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  XIII。THEEVENTSOFONEDAY

  1。THEFIFTHOFJANUARY。BEFOREDAWN

  Wepassovertheinterveningweeks。Thetimeofthestoryisthusadvancedmorethanaquarterofayear。

  Onthemidnightprecedingthemorningwhichwouldmakeherthewifeofamanwhosepresencefascinatedherintoinvoluntarinessofbearing,andwhominabsenceshealmostdreaded,Cytherealayinherlittlebed,vainlyendeavouringtosleep。

  Shehadbeenlookingbackamidtheyearsofhershortthoughvariedpast,andthinkingofthethresholduponwhichshestood。DaysandmonthshaddimmedtheformofEdwardSpringrovelikethegauzesofavanishingstage-scene,buthisdyingvoicecouldstillbeheardfaintlybehind。Thatasoftsmallchordinherstillvibratedtruetohismemory,shewouldnotadmit:thatshedidnotapproachManstonwithfeelingswhichcouldbyanystretchofwordsbecalledhymeneal,shecalmlyowned。

  \'WhydoImarryhim?\'shesaidtoherself。\'BecauseOwen,dearOwenmybrother,wishesmetomarryhim。BecauseMr。Manstonis,andhasbeen,uniformlykindtoOwen,andtome。“Actinobediencetothedictatesofcommon-sense,“Owensaid,“anddreadthesharpstingofpoverty。Howmanythousandsofwomenlikeyoumarryeveryyearforthesamereason,tosecureahome,andmereordinary,materialcomforts,whichafterallgofartomakelifeendurable,evenifnotsupremelyhappy。“

  \'\'Tisright,Isuppose,forhimtosaythat。O,ifpeopleonlyknewwhatatimidityandmelancholyuponthesubjectofherfuturegrowsupintheheartofafriendlesswomanwhoisblownaboutlikeareedshakenwiththewind,asIam,theywouldnotcallthisresignationofone\'sselfbythenameofschemingtogetahusband。Schemetomarry?I\'dratherschemetodie!IknowIamnotpleasingmyheart;IknowthatifIonlywereconcerned,Ishouldlikeriskingasinglefuture。ButwhyshouldIpleasemyuselessselfovermuch,whenbydoingotherwiseIpleasethosewhoaremorevaluablethanI?\'

  Inthemidstofdesultoryreflectionslikethese,whichalternatedwithsurmisesastotheinexplicableconnectionthatappearedtoexistbetweenherintendedhusbandandMissAldclyffe,shehearddullnoisesoutsidethewallsofthehouse,whichshecouldnotquitefancytobecausedbythewind。Sheseemeddoomedtosuchdisturbancesatcriticalperiodsofherexistence。\'Itisstrange,\'

  shepondered,\'thatthismylastnightinKnapwaterHouseshouldbedisturbedpreciselyasmyfirstwas,nooccurrenceofthekindhavingintervened。\'

  Astheminutesglidedbythenoiseincreased,soundingasifsomeonewerebeatingthewallbelowherwindowwithabunchofswitches。

  Shewouldgladlyhaveleftherroomandgonetostaywithoneofthemaids,buttheywerewithoutdoubtallasleep。

  Theonlypersoninthehouselikelytobeawake,orwhowouldhavebrainsenoughtocomprehendhernervousness,wasMissAldclyffe,butCythereanevercaredtogotoMissAldclyffe\'sroom,thoughshewasalwayswelcomethere,andwasoftenalmostcompelledtogoagainstherwill。

  Theoft-repeatednoiseofswitchesgrewheavieruponthewall,andwasnowintermingledwithcreaks,andarattlingliketherattlingofdice。Thewindblewstronger;therecamefirstasnapping,thenacrash,andsomeportionofthemysterywasrevealed。Itwasthebreakingoffandfallofabranchfromoneofthelargetreesoutside。Thesmackingagainstthewall,andtheintermediaterattling,ceasedfromthattime。

  Well,itwasthetreewhichhadcausedthenoises。Theunexplainedmatterwasthatneitherofthetreesevertouchedthewallsofthehouseduringthehighestwind,andthattreescouldnotrattlelikeamanplayingcastanetsorshakingdice。

  Shethought,\'IsittheintentionofFatethatsomethingconnectedwiththesenoisesshallinfluencemyfutureasinthelastcaseofthekind?\'

  Duringthedilemmashefellintoatroubledsleep,anddreamtthatshewasbeingwhippedwithdrybonessuspendedonstrings,whichrattledateveryblowlikethoseofamalefactoronagibbet;thatsheshiftedandshrankandavoidedeveryblow,andtheyfellthenuponthewalltowhichshewastied。Shecouldnotseethefaceoftheexecutionerforhismask,buthisformwaslikeManston\'s。

  \'ThankHeaven!\'shesaid,whensheawokeandsawafaintlightstrugglingthroughherblind。\'Nowwhatwerethosenoises?\'Tosettlethatquestionseemedmoretoherthantheeventoftheday。

  Shepulledtheblindasideandlookedout。Allwasplain。Theeveningprevioushadclosedinwithagreydrizzle,borneuponapiercingairfromthenorth,andnowitseffectswerevisible。Thehoarydrizzlestillcontinued;butthetreesandshrubswereladenwithiciclestoanextentsuchasshehadneverbeforewitnessed。A

  shootofthediameterofapin\'sheadwasicedasthickasherfinger;alltheboughsintheparkwerebentalmosttotheearthwiththeimmenseweightoftheglisteningincumbrance;thewalkswerelikealooking-glass。Manyboughshadsnappedbeneaththeirburden,andlayinheapsupontheicygrass。Oppositehereye,onthenearesttree,wasafreshyellowscar,showingwherethebranchthathadterrifiedherhadbeensplinteredfromthetrunk。

  \'Inevercouldhavebelieveditpossible,\'shethought,surveyingthebowed-downbranches,\'thattreeswouldbendsofaroutoftheirtruepositionswithoutbreaking。\'Bywatchingatwigshecouldseeadropcollectuponitfromthehoaryfog,sinktothelowestpoint,andtherebecomecoagulatedastheothershaddone。

  \'OrthatIcouldsoexactlyhaveimitatedthem,\'shecontinued。\'OnthismorningIamtobemarried——unlessthisisaschemeofthegreatMothertohinderaunionofwhichshedoesnotapprove。Isitpossibleformyweddingtotakeplaceinthefaceofsuchweatherasthis?\'

  2。MORNING

  HerbrotherOwenwasstayingwithManstonattheOldHouse。

  Contrarytotheopinionofthedoctors,thewoundhadhealedafterthefirstsurgicaloperation,andhislegwasgraduallyacquiringstrength,thoughhecouldonlyasyetgetaboutoncrutches,orride,orbedraggedinachair。

  MissAldclyffehadarrangedthatCythereashouldbemarriedfromKnapwaterHouse,andnotfromherbrother\'slodgingsatBudmouth,whichwasCytherea\'sfirstidea。Owen,too,seemedtoprefertheplan。Thecapriciousoldmaidhadlatterlytakentothecontemplationoftheweddingwithevengreaterwarmththanhadatfirstinspiredher,andappeareddeterminedtodoeverythinginherpower,consistentwithherdignity,torendertheadjunctsoftheceremonypleasingandcomplete。

  Buttheweatherseemedinflatcontradictionofthewholeproceeding。Ateighto\'clockthecoachmancreptuptotheHousealmostuponhishandsandknees,enteredthekitchen,andstoodwithhisbacktothefire,pantingfromhisexertionsinpedestrianism。

  ThekitchenwasbyfarthepleasantestapartmentinKnapwaterHouseonsuchamorningasthis。Thevastfirewasthecentreofthewholesystem,likeasun,andthrewitswarmraysuponthefiguresofthedomestics,wheelingaboutitintrueplanetarystyle。A

  nervously-feebleimitationofitsflickerwascontinuallyattemptedbyafamilyofpolishedmetallicutensilsstandinginrowsandgroupsagainstthewallsopposite,thewholecollectionofshinesnearlyannihilatingtheweakdaylightfromoutside。Astepfurtherin,andthenostrilsweregreetedbythescentofgreenherbsjustgathered,andtheeyebytheplumpformofthecook,wholesome,white-aproned,andfloury——lookingasedibleasthefoodshemanipulated——hermovementsbeingsupportedandassistedbyhersatellites,thekitchenandscullerymaids。Minuterecurrentsoundsprevailed——theclickofthesmoke-jack,theflapoftheflames,andthelighttouchesofthewomen\'sslippersuponthestonefloor。

  Thecoachmanhemmed,spreadhisfeetmorefirmlyuponthehearthstone,andlookedhardatasmallplateintheextremecornerofthedresser。

  \'Noweddenthismornen——that\'smyopinion。Infact,therecan\'tbe,\'hesaidabruptly,asifthewordswerethemeretorsoofamany-memberedthoughtthathadexistedcompleteinhishead。

  Thekitchen-maidwastoastingasliceofbreadattheendofaverylongtoasting-fork,whichsheheldatarm\'slengthtowardstheunapproachablefire,travestyingtheFlanconnadeinfencing。

  \'Badoutofdoors,isn\'tit?\'shesaid,withalookofcommiserationforthingsingeneral。

  \'Bad?Notevenalivensoul,gentleorsimple,canstandonlevelground。Astogettenuphilltothechurch,\'tisperfectlunacy。

  AndIspeakoffoot-passengers。Astohorsesandcarriage,\'tismurdertothinkof\'em。Iamgoingtosendstraightasalineintothebreakfast-room,andsay\'tisacloser……Hullo——here\'sClerkCrickettandJohnDaya-comen!Nowjustlookat\'emandpictureaweddenifyoucan。\'

  Alleyeswereturnedtothewindow,fromwhichtheclerkandgardenerwereseencrossingthecourt,bowedandstoopinglikeBelandNebo。

  \'You\'llhavetogoifitbreaksallthehorses\'legsinthecounty,\'

  saidthecook,turningfromthespectacle,knockingopentheoven-

  doorwiththetongs,glancingcriticallyin,andslammingittogetherwithaclang。

  \'O,O;whyshallI?\'askedthecoachman,includinginhisauditorybyaglancetheclerkandgardenerwhohadjustentered。

  \'BecauseMr。Manstonisinthebusiness。Didyoueverknowhimtogiveupforweatherofanykind,orforanyothermortalthinginheavenorearth?\'

  \'——Mornenso\'s——suchasitis!\'interruptedMr。Crickettcheerily,comingforwardtotheblazeandwarmingonehandwithoutlookingatthefire。\'Mr。Manstongieupforanythinginheavenorearth,didyousay?Youmightha\'cutitshortbysayen“toMissAldclyffe,“andleavenoutheavenandearthastrifles。Butitmightbeputoff;puttenoffathingisn\'tgettenridofathing,ifthatthingisawoman。Ono,no!\'

  Thecoachmanandgardenernownaturallysubsidedintosecondaries。

  Thecookwentonrathersharply,asshedribbledmilkintotheexactcentreofalittlecraterofflourinaplatter——

  \'Itmightbeinthiscase;she\'ssoindifferent。\'

  \'Dangmyoldsides!andsoitmightbe。Ihaveabitofnews——I

  thoughttherewassomethinguponmytongue;but\'tisasecret;notaword,mind,notaword。Why,MissHintontookaholidayyesterday。\'

  \'Yes?\'inquiredthecook,lookingupwithperplexedcuriosity。

  \'D\'yethinkthat\'sall?\'

  \'Don\'tbesothree-cunning——ifitisall,deliveryoufromtheevilofraisingawoman\'sexpectationswrongfully;I\'llskimmeryourpateassureasyoucryAmen!\'

  \'Well,itisn\'tall。WhenIgothomelastnightmywifesaid,“MissAdelaidetookaholidaythismornen,“saysshemywife,thatis;

  “walkedovertoNetherMynton,metthecomenman,andgotmarried!”

  saysshe。\'

  \'Gotmarried!what,Lord-a-mercy,didSpringrovecome?\'

  \'Springrove,no——no——Springrove\'snothentodowi\'it——\'twasFarmerBollens。They\'vebeenplayingbo-peepforthesetwoorthreemonthsseemingly。WhilstMasterTeddySpringrovehasbeendaddlen,andhawken,andspettenabouthavingher,she\'squietlylefthimallforsook。Servehimright。Idon\'tblamethelittlewomanabit。\'

  \'FarmerBollensisoldenoughtobeherfather!\'

  \'Ay,quite;andrichenoughtobetenfathers。Theysayhe\'ssorichthathehasbusinessineverybank,andmeasureshismoneyinhalf-pintcups。\'

  \'Lord,Iwishitwasme,don\'tIwish\'twasme!\'saidthescullery-

  maid。

  \'Yes,\'twasasneatabitofstitchingaseverIheardof,\'

  continuedtheclerk,withafixedeye,asifhewerewatchingtheprocessfromadistance。\'Notasoulknewanythingaboutit,andmywifeistheonlyoneinourparishwhoknowsityet。MissHintoncamebackfromthewedden,wenttoMr。Manston,puffedherselfoutlarge,andsaidshewasMrs。Bollens,butthatifhewished,shehadnoobjectiontokeeponthehousetilltheregulartimeofgivingnoticehadexpired,ortillhecouldgetanothertenant。\'

  \'Justlikeherindependence,\'saidthecook。

  \'Well,independentorno,she\'sMrs。Bollensnow。Ah,IshallneverforgetoncewhenIwentbyFarmerBollens\'sgarden——yearsagonow——

  years,whenhewastakingupashleaftaties。AmerryfellerIwasatthattime,averymerryfeller——for\'twasbeforeItookholyorders,anditdidn\'tprickmyconscienceas\'twouldnow。“Farmer,“

  saysI,“littletatiesseemtoturnoutsmallthisyear,don\'tem?”

  “Ono,Crickett,“sayshe,“somebefair-sized。“He\'sadullman——

  FarmerBollensis——healwayswas。However,that\'sneitherherenorthere;he\'sa-marriedtoasharpwoman,andifIdon\'tmakeamistakeshe\'llbringhimaprettygoodfamily,giehertime。\'

  \'Well,itdon\'tmatter;there\'saProvidenceinit,\'saidthescullery-maid。\'GodA\'mightyalwayssendsbreadaswellaschildren。\'

  \'But\'tisthebreadtoonehouseandthechildrentoanotherveryoften。However,IthinkIcanseemyladyHinton\'sreasonforchosenyesterdaytosickness-or-health-it。Youryoungmiss,andthatone,hadcrossedoneanother\'spathinregardtoyoungMasterSpringrove;andIexpectthatwhenAddyHintonfoundMissGrayewasn\'tcarentohaveen,shethoughtshe\'dbebeforehandwithheroldenemyinmarryingsomebodyelsetoo。That\'smaids\'logicallover,andmaids\'malicelikewise。\'

  Womenwhoarebadenoughtodivideagainstthemselvesunderaman\'spartialityaregoodenoughtoinstantlyuniteinacommoncauseagainsthisattack。\'I\'lljusttellyouonethingthen,\'saidthecook,shakingoutherwordstothetimeofawhiskshewasbeatingeggswith。\'Whatevermaids\'logicisandmaids\'malicetoo,ifCythereaGrayeevennowknowsthatyoungSpringroveisfreeagain,she\'llflingoverthestewardassoonaslookathim。\'

  \'No,no:notnow,\'thecoachmanbrokeinlikeamoderator。

  \'There\'shonourinthatmaid,ifevertherewasinone。NoMissHinton\'stricksinher。She\'llsticktoManston。\'

  \'Pifh!\'

  \'Don\'tletawordbesaidtilltheweddenisover,forHeaven\'ssake,\'theclerkcontinued。\'MissAldclyffewouldfairlyhangandquarterme,ifmynewsbrokeoffthatthereweddenatalastminutelikethis。\'

  \'Thenyouhadbettergetyourwifetoboltyouintheclosetforanhourortwo,foryou\'llchatterityourselftothewholeboilingparishifshedon\'t!\'Tisapoorwomanlyfeller!\'

  \'Youshouldn\'tha\'begunit,clerk。Iknewhow\'twouldbe,\'saidthegardenersoothingly,inawhispertotheclerk\'smangledremains。

  Theclerkturnedandsmiledatthefire,andwarmedhisotherhand。

  3。NOON

  Theweathergaveway。Inhalf-an-hourtherebeganarapidthaw。Byteno\'clocktheroads,thoughstilldangerous,werepracticabletotheextentofthehalf-milerequiredbythepeopleofKnapwaterPark。Onemassofheavyleadencloudspreadoverthewholesky;theairbegantofeeldampandmildoutofdoors,thoughstillcoldandfrostywithin。

  Theyreachedthechurchandpassedupthenave,thedeep-colouredglassofthenarrowwindowsrenderingthegloomofthemorningalmostnightitselfinsidethebuilding。Thentheceremonybegan。

  Theonlywarmthorspiritimportedintoitcamefromthebridegroom,whoretainedavigorous——evenSpenserian——bridal-moodthroughoutthemorning。

  Cythereawasasfirmasheatthiscriticalmoment,butascoldastheairsurroundingher。Thefewpersonsformingthewedding-partywereconstrainedinmovementandtone,andfromthenaveofthechurchcameoccasionalcoughs,emittedbythosewho,inspiteoftheweather,hadassembledtoseetheterminationofCytherea\'sexistenceasasinglewoman。Manypoorpeoplelovedher。Theypitiedhersuccess,why,theycouldnottell,exceptthatitwasbecausesheseemedtostandmorelikeastatuethanCythereaGraye。

  Yetshewasprettilyandcarefullydressed;astrangecontradictioninaman\'sideaofthings——asaddening,perplexingcontradiction。

  Arethereanypointsinwhichadifferenceofsexamountstoadifferenceofnature?Thenthisissurelyone。Notsomuch,asitiscommonlyput,inregardtotheamountofconsiderationgiven,butintheconceptionofthethingconsidered。Amanemasculatedbycoxcombrymayspendmoretimeuponthearrangementofhisclothesthananywoman,buteventhenthereisnofetichisminhisideaofthem——theyarestillonlyacoveringheusesforatime。ButherewasCytherea,inthebottomofherheartalmostindifferenttolife,yetpossessinganinstinctwithwhichherhearthadnothingtodo,theinstincttobeparticularlyregardfulofthosesorrytrifles,herrobe,herflowers,herveil,andhergloves。

  Theirrevocablewordsweresoonspoken——theindeliblewritingsoonwritten——andtheycameoutofthevestry。Candleshadbeennecessaryheretoenablethemtosigntheirnames,andontheirreturntothechurchthelightfromthecandlesstreamedfromthesmallopendoor,andacrossthechanceltoablackchestnutscreenonthesouthside,dividingitfromasmallchapelorchantry,erectedforthesoul\'speaceofsomeAldclyffeofthepast。Throughtheopen-workofthisscreencouldnowbeseenilluminated,insidethechantry,therecliningfiguresofcross-leggedknights,dampandgreenwithage,andabovethemahugeclassicmonument,alsoinscribedtotheAldclyffefamily,heavilysculpturedincadaverousmarble。

  Leaninghere——almosthangingtothemonument——wasEdwardSpringrove,orhisspirit。

  Theweakdaylightwouldneverhaverevealedhim,shadedashewasbythescreen;buttheunexpectedraysofcandle-lightinthefrontshowedhimforthinstartlingrelieftoanyandallofthosewhoseeyeswanderedinthatdirection。Thesightwasasadone——sadbeyondalldescription。Hiseyeswerewild,theirorbitsleaden。

  Hisfacewasofasicklypaleness,hishairdryanddisordered,hislipspartedasifhecouldgetnobreath。Hisfigurewasspectre-

  thin。Hisactionsseemedbeyondhisowncontrol。

  Manstondidnotseehim;Cythereadid。Thehealingeffectuponherheartofayear\'ssilence——ayearandahalf\'sseparation——wasundoneinaninstant。Oneofthosestrangerevivalsofpassionbymeresight——commonerinwomenthaninmen,andinoppressedwomencommonestofall——hadtakenplaceinher——sotranscendently,thateventoherselfitseemedmorelikeanewcreationthanarevival。

  Marryingforahome——whatamockeryitwas!

  Itmaybesaidthatthemeansmostpotentforrekindlingoldloveinamaiden\'sheartare,toseeherloverinlaughterandgoodspiritsinherdespitewhenthebreachhasbeenowingtoaslightfromherself;whenowingtoaslightfromhim,toseehimsufferingforhisownfault。Ifheishappyinaclearconscience,sheblameshim;ifheismiserablebecausedeeplytoblame,sheblamesherself。

  ThelatterwasCytherea\'scasenow。

  First,anagonyoffacetoldofthesuppressedmiserywithinher,whichpresentlycouldbesuppressednolonger。Whentheywerecomingoutoftheporch,therebrokefromherinalowplaintivescreamthewords,\'He\'sdying——dying!OGod,saveus!\'Shebegantosinkdown,andwouldhavefallenhadnotManstoncaughther。Thechiefbridesmaidappliedhervinaigrette。

  \'Whatdidshesay?\'inquiredManston。

  Owenwastheonlyonetowhomthewordswereintelligible,andhewasfartoodeeplyimpressed,orratheralarmed,toreply。Shedidnotfaint,andsoonbegantorecoverherself-command。Owentookadvantageofthehindrancetostepbacktowheretheapparitionhadbeenseen。HewasenragedwithSpringroveforwhatheconsideredanunwarrantableintrusion。

  ButEdwardwasnotinthechantry。Ashehadcome,sohehadgone,nobodycouldtellhoworwhither。

  4。AFTERNOON

  ItmightalmosthavebeenbelievedthatatransmutationhadtakenplaceinCytherea\'sidiosyncrasy,thathermoralnaturehadfled。

  Thewedding-partyreturnedtothehouse。Assoonashecouldfindanopportunity,Owentookhissisterasidetospeakprivatelywithheronwhathadhappened。Theexpressionofherfacewashard,wild,andunreal——anexpressionhehadneverseentherebefore,anditdisturbedhim。Hespoketoherseverelyandsadly。

  \'Cytherea,\'hesaid,\'Iknowthecauseofthisemotionofyours。

  Butrememberthis,therewasnoexcuseforit。Youshouldhavebeenwomanenoughtocontrolyourself。Rememberwhosewifeyouare,anddon\'tthinkanythingmoreofamean-spiritedfellowlikeSpringrove;

  hehadnobusinesstocomethereashedid。Youarealtogetherwrong,Cytherea,andIamvexedwithyoumorethanIcansay——veryvexed。\'

  \'Sayashamedofmeatonce,\'shebitterlyanswered。

  \'Iamashamedofyou,\'heretortedangrily;\'themoodhasnotleftyouyet,then?\'

  \'Owen,\'shesaid,andpaused。Herliptrembled;hereyetoldofsensationstoodeepfortears。\'No,Owen,ithasnotleftme;andI

  willbehonest。Iownnowtoyou,withoutanydisguiseofwords,whatlastnightIdidnotowntomyself,becauseIhardlyknewofit。IloveEdwardSpringrovewithallmystrength,andheart,andsoul。Youcallmeawantonforit,don\'tyou?Idon\'tcare;Ihavegonebeyondcaringforanything!\'Shelookedstonilyintohisfaceandmadethespeechcalmly。

  \'Well,poorCytherea,don\'ttalklikethat!\'hesaid,alarmedathermanner。

  \'IthoughtthatIdidnotlovehimatall,\'shewentonhysterically。\'Ayearandahalfhadpassedsincewemet。Icouldgobythegateofhisgardenwithoutthinkingofhim——lookathisseatinchurchandnotcare。ButIsawhimthismorning——dyingbecausehelovesmeso——Iknowitisthat!CanIhelplovinghimtoo?No,Icannot,andIwilllovehim,andIdon\'tcare!Wehavebeenseparatedsomehowbysomecontrivance——Iknowwehave。O,ifI

  couldonlydie!\'

  Heheldherinhisarms。\'Manyawomanhasgonetoruinherself,\'

  hesaid,\'andbroughtthosewholoveherintodisgrace,byactinguponsuchimpulsesaspossessyounow。Ihaveareputationtoloseaswellasyou。ItseemsthatdowhatIwillbywayofremedyingthestainswhichfelluponus,itisalldoomedtobeundoneagain。\'

  Hisvoicegrewhuskyashemadethereply。

  Therightandonlyeffectivechordhadbeentouched。SinceshehadseenEdward,shehadthoughtonlyofherselfandhim。Owen——hername——position——future——hadbeenasiftheydidnotexist。

  \'Iwon\'tgivewayandbecomeadisgracetoYOU,atanyrate,\'shesaid。

  \'Besides,yourdutytosociety,andthoseaboutyou,requiresthatyoushouldlivewithatanyratealltheappearanceofagoodwife,andtrytoloveyourhusband。\'

  \'Yes——mydutytosociety,\'shemurmured。\'Butah,Owen,itisdifficulttoadjustourouterandinnerlifewithperfecthonestytoall!Thoughitmayberighttocaremoreforthebenefitofthemanythanfortheindulgenceofyourownsingleself,whenyouconsiderthatthemany,anddutytothem,onlyexisttoyouthroughyourownexistence,whatcanbesaid?Whatdoourownacquaintancescareaboutus?Notmuch。Ithinkofmine。Minewillnowdotheylearnallthewickedfrailtyofmyheartinthisaffairlookatme,smilesickly,andcondemnme。Andperhaps,farintimetocome,whenIamdeadandgone,someother\'saccent,orsomeother\'ssong,orthought,likeanoldoneofmine,willcarrythembacktowhatI

  usedtosay,andhurttheirheartsalittlethattheyblamedmesosoon。Andtheywillpausejustforaninstant,andgiveasightome,andthink,“Poorgirl!”believingtheydogreatjusticetomymemorybythis。Buttheywillnever,neverrealizethatitwasmysingleopportunityofexistence,aswellasofdoingmyduty,whichtheyareregarding;theywillnotfeelthatwhattothemisbutathought,easilyheldinthosetwowordsofpity,“Poorgirl!”wasawholelifetome;asfullofhours,minutes,andpeculiarminutes,ofhopesanddreads,smiles,whisperings,tears,astheirs:thatitwasmyworld,whatistothemtheirworld,andtheyinthatlifeofmine,howevermuchIcaredforthem,onlyasthethoughtIseemtothemtobe。Nobodycanenterintoanother\'snaturetruly,that\'swhatissogrievous。\'

  \'Well,itcannotbehelped,\'saidOwen。

  \'Butwemustnotstayhere,\'shecontinued,startingupandgoing。

  \'Weshallbemissed。I\'lldomybest,Owen——Iwill,indeed。\'

  Ithadbeendecidedthatonaccountofthewretchedstateoftheroads,thenewly-marriedpairshouldnotdrivetothestationtillthelatesthourintheafternoonatwhichtheycouldgetatraintotakethemtoSouthamptontheirdestinationthatnightbyareasonabletimeintheevening。TheyintendedthenextmorningtocrosstoHavre,andthencetoParis——aplaceCythereahadnevervisited——fortheirweddingtour。

  Theafternoondrewon。Thepackingwasdone。Cythereawassorestlessthatshecouldstaystillnowhere。MissAldclyffe,who,thoughshetooklittlepartintheday\'sproceedings,was,asitwere,instinctivelyconsciousofalltheirmovements,putdownhercharge\'sagitationforonceasthenaturalresultofthenovelevent,andManstonhimselfwasasindulgentascouldbewished。

  AtlengthCythereawanderedaloneintotheconservatory。Wheninit,shethoughtshewouldrunacrosstothehot-houseintheoutergarden,havinginherheartawhimsicaldesirethatsheshouldalsoliketotakealastlookatthefamiliarflowersandluxuriantleavescollectedthere。Shepulledonapairofovershoes,andthithershewent。Notasoulwasinoraroundtheplace。ThegardenerwasmakingmerryonManston\'sandheraccount。

  Thehappinessthatagenerousspiritderivesfromthebeliefthatitexistsinothersisoftengreaterthantheprimaryhappinessitself。

  Thegardenerthought\'Howhappytheyare!\'andthethoughtmadehimhappierthanthey。

  Comingoutoftheforcing-houseagain,shewasonthepointofreturningindoors,whenafeelingthatthesemomentsofsolitudewouldbeherlastoffreedominducedhertoprolongthemalittle,andshestoodstill,unheedingthewintryaspectofthecurly-leavedplants,thestraw-coveredbeds,andthebarefruit-treesaroundher。

  Thegarden,nopartofwhichwasvisiblefromthehouse,slopeddowntoanarrowriveratthefoot,dividingitfromthemeadowswithout。

  Amanwaslingeringalongthepublicpathontheothersideoftheriver;shefanciedsheknewtheform。Herresolutions,takeninthepresenceofOwen,didnotfailhernow。Shehopedandprayedthatitmightnotbeonewhohadstolenherheartaway,andstillkeptit。Whyshouldhehavereappearedatall,whenhehaddeclaredthathewentoutofhersightforever?

  Shehastilyhidherself,inthelowestcornerofthegardenclosetotheriver。Alargedeadtree,thicklyrobedinivy,hadbeenconsiderablydepressedbyitsicyloadofthemorning,andhunglowoverthestream,whichhereranslowanddeep。Thetreescreenedherfromtheeyesofanypasserontheotherside。

  Shewaitedtimidly,andhertimidityincreased。Shewouldnotallowherselftoseehim——shewouldhearhimpass,andthenlooktoseeifithadbeenEdward。

  But,beforesheheardanything,shebecameawareofanobjectreflectedinthewaterfromunderthetreewhichhungovertheriverinsuchawaythat,thoughhidingtheactualpath,andobjectsuponit,itpermittedtheirreflectedimagestopassbeneathitsboughs。

  Thereflectedformwasthatofthemanshehadseenfurtheroff,butbeinginverted,shecouldnotdefinitelycharacterizehim。

  HewaslookingattheupperwindowsoftheHouse——athers——wasitEdward,indeed?Ifso,hewasprobablythinkinghewouldliketosayonepartingword。Hecamecloser,gazedintothestream,andwalkedveryslowly。ShewasalmostcertainthatitwasEdward。Shekeptmoresafelyhidden。Consciencetoldherthatsheoughtnottoseehim。Butshesuddenlyaskedherselfaquestion:\'Canitbepossiblethatheseesmyreflectedimage,asIseehis?Ofcoursehedoes!\'

  Hewaslookingatherinthewater。

  Shecouldnothelpherselfnow。Shesteppedforwardjustasheemergedfromtheothersideofthetreeandappearederectbeforeher。ItwasEdwardSpringrove——tilltheinvertedvisionmethiseye,dreamingnomoreofseeinghisCythereatherethanofseeingthedeadthemselves。

  \'Cytherea!\'

  \'Mr。Springrove,\'shereturned,inalowvoice,acrossthestream。

  Hewasthefirsttospeakagain。

  \'Sincewehavemet,Iwanttotellyousomething,beforewebecomequiteasstrangerstoeachother。\'

  \'No——notnow——Ididnotmeantospeak——itisnotright,Edward。\'

  Shespokehurriedlyandturnedawayfromhim,beatingtheairwithherhand。

  \'Notonecommonwordofexplanation?\'heimplored。\'Don\'tthinkI

  ambadenoughtotrytoleadyouastray。Well,go——itisbetter。\'

  Theireyesmetagain。Shewasnearlychoked。O,howshelonged——

  anddreaded——tohearhisexplanation!

  \'Whatisit?\'shesaiddesperately。

  \'ItisthatIdidnotcometothechurchthismorninginordertodistressyou:Ididnot,Cytherea。Itwastotrytospeaktoyoubeforeyouwere——married。\'

  Hesteppedcloser,andwenton,\'Youknowwhathastakenplace?

  Surelyyoudo?——mycousinismarried,andIamfree。\'

  \'Married——andnottoyou?\'Cythereafaltered,inaweakwhisper。

  \'Yes,shewasmarriedyesterday!Arichmanhadappeared,andshejiltedme。Shesaidsheneverwouldhavejiltedastranger,butthatbyjiltingme,sheonlyexercisedtherighteverybodyhasofsnubbingtheirownrelations。Butthat\'snothingnow。Icametoyoutoaskoncemoreif……ButIwastoolate。\'

  \'But,Edward,what\'sthat,what\'sthat!\'shecried,inanagonyofreproach。\'Whydidyouleavemetoreturntoher?Whydidyouwritemethatcruel,cruelletterthatnearlykilledme!\'

  \'Cytherea!Why,youhadgrowntolove——like——Mr。Manston,andhowcouldyoubeanythingtome——orcareforme?SurelyIactednaturally?\'

  \'Ono——never!Ilovedyou——onlyyou——nothim——alwaysyou!——tilllately……Itrytolovehimnow。\'

  \'Butthatcan\'tbecorrect!MissAldclyffetoldmethatyouwantedtohearnomoreofme——provedittome!\'saidEdward。

  \'Never!shecouldn\'t。\'

  \'Shedid,Cytherea。Andshesentmealetter——alove-letter,youwrotetoMr。Manston。\'

  \'Alove-letterIwrote?\'

  \'Yes,alove-letter——youcouldnotmeethimjustthen,yousaidyouweresorry,buttheemotionyouhadfeltwithhimmadeyouforgetfulofrealities。\'

  Thestrifeofthoughtintheunhappygirlwholistenedtothisdistortionofhermeaningcouldfindnoventinwords。Andthentherefollowedtheslowrevelationinreturn,bringingwithitallthemiseryofanexplanationwhichcomestoolate。ThequestionwhetherMissAldclyffewereschemerordupewasalmostpassedoverbyCytherea,undertheimmediateoppressivenessofherdespairinthesensethatherpositionwasirretrievable。

  NotsoSpringrove。Hesawthroughallthecunninghalf-

  misrepresentations——worsethandownrightlies——whichhadjustbeensufficienttoturnthescalebothwithhimandwithher;andfromthebottomofhissoulhecursedthewomanandmanwhohadbroughtallthisagonyuponhimandhisLove。Buthecouldnotaddmoremiserytothefutureofthepoorchildbyrevealingtoomuch。Thewholeschemesheshouldneverknow。

  \'Iwasindifferenttomyownfuture,\'Edwardsaid,\'andwasurgedtopromiseadherencetomyengagementwithmycousinAdelaidebyMissAldclyffe:nowyouaremarriedIcannottellyouhow,butitwasonaccountofmyfather。Beingforbiddentothinkofyou,whatdidI

  careaboutanything?Mynewthoughtthatyoustilllovedmewasfirstraisedbywhatmyfathersaidintheletterannouncingmycousin\'smarriage。HesaidthatalthoughyouweretobemarriedonOldChristmasDay——thatisto-morrow——hehadnoticedyourappearancewithpity:hethoughtyoulovedmestill。Itwasenoughforme——I

  camedownbytheearliestmorningtrain,thinkingIcouldseeyousometimeto-day,theday,asIthought,beforeyourmarriage,hoping,buthardlydaringtohope,thatyoumightbeinducedtomarryme。Ihurriedfromthestation;whenIreachedthevillageI

  sawidlersaboutthechurch,andtheprivategateleadingtotheHouseopen。Iranintothechurchbythesmalldoorandsawyoucomeoutofthevestry;Iwastoolate。Ihavenowtoldyou。Iwascompelledtotellyou。O,mylostdarling,nowIshalllivecontent——ordiecontent!\'

  \'Iamtoblame,Edward,Iam,\'shesaidmournfully;\'Iwastaughttodreadpauperism;mynightsweremadesleepless;therewascontinuallyreiteratedinmyearstillIbelievedit——

  \'“Theworldanditswayshaveacertainworth,AndtopressapointwheretheseopposeWereasimplepolicy。“

  ButIwillsaynothingaboutwhoinfluenced——whopersuaded。Theactismine,afterall。Edward,ImarriedtoescapedependenceformybreaduponthewhimofMissAldclyffe,orotherslikeher。Itwasclearlyrepresentedtomethatdependenceisbearableifwehaveanotherplacewhichwecancallhome;buttobeadependentandtohavenootherspotforthehearttoanchorupon——O,itismournfulandharassing!……Butthatwithoutwhichallpersuasionwouldhavebeenasair,wasaddedbymymiserableconvictionthatyouwerefalse;thatdidit,thatturnedme!Youweretobeconsideredasnobodytome,andMr。Manstonwasinvariablykind。Well,thedeedisdone——Imustabidebyit。IshallneverlethimknowthatIdonotlovehim——never。Ifthingshadonlyremainedastheyseemedtobe,ifyouhadreallyforgottenmeandmarriedanotherwoman,I

  couldhaveborneitbetter。IwishIdidnotknowthetruthasI

  knowitnow!Butourlife,whatisit?Letusbebrave,Edward,andliveoutourfewremainingyearswithdignity。Theywillnotbelong。O,Ihopetheywillnotbelong!……Now,good-bye,good-

  bye!\'

  \'IwishIcouldbenearandtouchyouonce,justonce,\'saidSpringrove,inavoicewhichhevainlyendeavouredtokeepfirmandclear。

  Theylookedattheriver,thenintoit;ashoalofminnowswasfloatingoverthesandybottom,liketheblackdashesonminiver;

  thoughnarrow,thestreamwasdeep,andtherewasnobridge。

  \'Cytherea,reachoutyourhandthatImayjusttouchitwithmine。\'

  Shesteppedtothebrinkandstretchedoutherhandandfingerstowardshis,butnotintothem。Theriverwastoowide。

  \'Nevermind,\'saidCytherea,hervoicebrokenbyagitation,\'Imustbegoing。Godblessandkeepyou,myEdward!Godblessyou!\'

  \'Imusttouchyou,Imustpressyourhand,\'hesaid。

  Theycamenear——nearer——nearerstill——theirfingersmet。Therewasalongfirmclasp,socloseandstillthateachhandcouldfeeltheother\'spulsethrobbingbesideitsown。

  \'MyCytherea!mystolenpetlamb!\'

  Sheglancedamutefarewellfromherlargeperturbedeyes,turned,andranupthegardenwithoutlookingback。Allwasoverbetweenthem。Theriverflowedonasquietlyandobtuselyasever,andtheminnowsgatheredagainintheirfavouritespotasiftheyhadneverbeendisturbed。

  Nobodyindoorsguessedfromhercountenanceandbearingthatherheartwasneartobreakingwiththeintensityofthemiserywhichgnawedthere。Atthesetimesawomandoesnotfaint,orweep,orscream,asshewillinthemomentofsuddenshocks。Whenlancedbyamentalagonyofsuchrefinedandspecialtorturethatitisindescribablebymen\'swords,shemovesamongheracquaintancesmuchasbefore,andcontrivessotocastheractionsintheoldmouldsthatsheisonlyconsideredtoberatherdullerthanusual。

  5。HALF-PASTTWOTOFIVEO\'CLOCKP。M。

  Owenaccompaniedthenewly-marriedcoupletotherailway-station,andinhisanxietytoseethelastofhissister,leftthebroughamandstooduponhiscrutcheswhilstthetrainwasstarting。

  Whenthehusbandandwifewereabouttoentertherailway-carriagetheysawoneoftheporterslookingfrequentlyandfurtivelyatthem。Hewaspale,andapparentlyveryill。

  \'Lookatthatpoorsickman,\'saidCythereacompassionately,\'surelyheoughtnottobehere。\'

  \'He\'sbeenveryqueerto-day,madam,veryqueer,\'anotherporteranswered。\'Hedohardlyhearwhenhe\'sspokento,andd\'seemgiddy,orasifsomethingwasonhismind。He\'sbeenlikeitforthismonthpast,butnothingsobadasheisto-day。\'

  \'Poorthing。\'

  Shecouldnotresistaninnatedesiretodosomejustthingonthismostdeceitfulandwretcheddayofherlife。Goinguptohimshegavehimmoney,andtoldhimtosendtotheoldmanor-houseforwineorwhateverhewanted。

  Thetrainmovedoffasthetremblingmanwasmurmuringhisincoherentthanks。Owenwavedhishand;Cythereasmiledbacktohimasifitwereunknowntoherthatsheweptallthewhile。

  OwenwasdrivenbacktotheOldHouse。Buthecouldnotrestinthelonelyplace。Hisconsciencebegantoreproachhimforhavingforcedonthemarriageofhissisterwithalittletoomuchperemptoriness。Takinguphiscrutcheshewentoutofdoorsandwanderedaboutthemuddyroadswithnoobjectinviewsavethatofgettingridoftime。

  Thecloudswhichhadhungsolowanddenselyduringthedayclearedfromthewestjustnowasthesunwassetting,callingforthaweaklytwitterfromafewsmallbirds。Owencrawleddownthepathtothewaterfall,andlingeredthereabouttillthesolitudeoftheplaceoppressedhim,whenheturnedbackandintotheroadtothevillage。Hewassad;hesaidtohimself——

  \'Ifthereiseveranymeaninginthoseheavyfeelingswhicharecalledpresentiments——andIdon\'tbelievethereis——therewillbeinmineto-day……PoorlittleCytherea!\'

  Atthatmomentthelastlowraysofthesuntouchedtheheadandshouldersofamanwhowasapproaching,andshowedhimuptoOwen\'sview。ItwasoldMr。Springrove。TheyhadgrownfamiliarwitheachotherbyreasonofOwen\'svisitstoKnapwaterduringthepastyear。ThefarmerinquiredhowOwen\'sfootwasprogressing,andwasgladtoseehimsonimbleagain。

  \'Howisyourson?\'saidOwenmechanically。

  \'Heisathome,sittingbythefire,\'saidthefarmer,inasadvoice。\'ThismorningheslippedindoorsfromGodknowswhere,andtherehesitsandmopes,andthinks,andthinks,andpresseshisheadsohard,thatIcan\'thelpfeelingforhim。\'

  \'Ishemarried?\'saidOwen。Cythereahadfearedtotellhimoftheinterviewinthegarden。

  \'No。Ican\'tquiteunderstandhowthematterrests……Ah!

  Edward,too,whostartedwithsuchpromise;thatheshouldnowhavebecomesuchacarelessfellow——notamonthinoneplace。There,Mr。

  Graye,Iknowwhatitismainlyowingto。Ifithadn\'tbeenforthatheartaffair,hemighthavedone——butthelesssaidabouthimthebetter。Idon\'tknowwhatweshouldhavedoneifMissAldclyffehadinsistedupontheconditionsoftheleases。Yourbrother-in-

  law,thesteward,hadahandinmakingitlightforus,Iknow,andIheartilythankhimforit。\'Heceasedspeaking,andlookedroundatthesky。

  \'Haveyouheardo\'what\'shappened?\'hesaidsuddenly;\'Iwasjustcomingouttolearnaboutit。\'

  \'Ihaven\'theardofanything。\'

  \'Itissomethingveryserious,thoughIdon\'tknowwhat。AllIknowiswhatIheardamancalloutbynow——thatitverymuchconcernssomebodywholivesintheparish。\'

  Itseemssingularenough,eventomindswhohavenodimbeliefsinadumbrationandpresentiment,thatatthatmomentnottheshadowofathoughtcrossedOwen\'smindthatthesomebodywhomthematterconcernedmightbehimself,oranybelongingtohim。Theeventabouttotranspirewasasportentoustothewomanwhosewelfarewasmoredeartohimthanhisown,asany,shortofdeathitself,couldpossiblybe;andeverafterwards,whenheconsideredtheeffectoftheknowledgethenexthalf-hourconveyedtohisbrain,evenhispracticalgoodsensecouldnotrefrainfromwonderthatheshouldhavewalkedtowardthevillageafterhearingthosewordsofthefarmer,insoleisurelyandunconcernedaway。\'HowunutterablymeanmustmyintelligencehaveappearedtotheeyeofaforeseeingGod,\'hefrequentlysaidinafter-time。\'Columbusontheeveofhisdiscoveryofaworldwasnotsocontemptiblyunaware。\'

  Afterafewadditionalwordsofcommon-placethefarmerlefthim,and,ashasbeensaid,Owenproceededslowlyandindifferentlytowardsthevillage。

  Thelabouringmenhadjustleftwork,andpassedtheparkgate,whichopenedintothestreetasOwencamedowntowardsit。Theywentalonginadrift,earnestlytalking,andwerefinallyabouttoturninattheirrespectivedoorways。Butuponseeinghimtheylookedsignificantlyatoneanother,andpaused。Hecameintotheroad,onthatsideofthevillage-greenwhichwasoppositetherowofcottages,andturnedroundtotheright。WhenOwenturned,alleyesturned;oneortwomenwenthurriedlyindoors,andafterwardsappearedatthedoorstepwiththeirwives,whoalsocontemplatedhim,talkingastheylooked。Theyseemeduncertainhowtoactinsomematter。

  \'Iftheywantme,surelytheywillcallme,\'hethought,wonderingmoreandmore。Hecouldnolongerdoubtthathewasconnectedwiththesubjectoftheirdiscourse。

  Thefirstwhoapproachedhimwasaboy。

  \'Whathasoccurred?\'saidOwen。

  \'O,amanha\'gotcrazy-religious,andsentforthepa\'son。\'

  \'Isthatall?\'

  \'Yes,sir。Hewishedhewasdead,hesaid,andhe\'salmostoutofhismindwi\'wishenitsomuch。ThatwasbeforeMr。Raunhamcame。\'

  \'Whoishe?\'saidOwen。

  \'JosephChinney,oneoftherailway-porters;heusedtobenight-

  porter。\'

  \'Ah——themanwhowasillthisafternoon;bytheway,hewastoldtocometotheOldHouseforsomething,buthehasn\'tbeen。Buthasanythingelsehappened——anythingthatconcernstheweddingto-day?\'

  \'No,sir。\'

  ConcludingthattheconnectionwhichhadseemedtobetracedbetweenhimselfandtheeventmustinsomewayhavearisenfromCytherea\'sfriendlinesstowardstheman,Owenturnedaboutandwenthomewardsinamuchquieterframeofmind——yetscarcelysatisfiedwiththesolution。Theroutehehadchosenledthroughthedairy-yard,andheopenedthegate。

  Fiveminutesbeforethispointoftime,EdwardSpringrovewaslookingoveroneofhisfather\'sfieldsatanoutlyinghamletofthreeorfourcottagessomemileandahalfdistant。Aturnpike-

  gatewasclosebythegateofthefield。

  ThecarriertoCasterbridgecameupasEdwardsteppedintotheroad,andjumpeddownfromthevantopaytoll。HerecognizedSpringrove。

  \'Thisisaprettyset-toinyourplace,sir,\'hesaid。\'Youdon\'tknowaboutit,Isuppose?\'

  \'What?\'saidSpringrove。

  Thecarrierpaidhisdues,cameuptoEdward,andspoketenwordsinaconfidentialwhisper:thensprangupontheshaftsofhisvehicle,gaveaclinchingnodofsignificancetoSpringrove,andrattledaway。

  Edwardturnedpalewiththeintelligence。Hisfirstthoughtwas,\'Bringherhome!\'

  Thenext——didOwenGrayeknowwhathadbeendiscovered?Heprobablydidbythattime,butnorisksofprobabilitymustberunbyawomanheloveddearerthanalltheworldbesides。Hewouldatanyratemakeperfectlysurethatherbrotherwasinpossessionoftheknowledge,bytellingithimwithhisownlips。

  Offheraninthedirectionoftheoldmanor-house。

  Thepathwasacrossarableland,andwasploughedupwiththerestofthefieldeveryautumn,afterwhichitwastroddenoutafresh。

  Thethawhadsoloosenedthesoftearth,thatlumpsofstiffmudwereliftedbyhisfeetateveryleaphetook,andflungagainsthimbyhisrapidmotion,asitweredoggedlyimpedinghim,andincreasingtenfoldthecustomaryeffortofrunning,Butheranon——uphill,anddownhill,thesamepacealike——liketheshadowofacloud。Hisnearestdirection,too,likeOwen\'s,wasthroughthedairy-barton,andasOwenenteredithesawthefigureofEdwardrapidlydescendingtheoppositehill,atadistanceoftwoorthreehundredyards。Owenadvancedamidthecows。

  Thedairyman,whohadhithertobeentalkingloudlyonsomeabsorbingsubjecttothemaidsandmenmilkingaroundhim,turnedhisfacetowardstheheadofthecowwhenOwenpassed,andceasedspeaking。

  Owenapproachedhimandsaid——

  \'Asingularthinghashappened,Ihear。Themanisnotinsane,I

  suppose?\'

  \'Nothe——he\'ssensibleenough,\'saidthedairyman,andpaused。Hewasamannoisywithhisassociates——stolidandtaciturnwithstrangers。

  \'IsittruethatheisChinney,therailway-porter?\'

  \'That\'stheman,sir。\'Themaidsandmensittingunderthecowswereallattentivelylisteningtothisdiscourse,milkingirregularly,andsoftlydirectingthejetsagainstthesidesofthepail。

  Owencouldcontainhimselfnolonger,muchashisminddreadedanythingofthenatureofridicule。\'Thepeopleallseemtolookatme,asifsomethingseriouslyconcernedme;isitthisstupidmatter,orwhatisit?\'

  \'Surely,sir,youknowbetterthananybodyelseifsuchastrangethingconcernsyou。\'

  \'Whatstrangething?\'

  \'Don\'tyouknow!HisconfessingtoParsonRaunham。\'

  \'Whatdidheconfess?Tellme。\'

  \'Ifyoureallyha\'n\'theard,\'tisthis。Hewasasusualondutyatthestationonthenightofthefirelastyear,otherwisehewouldn\'tha\'knownit。\'

  \'Knownwhat?ForGod\'ssaketell,man!\'

  Butatthisinstantthetwooppositegatesofthedairy-yard,oneontheeast,theotheronthewestside,slammedalmostsimultaneously。

  Therectorfromone,Springrovefromtheother,camestridingacrossthebarton。

  Edwardwasnearest,andspokefirst。Hesaidinalowvoice:\'Yoursisterisnotlegallymarried!Hisfirstwifeisstillliving!HowitcomesoutIdon\'tknow!\'

  \'O,hereyouareatlast,Mr。Graye,thankHeaven!\'saidtherectorbreathlessly。\'IhavebeentotheOldHouse,andthentoMissAldclyffe\'slookingforyou——somethingveryextraordinary。\'HebeckonedtoOwen,afterwardsincludedSpringroveinhisglance,andthethreesteppedasidetogether。

  \'Aporteratthestation。Hewasacuriousnervousman。Hehadbeeninastrangestateallday,buthewouldn\'tgohome。Yoursisterwaskindtohim,itseems,thisafternoon。Whensheandherhusbandhadgone,hewentonwithhiswork,shiftingluggage-vans。

  Well,hegotintheway,asifhewerequitelosttowhatwasgoingon,andtheysenthimhomeatlast。Thenhewishedtoseeme。I

  wentdirectly。Therewassomethingonhismind,hesaid,andtoldit。AboutthetimewhenthefireoflastNovembertwelvemonthwasgotunder,whilsthewasbyhimselfintheporter\'sroom,almostasleep,somebodycametothestationandtriedtoopenthedoor。HewentoutandfoundthepersontobetheladyhehadaccompaniedtoCarrifordearlierintheevening,Mrs。Manston。Sheasked,whenwouldbeanothertraintoLondon?Thefirstthenextmorning,hetoldher,wasataquarter-pastsixo\'clockfromBudmouth,butthatitwasexpress,anddidn\'tstopatCarrifordRoad——itdidn\'tstoptillitgottoAnglebury。“HowfarisittoAnglebury?”shesaid。

  Hetoldher,andshethankedhim,andwentawayuptheline。Inashorttimesheranbackandtookoutherpurse。“Don\'tonanyaccountsayawordinthevillageoranywherethatIhavebeenhere,orasinglebreathaboutme——I\'mashamedevertohavecome。“Hepromised;shetookouttwosovereigns。“SwearitontheTestamentinthewaiting-room,“shesaid,“andI\'llpayyouthese。“Hegotthebook,tookanoathuponit,receivedthemoney,andshelefthim。Hewasoffdutyathalf-pastfive。Hehaskeptsilenceallthroughtheinterveningtimetillnow,butlatelytheknowledgehepossessedweighedheavilyuponhisconscienceandweakmind。Yetthenearercamethewedding-day,themorehefearedtotell。Theactualmarriagefilledhimwithremorse。Hesaysyoursister\'skindnessafterwardswaslikeaknifegoingthroughhisheart。Hethoughthehadruinedher。\'

  \'Butwhatevercanbedone?Whydidn\'thespeaksooner?\'criedOwen。

  \'Heactuallycalledatmyhousetwiceyesterday,\'therectorcontinued,\'resolved,itseems,tounburdenhismind。Iwasoutbothtimes——heleftnomessage,and,theysay,helookedrelievedthathisobjectwasdefeated。ThenhesaysheresolvedtocometoyouattheOldHouselastnight——started,reachedthedoor,anddreadedtoknock——andthenwenthomeagain。\'

  \'Herewillbeataleforthenewsmongersofthecounty,\'saidOwenbitterly。\'Theideaofhisnotopeninghismouthsooner——thecriminalityofthething!\'

  \'Ah,that\'stheinconsistencyofaweaknature。Butnowthatitisputtousinthisway,howmuchmoreprobableitseemsthatsheshouldhaveescapedthanhavebeenburnt——\'

  \'Youwill,ofcourse,gostraighttoMr。Manston,andaskhimwhatitallmeans?\'Edwardinterrupted。

  \'OfcourseIshall!Manstonhasnorighttocarryoffmysisterunlesshe\'sherhusband,\'saidOwen。\'Ishallgoandseparatethem。\'

  \'Certainlyyouwill,\'saidtherector。

  \'Where\'stheman?\'

  \'Inhiscottage。\'

  \'\'Tisnousegoingtohim,either。Imustgooffatonceandovertakethem——laythecasebeforeManston,andaskhimforadditionalandcertainproofsofhisfirstwife\'sdeath。Anup-

  trainpassessoon,Ithink。\'

  \'Wherehavetheygone?\'saidEdward。

  \'ToParis——asfarasSouthamptonthisafternoon,toproceedto-

  morrowmorning。\'

  \'WhereinSouthampton?\'

  \'Ireallydon\'tknow——somehotel。IonlyhavetheirParisaddress。

  ButIshallfindthembymakingafewinquiries。\'

  Therectorhadinthemeantimebeentakingouthispocket-book,andnowopeneditatthefirstpage,whereonitwashiscustomeverymonthtogumasmallrailwaytime-table——cutfromthelocalnewspaper。

  \'Theafternoonexpressisjustgone,\'hesaid,holdingopenthepage,\'andthenexttraintoSouthamptonpassesattenminutestosixo\'clock。Nowitwants——letmesee——five-and-fortyminutestothattime。Mr。Graye,myadviceisthatyoucomewithmetotheporter\'scottage,whereIwillshortlywriteoutthesubstanceofwhathehassaid,andgethimtosignit。YouwillthenhavefarbettergroundsforinterferingbetweenMr。andMrs。Manstonthanifyouwenttothemwithamerehearsaystory。\'

  Thesuggestionseemedagoodone。\'Yes,therewillbetimebeforethetrainstarts,\'saidOwen。

  Edwardhadbeenmusingrestlessly。

  \'LetmegotoSouthamptoninyourplace,onaccountofyourlameness?\'hesaidsuddenlytoGraye。

  \'Iammuchobligedtoyou,butIthinkIcanscarcelyaccepttheoffer,\'returnedOwencoldly。\'Mr。Manstonisanhonourableman,andIhadmuchbetterseehimmyself。\'

  \'Thereisnodoubt,\'saidMr。Raunham,\'thatthedeathofhiswifewasfullybelievedinbyhimself。\'

  \'Nonewhatever,\'saidOwen;\'andthenewsmustbebrokentohim,andthequestionofotherproofsasked,inafriendlyway。ItwouldnotdoforMr。Springrovetoappearinthecaseatall。\'Hestillspokerathercoldly;therecollectionoftheattachmentbetweenhissisterandEdwardwasnotapleasantonetohim。

  \'Youwillneverfindthem,\'saidEdward。\'YouhaveneverbeentoSouthampton,andIknoweveryhousethere。\'

  \'Thatmakeslittledifference,\'saidtherector;\'hewillhaveacab。CertainlyMr。Grayeisthepropermantogoontheerrand。\'

  \'Stay;I\'lltelegraphtoaskthemtomeetmewhenIarriveattheterminus,\'saidOwen;\'thatis,iftheirtrainhasnotalreadyarrived。\'

  Mr。Raunhampulledouthispocket-bookagain。\'Thetwo-thirtytrainreachedSouthamptonaquarterofanhourago,\'hesaid。

  Itwastoolatetocatchthematthestation。Nevertheless,therectorsuggestedthatitwouldbeworthwhiletodirectamessageto\'alltherespectablehotelsinSouthampton,\'onthechanceofitsfindingthem,andthussavingadealofpersonallabourtoOweninsearchingabouttheplace。

  \'I\'llgoandtelegraph,whilstyoureturntotheman,\'saidEdward——

  anofferwhichwasaccepted。Grayeandtherectorthenturnedoffinthedirectionoftheporter\'scottage。

  Edward,todespatchthemessageatonce,hurriedlyfollowedtheroadtowardsthestation,stillrestlesslythinking。AllOwen\'sproceedingswerebasedontheassumption,naturalunderthecircumstances,ofManston\'sgoodfaith,andthathewouldreadilyacquiesceinanyarrangementwhichshouldclearupthemystery。

  \'But,\'thoughtEdward,\'suppose——andHeavenforgiveme,Icannothelpsupposingit——thatManstonisnotthathonourableman,whatwillayoungandinexperiencedfellowlikeOwendo?Willhenotbehoodwinkedbysomespeciousstoryoranother,framedtolasttillManstongetstiredofpoorCytherea?Andthenthedisclosureofthetruthwillruinandblackenboththeirfuturesirremediably。\'

  However,heproceededtoexecutehiscommission。ThisheputintheformofasimplerequestfromOwentoManston,thatManstonwouldcometotheSouthamptonplatform,andwaitforOwen\'sarrival,ashevaluedhisreputation。Themessagewasdirectedastherectorhadsuggested,Edwardguaranteeingtotheclerkwhosentitoffthateveryexpenseconnectedwiththesearchwouldbepaid。

  Nosoonerhadthetelegrambeendespatchedthanhisheartsankwithinhimatthewantofforesightshowninsendingit。HadManston,allthetime,aknowledgethathisfirstwifelived,thetelegramwouldbeaforewarningwhichmightenablehimtodefeatOwenstillmoresignally。

  Whilstthemachinewasstillgivingoffitsmultitudinousseriesofraps,Edwardheardapowerfulrushundertheshedoutside,followedbyalongsonorouscreak。Itwasatrainofsomesort,stealingsoftlyintothestation,anditwasanup-train。Therewastheringofabell。Itwascertainlyapassengertrain。

  Yetthebooking-officewindowwasclosed。

  \'Ho,ho,John,seventeenminutesaftertimeandonlythreestationsuptheline。Theinclineagain?\'Thevoicewasthestationmaster\'s,andthereplyseemedtocomefromtheguard。

  \'Yes,theothersideofthecutting。Thethawhasmadeitallinaperfectcloudoffog,andtherailsareasslipperyasglass。Wehadtobringthemthroughthecuttingattwice。\'

  \'Anybodyelseforthefour-forty-fiveexpress?\'thevoicecontinued。

  Thefewpassengers,havingcrossedovertotheothersidelongbeforethistime,hadtakentheirplacesatonce。

  AconvictionsuddenlybrokeinuponEdward\'smind;thenawishoverwhelmedhim。Theconviction——asstartlingasitwassudden——wasthatManstonwasavillain,whoatsomeearliertimehaddiscoveredthathiswifelived,andhadbribedhertokeepoutofsight,thathemightpossessCytherea。Thewishwas——toproceedatoncebythisverytrainthatwasstarting,findManstonbeforehewouldexpectfromthewordsofthetelegramifhegotitthatanybodyfromCarrifordcouldbewithhim——chargehimboldlywiththecrime,andtrusttohisconsequentconfusionifhewereguiltyforasolutionoftheextraordinaryriddle,andthereleaseofCytherea!

  Theticket-officehadbeenlockedupattheexpirationofthetimeatwhichthetrainwasdue。Rushingoutastheguardblewhiswhistle,Edwardopenedthedoorofacarriageandleaptin。Thetrainmovedalong,andhewassoonoutofsight。

  Springrovehadlongsincepassedthatpeculiarlinewhichliesacrossthecourseoffallinginlove——if,indeed,itmaynotbecalledtheinitialitselfofthecompletepassion——alongingtocherish;whenthewomanisshiftedinaman\'smindfromtheregionofmereadmirationtotheregionofwarmfellowship。Atthisassumptionofhernature,shechangestohimintone,hue,andexpression。Allaboutthelovedonethatsaid\'She\'before,says\'We\'now。Eyesthatweretobesubduedbecomeeyestobefearedfor:abrainthatwastobeprobedbycynicismbecomesabrainthatistobetenderlyassisted;feetthatweretobetestedinthedancebecomefeetthatarenottobedistressed;theonce-criticizedaccent,manner,anddress,becometheclientsofaspecialpleader。

  6。FIVETOEIGHTO\'CLOCKP。M。

  Nowthathewasfairlyonthetrack,andhadbeguntocooldown,Edwardrememberedthathehadnothingtoshow——nolegalauthoritywhatevertoquestionManstonorinterferebetweenhimandCythereaashusbandandwife。Henowsawthewisdomoftherectorinobtainingasignedconfessionfromtheporter。Thedocumentwouldnotbeadeath-bedconfession——perhapsnotworthanythinglegally——

  butitwouldbeheldbyOwen;andhealone,asCytherea\'snaturalguardian,couldseparatethemonthemeregroundofanunprovedprobability,orwhatmightperhapsbecalledthehallucinationofanidiot。Edwardhimself,however,wasasfirmlyconvincedastherectorhadbeenofthetruthoftheman\'sstory,andpacedbackwardandforwardthesolitarycompartmentasthetrainwoundthroughthedarkheatheryplains,themazywoods,andmoaningcoppices,asresolvedasevertopounceonManston,andchargehimwiththecrimeduringthecriticalintervalbetweenthereceptionofthetelegramandthehouratwhichOwen\'strainwouldarrive——trustingtocircumstancesforwhatheshouldsayanddoafterwards,butmakinguphismindtobeareadysecondtoOweninanyemergencythatmightarise。

  Atthirty-threeminutespastsevenhestoodontheplatformofthestationatSouthampton——aclearhourbeforethetraincontainingOwencouldpossiblyarrive。

  Makingafewinquirieshere,buttooimpatienttopursuehisinvestigationcarefullyandinductively,hewentintothetown。

  Attheexpirationofanotherhalf-hourhehadvisitedsevenhotelsandinns,largeandsmall,askingthesamequestionsateach,andalwaysreceivingthesamereply——nobodyofthatname,oransweringtothatdescription,hadbeenthere。Aboyfromthetelegraph-

  officehadcalled,askingforthesamepersons,iftheyrecollectedrightly。

  Hereflectedawhile,struckagainbyapainfulthoughtthattheymightpossiblyhavedecidedtocrosstheChannelbythenight-boat。

  Thenhehastenedofftoanotherquarterofthetowntopursuehisinquiriesamonghotelsofthemoreold-fashionedandquietclass。

  Hisstainedandwearyappearanceobtainedforhimbutamodicumofcivility,whereverhewent,whichmadehistaskyetmoredifficult。

  Hecalledatthreeseveralhousesinthisneighbourhood,withthesameresultasbefore。Heenteredthedoorofthefourthhousewhilsttheclockofthenearestchurchwasstrikingeight。

  \'HaveatallgentlemannamedManston,andayoungwifearrivedherethisevening?\'heaskedagain,inwordswhichhadgrownoddtohisearsfromveryfamiliarity。

  \'Anew-marriedcouple,didyousay?\'

  \'Theyare,thoughIdidn\'tsayso。\'

  \'Theyhavetakenasitting-roomandbedroom,numberthirteen。\'

  \'Aretheyindoors?\'

  \'Idon\'tknow。Eliza!\'

  \'Yes,m\'m。\'

  \'Seeifnumberthirteenisin——thatgentlemanandhiswife。\'

  \'Yes,m\'m。\'

  \'Hasanytelegramcomeforthem?\'saidEdward,whenthemaidhadgoneonhererrand。

  \'No——nothingthatIknowof。\'

  \'SomebodydidcomeandaskifaMr。andMrs。Masters,orsomesuchname,wereherethisevening,\'saidanothervoicefromthebackofthebar-parlour。

  \'Anddidtheygetthemessage?\'

  \'Ofcoursetheydidnot——theywerenothere——theydidn\'tcometillhalf-an-hourafterthat。Themanwhomadeinquiriesleftnomessage。Itoldthemwhentheycamethatthey,oranamesomethingliketheirs,hadbeenaskedfor,buttheydidn\'tseemtounderstandwhyitshouldbe,andsothematterdropped。\'

  Thechambermaidcameback。\'Thegentlemanisnotin,buttheladyis。WhoshallIsay?\'

  \'Nobody,\'saidEdward。Foritnowbecamenecessarytoreflectuponhismethodofproceeding。Hisobjectinfindingtheirwhereabouts——

  apartfromthewishtoassistOwen——hadbeentoseeManston,askhimflatlyforanexplanation,andconfirmtherequestofthemessageinthepresenceofCytherea——soastopreventthepossibilityofthesteward\'spalmingoffastoryuponCytherea,oreludingherbrotherwhenhecame。Buthereweretwoimportantmodificationsoftheexpectedconditionofaffairs。Thetelegramhadnotbeenreceived,andCythereawasinthehousealone。

  HehesitatedastotheproprietyofintrudinguponherinManston\'sabsence。Besides,thewomenatthebottomofthestairswouldseehim——hisintrusionwouldseemodd——andManstonmightreturnatanymoment。Hecertainlymightcall,andwaitforManstonwiththeaccusationuponhistongue,ashehadintended。Butitwasadoubtfulcourse。ThatideahadbeenbasedupontheassumptionthatCythereawasnotmarried。Ifthefirstwifewerereallydeadafterall——andhefeltsickatthethought——Cythereaasthesteward\'swifemightinafter-years——perhaps,atonce——besubjectedtoindignityandcrueltyonaccountofanoldlover\'sinterferencenow。

  Yes,perhapstheannouncementwouldcomemostproperlyandsafelyforherfromherbrotherOwen,thetimeofwhosearrivalhadalmostexpired。

  But,onturninground,hesawthatthestaircaseandpassagewerequitedeserted。Heandhiserrandhadascompletelydiedfromthemindsoftheattendantsasiftheyhadneverbeen。TherewasabsolutelynothingbetweenhimandCytherea\'spresence。Reasonwaspowerlessnow;hemustseeher——rightorwrong,fairorunfairtoManston——offensivetoherbrotherorno。Hislipsmustbethefirsttotellthealarmingstorytoher。Wholovedherashe!Hewentbacklightlythroughthehall,upthestairs,twoatatime,andfollowedthecorridortillhecametothedoornumberedthirteen。

  Heknockedsoftly:nobodyanswered。

  TherewasnotimetoloseifhewouldspeaktoCythereabeforeManstoncame。Heturnedthehandleofthedoorandlookedin。Thelamponthetableburnedlow,andshowedwritingmaterialsopenbesideit;thechieflightcamefromthefire,thedirectraysofwhichwereobscuredbyasweetfamiliaroutlineofheadandshoulders——stillasprecioustohimasever。

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