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  CHAPTERXVI。

  FOREBODINGS。

  Faust。Ifheavenwasmadeforman,\'twasmadeforme。

  GoodAngel。Faustus,repent;yetheavenwillpitythee。

  BadAngel。Thouartaspirit,Godcannotpitythee。

  Faust。BeIadevil,yetGodmaypityme。

  BadAngel。Toolate。

  GoodAngel。NevertoolateifFaustuswillrepent。

  BadAngel。Ifthourepent,devilswillteartheeinpieces。

  OldMan。Iseeanangelhovero\'erthyhead,Andwithavialfullofpreciousgrace,Offerstopourthesameintothysoul。

  MARLOWE——DoctorFaustus。

  Mr。Appleditchhadhadsomebusiness-misfortunes,notofaheavynature,butsufficienttocastagloomoverthehouseinDervishTown,andespeciallyoverthefaceofhisspouse,whohadsetherheartonanewcarpetforherdrawing-room,andfearedsheoughtnottoprocureitnow。Itiswonderfulhowconscientioussomepeoplearetowardstheirbalanceatthebanker\'s。Howthedrawing-room,however,couldcometowantanewcarpetissomethingmysterious,exceptthereisapeculiarpowerofdecayinherentinthingsdeprivedofuse。Theseinfluencesoperating,however,shebegantothinkthatthetwoscionsofgrocerywerenotdrawingnineshillings\'worthaweekofthesapofdivinity。ThisshehintedtoMr。Appleditch。ItwasresolvedtogiveHughwarning。

  Asitwouldinvolvesomeawkwardnesstostatereasons,Mrs。

  Appleditchresolvedtoquarrelwithhim,astheeasiestwayofprefacinghisdischarge。Itwasthewayshetookwithhermaids-of-all-work;foritwasgrandinitself,andalwaysleftherwithacomfortablefeelingofinjureddignity。

  Asapreliminarycourse,shebegantotreathimwithstilllesspolitenessthanbefore。Hughwassocarelessofherbehaviour,thatthismadenoimpressionuponhim。Buthecametounderstanditallafterwards,fromputtingtogethertheremarksofthechildren,andthepartialcommunicationsofMr。AppleditchtoMissTalbot,whichthatgoodladyinnocentlyimpartedtoherlodger。

  Atlength,oneday,shecameintotheroomwhereHughwasmorebusyinteachingthanhispupilswereinlearning,andseatedherselfbythefiretowatchforanopportunity。Thiswassoonfound。Fortheboys,renderedstillmoreinattentivebythepresenceoftheirmother,couldnotbeinducedtofixtheleastthoughtuponthematterinhand;sothatHughwascompelledtogooverthesamethingagainandagain,withoutsuccess。Atlasthesaid:

  “Iamafraid,Mrs。Appleditch,Imustaskyoutointerfere,forI

  cannotgetanyattentionfromtheboysto-day。“

  “Andhowcoulditbeotherwise,Mr。Sutherland,whenyoukeepwearingthemoutwithgoingoverandoverthesamething,tilltheyaresickofit?Whydon\'tyougoon?”

  “HowcanIgoonwhentheyhavenotlearnedthethingtheyareat?

  Thatwouldbetobuildthechimneysbeforethewalls。“

  “Itisveryeasytobewitty,sir;butIbegyouwillbehavemorerespectfullytomeinthepresenceofmychildren,innocentlambs!”

  Lookingroundatthemoment,Hughcaughtinhisfacewhattheelderlambhadintendedforhisback,agrimacehideousenoughtohaveprocuredhiminstantpromotioninthekingdomofapes。Themothersawittoo,andadded:

  “Youseeyoucannotmakethemrespectyou。Really,Mr。Sutherland!”

  Hughwasabouttoreply,totheeffectthatitwasuseless,insuchcircumstances,toattemptteachingthematall,someutteranceofwhichsortwaswatchedforastheoccasionforhisinstantdismission;butatthatverymomentacarriageandpairpulledsharplyupatthedoor,withmorethantheusualamountofquadrupedation,andmotherandsonsdartedsimultaneouslytothewindow。

  “My!”criedJohnnie,“whatarumgo!Isn\'tthatajollycarriage,Peetie?”

  “Papa\'sboughtacarriage!”shoutedPeetie。

  “Bequiet,children,“saidtheirmother,asshesawafootmangetdownandapproachthedoor。

  “Lookatthatbuffer,“saidJohnnie。“Docomeandseethisgrandfootman,Mr。Sutherland。He\'ssuchagentleman!”

  Aboxontheearfromhismothersilencedhim。Theservantenteringwithsomeperturbationamomentafter,addressedhermistress,forshedarednotaddressanyoneelsewhileshewasintheroom:

  “Please\'m,thecarriageisastin\'afterMr。Sutherland。“

  “Mr。Sutherland?”

  “Yes\'m。“

  TheladyturnedtoMr。Sutherland,who,althoughsurprisedaswell,wasnotinclinedtoshowhissurprisetoMrs。Appleditch。

  “Ididnotknowyouhadcarriage-friends,Mr。Sutherland,“saidshe,withatossofherhead。

  “NeitherdidI,“answeredHugh。“ButIwillgoandseewhoitis。“

  Whenhereachedthestreet,hefoundHarryonthepavement,whohavinggotoutofthecarriage,andnothavingbeenaskedintothehouse,wasunabletostandstillforimpatience。Assoonashesawhistutor,heboundedtohim,andthrewhisarmsroundhisneck,standingastheywereintheopenstreet。Tearsofdelightfilledhiseyes。

  “Come,come,come,“saidHarry;“weallwantyou。“

  “Whowantsme?”

  “Mrs。EltonandEuphraandme。Come,getin。“

  “AndhepulledHughtowardsthecarriage。

  “Icannotgowithyounow。Ihavepupilshere。“

  Harry\'sfacefell。

  “Whenwillyoucome?”

  “Inhalf-an-hour。“

  “Hurrah!Ishallbebackexactlyinhalf-an-hourthen。Dobeready,please,Mr。Sutherland。“

  “Iwill。“

  Harryjumpedintothecarriage,tellingthecoachmantodrivewherehepleased,andbebackatthesameplaceinhalf-an-hour。Hughreturnedintothehouse。

  Asmaybesupposed,Margaretwasthemeansofthishappymeeting。

  AlthoughshesawplainlyenoughthatEuphrawouldliketoseeHugh,shedidnotforsometimemakeuphermindtosendforhim。Thecircumstanceswhichmadeherresolvetodosowerethese。

  ForsomedaysEuphraseemedtobegraduallyregainingherhealthandcomposureofmind。Oneevening,afteralongertalkthanusual,Margarethadleftherinbed,andhadgonetoherownroom。Shewasjustpreparingtogetintobedherself,whenaknockatherdoorstartledher,andgoingtoit,shesawEuphrastandingthere,paleasdeath,withnothingonbuthernightgown,notwithstandingthebittercoldofanearlyandseverefrost。Shethoughtatfirstshemustbewalkinginhersleep,butthescaredintelligenceofheropeneyes,soonsatisfiedherthatitwasnotso。

  “Whatisthematter,dearMissCameron?”shesaid,ascalmlyasshecould。

  “Heiscoming。Hewantsme。Ifhecallsme,Imustgo。“

  “No,youshallnotgo,“rejoinedMargaret,firmly。

  “Imust,Imust,“answeredEuphra,wringingherhands。

  “Docomein,“saidMargaret,“youmustnotstandthereinthecold。“

  “Letmegetintoyourbed。“

  “Betterletmegowithyoutoyours。Thatwillbemorecomfortableforyou。“

  “Oh!yes;pleasedo。“

  MargaretthrewashawlroundEuphra,andwentbackwithhertoherroom。

  “Hewantsme。Hewantsme。Hewillcallmesoon,“saidEuphra,inanagonisedwhisper,assoonasthedoorwasshut。“WhatshallI

  do!”

  “Cometobedfirst,andwewilltalkaboutitthere。“

  Assoonastheywereinbed,MargaretputherarmroundEuphra,whowastremblingwithcoldandfear,andsaid:

  “Hasthismananyrighttocallyou?”

  “No,no,“answeredEuphra,vehemently。

  “Thendon\'tgo。“

  “ButIamafraidofhim。“

  “DefyhiminGod\'sname。“

  “Butbesidesthefear,thereissomethingthatIcan\'tdescribe,thatalwayskeepstellingme——no,nottellingme,pushingme——no,drawingme,asifIcouldnotrestamomenttillIgo。Icannotdescribeit。Ihatetogo,andyetIfeelthatifIwerecoldinmygrave,Imustriseandgoifhecalledme。IwishIcouldtellyouwhatitislike。ItisasifsomedemonwereshakingmysoultillI

  yieldedandwent。Oh!don\'tdespiseme。Ican\'thelpit。“

  “Mydarling,Idon\'t,Ican\'tdespiseyou。Youshallnotgotohim。“

  “ButImust,“answeredshe,withadespairingfaintnessmoreconvincingthananyvehemence;andthenbegantoweepwithaslow,hopelessweeping,liketherainofaNovembereve。

  Margaretgotoutofbed。Euphrathoughtshewasoffended。Startingup,sheclaspedherhands,andsaid:

  “OhMargaret!Iwon\'tcry。Don\'tleaveme。Don\'tleaveme。“

  Sheentreatedlikeachiddenchild。

  “No,no,Ididn\'tmeantoleaveyouforamoment。Liedownagain,dear,andcryasmuchasyoulike。IamgoingtoreadalittlebitoutoftheNewTestamenttoyou。“

  “IamafraidIcan\'tlistentoit。“

  “Nevermind。Don\'ttry。Iwanttoreadit。“

  MargaretgotaNewTestament,andreadpartofthatchapterofSt。

  John\'sGospelwhichspeaksabouthumanlabourandthebreadoflife。

  Shestoppedatthesewords:

  “ForIcamedownfromheaven,nottodomineownwill,butthewillofhimthatsentme。“

  Euphra\'stearshadceased。ThesoundofMargaret\'svoice,which,ifitlostinsweetnessbybecomingmoreScotchwhenshereadtheGospel,yetgainedtherebyinpathos,andthepoweroftheblessedwordsthemselves,hadsoothedthetroubledspiritalittle,andshelayquiet。

  “Thecountisnotagoodman,MissCameron?”

  “Youknowheisnot,Margaret。Heistheworstmanalive。“

  “ThenitcannotbeGod\'swillthatyoushouldgotohim。“

  “ButonedoesmanythingsthatarenotGod\'swill。“

  “ButitisGod\'swillthatyoushouldnotgotohim。“

  Euphralaysilentforafewmoments。Suddenlysheexclaimed:

  “ThenImustnotgotohim,“——gotoutofbed,threwherselfonherkneesbythebedside,andholdingupherclaspedhands,said,inlowtonesthatsoundedasifforcedfromherbyagony:

  “Iwon\'t!Iwon\'t!OGod,Iwillnot。Helpme,helpme!”

  Margaretkneltbesideher,andputherarmroundher。Euphraspokenomore,butremainedkneeling,withherextendedarmsandclaspedhandslyingonthebed,andherheadlaidbetweenthem。AtlengthMargaretgrewalarmed,andlookedather。Butshefoundthatshewasinasweetsleep。Shegentlydisengagedherself,andcoveringherupsoftandwarm,lefthertosleepoutherGod-sentsleepundisturbed,whileshesatbeside,andwatchedforherwaking。

  Shesleptthusforanhour。Thenliftingherhead,andseeingMargaret,sherosequietly,asiffromherprayers,andsaidwithasmile:

  “Margaret,IwasdreamingthatIhadamother。“

  “Soyouhave,somewhere。“

  “Yes,soIhave,somewhere,“sherepeated,andcreptintobedlikeachild,laydown,andwasasleepagaininamoment。

  Margaretwatchedherforanotherhour,andthenseeingnosignsofrestlessness,butthatonthecontraryhersleepwasprofound,laydownbesideher,andsoonsharedinthatreposewhichtowearywomenandmenisGod\'sbestgift。

  Sheroseatherusualhourthenextday,andwasdressedbeforeEuphraawoke。ItwasacoldgreyDecembermorning,withthehoar-frostlyingthickontheroofsofthehouses。EuphraopenedhereyeswhileMargaretwasbusylightingthefire。Seeingthatshewasthere,sheclosedthemagain,andfelloncemorefastasleep。

  Beforeshewokeagain,Margarethadsometeareadyforher;aftertakingwhich,shefeltabletogetup。SheroselookingmorebrightandhopefulthanMargarethadseenherbefore。

  ButMargaret,whowatchedherintentlythroughtheday,sawachangecomeoverhercheer。Herfacegrewpaleandtroubled。Nowandthenhereyeswerefixedonvacancy;andagainshewouldlookatMargaretwithawoebegoneexpressionofcountenance;butpresently,asifrecollectingherself,wouldsmileandlookcheerfulforamoment。

  Margaretsawthattheconflictwascomingon,ifnotalreadybegun——thatatleastitsshadowwasuponher;andthinkingthatifshecouldhaveatalkwithHughaboutwhathehadbeendoing,itwouldcomfortheralittle,anddivertherthoughtsfromherself,evenifnofartherormorepleasantlythantothecount,sheletHarryknowHugh\'saddress,asgiveninthelettertoherfather。

  Shewascertainthat,ifHarrysucceededinfindinghim,nothingmorewasnecessarytoinsurehisbeingbroughttoMrs。Elton\'s。Aswehaveseen,HarryhadtracedhimtoBuccleuchTerrace。

  Hughre-enteredthehouseinthesamemindinwhichhehadgoneout;

  namely,thatafterMrs。Appleditch\'sbehaviourtohimbeforehispupils,hecouldnotremaintheirtutoranylonger,howevergreathisneedmightbeofthepittancehereceivedforhisservices。

  ButalthoughMrs。Appleditch\'sfirstfeelinghadbeenjealousyofHugh\'sacquaintancewith“carriage-people,“thetoadyismwhichissoessentialanelementofsuchjealousy,hadbythistimerevived;andwhenHughwasproceedingtofinishthelessonhehadbegun,intendingittobehislast,shesaid:

  “Whydidn\'tyouaskyourfriendintothedrawing-room,Mr。

  Sutherland?”

  “Goodgracious!Thedrawing-room!”thoughtHugh——butanswered:“Hewillfetchmewhenthelessonisover。“

  “Iamsure,sir,anyfriendsofyoursthatliketocalluponyouhere,willbeverywelcome。Itwillbemoreagreeabletoyoutoreceivethemhere,ofcourse;foryouraccommodationatpoorMissTalbot\'sishardlysuitableforsuchvisitors。“

  “Iamsorrytosay,however,“answeredHugh,“thatafterthewayyouhavespokentometo-day,inthepresenceofmypupils,Icannotcontinuemyrelationtothemanylonger。“

  “Ho!ho!”resnortedthelady,indignationandscornminglingwithmortification;“ourgrandvisitorshavesetourbacksup。Verywell,Mr。Sutherland,youwillobligemebyleavingthehouseatonce。Don\'ttroubleyourself,pray,tofinishthelesson。Iwillpayyouforitallthesame。Anythingtogetridofamanwhoinsultsmebeforetheveryfacesofmyinnocentlambs!Andpleasetoremember,“sheadded,asshepulledoutherpurse,whileHughwascollectingsomebookshehadlenttheboys,“thatwhenyouwerestarving,myhusbandandItookyouinandgaveyouemploymentoutofcharity——purecharity,Mr。Sutherland。Hereisyourmoney。“

  “Goodmorning,Mrs。Appleditch,“saidHugh;andwalkedoutwithhisbooksunderhisarm,leavingherwiththemoneyinherhand。

  Hehadtoknockhisfeetonthepavementinfrontofthehouse,tokeepthemfromfreezing,forhalf-an-hour,beforethecarriagearrivedtotakehimaway。Assoonasitcameup,hejumpedintoit,andwascarriedoffintriumphbyHarry。

  Mrs。Eltonreceivedhimkindly。Euphraheldoutherhandwithaslightblush,andthequietfamiliarityofanoldfriend。Hughcouldalmosthavefalleninlovewithheragain,fromcompassionforherpale,wornface,andsubduedexpression。

  Mrs。Eltonwentoutinthecarriagealmostdirectly,andEuphrabeggedHarrytoleavethemalone,asshehadsomethingtotalktoMr。Sutherlandabout。

  “HaveyoufoundanytraceofCountHalkar,Hugh?”shesaid,themomenttheywerebythemselves。

  “IamverysorrytosayIhavenot。Ihavedonemybest。“

  “Iamquitesureofthat——Ijustwantedtotellyou,that,fromcertainindicationswhichnoonecouldunderstandsowellasmyself,Ithinkyouwillhavemorechanceoffindinghimnow。“

  “Iamdelightedtohearit,“respondedHugh。“IfIonlyhadhim!”

  Euphrasighed,paused,andthensaid:

  “ButIamnotsureofit。IthinkheisinLondon;buthemaybeinBohemia,foranythingIknow。Ishall,however,inallprobability,knowmoreabouthimwithinafewdays。“

  HughresolvedtogoatoncetoFalconer,andcommunicatetohimwhatEuphrahadtoldhim。Buthesaidnothingtoherastothemeansbywhichhehadtriedtodiscoverthecount;foralthoughhefeltsurethathehaddonerightintellingFalconerallaboutit,hewasafraidlestEuphra,notknowingwhatsortofamanhewas,mightnotlikeit。Euphra,onherpart,didnotmentionMargaret\'sname;forshehadbeggedhernottodoso。

  “Youwilltellmewhenyouknowyourself?”

  “Perhaps——Iwill,ifIcan。Idowishyoucouldgetthering。I

  haveapainfulfeelingthatitgiveshimpoweroverme。“

  “Thatcanonlybeanervousfancy,surely,“Hughventuredtosay。

  “Perhapsitis。Idon\'tknow。But,still,withoutthat,thereareplentyofreasonsforwishingtorecoverit。Hewillputittoabaduse,ifhecan。Butforyoursake,especially,Iwishwecouldgetit。“

  “Thankyou。Youwerealwayskind。“

  “No,“shereplied,withoutliftinghereyes;“Ibroughtitalluponyou。“

  “Butyoucouldnothelpit。“

  “Notatthemoment。Butallthatledtoitwasmyfault。“

  Shepaused;thensuddenlyresumed:

  “Iwillconfess——Doyouknowwhatgaverisetothereportsofthehousebeinghaunted?”

  “No。“

  “Itwasmewanderingaboutitatnight,lookingforthatveryring,togivetothecount。Itwasshameful。ButIdid。Thosereportspreventedmefrombeingfoundout。ButIhopenotmanyghostsaresomiserableasIwas——YouremembermyspeakingtoyouofMr。

  Arnold\'sjewels?”

  “Yes,perfectly。“

  “Iwantedtofindout,throughyou,wheretheringwas。ButIhadnointentionofinvolvingyou。“

  “Iamsureyouhadnot。“

  “Don\'tbetoosureofanythingaboutme。Idon\'tknowwhatImighthavebeenledtodo。ButIamverysorry。Doforgiveme。“

  “IcannotallowthatIhaveanythingtoforgive。Buttellme,Euphra,wereyouthecreature,inwhitethatIsawintheGhost\'sWalkonenight?Idon\'tmeanthelasttime。“

  “Verylikely,“sheanswered,bendingherheadyetlower,withasigh。

  “Thenwhowasthecreatureinblackthatmetyou?Andwhatbecameofyouthen?”

  “Didyouseeher?”rejoinedEuphra,turningpalerstill。“Ifaintedatsightofher。Itookherforthenunthathangsinthathorridroom。“

  “SodidI,“saidHugh。“Butyoucouldnothavelainlong;forIwentuptothespotwhereyouvanished,andfoundnothing。“

  “IsupposeIgotintotheshrubberybeforeIfell。Orthecountdraggedmein——Butwasthatreallyaghost?Ifeelnowasifitwasagoodmessenger,whetherghostornot,cometowarnme,ifI

  hadhadthecouragetolisten。IwishIhadtakenthewarning。“

  Theytalkedabouttheseandotherthings,tillMrs。Elton,whohadmadeHughpromisetostaytolunch,returned。Whentheywereseatedattable,thekind-heartedwomansaid:

  “Now,Mr。Sutherland,whenwillyoubeginagainwithHarry?”

  “Idonotquiteunderstandyou,“answeredHugh。

  “Ofcourseyouwillcomeandgivehimlessons,poorboy。Hewillbebroken-heartedifyoudon\'t。“

  “IwishIcould。ButIcannot——atleastyet;forIknowhisfatherwasdissatisfiedwithme。ThatwasoneofthereasonsthatmadehimsendHarrytoLondon。“

  Harrylookedwretchedlydisappointed,butsaidnothing。

  “Ineverheardhimsayanythingofthesort。“

  “Iamsureofit,though。Iamverysorryhehasmistakenme;buthewillknowmebettersomeday。“

  “Iwilltakealltheresponsibility,“persistedMrs。Elton。

  “Butunfortunatelytheresponsibilitystickstoofastforyoutotakeit。IcannotgetridofmyshareifIwould。“

  “Youaretooparticular。IamsureMr。Arnoldnevercouldhavemeantthat。Thisismyhousetoo。“

  “ButHarryishisboy。Ifyouwillletmecomeandseehimsometimes,Ishallbeverythankful,though。Imaybeusefultohimwithoutgivinghimlessons。“

  “Thankyou,“saidHarrywithdelight。

  “Well,well!IsupposeyouaresomuchinrequestinLondonthatyouwon\'tmisshimforapupil。“

  “Onthecontrary,Ihavenotasingleengagement。Ifyoucouldfindmeone,Ishouldbeexceedinglyobligedtoyou。“

  “Dear!dear!dear!”saidMrs。Elton。“ThenyoushallhaveHarry。“

  “Oh!yes;pleasetakeme,“saidHarry,beseechingly。

  “No,Icannot。Imustnot。“

  Mrs。Eltonrangthebell。

  “James,tellthecoachmanIwantthecarriageinanhour。“

  Mrs。Eltonwasassubmissivetohercoachmanasladieswhohavecarriagesgenerallyare,andwouldnothavedreamedoforderingthehorsesoutsosoonagainforherself;butsheforgoteverythingelsewhenafriendwasinneedofhelp,andbecameperfectlypachydermatoustotheoffendedlooksorindignanthintsofthatimportantfunctionary。

  WithinafewminutesafterHughtookhisleave,Mrs。Eltonwasonherwaytorepeatavisitshehadalreadypaidthesamemorning,andtomakeseveralothercalls,withtheexpressobjectoffindingpupilsforHugh。Butinthisshewasnotsosuccessfulasshehadexpected。Infact,noonewhomshecouldthinkof,wantedsuchservicesatpresent。Shereturnedhomequitedown-hearted,andallbutconvincedthatnothingcouldbedonebeforetheapproachoftheLondonseason。

  CHAPTERXVII。

  STRIFE。

  They\'llturnmeinyourarms,Janet,Anadderandasnake;

  Buthaudmefast,letmenotpass,Ginyewouldbemymaik。

  They\'llturnmeinyourarms,Janet,Anadderandanaske;

  They\'llturnmeinyourarms,Janet,Abalethatburnsfast。

  They\'llshapemeinyourarms,Janet,Adove,butandaswan;

  Andlast,they\'llshapemeinyourarmsAmother-nakedman:

  Castyourgreenmantleoverme——

  AndsaeshallIbewan。

  ScotchBallad:Tamlane。

  AssoonasHughhadleftthehouse,MargarethastenedtoEuphra。

  Shefoundherinherownroom,alittlemorecheerful,butstillstrangelydepressed。Thisappearanceincreasedtowardstheevening,tillherlooksbecamequitehaggard,revealinganinwardconflictofgrowingagony。Margaretremainedwithher。

  Justbeforedinner,theupstairsbell,whosesummonsMargaretwasaccustomedtoobey,rang,andshewentdown。Mrs。Eltondetainedherforafewminutes。Themomentshewasatliberty,sheflewtoEuphra\'sroombythebackstaircase。But,assheascended,shewashorrifiedtomeetEuphra,inacloakandthickveil,creepingdownthestairslikeathief。Withoutsayingaword,thestronggirlliftedherinherarmsasifshehadbeenachild,andcarriedherbacktoherroom。Euphraneitherstrugglednorspoke。Margaretlaidheronhercouch,andsatdownbesideher。Shelaywithoutmoving,and,althoughwideawake,gavenoothersignofexistencethananoccasionallowmoan,thatseemedtocomefromaheartpressedalmosttodeath。

  Havinglainthusforanhour,shebrokethesilence。

  “Margaret,doyoudespisemedreadfully?”

  “No,notintheleast。“

  “YetyoufoundmegoingtodowhatIknewwaswrong。“

  “YouhadnotmadeyourselfstrongbythinkingaboutthewillofGod。

  Hadyou,dear?”

  “No。Iwilltellyouhowitwas。Ihadbeentormentedwiththeinclinationtogotohim,andhadbeenresistingittillIwaswornout,andcouldhardlybearitmore。Suddenlyallgrewcalmwithinme,andIseemedtohateCountHalkarnolonger。Ithoughtwithmyselfhoweasyitwouldbetoputastoptothisdreadfultorment,justbyyieldingtoit——onlythisonce。IthoughtIshouldthenbestrongertoresistthenexttime;forthiswaswearingmeoutso,thatImustyieldthenexttime,ifIpersistednow。Butwhatseemedtojustifyme,wasthethoughtthatsoIshouldfindoutwherehewas,andbeabletotellHugh;andthenhewouldgettheringforme,and,perhapsthatwoulddeliverme。Butitwasverywrongofme。IforgotallaboutthewillofGod。Iwillnotgoagain,Margaret。DoyouthinkImaytryagaintofighthim?”

  “Thatisjustwhatyoumustdo。AllthatGodrequiresofyouis,totryagain。God\'schildmustbefree。Dotry,dearMissCameron。“

  “IthinkIcould,ifyouwouldcallmeEuphra。Youaresostrong,andpure,andgood,Margaret!IwishIhadneverhadanythoughtsbutsuchasyouhave,youbeautifulcreature!Oh,howgladIamthatyoufoundme!Dowatchmealways。“

  “IwillcallyouEuphra。Iwillbeyoursister-servant——anythingyoulike,ifyouwillonlytryagain。“

  “Thankyou,withallmytroubledheart,dearMargaret。Iwillindeedtryagain。“

  Shesprangfromthecouchinasuddenagony,andgraspingMargaretbythearm,lookedatherwithsuchaterror-strickenface,thatshebegantofearshewaslosingherreason。

  “Margaret,“shesaid,asifwiththevoiceasofonejustraisedfromthedead,speakingwithallthecharneldampsinherthroat,“coulditbethatIaminlovewithhimstill?”

  Margaretshuddered,butdidnotloseherself-possession。

  “No,no,Euphra,darling。Youwerehauntedwithhim,andsotiredthatyouwerenotabletohatehimanylonger。Thenyoubegantogivewaytohim。Thatwasall。Therewasnoloveinthat。“

  Euphra\'sgrasprelaxed。

  “Doyouthinkso?”

  “Yes。“

  Apausefollowed。

  “DoyouthinkGodcarestohavemedohiswill?Isitanythingtohim?”

  “Iamsureofit。Whydidhemakeyouelse?Butitisnotforthesakeofbeingobeyedthathecaresforit,butforthesakeofservingyouandmakingyoublessedwithhisblessedness。Hedoesnotthinkabouthimself,butaboutyou。“

  “Oh,dear!oh,dear!Imustnotgo。“

  “Letmereadtoyouagain,Eupra。“

  “Yes,pleasedo,Margaret。“

  ShereadthefortiethchapterofIsaiah,oneofherfather\'sfavouritechapters,whereallthestrengthandknowledgeofGodareurgedtoaheight,thattheymayfallinoverwhelmingprofusionuponthewantsandfearsandunbeliefofhischildren。Howshouldhethatcalleththestarsbytheirnamesforgethispeople?

  Whilesheread,thecloudmeltedawayfromEuphra\'sface;asweetsleepfollowed;andtheparoxysmwasoverforthetime。

  WasEuphrainsane?andwerethesethefirstaccessesofdailyfitsofmadness,whichhadbeengrowingandapproachingforwhocouldtellhowlong?

  Evenifsheweremad,orgoingmad,wasnotthistherightwaytotreather?IwonderhowoftenthespiritualcureoffaithintheSonofMan,theGreatHealer,hasbeentriedonthosepossessedwithourmoderndemons。Isitprovedthatinsanityhasitsorigininthephysicaldisorderwhich,itisnowsaid,canbeshowntoaccompanyitinvariably?Letitbeso:ityetappearstomethatifthephysicianwould,liketheSonofManhimself,descendasitwereintothedisorganizedworldinwhichtheconsciousnessofhispatientexists,andreceivingasfactallthatherevealstohimofitscondition——forfactitis,ofaveryrealsort——introduce,byallthemeansthatsympathycansuggest,theonecentralcureforevil,spiritualandmaterial,namely,thetruthoftheSonofMan,thevisionoftheperfectfriendandhelper,withtherevelationofthepromisedlibertyofobedience——ifhedidthis,itseemstomethatcuresmightstillbewroughtasmarvellousasthoseoftheancienttime。

  Itseemstome,too,thatthatcanbebutanimperfectreligion,asitwouldbeapoorsalvation,fromwhichonecornerofdarknessmayhideus;fromwhoseblessedhealthandfreedomadisorderedbrainmaysnatchus;makingushopelessoutcasts,tillfirstthephysician,thestudentofphysicallaws,shallinterfereandrestoreustoasoundmind,orthegreatGod\'s-angelDeathcrumblethesoul-oppressingbrain,withitsthousandphantomsofpainandfearandhorror,intoafilmofdustinthehollowofthedesertedskull。

  HughrepairedimmediatelytoFalconer\'schambers,wherehewasmorelikelytofindhimduringthedaythanintheevening。Hewasathome。HetoldhimofhisinterviewwithEuphra,andherfeelingthatthecountwasnotfaroff。

  “Doyouthinktherecanbeanythinginit?”askedhe,whenhehadfinishedhisrelation。

  “Ithinkverylikely,“answeredhisfriend。“Iwillbemoreontheoutlookthanever。Itmay,afterall,bethroughtheladyherselfthatweshallfindthevillain。Ifsheweretofallintooneofhertrances,now,Ithinkitalmostcertainshewouldgotohim。Sheoughttobecarefullywatchedandfollowed,ifthatshouldtakeplace。Letmeknowallthatyoulearnabouther。Goandseeheragainto-morrow,thatwemaybekeptinformedofherexperiences,sofarasshethinkspropertotellthem。“

  “Iwill,“saidHugh,andtookhisleave。

  ButMargaret,whoknewEuphra\'scondition,bothspiritualandphysical,betterthananyother,hadfardifferentobjectsforher,throughmeansoftheunholyattractionwhichthecountexercisedoverher,thanthediscoveryofthestolenring。Shewasdeterminedthatneithersleepingnorwakingshouldshefollowhiscall,ordancetohispiping。Sheshouldresisttothelast,inthenameofGod,andsoredeemherlostwillfromthepowerofthisdevil,towhomshehadfoolishlysoldit。

  Thenextday,thestruggleevidentlycontinued;andithadsuchaneffectonEuphra,thatMargaretcouldnothelpfeelingveryanxiousabouttheresultasregardedherhealth,evenifsheshouldbevictoriousinthecontest。ButnotforonemomentdidMargaretquail;forshefeltconvinced,comeofitwhatmight,thattheonlyhopeforEuphralayinresistance。Death,tohermind,wassimplynothinginthebalancewithslaveryofsuchasort。

  Once——butevidentlyinafitofabsence——Euphrarose,wenttothedoor,andopenedit。Butsheinstantlydashedittoagain,andwalkingslowlyback,resumedherseatonthecouch。Margaretcametoherfromtheothersideofthebed,whereshehadbeenworkingbythewindow,forthelastquarterofanhour,forthesakeofthewaninglight。

  “Whatisit,dear?”shesaid。

  “Oh,Margaret!areyouthere?Ididnotknowyouwereintheroom。

  IfoundmyselfatthedoorbeforeIknewwhatIwasdoing。“

  “Butyoucamebackofyourselfthistime。“

  “YesIdid。ButIstillfeelinclinedtogo。“

  “Thereisnosininthat,solongasyoudonotencouragethefeeling,oryieldtoit。“

  “Ihateit。“

  “Youwillsoonbefreefromit。Keeponcourageously,dearsister。

  Youwillbeinlibertyandjoysoon。“

  “Godgrantit。“

  “Hewill,Euphra。Iamsurehewill。“

  “Iamsureyouknow,oryouwouldnotsayit。“

  Aknockcametothestreetdoor。Euphrastarted,andsatintheattitudeofafearfullistener。Amessagewaspresentlybroughther,thatMr。Sutherlandwasinthedrawing-room,andwishedtoseeher。

  Euphraroseimmediately,andwenttohim。Margaret,whodidnotquitefeelthatshecouldbetrustedyet,removedtoaroombehindthedrawing-room,whenceshecouldseeEuphraifshepassedtogodownstairs。

  HughaskedherifshecouldtellhimanythingmoreaboutCountHalkar。

  “Only,“sheanswered,“thatIamstillsurerofhisbeingnearme。“

  “Howdoyouknowit?”

  “Ineednotmindtellingyou,forIhavetoldyoubeforethathehasakindofsupernaturalpoweroverme。Iknowitbyhisdrawingmetowardshim。ItistrueImightfeelitjustthesamewhetherhewasinAmericaorinLondon;butIdonotthinkhewouldcaretodoit,ifheweresofaroff。Iknowhimwellenoughtoknowthathewouldnotwishformeexceptforsomeimmediateadvantagetohimself。“

  “Butwhatistheuseofhisdoingso,whenyoudon\'tknowwhereheistobefound。“

  “Ishouldgostraighttohim,withoutknowingwhereIwasgoing。“

  Hughroseinhaste。

  “Putonyourbonnetandcloak,andcomewithme。Iwilltakecareofyou。Leadmetohim,andtheringshallsoonbeinyourhandsagain。“

  Euphrahesitated,halfrose,butsatdownimmediately。

  “No,no!Notforworlds,“shesaid。“Donottemptme。Imustnot——Idarenot——Iwillnotgo。“

  “ButIshallbewithyou。Iwilltakecareofyou。Don\'tyouthinkIamable,Euphra?”

  “Oh,yes!quiteable。ButImustnotgoanywhereatthatman\'sbidding。“

  “Butitwon\'tbeathisbidding:itwillbeatmine。“

  “Ah!thataltersthecaserather,doesitnot?IwonderwhatMargaretwouldsay。“

  “Margaret!WhatMargaret?”saidHugh。

  “Oh!mynewmaid,“answeredEuphra,recollectingherself。

  “Notbeingwellatpresent,sheismynurse。“

  “Weshalltakeacabassoonaswegettothecorner。“

  “Idon\'tthinkthecountwouldbeabletoguidethehorse,“saidEuphra,withasmile。“Imustwalk。ButIshouldliketogo。I

  will。Itwouldbesuchavictorytocatchhiminhisowntoils。“

  Sheroseandranupstairs。Inafewminutesshecamedownagain,cloakedandveiled。ButMargaretmetherasshedescended,andleadingherintothebackdrawing-room,said:

  “Areyougoing,Euphra?”

  “Yes;butIamgoingwithMr。Sutherland,“answeredEuphra,inadefensivetone。“Itistopleasehim,andnottoobeythecount。“

  “AreyousureitisalltopleaseMr。Sutherland?Ifitwere,I

  don\'tthinkyouwouldbeabletoguidehimright。Isitnottogetridofyoursufferingbyyieldingtotemptation,Euphra?Atallevents,ifyougo,evenshouldMr。Sutherlandbesuccessfulwithhim,youwillneverfeelthatyouhaveovercomehim,orhe,thathehaslostyou。Hewillstillholdyoufast。Don\'tgo。Iamsureyouaredeceivingyourself。“

  Euphrastoodforamomentandpoutedlikeanaughtychild。ThensuddenlythrowingherarmsaboutMargaret\'sneck,shekissedher,andsaid:

  “Iwon\'tgo,Margaret。Here,takemythingsupstairsforme。“

  Shethrewoffherbonnetandcloak,andrejoinedHughinthedrawing-room。

  “Ican\'tgo,“shesaid。“Imustnotgo。Ishouldbeyieldingtohim,anditwouldmakeaslaveofmeallmylife。“

  “Itisouronlychanceforthering,“saidHugh。

  AgainEuphrahesitatedandwavered;butagainsheconquered。

  “Icannothelpit,“shesaid。“Iwouldrathernothavetheringthango——ifyouwillforgiveme。“

  “Oh,Euphra!”repliedHugh。“Youknowitisnotformyself。“

  “Idoknowit。Youwon\'tmindthenifIdon\'tgo?”

  “Certainlynot,ifyouhavemadeupyourmind。Youmusthaveagoodreasonforit。“

  “IndeedIhave。“Andevenalreadyshefeltthatresistancebroughtitsownreward。

  Hughwentalmostimmediately,inordertomakehisreporttoFalconer,withwhomhehadanappointmentforthepurpose。

  “Sheisquiteright,“saidFalconer。“Idonotthink,intherelationinwhichshestandstohim,thatshecouldsafelydootherwise。Butitseemstomeverylikelythatthiswillturnoutwellforourplans,too。Letherpersist,andinallprobabilityhewillnotonlyhavetoresignherperforce,butwillsofarmakehimselfsubjecttoherinturn,astoseekherwhowillnotgotohim。Hewillpulluponhisownropetillheisdrawntothespotwherehehasfixedit。Whatremainsforyouandmetodo,istokeepaclosewatchonthehouseandneighbourhood。Mostlikelyweshallfindthevillainbeforelong。“

  “Doyoureallythinkso?”

  “Thewholeaffairismysterious,andhastodowithlawswithwhichwearemostimperfectlyacquainted;butthisseemstomeapresumptionworthactingupon。Istherenooneinthehouseonwhomyoucoulddependforassistance——forinformation,atleast?”

  “Yes。ThereisthesameoldservantthatMrs。EltonhadwithheratArnstead。Heisasteadyoldfellow,andhasbeenveryfriendlywithme。“

  “Well,whatIwouldadviseis,thatyoushouldfindyourselfquartersasnearthespotaspossible;and,besideskeepingasmuchofapersonalguarduponthehouseasyoucan,engagetheservantyoumentiontoletyouknow,themomentthecountmakeshisappearance。Itwillprobablybetowardsnightwhenhecalls,forsuchamanmayhavereasonsaswellasinstinctstomakehimlovethedarknessratherthanthelight。Youhadbettergoatonce;andwhenyouhavefoundaplace,leaveorsendtheaddressheretome,andtowardsnight-fallIwilljoinyou。Butwemayhavetowatchforseveraldays。Wemustnotbetoosanguine。“

  Almostwithoutaword,HughwenttodoasFalconersaid。Theonlyplacehecouldfindsuitable,wasapublic-houseatthecornerofabackstreet,wherethemen-servantsoftheneighbourhoodusedtoresort。Hesucceededinsecuringaprivateroominit,foraweek,andimmediatelysentFalconerwordofhislocality。HethencalledasecondtimeatMrs。Elton\'s,andaskedtoseethebutler。Whenhecame:

  “Irwan,“saidhe,“hasHerrvonFunkelsteincalledhereto-day?”

  “No,sir,hehasnot。“

  “Youwouldknowhim,wouldyounot?”

  “Yes,sir;perfectly。“

  “Well,ifheshouldcallto-night,orto-morrow,oranytimewithinthenextfewdays,letmeknowthemomentheisinthehouse。YouwillfindmeattheGoldenStaff,roundthecorner。ItisoftheutmostimportancethatIshouldseehimatonce。Butdonotlethimknowthatanyonewantstoseehim。Youshallnotrepenthelpingmeinthisaffair。IknowIcantrustyou。“

  Hughhadfixedhimwithhiseyes,beforehebegantoexplainhiswishes。Hehadfoundoutthatthiswasthebestwayofsecuringattentionfrominferiornatures,andthatitwasespeciallynecessarywithLondonservants;fortheirsuperciliousnessiscowedbyit,andthesuperiorwillbroughttobearupontheirs。Itistheonlywayamanwithoutacarriagehastocommandattentionfromsuch。Irwanwasnotoneofthissort。Hewasacountryservant,foronedifference。ButHughmadehisaddressasimpressiveaspossible。

  “Iwillwithpleasure,sir,“answeredIrwan,andHughfelttolerablysureofhim。

  Falconercame。Theyorderedsomesupper,andsattilleleveno\'clock。Therebeingthennochanceofasummons,theywentouttogether。Passingthehouse,theysawlightinoneupperwindowonly。Thatlightwouldburnthereallnight,foritwasinEuphra\'sroom。Theywenton,HughaccompanyingFalconerinoneofhismidnightwalksthroughLondon,ashehaddonerepeatedlybefore。

  >FromsuchcompanionshipandthescenestowhichFalconerintroducedhim,hehadgatheredthisfruit,thathebegantobelieveinGodforthesakeofthewretchedmenandwomenhesawintheworld。Atfirstitwashisownpainatthesightofsuchmiserythatdrovehim,forconsolation,tohopeinGod;so,atfirst,itwasforhisownsake。Butashesawmoreofthem,andgrewtolovethemmore,hefeltthattheonlyhopeforthemlayintheloveofGod;andhehopedinGodforthem。HesawtoothataGodnotbothhumanlyandabsolutelydivine,aGodlessthanthatGodshadowedforthintheRedeemerofmen,wouldnotdo。ButthinkingaboutGodthus,andhopinginhimforhisbrothersandsisters,hebegantoloveGod。

  Then,lastofall,thathemightseeinhimonetowhomhecouldabandoneverything,thathemightseehimperfectandallinallandashemustbe——forthesakeofGodhimself,hebelievedinhimastheSaviourofthesehissinfulandsufferingkin。

  Asearlyaswasatallexcusable,thefollowingmorning,hecalledonEuphra。Thebutlersaidthatshehadnotcomedownyet,buthewouldsenduphisname。AmessagewasbroughtbackthatMissCameronwassorrynottoseehim,butshehadhadabadnight,andwasquiteunabletogetup。Irwanrepliedtohisinquiry,thatthecounthadnotcalled。HughwithdrewtotheGoldenStaff。

  Abadnightithadbeenindeed。AsEuphrasleptwellthefirstpartofit,andhadnoattacksuchasshehadhaduponboththeprecedingnights,Margarethadhopedtheworstwasover。Stillshelaidherselfonlywithinthethresholdofsleepreadytowakeattheleastmotion。

  InthemiddleofthenightshefeltEuphramove。Shelaystilltoseewhatshewoulddo。Euphraslippedoutofbed,andpartlydressedherself;thenwenttoherwardrobe,andputonacloakwithalargehood,whichshedrewoverherhead。Margaretlaywithadreadfulachingatherheart。Euphrawenttowardsthedoor。

  Margaretcalledher,butshemadenoanswer。Margaretflewtothedoor,andreacheditbeforeher。Then,toherintensedelight,shesawthatEuphra\'seyeswereclosed。Justasshelaidherhandonthedoor,Margarettookhergentlyinherarms。

  “Letmego,letmego!”Euphraalmostscreamed。Thensuddenlyopeninghereyes,shestaredatMargaretinabewilderedfashion,likeonewakingfromthedead。

  “Euphra!dearEuphra!”saidMargaret。

  “Oh,Margaret!isitreallyyou?”exclaimedEuphra,flingingherarmsabouther。“Oh,Iamglad。Ah!youseewhatImusthavebeenabout。IsupposeIknewwhenIwasdoingit,butIdon\'tknownow。

  Ihaveforgottenallaboutit。Ohdear!ohdear!Ithoughtitwouldcometothis。“

  “Cometobed,dear。Youcouldn\'thelpit。Itwasnotyourself。

  Thereisnotmorethanhalfofyouawake,whenyouwalkinyoursleep。“

  Theywenttobed。EuphracreptclosetoMargaret,andcriedherselfasleepagain。Thenextdayshehadabadhead-ache。Thiswithheralwaysfollowedsomnambulation。Shedidnotgetupallthatday。

  WhenHughcalledagainintheevening,heheardshewasbetter,butstillinbed。

  FalconerjoinedHughattheGoldenStaff,atnight;buttheyhadnobettersuccessthanbefore。Falconerwentoutalone,forHughwantedtokeephimselffresh。Thoughverystrong,hewasyoungerandlesshardenedthanFalconer,whocouldstandanincredibleamountoflabourandlackofsleep。Hughwouldhavegivenwayunderthehalf。

  CHAPTERXVIII。

  VICTORY

  Omyadmiredmistress,quenchnotoutTheholyfireswithinyou,thoughtemptationsShowerdownuponyou:claspthinearmouron;

  Fightwell,andthoushaltsee,afterthesewars,Thyheadwearsunbeams,andthyfeettouchstars。

  MASSINGER——TheVirginMartyr。

  ButHughcouldsleepnomorethanifhehadbeenoutwithFalconer。

  Hewasasrestlessasawildbeastinacage。Somethingwouldnotlethimbeatpeace。Soherose,dressed,andwentout。Assoonasheturnedthecorner,hecouldseeMrs。Elton\'shouse。Itwasvisiblebothbyintermittentmoonlightabove,andbyflickeringgaslightbelow,forthewindblewratherstrong。Therewassnowintheair,heknew。Thelighttheyhadobservedlastnight,wasburningnow。Amomentservedtomaketheseobservations;andthenHugh\'seyeswerearrestedbythesightofsomethingelse——amanwalkingupanddownthepavementinfrontofMrs。Elton\'shouse。Heinstantlysteppedintotheshadowofaporchtowatchhim。Thefiguremightbethecount\'s;itmightnot;hecouldnotbesure。

  Everynowandthenthemanlookeduptothewindows。Atlengthhestoppedrightunderthelightedone,andlookedup。Hughwasonthepointofglidingout,thathemightgetasnearhimaspossiblebeforerushingonhim,when,atthemoment,tohisgreatmortification,apolicemanemergedfromsomemysteriouscorner,andthefigureinstantlyvanishedinanother。Hughdidnotpursuehim;

  becauseitwouldbetosetallonasinglechance,andthatapoorone;forifthecount,shoulditbehe,succeededinescaping,hewouldnotreturntoaspotwhichheknewtobewatched。Hugh,therefore,withdrewoncemoreunderaporch,andwaited。But,whatevermightbethecause,themanmadehisappearancenomore。

  Hughcontrivedtokeepwatchfortwohours,inspiteofsuspiciouspolicemen。Hesleptlateintothefollowingmorning。

  CallingatMrs。Elton\'s,helearnedthatthecounthadnotbeenthere;thatMissCameronhadbeenveryillallnight;butthatshewasratherbettersincethemorning。

  Thatnight,asthepreceding,Margarethadawakedsuddenly。Euphrawasnotinthebedbesideher。Shestartedupinanagonyofterror;butitwassoonallayed,thoughnotremoved。ShesawEuphraonherkneesatthefootofthebed,anold-fashionedfour-postone。

  Shehadherarmstwinedroundoneofthebed-posts,andherheadthrownback,asifsomeonewerepullingherbackwardsbyherhair,whichfelloverhernight-dresstothefloorinthick,blackmasses。

  Hereyeswereclosed;herfacewasdeath-like,almostlivid;andthecolddewsoftorturewererollingdownfrombrowtochin。Herlipsweremovingconvulsively,withnowandthentheappearanceofanattemptatarticulation,asiftheyweresetinmotionbyanagonyofinwardprayer。Margaret,unabletomove,watchedherwithanxioussympathyandfearfulexpectation。Howlongthislastedshecouldnottell,butitseemedalongtime。AtlengthMargaretrose,andlongingtohavesomeshareinthestruggle,howeversmall,wentsoftly,andstoodbehindher,shadowingherfromafeeblerayofmoonlightwhich,throughawind-rentcloud,hadstolenintotheroom,andlayuponherupturnedface。Theresheliftedupherheartinprayer。InamomentafterthetensionofEuphra\'scountenancerelaxedalittle;composureslowlyfollowed;herheadgraduallyrose,sothatMargaretcouldseeherfacenolonger;then,asgradually,droopedforward。Nextherarmsuntwinedthemselvesfromthebed-post,andherhandsclaspedthemselvestogether。Shelookedlikeoneprayingintheintensesilenceofabsorbingdevotion。

  Margaretstoodstillasastatue。

  InspeakingaboutitafterwardstoHugh,Margarettoldhimthatshedistinctlyrememberedhearing,whileshestood,themeasuredstepsofapolicemanpassthehouseonthepavementbelow。

  InafewminutesEuphrabowedherheadyetlower,andthenrosetoherfeet。SheturnedroundtowardsMargaret,asifsheknewshewasthere。ToMargaret\'sastonishment,hereyeswerewideopen。Shesmiledamostchild-like,peaceful,happysmile,andsaid:

  “Itisover,Margaret,alloveratlast。Thankyou,withmywholeheart。Godhashelpedme。“

  Atthatmoment,themoonshoneoutfull,andherfaceappearedinitslightlikethefaceofanangel。Margaretlookedonherwithawe。Fear,distress,anddoubthadvanished,andshewasalreadybeautifulliketheblessed。Margaretgotahandkerchief,andwipedthecolddampsfromherface。Thenshehelpedherintobed,whereshefellasleepalmostinstantly,andsleptlikeachild。Nowandthenshemoaned;butwhenMargaretlookedather,shesawthesmilestilluponhercountenance。

  Shewokeweakandworn,buthappy。

  “Ishallnottroubleyouto-day,Margaret,dear,“saidshe。“Ishallnotgetupyet,butyouwillnotneedtowatchme。Agreatchangehaspasseduponme。Iamfree。Ihaveovercomehim。Hemaydoashepleasesnow。Idonotcare。Idefyhim。Igotuplastnightinmysleep,butIrememberallaboutit;and,althoughIwasasleep,andfeltpowerlesslikeacorpse,Iresistedhim,evenwhenI

  thoughthewasdraggingmeawaybybodilyforce。AndIresistedhim,tillheleftmealone。ThankGod!”

  Ithadbeenaterriblestruggle,butshehadovercome。Norwasthisall:shewouldnomoreleadtwolives,thewakingandthesleeping。

  Herwakingwillandconsciencehadassertedthemselvesinhersleepingacts;andthememoryofthesomnambulistlivedstillinthewakingwoman。Hencehertwoliveswereblendedintoonelife;andshewasnomoretwo,butone。Thisindicatedamightygrowthofindividualbeing。

  “Iwokewithoutterror,“shewentontosay。“Ialwaysusedtowakefromsuchasleepinanagonyofunknownfear。IdonotthinkI

  shalleverwalkinmysleepagain。“

  Isnotsalvationtheunitingofallournatureintooneharmoniouswhole——Godfirstinus,ourselveslast,andallindueorderbetween?SomethingverymuchanalogoustothechangeinEuphratakesplaceinamanwhenhefirstlearnsthathisbeliefsmustbecomeacts;thathisreligiouslifeandhishumanlifeareone;

  thathemustdothethingthatheadmires。TheIdealistheonlyabsoluteReal;anditmustbecometheRealintheindividuallifeaswell,howeverimpossibletheymaycountitwhonevertryit,orwhodonottrustinGodtoeffectit,whentheyfindthemselvesbaffledintheattempt。

  Intheafternoon,Euphrafellasleep,andwhenshewoke,seemedbetter。ShesaidtoMargaret:

  “Canitbethatitwasalladream,Margaret?Imeanmyassociationwiththatdreadfulman。Ifeelasifitwereonlysomehorriddream,andthatIcouldneverhavehadanythingtodowithhim。I

  mayhavebeenoutofmymind,youknow,andhavetoldyouthingswhichIbelievedfirmlyenoughthen,butwhichneverreallytookplace。Itcouldnothavebeenme,Margaret,couldit?”

  “Notyourreal,true,bestself,dear。“

  “Ihavebeenadreadfulcreature,Margaret。ButIfeelthatallthathasmeltedawayfromme,andgonebehindthesunset,whichwillforeverstand,inallitsgloryandloveliness,betweenmeandit,animpassablerampartofdefence。“

  Herwordssoundedstrangeandexcited,buthereyeandherpulsewerecalm。

  “Howcouldheeverhavehadthathatefulpoweroverme?”

  “Don\'tthinkanymoreabouthim,dear,butenjoytherestGodhasgivenyou。“

  “Iwill,Iwill。“

  Atthatmoment,amaidcametothedoor,withFunkelstein\'scardforMissCameron。

  “Verywell,“saidMargaret;“askhimtowait。IwilltellMissCameron。Shemaywishtosendhimamessage。Youmaygo。“

  ShetoldEuphrathatthecountwasinthehouse。Euphrashowednosurprise,nofear,noannoyance。

  “Willyouseehimforme,Margaret,ifyoudon\'tmind;andtellhimfromme,thatIdefyhim;thatIdonothatehim,onlybecauseI

  despiseandforgethim;thatIchallengehimtodohisworst。“

  Shehadforgottenallaboutthering。ButMargarethadnot。

  “Iwill,“saidshe,andlefttheroom。

  Onherwaydown,shewentintothedrawing-room,andrangthebell。

  “SendMr。Irwantomehere,please。ItisforMissCameron。“

  Themanwent,butpresentlyreturned,sayingthatthebutlerhadjuststeppedout。

  “Verywell。Youwilldojustaswell。Whenthegentlemanleaveswhoiscallingnow,youmustfollowhim。Takeacab,ifnecessary,andfollowhimeverywhere,tillyoufindwherehestopsforthenight。Watchtheplace,andsendmewordwhereyouare。Butdon\'tlethimknow。Putonplainclothes,please,asfastasyoucan。“

  “Yes,Miss,directly。“

  TheservantsallcalledMargaret,Miss。

  Shelingeredyetalittle,togivethemantime。Shewasnotatallsatisfiedwithherplan,butshecouldthinkofnothingbetter。

  Happily,itwasnotnecessary。IrwanhadrunasfastashisoldlegswouldcarryhimtotheGoldenStaff。Hughreceivedthenewswithdelight。Hisheartseemedtoleapintohisthroat,andhefeltjustashedid,when,deer-stalkingforthefirsttime,hetriedtotakeaimatagreatredstag。

  “Ishallwaitforhimoutsidethedoor。Wemusthavenonoiseinthehouse。Heisathief,orworse,Irwan。“

  “Goodgracious!Andthere\'stheplatealllaidoutfordinneronthesideboard!”exclaimedIrwan,andhurriedofffasterthanhehadcome。

  ButHughwasstandingatthedoorlongbeforeIrwangotuptoit。

  HadMargaretknownwhowaswatchingoutside,itwouldhavebeenawonderfulrelieftoher。

  Sheenteredthedining-room,wherethecountstoodimpatient。Headvancedquickly,actingonhisexpectationofEuphra,butseeinghismistake,stopped,andbowedpolitely。MargarettoldhimthatMissCameronwasill,andgavehimhermessage,wordforword。Thecountturnedpalewithmortificationandrage。Hebithislip,madenoreply,andwalkedoutintothehall,whereIrwanstoodwiththehandleofthedoorinhishand,impatienttoopenit。Nosoonerwasheoutofthehouse,thanHughspranguponhim;butthecount,whohadbeenperfectlyuponhisguard,eludedhim,anddartedoffdownthestreet。Hughpursuedatfullspeed,mortifiedathisescape。

  Hehadnofearatfirstofovertakinghim,forhehadfoundfewmenhisequalsinspeedandendurance;buthesoonsaw,tohisdismay,thatthecountwasincreasingthedistancebetweenthem,andfearedthat,byasuddenturnintosomelabyrinth,hemightescapehimaltogether。TheypassedtheGoldenStaffatfullspeed,andatthenextcornerHughdiscoveredwhatgavethecounttheadvantage:itwashisagilityandrecklessnessinturningcorners。But,likethesorcerer\'simpunity,theyfailedhimatlast;for,atthenextturn,heranfulluponFalconer,whostaggeredback,whilethecountreeledandfell。Hughwasuponhiminamoment。“Help!”roaredthecount,foralastchancefromthesympathiesofagatheringcrowd。

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