Atnightfallitbegantorain。Thewindarosetoo,andalsobegantobuffetasmall,struggling,nondescriptfigure,creepingalongthetrailovertherockyuplandmeadowtowardsRylands\'srancho。
Attimesitsheadwashiddeninwhatappearedtobewingsthrownupwardfromitsshoulders;attimesitsbroad-brimmedhatwascockedjauntilyononeside,andagainthebrimwasfixedoverthefacelikeavisor。Atonemomentadriftingmisshapenmassofdrapery,atthenextitsvaguegarments,beatenbackhardagainstthefigure,revealedoutlinesfartoodelicateforthatrudeenwrapping。ForitwasMrs。Rylandsherself,inherhusband\'shatandher“hiredman\'s“oldbluearmyovercoat,returningfromthepost-officetwomilesaway。Thewindcontinueditsaggressionuntilshereachedthefrontdoorofhernewlyplasteredfarmhouse,andthenaheavierblastshookthepinesabovethelow-pitched,shingledroof,andsentashowerofarrowydropsafterherlikeaParthianparting,assheentered。Shethrewasidetheovercoatandhat,andsomewhatinconsistentlyenteredthesitting-room,towalktothewindowandlookbackuponthepathshehadjusttraversed。
Thewindandtherainsweptdownaslope,halfmeadow,halfclearing,——amileaway,——toafringeofsycamores。Amilefurtherlaythestageroad,where,threehourslater,herhusbandwouldalightonhisreturnfromSacramento。ItwouldbealongwetwalkforJoshuaRylands,astheironlyhorsehadbeenborrowedbyaneighbor。
InthatfadinglightMrs。Rylands\'sovalcheekwasshiningstillfromtheraindrops,buttherewassomethingintheexpressionofherworriedfacethatmighthaveasreadilysuggestedtears。Shewasstrikinglyhandsome,yetquiteasincongruousanornamenttohersurroundingsasshehadbeentoherouterwrappingsamomentago。Eventheclothesshenowstoodinhintedaninadaptibilitytotheweather——thehouse——thepositionsheoccupiedinit。Afiguredsilkdress,spoiledratherthanoverworn,wasstillofaqualityinconsistentwithherevidenthabits,andthelace-edgedpetticoatthatpeepedbeneathitwasdraggledwithmudandunaccustomedusage。Herglossyblackhair,whichhadbeentossedintocurlsinsomeforeignfashion,wasnowwind-blownintoaburlesqueofit。
Thisincongruitywasstillfurtheraccentedbytheappearanceoftheroomshehadentered。Itwascoldlyandseverelyfurnished,makingthechilloftheyetdampwhiteplasterunpleasantlyobvious。Ablackharmoniumorganstoodinonecorner,setoutwithblackandwhitehymn-books;atrestle-liketablecontainedalargeBible;halfadozenblack,horsehair-cushionedchairsstood,geometricallydistant,againstthewalls,fromwhichhungfourengravingsof“ParadiseLost“inblackmourningframes;somedriedfernsandautumnleavesstoodinavaseonthemantelpiece,asifthechilloftheroomhadprematurelyblightedthem。Thecoldlyglitteringgratebelowwasalsodecoratedwithwitheredsprays,asifanattempthadbeenmadetoburnthem,butwasfrustratedthroughdamp。Suddenlyrecalledtoasenseofherwetbootsandthenewcarpet,shehurriedlyturnedaway,crossedthehallintothedining-room,andthencepassedintothekitchen。The“hiredgirl,“alarge-bonedMissourian,adaughterofaneighboringwoodman,waspeelingpotatoesatthetable。Mrs。Rylandsdrewachairbeforethekitchenstove,andputherwetfeetonthehob。
“I\'llbetacooky,MessRylands,you\'vedoneforgotthevanillar,“
saidthegirl,withacertaindomesticandconfidentialfamiliarity。
Mrs。Rylandsstartedguiltily。Shemadeamiserablefeintoflookinginherlapandonthetable。“I\'mafraidIdid,Jane,ifI
didn\'tbringitinHERE。“
“Thatyoudidn\'t,“returnedJane。“AndIreckonyeforgotthat\'arpepper-sauceforyerhusband。“
Mrs。Rylandslookedupwithpiteouscontrition。“Ireallydon\'tknowwhat\'sthematterwithme。Icertainlywentintotheshop,andhaditonmylist,——and——really“——
Janeevidentlyknewhermistress,andsmiledwithsuperiortoleration。“It\'skinderbewilderin\'goin\'inthembigshops,andlookin\'roundthemstuffedshelves。“Theshopatthecrossroadsandpost-officewas14x14,butJanewasnurturedontheplains。
“Anyhow,“sheaddedgood-humoredly,“theexpressmanissuretolookinashegoesby,andyou\'vetimetogivehimtheorder。“
“ButisheSUREtocome?“askedMrs。Rylandsanxiously。“Mr。
Rylandswillbesoputoutwithouthispepper-sauce。“
“He\'ssuretocomeefheknowsyou\'rehere。Yekinalwayskalkilateonthat。“
“Why?“saidMrs。Rylandsabstractedly。
“Why?\'causehejustcan\'tkeephiseyesoffye!That\'swhyhecomeseveryday,——\'tain\'tjestfortrade!“
Thiswasquitetrue,notonlyoftheexpressman,butofthebutcherandbaker,andthe“candlestick-maker,“hadtherebeensoadvancedavocationatthecrossroads。Allwereequallyandcuriouslyattractedbyherpicturesquenovelty。Mrs。Rylandsknewthisherself,butwithoutvanityorcoquettishness。Possiblythatwaswhytheotherwomantoldher。Sheonlyslightlydeepenedthelinesofdiscontentinhercheekandsaidabstractedly,“Well,whenhecomes,YOUaskhim。“
Shedriedhershoes,putonapairofslippersthathadafadedsplendoraboutthem,andwentuptoherbedroom。Hereshehesitatedforsometimebetweenthesewing-machineandherknitting-needles,butfinallysettleduponthelatter,andapairofsocksforherhusbandwhichshehadbegunayearago。Butshepresentlydespairedoffinishingthembeforehereturned,threehourshence,andsoappliedherselftothesewing-machine。Foralittlewhileitssinginghumwasheardbetweentheblaststhatshookthehouse,butthethreadpresentlysnapped,andthemachinewasputasidesomewhatimpatiently,withadiscontenteddrawingofthelinesaroundherhandsomemouth。Thenshebeganto“tidy“theroom,puttingagreatmanythingsawayandbringingoutagreatmanymore,aprocessthatwasnecessarilyslow,owingtoherfallingintoattitudesofminuteinspectionofcertainarticlesofdress,withintervalsoftryingthemon,andobservingtheireffectinhermirror。Thiskindofinterruptionalsooccurredwhileshewasputtingawaysomebooksthatwerelyingaboutonchairsandtables,stoppingmidwaytoopentheirpages,becominginterested,andquitefinishingonechapter,withthebookheldcloseagainstthewindowtocatchthefadinglightofday。ThefemininereaderwillgatherfromthisthatMrs。Rylands,thoughcharming,wasnotfacileindomesticduties。Shehadjustglancedattheclock,andlitthecandletoagainsetherselftowork,andthusbridgeoverthetwohoursmoreofwaiting,whentherecameatapatthedoor。
SheopenedittoJane。
“There\'sanentirestrangerdownstairs,ezhezgotalamehossandwantstoborryafreshone。“
“Wehavenone,youknow,“saidMrs。Rylands,alittleimpatiently。
“Thet\'swhatItoldhim。Thenhewantedtoknowefhecouldliebyheretillhecouldgetoneorfixuphisownhoss。“
“Asyoulike;youknowifyoucanmanageit,“saidMrs。Rylands,alittleuneasily。“WhenMr。Rylandscomesyoucanarrangeitbetweenyou。Whereishenow?“
“Inthekitchen。“
“Thekitchen!“echoedMrs。Rylands。
“Yes,ma\'am,Ishowedhimintotheparlor,buthekindershiveredhisshoulders,andreckonedezhowhe\'dgointerthekitchen。Yesee,ma\'am,hewasallwet,andhisshinybigbootswassloppy。
Butheain\'toneo\'thestuck-upkind,andhe\'swillin\'tomakehisselfcowf\'blebeforethekitchenstove。“
“Well,then,hedon\'twantME,“saidMrs。Rylands,witharelievedvoice。
“Yes\'m,“saidJane,apparentlyequallyrelieved。“Only,IthoughtI\'djusttellyou。“
Afewminuteslater,incrossingtheupperhall,Mrs。RylandsheardJane\'svoicefromthekitchenraisedinrusticlaughter。Hadshebeensatiricallyinclined,shemighthaveunderstoodJane\'swillingnesstorelievehermistressofthedutyofentertainingthestranger;hadshebeenphilosophical,shemighthaveconsideredthegirl\'sdreary,monotonouslifeattherancho,andmadeallowanceforherjoyatthisrareinterruptionofit。ButIfearthatMrs。
Rylandswasneithersatiricalnorphilosophical,andpresently,whenJanereentered,withcolorinheralkalineface,andlightinherhuckleberryeyes,andsaidshewasgoingovertothecattle-
shedsinthe“farpasture,“toseeifthehiredmandidn\'tknowofsomehorsethatcouldbegotforthestranger,Mrs。RylandsfeltalittlebitternessinthethoughtthatthegirlwouldhavescarcelyvolunteeredtogoallthatdistanceintherainforHER。Yet,inafewmomentssheforgotallaboutit,andeventhepresenceofherguestinthehouse,andinoneofherfitfulabstractedemploymentspassedthroughthedining-roomintothekitchen,andhadopenedthedoorwithan“Oh,Jane!“beforesherememberedherabsence。
Thekitchen,litbyasinglecandle,couldbeonlypartlyseenbyherasshestoodwithherhandonthelock,althoughsheherselfwasplainlyvisible。Therewasapause,andthenaquiet,self-
possessed,yetamused,voiceanswered:——
“Mynameisn\'tJane,andifyou\'retheladyofthehouse,Ireckonyourswasn\'tALWAYSRylands。“
AtthesoundofthevoiceMrs。Rylandsthrewthedoorwideopen,andashereyesfelluponthespeaker——herunknownguest——sherecoiledwithalittlecry,andawhite,startledface。Yetthestrangerwasyoungandhandsome,dressedwithascrupulousnessandelegancewhicheventhestressoftravelhadnotderanged,andhewaslookingatherwithasmileofrecognition,mingledwiththatcarelessaudacityandself-possessionwhichseemedtobethecharacteristicofhisface。
“JackHamlin!“shegasped。
“That\'sme,allthetime,“herespondedeasily,“andYOU\'RENellMontgomery!“
“HowdidyouknowIwashere?Whotoldyou?“shesaidimpetuously。
“Nobody!neverwassosurprisedinmylife!Whenyouopenedthatdoorjustnowyoumighthaveknockedmedownwithafeather。“Yethespokelazily,withanamusedface,andlookedatherwithoutchanginghisposition。
“ButyouMUSThaveknownSOMETHING!Itwasnomereaccident,“shewentonvehemently,glancingaroundtheroom。
“That\'swhereyouslipup,Nell,“saidHamlinimperturbably。“ItWASanaccidentandabadone。Myhorselamedhimselfcomingdownthegrade。Isightedthenearestshanty,whereIthoughtImightgetanotherhorse。Ithappenedtobethis。“Forthefirsttimehechangedhisattitude,andleanedbackcontemplativelyinhischair。
Shecametowardshimquickly。“Youdidn\'tusetolie,Jack,“shesaidhesitatingly。
“Couldn\'tafforditinmybusiness,——andcan\'tnow,“saidJackcheerfully。“But,“headdedcuriously,asifrecognizingsomethinginhiscompanion\'sagitation,andliftinghisbrownlashestoher,thewindow,andtheceiling,“what\'sallthisabout?What\'syourlittlegamehere?“
“I\'mmarried,“shesaid,withnervousintensity,——“married,andthisismyhusband\'shouse!“
“Notmarriedstraightout!——regularlyfixed?“
“Yes,“shesaidhurriedly。
“Oneoftheboys?Don\'trememberanyRylands。SPELTERusedtobeverysweetonyou,——butSpeltermightn\'thavebeenhisrealname?“
“Noneofourlot!Nooneyoueverknew;a——astraightout,squareman,“shesaidquickly。
“Isay,Nell,lookhere!Yououghttohaveshownupyourcardswithoutevenacall。YououghttohavetoldhimthatyoudancedattheCasino。“
“Idid。“
“Beforeheaskedyoutomarryhim?“
“Before。“
Jackgotupfromhischair,puthishandsinhispockets,andlookedathercuriously。ThisNellMontgomery,thismusic-hall“danceandsonggirl,“thisgirlofwhomsomuchhadbeenSAIDandsolittlePROVED!Well,thiswasbecominginteresting。
“Youdon\'tunderstand,“shesaid,withnervousfeverishness;“yourememberafterthatrowIhadwithJim,thatnightthemanagergaveusasupper,——whenhetreatedmelikeadog?“
“Hedidthat,“interruptedJack。
“Ifeltfitforanything,“shesaid,withahalf-hystericallaugh,thatseemedvoiced,however,tochecksomeslumberingmemory。“I\'dhavecutmythroatorhis,itdidn\'tmatterwhich“——
“Itmatteredsomethingtous,Nell,“putinJackagain,withpoliteparenthesis;“don\'tleaveUSoutinthecold。“
“Istartedfrom\'Friscothatnightontheboatreadytoflingmyselfintoanything——ortheriver!“shewentonhurriedly。“Therewasamaninthecabinwhonoticedme,andbegantohangaround。I
thoughtheknewwhoIwas,——hadseenmeontheposters;andasI
didn\'tfeellikefoolin\',Itoldhimso。Buthewasn\'tthatkind。
HesaidhesawIwasintroubleandwantedmetotellhimall。“
Mr。Hamlinregardedhercheerfully。“Andyoutoldhim,“hesaid,“howyouhadoncerunawayfromyourchildhood\'shappyhometogoonthestage!Howyoualwaysregrettedit,andwouldhavegonebackbutthatthedoorswereshutforeveragainstyou!Howyoulongedtoleave,butthewickedmenandwomenaroundyoualways“——
“Ididn\'t!“sheburstout,withsuddenpassion;“youknowIdidn\'t。
Itoldhimeverything:whoIwas,whatIhaddone,whatIexpectedtodoagain。Ipointedoutthemen——whoweresittingthere,whisperingandgrinningatus,asiftheywereinthefrontrowofthetheatre——andsaidIknewthemall,andtheyknewme。Ineversparedmyselfathing。Isaidwhatpeoplesaidofme,anddidn\'tevencaretosayitwasn\'ttrue!“
“Oh,come!“protestedJack,inperfunctorypoliteness。
“Hesaidhelikedmefortellingthetruth,andnotbeingashamedtodoit!Hesaidthesinwasinthefalseshameandthehypocrisy;
forthat\'sthesortofmanheis,yousee,andthat\'slikehimalways!HeaskedifIwouldmarryhim——outofhand——anddomybesttobehislawfulwife。Hesaidhewantedmetothinkitoverandsleeponit,andto-morrowhewouldcomeandseemeforananswer。
Islippedofftheboatat\'Frisco,andwentalonetoahotelwhereI
wasn\'tknown。InthemorningIdidn\'tknowwhetherhe\'dkeephiswordorI\'dkeepmine。Buthecame!Hesaidhe\'dmarrymethatveryday,andtakemetohisfarminSantaClara。Iagreed。I
thoughtitwouldtakemeoutofeverybody\'sknowledge,andthey\'dthinkmedead!Weweremarriedthatday,beforearegularclergyman。Iwasmarriedundermyownname,“——shestoppedandlookedatJack,withahystericallaugh,——“buthemademewriteunderneathit,\'knownasNellMontgomery;\'forhesaidHEwasn\'tashamedofit,norshouldIbe。“
“Doeshewearlonghairandstickstrawsinit?“saidHamlingravely。“Doeshe\'hearvoices\'andhave\'visions\'?“
“He\'sashrewd,sensible,hard-workingman,——nomoremadthanyouare,norasmadasIwasthedayImarriedhim。He\'sliveduptoeverythinghe\'ssaid。“Shestopped,hesitatedinherquick,nervousspeech;herlipquiveredslightly,butsherecalledherself,andlookingimploringly,yethopelessly,atJack,gasped,“Andthat\'swhat\'sthematter!“
Jackfixedhiseyeskeenlyuponher。“Andyou?“hesaidcurtly。
“I?“sherepeatedwonderingly。
“Yes,whathaveYOUdone?“hesaid,withsuddensharpness。
Thewonderwassoapparentinhereyesthathiskeenglancesoftened。“Why,“shesaidbewilderingly,“Ihavebeenhisdog,hisslave,——asfarashewouldletme。Ihavedoneeverything;Ihavenotbeenoutofthehouseuntilhealmostdrovemeout。Ihaveneverwantedtogoanywhereorseeanyone;buthehasalwaysinsisteduponit。Iwouldhavebeenwillingtoslavehere,dayandnight,andhavebeenhappy。ButhesaidImustnotseemtobeashamedofmypast,whenheisnot。Iwouldhaveworncommonhomespunclothesandcalicofrocks,andbeengladofit,butheinsistsuponmywearingmybestthings,evenmytheatrethings;andashecan\'taffordtobuymore,IwearthesethingsIhad。Iknowtheylookbeastlyhere,andthatI\'malaughing-stock,andwhenI
gooutIwearalmostanythingtotryandhidethem;but,“herlipquivereddangerouslyagain,“hewantsmetodoit,anditpleaseshim。“
Jacklookeddown。Afterapauseheliftedhislashestowardsherdraggledskirt,andsaidinaneasier,conversationaltone,“Yes!
IthoughtIknewthatdress。Igaveittoyouforthatwalkingscenein\'HighLife,\'didn\'tI?“
“No,“shesaidquickly,“itwastheblueonewithsilvertrimming,——
don\'tyouremember?ItriedtoturnitthefirstyearIwasmarried,butitneverlookedthesame。“
“Itwassweetlypretty,“saidJackencouragingly,“andwiththatbluehatlinedwithsilver,itwasjustfetching!SomehowIdon\'tquiterememberthisone,“andhelookedatitcritically。
“Ihaditattheracesin\'58,andthatsupperJudgeBoompointergaveusat\'FriscowhereColonelFishupsetthetabletryingtogetatJim。Doyouknow,“shesaid,withalittlelaugh,“it\'sgotthestainsofthechampagneonityet;itneverwouldcomeoff。See!“
andsheheldthecandlewithgreatanimationtothebreadthofsilkbeforeher。
“Andthere\'smoreofitonthesleeve,“saidJack;“isn\'tthere?“
Mrs。RylandslookedreproachfullyatJack。
“Thatisn\'tchampagne;don\'tyouknowwhatitis?“
“No!“
“It\'sblood,“shesaidgravely;“whenthatMexicancutpoorNedsobad,——don\'tyouremember?Iheldhisheaduponmyarmwhileyoubandagedhim。“Sheheavedalittlesigh,andthenadded,withafaintlaugh,“That\'stheworstthingabouttheclothesofagirlintheprofession,theygetspoiledorstainedbeforetheywearout。“
ThislargetruthdidnotseemtoimpressMr。Hamlin。“WhydidyouleaveSantaClara?“hesaidabruptly,inhispreviouscriticaltone。
“Becauseofthefolksthere。Theywerestandoffishandugly。Yousee,Josh“——
“Who?“
“JoshRylands!——HIM!HetoldeverybodywhoIwas,eventhosewhohadneverseenmeinthebills,——howgoodIwastomarryhim,howhehadfaithinmeandwasn\'tashamed,——untiltheydidn\'tbelieveweweremarriedatall。Sotheylookedanotherwaywhentheymetus,anddidn\'tcall。AndallthewhileIwasgladtheydidn\'t,buthewouldn\'tbelieveit,andallowedIwaspiningonaccountofit。“
“Andwereyou?“
“IsweartoGod,Jack,I\'dhavebeencontent,andmore,tohavebeenjusttherewithhim,seein\'nobody,lettingeveryonebelieveIwasdeadandgone,buthesaiditwaswrong,andweak!Maybeitwas,“sheadded,withashy,interrogatinglookatJack,ofwhich,however,hetooknonotice。“Thenwhenhefoundtheywouldn\'tcall,whatdoyouthinkhedid?“
“Beatyou,perhaps,“suggestedJackcheerfully。
“Heneverdidathingtomethatwasn\'tstraightout,square,andkind,“shesaid,halfindignantly,halfhopelessly。“HethoughtifHISkindofpeoplewouldn\'tseeme,Imightliketoseemyownsort。Sowithoutsayinganythingtome,hebroughtdown,ofallthings!TinkieClifford,shethatusedtodanceinthecheapvarietyshowsat\'Frisco,andherparticularfriend,CaptainSykes。
Itwouldhavejustkilledyou,Jack,“shesaid,withasuddenhystericburstoflaughter,“tohaveseenJosh,inhissquare,straight-outway,tryingtobecivilandhelpthingsalong。But,“
shewenton,assuddenlyrelapsingintoherformerattitudeofworriedappeal,“Icouldn\'tstandit,andwhenshegottotalkingfreeandeasybeforeJosh,andCaptainSykestoguzzlingchampagne,sheandmehadarow。SheallowedIwasputtingonairs,andI
madeherwalk,inspiteofJosh。“
“AndJoshseemedtolikeit,“saidHamlincarelessly。“Hasheseenhersince?“
“No;Ireckonhe\'scuredofaskingthatkindofcompanyforme。
Andthenwecamehere。ButIpersuadedhimnottobeginbygoingroundtellingpeoplewhoIwas,——ashedidthelasttime,——buttoleaveittofolkstofindoutiftheywantedto,andhegavein。
Thenheletmefixupthishouseandfurnishitmyownway,andI
did!“
“DoyoumeantosaythatYOUfixedupthatfamilyvaultofasitting-room?“saidJack,inhorror。
“Yes,Ididn\'twantanyfancyfurnitureorlooking-glasses,andsuchlike,toattractfolks,noranythingtolookliketheoldtimes。Idon\'tthinkanyoftheboyswouldcaretocomehere。AndIgotridofalotofsportingtravelers,\'wild-cat\'managers,andthatkindoftrampinthisway。But“——Shehesitated,andherfacefellagain。
“Butwhat?“saidJack。
“Idon\'tthinkthatJoshlikesiteither。Hebroughthometheotherday\'MyJohnnyisaShoemakiyure,\'andwantedmetotryitontheorgan。Butitremindedmehowweusedtogetjustsickofsingingitonandofftheboards,andIcouldn\'ttouchit。Hewantedmetogotothecircusthatwastouringoveratthecrossroads,butitwastheoldFlanigin\'scircus,youknow,theoneGussieRiggsusedtoridein,withitsoldclownanditsoldringmasterandtheold\'wheezes,\'andIchuckedit。“
“Lookhere,“saidJack,risingandsurveyingMrs。Rylandscritically。“Ifyougoonatthisgait,I\'lltellyouwhatthatmanofyourswilldo。He\'llboltwithsomeofyouroldfriends!“
Sheturnedaquick,scaredfaceuponhimforaninstant。Butonlyforaninstant。Herhystericlittlelaughreturned,atonce,followedbyherweary,worriedlook。“No,Jack,youdon\'tknowhim!Ifitwasonlythat!Hecaresonlyformeinhisownway,——
and,“shestammeredasshewenton,“I\'venoluckinmakinghimhappy。“
Shestopped。Thewindshookthehouseandfiredavolleyofrainagainstthewindows。Shetookadvantageofittodrawatornlace-
edgedhandkerchieffromherpocketbehind,andkeepingthetailofhereyesinafrightenedfashiononJack,appliedthehandkerchieffurtively,firsttohernose,andthentohereyes。
“Don\'tdothat,“saidJackfastidiously,“it\'swetenoughoutside。“
Nevertheless,hestoodupandgazedather。
“Well,“hebegan。
Shetimidlydrewnearertohim,andtookaseatonthekitchentable,lookingupwistfullyintohiseyes。
“Well,“resumedJackargumentatively,“ifhewon\'t\'chuck\'you,whydon\'tyou\'chuck\'HIM?“
Sheturnedquitewhite,andsuddenlydroppedhereyes。“Yes,“shesaid,almostinaudibly,“lotsofgirlswoulddothat。“
“Idon\'tmeangobacktoyouroldlife,“continuedJack。“Ireckonyou\'vehadenoughofthat。Butgetintosomebusiness,youknow,likeotherwomen。Abonnetshop,oracandyshopforchildren,see?I\'llhelpstartyou。I\'vegotacoupleofhundred,ifnotinmyownpocketinsomebody\'selse,justburningtobeused!Andthenyoucanlookaboutyou;andperhapssomesquarebusinessmanwillturnupandyoucanmarryhim。Youknowyoucan\'tlivethisway,nohow。It\'skillingyou;itain\'tfaironyou,noronRylandseither。“
“No,“shesaidquickly,“itain\'tfaironHIM。Iknowit,Iknowitisn\'t,Iknowitisn\'t,“sherepeated,“only“——Shestopped。
“Onlywhat?“saidJackimpatiently。
Shedidnotspeak。Afterapauseshepickeduptherolling-pinfromthetableandbeganabsentlyrollingitdownherlaptoherknee,asifpressingoutthestainedsilkskirt。“Only,“shestammered,slowlyrollingthepinhandlesinheropenpalms,“I——I
can\'tleaveJosh。“
“Whycan\'tyou?“saidJackquickly。
“Because——because——I,“shewenton,withaquiveringlip,workingtherolling-pinheavilydownherkneeasifshewerecrushingheransweroutofit,——“because——I——lovehim!“
Therewasapause,adashofrainagainstthewindow,andanotherdashfromhereyesuponherhands,therolling-pin,andtheskirtsshehadgathereduphastily,asshecried,“OJack!Jack!Ineverlovedanybodylikehim!Ineverknewwhatlovewas!Ineverknewamanlikehimbefore!ThereneverWASonebefore!“
Tothislarge,comprehensive,andpassionatestatementMr。JackHamlinmadenoreply。Anaudacitysosupremehadconqueredhis。
Hewalkedtothewindow,lookedoutuponthedark,rain-filmedpanethat,however,reflectednoequalchangeinhisowndarkeyes,andthenreturnedandwalkedroundthekitchentable。Whenhewasatherback,withoutlookingather,hereachedouthishand,tookherpassiveonethatlayonthetableinhis,graspeditheartilyforasinglemoment,laiditgentlydown,andreturnedaroundthetable,whereheagainconfrontedhercheerfullyfacetoface。
“You\'llmaketheriffleyet,“hesaidquietly。“JustnowIdon\'tseewhatIcoulddo,orwhereIcouldchipinyourlittlegame;butifIDO,oryoudo,countmeinandletmeknow。Youknowwheretowrite,——myoldaddressatSacramento。“Hewalkedtothecorner,tookuphisstillwetserape,threwitoverhisshoulders,andpickeduphisbroad-brimmedriding-hat。
“You\'renotgoing,Jack?“shesaidhesitatingly,assherubbedherweteyesintoaconsciousnessofhismovements。“You\'llwaittoseeHIM?He\'llbehereinanhour。“
“I\'vebeenheretoolongalready,“saidJack。“Andthelessyousayaboutmycalling,evenaccidentally,thebetter。Nobodywillbelieveit,——YOUdidn\'tyourself。Infact,unlessyouseehowI
canhelpyou,thesooneryouconsiderusalldeadandburied,thesooneryourluckwillchange。TellyourgirlI\'vefoundmyownhorsesomuchbetterthatIhavepushedonwithhim,andgiveherthat。“
Hethrewagoldcoinonthetable。
“Butyourhorseisstilllame,“shesaidwonderingly。“Whatwillyoudointhisstorm?“
“Getintothecoverofthenextwoodandcampout。I\'vedoneitbefore。“
“But,Jack!“
Hesuddenlymadeaslightgestureofwarning。Hisquickearhadcaughttheapproachoffootstepsalongthewetgraveloutside。A
mischievouslightslidintohisdarkeyesashecoollymovedbackwardtothedoorand,holdingitopen,said,inaremarkablyclearanddistinctvoice:——
“Yes,asyousay,societyisbecomingverymixedandfrivolouseverywhere,andyou\'dscarcelyknowSanFrancisconow。Sodelighted,however,tohavemadeyouracquaintance,andregretmybusinesspreventsmywaitingtoseeyourgoodhusband。SooddthatIshouldhaveknownyourAuntJemima!But,asyousay,theworldisverysmall,afterall。Ishalltellthedeaconhowwellyouarelooking,——inspiteofthekitchensmokeinyoureyes。Good-by!A
thousandthanksforyourhospitality。“
AndJack,bowingprofoundlytotheground,backedoutuponJane,thehiredman,andtheexpressman,treading,Igrievetosay,withsomedeliberationuponthetoesofthetwolatter,inorder,possibly,thatintheirmomentarypainanddiscomposuretheymightnotscantoocloselythefaceofthisingeniousgentleman,ashemeltedintothenightandthestorm。
Janeentered,withaslighttossofherhead。
“Here\'syourexpressman,——efyou\'rewantin\'himNOW。“
Mrs。Rylandswastoopreoccupiedtonoticeherhandmaiden\'ssignificantemphasis,assheindicatedafresh-looking,bashfulyoungfellow,whoseconfusionwasevidentlyheightenedbytheunexpectedegressofMr。Hamlin,andthepoint-blankpresenceofthehandsomeMrs。Rylands。
“Oh,certainly,“saidMrs。Rylandsquickly。“Sokindofhimtoobligeus。Givehimtheorder,Jane,please。“
Sheturnedtoescapefromthekitchenandthesenewintruders,whenhereyefelluponthecoinleftbyMr。Hamlin。“Thegentlemanwishedyoutotakethatforyourtrouble,Jane,“shesaidhastily,pointingtoit,andpassedout。
Janecastawitheringlookafterherretreatingskirts,andpickingthecoinfromthetable,turnedtothehiredman。“Runtothestableafterthatdandifiedyoungfeller,Dick,andhandthatbacktohim。YekinsaythatJaneMackinnondon\'trunarrantsfurmoney,norplaygooseberrytootherfolksfurfun。“
PARTII
Mr。JoshuaRylandshad,accordingtothevocabularyofhisclass,“foundgrace“attheageofsixteen,whilestillinthespiritualstateof“originalsin“andthepoliticaloneofMissouri。Hehadnotindeedfounditbypersistentyouthfulseekingorspiritualinsight,butsomewhatviolentlyandturbulentlyatacamp-meeting。
Avillageboy,naturallygentleandimpressible,withanoriginalcharacter,——limited,however,ineducationandexperience,——hehad,afterhisfirstrusticdebauchwithsomevulgarcompanions,fallenuponthecamp-meetinginrecklessaudacity;andinsteadofbeinghandedovertothedistrictconstable,wastakeninandplacedupon“theanxiousbench,““rastledwith,“andexhortedbyastrongrevivalistpreacher,“convictedofsin,“and——converted!Itisdoubtfuliftheshameofapublicarrestandlegalpunishmentwouldhaveimpressedhisyouthfulspiritasmuchasdidthisspiritualexaminationandtrial,inwhichhehimselfbecameaccuser。
Howbeit,itseffect,thoughpunitive,wasalsoexemplary。Heatoncecastoffhisevilcompanions;remainingfaithfultohisconversion,inspiteoftheirlater“backslidings。“When,aftertheWesternfashion,thetimecameforhimtoforsakehisfather\'sfarmandseekanew“quartersection“onsomemoreremotefrontier,hecarriedintothatsecluded,lonely,half-monkishcelibacyofpioneerlife——whichhasbeenthefoundationofsomuchstrongWesterncharacter——morethantheusualreligiousfeeling。Atonceindustriousandadventurous,helivedby“theWord,“ashecalledit,andNatureasheknewit,——temptedbynoneofthevicesorsentimentsofcivilization。WhenhefinallyjoinedtheCalifornianemigration,itwasnotasagold-seeker,butasadiscovererofnewagriculturalfields;ifthehardshipwasasgreatandtherewardsfewer,heneverthelessknewthatheretainedhissaferisolationandindependenceofspirit。Viceandcivilizationweretohimsynonymousterms;itwasthenaturalconditionoftheworldlyandunregenerate。Suchwasthemanwhochancedtomeet“NellMontgomery,thePearloftheVarietyStage,“ontheSacramentoboat,inoneofhisforcedvisitstocivilization。Withoutknowingherinherprofession,herfrankexpositionofherselfdidnotstartlehim;herecognizedit,acceptedit,andstrovetoconvertit。AndaslongasthisdaughterofFollyforsookherevilwaysforhim,itwasatriumphinwhichtherewasnoshame,andmightbeproclaimedfromthehousetop。Whenhisneighborsthoughtdifferently,andavoidedthem,hesawnoinconsistencyinbringinghiswife\'soldfriendstodiverther:shemightintimeconvertTHEM。Hehadnomorefearofherreturningtotheirwaysthanhehadofhimself“backsliding。“Narrowaswashiscreed,hehadnoneoftheharshnessnorpessimismofthebigot。Withthekeenestself-scrutiny,hiscredulityregardingotherswastouching。
Thestormwasstillragingwhenhealightedthateveningfromtheupcoachatthetrailnearesthishouse。Althoughincumberedwithaheavycarpet-bag,hestartedresignedlyonhistwo-miletrampwithoutbegrudgingtheneighborlyactofhiswifewhichhaddeprivedhimofhishorse。Itwas“likeher“todothesethingsinhergood-humoredabstraction,anabstraction,however,thatsometimesworriedhim,fromthefearthatitindicatedsomeunhappinesswithherpresentlot。Hewaslongingtorejoinherafterhisabsenceofthreedays,thelongesttimetheyhadbeenseparatedsincetheirmarriage,andhehurriedonwithacertainlover-likeexcitement,quitenewtohisusuallycalmandtemperateblood。
Strugglingwiththestormanddarkness,butalwayswiththehappyconsciousnessofdrawingnearertoherinthatstruggle,helaboredon,findinghisperilouswayovertheindistinguishabletrailbycertainlandmarksinthedistance,visibleonlytohispioneereye。
Thatheaviershadowtotherightwasnotthehillside,buttheSLOPEtothedistanthill;thatlow,regularlineimmediatelybeforehimwasnotafenceorwall,butthelineofdistantgiganticwoods,amilefromhishome。Yetashebegantodescendtheslopetowardsthewood,hestoppedandrubbedhiseyes。Therewasdistinctlyalightinit。HisfirstideawasthathehadlostthetrailandwasnearingthewoodmanMackinnon\'scabin。Butamorecarefulscrutinyrevealedtohimthatitwasreallythewood,andthelightwasacamp-fire。Itwasaroughnightforcampingout,buttheywereprobablysomebelatedprospectors。
Whenhehadreachedthefringeofwoodland,hecouldseequiteplainlythatthefirewasbuiltbesideoneofthelargepines,andthatthelittleencampment,whichlookedquitecomfortableandsecludedfromthestorm-beatentrail,wasoccupiedapparentlybyasinglefigure。Bythegoodglowoftheleapingfire,thatfigurestandingerectbeforeit,elegantlyshaped,inthegracefulfoldsofaserape,lookedsingularlyromanticandpicturesque,andremindedJoshuaRylands——whoseideasofartwerepurelyreminiscentofboyishreading——ofsomepictureinanovel。Theheavyblackcolumnsofthepines,glancingoutoftheconcaveshadow,alsoseemedafittingbackgroundtowhatmighthavebeenasceneinaplay。Sostronglywasheimpressedbyitthatbutforhisanxietytoreachhishome,stillamiledistant,andthefactthathewasalreadylate,hewouldhavepenetratedthewoodandtheseclusionofthestrangerwithanofferofhospitalityforthenight。Theman,however,wasevidentlycapableoftakingcareofhimself,andtheoutlineofatetheredhorsewasfaintlyvisibleunderanothertree。Itmightbeasurveyororengineer,——theonlymenofabetterclasswhowereitinerant。
Butanotherandevengreatersurprisegreetedhimashetoileduptherockyslopetowardshisfarmhouse。Thewindowsofthesitting-
room,whichwereusuallyblankandblackbynight,wereglitteringwithunfamiliarlight。Likemostfarmers,heseldomusedtheroomexceptforformalcompany,hiswifeusuallyavoidingit,andevenhehimselfnowpreferredthedining-roomorthekitchen。Hisfirstsuggestionthathiswifehadvisitorsgavehimasenseofpleasureonheraccount,mingled,however,withaslightuneasinessofhisownwhichhecouldnotaccountfor。Morethanthat,asheapproachednearerhecouldheartheswelloftheorganabovetheroaroftheswayingpines,andthecadenceswerenotofadevotionalcharacter。Hehesitatedforamoment,ashehadhesitatedatthefireinthewoods;yetitwassurelyhisownhouse!Hehurriedtothedoor,openedit;notonlythelightofthesitting-roomstreamedintothehall,buttheruddierglowofanactualfireinthedisusedgrate!Thefamiliardarkfurniturehadbeenrearrangedtocatchsomeoftheglowandrelieveitssombreness。Andhiswife,risingfromthemusic-stool,wastheroom\'sonlyoccupant!
Mrs。Rylandsgazedanxiouslyandtimidlyatherhusband\'sastonishedface,ashethrewoffhiswaterproofandlaiddownhiscarpet-bag。Herownfacewasalittleflurriedwithexcitement,andhis,halfhiddeninhistawnybeard,and,possiblyowingtohisself-introspectivenature,neverspontaneouslysympathetic,stillexpressedonlywonder!Mrs。Rylandswasalittlefrightened。Itissometimesdangeroustomeddlewithaman\'shabits,evenwhenhehasgrownwearyofthem。
“Ithought,“shebeganhesitatingly,“thatitwouldbemorecheerfulforyouinhere,thisstormyevening。Ithoughtyoumightliketoputyourwetthingstodryinthekitchen,andwecouldsitheretogether,aftersupper,alone。“
IamafraidthatMrs。Rylandsdidnotofferallherthoughts。EversinceMr。Hamlin\'sdepartureshehadbeenuneasyandexcited,sometimesfallingintofitsofdejection,andagainlightingupintohystericallevity;atothertimescarefullyexaminingherwardrobe,andthenwithasuddenimpulserushingdownstairsagaintogiveordersforherhusband\'ssupper,andtomaketheextraordinarychangesinthesitting-roomalreadynoted。Onlyafewmomentsbeforehearrived,shehadcovertlybroughtdownapieceofmusic,andputasidethehymn-books,andtaken,withalittlelaugh,apackofcardsfromherpocket,whichsheplacedbehindthealreadydismantledvaseonthechimney。
“Ireckonedyouhadcompany,Ellen,“hesaidgravely,kissingher。
“No,“shesaidquickly。“Thatis,“shestoppedwithasuddensurgeofcolorinherfacethatstartledher,“therewas——aman——here,inthekitchen——whohadalamehorse,andwhowantedtogetafreshone。Buthewentawayanhourago。Andhewasn\'tinthisroom——atleast,afteritwasfixedup。SoI\'vehadnocompany。“
Shefeltherselfagainblushingathavingblushed,andalittleterrified。Therewasnoreasonforit。ButforJack\'swarning,shewouldhavebeenquitereadytotellherhusbandall。Shehadneverblushedbeforehimoverherpastlife;whysheshouldnowblushoverseeingJack,ofallpeople!madeherutteralittlehystericallaugh。IamafraidthatthisexperiencedlittlewomantookitforgrantedthatherhusbandknewthatifJackoranymanhadbeenthereasaclandestinelover,shewouldnothaveblushedatall。Yetwithallherexperience,shedidnotknowthatshehadblushedsimplybecauseitwastoJackthatshehadconfessedthatshelovedthemanbeforeher。Herhusbandnotedtheblushaspartofhergeneralexcitement。Hepermittedhertodraghimintotheroomandseathimbeforethehearth,whereshesankdownononekneetopulloffhisheavyrubberboots。Buthewavedherasideatthis,pulledthemoffwithhisownhands,andlethertakethemtothekitchenandbringbackhisslippers。Bythistimeasmilehadlighteduphishardface。Theroomwascertainlymorecomfortableandcheerful。Stillhewasalittleworried;wastherenotinthesechangesafallingawayfromthegraceofself-abnegationwhichshehadsosedulouslypracticed?
WhensupperwasservedbyJane,inthedulldining-room,Mr。
Rylands,hadhenotbeenmoreengagedintheselatedomesticchanges,mighthavenoticedthattheMissourigirlwaiteduponhimwithacertaincommiseratingairthatwasremarkablebyitscontrastwiththefrigidceremoniouspolitenesswithwhichsheattendedhermistress。IthadnotescapedMrs。Rylands,however,whoeversinceJack\'sabruptdeparturehadnoticedthischangeinthegirl\'sdemeanortoherself,andwithawoman\'sintuitiveinsightofanotherwoman,hadfathomedit。Thecomfortabletete-a-
tetewithJack,whichJanehadlookedforwardto,Mrs。Rylandshadanticipatedherself,andthensenthimoff!WhenJoshuathankedhiswifeforrememberingthepepper-sauce,andMrs。Rylandspatheticallyadmittedherforgetfulness,thehead-tosswhichJanegaveasshelefttheroomwastoomarkedtobeoverlookedbyhim。
Mrs。Rylandsgaveahystericallittlelaugh。“IamafraidJanedoesn\'tlikemysendingawaytheexpressmanjustafterIhadalsodismissedthestrangerwhomshehadtakenafancyto,andleftherwithoutcompany,“shesaidunwisely。
Mr。Rylandsdidnotlaugh。“Ireckon,“hereturnedslowly,“thatJanemustfeelkinderlonely;shebearsalltheburdenofourbein\'
outertheworld,withoutanyofourgloryinthecauseofit。“
Nevertheless,whensupperwasover,andthepairwereseatedinthesitting-roombeforethefire,thisepisodewasforgotten。Mrs。
Rylandsproducedherhusband\'spipeandtobacco-pouch。Helookedaroundtheformalwallsandhesitated。Hehadbeeninthehabitofsmokinginthekitchen。
“Whynothere?“saidMrs。Rylands,withasuddenlittlenoteofdecision。“Whyshouldwekeepthisroomonlyforcompanythatdon\'tcome?Icallitsilly。“
ThisstruckMr。Rylandsaslogical。Besides,undoubtedlythefirehadmellowedtheroom。Afterapuffortwohelookedathiswifemusingly。“Couldn\'tyoumakeyourselfoneofthemcigarettys,astheycall\'em?Here\'sthetobacco,andI\'llgetyouthepaper。“
“ICOULD,“shesaidtentatively。Thensuddenly,“Whatmadeyouthinkofit?YouneversawMEsmoke!“
“No,“saidRylands,“butthatlady,youroldfriend,MissClifford,does,andIthoughtyoumightbehankeringafterit。“
“HowdoyouknowTinkieCliffordsmokes?“saidMrs。Rylandsquickly。
“Shelitacigarettythatdayshecalled。“
“Ihateit,“saidMrs。Rylandsshortly。
Mr。Rylandsnoddedapproval,andpuffedmeditatively。
“Josh,haveyouseenthatgirlsince?“
“No,“saidJoshua。
“Noranyothergirllikeher?“
“No,“saidJoshuawonderingly。“YouseeIonlygottoknowheronyouraccount,Ellen,thatshemightseeyou。“
“Well,don\'tyoudoitanymore!Noneof\'em!Promiseme!“Sheleanedforwardeagerlyinherchair。
“ButEllen,“——herhusbandbegangravely。
“Iknowwhatyou\'regoingtosay,buttheycan\'tdomeanygood,andyoucan\'tdothemanygoodasyoudidME,sothere!“
Mr。Rylandswassilent,andsmiledmeditatively。
“Josh!“
“Yes。“
“WhenyoumetmethatnightontheSacramentoboat,andlookedatme,didyou——didI,“shehesitated,——“didyoulookatmebecauseI
hadbeencrying?“
“Ithoughtyouweretroubledinspirit,andlookedso。“
“IsupposeIlookedworried,ofcourse;Ihadnotimetochangeorevenfixmyhair;Ihadonthatgreendress,anditNEVERwasbecoming。Andyouonlyspoketomeonaccountofmyawfullooks?“
“Isawonlyyourwrestlingsoul,Ellen,andIthoughtyouneededcomfortandhelp。“
Shewassilentforamoment,andthen,leaningforward,pickedupthepokerandbegantothrustitabsentlybetweenthebars。
“Andifithadbeensomeothergirlcryingandlookingawful,you\'dhavespokentoherallthesame?“
ThiswasanewideatoMr。Rylands,butwithmostmenlogicissupreme。“IsupposeIwould,“hesaidslowly。
“Andmarriedher?“Sherattledthebarsofthegratewiththepokerasiftodrowntheinevitablereply。
Mr。Rylandslovedthewomanbeforehim,butitpleasedhimtothinkthathelovedtruthbetter。“Ifithadbeennecessarytohersalvation,yes,“hesaid。
“NotTinkie?“shesaidsuddenly。
“SHEneverwouldhavebeeninyourcontritecondition。“
“Muchyouknow!Girlslikethatcancryaswellaslaugh,justastheywantto。Well!IsupposeIDIDlookhorrid。“Nevertheless,sheseemedtogainsomegratificationfromherhusband\'sreply,andchangedthesubjectasiffearfuloflosingthatsatisfactionbyfurtherquestioning。
“Itriedsomeofthosesongsyoubrought,butIdon\'tthinktheygowellwiththeharmonium,“shesaid,pointingtosomemusiconitsrack,“exceptone。Justlisten。“Sherose,andwiththesamenervousquicknessshehadshownbefore,wenttotheinstrumentandbegantosingandplay。Therewasahopelessincongruitybetweenthecharacteroftheinstrumentandthespiritofthesong。Mrs。
Rylands\'svoicewasratherforcedandcrudelytrained,butJoshuaRylands,sittingtherecomfortablyslipperedbythefireandconsciousofthesheetedrainagainstthewindow,feltitgood。
Presentlyhearose,andloungingheavilyovertothefairperformer,leaneddownandimprintedakissonthelabyrinthinefringesofherhair。AtwhichMrs。Rylandscaughtblindlyathishandnearesther,andwithoutliftingherotherhandfromthekeys,orhereyesfromthemusic,saidtentatively:——
“Youknowthere\'sachorusjusthere!Whycan\'tyoutryitwithme?“
Mr。Rylandshesitatedamoment,then,withapreliminarycough,liftedavoiceascrudeashers,butpowerfulthroughmuchcamp-
meetingexercise,androaredachoruswhichwasremarkablechieflyforrequiringthatarchnessandplayfulnessinexecutionwhichhelacked。Asthewholehouseseemedtodilatewiththesound,andthewindoutsidetowithholditsfury,Mr。Rylandsfeltthatphysicaldelightwhichchildrenfeelinpersonaloutcry,andwasgratefultohiswifefortheopportunity。Layinghishandaffectionatelyonhershoulder,henoticedforthefirsttimethatshewasinakindofevening-dress,andthatherdelicatewhiteshouldershonethroughtheblacklacethatenvelopedit。
ForaninstantMr。Rylandswasshockedatthisunwontedexposure。
Hehadneverseenhiswifeinevening-dressbefore。Itwastruetheywerealone,andintheirownsitting-room,buttheroomwasstillinvestedwiththatformalityandpublicitywhichseemedtoaccentthisindiscretion。Thesimple-mindedfrontierman\'smindwentbacktoJane,tothehiredman,totheexpressman,thestranger,allofwhommighthavenoticeditalso。
“Youhaveanewdress,“hesaidslowly,“haveyouwornitallday?“
“No,“shesaid,withatimidsmile。“Ionlyputitonjustbeforeyoucame。It\'stheoneIusedtowearintheballroomscenein\'GayTimesin\'Frisco。\'Youdon\'tknowit,Iknow。IthoughtI
wouldwearittonight,andthen,“shesuddenlygraspedhishand,“you\'llletmeputallthesethingsawayforever!Won\'tyou,Josh?
I\'veseensuchniceprettycalicoatthestoreto-day,andIcanmakeuponeortwohomedresses,likeJane\'s,onlybetterfitting,ofcourse。Infact,Iaskedthemtosendtherolluphereto-
morrowforyoutosee。“
Mr。Rylandsfeltrelieved。Perhapshisviewshadchangedaboutthemoraleffectofherretainingthesesymbolsofherpast,forheconsentedtothecalicodresses,not,however,withoutaninwardsuspicionthatshewouldnotlooksowellinthem,andthattheoneshehadonwasmorebecoming。
Meantimeshetriedanotherpieceofmusic。ItwasequallyincongruousandslightlyBacchantic。
“Thereusedtobeamightyprettydancewenttothat,“shesaid,noddingherheadintimewiththemusic,andassistingtheheavilyspasmodicattemptsoftheinstrumentwiththepleasantlevityofhervoice。“Iusedtodoit。“
“Yemighttryitnow,Ellen,“suggestedherhusband,withahalf-
frightened,half-amusedtolerance。
“YOUplay,then,“saidMrs。Rylandsquickly,offeringherseattohim。
Mr。Rylandssatdowntotheharmonium,asMrs。Rylandsbrisklymovedthetableandchairsagainstthewall。Mr。Rylandsplayedslowlyandstrenuously,asfromaconscientiousregardoftheinstrument。Mrs。Rylandsstoodinthecentreofthefloor,makingaratherpretty,animatedpicture,assheagainstimulatedtheheavyharmoniumswellnotonlywithhervoicebutherhandsandfeet。Presentlyshebegantoskip。
Ishouldwarnthereaderherethatthiswasbeforethe“shawl“or“skirt“dancingwasinvogue,andIamafraidthatprettyMrs。
Rylands\'sperformanceswouldnowbevotedslow。Hersilkskirtandfrilledpetticoatwereliftedjustoverhersmallanklesandtinybronze-kidshoes。Inthecourseofapirouetteortwo,therewasaslightfurtherrevelationofbluesilkstockingsandsomedelicateembroidery,butreallynothingmorethanmaybeseeninthesweepofamodernwaltz。Suddenlythemusicceased。Mr。Rylandshadlefttheharmoniumandwalkedovertothehearth。Mrs。Rylandsstopped,andcametowardshimwithaflushed,anxiousface。
“Itdon\'tseemtogoright,doesit?“shesaid,withhernervouslaugh。“IsupposeI\'mgettingtoooldnow,andIdon\'tquiterememberit。“
“Betterforgetitaltogether,“herepliedgravely。Hestoppedatseeingasingularchangeinherface,andaddedawkwardly,“WhenI
toldyouIdidn\'twantyoutobeashamedofyourpast,nortotrytoforgetwhatyouwere,Ididn\'tmeansuchthingsasthat!“
“Whatdidyoumean?“shesaidtimidly。
ThetruthwasthatMr。Rylandsdidnotknow。Hehadknownthissortofthingonlyintheabstract。Hehadneverhadtheleastacquaintancewiththeclasstowhichhiswifehadbelonged,norknownanythingoftheirmethods。Itwasarevelationtohimnow,inthewomanheloved,andwhowashiswife。Hewasnotshockedsomuchashewasfrightened。
“Youshallhavethedressto-morrow,Ellen,“hesaidgently,“andyoucanputawaythesegewgaws。Youdon\'tneedtolooklikeTinkieClifford。“
Hedidnotseethelookoftriumphthatlituphereye,butadded,“Goonandplay。“
Shesatdownobedientlytotheinstrument。Hewatchedherforafewmomentsfromthetoeofherkidslipperonthepedalstotheswellofhershouldersabovethekeyboard,withastrange,abstractedface。Presentlyshestoppedandcameovertohim。
“AndwhenI\'vegotthesenicecalicofrocks,andyoucan\'ttellmefromJane,andI\'magoodhousekeeper,andsettledowntobeafarmer\'swife,maybeI\'llhaveasecrettotellyou。“
“Asecret?“herepeatedgravely。“Whynotnow?“
Herfacewasquiteaglowwithexcitementandacertaintimidmischiefasshelaughed:“Notwhileyouaresosolemn。Itcanwait。“
Helookedathiswatch。“ImustgivesomeorderstoJimaboutthestockbeforeheturnsin,“hesaid。
“He\'sgonetothestablesalready,“saidMrs。Rylands。
“Nomatter;Icangothereandfindhim。“
“ShallIbringyourboots?“shesaidquickly。
“I\'llputthemonwhenIpassthroughthekitchen。Iwon\'tbelongaway。Nowgotobed。Youarelookingtired,“hesaidgently,ashegazedatthedrawnlinesabouthereyesandmouth。Herformerprettycolorstruckhimalsoashavingchangedoflate,andasbeingirregularandinharmonious。
AsMrs。Rylandsobedientlyascendedthestairssheheavedafaintsigh,heronlyrecognitionofherhusband\'scriticism。Heturnedandpassedquicklyintothekitchen。Hewantedtobealonetocollecthisthoughts。ButhewassurprisedtofindJanestillthere,sittingboltuprightinachairinthecorner。Apparentlyshehadbeenexpectinghim,forasheenteredshestoodup,andwipedhercheekandmouthwithonehand,asiftocompressherlipsthemoretightly。
“Ireckoned,“shebegan,“thatunlessyouwarforforgettin\'
everythin\'intheseyergoingson,ye\'dbepassin\'throughheretotendtoyourstock。I\'vegotawordtosaytoye,Mr。Rylands。
WhenIfirstkemoverheretohelp,Igotwordfromthefolksaroundthatyourwifeaforeyoumarriedherwasjustoneo\'themballydancers。Well,thatwasYOURlookout,notmine!JaneMackinnonain\'tthekindtotakeeverybody\'ssayin\'asgospil,butshekalkilatestotreatfolksezshefinds\'em。Whenshefinds\'emlyin\'anddeceivin\';whenshefindsempurtendin\'onethinganddoin\'another;whenshefinds\'emmakin\'foolstumbleto\'em;
playingsootsontheirownhusbands,andturnin\'anhonesthouseintoamusic-hallandafandangoshop,shekicks!Youhearme!
JaneMackinnonkicks!“
“Whatdoyoumean?“saidMr。Rylandssternly。
“Imean,“saidMissMackinnon,strikingherhipswiththebackofherhandssmartly,andaccentingeachwordthatdroppedlikeabulletfromhermouthwithanadditionalblow,——“I——mean——that——
your——wife——had——one——of——her——old——hangers-on——from——\'Frisco——
here——in——this——very——kitchen——all——the——arternoon;there!Imeanthatwhilesshewaswaitin\'hereforyou,shewascanoodlin\'andcryin\'overoldtimeswithhim!Isawhermyselfthroughthewinder。That\'swhatImean,Mr。JoshuaRylands。“
“It\'sfalse!Shehadsomepoorstrangerherewithalamehorse。
Shetoldmesoherself。“
JaneMackinnonlaughedshrilly。
“Didshetellyouthatthepoorstrangerwasyoungandpretty-
faced,withblackmoustarches?thathisstoreclothesmusthavecostafortin,sayingnothingofhisgold-lined,broadclothsarrapper?DidshesaythathishorsewassolamethatwhenIwenttogetanotherhewouldn\'tWAITforit?DidshetellyouWHOhewas?“
“No,shedidnotknow,“saidRylandssternly,butwithawhiteningface。
“Well,I\'lltellyou!Thegambler,theshooter!——themanwhosenameisblackenoughtostainanywomanheknows。Jimrecognizedhimlikeashot;hesez,themomentheclappedeyesonhimatthedoor,\'Dodblasted,ifitain\'tJackHamlin!\'“
LittleasMr。Rylandsknewoftheworld,hehadheardthatname。
ButitwasnotTHAThewasthinkingof。Hewasthinkingofthecamp-fireinthewood,thehandsomefigurebeforeit,thetetheredhorse。Hewasthinkingofthelightedsitting-room,thefire,hiswife\'sbareshoulders,herslippers,stockings,andthedance。Hesawitall,——alightning-flashtohisdullimagination。Theroomseemedtoexpandandthengrowsmaller,thefigureofJanetoswaybackwardsandforwardsbeforehim。HemurmuredthenameofGodwithlipsthatwerevoiceless,caughtatthekitchentabletosteadyhimself,heldittillhefelthisarmsgrowrigid,andthenrecoveredhimself,——white,cold,andsane。
“SpeakawordofthistoHER,“hesaiddeliberately,“enterherroomwhileI\'mgone,evenleavethekitchenbeforeIcomeback,andI\'llthrowyouintotheroad。Tellthathiredman,ifhedarestobreatheittoasoulI\'llstranglehim。“
Theunlooked-forrageofthisquiet,God-fearingman,anddupe,asshebelieved,wasterrible,butconvincing。Sheshrankbackintothecornerashecoollydrewonhisbootsandwaterproof,andwithoutanotherwordleftthehouse。
Heknewwhathewasgoingtodoaswellasifithadbeenordainedforhim。Heknewhewouldfindtheyoungmaninthewood;forwhateverwerethetruthoftheotherstories,heandthevisitorwereidentical;hehadseenhimwithhisowneyes。Hewouldconfronthimfacetofaceandknowall;anduntilthen,hecouldnotseehiswifeagain。Hewalkedonrapidly,butwithoutfeverishnessormentalconfusion。Hesawhisdutyplainly,——ifEllenhad“backslidden,“hemustgiveheranothertrial。Thesewerehisarticlesoffaith。Heshouldnotputheraway;butsheshouldnevermorebewifetohim。ItwasHEwhohadtemptedher,itwastrue;perhapsGodwouldforgiveherforthatreason,butHE
couldneverloveheragain。
Thefuryofthestormhadsomewhatabatedashereachedthewood。
Thefirewasstillthere,butnolongeraleapingflame。Adullglowinthedarknessoftheforestaisleswasallthatindicateditsposition。Rylandsatonceplungedinthatdirection;hewasnearenoughtoseetheredemberswhenheheardasharpclick,andavoicecalled:——
“Holdup!“
Mr。Hamlinwasalightsleeper。Thecrackleofunderbrushhadbeenenoughtodisturbhim。Thevoicewashis;theclickwasthecockingofhisrevolver。
Rylandswasnocoward,buthalteddiplomatically。
“Now,then,“saidMr。Hamlin\'svoice,“alittlemorethisway,IN
THELIGHT,ifyouplease!“
Rylandsmovedasdirected,andsawMr。Hamlinlyingbeforethefire,restingeasilyononehand,withhisrevolverintheother。
“Thankyou!“saidJack。“Excusemyprecautions,butitisnight,andthisis,forthepresent,mybedroom。“
“MynameisRylands;youcalledatmyhousethisafternoonandsawmywife,“saidRylandsslowly。
“Idid,“saidHamlin。“Itwasmightykindofyoutoreturnmycallsosoon,butIdidn\'texpectit。“
“Ireckonnot。ButIknowwhoyouare,andthatyouareanoldassociateofhers,inthedaysofhersinandunregeneration。I
wantyoutoanswerme,beforeGodandman,whatwasyourpurposeincomingthereto-day?“
“Lookhere!Idon\'tthinkit\'snecessarytodraginstrangerstohearmyanswer,“saidJack,lyingdownagain,“butIcametoborrowahorse。“
“Isthatthetruth?“
Jackgotuponhisfeetverysolemnly,putonhishat,drewdownhiswaistcoat,andapproachedMr。Rylandswithhishandsinhispockets。
“Mr。Rylands,“hesaid,withgreatsuavityofmanner,“thisisthesecondtimetodaythatIhavehadthehonorofhavingmyworddoubtedbyyourfamily。YourwifewasgoodenoughtoquestionmyassertionthatIdidn\'tknowthatshewaslivinghere,butthatwasawoman\'svanity。Youhavenosuchexcuse。Thereismyhorseyonder,lame,asyoumaysee。Ididn\'tlamehimforthesakeofseeingyourwifenoryou。“
TherewasthatinMr。Hamlin\'saudacityandperfectself-possessionwhich,evenwhileitirritated,neversuggesteddeceit。Hewastoorecklessofconsequencetolie。Mr。Rylandswasstaggeredandhalfconvinced。Nevertheless,hehesitated。
“Dareyoutellmeeverythingthathappenedbetweenmywifeandyou?“
“Dareyoulisten?“saidMr。Hamlinquietly。
Mr。Rylandsturnedalittlewhite。Afteramomenthesaid:——
“Yes。“
“Good!“saidMr。Hamlin。“Ilikeyourgrit,thoughIdon\'tmindtellingyouit\'stheONLYthingIlikeaboutyou。Sitdown。Well,Ihaven\'tseenNellMontgomeryforthreeyearsuntilImetherasyourwife,atyourhouse。ShewassurprisedasIwas,andfrightenedasIwasn\'t。Shespentthewholeinterviewintellingmethehistoryofhermarriageandherlifewithyou,andnothingmore。Icannotsaythatitwasremarkablyentertaining,orthatshewasasamusingasyourwifeasshewasasNellMontgomery,thevarietyactress。Whenshehadfinished,Icameaway。“
Mr。Rylands,whohadseatedhimself,madeamovementasiftorise。
ButMr。Hamlinlaidhishandonhisknee。
“Iaskedyouifyoudaredtolisten。Ihavesomethingmyselftosayofthatinterview。Ifoundyourwifewearingtheolddressesthatothermenhadgivenher,andshesaidsheworethembecauseshethoughtitpleasedyou。Ifoundthatyou,whoarequestioningmycallinguponher,hadalreadygottheworstofheroldchumstovisitherwithoutaskingherconsent;Ifoundthatinsteadofbeingthefirstonetolieforherandhideher,youwerethefirstonetotellanybodyherhistory,justbecauseyouthoughtitwastothegloryofGodgenerally,andofJoshuaRylandsinparticular。“
“Aman\'smotivesarehisown,“stammeredRylands。
“Sorryyoudidn\'tseeitwhenyouquestionedminejustnow,“saidJackcoolly。
“Thenshecomplainedtoyou?“saidRylandshesitatingly。
“Ididn\'tsaythat,“saidJackshortly。
“Butyoufoundherunhappy?“
“Damnably。“
“Andyouadvisedher“——saidRylandstentatively。
“Iadvisedhertochuckyouandtrytogetabetterhusband。“Hepaused,andthenadded,withadisgustedlaugh,“butshedidn\'ttumbletoit,forad——dsillyreason。“
“Whatreason?“saidRylandshurriedly。
“SaidsheLOVEDyou,“returnedJack,kickingabrandbackintothefire。Mr。Rylands\'swhitecheeksflamedoutsuddenlylikethebrand。Seeingwhich,Jackturneduponhimdeliberately。
“Mr。JoshuaRylands,I\'veseenmanyfoolsinmytime。I\'veseenmenholdingfouracesbackeddownbecausetheythoughttheyKNEW
theothermanhadaroyalflush!I\'veseenamansellhisclaimforawild-catshare,withthegoldlyingafootbelowhiminthegroundhewalkedon。I\'veseenadeadshotshootwildbecauseheTHOUGHThesawsomethingintheotherman\'seye。I\'veseenaheapofGod-forsakenfools,butIneversawonebeforewhoclaimedGodasapal。You\'vegotawifead——dsighttruertoyouforwhatyoucallher\'sin,\'thanyou\'veeverbeentoher,withallyourd——dsalvation!Andasyoucouldn\'tmakeherotherwise,thoughyou\'vetriedtohardenough,itseemstomethatforsquaredownrightchuckle-headedness,youcantakethecake!Good-night!
Now,runawayandplay!You\'remakingmetired。“
“Onemoment,“saidMr。Rylandsawkwardlyandhurriedly。“Imayhavewrongedyou;Iwasmistaken。Won\'tyoucomebackwithmeandacceptmy——our——hospitality?“
“Notmuch,“saidJack。“IleftyourhousebecauseIthoughtitbetterforyouandherthatnooneshouldknowofmybeingthere。“
“Butyouwerealreadyrecognized,“saidMr。Rylands。“ItwasJanewholiedaboutyou,andyourreturnwithmewillconfuteherslanders。“
“Who?“askedJack。
“Jane,ourhiredgirl。“
Mr。Hamlinutteredanindescribablelaugh。
“That\'sjustaswell!YousimplytellJaneyouSAWme;thatIwasgreatlyshockedatwhatshesaid,butthatIforgiveher。Idon\'tthinkshe\'llsayanymore。“
Strangetoadd,Mr。Hamlin\'ssurmisewascorrect。Mr。RylandsfoundJanestillinthekitchenalone,terrified,remorseful,yeteveraftersilentonthesubject。Strangerstill,thehiredmanbecameequallyuncommunicative。Mrs。Rylands,attributingherhusband\'sabsenceonlytocareofthestock,hadgonetobedinafeverishcondition,andMr。Rylandsdidnotdeemitprudenttotellherofhisinterview。Thenextdayshesentforthedoctor,anditwasdeemednecessaryforhertokeepherbedforafewdays。Herhusbandwassingularlyattentiveandconsiderateduringthattime,anditwasprobablethatMrs。Rylandsseizedthatopportunitytotellhimthesecretshespokeofthenightbefore。Whateveritwas,——foritwasnotgenerallyknownforafewmonthslater,——itseemedtodrawthemclosertogether,impartedaprotectingdignitytoJoshuaRylands,whichtooktheplaceofhisformerselfishausterity,gavethemafuturetotalkofconfidentially,hopefully,andsometimesfoolishly,whichtooktheplaceoftheirmorefoolishpast,andwhentherollofcalicocamefromthecrossroads,itcontainedalsoaquantityoffinelinen,laces,smallcaps,andothertrifles,somewhatincontrasttothemorehomelymaterialsordered。
Andwhenthreemonthswerepast,thesitting-roomwasoftenlitupandmadecheerful,particularlyonthatsupremeoccasionwhen,withagreatdealofenthusiasm,allthewomenofthecountrysideflockedtoseeMrs。Rylandsandherfirstbaby。Andamoreconsiderateanddevotedcouplethanthefatherandmothertheyhadneverknown。
THEMANATTHESEMAPHORE
IntheearlydaysoftheCalifornianimmigration,ontheextremestpointofthesandypeninsula,wherethebayofSanFranciscodebouchesintothePacific,therestoodasemaphoretelegraph。
Tossingitsblackarmsagainstthesky,——withitsbacktotheGoldenGateandthatvastexpanseofseawhosenearestshorewasJapan,——itsignifiedtoanothersemaphorefurtherinlandthe“rigs“
ofincomingvessels,bycertainuncouthsigns,whichwereagainpassedontoTelegraphHill,SanFrancisco,wheretheyreappearedonathirdsemaphore,andreadtotheinitiated“schooner,““brig“
“ship,“or“steamer。“ButallhomesickSanFranciscohadlearnedthelastsign,andoncertaindaysofthemontheveryeyewasturnedtowelcomethosegauntarmswidelyextendedatrightangles,whichmeant“sidewheelsteamer“theonlysteamerwhichcarriedthemailsand“lettersfromhome。“Inthejoyfulreceptionaccordedtothatheraldofgladtidings,veryfewthoughtofthelonelywatcheronthesandduneswhodispatchedthem,orevenknewofthatdesolateStation。
Fordesolateitwasbeyonddescription。ThePresidio,withitsvoiceless,dismountedcannonandemptyembrasureshiddeninahollow,andtheMissionDolores,withitscrumblingwallsandbelfrytowerlostinanother,madetheultimathuleofallSanFranciscowandering。TheCliffhouseandFortPointdidnotthenexist;fromBlackPointthecurvinglineofshoreof“YerbaBuena“——
orSanFrancisco——showedonlyastretchofglitteringwind-sweptsanddunes,interspersedwithstragglinggulliesofhalf-buriedblack“scruboak。“Thelongsixmonths\'summersunfiercelybeatuponitfromthecloudlessskyabove;thelongsixmonths\'tradewindsfiercelybeatuponitfromthewest;themonotonousroll-callofthelongPacificsurgesregularlybeatuponitfromthesea。
Almostimpossibletofacebydaythroughslidingsandsandbuffetingwinds,atnightitwasimpracticablethroughthedensesea-fogthatstolesoftlythroughtheGoldenGateatsunset。