye。Weshallmeetagainsoon。Good-bye!Don\'tstayhere,now。\'
Againshepressedhertoherbreast——shehadspokeninarapidmanner,butfirmly——andFlorencesawherrejointhemintheotherroom。
AndnowFlorencebegantohopethatshewouldlearnfromhernewandbeautifulMama,howtogainherfather\'slove;andinhersleepthatnight,inherlostoldhome,herownMamasmiledradiantlyuponthehope,andblessedit。DreamingFlorence!
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter29[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXXIXTheOpeningoftheEyesofMrs。ChickMISSTOX,allunconsciousofanysuchrareappearancesinconnexionwithMr。Dombey\'shouse,asscaffoldingsandladders,andmenwiththeirheadstiedupinpocket-handkerchiefs,glaringinatthewindowslikeflyinggeniiorstrangebirds,——havingbreakfastedonemorningataboutthiseventfulperiodoftime,onhercustomaryviands;towit,oneFrenchrollrasped,oneeggnewlaidorwarrantedtobe,andonelittlepotoftea,whereinwasinfusedonelittlesilverscoopfulofthatherbonbehalfofMissTox,andonelittlesilverscoopfulonbehalfoftheteapot——aflightoffancyinwhichgoodhousekeepersdelight;wentupstairstosetforththebirdwaltzontheharpsichord,towaterandarrangetheplants,todustthenick-nacks,andaccordingtoherdailycustom,tomakeherlittledrawing-roomthegarlandofPrincess\'sPlace。
MissToxenduedherselfwithapairofancientgloves,likedeadleaves,inwhichshewasaccustomedtoperformtheseavocations——hiddenfromhumansightatothertimesinatabledrawer——andwentmethodicallytowork;beginningwiththebirdwaltz;passing,byanaturalassociationofideas,toherbird——averyhigh-shoulderedcanary,strickeninyears,andmuchrumpled,butapiercingsinger,asPrincess\'sPlacewellknew;
taking,nextinorder,thelittlechinaornaments,paperfly-cages,andsoforth;andcominground,ingoodtime,totheplants,whichgenerallyrequiredtobesnippedhereandtherewithapairofscissors,forsomebotanicalreasonthatwasverypowerfulwithMissTox。
MissToxwasslowincomingtotheplants,thismorning。Theweatherwaswarm,thewindsoutherly;andtherewasasighofthesummer-timeinPrincess\'sPlace,thatturnedMissTox\'sthoughtsuponthecountry。Thepot-boyattachedtothePrincess\'sArmshadcomeoutwithacanandtrickledwater,inaflowingpattern,alloverPrincess\'sPlace,anditgavetheweedygroundafreshscent——quiteagrowingscent,MissToxsaid。Therewasatinyblinkofsunpeepinginfromthegreatstreetroundthecorner,andthesmokysparrowshoppedoveritandbackagain,brighteningastheypassed:orbathedinit,likeastream,andbecameglorifiedsparrows,unconnectedwithchimneys。LegendsinpraiseofGinger-Beer,withpictorialrepresentationsofthirstycustomerssubmergedintheeffervescence,orstunnedbytheflyingcorks,wereconspicuousinthewindowofthePrincess\'sArms。Theyweremakinglatehay,somewhereoutoftown;andthoughthefragrancehadalongwaytocome,andmanycounterfragrancestocontendwithamongthedwellingsofthepoormayGodrewardtheworthygentlemenwhostickleforthePlagueaspartandparcelofthewisdomofourancestors,andwhodotheirlittlebesttokeepthosedwellingsmiserable!,yetitwaswaftedfaintlyintoPrincess\'sPlace,whisperingofNatureandherwholesomeair,assuchthingswill,evenuntoprisonersandcaptives,andthosewhoaredesolateandoppressed,inveryspiteofaldermenandknightstoboot:atwhosesagenod——andhowtheynod!——therollingworldstandsstill!
MissToxsatdownuponthewidow-seat,andthoughtofhergoodpapadeceased——Mr。Tox,oftheCustomsDepartmentofthepublicservice;
andofherchildhood,passedataseaport,amongaconsiderablequantityofcoldtar,andsomerusticity。Shefellintoasoftenedremembranceofmeadows,inoldtime,gleamingwithbuttercups,likesomanyinvertedfirmamentsofgoldenstars;andhowshehadmadechainsofdandelion-stalksforyouthfulvowersofeternalconstancy,dressedchieflyinnankeen;andhowsoonthosefettershadwitheredandbroken。
Sittingonthewindow-seat,andlookingoutuponthesparrowsandtheblinkofsun,MissToxthoughtlikewiseofhergoodmamadeceased——sistertotheownerofthepowderedheadandpigtail——ofhervirtuesandherrheumatism。
Andwhenamanwithbulgylegs,andaroughvoice,andaheavybasketonhisheadthatcrushedhishatintoamereblackmuffin,camecryingflowersdownPrincess\'sPlace,makinghistimidlittlerootsofdaisiesshudderinthevibrationofeveryyellhegave,asthoughhehadbeenanogre,hawkinglittlechildren,summerrecollectionsweresostronguponMissTox,thatsheshookherhead,andmurmuredshewouldbecomparativelyoldbeforesheknewit——whichseemedlikely。
Inherpensivemood,MissTox\'sthoughtswentwanderingonMr。Dombey\'strack;probablybecausetheMajorhadreturnedhometohislodgingsopposite,andhadjustbowedtoherfromhiswindow。WhatotherreasoncouldMissToxhaveforconnectingMr。Dombeywithhersummerdaysanddandelionfetters?
Washemorecheerful?thoughtMissTox。Washereconciledtothedecreesoffate?Wouldheevermarryagain?andifyes,whom?Whatsortofpersonnow!
Aflush——itwaswarmweather——overspreadMissTox\'sface,as,whileentertainingthesemeditations,sheturnedherhead,andwassurprisedbythereflectionofherthoughtfulimageinthechimney-glass。AnotherflushsucceededwhenshesawalittlecarriagedriveintoPrincess\'sPlace,andmakestraightforherowndoor。MissToxarose,tookupherscissorshastily,andsocoming,atlast,totheplants,wasverybusywiththemwhenMrs。Chickenteredtheroom。
`Howismysweetestfriend!\'exclaimedMissTox,withopenarms。
AlittlestatelinesswasmingledwithMissTox\'ssweetestfriend\'sdemeanour,butshekissedMissTox,andsaid,`Lucretia,thankyou,Iamprettywell。Ihopeyouarethesame。Hem!\'
Mrs。Chickwaslabouringunderapeculiarlittlemonosyllabiccough;asortofprimer,oreasyintroductiontotheartofcoughing。
`Youcallveryearly,andhowkindthatis,mydear!\'pursuedMissTox。`Now,haveyoubreakfasted?\'
`Thankyou,Lucretia,\'saidMrs。Chick。`Ihave。Itookanearlybreakfast\'——thegoodladyseemedcuriousonthesubjectofPrincess\'sPlace,andlookedallrounditasshespoke——`withmybrother,whohascomehome。\'
`Heisbetter,Itrust,mylove,\'falteredMissTox。
`Heisgreatlybetter,thankyou。Hem!\'
`MydearLouisamustbecarefulofthatcough,\'remarkedMissTox。
`It\'snothing,\'returnedMrs。Chick。`It\'smerelychangeofweather。
Wemustexpectchange。\'
`Ofweather?\'askedMissTox,inhersimplicity。
`Ofeverything,\'returnedMrs。Chick。`Ofcoursewemust。It\'saworldofchange。Anyonewouldsurprisemeverymuch,Lucretia,andwouldgreatlyaltermyopinionoftheirunderstanding,iftheyattemptedtocontradictorevadewhatissoperfectlyevident。Change!\'exclaimedMrs。Chick,withseverephilosophy。`Why,mygraciousme,whatistherethatdoesnotchange!eventhesilkworm,whoIamsuremightbesupposednottotroubleitselfaboutsuchsubjects,changesintoallsortsofunexpectedthingscontinually。\'
`MyLouisa,\'saidthemildMissTox,`iseverhappyinherillustrations。\'
`Youaresokind,Lucretia,\'returnedMrs。Chick,alittlesoftened,`astosayso,andtothinkso,Ibelieve。Ihopeneitherofusmayeverhaveanycausetolessenouropinionoftheother,Lucretia。\'
`Iamsureofit,\'returnedMissTox。
Mrs。Chickcoughedasbefore,anddrewlinesonthecarpetwiththeivoryendofherparasol。MissTox,whohadexperienceofherfairfriend,andknewthatunderthepressureofanyslightfatigueorvexationshewaspronetoadiscursivekindofirritability,availedherselfofthepause,tochangethesubject。
`Pardonme,mydearLouisa,\'saidMissTox,`buthaveIcaughtsightofthemanlyformofMr。Chickinthecarriage?\'
`Heisthere,\'saidMrs。Chick,`butprayleavehimthere。Hehashisnewspaper,andwouldbequitecontentedforthenexttwohours。
Goonwithyourflowers,Lucretia,andallowmetosithereandrest。\'
`MyLouisaknows,\'observedMissTox,`thatbetweenfriendslikeourselves,anyapproachtoceremonywouldbeoutofthequestion。Therefore——\'
ThereforeMissToxfinishedthesentence,notinwordsbutaction;andputtingonherglovesagain,whichshehadtakenoff,andarmingherselfoncemorewithherscissors,begantosnipandclipamongtheleaveswithmicroscopicindustry。
`Florencehasreturnedhomealso,\'saidMrs。Chick,aftersittingsilentforsometime,withherheadononeside,andherparasolsketchingonthefloor;`andreallyFlorenceisagreatdealtoooldnow,tocontinuetoleadthatsolitarylifetowhichshehasbeenaccustomed。Ofcoursesheis。Therecanbenodoubtaboutit。Ishouldhaveverylittlerespect,indeed,foranybodywhocouldadvocateadifferentopinion。Whatevermywishesmightbe,Icouldnotrespectthem。Wecannotcommandourfeelingstosuchanextentasthat。\'
MissToxassented,withoutbeingparticularastotheintelligibilityoftheproposition。
`Ifshe\'sastrangegirl,\'saidMrs。Chick,`andifmybrotherPaulcannotfeelperfectlycomfortableinhersociety,afterallthesadthingsthathavehappened,andalltheterribledisappointmentsthathavebeenundergone,then,whatisthereply?Thathemustmakeaneffort。Thatheisboundtomakeaneffort。Wehavealwaysbeenafamilyremarkableforeffort。Paulisattheheadofthefamily;almosttheonlyrepresentativeofitleft——forwhatamI——Iamofnoconsequence——\'
`Mydearestlove,\'remonstratedMissTox。
Mrs。Chickdriedhereyes,whichwere,forthemoment,overflowing;
andproceeded:
`Andconsequentlyheismorethaneverboundtomakeaneffort。
Andthoughhishavingdoneso,comesuponmewithasortofshock——formineisaveryweakandfoolishnature;whichisanythingbutablessingIamsure;Ioftenwishmyheartwasamarbleslab,orapaving-stone——\'
`MysweetLouisa,\'remonstratedMissToxagain。
`Still,itisatriumphtometoknowthatheissotruetohimself,andtohisnameofDombey;although,ofcourse,Ialwaysknewhewouldbe。Ionlyhope,\'saidMrs。Chick,afterapause,`thatshemaybeworthyofthenametoo。\'
MissToxfilledalittlegreenwatering-potfromajug,andhappeningtolookupwhenshehaddoneso,wassosurprisedbytheamountofexpressionMrs。Chickhadconveyedintoherface,andwasbestowinguponher,thatsheputthelittlewatering-potonthetableforthepresent,andsatdownnearit。
`MydearLouisa,\'saidMissTox,`willitbetheleastsatisfactiontoyou,ifIventuretoobserveinreferencetothatremark,thatI,asahumbleindividual,thinkyoursweetnieceineverywaymostpromising?\'
`Whatdoyoumean,Lucretia?\'returnedMrs。Chick,withincreasedstatelinessofmanner。`Towhatremarkofmine,mydear,doyourefer?\'
`Herbeingworthyofhername,mylove。\'repliedMissTox。
`If,\'saidMrs。Chick,withsolemnpatience,`Ihavenotexpressedmyselfwithclearness,Lucretia,thefaultofcourseismine。Thereis,perhaps,noreasonwhyIshouldexpressmyselfatall,excepttheintimacythathassubsistedbetweenus,andwhichIverymuchhope,Lucretia——confidentlyhope——nothingwilloccurtodisturb。Because,whyshouldIdoanythingelse?Thereisnoreason;itwouldbeabsurd。ButIwishtoexpressmyselfclearly,Lucretia;andthereforetogobacktothatremark,ImustbegtosaythatitwasnotintendedtorelatetoFlorence,inanyway。\'
`Indeed!\'returnedMissTox。
`No,\'saidMrs。Chickshortlyanddecisively。
`Pardonme,mydear,\'rejoinedhermeekfriend;`butIcannothaveunderstoodit。IfearIamdull。\'
Mrs。Chicklookedroundtheroomandovertheway;attheplants,atthebird,atthewatering-pot,atalmosteverythingwithinview,exceptMissTox;andfinallydroppingherglanceuponMissTox,foramoment,onitswaytotheground,said,lookingmeanwhilewithelevatedeyebrowsatthecarpet:
`WhenIspeak,Lucretia,ofherbeingworthyofthename,IspeakofmybrotherPaul\'ssecondwife。IbelieveIhavealreadysaid,ineffect,ifnotintheverywordsInowuse,thatitishisintentiontomarryasecondwife。\'
MissToxleftherseatinahurry,andreturnedtoherplants;
clippingamongthestemsandleaves,withaslittlefavourasabarberworkingatsomanypauperheadsofhair。
`Whethershewillbefullysensibleofthedistinctionconferreduponher,\'saidMrs。Chick,inaloftytone,`isquiteanotherquestion。
Ihopeshemaybe。Weareboundtothinkwellofoneanotherinthisworld,andIhopeshemaybe。Ihavenotbeenadvisedwithmyself。IfIhadbeenadvisedwith,Ihavenodoubtmyadvicewouldhavebeencavalierlyreceived,andthereforeitisinfinitelybetterasitis。Imuchpreferitasitis。\'
MissTox,withheadbentdown,stillclippedamongtheplants。
Mrs。Chick,withenergeticshakingsofherownheadfromtimetotime,continuedtoholdforth,asifindefianceofsomebody。
`IfmybrotherPaulhadconsultedwithme,whichhesometimesdoes——orrather,sometimesusedtodo;forhewillnaturallydothatnomorenow,andthisisacircumstancewhichIregardasarelieffromresponsibility,\'
saidMrs。Chick,hysterically,`forIthankHeavenIamnotjealous——\'
hereMrs。Chickagainshedtears:`ifmybrotherPaulhadcometome,andhadsaid,“Louisa,whatkindofqualitieswouldyouadvisemetolookoutfor,inawife?”Ishouldcertainlyhaveanswered,“Paul,youmusthavefamily,youmusthavebeauty,youmusthavedignity,youmusthaveconnexion。“
ThosearethewordsIshouldhaveused。Youmighthaveledmetotheblockimmediatelyafterwards,\'saidMrs。Chick,asifthatconsequencewerehighlyprobable,`butIshouldhaveusedthem。Ishouldhavesaid,“Paul!Youtomarryasecondtimewithoutfamily!Youtomarrywithoutbeauty!Youtomarrywithoutdignity!Youtomarrywithoutconnexion!Thereisnobodyintheworld,notmad,whocoulddreamofdaringtoentertainsuchapreposterousidea!”\'
MissToxstoppedclipping;andwithherheadamongtheplants,listenedattentively。PerhapsMissToxthoughttherewashopeinthisexordium,andthewarmthofMrs。Chick。
`Ishouldhaveadoptedthiscourseofargument,\'pursuedthediscreetlady,`becauseItrustIamnotafool。Imakenoclaimtobeconsideredapersonofsuperiorintellect——thoughIbelievesomepeoplehavebeenextraordinaryenoughtoconsidermeso;onesolittlehumouredasIam,wouldverysoonbedisabusedofanysuchnotion;butItrustIamnotadownrightfool。AndtotellME,\'saidMrs。Chickwithineffabledisdain,`thatmybrotherPaulDombeycouldevercontemplatethepossibilityofunitinghimselftoanybody——Idon\'tcarewho\'——shewasmoresharpandemphaticinthatshortclausethaninanyotherpartofherdiscourse——`notpossessingtheserequisites,wouldbetoinsultwhatunderstandingIhavegot,asmuchasifIwastobetoldthatIwasbornandbredanelephant,whichImaybetoldnext,\'saidMrs。Chick,withresignation。`Itwouldn\'tsurprisemeatall。Iexpectit。\'
Inthemoment\'ssilencethatensued,MissTox\'sscissorsgaveafeeblecliportwo:butMissTox\'sfacewasstillin-visible,andMissTox\'smorninggownwasagitated。Mrs。Chicklookedsidewaysather,throughtheinterveningplants,andwentontosay,inatoneofblandconviction,andasonedwellingonapointoffactthathardlyrequiredtobestated:
`Therefore,ofcoursemybrotherPaulhasdonewhatwastobeexpectedofhim,andwhatanybodymighthaveforeseenhewoulddo,ifheenteredthemarriagestateagain。Iconfessittakesmeratherbysurprise,howevergratifying;becausewhenPaulwentoutoftownIhadnoideaatallthathewouldformanyattachmentoutoftown,andhecertainlyhadnoattachmentwhenhelefthere。However,itseemstobeextremelydesirableineverypointofview。Ihavenodoubtthemotherisamostgenteelandelegantcreature,andIhavenorightwhatevertodisputethepolicyofherlivingwiththem:whichisPaul\'saffair,notmine——andastoPaul\'schoice,herself,Ihaveonlyseenherpictureyet,butthatisbeautifulindeed。Hernameisbeautifultoo,\'saidMrs。Chick,shakingherheadwithenergy,andarrangingherselfinherchair;`Edithisatonceuncommon,asitstrikeme,anddistinguished。Consequently,Lucretia,Ihavenodoubtyouwillbehappytohearthatthemarriageistotakeplaceimmediately——ofcourse,youwill:\'greatemphasisagain:`andthatyouaredelightedwiththischangeintheconditionofmybrother,whohasshownyouagreatdealofpleasantattentionatvarioustimes。\'
MissToxmadenoverbalanswer,buttookupthelittlewatering-potwithatremblinghand,andlookedvacantlyroundasifconsideringwhatarticleoffurniturewouldbeimprovedbythecontents。TheroomdooropeningatthiscrisisofMissTox\'sfeelings,shestarted,laughedaloud,andfellintothearmsofthepersonentering;happilyinsensiblealikeofMrs。Chick\'sindignantcountenanceandoftheMajorathiswindowovertheway,whohadhisdouble-barrelledeye-glassinfullaction,andwhosefaceandfigureweredilatedwithMephistopheleanjoy。
NotsotheexpatriatedNative,amazedsupporterofMissTox\'sswooningform,who,comingstraightupstairs,withapoliteinquirytouchingMissTox\'shealthinexactpursuanceoftheMajor\'smaliciousinstructions,hadaccidentallyarrivedintheverynickoftimetocatchthedelicateburdeninhisarms,andtoreceivethecontentsofthelittlewatering-potinhisshoe;bothofwhichcircumstances,coupledwithhisconsciousnessofbeingcloselywatchedbythewrathfulMajor,whohadthreatenedtheusualpenaltyinregardofeveryboneinhisskinincaseofanyfailure,combinedtorenderhimamovingspectacleofmentalandbodilydistress。
Forsomemoments,thisafflictedforeignerremainedclaspingMissToxtohisheart,withanenergyofactioninremarkableoppositiontohisdisconcertedface,whilethatpoorladytrickledslowlydownuponhimtheverylastsprinklingsofthelittlewatering-pot,asifhewereadelicateexoticwhichindeedhewas,andmightbealmostexpectedtoblowwhilethegentleraindescended。Mrs。Chick,atlengthrecoveringsufficientpresenceofmindtointerpose,commandedhimtodropMissToxuponthesofaandwithdraw;andtheexilepromptlyobeying,sheappliedherselftopromoteMissTox\'srecovery。
ButnoneofthatgentleconcernwhichusuallycharacterisesthedaughtersofEveintheirtendingofeachother;noneofthatfreemasonryinfainting,bywhichtheyaregenerallyboundtogetherinamysteriousbondofsisterhood;wasvisibleinMrs。Chick\'sdemeanour。Ratherliketheexecutionerwhorestoresthevictimtosensationprevioustoproceedingwiththetortureorwaswonttodoso,inthegoodoldtimesforwhichalltruemenwearperpetualmourning,didMrs。Chickadministerthesmelling-bottle,theslappingonthehands,thedashingofcoldwaterontheface,andtheotherprovedremedies。Andwhen,atlength,MissToxopenedhereyes,andgraduallybecamerestoredtoanimationandconsciousness,Mrs。Chickdrewoffasformacriminal,andreversingtheprecedentofthemurderedkingofDenmark,regardedhermoreinangerthaninsorrow。
`Lucretia!\'saidMrs。Chick。`IwillnotattempttodisguisewhatIfeel。Myeyesareopened,allatonce。Iwouldn\'thavebelievedthis,ifaSainthadtoldittome。\'
`Iamfoolishtogivewaytofaintness,\'MissToxfaltered。`I
shallbebetterpresently。\'
`Youwillbebetterpresently,Lucretia!\'repeatedMrs。Chick,withexceedingscorn。`DoyousupposeIamblind?DoyouimagineIaminmysecondchildhood?No,Lucretia!Iamobligedtoyou!\'
MissToxdirectedanimploring,helplesskindoflooktowardsherfriend,andputherhandkerchiefbeforeherface。
`Ifanyonehadtoldmethisyesterday,\'saidMrs。Chick,withmajesty,`orevenhalf-an-hourago,Ishouldhavebeentempted,Ialmostbelieve,tostrikethemtotheearth,LucretiaTox,myeyesareopenedtoyouallatonce。Thescales:\'hereMrs。Chickcastdownanimaginarypair,suchasarecommonlyusedingrocers\'shops:`havefallenfrommysight。Theblindnessofmyconfidenceispast,Lucretia。Ithasbeenabusedandplayedupon,andevasionisquiteoutofthequestionnow,Iassureyou。\'
`Oh!towhatdoyoualludesocruelly,mylove?\'askedMissTox,throughhertears。
`Lucretia,\'saidMrs。Chick,`askyourownheart。Imustentreatyounottoaddressmebyanysuchfamiliartermasyouhavejustused,ifyouplease。Ihavesomeself-respectleft,thoughyoumaythinkotherwise。\'
`Oh,Louisa!\'criedMissTox。`Howcanyouspeaktomelikethat?\'
`HowcanIspeaktoyoulikethat?\'retortedMrs。Chick,who,indefaultofhavinganyparticularargumenttosustainherselfupon,reliedprincipallyonsuchrepetitionsforhermostwitheringeffects。`Likethat!
Youmaywellsaylikethat,indeed!\'
MissToxsobbedpitifully。
`Theidea!\'saidMrs。Chick,`ofyourhavingbaskedatmybrother\'sfireside,likeaserpent,andwouldyourself,throughme,almostintohisconfidence,Lucretia,thatyoumight,insecret,entertaindesignsuponhim,anddaretoaspiretocontemplatethepossibilityofhisunitinghimselftoyou!Why,itisandidea,\'saidMrs。Chick,withsarcasticdignity,`theabsurdityofwhichalmostrelievesitstreachery。\'
`Pray,Louisa,\'urgedMissTox,`donotsaysuchdreadfulthings。\'
`Dreadfulthings!\'repeatedMrs。Chick。`Dreadfulthings!Isitnotafact,Lucretia,thatyouhavejustnowbeenunabletocommandyourfeelingsevenbeforeme,whoseeyesyouhadsocompletelyclosed?\'
`Ihavemadenocomplaint,\'sobbedMissTox。`Ihavesaidnothing。
IfIhavebeenalittleoverpoweredbyyournews,Louisa,andhaveeverhadanylingeringthoughtthatMr。Dombeywasinclinedtobeparticulartowardsme,surelyyouwillnotcondemnme。\'
`Sheisgoingtosay。\'saidMrs。Chick,addressingherselftothewholeofthefurniture,inacomprehensiveglanceofresignationandappeal,`Sheisgoingtosay——Iknowit——thatIhaveencouragedher!\'
`Idon\'twishtoexchangereproaches,dearLouisa,\'sobbedMissTox。`NordoIwishtocomplain。But,inmyowndefence——\'
`Yes,\'criedMrs。Chick,lookingroundtheroomwithapropheticsmile,`that\'swhatshe\'sgoingtosay。Iknewit。Youhadbettersayit。
Sayitopenly!Beopen,LucretiaTox,\'saidMrs。Chick,withdesperatesternness,`whateveryouare。\'
`Inmyowndefence,\'falteredMissTox,`andonlyinmyowndefenceagainstyourunkindwords,mydearLouisa,Iwouldmerelyaskyouifyouhaven\'toftenfavouredsuchafancy,andevensaiditmighthappen,foranythingwecouldtell?\'
`Thereisapoint,\'saidMrs。Chick,rising,notasifsheweregoingtostopatthefloor,butasifshewereabouttosoarup,high,intohernativeskies,`beyondwhichendurancebecomesridiculous,ifnotculpable。Icanbearmuch;butnottoomuch。WhatspellwasonmewhenIcameintothishousethisday,Idon\'tknow;butIhadapresentiment——adarkpresentiment,\'saidMrs。Chick,withashiver,`thatsomethingwasgoingtohappen。WellmayIhavehadthatforeboding,Lucretia,whenmyconfidenceofmanyyearsisdestroyedinaninstant,whenmyeyesareopenedallatonce,andwhenIfindyourevealedinyourtruecolours。Lucretia,Ihavebeenmistakeninyou。Itisbetterforusboththatthissubjectshouldendhere。Iwishyouwell,andIshalleverwishyouwell。But,asanindividualwhodesirestobetruetoherselfinherownpoorposition,whateverthatpositionmaybe,ormaynotbe——andasthesisterofmybrother——andasthesister-in-lawofmybrother\'swife——andasaconnexionbymarriageofmybrother\'swife\'smother——mayIbepermittedtoadd,asaDombey?——I
canwishyounothingelsebutgoodmorning。\'
Thesewords,deliveredwithcuttingsuavity,temperedandchastenedbyaloftyairofmoralrectitude,carriedthespeakertothedoor。Theresheinclinedherheadinaghostlyandstatue-likemanner,andsowithdrewtohercarriage,toseekcomfortandconsolationinthearmsofMr。Chickherlord。
Figurativelyspeaking,thatistosay:forthearmsofMr。Chickwerefullofhisnewspaper。Neitherdidthatgentlemanaddresshiseyestowardshiswifeotherwisethanbystealth。Neitherdidheofferanyconsolationwhatever。Inshort,hesatreading,andhummingfagendsoftunes,andsometimesglancingfurtivelyatherwithoutdeliveringhimselfofaword,good,bad,orindifferent。
InthemeantimeMrs。Chicksatswellingandbridling,andtossingherhead,asifshewerestillrepeatingthatsolemnformulaoffarewelltoLucretiaTox。Atlength,shesaidaloud,`Ohtheextenttowhichhereyeshadbeenopenedthatday!\'
`Towhichyoureyeshavebeenopened,,mydear!\'repeatedMr。
Chick。
`Oh,don\'ttalktome!\'saidMrs。Chick。`Ifyoucanbeartoseemeinthisstate,andnotaskmewhatthematteris,youhadbetterholdyourtongueforever。\'
`Whatisthematter,mydear?\'askedMr。Chick。
`Tothink,\'saidMrs。Chick,inastateofsoliloquy,`thatsheshouldeverhaveconceivedthebaseideaofconnectingherselfwithourfamilybyamarriagewithPaul!Tothinkthatwhenshewasplayingathorseswiththatdearchildwhoisnowinhisgrave——Ineverlikeditatthetime——sheshouldhavebeenhidingsuchadouble-faceddesign!Iwondershewasneverafraidthatsomethingwouldhappentoher。Sheisfortunateifnothingdoes。\'
`Ireallythought,mydear,\'saidMr。Chickslowly,afterrubbingthebridgeofhisnoseforsometimewithhisnewspaper,`thatyouhadgoneonthesametackyourself,allalong,untilthismorning;andhadthoughtitwouldbeaconvenientthingenough,ifitcouldhavebeenbroughtabout。\'
Mrs。Chickinstantlyburstintotears,andtoldMr。Chickthatifhewishedtotrampleuponherwithhisboots,hehadbetterdoit。
`ButwithLucretiaToxIhavedone,\'saidMrs。Chick,afterabandoningherselftoherfeelingsforsomeminutes,toMr。Chick\'sgreatterror。
`IcanbeartoresignPaul\'sconfidenceinfavourofonewho,Ihopeandtrust,maybedeservingofit,andwithwhomhehasaperfectrighttoreplacepoorFannyifhechooses;Icanbeartobeinformed,inPaul\'scoolmanner,ofsuchachangeinhisplans,andnevertobeconsulteduntilallissettledanddetermined;butdeceitIcannotbear,andwithLucretiaToxIhavedone。Itisbetterasitis,\'saidMrs。Chick,piously;
`muchbetter。ItwouldhavebeenalongtimebeforeIcouldhaveaccommodatedmyselfcomfortablywithher,afterthis;andIreallydon\'tknow,asPaulisgoingtobeverygrand,andthesearepeopleofcondition,thatshewouldhavebeenquitepresentable,andmightnothavecompromisedmyself。
There\'saprovidenceineverything;everythingworksforthebest;Ihavebeentriedto-day,but,uponthewholeIdon\'tregretit。\'
InwhichChristianspirit,Mrs。Chickdriedhereyes,andsmoothedherlap,andsatasbecameapersoncalmunderagreatwrong。Mr。Chick,feelinghisunworthinessnodoubt,tookanearlyopportunityofbeingsetdownatastreetcornerandwalkingaway,whistling,withhisshouldersverymuchraised,andhishandsinhispockets。
WhilepoorexcommunicatedMissTox,who,ifshewereafawnerandtoad-eater,wasatleastanhonestandaconstantone,andhadeverborneafaithfulfriendshiptowardsherimpeacher,andhadbeentrulyabsorbedandswallowedupindevotiontothemagnificenceofMr。Dombey——whilepoorexcommunicatedMissToxwateredherplantswithhertears,andfeltthatitwaswinterinPrincess\'sPlace。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]DICKENS:DombeyandSon,Chapter30[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERXXXTheIntervalbeforetheMarriageALTHOUGHtheenchantedhousewasnotmore,andtheworkingworldhadbrokenintoit,andwashammeringandcrashingandtrampingupanddownstairsalldaylong,keepingDiogenesinanincessantparoxysmofbarking,fromsunrisetosunset——evidentlyconvincedthathisenemyhadgotthebetterofhimatlast,andwasthensackingthepremisesintriumphantdefiance——therewas,atfirst,noothergreatchangeinthemethodofFlorence\'slife。
Atnight,whenthework-peoplewentaway,thehousewasdrearyanddesertedagain;andFlorence,listeningtotheirvoicesechoingthroughthehallandstaircaseastheydeparted,picturedtoherselfthecheerfulhomestowhichtheywerereturning,andthechildrenwhowerewaitingforthem,andwasgladtothinkthattheyweremerryandwellpleasedtogo。
Shewelcomedbacktheeveningsilenceasonoldfriend,butitcamenowwithanalteredface,andlookedmorekindlyonher。Freshhopewasinit。Thebeautifulladywhohadsoothedandcaressedher,intheveryroominwhichherhearthadbeensowrung,wasaspiritofpromisetoher。Softshadowsofthebrightlifedawning,whenherfather\'saffectionshouldbegraduallywon,andall,ormuchshouldberestored,ofwhatshehadlostonthedarkdaywhenamother\'slovehadfadedwithamother\'slastbreathonhercheek,movedaboutherinthetwilightandwerewelcomecompany。Peepingattherosychildrenherneighbours,itwasanewandprecioussensationtothinkthattheymightsoonspeaktogetherandknoweachother;whenshewouldnotfear,asofold,toshowherselfbeforethem,lesttheyshouldbegrievedtoseeherinherblackdresssittingtherealone!
Inherthoughtsofhernewmother,andintheloveandtrustoverflowingherpurehearttowardsher,Florencelovedherowndeadmothermoreandmore。Shehadnofearofsettinguparivalinherbreast。Thenewflowersprangfromthedeep-plantedandlong-cherishedroot,sheknew。Everygentlewordthathadfallenfromthelipsofthebeautifullady,soundedtoFlorencelikeanechoofthevoicelonghushedandsilent。Howcouldshelovethatmemorylessforlivingtenderness,whenitwashermemoryofallparentaltendernessandlove!
Florencewas,oneday,sittingreadinginherroom,andthinkingoftheladyandherpromisedvisitsoon——forherbookturnedonakindredsubject——when,raisinghereyes,shesawherstandinginthedoorway。
`Mama!\'criedFlorence,joyfullymeetingher。`Comeagain!\'
`NotMamayet,\'returnedthelady,withaserioussmile,assheencircledFlorence\'sneckwithherarm。
`Butverysoontobe,\'criedFlorence。
`Verysoonnow,Florence:verysoon。\'
Edithbentherheadalittle,soastopressthebloomingcheekofFlorenceagainstherown,andforsomefewmomentsremainedthussilent。
Therewassomethingsoverytenderinhermanner,thatFlorencewasevenmoresensibleofitthanonthefirstoccasionoftheirmeeting。
SheledFlorencetoachairbesideher,andsatdown:Florencelookinginherface,quitewonderingatitsbeauty,andwillinglyleavingherhandinhers。
`Haveyoubeenalone,Florence,sinceIwasherelast?\'
`Ohyes!\'smiledFlorence,hastily。
Shehesitatedandcastdownhereyes;forhernewMamawasveryearnestinherlook,andthelookwasintentlyandthoughtfullyfixeduponherface。
`I——I——amusedtobealone,\'saidFlorence。`Idon\'tminditatall。DiandIpasswholedaystogether,sometimes。\'Florencemighthavesaid,wholeweeksandmonths。
`IsDiyourmaid,love?\'
`Mydog,Mama,\'saidFlorence,laughing。`Susanismymaid。\'
`Andtheseareyourrooms,\'saidEdith,lookinground。`Iwasnotshowntheseroomstheotherday。Wemusthavethemimproved,Florence。
Theyshallbemadetheprettiestinthehouse。\'
`IfImightchangethem,Mama,\'returnedFlorence;`thereisoneupstairsIshouldlikemuchbetter。\'
`Isthisnothighenough,deargirl?\'askedEdith,smiling。
`Theotherwasmybrother\'sroom,\'saidFlorence,`andIamveryfondofit。IwouldhavespokentoPapaaboutitwhenIcamehome,andfoundtheworkmenhere,andeverythingchanging:but——\'
Florencedroppedhereyes,lestthesamelookshouldmakeherfalteragain。
`——butIwasafraiditmightdistresshim;andasyousaidyouwouldbehereagainsoon,Mama,andarethemistressofeverything,Ideterminedtotakecourageandaskyou。\'
Edithsatlookingather,withherbrillianteyesintentuponherface,untilFlorenceraisingherown,she,inherturn,withdrewhergaze,andturneditontheground。ItwasthenthatFlorencethoughthowdifferentthislady\'sbeautywas,fromwhatshehadsupposed。Shehadthoughtitofaproudandloftykind;yethermannerwassosubduedandgentle,thatifshehadbeenofFlorence\'sownageandcharacter,itscarcelycouldhaveinvitedconfidencemore。
Exceptwhenaconstrainedandsingularreservecreptoverher;
andthensheseemedbutFlorencehardlyunderstoodthis,thoughshecouldnotchoosebutnoticeit,andthinkaboutitasifshewerehumbledbeforeFlorence,andillatease。WhenshehadsaidthatshewasnotherMamayet,andwhenFlorencehadcalledherthemistressofeverythingthere,thischangeinherwasquickandstartling;andnow,whiletheeyesofFlorencerestedonherface,shesatasthoughshewouldhaveshrunkandhiddenfromher,ratherthanasoneabouttoloveandcherishher,inrightofsuchanearconnexion。
ShegaveFlorenceherreadypromise,abouthernewroom,andsaidshewouldgivedirectionsaboutitherself。ShethenaskedsomequestionsconcerningpoorPaul;andwhentheyhadsatinconversationforsometime,toldFlorenceshehadcometotakehertoherownhome。
`WehavecometoLondonnow,mymotherandI,\'saidEdith,`andyoushallstaywithusuntilIammarried。Iwishthatweshouldknowandtrusteachother,Florence。\'
`Youareverykindtome。\'saidFlorence,`dearMama。HowmuchIthankyou!\'
`Letmesaynow,foritmaybethebestopportunity,\'continuedEdith,lookingroundtoseethattheywerequitealone,andspeakinginalowervoice,`thatwhenIammarried,andhavegoneawayforsomeweeks,Ishallbeeasieratheartifyouwillcomehomehere。Nomatterwhoinvitesyoutostayelsewhere,comehomehere。Itisbettertobealonethen——whatIwouldsayis,\'sheadded,checkingherself,`thatIknowwellyouarebestathome,dearFlorence。\'
`Iwillcomehomeontheveryday,Mama。\'
`Doso。Irelyonthatpromise。Now,preparetocomewithme,deargirl。Youwillfindmedownstairswhenyouareready。\'
SlowlyandthoughtfullydidEdithwanderalonethroughthemansionofwhichshewassosoontobethelady:andlittleheedtooksheofalltheeleganceandsplendouritbegantodisplay。Thesameindomitablehaughtinessofsoul,thesameproudscornexpressedineyeandlip,thesamefiercebeauty,onlytamedbyasenseofitsownlittleworth,andofthelittleworthofeverythingaroundit,wentthroughthegrandsaloonsandhalls,thathadgotlooseamongtheshadytrees,andragedandrentthemselves。
Themimicrosesonthewallsandfloorsweresetroundwithsharpthorns,thattoreherbreast;ineveryscrapofgoldsodazzlingtotheeye,shesawsomehatefulatomofherpurchase-money;thebroadhighmirrorsshowedher,atfulllength,awomenwithanoblequalityyetdwellinginhernature,whowastoofalsetoherbetterself,andtoodebasedandlost,tosaveherself。Shebelievedthatallthiswassoplain,moreorless,toalleyes,thatshehadnoresourceorpowerofself-assertionbutinpride:
andwiththispride,whichtorturedherownheartnightandday,shefoughtherfateout,bravedit,anddefiedit。
WasthisthewomanwhomFlorence——aninnocentgirl,strongonlyinherearnestnessandsimpletruth——couldsoimpressandquell,thatbyhersideshewasanothercreature,withhertempestofpassionhushed,andherveryprideitselfsubdued?Wasthisthewomanwhonowsatbesideherinacarriage,withherarmsentwined,andwho,whileshecourtedandentreatedhertoloveandtrusther,drewherfairheadtonestleonherbreast,andwouldhavelaiddownlifetoshielditfromwrongorharm?
Oh,Edith!itwerewelltodie,indeed,atsuchatime!Betterandhappierfar,perhaps,todieso,Edith,thantoliveontotheend!
TheHonourableMrs。Skewton,whowasthinkingofanythingratherthanofsuchsentiments——for,likemanygenteelpersonswhohaveexistedatvarioustimes,shesetherfaceagainstdeathaltogether,andobjectedtothementionofanysuchlowandlevellingupstart——hadborrowedahouseinBrookStreet,GrosvenorSquare,fromastatelyrelativeoneoftheFeenixbrood,whowasoutoftown,andwhodidnotobjecttolendingit,inthehandsomestmanner,fornuptialpurposes,astheloanimpliedhisfinalreleaseandacquittancefromallfurtherloansandgiftstoMrs。
Skewtonandherdaughter。Itbeingnecessaryforthecreditofthefamilytomakeahandsomeappearanceatsuchatime,Mrs。Skewton,withtheassistanceofanaccommodatingtradesmanresidentintheparishofMary-le-bone,wholentoutallsortsofarticlestothenobilityandgentry,fromaserviceofplatetoanarmyoffoot-men,clappedintothishouseasilver-headedbutlerwhowaschargedextraonthataccount,ashavingtheappearanceofanancientfamilyretainer,twoverytallyoungmeninlivery,andaselectstaffofkitchen-servants;sothatalegendarose,downstairs,thatWithersthepage,releasedatoncefromhisnumeroushouseholdduties,andfromthepropulsionofthewheeled-chairinconsistentwiththemetropolis,hadbeenseveraltimesobservedtorubhiseyesandpinchhislimbs,asifhemisdoubtedhishavingoverslepthimselfattheLeamingtonmilkman\'s,andbeingstillinacelestialdream。Avarietyofrequisitesinplateandchinabeingalsoconveyedtothesameestablishmentfromthesameconvenientsource,withseveralmiscellaneousarticles,includinganeatchariotandapairofbays,Mrs。Skewtoncushionedherselfontheprincipalsofa,intheCleopatraattitude,andheldhercourtinfairstate。
`Andhow,\'saidMr。Skewton,ontheentranceofherdaughterandhercharge,`ismycharmingFlorence?Youmustcomeandkissme,Florence,ifyouplease,mylove。\'
FlorencewastimidlystoopingtopickoutaplaceinthewhitepartofMrs。Skewton\'sface,whenthatladypresentedherear,andrelievedherofherdifficulty。
`Edith,mydear,\'saidMrs。Skewton,`positively,I——standalittlemoreinthelight,mysweetestFlorence,foramoment。\'
Florenceblushinglycomplied。
`Youdon\'tremember,dearestEdith,\'saidhermother,`whatyouwerewhenyouwereaboutthesameageasourexceedinglypreciousFlorence,orafewyearsyounger?\'
`Ihavelongforgotten,mother。\'
`Forpositively,mydear,\'saidMrs。Skewton,`IdothinkthatIseeadecidedresemblancetowhatyouwerethen,inourextremelyfascinatingyoungfriend。Anditshows,\'saidMrs。Skewton,inalowervoice,whichconveyedheropinionthatFlorencewasinaveryunfinishedstate,`whatcultivationwilldo。\'
`Itdoes,indeed,\'wasEdith\'ssternreply。
Hermothereyedhersharplyforamoment,andfeelingherselfonunsafeground,said,asadiversion:
`MycharmingFlorence,youmustcomeandkissmeoncemore,ifyouplease,mylove。\'
Florencecomplied,ofcourse,andagainimprintedherlipsorMrs。Skewton\'sear。
`Andyouhaveheard,nodoubt,mydarlingpet,\'saidMrs。Skewton,detainingherhand,`thatyourPapa,whomweallperfectlyadoreanddoteupon,istobemarriedtomydearestEdiththisdayweek。\'
`Iknewitwouldbeverysoon,\'returnedFlorence,`butnotexactlywhen。\'
`MydarlingEdith,\'urgedhermother,gaily,`isitpossibleyouhavenottoldFlorence?\'
`WhyshouldItellFlorence?\'Shereturned,sosuddenlyandharshly,thatFlorencecouldscarcelybelieveitwasthesamevoice。
Mrs。SkewtonthentoldFlorence,asanotherandsaferdiversion,thatherfatherwascomingtodinner,andthathewouldnodoubtbecharminglysurprisedtoseeher;ashehadspokenlastnightofdressingintheCity,andhadknownnothingofEdith\'sdesign,theexecutionofwhich,accordingtoMrs。Skewton\'sexpectation,wouldthrowhimintoaperfectecstasy。
Florencewastroubledtohearthis;andherdistressbecamesokeen,asthedinner-hourapproached,thatifshehadknownhowtoframeanentreatytobesufferedtoreturnhome,withoutinvolvingherfatherinherexplanation,shewouldhavehurriedbackonfoot,bareheaded,breathless,andalone,ratherthanincurtheriskofmeetinghisdispleasure。
Asthetimedrewnearer,shecouldhardlybreathe。Shedarednotapproachawindow,lestheshouldseeherfromthestreet。Shedarednotgoupstairstohideheremotion,lest,inpassingoutatthedoor,sheshouldmeethimunexpectedly;besideswhichdread,sheleftasthoughshenevercouldcomebackagainifsheweresummonedtohispresence。Inthisconflictoffears,shewassittingbyCleopatra\'scouch,endeavouringtounderstandandtoreplytothebalddiscourseofthatlady,whensheheardhisfootuponthestair。
`Ihearhimnow!\'criedFlorence,starting。`Heiscoming!\'
Cleopatra,whoinherjuvenilitywasalwaysplayfullydisposed,andwhoinherself-engrossmentdidnottroubleherselfaboutthenatureofthisagitation,pushedFlorencebehindhercouch,anddroppedashawloverher,preparatorytogivingMr。Dombeyaraptureofsurprise。Itwassoquicklydone,thatinamomentFlorenceheardhisawfulstepintheroom。
Hesalutedhisintendedmother-in-law,andhisintendedbride。
Thestrangesoundofhisvoicethrilledthroughthewholeframeofhischild。
`MydearDombey,\'saidCleopatra,`comehereandtellmehowyourprettyFlorenceis。\'
`Florenceisverywell,\'saidMr。Dombey,advancingtowardsthecouch。
`Athome?\'
`Athome,\'saidMr。Dombey。
`MydearDombey,\'returnedCleopatra,withbewitchingvivacity;
`nowareyousureyouarenotdeceivingme?Idon\'tknowwhatmydearestEdithwillsaytomewhenImakesuchadeclaration,butuponmyhonourIamafraidyouarethefalsestofmen,mydearDombey。\'
Thoughhehadbeen;andhadbeendetectedonthespot,inthemostenormousfalsehoodthatwaseversaidordone;hecouldhardlyhavebeenmoredisconcertedthanhewas,whenMrs。Skewtonpluckedtheshawlaway,andFlorence,paleandtrembling,rosebeforehimlikeaghost。Hehadnotyetrecoveredhispresenceofmind,whenFlorencehadrunuptohim,claspedherhandsroundhisneck,kissedhisface,andhurriedoutoftheroom。Helookedroundasiftoreferthemattertosomebodyelse,butEdithhadgoneafterFlorence,instantly。
`Now,confess,mydearDombey,\'saidMrs。Skewton,givinghimherhand,`thatyouneverweremoresurprisedandpleasedinyourlife。\'
`Ineverwasmoresurprised,\'saidMr。Dombey。
`Norpleased,mydearestDombey?\'returnedMrs。Skewton,holdingupherfan。
`I——yes,IamexceedinglygladtomeetFlorencehere,\'saidMr。
Dombey。Heappearedtoconsidergravelyaboutitforamoment,andthensaid,moredecidedly,`Yes,IreallyamverygladindeedtomeetFlorencehere。\'
`Youwonderhowshecomeshere?\'saidMrs。Skewton,`don\'tyou?\'
`Edith,perhaps——\'suggestedMr。Dombey。
`Ah!wickedguesser!\'repliedCleopatra,shakingherhead。`Ah!
cunning,cunningman!Oneshouldn\'ttellthesethings;yoursex,mydearDombey,aresovain,andsoapttoabuseourweaknesses;butyouknowmyopensoul——verywell;immediately。\'
Thiswasaddressedtooneoftheverytallyoungmenwhoannounceddinner。
`ButEdith,mydearDombey,\'shecontinuedinawhisper,`whenshecannothaveyounearher——andasItellher,shecannotexpectthatalways——willatleasthavenearhersomethingorsomebodybelongingtoyou。Well,howextremelynaturalthatis!Andinthisspirit,nothingwouldkeepherfromridingoffto-daytofetchourdarlingFlorence。Well,howexcessivelycharmingthatis!\'
Asshewaitedforananswer,Mr。Dombeyanswered,`Eminentlyso。\'
`Blessyou,mydearDombey,forthatproofofheart!\'criedCleopatra,squeezinghishand。`ButIamgrowingtooserious!Takemedownstairs,likeanangel,andletusseewhatthesepeopleintendtogiveusfordinner。
Blessyou,dearDombey!\'