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  CHAPTERXX。

  IHAVEHEARDTHEPASSIONATEGALLOPOFTHOSEFIERY-FOOTEDSTEEDS。

  Ellawasstandingwaitingforheroutsidetheopendoorofadrawingroom。Shewaswearingalovelyeveningdresswithacorsageofwhitelacecoveredwithdiamondsandsapphires。Herhair——itwasofthedarkestbrownandwasveryplentiful——wasalsoglitteringwithgemsunderthelightthatflowedthroughtheopendoor。ThesamelightshowedPhyllishowdeathlywhiteElla\'sfaceandneckwere——howtumultuouslyherbosomwasheaving。Shehadonehandpressedtoherside,andtheotheronthehandleofthedoorwhenPhyllismether;

  andinthatattitude,eventhoughtheexpanseofwhiteflesh,withitsgraciouscurvesthatforcedoutherbodice,hadnoroseatetintuponit,shelookedlovely——intoxicatingtotheeyesofmen。

  Phylliswascertainlysurprised。Thehourwasscarcelyeleven,butEllahadgivennonoticeofherintentiontopayavisittoherfriendthatnight。Whenthegirlraisedherhandswithalaughofadmiration,ofpleasure,Ellagraspedherhandswithbothofherownanddrewherintothedrawingroomwithoutaword。Thenwithacry,——alaughandacrymingled,——sheliterallyflungherselfintothegirl\'sarmsandkissedherconvulsivelyadozentimes,onthethroat,ontheneck,ontheshoulderwhereonherheadlay。

  “Mydarling,mydarling!“shecried,——andnowandagainhervoicewasbrokenwithasob,——“mydarlingPhyllis!Ihavecometoyou——Iwanttobewithyou——tobenearyou——tokeepmyarmsaboutyou,sotightlythatnoonecanpluckusasunder。Oh,youdon\'tknowwhatmenare——

  theywouldpluckusasunderiftheycould;buttheycan\'tnow。WithyouIamsafe——thatiswhyIhavecometoyou,myPhyllis。Iwanttobesafe——indeedIdo!“

  ShehadnowraisedherheadfromPhyllis\'shoulder,butwasstillholdinghertightly——ahandoneachofherarms,andherfacewithinaninchofthegirl\'sface。

  Phylliskissedhersoftlyoneachcheek。

  “Mypoordear!“shesaid,“whatcanhavehappenedtoyou?“

  “Nothing——nothing!Itellyouthatnothinghashappenedtome,“criedElla,withavehemencethatalmostamountedtofiercenessinhervoice。“WouldIbeherewithyounowifanythinghadhappenedtome?

  tellmethat。Icametoyou——ah!womenhavenoguardianangels,buttheyhavesisterswhoareequallygoodandpure,andyouaremysister——mysister——betterthanalltheangelsthateversangadirgeoveralostsoulthattheyputforthnohandtosave。Youwillnotletmego,darlingPhyllis,youwillnotletmegoevenifItellyouthatIwanttogo。Don\'tbelieveme,Phyllis;Idon\'twanttogo——Idon\'twanttobelost,andifIleaveyouIamlost。Youwillkeepme,dear,willyounot?“

  “Untiltheendoftheworld,“saidPhyllis。“Come,dearestElla,tellmewhatisthematter——whyyouhavecometomeinthatlovelycostume。

  Youlookasifyouweredressedforabridal。”

  “Abridal——abridal?Whatdoyoumeanbythat?“saidElla,withcuriouseagerness——asuggestionofsuspicionwasinhertone。Shehadloosedherholduponthegirl\'sarms。

  Phyllislaughed。SheputahandroundElla\'swaistandledhertoasofa,saying:

  “Letussitdownandtalkitallover。ThatisthelaceyoutoldmeyoupickedupatMunich。Whatadesign——lilies!“

  “TheVirgin\'sflower——theVirgin\'sflower!Ineverthoughtofthat,“

  laughedElla。“Itisforyou——notme,thislace。Ishalltearitoffand——“

  “Youshalldonothingofthekind,“criedPhyllis。“Ihaveheapsoflace——morethanIshalleverwear。Whatalovelyideathatisofyours,——I\'msureitisyours,——sewingthediamondsaroundthecupofthelilies,likedewdrops。Ialwaysdidlikediamondsonlace。Somepeoplewouldhaveusbelievethatdiamondsshouldonlybewornwithbluevelvet。Howcommonplace!Wherehaveyoubeento-night?“

  “WherehaveIbeen?Ihavebeenathome。Whereshouldagoodwomanbeintheabsenceofherhusband,butathome——hishomeandherhome?“

  Ellalaughedloudandlongwithherheadthrownbackonthecushionofthesofa,andthediamondsinherhairgivingbackflashforflashtotheelectriccandlesaboveherhead。“Yes;Iwasathome——Idinedathome,and,Godknowswhy,Iconceivedasuddendesiretogototheopera,——Melbaisthe/Juliet/,——andforgettingthatyouwereengagedtotheEarlscourts——youtoldmelastweekthatyouweregoing,butI

  stupidlyforgot,Idroveacrossheretoaskyoutobemycompanion。

  Oh,yes,Ihavebeenheresince——sincenine,mindthat!nine——nine——

  asktheservants。WhenIheardthatyouwerediningoutIthoughtthatIwaslost——onecannotdriveaboutthestreetsallnight,canone?Ah!

  IthoughtthatGodwasagainstmenow,asheeverhasbeen;andasformyguardianangel——ah!ourguardianangelsareworsethantheservantsofnowadayswhohavenosenseofresponsibility。Thompson,yourbutler,isworthawholeheavenfulofangels,foritwashewhoaskedmeifIwouldcomeinandwaitforyourreturn——askhim,ifyoudoubtmyword。”

  “GoodHeavens,Ella,whatdoyousay?Doubtyourword——Idoubtyourword?Youwoundmedeeply。”

  “Forgiveme,myPhyllis。Idon\'tquiteknowwhatIsaid。Ah,letmenestlehere——here。”ShehadputherheaddowntoPhyllis\'bareneckandwaslookinguptoherfaceasachildmighthavedone。“Thereisnodangerhere。Nowpetme,andsaythatyouforgivemeforhavingsaidwhateverIdidsay。”

  Phyllislaughedandputherlipsdownamongthemyriaddiamondsthatglowedamidtheother\'shair,likestarsseenamongthethickfoliageofacopperbeech。

  “Iforgiveyouforwhateveryousaid,“shecried。“I,too,haveforgottenwhatitwas;butyoumustneversaysoagain。Buthadyoureallynoengagementforto-nightthatyoutookthatfancyforgoingto\'Romeo\'?“

  “Noengagement?HadInoengagement,doyouaskme?“criedElla。“Oh,yes,yes!Ihadanengagement,butIbrokeit——Ibrokeit——Ibrokeit,andthatiswhyIamhere。Whatevermaycomeofit,Iamhere,andhereImeantostay。Iamsafehere。AthomeIamindanger。”

  Phylliswonderedgreatlywhathadcometoherfriendtomakehertalkinthiswildstrain。

  “Wherewereyouengaged?“sheinquiredcasually。Shehadcometotheconclusionthattherewassafetyinthecommonplace:shewouldnottraveloutoftheregionofcommonplaceswithEllainherpresentstate。

  “WherewasIengaged?SurelyItoldyou。Didn\'tIsaysomethingabouttheopera——\'RomeoandJuliet\'?——thatwastobetheplace,butIcametoyouinstead。Ah,whathavewemissed!Wasthereeversuchapoemwrittenas\'RomeoandJuliet\'?WasthereeversuchmusicasGounod\'s?

  IthoughtthefirsttimethatIwenttotheoperathatitwouldspoilShakspere——howcoulditdootherwise?Iasked。Couldsupremeperfectionbeimprovedupon?BeforethebalconyscenehadcometoanendIfoundthatIhadneverbeforeunderstoodthegloryofthepoem。

  Ah,ifyoucouldunderstandwhatlovemeans,myPhyllis,youwouldappreciatethepoemandthemusic;thenoteofdoomrunsthroughit;

  that——thatiswhereinitsgreatnesslies——passionanddoom——passionanddoom——thatismyownlife——thelifeofuswomen。Weliveinawhirlwindofpassion,andfancythatwecanstepoutofthewhirlwindintoacalmatanymoment。Wemarryourhusbandsandwefancythatallthetragedyofhumanpassionisoversofarasweareconcerned。\'Thehavenenteredandthetempestpassed。\'PhilipMarston\'sterriblepoem,——youhavereadit,——\'AChristmasVigil\'?\'Thehavenentered,\'——thewhirlwindofpassionhasbeenleftfaraway,wefancy。Oh,wearefools!Itsweepsdownuponusandthen——doom——doom!“

  “Mypoordear,youaretalkingwildly。”

  “Ifyouonlyunderstood——perhapsyouwillsomedayunderstand,andthenyouwillknowwhatseemswildinmyspeechisbuttheincoherenceofapoorcreaturewhohasbeenbeatentothegroundbythewhirlwind,andonlysavedfromdestructionbyamiracle。”

  Shehadsprungfromherplaceonthesofaandwaspacingtheroom,herdiamondsquivering,luminousasashowerofmeteors——thatwasthefancythatflashedfromhertoPhyllis。Meteors——meteors——whatasplendidpictureshemadeflashingfromplacetoplace!Meteors——ah,surelytherewasthemeteor-birdflashingacrossthedrawingroom!

  “Comeandsitdown,mydearElla,“saidPhyllis。“Youare,asyouknow,quiteunintelligibletome。”

  “Unintelligibletoyou?Iamunintelligibletomyself,“criedElla。

  “WhyshouldIbetrampingupanddownyourroomwhenImightbeatthisverymoment——“SheclutchedPhyllis\'arm。“Iwanttostaywithyouallnight,“shewhispered。“Iwanttosleepinyourbedwithyou,Phyllis。IwanttofeelyourarmsaroundmeasIusedtofeelmymother\'slongago。WhateverImaysay,youwillnotletmego,Phyllis?“

  “Iwillloadyouwithchains,“saidPhyllis,pattingherlovelyhair——

  itwasnolongersmooth。“Whyshouldyouwanttogoawayfromme?

  Cannotwebehappytogetheronceagainasweusedtobelongago?“

  “Howlongagothatwas!Andweread\'RomeoandJuliet\'together,andfanciedthatwehadgonedowntotheverydepthsofitsmeaning。Wefanciedthatwehadsoundedtheverydepthsofitspassionandpathos。

  Wewereonlygirls。Ah,Phyllis,Itellyou——I,whoknow——I,whohavefounditout,——Itellyouthatthetragedyisthetragedyofallloverswhohaveeverlivedintheworld。Itellyouthatitisthetragedyofloveitself。\'Gallopapace,yefiery-footedsteeds!\'Thatisthepoemthattheheartoftheloversingsallday——allday!Ihaveheardit——myhearthassungit。Ihaveheardthepassionategallopofthosefiery-footedsteeds。Ihavelistenedtothemwhilemyheartbeatinunisonwiththeirfranticcareer——alldaycountingthemomentswithfieryface,andthen——then——somethingthatwasnotpassionforcedmetoflyfromitforthesalvationofmysoul。Iwasafool!WhyamI

  here,whenIshouldbewherehe——Whatisthehour?Why,itisscarcelytwelveo\'clock!DidIsaynineinmyletter?Whatdoesitmatter?Iwonderifonthatwonderfulnight——Gounodtranslateditsgloryintomusic——Julietkeptherloverwaitingforthreehours。”

  “Whatareyoudoing?“criedPhyllis,rising。

  Ellahadpickeduphertheatrewrap——itwasasummercloudbrocadedwithgoldenthreadsofquiveringsunlight,andhadflungitaroundher。

  SheheldoutahandtoPhyllis。Phyllisgraspedherroundthewaist。

  “Whereareyougoing?“shesaid。

  “Tohell!“

  Shehadwhisperedthewords,andattheirutterancePhyllisgaveacryofhorrorandcoveredherfacewithherhands。

  Hadsheseenasuggestionofthesatyrintheexpressionofthatlovelyfacebeforeher?

  Inthepausethatfollowedthesoundoffootstepsuponthestairsoutsidewasheard;thesoundoffootstepsandofmen\'sfriendlylaughter。Somepersonswereintheactofascending。

  “MyGod!“whisperedElla。“Hehasfollowedmehere!“

  “Hush!“saidPhyllis。“Papaisbringingsomeonetous。”

  “Whom——whom?“

  Theywerebothstandingtogetherinthemiddleoftheroom,bothhavingtheireyesfixedonthedoor,whenthedooropenedandMr。

  Ayrtonappeared,havingbyhissideamanwithiron-grayhairandacuriouslypallidface。

  AtthesightofthatmanElla\'shands,thathadbeenholdingherwrapclosetoherthroat,feelingforitssilverclasp,felllimp,andthesplendidmassofwhitebrocadeslippedtothefloorandlayinfoldsaboutherfeet,revealingherlovelyfiguresparklingfromthehemofherdresstothetopofhershapelyhead。

  CHAPTERXXI。

  THATTOILETSHOULDNOTHAVEBEENWASTED。

  Forseveralsecondsthetableauremainedunchanged:thetwowomenstandingsidebyside,thetwomenmotionlessatthehalf-opendoor。

  EllawasstaringatthemanwhohadenteredwithMr。Ayrton。Therewassomeapprehensioninhereyes。

  Themanhadhiseyesfixeduponher。Buthisfacewaswhollydevoidofexpression。

  Phylliswasthefirsttobreakthesilencethatmadeaframe,sotospeak,forthepicture。

  “Howdoyoudo,Mr。Linton?“shesaid,takingasteptowardthedoor。

  “Iamverywell,thankyou,MissAyrton,“themanreplied,shakinghandswithher。“Ratherasingularhourforavisit,isitnot?“

  “Oh,no!onlyElladidn\'ttellmethatyou——“

  SheturnedtoElla,andnoticedthattheexpressionofapprehensiononherfacehadincreased。Shewasstillgazingatherhusbandasoneshutupinaroomwithasnakemightgazeatit,waitingforittostrike。

  “Elladidn\'ttellyouthatIwascoming?“saidhe。“Shehadthebestofreasonsforherreticence。”

  “Ah!“

  ThesoundcamefromElla。Therewasalittlescornfulsmileonherface。

  “Thebestofreasons?“saidPhyllisinterrogatively。

  “Theverybest;shehadnoideathatIwascoming。Iwonderifsheisgladtoseeme。Shehasnotspokenawordtomeyet。”

  “Youhavestartledherbyyoursuddenappearance,“saidPhyllis。“Sheisnotcertainwhetheryouarefleshandbloodoraghost。”

  ThenEllagavealaugh。

  “Oh,yes!“shesaid。“Heismyhusband。Goonwithwhatyouhavetosay,Stephen。Iwillnotrunaway。”

  “Runaway?Whatnonsenseisthis,mydear?Runaway?Whosaidanythingaboutyourrunningaway?“

  Herhusbandhadadvancedtoherashespoke。Heputahandcaressinglyononeofherbarearmsandtheotheratthebackofherhead。Shesufferedhimtopressherheadforwarduntilheputhislipsuponherforehead。

  Whenhehadreleasedher,andhadtakenastepbackfromher,——heseemedabuttoaddressPhyllis,——alittlecryforceditselffromher。

  Shecalledhisnametwice,——thesecondtimelouder,——andthrewherselfintohisarms,buryingherfaceonhisshoulder,asshehadburieditonPhyllis\'shoulder。

  Inafewmoments,however,shelookedup。Herhusbandwaspattingheronthearm。Shehadacquiredtwonewgemssinceshehadbentherhead。

  Theywereshininginhereyes。

  “Don\'tgoaway,Phyllisdear,“shesaid。Phyllisandherfatherwerestandingatthe/portiere/betweenthedrawingrooms。Mr。Ayrtonhadahandattheembroiderededgeintheactofraisingit。“Don\'tgoaway。

  Iamallrightnow。IwasquitedazedatStephen\'ssuddenappearance。

  Ithoughtthatperhapshehad——had——Ah,IscarcelyknowwhatI

  thought。Howdidyoucomehere——whydidyoucomehere?“

  Shehadturnedtoherhusband。Inspiteofhermanifestationofaffection,——theresultofacertainreliefwhichsheexperiencedatthatmoment,——therewasanoteofsomethingakintoindignationinhervoice。

  “Itisverysimple,mydear,“repliedherhusband。Hiscuriouslysallowfacehadresumeditsusualexpressionlessappearance。“Nothingcouldbemoresimple。IgotatelegramatParisregardingthemine,andIhadtostartatamoment\'snotice。Iwroteoutatelegramtosendtoyou,andthatidioticcourierputitintothepocketofmyovercoatinsteadofsendingit。IfounditinmypocketwhenwehadcomeasfarasCanterbury。Iamnotoneofthosefoolishhusbandswhokeepthesepleasantsurprisesfortheirwives——itisusuallythehusbandwhoreceivesthesurpriseinsuchcases。”

  “Andthecoachmantoldyouthathehaddrivenmehere?“saidElla。

  “Quiteso,“repliedthehusband。“But,yousee,Ihadsomelittlehesitationincominghereathalf-pastteno\'clocktomakeinquiriesaboutmywife——youmighthavegonetosomeplaceelse,youknow,inwhichcaseIshouldhavelookedatriflefoolish;soIthoughthat,onthewhole,mybestplanwouldbetodropinuponMr。AyrtonattheHouseofCommonsanddriveherewithhimwhenhewascominghomeforthenight。ItookitforgrantedthatevensoearnestalegislatorasMr。Ayrtonallowshimselfhisnights——aftertwelve,ofcourse——athome。I\'mverysorryIstartledyou,Ella。Itshallnotoccuragain。”

  “Whattimedidyoureachhome?“inquiredEllacasually——socasuallythatherhusband,whohadaverydiscriminatingear,gavealittleglanceinherdirection。Shewasdisengagingacornerofherlacetrimmingthathadbecomeentangledwithalargesapphireinapendant。

  “Ireachedhomeatnine,“hereplied。

  “Atnine?“Shespokethewordsafterhiminalittlegasp。Thenshesaid,walkingacrosstheroomtoasofa,“Icouldnothaveleftmanyminutesbeforeyouarrived。Iintendedgoingtotheopera。”

  “Thattoiletshouldnothavebeenwasted,“saidhe。“Itisexquisite——

  /ravissante/!“

  “Itwasaninspiration,yourputtingiton,“saidPhyllis。“Iwonderifshereallyhadnosubtlesuggestionfromherownheartthatyouwereonyourwaytoher,Mr。Linton,“sheadded,turningtothehusband。

  “Idaresayitwassomeinwardpromptingofthatmysteriousnature,MissAyrton,“hereplied。“Awoman\'sheartisbarometricinitsnature,itisnot?Itssensitivenessissogreatthatitmovesresponsivetoasuggestionofwhatistocome。Isawoman\'sheartprophetic,Iwonder?“

  “Itwouldbearankheresytodoubtit,aftertheexamplewehavehadto-night,“saidMr。Ayrton。“Yes,awoman\'sheartisabarometersuggestingwhatiscomingtoher,andhertoiletisathermometerindicatingthedegreeofexpectancy。”

  “Acharmingphrase,“saidMr。Linton;“acharmingprinciple,onlyonethatdemandssomeyearsofclosestudytoberenderedpractical。Forinstance,lookatmywife\'stoilet:itisbridal,andyetwehavebeenmarriedthreeyears。”

  “Quiteso;andthattoiletmeansthatyouaretheluckiestfellowintheworld,“saidMr。Ayrton。

  “Iadmittheinterpretation,“saidherhusband。“Itoldthehansomtowaitforme。Heisatthedoornow。Youhavehadnooperato-night,mydear?“

  “Youwouldnotexpectmetogoalone?PhylliswasdiningattheEarlscourts\',“saidthewife。

  “Youarethesoulofdiscretion,mybeloved,“saidthehusband。“Isyourstockofphrasesequaltoasuggestionastowhatinstrumentisthesoulofawoman,Ayrton?“headded。“Herheartisabarometer,hertoiletathermometer,andhersoul——“

  “Thesoulofawomanisnotaninstrument,butaflower——alily,“saidMr。Ayrton。

  “Andmywifewearshersouluponhersleeve,“saidMr。Linton,touchingthedesignonthelacethatfellfromhershoulders。

  “Butnotfordawstopeckat——thatistheheart,“laughedMr。Ayrton。

  “Talkingofwoman\'ssoul,howisLadyEarlscourt?“headded,tohisdaughter。

  “IwassosorrythatIwasatthatstupiddinner,“saidPhyllis。“I

  mighthaveenjoyedthemusicof\'RomeoandJuliet。\'ButIhadengagedmyselftoLadyEarlscourtafortnightago。”

  “YoudidnotseeLordEarlscourt,atanyrate,“saidherfather。

  “No;heleftusintheeveningforSouthampton,“saidPhyllis。

  “And,curiouslyenough,Idinedwithhimattheclub,“saidherfather。“Yes,hecameinwithHerbertCourtlandathalf-pastseven;hehadmetCourtlandandpersuadedhimtojoinhiminhiscruisetoNorway。Theydinedatmytable,andbythetimewehadfinishedCourtland\'smanhadarrivedwithhisbag。Hehadsentthemanamessagefromtheclubtopack。Theyleftbytheeight-fortytrain,andIexpecttheyarewellunderwaybythistime。”

  “That\'squitetoobadofCourtland,“saidMr。Linton。“Iwantedtohaveatalkwithhim——aratherserioustalk。”

  EllahadlistenedtoMr。Ayrton\'saccountofthatlittledinnerpartyattheclubwithwhitecheeks——amomentbeforetheyhadbeenred——andwithherlipstightlyclosed。Herhandswereclencheduntilthetipsofthenailswerebitingintoeachofherpalms,beforehehadcometotheendofhisstory——astoryofoneincident。Butwhenherhusbandhadspokenherhandsrelaxed。Theblazethathadcometohereyesforasecondwentoutwithoutaflicker。

  “Aserioustalk?“shemurmured。

  “Aserioustalk——aboutthemine,“repliedherhusband。

  “Aboutthemine,“sherepeated,andamomentafterburstintoalaughthatwasalmoststartlinginitsinsincerity。“Itissoamusing,thischapterofcross-purposes,“shecried。“Whatasightithasbeen!anightofthrillingsurprisestoallofus!ImissPhyllisbyhalfanhourandmyhusbandmissesmebylessthanhalfanhour。HecomesatexpressspeedfromParistohaveatalk,aserioustalk,withMr。

  Courtlandaboutthemine,andwhileheisdrivingfromVictoria,Mr。

  CourtlandisdrivingtothesamestationwithLordEarlscourt!“

  “Whataseriesoffatalities!“saidMr。Ayrton。“ButwhatseemedtomemostamusingwasthepersuasivenessofEarlscourt。HehasonlytospeakhalfadozenwordstoCourtland,andoffhegoestoNorwayatamoment\'snoticewithprobablythemostuncongenialboat\'sloadthatCourtlandeversailedwith,andhemusthavedoneagooddealinthatwayinNewGuineawaters。Now,whyshouldCourtlandtakesuchaturn?“

  “Ah,why,indeed!“criedMrs。Linton。“Yes,thatis,asyousay,themostamusingpartofthewholeeveningofcross-purposes。Whyshouldherunawayjustatthistime——to-night——to-night?“

  “Whatisthereparticularaboutto-nightthatCourtland\'srunningawayshouldseemdoublyerratic?“askedMr。Linton,afteralittlepause。

  Hehadhiseyesfixedcoldlyuponhiswife\'sface。

  Sheturnedtohimandlaughedquitemerrily。

  “Whatisthereparticularaboutto-night?“sherepeated。“Why,haveyounotarrivedfromParisto-nighttohavethatserioustalkwithhimaboutthemine?Doesn\'titseemtoyoudoublyprovokingthathedidn\'tstayuntilto-morroworthatyoudidn\'tarriveyesterday?Why,why,whydidherunawayto-nightbeforenine?“

  “Whybeforenine?“saidherhusband。

  “Heavens!Wasnotthatthehourwhenyouarrivedhome?Yousaidsojustnow,“shecried。Thenshepickedupherwrap。PhyllishadthrownitoverachairwhenithadlaininaheaponthefloorasCleopatra\'swrapmayhavelainwhenshewascarriedintothepresenceofherlover。“MydearStephen,don\'tyouthinkthatasitispastnine,andMr。Courtlandisprobablysomemilesoutatseawithhisheadreposingonsomethinghard,——thereisnothingsoftaboutayacht,——weshouldmakeamoveinthedirectionofhome?Itseemsprettyclearthatyouwillhavenoserioustalkwithhimto-night。Alas!myPhyllis,ourdreamofhappinessisover。Wearetobeseparatedbythecrueltyofman,asusual。Good-night,mydear!Good-night,Mr。Ayrton!Prayforgiveusforkeepingyououtofbedsolong;andreceivemythanksforrestoringmylong-losthusbandtomyarms。Didn\'tyousaythatthehansomwaswaiting,Stephen?“

  “Iexpectthemanhasbeenasleepforthelasthalf-hour,“saidherhusband。

  “Ihopenothinghasgoneastraywiththegoldmine,“saidshe。“Hasn\'tsomeonemadeacalculationregardingtheaccumulationofashillinghansomfareatcompoundinterestwhenthedriveriskeptwaiting?Itislikethesumaboutthenailsinthehorse\'sshoe。Weshallberuinedifweremainheremuchlonger。”

  “Ah,mydear,“saidMr。Ayrton,whenhehadkissedherhand,andstraightenedthesablecollarofherwrap;“ah,mydear,ahusbandisahusband。”

  “Evenwhenhestaysawayfromhiswifeforthreemonthsatatime?“

  saidElla。

  “Notinspiteofthat,butonaccountofit,“saidMr。Ayrton。“Haveyoubeenmarriedalltheseyearswithoutfindingthatout?“

  “Good-night!“saidshe。

  CHAPTERXXII。

  HEHADEXPLAINEDTOPHYLLISONCETHATHETHOUGHTOFGOD

  ONLYASAPRINCIPLE。

  Thesoundofthehansomwheelsdiedawaybeforethefatheranddaughterexchangedaword。Mr。Ayrtonwasthefirsttospeak。

  “Itseemstohavebeenanightofmischance,“saidhe。

  “IamverygladthatMr。Lintonhasreturned,“saidshe。

  “What?Now,whyshouldyoubegladofthatveryordinaryincident?“

  “Why?Oh,papa,Iamsofondofher!“

  “Shemaybefondofhim,afterall。”

  Mr。Ayrtonspokemusingly。

  “Ofcoursesheis,“saidPhyllis,withapositivenessthatwasdesignedtoconvinceherselfthatshebelievedherownstatement。

  “Andhemaybefondofher——yes,attimes,“resumedMr。Ayrton。“Thattoiletofhersseemstohavebeentheonlyhappyelementinthegameofcross-purposeswhichwasplayedto-night。”

  “Ah,“whisperedthegirl。

  “Yes;itwasininspiration。Shecouldnothaveexpectedherhusbandto-night。Whatadress!Evenahusbandwouldbecompelledtoadmititsfascination。Andshesaidshemeanttowearitattheoperato-night。

  Itwasscarcelyanoperatoilet,wasit?“

  “Ella\'stasteisneveratfault,papa。”

  “Isupposenot。Iwonderifheiscapableofappreciatingthe——the——

  letussay,theinspirationofthattoilet。Isthat,Iwonder,thesortofdressthatamanlikeshiswifetowearwhenshewelcomeshimhomeafteranabsenceofsomemonths?Nomatteritwasexquisiteineverydetail。Curious,hercominghereandwaitingaftershehadlearnedthatyouwereout,wasitnot;fromnineo\'clock——thatfatefulhour!——to-night。”

  “Ithinkshemusthavefelt——lonely,“saidPhyllis。“Sheseemedsogladtoseeme——sorelieved。Shemeanttostaywithmeallnight,poorthing!Oh,whyshouldherhusbandstayawayfromherformonthsatatime?Itisquitedisgraceful!“

  “Ithinkthatwehadbettergotobed,“saidherfather。“Ifwebegintodiscussabstractquestionsoftemperamentwemayabandonallhopeofsleeptonight。WemightaswelltrytofathomHerbertCourtland\'sreasonsforgoingtoyachtwithsouncongenialapartyasLordEarlscourt\'s。Good-night,mydear!“

  Hekissedherandwentupstairs。Shedidnotfollowhimimmediately。

  Shestoodinthecenteroftheroom,andoverhersweetfaceapuzzledexpressioncrept,asasinglebreathofwindpassesoverthesmoothsurfaceofalakeonadaywhennowindstirsaleaf。

  ShethoughtfirstofHerbertCourtland,whichofitselfwasacuriousincident。HowdiditcomethathehadyieldedsoeasilytotheinvitationofLordEarlscourttoaccompanyhimonhiscruiseintheyacht/WaterNymph/?LordEarlscourt\'simaginationinthedirectionofthenomenclatureofhisboatsaswellashishorseswasnotunlimited。

  Butthiswasjustthequestionwhichherfatherhadsuggestedasanexampleofasubjectofprofitlessdiscussion。Sherememberedthis,andaskedherselfifitwaslikelythatshe,havingathercommandfewerdatathanherfatherbearinguponthiscase,shouldmakeabetterattemptthanhemadeatitssolution。HerfatherhadseenHerbertCourtlandsincehehadagreedtogoonthecruise,andwasthereforeinthebetterpositiontoarriveatareasonableconclusioninregardtothesourceoftheimpulseuponwhichMr。Courtlandhadacted;somuchshethoughtcertain。Andyetherfatherhadsuggestedtheprofitlessnatureofsuchaninvestigation,andherfatherwascertainlyright。

  OnlyforasinglemomentdiditoccurtoherthatsomethingshehadsaidtoHerbertCourtlandwhenhewassittingthere,thereinthatchairbesideher,mighthavehaditsinfluenceuponhim——onlyforasinglemoment,however;thensheshookherhead。

  No,no!thatsuppositionwastoo,tooridiculoustobeentertainedforamoment。Hehad,tobesure,shownthathefeltdeeplythewordswhichshehadquotedastheycamefromMrs。Haddon;butwhatcouldthosewordshavetodowithhissuddenacceptanceofLordEarlscourt\'sinvitationtogotoNorway?

  ShemadeuphermindthatitwasnothingtoherwhatcourseHerbertCourtlandhadpursued,consequentlytheendeavorstofathomhisreasonforadoptingsuchacoursewouldbewhollyprofitless。ButthequestionofthesingularmoodssuggestedbytheconductandthewordsofherfriendEllaLintonstoodonaverydifferentbasis。Ellawasherdearestfriend,andnothingthatshehadsaidordoneshouldbedismissedasprofitless。

  WhatonearthhadEllameantbyappearinginthatwonderfulcostumethatnight?Itwasnotatoiletfortheopera,evenonaMelbanight;

  evenona“RomeoandJuliet“night,unless,indeed,thewearermeanttoappearonthestageas/Juliet/,wasthethoughtwhichoccurredtothegirl。Herfantasticthought——shethoughtitwasafantasticthought——madehersmile。Unless——

  Andthenanotherthoughtcametoherwhich,notbeingfantastic,banishedhersmile。

  /Unless/——

  Shegottoherfeet——veryslowly——andwalkedveryslowly——acrosstheroom。SheseatedherselfonthesofawhereEllahadsat,andsheremainedmotionlessforsomeminutes。Thenshemadeamotionwithoneofherhandsasifsweepingfrombeforehereyessomeflimsyrepulsiveness——thewebofanuncleanthingflashingintheair。InanotherinstantshehadburiedherfaceinthepillowthatstillboretheimpressofElla\'sface。

  “Oh,God——myGod,forgiveme——forgiveme——forgiveme!“washersilent,passionateprayerasshelaytheresobbing。“HowcouldIeverhavesuchathought,soterribleathought。Sheismyfriend——mysister——

  andsheputherselfintoherhusband\'sarmsandkissedhim!Oh,God,forgiveme!“

  Thatwasherprayerforthegreaterpartofthenightasshelayinherwhitebed。

  Shefeltthatshehadsinnedgrievouslyinthoughtagainstherfriend,whensherecalledthewayinwhichherfriendhadthrownherselfintothearmsofherhusband。ThatwastheoneactionwhichthegirlfeltshouldentitleEllaLintontobethesubjectofnosuchhorridthoughtashadbeenforashockinginstantforceduponhermind,whenshereflecteduponthestrangepassionwhichhadtingledthroughElla\'srepetitionofthefierywordsof/Juliet/。

  SherecalledeverystrangeelementintheincidentofElla\'sappearanceinthedrawingroom:thewayinwhichEllahadkissedherandclungtoherasachildmighthavedoneonfindingsomeonetoprotectit;sherecalledthewildwordswhichEllahaduttered,and,finally,theterribleexpressionwhichhadappearedonherfaceasshewhisperedthatrecklessanswertoPhyllis\'question,whenshehadpickedupherwrapandflungitaroundherjustbeforethesoundoffootstepshadcometotheirears。AllthatsherecalledinconnectionwiththatextraordinaryvisitofElla\'swasquiteintelligibletoher;

  butthemysteryofallwasmorethanneutralizedbyherrecollectionofthewayEllahadthrownherselfintoherhusband\'sarms。Thatactionshould,shefelt,beregardedastheoneimportantfactor,asitwere,inthesolutionoftheproblemofElla\'smood——Ella\'sseriesofmoods。Nothingelsethatshehaddone,nothingthatshehadsaid,wasworthyofbeingtakenaccountof,alongsidethatdominantactofthetruewife。

  Thelittlewhisperwhichsuggestedtoherthattherewasagooddealthatwasmysteriousintheincidentofherfriend\'svisitsherefusedtoregardasrenderingitlessobligatoryonher——Phyllis——topraythatshemightbeforgiventhathorridsuspicionwhich,foraninstant,hadcometoher;andsoshefellasleepprayingtoGodtoforgiveherforhersininthoughtagainstherfriend。

  AndwhilePhylliswasprayingherprayer,herfriend,theTrueWife,wasprayingwithherfacedownuponherpillow,andherbarearmsstretchedoutoverthewhitelaceofthebed:

  “Forgiveme,OGod;forgiveme!andkeephimawayfromme——foreverandeverandever。Amen。”

  Andwhileboththeseprayerswerebeingprayed,HerbertCourtlandwassittingononeofthedeckstoolsoftheyacht/WaterNymph/,lookingbackatthemanylightsthatgleamedinclustersalongthesoutherncoastofEngland,nowfarastern;foralightbreezewassendingtheboatalongwithacreaming,quiveringwake。Inthebowsayouthwasmakingthenighthideousthroughtheagencyofabanjoandashamnegromelody。Amidships,LordEarlscourtandtwoothermenwereplaying,bythelightofalanternslungfromthebackstay,agamecalledpoker;LordEarlscourt,ateveryfreshdeal,tryingtomaketherestunderstandhowgreatlytheworryofbeingheldresponsible,asthepatronofthelivingofSt。Chad\'s,fortheeccentricitiesofhisrector,hadaffectedhisnerves——amatteruponwhichhisfriendsassuredhim,withvarieddegreesofemphasis,theywereinnowayinterested。

  WithinafewfeetofthesecongenialshipmatesHerbertCourtlandsatlookingacrosstheshiningripplestotheshininglightsofthecoast;

  wonderinghowhecametobeontheseainsteadofontheshore。Wasthisindeedthenightoverwhichhisimaginationhadgloatedformonths?Wasitindeedpossiblethatthiswastheverynightfollowingtheday——Thursday——forwhichhehadengagedhimselfinaccordancewiththeletterthathestillcarriedinhispocket?

  Howonearthdiditcomethathewassittingwithhisarmoverthebulwarksofayachtinsteadof——Oh,thethingwasamiracle——amiracle!Hecouldthinkofitinnootherlightthanthatofamiracle。

  Well,ifitwereamiracle,ithadbeentheworkofGod,andGodhadtobethankedforit。HehadexplainedtoPhyllisoncethathethoughtofGodonlyasaPrinciple——asthePrinciplewhichworkedinoppositiontotheprincipleofnature。ThatwascertainlytheGodwhichhadbeenevolvedoutofmoderncivilization。Thepagangodshadbeenjusttheopposite。Theyhadbeenfoundedonnaturalprinciples。

  TheHebrewtraditionthatGodhadmademaninhisownimagewasthereverseoftheschemeofthepaganmanwhohadmadeGodafterhisownimage;intheimageofmancreatedheGod。

  Butholdingthetheorythatheheld——thatGodwasthesometimessuccessfulopponenttotheprinciplesofnaturewhichhecalledtheDevil——HerbertCourtlandfeltthatthiswastheveryGodtowhomhisthanksweredueforthemiraclethathadbeenperformedonhisbehalf。

  “ThankGod——thankGod——thankGod!“hemurmured,lookingoutovertheripplingwaters,steelgrayinthesoftshadowofthesummer\'snight。

  Butthenheheldthat“thankGod“wasbutafigureofspeech。

  “Tinky-tink,tinky-tink,tinky-tinky-tinky-tinky-tinky-tinky-tink,“

  wenttheyouthwiththebanjointhebows。

  CHAPTERXXIII。

  ITSMOUTHINGSOFTHEPASTHADBECOMEITSMUMBLINGSOFTHEPRESENT。

  Itwasverydistressing——verydisappointing!ThebishopwouldneitherinstituteproceedingsagainsttherectorofSt。Chad\'snorstateplainlyifitwashisintentiontoproceedagainstthatclergyman。

  Whensomepeoplesuggestedverydelicately——thewayordinarypeoplewouldsuggestanythingtoabishop——thatitwassurelynotinsympathywiththeorganizationoftheChurchforanyclergymantotakeadvantageofhispositionandhispulpittocastsometimesridicule,sometimesabuse,uponcertain“scripturalcharacters“——thatwastheirphrase——whohadhithertoalwaysbeenregardedassacred,comparativelysacred,thebishophadbroughtthetipsofthefingersofonehandinimmediate,oralmostimmediate,contactwiththetipsofthefingersofhisotherhand,andhadshakenhishead——mournfully,sadly。Thesesignsofacquiescence,triflingthoughtheywere,hadencouragedthedeputationthatoncewaitedonhislordship——twomilitarymenretiredontheageclause,anofficerofengineersontheactivelist,asolicitorretired,andamemberoftheLondonCountyCouncilbyoccupationanironmonger,toexpressthedirectopinionthatthescandalwhichhadbeencreatedbythedissemination——theunrebukeddissemination——ofthedoctrinesheldbytherectorofSt。Chad\'swasaffordingthefriendsofDisestablishmentanadditionalargumentinfavoroftheirpolicyofspoliation。Atthisstatementhislordshiphadnoddedhisheadthreetimeswithagravitythatdeeplyimpressedthespokesmanofthedeputation。HewonderedifhislordshiphadeverbeforeheardthatphraseaboutthefurnishingofanadditionalargumenttothefriendsofDisestablishment。Asamatteroffacthislordshiphadhearditbefore。

  Afteranexpressionofthedeputation\'sopinionthatimmediatestepsshouldbetakentomaketherectorofSt。Chad\'samenabletothelawsoftheChurch,Hislordshipreplied。

  ItwashisfacilityinmakingconciliatoryrepliesthathadbroughtabouthiselevationintheChurch:

  Hereferredto1hisdeepappreciationofthesincerityofthedeputation;2hisownsenseofresponsibilityinregardtothefeelingsoftheweakerbrethren;3hisappreciationofthevalueofthecounselofpracticalmeninmanyaffairsoftheChurch;4theexistingpositionoftheChurchinregardtothelaity;5thefriendlyrelationsthathadalwaysexistedbetweenhimselfpersonallyandtheclergyofhisextensivediocese;6hisearnestandprayerfuldesirethattheserelationsmightbestrengthened;7theinsecurityofahousedividedagainstitself;8theprogressofsocialism;9

  theimpossibilityofsocialismcommendingitselftoEnglishmen;10

  therecentanarchistoutrages;11thepurityoftheCourtofherMajestytheQueen;12theunionofallChristianChurches;13theimpossibilityofsuchunioneverbecomingpermanent;14thevalueofHolyScriptureindailylife;15hisfirmbeliefintheachievementofEngland\'sgreatnessbymeansoftheopenBible;16thenoteofpessimisminmodernlife;17thenecessityfortheChurch\'scombatingmodernpessimism;18theChurch\'spositionasapurveyorofhealthyliteraturefortheyoung;19hisreluctancetotakeupanymoreoftheirvaluabletime,and20hisassurancethattheremarksoftheirspokesmanwouldhavehisearnestandprayerfulattention。

  Thedeputationthenthankedhislordshipandwithdrew。

  Butstillthebishopmadenomoveinthematter,andthefriendsoftheRev。GeorgeHollandfeltgrievouslydisappointed。Theyhadcountedonthebishop\'satleastwritingaletterofremonstrancetotherectorofSt。Chad\'s,anduponthepublicationoftheletter,withtherector\'sreplyinthenewspapers;butnowquitetwomonthshadpassedsincetheappearanceof“RevisedVersions,“thebishophadreturnedfromtheEngadine,andstilltherewerenoindicationsofhisintentiontomaketheRev。GeorgeHollandresponsibletotherighttribunal——whateverthatwas——forhisdoctrines。Theycountedonhismartyrdomwithinsixmonths;and,consequently,uponhiselectiontoapositionofdistinctionintheeyesofhisfellow-country-men——or,atleast,ofhiscountry-women。Butthebishoptheyfoundtobeapoorthingafterall。Theyfeltsurethatwhatthepeoplesaidabouthisbeingquitehumbleinthepresenceofhiswifewasnotwithoutsomefoundation;andtheythoughtthat,afterall,therewasagreatdealtobesaidinfavorofthecelibacyofpriestscompulsoryintheChurchofRome。IfthebishopsoftheChurchofEnglandwerenotverycareful,theymightbethemeansofsuchagoingovertoRomeashadneverpreviouslybeenwitnessedinEngland。

  GeorgeHollandmayhavebeendisappointed,orhemayhavebeenpleasedattheinactivityofthebishop。Hemadenosignonewayortheother。

  Ofcoursehewasnomorethanhuman:hewouldhaveregardedaletterofremonstrancefromthebishopasapersonalcompliment;hehadcertainlyexpectedsuchaletter,forhehadalreadyputtogethertheheadsofthereplyhewouldmake——andpublish——toanyofficialremonstrancethatmightbeofferedtohim。Stillhemadenosign。HepreachedatleastonesermoneverySundaymorning,andwheneveritwasknownthathewouldpreach,St。Chad\'swascrowdedandtheoffertorywasallthatcouldbedesired。Thebishop\'schaplainnolongerheldawatchingbriefinregardinregardtothosesermons。Hedidnotthinkitworthwhiletodosomuch,GeorgeHolland\'sfriendssaid,shakingtheirheadsandpursingouttheirlips。Oh,yes!therecouldbenodoubtthatthebishopwasaveryweaksortofman。

  Butthensuddenlythereappearedinthenewnumberofthe/ZeitGeistReview/anarticleabovethesignatureofGeorgeHolland,entitled“TheEnemytoChristianity,“andinamomentitbecameprettyplainthatGeorgeHollandhadnotinhis“RevisedVersions,“saidthelastwordthathehadtosayregardingtheattitudeoftheChurchofEnglandinrespectofthenon-church-goersoftheday。Whenpeoplereadthearticletheyasked“WhoistheEnemytoChristianityreferredtobythewriter?“andtheywereforcedtoconcludethattheanswerwhichwasmadetosuchaninquirybythearticleitselfwas,“TheChurch。”

  HepointedouttheinfatuationwhichpossessedtheheadsoftheChurchofEnglandinexpectingtoappealwithsuccesstotheeducatedpeopleofthepresentday,whilestilldecliningtomovewiththecourseofthoughtofthepeople。Alreadythebrayingofatromboneoutoftune,andthebarbarousjingleofatambourine,hadabsorbedsomehundredthousandofpossiblechurch-goers;andthough,ofcourse,itwasimpossibleforsensiblemenandwomen——thepeoplewhomtheChurchshouldendeavortograppletoitssoulwithhooksofsteel——tolook,exceptwithamusedsadness,attheludicrousmethodsandvulgarineptitudeoftheSalvationArmy,stilltheChurchwasmakingnoefforttoprovidethesensible,thinking,educatedpeopleofEnglandwithanequivalentassuitabletotheirrequirementsastheSalvationArmywastotherequirementsofthefoolish,thehysterical,theunthinkingpeoplewhoplayedthetambourinesandbrayedonthetunelesstrombones。Thusitisthatonemansaystoanothernowadays,whenhehasgotnothingbettertotalkabout,“Areyouamanofintelligence,ordoyougotochurch?“

  Menofintelligencedonotgotochurchnowadays,Mr。Hollandannouncedinthatarticleofhisinthe/ZeitGeist/;manywomenofintelligencerefrainfromgoing,headded,thoughmanybeautifullydressedwomenwerestillfrequentattenders。TherewasnoblinkingthefactthatthecrassstupidityoftheChurchhadmadechurch-goingunpopular——almostimpossible——withintelligentmenandwomen。TheChurchinsultedtheintelligencebytryingtoreconciletheteachingsofJudaismwiththeteachingsofChristianity,whenthetwowereabsolutelyirreconcilable。ItwasthecrassstupidityoftheChurchthathadcausedit——foritsself-protection,itfancied——tobitterlyopposeeverytruththatwasrevealedtoman。TheChurchhadtorturedandburnedatthestakethegreatmentowhomGodhadrevealedthegreatfactsofnature\'sworkings——themotionoftheearthandtheotherplanets。Butthesefacts,beingDivineTruth,becameacceptedbytheworldinspiteofthethumb-screwsandthefagots——theargumentsoftheChurchagainstDivineTruth。ThelistoftheDivineTruthswhichtheChurchhadbitterlyopposedwasasickeningdocument。

  Geography,Geology,Biology——theprogressofallhad,evenwithinrecentyears,beenbitterlyopposedbytheChurch,andyettheself-

  constitutedarbitersbetweenTruthandfalsehoodhadbeencompelledtoeattheirownwords——todevourtheirowndenunciationswhentheyfoundthattheTruthwasacceptedbytheintelligenceofthepeopleinspiteoftheanathemasoftheChurch。

  TheintelligenceoftheChurchwasequalonlytothedutyofburningwitches。Itburnedthembythethousand,simplybecauseancientJudaismhadaprofoundbeliefinthewitchandbecauseablood-thirstyJewishmurderer-monarchhadorganizedawitchhunt。

  Andyetwithsucharecordagainstit——arecordofthemurderofinnocentmenandwomenwhoendeavoredtopromulgatetheDivineTruthsofnature——theChurchstillarrogatedtoitselftherighttolaydownaruleoflifeforintelligentpeople——aruleoflifefoundeduponthatimpossibleamalgamationofJudaismandChristianity。ThescienceoftheChurchwasnotequaltothetaskofamalgamatingtwosuchdeadlyopponents。

  Wasitanywonder,then,thatchurch-goinghadbecomepracticallyobsoleteamongintelligentmenandwomen?thewriterasked。

  HethenwentontorefertothenatureoftheexistingservicesoftheChurchofEngland。HedealtonlycasuallywiththemockeryoftheresponseofthecongregationtothereadingoutoftheFourthCommandmentbythepriest,whennooneintheChurchpaidtheleastrespecttotheSeventhDay。ThiswasadditionalproofoftheabsurdityoftheattemptedamalgamationofJudaismandChristianity。Butwhathedealtmostfullywithwastheindiscriminateselectionofwhatwereveryproperlytermedthe“Lessons“fromtheHebrewBible。Itwas,hesaid,farfromedifyingtohearsomechaptersreadoutfromthelecternwithoutcomment;thoughfortunatelythereaderswereasarulesoimperfectlytrainedthatthemostobjectionablepassageshadtheirpotentialityofmischiefminimized。HeconcludedhisindictmentbyareferencetoasermonpreachedbytheaverageclergymanoftheChurchofEngland。Thiswas,usually,hesaid,eitheratheologicalessayfoundeduponanobsoletesystemoftheology,oraseriesofplatitudesofmoralitydeliveredbyanunpracticalman。Thefirstwasaninsulttotheintelligenceofanaverageman;thesecondwasaninsulttotheintelligenceofanaverageschoolgirl。

  HissummingupofthewholecaseagainsttheChurchwasaslogicalasitwastrenchant。TheChurchhadsurelybecome,hesaid,likeuntotheGiantPaganin“ThePilgrim\'sProgress,“who,whenincapableofdoingmischief,satmumblingatthemouthofhiscaveontheroadside。TheChurchhadbecometoothless,decrepiteitherforevilorforgood。Itsmouthingsofthepasthadbecomeitsmumblingsofthepresent。Thecaveatthemouthofwhichthistoothlessgiantsatwasverydark;andintelligentpeoplewentbywithagood-naturedandtolerantlaugh。

  Thisarticlewaspublishedinthe/Review/onTuesday。Phyllisreaditontheeveningofthatday。OnWednesdaythenewspaperswerefullofthisfurtherdevelopmentofthetheoriesofthewriter,andonThursdayafternoonthewriterpaidavisittoPhyllis。

  AsheenteredthedrawingroomhefoundhimselffacetofacewithHerbertCourtland,whowasintheactofleaving。

  CHAPTERXXIV。

  SHEWASAWIFE,ANDSHEHADALOVERWHODISAPPOINTEDHER。

  TheprayerofEllaLintonhadnotbeenanswered。Shehadprayed,notthatherheartwherewithshelovedHerbertCourtlandmightbechanged——thatsheknewwouldbedifficult;notthatherloveforHerbertCourtlandmightcease——thatshebelievedtobeimpossible;butsimplythatHerbertCourtlandmightbekeptawayfromher——thatsheknewtobethemostsensiblecourseherschemeofimplorationcouldtake。

  ShewaswellawareofthefactthatGodhadgivenherstrengthtorunawayfromHerbertCourtland,andforthatshewassincerelythankful;

  shedidnotpausetoanalyzeherfeelings,toaskherselfifherthankswereduetoherreflectionuponthecircumstanceofherhusband\'sreturn,attheveryhourwhenshehadappointedtomeetHerbertCourtland;sheonlyfeltthatGodhadbeengoodtoheringivinghersufficientstrengthtorunawayfromthatappointment。Thenitwasthatshehadprayedthathemightbekeptawayfromher。SurelyGodwouldfinditeasytodothat,shethought。SurelyshemightassumethatGodwasonherside,andthathewouldnotleavehisworkhalfdone。

  ButwhenshebegantothinkofthethoroughmannerinwhichGoddoeshisworkshebegantowishthatshehadnotprayedquitesoearnestly。

  SupposingthatGodshouldthinkitfittokeephimawayfromherbysendingablastfromheaventocapsizethatyachtinthedeepsea,whatwouldshethinkofthefervencyofherprayerthen?

  Theterrorofherreflectionuponthepossibilityofthisoccurrenceflungherfromherbedandsentherpacing,withbarefeetandflyinglace,thefloorofherbedroominthefirstpearlylightofdawn,justasshehadpacedthefloorofPhyllis\'drawingroombeneaththeglowoftheelectriclights。

  Shewishedthatshehadnotprayedquitesoearnestlythathemightbekeptapartfromher。Butonecannotprayhotandcold;shefeltthatshehadnorightnowtolaydownanyconditionstoHeaveninthematterofkeepingHerbertCourtlandawayfromher。Shehadprayedherprayer;only,ifheweredrownedbeforeshesawhimagain,shewouldneversayanotherprayer。

  ThisfeelingthatshewouldbeevenwithHeaven,sotospeak,hadtheeffectofsoothingher。Shethrewherselfuponherbedoncemoreandwasabletofallasleep;shehadaconsiderableamountofconfidenceinthediscriminationofHeaven。

  Butbeforeshehadcomedowntothebreakfastroomwhereherhusbandwasreadinganewspaperinthemorning,shehadthoughtagooddealuponanothermatterthatdisquietedherinsomedegree。Shehadbeenexuberantshethoughtathavinghadsufficientstrengthgiventohertorunawayfromherlover;butthenshehadnotdweltupontheratherimportantcircumstancethatalltherunningawayhadnotbeenonherside。WhatwerethefactsasrevealedbythenarrativeofMr。Ayrton?

  Why,simply,thatwhileshewasputtingonthatsupremetoiletwhichshehadpreparedforthedelightoftheeyesofherloverfeelingherselftobeamodernCleopatra,thatloverofherswassittingonthecushionsofafirst-classcarriage,flyingalongtoSouthampton;

  andwhileshehadbeenlyingamongthecushionsofherdrawingroom,waitingtremulously,nervously,ecstatically,forthedrearyminutestocrawlonuntiltheclockshouldchimethehourofnine,hewasprobablylightinghisfirstpipeaboardtheyacht/WaterNymph/。WhatdiditmatterthatshehadliftedherhotfacefromhercushionsandhadfledinwildhastetothearmsofPhyllisAyrton?Thefactremainedthesame;itwashewhohadrunawayfromher。

  Thatwasaterriblereflection。Hithertoshehadneverfelthumiliated。Shehadnotfeltthathehadinsultedherbyhiskisses;

  shehadgivenhimkissforkiss。Shehadbuttoholdupherfingerandhewasreadytoobeyher。Butnow——whatwasshetothinkofhim?Hadevermansohumiliatedwoman?Shehadofferedhim,notherheartbuthersoul——hadhenottoldherafewdaysbeforethathemeanthertogivehimhersoul?andwhenshehadlaidheartandsoulathisfeet——

  thatwashowsheputittoherself——hehadnotconsidereditworthhiswhiletotakethepricelessgiftthatsheofferedtohim。

  “Hewillanswertomeforthat,“shesaid,asshethoughtoverherhumiliation,infrontofherdressing-glassthatmorning,whilehermaidwasabsentfromtheroom。

  Herwishwasnownotthatherprayerhadbeenlessearnest,butthatithadnotbeenutteredatall。ItwasnecessaryforhertomeethimagaininorderthathemightexplaintoherhowitcamethathehadpreferredtheattractionsincidentaltoacruisewithLordEarlscourtandhisfriendstoallthatshehadwrittentoofferhim。

  Andyetwhenherhusband,afterhavingquitefinishedwithhispaper,said:

  “It\'sveryawkwardthatHerbertCourtlandisnotintown,“

  Shemerelyraisedhershouldersaninch,saying:

  “Isupposethathehasarighttotakeaholidaynowandthen。Ifyoudidn\'ttelegraphtohimfromParis,youcannotcomplain。”

  “IfeltcertainthatIshouldfindhimhere,“saidthehusband。

  “Here?“saidthewife,raisinghereyebrowsandcastinganoffendedglanceatherhusband。“Here?“

  Hesmiledinthefaceofheroffendedglance。

  “Here——inLondon,Imean,ofcourse。Heavens,Ella!didyoufancyforamomentthatImeant——Ah,bytheway,youhaveseenhimrecently?“

  “Oh,yes;quiterecently——onTuesday,Ithinkitwas,wemetattheAyrton\'sdinnerparty——yes,itwasTuesday。Therewassomefuss,orattemptedfuss,abouthisadventuresinNewGuinea,andaquestionwasbeingaskedaboutthematterintheHouseofCommons。Mr。Ayrtongotridofsomeofhissuperfluousclevernessinputtingacounterquestion——youknowtheway。”

  “Oh,perfectlywell!AndthatishowyoumetonTuesday——ifitwasTuesday?“

  “Yes;hewenttothankMr。Ayrton,andMr。Ayrtonaskedhimtodinner。

  Itwasasmallparty,andnotverybrilliant。Herbertcameherewithmeafterward——forfiveminutes。”

  “Ah!Togetthetasteofthepartyoffhismouth,Isuppose?Hedidn\'tsayanythingtoyouthenaboutbeingtiredofhisLondonseason?“

  “Notaword。Heseemedtiredofthedinnerparty。Heyawned。”

  “AndI\'msurethatyouyawnedinsympathy。Whenamansofarforgetshimselfastoyawninthepresenceofawoman,sheneverfailstorespondwithoneofmoreamplecircumference。Whenawomansofarremembersherselfastoyawninthepresenceofaman,hetriestosaysomethingwitty。”

  “Yes,whenthewomanisnothiswife。Ifsheishiswife,heasksherifshedoesn\'tthinkit\'sabouttimeshewasinbed。”

  “Idaresayyou\'reright;youhaveobservedmen——andwomen,forthatmatter——muchmorecloselythanIhavehadtimetodo。It\'sveryawkwardthatheisn\'there。Imustbringhimbackatonce。”

  Shefeltalittlemovementatherheart;butsheonlysaid:

  “Iwouldn\'tdothat,ifIwereyou。Whyshouldn\'thebeallowedtoenjoyhisholidayinpeace?“

  “It\'samatterofbusiness;themine,Itoldyou。”

  “What\'swrongwiththeminethatcouldbesetrightbyhiscomingbackatonce?Areyounotmakingenoughoutofit?“

  “We\'remakingquiteasmuchasisgoodforusoutofit。Butifwecangetahundredandfiftythousandpoundsforafewyardsofourclaimfurthereast,withoutdamagingtheprospectsofthemineitself,I

  don\'tthinkweshouldrefuseit——atanyrate,Idon\'tthinkthatweshouldrefusetoconsidertheoffer。”

  “Whatisahundredandfiftythousandpounds?“saidshe。

  “Iwonderwhyyoudressedyourselfasyoudidlastnight?“saidhe。

  Thesuddennessofthewordsdidnotcausehertoquailastheguiltywifequails——yes,underaproperlymanagedlime-light。Shedidnotevencolor。Butthen,ofcourse,shewasnotaguiltywife。

  Shelaybackonherchairandlaughed。

  Hewatchedher——noteagerly,butpleasantly,admiringly。

  “MydearStephen,ifyoucouldunderstandwhyIdressedmyselfthatwayyouwouldbeabletogivemeavaluablehintastowheretheconnectionliesbetweenyourmineandmytoilet——Ineedsuchahint,now,Icanassureyou。”

  Shewassittingupnowlookingathimwithlovelylaughingeyes。

  Afterall,shewasnoguiltywife。

  “What,youcan\'tseetheconnection?“hesaidslowly。“Youcansewoveryourdressaboutfiftythousandpounds\'worthofdiamonds,andyetyoudon\'tseetheconnectionbetweenthewearingofthatdressandthedevelopmentofagoldminebyyourhusband?“

  “IthinkIseeitnow——somethingofaconnection。ButIdon\'twantanymorediamonds;Idon\'tcareifyoutakeallthataresewedaboutthedressandthrowthemintotheriver。That\'showIfeelthismorning。”

  “Iheardsometimeagoofawomanwhohadsomethingofyourmooduponheroneday。Shehadsomeexcellentdiamonds,andinoneofhermoods,sheflungthemintotheriver。Shewasawifeandshehadaloverwhodisappointedher。Thestoryreadsverysmoothlyinverse。”

  Shelaughed。

  “Ihavenolover,“shesaid——wasitmournfully?“Ihaveahusband,itistrue;butheisnotexactlyofthetypeofKingArthur——norSirGalahad,forthatmatter。IhopeyoufoundParisasenjoyableasever?“

  “Quite。IneversawatParisamoreenrapturingtoiletthanyoursoflastnight。Youare,Iknow,thehandsomestwomanofmyacquaintance,andyoulookedhandsomerthanIhadeverbeforeseenyouinthatcostume。Iwonderwhyyouputiton。”

  “Didn\'tsomeone——wasitPhyllis?——suggestthatitwasanactofinspiration;thatIhadasecret,mysteriouspromptingtoputitontoachievetheobjectwhich——well,whichIdidachieve。”

  “Object?Whatobject?“

  “Tomakemyhusbandfallinlovewithmeagain。”

  “Ah!Inlovethereisnoagain。IwonderwhereatelegramwouldfindHerbert。”

  “Don\'tworryyourselfabouthim。Lethimenjoyhisholiday。”

  “DoyoufancyheisenjoyinghimselfwithEarlscourtandhisbooncompanions?They\'llbeplayingpokerfrommorningtillnight——

  certainlyfromnighttillmorning。”

  “Whyshouldhegoonthecruiseifhewasnotcertaintoenjoyhimself?“

  “Ah,thatquestionistoomuchforme。Thinkoverityourselfandletmeknowifyoucometoasolution,mydear。”

  Heroseandlefttheroombeforeshecouldmakeanyanswer——beforeshecouldmakeanattempttofindoutinwhatdirectionhisthoughtsregardingthedepartureofHerbertCourtlandweremoving。

  ShewonderedifhehadanysuspicioninregardtoHerbertandherself。

  Hewasnotamangiventosuspicion,oratanyrate,giventoallowingwhateversuspicionhemayhavefelt,tobeapparent。HehadallowedhertodriveandtoridewithHerbertCourtlandduringthefourmonthstheyhadbeentogether,firstatEgypt,thenatFlorence,Vienna,Munich,andParis,andhecouldnothavebutseenthatHerbertandshehadagoodmanysympathiesincommon。Notawordhadbeenbreathed,however,ofasuspicionthattheyweremorethangoodfriendstoeachother。

  Asamatteroffact,theyhadnotbeenmorethangoodfriendstoeachother;butthensomehusbandsaregiventounworthysuspicions。

  Coulditbepossible,sheaskedherself,thatsomepeoplewithnastymindshadsuggestedtohiminParisthatsheandHerbertweretogetheragreatdealinLondon,andthathehadbeenledtomakethissuddenvisit,thissurprisevisittoLondon,withaviewofsatisfyinghimselfastothetruthofthenastyreports——thedisgracefulcalumnieswhichhadreachedhisears?

  Ifhehaddoneso,allthatcouldbesaidwasthathehadbeensingularlyunfortunateinregardtohisvisit。“Unfortunate“wasthewordwhichwasinhermind,though,ofcourse/“fortunate“/wasthewordwhichshouldhaveoccurredtoher。Itwascertainlyafortunateresultofhisvisit——thattableauinthedrawingroomofMr。Ayrton:

  Ellaandherdearestfriendstandingsidebyside,handinhand,asheentered。Asurprisevisit,itmayhavebeen,butassuredlythesurprisewasapleasantoneforthehusband,ifhehadlistenedtothevoiceofcalumny。

  Andthen,afterponderinguponthiswithasmilingface,hersmilesuddenlyvanished。Shewasoverwhelmedwiththethoughtofwhatmighthavebeentheresultofthatsurprisevisit——yes,ifshehadnothadthestrengthtorunawaytothesideofPhyllis;yes,ifHerberthadnothadtheweaknesstojointhatpartyofpoker-playersaboardtheyacht。

  Shebegantowonderwhatherhusbandwouldhavedoneifhehadenteredthehousebytheaidofhislatch-key,andhadfoundhersittinginthatlovelycostumebythesideofHerbertCourtland?Wouldhehavethoughtheraguiltywoman?WouldhehavethoughtHerbertafalsefriend?Wouldhehavekilledher,orwouldhehavekilledHerbert?

  Herbertwould,shethought,takeagooddealofkillingfromamanofthecaliberofherhusband;butwhatcouldshehavedone?

  Well,whatshedid,astheforceofthatthoughtcrushedherbackuponherchair,wastobringherhandstogetherinapassionateclasp,andtocryinapassionategasp:

  “ThankGod——thankGod——thankGod!“

  Shedinedalonewithherhusbandthatnight,andthoughtitwelltoappearinanothereveningtoilet——onethatwasquiteaslovely,thoughscarcelysostriking,asthatwhichherhusbandhadsoadmiredthepreviousnight。Heclearlyappreciatedhereffortstomaintainherlovelinessinhiseyes,andtheirlittledinnerwasaverypleasantone。

  Hetoldherthathehadlearnedthattheyacht/WaterNymph/wouldputintoLeithbeforecrossingtheNorthSea,andthathehadwrittentoHerbertCourtlandatthatporttoreturnwithoutdelay。

  “Youdidwrong,“saidshe;andshefeltthatshewasspeakingthetruth。

  “Idon\'tthinkso,“hereplied。“Atanyrate,youmayrestperfectlycertainthatHerbertwillreceivemyletterwithgratitude。”

  AndMr。Linton\'sjudgmentonthispointwasnotinerror。HerbertCourtlandreceived,ontheeveningofthethirddayafterleavingSouthampton,theletterwhichcalledhimbacktoLondon,andhecontrivedtoconcealwhateveremotionhemayhavefeltattheprospectofpartingfromhisshipmates。Theyaccompaniedhimashore,however——

  theyhadwornoutsixpacksofcardsalready,andwereabouttobuyanotherdozenortwo,toseethemsafelythroughtheimposingsceneryoftheHardangerFjord。

  ThenextdayhewasinLondon,anditwasontheeveningofthatsamedaythathecamefacetofacewiththeRev。GeorgeHollandoutsideMissAyrton\'sdrawingroom。

  CHAPTERXXV。

  LIES!LIES!LIES!

  “Youshouldhavecomealittlesooner,“saidPhyllisquitepleasantly。

  “Mr。Courtlandwasgivingmesuchanamusingaccountofhislatestvoyage。Willyouhaveteaoricedcoffee?“

  “Tea,ifyouplease,“saidGeorgeHolland,alsoquitepleasantly。“HasMr。Courtlandbeenonanothervoyageofdiscovery?Whathashelefthimselftodiscoverintheworldofwaters?“

  “Ithinkthatwhathediscoveredonhislatestvoyagewastheeffectofabanjoonthehumanmind,“laughedPhyllis。“HewasaboardLordEarlscourt\'syacht,the/WaterNymph/。Someothermenweretherealso。

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