Iain\'ta-goingtocarrysuchalookingthingbacktoMr。Burden。\'
Ambroschdroppedthecollarontheground。`Allright,\'
hesaidcoolly,tookuphisoil-can,andbegantoclimbthemill。
Jakecaughthimbythebeltofhistrousersandyankedhimback。
Ambrosch\'sfeethadscarcelytouchedthegroundwhenhelungedoutwithaviciouskickatJake\'sstomach。Fortunately,Jakewasinsuchapositionthathecoulddodgeit。Thiswasnotthesortofthingcountryboysdidwhentheyplayedatfisticuffs,andJakewasfurious。
HelandedAmbroschablowonthehead——itsoundedlikethecrackofanaxeonacow-pumpkin。Ambroschdroppedover,stunned。
Weheardsqueals,andlookingupsawAntoniaandhermothercomingontherun。Theydidnottakethepatharoundthepond,butplungedthroughthemuddywater,withoutevenliftingtheirskirts。
Theycameon,screamingandclawingtheair。BythistimeAmbroschhadcometohissensesandwassputteringwithnosebleed。
Jakesprangintohissaddle。`Let\'sgetoutofthis,Jim,\'hecalled。
Mrs。Shimerdathrewherhandsoverherheadandclutchedasifsheweregoingtopulldownlightning。`Law,law!\'sheshriekedafterus。
`LawforknockmyAmbroschdown!\'
`Ineverlikeyounomore,JakeandJimBurden,\'Antoniapanted。
`Nofriendsanymore!\'
Jakestoppedandturnedhishorseforasecond。
`Well,you\'readamnedungratefullot,thewholepackofyou,\'
heshoutedback。`IguesstheBurdenscangetalongwithoutyou。
You\'vebeenasightoftroubletothem,anyhow!\'
Werodeaway,feelingsooutragedthatthefinemorningwasspoiledforus。
Ihadn\'tawordtosay,andpoorJakewaswhiteaspaperandtremblingallover。Itmadehimsicktogetsoangry。
`Theyain\'tthesame,Jimmy,\'hekeptsayinginahurttone。
`Theseforeignersain\'tthesame。Youcan\'ttrust\'emtobefair。
It\'sdirtytokickafeller。Youheardhowthewomenturnedonyou——
andafterallwewentthroughonaccountof\'emlastwinter!
Theyain\'ttobetrusted。Idon\'twanttoseeyougettoothickwithanyof\'em。\'
`I\'llneverbefriendswiththemagain,Jake,\'Ideclaredhotly。
`IbelievetheyarealllikeKrajiekandAmbroschunderneath。\'
Grandfatherheardourstorywithatwinkleinhiseye。
HeadvisedJaketoridetotowntomorrow,gotoajusticeofthepeace,tellhimhehadknockedyoungShimerdadown,andpayhisfine。ThenifMrs。Shimerdawasinclinedtomaketrouble——
hersonwasstillunderage——shewouldbeforestalled。
Jakesaidhemightaswelltakethewagonandhaultomarketthepighehadbeenfattening。OnMonday,aboutanhourafterJakehadstarted,wesawMrs。ShimerdaandherAmbroschproudlydrivingby,lookingneithertotherightnorleft。
AstheyrattledoutofsightdowntheBlackHawkroad,grandfatherchuckled,sayinghehadratherexpectedshewouldfollowthematterup。
Jakepaidhisfinewithaten-dollarbillgrandfatherhadgivenhimforthatpurpose。ButwhentheShimerdasfoundthatJakesoldhispigintownthatday,AmbroschworkeditoutinhisshrewdheadthatJakehadtosellhispigtopayhisfine。
ThistheoryaffordedtheShimerdasgreatsatisfaction,apparently。
Forweeksafterward,wheneverJakeandImetAntoniaonherwaytothepost-office,orgoingalongtheroadwithherwork-team,shewouldclapherhandsandcalltousinaspiteful,crowingvoice:
`Jake-y,Jake-y,sellthepigandpaytheslap!\'
OttopretendednottobesurprisedatAntonia\'sbehaviour。
Heonlyliftedhisbrowsandsaid,`Youcan\'ttellmeanythingnewaboutaCzech;I\'manAustrian。\'
GrandfatherwasneverapartytowhatJakecalledourfeudwiththeShimerdas。AmbroschandAntoniaalwaysgreetedhimrespectfully,andheaskedthemabouttheiraffairsandgavethemadviceasusual。Hethoughtthefuturelookedhopefulforthem。
Ambroschwasafar-seeingfellow;hesoonrealizedthathisoxenweretooheavyforanyworkexceptbreakingsod,andhesucceededinsellingthemtoanewlyarrivedGerman。
Withthemoneyheboughtanotherteamofhorses,whichgrandfatherselectedforhim。Marekwasstrong,andAmbroschworkedhimhard;
buthecouldneverteachhimtocultivatecorn,Iremember。
TheoneideathathadevergotthroughpoorMarek\'sthickheadwasthatallexertionwasmeritorious。Healwaysboredownonthehandlesofthecultivatoranddrovethebladessodeepintotheearththatthehorsesweresoonexhausted。
InJune,AmbroschwenttoworkatMr。Bushy\'sforaweek,andtookMarekwithhimatfullwages。Mrs。Shimerdathendrovethesecondcultivator;
sheandAntoniaworkedinthefieldsalldayanddidthechoresatnight。
Whilethetwowomenwererunningtheplacealone,oneofthenewhorsesgotcolicandgavethematerriblefright。
Antoniahadgonedowntothebarnonenighttoseethatallwaswellbeforeshewenttobed,andshenoticedthatoneoftheroanswasswollenaboutthemiddleandstoodwithitsheadhanging。
Shemountedanotherhorse,withoutwaitingtosaddlehim,andhammeredonourdoorjustasweweregoingtobed。
Grandfatheransweredherknock。Hedidnotsendoneofhismen,butrodebackwithherhimself,takingasyringeandanoldpieceofcarpethekeptforhotapplicationswhenourhorsesweresick。
HefoundMrs。Shimerdasittingbythehorsewithherlantern,groaningandwringingherhands。Ittookbutafewmomentstoreleasethegasespentupinthepoorbeast,andthetwowomenheardtherushofwindandsawtheroanvisiblydiminishingirth。
`IfIlosethathorse,Mr。Burden,\'Antoniaexclaimed,`IneverstayheretillAmbroschcomehome!Igodrownmyselfinthepondbeforemorning。\'
WhenAmbroschcamebackfromMr。Bushy\'s,welearnedthathehadgivenMarek\'swagestothepriestatBlackHawk,forMassesfortheirfather\'ssoul。GrandmotherthoughtAntonianeededshoesmorethanMr。Shimerdaneededprayers,butgrandfathersaidtolerantly,`Ifhecansparesixdollars,pinchedasheis,itshowshebelieveswhatheprofesses。\'
ItwasgrandfatherwhobroughtaboutareconciliationwiththeShimerdas。
Onemorninghetoldusthatthesmallgrainwascomingonsowell,hethoughthewouldbegintocuthiswheatonthefirstofJuly。
Hewouldneedmoremen,andifitwereagreeabletoeveryonehewouldengageAmbroschforthereapingandthreshing,astheShimerdashadnosmallgrainoftheirown。
`Ithink,Emmaline,\'heconcluded,`IwillaskAntoniatocomeoverandhelpyouinthekitchen。Shewillbegladtoearnsomething,anditwillbeagoodtimetoendmisunderstandings。
Imayaswellrideoverthismorningandmakearrangements。
Doyouwanttogowithme,Jim?\'Histonetoldmethathehadalreadydecidedforme。
Afterbreakfastwesetofftogether。WhenMrs。Shimerdasawuscoming,sheranfromherdoordownintothedrawbehindthestable,asifshedidnotwanttomeetus。
Grandfathersmiledtohimselfwhilehetiedhishorse,andwefollowedher。
Behindthebarnwecameuponafunnysight。Thecowhadevidentlybeengrazingsomewhereinthedraw。Mrs。Shimerdahadruntotheanimal,pulledupthelariatpin,and,whenwecameuponher,shewastryingtohidethecowinanoldcaveinthebank。
Astheholewasnarrowanddark,thecowheldback,andtheoldwomanwasslappingandpushingatherhindquarters,tryingtospankherintothedrawside。
Grandfatherignoredhersingularoccupationandgreetedherpolitely。
`Goodmorning,Mrs。Shimerda。CanyoutellmewhereIwillfindAmbrosch?
Whichfield?\'
`Hewiththesodcorn。\'Shepointedtowardthenorth,stillstandinginfrontofthecowasifshehopedtoconcealit。
`Hissodcornwillbegoodforfodderthiswinter,\'
saidgrandfatherencouragingly。`AndwhereisAntonia?\'
`Shegowith。\'Mrs。Shimerdakeptwigglingherbarefeetaboutnervouslyinthedust。
`Verywell。Iwillrideupthere。Iwantthemtocomeoverandhelpmecutmyoatsandwheatnextmonth。Iwillpaythemwages。Goodmorning。
Bytheway,Mrs。Shimerda,\'hesaidasheturnedupthepath,`Ithinkwemayaswellcallitsquareaboutthecow。\'
Shestartedandclutchedtheropetighter。
Seeingthatshedidnotunderstand,grandfatherturnedback。
`Youneednotpaymeanythingmore;nomoremoney。
Thecowisyours。\'
`Paynomore,keepcow?\'sheaskedinabewilderedtone,hernarroweyessnappingatusinthesunlight。
`Exactly。Paynomore,keepcow。\'Henodded。
Mrs。Shimerdadroppedtherope,ranafterus,and,crouchingdownbesidegrandfather,shetookhishandandkissedit。
Idoubtifhehadeverbeensomuchembarrassedbefore。
Iwasalittlestartled,too。Somehow,thatseemedtobringtheOldWorldveryclose。
Werodeawaylaughing,andgrandfathersaid:`Iexpectshethoughtwehadcometotakethecowawayforcertain,Jim。
Iwonderifshewouldn\'thavescratchedalittleifwe\'dlaidholdofthatlariatrope!\'
Ourneighboursseemedgladtomakepeacewithus。ThenextSundayMrs。ShimerdacameoverandbroughtJakeapairofsocksshehadknitted。
Shepresentedthemwithanairofgreatmagnanimity,saying,`NowyounotcomeanymoreforknockmyAmbroschdown?\'
Jakelaughedsheepishly。`Idon\'twanttohavenotroublewithAmbrosch。
Ifhe\'llletmealone,I\'lllethimalone。\'
`Ifheslapyou,weain\'tgotnopigforpaythefine,\'
shesaidinsinuatingly。
Jakewasnotatalldisconcerted。`Havethelastwordma\'m,\'
hesaidcheerfully。`It\'salady\'sprivilege。\'
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JULYCAMEONwiththatbreathless,brilliantheatwhichmakestheplainsofKansasandNebraskathebestcorncountryintheworld。
Itseemedasifwecouldhearthecorngrowinginthenight;
underthestarsonecaughtafaintcracklinginthedewy,heavy-odouredcornfieldswherethefeatheredstalksstoodsojuicyandgreen。
IfallthegreatplainfromtheMissouritotheRockyMountainshadbeenunderglass,andtheheatregulatedbyathermometer,itcouldnothavebeenbetterfortheyellowtasselsthatwereripeningandfertilizingthesilkdaybyday。Thecornfieldswerefarapartinthosetimes,withmilesofwildgrazinglandbetween。
Ittookaclear,meditativeeyelikemygrandfather\'stoforeseethattheywouldenlargeandmultiplyuntiltheywouldbe,nottheShimerdas\'cornfields,orMr。Bushy\'s,buttheworld\'scornfields;
thattheiryieldwouldbeoneofthegreateconomicfacts,likethewheatcropofRussia,whichunderliealltheactivitiesofmen,inpeaceorwar。
Theburningsunofthosefewweeks,withoccasionalrainsatnight,securedthecorn。Afterthemilkyearswereonceformed,wehadlittletofearfromdryweather。Themenwereworkingsohardinthewheatfieldsthattheydidnotnoticetheheat——thoughIwaskeptbusycarryingwaterforthem——andgrandmotherandAntoniahadsomuchtodointhekitchenthattheycouldnothavetoldwhetheronedaywashotterthananother。
Eachmorning,whilethedewwasstillonthegrass,Antoniawentwithmeuptothegardentogetearlyvegetablesfordinner。
Grandmothermadeherwearasunbonnet,butassoonaswereachedthegardenshethrewitonthegrassandletherhairflyinthebreeze。
Irememberhow,aswebentoverthepea-vines,beadsofperspirationusedtogatheronherupperliplikealittlemoustache。
`Oh,betterIliketoworkout-of-doorsthaninahouse!\'
sheusedtosingjoyfully。`Inotcarethatyourgrandmothersayitmakesmelikeaman。Iliketobelikeaman。\'
Shewouldtossherheadandaskmetofeelthemusclesswellinherbrownarm。
Weweregladtohaveherinthehouse。Shewassogayandresponsivethatonedidnotmindherheavy,runningstep,orherclatterywaywithpans。
GrandmotherwasinhighspiritsduringtheweeksthatAntoniaworkedforus。
Allthenightswerecloseandhotduringthatharvestseason。
Theharvesterssleptinthehayloftbecauseitwascoolertherethaninthehouse。Iusedtolieinmybedbytheopenwindow,watchingtheheatlightningplaysoftlyalongthehorizon,orlookingupatthegauntframeofthewindmillagainstthebluenightsky。Onenighttherewasabeautifulelectricstorm,thoughnotenoughrainfelltodamagethecutgrain。
Themenwentdowntothebarnimmediatelyaftersupper,andwhenthedisheswerewashed,AntoniaandIclimbedupontheslantingroofofthechicken-housetowatchtheclouds。
Thethunderwasloudandmetallic,liketherattleofsheetiron,andthelightningbrokeingreatzigzagsacrosstheheavens,makingeverythingstandoutandcomeclosetousforamoment。
Halftheskywaschequeredwithblackthunderheads,butallthewestwasluminousandclear:inthelightningflashesitlookedlikedeepbluewater,withthesheenofmoonlightonit;
andthemottledpartoftheskywaslikemarblepavement,likethequayofsomesplendidseacoastcity,doomedtodestruction。
Greatwarmsplashesofrainfellonourupturnedfaces。
Oneblackcloud,nobiggerthanalittleboat,driftedoutintotheclearspaceunattended,andkeptmovingwestward。
Allaboutuswecouldhearthefeltybeatoftheraindropsonthesoftdustofthefarmyard。Grandmothercametothedoorandsaiditwaslate,andwewouldgetwetoutthere。
`Inaminutewecome,\'Antoniacalledbacktoher。
`Ilikeyourgrandmother,andallthingshere,\'shesighed。
`Iwishmypapalivetoseethissummer。Iwishnowinterevercomeagain。\'
`Itwillbesummeralongwhileyet,\'Ireassuredher。
`Whyaren\'tyoualwaysnicelikethis,Tony?\'
`Hownice?\'
`Why,justlikethis;likeyourself。WhydoyouallthetimetrytobelikeAmbrosch?\'
Sheputherarmsunderherheadandlayback,lookingupatthesky。
`IfIlivehere,likeyou,thatisdifferent。Thingswillbeeasyforyou。
Buttheywillbehardforus。\'
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BOOKIITheHiredGirlsI
IHADBEENLIVINGwithmygrandfatherfornearlythreeyearswhenhedecidedtomovetoBlackHawk。Heandgrandmotherweregettingoldfortheheavyworkofafarm,andasIwasnowthirteentheythoughtIoughttobegoingtoschool。
Accordinglyourhomesteadwasrentedto`thatgoodwoman,theWidowSteavens,\'andherbachelorbrother,andweboughtPreacherWhite\'shouse,atthenorthendofBlackHawk。
Thiswasthefirsttownhouseonepasseddrivinginfromthefarm,alandmarkwhichtoldcountrypeopletheirlongridewasover。
WeweretomovetoBlackHawkinMarch,andassoonasgrandfatherhadfixedthedateheletJakeandOttoknowofhisintention。
Ottosaidhewouldnotbelikelytofindanotherplacethatsuitedhimsowell;thathewastiredoffarmingandthoughthewouldgobacktowhathecalledthe`wildWest。\'
JakeMarpole,luredbyOtto\'sstoriesofadventure,decidedtogowithhim。WedidourbesttodissuadeJake。
Hewassohandicappedbyilliteracyandbyhistrustingdispositionthathewouldbeaneasypreytosharpers。
Grandmotherbeggedhimtostayamongkindly,Christianpeople,wherehewasknown;buttherewasnoreasoningwithhim。
Hewantedtobeaprospector。HethoughtasilverminewaswaitingforhiminColorado。
JakeandOttoservedustothelast。Theymovedusintotown,putdownthecarpetsinournewhouse,madeshelvesandcupboardsforgrandmother\'skitchen,andseemedloathtoleaveus。
Butatlasttheywent,withoutwarning。Thosetwofellowshadbeenfaithfultousthroughsunandstorm,hadgivenusthingsthatcannotbeboughtinanymarketintheworld。
Withmetheyhadbeenlikeolderbrothers;hadrestrainedtheirspeechandmannersoutofcareforme,andgivenmesomuchgoodcomradeship。Nowtheygotonthewestboundtrainonemorning,intheirSundayclothes,withtheiroilclothvalises——andI
neversawthemagain。MonthsafterwardwegotacardfromOtto,sayingthatJakehadbeendownwithmountainfever,butnowtheywerebothworkingintheYankeeGirlMine,andweredoingwell。
Iwrotetothematthataddress,butmyletterwasreturnedtome,`Unclaimed。\'Afterthatweneverheardfromthem。
BlackHawk,thenewworldinwhichwehadcometolive,wasaclean,well-plantedlittleprairietown,withwhitefencesandgoodgreenyardsaboutthedwellings,wide,dustystreets,andshapelylittletreesgrowingalongthewoodensidewalks。
Inthecentreofthetownthereweretworowsofnewbrick`store\'buildings,abrickschoolhouse,thecourt-house,andfourwhitechurches。Ourownhouselookeddownoverthetown,andfromourupstairswindowswecouldseethewindinglineoftheriverbluffs,twomilessouthofus。
Thatriverwastobemycompensationforthelostfreedomofthefarmingcountry。
WecametoBlackHawkinMarch,andbytheendofAprilwefeltliketownpeople。GrandfatherwasadeaconinthenewBaptistChurch,grandmotherwasbusywithchurchsuppersandmissionarysocieties,andIwasquiteanotherboy,orthoughtIwas。Suddenlyputdownamongboysofmyownage,IfoundIhadagreatdealtolearn。
Beforethespringtermofschoolwasover,Icouldfight,play`keeps,\'teasethelittlegirls,anduseforbiddenwordsaswellasanyboyinmyclass。
IwasrestrainedfromuttersavageryonlybythefactthatMrs。Harling,ournearestneighbour,keptaneyeonme,andifmybehaviourwentbeyondcertainboundsIwasnotpermittedtocomeintoheryardortoplaywithherjollychildren。
Wesawmoreofourcountryneighboursnowthanwhenwelivedonthefarm。
Ourhousewasaconvenientstopping-placeforthem。Wehadabigbarnwherethefarmerscouldputuptheirteams,andtheirwomenfolkmoreoftenaccompaniedthem,nowthattheycouldstaywithusfordinner,andrestandsettheirbonnetsrightbeforetheywentshopping。
Themoreourhousewaslikeacountryhotel,thebetterIlikedit。
Iwasglad,whenIcamehomefromschoolatnoon,toseeafarm-wagonstandinginthebackyard,andIwasalwaysreadytorundowntowntogetbeefsteakorbaker\'sbreadforunexpectedcompany。
AllthroughthatfirstspringandsummerIkepthopingthatAmbroschwouldbringAntoniaandYulkatoseeournewhouse。
Iwantedtoshowthemourredplushfurniture,andthetrumpet-blowingcherubstheGermanpaperhangerhadputonourparlourceiling。
WhenAmbroschcametotown,however,hecamealone,andthoughheputhishorsesinourbarn,hewouldneverstayfordinner,ortellusanythingabouthismotherandsisters。Ifweranoutandquestionedhimashewasslippingthroughtheyard,hewouldmerelyworkhisshouldersaboutinhiscoatandsay,`Theyallright,Iguess。\'
Mrs。Steavens,whonowlivedonourfarm,grewasfondofAntoniaaswehadbeen,andalwaysbroughtusnewsofher。Allthroughthewheatseason,shetoldus,Ambroschhiredhissisteroutlikeaman,andshewentfromfarmtofarm,bindingsheavesorworkingwiththethreshers。
Thefarmerslikedherandwerekindtoher;saidtheywouldratherhaveherforahandthanAmbrosch。WhenfallcameshewastohuskcornfortheneighboursuntilChristmas,asshehaddonetheyearbefore;
butgrandmothersavedherfromthisbygettingheraplacetoworkwithourneighbours,theHarlings。
II
GRANDMOTHEROFTENSAIDTHATifshehadtoliveintown,shethankedGodshelivednexttheHarlings。Theyhadbeenfarmingpeople,likeourselves,andtheirplacewaslikealittlefarm,withabigbarnandagarden,andanorchardandgrazinglots——evenawindmill。
TheHarlingswereNorwegians,andMrs。HarlinghadlivedinChristianiauntilshewastenyearsold。HerhusbandwasborninMinnesota。
Hewasagrainmerchantandcattle-buyer,andwasgenerallyconsideredthemostenterprisingbusinessmaninourcounty。
Hecontrolledalineofgrainelevatorsinthelittletownsalongtherailroadtothewestofus,andwasawayfromhomeagreatdeal。
Inhisabsencehiswifewastheheadofthehousehold。
Mrs。Harlingwasshortandsquareandsturdy-looking,likeherhouse。Everyinchofherwaschargedwithanenergythatmadeitselffeltthemomentsheenteredaroom。
Herfacewasrosyandsolid,withbright,twinklingeyesandastubbornlittlechin。Shewasquicktoanger,quicktolaughter,andjollyfromthedepthsofhersoul。
HowwellIrememberherlaugh;ithadinitthesamesuddenrecognitionthatflashedintohereyes,wasaburstofhumour,shortandintelligent。Herrapidfootstepsshookherownfloors,andsheroutedlassitudeandindifferencewherevershecame。
Shecouldnotbenegativeorperfunctoryaboutanything。
Herenthusiasm,andherviolentlikesanddislikes,assertedthemselvesinalltheeverydayoccupationsoflife。
Wash-daywasinteresting,neverdreary,attheHarlings\'。
Preserving-timewasaprolongedfestival,andhouse-cleaningwaslikearevolution。WhenMrs。Harlingmadegardenthatspring,wecouldfeelthestirofherundertakingthroughthewillowhedgethatseparatedourplacefromhers。
ThreeoftheHarlingchildrenwerenearmeinage。Charley,theonlyson——
theyhadlostanolderboy——wassixteen;Julia,whowasknownasthemusicalone,wasfourteenwhenIwas;andSally,thetomboywithshorthair,wasayearyounger。ShewasnearlyasstrongasI,anduncannilycleveratallboys\'sports。Sallywasawildthing,withsunburnedyellowhair,bobbedaboutherears,andabrownskin,forsheneverworeahat。
Sheracedallovertownononerollerskate,oftencheatedat`keeps,\'
butwassuchaquickshotonecouldn\'tcatchheratit。
Thegrown-updaughter,Frances,wasaveryimportantpersoninourworld。
Shewasherfather\'schiefclerk,andvirtuallymanagedhisBlackHawkofficeduringhisfrequentabsences。Becauseofherunusualbusinessability,hewassternandexactingwithher。Hepaidheragoodsalary,butshehadfewholidaysandnevergotawayfromherresponsibilities。
EvenonSundaysshewenttotheofficetoopenthemailandreadthemarkets。
WithCharley,whowasnotinterestedinbusiness,butwasalreadypreparingforAnnapolis,Mr。Harlingwasveryindulgent;boughthimgunsandtoolsandelectricbatteries,andneveraskedwhathedidwiththem。
Franceswasdark,likeherfather,andquiteastall。
Inwintersheworeasealskincoatandcap,andsheandMr。Harlingusedtowalkhometogetherintheevening,talkingaboutgrain-carsandcattle,liketwomen。Sometimesshecameovertoseegrandfatheraftersupper,andhervisitsflatteredhim。
MorethanoncetheyputtheirwitstogethertorescuesomeunfortunatefarmerfromtheclutchesofWickCutter,theBlackHawkmoney-lender。GrandfathersaidFrancesHarlingwasasgoodajudgeofcreditsasanybankerinthecounty。
Thetwoorthreemenwhohadtriedtotakeadvantageofherinadealacquiredcelebritybytheirdefeat。Shekneweveryfarmerformilesabout:howmuchlandhehadundercultivation,howmanycattlehewasfeeding,whathisliabilitieswere。
Herinterestinthesepeoplewasmorethanabusinessinterest。
Shecarriedthemallinhermindasiftheywerecharactersinabookoraplay。
WhenFrancesdroveoutintothecountryonbusiness,shewouldgomilesoutofherwaytocallonsomeoftheoldpeople,ortoseethewomenwhoseldomgottotown。
ShewasquickatunderstandingthegrandmotherswhospokenoEnglish,andthemostreticentanddistrustfulofthemwouldtellhertheirstorywithoutrealizingtheyweredoingso。
Shewenttocountryfuneralsandweddingsinallweathers。
Afarmer\'sdaughterwhowastobemarriedcouldcountonaweddingpresentfromFrancesHarling。
InAugusttheHarlings\'Danishcookhadtoleavethem。
GrandmotherentreatedthemtotryAntonia。ShecorneredAmbroschthenexttimehecametotown,andpointedouttohimthatanyconnectionwithChristianHarlingwouldstrengthenhiscreditandbeofadvantagetohim。
OneSundayMrs。HarlingtookthelongrideouttotheShimerdas\'
withFrances。Shesaidshewantedtosee`whatthegirlcamefrom\'andtohaveaclearunderstandingwithhermother。
Iwasinouryardwhentheycamedrivinghome,justbeforesunset。
Theylaughedandwavedtomeastheypassed,andIcouldseetheywereingreatgoodhumour。Aftersupper,whengrandfathersetofftochurch,grandmotherandItookmyshortcutthroughthewillowhedgeandwentovertohearaboutthevisittotheShimerdas\'。
WefoundMrs。HarlingwithCharleyandSallyonthefrontporch,restingafterherharddrive。Juliawasinthehammock——
shewasfondofrepose——andFranceswasatthepiano,playingwithoutalightandtalkingtohermotherthroughtheopenwindow。
Mrs。Harlinglaughedwhenshesawuscoming。`Iexpectyouleftyourdishesonthetabletonight,Mrs。Burden,\'shecalled。
Francesshutthepianoandcameouttojoinus。
TheyhadlikedAntoniafromtheirfirstglimpseofher;
felttheyknewexactlywhatkindofgirlshewas。
AsforMrs。Shimerda,theyfoundherveryamusing。
Mrs。Harlingchuckledwhenevershespokeofher。`IexpectIammoreathomewiththatsortofbirdthanyouare,Mrs。Burden。
They\'reapair,Ambroschandthatoldwoman!\'
TheyhadhadalongargumentwithAmbroschaboutAntonia\'sallowanceforclothesandpocket-money。Itwashisplanthateverycentofhissister\'swagesshouldbepaidovertohimeachmonth,andhewouldprovideherwithsuchclothingashethoughtnecessary。
WhenMrs。HarlingtoldhimfirmlythatshewouldkeepfiftydollarsayearforAntonia\'sownuse,hedeclaredtheywantedtotakehissistertotownanddressherupandmakeafoolofher。
Mrs。HarlinggaveusalivelyaccountofAmbrosch\'sbehaviourthroughouttheinterview;howhekeptjumpingupandputtingonhiscapasifhewerethroughwiththewholebusiness,andhowhismothertweakedhiscoat-tailandpromptedhiminBohemian。
Mrs。HarlingfinallyagreedtopaythreedollarsaweekforAntonia\'sservices——goodwagesinthosedays——andtokeepherinshoes。Therehadbeenhotdisputeabouttheshoes,Mrs。ShimerdafinallysayingpersuasivelythatshewouldsendMrs。Harlingthreefatgeeseeveryyearto`makeeven。\'
AmbroschwastobringhissistertotownnextSaturday。
`She\'llbeawkwardandroughatfirst,likeenough,\'grandmothersaidanxiously,`butunlessshe\'sbeenspoiledbythehardlifeshe\'sled,shehasitinhertobearealhelpfulgirl。\'
Mrs。Harlinglaughedherquick,decidedlaugh。`Oh,I\'mnotworrying,Mrs。Burden!Icanbringsomethingoutofthatgirl。
She\'sbarelyseventeen,nottoooldtolearnnewways。
She\'sgood-looking,too!\'sheaddedwarmly。
Francesturnedtograndmother。`Oh,yes,Mrs。Burden,youdidn\'ttellusthat!Shewasworkinginthegardenwhenwegotthere,barefootandragged。Butshehassuchfinebrownlegsandarms,andsplendidcolourinhercheeks——likethosebigdarkredplums。\'
Wewerepleasedatthispraise。Grandmotherspokefeelingly。
`Whenshefirstcametothiscountry,Frances,andhadthatgenteeloldmantowatchoverher,shewasasprettyagirlaseverIsaw。But,dearme,whatalifeshe\'sled,outinthefieldswiththoseroughthreshers!
ThingswouldhavebeenverydifferentwithpoorAntoniaifherfatherhadlived。\'
TheHarlingsbeggedustotellthemaboutMr。Shimerda\'sdeathandthebigsnowstorm。Bythetimewesawgrandfathercominghomefromchurch,wehadtoldthemprettymuchallweknewoftheShimerdas。
`Thegirlwillbehappyhere,andshe\'llforgetthosethings,\'
saidMrs。Harlingconfidently,aswerosetotakeourleave。
III
ONSATURDAYAMBROSCHdroveuptothebackgate,andAntoniajumpeddownfromthewagonandranintoourkitchenjustassheusedtodo。
Shewaswearingshoesandstockings,andwasbreathlessandexcited。
Shegavemeaplayfulshakebytheshoulders。`Youain\'tforgetaboutme,Jim?\'
Grandmotherkissedher。`Godblessyou,child!Nowyou\'vecome,youmusttrytodorightandbeacredittous。\'
Antonialookedeagerlyaboutthehouseandadmiredeverything。
`MaybeIbethekindofgirlyoulikebetter;nowIcometotown,\'
shesuggestedhopefully。
HowgooditwastohaveAntonianearusagain;toseehereverydayandalmosteverynight!Hergreatestfault,Mrs。Harlingfound,wasthatshesooftenstoppedherworkandfelltoplayingwiththechildren。Shewouldraceabouttheorchardwithus,ortakesidesinourhay-fightsinthebarn,orbetheoldbearthatcamedownfromthemountainandcarriedoffNina。
TonylearnedEnglishsoquicklythatbythetimeschoolbeganshecouldspeakaswellasanyofus。
IwasjealousofTony\'sadmirationforCharleyHarling。
Becausehewasalwaysfirstinhisclassesatschool,andcouldmendthewater-pipesorthedoorbellandtaketheclocktopieces,sheseemedtothinkhimasortofprince。
NothingthatCharleywantedwastoomuchtroubleforher。
Shelovedtoputuplunchesforhimwhenhewenthunting,tomendhisball-glovesandsewbuttonsonhisshooting-coat,bakedthekindofnut-cakeheliked,andfedhissetterdogwhenhewasawayontripswithhisfather。Antoniahadmadeherselfclothworking-slippersoutofMr。Harling\'soldcoats,andintheseshewentpaddingaboutafterCharley,fairlypantingwitheagernesstopleasehim。
NexttoCharley,IthinkshelovedNinabest。Ninawasonlysix,andshewasrathermorecomplexthantheotherchildren。
Shewasfanciful,hadallsortsofunspokenpreferences,andwaseasilyoffended。Attheslightestdisappointmentordispleasure,hervelvetybrowneyesfilledwithtears,andshewouldliftherchinandwalksilentlyaway。
Ifweranafterherandtriedtoappeaseher,itdidnogood。
Shewalkedonunmollified。IusedtothinkthatnoeyesintheworldcouldgrowsolargeorholdsomanytearsasNina\'s。Mrs。HarlingandAntoniainvariablytookherpart。
Wewerenevergivenachancetoexplain。Thechargewassimply:
`YouhavemadeNinacry。Now,Jimmycangohome,andSallymustgetherarithmetic。\'IlikedNina,too;shewassoquaintandunexpected,andhereyeswerelovely;butIoftenwantedtoshakeher。
WehadjollyeveningsattheHarlings\'whenthefatherwasaway。
Ifhewasathome,thechildrenhadtogotobedearly,ortheycameovertomyhousetoplay。Mr。Harlingnotonlydemandedaquiethouse,hedemandedallhiswife\'sattention。
Heusedtotakeherawaytotheirroominthewestell,andtalkoverhisbusinesswithherallevening。
Thoughwedidnotrealizeitthen,Mrs。Harlingwasouraudiencewhenweplayed,andwealwayslookedtoherforsuggestions。
Nothingflatteredonelikeherquicklaugh。
Mr。Harlinghadadeskinhisbedroom,andhisowneasy-chairbythewindow,inwhichnooneelseeversat。
Onthenightswhenhewasathome,Icouldseehisshadowontheblind,anditseemedtomeanarrogantshadow。
Mrs。Harlingpaidnoheedtoanyoneelseifhewasthere。
Beforehewenttobedshealwaysgothimalunchofsmokedsalmonoranchoviesandbeer。Hekeptanalcohollampinhisroom,andaFrenchcoffee-pot,andhiswifemadecoffeeforhimatanyhourofthenighthehappenedtowantit。
MostBlackHawkfathershadnopersonalhabitsoutsidetheirdomesticones;theypaidthebills,pushedthebaby-carriageafterofficehours,movedthesprinkleraboutoverthelawn,andtookthefamilydrivingonSunday。Mr。Harling,therefore,seemedtomeautocraticandimperialinhisways。
Hewalked,talked,putonhisgloves,shookhands,likeamanwhofeltthathehadpower。Hewasnottall,buthecarriedhisheadsohaughtilythathelookedacommandingfigure,andtherewassomethingdaringandchallenginginhiseyes。
Iusedtoimaginethatthe,nobles\'ofwhomAntoniawasalwaystalkingprobablylookedverymuchlikeChristianHarling,worecapedovercoatslikehis,andjustsuchaglitteringdiamonduponthelittlefinger。
Exceptwhenthefatherwasathome,theHarlinghousewasneverquiet。
Mrs。HarlingandNinaandAntoniamadeasmuchnoiseasahousefulofchildren,andtherewasusuallysomebodyatthepiano。Juliawastheonlyonewhowashelddowntoregularhoursofpractising,buttheyallplayed。
WhenFrancescamehomeatnoon,sheplayeduntildinnerwasready。
WhenSallygotbackfromschool,shesatdowninherhatandcoatanddrummedtheplantationmelodiesthatNegrominstreltroupesbroughttotown。
EvenNinaplayedtheSwedishWeddingMarch。
Mrs。Harlinghadstudiedthepianounderagoodteacher,andsomehowshemanagedtopractiseeveryday。
IsoonlearnedthatifIweresentoveronanerrandandfoundMrs。Harlingatthepiano,Imustsitdownandwaitquietlyuntilsheturnedtome。Icanseeheratthismoment:
hershort,squarepersonplantedfirmlyonthestool,herlittlefathandsmovingquicklyandneatlyoverthekeys,hereyesfixedonthemusicwithintelligentconcentration。
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`Iwon\'thavenoneofyourweevilywheat,andIwon\'thavenoneofyourbarley,ButI\'lltakeameasureoffinewhiteflour,tomakeacakeforCharley。\'
WEWERESINGINGrhymestoteaseAntoniawhileshewasbeatinguponeofCharley\'sfavouritecakesinherbigmixing-bowl。
Itwasacrispautumnevening,justcoldenoughtomakeonegladtoquitplayingtagintheyard,andretreatintothekitchen。
Wehadbeguntorollpopcornballswithsyrupwhenweheardaknockatthebackdoor,andTonydroppedherspoonandwenttoopenit。
Aplump,fair-skinnedgirlwasstandinginthedoorway。
Shelookeddemureandpretty,andmadeagracefulpictureinherbluecashmeredressandlittlebluehat,withaplaidshawldrawnneatlyabouthershouldersandaclumsypocket-bookinherhand。
`Hello,Tony。Don\'tyouknowme?\'sheaskedinasmooth,lowvoice,lookinginatusarchly。
Antoniagaspedandsteppedback。
`Why,it\'sLena!OfcourseIdidn\'tknowyou,sodressedup!\'
LenaLingardlaughed,asifthispleasedher。Ihadnotrecognizedherforamoment,either。Ihadneverseenherbeforewithahatonherhead——orwithshoesandstockingsonherfeet,forthatmatter。
Andhereshewas,brushedandsmoothedanddressedlikeatowngirl,smilingatuswithperfectcomposure。
`Hello,Jim,\'shesaidcarelesslyasshewalkedintothekitchenandlookedabouther。`I\'vecometotowntowork,too,Tony。\'
`Haveyou,now?Well,ain\'tthatfunny“Antoniastoodillatease,anddidn\'tseemtoknowjustwhattodowithhervisitor。
Thedoorwasopenintothedining-room,whereMrs。HarlingsatcrochetingandFranceswasreading。FrancesaskedLenatocomeinandjointhem。
`YouareLenaLingard,aren\'tyou?I\'vebeentoseeyourmother,butyouwereoffherdingcattlethatday。Mama,thisisChrisLingard\'soldestgirl。\'
Mrs。Harlingdroppedherworstedandexaminedthevisitorwithquick,keeneyes。Lenawasnotatalldisconcerted。
ShesatdowninthechairFrancespointedout,carefullyarrangingherpocket-bookandgreycottonglovesonherlap。
Wefollowedwithourpopcorn,butAntoniahungback——
saidshehadtogethercakeintotheoven。
`Soyouhavecometotown,\'saidMrs。Harling,hereyesstillfixedonLena。
`Whereareyouworking?\'
`ForMrs。Thomas,thedressmaker。Sheisgoingtoteachmetosew。
ShesaysIhavequiteaknack。I\'mthroughwiththefarm。Thereain\'tanyendtotheworkonafarm,andalwayssomuchtroublehappens。
I\'mgoingtobeadressmaker。\'
`Well,therehavetobedressmakers。It\'sagoodtrade。ButIwouldn\'trundownthefarm,ifIwereyou,\'saidMrs。Harlingratherseverely。
`Howisyourmother?\'
`Oh,mother\'sneververywell;shehastoomuchtodo。
She\'dgetawayfromthefarm,too,ifshecould。
Shewaswillingformetocome。AfterIlearntodosewing,Icanmakemoneyandhelpher。\'
`Seethatyoudon\'tforgetto,\'saidMrs。Harlingsceptically,asshetookuphercrochetingagainandsentthehookinandoutwithnimblefingers。
`No,\'m,Iwon\'t,\'saidLenablandly。Shetookafewgrainsofthepopcornwepresseduponher,eatingthemdiscreetlyandtakingcarenottogetherfingerssticky。
Francesdrewherchairupnearertothevisitor。`Ithoughtyouweregoingtobemarried,Lena,\'shesaidteasingly。
`Didn\'tIhearthatNickSvendsenwasrushingyouprettyhard?\'
Lenalookedupwithhercuriouslyinnocentsmile。`Hedidgowithmequiteawhile。Buthisfathermadeafussaboutitandsaidhewouldn\'tgiveNickanylandifhemarriedme,sohe\'sgoingtomarryAnnieIverson。
Iwouldn\'tliketobeher;Nick\'sawfulsullen,andhe\'lltakeitoutonher。
Heain\'tspoketohisfathersincehepromised。\'
Franceslaughed。`Andhowdoyoufeelaboutit?\'
`Idon\'twanttomarryNick,oranyotherman,\'Lenamurmured。
`I\'veseenagooddealofmarriedlife,andIdon\'tcareforit。
IwanttobesoIcanhelpmymotherandthechildrenathome,andnothavetoaskliefofanybody。\'
`That\'sright,\'saidFrances。`AndMrs。Thomasthinksyoucanlearndressmaking?\'
`Yes,\'m。I\'vealwayslikedtosew,butIneverhadmuchtodowith。
Mrs。Thomasmakeslovelythingsforallthetownladies。
DidyouknowMrs。Gardenerishavingapurplevelvetmade?
ThevelvetcamefromOmaha。My,butit\'slovely!\'
Lenasighedsoftlyandstrokedhercashmerefolds。
`TonyknowsIneverdidlikeout-of-doorwork,\'sheadded。
Mrs。Harlingglancedather。`Iexpectyou\'lllearntosewallright,Lena,ifyou\'llonlykeepyourheadandnotgogaddingabouttodancesallthetimeandneglectyourwork,thewaysomecountrygirlsdo。\'
`Yes,\'m。TinySoderballiscomingtotown,too。She\'sgoingtoworkattheBoys\'HomeHotel。She\'llseelotsofstrangers,\'
Lenaaddedwistfully。
`Toomany,likeenough,\'saidMrs。Harling。`Idon\'tthinkahotelisagoodplaceforagirl;thoughIguessMrs。Gardenerkeepsaneyeonherwaitresses。\'
Lena\'scandideyes,thatalwayslookedalittlesleepyundertheirlonglashes,keptstrayingaboutthecheerfulroomswithnaiveadmiration。
Presentlyshedrewonhercottongloves。`IguessImustbeleaving,\'
shesaidirresolutely。
Francestoldhertocomeagain,whenevershewaslonesomeorwantedadviceaboutanything。Lenarepliedthatshedidn\'tbelieveshewouldevergetlonesomeinBlackHawk。
ShelingeredatthekitchendoorandbeggedAntoniatocomeandseeheroften。`I\'vegotaroomofmyownatMrs。Thomas\'s,withacarpet。\'
Tonyshuffleduneasilyinherclothslippers。`I\'llcomesometime,butMrs。Harlingdon\'tliketohavemerunmuch,\'shesaidevasively。
`Youcandowhatyoupleasewhenyougoout,can\'tyou?\'
Lenaaskedinaguardedwhisper。`Ain\'tyoucrazyabouttown,Tony?
Idon\'tcarewhatanybodysays,I\'mdonewiththefarm!\'
Sheglancedbackoverhershouldertowardthedining-room,whereMrs。Harlingsat。
WhenLenawasgone,FrancesaskedAntoniawhyshehadn\'tbeenalittlemorecordialtoher。
`Ididn\'tknowifyourmotherwouldlikehercominghere,\'saidAntonia,lookingtroubled。`Shewaskindoftalkedabout,outthere。\'
`Yes,Iknow。Butmotherwon\'tholditagainstherifshebehaveswellhere。Youneedn\'tsayanythingaboutthattothechildren。
IguessJimhasheardallthatgossip?\'
WhenInodded,shepulledmyhairandtoldmeIknewtoomuch,anyhow。
Weweregoodfriends,FrancesandI。
IranhometotellgrandmotherthatLenaLingardhadcometotown。
Weweregladofit,forshehadahardlifeonthefarm。
LenalivedintheNorwegiansettlementwestofSquawCreek,andsheusedtoherdherfather\'scattleintheopencountrybetweenhisplaceandtheShimerdas\'。Wheneverwerodeoverinthatdirectionwesawheroutamonghercattle,bareheadedandbarefooted,scantilydressedintatteredclothing,alwaysknittingasshewatchedherherd。
BeforeIknewLena,Ithoughtofherassomethingwild,thatalwayslivedontheprairie,becauseIhadneverseenherunderaroof。
Heryellowhairwasburnedtoaruddythatchonherhead;butherlegsandarms,curiouslyenough,inspiteofconstantexposuretothesun,keptamiraculouswhitenesswhichsomehowmadeherseemmoreundressedthanothergirlswhowentscantilyclad。ThefirsttimeIstoppedtotalktoher,Iwasastonishedathersoftvoiceandeasy,gentleways。
Thegirlsoutthereusuallygotroughandmannishaftertheywenttoherding。
ButLenaaskedJakeandmetogetoffourhorsesandstayawhile,andbehavedexactlyasifshewereinahouseandwereaccustomedtohavingvisitors。
Shewasnotembarrassedbyherraggedclothes,andtreatedusasifwewereoldacquaintances。EventhenInoticedtheunusualcolourofhereyes——
ashadeofdeepviolet——andtheirsoft,confidingexpression。
ChrisLingardwasnotaverysuccessfulfarmer,andhehadalargefamily。
Lenawasalwaysknittingstockingsforlittlebrothersandsisters,andeventheNorwegianwomen,whodisapprovedofher,admittedthatshewasagooddaughtertohermother。AsTonysaid,shehadbeentalkedabout。
ShewasaccusedofmakingOleBensonlosethelittlesensehehad——
andthatatanagewhensheshouldstillhavebeeninpinafores。
Olelivedinaleakydugoutsomewhereattheedgeofthesettlement。
Hewasfatandlazyanddiscouraged,andbadluckhadbecomeahabitwithhim。Afterhehadhadeveryotherkindofmisfortune,hiswife,`CrazyMary,\'triedtosetaneighbour\'sbarnonfire,andwassenttotheasylumatLincoln。Shewaskeptthereforafewmonths,thenescapedandwalkedallthewayhome,nearlytwohundredmiles,travellingbynightandhidinginbarnsandhaystacksbyday。
WhenshegotbacktotheNorwegiansettlement,herpoorfeetwereashardashoofs。Shepromisedtobegood,andwasallowedtostayathome——thougheveryonerealizedshewasascrazyasever,andshestillranaboutbarefootedthroughthesnow,tellingherdomestictroublestoherneighbours。
NotlongafterMarycamebackfromtheasylum,IheardayoungDane,whowashelpingustothresh,tellJakeandOttothatChrisLingard\'soldestgirlhadputOleBensonoutofhishead,untilhehadnomoresensethanhiscrazywife。WhenOlewascultivatinghiscornthatsummer,heusedtogetdiscouragedinthefield,tieuphisteam,andwanderofftowhereverLenaLingardwasherding。
Therehewouldsitdownonthedrawsideandhelpherwatchhercattle。
Allthesettlementwastalkingaboutit。TheNorwegianpreacher\'swifewenttoLenaandtoldhersheoughtnottoallowthis;
shebeggedLenatocometochurchonSundays。Lenasaidshehadn\'tadressintheworldanylessraggedthantheoneonherback。
Thentheminister\'swifewentthroughheroldtrunksandfoundsomethingsshehadwornbeforehermarriage。
ThenextSundayLenaappearedatchurch,alittlelate,withherhairdoneupneatlyonherhead,likeayoungwoman,wearingshoesandstockings,andthenewdress,whichshehadmadeoverforherselfverybecomingly。Thecongregationstaredather。
Untilthatmorningnoone——unlessitwereOle——hadrealizedhowprettyshewas,orthatshewasgrowingup。Theswellinglinesofherfigurehadbeenhiddenundertheshapelessragssheworeinthefields。
Afterthelasthymnhadbeensung,andthecongregationwasdismissed,Oleslippedouttothehitch-barandliftedLenaonherhorse。
That,initself,wasshocking;amarriedmanwasnotexpectedtodosuchthings。Butitwasnothingtothescenethatfollowed。
CrazyMarydartedoutfromthegroupofwomenatthechurchdoor,andrandowntheroadafterLena,shoutinghorriblethreats。
`Lookout,youLenaLingard,lookout!I\'llcomeoverwithacorn-knifeonedayandtrimsomeofthatshapeoffyou。
Thenyouwon\'tsailroundsofine,makingeyesatthemen!……\'
TheNorwegianwomendidn\'tknowwheretolook。Theywereformalhousewives,mostofthem,withaseveresenseofdecorum。
ButLenaLingardonlylaughedherlazy,good-naturedlaughandrodeon,gazingbackoverhershoulderatOle\'sinfuriatedwife。
Thetimecame,however,whenLenadidn\'tlaugh。MorethanonceCrazyMarychasedheracrosstheprairieandroundandroundtheShimerdas\'cornfield。
Lenanevertoldherfather;perhapsshewasashamed;perhapsshewasmoreafraidofhisangerthanofthecorn-knife。IwasattheShimerdas\'
oneafternoonwhenLenacameboundingthroughtheredgrassasfastasherwhitelegscouldcarryher。SheranstraightintothehouseandhidinAntonia\'sfeather-bed。Marywasnotfarbehind:
shecamerightuptothedoorandmadeusfeelhowsharpherbladewas,showingusverygraphicallyjustwhatshemeanttodotoLena。
Mrs。Shimerda,leaningoutofthewindow,enjoyedthesituationkeenly,andwassorrywhenAntoniasentMaryaway,mollifiedbyanapronfulofbottle-tomatoes。LenacameoutfromTony\'sroombehindthekitchen,verypinkfromtheheatofthefeathers,butotherwisecalm。
ShebeggedAntoniaandmetogowithher,andhelpgethercattletogether;
theywerescatteredandmightbegorgingthemselvesinsomebody\'scornfield。
`Maybeyouloseasteerandlearnnottomakesomethingswithyoureyesatmarriedmen,\'Mrs。Shimerdatoldherhectoringly。
Lenaonlysmiledhersleepysmile。`Inevermadeanythingtohimwithmyeyes。Ican\'thelpitifhehangsaround,andIcan\'torderhimoff。
Itain\'tmyprairie。\'
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AFTERLENACAMEToBlackHawk,Ioftenmetherdowntown,whereshewouldbematchingsewingsilkorbuying`findings\'forMrs。Thomas。
IfIhappenedtowalkhomewithher,shetoldmeallaboutthedressesshewashelpingtomake,oraboutwhatshesawandheardwhenshewaswithTinySoderballatthehotelonSaturdaynights。
TheBoys\'HomewasthebesthotelonourbranchoftheBurlington,andallthecommercialtravellersinthatterritorytriedtogetintoBlackHawkforSunday。TheyusedtoassembleintheparlouraftersupperonSaturdaynights。MarshallField\'sman,AnsonKirkpatrick,playedthepianoandsangallthelatestsentimentalsongs。
AfterTinyhadhelpedthecookwashthedishes,sheandLenasatontheothersideofthedoubledoorsbetweentheparlourandthedining-room,listeningtothemusicandgigglingatthejokesandstories。
LenaoftensaidshehopedIwouldbeatravellingmanwhenIgrewup。
Theyhadagaylifeofit;nothingtodobutrideaboutontrainsalldayandgototheatreswhentheywereinbigcities。
Behindthehoteltherewasanoldstorebuilding,wherethesalesmenopenedtheirbigtrunksandspreadouttheirsamplesonthecounters。
TheBlackHawkmerchantswenttolookatthesethingsandordergoods,andMrs。Thomas,thoughshewasIretailtrade,\'waspermittedtoseethemandto`getideas。\'Theywereallgenerous,thesetravellingmen;
theygaveTinySoderballhandkerchiefsandglovesandribbonsandstripedstockings,andsomanybottlesofperfumeandcakesofscentedsoapthatshebestowedsomeofthemonLena。
OneafternoonintheweekbeforeChristmas,IcameuponLenaandherfunny,square-headedlittlebrotherChris,standingbeforethedrugstore,gazinginatthewaxdollsandblocksandNoah\'sArksarrangedinthefrostyshowwindow。TheboyhadcometotownwithaneighbourtodohisChristmasshopping,forhehadmoneyofhisownthisyear。
Hewasonlytwelve,butthatwinterhehadgotthejobofsweepingouttheNorwegianchurchandmakingthefireiniteverySundaymorning。
Acoldjobitmusthavebeen,too!
WewentintoDuckford\'sdry-goodsstore,andChrisunwrappedallhispresentsandshowedthemtomesomethingforeachofthesixyoungerthanhimself,evenarubberpigforthebaby。
LenahadgivenhimoneofTinySoderball\'sbottlesofperfumeforhismother,andhethoughthewouldgetsomehandkerchiefstogowithit。Theywerecheap,andhehadn\'tmuchmoneyleft。
WefoundatablefulofhandkerchiefsspreadoutforviewatDuckford\'s。Chriswantedthosewithinitiallettersinthecorner,becausehehadneverseenanybefore。
Hestudiedthemseriously,whileLenalookedoverhisshoulder,tellinghimshethoughttheredletterswouldholdtheircolourbest。
HeseemedsoperplexedthatIthoughtperhapshehadn\'tenoughmoney,afterall。Presentlyhesaidgravely:
`Sister,youknowmother\'snameisBerthe。Idon\'tknowifI
oughttogetBforBerthe,orMforMother。\'
Lenapattedhisbristlyhead。`I\'dgettheB,Chrissy。
Itwillpleaseherforyoutothinkabouthername。
Nobodyevercallsherbyitnow。\'
Thatsatisfiedhim。Hisfaceclearedatonce,andhetookthreeredsandthreeblues。Whentheneighbourcameintosaythatitwastimetostart,LenawoundChris\'scomforterabouthisneckandturneduphisjacketcollar——hehadnoovercoat——
andwewatchedhimclimbintothewagonandstartonhislong,colddrive。Aswewalkedtogetherupthewindystreet,Lenawipedhereyeswiththebackofherwoollenglove。
`Igetawfulhomesickforthem,allthesame,\'shemurmured,asifshewereansweringsomerememberedreproach。
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WINTERCOMESDOWNSAVAGELYoveralittletownontheprairie。
Thewindthatsweepsinfromtheopencountrystripsawayalltheleafyscreensthathideoneyardfromanotherinsummer,andthehousesseemtodrawclosertogether。Theroofs,thatlookedsofarawayacrossthegreentree-tops,nowstareyouintheface,andtheyaresomuchuglierthanwhentheiranglesweresoftenedbyvinesandshrubs。
Inthemorning,whenIwasfightingmywaytoschoolagainstthewind,Icouldn\'tseeanythingbuttheroadinfrontofme;
butinthelateafternoon,whenIwascominghome,thetownlookedbleakanddesolatetome。Thepale,coldlightofthewintersunsetdidnotbeautify——itwaslikethelightoftruthitself。
Whenthesmokycloudshunglowinthewestandtheredsunwentdownbehindthem,leavingapinkflushonthesnowyroofsandthebluedrifts,thenthewindsprangupafresh,withakindofbittersong,asifitsaid:`Thisisreality,whetheryoulikeitornot。Allthosefrivolitiesofsummer,thelightandshadow,thelivingmaskofgreenthattrembledovereverything,theywerelies,andthisiswhatwasunderneath。
Thisisthetruth。\'Itwasasifwewerebeingpunishedforlovingthelovelinessofsummer。
IfIloiteredontheplaygroundafterschool,orwenttothepost-officeforthemailandlingeredtohearthegossipaboutthecigar-stand,itwouldbegrowingdarkbythetimeIcamehome。Thesunwasgone;
thefrozenstreetsstretchedlongandbluebeforeme;thelightswereshiningpaleinkitchenwindows,andIcouldsmellthesupperscookingasIpassed。Fewpeoplewereabroad,andeachoneofthemwashurryingtowardafire。Theglowingstovesinthehouseswerelikemagnets。
Whenonepassedanoldman,onecouldseenothingofhisfacebutarednosestickingoutbetweenafrostedbeardandalongplushcap。
Theyoungmencaperedalongwiththeirhandsintheirpockets,andsometimestriedaslideontheicysidewalk。Thechildren,intheirbrighthoodsandcomforters,neverwalked,butalwaysranfromthemomenttheylefttheirdoor,beatingtheirmittensagainsttheirsides。
WhenIgotasfarastheMethodistChurch,Iwasabouthalfwayhome。
IcanrememberhowgladIwaswhentherehappenedtobealightinthechurch,andthepaintedglasswindowshoneoutatusaswecamealongthefrozenstreet。Inthewinterbleaknessahungerforcolourcameoverpeople,liketheLaplander\'scravingforfatsandsugar。
Withoutknowingwhy,weusedtolingeronthesidewalkoutsidethechurchwhenthelampswerelightedearlyforchoirpracticeorprayer-meeting,shiveringandtalkinguntilourfeetwerelikelumpsofice。
Thecruderedsandgreensandbluesofthatcolouredglassheldusthere。
Onwinternights,thelightsintheHarlings\'windowsdrewmelikethepaintedglass。Insidethatwarm,roomyhousetherewascolour,too。
AftersupperIusedtocatchupmycap,stickmyhandsinmypockets,anddivethroughthewillowhedgeasifwitcheswereafterme。
Ofcourse,ifMr。Harlingwasathome,ifhisshadowstoodoutontheblindofthewestroom,Ididnotgoin,butturnedandwalkedhomebythelongway,throughthestreet,wonderingwhatbookI
shouldreadasIsatdownwiththetwooldpeople。
Suchdisappointmentsonlygavegreaterzesttothenightswhenweactedcharades,orhadacostumeballinthebackparlour,withSallyalwaysdressedlikeaboy。Francestaughtustodancethatwinter,andshesaid,fromthefirstlesson,thatAntoniawouldmakethebestdanceramongus。
OnSaturdaynights,Mrs。Harlingusedtoplaytheoldoperasforus——\'Martha,\'`Norma,\'`Rigoletto\'——tellingusthestorywhilesheplayed。EverySaturdaynightwaslikeaparty。
Theparlour,thebackparlour,andthedining-roomwerewarmandbrightlylighted,withcomfortablechairsandsofas,andgaypicturesonthewalls。Onealwaysfeltateasethere。
Antoniabroughthersewingandsatwithus——shewasalreadybeginningtomakeprettyclothesforherself。
Afterthelongwintereveningsontheprairie,withAmbrosch\'ssullensilencesandhermother\'scomplaints,theHarlings\'
houseseemed,asshesaid,`likeHeaven\'toher。
Shewasnevertootiredtomaketaffyorchocolatecookiesforus。
IfSallywhisperedinherear,orCharleygaveherthreewinks,Tonywouldrushintothekitchenandbuildafireintherangeonwhichshehadalreadycookedthreemealsthatday。
Whilewesatinthekitchenwaitingforthecookiestobakeorthetaffytocool,NinausedtocoaxAntoniatotellherstories——aboutthecalfthatbrokeitsleg,orhowYulkasavedherlittleturkeysfromdrowninginthefreshet,oraboutoldChristmasesandweddingsinBohemia。
Ninainterpretedthestoriesaboutthecrechefancifully,andinspiteofourderisionshecherishedabeliefthatChristwasborninBohemiaashorttimebeforetheShimerdasleftthatcountry。WealllikedTony\'sstories。Hervoicehadapeculiarlyengagingquality;itwasdeep,alittlehusky,andonealwaysheardthebreathvibratingbehindit。
Everythingshesaidseemedtocomerightoutofherheart。
Oneeveningwhenwewerepickingoutkernelsforwalnuttaffy,Tonytoldusanewstory。
`Mrs。Harling,didyoueverhearaboutwhathappenedupintheNorwegiansettlementlastsummer,whenIwasthreshingthere?
WewereatIversons\',andIwasdrivingoneofthegrain-wagons。\'
Mrs。Harlingcameoutandsatdownamongus。`Couldyouthrowthewheatintothebinyourself,Tony?\'Sheknewwhatheavyworkitwas。
`Yes,ma\'m,Idid。IcouldshoveljustasfastasthatfatAndernboythatdrovetheotherwagon。Onedayitwasjustawfulhot。
Whenwegotbacktothefieldfromdinner,wetookthingskindofeasy。Themenputinthehorsesandgotthemachinegoing,andOleIversonwasuponthedeck,cuttingbands。Iwassittingagainstastraw-stack,tryingtogetsomeshade。Mywagonwasn\'tgoingoutfirst,andsomehowIfelttheheatawfulthatday。
Thesunwassohotlikeitwasgoingtoburntheworldup。
AfterawhileIseeamancomingacrossthestubble,andwhenhegotcloseIseeitwasatramp。Histoesstuckoutofhisshoes,andhehadn\'tshavedforalongwhile,andhiseyeswasawfulredandwild,likehehadsomesickness。
Hecomesrightupandbeginstotalklikeheknowsmealready。
Hesays:`Thepondsinthiscountryisdonegotsolowamancouldn\'tdrowndhimselfinoneof\'em。\'
`Itoldhimnobodywantedtodrowndthemselves,butifwedidn\'thaverainsoonwe\'dhavetopumpwaterforthecattle。
`“Oh,cattle,“hesays,“you\'llalltakecareofyourcattle!
Ain\'tyougotnobeerhere?“Itoldhimhe\'dhavetogototheBohemiansforbeer;theNorwegiansdidn\'thavenonewhentheythreshed。
“MyGod!“hesays,“soit\'sNorwegiansnow,isit?IthoughtthiswasAmericy。“
`ThenhegoesuptothemachineandyellsouttoOleIverson,“Hello,partner,letmeupthere。Icancutbands,andI\'mtiredoftrampin\'。Iwon\'tgonofarther。“
`ItriedtomakesignstoOle,\'causeIthoughtthatmanwascrazyandmightgetthemachinestoppedup。
ButOle,hewasgladtogetdownoutofthesunandchaff——
itgetsdownyourneckandstickstoyousomethingawfulwhenit\'shotlikethat。SoOlejumpeddownandcrawledunderoneofthewagonsforshade,andthetrampgotonthemachine。