Herehepaused,andlookedaboutfortheinn。Therewereawhitebank,andaredbrewery,andayellowtown-hall;andinonecornertherewasalargehouse,withallthewoodaboutitpaintedgreen:beforewhichwasthesignof\'TheGeorge。\'Tothishehastened,assoonasitcaughthiseye。
Hespoketoapostboywhowasdozingunderthegateway;andwho,afterhearingwhathewanted,referredhimtotheostler;whoafterhearingallhehadtosayagain,referredhimtothelandlord;whowasatallgentlemaninablueneckcloth,awhitehat,drabbreeches,andbootswithtopstomatch,leaningagainstapumpbythestable-door,pickinghisteethwithasilvertoothpick。
Thisgentlemanwalkedwithmuchdeliberationintothebartomakeoutthebill:whichtookalongtimemakingout:andafteritwasready,andpaid,ahorsehadtobesaddled,andamantobedressed,whichtookuptengoodminutesmore。MeanwhileOliverwasinsuchadesperatestateofimpatienceandanxiety,thathefeltasifhecouldhavejumpeduponthehorsehimself,andgallopedaway,fulltear,tothenextstage。Atlength,allwasready;andthelittleparcelhavingbeenhandedup,withmanyinjunctionsandentreatiesforitsspeedydelivery,themansetspurstohishorse,andrattlingovertheunevenpavingofthemarket-place,wasoutofthetown,andgallopingalongtheturnpike-road,inacoupleofminutes。
Asitwassomethingtofeelcertainthatassistancewassentfor,andthatnotimehadbeenlost,Oliverhurrieduptheinn-yard,withasomewhatlighterheart。Hewasturningoutofthegatewaywhenheaccidentlystumbledagainstatallmanwrappedinacloak,whowasatthatmomentcomingoutoftheinndoor。
\'Hah!\'criedtheman,fixinghiseyesonOliver,andsuddenlyrecoiling。\'Whatthedevil\'sthis?\'
\'Ibegyourpardon,sir,\'saidOliver;\'Iwasinagreathurrytogethome,anddidn\'tseeyouwerecoming。\'
\'Death!\'mutteredthemantohimself,glaringattheboywithhislargedarkeyes。\'Whowouldhavethoughtit!Grindhimtoashes!
He\'dstartupfromastonecoffin,tocomeinmyway!\'
\'Iamsorry,\'stammeredOliver,confusedbythestrangeman\'swildlook。\'IhopeIhavenothurtyou!\'
\'Rotyou!\'murmuredtheman,inahorriblepassion;betweenhisclenchedteeth;\'ifIhadonlyhadthecouragetosaytheword,I
mighthavebeenfreeofyouinanight。Cursesonyourhead,andblackdeathonyourheart,youimp!Whatareyoudoinghere?\'
Themanshookhisfist,asheutteredthesewordsincoherently。
HeadvancedtowardsOliver,asifwiththeintentionofaimingablowathim,butfellviolentlyontheground:writhingandfoaming,inafit。
Olivergazed,foramoment,atthestrugglesofthemadmanforsuchhesupposedhimtobe;andthendartedintothehouseforhelp。Havingseenhimsafelycarriedintothehotel,heturnedhisfacehomewards,runningasfastashecould,tomakeupforlosttime:andrecallingwithagreatdealofastonishmentandsomefear,theextraordinarybehaviourofthepersonfromwhomhehadjustparted。
Thecircumstancedidnotdwellinhisrecollectionlong,however:
forwhenhereachedthecottage,therewasenoughtooccupyhismind,andtodriveallconsiderationsofselfcompletelyfromhismemory。
RoseMayliehadrapidlygrownworse;beforemid-nightshewasdelirious。Amedicalpractitioner,whoresidedonthespot,wasinconstantattendanceuponher;andafterfirstseeingthepatient,hehadtakenMrs。Maylieaside,andpronouncedherdisordertobeoneofamostalarmingnature。\'Infact,\'hesaid,\'itwouldbelittleshortofamiracle,ifsherecovered。\'
HowoftendidOliverstartfromhisbedthatnight,andstealingout,withnoiselessfootstep,tothestaircase,listenfortheslightestsoundfromthesickchamber!Howoftendidatrembleshakehisframe,andcolddropsofterrorstartuponhisbrow,whenasuddentramplingoffeetcausedhimtofearthatsomethingtoodreadfultothinkof,hadeventhenoccurred!Andwhathadbeenthefervencyofalltheprayershehadevermuttered,comparedwiththosehepouredforth,now,intheagonyandpassionofhissupplicationforthelifeandhealthofthegentlecreature,whowastotteringonthedeepgrave\'sverge!
Oh!thesuspense,thefearful,acutesuspense,ofstandingidlybywhilethelifeofonewedearlylove,istremblinginthebalance!Oh!therackingthoughtsthatcrowduponthemind,andmaketheheartbeatviolently,andthebreathcomethick,bytheforceoftheimagestheyconjureupbeforeit;theDESPERATE
ANXIETYTOBEDOINGSOMETHINGtorelievethepain,orlessenthedanger,whichwehavenopowertoalleviate;thesinkingofsoulandspirit,whichthesadremembranceofourhelplessnessproduces;whattorturescanequalthese;whatreflectionsorendeavourscan,inthefulltideandfeverofthetime,allaythem!
Morningcame;andthelittlecottagewaslonelyandstill。Peoplespokeinwhispers;anxiousfacesappearedatthegate,fromtimetotime;womenandchildrenwentawayintears。Allthelivelongday,andforhoursafterithadgrowndark,Oliverpacedsoftlyupanddownthegarden,raisinghiseyeseveryinstanttothesickchamber,andshudderingtoseethedarkenedwindow,lookingasifdeathlaystretchedinside。Latethatnight,Mr。Losbernearrived。\'Itishard,\'saidthegooddoctor,turningawayashespoke;\'soyoung;somuchbeloved;butthereisverylittlehope。\'
Anothermorning。Thesunshonebrightly;asbrightlyasifitlookeduponnomiseryorcare;and,witheveryleafandflowerinfullbloomabouther;withlife,andhealth,andsoundsandsightsofjoy,surroundingheroneveryside:thefairyoungcreaturelay,wastingfast。Olivercreptawaytotheoldchurchyard,andsittingdownononeofthegreenmounds,weptandprayedforher,insilence。
Therewassuchpeaceandbeautyinthescene;somuchofbrightnessandmirthinthesunnylandscape;suchblithesomemusicinthesongsofthesummerbirds;suchfreedomintherapidflightoftherook,careeringoverhead;somuchoflifeandjoyousnessinall;that,whentheboyraisedhisachingeyes,andlookedabout,thethoughtinstinctivelyoccurredtohim,thatthiswasnotatimefordeath;thatRosecouldsurelyneverdiewhenhumblerthingswereallsogladandgay;thatgraveswereforcoldandcheerlesswinter:notforsunlightandfragrance。
Healmostthoughtthatshroudswerefortheoldandshrunken;andthattheyneverwrappedtheyoungandgracefulformintheirghastlyfolds。
Aknellfromthechurchbellbrokeharshlyontheseyouthfulthoughts。Another!Again!Itwastollingforthefuneralservice。Agroupofhumblemournersenteredthegate:wearingwhitefavours;forthecorpsewasyoung。Theystooduncoveredbyagrave;andtherewasamother——amotheronce——amongtheweepingtrain。Butthesunshonebrightly,andthebirdssangon。
Oliverturnedhomeward,thinkingonthemanykindnesseshehadreceivedfromtheyounglady,andwishingthatthetimecouldcomeagain,thathemightneverceaseshowingherhowgratefulandattachedhewas。Hehadnocauseforself-reproachonthescoreofneglect,orwantofthought,forhehadbeendevotedtoherservice;andyetahundredlittleoccasionsroseupbeforehim,onwhichhefanciedhemighthavebeenmorezealous,andmoreearnest,andwishedhehadbeen。Weneedbecarefulhowwedealwiththoseaboutus,wheneverydeathcarriestosomesmallcircleofsurvivors,thoughtsofsomuchomitted,andsolittledone——ofsomanythingsforgotten,andsomanymorewhichmighthavebeenrepaired!Thereisnoremorsesodeepasthatwhichisunavailing;ifwewouldbespareditstortures,letusrememberthis,intime。
WhenhereachedhomeMrs。Mayliewassittinginthelittleparlour。Oliver\'sheartsandatsightofher;forshehadneverleftthebedsideofherniece;andhetrembledtothinkwhatchangecouldhavedrivenheraway。Helearntthatshehadfallenintoadeepsleep,fromwhichshewouldwaken,eithertorecoveryandlife,ortobidthemfarewell,anddie。
Theysat,listening,andafraidtospeak,forhours。Theuntastedmealwasremoved,withlookswhichshowedthattheirthoughtswereelsewhere,theywatchedthesunashesanklowerandlower,and,atlength,castoverskyandearththosebrillianthueswhichheraldhisdeparture。Theirquickearscaughtthesoundofanapproachingfootstep。Theybothinvoluntarilydartedtothedoor,asMr。Losberneentered。
\'WhatofRose?\'criedtheoldlady。\'Tellmeatonce!Icanbearit;anythingbutsuspense!Oh!,tellme!inthenameofHeaven!\'
\'Youmustcomposeyourself,\'saidthedoctorsupportingher。\'Becalm,mydearma\'am,pray。\'
\'Letmego,inGod\'sname!Mydearchild!Sheisdead!Sheisdying!\'
\'No!\'criedthedoctor,passionately。\'AsHeisgoodandmerciful,shewilllivetoblessusall,foryearstocome。\'
Theladyfelluponherknees,andtriedtofoldherhandstogether;buttheenergywhichhadsupportedhersolong,fleduptoHeavenwithherfirstthanksgiving;andshesankintothefriendlyarmswhichwereextendedtoreceiveher。
CHAPTERXXXIV
CONTAINSSOMEINTRODUCTORYPARTICULARSRELATIVETOAYOUNG
GENTLEMANWHONOWARRIVESUPONTHESCENE;ANDANEWADVENTURE
WHICHHAPPENEDTOOLIVER
Itwasalmosttoomuchhappinesstobear。Oliverfeltstunnedandstupefiedbytheunexpectedintelligence;hecouldnotweep,orspeak,orrest。Hehadscarcelythepowerofunderstandinganythingthathadpassed,until,afteralongrambleinthequieteveningair,aburstoftearscametohisrelief,andheseemedtoawaken,allatonce,toafullsenseofthejoyfulchangethathadoccurred,andthealmostinsupportableloadofanguishwhichhadbeentakenfromhisbreast。
Thenightwasfastclosingin,whenhereturnedhomeward:ladenwithflowerswhichhehadculled,withpeculiarcare,fortheadornmentofthesickchamber。Ashewalkedbrisklyalongtheroad,heheardbehindhim,thenoiseofsomevehicle,approachingatafuriouspace。Lookinground,hesawthatitwasapost-chaise,drivenatgreatspeed;andasthehorsesweregalloping,andtheroadwasnarrow,hestoodleaningagainstagateuntilitshouldhavepassedhim。
Asitdashedon,Olivercaughtaglimpseofamaninawhitenitecap,whosefaceseemedfamiliartohim,althoughhisviewwassobriefthathecouldnotidentifytheperson。Inanothersecondortwo,thenightcapwasthrustoutofthechaise-window,andastentorianvoicebellowedtothedrivertostop:whichhedid,assoonashecouldpulluphishorses。Then,thenightcaponceagainappeared:andthesamevoicecalledOliverbyhisname。
\'Here!\'criedthevoice。\'Oliver,what\'sthenews?MissRose!
MasterO-li-ver!\'
\'Isisyou,Giles?\'criedOliver,runninguptothechaise-door。
Gilespoppedouthisnightcapagain,preparatorytomakingsomereply,whenhewassuddenlypulledbackbyayounggentlemanwhooccupiedtheothercornerofthechaise,andwhoeagerlydemandedwhatwasthenews。
\'Inaword!\'criedthegentleman,\'Betterorworse?\'
\'Better——muchbetter!\'repliedOliver,hastily。
\'ThankHeaven!\'exclaimedthegentleman。\'Youaresure?\'
\'Quite,sir,\'repliedOliver。\'Thechangetookplaceonlyafewhoursago;andMr。Losbernesays,thatalldangerisatanend。\'
Thegentlemansaidnotanotherword,but,openingthechaise-door,leapedout,andtakingOliverhurriedlybythearm,ledhimaside。
\'Youarequitecertain?Thereisnopossibilityofanymistakeonyourpart,myboy,isthere?\'demandedthegentlemaninatremulousvoice。\'Donotdeceiveme,byawakeninghopesthatarenottobefulfilled。\'
\'Iwouldnotfortheworld,sir,\'repliedOliver。\'Indeedyoumaybelieveme。Mr。Losberne\'swordswere,thatshewouldlivetoblessusallformanyyearstocome。Iheardhimsayso。\'
ThetearsstoodinOliver\'seyesasherecalledthescenewhichwasthebeginningofsomuchhappiness;andthegentlemanturnedhisfaceaway,andremainedsilent,forsomeminutes。Oliverthoughtheheardhimsob,morethanonce;buthefearedtointerrupthimbyanyfreshremark——forhecouldwellguesswhathisfeelingswere——andsostoodapart,feigningtobeoccupiedwithhisnosegay。
Allthistime,Mr。Giles,withthewhitenightcapon,hadbeensittingonthestepsofthechaise,supportinganelbowoneachknee,andwipinghiseyeswithabluecottonpocket-handkerchiefdottedwithwhitespots。Thatthehonestfellowhadnotbeenfeigningemotion,wasabundentlydemonstratedbytheveryredeyeswithwhichheregardedtheyounggentleman,whenheturnedroundandaddressedhim。
\'Ithinkyouhadbettergoontomymother\'sinthechaise,Giles,\'saidhe。\'Iwouldratherwalkslowlyon,soastogainalittletimebeforeIseeher。YoucansayIamcoming。\'
\'Ibegyourpardon,Mr。Harry,\'saidGiles:givingafinalpolishtohisruffledcountenancewiththehandkerchief;\'butifyouwouldleavethepostboytosaythat,Ishouldbeverymuchobligedtoyou。Itwouldn\'tbeproperforthemaidstoseemeinthisstate,sir;Ishouldneverhaveanymoreauthoritywiththemiftheydid。\'
\'Well,\'rejoinedHarryMaylie,smiling,\'youcandoasyoulike。
Lethimgoonwiththeluggage,ifyouwishit,anddoyoufollowwithus。Onlyfirstexchangethatnightcapforsomemoreappropriatecovering,orweshallbetakenformadmen。\'
Mr。Giles,remindedofhisunbecomingcostume,snatchedoffandpocketedhisnightcap;andsubstitutedahat,ofgraveandsobershape,whichhetookoutofthechaise。Thisdone,thepostboydroveoff;Giles,Mr。Maylie,andOliver,followedattheirleisure。
Astheywalkedalong,Oliverglancedfromtimetotimewithmuchinterestandcuriosityatthenewcomer。Heseemedaboutfive-and-twentyyearsofage,andwasofthemiddleheight;hiscountenancewasfrankandhandsome;andhisdemeanoreasyandprepossessing。Notwithstandingthedifferencebetweenyouthandage,heboresostrongalikenesstotheoldlady,thatOliverwouldhavehadnogreatdifficultyinimaginingtheirrelationship,ifhehadnotalreadyspokenofherashismother。
Mrs。Mayliewasanxiouslywaitingtoreceivehersonwhenhereachedthecottage。Themeetingdidnottakeplacewithoutgreatemotiononbothsides。
\'Mother!\'whisperedtheyoungman;\'whydidyounotwritebefore?\'
\'Idid,\'repliedMrs。Maylie;\'but,onreflection,IdeterminedtokeepbacktheletteruntilIhadheardMr。Losberne\'sopinion。\'
\'Butwhy,\'saidtheyoungman,\'whyrunthechanceofthatoccurringwhichsonearlyhappened?IfRosehad——Icannotutterthatwordnow——ifthisillnesshadterminateddifferently,howcouldyoueverhaveforgivenyourself!HowcouldIeverhaveknowhappinessagain!\'
\'IfthatHADbeenthecase,Harry,\'saidMrs。Maylie,\'Ifearyourhappinesswouldhavebeeneffectuallyblighted,andthatyourarrivalhere,adaysooneroradaylater,wouldhavebeenofvery,verylittleimport。\'
\'Andwhocanwonderifitbeso,mother?\'rejoinedtheyoungman;
\'orwhyshouldIsay,IF?——Itis——itis——youknowit,mother——youmustknowit!\'
\'Iknowthatshedeservesthebestandpurestlovetheheartofmancanoffer,\'saidMrs。Maylie;\'Iknowthatthedevotionandaffectionofhernaturerequirenoordinaryreturn,butonethatshallbedeepandlasting。IfIdidnotfeelthis,andknow,besides,thatachangedbehaviourinoneshelovedwouldbreakherheart,Ishouldnotfeelmytasksodifficultofperformance,orhavetoencountersomanystrugglesinmyownbosom,whenI
takewhatseemstometobethestrictlineofduty。\'
\'Thisisunkind,mother,\'saidHarry。\'DoyoustillsupposethatIamaboyignorantofmyownmind,andmistakingtheimpulsesofmyownsoul?\'
\'Ithink,mydearson,\'returnedMrs。Maylie,layingherhanduponhisshoulder,\'thatyouthhasmanygenerousimpulseswhichdonotlast;andthatamongthemaresome,which,beinggratified,becomeonlythemorefleeting。Aboveall,Ithink\'
saidthelady,fixinghereyesonherson\'sface,\'thatifanenthusiastic,ardent,andambitiousmanmarryawifeonwhosenamethereisastain,which,thoughitoriginateinnofaultofhers,maybevisitedbycoldandsordidpeopleuponher,anduponhischildrenalso:and,inexactproportiontohissuccessintheworld,becastinhisteeth,andmadethesubjectofsneersagainsthim:hemay,nomatterhowgenerousandgoodhisnature,onedayrepentoftheconnectionheformedinearlylife。Andshemayhavethepainofknowingthathedoesso。\'
\'Mother,\'saidtheyoungman,impatiently,\'hewouldbeaselfishbrute,unworthyalikeofthenameofmanandofthewomanyoudescribe,whoactedthus。\'
\'Youthinksonow,Harry,\'repliedhismother。
\'Andeverwill!\'saidtheyoungman。\'ThementalagonyIhavesuffered,duringthelasttwodays,wringsfrommetheavowaltoyouofapassionwhich,asyouwellknow,isnotoneofyesterday,noroneIhavelightlyformed。OnRose,sweet,gentlegirl!myheartisset,asfirmlyaseverheartofmanwassetonwoman。Ihavenothought,noview,nohopeinlife,beyondher;
andifyouopposemeinthisgreatstake,youtakemypeaceandhappinessinyourhands,andcastthemtothewind。Mother,thinkbetterofthis,andofme,anddonotdisregardthehappinessofwhichyouseemtothinksolittle。\'
\'Harry,\'saidMrs。Maylie,\'itisbecauseIthinksomuchofwarmandsensitivehearts,thatIwouldsparethemfrombeingwounded。
Butwehavesaidenough,andmorethanenough,onthismatter,justnow。\'
\'LetitrestwithRose,then,\'interposedHarry。\'Youwillnotpresstheseoverstrainedopinionsofyours,sofar,astothrowanyobstacleinmyway?\'
\'Iwillnot,\'rejoinedMrs。Maylie;\'butIwouldhaveyouconsider——\'
\'IHAVEconsidered!\'wastheimpatientreply;\'Mother,Ihaveconsidered,yearsandyears。Ihaveconsidered,eversinceI
havebeencapableofseriousreflection。Myfeelingsremainunchanged,astheyeverwill;andwhyshouldIsufferthepainofadelayingivingthemvent,whichcanbeproductiveofnoearthlygood?No!BeforeIleavethisplace,Roseshallhearme。\'
\'Sheshall,\'saidMrs。Maylie。
\'Thereissomethinginyourmanner,whichwouldalmostimplythatshewillhearmecoldly,mother,\'saidtheyoungman。
\'Notcoldly,\'rejoinedtheoldlady;\'farfromit。\'
\'Howthen?\'urgedtheyoungman。\'Shehasformednootherattachment?\'
\'No,indeed,\'repliedhismother;\'youhave,orImistake,toostrongaholdonheraffectionsalready。WhatIwouldsay,\'
resumedtheoldlady,stoppinghersonashewasabouttospeak,\'isthis。Beforeyoustakeyourallonthischance;beforeyousufferyourselftobecarriedtothehighestpointofhope;
reflectforafewmoments,mydearchild,onRose\'shistory,andconsiderwhateffecttheknowledgeofherdoubtfulbirthmayhaveonherdecision:devotedassheistous,withalltheintensityofhernoblemind,andwiththatperfectsacrificeofselfwhich,inallmatters,greatortrifling,hasalwaysbeenhercharacteristic。\'
\'Whatdoyoumean?\'
\'ThatIleaveyoutodiscover,\'repliedMrs。Maylie。\'Imustgobacktoher。Godblessyou!\'
\'Ishallseeyouagainto-night?\'saidtheyoungman,eagerly。
\'Byandby,\'repliedthelady;\'whenIleaveRose。\'
\'YouwilltellherIamhere?\'saidHarry。
\'Ofcourse,\'repliedMrs。Maylie。
\'AndsayhowanxiousIhavebeen,andhowmuchIhavesuffered,andhowIlongtoseeher。Youwillnotrefusetodothis,mother?\'
\'No,\'saidtheoldlady;\'Iwilltellherall。\'Andpressingherson\'shand,affectionately,shehastenedfromtheroom。
Mr。LosberneandOliverhadremainedatanotherendoftheapartmentwhilethishurriedconversationwasproceeding。TheformernowheldouthishandtoHarryMaylie;andheartysalutationswereexchangedbetweenthem。Thedoctorthencommunicated,inreplytomultifariousquestionsfromhisyoungfriend,apreciseaccountofhispatient\'ssituation;whichwasquiteasconsolatoryandfullofpromise,asOliver\'sstatementhadencouragedhimtohope;andtothewholeofwhich,Mr。Giles,whoaffectedtobebusyabouttheluggage,listenedwithgreedyears。
\'Haveyoushotanythingparticular,lately,Giles?\'inquiredthedoctor,whenhehadconcluded。
\'Nothingparticular,sir,\'repliedMr。Giles,colouringuptotheeyes。
\'Norcatchinganythieves,noridentifyinganyhouse-breakers?\'
saidthedoctor。
\'Noneatall,sir,\'repliedMr。Giles,withmuchgravity。
\'Well,\'saidthedoctor,\'Iamsorrytohearit,becauseyoudothatsortofthingadmirably。Pray,howisBrittles?\'
\'Theboyisverywell,sir,\'saidMr。Giles,recoveringhisusualtoneofpatronage;\'andsendshisrespectfulduty,sir。\'
\'That\'swell,\'saidthedoctor。\'Seeingyouhere,remindsme,Mr。Giles,thatonthedaybeforethatonwhichIwascalledawaysohurriedly,Iexecuted,attherequestofyourgoodmistress,asmallcommissioninyourfavour。Juststepintothiscorneramoment,willyou?\'
Mr。Gileswalkedintothecornerwithmuchimportance,andsomewonder,andwashonouredwithashortwhisperingconferencewiththedoctor,ontheterminationofwhich,hemadeagreatmanybows,andretiredwithstepsofunusualstateliness。Thesubjectmatterofthisconferencewasnotdisclosedintheparlour,butthekitchenwasspeedilyenlightenedconcerningit;forMr。Gileswalkedstraightthither,andhavingcalledforamugofale,announced,withanairofmajesty,whichwashighlyeffective,thatithadpleasedhismistress,inconsiderationofhisgallantbehaviourontheoccasionofthatattemptedrobbery,todepost,inthelocalsavings-bank,thesumoffive-and-twentypounds,forhissoleuseandbenefit。Atthis,thetwowomen-servantslifteduptheirhandsandeyes,andsupposedthatMr。Giles,pullingouthisshirt-frill,replied,\'No,no\';andthatiftheyobservedthathewasatallhaughtytohisinferiors,hewouldthankthemtotellhimso。Andthenhemadeagreatmanyotherremarks,nolessillustrativeofhishumility,whichwerereceivedwithequalfavourandapplause,andwere,withal,asoriginalandasmuchtothepurpose,astheremarksofgreatmencommonlyare。
Abovestairs,theremainderoftheeveningpassedcheerfullyaway;forthedoctorwasinhighspirits;andhoweverfatiguedorthoughtfulHarryMayliemighthavebeenatfirst,hewasnotproofagainsttheworthygentleman\'sgoodhumour,whichdisplayeditselfinagreatvarietyofsalliesandprofessionalrecollections,andanabundanceofsmalljokes,whichstruckOliverasbeingthedrollestthingshehadeverheard,andcausedhimtolaughproportionately;totheevidentsatisfactionofthedoctor,wholaughedimmoderatelyathimself,andmadeHarrylaughalmostasheartily,bytheveryforceofsympathy。So,theywereaspleasantapartyas,underthecircumstances,theycouldwellhavebeen;anditwaslatebeforetheyretired,withlightandthankfulhearts,totakethatrestofwhich,afterthedoubtandsuspensetheyhadrecentlyundergone,theystoodmuchinneed。
Oliverrosenextmorning,inbetterheart,andwentabouthisusualoccupations,withmorehopeandpleasurethanhehadknownformanydays。Thebirdswereoncemorehungout,tosing,intheiroldplaces;andthesweetestwildflowersthatcouldbefound,wereoncemoregatheredtogladdenRosewiththeirbeauty。
Themelancholywhichhadseemedtothesadeyesoftheanxiousboytohang,fordayspast,overeveryobject,beautifulasallwere,wasdispelledbymagic。Thedewseemedtosparklemorebrightlyonthegreenleaves;theairtorustleamongthemwithasweetermusic;andtheskyitselftolookmoreblueandbright。
Suchistheinfluencewhichtheconditionofourownthoughts,exercise,evenovertheappearanceofexternalobjects。Menwholookonnature,andtheirfellow-men,andcrythatallisdarkandgloomy,areintheright;butthesombrecoloursarereflectionsfromtheirownjaundicedeyesandhearts。Therealhuesaredelicate,andneedaclearervision。
Itisworthyofremark,andOliverdidnotfailtonoteitatthetime,thathismorningexpeditionswerenolongermadealone。
HarryMaylie,aftertheveryfirstmorningwhenhemetOlivercomingladenhome,wasseizedwithsuchapassionforflowers,anddisplayedsuchatasteintheirarrangement,aslefthisyoungcompanionfarbehind。IfOliverwerebehindhandintheserespects,heknewwherethebestweretobefound;andmorningaftermorningtheyscouredthecountrytogether,andbroughthomethefairestthatblossomed。Thewindowoftheyounglady\'schamberwasopenednow;forshelovedtofeeltherichsummerairstreamin,andreviveherwithitsfreshness;buttherealwaysstoodinwater,justinsidethelattice,oneparticularlittlebunch,whichwasmadeupwithgreatcare,everymorning。Olivercouldnothelpnoticingthatthewitheredflowerswereneverthrownaway,althoughthelittlevasewasregularlyreplenished;
nor,couldhehelpobserving,thatwheneverthedoctorcameintothegarden,heinvariablycasthiseyesuptothatparticularcorner,andnoddedhisheadmostexpressively,ashesetforthonhismorning\'swalk。Pendingtheseobservations,thedayswereflyingby;andRosewasrapidlyrecovering。
NordidOliver\'stimehangheavyonhishands,althoughtheyoungladyhadnotyetleftherchamber,andtherewerenoeveningwalks,savenowandthen,forashortdistance,withMrs。Maylie。
Heappliedhimself,withredoubledassiduity,totheinstructionsofthewhite-headedoldgentleman,andlabouredsohardthathisquickprogresssurprisedevenhimself。Itwaswhilehewasengagedinthispursuit,thathewasgreatlystartledanddistressedbyamostunexpectedoccurence。
Thelittleroominwhichhewasaccustomedtosit,whenbusyathisbooks,wasontheground-floor,atthebackofthehouse。Itwasquiteacottage-room,withalattice-window:aroundwhichwereclustersofjessamineandhoneysuckle,thatcreptoverthecasement,andfilledtheplacewiththeirdeliciousperfume。Itlookedintoagarden,whenceawicket-gateopenedintoasmallpaddock;allbeyond,wasfinemeadow-landandwood。Therewasnootherdwellingnear,inthatdirection;andtheprospectitcommandedwasveryextensive。
Onebeautifulevening,whenthefirstshadesoftwilightwerebeginningtosettleupontheearth,Oliversatatthiswindow,intentuponhisbooks。Hehadbeenporingoverthemforsometime;and,asthedayhadbeenuncommonlysultry,andhehadexertedhimselfagreatdeal,ititnodisparagementtotheauthors,whoevertheymayhavebeen,tosay,thatgraduallyandbyslowdegrees,hefellasleep。
Thereisakindofsleepthatstealsuponussometimes,which,whileitholdsthebodyprisoner,doesnotfreethemindfromasenseofthingsaboutit,andenableittorambleatitspleasure。Sofarasanoverpoweringheaviness,aprostrationofstrength,andanutterinabilitytocontrolourthoughtsorpowerofmotion,canbecalledsleep,thisisit;andyet,wehaveaconsciousnessofallthatisgoingonaboutus,and,ifwedreamatsuchatime,wordswhicharereallyspoken,orsoundswhichreallyexistatthemoment,accommodatethemselveswithsurprisingreadinesstoourvisions,untilrealityandimaginationbecomesostrangelyblendedthatitisafterwardsalmostmatterofimpossibilitytoseparatethetwo。Noristhis,themoststrikingphenomenonindcidentaltosuchastate。Itisanundoubtedfact,thatalthoughoursensesoftouchandsightbeforthetimedead,yetoursleepingthoughts,andthevisionaryscenesthatpassbeforeus,willbeinfluencedandmateriallyinfluenced,bytheMERESILENTPRESENCEofsomeexternalobject;
whichmaynothavebeennearuswhenweclosedoureyes:andofwhosevicinitywehavehadnowakingconsciousness。
Oliverknew,perfectlywell,thathewasinhisownlittleroom;
thathisbookswerelyingonthetablebeforehim;thatthesweetairwasstirringamongthecreepingplantsoutside。Andyethewasasleep。Suddenly,thescenechanged;theairbecamecloseandconfined;andhethought,withaglowofterror,thathewasintheJew\'shouseagain。Theresatthehideousoldman,inhisaccustomedcorner,pointingathim,andwhisperingtoanotherman,withhisfaceaverted,whosatbesidehim。
\'Hush,mydear!\'hethoughtheheardtheJewsay;\'itishe,sureenough。Comeaway。\'
\'He!\'theothermanseemedtoanswer;\'couldImistakehim,thinkyou?Ifacrowdofghostsweretoputthemselvesintohisexactshape,andhestoodamongstthem,thereissomethingthatwouldtellmehowtopointhimout。Ifyouburiedhimfiftyfeetdeep,andtookmeacrosshisgrave,IfancyIshouldknow,iftherewasn\'tamarkaboveit,thathelayburiedthere?\'
Themanseemedtosaythis,withsuchdreadfulhatred,thatOliverawokewiththefear,andstartedup。
GoodHeaven!whatwasthat,whichsentthebloodtinglingtohisheart,anddeprivedhimofhisvoice,andofpowertomove!
There——there——atthewindow——closebeforehim——soclose,thathecouldhavealmosttouchedhimbeforehestartedback:withhiseyespeeringintotheroom,andmeetinghis:therestoodtheJew!Andbesidehim,whitewithrageorfear,orboth,werethescowlingfeaturesofthemanwhohadaccostedhimintheinn-yard。
Itwasbutaninstant,aglance,aflash,beforehiseyes;andtheyweregone。Buttheyhadrecognisedhim,andhethem;andtheirlookwasasfirmlyimpresseduponhismemory,asifithadbeendeeplycarvedinstone,andsetbeforehimfromhisbirth。
Hestoodtransfixedforamoment;then,leapingfromthewindowintothegarden,calledloudlyforhelp。
CHAPTERXXXV
CONTAININGTHEUNSATISFACTORYRESULTOFOLIVER\'SADVENTURE;ANDA
CONVERSATIONOFSOMEIMPORTANCEBETWEENHARRYMAYLIEANDROSE
Whentheinmatesofthehouse,attractedbyOliver\'scries,hurriedtothespotfromwhichtheyproceeded,theyfoundhim,paleandagitated,pointinginthedirectionofthemeadowsbehindthehouse,andscarcelyabletoarticulatethewords,\'TheJew!theJew!\'
Mr。Gileswasatalosstocomprehendwhatthisoutcrymeant;butHarryMaylie,whoseperceptionsweresomethingquicker,andwhohadheardOliver\'shistoryfromhismother,understooditatonce。
\'Whatdirectiondidhetake?\'heasked,catchingupaheavystickwhichwasstandinginacorner。
\'That,\'repliedOliver,pointingoutthecoursethemanhadtaken;\'Imissedtheminaninstant。\'
\'Then,theyareintheditch!\'saidHarry。\'Follow!Andkeepasnearme,asyoucan。\'Sosaying,hesprangoverthehedge,anddartedoffwithaspeedwhichrendereditmatterofexceedingdifficultyfortheotherstokeepnearhim。
Gilesfollowedaswellashecould;andOliverfollowedtoo;andinthecourseofaminuteortwo,Mr。Losberne,whohadbeenoutwalking,andjustthenreturned,tumbledoverthehedgeafterthem,andpickinghimselfupwithmoreagilitythanhecouldhavebeensupposedtopossess,struckintothesamecourseatnocontemptiblespeed,shoutingallthewhile,mostprodigiously,toknowwhatwasthematter。
Ontheyallwent;norstoppedtheyoncetobreathe,untiltheleader,strikingoffintoanangleofthefieldindicatedbyOliver,begantosearch,narrowly,theditchandhedgeadjoining;
whichaffordedtimefortheremainderofthepartytocomeup;
andforOlivertocommunicatetoMr。Losbernethecircumstancesthathadledtosovigorousapursuit。
Thesearchwasallinvain。Therewerenoteventhetracesofrecentfootsteps,tobeseen。Theystoodnow,onthesummitofalittlehill,commandingtheopenfieldsineverydirectionforthreeorfourmiles。Therewasthevillageinthehollowontheleft;but,inordertogainthat,afterpursuingthetrackOliverhadpointedout,themenmusthavemadeacircuitofopenground,whichitwasimpossibletheycouldhaveaccomplishedinsoshortatime。Athickwoodskirtedthemeadow-landinanotherdirection;buttheycouldnothavegainedthatcovertforthesamereason。
\'Itmusthavebeenadream,Oliver,\'saidHarryMaylie。
\'Ohno,indeed,sir,\'repliedOliver,shudderingattheveryrecollectionoftheoldwretch\'scountenance;\'Isawhimtooplainlyforthat。Isawthemboth,asplainlyasIseeyounow。\'
\'Whowastheother?\'inquiredHarryandMr。Losberne,together。
\'TheverysamemanItoldyouof,whocamesosuddenlyuponmeattheinn,\'saidOliver。\'Wehadoureyesfixedfulluponeachother;andIcouldsweartohim。\'
\'Theytookthisway?\'demandedHarry:\'areyousure?\'
\'AsIamthatthemenwereatthewindow,\'repliedOliver,pointingdown,ashespoke,tothehedgewhichdividedthecottage-gardenfromthemeadow。\'Thetallmanleapedover,justthere;andtheJew,runningafewpacestotheright,creptthroughthatgap。\'
ThetwogentlemenwatchedOliver\'searnestface,ashespoke,andlookingfromhimtoeachother,seemedtofellsatisfiedoftheaccuracyofwhathesaid。Still,innodirectionwerethereanyappearancesofthetramplingofmeninhurriedflight。Thegrasswaslong;butitwastroddendownnowhere,savewheretheirownfeethadcrushedit。Thesidesandbrinksoftheditcheswereofdampclay;butinnooneplacecouldtheydiscerntheprintofmen\'sshoes,ortheslightestmarkwhichwouldindicatethatanyfeethadpressedthegroundforhoursbefore。
\'Thisisstrange!\'saidHarry。
\'Strange?\'echoedthedoctor。\'BlathersandDuff,themselves,couldmakenothingofit。\'
Notwithstandingtheevidentlyuselessnatureoftheirsearch,theydidnotdesistuntilthecomingonofnightrendereditsfurtherprosecutionhopeless;andeventhen,theygaveitupwithreluctance。Gileswasdispatchedtothedifferentale-housesinthevillage,furnishedwiththebestdescriptionOlivercouldgiveoftheappearanceanddressofthestrangers。Ofthese,theJewwas,atallevents,sufficientlyremarkabletoberemembered,supposinghehadbeenseendrinking,orloiteringabout;butGilesreturnedwithoutanyintelligence,calculatedtodispelorlessenthemystery。
Onthenextday,freshsearchwasmade,andtheinquiriesrenewed;butwithnobettersuccess。Onthedayfollowing,OliverandMr。Maylierepairedtothemarket-town,inthehopeofseeingorhearingsomethingofthementhere;butthiseffortwasequallyfruitless。Afterafewdays,theaffairbegantobeforgotten,asmostaffairsare,whenwonder,havingnofreshfoodtosupportit,diesawayofitself。
Meanwhile,Rosewasrapidlyrecovering。Shehadleftherroom:
wasabletogoout;andmixingoncemorewiththefamily,carriedjoyintotheheartsofall。
But,althoughthishappychangehadavisibleeffectonthelittlecircle;andalthoughcheerfulvoicesandmerrylaughterwereoncemoreheardinthecottage;therewasattimes,anunwontedrestraintuponsomethere:evenuponRoseherself:
whichOlivercouldnotfailtoremark。Mrs。Maylieandhersonwereoftenclosetedtogetherforalongtime;andmorethanonceRoseappearedwithtracesoftearsuponherface。AfterMr。
LosbernehadfixedadayforhisdeparturetoChertsey,thesesymptomsincreased;anditbecameevidentthatsomethingwasinprogresswhichaffectedthepeaceoftheyounglady,andofsomebodyelsebesides。
Atlength,onemorning,whenRosewasaloneinthebreakfast-parlour,HarryMaylieentered;and,withsomehesitation,beggedpermissiontospeakwithherforafewmoments。
\'Afew——averyfew——willsuffice,Rose,\'saidtheyoungman,drawinghischairtowardsher。\'WhatIshallhavetosay,hasalreadypresenteditselftoyourmind;themostcherishedhopesofmyheartarenotunknowntoyou,thoughfrommylipsyouhavenotheardthemstated。\'
Rosehadbeenverypalefromthemomentofhisentrance;butthatmighthavebeentheeffectofherrecentillness。Shemerelybowed;andbendingoversomeplantsthatstoodnear,waitedinsilenceforhimtoproceed。
\'I——I——oughttohavelefthere,before,\'saidHarry。
\'Youshould,indeed,\'repliedRose。\'Forgivemeforsayingso,butIwishyouhad。\'
\'Iwasbroughthere,bythemostdreadfulandagonisingofallapprehensions,\'saidtheyoungman;\'thefearoflosingtheonedearbeingonwhommyeverywishandhopearefixed。Youhadbeendying;tremblingbetweenearthandheaven。Weknowthatwhentheyoung,thebeautiful,andgood,arevisitedwithsickness,theirpurespiritsinsensiblyturntowardstheirbrighthomeoflastingrest;weknow,Heavenhelpus!thatthebestandfairestofourkind,toooftenfadeinblooming。\'
Thereweretearsintheeyesofthegentlegirl,asthesewordswerespoken;andwhenonefelluponthefloweroverwhichshebent,andglistenedbrightlyinitscup,makingitmorebeautiful,itseemedasthoughtheoutpouringofherfreshyoungheart,claimedkindrednaturally,withtheloveliestthingsinnature。
\'Acreature,\'continuedtheyoungman,passionately,\'acreatureasfairandinnocentofguileasoneofGod\'sownangels,flutteredbetweenlifeanddeath。Oh!whocouldhope,whenthedistantworldtowhichshewasakin,halfopenedtoherview,thatshewouldreturntothesorrowandcalamityofthis!Rose,Rose,toknowthatyouwerepassingawaylikesomesoftshadow,whichalightfromabove,castsupontheearth;tohavenohopethatyouwouldbesparedtothosewholingerhere;hardlytoknowareasonwhyyoushouldbe;tofeelthatyoubelongedtothatbrightspherewhithersomanyofthefairestandthebesthavewingedtheirearlyflight;andyettopray,amidalltheseconsolations,thatyoumightberestoredtothosewholovedyou——theseweredistractionsalmosttoogreattobear。Theyweremine,bydayandnight;andwiththem,camesucharushingtorrentoffears,andapprehensions,andselfishregrets,lestyoushoulddie,andneverknowhowdevotedlyIlovedyou,asalmostboredownsenseandreasoninitscourse。Yourecovered。
Daybyday,andalmosthourbyhour,somedropofhealthcameback,andminglingwiththespentandfeeblestreamoflifewhichcirculatedlanguidlywithinyou,swelleditagaintoahighandrushingtide。Ihavewatchedyouchangealmostfromdeath,tolife,witheyesthatturnedblindwiththeireagernessanddeepaffection。DonottellmethatyouwishIhadlostthis;forithassoftenedmyhearttoallmankind。\'
\'Ididnotmeanthat,\'saidRose,weeping;\'Ionlywishyouhadlefthere,thatyoumighthaveturnedtohighandnoblepursuitsagain;topursuitswellworthyofyou。\'
\'Thereisnopursuitmoreworthyofme:moreworthyofthehighestnaturethatexists:thanthestruggletowinsuchaheartasyours,\'saidtheyoungman,takingherhand。\'Rose,myowndearRose!Foryears——foryears——Ihavelovedyou;hopingtowinmywaytofame,andthencomeproudlyhomeandtellyouithadbeenpursuedonlyforyoutoshare;thinking,inmydaydreams,howIwouldremindyou,inthathappymoment,ofthemanysilenttokensIhadgivenofaboy\'sattachment,andclaimyourhand,asinredemptionofsomeoldmutecontractthathadbeensealedbetweenus!Thattimehasnotarrived;buthere,withnotfamewon,andnoyoungvisionrealised,Iofferyoutheheartsolongyourown,andstakemyalluponthewordswithwhichyougreettheoffer。\'
\'Yourbehaviourhaseverbeenkindandnoble。\'saidRose,masteringtheemotionsbywhichshewasagitated。\'AsyoubelievethatIamnotinsensibleorungrateful,sohearmyanswer。\'
\'Itis,thatImayendeavourtodeserveyou;itis,dearRose?\'
\'Itis,\'repliedRose,\'thatyoumustendeavourtoforgetme;notasyouroldanddearly-attachedcompanion,forthatwouldwoundmedeeply;but,astheobjectofyourlove。Lookintotheworld;
thinkhowmanyheartsyouwouldbeproudtogain,arethere。
Confidesomeotherpassiontome,ifyouwill;Iwillbethetruest,warmest,andmostfaithfulfriendyouhave。\'
Therewasapause,duringwhich,Rose,whohadcoveredherfacewithonehand,gavefreeventtohertears。Harrystillretainedtheother。
\'Andyourreasons,Rose,\'hesaid,atlength,inalowvoice;
\'yourreasonsforthisdecision?\'
\'Youhavearighttoknowthem,\'rejoinedRose。\'Youcansaynothingtoaltermyresolution。ItisadutythatImustperform。Ioweit,aliketoothers,andtomyself。\'
\'Toyourself?\'
\'Yes,Harry。Ioweittomyself,thatI,afriendless,portionless,girl,withablightuponmyname,shouldnotgiveyourfriendsreasontosuspectthatIhadsordidlyyieldedtoyourfirstpassion,andfastenedmyself,aclog,onallyourhopesandprojects。Ioweittoyouandyours,topreventyoufromopposing,inthewarmthofyourgenerousnature,thisgreatobstacletoyourprogressintheworld。\'
\'Ifyourinclinationschimewithyoursenseofduty——\'Harrybegan。
\'Theydonot,\'repliedRose,colouringdeeply。
\'Thenyoureturnmylove?\'saidHarry。\'Saybutthat,dearRose;
saybutthat;andsoftenthebitternessofthisharddisappointment!\'
\'IfIcouldhavedoneso,withoutdoingheavywrongtohimI
loved,\'rejoinedRose,\'Icouldhave——\'
\'Havereceivedthisdeclarationverydifferently?\'saidHarry。
\'Donotconcealthatfromme,atleast,Rose。\'
\'Icould,\'saidRose。\'Stay!\'sheadded,disengagingherhand,\'whyshouldweprolongthispainfulinterview?Mostpainfultome,andyetproductiveoflastinghappiness,notwithstanding;foritWILLbehappinesstoknowthatIonceheldthehighplaceinyourregardwhichInowoccupy,andeverytriumphyouachieveinlifewillanimatemewithnewfortitudeandfirmness。Farewell,Harry!Aswehavemetto-day,wemeetnomore;butinotherrelationsthanthoseinwhichthisconversationhaveplacedus,wemaybelongandhappilyentwined;andmayeveryblessingthattheprayersofatrueandearnestheartcancalldownfromthesourceofalltruthandsincerity,cheerandprosperyou!\'
\'Anotherword,Rose,\'saidHarry。\'Yourreasoninyourownwords。Fromyourownlips,letmehearit!\'
\'Theprospectbeforeyou,\'answeredRose,firmly,\'isabrilliantone。Allthehonourstowhichgreattalentsandpowerfulconnectionscanhelpmeninpubliclife,areinstoreforyou。
Butthoseconnectionsareproud;andIwillneitherminglewithsuchasmayholdinscornthemotherwhogavemelife;norbringdisgraceorfailureonthesonofherwhohassowellsuppliedthatmother\'splace。Inaword,\'saidtheyounglady,turningaway,ashertemporaryfirmnessforsookher,\'thereisastainuponmyname,whichtheworldvisitsoninnocentheads。Iwillcarryitintonobloodbutmyown;andthereproachshallrestaloneonme。\'
\'Onewordmore,Rose。DearestRose!onemore!\'criedHarry,throwinghimselfbeforeher。\'IfIhadbeenless——lessfortunate,theworldwouldcallit——ifsomeobscureandpeacefullifehadbeenmydestiny——ifIhadbeenpoor,sick,helpless——wouldyouhaveturnedfrommethen?Orhasmyprobableadvancementtorichesandhonour,giventhisscruplebirth?\'
\'Donotpressmetoreply,\'answeredRose。\'Thequestiondoesnotarise,andneverwill。Itisunfair,almostunkind,tourgeit。\'
\'IfyouranswerbewhatIalmostdaretohopeitis,\'retortedHarry,\'itwillshedagleamofhappinessuponmylonelyway,andlightthepathbeforeme。Itisnotanidlethingtodosomuch,bytheutteranceofafewbriefwords,foronewholovesyoubeyondallelse。Oh,Rose:inthenameofmyardentandenduringattachment;inthenameofallIhavesufferedforyou,andallyoudoommetoundergo;answermethisonequestion!\'
\'Then,ifyourlothadbeendifferentlycast,\'rejoinedRose;\'ifyouhadbeenevenalittle,butnotsofar,aboveme;ifIcouldhavebeenahelpandcomforttoyouinanyhumblesceneofpeaceandretirement,andnotablotanddrawbackinambitiousanddistinguishedcrowds;Ishouldhavebeensparedthistrial。I
haveeveryreasontobehappy,veryhappy,now;butthen,Harry,IownIshouldhavebeenhappier。\'
Busyrecollectionsofoldhopes,cherishedasagirl,longago,crowdedintothemindofRose,whilemakingthisavowal;buttheybroughttearswiththem,asoldhopeswillwhentheycomebackwithered;andtheyrelievedher。
\'Icannothelpthisweakness,anditmakesmypurposestronger,\'
saidRose,extendingherhand。\'Imustleaveyounow,indeed。\'
\'Iaskonepromise,\'saidHarry。\'Once,andonlyoncemore,——saywithinayear,butitmaybemuchsooner,——Imayspeaktoyouagainonthissubject,forthelasttime。\'
\'Nottopressmetoaltermyrightdetermination,\'repliedRose,withamelancholysmile;\'itwillbeuseless。\'
\'No,\'saidHarry;\'tohearyourepeatit,ifyouwill——finallyrepeatit!Iwilllayatyourfeet,whateverofstationoffortuneImaypossess;andifyoustilladheretoyourpresentresolution,willnotseek,bywordoract,tochangeit。\'
\'Thenletitbeso,\'rejoinedRose;\'itisbutonepangthemore,andbythattimeImaybeenabledtobearitbetter。\'
Sheextendedherhandagain。Buttheyoungmancaughthertohisbosom;andimprintingonekissonherbeautifulforehead,hurriedfromtheroom。
CHAPTERXXXVI
ISAVERYSHORTONE,ANDMAYAPPEAROFNOGREATIMPORTANCEINITS
PLACE,BUTITSHOULDBEREADNOTWITHSTANDING,ASASEQUELTOTHE
LAST,ANDAKEYTOONETHATWILLFOLLOWWHENITSTIMEARRIVES
\'Andsoyouareresolvedtobemytravellingcompanionthismorning;eh?\'saidthedoctor,asHarryMayliejoinedhimandOliveratthebreakfast-table。\'Why,youarenotinthesamemindorintentiontwohalf-hourstogether!\'
\'Youwilltellmeadifferenttaleoneofthesedays,\'saidHarry,colouringwithoutanyperceptiblereason。
\'IhopeImayhavegoodcausetodoso,\'repliedMr。Losberne;
\'thoughIconfessIdon\'tthinkIshall。Butyesterdaymorningyouhadmadeupyourmind,inagreathurry,tostayhere,andtoaccompanyyourmother,likeadutifulson,tothesea-side。
Beforenoon,youannouncethatyouaregoingtodomethehonourofaccompanyingmeasfarasIgo,onyourroadtoLondon。Andatnight,youurgeme,withgreatmystery,tostartbeforetheladiesarestirring;theconsequenceofwhichis,thatyoungOliverhereispinneddowntohisbreakfastwhenheoughttoberangingthemeadowsafterbotanicalphenomenaofallkinds。Toobad,isn\'tit,Oliver?\'
\'IshouldhavebeenverysorrynottohavebeenathomewhenyouandMr。Mayliewentaway,sir,\'rejoinedOliver。
\'That\'safinefellow,\'saidthedoctor;\'youshallcomeandseemewhenyoureturn。But,tospeakseriously,Harry;hasanycommunicationfromthegreatnobsproducedthissuddenanxietyonyourparttobegone?\'
\'Thegreatnobs,\'repliedHarry,\'underwhichdesignation,I
presume,youincludemymoststatelyuncle,havenotcommunicatedwithmeatall,sinceIhavebeenhere;nor,atthistimeoftheyear,isitlikelythatanythingwouldoccurtorendernecessarymyimmediateattendanceamongthem。\'
\'Well,\'saidthedoctor,\'youareaqueerfellow。ButofcoursetheywillgetyouintoparliamentattheelectionbeforeChristmas,andthesesuddenshiftingsandchangesarenobadpreparationforpoliticallife。There\'ssomethinginthat。Goodtrainingisalwaysdesirable,whethertheracebeforplace,cup,orsweepstakes。\'
HarryMaylielookedasifhecouldhavefollowedupthisshortdialoguebyoneortworemarksthatwouldhavestaggeredthedoctornotalittle;buthecontentedhimselfwithsaying,\'Weshallsee,\'andpursuedthesubjectnofarther。Thepost-chaisedroveuptothedoorshortlyafterwards;andGilescominginfortheluggage,thegooddoctorbustledout,toseeitpacked。
\'Oliver,\'saidHarryMaylie,inalowvoice,\'letmespeakawordwithyou。\'
Oliverwalkedintothewindow-recesstowhichMr。Mayliebeckonedhim;muchsurprisedatthemixtureofsadnessandboisterousspirits,whichhiswholebehaviourdisplayed。
\'Youcanwritewellnow?\'saidHarry,layinghishanduponhisarm。
\'Ihopeso,sir,\'repliedOliver。
\'Ishallnotbeathomeagain,perhapsforsometime;Iwishyouwouldwritetome——sayonceafort-night:everyalternateMonday:totheGeneralPostOfficeinLondon。Willyou?\'
\'Oh!certainly,sir;Ishallbeproudtodoit,\'exclaimedOliver,greatlydelightedwiththecommission。
\'Ishouldliketoknowhow——howmymotherandMissMaylieare,\'
saidtheyoungman;\'andyoucanfillupasheetbytellingmewhatwalksyoutake,andwhatyoutalkabout,andwhethershe——they,Imean——seemhappyandquitewell。Youunderstandme?\'
\'Oh!quite,sir,quite,\'repliedOliver。
\'Iwouldratheryoudidnotmentionittothem,\'saidHarry,hurryingoverhiswords;\'becauseitmightmakemymotheranxioustowritetomeoftener,anditisatroubleandworrytoher。
Letisbeasecretbetweenyouandme;andmindyoutellmeeverything!Idependuponyou。\'
Oliver,quiteelatedandhonouredbyasenseofhisimportance,faithfullypromisedtobesecretandexplicitinhiscommunications。Mr。Maylietookleaveofhim,withmanyassurancesofhisregardandprotection。
Thedoctorwasinthechaise;Gileswho,ithadbeenarranged,shouldbeleftbehindheldthedooropeninhishand;andthewomen-servantswereinthegarden,lookingon。Harrycastoneslightglanceatthelatticedwindow,andjumpedintothecarriage。
\'Driveon!\'hecried,\'hard,fast,fullgallop!Nothingshortofflyingwillkeeppacewithme,to-day。\'
\'Halloa!\'criedthedoctor,lettingdownthefrontglassinagreathurry,andshoutingtothepostillion;\'somethingveryshortofflyngwillkeeppacewithme。Doyouhear?\'
Jinglingandclattering,tilldistancerendereditsnoiseinaudible,anditsrapidprogressonlyperceptibletotheeye,thevehiclewounditswayalongtheroad,almosthiddeninacloudofdust:nowwhollydisappearing,andnowbecomingvisibleagain,asinterveningobjects,ortheintricaciesoftheway,permitted。Itwasnotuntileventhedustycloudwasnolongertobeseen,thatthegazersdispersed。
Andtherewasonelooker-on,whoremainedwitheyesfixeduponthespotwherethecarriagehaddisappeared,longafteritwasmanymilesaway;for,behindthewhitecurtainwhichhadshroudedherfromviewwhenHarryraisedhiseyestowardsthewindow,satRoseherself。
\'Heseemsinhighspiritsandhappy,\'shesaid,atlength。\'I
fearedforatimehemightbeotherwise。Iwasmistaken。Iamvery,veryglad。\'
Tearsaresignsofgladnessaswellasgrief;butthosewhichcourseddownRose\'sface,asshesatpensivelyatthewindow,stillgazinginthesamedirection,seemedtotellmoreofsorrowthanofjoy。
CHAPTERXXXVII
INWHICHTHEREADERMAYPERCEIVEACONTRAST,NOTUNCOMMONIN
MATRIMONIALCASES
Mr。Bumblesatintheworkhouseparlour,withhiseyesmoodilyfixedonthecheerlessgrate,whence,asitwassummertime,nobrightergleamproceeded,thanthereflectionofcertainsicklyraysofthesun,whichweresentbackfromitscoldandshiningsurface。Apaperfly-cagedangledfromtheceiling,towhichheoccasionallyraisedhiseyesingloomythought;and,astheheedlessinsectshoveredroundthegaudynet-work,Mr。Bumblewouldheaveadeepsigh,whileamoregloomyshadowoverspreadhiscountenance。Mr。Bumblewasmeditating;itmightbethattheinsectsbroughttomind,somepainfulpassageinhisownpastlife。
NorwasMr。Bumble\'sgloomtheonlythingcalculatedtoawakenapleasingmelancholyinthebosomofaspectator。Therewerenotwantingotherappearances,andthosecloselyconnectedwithhisownperson,whichannouncedthatagreatchangehadtakenplaceinthepositionofhisaffairs。Thelacedcoat,andthecockedhat;wherewerethey?Hestillworeknee-breeches,anddarkcottonstockingsonhisnetherlimbs;buttheywerenotTHE
breeches。Thecoatwaswide-skirted;andinthatrespectlikeTHEcoat,but,ohhowdifferent!Themightycockedhatwasreplacedbyamodestroundone。Mr。Bumblewasnolongerabeadle。
Therearesomepromotionsinlife,which,independentofthemoresubstantialrewardstheyoffer,requirepeculiarvalueanddignityfromthecoatsandwaistcoatsconnectedwiththem。A
field-marshalhashisuniform;abishophissilkapron;acounsellorhissilkgown;abeadlehiscockedhat。Stripthebishopofhisapron,orthebeadleofhishatandlace;whatarethey?Men。Meremen。Dignity,andevenholinesstoo,sometimes,aremorequestionsofcoatandwaistcoatthansomepeopleimagine。
Mr。BumlehadmarriedMrs。Corney,andwasmasteroftheworkhouse。Anotherbeadlehadcomeintopower。Onhimthecockedhat,gold-lacedcoat,andstaff,hadallthreedescended。
\'Andto-morrowtwomonthsitwasdone!\'saidMr。Bumble,withasigh。\'Itseemsaage。\'
Mr。Bumblemighthavemeantthathehadconcentratedawholeexistenceofhappinessintotheshortspaceofeightweeks;butthesigh——therewasavastdealofmeaninginthesigh。
\'Isoldmyself,\'saidMr。Bumble,pursuingthesametrainofrelection,\'forsixteaspoons,apairofsugar-tongs,andamilk-pot;withasmallquantityofsecond-handfurniture,andtwentypoundinmoney。Iwentveryreasonable。Cheap,dirtcheap!\'
\'Cheap!\'criedashrillvoiceinMr。Bumble\'sear:\'youwouldhavebeendearatanyprice;anddearenoughIpaidforyou,Lordaboveknowsthat!\'
Mr。Bumbleturned,andencounteredthefaceofhisinterestingconsort,who,imperfectlycomprehendingthefewwordsshehadoverheardofhiscomplaint,hadhazardedtheforegoingremarkataventure。
\'Mrs。Bumble,ma\'am!\'saidMr。Bumble,withasentimentalsternness。
\'Well!\'criedthelady。
\'Havethegoodnesstolookatme,\'saidMr。Bumble,fixinghiseyesuponher。Ifshestandssuchaeyeasthat,\'saidMr。
Bumbletohimself,\'shecanstandanything。ItisaeyeIneverknewtofailwithpaupers。Ifitfailswithher,mypowerisgone。\'
Whetheranexceedinglysmallexpansionofeyebesufficienttoquellpaupers,who,beinglightlyfed,areinnoveryhighcondition;orwhetherthelateMrs。Corneywasparticularlyproofagainsteagleglances;aremattersofopinion。Thematteroffact,is,thatthematronwasinnowayoverpoweredbyMr。
Bumble\'sscowl,but,onthecontrary,treateditwithgreatdisdain,andevenraisedalaughthrereat,whichsoundedasthoughitweregenuine。
Onhearingthismostunexpectedsound,Mr。Bumblelooked,firstincredulous,andafterwardsamazed。Hethenrelapsedintohisformerstate;nordidherousehimselfuntilhisattentionwasagainawakenedbythevoiceofhispartner。
\'Areyougoingtositsnoringthere,allday?\'inquiredMrs。
Bumble。
\'Iamgoingtosithere,aslongasIthinkproper,ma\'am,\'
rejoinedMr。Bumble;\'andalthoughIwasNOTsnoring,Ishallsnore,gape,sneeze,laugh,orcry,asthehumourstrikesme;
suchbeingmyprerogative。\'
\'YourPREROGATIVE!\'sneeredMrs。Bumble,withineffablecontempt。
\'Isaidtheword,ma\'am,\'saidMr。Bumble。\'Theprerogativeofamanistocommand。\'
\'Andwhat\'stheprerogativeofawoman,inthenameofGoodness?\'
criedtherelictofMr。Corneydeceased。
\'Toobey,ma\'am,\'thunderedMr。Bumble。\'Yourlateunfortunatehusbandshouldhavetaughtityou;andthen,perhaps,hemighthavebeenalivenow。Iwishhewas,poorman!\'
Mrs。Bumble,seeingataglance,thatthedecisivemomenthadnowarrived,andthatablowstruckforthemastershipononesideorother,mustnecessarilybefinalandconclusive,nosoonerheardthisallusiontothedeadandgone,thanshedroppedintoachair,andwithaloudscreamthatMr。Bumblewasahard-heartedbrute,fellintoaparoxysmoftears。
But,tearswerenotthethingstofindtheirwaytoMr。Bumble\'ssoul;hisheartwaswaterproof。Likewashablebeaverhatsthatimprovewithrain,hisnerveswererenderedstouterandmorevigorous,byshowersoftears,which,beingtokensofweakness,andsofartacitadmissionsofhisownpower,pleaseandexaltedhim。Heeyedhisgoodladywithlooksofgreatsatisfaction,andbegged,inanencouragingmanner,thatsheshouldcryherhardest:theexercisebeinglookedupon,bythefaculty,asstronlyconducivetohealth。
\'Itopensthelungs,washesthecountenance,exercisestheeyes,andsoftensdownthetemper,\'saidMr。Bumble。\'Socryaway。\'
Ashedischargedhimselfofthispleasantry,Mr。Bumbletookhishatfromapeg,andputtingiton,ratherrakishly,ononeside,asamanmight,whofelthehadassertedhissuperiorityinabecomingmanner,thrusthishandsintohispockets,andsaunteredtowardsthedoor,withmucheaseandwaggishnessdepictedinhiswholeappearance。
Now,Mrs。Corneythatwas,hadtriedthetears,becausetheywerelesstroublesomethanamanualassault;but,shewasquitepreparedtomaketrialofthelattermodeofproceeding,asMr。
Bumblewasnotlongindiscovering。
Thefirstproofheexperiencedofthefact,wasconveyedinahollowsound,immediatelysucceededbythesuddenflyingoffofhishattotheoppositeendoftheroom。Thispreliminaryproceedinglayingbarehishead,theexpertlady,claspinghimtightlyroundthethroatwithonehand,inflictedashowerofblowsdealtwithsingularvigouranddexterityuponitwiththeother。Thisdone,shecreatedalittlevarietybyscratchinghisface,andtearinghishair;and,having,bythistime,inflictedasmuchpunishmentasshedeemednecessaryfortheoffence,shepushedhimoverachair,whichwasluckilywellsituatedforthepurpose:anddefiedhimtotalkabouthisprerogativeagain,ifhedared。
\'Getup!\'saidMrs。Bumble,inavoiceofcommand。\'Andtakeyourselfawayfromhere,unlessyouwantmetodosomethingdesperate。\'
Mr。Bumblerosewithaveryruefulcountenance:wonderingmuchwhatsomethingdesperatemightbe。Pickinguphishat,helookedtowardsthedoor。
\'Areyougoing?\'demandedMr。Bumble。
\'Certainly,mydear,certainly,\'rejoinedMr。Bumble,makingaquickermotiontowardsthedoor。\'Ididn\'tintendto——I\'mgoing,mydear!Youaresoveryviolent,thatreallyI——\'
Atthisinstant,Mrs。Bumblesteppedhastilyforwardtoreplacethecarpet,whichhadbeenkickedupinthescuffle。Mr。Bumbleimmediatelydartedoutoftheroom,withoutbestowinganotherthoughtonhisunfinishedsentence:leavingthelateMrs。Corneyinfullpossessionofthefield。
Mr。Bumblewasfairlytakenbysurprise,andfairlybeaten。Hehadadecidedpropensityforbullying:derivednoinconsiderablepleasurefromtheexerciseofpettycruelty;and,consequently,wasitisneedlesstosayacoward。Thisisbynomeansadisparagementtohischaracter;formanyofficialpersonages,whoareheldinhighrespectandadmiration,arethevictimsofsimilarinfirmities。Theremarkismade,indeed,ratherinhisfavourthanotherwise,andwithaviewofimpressingthereaderwithajustsenseofhisqualificationsforoffice。
But,themeasureofhisdegradationwasnotyetfull。Aftermakingatourofthehouse,andthinking,forthefirsttime,thatthepoor-lawsreallyweretoohardonpeople;andthatmenwhoranawayfromtheirwives,leavingthemchargeabletotheparish,ought,injusticetobevisitedwithnopunishmentatall,butratherrewardedasmeritoriousindividualswhohadsufferedmuch;Mr。Bumblecametoaroomwheresomeofthefemalepauperswereusuallyemployedinwashingtheparishlinen:whenthesoundofvoicesinconversation,nowproceeded。
\'Hem!\'saidMr。Bumble,summoningupallhisnativedignity。
\'Thesewomenatleastshallcontinuetorespecttheprerogative。
Hallo!hallothere!Whatdoyoumeanbythisnoise,youhussies?\'
Withthesewords,Mr。Bumbleopenedthedoor,andwalkedinwithaveryfierceandangrymanner:whichwasatonceexchangedforamosthumiliatedandcoweringair,ashiseyesunexpectedlyrestedontheformofhisladywife。
\'Mydear,\'saidMr。Bumble,\'Ididn\'tknowyouwerehere。\'
\'Didn\'tknowIwashere!\'repeatedMrs。Bumble。\'WhatdoYOUdohere?\'
\'Ithoughttheyweretalkingrathertoomuchtobedoingtheirworkproperly,mydear,\'repliedMr。Bumble:glancingdistractedlyatacoupleofoldwomenatthewash-tub,whowerecomparingnotesofadmirationattheworkhouse-master\'shumility。
\'YOUthoughttheyweretalkingtoomuch?\'saidMrs。Bumble。\'Whatbusinessisitofyours?\'
\'Why,mydear——\'urgedMr。Bumblesubmissively。
\'Whatbusinessisitofyours?\'demandedMrs。Bumble,again。
\'It\'sverytrue,you\'rematronhere,mydear,\'submittedMr。
Bumble;\'butIthoughtyoumightn\'tbeinthewayjustthen。\'
\'I\'lltellyouwhat,Mr。Bumble,\'returnedhislady。\'Wedon\'twantanyofyourinterference。You\'reagreatdealtoofondofpokingyournoseintothingsthatdon\'tconcernyou,makingeverybodyinthehouselaugh,themomentyourbackisturned,andmakingyourselflooklikeafooleveryhourintheday。Beoff;
come!\'