第10章
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  “Allright,“saidCarrie。

  Shesatdowninoneoftherocking-chairs,whileHurstwoodwaited,fortheboy,whosoonknocked。

  “Soap,towels,andapitcherofice-water。”

  “Yes,sir。”

  “I’llgonow,“hesaidtoCarrie,comingtowardherandholding,outhishands,butshedidnotmovetotakethem。

  “You’renotmadatme,areyou?”heaskedsoftly。

  “Oh,no!”sheanswered,ratherindifferently。

  “Don’tyoucareformeatall?”

  Shemadenoanswer,butlookedsteadilytowardthewindow。

  “Don’tyouthinkyoucouldlovemealittle?”hepleaded,taking,oneofherhands,whichsheendeavouredtodrawaway。”Youonce,saidyoudid。”

  “Whatmadeyoudeceivemeso?”askedCarrie。

  “Icouldn’thelpit,“hesaid,“Iwantedyoutoomuch。”

  “Youdidn’thaveanyrighttowantme,“sheanswered,striking,cleanlyhome。

  “Oh,well,Carrie,“heanswered,“hereIam。It’stoolatenow。

  Won’tyoutryandcareformealittle?”

  Helookedratherworstedinthoughtashestoodbeforeher。

  Sheshookherheadnegatively。

  “Letmestartalloveragain。Bemywifefromto-dayon。”

  Carrieroseupasiftostepaway,heholdingherhand。Nowhe,slippedhisarmaboutherandshestruggled,butinvain。He,heldherquiteclose。Instantlythereflamedupinhisbodythe,allcompellingdesire。Hisaffectiontookanardentform。

  “Letmego,“saidCarrie,whowasfoldedclosetohim。

  “Won’tyouloveme?”hesaid。”Won’tyoubeminefromnowon?”

  Carriehadneverbeenill-disposedtowardhim。Onlyamoment,beforeshehadbeenlisteningwithsomecomplacency,remembering,heroldaffectionforhim。Hewassohandsome,sodaring!

  Now,however,thisfeelinghadchangedtooneofopposition,whichrosefeebly。Itmasteredherforamoment,andthen,held,closeasshewas,begantowane。Somethingelseinherspoke。

  Thisman,towhosebosomshewasbeingpressed,wasstrong;he,waspassionate,helovedher,andshewasalone。Ifshedidnot,turntohim——acceptofhislove——whereelsemightshego?Her,resistancehalfdissolvedinthefloodofhisstrongfeeling。

  Shefoundhimliftingherheadandlookingintohereyes。What,magnetismtherewasshecouldneverknow。Hismanysins,however,wereforthemomentallforgotten。

  Hepressedhercloserandkissedher,andshefeltthatfurther,oppositionwasuseless。

  “Willyoumarryme?”sheasked,forgettinghow。

  “Thisveryday,“hesaid,withalldelight。

  Nowthehall-boypoundedonthedoorandhereleasedhishold,uponherregretfully。

  “Yougetreadynow,willyou,“hesaid,“atonce?”

  “Yes,“sheanswered。

  “I’llbebackinthree-quartersofanhour。”

  Carrie,flushedandexcited,movedawayasheadmittedtheboy。

  Belowstairs,hehaltedinthelobbytolookforabarbershop。

  Forthemoment,hewasinfinefeather。Hisrecentvictoryover,Carrieseemedtoatoneformuchhehadenduredduringthelast,fewdays。Lifeseemedworthfightingfor。Thiseastwardflight,fromallthingscustomaryandattachedseemedasifitmighthave,happinessinstore。Thestormshowedarainbowattheendof,whichmightbeapotofgold。

  Hewasabouttocrosstoalittlered-and-whitestripedbarwhich,wasfastenedupbesideadoorwhenavoicegreetedhim,familiarly。Instantlyhisheartsank。

  “Why,hello,George,oldman!”saidthevoice。”Whatareyou,doingdownhere?”

  Hurstwoodwasalreadyconfronted,andrecognisedhisfriend,Kenny,thestock-broker。

  “Justattendingtoalittleprivatematter,“heanswered,his,mindworkinglikeakey-boardofatelephonestation。Thisman,evidentlydidnotknow——hehadnotreadthepapers。

  “Well,itseemsstrangetoseeyouwayuphere,“saidMr。Kenny,genially。”Stoppinghere?”

  “Yes,“saidHurstwooduneasily,thinkingofhishandwritingon,theregister。

  “Goingtobeintownlong?”

  “No,onlyadayorso。”

  “Isthatso?Hadyourbreakfast?”

  “Yes,“saidHurstwood,lyingblandly。”I’mjustgoingfora,shave。”

  “Won’tyoucomehaveadrink?”

  “Notuntilafterwards,“saidtheex-manager。”I’llseeyou,later。Areyoustoppinghere?”

  “Yes,“saidMr。Kenny,andthen,turningthewordagainadded:

  “HowarethingsoutinChicago?”

  “Aboutthesameasusual,“saidHurstwood,smilinggenially。

  “Wifewithyou?”

  “No。”

  “Well,Imustseemoreofyouto-day。I’mjustgoinginherefor,breakfast。Comeinwhenyou’rethrough。”

  “Iwill,“saidHurstwood,movingaway。Thewholeconversation,wasatrialtohim。Itseemedtoaddcomplicationswithvery,word。Thismancalledupathousandmemories。Herepresented,everythinghehadleft。Chicago,hiswife,theelegantresort——

  allthesewereinhisgreetingandinquiries。Andherehewasin,thissamehotelexpectingtoconferwithhim,unquestionably,waitingtohaveagoodtimewithhim。AllatoncetheChicago,paperswouldarrive。Thelocalpaperswouldhaveaccountsin,themthisveryday。HeforgothistriumphwithCarrieinthe,possibilityofsoonbeingknownforwhathewas,inthisman’s,eyes,asafe-breaker。Hecouldhavegroanedashewentintothe,barbershop。Hedecidedtoescapeandseekamoresecluded,hotel。

  Accordingly,whenhecameouthewasgladtoseethelobbyclear,andhastenedtowardthestairs。HewouldgetCarrieandgoout,bytheladies’entrance。Theywouldhavebreakfastinsomemore,inconspicuousplace。

  Acrossthelobby,however,anotherindividualwassurveyinghim。

  HewasofacommonplaceIrishtype,smallofstature,cheaply,dressed,andwithaheadthatseemedasmallereditionofsome,hugewardpolitician’s。Thisindividualhadbeenevidently,talkingwiththeclerk,butnowhesurveyedtheex-manager,keenly。

  Hurstwoodfeltthelong-rangeexaminationandrecognisedthe,type。Instinctivelyhefeltthatthemanwasadetective——that,hewasbeingwatched。Hehurriedacross,pretendingnotto,notice,butinhismindwasaworldofthoughts。Whatwould,happennow?Whatcouldthesepeopledo?Hebegantotrouble,concerningtheextraditionlaws。Hedidnotunderstandthem,absolutely。Perhapshecouldbearrested。Oh,ifCarrieshould,findout!Montrealwastoowarmforhim。Hebegantolongtobe,outofit。

  Carriehadbathedandwaswaitingwhenhearrived。Shelooked,refreshed——moredelightfulthanever,butreserved。Sincehehad,goneshehadresumedsomewhatofhercoldattitudetowardshim。

  Lovewasnotblazinginherheart。Hefeltit,andhistroubles,seemedincreased。Hecouldnottakeherinhisarms;hedidnot,eventry。Somethingaboutherforbadeit。Inparthisopinion,wastheresultofhisownexperiencesandreflectionsbelow,stairs。

  “You’reready,areyou?”hesaidkindly。

  “Yes,“sheanswered。

  “We’llgooutforbreakfast。Thisplacedownheredoesn’tappeal,tomeverymuch。”

  “Allright,“saidCarrie。

  Theywentout,andatthecornerthecommonplaceIrishindividual,wasstanding,eyeinghim。Hurstwoodcouldscarcelyrefrainfrom,showingthatheknewofthischap’spresence。Theinsolencein,thefellow’seyewasgalling。Stilltheypassed,andhe,explainedtoCarrieconcerningthecity。Anotherrestaurantwas,notlonginshowingitself,andheretheyentered。

  “Whataqueertownthisis,“saidCarrie,whomarvelledatit,solelybecauseitwasnotlikeChicago。

  “ItIsn’taslivelyasChicago,“saidHurstwood。”Don’tyoulike,it?”

  “No,“saidCarrie,whosefeelingswerealreadylocalisedinthe,greatWesterncity。

  “Well,itisn’tasinteresting,“saidHurstwood。

  “What’shere?”askedCarrie,wonderingathischoosingtovisit,thistown。

  “Nothingmuch,“returnedHurstwood。”It’squitearesort。

  There’ssomeprettysceneryabouthere。”

  Carrielistened,butwithafeelingofunrest。Therewasmuch,abouthersituationwhichdestroyedthepossibilityof,appreciation。

  “Wewon’tstayherelong,“saidHurstwood,whowasnowreally,gladtonoteherdissatisfaction。”Youpickoutyourclothesas,soonasbreakfastisoverandwe’llrundowntoNewYorksoon。

  You’lllikethat。It’salotmorelikeacitythananyplace,outsideChicago。”

  Hewasreallyplanningtoslipoutandaway。Hewouldseewhat,thesedetectiveswoulddo——whatmovehisemployersatChicago,wouldmake——thenhewouldslipaway——downtoNewYork,whereit,waseasytohide。Heknewenoughaboutthatcitytoknowthat,itsmysteriesandpossibilitiesofmystificationwereinfinite。

  Themorehethought,however,themorewretchedhissituation,became。Hesawthatgettingheredidnotexactlyclearupthe,ground。Thefirmwouldprobablyemploydetectivestowatchhim——

  PinkertonmenoragentsofMooneyandBoland。Theymightarrest,himthemomenthetriedtoleaveCanada。Sohemightbe,compelledtoremainheremonths,andinwhatastate!

  BackatthehotelHurstwoodwasanxiousandyetfearfultosee,themorningpapers。Hewantedtoknowhowfarthenewsofhis,criminaldeedhadspread。SohetoldCarriehewouldbeupina,fewmoments,andwenttosecureandscanthedailies。No,familiarorsuspiciousfaceswereabout,andyethedidnotlike,readinginthelobby,sohesoughtthemainparlouronthefloor,aboveand,seatedbyawindowthere,lookedthemover。Very,littlewasgiventohiscrime,butitwasthere,several“sticks“

  inall,amongalltheriffraffoftelegraphedmurders,accidents,marriages,andothernews。Hewished,halfsadly,thathecould,undoitall。Everymomentofhistimeinthisfar-offabodeof,safetybutaddedtohisfeelingthathehadmadeagreatmistake。

  Therecouldhavebeenaneasierwayoutifhehadonlyknown。

  Heleftthepapersbeforegoingtotheroom,thinkingthusto,keepthemoutofthehandsofCarrie。

  “Well,howareyoufeeling?”heaskedofher。Shewasengagedin,lookingoutofthewindow。

  “Oh,allright,“sheanswered。

  Hecameover,andwasabouttobeginaconversationwithher,whenaknockcameattheirdoor。

  “Maybeit’soneofmyparcels,“saidCarrie。

  Hurstwoodopenedthedoor,outsideofwhichstoodtheindividual,whomhehadsothoroughlysuspected。

  “You’reMr。Hurstwood,areyou?”saidthelatter,withavolume,ofaffectedshrewdnessandassurance。

  “Yes,“saidHurstwoodcalmly。Heknewthetypesothoroughly,thatsomeofhisoldfamiliarindifferencetoitreturned。Such,menasthesewereoftheloweststratumwelcomedattheresort。

  Hesteppedoutandclosedthedoor。

  “Well,youknowwhatIamherefor,don’tyou?”saidtheman,confidentially。

  “Icanguess,“saidHurstwoodsoftly。

  “Well,doyouintendtotryandkeepthemoney?”

  “That’smyaffair,“saidHurstwoodgrimly。

  “Youcan’tdoit,youknow,“saidthedetective,eyeinghim,coolly。

  “Lookhere,myman,“saidHurstwoodauthoritatively,“youdon’t,understandanythingaboutthiscase,andIcan’texplaintoyou。

  WhateverIintendtodoI’lldowithoutadvicefromtheoutside。

  You’llhavetoexcuseme。”

  “Well,now,there’snouseofyourtalkingthatway,“saidthe,man,“whenyou’reinthehandsofthepolice。Wecanmakealot,oftroubleforyouifwewantto。You’renotregisteredrightin,thishouse,youhaven’tgotyourwifewithyou,andthe,newspapersdon’tknowyou’rehereyet。Youmightaswellbe,reasonable。”

  “Whatdoyouwanttoknow?”askedHurstwood。

  “Whetheryou’regoingtosendbackthatmoneyornot。”

  Hurstwoodpausedandstudiedthefloor。

  “There’snouseexplainingtoyouaboutthis,“hesaidatlast。

  “There’snouseofyouraskingme。I’mnofool,youknow。I

  knowjustwhatyoucandoandwhatyoucan’t。Youcancreatea,lotoftroubleifyouwantto。Iknowthatallright,butit,won’thelpyoutogetthemoney。Now,I’vemadeupmymindwhat,todo。I’vealreadywrittenFitzgeraldandMoy,sothere’s,nothingIcansay。Youwaituntilyouhearmorefromthem。”

  Allthetimehehadbeentalkinghehadbeenmovingawayfromthe,door,downthecorridor,outofthehearingofCarrie。Theywere,nowneartheendwherethecorridoropenedintothelargegeneral,parlour。

  “Youwon’tgiveitup?”saidtheman。

  ThewordsirritatedHurstwoodgreatly。Hotbloodpouredintohis,brain。Manythoughtsformulatedthemselves。Hewasnothief。

  Hedidn’twantthemoney。IfhecouldonlyexplaintoFitzgerald,andMoy,maybeitwouldbeallrightagain。

  “Seehere,“hesaid,“there’snousemytalkingaboutthisat,all。Irespectyourpowerallright,butI’llhavetodealwith,thepeoplewhoknow。”

  “Well,youcan’tgetoutofCanadawithit,“saidtheman。

  “Idon’twanttogetout,“saidHurstwood。”WhenIgetready,there’llbenothingtostopmefor。”

  Heturnedback,andthedetectivewatchedhimclosely。Itseemed,anintolerablething。Stillhewentonandintotheroom。

  “Whowasit?”askedCarrie。

  “AfriendofminefromChicago。”

  Thewholeofthisconversationwassuchashockthat,comingas,itdidafteralltheotherworryofthepastweek,itsufficedto,induceadeepgloomandmoralrevulsioninHurstwood。Whathurt,himmostwasthefactthathewasbeingpursuedasathief。He,begantoseethenatureofthatsocialinjusticewhichseesbut,oneside——oftenbutasinglepointinalongtragedy。Allthe,newspapersnotedbutonething,histakingthemoney。Howand,whereforewerebutindifferentlydealtwith。Allthe,complicationswhichleduptoitwereunknown。Hewasaccused,withoutbeingunderstood。

  SittinginhisroomwithCarriethesameday,hedecidedtosend,themoneyback。HewouldwriteFitzgeraldandMoy,explainall,andthensenditbyexpress。Maybetheywouldforgivehim。

  Perhapstheywouldaskhimback。Hewouldmakegoodthefalse,statementhehadmadeaboutwritingthem。Thenhewouldleave,thispeculiartown。

  Foranhourhethoughtoverthisplausiblestatementofthe,tangle。Hewantedtotellthemabouthiswife,butcouldn’t。He,finallynarroweditdowntoanassertionthathewaslight-headed,fromentertainingfriends,hadfoundthesafeopen,andhaving,gonesofarastotakethemoneyout,hadaccidentallyclosedit。

  Thisactheregrettedverymuch。Hewassorryhehadputthemto,somuchtrouble。Hewouldundowhathecouldbysendingthe,moneyback——themajorportionofit。Theremainderhewouldpay,upassoonashecould。Wasthereanypossibilityofhisbeing,restored?Thisheonlyhintedat。

  Thetroubledstateoftheman’smindmaybejudgedbythevery,constructionofthisletter。Forthenonceheforgotwhata,painfulthingitwouldbetoresumehisoldplace,evenifit,weregivenhim。Heforgotthathehadseveredhimselffromthe,pastasbyasword,andthatifhedidmanagetoinsomeway,reunitehimselfwithit,thejaggedlineofseparationand,reunionwouldalwaysshow。Hewasalwaysforgettingsomething——

  hiswife,Carrie,hisneedofmoney,presentsituation,or,something——andsodidnotreasonclearly。Nevertheless,hesent,theletter,waitingareplybeforesendingthemoney。

  Meanwhile,heacceptedhispresentsituationwithCarrie,getting,whatjoyoutofithecould。

  Outcamethesunbynoon,andpouredagoldenfloodthroughtheir,openwindows。Sparrowsweretwittering。Therewerelaughterand,songintheair。HurstwoodcouldnotkeephiseyesfromCarrie。

  Sheseemedtheonerayofsunshineinallhistrouble。Oh,if,shewouldonlylovehimwholly——onlythrowherarmsaroundhimin,theblissfulspiritinwhichhehadseenherinthelittlepark,inChicago——howhappyhewouldbe!Itwouldrepayhim;itwould,showhimthathehadnotlostall。Hewouldnotcare。

  “Carrie,“hesaid,gettinguponceandcomingovertoher,“are,yougoingtostaywithmefromnowon?”

  Shelookedathimquizzically,butmeltedwithsympathyasthe,valueofthelookuponhisfaceforceditselfuponher。Itwas,lovenow,keenandstrong——loveenhancedbydifficultyandworry。

  Shecouldnothelpsmiling。

  “Letmebeeverythingtoyoufromnowon,“hesaid。”Don’tmake,meworryanymore。I’llbetruetoyou。We’llgotoNewYork,andgetaniceflat。I’llgointobusinessagain,andwe’llbe,happy。Won’tyoubemine?”

  Carrielistenedquitesolemnly。Therewasnogreatpassionin,her,butthedriftofthingsandthisman’sproximitycreateda,semblanceofaffection。Shefeltrathersorryforhim——asorrow,bornofwhathadonlyrecentlybeenagreatadmiration。True,loveshehadneverfeltforhim。Shewouldhaveknownasmuchif,shecouldhaveanalysedherfeelings,butthisthingwhichshe,nowfeltarousedbyhisgreatfeelingbrokedownthebarriers,betweenthem。

  “You’llstaywithme,won’tyou?”heasked。

  “Yes,“shesaid,noddingherhead。

  Hegatheredhertohimself,imprintingkissesuponherlipsand,cheeks。

  “Youmustmarryme,though,“shesaid。

  “I’llgetalicenseto-day,“heanswered。

  “How?”sheasked。

  “Underanewname,“heanswered。”I’lltakeanewnameandlive,anewlife。FromnowonI’mMurdock。”

  “Oh,don’ttakethatname,“saidCarrie。

  “Whynot?”hesaid。

  “Idon’tlikeit。”

  “Well,whatshallItake?”heasked。

  “Oh,anything,onlydon’ttakethat。”

  Hethoughtawhile,stillkeepinghisarmsabouther,andthen,said:

  “HowwouldWheelerdo?”

  “That’sallright,“saidCarrie。

  “Well,then,Wheeler,“hesaid。”I’llgetthelicensethis,afternoon。”

  TheyweremarriedbyaBaptistminister,thefirstdivinethey,foundconvenient。

  AtlasttheChicagofirmanswered。ItwasbyMr。Moy’s,dictation。HewasastonishedthatHurstwoodhaddonethis;very,sorrythatithadcomeaboutasithad。Ifthemoneywere,returned,theywouldnottroubletoprosecutehim,astheyreally,borehimnoill-will。Asforhisreturning,ortheirrestoring,himtohisformerposition,theyhadnotquitedecidedwhatthe,effectofitwouldbe。Theywouldthinkitoverandcorrespond,withhimlater,possibly,afteralittletime,andsoon。

  Thesumandsubstanceofitwasthattherewasnohope,andthey,wantedthemoneywiththeleasttroublepossible。Hurstwoodread,hisdoom。Hedecidedtopay$9,500totheagentwhomtheysaid,theywouldsend,keeping$1,300forhisownuse。Hetelegraphed,hisacquiescence,explainedtotherepresentativewhocalledat,thehotelthesameday,tookacertificateofpayment,andtold,Carrietopackhertrunk。Hewasslightlydepressedoverthis,newestmoveatthetimehebegantomakeit,buteventually,restoredhimself。Hefearedthatevenyethemightbeseizedand,takenback,sohetriedtoconcealhismovements,butitwas,scarcelypossible。HeorderedCarrie’strunksenttothedepot,wherehehaditsentbyexpresstoNewYork。Nooneseemedtobe,observinghim,butheleftatnight。Hewasgreatlyagitated,lestatthefirststationacrosstheborderoratthedepotin,NewYorkthereshouldbewaitingforhimanofficerofthelaw。

  Carrie,ignorantofhistheftandhisfears,enjoyedtheentry,intothelattercityinthemorning。Theroundgreenhills,sentinellingthebroad,expansivebosomoftheHudsonheldher,attentionbytheirbeautyasthetrainfollowedthelineofthe,stream。ShehadheardoftheHudsonRiver,thegreatcityofNew,York,andnowshelookedout,fillinghermindwiththewonderof,it。

  AsthetrainturnedeastatSpuytenDuyvilandfollowedtheeast,bankoftheHarlemRiver,Hurstwoodnervouslycalledher,attentiontothefactthattheywereontheedgeofthecity。

  AfterherexperiencewithChicago,sheexpectedlonglinesof,cars——agreathighwayoftracks——andnotedthedifference。The,sightofafewboatsintheHarlemandmoreintheEastRiver,tickledheryoungheart。Itwasthefirstsignofthegreatsea。

  Nextcameaplainstreetwithfive-storybrickflats,andthen,thetrainplungedintothetunnel。

  “GrandCentralStation!”calledthetrainman,as,afterafew,minutesofdarknessandsmoke,daylightreappeared。Hurstwood,aroseandgathereduphissmallgrip。Hewasscreweduptothe,highesttension。WithCarriehewaitedatthedoorandthen,dismounted。Nooneapproachedhim,butheglancedfurtivelyto,andfroashemadeforthestreetentrance。Soexcitedwashe,thatheforgotallaboutCarrie,whofellbehind,wonderingat,hisself-absorption。Ashepassedthroughthedepotproperthe,strainreacheditsclimaxandbegantowane。Allatoncehewas,onthesidewalk,andnonebutcabmenhailedhim。Heheaveda,greatbreathandturned,rememberingCarrie。

  “Ithoughtyouweregoingtorunoffandleaveme,“shesaid。

  “IwastryingtorememberwhichcartakesustotheGilsey,“he,answered。

  Carriehardlyheardhim,sointerestedwassheinthebusyscene。

  “HowlargeisNewYork?”sheasked。

  “Ohamillionormore,“saidHurstwood。

  Helookedaroundandhailedacab,buthedidsoinachanged,way。

  Forthefirsttimeinyearsthethoughtthathemustcountthese,littleexpensesflashedthroughhismind。Itwasadisagreeable,thing。

  Hedecidedhewouldlosenotimelivinginhotelsbutwouldrent,aflat。AccordinglyhetoldCarrie,andsheagreed。

  “We’lllookto-day,ifyouwantto,“shesaid。

  SuddenlyhethoughtofhisexperienceinMontreal。Atthemore,importanthotelshewouldbecertaintomeetChicagoanswhomhe,knew。Hestoodupandspoketothedriver。

  “TakemetotheBelford,“hesaid,knowingittobeless,frequentedbythosewhomheknew。Thenhesatdown。

  “Whereistheresidencepart?”askedCarrie,whodidnottakethe,tallfive-storywallsoneitherhandtobetheabodesof,families。

  “Everywhere,“saidHurstwood,whoknewthecityfairlywell。

  “TherearenolawnsinNewYork。Allthesearehouses。”

  “Well,then,Idon’tlikeit,“saidCarrie,whowascomingto,haveafewopinionsofherown。

  ChapterXXX

  THEKINGDOMOFGREATNESS——THEPILGRIMADREAM

  WhateveramanlikeHurstwoodcouldbeinChicago,itisvery,evidentthathewouldbebutaninconspicuousdropinanocean,likeNewYork。InChicago,whosepopulationstillrangedabout,500,000,millionaireswerenotnumerous。Therichhadnotbecome,soconspicuouslyrichastodrownallmoderateincomesin,obscurity。Theattentionoftheinhabitantswasnotso,distractedbylocalcelebritiesinthedramatic,artistic,social,andreligiousfieldsastoshutthewell-positionedman,fromview。InChicagothetworoadstodistinctionwerepolitics,andtrade。InNewYorktheroadswereanyoneofahalf-hundred,andeachhadbeendiligentlypursuedbyhundreds,sothat,celebritieswerenumerous。Theseawasalreadyfullofwhales。

  Acommonfishmustneedsdisappearwhollyfromview——remain,unseen。Inotherwords,Hurstwoodwasnothing。

  Thereisamoresubtleresultofsuchasituationasthis,which,thoughnotalwaystakenintoaccount,producesthetragediesof,theworld。Thegreatcreateanatmospherewhichreactsbadly,uponthesmall。Thisatmosphereiseasilyandquicklyfelt。

  Walkamongthemagnificentresidences,thesplendidequipages,thegildedshops,restaurants,resortsofallkinds;scentthe,flowers,thesilks,thewines;drinkofthelaughterspringing,fromthesoulofluxuriouscontent,oftheglanceswhichgleam,likelightfromdefiantspears;feelthequalityofthesmiles,whichcutlikeglisteningswordsandofstridesbornofplace,andyoushallknowofwhatistheatmosphereofthehighand,mighty。Littleusetoarguethatofsuchisnotthekingdomof,greatness,butsolongastheworldisattractedbythisandthe,humanheartviewsthisastheonedesirablerealmwhichitmust,attain,solong,tothatheart,willthisremaintherealmof,greatness。Solong,also,willtheatmosphereofthisrealmwork,itsdesperateresultsinthesoulofman。Itislikeachemical,reagent。Onedayofit,likeonedropoftheother,willso,affectanddiscolourtheviews,theaims,thedesireofthemind,thatitwillthereafterremainforeverdyed。Adayofittothe,untriedmindislikeopiumtotheuntriedbody。Acravingisset,upwhich,ifgratified,shalleternallyresultindreamsand,death。Aye!dreamsunfulfilled——gnawing,luring,idlephantoms,whichbeckonandlead,beckonandlead,untildeathand,dissolutiondissolvetheirpowerandrestoreusblindtonature’s,heart。

  AmanofHurstwood’sageandtemperamentisnotsubjecttothe,illusionsandburningdesiresofyouth,butneitherhashethe,strengthofhopewhichgushesasafountainintheheartof,youth。Suchanatmospherecouldnotinciteinhimthecravings,ofaboyofeighteen,butinsofarastheywereexcited,the,lackofhopemadethemproportionatelybitter。Hecouldnotfail,tonoticethesignsofaffluenceandluxuryoneveryhand。He,hadbeentoNewYorkbeforeandknewtheresourcesofitsfolly。

  Inpartitwasanawesomeplacetohim,forheregatheredall,thathemostrespectedonthisearth——wealth,place,andfame。

  Themajorityofthecelebritieswithwhomhehadtippedglasses,inhisdayasmanagerhailedfromthisself-centredandpopulous,spot。Themostinvitingstoriesofpleasureandluxuryhadbeen,toldofplacesandindividualshere。Heknewittobetruethat,unconsciouslyhewasbrushingelbowswithfortunethelivelong,day;thatahundredorfivehundredthousandgavenoonethe,privilegeoflivingmorethancomfortablyinsowealthyaplace。

  Fashionandpomprequiredmoreamplesums,sothatthepoorman,wasnowhere。Allthisherealised,nowquitesharply,ashe,facedthecity,cutofffromhisfriends,despoiledofhismodest,fortune,andevenhisname,andforcedtobeginthebattlefor,placeandcomfortalloveragain。Hewasnotold,buthewasnot,sodullbutthathecouldfeelhesoonwouldbe。Ofasudden,then,thisshowoffineclothes,place,andpowertookon,peculiarsignificance。Itwasemphasisedbycontrastwithhis,owndistressingstate。

  Anditwasdistressing。Hesoonfoundthatfreedomfromfearof,arrestwasnotthesinequanonofhisexistence。Thatdanger,dissolved,thenextnecessitybecamethegrievousthing。The,paltrysumofthirteenhundredandsomeodddollarssetagainst,theneedofrent,clothing,food,andpleasureforyearstocome,wasaspectaclelittlecalculatedtoinducepeaceofmindinone,whohadbeenaccustomedtospendfivetimesthatsuminthe,courseofayear。Hethoughtuponthesubjectratheractively,thefirstfewdayshewasinNewYork,anddecidedthathemust,actquickly。Asaconsequence,heconsultedthebusiness,opportunitiesadvertisedinthemorningpapersandbegan,investigationsonhisownaccount。

  Thatwasnotbeforehehadbecomesettled,however。Carrieand,hewentlookingforaflat,asarranged,andfoundonein,Seventy-eighthStreetnearAmsterdamAvenue。Itwasafive-story,building,andtheirflatwasonthethirdfloor。Owingtothe,factthatthestreetwasnotyetbuiltupsolidly,itwas,possibletoseeeasttothegreentopsofthetreesinCentral,ParkandwesttothebroadwatersoftheHudson,aglimpseof,whichwastobehadoutofthewestwindows。Fortheprivilege,ofsixroomsandabath,runninginastraightline,theywere,compelledtopaythirty-fivedollarsamonth——anaverage,andyet,exorbitant,rentforahomeatthetime。Carrienoticedthe,differencebetweenthesizeoftheroomshereandinChicagoand,mentionedit。

  “You’llnotfindanythingbetter,dear,“saidHurstwood,“unless,yougointooneoftheold-fashionedhouses,andthenyouwon’t,haveanyoftheseconveniences。”

  Carriepickedoutthenewabodebecauseofitsnewnessandbright,wood-work。Itwasoneoftheverynewonessuppliedwithsteam,heat,whichwasagreatadvantage。Thestationaryrange,hotand,coldwater,dumb-waiter,speakingtubes,andcall-bellforthe,janitorpleasedherverymuch。Shehadenoughoftheinstincts,ofahousewifetotakegreatsatisfactioninthesethings。

  Hurstwoodmadearrangementswithoneoftheinstalmenthouses,wherebytheyfurnishedtheflatcompleteandacceptedfifty,dollarsdownandtendollarsamonth。Hethenhadalittle,plate,bearingthenameG。W。Wheeler,made,whichheplacedon,hisletter-boxinthehall。ItsoundedexceedinglyoddtoCarrie,tobecalledMrs。Wheelerbythejanitor,butintimeshebecame,usedtoitandlookeduponthenameasherown。

  Thesehousedetailssettled,Hurstwoodvisitedsomeofthe,advertisedopportunitiestopurchaseaninterestinsome,flourishingdown-townbar。AfterthepalatialresortinAdams,Street,hecouldnotstomachthecommonplacesaloonswhichhe,foundadvertised。Helostanumberofdayslookinguptheseand,findingthemdisagreeable。Hedid,however,gainconsiderable,knowledgebytalking,forhediscoveredtheinfluenceofTammany,Hallandthevalueofstandinginwiththepolice。Themost,profitableandflourishingplaceshefoundtobethosewhich,conductedanythingbutalegitimatebusiness,suchasthat,controlledbyFitzgeraldandMoy。Elegantbackroomsandprivate,drinkingboothsonthesecondfloorwereusuallyadjunctsofvery,profitableplaces。Hesawbyportlykeepers,whoseshirtfronts,shonewithlargediamonds,andwhoseclotheswereproperlycut,thattheliquorbusinesshere,aselsewhere,yieldedthesame,goldenprofit。

  AtlasthefoundanindividualwhohadaresortinWarrenStreet,whichseemedanexcellentventure。Itwasfairlywell-appearing,andsusceptibleofimprovement。Theownerclaimedthebusiness,tobeexcellent,anditcertainlylookedso。

  “Wedealwithaverygoodclassofpeople,“hetoldHurstwood。

  “Merchants,salesmen,andprofessionals。It’sawell-dressed,class。Nobums。Wedon’tallow’emintheplace。”

  Hurstwoodlistenedtothecash-registerring,andwatchedthe,tradeforawhile。

  “It’sprofitableenoughfortwo,isit?”heasked。

  “Youcanseeforyourselfifyou’reanyjudgeoftheliquor,trade,“saidtheowner。”ThisisonlyoneofthetwoplacesI

  have。TheotherisdowninNassauStreet。Ican’ttendtothem,bothalone。IfIhadsomeonewhoknewthebusinessthoroughlyI

  wouldn’tmindsharingwithhiminthisoneandlettinghimmanage,it。”

  “I’vehadexperienceenough,“saidHurstwoodblandly,buthefelt,alittlediffidentaboutreferringtoFitzgeraldandMoy。

  “Well,youcansuityourself,Mr。Wheeler,“saidtheproprietor。

  Heonlyofferedathirdinterestinthestock,fixtures,and,good-will,andthisinreturnforathousanddollarsand,managerialabilityonthepartoftheonewhoshouldcomein。

  Therewasnopropertyinvolved,becausetheownerofthesaloon,merelyrentedfromanestate。

  Theofferwasgenuineenough,butitwasaquestionwith,Hurstwoodwhetherathirdinterestinthatlocalitycouldbemade,toyieldonehundredandfiftydollarsamonth,whichhefigured,hemusthaveinordertomeettheordinaryfamilyexpensesandbe,comfortable。Itwasnotthetime,however,aftermanyfailures,tofindwhathewanted,tohesitate。Itlookedasthoughathird,wouldpayahundredamonthnow。Byjudiciousmanagementand,improvement,itmightbemadetopaymore。Accordinglyheagreed,toenterintopartnership,andmadeoverhisthousanddollars,preparingtoenterthenextday。

  Hisfirstinclinationwastobeelated,andheconfidedtoCarrie,thathethoughthehadmadeanexcellentarrangement。Time,however,introducedfoodforreflection。Hefoundhispartnerto,beverydisagreeable。Frequentlyhewastheworseforliquor,whichmadehimsurly。ThiswasthelastthingwhichHurstwood,wasusedtoinbusiness。Besides,thebusinessvaried。Itwas,nothingliketheclassofpatronagewhichhehadenjoyedin,Chicago。Hefoundthatitwouldtakealongtimetomake,friends。Thesepeoplehurriedinandoutwithoutseekingthe,pleasuresoffriendship。Itwasnogatheringorloungingplace。

  Wholedaysandweekspassedwithoutonesuchheartygreetingas,hehadbeenwonttoenjoyeverydayinChicago。

  Foranotherthing,Hurstwoodmissedthecelebrities——thosewell-

  dressed,eliteindividualswholendgracetotheaveragebarsand,bringnewsfromfar-offandexclusivecircles。Hedidnotsee,onesuchinamonth。Evenings,whenstillathispost,hewould,occasionallyreadintheeveningpapersincidentsconcerning,celebritieswhomheknew——whomhehaddrunkaglasswithmanya,time。TheywouldvisitabarlikeFitzgeraldandMoy’sin,Chicago,ortheHoffmanHouse,uptown,butheknewthathewould,neverseethemdownhere。

  Again,thebusinessdidnotpayaswellashethought。It,increasedalittle,buthefoundhewouldhavetowatchhis,householdexpenses,whichwashumiliating。

  Intheverybeginningitwasadelighttogohomelateatnight,ashedid,andfindCarrie。Hemanagedtorunupandtakedinner,withherbetweensixandseven,andtoremainhomeuntilnine,o’clockinthemorning,butthenoveltyofthiswanedaftera,time,andhebegantofeelthedragofhisduties。

  ThefirstmonthhadscarcelypassedbeforeCarriesaidinavery,naturalway:“IthinkI’llgodownthisweekandbuyadress。’

  “Whatkind?”saidHurstwood。

  “Oh,somethingforstreetwear。”

  “Allright,“heanswered,smiling,althoughhenotedmentally,thatitwouldbemoreagreeabletohisfinancesifshedidn’t。

  Nothingwassaidaboutitthenextday,butthefollowingmorning,heasked:

  “Haveyoudoneanythingaboutyourdress?”

  “Notyet,“saidCarrie。

  Hepausedafewmoments,asifinthought,andthensaid:

  “Wouldyoumindputtingitoffafewdays?”

  “No,“repliedCarrie,whodidnotcatchthedriftofhisremarks。

  Shehadneverthoughtofhiminconnectionwithmoneytroubles,before。”Why?”

  “Well,I’lltellyou,“saidHurstwood。”Thisinvestmentofmine,istakingalotofmoneyjustnow。Iexpecttogetitallback,shortly,butjustatpresentIamrunningclose。”

  “Oh!”answeredCarrie。”Why,certainly,dear。Whydidn’tyou,tellmebefore?”

  “Itwasn’tnecessary,“saidHurstwood。

  Forallheracquiescence,therewassomethingabouttheway,HurstwoodspokewhichremindedCarrieofDrouetandhislittle,dealwhichhewasalwaysabouttoputthrough。Itwasonlythe,thoughtofasecond,butitwasabeginning。Itwassomething,newinherthinkingofHurstwood。

  Otherthingsfollowedfromtimetotime,littlethingsofthe,samesort,whichintheircumulativeeffectwereeventuallyequal,toafullrevelation。Carriewasnotdullbyanymeans。Two,personscannotlongdwelltogetherwithoutcomingtoan,understandingofoneanother。Thementaldifficultiesofan,individualrevealthemselveswhetherhevoluntarilyconfesses,themornot。Troublegetsintheairandcontributesgloom,whichspeaksforitself。Hurstwooddressedasnicelyasusual,buttheywerethesameclotheshehadinCanada。Carrienoticed,thathedidnotinstallalargewardrobe,thoughhisownwas,anythingbutlarge。Shenoticed,also,thathedidnotsuggest,manyamusements,saidnothingaboutthefood,seemedconcerned,abouthisbusiness。ThiswasnottheeasyHurstwoodofChicago——

  nottheliberal,opulentHurstwoodshehadknown。Thechangewas,tooobvioustoescapedetection。

  Intimeshebegantofeelthatachangehadcomeabout,andthat,shewasnotinhisconfidence。Hewasevidentlysecretiveand,kepthisowncounsel。Shefoundherselfaskinghimquestions,aboutlittlethings。Thisisadisagreeablestatetoawoman。

  Greatlovemakesitseemreasonable,sometimesplausible,but,neversatisfactory。Wheregreatloveisnot,amoredefiniteand,lesssatisfactoryconclusionisreached。

  AsforHurstwood,hewasmakingagreatfightagainstthe,difficultiesofachangedcondition。Hewastooshrewdnotto,realisethetremendousmistakehehadmade,andappreciatethat,hehaddonewellingettingwherehewas,andyethecouldnot,helpcontrastinghispresentstatewithhisformer,hourafter,hour,anddayafterday。

  Besides,hehadthedisagreeablefearofmeetingold-time,friends,eversinceonesuchencounterwhichhemadeshortly,afterhisarrivalinthecity。ItwasinBroadwaythathesawa,manapproachinghimwhomheknew。Therewasnotimefor,simulatingnon-recognition。Theexchangeofglanceshadbeentoo,sharp,theknowledgeofeachothertooapparent。Sothefriend,abuyerforoneoftheChicagowholesalehouses,felt,perforce,thenecessityofstopping。

  “Howareyou?”hesaid,extendinghishandwithanevident,mixtureoffeelingandalackofplausibleinterest。

  “Verywell,“saidHurstwood,equallyembarrassed。”Howisit,withyou?”

  “Allright;I’mdownheredoingalittlebuying。Areyoulocated,herenow?”

  “Yes,“saidHurstwood,“IhaveaplacedowninWarrenStreet。”

  “Isthatso?”saidthefriend。”Gladtohearit。I’llcomedown,andseeyou。”

  “Do,“saidHurstwood。

  “Solong,“saidtheother,smilingaffablyandgoingon。

  “Heneveraskedformynumber,“thoughtHurstwood;“hewouldn’t,thinkofcoming。”Hewipedhisforehead,whichhadgrowndamp,andhopedsincerelyhewouldmeetnooneelse。

  Thesethingstolduponhisgood-nature,suchasitwas。Hisone,hopewasthatthingswouldchangeforthebetterinamoneyway。

  HehadCarrie。Hisfurniturewasbeingpaidfor。Hewas,maintaininghisposition。AsforCarrie,theamusementshecould,giveherwouldhavetodoforthepresent。Hecouldprobably,keepuphispretensionssufficientlylongwithoutexposureto,makegood,andthenallwouldbewell。Hefailedthereintotake,accountofthefrailtiesofhumannature——thedifficultiesof,matrimoniallife。Carriewasyoung。Withhimandwithher,varyingmentalstateswerecommon。Atanymomenttheextremesof,feelingmightbeanti-polarisedatthedinnertable。Thisoften,happensinthebestregulatedfamilies。Littlethingsbrought,outonsuchoccasionsneedgreatlovetoobliteratethem,afterward。Wherethatisnot,bothpartiescounttwoandtwoand,makeaproblemafterawhile。

  ChapterXXXI

  APETOFGOODFORTUNE——BROADWAYFLAUNTSITSJOYS

  TheeffectofthecityandhisownsituationonHurstwoodwas,paralleledinthecaseofCarrie,whoacceptedthethingswhich,fortuneprovidedwiththemostgenialgood-nature。NewYork,despiteherfirstexpressionofdisapproval,sooninterestedher,exceedingly。Itsclearatmosphere,morepopulousthoroughfares,andpeculiarindifferencestruckherforcibly。Shehadnever,seensuchalittleflatashers,andyetitsoonenlistedher,affection。Thenewfurnituremadeanexcellentshowing,the,sideboardwhichHurstwoodhimselfarrangedgleamedbrightly。The,furnitureforeachroomwasappropriate,andintheso-called,parlour,orfrontroom,wasinstalledapiano,becauseCarrie,saidshewouldliketolearntoplay。Shekeptaservantand,developedrapidlyinhouseholdtacticsandinformation。Forthe,firsttimeinherlifeshefeltsettled,andsomewhatjustified,intheeyesofsocietyassheconceivedofit。Herthoughtswere,merryandinnocentenough。Foralongwhilesheconcerned,herselfoverthearrangementofNewYorkflats,andwonderedat,tenfamilieslivinginonebuildingandallremainingstrangeand,indifferenttoeachother。Shealsomarvelledatthewhistlesof,thehundredsofvesselsintheharbour——thelong,lowcriesof,theSoundsteamersandferry-boatswhenfogwason。Themere,factthatthesethingsspokefromtheseamadethemwonderful。

  ShelookedmuchatwhatshecouldseeoftheHudsonfromherwest,windowsandofthegreatcitybuildinguprapidlyoneitherhand。

  Itwasmuchtoponderover,andsufficedtoentertainherfor,morethanayearwithoutbecomingstale。

  Foranotherthing,Hurstwoodwasexceedinglyinterestinginhis,affectionforher。Troubledashewas,heneverexposedhis,difficultiestoher。Hecarriedhimselfwiththesameself-

  importantair,tookhisnewstatewitheasyfamiliarity,and,rejoicedinCarrie’sproclivitiesandsuccesses。Eacheveninghe,arrivedpromptlytodinner,andfoundthelittledining-rooma,mostinvitingspectacle。Inaway,thesmallnessoftheroom,addedtoitsluxury。Itlookedfullandreplete。Thewhite-

  coveredtablewasarrayedwithprettydishesandlightedwitha,four-armedcandelabra,eachlightofwhichwastoppedwithared,shade。BetweenCarrieandthegirlthesteaksandchopscameout,allright,andcannedgoodsdidtherestforawhile。Carrie,studiedtheartofmakingbiscuit,andsoonreachedthestage,whereshecouldshowaplateoflight,palatablemorselsforher,labour。

  Inthismannerthesecond,third,andfourthmonthspassed。

  Wintercame,andwithitafeelingthatindoorswasbest,sothat,theattendingoftheatreswasnotmuchtalkedof。Hurstwoodmade,greateffortstomeetallexpenditureswithoutashowoffeeling,onewayortheother。Hepretendedthathewasreinvestinghis,moneyinstrengtheningthebusinessforgreaterendsinthe,future。Hecontentedhimselfwithaverymoderateallowanceof,personalapparel,andrarelysuggestedanythingforCarrie。Thus,thefirstwinterpassed。

  Inthesecondyear,thebusinesswhichHurstwoodmanageddid,increasesomewhat。Hegotoutofitregularlythe$150permonth,whichhehadanticipated。Unfortunately,bythistimeCarriehad,reachedcertainconclusions,andhehadscrapedupafew,acquaintances。

  Beingofapassiveandreceptiveratherthananactiveand,aggressivenature,Carrieacceptedthesituation。Herstate,seemedsatisfactoryenough。Onceinawhiletheywouldgotoa,theatretogether,occasionallyinseasontothebeachesand,differentpointsaboutthecity,buttheypickedupno,acquaintances。Hurstwoodnaturallyabandonedhisshowoffine,mannerswithherandmodifiedhisattitudetooneofeasy,familiarity。Therewerenomisunderstandings,noapparent,differencesofopinion。Infact,withoutmoneyorvisiting,friends,heledalifewhichcouldneitherarousejealousynor,comment。Carrierathersympathisedwithhiseffortsandthought,nothinguponherlackofentertainmentsuchasshehadenjoyedin,Chicago。NewYorkasacorporateentityandherflattemporarily,seemedsufficient。

  However,asHurstwood’sbusinessincreased,he,asstated,began,topickupacquaintances。Healsobegantoallowhimselfmore,clothes。Heconvincedhimselfthathishomelifewasvery,precioustohim,butallowedthathecouldoccasionallystayaway,fromdinner。Thefirsttimehedidthishesentamessagesaying,thathewouldbedetained。Carrieatealone,andwishedthatit,mightnothappenagain。Thesecondtime,also,hesentword,but,atthelastmoment。Thethirdtimeheforgotentirelyand,explainedafterwards。Theseeventsweremonthsapart,each。

  “Wherewereyou,George?”askedCarrie,afterthefirstabsence。

  “Tiedupattheoffice,“hesaidgenially。”Thereweresome,accountsIhadtostraighten。”

  “I’msorryyoucouldn’tgethome,“shesaidkindly。”Iwas,fixingtohavesuchanicedinner。”

  Thesecondtimehegaveasimilarexcuse,butthethirdtimethe,feelingaboutitinCarrie’smindwasalittlebitoutofthe,ordinary。

  “Icouldn’tgethome,“hesaid,whenhecameinlaterinthe,evening,“Iwassobusy。”

  “Couldn’tyouhavesentmeword?”askedCarrie。

  “Imeantto,“hesaid,“butyouknowIforgotituntilitwastoo,latetodoanygood。”

  “AndIhadsuchagooddinner!”saidCarrie。

  Now,itsohappenedthatfromhisobservationsofCarriehebegan,toimaginethatshewasofthethoroughlydomestictypeofmind。

  Hereallythought,afterayear,thatherchiefexpressionin,lifewasfindingitsnaturalchannelinhouseholdduties。

  NotwithstandingthefactthathehadobservedheractinChicago,andthatduringthepastyearhehadonlyseenherlimitedinher,relationstoherflatandhimbyconditionswhichhemade,and,thatshehadnotgainedanyfriendsorassociates,hedrewthis,peculiarconclusion。Withitcameafeelingofsatisfactionin,havingawifewhocouldthusbecontent,andthissatisfaction,workeditsnaturalresult。Thatis,sinceheimaginedhesawher,satisfied,hefeltcalledupontogiveonlythatwhich,contributedtosuchsatisfaction。Hesuppliedthefurniture,the,decorations,thefood,andthenecessaryclothing。Thoughtsof,entertainingher,leadingheroutintotheshineandshowof,life,grewlessandless。Hefeltattractedtotheouterworld,butdidnotthinkshewouldcaretogoalong。Oncehewentto,thetheatrealone。Anothertimehejoinedacoupleofhisnew,friendsataneveninggameofpoker。Sincehismoney-feathers,werebeginningtogrowagainhefeltlikesprucingabout。All,this,however,inamuchlessimposingwaythanhadbeenhiswont,inChicago。Heavoidedthegayplaceswherehewouldbeaptto,meetthosewhohadknownhim。

  Now,Carriebegantofeelthisinvarioussensoryways。Shewas,notthekindtobeseriouslydisturbedbyhisactions。Not,lovinghimgreatly,shecouldnotbejealousinadisturbingway。

  Infact,shewasnotjealousatall。Hurstwoodwaspleasedwith,herplacidmanner,whenheshouldhavedulyconsideredit。When,hedidnotcomehomeitdidnotseemanythinglikeaterrible,thingtoher。Shegavehimcreditforhavingtheusual,allurementsofmen——peopletotalkto,placestostop,friendsto,consultwith。Shewasperfectlywillingthatheshouldenjoy,himselfinhisway,butshedidnotcaretobeneglectedherself。

  Herstatestillseemedfairlyreasonable,however。Allshedid,observewasthatHurstwoodwassomewhatdifferent。

  SometimeinthesecondyearoftheirresidenceinSeventy-eighth,StreettheflatacrossthehallfromCarriebecamevacant,and,intoitmovedaveryhandsomeyoungwomanandherhusband,with,bothofwhomCarrieafterwardsbecameacquainted。Thiswas,broughtaboutsolelybythearrangementoftheflats,whichwere,unitedinoneplace,asitwere,bythedumb-waiter。Thisuseful,elevator,bywhichfuel,groceries,andthelikeweresentup,fromthebasement,andgarbageandwastesentdown,wasusedby,bothresidentsofonefloor;thatis,asmalldooropenedintoit,fromeachflat。

  Iftheoccupantsofbothflatsansweredtothewhistleofthe,janitoratthesametime,theywouldstandfacetofacewhenthey,openedthedumb-waiterdoors。Onemorning,whenCarriewentto,removeherpaper,thenewcomer,ahandsomebrunetteofperhaps,twenty-threeyearsofage,wasthereforalikepurpose。Shewas,inanight-robeanddressing-gown,withherhairverymuch,tousled,butshelookedsoprettyandgood-naturedthatCarrie,instantlyconceivedalikingforher。Thenewcomerdidnomore,thansmileshamefacedly,butitwassufficient。Carriefeltthat,shewouldliketoknowher,andasimilarfeelingstirredinthe,mindoftheother,whoadmiredCarrie’sinnocentface。

  “That’sarealprettywomanwhohasmovedinnextdoor,“said,CarrietoHurstwoodatthebreakfasttable。

  “Whoarethey?”askedHurstwood。

  “Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie。”ThenameonthebellisVance。

  Someoneoverthereplaysbeautifully。Iguessitmustbeshe。”

  “Well,younevercantellwhatsortofpeopleyou’relivingnext,tointhistown,canyou?”saidHurstwood,expressingthe,customaryNewYorkopinionaboutneighbours。

  “Justthink,“saidCarrie,“Ihavebeeninthishousewithnine,otherfamiliesforoverayearandIdon’tknowasoul。These,peoplehavebeenhereoveramonthandIhaven’tseenanyone,beforethismorning。”

  “It’sjustaswell,“saidHurstwood。’Youneverknowwhoyou’re,goingtogetinwith。Someofthesepeopleareprettybad,company。”

  “Iexpectso,“saidCarrie,agreeably。

  Theconversationturnedtootherthings,andCarriethoughtno,moreuponthesubjectuntiladayortwolater,when,goingout,tomarket,sheencounteredMrs。Vancecomingin。Thelatter,recognisedherandnodded,forwhichCarriereturnedasmile。

  Thissettledtheprobabilityofacquaintanceship。Iftherehad,beennofaintrecognitiononthisoccasion,therewouldhavebeen,nofutureassociation。

  CarriesawnomoreofMrs。Vanceforseveralweeks,butsheheard,herplaythroughthethinwallswhichdividedthefrontroomsof,theflats,andwaspleasedbythemerryselectionofpiecesand,thebrillianceoftheirrendition。Shecouldplayonly,moderatelyherself,andsuchvarietyasMrs。Vanceexercised,bordered,forCarrie,uponthevergeofgreatart。Everything,shehadseenandheardthusfar——themerestscrapsandshadows——

  indicatedthatthesepeoplewere,inameasure,refinedandin,comfortablecircumstances。SoCarriewasreadyforanyextension,ofthefriendshipwhichmightfollow。

  OnedayCarrie’sbellrangandtheservant,whowasinthe,kitchen,pressedthebuttonwhichcausedthefrontdoorofthe,generalentranceonthegroundfloortobeelectrically,unlatched。WhenCarriewaitedatherowndooronthethirdfloor,toseewhoitmightbecominguptocallonher,Mrs。Vance,appeared。

  “Ihopeyou’llexcuseme,“shesaid。”Iwentoutawhileagoand,forgotmyoutsidekey,soIthoughtI’dringyourbell。”

  Thiswasacommontrickofotherresidentsofthebuilding,whenevertheyhadforgottentheiroutsidekeys。Theydidnot,apologiseforit,however。

  “Certainly,“saidCarrie。”I’mgladyoudid。Idothesame,thingsometimes。”

  “Isn’titjustdelightfulweather?”saidMrs。Vance,pausingfor,amoment。

  Thus,afterafewmorepreliminaries,thisvisitingacquaintance,waswelllaunched,andintheyoungMrs。VanceCarriefoundan,agreeablecompanion。

  OnseveraloccasionsCarrievisitedherandwasvisited。Both,flatsweregoodtolookupon,thoughthatoftheVancestended,somewhatmoretotheluxurious。

  “Iwantyoutocomeoverthiseveningandmeetmyhusband,“said,Mrs。Vance,notlongaftertheirintimacybegan。”Hewantsto,meetyou。Youplaycards,don’tyou?”

  “Alittle,“saidCarrie。

  “Well,we’llhaveagameofcards。Ifyourhusbandcomeshome,bringhimover。”

  “He’snotcomingtodinnerto-night,“saidCarrie。

  “Well,whenhedoescomewe’llcallhimin。”

  Carrieacquiesced,andthateveningmettheportlyVance,an,individualafewyearsyoungerthanHurstwood,andwhoowedhis,seeminglycomfortablematrimonialstatemuchmoretohismoney,thantohisgoodlooks。HethoughtwellofCarrieuponthefirst,glanceandlaidhimselfouttobegenial,teachingheranewgame,ofcardsandtalkingtoheraboutNewYorkanditspleasures。

  Mrs。Vanceplayedsomeuponthepiano,andatlastHurstwood,came。

  “Iamverygladtomeetyou,“hesaidtoMrs。VancewhenCarrie,introducedhim,showingmuchoftheoldgracewhichhad,captivatedCarrie。

  “Didyouthinkyourwifehadrunaway?”saidMr。Vance,extending,hishanduponintroduction。

  “Ididn’tknowbutwhatshemighthavefoundabetterhusband,“

  saidHurstwood。

  HenowturnedhisattentiontoMrs。Vance,andinaflashCarrie,sawagainwhatsheforsometimehadsubconsciouslymissedin,Hurstwood——theadroitnessandflatteryofwhichhewascapable。

  Shealsosawthatshewasnotwelldressed——notnearlyaswell,dressed——asMrs。Vance。Thesewerenotvagueideasanylonger。

  Hersituationwasclearedupforher。Shefeltthatherlifewas,becomingstale,andthereinshefeltcauseforgloom。Theold,helpful,urgingmelancholywasrestored。ThedesirousCarriewas,whisperedtoconcerningherpossibilities。

  Therewerenoimmediateresultstothisawakening,forCarriehad,littlepowerofinitiative;but,nevertheless,sheseemedever,capableofgettingherselfintothetideofchangewhereshe,wouldbeeasilybornealong。Hurstwoodnoticednothing。Hehad,beenunconsciousofthemarkedcontrastswhichCarriehad,observed。

  Hedidnotevendetecttheshadeofmelancholywhichsettledin,hereyes。Worstofall,shenowbegantofeelthelonelinessof,theflatandseekthecompanyofMrs。Vance,wholikedher,exceedingly。

  “Let’sgotothematineethisafternoon,“saidMrs。Vance,who,hadsteppedacrossintoCarrie’sflatonemorning,stillarrayed,inasoftpinkdressing-gown,whichshehaddonneduponrising。

  HurstwoodandVancehadgonetheirseparatewaysnearlyanhour,before。

  “Allright,“saidCarrie,noticingtheairofthepettedand,well-groomedwomaninMrs。Vance’sgeneralappearance。She,lookedasthoughshewasdearlylovedandhereverywish,gratified。”Whatshallwesee?”

  “Oh,IdowanttoseeNatGoodwin,“saidMrs。Vance。”Idothink,heisthejolliestactor。Thepaperssaythisissuchagood,play。”

  “Whattimewillwehavetostart?”askedCarrie。

  “Let’sgoatonceandwalkdownBroadwayfromThirty-fourth,Street,“saidMrs。Vance。”It’ssuchaninterestingwalk。He’s,attheMadisonSquare。”

  “I’llbegladtogo,“saidCarrie。”Howmuchwillwehavetopay,forseats?”

  “Notmorethanadollar,“saidMrs。Vance。

  Thelatterdeparted,andatoneo’clockreappeared,stunningly,arrayedinadark-bluewalkingdress,withanobbyhattomatch。

  Carriehadgottenherselfupcharminglyenough,butthiswoman,painedherbycontrast。Sheseemedtohavesomanydaintylittle,thingswhichCarriehadnot。Thereweretrinketsofgold,an,elegantgreenleatherpursesetwithherinitials,afancy,handkerchief,exceedinglyrichindesign,andthelike。Carrie,feltthatsheneededmoreandbetterclothestocomparewiththis,woman,andthatanyonelookingatthetwowouldpickMrs。Vance,forherraimentalone。Itwasatrying,thoughratherunjust,thought,forCarriehadnowdevelopedanequallypleasingfigure,andhadgrownincomelinessuntilshewasathoroughlyattractive,typeofhercolourofbeauty。Therewassomedifferenceinthe,clothingofthetwo,bothofqualityandage,butthisdifference,wasnotespeciallynoticeable。Itserved,however,toaugment,Carrie’sdissatisfactionwithherstate。

  ThewalkdownBroadway,thenasnow,wasoneoftheremarkable,featuresofthecity。Theregathered,beforethematineeand,afterwards,notonlyalltheprettywomenwholoveashowy,parade,butthemenwholovetogazeuponandadmirethem。It,wasaveryimposingprocessionofprettyfacesandfineclothes。

  Womenappearedintheirverybesthats,shoes,andgloves,and,walkedarminarmontheirwaytothefineshopsortheatres,strungalongfromFourteenthtoThirty-fourthStreets。Equally,themenparadedwiththeverylatesttheycouldafford。Atailor,mighthavesecuredhintsonsuitmeasurements,ashoemakeron,properlastsandcolours,ahatteronhats。Itwasliterally,truethatifaloveroffineclothessecuredanewsuit,itwas,suretohaveitsfirstairingonBroadway。Sotrueandwell,understoodwasthisfact,thatseveralyearslaterapopular,song,detailingthisandotherfactsconcerningtheafternoon,paradeonmatineedays,andentitled“WhatRightHasHeon,Broadway?”waspublished,andhadquiteavogueaboutthemusic-

  hallsofthecity。

  Inallherstayinthecity,Carriehadneverheardofthisshowy,parade;hadneverevenbeenonBroadwaywhenitwastakingplace。

  Ontheotherhand,itwasafamiliarthingtoMrs。Vance,whonot,onlyknewofitasanentity,buthadoftenbeeninit,going,purposelytoseeandbeseen,tocreateastirwithherbeauty,anddispelanytendencytofallshortindressinessby,contrastingherselfwiththebeautyandfashionofthetown。

  Carriesteppedalongeasilyenoughaftertheygotoutofthecar,atThirty-fourthStreet,butsoonfixedhereyesuponthelovely,companywhichswarmedbyandwiththemastheyproceeded。She,noticedsuddenlythatMrs。Vance’smannerhadratherstiffened,underthegazeofhandsomemenandelegantlydressedladies,whoseglanceswerenotmodifiedbyanyrulesofpropriety。To,stareseemedtheproperandnaturalthing。Carriefoundherself,staredatandogled。Meninflawlesstop-coats,highhats,and,silver-headedwalkingstickselbowednearandlookedtoooften,intoconsciouseyes。Ladiesrustledbyindressesofstiff,cloth,sheddingaffectedsmilesandperfume。Carrienoticed,amongthemthesprinklingofgoodnessandtheheavypercentageof,vice。Therougedandpowderedcheeksandlips,thescentedhair,thelarge,misty,andlanguorouseye,werecommonenough。Witha,startsheawoketofindthatshewasinfashion’scrowd,on,paradeinashowplace——andsuchashowplace!Jewellers’windows,gleamedalongthepathwithremarkablefrequency。Floristshops,furriers,haberdashers,confectioners——allfollowedinrapid,succession。Thestreetwasfullofcoaches。Pompousdoormenin,immensecoats,shinybrassbeltsandbuttons,waitedinfrontof,expensivesalesrooms。Coachmenintanboots,whitetights,and,bluejacketswaitedobsequiouslyforthemistressesofcarriages,whowereshoppinginside。Thewholestreetboretheflavourof,richesandshow,andCarriefeltthatshewasnotofit。She,couldnot,forthelifeofher,assumetheattitudeandsmartness,ofMrs。Vance,who,inherbeauty,wasallassurance。Shecould,onlyimaginethatitmustbeevidenttomanythatshewasthe,lesshandsomelydressedofthetwo。Itcuthertothequick,and,sheresolvedthatshewouldnotcomehereagainuntilshelooked,better。Atthesametimeshelongedtofeelthedelightof,paradinghereasanequal。Ah,thenshewouldbehappy!

  ChapterXXXII

  THEFEASTOFBELSHAZZAR——ASEERTOTRANSLATE

  SuchfeelingsasweregeneratedinCarriebythiswalkputherin,anexceedinglyreceptivemoodforthepathoswhichfollowedin,theplay。Theactorwhomtheyhadgonetoseehadachievedhis,popularitybypresentingamellowtypeofcomedy,inwhich,sufficientsorrowwasintroducedtolendcontrastandreliefto,humour。ForCarrie,aswewellknow,thestagehadagreat,attraction。Shehadneverforgottenheronehistrionic,achievementinChicago。Itdweltinhermindandoccupiedher,consciousnessduringmanylongafternoonsinwhichherrocking-

  chairandherlatestnovelcontributedtheonlypleasuresofher,state。Nevercouldshewitnessaplaywithouthavingherown,abilityvividlybroughttoconsciousness。Somescenesmadeher,longtobeapartofthem——togiveexpressiontothefeelings,whichshe,intheplaceofthecharacterrepresented,wouldfeel。

  Almostinvariablyshewouldcarrythevividimaginationsaway,withherandbroodoverthemthenextdayalone。Shelivedas,muchinthesethingsasintherealitieswhichmadeupherdaily,life。

  Itwasnotoftenthatshecametotheplaystirredtoherheart’s,corebyactualities。To-dayalowsongoflonginghadbeenset,singinginherheartbythefinery,themerriment,thebeautyshe,hadseen。Oh,thesewomenwhohadpassedherby,hundredsand,hundredsstrong,whowerethey?Whencecametherich,elegant,dresses,theastonishinglycolouredbuttons,theknick-knacksof,silverandgold?Whereweretheselovelycreatureshoused?Amid,whateleganciesofcarvedfurniture,decoratedwalls,elaborate,tapestriesdidtheymove?Whereweretheirrichapartments,loadedwithallthatmoneycouldprovide?Inwhatstableschamped,thesesleek,nervoushorsesandrestedthegorgeouscarriages?

  Whereloungedtherichlygroomedfootmen?Oh,themansions,the,lights,theperfume,theloadedboudoirsandtables!NewYork,mustbefilledwithsuchbowers,orthebeautiful,insolent,superciliouscreaturescouldnotbe。Somehothousesheldthem。

  Itachedhertoknowthatshewasnotoneofthem——that,alas,shehaddreamedadreamandithadnotcometrue。Shewondered,atherownsolitudethesetwoyearspast——herindifferencetothe,factthatshehadneverachievedwhatshehadexpected。

  Theplaywasoneofthosedrawing-roomconcoctionsinwhich,charminglyoverdressedladiesandgentlemensufferthepangsof,loveandjealousyamidgildedsurroundings。Suchbon-motsare,everenticingtothosewhohavealltheirdayslongedforsuch,materialsurroundingsandhaveneverhadthemgratified。They,havethecharmofshowingsufferingunderidealconditions。Who,wouldnotgrieveuponagildedchair?Whowouldnotsufferamid,perfumedtapestries,cushionedfurniture,andliveriedservants?

  Griefundersuchcircumstancesbecomesanenticingthing。Carrie,longedtobeofit。Shewantedtotakehersufferings,whatever,theywere,insuchaworld,orfailingthat,atleasttosimulate,themundersuchcharmingconditionsuponthestage。Soaffected,washermindbywhatshehadseen,thattheplaynowseemedan,extraordinarilybeautifulthing。Shewassoonlostintheworld,itrepresented,andwishedthatshemightneverreturn。Between,theactsshestudiedthegalaxyofmatineeattendantsinfront,rowsandboxes,andconceivedanewideaofthepossibilitiesof,NewYork。Shewassureshehadnotseenitall——thatthecity,wasonewhirlofpleasureanddelight。

  Goingout,thesameBroadwaytaughtherasharperlesson。The,sceneshehadwitnessedcomingdownwasnowaugmentedandatits,height。Suchacrushoffineryandfollyshehadneverseen。It,clinchedherconvictionsconcerningherstate。Shehadnot,lived,couldnotlayclaimtohavinglived,untilsomethingof,thishadcomeintoherownlife。Womenwerespendingmoneylike,water;shecouldseethatineveryelegantshopshepassed。

  Flowers,candy,jewelry,seemedtheprincipalthingsinwhichthe,elegantdameswereinterested。Andshe——shehadscarcelyenough,pinmoneytoindulgeinsuchoutingsasthisafewtimesamonth。

  Thatnighttheprettylittleflatseemedacommonplacething。It,wasnotwhattherestoftheworldwasenjoying。Shesawthe,servantworkingatdinnerwithanindifferenteye。Inhermind,wererunningscenesoftheplay。Particularlysherememberedone,beautifulactress——thesweetheartwhohadbeenwooedandwon。

  ThegraceofthiswomanhadwonCarrie’sheart。Herdresseshad,beenallthatartcouldsuggest,hersufferingshadbeensoreal。

  TheanguishwhichshehadportrayedCarriecouldfeel。Itwas,doneasshewassureshecoulddoit。Therewereplacesinwhich,shecouldevendobetter。Hencesherepeatedthelinesto,herself。Oh,ifshecouldonlyhavesuchapart,howbroadwould,beherlife!She,too,couldactappealingly。

  WhenHurstwoodcame,Carriewasmoody。Shewassitting,rocking,andthinking,anddidnotcaretohaveherenticingimaginations,brokeninupon;soshesaidlittleornothing。

  “What’sthematter,Carrie?”saidHurstwoodafteratime,noticingherquiet,almostmoodystate。

  “Nothing,“saidCarrie。”Idon’tfeelverywelltonight。”

  “Notsick,areyou?”heasked,approachingveryclose。

  “Oh,no,“shesaid,almostpettishly,“Ijustdon’tfeelvery,good。”

  “That’stoobad,“hesaid,steppingawayandadjustinghisvest,afterhisslightbendingover。”Iwasthinkingwemightgotoa,showto-night。”

  “Idon’twanttogo,“saidCarrie,annoyedthatherfinevisions,shouldhavethusbeenbrokenintoanddrivenoutofhermind。

  “I’vebeentothematineethisafternoon。”

  “Oh,youhave?”saidHurstwood。”Whatwasit?”

  “AGoldMine。”

  “Howwasit?”

  “Prettygood,“saidCarrie。

  “Andyoudon’twanttogoagaintonight?”

  “Idon’tthinkIdo,“shesaid。

  Nevertheless,wakenedoutofhermelancholiaandcalledtothe,dinnertable,shechangedhermind。Alittlefoodinthestomach,doeswonders。Shewentagain,andinsodoingtemporarily,recoveredherequanimity。Thegreatawakeningblowhad,however,beendelivered。Asoftenasshemightrecoverfromthese,discontentedthoughtsnow,theywouldoccuragain。Timeand,repetition——ah,thewonderofit!Thedroppingwaterandthe,solidstone——howutterlyityieldsatlast!

  Notlongafterthismatineeexperience——perhapsamonth——Mrs。

  VanceinvitedCarrietoaneveningatthetheatrewiththem。She,heardCarriesaythatHurstwoodwasnotcominghometodinner。

  “Whydon’tyoucomewithus?Don’tgetdinnerforyourself。

  We’regoingdowntoSherry’sfordinnerandthenovertothe,Lyceum。Comealongwithus。”

  “IthinkIwill,“answeredCarrie。

  Shebegantodressatthreeo’clockforherdepartureathalf-

  pastfiveforthenoteddining-roomwhichwasthencrowding,Delmonico’sforpositioninsociety。InthisdressingCarrie,showedtheinfluenceofherassociationwiththedashingMrs。

  Vance。Shehadconstantlyhadherattentioncalledbythelatter,tonoveltiesineverythingwhichpertainstoawoman’sapparel。

  “Areyougoingtogetsuchandsuchahat?”or,“Haveyouseen,thenewgloveswiththeovalpearlbuttons?”werebutsample,phrasesoutofalargeselection。

  “Thenexttimeyougetapairofshoes,dearie,“saidMrs。Vance,“getbutton,withthicksolesandpatent-leathertips。They’re,alltheragethisfall。”

  “Iwill,“saidCarrie。

  “Oh,dear,haveyouseenthenewshirtwaistsatAltman’s?They,havesomeoftheloveliestpatterns。IsawonetherethatIknow,wouldlookstunningonyou。IsaidsowhenIsawit。”

  Carrielistenedtothesethingswithconsiderableinterest,for,theyweresuggestedwithmoreoffriendlinessthanisusually,commonbetweenprettywomen。Mrs。VancelikedCarrie’sstable,good-naturesowellthatshereallytookpleasureinsuggesting,toherthelatestthings。

  “Whydon’tyougetyourselfoneofthosenicesergeskirts,they’resellingatLord&Taylor’s?”shesaidoneday。”They’re,thecircularstyle,andthey’regoingtobewornfromnowon。A

  darkblueonewouldlooksoniceonyou。”

  Carrielistenedwitheagerears。Thesethingsnevercameup,betweenherandHurstwood。Nevertheless,shebegantosuggest,onethingandanother,whichHurstwoodagreedtowithoutany,expressionofopinion。HenoticedthenewtendencyonCarrie’s,part,andfinally,hearingmuchofMrs。Vanceandherdelightful,ways,suspectedwhencethechangecame。Hewasnotinclinedto,offertheslightestobjectionsosoon,buthefeltthatCarrie’s,wantswereexpanding。Thisdidnotappealtohimexactly,buthe,caredforherinhisownway,andsothethingstood。Still,therewassomethinginthedetailsofthetransactionswhich,causedCarrietofeelthatherrequestswerenotadelightto,him。Hedidnotenthuseoverthepurchases。Thisledherto,believethatneglectwascreepingin,andsoanothersmallwedge,wasentered。

  Nevertheless,oneoftheresultsofMrs。Vance’ssuggestionswas,thefactthatonthisoccasionCarriewasdressedsomewhattoher,ownsatisfaction。Shehadonherbest,buttherewascomfortin,thethoughtthatifshemustconfineherselftoabest,itwas,neatandfitting。Shelookedthewell-groomedwomanoftwenty-

  one,andMrs。Vancepraisedher,whichbroughtcolourtoher,plumpcheeksandanoticeablebrightnessintoherlargeeyes。It,wasthreateningrain,andMr。Vance,athiswife’srequest,had,calledacoach。

  “Yourhusbandisn’tcoming?”suggestedMr。Vance,ashemet,Carrieinhislittleparlour。

  “No;hesaidhewouldn’tbehomefordinner。”

  “Betterleavealittlenoteforhim,tellinghimwhereweare。

  Hemightturnup。”

  “Iwill,“saidCarrie,whohadnotthoughtofitbefore。

  “Tellhimwe’llbeatSherry’suntileighto’clock。Heknows,thoughIguess。”

  Carriecrossedthehallwithrustlingskirts,andscrawledthe,note,gloveson。WhenshereturnedanewcomerwasintheVance,flat。

  “Mrs。Wheeler,letmeintroduceMr。Ames,acousinofmine,“said,Mrs。Vance。”He’sgoingalongwithus,aren’tyou,Bob?”

  “I’mverygladtomeetyou,“saidAmes,bowingpolitelyto,Carrie。

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